A strange time to be sitting around thinking when its Christmas Eve and all. But nontheless I was thinking about myself and wondering about when Dallas said that I was as bad as he was but not as violent.
Meaning basically that I'm bi-polar and completely paranoid about people.
I don't deny it at all. I know I am. But I never really thought that part of my bi-polar disorder as me being paranoid. When I think of it I'm reminded of people who stare over their shoulder and think that people are after them and shit. I'm just paranoid about everybody actually not liking me and talking behind my back. Which is why its hard for me take to people. I'm always suspicious of people.
Oh well, I'll go to the doctor next month and get on something so that I can keep this job I've got. Can't wait to get started on that.
