You know its completely wrong that when im dealing with all shit in my life i get a phone call from my ex.... and all she wants to talk about is how good her life is married with a kid.....Theres a reason why i avoid her... Sometimes love can never be numbed over. Like a raw woulnd inside of me. It hurt so bad. Just hearing her voice completely fucked me up for the day. Its not like i thjink wed ever get together or anything like that she doesnt affect me in any relationships. But real love... does not ever go away.
Love has got to be the most painful feeling one could ever go through. So much uncertainty, completely opening your soul to another... takes something away from you.
