Your Hatelove
in the moments when you hate me
most filled with the empty alone
hate the words i chose
the way i looked at you
the lack of understanding
hate my compassion
hate my concern
don't want to be sober
don't want to eat
or move
or live
hate me again
a little bit more
and push the knife further
when you call it love
so when you ask me for goodbye
understand the simple fact
that truth will make me give it to you
m.e.j.
Dead in Anger
whisper in the empty place
where you used to live
so much the center of my moments
standing alone and being what is
not calling out of disgust
and not respect
live or die foolish lost
it matters no more
the girl you knew is different
but living still in this sorry state
pieces of what was
stitched to a darker truth
throwing stones at turned backs
cursing and holding in the tears
everyone calling for anger
so here it is
temperate and cold
w.g.s.
Mourning
give up give up
walk away
be what you want to be
empty and cold
is better than hot and alone
slip slip toward the end of the line
holding with what is left
to the beauty of pain
because misery is the most faithful friend
j.e.s.
Beside You In the Dark
can't you see the weary lost
standing beside your shadow
looking to you for home
bind your heart against the soft touches
against the dreamer you held
time will just pass
until the fading starts
and you will both fall
to the demons inside
m.e.j.
