Even though I woke up with a migraine and all, I think I'm finally starting to adjust that my love is not coming back. He doesn't even text me to tell our son good morning nor myself. It if finally opening my eyes to the fact that WHY would I want someone that would just walk away and can't even be nice to me for two seconds? So, hopefully today I can keep in this mind frame and concentrate on just me and my kids and of course God. God is the only Family I have and the only one that loves me and can get me through this. Plus, I've realized that there are so many more people in this world with more problems than myself. I have my health (as far as I know) and my kids. I only wish that the ex could see how I helped him when he was down on his luck, took him in, bought clothes for his other son and tried to make things work. In his eyes though, I am and never was ANYTHING to him, so.....best of luck to him and we will get by without him. Now, the sun is shining and I'm hoping this day will be good. Tina