So according to my Myspace I have a lot of friends. Yeah sure. These days people have no concept of friendship. Here's what I mean.
I planned a party for all of my 'friends' and my fiance's 'friends'. So we had about 25 people who said they were coming. My 2 very closest friends said they were coming to see me finally since I'd only talked to them online for the last 2 years. Get this....NOBODY CAME. NOT ONE. Over a hundred dollars spent for food and drinks for everyone who said they were coming and didnt. It was pitiful.
My best friend in the world never even responds to my emails or phone calls anymore. I never did anything to wrong her in any way. I support her no matter what and she finds a new boyfriend and suddenly my calls are unimportant and never returned. Another friend struck off my list.
Another good friend of mine meets a guy and gets married and moves away. She's been down here to visit twice and hasn't contacted me either time to see me. One person claims he tried calling me while she was here to all hang out and couldn't reach me. Well I gave her 4 different phone numbers to reach me on. I never got a message from any of them from anyone letting me know she was here. They all know where I live and no one stopped by to see me.
One of my other best friends ditched me completely because she hated my ex boyfriend while he and I were still together. I was going to dump him because he was controlling and causing me problems with my friends, but she stopped talking to me all together before I left him so I stayed with him for another year in a horrible relationship because I had nobody else after that. A great friend she turned out to be after 7 years.
Recently I made friends with a person I thought I could really be close to. But business got in the way and the minute it got difficult she left me to do it all alone. Her, her husband and brother all turned their backs on me and my fiance when they realized that work was involved in running a business. Since then we've struggled to do the work of 5 between two of us. I told them we were all going to lose everything and they all said "I dont care, they cant take anything from us because we don't own anything".
And last but not least there the cousin of my ex who sent me a friend request out of the blue when I hadn't talked to him in over a year since I left my ex. So I sent him an email first and wanted him to tell me why he suddenly wanted to be my friend when he stopped talking to me and said some shitty things about me before. So he sends me back an email that makes me feel bad for being bitchy and I sent him one back apologizing for sounding like an ass and explained things to him on how I felt and I accepted his friends request. He reads my heartfelt email and apology and deletes me back off his page and deletes my nice comment I left for him.
I'm sure anyone who reads this will assume there is something wrong with me or that I'm leaving something out. But I'm not. I seriously don't know what I do that makes people toss me aside like I'm nothing. I wish someone could tell me.
