So i went in for my last round of injections. The previous two were horrible and they docs were giving me the wrong kind so today was the right kind. I go in there and they are talking a bunch of stuff about sedating me and i didnt wann go there, been there done that. After everything is ll done the doc starts talking about my neck. WEll he showed me on my mri's the extent of the damamge (first doctor to do so even when ive asked many times)my neck is littered with bone spurs rather nasty herniated disc and a narrow spinal cavity.... meaning the steroid has a decent chance of not helping me. Which means surgery.
What makes this way worse is the fact 3 doctors have now said i can no longer wreslte in any capacity. Not even coach. Wrestling was the only thing that i was ever really good at and its gone completely gone. theirs such an empty void inside of me now bnecause of that. So now i cant ven find a job at all because i cant take stress on my neck/spine area. Which means im goign to have to find some kind of disability. Does anyone really wnan be on disability? Im single what girl in her right mind is going to want a guy who cant work?
This evening i was talking ot my dad on the phone and my mom was on her landline talking to the nurse and weas told ot go to the hospital immediately. Her face was all swollen and she couldnt breath form her throat and it was all raspy. I finaly found out shes in a really bad analphylactic shock and almost died. Shes on meds right now trying to counter it.
I never got along with my mom in fact shes been downright mean and hostile. Verging on hate between us but i would never wish harm on my mom and i still love her.
im just completely worn out from all this. Theres so many tings that jsut keep happening to me and my family.....
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