Fubar Blog Posts 4

Hey I'm In A Contest
Hmm...must have had too much to drink, I am in this contest...I don't even know what you get for winning, but it's nice to get a vote or two from friends! I will do something nice for the folks who vote :) Later update: Apparently the contest runs until 5 pm Sunday!

Come Visit Me!
Hey yall this is my first blog! I have been on here since Dec. But still learning everything. And trying to help my hubby get ready to go to Iraq in May.(cries) But anywho I just posted some new pics come by and check them out! hugzzz

Bill Of Rights You Got To Read Lmao
DON'T MESS WITH MOM My son came home from school one day, with a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, to put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr. Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' It says I need not clean my room, don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, and regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, and I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, and pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, with the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, my body's only for my use, not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals, like your Mama did to you. That's nothing more than m

Cant Catch A Break
When all shit breaks loose, EVERYTHING breaks loose. ...I swear, I can't catch a break for the life of me. Appearnatly, neither can my husband. Missed first day of Math. Husband forgot to leave me the keys to the car. Had to email teacher in hopes that I can play catch up. College called, husband owes big $$ because his old institute is appearantly pissing that he is going to my college now. There is some major fuck up there that we have to battle. Yay. Paper called my husband to yell at him about some bullshit, but they have also managed to break the contract.... lucky them ha. But we all know that they will fight to pay us what they owe us. Dickheads. ...Bad day again?... You have no idea.

Television These Days
what is it with tv these days do they not think we get tired of hearing about death and distruction in the world and most of these reality shows are getting more and more stupid,they complain about violence in the world and sex crimes well maybe they need to take a few lessons from the 70's and early 80's era when they were more comedy shows none of this stuff they know when they say (don't try this at home) they will.

Beneath A Silver Moon A Fire
Beneath the Silver Moon a Fire Beneath the Silver Moon a Fire Was rising swiftly ever higher That took me to my heart and soul And I became the flames control A mask of deeper divinity I wear to bide the Witches Rede! Oh rise I rise into the Sun And heat of passion rise become A dragons breath A flaming one A distant spirit in me come A lovers act transpires to a fiery red and gold And my hands become the blue flames to mold Rise I rise into the torch To light the way And bring you forth And I became the Phoenix A crackling spiralling beat To rise within the elements To score the world with heat Beneath the Silver Moon a Fire Rising swiftly ever higher As wind I come to blow the flame As earth I come to ground again And dowse I dowse For I am Rain! Beneath the Silver Moon a Fire Rise to Rise am I desire! Passion as the music comes To rise the flames A beating drum! © 2007 Lori Foster /Rain 8:28 Waxing>Full

Untiled 2
you're there Im here both alone with no one to hold wishing we were together holding each other tight yet knowing we're on each others minds the miles between us make things hard but i know no matter how close or far we are our hearts are always together and until we can be together again thats all that really matters

You Save Me Kenny Chesney
Every now and then I get a little lost My strings all get tangled, my wires all get crossed Every now and then I'm right up on the edge Dangling my toes out over the ledge I just thank God you're here 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun 'Cause when I'm a firecracker comin' undone Or when I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me It's hard lovin' a man that's got a gypsy soul I don't know how you do it, I'm not sure how you know The perfect thing to say to save me from myself You're the angel that moves me like nobody else And I thank God you do 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun When I'm a firecracker coming undone When I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me I know I don't tell you nearly enough That I couldn't live one day without your love When I'm a ship tossed around on the waves Up on a highwi

Always Bad News With The Good
So I'm thinking, "Every time there's some good, theres the eventual bad." am i rite? I had an interview yesterday, and it went pretty well. If I'm lucky, I'll become a staff member for a major university in my area. Well... I blinded them with science... that is to say I wowed my interviewers with a fantastic display of bullshittery and determination. Everyone clapped, smiled, and asked for an encore. I was on Cloud Nine. Well, I'm heading home, and I forget the rule of "Catch 22's" and low and behold, my jeep starts acting crazy. Long story short, the turn signal gets frozen and next thing you know, the steering wheel starts smoking right next to the turn signal handle. "OH SHIT!" My inner child yells, figuring I'll be stranded on 95 North. Long story short, I'll have to pay a pretty (or ugly) penny to get this damn thing fixed. Why is it that every time something GOOD happens, something BAD happens to equal it out? Would you say that this is the universe

Fanning Update
Hey what is this BS people why are you telling people that you will fan them if your not going to then don't say that you are. It is not fair and you all know it. Because I have fanned 224 people and only 40 of them have fanned me back. i would like to thank those of that have faned me but there is still a lot that have not.for those of you that have not fand me yet and you know who you and i will have to unfan you but i dont want it to come to that so be kind and fan me thanks. I now onlyhave 46 there is still a lot of you out there.thanks.

Oomph!-scorn (live)
Lead me through your fucking world of joke Feed me with your luck until I choke Will you scorn me, will you break me? Are you able to forsake me? Will you scorn me, will you hate me? Won't you finally concentrate my pain? Call my name until I clench my fist Fan the flame until I slash my wrist Will you scorn me, will you break me? Are you able to forsake me? Will you scorn me, will you hate me? Won't you finally consecrate my hate? Bite - nothing can save me from my scorn Fight - nothing can spare me from my hate Bite - nothing can save me from my scorn Fight - nothing can spare me from my ... And now you read my mind And now you see my kind Will you scorn me, will you break me? Are you able to forsake me? Will you scorn me, will you hate me? Won't you finally consecrate me? Are you able to forsake me? Won't you finally consecrate my hate? Bite - nothing can save me from my scorn Fight - nothing can spare me from my hate Bite - nothing can save

When It Goes Wrong
What happens when a friendship is broken because of a man or lies or both? So many friendships have broken and the parties have become bitter enemies. I knew these two friends. They had just met and were become closer everyday that is until he walked in. The tall dark handsome stranger. He knew how to talk to women and just how to please them. He carried himself like a man and looked women in the eye when he talked to them. This man saw the two women and set his sight on either one. While one's back was turned he flirted with the other one and vice versa. He in his own way loved them both but didn't really want to comment to either one. When love was mentioned he talked of loving another still. He had a circle going for a while so as no one knew who he liked. Slowly the friendship came into question as each confessed to loving the same man. What! And one said he told me he loved me and the next He told me loved that woman. Never really confessing her feelings while the o

Today
I am stressing out again today!. My finances are a little shorter than I want and I don't know if my huuby will remember to give me the money I asked for. I talked to my best friend last night about a lot of things. One of the things she asked me was how were things with $$$. I said we have barely enought to keep the bills paid and I get frustrated because we need a little more and I know I can do what needs to be done to get the little more. What happens is I just get so frustrated with the lack of that I get stuck and don't go out and do what needs to be done to bring in the 50 or 100 or 200 dollars more that we need. While I was talking to my best friend about this she told me two things, 1) I'm too hard on myself and I need to stop that, 2) Try and focus on the positive and the good things I do have. Then today while I was visiting with the other ladies that I work out with I brought up the conversation I had with Allison and this other lady said the same thing. Focus

The Lake
I am looking at a lake that has ripples going through the water trees are all around you see stones in the water and fish swimming around with no worries of a yesterday and a today there is a birch tree that has grown on the edge of the water it leans to have some branches touch the water just the tips so the tree can drink far off in the distant you hear birds a young girl comes to let her dog drink from the rippling water You see tons of people walking with the wind blowing through their hair you can hear it whispering your name and tells you secrets the sun shining on you you are able to think of past memories but the birds and voices intterupt your traqin of thought and you smile and look up at the sky and the sky is so clear and blue that you just stare into it like a never ending thought that has just blew in your brain just like memories floating towards you as you think you see more people pass by kicking pebbles that are on the ground sitting

It's Friday! Yippie!
HEADED TO SOUTHPOINTE TO SEE SADDLE UP BAND... AND COCKTAILS.. IF YOUR IN PITTSBURGH COME DOWN!!! HUGS TO ALL... PICTURES WILL PROBABLY FOLLOW.. HA HA HA.. YOU KNOW ME!!! I LOVE PICTURES.... LOVE TO ALL...

Time...
so i was sitting outside, the freezing wind making my hands and face burn, smoking a cigarette on my break at work...for some strange reason no one walked by while i was out there...so i was just sitting there thinking...in 6 days i'm gonna be 24...24 and still working part time at a thrift store...24 and still without a college degree...24 and alone... last yr's birthday, tho not perfect, was still amazing b/c of the little things a certain person did for me and just spending time with him and such...and this year, nothing...i'll be working, just another night at the same shitty thrift store...thats it... 24...ok, so its not such a high number...not to alot of you...but it is to me...24 and basically starting things over...time is passing by too quickly for me to catch my breath it seems... today i'm 23...yesterday i was a teenager...the day before a small child....i don't want to see what tomorrow brings yet, but i'm barreling headlong into it... 24...heh...

The Last Of The Blogs
well................this might be my last, no one visits my page anymore.....and this is bothering me, kinda, i mean, i wish more people talked to me, instead of just adding me and fanning me.......if someone, at least one person responds to this, then ill keep it for a little while......

24 Feb 07 - Saturday
24 Feb 07 - Saturday 1876 Victor Moore Hammonton NJ, comedian (Ziegfeld Follies, 7 Year Itch) 1885 Admiral Chester Nimitz US Admiral (commanded Pacific fleet in WWII) 1921 Abe Vigoda New York NY, actor (Barney Miller, Fish) 1942 Paul Jones England, rocker (Manfred Mann-Mighty Quinn) 1944 Nicky Hopkins rock pianist (Stones-Ruby Tuesday, Jeff Beck, Quicksilver) 1946 Barry Bostwick San Mateo CA, actor (Rocky Horror Picture Show) 1946 Michael Radford director (1984, White Mischief) 1947 Lonnie Turner bassist/vocalist (Steve Miller Band) 1955 Steven Jobs cofounder of Apple Computer 1958 Sammy Kershaw Kaplan LA, country vocalist (Cadillac Style) 1962 Teri Weigel Ft Lauderdale FL, porn star/playmate (April 1986) 0303 1st official Roman edict for persecution of Christians issued 1803 Supreme Court 1st rules a law unconstitutional (Marbury vs Madison) 1825 Thomas Bowdler self-appointed Shakespearean censor, dies 1829 Auguste Chouteau St Louis co-founder, dies 1868 House of

Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do.
THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO. There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car. Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the

Bloody
You Closed me in Left me with one broken dream anoge a 1000 broken hearts you seen and watched me bleed with a razor blade i slice open my heart In a bloody bliss i screen someone come save me b/c i can't save myself with a shaddered borken hollow soul that you will forever left unknown i fell and all is lost its where i blong b/c you said you loved me and then you left like it was just a dream a sweet sweet deam here i am lost forgotten and bleeding dieing from the inside out in my nightmares will you love me make my bloody heart stop bleeding am i asking to much for you to love me Darling was it really that hard to see me standing there begging you not to go why can't i be the one that you loved so the one you love with all your dark heart well i guess i am just the one to far gone to love By Grace Aka Me

Psychic
You Are 20% Psychic You are barely psychic. Sure, you sometimes predict things... But is it a matter of luck? Or something more? Pay closer attention to your first intuitions You may be more psychic than you know! Are You Psychic?

Ok I Have A Gift For U !!! Yea U !!!
THE FIRST FEMALE FRIEND OF MINE TO PRIVATE MESSAGE ME THAT U SEEN AND READ THIS I HAVE SOMETHING VERY SPECIAL FOR U !!!! COME ON SHOW ME WHO MY REAL FEMALE C T FRIEND IS ????

Our Adventure In Nashville...
Yeah- so my cousin, Sherri, and I are in LOVE with AFI, so we wanted to go see them in concert. For me it would be my second time seeing them, but for Sherri, it would be her first. Originally, we were planning on going to the Boca Raton show (in Florida)...but my dad was being a douche, and said that our car wouldn't make it there. We thought differently, of corse. --Yeah our car is a HUGE piece, but still- I had faith-the Agnostic kind. ::winks:: Anyway, the Florida thing didn't work out. I even tried to recruit one of my friends, so we could take HER car. All to no avail. After several weeks of constant attempts, we started to give up all hopes of going to see them. We looked on Ticket Master, to see if AFI were playing anywhere closer-the next closest show was in Nashville on 2/6/07, so we decided to try and go to that one. I asked my dad if he would let us drive up there, and amazingly enough-he said yes! ::smiles:: At that point I got uber excited. I ran upstairs and told

This Is Where I Wish To Eat Tomarow Night :d
Rats run wild in KFC-Taco Bell in N.Y. By VERENA DOBNIK, Associated Press Writer 18 minutes ago NEW YORK - New Yorkers are used to seeing rats where they catch their trains — not where they buy their burritos. About a dozen rats were having a grand party Friday in a locked KFC/Taco Bell restaurant, scampering around the floor, playing with each other and sniffing for food as they dashed around tables and children's high chairs. ADVERTISEMENT Meryl Streep Jennifer Hudson Cate Blanchett Abigail Breslin Kate Winslet Penelope Cruz Onlookers could not keep their eyes away from the jaw-dropping sight — a gang of urban vermin invading a restaurant that had been taking people's chicken and taco orders just a day earlier. Video of the rats was seen around the world, disseminated on TV stations and the Internet. "All you can eat once the store is locked," one onlooker joked. "They should handcuff them and throw the dirty rats in jail," cabbie Wilson

Rh's Ladies Best Intimate Tattoo Winners
TheRH@ CherryTAP 1st place- 10,000 ~DJ Dreams~[TCS Co Owner]@ CherryTAP Votes-7662 2nd place- 5,000 myeviltwin@ CherryTAP Votes-4607 3rd place- 1,000 Sad Girl@ CherryTAP Votes-771 RH

One Of A Kind
Always on my mind are memories shared with you.Your always there for me please know I', forever here for you.Poeple say that love matures over a long long time. From the very start its seems our love was one of a kind.This seems to be the perfect love a love so hard to find. In my heat I will always know our love is one of a kind. I love you Donnie with all I am You are my life

Perfection Of Love
People love romance. They yearn to have passion in their lives. This poem motivates you to look for romance and if you have it, it shows you how to take advantage of it: .. Let us walk together on the beach tonight Arm in arm, on a clear moonlit night We can make love on the sand I can keep you warm with my muscular arms I need you, I want you, I love you, and I always want to be near you Our love is perfect, forever lovely, forever wonderful, Always and forever always.

Thinking Of You
As the sunrises never forget how much I love As the sunsets never forget how much I love you As the moon shines bright in the sky above with the beautiful stars that surround the heavens .. Even when you’re not home I can still see your beautiful hazel green eyes, your soft curly black hair, your warm smile and you strong but sweet voice. I can hear your voice whispering in my ear saying, I love you Never forget how much I love you As the sunrises never forget how much I love As the sunsets never forget how much I love you As the moon shines bright in the sky above with the beautiful stars that surround the heavens Never forget how much I love you Your love lives inside me Your love goes wherever I go. I love you always and forever.

Oh No I Just Didn't!
Well, its been a while since I've made a blog post....anywhere. Maybe its for my own good to create one for once. Life seems to be at a norm, yet misunderstanding. Which is where I come in. I'm something, but I don't quite know what. I tend to think too much and obviously have way too much time on my hands to have a blog to begin with. CT is gewd for the soul. I don't mean to be a suck-up, brown nosing, son of a bitch but it is true. You meet other people that are just as dysfunctional as you and you can laugh at them without them knowing. :D But alas, i laugh at my own discretions, my faults, my failures, hell even my low, low, llllloooooooooowwwwwww self esteem. Its good for ya! And by now most of the people that do, in fact read any of my posts will say to themselves,"WTF was he smoking?". Well, I haven't smoked anything, yet. But when I do I'll let ya know, cuz ya know what? (Looks all shifty eyed and whispers) I'm your buddy. So with all of that covered I'll actually get tal

Lightening My Darkness
Draconian Love I can taste her raw truth, flavored with a savory touch. Her voices crutch is like soft velvet brushed on my sweaty skins clutch. Hypnotic eyes as such draw out my senses, as she tantalizes my loins with her unpretentious throng. Mesmerizing in her swaying walk, the birds pause in mid song. Their mating overshadowed by her fertile smell, casts a spell. All male reproduction focuses on her Dire air dell . Oh I swear, her raw truth has me tight tonight, no longer caring about my daring. Wearing contrived gilding has long since left the building. She can see, I need her awe now, love her more, than death itself. Her pointed breasts, man they give me no rest. Teasing my compulsion, I must concede, giving no quarter; until I confess my need, forever more as her one and only. She takes my heart and soul, giving me her all, the very essence of flavore

Where I Live
MD All my life Been from Baltimore down to waldorf Pretty much know it all From Learning about all the counties To seeing the Eastern Shore Shopping in those outlets by the bay To eating fries with old bay Ask yourself why I stay Its always been here from those humid days in august To freezing my toes off now Sucks being alone but one thing never gets old Knowing where to go ~~~Timmy~~~

My Wild Heather Flower & Her Inflection
Body language is everything. She has this unique way about her in all her Inflections. I see it in dialectic warmth how she enthralls me with that affection. The flick of her hair, followed by that light sway of her hips rends my physique. Lost in my sudden primal call, her scent makes me hot with freak. I critique my style, do I have enough wiles to woo her? She is one step ahead, knows what in my head, I'm no entrepreneur. Timing is everything, lost in fantasizing; there is no way of denying my wanting. I crash through Grocery aisles, praying we would get home under heavens awning. Surveying her plunder, our craft soon sets sail for homeports wonder. Dinner is served, a glowing firelight, then infinite thunder. I bask on heavenly shores, wondering how a man like me, got so lucky inside. An angelic being, blinding to behold; ravished my willing soul, and be

Childrens Education
O'siyo, Hello everyone, on Wednesday I went to a Parents committee meeting for the Indian Education Program for children in grades K - 12TH. and we were told that the Government is cutting back on the funding for the Johnson O'Malley program , please write or call your Congressman or Congresswoman and State and Federal Representives. Pretty soon they'll probably try and cut back on all the funding for all the childrens programs in school , so please pass it on and be aware of the funding that is being cut that pertains to your childs education. Wa-do Thankyou very much and blessings be upon all mankind , your Friend always and forever, Pastor COUGARMOON

Self Cpr
ALWAYS BE PREPARED IS A GOOD IDEA. What are you to do if you have a heart attack while you are alone. If you've already received this, it means people care about you ... The Johnson City Medical Center staff actually discovered this and did an in-depth study on it in our ICU The two individuals that discovered this then did an article on it .. had it published and have even had it incorporated into ACLS and CPR classes. It is very true and has and does work. It is called cough CPR A cardiologist says it's the truth ... For your info If everyone who gets this sends it to 10 people, you can bet that we'll save at least one life. Read This...It could save your life! Let's say it's 6:15 p.m. and you're driving home (alone of course), after an usually hard day on the job. You're really tired, upset and frustrated. Suddenly you start experiencing severe pain in your chest that starts to radiate out into your arm and up into your jaw. You are only about five miles from the hosp

February 23 - Daily Feast Devotional
February 23 - Daily Feast Late on a snowy winter's evening the woods are quiet as though a woolen blanket has been laid over everything to muffle the sound. The sunset lights the western sky with wispy clouds like horsetails. Pink and orange and purple streak the sky and slide down to glowing embers along the horizon. A thin spiral of blue smoke rises from a chimney and the sun's reflection bronzes all the windows. It is suppertime. It is the end of the day and time to be peaceful. Grievances and unhappiness can go by the wayside and let companionship come in. It is suppertime - a time reserved for sharing the best. A pot of soup, a loaf of bread, and peace. ~ The many moons and sunny days we have lived here will long be remembered by us. ~ KEOKUK - SAUK LEADER, 1780 "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - February 23 "We've got to learn what's going on today in the world, and we've got to get an

Love's Passion
Sometimes a woman needs a hero out of time. There are bogus pledges out there in this great big world. Hedges placed around the flower of love, while unfeigned passion is hurled. Cast Into the broad space of the spirit world, a heart lies broken by a lurking troll. His true image masked by a token smile void of any true compassionate goal. Her souls blindness was bolstered by her need to be loved through sordid taste. Wasting inside, the trolls outer case hides narcissistic human waste. The trolls image has the appearance of an angelic man. Brutally handsome, yet his eyes reveal a latent clan, harboring a perverse plan. All is not lost, for our new hero makes haste, crossing the mirrored bridge of mystic embrace. No man must venture across with doubt, for a honest heart will always win out, so with a great shout our hero, famed Michael, dismounts his horse; venturing forth with a

Damn The Fbi!
ok so today was going good, then the FBI show up at my cousins house... they flash a warrent and start trashing the place! they kick us out and keep my cousin and her two kids in the house... 2 hours later we pick up my cousins kids and the FBI are still there.. now its 9 pm almost 7 hours later and the FBI finnaly leave her house... im drunk as hell gettin my deal on and get a call from my cousin... shes crying... the fuckin FBI thrashed her house and left it... now i have to go over and help her put shit back together and then help her with her kids to keep them calm... what a fuckin night

Will............
Will you love me when Im gone will you take comfort in our song Will you smile will you care Will I know the end is near Will I whisper I love you Will the sun refuse to shine Will the moon loose her magic glow Will time at last stand still Will there be nothing left to say Nixy

~~free Market~~
Subject: Free Market Think About This One!!! It is short but very interesting! A car company can move it's factories to Mexico and claim it's a free market. A toy company can out source to a Chinese subcontractor and claim it's a free market. A shoe company can produce its shoes in south east Asia and claim it's a free market. A major bank can incorporate in Bermuda to avoid taxes and claim it's a free market. We can buy HP Printers made in Mexico . We can buy shirts made in Bangladesh . We can purchase almost anything we want from 20 different countries. BUT, heaven help the senior citizens who dare to buy their prescription drugs from a Canadian or Mexican pharmacy. That's called un-American! And you think the pharmaceutical companies don't have a powerful lobby? Think again! Forward this to every person you know over age 50. It is an interesting thought. Maybe this is an issue that should come up in the next election! Forget the 50, send it to everyone. W

A Rose Of Cardinal
Mirror images and light Refractions of a minute Dated portrait inset Pains are merely hinted Fine line of a feather Brushed with artists hand Justifying moments Hourglass in sands Shadows in a mirror Etched in time's array Fevered image photo Seclusion in the grays This woman like a rose in time Rosy cheeks a glow Breathing in this moment Another breath she glows Aloof and charming angel Rose of Cardinal red Visions of a dreamer Love and tender fed Careful is this image Always looking back Intelligence of wisdom With mirror imaged tact.

Pain-it's Only Them
Since I was a kid I've seen greedy people just grabbing all they could take I promised myself I'd never become like them I can feel they're closing up on me, closer than I ever thought how could I have been so dumb, why didn't I see it, feel it, smell it, taste it it's only them coming from all directions walking all over me again and again they're feeding off your kindness, squeezing life right out of you like a vampire sucks you dry, you cannot run and hide if you give them a helping hand, they will take your whole life without thinking twice, the only thing they want is more and more and more now I got a parasite into my life I didn't see it coming 'til it almost broke me down it's only them, you don't give - you're a taker it's a matter of the size of your wallet and the money that you're making it's only them and nothing is sacred they don't care if you break your neck as long as they'll make it it's only them coming from all directions walking all

Falling
I sat hear reading...nothing Passing time til sleep I heard yet a whisper It came from somewhere deep Your music plays within me Your words help to embrace The love I have here waiting Patience with all grace Right here in this man A soft gentleman one and all I am a porcelain witness That love has come to call Then you...you are magic How did you hear my plea I was a hollow heart before Suddenly now...I'm free Come to me in a whisper Waken me with your kiss Dance upon this threshold This is what I miss I want to hold your shoulders Embrace your smile so fresh Moondance on your whispers Flesh to flesh to flesh Crawl inside your body Find the hidden beat Kiss up all your fancy Tickle up your feet Swing upon a star at night Waiting for your call Come to me my sweet, sweet love In you I need to fall. Come upon a whisper... Drop from out the blue Hold me for this moment While I'm falling into you.

None Stop Dancing
There are spirits that meet at crossroads and the djavu, the familiarity when face to face, brings about a new beginning from centuries before. How else can you explain it? I've quested for this heart of hearts I hear yours beat this minute I understand the fear inside And the depth of your apprehension What if I said that yours my dear Has beat through all dimensions Then if I add that you have lived Far back...way back in time Would you think me a derelict Muse Just getting words to rhyme I sense in you this beat so grand That every move is similar To the Danube danced in yesterday Does this seem at all familiar Can you give me just this memory Again to hold you close Listen to your heart near mine Then have another toast Lets flow out to the landing Take in sweet blooming Jasmine Raise a kiss to yesteryear Then recall our old imaginings Let's waltz into tomorrow With spirits held so tight Then when you feel as I do And if it feel

Joke Plz Read
A Minneapolis couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during a particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel plans. So, the husband left Minnesota and flew to Florida on Thursday, with his wife flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an email to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her email address, and without realizing his error, sent the email. Meanwhile, somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister who was called home to glory following a heart attack. The widow decided to check her email expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she screamed and fainted. The widow's son rushed into the room, found his mother on the floor, and sa

Pain-just Hate Me
I gotta think of something to make you think less of me, that I am nothing to hold on to, 'cause we are through I dislike you [refr.] I wish that you could hate me then things would be so easy just get me off your mind if the bitch would have a son then I would be the one so hate me geese, flying from the winter that's what I should do, do, do or become a sprinter and run away 'cause we are through I dislike you I wish that you could hate me then things would be so easy just get me off your mind if the bitch would have a son then I would be the one I am being mean like no one's ever been just hate me... I wish that you could hate me then things would be so easy just get me off your mind [Refr.] -------------------

The Wiccan Rede
Bide the Wiccan Law we must, In perfect love and perfect trust. Live and let live, Fairly take and fairly give. Cast the circle thrice about, To keep the evil spirits out. To bind the spell every time, Let the spell be spake in rhyme. Soft of eye and light of touch, Speak ye little and listen much, Deosil go by the waxing moon, Chanting out the Witches' Rune. Widdershins go by the waning moon, chanting out the baneful rune. When the Lady's moon is new, Kiss the hand to Her, times two. When the moon rides at her peak, Then your heart's desire seek. Heed the Northwind's mighty gale, Lock the door and drop the sail, When the wind comes from the South, Love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the West, Departed souls will have no rest. When the winnd blows from the East, Expect the new and set the feast.

Pain-end Of The Line
My gun is pumping - you're down on your knees A closer step to death I think I'm coming, are you ready to recieve I spray you full with my killer disease I'm coming inside, I'll break you down Your end of your life I stole your soul, I'm in control I just made you mine It's the end of the line You're broken to pieces Crushed by the facts It's the end of the line It's not what it supposed to be How could this be Face the enemy and meet reality How could you be so blind Now you're lasting death it controls your mind Suffering years ahead I came inside I broke you down I ended your life I stole your soul I was in control and I made you mine It's the end of the line -------------

Pain-bye/die
Tell me what do you see when you see yourself I don't really get it, how do you make it through the day without killing yourself Bye bye, why don't you go and Die die, I'll fuck you up You want me on my knees but I'm not going down Bye bye, leave me alone or Die die, it's your choice No time for games, so just leave me the fuck alone Do you know, you're all the same Got to play these stupid games You're getting on my nerves, so just stay the fuck away Who died and made you god This time you've gone to far I think it-s time for you to understand: this is war There's nothing to see here, I don't wanna be here Get me out of here right now I can not sit around and wait for you to drive me insane Bye bye, why don't you go and Die die, I'll fuck you up You want me on my knees but I'm not going down Bye bye, leave me alone or Die die, it's your choice No time for games, so just leave me the fuck alone So you think I'm unreasonable Do you really think I am a toy t

Trendkilla
I just wanted to get this off my mind, I really like him and have sum strong feelings for him, we have 2 kids together and boy and a girl.. No matter what this man has stood beside me through thick and thin. He has made sum scrafices for me that could have at sum point ruined his relationship.. He has always been there for me.. Now we are toghter as a couple again and yes it makes me very happy but at the same time he has sum serious doubts because we have tried this so many times. Finally tho I can say for the first real time I am falling back in love with him and I want to tell him but now is just not the right time.. He is my soul mate I do believe and I couldn't be prouder thats my baby.. If you want you should stop and check out his profile as well as mine and do your thing.. Thanks for lending me the time to get this out!! And baby if you read this I want you to know this is how I feel.. Your awesome and I couldn't ask nor at this point wouldn't ask for anything better I love you

The Battles Ahead
So things are not quite turning out as how i planned them to. And march is to be a rocky month as well as my duties keep me on the move from my mate which makes worse the already delicate situations at hand. I am unsure about a many thing, Including how this will all go. I can only make my usual prayers to god in hopes his greater whisdom will triump over all things big and small. Love has been tested and so far found true, Let us hope that it continues as such, Though for us all not all are going threw such more simple times. I fear a great many thing and the worry i feel for friends here and abroad is great, Let us only hope that we are all so strong. I will be myself back and forth and not always be able to be contacted threw the normal ways, So if needed those who matter know how to get in contact with me. For those who do not leave me a msg here if you wish to and i will forward you the number to get in contact with me at any one time. May the gods watch over us all

Guts And Balls Definations
Guts vs. Balls We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But, do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... * GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" * BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." ** I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome since both ultimately result in death.

I Wait
I wait When the rivers effortlessly braid into the sea and the atmosphere of night was a feral incantation I waited for you. Even when you say we were no more and your heart was expressionless -leery. I still wait for you overlooking the seaside below. Brisk refreshing current kissing my cheeks. I walked a little preoccupied in the whispers of benevolence for I know not what I did wrong. Words malicious and deep-seated amputate and hurt far worse than any other offense could. When the sky circles indigo sea-foam and traces the murmurs of disappointment with scarlet night- cloud I wait for you. I wait for you till I cannot wait no more....

Directness
The shortest distance between two points is a simple, direct line. The most effective, fulfilling way to live life is to live it directly. When some particular task must be done, you could waste a lot of time and energy on resentment, anger, avoidance and procrastination. Or you can simply get busy and get it done. When you make a mistake, you could put a lot of wasted effort into covering it up, crafting an excuse, or pretending that it did not happen. What's best, though, is to simply accept it, admit it, deal with the consequences, and move along. In order to be accepted and liked by others, you could labor endlessly so as to live in the right neighborhood, drive the right car, wear the right clothes and eat in the right restaurants. Or, you can simply be genuine, considerate, respectful, friendly and helpful. If your life is continuously running up against complications and frustrations, stop and ask yourself what it is you truly want. Then consider that there is very lik

Important Advice For Women
Because of recent abductions in daylight hours, refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips , send them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1 . Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans. If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM . Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won't see you, but everybody else will. This has saved li

I Now Want To Own A Long Bow....
So today was spent in an interesting way. A few friends and I went on a little trip to some far out part of town, to a GIANT sporting goods store: Hunting, Fishing, Camping, all that. To sum it up: I had great fun. I mean, Guns, Knives, Bows, Raccoon Hats, Camo, And a family cafe upstairs. It was just a fun place to visit and a fun place to mess with various dangerous objects. I was tempted to purchase a bow, but no money. Those things are sure fun. Other then that part of they day, it was all good, and I can say I really enjoyed this day.

Pain
Well this is the first one of these i've wrote on here. this is just to let ppl know what's been going on with me here lately. everything for the most part is going good. my son and fiance r doing great. i'm doing good now... i've been in the hospital for almost 2 wks now. my right lung collapsed again and they had to put a chest tube in this time. i also had to have surgery on my lung as well. anyway i should be going home sunday hopefully. the one good thing that came from this is me and my fiance both quit smoking.

Before I Was A Mom....
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn

Psst...
*whispering*don't get hurt if you trying to lead a converstaion one way and I ignore that direction and go another way...you'll get yours...mayb not from me...no reason to be all dumb about it tho and blow me off...idiot.

Leaving For A While
HEY EVERYONE I AM LEAVING FOR A WHILE SO I WONT BE CHECKING THIS OUT. SO IF YOU WANT LEAVE ME COMMENTS OR AN EMAIL AND I WILL TRY AND GET BACK TO YOU WHEN I CAN. TAKE CARE AND I WILL TALK TO YOU ALL LATER.

A Vampire's Lust Compares To No Other
Kioku knew from the start that it was a mistake to let her dog run loose in the park, because she knew it was only a matter of time before he’d get himself lost in the thick northern forest. And sure enough, he did, and she lost a battle with her conscience to go after him. He was a stupid dog, sure, but he was her stupid dog. It wasn’t really all that dark yet, but as she delved deeper into the woods, she found less and less sunlight that broke through the canopy. Guess I’ve never been this far before…she thought. She called out a few times, but she got no response, and heard no stirring of steps- dog or human. “I bet that damn mutt already went back home…and here I am, wasting my time…in a pitch black fucking forest!” She screamed into the darkness, not expecting a reply. But she got one… “It’s not so bad once your eyes adjust…” A smooth and sinister voice slid into her from behind, and she felt herself jump and her heart nearly stop. She whipped around to s

Weekend Car Trip
Friday’s freedom Country roads Places never seen Endless cornfields Village squares Nothing in between Hotdogs, French fries Busy streets Small town on the shore Picnic tables Cherry wine Quaint, eclectic stores Chilly water Whipping wind Footprints in the sand Matching bracelets Tide soaked jeans Walking hand in hand Sunday sunset Headed home Zeal and money spent Pictures, love and Memories made Happy, tired, content - Sheila Putnam -

A Letter Of Love
excerpt entitled: A Letter of Love 1 "...As my heart felt Naked and abandoned You clothed me Sheltered me ...You swam to me You rescued me ...for you touched My heart Like no other has Bringing a joy Like it has Never known Embedding your love So deep inside of me You became a part Of me."

My Tattoo Shop Promotion
Feed My Addiction PromotionAdd to My Profile | More Videos So if you come in and get the logo tattooed on ya get another tattoo of equal or lesser value. Also showing off the video I made ;)

I'm Blade!!
You scored as Blade. Thats right you are the booty kicking you cross me and I will stomp a mudhole in your butt type. Sexy and a great fighter with mad fighting skillsBlade83%Marius67%Lestat58%Dracula58%Louis50%Armand50%Spike42%Akasha33%Deacon Frost33%Angel25%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

1997 (tonight We're Gonna Party Like It's...)
Get in the pick-up truck, we're goin' for a ride Come one man, it's a downhill slide Remember the dead boys Crawl in the back, we're goin' downtown Come on bro, we can both fall down Remember the dead boys Got a big old cheap plastic bottle of gin Nasty, but it'll do you in Got to keep on talkin' so you don't come to What the hell, what the fuck is wrong with you? Midnight ride 1997, One two three Motherfucker you're going down tonight We're takin' you in We're takin' you out Midnight ride, one two three, come on Tonight we're gonna party like it's 1997 I know you're tearin' shit up and you drunk yourself wild I been drinkin' since I was a child Remember the dead boys I know you outweigh me by fifty pounds That won't matter in a couple of rounds If the cops get here first, you're a dead man You know I'm doin' all I can Sing along, bro', with the Dead Boys and the New York Dolls You know we like that noise Midnight ride, 1997, One two thre

Thoughts
You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine. -NICK

Developer For Imvu
What is IMVU you may ask...well it's a 3D chat messenger where your avi can move around..and well it's fun because you can buy all sorts of stuff with credits...or buy your avi name and start making stuff...you own what you make. So it's really fun. I have products already on my profile selling really well. You can find my page here: http://avatars.imvu.com/0oMysticFabo0 Go check it out sign up and add me too it will be so much fun...and homepages can be customized too :P Mystic

Yeah... Damn It All..
So, I just wonder, what gives a person the right to think they can go up and touch a complete stranger? Honestly? And is there some kind of harassment bug going around that is taking over the bars? Yeah.. I just need to vent.. I'm tired of going out and having someone harass with either words or come up and start massing my shoulders when I've never even met them.. I don't think I should have to change my behavior just because I'm in a bar! I'm there to hang with my friends and do my thing... not to have strangers or people who I don't enjoy or feel comfortable being around bother me. And that said, no I've never been an outspoken person.. I really don't like to have to tell someone to back off or to say Don't Touch Me! But, I'm gonna have to learn apparantly! Yup.. just needing to let of some steam.. and I need to get me a bodyguard.. :)

Goodbye
GOODBYE Watching the stars fade from the sky, the leaves falling down, the robin's last cry, the grass turning brown, I utter a sigh. The hardest part when watching love die, is whispering softly the final "goodbye".

He's A Goner!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A man and a woman were dating. She being of a religious nature had held back the worldly pleasure that he wanted from her so bad. In fact, he had never even seen her naked. One day, as they drove down the freeway, she remarked about his slow driving habits. "I can't stand it anymore," she told him. "Let's play a game. For every 5 miles per hour over the speed limit you drive, I"ll Remove one piece of clothing." He enthusiastically agreed and sped up the car. He reached the 55 MPH mark, so she took off her blouse. At 60 off came the pants. At 65 it was Her bra and at 70 her panties. Now seeing her naked for the first time and traveling faster than he ever had before, he became very excited and lost control of the car. He veered off the road, went over an embankment and hit a tree. His girlfriend was not hurt but he was trapped. She tried to pull him free but alas he was stuck. "Go to the road and get help," he said. "I don't have anything to

Currency Exchange
I had a bunch of Canadian dollars I needed to exchange, so I went to the >currency exchange window at the local bank. >Short line, just one guy in front of me . . . an Asian guy who was trying >to exchange yen for dollars and he was a little irritated. > >He asked the teller, "Why it change?? Yestoday, I get two hunat dolla fo >yen. Today I get hunat eighty?? Why it change?" > >The teller shrugged his shoulders and said, "Fluctuations". > >The Asian guy says, "Fluc you white people, too!

Your Own Destiny
Your own destiny You have the power to control your own destiny. You may not feel at all comfortable with that, or want to own up to the responsibility it implies, yet it is true nonetheless. You may complain that there are so many powerful and overwhelming outside forces acting upon you that nothing you do will matter. Yet everything you do matters to the highest degree in creating your own destiny. It may seem that fate has dealt you a certain hand, and that there is no way for you to change that fate. You can, however, change everything about your own perspective and the way you respond. For your destiny is not about what comes to you. It is about who you choose to become. Your destiny is not really about what happens to you. It is built and fulfilled by the things that you cause to happen, by what you do with the precious life you have. It happens in every moment, with every choice, with every thought and every action. Always, you are creating your own unique

Offline
Seems my comp has decided to act up, I will be offline till it gets fixed as of this afternoon. I could be gone a day or a week don't know yet....try to miss me and i will see you all when i get back!!!

Part Iii
As she lay there sleeping that morning, one would never know that she was such a darling submissive. He was having such a good time with her, he hated to think that the weekend was eventually going to end. Sleeping soundly, he slipped out to gather some ‘supplies’. He came back in silently, not wanting to rouse her. Just the thought of what he was going to do to her had him hardening. It was just her luck she slept on her tummy…just made his job that much easier. He slid the rope around her wrist, tying it to the bed. He did this to her other hand, and her ankles as well. The final product was so incredibly arousing! Here she was, tied to his bed, in his home, and she was willing to do anything he wanted. He tucked her hair behind her ear so that he could see her face. So beautiful. Completely relaxed, and completely unaware of what was happening. He pulled the covers back, exposing her completely. She stirred slightly, but he wanted her completely and fully awake and

Hide Your Feeling
at work make sure put all the sweet nice cute face, make it as if the work place is flowery the bestest place to be when you going to quit that place! Why because that stupid nosy doesnt have anything better to do named 'your co-worker' will spread stupid rumour, get you in trouble, make you clean the mess and do damage control. NOT FUN!!!! So you see having 2 face at work is needed! Darn you stupid has nothing to do co-worker glad I wont be around you soon! And owww what goes around comes around I'll make sure of that...

Always Loving You
THIS IS NOT NEW ...... Always Loving You In the quietness of the moment I wonder how you are; We may be far apart in distance But from my thoughts you are never far. I don't know what tomorrow holds The future I cannot see; So I will take today for what it is worth And be glad that you love me. Tomorrow does not stand apart a shiny brand new day; It is the tapestry we weave Made up of yesterdays. Thank you for sharing with me A portion of yourself; I know you will never be mine But the part you have given to me Will never belong to anyone else. So I will try to live my life Separated by the two; Doing the things I am supposed to do And yet always loving you.

Saturday 2/24/07
Not much going on yet again today lol, just going to be spending most of the day updating my cherry stash and other things and open up my chat room later this evening. Hope everyone has a cherrilicious day!

Lets Play...
HUMMM….LET ME THINK ABOUT THIS…… ENOUGH THINKING…LETS PLAY. THIS PLACE IS SO CROWDED, BUT YOUR ALL ALONE, I CAN SMELL YOUR DESIRES, I'M ALMOST STONED. I LIKE WHAT I SEE AND I'M WANTING YOU, I BET YOU TASTE SWEET, CAN'T WAIT TO TASTE YOU. YOUR BODY SO TIGHT, SO READY TO PLAY, I'VE GOT ALL NIGHT, HELL I'VE GOT ALL DAY. LETS GO TO MY PLACE, TAKE OFF THOSE JEANS, I'LL EVEN HELP, I'LL USE MY TEETH. I'M NOT INTO GAMES, I DON'T LOOK FOR LUCK, I HAVE THIS DESIRE, I JUST WANNA…….Fuck. I WANNA RUN MY HANDS FROM YOUR HEAD TO YOUR TOES, FEEL THAT HOT SKIN TO MY BODY , GOD ONLY KNOWS. PANTING AND HEAVING I'VE GOT YOUR DESIGN, GIVE ME A CHANCE AND I'LL MAKE YOU MINE. OH HOW YOU SHIVER OR IS IT JUST ME, PEEL BACK AND DELIVER INSIDE OF ME. OH YOU TASTE TO SWEET, YOUR SMELL SO DEVINE, SLID OVER MY TONGUE, YOUR FLESH SO FINE. I'M NOT TO PRECIOUS, BUT I AM IN FLAMES, TO RUN UP THAT BODY, TO MAKE YOU INSANE. PUSHING AND G

Desire's Fire...
LUST IS A FIRE, TO FIRE I ROAM, ROAM TO DISASTER, DISASTER IS HOME. LUST IS A FIRE, TO FIRE I ROAM, ROAM TO DISASTER, DISASTER IS HOME. HOME TO THE BODY, BODY TO THE SIN. SIN IS A SPARK, YOU LET ME IN. INSIDE YOUR MIND, YOUR MIND IS NOW MINE, MINE TO DEVOUR, I WILL DEVOUR IN TIME. TIME IS RELENTLESS, RELENTLESS TO SEED, SEED OF THE MAN, I'M QUICK TO FEED. FEED OF HIS FLESH, HIS FLESH MY DESIRE, DISIRE HIS BODY, SET IT ON FIRE. FIRE THE RAPTURE, RAPTURE UNDONE, GIVE INTO TEMPATION, I HAVE BEGUN. FEED HIS MIND QUICKLY, GIVE WHAT YOU MAY, OFFER HIM PLEASURES, SEDUCE HIM TO STAY. THE SCENT IS RELENTLESS, HE'S READY TO DEVOUR, PULLING HIM QUICKLY, FEED UNTO HIS FIRE. TEMPT HIM AND TEASE HIM, SKIN BARED TO HIM, DON'T LET HIM TOUCH YOU, TIL YOUR READY TO GIVE IN. MOVE NICE AND SLOWLY, TAKE OF HIS BREATH, TIE HIM DOWN SWIFTLY, GIVE HIM YOUR BEST. PLAY OF HIS BODY, DISIRE IT ALL,

7%
How To Forgive (WOW) > >> One day a while back, a man, his heart heavy with grief, was > >> walking > >> in the woods. As he thought about his life this day, he knew many > >> things were not right. He thought about those who had lied about > >> him back when he had a job. > >> His thoughts turned to those who had stolen his things and >cheated > >> him. > >> He remembered family that had passed on. His mind turned to the > >> illness he had that no one could cure. His very soul was filled > >> with anger, resentment and >frustration. > >> Standing there this day, searching for answers he could not >find, > >> knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the base of an old oak > >> tree to seek the one he knew would always be there. And with tears > >> in his eyes, he prayed: > >> "Lord- You have done wonderful things for me in this life. You > >> have > >> told me to do many things for you, and I happily obeyed. Today, you > >> have told me to forgive. I am sad,

Tick Repellent
I dug deep in my herbal formula books for this recipe out of desperation, given that a few friends of mine live in the epicenter of the tick-generated Lyme disease epidemic. I tested the essential oil that is recommended for ticks, Rose Geranium, by putting a few drops—no more!— on our dogs’ collars, to see if it would repel ticks. Lo and behold, we went from 20 ticks a day on each dog, to none. The second best essential oil for repelling ticks is American Pennyroyal (also called tickweed). * 2 tablespoons vegetable or nut oil (almond oil contains sulfur, a repellent in its own right) * 10 to 25 drops Rose Geranium essential oil Combine the ingredients in a glass jar; shake to blend. Makes: 2 tablespoons Shelf Life: 6 months Dab a few drops on your skin or clothing, making sure to avoid eyes. Caution Skip the Pennyroyal if there is anyone pregnant (including pets) in the home, as it can induce miscarriage. And as always, use essential oils with caution as they can burn

13 Wonderful Ways To Use Epsom Salts
I always knew that soaking in a tub full of hot water with a few cups of Epsom Salts was good for relaxing muscles and drawing toxins from the body, but I could never find out why. And it wasn't until I spent some time at the Epsom Salt Industry Council website that I learned that Epsom Salts -- made of the mineral magnesium sulfate--are also a sedative for the nervous system. When magnesium sulfate is absorbed through the skin, such as in a bath, it draws toxins from the body, sedates the nervous system, reduces swelling, relaxes muscles, is a natural emollient, exfoliator, and much more. EPSOM SALT TIPS Adapted from the Epsom Salt Industry Council Epsom Salt Council Note: Check with a doctor before using if you have any health concerns. * Relaxing and Sedative Bath: Soak in warm water and 2 cups of Epsom Salt. * Face Cleaner: To clean your face at night, mix a half-teaspoon of Epsom Salt with your regular cleansing cream. Just massage into skin and rinse with cold wate

Wake Up.
on sir edmund: Where is the G-damn f**king flag? I want the G-damn f**king flag up every f**king morning at f**king sunrise. From "Inside The White House" by Ronald Kessler, p. 244 - Hillary to the staff at the Arkansas Governor's mansion on Labor Day, 1991) You sold out, you mother f**ker! You sold out! From "Inside" by Joseph Califano, p. 213 - Hillary yelling at Democrat lawyer. It's been said, and I think it's accurate, that my husband was obsessed by terrorism in general and al-qaida in particular. Hillary telling a post-9/11 world what a 'great' commander in chief her husband was; Dateline, NBC 4/16/2004 I have to admit that a good deal of what my husband and I have learned [about Islam] has come from our daughter. TruthInMedia.org 8/8/1999 - Hillary at a White House function, proudly tells some Muslim groups she is gaining a greater appreciation of Islam because Chelsea was then taking a class on the "religion of peace" F**k off! It's enough that I

The Five Basics For Nontoxic Cleaning
Learning to clean from scratch—making home-made recipes—can truly work if you take time to understand a bit about the chemistry behind how the materials work. Here are the five ingredients that I find to be the safest, most effective, and useful for cleaning. Baking Soda A commonly available mineral full of many cleaning attributes, baking soda is made from soda ash, and is slightly alkaline (it’s pH is around 8.1; 7 is neutral). It neutralizes acid-based odors in water, and adsorbs odors from the air. Sprinkled on a damp sponge or cloth, baking soda can be used as a gentle nonabrasive cleanser for kitchen counter tops, sinks, bathtubs, ovens, and fiberglass. It will eliminate perspiration odors and even neutralize the smell of many chemicals if you add up to a cup per load to the laundry. It is a useful air freshener, and a fine carpet deodorizer. Washing Soda A chemical neighbor of baking soda, washing soda (sodium carbonate) is much more strongly alkaline, with a pH around 1

Read A Label’s Signal Words - How To
In most ways there are few government safeguards in place for us regarding the safety of commercial cleaning products, but “signal words” and "warning words" on product labels are one notable exception. They are placed there by order of the federal government and are primarily for helping you protect your family’s health. Learn how to recognize the warning signs that you’re holding a toxic product in your hands. One of the best ways to protect your self from toxic products is to read labels and pay particular attention to “signal words.” They are placed on products by order of the federal government, with the primary purpose of protecting you, but sometimes to tell you about the products’ potential impact on the environment. POISON/DANGER means something very toxic; only a few drops could kill you. WARNING means moderately toxic; as little as a teaspoonful can kill. CAUTION denotes a product that is less toxic; two tablespoons to a cup could kill you. There are a few others, call

Directory Of Natural Sweeteners
Directory of Natural Sweeteners The array of products in the sweetener aisle of your health food store might seem rather mystifying to the natural foods novice, but with a little help, sweeteners like rice syrup, barley malt syrup, and date sugar, among others, can be used with great effect in baked goods of all kinds. While the detrimental effects of refined sweeteners such as white sugar and corn syrup are still being debated, there's little doubt that Americans consume far too much of it. While natural sweeteners aren't nutritional bell ringers, they are generally considered to produce less of a shock to the body's blood sugar level because among the nutrients found in whole food sugars are necessary minerals that help with sugar metabolism. From a culinary standpoint, natural sweeteners offer bolder, more complex flavors than sugar, adding delectably different dimensions to baked goods and other treats. DIRECTORY OF LESS REFINED SWEETENERS, INCLUDING CHART OF EQUIVALENT

Love?
princesspaigepjk (11:06:53 AM): u are talking to travis? OutlawXWolfF (11:06:59 AM): yes i am OutlawXWolfF (11:08:05 AM): is that a problem princesspaigepjk (11:08:20 AM): no, just wanted to know why OutlawXWolfF (11:10:34 AM): why wouldn't i princesspaigepjk (11:10:48 AM): why wouldn't u what OutlawXWolfF (11:10:55 AM): talk to him princesspaigepjk (11:11:23 AM): i told you u needed to OutlawXWolfF (11:12:28 AM): it's not what u think princesspaigepjk (11:13:28 AM): i thought i told you my plans OutlawXWolfF (11:14:31 AM): u did princesspaigepjk (11:14:42 AM): then why are you asking travis OutlawXWolfF (11:15:24 AM): why are you so jumpy princesspaigepjk (11:15:34 AM): what do you mean OutlawXWolfF (11:16:05 AM): your actting really nervous or something princesspaigepjk (11:16:24 AM): im not princesspaigepjk (11:16:26 AM): i am fine OutlawXWolfF (11:16:46 AM): right princesspaigepjk (11:17:00 AM): i am! princesspaigepjk (11:18:35 AM): ok what is your issue princes

Darwin Awards
Darwin Awards You all know about the Darwin Awards. It's an annual honor given to the person who improved the "gene pool" the most by killing themselves in the most extraordinarily stupid way. As always, competition this year has been keen. The candidates this year are: In Detroit , a 41-yr-old man got stuck and drowned in two feet of water after squeezing head first through an 18-inch-wide sewer grate to retrieve his car keys. A 49-yr-old San Francisco stockbroker, who totally zoned when he ran, accidentally jogged off a 100-foot-high cliff on his daily run. Buxton, NC: A man died on a beach when an 8-foot-deep hole he had dug into the sand caved in as he sat inside it. Beach-goers said Daniel Jones, 21, dug the hole for fun, or protection from the wind, and had been sitting in a beach chair at the bottom Thursday afternoon when it collapsed, burying him beneath 5 feet of sand. People on the beach, on the outer banks, used their hand and shovels, trying to claw their w

Ode To An Outhouse
I have childhood memories of these kind of buildings. I grew up in the house my grandfather built and ours was a "two holer". Hope this is a new one for you - brings back memories for the old timers!!! The House Behind The House One of my fondest memories As I recall the days of yore Was the little house, behind the house, With the crescent o'er the door. 'Twas a place to sit and ponder With your head all bowed down low; Knowing that you wouldn't be there, If you didn't have to go. Ours was a multi-holer, three, With a size for every one. You left there feeling better, After your job was done. You had to make those frequent trips In snow, rain, sleet, or fog-- To that little house where you usually Found the Eatons catalog. Oft times in dead of winter, The seat was spread with snow. Twas then with much reluctance, To that little house you'd go. With a swish you'd clear that wooden seat, Bend low, with dreadful fear You

Dale Jr
This man sucks ass, i'm so tired of hearing that he is the best when he isnt worth a hair off the crack of his dads ass, this is the damn truth and I don't give a damn if anyone likes it or not fuck it y'all can watch him whine and cry because thats all he does

Daddy's Little Girl
Disclaimer: This story is about incestrial erotica.. if you aren't into it.. Please do not read past this. Thank you. It all started with my daughter’s question: “Daddy, I need money?” It was early morning and I was reading the news paper. I answered, “Get a job, honey,” “Dad! I’m serious!” Melanie said. “So am I honey.” I said. “But I’m only 14!” She replied. “Well, you know, be a babysitter.” I answered carelessly. She only thought of it for a second. “Okay.” I was a bit surprised. “What? Really?” “Yeah, daddy. Good idea.” “As long as you’re responsible.” I said. “I will.” She said happily. “In fact, before you go and fetch customers, how ‘bout you take care of little Jakey for tonight. I have a business meeting and I don’t want to drop you off with mommy.” I said, remembering my meeting. “Okay. Will you pay me?” She asked. “If I must.” I said, “Ten bucks.” “Deal!” That was the last time I saw my daughter as… a daughter.

A Poem
The Poem "10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU" I hate the way the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair I hate the way you drive my car I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind I hate you so much it makes me sick It even makes me rhyme I hate the way you’re always right I hate when you lie I hate it when you make my laugh Even worse when you make me cry I hate it when you’re not around And the fact that you didn’t call But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you Not even close Not even a little bit Not even at all

Simmering Passions
Simmering Passions My simmering passions are about to boil over Inside of me there is so much Longing for the love of my lover Desperately yearning for his touch As we lie down he tells me how the love he feels burns within Virility is rising forth, simmering like our passions He'll touch the softness of my skin He slowly reaches to touch me Way down deep inside Naked Flesh fusion as we love with reckless abandon Breathless sighs of pleasure As our simmering passions are no longer denied Simmering are our passions So much more than carnal love Love we share shall intertwine Bodies souls and our minds

Excuse Me Miss
Excuse me miss, I had to stop by and say hi Cause I knew there was no way I'd let you walk by Now I'll admit, infatuation made me look But it was your beauty that got me hooked Of course you I don't know, but thats what I want to do We could go out, chill, or just phone conversations if thats coo I really want to get to konw you, know what makes you smile I want to know what things you think make this life worthwhile I wanna know your goals, dreams, what you want out of life I wanna find out if I can be there in the good, bad, and through the strife I wanna see if we can have something unique, thats sure to grow I wanna konw if we can develp a love I'd never be afraid to show All I want to do is run my fingers through your lovely black hair I want to see if you blush, when in your beautiful brown eyes I begin to stare I want to take you out, make you laugh more than you can bare Or just sit and hold you in silence, without a worry or a care

Closer To You
Every fight we have every moment brings me closer to you the blissful fighting the aching memories strengthens this love i feel for you feelings i've never felt memories i've never all bring me closer to you

Please Vote For Me In A Tattoo Contest
Yes, the tattoo isn't finished (and the angle isn't the greatest), but its the main piece to my half sleeve I am hoping to get finished soon. Please comment bomb, and rate me, I'm WAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY behind.

So Very Sorry!!!
I am very sorry for the fact that I have not returned any emails or accepted friend requests..I have been pretty sick and not up to really getting on the computer...(if you can believe that..lol). So I will be catching up on everyone soon if you added any new pics let me know..since my alert box has been emptied I can't find out. Well, I guess I will do a quick update...a few interesting things had happened recently. I got a small taste of mother nature at her best..we had had freezing weather, snow, and ice...then it stopped just in time to get a large rain storm. I live near a creek that had been frozen over by 6-10 inch ice, well once that rain started the creek began to rise. Walk part way down my drive way and you could fish in the creek. It was interesting cause all you seen was huge blocks of ice floating down the road and in my yard. By the time it was over and the creek went back down, the ballfield next to my house looked like a ice skating rink. The road was blocked t

Huh?
If I were able to turn myself inside out, spilling out the things that make me who I am, what would I find? How much of it would I keep? How much of it could I afford to loose before I am altered completely? Would I understand which parts were my true essence or foolishly discard them, proving not even I know the true me? As I was doing this, could I trust myself, no matter how painfull, to make the right changes? Can I honestly say I wouldnt sugar coat it or mask the problems, completely ignoring whats good for me because its not the easy route? Would I polish myself into the form I was meant to be or try to conform to what I think people expect to see? Why do I ask so many questions? Is it lunch time yet? I understand that this is mental masterbation but that is healthy, right? And in that case, does that mean that if I shake my head more than twice, I'm playing with it? If in mental masterbation, we reach a climax, a brain ejaculation, would that be what we call an ep

Ok....maybe Just A Little Longer...
OK so I didn't quit just yet. My nerves have been quite frazzled due to alot of bs going on...relationship stuff and so on...but I am gonna try to prepare myself to do it next week...lol

Chillin
Hey there CT peeps...just chillin waitin for someone to get here...to those that has added my page thanks, and those that have rated many thanks....oh iceblueicey sorry ma for the rip and many thanks and hugs for the invite here.....holla at ya gurl peeps

Jamie's First Time!!!
Ok, so I started feeling better, and decided that I was going to get out of the house. So my wild brainstorm, I decided to call up and old friend, and take my wonderful boyfriend out to his first strip club!!! (Now we had talked about this for a while and he didn't know what to think or even if he would like it. If you know him he is kinda shy..so that would be why he felt that way) So, we go pick up Jeff, and head up to Indiana to Concepts. We walk in and Jamie's eyes got HUGE!! 20-some girls walking around half naked and then the ones on stage...well you know..... We get a seat and I ask him what he was thinking....his reply..."If I was single I would be here every day!!!"and" Guys with girlfriends should not come here...lol. Now let me back it up real quick..Jeff is the guy who took me to my first strip club..which happens to be the one that we went to as well. So Jeff knowing that it was Jamie's first time buys him a lap dance..(and dammit if I was in the bathroom when he

Please Repost
Saturday, February 24, 2007 *~Angel Dean~* I am writing this blog to let everyone know ways they can help out, raise awareness, money and particiapte in any events that are coming up for Angel. 1. Eat @ Hacienda on 1st Avenue this Sunday 02-25-07 Here is the link to a coupon you will need so that 20% of your bill will go to Angel. http://web.courierpress.com/ecp/PDF/222307_coupon.pdf 2. Donate money at any Old National Bank. A Trust Fund has been set up in "Angel Dean's" name. 3. You can donate online @ www.angelinneed.com 4. March 3rd @ 6p.m. Angel's family will have a booth set up at the C.K. Newsome Center during a wrestling event to sell crafts. 5. March 11th from 12-6p.m. at the Labor Temple on Fulton Avenue there will be a silent auction including items donated by NASCAR drivers & owners and stuff donated by NFL teams the Chicago Bears & Indianapolis colts. There is a $5.00 cover charge. 6. Buy Magazines online. 40% of each sale goes to Ang

Sentiments
This is dedicated to all the couples out there who's marraiges did survive and who grew old together to see their final years... after the fire burns the embers in the still of the night where only snores of bed partners are shared, a hand reaches out to touch warm skin, the same skin that has shared covers for forty years, warm, soft and comforting to the worst nightmares life has offered, sighs and a movement…bodies like magnets come together, not for sex or pleasures of the flesh but for warmth of the heart and serenity of the soul, the years have added the rolls and the lines and the gray hair or receding hair but in the night, in the silent night it does not matter, like silver spoons nestled in a velvet lined drawer they lay fitting perfectly till daylight releases them to their purpose in this world, mother, father, nanny, poppy, uncle, aunt and best friends to each other

Groaners
I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger. Then it hit me. Police were called to a daycare where a three-year-old was resisting a rest. Did you hear about the guy whose whole left side was cut off? He's all right now. The roundest knight at King Arthur's round table was Sir Cumference. To write with a broken pencil is pointless. When fish are in schools they sometimes take debate. The short fortune teller who escaped from prison was a small medium at large. A thief who stole a calendar got twelve months. A thief fell and broke his leg in wet cement. He became a hardened criminal. Thieves who steal corn from a garden could be charged with stalking. We'll never run out of math teachers because they always multiply. When the smog lifts in Los Angeles, U C L A. The math professor went crazy with the blackboard. He did a number on it. The professor discovered that her theory of earthquakes was on shaky ground. The dead batteries were given out free of charge

Saturday
Another boring saturday. I am still coughing pretty bad. Thank god for TV shows released on DVD. It gives me a life. Pretty Sad huh? Spring break is coming up and I am doing absolutely nuffin. I have a paper to write for the 3rd. I also have a ton of Dr's appts coming up. I see the dermatologist monday to have him look at a few mole that look cancerous. The one on my face is goin, I am so happy. I have always hated it. So thats the Life Department. The love department..not really sure lol. Oh yeah I changed my name for now since i feel like the plague...tainted and all! Anyhow Smile Friendly people. You woke up this morning!! and Your Still alive! Is something wrong, she said Well of course there is Youre still alive, she said Oh, and do I deserve to be Is that the question And if so...if so...who answers...who answers... I, oh, Im still alive Hey i, oh, Im still alive Hey i, but, Im still alive Yeah i, ooh, Im still alive Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Pic Comment Game Fun
1. Go to the profile of the person who posted this bulletin. 2. Pick a picture and comment on it. 3. But here is the catch...the FIRST THOUGHT/WORDS that come to mind when you see the pic is the comment you have to leave. No matter what the thought is, you have to say it. Scared? wait to see what I say about your pics!! REMEMBER SOME PEOPLE DO HAVE A COUPLE PAGES WORTH PICTURES PICK THE ONE THAT YOU LIKE!!

The Pope
The Pope dies and, naturally, goes to heaven. He's met by thereception committee, and after a whirlwind tour is told that he can enjoy any of the myriad recreations available.He decides that he wants to read all of the ancient original text of the Holy Scriptures, and spends the next eon or so learning the languages. After becoming a linguistic master, he sits down in the library and begins to pore over every version of the Bible, working back from the most recent "Easy Reading" to the original script. All of a sudden there is a scream in the library. The angels come running to him, only to find the Pope huddled in a chair, crying to himself, and muttering, "An 'R'! They left out the 'R'." God takes him aside, offering comfort and asks him what the problem is. After collecting his wits, the Pope sobs again, "It's the letter 'R' ... the word was supposed to be CELEBRATE!"

Time Roles On
Time roles on, what will be will be. Be it alone, or not but what matters most to everyone, what matters most of all to me. This music, it makes me me, its not just an expression. Some hate it, some buy it, some play it but I spit it out, keep kickin it out and some love it without denying. I'll keep on going, even if its slowly, can't you see sometimes its my world to me.Burn, crash & fall, this shit'll soon be my all, shit, who knows one day it could be my fall.If I'm single or taken, right or wrong my directions always changin even when I'm mistaken, even when shits been fakin.

A Little About Me.
Hello i live in the beautiful state of colorado. I love fishing, hiking, camping, off roading, horseback riding and being in the mountains. I don't like materialistic people or people who have to be at the mall all the time. I hate shopping lol. I need a gal that loves the outdoors just as much as i do.

"when Dick Cheney Says It's A Good Thing, You Know That You've Probably Got Some Big Problems."
"When Dick Cheney says it's a good thing, you know that you've probably got some big problems." Obama Ridicules Cheney's Iraq Comments 23 Feb 2007 Democratic presidential candidate Barack Obama ridiculed Vice President [sic] Dick Cheney on Friday for saying Britain's decision to pull troops from Iraq is a good sign that fits with the strategy for stabilizing the country. Obama, speaking at a massive outdoor rally in Austin, Texas, said British Prime Minister Tony Blair's decision this week to withdraw 1,600 troops is a recognition that Iraq's problems can't be solved militarily. "Now if Tony Blair can understand that, then why can't George Bush and Dick Cheney understand that?" Obama asked thousands of supporters who gathered in the rain to hear him. http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/02/23/AR2007022300658.html

Sad
As soft winds sweep away the days I look back on life through a haze. Remember playgrounds, parks and friends, In childlike gaze that never ends. The laughter in a game of catch, Shall memory ever attach... To innocence in youthful eyes, Catching the ball to Dad's surprise. I recall my first bike, first wreck, Who picked me up, said, "What the heck?" Convinced me to give one more try, While, knees skinned, I forgot to cry. Just the joy knowing he was there, Making him proud my only care. There was nothing I couldn't do, My heart held fast that to be true. Though teenage years were kind of rough, I sure wasn't too big or tough. You taught me to defend what's right And never back down from a fight. So I learned the hard way to stand, Still, with each lump, I found your hand. Drawing from you an inner strength, And stubborn pride of equal length. But there the line of fate was drawn, As though I blinked and you were gone. I found myself facing the sun, Not

I'm Almost There..
Went to the doctor this am for a one month check and my BP is back to normal so I don't have to go on BP meds..woohoo... I've lost 13 pounds...only 28 more to reach my goal...woohoo... I sill miss my oreos but not as much as I used too...lol. Cutting out the junk food and cutting back on my portions has helped a lot. I won't say it's been easy but I'm not giving up now.. I feel a lot better and after getting on the scale today I feel a lot better about myself.. Woohoo I'm so happy I could cry... It's a beautiful day....

Its Just A Problem
the world is on your shoulders and how will you cope ? by taking another drink or simply doing dope. a child starves in africa, in their eyes the world is never seen never knowing life for what it is not even knowing how to dream people die everyday going through so much pain but over the smallest things ... we complain count your blessings someone gave you a choice .. if you make the wrong desisions... maybe your listening to the wrong voice...

Untitled
I look back At what I had And it amounts to nothing How I wanted to hold you in my arms But never could How I wanted you to look at me In the same way But never a glance So I turned my head And then I gave up But then I saw a glimmer A little sliver of hope A ray of perfect sunshine So I looked up And there you stood Elegant and beautiful Like always But all I have is dreams Fantasies to play back in my mind You have no idea how much You’ve already helped me Just by being you Through those long days A simple thought that saves me from insanity You make me want to be A better person And for that I’m eternally grateful So I will wait And stand there with my head up Waiting for my angel To look again And smile

First Blog
I'm not sure what to write in here. Umm, I'm new this place, I heard about it through Lenny. Nice dude. I already have a LiveJournal, where I write about my thoughts and stuff. So, I'm stumped. Any suggestions. I'm here to meet new people that I might not meet in LJ or MySpace. I'm still getting the hang out this. Hope to hear from anyone soon.

Thinking
all my life i have thought to myself ... what are you going to do next... what is going to come next in this life that is so randomly delt out to you ? i feel like i will never know what is exactly going to happen... and then the phone rings... someone tells you that you are going to have to do this ... wear this ... act like this... I was not ready for this kind of transaction in my life ... i wasnt ready to become so dead to the world around me. i think to myself sometime ... what if this happen ... what if that didnt happen, would i still be in the situation that i am in ? i think not .. by my personal belief.i feel like was delt my hand as becoming a failure before i even knew it. i was raised to be the way that i am like it or not i am and always will be.. just, me ... sometimes i want to sit and scream "I WANT OUT!" i want out of this ... life that im living so irresponceably. i want some one else to control it .. tell me what i am and am not to do maybe

This Is My War
theres a war inside in the battlefield of my brain shall i stand and fight or will it drive me insain? Im a rebel if you dont like it get out of my way you tell me your the future well the future is far away this is me this is now this is war i can feel you all around me all righteous , not a doubt well its time to chose a wepon cause now im commin out raise my head above the muck take my aim, your out of luck But .... i drop the gun and duck ... cause the enemy ... the face i see ... is ME ...

Have You Ever Been In This Situation????
(Untitled) What in the world possesses you; To treat me the way you always do? I'm constantly down, feeling like shit, I'm really fed up, I'm sick of it. If it's not one thing, it's always another, Give it up! What are you? My mother? You go on and on, you rant and rave, Constantly telling me to behave. When really it's you who should act your age... You make me so mad, you make me rage! I call you down, I hurt you bad, That's what you get for making me mad. We need to grow up, stop playing charades... Can't you see, there's amends to be made? There's mine, yours, and our sons happiness at stake, Are we going to let it slip away over one mistake? There's got to be a way to fix all of this, Or we could let it go, and stop this shit. We could walk away like we sometimes do, With nothing more than a simple "Fuck You" But you come back, and I let you in... And this vicious cycle starts all over again... It's the worst feeling to be with someone for three years of

Me
Well I'm sitting here a my primary job on my first day back to work after a week vacation debating if I should continue to work at the bar I work in part time or should I take on of my friends up on his offer to bounce in a strip club. What a delemma huh the money is better and so are the sights. Lets see what should I do I guess I'll have to flip a coin. Not strip club it is. OH well for now peace and be cool and remember weed is not a drug if you happen to burn it some strange shit might happen but you won't overdose just have one hell of a case of the munchies. THis message is being brought to you by Katt Williams one of my favorte comedians.

A Lil Bit About Life...love
Too often we under estimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.............It is not the size of a man but the size of his heart that matters.........If you begin the day with love in your heart, peace in your nerves, and truth in your mind, you not only benefit by their presence but also bring them to others, to your family and friends, and to all those whose destiny draws across your path that day.......

"these Seven Words"
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Wonder
I sit and wonder why it is that we can't be together. But part of me knows that answer to that question. The answer is because I have alot that I need to work thru. I know that he loves me and that he will always be there for me, but until I can get thru the things that have screwed me up we can never be together. I sometimes wish that things could have been different, but I can't change the way things are. Maybe one day things will be different, but for now I have to live with the way things are. Part of me thinks that we will never be a family, but I know that in some ways that is a good thing. When we are not together we don't fight and that to is a good thing, but on the other hand if we spend to much time together we will fight and I know that there is no way around that. So in the end we are better off as friends and I am ok with that.

He's Getting To Big.
Daemon is already 6 months old. It feels like just yesterday that I was at the hospital holding Daemon for the first time. Time just goes by so fast. I just love being a mother. I loved watching him sit up for the first time, watching him scoot for the first time and watching him grab things that he wants. I look forward to seeing him crawl, helping him take his first step and hearing his first word. I love holding him and cuddling with him. I love my son so much and I couldn't live without him.

Sagittarius:. The Sexy One
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. :CAPRICORN:. The passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:TAURUS The tease Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves bein

Home Sweet Home
Jerry and I got a place together. its just a cute little place for now. we have to wait a few more fews before we move into our new home where we can have pets. its just been going great between us. Wedding is coming up. making BIG plans.

Unfortunate
Alas, my blindfold has been removed just so i can see it soaked with tears and blood to see my heart lying bear and open for all to see mangled and crushed why does nobody help me up after i've collapsed as i strugle to stand up why does nobody help me as i put myself through more pain and torment over and over again memorys of looking down the barrel of a gun violently come into focus i look back at all the happy times we had together and my eyes begin to burn i'm standing infront of you screaming at the top of my lungs screaming, i love you but you dont even look up tell me the news that i heard isnt true and dont lie i dont know how much more strain this already failing heart can handle before it fails and i turn my back on you and walk away and let my love die with you as i hand you the shards of my broken heart it was more yours than mine anyways

Lives Changed
~Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to a new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same. ~

My Cancer Adventure..
Ok this is for all who keep asking.. I am 23 going on 24 in march,starting in october 2005 I had a tumor removed on my right thigh, the biopsied it and... well it was CANCER!! Yes, Kinda shocking huh? Well the name of my cancer is SARCOMA.. for all of who dont speak doctor language that is a cancer of your soft tissues.. As you take this all in every organ is a soft tissue. Funny huh.. Well not.. I went through 90 days of radiation.. then to the shitty part. Chemotherapy.. I went through 9 months of this lost all of my hair, was very sick, and wasnt able to do anything.. well to sum it all up I am ok now.. I am 7 months off chemo just got married, and looking forward to movin on with my life.. Thanks for reading!!! Muahhhhhh!!

Contest
Hey all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am in a contest for the Sexiest Girl in a Hat and it would really mean a lot to me if you would stop by and rate me and also leave me a comment so that I know you were there!!!!! All you have to do is take the folloing URL, copy and paste it in to your address bar and click GO. It will take you right to the contest and then you can cast your vote!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=417035&albumid=236027&i=3953751721 I want to thank you all in advance and let you know how much I truely appreciate you doing this for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a great weekend. BTW: The contest ends Friday.

So Little Time To Act On The Path I Have Finally Chosen
I am writing to inform this is the same entry i had in my myspace as well originally in my xanga, figure I share it here too, and by the way I am not seeking rating on any of my entries, no one should get rated on how they write, so please no ratings. Feel free to read and or comment if anyone would like too, To all fellow friends and co-workers and so forth, I have finally chosen a path in my life that will #1 either better my life or help me fulfill my life. I have in last few days had a lot on my mind and made decision to live life out alone. I will let my new Dark princess seek me out I am done seeking her out. I have done a lot of thinking a lot and one last person wrote me recently no names stating if I was meant to be with Ashley it will be. I am giving up on it, I am here but honestly I doubt she wants a friendship or anything ever. I am always told it is hard to do this, it is hard to do that, I am not here to force one to be a friend. I know a lot that is going on right no

About Me
SECTION 1//GENERAL Name: Acacia Birthday: December 30 Call me: Acacia KiKi Kasha, Keisha i dont care Height: 5'3" Hair Color: Its Really Strawberry Blonde Eye Color: Blue and Gold where i'm at?: Computer Room SECTION 2//HAVE YOU EVER?? Peed in your pants? When i was wearing dipers lol Fallen off the bed? Yup Fallen for a relative? FUCK NO Had plastic surgery? HELL NO IM BEAUTIFUL Failed a grade? Ummm kinda Failed a whole year? No Broke someone's heart? IDK i think so Had ur heart broken? To many times Had a dream come true? Yes Cheated on a test? Yes Broken a body part? To many to count SECTION 3// CURRENTLY Wearing: Really short shorts, and a long t shirt Eating: Yougrt covered raisens Feeling: Bored, and Anxious Reading: this Watching: Computer Craving: Mahmoud SECTION 4//DO YOU... Brush ur teeth? 5 tiems a day Have any piercings? 15 Drive? yes Love GOD? IDK Ever get off the damn computer? Only When Im Not Home SECTION 5// LAST PERSON

Not Broken....
Nothing broken at work today! Yeah! I still get teased by everyone I know, about my broken rib... The patients, colleages, friends, family, everyone! But... (knock on wood) still nothing broken again in 4 months *smile*. (Tell nobody about the blue spots and bruisings on my legs!) Okay, I'm in a crazy mood. Just came home from work and in 8 hours I have to be there again... That s*cks!!!

Things I Did Today
Wife is out of town with a boyfriend this weekend, so I decided now that I'm gainfully employed again to do some cool stuff for myself. Went out to the car, and discovered someone had been messing with my gas cap. They'd opened the door, opened the cap, and closed the door with the cap still off. Several cars in the lots had their doors open. Time to call the HOA and bitch about security. Started the car, and the "engine warning" light came on. At this point, I'm ready to go back to bed, but I went down any way, and made the following purchases: 1. Avermedia tv capture card 2. 2 USB hubs 3. Logitech quickcam. The Avermedia is very very cool. You can be expecting lots of new pictures because of it. I just plugged it into the cable tv line, into the USB port, installed the software, and I now have 99 channels of basic cable. (alas, movie channels require a digital tuner, which I've yetto see in a computer card) USB hubs. One for me, one for the wifey. We've jus

Love Poems. Written By I Do Not Know Lol
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. ========================== An Entrapment My love, I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer's day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With

If Your Just Going 2 Rate And Not Read F*#k Off
im sick of white ppl that don't do anything about racisum i don't know if you just don't care because u feel that it doesn't afect u or if you just grew up like the most of us with racist ass hole's in are family's so u are just us 2 it but come on there is right and wrong u have 2 stand up and let these racist know that there are ppl out here that aint going 2 put up with the bull shit it's kind of funny cuz i had a white bouncer on here tell me that nazi pic's are not nsfw but if u look at my pic's that are anti-racist most of them were marked nsfw by racist and i went 2 the same bouncer that told me that nazi pic's were not nsfw and asked if he could reverse the nsfw and he didn't respond back but he made a point 2 send me a message 2 tell me about the nazi pic's if u want 2 stand up and let ppl know when they view your pic's your not a racist go in my pic's and rip all the anti-racist pic's u want cuz i have a bunch of them please do don't just be part of the prob. thank you don't

Hello
ok so im a cherry virgin OMG that sounds weird gimme time to figure this thing out and im sure my responses will will that lil bit faster thanks to A/all who've added me and the ratings this is a pretty neat site kudos dream

About Moi
well theres a bit most dont know about me and theres some Others know more of *weg* You know who Ya is ;;) i run the local BDSM group in my town and believe me thats a job and a half for a small town knowing i cant please everyone i know know that this i really cant do im sure i wont please everyone here either im sure some will look at my profile and say good lord this is not right but thats to bad its a part of me and it is a part of WHO i am like it or not i am a slave butthen again who all to i have to please but my One .. guess thats all that really matters anyways having a rough day today im sick and i have no one close to cuddle wif til im better well i have those i can cyber cuddle with but the feeling of a nice set of strong arms wrapped around me and the warmth of a Mans touch just isnt the same in cyber *sighs* .. theres nothing (ok there is other stuff too) that can make a girl feel all comfy and cozy mmmm well i want a cuddle and

Whoa!
I gotta say that happy hour is the shit! A too expensive, but, all in all was very beneficial. I got like 100 friend requests, slews of comments and I think I picked up some cool friends along the way. A lot of them got my dick hard and most of them respected my opinion. So yeah I moght be doin that again for yall but not this month that's a nhundred dollars! So hats off and dicks up to all the sexy ladies, and cheers to all the guys who showed love. Get at me soon Realest

Cubed
I was born on the 16th January 1979 in Boston, Massachusetts, North America. In the 28 years that have elasped I have had the pleasure of living in and visiting a considerable number of national and international locations. For a period of months I once during my early 20's lived within the city of Los Angeles. During that period I carried an illegal and unregistered Beretta as a form of personal protection. Upon moving from Los Angeles I retired the firearm. For the previous 5 years the firearm remained hidden and neglected within the glove compartment of my old car, safely stored and forgotten within my previous car housed within a friend's shed. Unfortunately recent activity required this friend to finally clear out his shed and so my old unused car was pushed to the curb and left to stand for 24 hours while a contact drove down from out of state to collect it. During the 24 hour period the car vanished. Naturally I assumed the police had towed it and therefore now possessed an ille

For Victims Of Domestic Violence 2 Poems I Wrote.
Rise Above It All Here's whats left of my broken heart, All my dreams have fallen apart. No reason to figure out whose to blame, God Please! Help me to stay sane. Someone said *You always hurt the one you love*, I say that they dont know what loves really made of. Love dosent consist of a broken nose or black eye, There's no love in *You'd better listen to me or you'll die* Love shouldnt give you nothing but pain and sorrow, Love dosent make you question will I live to see tomorrow. Love dosent come with a price you have to pay, Neither does love beat you physically or mentally everyday. We all know what love should or shouldnt be, But after all this I think I'll try to learn to just love me. One of these days I will Rise Above It All, Noone will stop me I will stand tall. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Broken Heart

Stand Up
get ya clips up in here get ya ass up and put it in gear it's time for revolution it's time to make our own solution to every single problem that ya see in the streets shout and pump ya fist to the beats of a million young people marchin stompin their feet this is our time to stand up and shine show the world that we do care and it's our time solve this shit the only way we know how the only way we know how with loud voices takin our violent aggresion out i'm tired of the system doin all the pimpin so take to the streets a pimp the system give it a bitch slap tell the media fuck that tired of hearing of all the death and poverty in our own countrymens streets this is our nation but the george bush continues hatin kanye said it the media blasted him but was he far from the truth nah, bush don't care bout the poor i'm sick when i'm in the booth showin ya what the nation has in store a revolution by the youth that'll shake the country to it's core

Feels Lile Home
Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life If you knew how lonely my life has been And how long I've been so alone And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along And change my life the way you've done It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong A window breaks, down a long, dark street And a siren wails in the night But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me And I can almost see, through the dark there is light Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me And how long I've waited for your touch And if you knew how happy you are making me I never thought that I'd love anyone so much It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me I

Charge Of The Goddess
Hear my words and know me! I shall be called a million names by all who speak! I am Eternal Maiden! I am Great Mother! I am the Old One who holds the immortal key! I am shrouded in Mystery, But I am known to every soul Hear my words and know me Whenever the moon rises in the heavens Shall my children come Better it be once a month when the moon is full Shall ye assemble in some secret place Such as this and adore the spirit of I I, who am the Queen of Witches. And under my watchful eye My children shall be taught the mysteries Of earth and nature Of the ways of all magick That which is unknown, shall be known And that which is hidden, shall be revealed Even the secluded soul shall be pierced With my light From my cauldron shall be drunk All knowledge and immortality Ye shall be free from slavery and Ye shall dance, sing and feast Music shall surround you for mine Is the ecstasy of the Spirit And mine is also the joy of earth I dont demand s

Don't Understand
I don't understand why people feel they need to give up and walk away from the ones that love you. I know that I would have loved to give up a long time ago, but the one thing that keeps me going is my son and he needs more then anything else and I am not going to take myself away from him. He is the love of my life and though there are times that I would love to hang him upside down so that he is out of my way, I would never do it. I know that my life would be lost without my son. These last five years he has taught me that there is more to live for then what I think. He loves me and I know this. I know that no matter what I do in life he will always love me and he will never leave me. I just wish that other people would look at what is around them and what they have and that it is more important then anything else in life. I know that men will come and go, but my son will always be here with me and for me no matter what I do in my life. I wish there was more that I could do or say to

R.i.p. We Luv Yall More Everyday
Montrell "Trell Wheat" Phillips was a great person and he was 31, u will be missed, 1 luv homie for eternity, the other is my wife who passed, she was 24 and now i raise a son by myself and miss her like crazy, 1 luv everybody

For All Yeah
Well my weekend so far has been okay its just i miss talkin to someone special and im tired i am having to keep up with my son and im not doing to badd its just while he napped i cleaned my rooms and did my laundry. Well i hope everybody has a real good weekend.

The Beast Inside You
I am your nightmares true scares from deep inside. I dwell inside that spot inside you where that darkness lives. I am your hates and heart breaks I am the one to watch the moves you make. I am the one that brings the feelings from inside of you. You cannot hide from me. When you feel darkness hopelessness Its never going to be enough. Because i only live to see the world come crashing around you. When i come for you. Where i live in you. Waiting for you. I'll leave you ripped in two. So bad you cant stand cant walk. Smashed and around you the best inside you.

Native American 10 Commandments
Treat the Earth and all that dwell therein with respect Remain close to the Great Spirit Show great respect for your fellow beings Work together for the benefit of all Mankind Give assistance and kindness wherever needed Do what you know to be right Look after the well-being of Mind and Body Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater Good Be truthful and honest at all times Take full responsibility for your actions

Geez
I get so whiny and needy that it makes me hate myself even more than I usually do. Know what I would tell myself?? "Down the street to the morgue, not across the street to the hospital". Seriously. Shit or get off the fucking pot.

I Love You Forever And Always...
Time is on our side, And there's nothing to hide. Words spoken so freely, They flood like blood in our veins so deeply. Moments that we have shared, Times to come in compare. I love you forever and always there in my heart it will be, I will be here awaiting oh so patiently! Time is a factor of all involved to see what happens in this union, For all that has been said and that is unspoken. You are someone special in my life and in my heart, Us admitting that to each other is a start. I love you Forever and Always! written on 2/24/07 by me (Becky) aka naughtyBBWnurse

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having m

Go Straight To The Happy Ending
So things are going okay around here. Abby is still growing like a weed. Shes almost 18 pounds and her dimples and big blue eyes are more beautiful every day. I can't get enough of her being gone all week. When I get home from work I just wanna stare at her and kiss her and hug her and eat her right up!! We laid her on the floor on her tummy and put some toys about three feet in front of her. Off to do the dishes and back to Abby in a few minutes and she was right in front of the toys. She somehow pulled herself towards them, or picked her little self up and crawled towards them:) I laughed so hard... Shes totally hilarious. So she's doing very well. Sam quit his job and delayed child support even MORE:( ... but I really don't feel like bitching about him, because I'll never stop!!:) I started a new job a few weeks ago, and its going soooo well. The hours are heaven, and I get paid mileage to drive, and its TWICE what I was getting paid an hour at my other job... Yeahhh you r

Crystal Rose Poem
the fire of the torch is set The rods of the glass are waitting The sand bed is raked and waitting for the cooling Crystal Rose the creating of the crystal rose is very delicate art. The process of the creaing each petal is very long: Each petal must be paper thin or less. It will take hours even days to form each petal. The selection of th petals to use will take hours. With a hopeful wish that each petal will not break in the forging of the rose. In the end there is only one crystal rose made that is the purist of beauty. It's beauty is with out end. There are no flaws or bubbles in its design that you can find. this crystal rose of life, of beauty and of love.. Now watch closely as the rose sparkles, spins and turns in the sun's ray's. Now watch the rainbow as it dances among its rose petals. Watch as the angels dance to the light that sparkles from the crystal rose. Watch out do not cry with joy or laughter to much or then the rose petals on the crystal r

Isnt It Liek Ppl Who Are Not In The Situation To Always Get The Wrong Impression!!!
when u direct something at one persion and another persion who is not even in the picture deleates u from there account and wont tellu why and wont let u say ur sorry but its not at them , dont u think thats really stupid ??? i know i do , what an immeture thing to do w/o even asking to find out. This has to do with a certain 15 yo i found on here who is tellin ppl she is 21 and when i found her on myspace w/o asking her for her name there , her profile said she was 15 what a small world, so to all those ppl on here who have come onto the messinger and trash talked me , stop its getting old and its not tword u , the persion who this is tword knows who they are . SO STOP ALREADY!!

The Trainning Session
A trainning session for investigation was held in Virginia for various agencies and at the end an exercise was held. A white bunny was released into the wild and two representatives from different agencies were sent in to apprehend it. Two personnel from the CIA went after their bunny and returned in ten minutes. Then two representatives from the FBI went into the woods and returned an hour later with their bunny. Then two Bronx homicide detectives were sent into the woods to apprehend their bunny and the hours went by......finally 5 hours later the two Bronx homicide detectives reappear. One is dragging a bear by the scruff of his neck and the other detective is kicking the bear in the balls and the bear is yelling "O.K.....I'm a bunny, I'm a bunny".

The Fbi
Hello, is this the FBI?" "Yes. What can I do for you?" "I'm calling to report about my neighbor Billy Bob He is hiding marijuana inside his firewood!" "Thank you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the FBI agents descend on Billy Bob's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Billy Bob and leave. The phone rings at Virgil's house. "Hey, Billy Bob! This here is Joe Bob, Did the FBI come?" "Yeah!" "Did they chop your firewood?" "Yep." "Happy Birthday, buddy"

Child Hood Sweethearts
An elderly couple who were childhood sweethearts had married and settled down in their old neighbourhood and are celebrating their fiftieth wedding anniversary. They walk down the street to their old school. There, they hold hands as they find the old desk they 'd shared and where he had carved "I love you, Sally." On their way back home, a bag of money falls out of an armoured car practically at their feet. She quickly picks it up, but they don't know what to do with it so they take it home. There, she counts the money, and it's fifty-thousand dollars. The husband says, "We have got to give it back." She says, "Finders keepers." And she puts the money back in the bag and hides it up in their attic. The next day, two FBI men are going door-to-door in the neighbourhood looking for the money and show up at their home. They say, "Pardon me, but did either of you find any money! that fell out of an armoured car yesterday?" She says, "No." The husband

Help Wanted- Hot Looking Stuck On Self...got It Going On !
help wanted help me ... ASAP then, QUIT ...thinking about it and do it... i been looking to chat with you and get to know you ... i only need honest,loyal, solid, reliable and "everything/all around positive person"... don't you want to be my everything ?... friends for life... total bitch... ready lets argue / chat remember ! i am always right even when i am wrong cause i am a women..........DAMM IT ! TICSTUCKONU@YAHOO.COM IS MY ID: TO YAHOO MESSENGER

True Friends
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake friends."

Interesting Facts..
Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine" 7% say they are "good looking" 7% say they are

Great Sex!!!
The husband leans over and asks his wife, "Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you." Yes, she says, "I remember it well." Okay, he says, "How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old times sake?" "Oh Charlie, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy but very good idea!" There's a police officer sitting in the next booth listening to all this, and having a chuckle to himself. He thinks, "I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble." So he follows them. They walk haltingly along, leaning on each other for support, aided by walking sticks. Finally they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trousers. As she leans against the fence, the old man

Professional Athletes/criminals
With the recent shooting in a Las Vegas gentlemen's club that left one employee paralyzed and two others injured, it inspired this blog. From Ray Lewis, Eugene Robinson, Ron Artest, the entire Indiana Pacers lineup, 9 Cincinnati Bengals and the list goes on and on. Professional athletes acting as if they are above the law and untouchable. The latest to be added to the list is Adam "Pacman" Jones. Basically Pacman was in a club making it "rain" with $81,000.00 which was his own money and according to reports was merely for "effect" and was to be returned to him. Once it began raining though the strippers that were at the club, brought in by a Houston, TX promoter began grabbing the cash. At this point Pacman and his girlfriend began confronting a dancer and demanding the money back. The dancer was then grabbed by the hair by Pacman and was thrown to the stage floor and spat upon. Security stepped in and stopped a melee that had started, and walked everyone in the club outsid

Explain
Explain to me why its so hard to say hello to the people that come and the people that say goodbye Tell me what its so hard to talk to a girl to get her to be only yours when you don't have her its hard to give some interest w/o giving a piece of your heart cause after a while you get tired of trying and running out of piece of heart the only think keeping me going is the void in my soul

Stupid People !!!!!!!
SOME JACKASS ON HERE HAD THE GULL TO LEAVE ME A SMART ASS PRIVATE MESSAGE ABOUT MY PAGE BEING OVER BOARD AND SO ON WELL I WONT BROADCAST HIS ASS LIKE I SHOULD BECAUSE I DONT DO THT SO HERE IS TO YOU < YOU SLIPKNOT HATING AND JASON HATING POSER THAT YOU ARE PAL

Always The What If's?
recently, i've been thinking and thats dangerous. i've just been wondering the "what if's" if things would be much different than they are now. i wish some things were different.. *sighs* don't mind me... i'm just being sliglty depressed...

What Was I Thinking..
Was One Of them Days.. We Made that trip Down the H***** Hill On the Noon Hour! I Dont think We Was looking to TAKE anything.. Or to go into ANY Stores, but i guess to satisfy a Sweet tooth and when you have No Money What are you gonna do?? I was I think the Only One to Nervous to Start "Shovin"... LOL u know Into my pockets..Not Like That OTHER Cherry In here ( and She KNows Who She Is) Yes YOU!!!! Anyhow when We got out of there.. We have loads of Candy and good's of course you know there was Dividing time..i was all the rest of the day getting rid of the GUM i got stuck with!!! I would say That Was a fun Day!! PS: I am SOOOOOOO Dead When SHE Sees this!!!

~~help Our Seniors~~
Subject: Free Market Think About This One!!! It is short but very interesting! A car company can move it's factories to Mexico and claim it's a free market. A toy company can out source to a Chinese subcontractor and claim it's a free market. A shoe company can produce its shoes in south east Asia and claim it's a free market. A major bank can incorporate in Bermuda to avoid taxes and claim it's a free market. We can buy HP Printers made in Mexico . We can buy shirts made in Bangladesh . We can purchase almost anything we want from 20 different countries. BUT, heaven help the senior citizens who dare to buy their prescription drugs from a Canadian or Mexican pharmacy. That's called un-American! And you think the pharmaceutical companies don't have a powerful lobby? Think again! Forward this to every person you know over age 50. It is an interesting thought. Maybe this is an issue that should come up in the next election! Forget the 50, send it to everyone. W

No Going Back
I can’t see the truth anymore, The faces around me all smile, Hidden behind masks, That are warped and vile, I was pushed aside, I was thrown onto the sidelines, But I’m claiming my life back now, Ignoring the accusations against my crimes, Let me go, there’s no turning back, I fought myself free, I didn’t want to have to do this, This isn’t how I thought it would be, But who will care now? No one can change the darkness I am, I fight and shout I have changed, I do what’s wrong only because I can, The more you push, The more I draw away, Nothing can make me return, Least of all the words you say, I try to bend the rules, I try and turn truths to lies, I don’t care what you think, I don’t care who lives and who dies, I was pushed aside, I was ignored and forgotten, You made me doubt myself, I became unbegotten, But we can’t take it all away, It’s happened and it can’t be changed, I will not back down, Until I have tasted reve

Sadness
To live in a life where you always feel sadness is not an easy thing to do. To have many others around you constantly say that you just need to let go of that sadness is a hard thing to hear. I'm told that alot of people live with this same sadness and that is a hard thing to believe. My heart is filled with kindness and love for everyone around me. I do all that I can to help others because it is one thing that makes me feel happy. I regret that the sadness always returns and lingers. I'm told that my life will always have this sadness and that we've done all that can be done, and I agree that I've come to a much better place in my mind. But, I want to feel the happiness that I see in others eyes. And I want to have one day go bye where I feel no tears in my eyes. I feel that it is unfair that I should live with this burden of feelings that hold the weight of many upon the shoulders of one. I am who I am but I sometimes wish that I wasn't. I hope that some of you

Night
There is a world beyond ours, That lives right along side, But no one can see it, Even though many have tried, There is a nemesis to everyone, Their night is the stalker to our day, But no one can tell, Because we look the other way, There is a right for every wrong, In the world we cannot see, Even though we cannot run, Even though we cannot flee, The other world stalks ours, It walks on our right hand, It mimics our sea, Our air and our land, Sometimes you may see them, They are the dark and black, They flit through the shadows, They live in our every crack, The night stalks our day, Poisoning the inky sky, They never feel remorse, As our daytimes dies.

Laying On Saturday
Looking at the wall 8 people are online I love all my friends Do they know who I am? One is my CT mommy One wants a baby One wants cock but not me by myself One is not ready to tell me everything One is with a guy who has 4 kids and 2 failed marriage One thinks her best assest is her ass One is in Florida and calls his girlfriend less than I call her One enjoys fucking with my mind and guys 14 years younger than her One believes he is a brother but he uses material and anger to overshadow his insecurites One is in his room right now wondering why they are all too busy I sit alone in my room ~Timmy~

My Closest Friend
I remember that day as vividly in my mind as if it were an hour ago. I woke up, took a look at the alarm clock, and decided that it was too much of an ungodly hour to be up. I tried to turn over and fall back to sleep, but I could tell it just wasn't happening. I gave in, and dragged myself from the bed, and into the bathroom. After a long cigarette, and a few other necessities, I was awake almost enough to function. I sat down at the computer, thinking maybe today I could finally write something useful, after three weeks of writer's block, but that wasn't working either. So I flipped on the stereo. Eminem came on, louder then I was hoping to hear it�but still, I couldn't find the words I needed to write. After an hour of torturing myself in front of that computer, I gave up, and sacked out on the couch. Just then the phone rang. As I picked up, I was about to start cursing out whomever was at the other end, but when I heard your voice, I managed to stop myself just in ti

Dreams
Dreams and Wishes If dreams were wishes That somehow came true, My life would be full Because of you. No more lonely nights Alone in the dark, No more cold bed, My existence stark. I have in my heart Feelings so true Earned by a sentence Whispered by you I see in my dreams What could be, A love so true For you and me Hand in hand We would walk Side by side We would talk Trust would be earned By word and deed You would always be there For whatever I need When I look in your eyes Id see nothing but truth Your smile so wide Reminiscent of youth No pain would I cause Given a choice My heart is a flutter At the sound of your voice Each moment I spend In dreams so real Helps to remind me How it can feel

Kissing
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

This Wrong?
First off i have 2 (step) sisters and a brother in 11th grade right now. My mom was acting all bitchy so i went to ask her why... and she was all like im getting tired of people walking all over us. WELL i don't see how im walking all over her when my ass is always the one helping HER out! THEN she says that once my 2 sisters and brother graduate that her, her "fiance, bf, room mate" whatever the hell he is and my little sister are leaving and that we're gona have to find an appt. Now how the hell are you gona go up to your daughter and say that once "those 3" are done with school that you're gona take my little sister and leave the state?! WTF is that? PLUS she's the one who has been having problems with this "fiance" of hers, and she comes crying to me about everything, and then she pulls this shit on me? can someone please explain this to me?! Cause i don't know what the hell is going on... Thank you for reading.. ~Christine~

Hapiness
Sadness have strikes me I fought harder and harder To get the happiness back I weeps frequently I smiles frequently Happiness is what I want in return Having him support me Gave me a happiness Sadness have strikes me I fought harder and harder To get happiness back I wore masks thousand times I pretend and it hurt Having him to take off my mask To reveal the truth out of me Gave me a happiness Sadness have strikes me I fought harder and harder To get the happiness back My heart is shattered I grabbed a broom to gather it together I cry Having him glue my heart all together Brought me into happiness once again. But then found out it was all a lie!

My Grandpa Passed Away February 11, 2007
MANY OF YOU KNOW THAT MY GRANDPA PASSED AWAY RECENTLY... I WANTED TO SHARE SOMETHINGS WITH YOU THAT I HAD MADE FOR HIM OVER THE YEARS.... FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED..... ON HIS BIRTHDAY JANUARY 14.. HE TURNED 77, 1AM ON THE 15TH HE WAS VERY WEAK AND WE CALLED THE AMBULANCE HE WAS ADMITTED INTO CRITICAL CARE HE HAD PHEMONIA AND THE FLU... HE WAS THERE 2 WEEKS... WHEN HE CAME HOME WE THOUGHT HE WAS GETTING BETTER (THE DOCTOR DID NOT TELL US ANYTHING) HE REALLY DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON OR WHAT TO DO.. TO GIVE YOU SOME KIND OF IDEA HE THOUGHT IT WAS 1995.. ON FEBRUARY 11, 6AM > > > > THANKS FOR EVERYTHING ;) I WAS GRANDPA'S GIRL... THE WHOLE THING IS SOOO JUST UNBELIEVABLE RIGHT NOW... HE WOKE UP AND HAD SAID HE HAD TO GO TO THE BATHROOM, BUT HE COULDN'T WALK... SO GRANDMA HANDED HIM A URNEL HE DROPPED IT AND STARTED SLIDDING OUT OF BED ON TO THE FLOOR AND GOT HIS ARM STUCK BETWEEN THE BOX SPRINGS AND FRAME OF THE BED ON THE WAY DOWN... I COULDN'T GET HIM OUT,

None For Dad
One day a little boy woke up and sat down at the table expecting breakfast. However, his mother says, "You don't get any breakfast until you do your chores." --- A little pissed off, the boy goes out to do his chores. When he goes to milk the cow, he kicks it. When he goes to get eggs he kicks a chicken, and when he goes to feed the pigs, he kicks a pig. When the little boy sits down his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal. "Where is the bacon, eggs and milk?" asks the little boy. His mother replies, "I saw you kick the cow, so you don't get any milk; I saw you kick a chicken so you don't get eggs; and I saw you kick a pig so you don't get any bacon!" Just as she finishes saying this, the boy's father comes down the stairs and kicks the cat. The little boy looks up at his mother and asks, "Do you want to tell him, or should I?" --no pussy for dad!

My First Blog
Well this is my first blog on here so please forgive me if it goes to fast. Well I'm in the Military and is stationed at Fort Bragg in North Carolina. I just came home from deployment in December and is about to go back in April or May i think they said but anyway I really don't care. I signed up for a reason and this is the reason. To make sure our children and their children can continue to live like I live and that America never fall buy the waist side. I sorry i got a little carried away, anyway I'm 35 and I'm a very good guy to have in your corner and would love to be friends with everyone that i can so please stop by and show some love to a MP in the US ARMY.

The People In Your Life.....
Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bri

How To Delete Your Cherrytap Account
1 - You must have at least 1 photo in your pics to send a message. 2 - Send a message to http://cherrytap.com/user/60228 requesting that your profile be deleted. 3 - Delete your profile information, friends, fans, family, pics, skins, and everything as much as possible. 4 - Log out and never return to your account. ßΣπ§†ΩπΣ85

2-24-07 20th Entry
Not much to update on concerning the gastric bypass. I will know nothing until after the sleep apnea and thats another month away. This waiting is killing me. I'm stressing so badly now that my blood pressure reached triple digits on the bottom line for the first time ever (116, top was 180something, I never have understood that other then to know it aint good). But then I also have broncitus that I'm dealing with too. Not to mention a quack of a doctor thats already not on my good side and has me searching for yet another new doctor. I so regrete picking this one. I can't stand how his office is ran and how he tries to bully me into doing what he wants. Yea he is the doctor but ya know what, ITS MY FRIGGING BODY! I know what has worked for me and what hasn't! I've paid attention to the dozens of different medicines I've been put on for my pain and for my OCD. He doesn't even know who I am and he wants to change them all! Damned quack. Doesn't care for his patients othe

Very Drnk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DN'T KNO IF I HAVE THE RIGHT TO FEEL WHAT I FEEL BUT YA KNOW I CANT HELP IT I STILL................. YEA N-E WAYS WHATEVER HE KNOWS IT SO ANYWAYS LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Lmfao Convo With Me And Dev
DeViN: god i love beer ((..Ashley..)): me too ((..Ashley..)): i wish i had some ((..Ashley..)): some nights i like whiskey some nights i dont DeViN: i dont know how you drink that shit all the time DeViN: my guts would be ripped out my asshole ((..Ashley..)): yeah that would probably hurt a little bit LLLOOOOLLLL

"after This, Therefore Because Of This"
The reason I decided to create this blog is simple... For quite some time, well my whole life I have always wanted to find meaning in who I am and why it is that I exsist. It's nothing new we all do it I supposed. These blogs are self therapy and Post Hoc is just another phase of it. After this, Therefore because of this, a logical fallacy which assumes or asserts that if one event happens after another, then the first must be the cause of the second. I've made a rash of decisions in the last seven years of my life that has really done number on me... The professional side of my life has been pretty solid... Though when it comes to love; well, its been anything but solid. Everything that you read in this blog is the cause and effect to where I am right now... Some are letters (which I've never delievered)and some will be poems. The letters are addressed to Morrígan, an Irish Goddess... There will be no specific timeline or order into how they're entered... Maybe there sh

As He Sleeps
As He Sleeps So peaceful and sweet He lays so close Yet he dreams so far I lay my hand on his face Just to have my skin on his For one moment Like an angel he sleeps He has the most amazing features The slope of his nose The bridge of his forehead His strong jaw line His lips are perfect His skin is soft I run my fingertips across his lips To the dip where the angels kissed him My fingers slide back up his cheek To his hair Short, I make a swirl My hand slides down the back Of his head to meet his neck I lean in and kiss him on the forehead Pressing my lips so softly Not to wake him I whisper “I love you” I turn over away from him I gently move closer to him My back to his front I find his arm Wrap myself in his arms And match my breaths with his Asleep I am In his arms Where I belong As he sleeps

Definitions Of Life Alone
UnHappy bereaved, bitter, blue, cheerless, dejected, depressed, anew despairing, despondent, dismal too. distressed, doleful, glum and down, downcast, forlorn, gloomy, crying clown grief-stricken, grieved, heartbroken. heartsick, heavy-hearted, hurting, in doldrums, in grief, languishing, low, low-spirited, lugubrious, melancholy, morbid, morose, mournful, pensive,and lastly. pessimistic, somber, sorrowful, sorry, troubled, weeping, wistful, woebegone amawitch 2007

Living A Lie
Now that yesterday,s gone I am looking at 99 ways to die, as I wait for a runaway trainto go by, I drink my cold gin to find a better way to die, and as I dream on I find myself looking down the barrel of a gun and as the hammer swings down, the seasons of the sun pass me by as I am slowly slipping into a deepfreeze to end my dreams of misery, which have me between the devil and the deepblue sea, and then everything goes black. This is a poem that I put into a contest, and was picked as a finalist, and will be put in a book by potery . com

A Dark Dream
As I awake in a new world after an atomic storm, the anarchy in the U.K. Rages on, as the sea of love turns into rivers of blood from the dead and bloated, and knowing that know one wants to stop the hate, everyone else is living on the edge trying to beat the bullet, as they look for the promised land to get away from the misery, but to get there you have to get between the devil and the deep blue sea where the unholy tease you and the unforgiven entice you, but as you go down the road to ruin you wind up where the streets have no name, and the seasons of the sun change quick, so you gotta travel on as you reach out of the darkness to find a strange new world.

Love Confession(poem) By Amanda-kathryn
I try to sleep again, and it never comes to me. A thought of you here, it calms me like nothing else. I want to feel you near, in bed where we can touch. The thought is so perfect, but I know it is impossible. It's like we take one step, and fall one step again. the thought of you is lovely, but it won't get me out of bed. I can't love you today, I can't love you tomorrow. But if I see you, my heart may tell me that... There's no time to waste, and tomorrow is coming closer. I'll forgive you for everything, and swallow my pride for you. It's like a thirsty longing, I can't seem to get rid of. If loving you is wrong, then let me be a sinner. -A

Nightmares!! :(
Nightmares :( Why do we have them? I am so glad to be awake , I just had a nightmare that seemed to go on forever. I would wake up then go back to sleep and finish where I left off! its spooky... maybe cause it was because I ate something before I went to bed, Ive always heard that could happen. I defenatly dont want to go back to sleep "( I feel like those kids in Nightmare on elm street lol so Im drinking coke hopeing the caffiene will keep me awake! wish me luck hahaha....

Again The Bastards!!!!
THE FUCKS DELETED MY MUMM AGAIN, THE FUCKING THING HAS BEEN ON SINCE 4 THIS AFTERNOON, AND IT'S JUST NOW GETTING DELETED?!?!? WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK!!!! I PUT UP THIS SAME MUMM 3 TIMES NOW, AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IT'S BEEN MARKED NSFW!!!! I'M FUCKING GOING OFF ON EVERYONE WHO MONITORS THOSE FUCKING THINGS!!! I HAVEN'T EVEN LOOKED AT THE DAMN THING SINCE 5 THIS AFTERNOON. NO COMMENTING, NOTHING, JUST LEFT IT UP THERE. IT WAS ABOUT DOUBLE STANDARDS IN RACISM, WHICH PROVES MY POINT ONCE AGAIN THAT IT EXIST, FUCK I'M FUCKING PISSED!!!! OFF TO GET MYSELF BOOTED FROM THE SITE ALL, PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL.

Today Was Pretty Awesome Cuz....
i get to see sean in three days. [does happy dance] you have no idea how good it feels to say that. i miss sean soooooo much. i can't wait to see him again. well....today was a day of wandering & reflection for me. mike picked me up a little after eight this morning. we were headed to brownsville to pick up christie & head to the carnival. i love the drives with mike. never a dull moment, lol. somehow the topic came to my cousin jasmine & then to my best friend chang. i started to cry...mind you i hate crying. i guess i grew up with the idea that crying was a sign of weakness...so i just kept everything in out of fear of being though of as weak. but chang is a hard topic for me to deal with. just the mention of his name brings all these memories rushing back....& with those memories comes the almost unbearable pain. he passed away when he was 19 years old of a heart attack. no one saw it coming...no warnings...nothing. he was here one minute...gone the next. i can remember the l

Poems
WARRIOR GOD I'm in love with a great man He gives me so much love and devotion I couldn't have asked for a better man He protects me from all the bad things In my eyes he is beautiful in all ways He alone is my hero, my champion Why couldn't he have come sooner? My life would've been so much better Only he can save my soul Surely he must have been sent from above His eyes change colors with emotions They were kissed by the stars and the sun I'm willing to risk it all for him While we sleep, I feel safe in his arms I know I will always be his And he will always be mine He takes all my pain and fear away Its replaced with joy and paradise He is everything a man is supposed to be In an instant I know what he is He is my warrior god who Was sent here to conquer my heart He has succeeded in this And I'm never letting him go I love him more than being alive LOST IN YOU I get so lost in your eyes, your smile Your laughter is like music to my soul All my

Oh Yeah....
THANKS TO ALL WHO HELPED ME GET TO ROCK STAR IN 5 DAYS. SERIOUSLY LEVELED 6 TIMES IN 5 DAYS, THAT HAS TO BE A RECORD. MAD LOVE TO EVERY, LITTLE PISSED BUT NO WORRIES. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL P.S. NAKED AND SLIGHTLY MORE HAPPY.

Nsfw: Late Night Oral
She stood outside of his tent, shedding her clothes and smiling to herself. She crawled into his tent, up his body... of course he slept naked, even in the woods... Her nipples brushed over his cock, waking it and him. He looked down at her, groaning every time her breasts swung over him, her nipples carressing his erection. "You didn't come for me last night." she whispered. "I wasn't sure you'd want me. We were both kind of out of it that night..." "Will you come for me now?" she asked him, suggestively rocking back, lowering her mouth over his hard cock.

Incomplete!!!!!!!!!!
Haven't been quite complete Since you went away Pain is hard to defeat But this is all I have to say I'm sorry, I still love you But until you were out of sight I never really knew You were my only source of light Without you I'm so lost You kept my heart so warm Now it's begining to frost If you were to ever return My life would again be complete But I guess that is none of your concern

Never Say Goodbye
A glimps of happiness, And fears of rain, A time of laughter, A year of pain, Willows will sway, As birds will fly, To lose his love, I would rather die, To not break his heart, And yet lift his soul, To embrace his mind, I’ll never let go, To see him smile, Or to kiss his face, Is a memory that I, Could never erase, To be truly his, And have no doubt, Is what I am, I would never leave out, To caress his mind, And give him strength, It is my job, Through all this wait, To wipe his tears, If they should fall, To be the woman, That he would call, To help him grow, And yet again, be reborn, To make sure he’s content, And never again scorned, I will have my man, Hold his head up high, And know that his woman, Will never, Say Goodbye. written by: Azalia

A Women And Her Hair Dryer
A distinguished young woman on a flight from Ireland asked the priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic hair dryer for my mother's birthday that is unopened and well over the Customs limit, and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they got to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked, "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so he asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, unused." Roaring with laughter, the official said,

Tap The Ct Keg Contest Part 2
As many of you may know, I was in the Tap the Keg Contest. Thanks to you all, I had finished in 4th Place. Now it is back...Part 2! It is the same as Part 1 was, but I'd like to finish in the top 3. Stop by rate and comment. Any help given will be given in return. *Note* I joined the CT Mafia, if any Mafia member reads this, please ignore this as I have read the Mafia blog and it stated to bomb the other CT Mafia member. I only want to be fair to the Mafia, thats why I added this. As for the rest of you.....bomb this pic! Thank You All in advance. :)

I Am Not Sorry,...
I am not sorry I was with you last night,.. I am not sorry everyone saw us together. I am not sorry we walked in the rain. I am not sorry that I cried,for you dried my tears. I am not sorry we held hands. I am not sorry we held each other. I am not sorry we sang to each other. I am not sorry we danced. I am not sorry we kissed. I am not sorry for saying I love you,... I am not sorry you opened the car door for me. I am not sorry we hugged goodnight. I am not sorry you said call ya later. I am not sorry you would lay down your life for me. And I am not sorry that your girlfriend read this,... can't you see boy,I love you as much as you love me???

List Of Products And Companies That Test On Animals.
List of Products and Companies That Test on Animals. Every year, tens of millions of animals are dissected, infected, injected, gassed, mutilated, tortured, burned and blinded in hidden laboratories on college campuses and research facilities throughout the U.S. Still many more animals are used to test the safety of cosmetics, household cleansers and other consumer products. The Following Companies make products that are Tested On Animals ( Cats, Dogs, Kittens, Puppies, Rabbits, Primates, and other animals ) Check the back of everything you buy if it's made by the following companies dont buy them and if you have them at your home throw them away. DON'T SUPPORT COMPANIES THAT TEST ON OUR ANIMAL BROTHERS AND SISTERS. Print this List, Post it on your Blog and send it to Friends & Family Amway Corp.Baush & Lomb. " eye drops " ect.BIC Corp.Bristol Meyers Squibb.Church and Dwight Co. ( Aim, Arm & Hammer, Arrid, Brillo, Cameo Cleaners, First Response, Nair, Nice n' Fluffy, Parsons

Gaze
As I look across the sand, thoughts of you run free and gentle. Gaze into you. For the time being it is all mental. In a few weeks it will be alive and sentimental. Though it has been quite sometime since our last discussion. The feelings are alive and true. The love that I want to make to you does too. I can barely wait to have you in my arms. To hold you, caress you and kiss you, And protect you from all harm. Make no comment, just hear me through. The day will come when I gaze into you. The instant I look into your eyes as you into mine. The moment will be sweet and devine. Willing to give up anything to be in your presence. Touching massaging, your silk smooth skin. To be with you is like a child getting christmas presents. For someone like you to be alive and true, Gets through day by day. You're awesome girl what more should I say. I want to walk with you and talk to you. Let me see you do the things you do. When the mood is right, And the moon lit bright

Links To Some More Web Sites
Here are some more links to art work that is fantasy or Sci Fi related. http://www.larryelmore.com/index.htm http://www.nenethomas.com/ http://www.michaelwhelan.com/ http://www.digitalblasphemy.com/ http://www.best-wallpapers.com/

Just Thoughts!!
Dead life is the way to be. Dead laughter is the way to be. Dead love is the way to be. Dead heart is the way to be. Dead soul is the way to be. Dead spirit is the way to be. Dead on the inside as well as the outside.

Kitten's Thoughts!!
In my still place. I can look at myself. I see what others don't. In my still place. I see the ying, I also see the yang. In my still place. I see the truth, I see what others don't. In my still place. I see the waves, I see the colors, I see the soul that remains. In my still place. I see the paths, I see the loves, I see the deaths. In my still place. I know the past, I know the now, I know the yet to be. In my still place. I lie, I love, I hide. In my still place. I reach, I scream, I cry. In my still place. I feel the insides, I feel the outside. In my still place. Is where I belong, Is where I long. In my still place.

Doing The Blog Thing?
I have never done this before.Attempted to,but scared myself rightout of it.But I figure this is something I want to get into and the only way of getting into it is to do it.Gettin' her done..All my friends say I am a dude stuck in a chicks body..and I say thank God I got this one to work with.The reason they say that is I think alot like a dude does.I guess that comes from kicking it with the opposite sex all the time.I work on cars,fix things.I am strong for being a chick and I call it like I see it.If there's a chick hanging out with us I will be the first to start talking about her next move.You know what I am talking about like the flip of her hair or the bending over in front of you to show off her ass or tits.Which ever one she has going on..The famous lipstick or lipgloss move.That one is a winner by the way.Then comes the competion bullshit.God I hate but love this one the most...But I am outta here for now I will pick up where I left off...Lter Ginger

Her...
Her pain is unbearable... The love she once knew, lost forever. Her dreams but a memory... Lost within the twisted confines of her own mind. Her tears falling endlessly... The pieces of her shattered heart strewn everywhere. Her cries of pain & agony, falling on deaf ears... Left without hope of a love ever lasting. Her smile now gone from her lips... Replaced with but a frown. She tries to understand you... How can she understand you when you wont let her near you? She loves you completly... Yet you have replaced her, within your life, mind, heart & soul. She remembers once, how you told her, she was the reason you were whole. Yet you turned & walked away from her, with her heart & her soul. She wonders, do you ever think of her? Do you miss her like she misses you? Did you ever really love her? Or was she just a mere ship passing in the night? Two lonely hearts, searching for what's right? How you could you say you love her & walk away so easily? Is this what yo

Sundays Joke Lol
Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom, pulled Jim out and brought him to his room. When the hospital director became aware of Edna's heroic act, the director ordered that Edna be discharged from the hospital because she now considered Edna to be mentally stable. She went to Edna and said, "I have some good news and some bad news. The good news is that you're being discharged because you responded so rationally to a crisis. By jumping in the pool to save the life of another patient, you displayed a sound mind. The bad news is that Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in his bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I am so sorry, but he's dead. Edna replied, "He didn't hang himself. I put him there to dry. How soon can I go ho

Something To Think About But Freaky As Well
Read Alone. Especially the Poem I believe whatever is in store for us will be for us. The poem is very true, unfortunately. make sure you read the poem! CASE 1: Kelly Sedey had one wish, for her boyfriend of three years, David Marsden, to propose to her. Then one day when she was out to lunch David proposed! She accepted, but then had to leave because she had a meeting in 20 min. When she got to her office, she noticed on her computer she had some e-mail's. She checked it, the usual stuff from her friends, but then she saw one that she had never gotten before. It was this poem. She simply deleted it without even reading all of it. BIG MISTAKE! Later that evening, she received a phone call from the policeIt was about DAVID! He had been in an accident with an 18 wheeler. He didn't survive! CASE 2: Take Katie Robinson She received this poem and being the believer that she was she sent it to a few of her friends but didn't have enough e-mail address

Changes Of The Winds
Dedicated to all those female single thirtysomethings who dearly wish to be sexbombs but can't quite pull it off! I am a thirty something. I met a guy named Paul. He really was delightful in fact, he had it all! He took me to a hotel a lovely stately home he looked at me seductively switched off his mobile phone We dined and he romanced me bought me flowers and wine then whisked me up the staircase to room one ninety nine Naked he did carry me into the bathroom suite he'd filled the place with candles put down the toilet seat! He placed me in the bubbles and gave a sensual laugh but the ambiance soon vanished when I farted in the bath.

I Am Just A Normal Guy But,all My Dream R Kinky
Here is a weird funny song I wrote a while ago, and to this day cannot put it to music - that makes it a poem. I'm just a normal guy, just as plain as one can be. My Mum & Dad were average folks, & that's how they raised me I don't understand it, it's to normal things I'm geared By day my life is sane, but at night my dreams are weird I'm just a normal fella who goes off to work each day I do my job, lunch with my mates, each week collect my pay But in the night I dread the bed, each night is just the same Cause all my dreams are kinky, one overnight sick game. I'm dressed in a G-string tied in a bow There's a chicken in a garter belt, Oh God no! Birds fly by and wolf whistle overhead Don't roll over there's a roo in the bed ... 15 Strippers all in a row All with bra-straps ready to blow One pretty lady dancin' in my lap Don't you touch or you'll get a nasty slap. I'm just a normal guy, just as plain as one can be. My Mum & Dad were average folks, & t

Ouch!
Ever had an itch you just couldn't satisfy? Maybe you'll relate to this poem. An itch to be scratched - A lust unmatched - An empty bed - "Let's go!" she said. And on the summer's afternoon we loved until we saw the moon. Exhausted, laying there exposed upon my belly, I proposed she scratch my back to top it off - and soon she did, so soft, so soft. Nails as sharp as 'Wiltshires' creep like slugs upon a compost heap across my sweaty skin until I feel an itch she can't quite kill. "Just up a bit." She hears me say. "Down a bit...the other way. Up a tad. You've gone askew. Slide across a touch or two. A little harder. Damn it! Swat it! Keep going, yes, you've almost got it. Listen woman, can't you tell. You're nowhere near it. Bloody Hell!” I fling my body in the air and land atop the carpet bare Grinding hard upon my back searching for a pointy tac to give me what I really need - a decent scratch that makes me bleed Bewildered, she is stari

Paperazzi
Here are some things that I think all reporters need to pay attention to. 1. Just because they are a celebrity does not mean that you have the right to peek into their houses/bathrooms/etc and take pictures. No no. 2. Just because they are a celebrity does NOT mean that we want to know every little thing about them. So they went to a coffee shop and got a mochaccino with cool whip and sprinkles. Who cares?!?! 3. Stop posting random rumors about people. It is illegal, and nobody really cares about their "scandals". They may be celebrities, but they are allowed their privacy, just like everyone else. 4. When you do the news, actually give us news worth watching, or don't come on at all. I don't care if a kid sneezed out the longest booger in the world, or if some dumbass decided to hotwire his scooter with a truck engine and tried to go 80 mph with it. Don't care. I want to know about weather, accidents in my city, and any escaped murdereres/rapists/etc that I might want to p

Hot & Wet
Hot and wet ... I rediscover, The magic of my secret lover, Work day's problems in the past, Oh! How long can this pleasure last? Nipples erect ... mind soaring high, Hand lingering around my inner thigh, Inhibitions erased by liquid heat, Passion aroused ... lust almost replete. The moment's lost ... there goes the phone, Reality returns ... I'm all alone, I grab a towel and run to answer, Co-ordination of a drunken dancer, Circumstances quickly change, Priorities are re-arranged, So now I eagerly await the hour, When I can have my next Hot Shower.

Zodiac
Once you have opened this there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist reductionists Read your sign, then forward this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - an d it only gets worse from there. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships, Sexy, someone loves them right now, Freak in bed, Always wants the last word, Caring, Smart, Intellectual, Attractive, Loud, Loyal, Easy to talk to, Hard to forget, Love at first sight, Everything you ever wanted, Easy to please, The one and only, Ultimate sexiness, 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean, EXTREMELY sexy, Intelligent, Energetic, Predict future, Most erotic, Freak in bed, GREAT kisser,

Untitled.
My instincts telling me whats next, is this going to be true? If it is just know, I ain't mad cause this music shits calling me, its better then makin you fall and thinkin its my fault. Feels like all this'll become nothin more then another fantasy. Do the right thing, for you not for me. Forget about me, and let me be but know where I'm at when you need to find me.

My Special Love
How can I compare your beauty to other faces? You seduce me in the sunshine unashamedly, knowing I cannot look away. My soul cries out more, more, and again I search your dark eyes until I'm strapped in a trance like state. You proceed to tease my lips with your tongue delegating my mind to your ocean, where I glide above the surface gushing with exhilaration. Your bouquet fills my face and body projecting me to hovering heights that have my heart racing as if in a lover's embrace. Yet, you free me to further savour your endless delights, till I cannot get enough, and consume you like an army of leaf ants would ravage to build their home. Just as I can feel the slip into the next dimension, a painless place free of blame, I open my eyes and you sit there waiting. Gee I love Mudcake.

Needing Some Tlc....
I have been for the past few weeks picking up the slack from my co-workers getting sick and being out of the office. Starting last Thursday, we saw a significant portion of our staff being out of the office as a result of the flu and bronchitis going around. So far, I have been immune from getting whatever has been going around and I have been strong and healthy through it all. (Knocking on wood!) Last night though, I think my own supervisor jinxed me by telling me to make sure that no one coughed on me (because I am one of the few that have been coming into the office and picking up the slack while half the staff has been out sick). Ever since then, I started a light cough. First one was a joke to her pretending that I was getting sick; but, it is no joke this morning. I haven't been able to stop coughing and, while I spoke to some friends after work last night, I found myself not being my normal self and staying up to the wee hours on CT, pogo, blogging on other sites, wa

Will Be Back Soon
Just Want Everyone To Know That I Got A Virus Last Night From My Space Hopefully I Get This Fixed My Roomies Helping Me Out! As Soon As I Get This Fixed I Will Be Back Online The Virus Is Called The BLUE BOOK FROM HELL. Wish Me Luck Cause Im Going To Go Nuts Without A Computer! Hugs And Bites! Leslie

The Older Husband
At 85 years, Morris marries a lovely 25 year old woman. Because her new husband is so old, the woman decides that on their wedding night they should have separate bedrooms. She is concerned that the old fellow could overexert himself. After the wedding festivities she prepares herself for bed and for the knock on the door she is expecting. Sure enough the knock comes and there is her groom ready for action. They unite in conjugal union and all goes well whereupon he takes his leave of her and she prepares to go to sleep for the night. After a few minutes there's a knock on the door and there old Morris is again ready for more action. Somewhat surprised she consents to further coupling which is again successful after which the octogenarian bids her a fond good night and leaves. She is certainly ready for slumber at this point, and is close to sleep, for the second time when there is another knock at the door and there he is again fresh as a 25 year old and ready for more

My Bp Update 2-25-07
okay first it was my blood pressure being high but now they took my blood the other day at the doctor after i got a good bill of health on the bp i now get a letter in the mail that my sugar is high and i hadn't ate or drank anything before i went to the doctor that morning they came up with it at 133 so now i have to in for a glucose test and i hate them took them carrying my boys each time i got pregnant with one of my sons i had gestational diabetes i guess it's only fair that i be punished with my health for all the things i have done wrong in my life.

The Dumb Shit People Do In Here
ONE Bitching because you cant view someones private pics just makes you look desperate and creepy-GROW UP! TWO To the people who have like 40,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someons fan list. who cares? ITS CherryTap SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up fruit!!! SEVEN Fake pics just to booster poi

Bond By Trust
Perhaps im wired differently but whips and chains yes they excite me. Bind my wrist, and burn my skin Letting wax run free, pour slow and sweetly. Draw my breath with one harsh bite. Tourture my body make it yours tonight. Mark my skin In you own loving manner. You my Dominate and I your willing slave. Care for me with your respect. Protect me fromt eh world. Punish me to guide me. And give me words of safety. Never to far will you go. For your love for me insures, but never shall I cross the line because its your joy the helps me survive. I live for you, and you for me. joined by understanding and kept together by love. a Master and Sub. So much more than the eyes can see. Even though some see it as brytallity. But the trust envovled is above all others. Because its more than your body you give to your love. It is all. Heart and mind Body and soul. Protect and honor Love and punish. Respect and discipline, and so much more. The relation

Who Said That?
It was the first day of school and a new student named Pedro Martinez, the son of a Mexican restaurateur, entered the fourth grade. The teacher said, "Let's begin by reviewing some American history. "Who said 'Give me Liberty, or give me Death?'" She saw a sea of blank faces, except for Pedro, who had his hand up. "Patrick Henry, 1775." "Very good!" said the teacher. "Now, who said, 'Government of the people, by the people, for the people, shall not perish from the earth?'" Again, no response except from Pedro: "Abraham Lincoln, 1863." The teacher snapped at the class, "Class, you should be ashamed! Pedro, who is new to our country, knows more about its history than you do!" She heard a loud whisper: "Screw the Mexicans!" "Who said that?" she demanded. Pedro put his hand up. "Jim Bowie, 1836." At that point, a student in the back said, "I'm gonna puke." The teacher glared and asked, "All right! Now, who said that?" Again, Pedro answered, "George

Afterlife Update
A couple made a deal that whoever died first would come back and inform the other of the afterlife. After many years, the husband was the first to go, and true to his word, he made contact with his wife in a dream. "Mary... Mary..." he called. "Is that you, Fred?" she asked. "Yes," he said. "I've come back like we agreed." "What's it like?" Mary asked. "Well, I get up in the morning. I have sex. I have breakfast. I run around the golf course. I have sex. I bathe in the sun, and then I have sex twice. I have lunch, another romp around the golf course, then sex pretty much all afternoon. After supper, golf course again, and sex again," he said. "Oh Fred, you surely must be in heaven!" Mary exclaimed. "Not exactly," Fred said. "I'm a rabbit on a golf course in Arizona."

I Was Wondering.....
I was wondering if someone could make me a spiffy animated picture for me to use as my default picture. If enough people offer - i'll hold a contest. If only one or two people offer, I'll give out a big pimpin gift. You can use any of my SFW pictures to make it. Thanks in advance!

What Kind Of Guys I Like
Yesterday I noticed something I like alot of guys. I like guys with long hair, or short hair. White, Asian, Black, Mexican the list goes on and on. Then I looked at the guys I dated 1.Michael (god knows how you say his last name) he came all the way from japan for a fighting competeion. I had happen to be selling candy. He bought some and then..we dated haha. (1 year and 3 days) 2.Danielo- He had a really heavy spanish accent it was really cute though. I loved the fact he could skate, he should have went pro damn it!(6 months) 3.Michael(I can't remember his last name) My ex from germany, got me into edguy and blind guardian A bunch of good power metal bands( 5 months and 28 days he had to leave to germany) 4.Devon Smith- straight from the heart of NY, He was the tallest and darkest of all of them. He was just a giant teddy bear. When I say giant I mean GIANNNTTT (5 months he died before we could make it to 6) 5. James Hawk aka "LoudThunder" - taught me a bit about my

Dark Witches Lament
Dark Witches Lament Dark and seductive wiccan am i Standing watching taunting thee nigh Feel my pressence as i reel you in Smell dark red the blood and my sin Covered in flesh from the victims ive torn Ripped and slashed for their loved ones to mourn Sorrow as the funeral march goes Slowly narrow streets all are closed Taste what i have tasted tonight Feel the terror run from me fight Thriving on your pain and your fear You can sense me knowing im near I am the nightmare from books that are old Forbidden to speak my name thats so old Screeching you hear me ride after my prey Ne'er bare they testimony of this day Once i was weakened but now i am strong Waiting patiently for this day for so long Wiccan devil i hear them all shout Let me hear them scream when their throats are ripped out I show no mercy to the victims i chose Lost men like children poor seduced fools the darkest sleek king they call But this dark witch king shall

Gaelic Blessing
May the road rise up to meet you. May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face; the rains fall soft upon your fields and until we meet again, may God hold you in the palm of His hand.

Rates
Ya know...if you're gonna be an ass and rate one of my art pieces a 5 then have the balls to stand up and say something....and to the one who rated me a 5 because i wasn't female and naked.......just f^%$^n grow up!

Santa
hi everyone...My name is Grant but most know me as Santa. I have played Santa in our town as well as drawing in children from surrounding towns for the past 8 years at my home with my wife Mrs. Claus along side of me. We have seen thousands of children per season and have become quite well known for what we do. It has become a part of who we are! So much so that when I purchased a 1979 Triumph Spitfire (tiny British sports car) that my wife & I have restored we had Santa's Summer Sleigh pin striped on the trunk lid & Santa on my door & Mrs. Claus on my wifes and my license plate reads I B Santa. We do the car shows and have become quite recognizable in our summer sleigh. We carry toys in it year round that we pass out to children who recognize me as Santa in our travels. What fun we have in what we fondly refer to as our ~life after kids~ car!!! 7 children between us, all grown, and 11 grand children we adore. We have a wonderful marriage and life is good! I'm a plumber in the off sea

Midnight Pt 1
MIDNIGHT midnight...i see the snow thats falling midnight...still hanging on this wall im thinking back in time to when there was still a life free of misery oh...but it was never to be midnight...i see the snow thats falling midnight...and still your haunting me im thinking back in time to the cellar in the darkest night all the misery all...the blood i had to see midnight...midnight...midnight...midnight... theyre ready for the show now the blood must flow theyre waiting above oh noooo! "let the show begin"

Ain't No Love
Ya know, it's interesting to me. I can sit here on CherryTap all day long, looking for people, adding people, commenting on other's pages just to try to make new friends or meet new people, but I'd be fooling myself. I mean, I've been a member since October, but I've never put any thought into my CT page until about a couple months ago, and I'm only level 3. I see people create new names, and in a matter of days they're up to level 5 or higher. That's amazing to me. The thing is, I've never had that kind of look I think. Everytime I make a new friend, I try to get to know them at least a little bit. I can tell who would be like a real friend, or a fake ass friend. I have people who go through my pictures and leave 10s (or the one 8 someone left on that picture of my dog) but won't say a word to me. That's their business. I'm just saying, if someone sees my picture and think it's worth it just to go through my pictures, why not try to make a friend out of it and say somethin

Writing Again
Twist and turns on this life’s trail Like a boat on an ocean without a sail I drift along unknowing the fate Unsure of all and yet free of hate Mind at rest an eye in the storm Till hopes and dreams take the form Of loves sweet hopes and desire Of one who holds and keeps the fire Of passion that is without end My lover , soul mate and best friend Come drift with me on the open sea Unsure of our course and what will be The twist and turn of life’s trail shared With the one who has always cared By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Looking For True Love?
Hello Readers, fans and supporters: First let me take this opportunity to THANK you SSOOO much for all your emails wishing me happy birthday, this is the only way I can answer so many people at once. FEB 26TH IS MY BIRTHDAY and I want to offer myself the most beautiful, spiritual girlfriend ever lolol and take her boating on Lake Pleasant. I am very popular and there are plenty gorgeous but immature ladies friends around me. Some are highly spiritual but not willing to quit unhealthy habits and I am very committed, fun and always happy but fussy with any of my partner. I need an extraordinary smart and spiritual girl willing to work and travel the world with me and dedicate herself to a common goal to bring light to this world. Looks are important of course but your stars will tell me all about your inner self, compassion, love, fears etc. So make sure to give me your date of birth if you want to become my soul mate. In my case the problem is that there are too man

The High School Reunion
My wife and I were sitting at a table at my high school reunion, and we kept staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sat alone at a nearby table. My wife asked, "Do you know her?" "Yes," I sighed, "She's my old girlfriend. I understand she took to drinking right after we split up those many years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since." "My God!" said my wife, "Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long?"

Deep Sea Divers
Angels in Lead Boots by Bob 'Dex' Armstrong One night when we were sitting around in the After Battery somewhere between the last reel of Cheaper By The Dozen and the arrival of mid rats. Some lower-order citizen in raggedy dungarees and a four-week old beard looks over at the chief and asked, "Hey Dutch, you believe in angels?" "Sure, horsefly. Not the kind with wings... The kind who wears rubberized, canvas suits and bronze helmets...Descend from above to save you... Navy Divers. When you hear those magnificent bastards clomping around on your walking deck, you can go back to issuing liberty cards." Nobody respects and honors Navy Divers more than the lads who ride underwater ordinance platforms. Any man stupid enough to speak ill of a hardhat diver in the presence of a smoke boat sailor could count on the next twenty to thirty seconds of his future being filled with activity specifically designed to place his dental work flush up against his spinal column. Th

To The One Who Pissed Me Off
This person really sucks and is a complete fake. Ya you know who you are. I am not an idiot the wool doesn't cover my eyes. You are a wolf in sheeps' clothing. Always remember what goes around comes around.

My Week....
Well, this has been one interesting week. Between "work", school, the kids, and attempting to sleep, I have been so busy!! It sucks. And i have begun to realize, people annoy me too much for me to deal with them on a regular basis. Dennis is driving me insane... well, i suppose has already driven me insane, and is just torturing me at this point. I wanted to go to OKC, to hang out w/ Tiff, and he totally foiled that plan, AS USUAL. Annoying asshole. And lexi has an eye infection. She hasn't been feeling well at all. And, actually, Tash has even been sick. Which totally bites. So they have been up late, being cranky and such. well, even cranky during the day! It's terrible!! Nothing worse than cranky children!!! UGH!!! I hate it when they're sick. Nothing I can really do... besides the usual, medicine, and cuddles and kisses! It just sucks, cuz i feel so bad. Tash was running a temp, lexi was coughing, both of them were whiny as hell. It's like, what do you do?outside of medicine, there

Can U Handle It
rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 Other PPL 1.Would u fuck me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ want me to have u in? answer: 3.Would u give me head/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard? answer: 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u fuck me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 fuck me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? answer: 12.Where would u fuck me @? answer: 13.Would u fuck me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u fuck me again and again? answer: 15.Would u fuck me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we fucked like ........ stars? answer: 17.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 18.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer: 19.Would u fuck me on

Whens Ur Birtday?
HEY EVERYONE--HERE IS THE BIRTHDAY BLOG-PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT WITH YOUR BIRTHDAY AND AGE AND WHEN YOUR BIRTHDAY COMES U WILL RECEIVE A B-DAY GIFT FROM ME. HOPE TO GET AS MANY ON HERE AS POSSIBLE please comment only full name and birthday and year thank u

~~al (the Bore) Gore Will Love This~~
Tree Hugger A woman from Los Angeles, who was a tree hugger and an anti-hunter, purchased a piece of timberland. There was a large tree on one of the highest points in the tract. She wanted a good view of the natural splendor of her land so she started to climb the big tree. As she neared the top she encountered a spotted owl that attacked her. In her haste to escape, the woman slid down the tree to the ground and got many splinters in her crotch. In considerable pain, she hurried to the nearest doctor. She told him she was an environmentalist and an anti-hunter and how she came to get all the splinters. The doctor listened to her story with great patience and then told her to go into the examining room and he would see if he could help her. She sat and waited three hours before the doctor reappeared. The angry woman demanded, "What took you so long?" He smiled and then told her, "Well, I had to get permits from the Environmental Protection Agency, th

The Blues Man
The Blues Man I'm just a singer a natural born guitar ringer, kind of a clinger to sad old songs. I'm not a walk behind'er, I'm a new note finder but my name's a reminder of a bluesman that already gone. So I started drinking,took things that messed up my thinking I was sure sinking when you came along. I was alone in the hot lights,not to much left in sight but she changed all that one night when she sang me this song. Hey baby I love you. Hey baby I need you. Hey baby you ain't got to prove to me that your some kind of macho man. You've wasted so much of your life running through the dark nights let me shine some love light down on this bluesman I got so sick from speeding all the stuff they said I was needin if I was to keep pleasing all of my fans. I got cuffed on dirt roads. I got sued over no shows but she came and took all that ole load down off this bluesman. Hey baby I love you too. Hey baby I need you. Hey baby I do get tired of th

Won't It Be Nice
Won't it Be Nice Won't it be nice to see you again seems I've been gone since I don't know when. I've had lonely nights and bottles for friends and it'll be nice to see you again. Babe I've been down since you've been gone its hard to love over a phone but it won't be long now 'til I hold you tight, 'cause I'm coming home.I'll be there tonight. Though I don't always get standing ovations I don't always knock the ball over the fence. My life is not always a perfect situation and it will be so nice to see you again. I used to hate to go home its a bad feeling to be alone theres been some changes since way back then it will be so nice to see you again.

The Pressure Is On
The Pressure is On I got someone at home,don't know whats going on, thinks I love her and her alone and the pressure is on. I got a new love you see.She does new things to me. We sneak our love you's on the phone and the pressure is on and it puts pressure on a man if he ever lets his heart call his hand. He ain't no rolling stone,but the pressure is on. Feel like your ten thousand feet down under the sea and its crushing all your bones and the pressure is on. The trains I ride in my dreams run on the pressure of the steam. Lord I could pull one a mile long cause the pressure is on. Lord I could pull one a mile long cause the pressure is on, the pressure is on, the pressure at home I'm just a man I'm just a man. I breath and I bleed yes I got feelings I can hear and I can see and you are the lady that brings them out of me making me feel special awe thats your specialty. cause you let me be me and I let you be you. Hey don't that sound so ea

The Last Love Song
The Last Love Song I know its over because I don't keep you satisfied anymore but before you move along let me sing you the last love song. Tomorrow when I wake, what will take the place of smiles on your face and black hair against white lace and I wonder, will I be thinking of our early morning love all the sweet things that you'd say that brighten my darkest day and tomorrow night what do you suggest to take the place or your breasts breast against my chest oh how I'll miss your tenderness but there's no use crying because loves a grown up game alittle pleasure and then alot pain first we called each other bad names then what we had was never quite the same I wish I could find eyes that won't cry, lips that won't lie and a love that won't die. And a love that won't die.

Here I Am Fallin' Again
Here I Am Fallin' Again Here I am fallin' again, in places that I've already been. I sure didn't plan it and I don't understand it but here I am fallin' again. Here I am lyin' again making up places that I've never been. I thought I was through with these heart breaking blues but here I am lyin' again. Why don't a man ever take time to think what is at stake? Is it the danger or the pleasurable stranger but those are the chances we'll take. I'd hate to come face to face with her and her at the same place cause it will be hell If I had to tell her someone has taken her place. I had a beautiful wife,she found it all out one night and the pleasurable stranger, lord I didn't change her and I lost it all this time. So here I am cryin' again and callin' symphothy from my ole friends he once loved her and she once him and here I am cryin' again.

Myspace
Well..I made a *new* myspace page. That way when Cherry goes down, I've got a back up plan. Let me know if you'd like the link to my page. I'm still in the process of setting my page up right now, so bare with me. I'm goin to go read or something for a little while, so I may not answer you right away.

I'll Prove It A Thousand Ways
I'll prove it a thousand ways I love you I'll prove it in days to come I swear it's true darling you'll be the only one I think of you of the past and all our fun I love you I'll prove it in days to come You're my darling you've been true I should have been good to you You're the one that's in my heart while we're apart I'll be true I'll prove it to you in days to come I love you in my heart you'll always stay I've been so blue and lonesome all these days I love you I'll prove it in days to come I'll be nice and sweet to you and no more will you be blue I'll prove I love you every day all kinds of ways Darling please wait please wait until I'm free There'll be a change a great change made in me I'll be true you'll have no more blue days I love you and I'll prove it a thousand ways

There's No Love Left For You
There's no love left for you We've lived together for a long time but now the love is gone we once knew We're old enough to know we can't live life this way And young enough to start with someone new So it's divorce or destroy each other which one of the two shall we do You say in your heart there's no love left for me And in my heart there's no love left for you We've stayed together for the children but soon the kids will be grown and be gone Yet we keep on destroying each other and Lord to live life this way it must be wrong So it's divorce or destroy... Yes in my heart there's no love left for you.

Friends & Fans
I am beginning to wonder if i should stay in here much longer because of a couple of people in here. I won't mention ANY names but one guy was on my friends list & a female who was NEVER on my friends list im doubting if i should stay in here much longer. I don't know what else to say but i just feel unwelcome by these two people & 1 person who has removed himself from my friends list & has blocked & the female too i just don't understand what i did OR said if anything to cause them to do this to me & treat me this way. You know im ONLY human i have feelings too im NOT a damn rock OR a shovel i have emotions too. So the question is do i stay people OR do i leave & NEVER come back here? vote on it O.K.? barbwire & roses A.K.A Cheryl :):):)

Changed The Title To "my Heart And Soul"
Hello! This is where I talk about me. I am from a big family, yours, mine and ours kind of deal. I am lighthearted, sweet, loving, outgoing, some say smart, I can be funny sometimes, I appreciate a good laugh and try not to take life too seriously. I try really hard to always do the right thing by people and rarely burn a bridge(if you know what I mean). I aspire to be the woman G-d made me to be, or as close to that as I can possibly get. I have made a lot of mistakes in my life but no baggage from them. I have been at the same job for over 10 years so I am a steady person. I like to play and have a good time too! I love the beach, dont care where it is just love the sand between my toes and watching the ocean roll in and out the way G-d designed it to do. I love the trees, the stars and the moon at night. I love the rain. Nature!!!! I dont know what my friends admire in me really. They say I am crazy. I tend to speak my mind when I probably should not. They say I am smart and they ad

The Pit Colony Of Reapers
It may have been easier at that moment to give up. To walk away and never return. To chance the solemn nothingness that serves a desire so closely. If known for any length of time longer than 22 years would it make a difference? Sometimes it is fear the drives a person to the edge. Sometimes there is someone there to catch the opposing before they fall into an abyss no one belongs in. The cries and screams below, blast form a pit of despair. A place where the faceless even have a puropse. Struggling amoungst the thousands exiled there, there is always a spot waiting for the willing. Or the new and naieve minds that cant grip the contents of what is expected above cliffside. Below with the impact of each new fall is another piece broken off....Somtimes just fractured other times a clean, wrneching break. It is not uncommon to rise from the pit. Not unlike a spider in a bath tub, it is possible to climb the sides and escape, but only with many tedious hours of trying. Sometimes it can

Got A Problem With My Kids School
my kids school keeps on picking on him for the least little things i have been over there and talked with them but it hasn't worked yet should i complain to the school board or just take him out and home school him or place him in another school?

My Lover!!! Peep
It is a cool morning. I have no need to get up. Lying here, I think about loving you. I can see your eyes looking at me, smiling at me. I can feel the warmth building in my pussy already. I slide my hand gently over my breasts as if your eyes are following them. My nipples immediately respond, becoming hard. I lift my head to suck one gently into my mouth. I feel your lips closing around the other nipple and a deep moan escapes my lips. I feel the juice as it starts to slide down from inside my pussy. I move my hands all around my stomach and then to my abdomen, envisioning your hands touching me. I slowly slip my middle finger into the wetness and warmth. I clench down on my finger as if your cock is buried deep inside of me. Slipping my finger in and out, my hips start to move in a circular motion and I reach to my finger wanting more of the feeling that is being created. The palm of my hand has caught the juice as it now flows out of my pussy. I lick the sweet taste from

Double Pleasure
I love getting fucked by 2 or 3 guys at the same time! Just the thought of all of those cocks filling up my ass, pussy and mouth at the same time sends me over the edge everytime... I usually start out with a trip to a porn store then work my way to a strip bar. I'm wearing my shortest, sexiest black dress, no panties and my favorite 6 inch stilettos. Funny how all of the guys are watching me as I pick up a dildo after droping it on the floor. I catch the eye of a horny looking married guy in his 40's and a young stud in his 20's. I wink and motion towards the 25 cent booths. Can I really do this? . . . . . What kind of a women would do this? . . . . . I look around and the cashier doesn't seem to mind one bit. So I duck into the middle booth at the porn store. I feel so cheap, so nasty, so slutty, but so exhilirated! I can't wait to open the sliding panels so they can see me masterbating for them both. The older guy is in the booth behind me, and opens his sliding panel and I see hi

Love Making....
We walk hand in hand along the beach. The warm water laps at our feet. The moon overhead lights our way, as we come upon a secluded cove. It almost appears as if this place has been untouched since the beginning of time. "Lets go for a swim," I whisper in your ear. As quickly as I say the words my dress is in a heap on the sand, and I am up to my knees in salt water. My body is bathed in moonlight as its rays reflect on the water all around me, beckoning you to join me. We embrace, kissing deeply as the sea engulfs our bodies. I pull slightly away slowly, smiling at your obvious excitement. We dive and splash frolicking like young dolphins in the warm water. It is a mere interlude to foreplay. Soon we find ourselves entwined as we roll in the surf. Our bodies molded together. Like the ebbing of the tide, you drift in and out of me, our bodies crashing together in endless waves. Our passion rises above the din of the sea as we climax together. Drying naked on the rocks, our bodies

Rant!!!!!
first off men cant drive! everytime i get behind the wheel and theres a guy driving there either sunk low in the seat try to look cool and cant see over teh dash bored! OR theyre looking away form the road and talking with their hands while running offa trhe road! not that im sayiing chick are better drivers..were not. i see them talking on their cells and outting makeup on i mean hell my sister wrecked that way...*mummbles* dumb bitch! ive had 2 accidents in the etire time ive been driving and the weather had a factor in both of them. the third time i wasnt driving my car. damn deer! and jimmy is still up my ass! he wont leave me alone! GRRR! AND NOW I HAVE AN OLD FRIND TELLING ME HIS EX IS TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME AND MY ROOM MATE! WTF! shes telling my ex that she never said anything. idk who to believe so i just wont talk to any of them! im sick of drama and non-driving ppl! WAKE THE FUCK UP PEOPLE! now im watching criss angel being pulled behind a boat in a straight jacket (hot) and h

Wow
so I got o line and was stuck on cherry for a week straight, them life got busy and so did I so much going on but I am going to back this week. I havn't made very many friends but a few good ones and isn't that what's important in life? I am excited to continue to meet people online, although I can tell that I won't be as popular as most because.. well I am not as naugty as some on here, thats ok with me! LOL! meanwhile I am just killin time waiting for my son to get home from his dads so we can go see a movie. I have missed him so much this week as it was winter break and he was at his dads all week, it starts to get really hard when he goes for several weeks in the summer. but thats ok cause I just got him his very own cell phone, the new firefly for kids... gotta love that! only the numbers I program in can he call or get calls from. I control all the phone ussage so no hidden kid surprises! meanwhile he can call me when he is at his dads cause he can't call me from his phone, the a

Had To Try This
FIRST REACTION Okay this is called FIRST REACTION... type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 40 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it! 1. Beer: black 2. Anorexic: sick 3. Relationships: nada 4. Your Last Ex: brandy 5. Power Rangers a joke 6. Pot: yummy 7. Clowns: me 8. Color: black 9. The President dead 10. sex: want some 11. Cars: yuck 12. Gas Prices: hmmm 13. Halloween: my night 14. Bon Jovi: old 15. Religion: wiccan 16. Myspace: music 17. Worst fear: fire 18. Marriage: nada 19. Paris Hilton: joke 20. Brunettes: pretty 21. Redheads: mean 22: Politics: boring 23: Pass the time: hours 24. One night stands: whats that 25: Cell Phone: none 27: Pixie Stix: legal cocaine 28: Vanilla Ice cream: boring 29: Port a Potties: smell 30: High School: nuns 31. Pajamas: what? 32. Wood: ceder 33. Wet Socks icky 34. Alcohol: sambooka 35. HATE: dont have it 36. Your best friends: one, ang

Amazing
a mum that seems to have been done SO MANY time and is supposed to b so BORING (re: my recent mum) has been veiwed over 200 times, voted on close to 40 times and has around 40 comments has given so many people something to do. yet for some reason people dont want them posted. is it because they dont want to do anything or have their opinion questioned? personnally i like having my opinion questioned and if a good point,reason or fact is presented i am more than willing to rethink my opinion. thats how i can learn and continue to grow as a human being.

Your Ideal Relationship
Your Ideal Relationship is Friends with Benefits You're not looking for anything serious... just something hot! And you're little black book (or cell phone) always hooks you up. You want nothing more than friends with benefits. No strings. You also don't mind benefits without the friendship! What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Til The End
you have my heart in the palm of your hand some days it scares me because of you being gone and me being here there are plenty of others who could steal your heart whos to say you wont fall for one of them and change your mind about me i love you more then ever and want to be your girl for life but im scared shitless that when you come home things will change and i will lose you i love you and want to be with you til the end

More Field Complaining
So Friday he finally got home around 10pm. He showered, ate and then literally fell asleep on the couch. Saturday we got to spend 1 good quality day as a family Today- he had to be at work no later than 12:30 to get his truck ready to go transport soldiers back to the field, So he lost 5 hours or more on Friday than everyone else that isn't an 88m (truck driver) in his platoon and then he had to be back 2 1/2 hours earlier today. What a damn rip off!!! They might let them come home next weekend but they're not sure yet! ***On a good note, theres rumors that they might have to pull them from the field early, so instead of the 9th it might be the 5th or 6th. :)

If You Understand
This is where I live... The Pacific Northwest The Pacific Northwest According To Jeff Foxworthy 1. You know the state flower (Mildew) 2. You feel guilty throwing aluminum cans or paper in the trash. 3. Use the statement "sun break" and know what it means. 4. You know more than 10 ways to order coffee. 5 You know more people who own boats than air conditioners. (Especially since I've known Phil)!! 6. You feel overdressed wearing a suit to a nice restaurant. 7. You stand on a deserted corner at midnight in the rain waiting for the "Walk"Signal. 8. You consider that if it has no snow or has not recently erupted, it is not a real mountain. 9. You can taste the difference between Starbucks, Seattle's Best, and Veneto's. 10. You know the difference between Chinook, Coho and Sockeye salmon. 11. You know how to pronounce Sequim, Puyallup, Issaquah, Enumclaw, Yakima and Willamette. 12. You consider swimming an indoor sport. 13. You can tell the difference between Japane

Lets How Many Of You Will Fill This Out
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... () mean explain 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Givin Head? []Yes []No 7.Gettin some head []Yes []No 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we fuck to? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.top or bottom []top []bottom 12.Will you repost to see what others say? []YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!! []NO

My Work
FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE THAT IS NOT IN MY GRASP FAR BEYOND MY REACH,LESSON'S HAVE BEEN TAUGHT AND SHE WAS WILLING TO TEACH,TEACH ME THE MEANING OF LUST,LOVE,WHAT IT MEANS TO CRAVE SOMEONE YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T HAVE.DAMN IT FEELS SO FUCKING REAL THE PAIN THAT I GET WHEN SHE SAYS I CAN'T,EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THAT IF I WHERE NEXT TO HER I COULD HAVE HER IN EVERYWAY POSSIBLE CONSTANTLY,OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND AGAIN.HOW MUCH MORE OF THIS CAN I TAKE SHE IS SO SEXY MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY DAMN IT HURTS TO THINK ABOUT HER THE WAY THAT I DO KNOWING THAT NOTHING COULD EVER COME OF THIS. WHAT DO I DO?

Because I Could
Ok so im a attention point whore lmao.And a big dork.LOL!!!!!!I have also had a tummy virus for like 3 days now *cries*.I love Mutant X aka michael.Muahz bubby! There is one kick ass guy on cherrytap who I think is just the greatest so my props go to him.Louisville thank you hun.Ok read this go see these 2 guys and give them ct love.......... this is louisville *Louisville Juggalo* Psycho Member of Dark Carnival@ CherryTAP you can find mutant in my family or in one of my other blogs.

Look Into My Eyes
Look into my eyes and tellme you love me. I will tell you the same without a blink. Look into my eyes and youll see all the love I have for you. Look into my eyes and see that im still falling. Close the space between us and i will hold you while looking into your beautiful blue eyes. Look into my eyes and youll see the fire that still burns white hot for you. I love you so muh I cant wait to stare into your beautiful blue eyes, and bare my very soul to you. Stare into my eyes as I stare into yours so maybe the fire will cool off when i fallinto the ocean that are your eyes. Stare into my eyes while I bae allmy secrets to you my love, and you bare all of yours. I will stare deep into your beautiful blue eyes and tell you that I love you, and youll know ill never get tiered of telling you that.

Seven Steps
The Underground's seven step program, and support group for Smoking Cessation. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Cold Turkey is the way to go. If you live with someone else that smokes, kick em out, or leave. Don't drink, but if you do, see step number 6. Give, and/or receive, lots of oral sex. I can't ever recall breaking from oral sex to have a smoke. Next time you feel like lighting up, slam your dick in the door. Rest assured, this will definately kill that craving for a cigarette. When an overwhelming urge for nicotine hits you, stick a finger, or two, firmly up your ass. Note: This may not work for all women, nor most gay men. If you do light up again, simply kill yourself. This works everytime. If you follow these 7 simple steps, it is guarenteed your smoking addiction will cease. Check out these testimonials: ~ I used to smoke 3 packs of cigarettes a day. Now I just run around with a couple of finge

Wow What A Change!!
I remember the day "lost Chery" (as i still refer to this place as) reached it's 20,000th sign up, my fiance Matmoo and i were always watching the numbers going up and up thinking how popular this place was becomming and who would have thought the members would be at such a high level..it's amazing!!! What happened to the time when everyone one knew everyone? It's grown so much that as i watch the online cherries scrolling across my screen, i don't recognise anyone, it's great to see this place with so much success but sometimes i wish for the old school days to be back again. With all that said i hope to meet any new cool, exciting, interesting and most of all crazy people that may come my way...i'm loud in all the ways that count and hope to hear from someone soon. byeeeee xxx

Invitation
In Memory Of David Russell 1989 - 2005 16 years of age MeryvilleThe United States The dust has settled on the thingsThat I have stored awayA favorite toy, for little boyA jar of dried out clay.A photograph when y... view memorial powered by Christian Memorials

A Not So Close Family
A not so close family I have 3 sisters and 3 bothers and a step sister and step brother! But yet I feel like an only child, alone and wanting attention! I know im an adult with my own kids but I feel left out and deprived of any closeness with my many siblings! I was 8 yrs old when my mom and step dad had my sister Sarah (who is now 17)! Then 10 months later came Samantha (now 15)and 4 yrs later David! (now 12) All I can remember when I lived back home was that I babysat them, ALL the time! So I was more of an authority and role model figure than a sibling/friend! I've been out of the house for almost 8 yrs and they're still there going through the Jr High/High School yrs! It was like they had two sets of families! I love them and am hoping to grow closer as they become adults and the age gap disappears! My Dad and ex step mom had my brother Steve also when I was 8. Only saw him a few times growing up! Then when my Dad remarried my current Step mom she brought her 2 kids

Hand In Hand
Hand In Hand by Blue Wolf Laying underneath the stars, on a warm and silent night. Your arms are wrapped around me and everything feels right. You kiss me just so softly I feel your gentle touch. You make me feel protected underneath the night sky’s rush. My world is oh-so perfect There’s nowhere else I’d rather be, But laying underneath the stars, Hand in Hand, just you and me.

Family And Friends
in 3 months time i have last my dad and my 1st cousin tim. its been a bitch for me .. my dad was a successful lawyer in joplin missouri and my cousin tim was a dozer operator. its hard to really let go of the tears cause when yu watch somone die in front of you it does unreal things to you ... yu try to understand why hes letting go and he says *it will be ok chris* .. but its not ok ... i never told my father how i felt i did things to my family that were stupid. so this blog is for my family ... BOTH SIDES IM SORRY .. AND FOR WHAT ITS WORTH I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH ..

Supporting Our Troops And Thier Familes
Don't Close Your Blinds The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war. My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses," he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country" my husband said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and pretend you see Saddam come out o

Sharing My Thoughts On "cheating"
Okay...here are my thoughts on "cheating" and I know that a lot of people will not agree with me because most people are brought up to believe that you are meant for ONE person and ONE person only. I was brought up this way. I firmly believed this for a long time. However, I have changed my mind... I believe that people have desires/needs/cravings and that these things need to be attended to in order to keep the happiness. Obviously you need to be with a person that believes the same thing or your relationship will never last and eventually turn to complete shit. But let me tell you...if YOU love this person you are with...and YOU see that this person is not getting what he/she wants and/or needs from you...why wouldn't YOU want to give them what makes them happy? It doesn't mean that he/she thinks any less of YOU...they wouldn't be with YOU if they didn't love YOU. It has nothing to do with love really...they know who they want to come home to every night. They know who

Thinking
I walk alone on this path called life and I meet many. Following a road that I will only live. You came into my life, a fire with so much that I wanted to learn and how much I needed to love you. I cry to you of my desires that only you alone can fill. Walking this path you turn and take a different trail, one that I am afraid of, it is dark and cold. I worry for you, where are you now, I see your face as I did when we met yet there is a shadow with you dark and cruel. I call to you to return but all I see is the memory of who you were. I walk again slow and sure being carefree yet cautious of the eyes that watch from the woods. So clear and flowinging is the water ahead, There I will release the fear and guilt that I alone have carried, some of my own actions and that of others. I look around I see all whom I have loved and all that I have hurt. I walk to the edge of this water. I listen to the beauty that it provides and I sit by the waters edge and release the tears that I have

Funny One
Two men were driving on Route 15 in Las Vegas when they got pulled over by a State Trooper. The trooper walked up and tapped on the window with his nightstick. The driver rolled down the window and WHACK," the trooper smacked him in the head with his nightstick. "What the hell was that for?" the driver asked. "You're in Nevada, son," the trooper answered. "When we pull you over in Nevada, you better have your license ready by the time we get to your car." "I'm sorry, officer, " the driver said, "I'm from New York and didn't know your laws here." The trooper runs a check on the guy's license--he's clean and gives the guy his license back. The trooper then walks around to the passenger side and taps on the window. The passenger rolls down the window and "WHACK," the trooper smacks him on the head with the nightstick. "What'd hell did you do that for?" the passenger demands. "Just making your wish come true," replied the trooper. "Making WHAT wish come true?" the passenger

Boredom Makes You Do Silly Things
including eat too much junk food. I can't stop eating. it is so wrong to put rocky road ice cream on chocolate hostess cupcakes...right? what a night to be out of champagne... took lots of pics this afternoon, they are posted. and other than that, did nothing today but edit them. Chris' carpool has decided to leave in the morning since they don't have to be back until 11 tomorrow. so yay! I get an extra night with him. Just when I thought I was handling him being gone, the fates throw a wrench in my life. hopefully this week will be better. work-ways, I have a tea party to start planning with sissy. invites need to be given and sent. Kit-kat should be in soon.... ..must..not......cupcakes.....

Hank
Its hell getting old Hank an 80-year old man goes for a physical. All of his tests come back with normal results. The doctor says, "Hank, everything looks great. How are you doing mentally and emotionally? Are you at peace with God?" Hank replies, "God and I are tight. He knows I have poor eyesight, so he's fixed it so when I get up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, POOF! the light goes on. When I'm done, POOF! the light goes off. " WOW, That's incredible" the doctor says. A little later in the day, the doctor calls Hank's wife. "Ethel," he says, "Hank is doing fine! But I had to call you as I am in awe. Is it true that he gets up during the night and POOF! the light goes on in the bathroom, and when he's done POOF! the light goes off? "Oh my God!" Ethel exclaims. "he's peeing in the refrigerator again!

Well I'm Single Again
Heh yeah I'm single again. It sucks but I'm sure I'll get used to it again pretty quick. I know a few people were curious as to if I had a boyfriend and at the moment I did. But now I'm single so anyone who's interested is more than welcome to add me, fan me whatever you want. You can even send me messages to get to know me better if ya like. Muahs to you all! ^_^ Maddie a.k.a. Rebelicious

Is There.... Sex .........after Death?
Sex After Death A couple made a deal that whoever died first would come back and inform the other of the after life. Their biggest fear was that there was no after life. After a long life, the husband was the first to go, and true to his word he made contact, "Norma, Norma". "Is that you, Fred?" "Yes, I've come back like we agreed." "What's it like?" " Well, I get up in the morning, I have sex. I have breakfast, off to the golf course, I have sex. I bathe in the sun, and then I have sex twice. I have lunch, another romp around the golf course, then sex pretty much all afternoon. After supper, golf course again. Then have sex until late at night. The next day it starts again." "Oh, Fred you surely must be in heaven." "Not exactly, I'm a rabbit on a golf course in Arizona."

Think Before You Speak!!
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls" THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that

Is It Just Me?
Is it just me or is this world headed for hell on a snowball. First of all we send our troops to Iraq to supposedly liberate it.When all we have done is start another war. We are already at war with Iran!!! Is it just me or isn't it an act of war to impose trade sanctions on a country.I mean after all what if the shoe were on the other foot and we were the ones in need of nuclear energy for power. Is it just me or when you heard what Natalie Maines said about being ashamed Old Bush was from Texas,did you say Hell yeah!?? Is it just me that has seen all these great Hollywood movies about secret operations troops like the Navy Seals going overseas and taking care of heads of tyrannical states and Nations. Is it just me or do you believe that we should have assembled Chuck Norris,Steven Segal,Bruce Willis,Jeanne claude van damme and went over there and got Saddam without firing one bullet? Is it just me or are you shouting Hell Yeah too?Is it just me or would you want to read more blogs l

Hats Off To My Grandpa
My grandpa was a very special guy he was in the royal canadian air force. Were he went to world war two after marrying grandma.While he was at war grandma had dad when he found ot that it was a boy he was happy as a lark.After coming Home from the war grand and grandma had two more children uncle and aunty.My comes off to all the men and women who fight to keep our country safe and free.Escailly my grandpa Were ever you are grandpa I love you.

I Hate You
I HATE YOU You’re such a fuck to me I can’t even put into coherent words How much I truly hate you Everyday I think about you It brings a smile Then I talk to you And I have butterflies You are an asshole More so than any other Your opinions make me sick You are always one sided I will never hate anyone the way I hate you You bring the worst out in me And hate me in return All I want to do is yell and scream I hate you the most You drive me insane I hate to defend You question my actions And those around me I can’t help everything It is what it is Get the fuck over it And know I HATE YOU The most Which in return Shows you I love you You stupid stupid fuck

Nba Or Nfl?
NBA or NFL? If this is true we are in deep trouble. NBA OR NFL? 36 have been accused of spousal abuse 7 have been arrested for fraud 19 have been accused of writing bad checks 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses 3 have done time for assault 71, repeat 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges 8 have been arrested for shoplifting 21 currently are defendants in lawsuits, and 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year Can you guess which organization this is? Give up yet? . . . Scroll down, Neither, it's the 535 members of the United States Congress. The same group of Idiots that crank out hundreds of new laws each year designed to

Why Can't I?
I just want to know....why can't I stop caring? why can't I stop hurting? why cant I stop thinking,wondering,worrying,longing,waiting,dreading,hoping,hating,loving,wishing,crying,dying,craving,and in any other words or ways about HER?...will the pain ever go away...? why can't I be like every other guy on the planet and just move on and not care?.....why can't I?..........why...

Letter I Wrote To Get My Mumms Back.
AIGHT, SO THIS IS THE LETTER I WROTE TO GET MY MUMMS BACK. GOT THEM BACK, SO IT WORKED. GO ME!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND VICTORIOUS!!! AIGHT MAN, GETTING SICK OF THIS. HAD ANOTHER ONE OF MY MUMMS DELETED AND MY ACCOUNT BANNED FROM POSTING MUMMS AGAIN. I POSTED THE THING AT ALMOST 4 OCLOCK THIS AFTERNOON, IT WAS ABOUT DOUBLE STANDARDS WITH RACISM, NOT RACIST IN THE LEAST, JUST TRYING TO SAY HOW THE STANDARDS ARE MESSED UP, AND SOMETHING SHOULD BE DONE ABOUT. NOW ALMOST 11 HOURS LATER SOMEONE FINDS IT OFFENSIVE??? THE MAJORITY OF THE VOTES AND COMMENTS ON IT WERE POSITIVE AS HELL, HARDLY ANY NEGATIVE FEED BACK EXCEPT PEOPLE CALLING ME A RACIST, A FUCKTARD OR A SOUTHERN REDNECK HILL BILLY FUCK WHO SHOULD KILLMYSELF AND MY ENTIRE FAMILY. NOW THAT WAS A BIT HARSH, BUT WHAT I WAS PUTTING UP WITH. ANYONE WHO TOOK THE TIME TO READ THE MUMM, OR THE COMMENTS I LEFT FOR SHOULD KNOW IT WAS ABOUT STOPPING DOUBLE STANDARDS, NOT TRYING TO RECRUIT FOR THE KKK OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT, B

Installing Husband
INSTALLING HUSBAND Dear Tech Support, Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance -- particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NBA 3.0, and Golf Clubs 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate ----------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Desperate: First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an Operating System. Please enter the command: "http: I Thought You Loved Me.html" and try to download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update. If t

Secrets...
He bruised me today. Grabbed my wrist and wouldn't let go. I have light fingerprints on my wrist and lower arm.. I really don't want Gabe learning this behavior. It's not something I want my son to do when he grows up.

1 More Hour!!!
AIGHT, CONTEST ENDS IN AN HOUR, I'M LIQOURED UP AS FUCK, AND I HAVEN'T RECIEVED HAVE THE HAND JOBS I WAS EXPECTING, SLACKERS. YA'LL HAVE FUN, AND I'LL LET YOU KNOW WHO WON TOMORROW. SORRY FOR ANY DRAMA, TRIED TO KEEP IT FUN. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND TRYING TO FIND MY BUSHMILLS!!!

March Is Upon Us! I Will Be Mia
Where in the world did January & February go? POOF! Gone. It would be different if I was having a whole lot of fun, but NOOOOOO! Just the usual stuff. Anyway, to the point here... Just in case you're reading this and care to know... I have a busy few weeks coming up. So, if you, by some miracle, notice I haven't been around very much, not only are you astute and very observant, but you also would be right. I will be just checking messages and not much more for a couple of weeks while I TCB. Just leave a comment or a message if you want to hear from me, and I will reach out. I will miss all you sweet cherries and I hope you don't all forget about me. Alas, the real world calls, and I must take heed. Hugs & kisses to my friends, and especially to me family. You know who you are, you sweet ladies! I will miss you. Slick

A Simple 5 Words
Have any of you ever noticed how the slightest little things that people say to you mean the most. Like this morning the woman that I adopted as another Mom told me that she was proud of me. That she was proud of the things I was doing with my life and with my son. That I was a blessing in her life and that the things I say and feel that come from my heart make a huge difference in hers. I went to sleep thinking about all the times I have never heard the words, "I am proud of you," come from my own parents. I mean when my mom was alive she would tell me all the time, but I know for a fact that in my 32 years of life I have never heard those words come from my fathers lips. Till this day all my father can do is criticize me for every little thing I do or even say, it’s never right or good enough for him. I get phone calls from my aunt who is taking care of him and he tells her that he is proud of me, but will never tell me and I am the one who needs to hear it the most. I have been m

The Story Of Twiztid And How They Got Started
Today Twiztid fills packed ass clubs in Detroit and across the country. They have rap superstars such as E 40, Layzie Bone of Bone Thugs N Harmony, Bushwick Bill of the Geto Boys, and Tech N9ne on their albums. They tour nationwide with groups like Bone. But where did they begin? Like many others, in the underground, on the streets of Detroit. Posting up flyers and handing out samplers, just trying to make it in the music industry. Back then, there was no Monoxide Child, nor Jamie Madrox. There wasn't even a Twiztid. There was only, the House Of Krazees. The House Of Krazees consisted of Mr. Bones (now Jamie Madrox of Twiztid), Hektik (now Monoxide Child of Twiztid), and The ROC (now known as Sol, formerly of Halfbreed). The HOK released several albums remaining underground throughout it all. In fact they were actually bitter rivals with the group that was at the time on top of the Detroit music scene, the Insane Clown Posse. However, an opportunity for exposure would bring the hor

Wonderful World Of Makeovers
So I decided to highlight my hair, well I am licensed to do so, but being sunday and being very annoyed i bought a good over the counter highlighting kit..... we shall call it verbal assences lol shush. now for those who know me know i have blood red hair not like blood when it hits air like dark bloody color it took many attempts to make this color my own. so i do as the box says now it says the contents are bright blue so u can see where it is on your hair but u wont see results till u wipe off the blue okay fine. i waited the 25 min u should (30 but whos counting) rinsed to only find I know have this wretched color in my hair not only is it not the color on the box but its just not what i was going for now should i contact the company and bugg out on them for having a crap product (because obviously the coloring was not packaged right) or the store i got it from?? who knows but now instead of cool blonde (light blonde) highlights i have red stripes that resemble my friend eds natu

My Daily Prayer
My Daily Prayer 'Oh Lord' Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. The courage to change the things I cannot accept, And the wisdom to hide the bodies of those People I had to kill today that pissed me off !! AMEN

Jamie's Bio
Real Name: James Spanolio Psychopathic Name: Jamie Madrox Birthday: November 5th, 1975 Height: 6'4" Weight: 230+ Eyes: Brown Hair: Brown Race: Caucasion Nick Names: Mr. Bones, Lil' Shank, Big Stank, Big Grim Tim, Super Jamie, Multiple Man, Batman, Madrox. More: Jamie Madrox is a very complex but all around great person. His lyrics are a vision into the man with many dreams in life. Even though he deals with issue like depression, and other shit it doesn't prevent him from tearing the mic and bringing the music that we love. Whether it's Mr. Bones, Big Grim Tim, or even Super Jamie, Jamie Madrox is loved for all of his personalities, his devotion to the juggalos, and more importantly his pride for who he is as a person.

Can U Make Me Wet?
As I lie here on my back in my lonely bed, I think of things that you have written. Certain desires, needs and actions that make you who you are. I see you in my mind, the loving and sexy man that you are. The heart and soul that lies inside of you and my body aches to know you. I can feel your soft and sweet lips on mine. The way your silky tongue outlines my lips and the gentle nibble from your teeth. The way your tongue slides deep into my mouth and tastes the hunger I have building for you. The way your tongue surrounds mine and the sweet exchange of your saliva mingled with mine. I can feel your hot mouth as it moves to my ear and the heat of the tip of your tongue as it darts quickly inside. The soft whisper of my name brings a rush of cum just inside my sweet pussy and your mouth moves on down to my hard and erect nipples. Slowly your tongue circles the left nipple and you blow so gently and close your mouth over the reactive hardness and I moan. My right hand st

The Tarmac
Another day at the airfield is about to begin. Another deployment is soon to happen. A plane sits waiting to carry them off to war. "How many on this flight?", I ask my aunt. "281 was the info we got." She says as she goes by. After setting up tables of snacks, wipes, books, care bags and a ton of other assorted things..we wait. We don't have to wait long..8 white buses come to a stop outside. " It's showtime ladies and gentleman..put on your happy faces." I say to my fellow USO volunteers. Soon they begin to file in past us. Loaded down with gear they make their way over to their assigned spot. Each one eyeing the goodies laid out for them on our tables. Pretty soon they are lined up in front of us stuffing things into their bags and pockets. They know it's going to be a long flight so they take what they can carry. I make small talk reading the name of each one to myself. I always try to remember each name..knowing I can't..but I try. Hoping I'll never read about them as a KIA in a p

Having Sex
Having sex is something People take like a greeting It's physical, it's powerful It's a tremendous meeting Two bodies join together Without a mindful connection Deep thrusts and kissing Shallow touches of affection But making love is something different Something special, up and above Anything you're looking for The best is found in love Touch me with your body now Show me what's in your mind Make me feel anything you think Moving throughout our time Minds connect and feelings are shown That is how it's done When you find that special lover When two souls become one

A Touch Of Heaven
I hold you in my arms And I kiss you tenderly I hold you tighter and tighter We kiss more and more passionately I kiss down your neck And I stop to gaze into your eyes You kiss me again Your hands running up and down my back And you slowly pull off my shirt I hold you to my chest And I feel your heart race in beat with mine I feel your hands trembling in anticipation You love that I look in your eyes I feel it in your touch I gently lift you off your feet I carry you to the bed I lay you there gently I gaze at your beauty You reach for me You undo the rest of my clothing And it drops to the floor I pull off your shirt And as I slide off your shorts and panties I gasp at the magnificence of your body You touch me lovingly You pull me onto the bed And I climb into your embrace We lie there together Our bare flesh pressing together And we kiss deeply I run my hands over your body Your skin is hot to the touch And it inflames my desire