MEMzZzy FIFO AKA Mr VirusxFIFOx's blog: "Untitled 1"

Dear You,

 How are you in your other life. Me I am still here on Earth. Seeing how

much it's changed since you left. It's a ugly world now. It feels like it rains

everyday but no water falls it's like you don't cry. Your too happy where your

at while we are here remembering you crying and sad because I miss your

friendship. You helped me more than you know. I would have lost my

ability to love if I haven't had met you because even though I was a

stranger on the other side of the world. A different culture even but you

looked past that and called me first friend then brother. I still wonder what

might have been if we had the chance to meet but GOD called you home

before that chance was given. You were so young not even given the

chance to live your life really. You were just a little girl really in this big

world but really you were a grown woman by the world's standards. I know

it's not suppose to be questioned as to why you left but sometimes it

can't be helped. You told me never to cry for you but if I didn't I couldn't

heal from these feelings of lost. You went without fear. It's like you knew

where you belong. I wish you could have stayed though because I miss

your friendship even to this day. You always knew what to say to make

me smile. Seems like these days are few and far between these days.

I know though your not really gone>. You live still in my memories.

The times we laughed. The day you left and told me that I shouldn't be

afraid because anytime I needed you to listen you were a star in the sky

shining down on me.   All I had to do is was talk and you'll be there no

matter what. I guess in closing it hurt me worse than you wanted to be

but that's only because I cherished your friendship more than you could

possibly know but I'm sure you do because your in my heart so you know

my feelings. So I guess I wanted to say hi again and that I haven't

forgotten. So this isn't goodbye it's good journey and to let you know I'm

trying to bring out the person you knew I could be.

                                      Forever With Love From Your Friend,

                                       Tommy AKA MEM