I finally spoke to Dallas about my feelings towards his Christmas gift because it was bothering me so bad that it was 4 AM and I was staring at the ceiling unable to sleep and it was really really bothering me. I explained to him that I didn't understand why he would get something so impersonal and that a gift card for something like is not something you normally get for your significant other for Christmas. I mean thats something you get your sister-in-law or something because you know what to pick out for them. Now if it had been a gift card to Hot Topic or Spencers I would have been jumping up and down. So we talked about it and he was fine and he told me why he got it and that there were a million things he wanted to buy but of course couldn't and all the things on his list were perfect but unattainable. He actually said he thought about getting a gift card to Hot Topic so I could go in and have a feild day but he finally decided on the other place because he thought I'd like to have new stuff for my new job.
I don't want anyone to think I was unappreciative of what he gave me. I'm not. He told me they had great stuff in Catos and he knew I'd like it and they had great shoes and stuff so I'm actually now looking forward to checking it out. It was unexpected you know? Christmas is when you expect to get a gorgeous necklace or in my case I normally expect to get some kind of fantasy figurines or daggers. I was just confused at how impersonal it was. I'm not a bitch or anything, I just didn't get it.
But its okay now and I feel better. I hope I didn't upset him or anything. I probably did though and thats the only thing I hate. I didn't want to say anything but it was in the back of my mind and I had to ask him why he picked that.
