MEMzZzy FIFO AKA Mr VirusxFIFOx's blog: "Untitled 1"

Dear You Know Who You Are,

Goodbye to the end of a era, Hello to the start of new beginnings . I lost a few friends but what else is new. Ask Me if I'm hurt and I'll tell you no. Ask me if it will ever be the same most likely it won't. Yes I have changed so what you wanted me to. It's not my fault it blew up in your face. I'm not to blame because you got what you wanted. Call Me names, spit on me do what you want I no longer have you around so why should I give a damn. I'm better off anyway. You say I was a friend, you say I was fam, but I was nothing but a invisible ghost you never really cared. I wasted many a night trying to make you smile. Good Luck without me on that now. Your drama with a capital D and I get plently of that without your help so here is to your new life without me. Here is one last toast I hope it will be as you planned because this will be the last time you ever see me. Remember the laughs, remember the hugs, because never again will that happen. I can stand alone. I was rasied to survive. I will fight to do it you can't make me change that. I can stand solo, I don't need a band. Let's see who will really care after you lost me. I was a puppet being controlled To bad now I cut the strings. I got tired of wearing a mask. I got tired of being sad so I made a change. Should I feel sorry? Maybe in a different place and time but this is a new me. Love Me or hate me I will always be on top. I will retire champion. You don't have what it takes to conquor me. I told you I will never taste defeat. That is not in my vocab. Look in the mirror and you will see who blew it. You never had a chance. No sudden death in my game. I make the rules and they will never be changed. MEM is the name of the game. The reason you can't win is because now it is a game of a few. No longer will you be around to try and make me feel guilt. I am dust in the wind consider me dead and gone. I am like our former friendship buried 6 feet under. Cry yourself a river but not for me. I can live by my choice, The question is can you? You tried to burn me not realizing I can't be burnt. I was rasied to be tough. You tricks aren't enough. Excuse while I smile because now I truely don't give a f*ck. I am laughing now while you wallow in self pity. You thought this would affect me and thought that I would crawl back. Well I am 26 yrs old, I quit crawling along time ago. So here is to the Midsummer Nights and The Midsummer Dreams. Here's To The Tears I won't cry and to the frowns I won't keep. I am truely happy now I am now at peace. Have a nice life with your new friends I hope they treat you well. I hope they enjoy the jail cell of life. I just so happened 2 escape and without a scratch too. I got away scott free. I left you all without a clue. You may think I have changed truth is it was you that did. I will always be the same. I am a deck of cards I am complete. The Path To Heaven sometimes leads through Hell and Hell I have escaped. I used to be scarred but now I am healed. I am the king of my own destiny you held me down to long. Time to take my place among royality. Your jealousy consumes me no more. I fell on my face to many times because of you now I can walk with my head held high. You tried to kick me when I was down. You brought me worthless drama when my real life situations were more important. How dare you do that I should do worse than these words i am typing you wouldn't read it anyway but it's here for my reminder. To never make that mistake again to call you fake ppl my friend. In fact I hope you do read this.  Then you will know how I now truely feel.  So again here is to the days all these nights. The days without me. The nights of sad dreams. When you do everyone like you did me,who will be there when you scream? I was for too long and look where it got me. It only dragged me down with you I almost drowned trying to save you. Well no longer will you have me to be your scrapegoat. Time to grow up and be responible for your own actions. I am not your parent nor your sitter. What I am doing is a prime example of Do Unto Others yeah you know the rest. You thought you was the best but in truth you were far from passing the test. You might sit and think one day I will be back and it will be alright but I am saying I won't as long as my heart beats in my chest. Take it for what it is worth In fact I don't care how you take it. This is where I turn and walk away. On a journey to bright and beautiful days. So I turn and walk away into the dark aybss. For I am the bright light I was always meant to be. Time For Me To recieve the rewards I reap. For no longer will I say hello This is indeed The Final Goodbye.

                                                     Sincerely Yours,

                                                    Your "FORMER FRIEND" MEM