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So Happy
well i am so happy magickme and i set a date 07-07-07 we are gatting married. we have already got the rings, place and soon we will have everything else. i am so happy. soon magickme will be part of los varelas

Friends
I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but by accident threw it away. I wrote your name on my hand, but it washed away.wrote your name in the sand, but the waves whispered it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay. Send this to everyone you love including the person that sent it to you. I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, but I call them my best friends!

What Dreams May Come
this is a poem written by me and a friend. I hope you enjoy....jo$hua What dreams may come when you hold my hand And whisk me away to a far away land On horses of white, muscular snow; Brilliant in gliding, silent but bold. My hair will flow long in the wind The sun will be bright and warm on my skin. My aura will grow tall with red and pink With all of the words that I think you would think And the world will go on with flowers and groves Of sycamore trees and patience and love… What dreams may come in sleep where time stands still. The dreams of love are pure and real, Like a newborn child waiting to learn, Sitting alone patiently waiting my turn While spirits in black float around my head Thinking of you and the things you once said. The warmth of the sun brings dark to light. A new day arrives so warm and bright, Reminds me of times filled with laughter and fun Lying here thinking of… What dreams may come in this land of the dreaming As I lay, my thoughts spinning, lingering

Salvation
SALVATION You speak the words you think I need to hear Spacing each one out, trying to give them the power To make me change my mind The words melting in the air as they fall from your lips Lost forever without any meaning to me No key can unlock the mind There are no words That can heal me The simplicity of nothingness is what I feel No prayers will be answered; save your breath, not me On your knees to beg and plead a way out for my soul I am ripped on the inside, torn to pieces and restlessly tired You cannot save one who no longer exsists Who you once knew is gone Tortured by my thoughts and dreams; that beckoning voice gets Sweeter How did the enemy find me here Salvation is mine with my last breath leaving The answers no longer needed The questions answered and the pain gone

I Think I'm Getting Carried Away
I think i'm gettin a little carried away putting too many 'cutsie' things on my page... i mean really! a H.R. Puff n Stuff video?! LOL Is anybody out here old enough to even know what that is?

Bush Wants $700bn For Military
Bush wants $700bn for military 05/02/2007 19:17 - (SA) Bush asks Democrats for help Bush wants $100bn for Iraq Senate clash looms over Iraq I do not feel abandoned - Bush Bush gets $70bn for Iraq war Bush gets $70bn for Iraq war Pentagon needs $439.3bn Washington - President George W Bush on Monday proposed more than $700bn in new spending for the US military - much of it for the Iraq war - in a budget that would curb domestic programmes from health to education. Bush also warned that even more spending for Iraq could be needed, as he unveiled a $2.9 trillion budget for fiscal 2008 certain to stoke anger among Democrats already braced for "sticker shock" over the war tab. The costs of the 4-year-old war are inching toward a staggering $1 trillion mark. If congress approves the war-funding request, the United States will have spent $661.9bn on combat in Iraq, Afghanistan and related activities, the administration said.

Stay Away From Axia College, Uop!
I'm sooo pissed right now. I enrolled in Axia College of the University of Phoenix in November. They've fucked up my financial aid. I haven't received a reward letter, but completed my first block of classes on Sunday. Many of the instructors do not take the courses seriously, in fact one actually stated verbally to me that it is a "hobby". What serious school do you know that hires people who think it's a hobby? WTF? They will grade you on requirements never stated but "generally assumed". How is a new student supposed to know what "general academic assumptions" are, unless they are stated somewhere... like the syllabus? I had an instructor post 5 days before a 750 word essay was due (I saw it 2 days prior) that there was a list of topics to choose from. Excuse me? I work for a living and started my essay two weeks ago. The instructor debated the validity of my argument that he should have posted the fucking topics weeks earlier, since UOP is a school for busy profession

__________________ Global Marijuana March - May 4th, 5th, 6th - Everywhere (globally) __________________
http://www.globalmarijuanamarch.org http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Global_Marijuana_March http://cannabiscoalition.ca http://www.legalize.org http://legaliz.info Legaliz.info Translated Global Marijuana March info on Girls Gone Weed RE: Global Marijuana March - May 4th, 5th, 6th - Everywhere! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jack Herer Date: Feb 5, 2007 5:02 PM

Shitty Day
so.... work today was okay.. i was excited all day cause i was supposed to see Sylvia and Lily today after work...we were going to go to the park... so i got jazmin also.. then shit hit the fan... jazmin started being a brat as soon as we got to my house... then sylvia flaked... so i went to the VFW and sat there bored for like 2 hours... then i went to go see ryan (last night me and ryan got into an arguement cause he wouldnt stop saying rude comments to me (even if he was joking.. it still hurt.. btw- ryan is a guy i WAS talking to) the whole time we were at his dads house yesterday)... and to see if he would apologize for yesterday.. which he didnt do.. i even told him that he should say sorry.. and all he said was "would it make a difference" and i said "yeah... it would make a huge difference" and then he walked away and never said anything. So... mom(Patty) and Ernie (her new bf) invited me Jazmin, Sandy, and Ryan to go out to dinner. So i was putting Jazmin in the car and th

Junkies Pain
The hot sweats, cold chills, withdraw pains, can only be cured by my little white grains. Theres no other way and no need to look, for deep inside you know you are hooked. Youll give up your morals your conscience your heart, and you will be mine untill death us do part.

~~tough As Leather~~
Dan Rather, Peter Jennings, Cokie Roberts, and a tough old U.S. Marine Sergeant were all captured by terrorists in Iraq. The leader of the terrorists told them that he would grant them each one last request before they were beheaded . Dan Rather said, "Well, I'm a Texan; so I'd like one last bowl full of hot spicy chili." The leader nodded to an underling who left and returned with the chili. Rather ate it all and said, "Now I can die content. Peter Jennings said, "I am Canadian, so I'd like to hear the song "O Canada" one last time." The leader nodded to a terrorist who had studied the Western world and knew the music. He returned with some rag-tag Musicians and played the anthem. Jennings sighed and declared he could now die peacefully. Cokie Roberts said, "I'm a reporter to the end. I want to take out my tape recorder and describe the scene here and what's about to happen. Maybe someday someone will hear it and know that I was on the job till the end." The leader

Big And Beautiful
you know what guys wake up big is beautiful we are more easy going because we don't think our shit doesn't stink and we are great lovers you don't have to be a toothpick to be beautiful most people in the us are big so why are we worried about being thin we need to look deaper thin just looks give big beatiful girls a chance so start looking for us bbw we will show you a good time

Ok I Am Having A New Contest. Want A 7 Day Cherry Blast And A Platinum Cherry ???
ok holding my first annual sign and cherry blast contest. the rules are this. ok the person who makes the best sign pic, saluting all your cherrytap peeps and show them all why your friends here at tap are the best. and you can email the pic of you or i can rip it from your gallery and put it in my contest gallery so everyone can vote on you and see if you saluted cherrytap the best. you can comment on your own pics as many times as you want and get all your friends to comment bomb ya. the pic has to be of you only and make one hell of a hot looking salute sign showing your cherry friends the hottest love to get people to vote. the first person to 30,000 comments win and there is no time limit except to when we get to the point where someone has 30,000 comments. start sending in your pics tonight and will be accepting them at anytime. let me know what you want to do and good luck. please repost as the more who repost this the more fun this contest will be.

Sunday
So, the girl I referred to earlier on this space, I met her on Sunday. Sometimes, pictures are not accurate. She was much cuter than I expected. She was very cool, but shy at first. She kept fiddling with a newspaper at first. Later on, when we scoured through Westport, she opened up and showed her personality, which I liked. We hung out for over 3 hours, which is long for a first date/hangout. Maybe my cold heart is thawing, but I hope it's not the last time we hang out.

Andrew W.k.-never Let Down
Never wanna break your heart Never wanna make you cry Never wanna give up and die Even if you can't stand up Even if you lose your life I'm a friend by your side You're never gonna be alone You can never let down Never let down You can never let down Never let down Never wanna make mistakes Never wanna do no wrong Never have a place to belong And I'm never gonna leave you out If you ever lose your way Not alone or betrayed I'm always gonna be around You can never let down Never let down You're doing alright You're doing ok Just follow your heart And don't run away You can never let down You're doing alright You're doing ok Just follow your heart And don't run away You can never let down You're doing alright You're doing ok Just follow your heart And don't run away Never wanna break your heart ---------------- Andrew W.K. Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure I would have the courage to fight Satan at the gates of Hell

So I Bought Stuff
Yep, went to the Mens Warehouse with intentions of getting only a suit and some casual stuff. Figured 500 bucks. So 1200 dollars later i can say, damn im gonna look good lol. Discovered the new mach 3 power razor. Omg I love it, guys its worth the 10 dollar for it. Man makes shaving so easy and so much closer then before. Spent 400 on grocerys as well, and another 100 on some stuff for my girls. It was all in all a expensive but fun day!!!!

Korn-here To Stay
This time, taking it away I've got a problem With me getting in the way Not by design So I take my face and bash it into a mirror I won't have to see the pain (bleed, bleed) This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again The hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh I cannot grieve anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything And oh I cannot give anymore My mind's done with this Okay, I've got a question Can I throw it all away? Take back what's mine So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line Each cut closer to the vein (vein, vein) This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again The hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh I cannot grieve anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've take

Whirl Genie (no Answer)
Ring Ring Brring No give up I am not coming to the phone Ring Ring Brring Sorry not today Ring Ring You are wasting your time Brrriiing! The silence preceeding the beginning of my own voice playing is a most welcome repreive from the violent and monotonous pulsations of my God-awful ringing machine Congratulations you have succeded in contacting my answering machine Well salutations but it does not want to hear from you Not any more than I do Nope it is true Not today I ran out of my timeless patience for pointedly to the point questions I will not answer to your silliness You see yesterday I was intercepted by a genie And he contemplated my revulsion at questions no less He and I are on the same plane He too is accosted by complicated inquiries So we toasted to your ignorance alas perhaps one too many times Consequently I am hugged by a cloud Only it wasn't lovely it was suffocating But no more! For the wind blew T

Y?
y tell me u like me when ur only out 2 hurt me? y act like u care when u couldnt give a damn at all? y pretend like everything is ok when it really never was? y wanna b my friend when ud rather hate me instead? y not just b real wit it? y not save us all some time? y even bother 2 pretend like things are ok? y fix something that cant b? y bother 2 even wonder.... Y?

Seek Not My Heart
Seek Not My Heart by Kit McCallum Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Aqua Teen Hunger Force Attacks
this is what pisses me off people dont realize the diffrence between a promotional stunt and a act of terroism its a damn cartoon charater on a light bright not some muslim on a camel or in a plane with a bomb get real people WOW its the attack of the moonanites

My Broken Heart
I wrote this, i think about, 2 years ago... ish.... before lexi... before the lexi drama.... i will discuss that in a moment.... this is the letter i wrote to lindon, in like, mid 05? myabe earlier ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Lindon~ Although you'll never read this letter, I needed to get this out. And one day may give you the web address so you can read it. In March of 2000, when I walked into Newkirk Highschool, wearing my black plastic leather pants, marilyn manson shirt, my dog collar, and my black make-up, you would seem to the last person in this world I would have fallen in love with. You were so quite, shy sort of, but in this insanely sexy way. You seemed, normal. You were really goofy, and made me laugh. And while trying to hide it, I realized I could just stare into your eyes for the rest of my life. You can tell a lot by a person's eyes. Yours were very kind. I knew what kind of person you were before I ever got to know you. After we s

To All The Cherries
I am not a good writer like my friend Rayne , but I did want to write in case anyone reads this . Thanks to everyone on here that has opened me with open arms , to those true friends, who talk to you more than just for ratings this is for you.. Thank you very much , if you ever need anything , a good friend, someone to talk to, someone to listen , someone to laugh with I am here for you.

Are You Crank Enough ?
Are You CRANK Enough!! (My Review on The Movie Crank) An amazing love story...Attractive Well groomed British actors and their perfect bodies female counterparts..a logical storyline with clean humor made for the entire family... all this and more can be found in some pussy movie that isn't crank.... If your a male (or even a female with some resemblance of testicles) than you should definetly pick up this fucking classic of a movie... It falls in line with such greats as Scarface, The Boondock Saints, Pulp Fiction, Sin City, and other movies with a bad ass pimp named Burt Reynolds.. Crank is grab your dick and make sure its tucked away nicely cause the manliness of this movie might cause it to explode form your pants. (hell i went through 4 pairs of pants myself through this movie.... I recommend something with an elastic band... or just watch the movie completely naked with a raging hard with a hamburger on the end of it and a beer in your hand, to make you feel like a

Hi
Hey there just wanted to take some time and say hi and thank everyone who has visited my site. I am sitting here at work tonight waiting on 8 oclock to roll around. thank god i have my love to talk to and keep me company or id probably go crazy. i am going to go see her this week i am so excited it hasnt been that long since we spent time together but it seems like forever. she lives in canada so i am in for a shock when it comes to the weather lol but she is worth it and i wouldnt do it for anyone but her. i know this is not gonna be too exciting to most people that read it but oh well im almost done lol. well everyone yall take care and have a goodnight and where ever you are be safe. take care

Just Sitting At The House
Hey Everyone:) Its 4:33am and yes I am still awake. I just can't seem to go to sleep at nite I am always wide awake lol I know what it is its the computer that keeps me up its my addiction lol. It is freezing outside gosh I miss Summer. If anyone can snap their fingers and make it Summer here tomorrow I sure would appreciate it:) I haven't been up to much lately. This past weekend I went over to some of my friends house and played poker, shot pool, karaoked, went to Wally World, and then to the wonderful Waffel House. I had a blast though kicking everyones butt at poker hehehe witch is great for me considering I am just learing how to play. Well I hope that everyone is doing good. Drop me a line whenever you all are not busy:)

My Bad....
Sweet talker u know just what to say so why did u go and walk away why leave me bleeding and wanting more there is gonna be pain when i give u what for such sweet lies and promises whispered in my ear now anger and sorrow is my only comfort dear i will tear out your heart as u ripped out mine right from the start there was this matter of time where the sweetness you spoke was so easy to believe with my eyes closed shut i can open them and see your a liar and cheat and ill hurt you so bad u thought u had me beat but u only made me mad so beware when u cross this little black duck cause sure as hell u know ill kill u sick fuck.

Grafitti
just a little something i wrote... Grafitti burried here among the living tearring voraciously at the earth that smothers the breath from your lungs the coffin of your monotony has drown your spirit photographs of memories speak a thousnad words of sadness the mutiny of your morals was the final nail a razor would ahve been faster and spared you years of torment torment brought upon yourself like a plague of demons concealed ny benevolence a trojan horse of pain which you sought to subdue with paint and needles your skin a metal-ridden canvas only temporary relief your money has provided the forfieture of your soul has left nothing but an empy carapus a decaying hedge you have grown around your heart your illusion of reclusiveness can be easily incinerated by someone that is selfless with time an anchient medical cure is now your cry for help a cry dissapated by your masochistic phychosis

Finding My Meaning!
You know lately I have been taking a step back and watching the people around me. I have never realized how much I am taken for granted. To the people in my life that have been bringing me down I wish you all well in life. I need to move on. When reality catches up with you I am sorry for the pain that will be caused. When you cheat on your husband, lie to him and take his money, Kiss someone else's husband and lie to your friends you should own up to what you have done. Not make false accusations about others to take the blame off yourself. To the sometimes friends remember the times I have been here for you when you thought your world was crashing down around you and I was your shoulder to cry on but when I needed the same in return you were too busy to care. It's gonna be sad the day you need someone more than anything and no one is there. Here is my favorite part!! To my true friends that have been here with me and never backed down. I love you!! Thanx for your presents in my life

Cant Be Saved
"I'm stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep. And some day I will wake up and realize I gave up everything." I hear the song in my head a nights, asleep I feel reality sink in. I awake to be dreaming, dreaming away life never knowing things in life I had, I had gave up for nothing but selfishness. Questions with no anwsers linger in my head, finding that I know the anwsers to questions I dont know. I lay my head to rest once again, this time I dont think I'll ever awake between reality and finction I feel as if im always dreaming, so will I ever wake from this coma Im in... sorry peepz, right now im tired and I decided to make a new poem but I think it sucks!!! tell me honestly what u poeple think!!!!

My Tortured Soul
My heart is like a swirling tidal wave crashing on a deslolate shore. The days past by in agony that seems never ending. Life keeps throwing obsticales in my path that make me wish for death all the more. It seems like the more I pass the more that do come, making it like a staircase winding. So to this life I will take your tests, and pass them with out fail. Still the heart that beats inside feels cold and unbeating. Maybe some day you will let me out of this invisible jail. Or maybe that is just a dream so fleeting.

Bad News For Me
It was a blow that will be shocking me for days to come. I\'m at work minding my own business and enjoying the fact that it was a slow Monday night and myself, Nicky and Courtney were just goofing off and yapping-then Shyna, my manager comes in and gives me news that I would have rather heard from a family member. It seems that my grandmother has cardiovascular disease and they found a spot on one of her lungs (a mass-is what the nurse actually said.) They are sending her for a biopsy of it this week because they are afraid it is cancer. Shayna drops that bomb on me as if I should not be affected, but she is expecting me to merely feel sorry for my Aunt Mary-because it\'s news about HER mother. I remind her sternly that she is also talking about MY grandmother and the very woman that raised me! I was silent for quite some time. I knew not what to say and feared bursting into tears if I said anything. I did my nightly chores and was friendly to my guests, but I know I seemed distant. Wo

Need Help
hey everyone.. i have been having loads of trouble getting help for this contest.. i am way behind but catching.. if you could stop by and leave at least one comment i would be very grateful.. i will return the favor all you need to do is ask thanks in advance

Pink Ribbon Picture
I got an e mail today informing me that my pink ribbon logo I designed has been placed on a great site that offers free pink ribbon designs for use on websites. It's been around about ten years, so it's very much a honor to have mine included with the other great ones that are found there and continue to be able to help this wonderful charity in a small way :D http://www.carolsutton.net/pinkribbon.html

Oh My!!!!!!!!
hands caressing lips parted rapture and joy in your endless teasing cut me and kiss me thrill me and kill me pain and pleaasure is what i seek soft and gentle hard and fast bodies entwined coupling so sweet biting, licking, kissing bodies struggling to be in control i know what you want i know what i want driven to madden heights shuddering, releasing and now just sleeping

Lifes Fucked Up Twists And Turns
So life is strange, odd, off? Take your pick! Life doesn't always take the road you want to, but what can you do about it? Well....let me tell you what I do (just did).... First, get angry/upset that this is even happening to you. Second, cry, YES, CRY--why....I don't know..but it seems any time the heart is involved and it doesn't get what it wants, the tears just seem to flow! And let me tell you, if you were to look at me right now, you would know that my heart is broken (but hopefully fixable!) Third, your logic kicks in--I AM OK--YES, I CAN MAKE IT.....(when does this actually come back around?) Fourth, your face is no longer tear streaked, you can now manage to speak more than one word without your voice cracking--meaning there is a end in site. But you then remember...OMG! I really love this person, how can I be angry at them, because there is too much love there....then you think WHY did I shed so many tears over this BECAUSE this is what makes that other pe

New Me New Additude
Well I have been thrugh a lot in the last 2 weeks or 3 I had a fucking fat ass hooker that was suppose to be my friend cause me to loose the person I loved but I took care of her for awhile till that right day and time comes around then I am gonna finish what she started but you know I have handled the break up better than I though I would I guess it is a good thing it happen this soon instead of a few years down the road I didn't have enough time to get in 2 deep but a friend of my witch is my X has been talking to me he just went through a breakup qalso so we are kinda there for each other but my heart is really with him he had me from hello yeah I know it is a song but he did we break up and things happen and come back around to me and him I don' know what that means but it keeps happenin I just don't understand why some ppkl gotta cause shit for others and screw up their lifes and I wish they would leve me alone it's been 2 damn long since I had a happy realtionship well maybe I

Hey
since my friend rhino invited me i have had the chance to meet new people and friends. and for all those who added me allowed me to add them and rated my pics and profile thanks so much lol. i hope we remain friends

My Grandmother
Yesterday was one of the hardest days i have ever had to go through.Burying my grandmother.I thought i would be strong but it broke my heart so much.But she looked so beautiful,just as she did when she was 25.Her makeup made her skin so smooth hardly no wrinkles and her hair,omg,they did it just as she would of when she had gotten married to my grandfather.It truely was amazing to see how she looked when she was young and in the 30's and 40's.What really broke my heart was to see my mom,godfather and godmother go up there to see her all at the same time and all cry on each others shoulders.Beings my mom is the baby girl of the bunch she greatfully held it together,but talking to herself for the last 2 years to get her trhough this was what she needed.I truely believe she would of died with my grandmother. Discovering that the things i know about death is pretty much nothing at all,except we pass on into Gods hands.I beleive i learned that our loved ones would not want us to morn the

It's My Life...
You have exaggerated demands on life but you are cautious enough to try to hide these beliefs from the outside world. You are covert enough to try to impress other people around you with your achievements and at the same time able to put on an act of pretending to be 'humble' - being the same as everyone else. It would appear, however, that whatever you are doing seems to be working out O.K. For some time now you have been feeling rather insecure. You are looking for - and needing - an environment that can offer you roots, stability and a position that will relieve you of excess tension and stress. It's the old old story - I am misunderstood - my partner (be it in your private life or in business) just doesn't understand me and YOU also believe at this time that you are being completely MISUNDERSTOOD by one and all. It then obviously follows that you naturally feel inhibited and not appreciated. It is perhaps because of this belief that you feel compelled to stand back and let th

Our Dog
To all that know me and/or my sister well, we had a german shepherd named Smokey. Yesterday at 2:05 pm he was put down. He was massively sick and not doing well at all. He was 9.5 yrs old and one of the best dogs we have ever had.

It's Off To Work I Go!! Lol
Time to head to the office! All the guys are in school as they should be, lol! Yay! The high in Western Wisconsin today will be 9 degrees above zero. And it is snowing, as we speak. A nice dry, fine snow! Beautiful! My two silk veils arrived - each is 10 feet by 3 feet, lol! Ah, think I'll need to shorten them a little, lmao! But I have a red one and a deep purple one. Lovely!! Can't wait until we can actually use them to dance. Have a fantastic day, everyone! Much love and hugs to all! Blessings, all over the place, lol!!! I do appreciate your friendship so very much. Later!!

This Is Why I Get Bashed And My Kids Pics Were Photoshoped
2007-02-05 08:21:46 #45 of 129 yeah we dont see all the good things that we have done there, like turn the infastructure of the country to shit, like no running water, or electricity, or the 655,000 plus iraqis that are dead and the children that are left behind that will someday seek vengence against us....yeah your right...all the good, really if you ask me saddam had his boot heel on all the right people in Iraq..sorry but its true, and i dont think it was worth one ounce of american blood, i mean look at all the multiple amputees that are coming home from there....for what...get gas under 2 dollars a gallon, so i dont feel like im filling my tank with blood and maybe i will agree with you.... its a pile of shit, and many soldiers are in agreement, and if they are not then they dont have the mental capacity to understand it....i mean the entire world is against us on this one, so try to make look good if you must, but its complete shit....and i guess iran next...wow, we really

Worlds Of Warcraft.
Dear friends, My name is Tara and I am an addict. I have been hooked on and have been playing for three days...Worlds of Warcraft Therefore neglecting my cherrytap friends. I hereby promise that I will be on this afternoon to rate, leave messages upload pics and comment peoples pages. If it happens that I don't get to ur page today...leave me a sad smiley in my comment box and i will get to yous as soon as possible! Love you all....Me

Cold Weather Fun
For those of you living in frigid freakin temperatures right now.....here's something kinda fun to do :) My son came home with this from science class the other day, so of course i had to try it :) Boil some water, and then take a cup full of it and toss it in the freezing cold air....(don't throw the cup, just the water) Most of it will evaporate before hitting the ground and it looks kinda cool. Just a little something to pass the Winter blues..... Love Ya, XOXO Ryan

Tuesday
One of those days. Ever have one? Im having an ugly day. You know the ones where ur really self conscious and you get a complex? lol I lost all my "crushes" except one. How sad lol. Imma go crawl into my little corner and curl up and cry now.

California 1
I love being a California girl...got this in an e-mail today and had to share....some are so true and most are too funny... You know you're from California when.../ Californians are better because....... You say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and "hell of" and "hella"(Nor Cal only) and "faded" and "stoked" and "fo sho" and you say them often You know what real cheese taste like. You don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear. You can wear sandals all year long. You go to the Beach - not "down to the shore." You know 65 mph really means 100. When someone cuts you off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road. The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (legally 18 if you live close enough to the border). Our governor can kick your governors ass. You can go out at midnight.

Joke
Charlie marries a virgin. On their wedding night, he's on fire, so he gets naked, jumps into bed, and immediately begins groping her. "Charles, I expect you to be as mannerly in bed as you are at the dinner table." So, Charlie folds his hands on his lap and says, "Is this better?" "Much better!" she replies with a smile. "Okay, then," he says, "now will you please pass the puszy."

You Know Your From California When....
The fastest part of your commute is down your driveway.. Your sense of direction=Toward the ocean and away from the ocean. You eat an In n Out burger at least once a week!!! You know how to eat an artichoke. The primary bugs that you worry about are electronic. Your car has bullet-proof windows. Left is right and right is wrong. Your monthly house payments exceed your annual income. You can't find your other earring because your son/brother is wearing it. You drive to your neighborhood block party. Your family tree contains "significant others." You don't exterminate your roaches, you smoke them. You see 25 lawyers chasing an ambulance. More than clothes come out of the closets. You go to a tanning salon before going to the beach. More money is spent on facelifts than on diapers. Smoking in your office is not optional. You pack shorts and a T-shirt for skiing in the snow, and a sweater and a wetsuit for the beach. Your children lear

Tapestry Of Desire
What happens when a woman wants to please her man... I look into your eyes... While circling the inside of your thighs With the sultry touch of my finger My hand ever so close to your growing fire. I lick your candy lips And lightly outline your manhood Feeling you grow larger, harder At my wanting touch Kissing softly and sweetly As our passion within grows Aah... but wait! if you touch me.. I will stop! I tell you to relax, Keep your hands beside you Close your eyes, keep still Just FEEL what I do to you My tongue flicking your nipples Caressing your precious sacs within my fingers Gently squeezing, rolling, caressing, I delightfully watch your maleness stiffen and dance Within the cloth of your boxers The tip lightly stains the fabric The desire building within

2003 Us Air Attack On Uk Convoy
Covered up by the US military but uncovered by our news reporters. mistaken a CONVOY of TANKS displaying the orange rectangle for a flatbed trailer???????? HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pilots remarks were... "this sucks" "were in jail now man" see the link below... http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/uk/6334769.stm

A Magical Night
Turbulent emotion, consumes the air As we approach completion, Whispers from the shadow inviting us both, There to encourage, sing out an invitation To gain knowledge, to know, to feel To experience each other in various ways I know this was no ordinary night as Silence surrounds us and I appreciate you Like an innocent child you lay sleeping. Thank you my love, what a magical night.

I'm A Scorpio, The Sex Addict
.:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. .:LIBRA:. The lame lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Spontaneous. Horny. Erotic. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed!! Will blow your mind. Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna %&(@ with...you might end up crying. The most irresistible. .:ARIE

A Man's Raging Kisses Of Stormy Passion
He lured her into the eye Of a passionate storm Raging with his wet kisses Forcing her to use Her lips as oars And row her untested mouth Across a great sea of passion Roaring from his heart With romantic winds Gusting up to 100 heartbeats per kiss Fiercely she rowed With her unsinkable lips Through wave after wave Of his raging wet kisses Until she reached The quiet shores of paradise Nestled between the semicircles Of his heart Where he had A tenderized feast Of endless love prepared To serve her romantic-beated lips And passion-soaked mouth

Early Valentines Gift
> > > > > > > > A friend sent an early "Valentine" to see if it will make it around the world by Feb. 14th. > For God so loV ed the world, > > > That He gA ve > > > his onL y > > > BegottE n > > > So< FONT face=Arial color=red size=6 BACK="#ffffff" PTSIZE="24" FAMILY="SANSSERIF">N > > > T hat whosoever > > > Believeth I n Him > > > Should N ot perish, > > > But have E verlasting life." > > John 3:16 > > Send it around the World > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

A Message To The Night
I cry to the night. Only for you to hear me. The silence heightens my emotions. Yet beyond recognition. Drago looks on in wonderment and confusion. Then goes his way within the night. Only leaving what he hears, For the ears of it's true recievers.

This Song Is 4 My Ex! He Beat Me Up So Much! This Song Is Just 4 Him.
Artist: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Album: Don't You Fake It Year: 2006 Title: Face Down Print Correct Hey, girl, you know you drive me crazy one look puts the rhythm in my hand. Still I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down. Cover up with makeup in the mirror tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again you cry alone and then he swears he loves you. Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found. A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect every action in this world will bear a consequence If you wade around forever, you will surely drown I see what's going down. I see the way you go and say you're right again, say you're right again heed my lecture Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'

My Love
My love, I miss you Every minute Of the day I miss you Every moment we share I cherish Because I share it with you Every minute without you Is a lost moment Every moment I’m with you Is a gift from heaven… Baby girl, you mean everything to me You are the air I breathe You are the light that shines on my path You are the one I admire The one I adore The one I cherish The one I truly love Girl, you stole my heart I know you’ll be careful with it And that you will keep it save I want you to keep it My heart belongs to you, my love In my dream It's you I see When I'm awake you are always with me Baby I will cherisch this our love is for real You make me feel special My love...

Butterflyz
Lately when I look into your eyes i realize You're the only one I need in my life Baby I just don't know how to describe How lovely you make me feel inside You give me butterflyz Got me flying so high in the sky I can't control the butterflyz You give me butterflyz Got me flying so high in the sky I can't control the butterflyz It seems like the likely thing From the start you told me I would be your queen But never had I imagined such a feeling Joy is what you bring I want to give you everything You give me butterflyz Got me flying so high in the sky I can't control the butterflyz You give me butterflyz Got me flying so high in the sky I can't control these butterflyz You and I are destiny I know now you were made for me Oh oh ooh I can't control it It's driving me Taking over me and I..... You give me butterflyz Got me flying so high in the sky I can't control the butterflyz You give me butterflyz Got me flying so high in the sky I c

This Is You---song Of Suicide
there's a ringing in my head a nervous bleeding in my soul not an ounce of confidence left to call my own there's a shake down in the mainframe and the system's gone awry tell me what it is that you want from me then let me lie down and die there's a monster in my closet back in the conscious part of my brain i see it in my vision line whenever i call your name please stop doubting who i am you only feed the hate i shiver in the shadows as i race to find your face lost inside a sea of bodies as they shuttle by my place none of them know who i am and none of them know my name where have you gone my dear why are you so far away come soothe the open wounds come bandage the silent ache sing to me another song be my siren of the sea poison me with your melody then tear me down again i love you you know this but let's walk another street one where sunsets mean the day begins and love could never be a sin a street where scared doubt is just

Till I Make It On My Own
I'll need time to get you off my mind and I may sometimes bother you try to be in touch with you even ask too much of you from time to time. Now and then Lord, you know I'll need a friend till I get used to losing you let me keep on using you till I can make it on my own. I'll get by but no matter how I try there'll be times you know I'll call chances are, my tears will fall and I'll have no pride at all from time to time. But they say oh, there'll be a brighter day but till then I lean on you that's all I mean to do till I can make it on my own. Surely, someday I'll look up and see the morning sun without another lonely night behind me then I'll know I'm over you and all my crying's done no more hurting memories can find me. But till then ... Lord, you know, I'm gonna need a friend till I get used to losing you ...

I Cant Unlove You
Postcards and letters Pictures made to last forever To Be boxed up and tossed away Nick-Nacs, Souverners In an afternoon Their out of here They dissapear without a trace What they mean to me can never be replaced [chorus] I cant unthink about you I cant unfeel your touch I cant unhear all the words Unsay all the things that used to mean so much I wish i could unremember everything My hearts been through Im finding out its impossible to do Oh, its no use I cant unlove you In this dance of old songs Like time they go on and on I guess i could learn to do the same I could wake up without you These two arms not around you Tell myself its meant to be this way No matter how i try Some things i cant change. I wish i could unremember Everything my hearts been through Im finding out its impossible to do Its no use I cant unlove you

Wild As The Wind
Johnny grew up On the dark side of the law Livin' in the shadow Of the light he never saw Rosie came 'round In the way that true love does Just when you're lookin' elsewhere For the thing that never was Wild as the wind Wild as the wind is Wild as the wind is love Wild as the wind Wild as the wind is Wild as the wind is love So they team up And they traveled on thier way Lookin' for forever For every yesterday She brings him hope In the way that Angels do Takin' him to heaven In ways he never knew Wild as the wind Wild as the wind is Wild as the wind is love Wild as the wind Wild as the wind is Wild as the wind is love Wild as the wind Every so often He gets a stray look in his eye She knows how to hold him Without ever askin' why Wild as the wind Wild as the wind is Wild as the wind is love Wild as the wind Wild as the wind is Wild as the wind is love Wild as the wind Wild as the wind is Wild as the wind is love Wild as the wind Wild as the w

When Insults Had Class
"He has all the virtues I dislike and none of the vices I admire." -- Winston Churchill "I have never killed a man, but I have read many obituaries with great pleasure." -- Clarence Darrow "He has never been known to use a word that might send a reader to the dictionary." -- William Faulkner (about Ernest Hemingway) "Thank you for sending me a copy of your book; I'll waste no time reading it." -- Moses Hadas "He can compress the most words into the smallest idea of any man I know." -- Abraham Lincoln "I've had a perfectly wonderful evening. But this wasn't it." -- Groucho Marx "I didn't attend the funeral, but I sent a nice letter saying I approved of it." -- Mark Twain "He has no enemies, but is intensely disliked by his friends." -- Oscar Wilde "I am enclosing two tickets to the first night of my new play; bring a friend... if you have one." -- Geo

A Cunt Am I
a girlfriend maybe giving the other girls the wrong impression..Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com/commentroad.com">commentroad.comTime passes and lives change, maybe the impressions are correct. /www.freemyspacegraphics.com" target="_blank">free myspace graphics

English Sucks
Do You think English Is easy??? Read to the end . . . a new twist 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce . 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present . 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row . 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The buck does funny things when the does are present. 15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line. 16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow. 17) The wind was

Fuck.
My memory is at idle. I can hardly remember being a child. My school days are a blur. All I know now is the present. I locked away too much. There must be a reason but I can't remember why. I don't remember being born. My eyes are still closed like a newborn. Where does my time start and stop? Did I do too much drugs are not enough? How is it that I meet a wonderful woman on here that lives so far away? How is it the one that is close don't want to use me? I do know that Nascar is about to start. There is my bliss. Go #20!

Wouldn't It Be Terrible If.......
Wouldn't it be horrible if? Current mood: accomplished Have you ever been taking a shit while smoking a cigarette and thrown it in the toilet and then been afraid that the toilet paper would light on fire and singe your ass? Well me neither but wouldn't it suck living in a world shrouded by that fear? And now for the narrative version: My question in the first: Have you ever been on the toilet (using it) while smoking (a cig or otherwise)? Yes..good well me also and so here we have the premise for our "hypothetical". And so it ahs begun, you find yourself on the toilet smoking you've used toilet paper (for obvious reasons) you now have to extinguish your smoke. At first you think simply "well I'll throw it in the toilet, it's easy and it makes sense. But then shortly after that you realize, "what if I burn my inner thigh or worse yet my genitalia?" A terrifying prospect to say the least. If you thought that was the worst of it, you were sorely mistaken. Beginning to tre

The Right Choice
I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mum So I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, That I didn't drink and drive, Though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right, The party finally ended, And the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mum Something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mum, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, This girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high, Because he chose to drink and drive, Now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mum Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, Like a hundred stabb

The Hidden Me
YOU THINK THAT YOU KNOW ME? HOW WRONG COULD YOU BE, I'M NOT THE PERSON YOU SEE, WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME. I HAVE HIDDEN SECRETS THAT NOBODY KNOWS, AND MEMORIES OF HARSH WORDS AND CRUEL MENTAL BLOWS. FULL OF ANGER, FURY, SADNESS AND CONFUSION, THE SMILE THAT YOU SEE IS JUST AN ILLUSION. IT HIDES ALL MY DOUBTS, AND MASKS ALL MY FEARS, AND WHEN EVERYONE'S LOOKING, DISGUISES MY TEARS. I CRAVE FOR THE FUTURE AND DESPAIR OF THE PAST, I WANT TO BE FREE FROM THE EVIL AT LAST. TO MOVE ON WITH PEACE, TO THE ARMS OF MY LOVER, AND NOT BE HELD CAPTIVE BY THE EVIL OF OTHERS.

If It Were Not For You
I know that i would never be, The person i am today, If you were not in love with me, In your very special way. The feeling i get when i'm with you, Takes me to heights untold. And all the love thats in my heart, Comes forth for you to hold. Just little things you do to me, Like the warm touch of your hand. Lets me know immediatley, That you love and understand. You always know just what to say, To make me feel alive. It's the little things you do each day, That keeps our love alive. The gentle hugs you give to me, The way you stroke my hair. Shows all the love you hold for me, And how much you really care. When we walk you hold my hand, For all the world to see. But when you put your hand in mine, Theres only you and me. You rescued me when i was down, And thought my life was through. I wouldnt feel so alive today, If it were not for you!

Are U In The Mood?
WELL THE CONTEST ENDS TOMARROW MY LOVELYS, AND KURT IS BEHIND BY 4765 COMMENTS, IF YOUVE GOT THE TIME PLEASE STOP BY AND BOMB A LITTLE FOR US JUST CLICK THE LINK AND GO CRAZY!!! ALMOST FORGOT, WE MADE THIS TODAY FOR YOU ALL (I KNOW ITS NOTHING GRAND BUT REMEMBER: IT IS NOT EASY TO GET A 2 YEAR OLD TO SIT STILL AND HOLD UP SIGNS FOR THE SAKE OF A PICTURE!) THANKS AGAIN XOXOXOXOOX ASH AND KURT :D

Wtf List
Just some things that make me wonder about this planet... WTF #10-Michael Jackson: self explanatory. WTF #9-People who say "This is SO nasty, taste it!": you just said it's NASTY, now you want me to put it in my mouth? WTF #8-Emo haircuts: self explanatory. WTF #7-Paris Hilton: there's just no words...though, I did think she was great in House of Wax, with the pole through her head... WTF #6-Methamphetamine: anything that can be made with Draino has just GOT to be good, right...? WTF #5-Politicians: I believe it was either Janet Reno or Hilary Clinton who wanted to take coffee to all the cattle guards because it's a "cold, lonely job"...are you shittin me?! WTF #4-Boy George: self explanatory. WTF #3-The Moon Landing Conspiracy theory: ...because the moon isn't real? WTF #2-The Chinese restaraunt next to the vet's clinic: great food, if you have a taste for Moo Shu Kitty. WTF #1-13 year-olds who dress like they're 20: no wonder this country has such a larg

Epic
The Invitaion Come to me my love Touch me Let me feel your fingers Exploring every hill and valley Of my body's landscape Trail your tongue Over my mouth And down the length of my neck Encircle your lips Around a soft mound And gently suckle a delicate rosebud Let your hands search Till they find my secret garden Open the flower that lies within Petal by petal Lower your head To that place which draws you near And taste sweet nectar Come Enter that moist delight Hold tight to my hips And ride the high tide Experience your release As mine opens and closes around you Fall into my arms Well and truly spent And bask in the warmth Of a lover's embrace Adrea C. Kerl

Everything You Need To Know - From Aarp ! ! ! !
MEDICAL INSURANCE EXPLAINED (Research done by the AARP Legal Department) Q. What does HMO stand for? A. This is actually a variation of the phrase, "HEY MOE." Its roots go back to a concept pioneered by Moe of the Three Stooges, who discovered that a patient could be made to forget the pain in his foot if he was poked hard enough in the eye. Q. I just joined an HMO. How difficult will it be to choose the doctor I want? A. Just slightly more difficult than choosing your parents. Your insurer will provide you with a book listing all the doctors in the plan. The doctors basically fall into two categories: those who are no longer accepting new patients, and those who will see you but are no longer participating in the plan. But don't worry, the remaining doctor or who is still in the plan and accepting new patients has an office just a half-day's drive away and a diploma from a third world country. Q. Do all diagnostic procedures require pre-certi

If All My Friends...
If all my friends would please go help Lucy out even with just 5 comments I would so much appreciate it! I ran out and so did she.She is behind and needs a little lovin' ! please take a few minutes to do this for me! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! Im begging! Thanks so much! MWAH! Joeylynne

Something From The Past.... Memories Suck Sometimes.
I'm done with it I'm done with you All you did was bring my world and spirits up, Just to watch them come crashing down. I'm not sure if it was all for a laugh, or revenge or what, All I know is it hurts like hell. I'm cutting you out of my life, I'm not being stupid anymore. I won't be so quick to fall again, Or fall so hard... I'm just done.

Help Sexy Lucy!!!
HELLO MY SEXY CT FRIENDS AND FANS! MWAH! Would you please take a few minutes to help my friend Lucy! She's in the sexiest girl supporting the game contest and needs some CT love! Only take you a few minutes to leave a few comments!! We would appreciate it babes! click here...

Raining In My Heart
The sun is out - the sky is blue there's not a cloud to spoil the view but it's raining - raining in my heart The weather man says clear today he doesn't know you've gone away and it's raining - raining in my heart Oh, misery - misery what's gonna become of me I tell blues they musn't show but soon these tears are bound to flow cause it's raining - raining in my heart But it's raining - raining in my heart And it's raining - raining in my heart

Valentine Application
Valentine Application!!! Would you make out with me? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Would you... (Check all that apply) [] Buy me cute underwear? [] Buy me a cute bra? [] Buy me flowers? [] Take me out to dinner? [] Buy me a drink? [] Buy me a thong? [] Get me some chocolates Name one thing you would like to do to me... I look like.. [] A player [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] Have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What wou

True Love Ways
Just you know why - why you and I will by and by - know true love ways Sometimes we'll sigh - sometimes we'll cry and we'll know why just you and I know true love ways Throughout the days our true love ways will bring us joys to share with those who really care Sometimes we'll sigh - sometimes we'll cry and we'll know why just you and I know true love ways

True Friendship
True friendship isn't seen with the eyes, it is felt with the heart. When there is trust, understanding, loyalty, and sharing. True friendship is a rare feeling, but when it is found It has profound impact on our well-being, strength, and character. True friendship does not need elaborate gifts Or spectacular events in order to be valuable or valued. To ensure long-lasting quality and satisfaction, True friendship only needs a few key ingredients: Undying loyalty, unmatched understanding, unsurpassed trust, Deep and soulful secrets, and endless sharing. These ingredients, mixed with personality and a sense of humor, Can make a friendship last a lifetime! This is just a thank you, my friend, for all the wonderful and colorful Special ingredients You've brought to my life!

What Is A Friend?
A friend is somebody Who knows you and likes you Exactly the way that you are. Someone who's special And so close in thought That no distance can ever seem far. A friend understands you Without any words, Stands by you When nothing goes right. And willingly talks Over problems with you Till they somehow Just vanish from sight. And whether you're neighbors Or live miles apart, A word from a friend gives a lift To your heart and spirit. That shows you once more Why friendship is life's dearest gift!

Carried Away
I don't take my whiskey to extremes Don't believe in chasin' crazy dreams My feet are planted firmly on the ground But darlin' when you come around I get carried away by the look by the light in your eyes Before I even realize the ride I'm on baby I'm long gone I get carried away nothin' matters but bein' with you Like a feather flyin' high up in the sky on a windy day, I get carried away. It might seem like an ordinary night Same ol' stars, the same ol' moon up high But when I see you standin' at your door Nothin's ordinary anymore. I get carried away by the look by the light in your eyes Before I even realize the ride I'm on baby I'm long gone I get carried away nothin' matters but bein' with you Like a feather flyin' high up in the sky on a windy day, I get carried away.

One More Time!
Third trip to the hospital and I think I am done. That was for a whole month! Turns out that the combination of medications I was on contribute to making one suicidal. Thank goodness it was not just me giving up! I really did a number on myself. I have a lot of physical therapy to do to for my arm that is recovering from being paralyzed after being in a coma for a week, a lot of healing from 2nd and 3rd degree burns, feeling like I was kicked in the ribs by a horse, an internal abscess from the burns, and severe colitis from all the antibiotics. A nervous breakdown is a bitch. I do not recommend it. I should pretty much heal completely, but am disabled for a year or more. I am in extreme pain still and can not sit at the computer for more than a few minutes. Typing is very difficult and I am working hard with my amazing sister, who has come to stay with me for several months to take care of me, to get financial aide. I miss you and will do my best to stay in touch. I am really look

Carrying Your Love With Me
Baby all I got is this beat up leather bag. And everything I own don't fill up half. But don't you worry 'bout the way I pack. All I care about is getting back real soon. A goodbye kiss is all I need from you. I'm carrying your love with me. West Virginia down to Tennessee. I'll be movin' with the good Lord's speed. Carrying your love with me. It's my strength for holdin' on, Every minute that I have to be gone. I'll have everything I ever need. Carrying your love with me. On a lonely highway, stuck out in the rain. Darlin' all I have to do is speak your name. The clouds roll back and the waters part. The sun starts shining in my heart for you. You're right there in everything I do, 'cause...

Fwahh
So its been an interesting year so far. I have no complains, got away from bad "friends" and into a better situation. I love my boyfriend with all my heart. We'll hopefully be tying the knot sometime next year. :] well more to post later. ttyl!

Had A Bad Day
today sucked at work was luckt in a way but made me feel shitty anyways as some know i work in the city of london digging up the roads to lay new electricity cables the cables range from 11000 volts upto 132000 volts today i was digging near st pauls cathedral and laying ducts and cable for 80,000 volts.in order to lay th enew cable i have to dig with a 3 tonne digger around live cables so the new ones can be connected as always i read the drawings and proceeded to dig after deciding which cable i needed to locate.according to the drawings there was 5 cables at a depth of 700mm however as i found out there was 7 at a depth of 400mm.once i hit the cable the digger i was driving was hit with approxiamately 15000 volts luckily for me the machine is well earthed with rubber matting and controls etc etc.i was unhurt just badly shaken and the real lucky part was that my labourer was not in the hole or near the hole otherwise he coulda been badly hurt or even killed. the part that really

And I Love Her
I give her all my love That’s all I do And if you saw my love You’d love her too I love her She gives me ev’rything And tenderly The kiss my lover brings She brings to me And I love her A love like ours Could never die As long as i Have you near me Bright are the stars that shine Dark is the sky I know this love of mine Will never die And I love her Bright are the stars that shine Dark is the sky I know this love of mine Will never die And I love her

Lol I Wish...........
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Papi Bear
Hey guys!! I need your help! See my friend here is an IPLO in Iraq, and he needs some love!! So check out his page, give him some rates, and fan him or friend him or whatever!! He's one of the best guys I know, and he's doin' a kick ass job! Show him the love!! Just follow the link! Bagdad Harley Rider@ CherryTAP

Penis Size And Male Dominance
Penis Size and Male Dominance In a group of males, there are a lot of things that determines who leads the pact. Depending on the aspect involved, it is a normal situation when a lead male is designated to represent the group. There's a lot of factors that are considered in knowing the presence of dominance. However, in most male groups, the feeling of dominance does not necessarily mean that the dominant male gets everything. Apparently, understanding the existence of domination in a male group is not a complex task. Psychologically, males are more than open with the idea of making someone ahead of them. The theory of association states that ones a person is acquainted to someone who is considered as a public figure, that person too becomes identified as such. This reality helps men in understanding the essence of having someone as the head of the group. Studies suggest that men are more liberated when it comes to discussing their sexuality with their peers. In fact, i

Life
Eh, life is getting crazy. I'm glad I didn't end up doing band this semester because I would have lost it. Between balancing work, school, homework, friends, my boyfriend, family, and trying to have alone time, my head is spinning. I'm going to lose it here.

"planet Cherry"last Chance To Hear...trance Set...on Me Page...
View My Page...Fan Me... I'M PRESENTLY RECORDING A NEW SET OF TRANCE TRACKS...ATM...THAT I WILL PUBLISH SHORTLY OF ON ME PAGE.I HOPE YOU TAKE THE OPPORTUNITY TO LISTEN ONE MORE TIME TO THE CURRENT SET OF TRANCE.I HAVE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED YOUR EMAILS AND COMMENTS.REQUESTS ARE WELCOME AND MOUNTING QUICKLY,SO IF THERE'S SOMETHING YOU WANNA HEAR,SEND OFF A EMAIL TO ME.I MUST SAY THAT YOU HAVE MADE ME FIRST WEEK OUT HERE @Cherrytap ONE BIG "CHERRY BLAST".I CERTAINLY LOOK FORWARD TO MY CONTINUING RELATIONSHIPS WITH ME FANS AND FRIENDS IN THE FUTURE.I ALSO WANNA THANK THE BEAUTIFUL WOMEN OF "PLANET CHERRY" FOR THERE THOUGHTFULNESS!FOR THOSE WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO BRING OUT THE DEVILISH CHARM IN ME...I SEND MUCH LOVE...IF YOU COULD REPOST THIS BULLETIN IN YOUR PERSONAL CHERRY WORLD IT WOULD BE APPRECIATED...I WOULD LOVE TO EXTEND ME PLANET CHERRY NETWORK HERE AMONG THE CHERRY MASSES.THANX AGAIN.-Master Trance

Tired Today
Well yesterday was a very long day. Woke up at 3 am went to work thought I was going to have a kick ass day. For those of you who do not know, I am a truck driver that hauls coal locally. I get paid by the load. So when things are going great I can make about $300.00 a day. Well anyway at 10 am the hopper(place that we dump the coal from the truck that takes it into the plant) went down and they did not know when it would go back online. Well long story short, I sat there for over 6 hours making no money before I could dump the coal, and then drive back to the town us drivers live in so the next shift could get started. Late of coarse. Anyway, listen to the boss rag about some political bullshit about the company and what not. Finally get to go to my apartment, get something to eat, watch a little tv and try to get some sleep before 3 am again. Well I just get to sleep at like 9:30 pm. And someone is beating on my bedroom window. Wakes me up, it's my boss's sister. She tel

Some Crap On Here....makes Me Laugh
Ok so I wouldn't beg someone to rate me....I wouldn't even request someone to be my friend that is unless I already know them...this site really cracks me up at all the ppl I see with the fan, me rate me, add me shit in their names and then they come to your page and post a comment on there cuz they want you to go and rate them...well I will only do it if they have rated me. I love the shoutbox too. Once I had this guy request to be my friend so I accepted cuz I accept everyone to be my friend...(only the ones who actually take the time to be my friend make it to my family) anyway he starts shouting in this box "RATE MY PHOTOS AND PROFILE" I am like who is this fucker he didn't once go to my profile (only to request me) and he wants my rates fuck him so I deleted his stupid ass...I try to get to my friends sometimes I slack off but I try. I do see it is very hard on here to make friends like I was able to make on Yahoo but I guess that is all in a days work...lmao. Oh the lastest sh

Perfect Dream
Perfect Dream A good friend of mine once told me that if you can focus on a dream and keep it within your sight unconditionally, that dream can become a reality. I believe this to every extent, but there is one dream that sheer belief cannot achieve. This is to fall in love... ...To find someone who you can trust enough to give all of yourself. Someone whose eyes can lose you and all the same can lead you in the right directions. Someone to cherish, to want, to need... to complete you and help you find your place. Someone blind of your imperfections, def to words untrue, but able to hear unspoken thoughts and see untold dreams.

Just Was Thinkin
my days turn gray as my pain fades away .. why my nights so lonely .. empty bed so cold . my love goes sad ... .. i am so blue in the moon light ... u gone so far into the night .. lost in the darkness without u .. the heart is lost . ... come find me ... bring the black rose back to red .. make the heart beat once again ... for love .for happiness. ... kiss me .. to bring me back to life . for u

The Pain Of Sorrow
as i sleep . . hopin to drown my sorrow.. to see my pain .. as the days faded .. the love i had for u .. was the pain i hav now .. nights become my dreams when pain is gone .. when love was the light of my days .. keepin me happy . this pain .. never goin to faded away .... knowin that the love i had . never goin to hav my happy days . knowin my pain is all i hav left .. to keep my memories of u inside me .... so .. as i sleep tonight . remembering my pain that left behind for me ... so i rest my pain to sleep as i wait for another night of pain .. the pain of sorrow

About Someone
sittin all alone as the rain comes down. thinkin of a place we once had found . a place where you were more then a dream at nite. you were my friend, my lover, my life. we once were close, our laughters fill the air. now a space had grown where something once lived there. memories of the times we once shared, now makes my heart ach. more then i can bare. tell me what has happened to the life we shared. back when we were as one and not runnin scared. my feelings for u hav not change, as i sit here watchin the rain . oh my love for u is still the same . searching my heart for the memories seem like vain. back when the sun seemed to kiss our face, as we walk hand in hand and our hearts raced. i sit here watchin the rain ... waiting for u

Freedom
america the free?? america the free.....isnt it such a nice expression? because thats about all that it is. for example, while reading the paper today i read an article about the adult clubs in nashville and how they had worked around the newly revised 3-ft rule. and to my surprise people are still bitching b/c they have found ways to still conduct business (however lewd or inappropriate some may see it). ex) some lapdances are given w/ bikinis on, or a small stage 3 ft away from the customer in their own private room. well my arguement is that myself and many others go to fight for "freedom" and yet the freedom that we all fight for and like to talk about is all bullshit. those clubs and their employees have as much right to do whatever they damn well please to earn a living, and you have people say that a lap dance and nudity is wrong and that they should be ashamed of themselves for it. and who cares if some men (and women in some cases) go to a club and spend whole paycheck

Kindle This Hearts Dieing Flame
Kindle This Hearts Dieing Flame Wandering through the darkness Searching for a source of light Walking alone through this desolate land A land that some call life I need to find a fire To kindle this hearts dieing flame Someone to Search inside Someone who can stand to see the pain Don't be afraid of the shadows I have been lost in so for so long After awhile they're comforting After all the feeling is gone Give to me your hand and lead me to the light Take me from the darkness Help me regain my sight I Know it's a lot to ask And i have not much to give All i have is love And the rest of this life to live So save me from myself And i will give you all of me Give me a little of yourself And i will love you endlessly

Nursing
Nursing... - when using a public restroom, you wash your hands with soap for a full minute and turn off the faucets with your elbows. -- when you tell a man you meet for the first time you're a nurse, you're expected to laugh hysterically when he asks you for a sponge bath, as if it was the most original and wittiest thing you've ever heard. -- your favorite dream is the one where you leave a mess at a patient's bedside and tell a doctor to clean it up. -- men assume you must be great in bed because of the 9 billion porn movies about nurses. -- everyone, including complete strangers, tells you about each and every ache and pain they have. -- you want to put your foot through the TV screen every time you see a nurse on a soap opera doing nothing but talking on the phone and flirting with doctors. -- you can watch the goriest movie and eat anything afterwards, even spaghetti with lots of tomato sauce. -- you use a plastic 30cc medicine cup for a shot glass.

Thinking Of You
Thinking Of You I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does he think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take me away to a better place Feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret maybe Losing my heart to a guy I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you are special But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you..

No Tengas Nada En Las Manos... (*)
NO TENGAS NADA EN LAS MANOS... (*) No tengas nada en las manos ni una memoria en el alma, que cuando un día en tus manos pongan el óbolo último, cuando las manos te abran nada se te caiga de ellas. ¿Qué trono te quieren dar que Atropos no te lo quite? ¿Qué laurel que no se mustie en lo arbitrios de Minos? ¿Qué horas que no te conviertan en la estatura de sombra que serás cuando de noche, estés al fin del camino? Coge las flores, mas déjalas caer, apenas miradas. Al sol siéntate. Y abdica para ser rey de ti mismo. (*) Ricardo Reis Versión de Ángel Crespo

My Reason For Being
A fragment of the unknown in thought. So much that is out there. Pondering all of these things on my mind. Wondering why Im here. A voice with so much meaning. I possess it to the core. Reaching out is what I do best. Is that what Im here for? Relates in ways that are truly special. Ive been there and know what its like. Ive felt the worst pain possible and yes survived that fight. I feel like I am drawn to those who have burdens in thier heart. I too have had those burdens and felt so ripped apart. My reason here is still unknown but I follow what I feel. That alone makes me unique. Im doing what is real.

Comment Bombers Really Appreciated!!! I Will Give Gifts To Those Who Help!
10,000 comments and I will win a 7 day blast! I can't afford one at the moment, and I've been wanting one for awhile, so please help me out! And I will help bomb anything you post also, like I try to always do! Thanks and please repost!! Seana

A Self Love Spell
The Ethics of Love Spells Help, I need a Love Spell!! Sigh....this phrase will raise many a hair on us Witches. Too many people today seem to think that there is a "quick fix" for every situation life throws us. Truth is, there isn't. Not even for a Witch. Just as there are rules to live by in everyday life, there are rules to live by in spell casting. Placing a love spell on another person is morally wrong, and a Witch will not aid anyone in doing so. Why is it so wrong?? Well, it infringes upon another’s' right to free will. (This is the part where I picture a bunch of stupefied love struck zombies roaming around........not a pretty picture). See, love comes from within, and when another is forced to feel such an emotion, you are basically getting a shell of that person....the love given to the love spell caster, is empty, and void of the REAL emotion that WOULD be felt, if the love were given freely, and not by force. It has been my experience that the majority of those who

Name Of The Contest!
I need a few more people to enter my " Best smile contest" The contest will last one week the person with the most comments will win. comment bombing is allowed by everyone including yourself. the gift will be worth at least 20,000 cherry bucks. Leave me a private message with link to your photo you would like used!

Pastor's Son
> >>> PASTOR'S SON >>> >>> Every Sunday afternoon, after the morning service at >>> the church, the Pastor and his eleven year old son >>> would go out into their town and hand out Gospel >>> Tracts. >>> >>> This particular Sunday afternoon, as it came time for >>> the Pastor and his son to go to the streets with their >>> tracts, it was very cold outside, as well as >>> pouring down rain. The boy bundled up in his warmest >>> and driest clothes and said, "OK, dad, I'm ready." >>> >>> His Pastor dad asked, "Ready for what?" >>> "Dad, it's >>> time we gather our tracts together and go out." Dad >>> responds, "Son, it's very cold outside and it's >>> pouring down rain." >>> >>> The boy gives his dad a surprised look, asking, "But >>> Dad, aren't people still going to Hell, even though >>> it's raining?" Dad answers, "Son, I am not going out >>> in this weather." >>> >>> Despondently, the boy asks, "Dad, can I go? >>> Please?" >>> >>> His father

A Creed To Live By
Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others; it is because we are different that each of us is special. Don't set your goals by what other people deem important; only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or the future; by living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Don't give up when you still have something to give; nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; it is the fragile thread that binds us to each other. Don't be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Don't dismiss your Dreams. To be without dreams is to be without hope. To be without hope is to be without purpose. Don't run through life so fast tha

My Dream Last Night.....mmmmmmm
I had a dream last night you were there.. I was walking with only a coat and corset my heeled boots tapping gently as i walk I reach your door and knock gently you answer the door in your mask grabbing me and pulling me inside you placed the collar on me then tied me down slowly you start to nibble pulling and tugging with your teeth biting kissing and licking you make my toes curl with pleasure give me more i say then you ride me with my hands still tied i cant run my nails down your back harder and faster making me scream your name and your name only you withdraw both satisfied and smiling untying me you kiss me gently and whisper in my ear till we meet again....

To All The Ones :)
To all the ones who had my back when noone else was there. To all the ones that kept it real when I needed someone to care. To all the ones that brought me joy and helped bring me a smile. To all the ones who call me friend, our friendship is worthwhile. To all the ones that shared a tear when I was breaking down. To all the ones who gave me love and helped me off the ground. To all the ones that listened to me as I cried through words in poems. To all the ones that truly cared and never left me alone. To all the ones who read my heart as i put it on this screen. To all the ones that understand just what my writing means. To all the ones who give their thoughts and encourage me to try. Its because of you my special friends that slowly I get by. So thank you for the support you share when you help me with your thoughts. We share that special friendship that cant be sold or bo

Hotel Lobby
A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221."

Living With A Parent With Dementia
ever since i was young being the oldest and only girl put in a position of certain powers and responsiblies that i really did not want or need i wanted my freedom and do whatever i pleased but that never came everytime i tried to walk outside the box something or someone pulled me back in as if this powerful magnet wouldn't let me stray too far. i grew up in a family where my mother who took care of 4 children a husband who cheated and drank a widowed grandmother who had moments of dementia and clarity and it was too much for my family to take sometimes so they put her in a nursing home my mom could not handle the children let alone and aging mother so as i got older i had to keep an eye on grandma when she was home and 3younger brothers as gram got worse more and more gram stayed in the nursing homes shuffled from one to another and with a 5 th child in a already strained marriage didn't help i was old enough to help in caring for him to my parents he was just another kid by then i un

Dogs Needed For This Contest!
~ Okay Dog Contest ~ I'm looking only for pets for my contest. contest will start 2/8 thur 2/15 1st dog is...... with 1 comments 2nd Dog is...... with 1 comments Most comments wins! VIP gifts And Extra VIC gift for the Winners! Thanks Maria want to join click on the pic! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Beautiful Woman
I always considered you A beautiful woman. With your crimson painted lips And cheeks red with youth. Your Hair so meticulously kept That glistned in the noon day sun. Your svelte figure that caught my eye Every time I saw you walk by. From the first day I saw you I knew you were the one. And when I finally met you I was awed by the charm you spun. Though we dated other people I always came back to you. And then one day I proposed And to my delight you said yes.

Abnormal.
You Are 52% Abnormal You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul. You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. How Abnormal Are You?

How?
How can some one who loves you... hurt so much? Without trying? It just seems the more and more i try to keep things going on the worse they mess up... i just want things calm and happy and i just can't seem to get it... Oh in other bad news... my friends baby died... just a few weeks old so i'm out of town helping out for a little bit trying to make things easier on people

Me And The Road Im On
Alone with my thoughts and alone with my mind. Simplicity at its best. The path Ive walked, the talk Ive talked begins to slowly rest. My mind cant find the truth sometimes but still I seek it out. Ive come to barriers that block my path and continue going about. Ive felt the pain of a 1000 men and shared my tears with all. When times were just too hard for me I couldnt help but fall. I got back up and started again with the same result coming in the end. Still I rise above my fears even though I break and easily bend. See this is me, a man in life that crumbles more each day. Somehow I keep going on. To me that is the only way. I cant give up yet I wish I could. It would be easier for me. But Im a soldier in this pain. Now how do I set it free?

Wanting You
I want to lose myself in your love, Wanting your body with everything I am. To feel your love so deep in my soul, Your arms holding me tight and lovingly. I want to feel you in my core, Liquid heat meets steel wrapped in velvet. The fire will only burn brighter and hotter, We will never get enough of each other. The pleasure we give and take can't be measured, It can only be repeated over and over for all time. I want to lose myself completely in your love.

You Are My Light
You are the light of my life, Whenever your away my days are dark and grey, My nights are filled with dreams of being held in your arms, Of being awoken with a good morning kiss from your sweet lips. You are the light of my life, Come home to stay and you will see what you mean to me. My love for you is as enduring as time it's self waiting in eternity. I hear your voice in my head speaking so softly of your love for me. You are the light of my life, And you are in my heart right where you will always stay. My love for you is so strong and steady and it never wavers. Keeps us safe and warm,for that love be a burning flame forever.

Let It Be
...The cyclone has gone and you will now be centered, centered as you never were before. And once you know the art of letting things be, you will know one of the master keys that opens all the inner doors. Then whatsoever the case is, let it be; don’t avoid it. If just for three months you can be in total solitude, in total silence, not fighting with anything, allowing everything to be, whatsoever it is, within three months the old will be gone and the new will be there. But the secret is allowing it to be...howsoever fearful and painful, howsoever apparently dangerous and deathlike. Many moments will come when you will feel as if you will go mad if you don’t do something and involuntarily you will start to do something. You may know that nothing can be done, but you will not be in control and you will start to do something. It is just as if you are moving through a dark street in the night, at midnight, and you feel fear because there is no one around and the night is dark

Leaving
YAY ROAD TRIP!! Ive been staying with Theresa in Yakima, but my cousin Onika who I stay with mostly out in Richland called me up. we are going all over I guess. First stop Portland she wants to do someting there. followed by vegas, california, mexico!!! awesome stuff i am excited.

Moving Yay!
Im moving in 2 days yay!!! For all of u that dont already know. Savannah GA here I come!!! Hope ur ready for me. 2 days baby 2 days!!! Ill be there friday. Im moving down there with my boyfriend I ♥ You babycakes! Soo i wont be on for a few days... 17 hours on a bus exciting I'll prob be tired when I get there cuz I was told I prob wont be able to sleep on the bus. Hopefully no weirdos are on the bus, that I'll have to put up with the whole way there... Well time to go back to packin!

Again & Again ,a Night To Remember
Again again again... Night to us came... Darkness wrought in still shadows... Of unwanting lies began... No nonsence came of my willing arms... To hold, be held so tight with might... Redundant kisses to where it shouldn't belong... But my heart aches for it to go on and on... Morning dews of lighting dawn... Far from desire to have this morn... For lips sealed of love and always wanting... For them not part, always giving... Again again again... Night to us came... And so once more and again... For the second time around I repeat...

Lessons In Life
* I've learned to never be afraid to act silly in public; someone might laugh at you, but without your silliness, they may not have laughed at all that day. * I've learned that sometimes the best advice in the world to give someone is no advice at all; just an available ear, a box of tissues and a warm embrace. * I've learned that we all have times in our life when we fall; it's what we do when we get back on our feet that counts. * I've learned that sometimes ignorance truly is bliss and that if you don't want to know the truth, don't ask the question. * I've learned that you can be in a room full of hundreds of people and feel alone; but true happiness is found when you can be in a room alone and never feel lonely. * I've learned never to leave a project unfinished, for tomorrow you might lose the ability to get it done. * I've learned that the faith and belief from a child is more valuable than any luxury money can buy. * I've learned to never be afraid to sing

Well
Here it is,that time of year.time again for my birthday,another year older.....none the wiser i guess....lol.When i think back to when I was a child things were so much more simple,not being rushed taking things in stride basically taking life as it comes with no worries.Now its how do I get this paid,how am I gonna get through this.All in all I'VE had a pretty good life I think anyway a few bumps and bruises but no wrse for the wear.

Friends And Lovers
I was sitting here reading through some e-mails when my phone rang...it was my first x-husband. He was having a bad day and he was having problems at home. I have always been friends with him, well all of my ex's for that matter and I realized that no matter what our differences were while we were married we still remain friends to this day. I have always had more men friends then women. Men are more comfortable to be around then women. I listened and gave my advice and/or opinion and he finally started calming down. The reality of these relationships is that no matter what has happened in the past....should stay in the past and that life does go on. Especially if you have childern together. In our case we have childern and grandchildern together. We had some really bad times in our marriages(I married him twice) and even though it could have really torn us apart the fact of the matter is that until the day that we die we still have ties to each other and at some point in time we will

Peace
The Peace begins with you. yourself and your appointed Task in life.or meaning. Everyone has a spirit that can be refined, A body that can be trained in some manner, A suitable path to follow. You are here for no other purpose Than to realize your inner divinity And manifest your innate enlightenment. Foster peace in your own life And then apply the Art to all that you encounter. bryan.aKa.the writer you can see more in my blogs on my page

What Baby Are You
WHAT BABY ARE YOU????? Bet you forward this to everybody in your address book - I did! These are adorable and I'll bet they fit your B-day/personality to a T.................And then maybe not! I just love the animated babies they have on here. Enjoy What baby are you? Jan ---------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to Recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet Someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance Your personality. Feb ----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves Freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves Aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.

Cracked Pot
This is a good lesson in life. Enjoy An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole, which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water, at the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do. After 2 years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other

As I Lay Dyin'
As I lay dyin', got my mind flyin'/ Right before my eyes, I see my life rewindin'/ Got these images flowin' in -n- outta my brain/ Seein' so many things, got me goin' insane/ Pain, coursin' all throughout my body/ Last thing I remember was a 12-guage shotty/ Shoulda paid attention when I heard the click-clack/ Now I'm bleedin' out, 4eva posed on my back/ Afraida seein' my eternal damnation unfold/ My mind grows weary as my body grows 4eva cold/Damn gettin more to difficult to keep breathin'/ Really don't wanna see my loved ones weepin'/ Always knew that I'd be a victim to the violence/ Intuitions lead to my permanent silence/ Makin' a livin' is all I've been tryin'/ 4eva rendered obsolete, as I lay dyin' As I lay dyin', contemplatin' how it came to this/ Got me runnin' through the names on my list/ Wanted to escape this life as a youngsta/ Somebody had to supply all the junkstas/ But layin' here, I'm both happy and sad/ Finally at peace, though I won't be a dad/ Had countless lesson

Honeymoon Willie
A guy out on the golf course takes a high speed ball right in the crotch. Writhing in agony, he falls to the ground. As soon as he could manage, he took himself to the doctor. He said "How bad is it doc? .. I'm going on my honeymoon next week and my fiance is still a virgin - in every way" The doctor told him, "I'll have to put your Willie in a splint to let it heal and keep it straight. It should be okay next week." He took four tongue depressors and formed a neat little 4 sided splint, and taped it all together; .... an impressive work of art. The guy mentions none of this to his girl, marries her, and goes on their honeymoon. That night in the motel room, she rips open her blouse to reveal her beautiful breasts. She said, "You're the first, no one has EVER touched these." He immediately drops his pants and replies, ..."Look at this, ...still in the CRATE!"

The Diffeernce Between Heaven And Hell
A holy man was having a conversation with the Lord one day and said, "Lord, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like." The Lord led the holy man to two doors. He opened one of the doors and the holy man looked in. In the middle of the room was a large round table. In the middle of the table was a large pot of stew which smelled delicious and made the holy man's mouth water. The people sitting around the table were thin and sickly. They appeared to be famished. They were holding spoons with very long handles that were strapped to their arms and each of them found it possible to reach into the pot of stew, and take a spoonful, but because the handle was longer than their arms, they could not get the spoon back into their mouths. The holy man shuddered at the sight of their misery and suffering. The Lord said, "You have seen Hell." They went to the next room and opened the door. It was exactly the same as the first one. There was the large round table with the large po

Life
there are so many things in the world that can change your life...... ....but to make the decisions for your life you need to look at everything you have and then look at everything you want. Because if you do all that you will know exactly what you need to make your dreams come true. But with the support of everyone you know your life will fall in line and show you exactly where to go.

Recently....
Very recently (with in the last 4 days) I have lost 2 people I cared a lot about. One is a family member and the other was a close friend. My uncle died of cancer that I didn't even know he had. He has lung cancer and it spread before they caught it. Today was his funeral. I did not attend. Want to know why? No one thought to tell me. Yes I don't see that part of my family a lot, but I still would have liked to know. He did mean a lot to me. He's family. The second person I lost is a friend I have known for about 4 years. He overdosed on pills at the age of 22. He left behind a 2 year old son who I feel so bad for. He will grow up not knowing his father, and knowing that his father disliked his life so much to take it. Not thinking about anyone else. With all of this happening, I have been thinking about my life a lot. And everything I want to happen. I want true love. I want someone to come home to at night. Someone who will always be there. Someone who I can spend the res

Love
SIXTEEN: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. FIFTEEN: You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again. FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. ELEVEN: When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time. TEN: You smile when you hear their voice. NINE: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them. SEVEN: They're all you think about. SIX: You get high just from their scent. FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO:

A Saturday
"...a someone like you".. A Saturday Someone A Saturday morning walk Overcomes my lethargy A Saturday morning talk With a someone who cares for A someone to say prayers for A someone overcomes that which overcomes me A Saturday someone to Keep me company you see A Saturday someone who Is a someone like me is a someone like you

81 Ways To Say I Love You
English - I love you Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M\'bi fe Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T\'estimo Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Cree (Plains) - Kisakihitan Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki\' Faroese - Eg elski teg Farsi - Doset daram Filipino - Mahal kita Finnish - Minä rakastan sinua French - Je t\'aime, Je t\'adore Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort Georgian - Mikvarhar German - Ich liebe dich Greek - S\'agapo Gujarati - Hoo thuna

Hopeful!!
Well, so far life is still going great..I'm hoping that I'll get to chat with my Knight in Shining Armor more now that my computer is working again..lol... I am now single, but I think it's better this way since I will be starting nursing school in the Fall and won't really have time for relationships, other than my true friends of course and spending time with my children will be the number one priority when I have any free time. I won't have time for all the head games that people like to play, and really don't want the stress anymore..I kind of like being single, I can go and do as I please, and don't have to worry about anyone telling me what to do..it'd kind of nice for a change. Not that I really ever let anyone except my parents tell me what to do and they haven't done that since I was 16. But once again.. Just saying hello to all my friends out there..and wanting to let everyone know that I'm still ok and doing well. Take care everyone.. hope to hear from ya'll soon.

Lips Of An Angel
Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lip

You Remind Me
You remind me of tiny diamonds on the Ivory Coast, handfuls of splendor slipped through my fingers, and the Atlantic's muted roar against shore of my dreaming heart breaking wise to eternity without a man like you. You remind me of the one big break to land on Broadway blown, a young girl sleeping late but dreaming she sings, a broken clock seals fate in suburbia's sterile coffin. Jets scream, startling illusions over a field of halos, angels faces upturned, gold, sigh an unrelenting dirge. See how he fades from her. See how he fades into weeping. You remind me of time strutting the Second Line to New Orleans jazz, drums and brass at Desire's funeral while alleys of women drained of blood sanctified slump in monsters' arms, smiling in death's rapture. You remind me of a mirror, hung high in my mother's house, dimmed with neglect, reshaping reflection to shadows and regret. See how we fade from love. See how we

Why Why Why
Why do people and I am sure most of them are fairly intelligent to begin with get so friggin stupid when the roads get bad!!!?????? Seriously doesn't everyone know NOT to slam on your breaks when the roads are covered in ice and snow and it's coming down in torrents on top of that....grrr this stupid ass almost totally smashed into me from his own stupidity, it was like within an inch of my car!!!! Grrrrrr I could have gotten out and killed him I was so mad and I still am in case you can't tell. grr grr f'in grrr

Visit From Santa (not A Story To Read At Work)
You are eagerly awaiting Jeffrey’s visit. You put on a red satin corset gown with a matching thong. You feel yourself getting wet just anticipating whatever surprise he is bringing. While you wait, you light the fire in the fireplace and set up a cozy little nest of pillows right in front of the fire. Just as you begin to wonder what is keeping him, the doorbell rings. You quickly slip on a pair of platform heels to emphasize your legs even more and hurry to the door. You glance in a mirror on your way and make a final adjustment of your hair and then open the door wide; knowing the sight of you will stun Jeffrey completely. When the door opens, you end up the one surprised as you spot Santa Claus standing in your doorway. As the cold air swirls in the door, your nipples pop fully erect straining against your gown. You invite ‘Santa’ in and he brings a large bag with him. He proceeds into your living room and sits down in the recliner. “Ho, Ho, Ho, sit right here my darling little g

Im Excited
Slayer and Unearth tomorrow so cool i cant stress it enough already posted this but i had to rite about it again i way to excited which is unusual of me but its fuckin SLAYER!!!! sorry people if you have to read this cause im just ranting cause thats what i do when i antisipate something like this completely stupid :)

Flirt
You Are a Super Flirt You love to flirt, so much so that it gets you in trouble. In almost any situation, you find yourself flirting - even when it's inappropriate. You tend to embrace all flirting styles too.. from coy to sexy to playful to serious. And if someone flirts back, you'll crank it up even more!What Kind of Flirt Are You?

My 'are You Offended' Bulletin
Keep Jesus Off My Penis I had this in a mumm for nearly 4 hrs in that time it had over 400 views, and over 100 votes, it had over 150 comments, all were talking of how the vid was funny yet truth...even a few imps cam in and voted "TRUTHS" and commented funny the 2 voting choices were TRUTHS and LIES for 100 votes they all voted TRUTHS but then i got a message saying some one found it offensive and so cherrytap removed it, so please comment this bulletin and say if you are really offended, please do not repost, i posted this vid in my stash and blog, and even on several peoples pages....even the christians pages i posted seen it as very funny i do not find it anti religious more of a bit of political satire to tell the problems with political issues and a few society issues GETTING YOUR SELF A FRIEND/FAN If you are my friend already please fan me and comment my page saying "i am now ur fan" and i will return the favor, if your are my fan only then friend me and put "i

Open Handed
And though he be like sunbeam me fading shadow and shatter me with tight light of new star firing when he flare against the head of my nature's rapture and I be slain, a doe at his feet and though he be as the moon filtering silver madness upon my nakedness, and he is the mist risen from the marsh licking up my center until I shudder to purrs, I release. Never had nothing but an open hand for love. For thou art the rain sprinkling upon my fevered flesh I am forest charred by a husband's cursing, and with your drizzled kisses blessed. Thy cool lips soothe my aching; thus, I rise for thee, masterful morning shower, I come green with each thrust of drop sinking into my valleys, I come green until my wildflowers bloom with your pleasure. I could've mimicked the ruse with glibness and armored up with Yes, I have nothing to say, Baby, go your way, Come what may, God bless you and your little dog too. But I'll

More Shite
What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? WKD Blue When Is Your Birthday? 29th jan Who was the last person to send you a text message? Sarah Last time you went swimming in a pool? few months ago Are you happy? at the moment yes Where was the last place you went shopping? burton How do you feel about your hair? I like it Where do you work? co-op or as i still call it The 'Tro Last thing you ate? Space Raiders Do you wish you were someplace else right now? yes...yes i do and not long until I'm there either Last time you smoked a cigarette? never...that i remember anyway Do you have any expensive jewelry? yeah i got a few expensive necklaces AIM or MSN? MSN What classes are you taking now? media How many hours on average do you work a week? erm 8 hours at the 'tro, 4 hours on radio and fucking tons at college Who do you like right now? Dustin :) Who was the last person to call you? Dustin Last time you did volunteer

Crucified By Lack Of Talent
Crucified by Lack of Talent Crucified by lack of talent, He lashes out at the establishment Of academic aristocracy That fails to see his significance Or genius, wrapped in the unoriginal Sentimental longings for the past, When vagueness concealed lack of depth And pretentiousness would win a large Audience, but no siree, no cigar -- His bullshit doesn't fly these days With a more discerning and sophisticated Audience, who knows the difference Between some grandma's clumsy verses For her grandkids and a more serious Type of work, that requires a bit of Thinking, but he just shoots off his mouth About being some bold revolutionary, Beheaded and crucified by rigid dogmas Of his academic peers, who view His bullshit with a skeptical reserve, For he is as original as a marshmallow, Toasting in a fireplace on a Christmas Eve, And only the ignorant are impressed By his lack of depth or substance -- For he's just a poetic Santa Claus Or Rudolph, th

This Shit....
You Have a Choleric Temperament You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. What Temperment Are You?

Submitted Story To Literotica.com
I just submitted my first story to www.literotica.com and am just now waiting to see when it will be posted by the webmaster. My ID there is MSCLEAVAGE and I posted the story in the GROUP SEX category and the title is FIRST CLASS. If you are not already a member of this site you may wish to join so you can read it as well as the other stories that are on there. I have another story in for review by my editor there and as soon as he is done reviewing it I will post that too. You can vote for the story on Literotica too... so try to do that ... I might be considered in their monthly contest if the score is high enough I guess. Thanks!!!

I Love My Valentine
i love my valentine! If you're single put no valentine! If you're taken, put i love my valentine! A miracle will happen tonight. And you will receive a text message/call/instant message/or message on Cherrytap from the one you like/love. Only if you repost this. P.S. Do not ignore this --- You will regret it no valentine so hit me up lmao

I'd Hit It!! Let's Play
I'D HIT IT!! Let's play!?!?!? There is at least one person on your Cherrytap list that wants to do the hell out of you. So lets play the "I'D HIT IT!" game. The rules are simple... if you want to screw the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd hit it." SCARED? LOL this is hilarious YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Cherrytap page list that wants to do u. So repost this as "I'D HIT IT!!"

I'd Hit It!! Let's Play!?!?!?
I'D HIT IT!! Let's play!?!?!? There is at least one person on your Myspace list that wants to do the hell out of you. So lets play the "I'D HIT IT!" game. The rules are simple... if you want to screw the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd hit it." SCARED? LOL this is hilarious YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Cherrytap page list that wants to do u. So repost this as "I'D HIT IT!!"

Me And My Heart
My heart dreams it swims a river in a land of gardens graced with moss-draped oaks, magnolias, jasmine, Cherokee roses, Calla lilies, and you. A land of prophets, prophetic poetic flow whipped into their backs by shunning, the blood drizzles down, drops mix with Jesus' tears, Samsons, Hannibals, Esthers and Sojourners leap from rusting shackles on the climbing arc of Apollo. Nothing holds them down unless they let it. Rise on marsh mist and walk as dead to ones blinded by pride, yet the risen live, robust and hot-blooded, singing "Swing Low" they learn word under cover then jitter out the bug, wring out the grooves of pain with hustle of jazz and blues, preach get thee behind to hellspawn that slither in darkness, scat healing to the bound. They soar in time as eagles. My heart hopes it flies with one, as I, the wheel, spin out.

Thunderstorm
During a thunderstorm ... Beth: Hey Ben! Sup? Ben: Uhhh ... nothing much about to go to a party ... haha you? Beth: Haha nice ... uhhh just staying in for the night. Ben: I have this huge favor to ask you ... Beth: Yeah ... what? Ben: Can you please come over and watch my brother for me? I won't be able to go if no one watches him. Beth: Ughh ... well .... Ben: Please Beth! Beth: *Sighs* Alright. I'll be over in a few minutes. A few minutes later, Beth arrives at Ben's house. Ben: Hey, thanks so much! beth: Hehe. No problem. By the way, you look really nice. Ben: Thanks! Anyways, here's my number. Call me in about an hour and tell me how everything is, okay? Beth: Alright, bye! Then Ben left. Beth headed over to Ben's younger brother. Beth: Hey sport! John: Hi Beth ... I'm really scared ... Beth: Awww ... don't be. I'm here. Lets turn on some T.V. As Beth walked over to the T.V. , the lights suddenly went out. John freaked out and screamed! Beth: John,

The Dreamer
Wrapped up In the expression Of faceless memories Beyond experience Returning to life You are The Dreamer And you’ll always know What is best for you And no one else can release you Into the threshold You are daring to unfold

The Poem I Had No Right To Write
I have no right to write right a write which I feel is written wrong but clearly my dear it really must be clear to rewrite the write would make it good righting the write would then make it much more clear oh dear am I right or am I wrong if you ask that I write to the left but I write to the right is that wrong or is wrong to the left when I write to the right to make the write right I guess I really have no right to write this write it really turned out wrong perhaps you can right this write or just write and tell me It's wrong

I Supprize Myself Sometimes
I mean get real, out of all the cars i looked it, and after narrowing it down to 3 cars from 8, then down to one. i managed to get none, and buy my old card back. for 50$ more than what he paid for it. yes, i got my old honda back. this is the bitch that i lost all my pictures of. this is the mean honda. as soon as i take the car i will post pictures to show my art, i love modifying my hondas, i sold it to him with only the engine work done to it. so, you guys and gals get the pleasure of getting to watch the rest of it get done.

Cops
does any one know that there are good cops an twisted cops an bad cops i got into a conversation the other day with a cop that comes into my work i work at tim hortons in canada ontario he was telling me all the dead bodies he's seen an shit an i got intoo a conversation with a bad cop who has arressted some of my friends an i wasnt too happy with the guy an the good cops ive gotten intoo conversations with are the ones you can shoot the shit with they'll be there for ya when u need it or just for back up I RUN GRIMSBY ONTARIO POLICE FORCE HAHAHAH im like the fucking mafia lol

What Do I Want?
I want to be a mystery yet be known I want to be together yet alone Is it too much to ask To be famous yet unknown? To be a wanderer yet have a home? My insecurity makes me sick Yet my confidence makes me thick Can I be harmless yet grip the stick Be completely smooth yet have a nick? Can I live in a lie yet be true Can I be unique yet so like you? Have no control yet know what to do? Can I be ugly yet beautiful too? Answer me I need your help Can you help me or someone else? I need your help can't you see Are you even listening to me?

Thinking About You
As I sit here thinking about you Everything seems right Even though nothing’s going the way it should Everything is fine for you and me Drama is normal Nothing we can’t handle As long as we believe It’ll be ok A dream A premonition A secret that I have from you I can tell that you keep something from me Although I don’t ask you about it I want to know I don’t know how long it’ll take for me to tell you mine How long with it take for you to tell me yours? I love you and that’s all that matters for know We can keep our secrets As long as you promise me someday I can know When I can trust you more than I trust myself that’s when I’ll tell you I know you love me too But I need you to try a little harder Is it too early to tell for sure? I believe it is We’ll just take it slow and hopefully someday we’ll be together forever Someday things will be perfect It will just be you and me together and happy Believe it or not But you saved me from misery I nee

A Terrific Turn On
The beach was deserted, Not a soul did I see. I strolled along the seashore, Feeling so sorry for me. The sweet little girl I loved so much, Said "Goodbye" to me today. Said she wasn't meant for me, So what more could I say? Ahead I saw a lovely figure Standing by the shore. She was completely in the nude. I could feel my sad heart soar. Seeing her more clearly now, Her hair was the color of fire. Seeing her big breasts bobbing, Filled my manhood with desire. We said "Hi" to each other. And started a conversation. She felt so at ease with her nudity. Had absolutely no reservations. Then I noticed, to my surprise, She wasn't really nude. She had on a pair of panty hose, Which certainly would intrude. It seems like she was sent to me, From the angels way up high. I kissed her and felt an erotic pleasure, As I rubbed my hands on her thigh. We said we'd meet again tomorrow, But tomorrow never came. Every day I'd sear

Random Thoughts
So I am sitting here thinking of the world and all that is happening. You got people saying get us out of Iraq. You got prople saying send more. You got Generals saying one thing and Congress saing another. The best part about being enlisted is that who cares about what they say. Just do as your told and that is the simple life. I will never trade in my striped for a set of Officer bars. There was only one great Officer! Chesty this ones for you. SEMPER FI

Wordly Riches
Worldly Riches If I had a million dollars, And had to pay a dollar for your kiss, It wouldn’t be long before I was broke, But I would be in a heavenly bliss. If I owned an oilfield, I’d give you every drop. As long as it would insure me, Your love would never stop. If I owned a diamond mine, To you I would sign it away. If that’s what it took for me to know, You’d be mine until my dying day. You see all these worldly riches, To others may mean so much. To me they are all just worthless, In comparison to your touch. Lanny Russell 02/12/03

What Gets Your Interest?
Let the world know what turns your head! When U walk down the street and see someone of the opposite sex(or same sex to some)What certain feature just breaks your neck? Come on let us in your head....

Hey Baby
Hey baby I wanna say that I'm sorry For not being strong enough Hey baby I'm not okay Am I gonna make it? Hey baby I wanna say that I love you Because you mean everything to me Hey baby You are my world And I'm sorry I'm not the perfect girl Hey baby I feel like I'm alone in the dark And it's getting to me faster each day Hey baby I don't know how long it will be Before I disappear Hey baby I wanna say sorry for everything Especially for letting you down Hey baby I don't deserve you Fucked up girls don't deserve perfection Hey baby I'm sorry I'm so sorry Hey baby I'll love you forever Always and forever Even though I'm not perfect enough to do that Hey baby I'm sorry I'm such a failure It's all I'm good at Hey baby I'm fading away and I don't think I'll be here long Hey baby I love you Goodbye

Covered In Dust
up on the highest shelf is where i sit deserted and broken, covered in dust. once i was whole and loved, cherished and taken care of, others now take my place. in your arms, in your heart. i'm torn and empty, deserted and broken, covered in dust

I Need You
Wishing to be in your arms In safety with no harm Noticing life's good and bad All the wonderful life I've had Speaking to you isn't enough I've been trying to hard to be tough But my strength is fading I'm getting weak I'm at my worst peak Come to me soon Cause I don't know if I can make it through I can't do this alone NOt without you I need you to be here to hold my hand To tell me it'll be okay And with your strength I will surely live to see another day I wish you were here Cause I need you so I need you more than you know Come to me soon Cause I cannot stand alone I'm scared terrified to the bone It's something I won't let show But in truth I need you to know that I'm scared I haven't fared very well without you here I need you close i need you here now is not soon enough So until then I will try to stay tough But I don't know for how long

1st Time
Since the moment I looked into your incredible blue eues I became and adict. I crave your touch, and ache to feel you inside me. THe sound of your voice when you whisper in my ear, the feel of your hot breath on my sking . My heart races and I let out a soft moan. You make me wet, arousing my body, my nipples harden awaiting the feel of your body pressed against mine. SO new to this game my heart is pounding , my body quickly reacts to your touch, my nails scratching at your back wanting to feel you deeper inside.... I've become addicted

Contest
HI ALL I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN A CONTEST BUT NOW I AM AND FEEL SILLY :) CAN YOU VOTE FOR ME THANKS COPY AND PASTE LINK BELOW TO VOTE http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=581400&albumid=215578&i=1022912650

Reason.....
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or l

Bite Through The Skin, Dont Give The Secret
I have been single for two years now and I cant seem to find a new gf...LOL i have alot of friends that r girls more than guy friends anyways how is it shortly after my ex fiancee break up with me within a day or two she found a new guy to be with and shortly after that they get married?? anyways I guess Im lookin for help lol so if any of u women have any tips tell me cause im all ears!!!! well talk to you everyone laterz!! take care peeps!!

Cursed
Looking back Into the past Learning that I wasn’t wrong To leave behind What made me sad Once I cried in song To try again Another chance Only made it worse Now I know It’s not for me It’s just another curse Love and Lust Don’t trust them all Nor give into the fire Fight the spell Behind the magick You’ll see I am a liar Quotes and notes Can’t save me now I’ve fallen much too deep To write away my sorrow To put my pain to sleep I couldn’t give away a fortune I’d never fight for love The slightest hint I know it’s done None becomes enough Run and hide Fly away Never hold me still To dance and play Seduce the moon Disappear Beneath the hill To escape into My paradise Long ago Became my goal To leave my hell To leave you all To free my broken soul A wilted rose A thorny stem Secrets All kept hidden Lies Tales And stories told As if truth had been forbidden Sarcastic terms Hurtful words Are all that I have left But because my magick

"be My Valentine Application."
This is the "Be My Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Here's the application for that special someone to fill out. Copy and Paste as My Valentine Application, And Let's see who replies back with the following filled out. Lets Go........ Area 1:¢¾ Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive legally: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2:¢¾ What would you do if I... made a move on u: kissed you: lived next door to you: started smoking: asked you on a date: was hospitalized: ran away from home: got into a fight and you weren't there? asked u out? Area 3:¢¾ What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4:¢¾ Have you ever.... Lied to make m

Male Surgery Patient Asks .......?
>Black Testicles A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a difficult four hour,surgical procedure. A young, student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath. Nurse", he mumbles, from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black? Embarrassed, the young nurse replies, "I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet." He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, are my testicles black? Concerned that he may elevate his vitals from worry about his testicles,she overcomes her embarrassment and sheepishly pulls back the covers.She raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in the other, lifting and moving them around. Then, she takes a close look and says, "There's nothing wrong with them,Sir!!" The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very slowly,"Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but, listen very,very closely...... > A r e - m y - t e

Translations Of My Weird Sounds
Okay if you have talked to me for more than 2 days you will have noticed I make sounds for things I want to say, well if you want to know what they mean I made a list MEOW=LISTEN TO ME FUCKER Meow!=HEY!! DAMN IT! Meow=Hello or I want something Purr=I want your attention hiss=do you really need a translation for tht one? mmeeeewww=Pay attetion to me! nneh=No not really but okay Meow?= "Im confused...what?" meow?!=Ah prevert!! Na. eh waa meww..= Leave me alone It's all like purr= "it's sexy" It all like Ahhh= "It's ugly"

New Car
year 2000 make Dodge model Intrepid Color Silver style 4D Sedan Cyl 6 Mileage 57058 My hubby's uncle in law and aunt have the same one with leather instead of what we're getting (cloth interior), it is a very nice riding car as far as we know so far! kewl kewl :) ~JENNY~

Health Update On Mzbitch2u
THESE ARE HER WORDS, WRITTEN BY HER =) HEY GUYS I HAVE NOT FORGOT U I PROMISE!!!!! I MISS YOU GUYS :( I AM STILL NOT SUPPOSE TO BE OUT OF BED BUT I HAD TO SAY HI AND HAVE A WICKED WEEK!!!!!!! I HOPE I WILL BE BACK SOON!!! THANK U ALL FOR THE WELL WISHES AND GIFTS U GUYS R SOOOOO SWEET........ C-YA SOON (I HOPE) MISS YA MUAH *BITES* MZBITCH2U

More Info Needed
Hey all. Some of you read about the tax mess up that my hubby's company did. Well basically we are still waiting to hear from the company's lawyers........ My CPA friend called the company and talked to Warren and he told my friend that he would call them back....... Well let's just say he never did. So Mike called again today and talked to the owner of the company, and he had to call his lawyer, so basically we are waiting to hear from 2 different people's lawyer....... So the owner is supposed to give Mike a call either earlier today or by tomorrow morning, I really hope that they can help us figure out what we need to do to resolve this. I will keep you informed.

Poem
Bleed A little whimper of truth here in sings each night as I close my eyes. A single thought of pride. I sink deeper into my blanket of truth and pretend this is just another time. The veins that run with blood will not stop if I were to hit rewind and try to fix myself of the voices I hide. Each day the light sinks in and brings me back to the same old as I rise and sink my feet to the coolness of the floor I tread in a haze doing everything the same till night closes in and bleeds me dry once again. A sad smile on my face close my eyes and sleep hoping that tomorrow I will not bleed anymore the pain will fade and I will be whole for once in this life. Lies as honey scatter in my mind from childhood too now a woman in full bloom. I watch the refection and try to remember the eyes staring back at me. They are so sad and vacant of anything but sadness. Slip away from this misery tha

Valentines Application
Be My Valentine Application Area 1: Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on you: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked you out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot [ ]Kiss me.. [ ]Hug me.. [ ]Date me.. [ ]grab my butt.. [ ]Kill me.. [ ]Love me.. [ ]Hate me.. [ ]Hold me.. [ ]Lie to me.. [ ]Hurt me.. [ ]Sing with me.. [ ]Dance with me.. [ ]Cuddle with me.. [ ]Let me make a move on you.. [ ]

Which Superhero Are You?
Your results:You are Spider-Man Spider-Man 100% Superman 80% Supergirl 70% Robin 70% The Flash 60% Catwoman 60% Batman 50% Wonder Woman 50% Hulk 40% Green Lantern 40% Iron Man 30% You are intelligent, witty, a bit geeky and have great power and responsibility. Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

Rant Time! Episode 1: Let's Save The World!
Whatever you want to say to this, is your choice, I'm writing this because EVERYONE IS FUCKING BLIND TO THE WORLDS PLIGHTS (even those political writers and other philisophical bitches). Not to say I know it all, but I'm writing this as an "Average Joe" who maybe, can get through to people. RANT TIME! Episode 1: LET'S SAVE THE WORLD! Our society is crumbling. Racism, genocide, prejudice, hatred, anger, corruption, abuse of power is destroying our world. Yeah, probably most of you will say "Uh-huh, but there isn't a damn thing we can do about it." Sure there is. There is plenty we can all do about it. Take on and face our fears and those who terrorize us AND THAT DOESN'T MEAN VIOLENTLY, IT CAN BE ASSTERTIVENESS. And by terrorize, I DO NOT mean, people who wear turbans, or people who threaten our country (besides a country is just another way of saying "Hey, I'm from this part of the world with this kinda culture" it is NOT an expression of what kind of person you are) I am

Rant Time! Episode 2: Woo Woo! Trainwreck Relationships!
Alright, we have all had them, we have all been treated like shit at some point or another and everyone can agree with this. We have ALL been with a trainwreck or a few to boot. So lets laugh and giggle at the truths we are about to see. LET US BEGIN THE LONG AWAITED: RANT TIME! Episode 2: WOO WOO! Trainwreck Relationships! So we can all agree that we have at one point or another been in a shitty ass relationship. A trainwreck if you will. Sometimes so bad that, well just imagine a train on the tracks not moving and somehow, this train manages to derail and smash into a wall....without even once starting to move....yeah we have had relationships like that. We'll I am quite sure this list I am going to make may be quite familiar in scenario to a lot of persons who read this about why, these trainwrecks happen. 1. Your person does not communicate or express their feelings. 1a. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?! YOU HAVE TO FUCKING TALK ABOUT WHATS ON YOUR MIND WITH YOUR

~~don't Mess With Texans~~
A Little Cowboy Humor A young, well-educated man on a business trip gets on the plane to find himself seated next to an older, weathered man in a western snap shirt, faded jeans and a cowboy hat. Thinking himself above the old cowboy, the young man decides to make sport of him. "You know," he says, "I've heard these flights go much more quickly if you strike up a conversation with a fellow passenger. So, let's talk." The cowboy looks at him wryly and says, "Well I s'pose that'd be all right. What would you like to discuss?" "Oh, I don't know, "says the young man with a hint of sarcasm, "How about nuclear proliferation?" "Hmm," says the cowboy, sensing the young man's attempt to belittle him, "That could be an interesting topic. But, let me ask you a question first --horses, cows, and deer all eat the same stuff -- grass. Yet, a deer passes little pellets, a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse makes muffins of dried poop. Why do you suppose that is?

Rant Time! Episode 5: Milking The Franchise!!!
There are so many reasons to write this episode of RANT TIME! that I don't even know where to start. So I'm just going to jump straight into it...lets ROC! RANT TIME! Episode 5: MILKING THE FRANCHISE!!! How many of you fuckers remember...MIGHTY MORPHIN POWER RANGERS?? Why the hell did they need to continue it after the first season? It was great (and corny as hell) but great...especially when you are a 9 year old living in Chicago. BUT WHY IS IT NECESSARY TO TAKE SOMETHING COOL AND DESTROY IT?! Ninja Turtles, He-Man, Final Fantasy VII... DAMNIT! OK NINJA TURTLES IS AWESOME, WE ALL KNOW THAT. But why the hell did they feel a need to remake the cartoon series? I know the remake of Ninja Turtles is loosely based on the comic book but WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT?! It was great back in the 90's and late 80's. Same with He-Man....WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOING ON WITH THAT...granted I don't remember much of the original He-man (I was a wee-little He-Man when it was on TV) but WHAT THE FUCK!

Ashes
the darkness in your heart shows in your eyes no tears, just hate the endless stair of loneliness you reach out to help her but she just turns you away who knew someone so young could be filled with so much hate till the day you endyour life with the last slit of your wrist you fill the dark whole in yourheart with endless thoughts of hate and pain

Hello Ct World
I was hoping that I wouldn't have to do this. My ex as some of you know, has been attacking me through someone else lately. I recieved a message in my myspace inbox this evening which is as follows : ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: kandy Date: Feb 6, 2007 3:07 PM hey u may know me but you dont fuckin know me....i hear that u have been spreading lies around on me that i havent fuckin said or fuckin did...you need to back the fuck off...yea i got with james right after yall broke up and we have since then broke up...but theres no need for you to go runnin ur cock trap about me sayin that ive been talkin with you about james...bitch i dont fuckin know you so u need to fuckin stop...this is the first time ive ever contacted you and its becoz of james...he jumped my shit yesterday about something and it fuckin pissed me off now im fuckin jumpin ur shit....like i said..u dont fuckin know me bitch...and another thing..he would like his fuckin stuff bac

I'm Goin Back To Bed
Going back to bed. I'm only 3065 away from a new level. If anyone is bored enough and wants to rate my stash and my pictures, please feel free to do so. It would make my day to wake up to a new level! See Ya'll tomorrow. BrattyBytch

A Couple
Repugnant. Withdrawn into the Wasteland. Through the Looking Glass with purple Wallpaper. Lies Alice in her Cups. The Red Queen in her Corset conquers. Intractable. Sordid, Swampy Wasteland Three flew over the Cuckoo’s Nest. The Face of the Girl fell down. The remaining Two flew Far on. With never a Thought for the Crown. In the Wasteland Velnias sits. Cross-legged, waiting for the Pair. Fly or Fall The One remains Quiescent. --------------------------------------- Instant regret I see a razor and I think of you wanting to rip open my flesh and watch me scream. Your laugh makes me want to rip open my throat. I hate this incarnation; I am only happy when I'm gone, but not truly because I know you will find your way back or I will find my way back to sentience We all hate you but you won't go away... Blessedly alone before madness takes over and you take the fall. You pass me by and I contain my horrible anger for when you do something nauseating. You

*head Asplodey!*
so i'm discovering that this Cherry-thing is pretty darn cool! it's been allowing me to be much more...i dunno...outgoing and meeting people-y. you see,in person i'm rather shy. and it's difficult for me to feel comfortable in social situations. i suck at life, lol. today, i feel like death. so i've really done nothing today but the absolute necessities like eating, hygiene (damn, i love to wash my hair), and playing with the puppy. ya gotta play with the puppy, or she gets bite-y, lol. well, not really. might be taking some new pictures tomorrow if i feel up to it. chronic illness sucks so bad...i'm only 21 but i feel like i'm 80... but yeah, new pictures! i'm gonna try to have a fried be my photog, but will take my own if he's not available. yet another series of bathroom mirror photos^.^ ja ne, minna! *edited because i'm aparently dyslexic*

My Unborn Child
My Unborn Child I never got to see your face Or even give you a name But in my heart, you hold a special place And for that, I would never be the same I’ll never hear you laugh or cry Or hold you in my arms tenderly I’ll never know the color of your eyes But I will still love you endlessly I never got to hold your hand I never got to sing you a lullaby I will never come to understand Why murderers run free and innocent souls die I’ll always have my suspicions Why God took you from me All these unanswered questions That would burn inside of me Forever saddened upon this Earth Crying for you, my unborn child Never blessed by your birth. But I’ll be here, unable to smile You are my shining light in heaven For one of God’s angels to love Until I get my wings to descend She’ll take care of you, for me, in Heaven above You’ll be my Guiding Light to Heaven’s Gate Where I’ll get to see your Angelic Smile And even if I never got to see your face I’

Dirty Survey
dirty survey Welcome to the Dirty Survey. Are you daring enough to answer this for this person?+ +Rules: Answer this for the person who posted this and then repost it for yourself!+ 1. Would you fuck me? 2. What positions would u fuck me in? 3. Would u suck/LICK me ? 4. Would u fuck me hard? 5. Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i fucked you? 7. Would u fuck me in the shower? 8. Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then fuck me? 9. Would u have 3-some with me? 10. What about me makes u want to fuck me? 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked? 12. Where would you fuck me? 13. Would u fuck me in front of people? 14. Would u fuck me again? 15. Would u fuck me in the rain? 16. Would u mind if i fucked like a porn star? 17. Would u have phone sex with me? 18. Would u cheat on me? 19. Would u break my heart? 20. If I gave u my heart would you love

Happy Anniversary { Karulvinth For Life }
It's not the things you say to me that make me love you so much. If you never spoke another word, I would hear you through your touch. It's not the things you give to me that sets your soul apart. If I never saw another dime, I would still be rich in heart. It's knowing you'll always be there, you're my once in a lifetime partner. And knowing that you still love me with a love that has no end. It's knowing in my final hour that your love will carry me through, as I drift into eternity, where I'll patiently wait for you. It is not what you hold in your hand that is sacred, but what you hold in your heart. Love me without fear. Trust me without wondering. Love me without restrictions. Want me without demand. Accept me how I am. A love like that, will be eternal!"

"may"
May our friendship last forever. May I sail upon your sea. May we go through life together. May there aways be a "We." May I be your endless sky. May you breathe my gentle air. May you never wonder why, Each time you look for me, I'm there. May we be for each smile, Like the warm, life-giving sun. Yet when we're in pain a while, May our suffering be one. May we share our special days. The happiness of one-for-two. And if we must go seperate ways, Let my love remain with you now and Always. © Copyright 2007 Lynn&FireFighter (UN: swt_mom at Writing.Com). All rights reserved. This is a poem that I wrote myself.. And is on Writing.com So plz do not take this poem and use it as your own. Thank you!

You Shouldnt Kiss Me Like This
I've got a funny feeling The moment that your lips touched mine Something shot right through me My heart skipped a beat in time There's a different feel about you tonight It's got me thinkin' lots of crazy things I even think I saw a flash of light It felt like electricity You shouldn't kiss me like this Unless you mean it like that Cause I'll just close my eyes And I won't know where I'm at We'll get lost on this dance floor Spinnin' around And around And around And around They're all watchin' us now They think we're falling in love They'd never believe we're just friends When you kiss me like this I think you mean it like that If you do maybe kiss me again Everybody swears we make the perfect pair But dancing is as far as it goes Girl you've never moved me quite The way you moved me tonight I just wanted you to know I just wanted you to know You shouldn't kiss me like this Unless you mean it like that Cause I'll just close my eyes And I won't

Funny Look And See Barbie And Ken
Now this one is laugh out loud funny. > >> > >>A dad is on his way home a bit late from the office when he realizes that > >>it's his daughter's birthday and he has! not bought her a gift. > >>So he stops at a toy store to buy his daughter a Barbie. > >>Inside he sees a Barbie display and asks the salesgirl how much the > >>Barbies are. > >> > >>The girl responds: "Which one? We have: > >> > >>Gymnasium Barbie: $19.95 > >>Volleyball Barbie: $19.95 > >>Shopping Barbie: $19.95 > >>Surfer Barbie: $19.95 > >>Disco Barbie: $19.95 > >>and?DivorcedBarbie: $299.95 > >> > >>Shocked, the man asks, "why is Divorced Barbie $299.95 when all the other Barbies are $19.95?" Exasperated, the girl responds: > >> > >> "Sir, Divorced Barbie comes with": > >> > >>Ken's Car > >>Ken's House > >>Ken's Boat > >>Ken's furniture > >>Ken's jewelry > >>Ken's money > >>Ken's computer, and > >>Ken's best friend... > >>

White Fawn Named Powder
This is a baby Fawn about 3 weeks old not sure on age who mom was killed near a high way my cousin was driving and saw this little fawn almost get hit by two different vehicles but no one would stop for her. So, my cousin pulled over to the side of the road and was able to pick her up. As you can see she was just a little bigger then a sneaker very scared and just wanted to be cuddled. My cousin made phone calls and found a ZOO that is or has taken her. Seeing that a white Fawn is sooooo rare she will have a very good home. My cousin wanted to keep her she was so sweet but its against the law. He also knew she be better off in a zoo set up to raise her and keep her healthy seeing that she was so rare of a fine. But, he got to name her POWDER. Awsome is she not. I wanted to share it with you. Not to often something really neto comes along like this. So pure and pretty. Please let me know what you think about her.

Man Code
I cant take cedit for this as i saw it on a bulletin but found it so funny i had to share it! This is it. So it has been written, so it shall be....The CODE 1. Thou shall not rent the movie Chocolate. 2. Under no circumstances may 2 men share an umbrella. 3. Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his fellow partygoers. 4. When you are queried by a buddy's wife, girlfriend, mother, father, priest, shrink, dentist, accountant, or dog walker, you need not and should not provide any useful information whatsoever as to his whereabouts. You are permitted to deny his very existence. 5. Unless he murdered someone in your immediate family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 6. You may exaggerate any anecdote told in a bar by 50 percent without recrimination; beyond that, anyone within earshot is allowed to call BULLSHIT. (Exception: When trying to pick up a girl, the allowable exaggeration rate rises

Buddy Day
You are so special! Today is ".. Buddy Day". Send this to your .. friends - even me, if I'm one of them - and see how many you get today! ~xoxo!! ___________________________#__# _________________________#__##__# ________________#########_#____#_# ________########____________##_#_# _____##__##____________________#_# ____##_#___#_____________________# ____#_#___#_________________##___# ____#_#__##___________#######_____# ____#__#_#_________###________##__# _____##_______###_#_____##_____#________####### _______###_______#_____###______##____##__###__# _________#______#________#___#__#____##_##___##_# _________#______#_______#####___#___##_##____#__# __________#_____##____##_______#____#__#_____#__# ___________##____##__________#######___#___##__# _____________##____##_____###_____#_____###____# __________#############_####______#_________# _______##_______#______#____#_____#___________# _____##_________#______#____#_____##_________# ___##___________#_______#___###

Me
I AM WORTHY I AM WORTHY OF MORE THEN WHAT YOU GAVE ME. I GAVE YOU SO MUCH. WHY CANT YOU EVER GIVE SOMETHING BACK.IM MORE THEN A PEICE OF ASS. BUT YOU CANT SEE PAST THAT WHITE LINE. THATS WHY WE ARE ALWAYS IN A BIND. I NEED MORE THEN WHAT YOU GIVE. AND I GIVE MORE THEN I SHOULD. BUT STILL YOU ASK FOR MORE. THEN YOU SHUT THE DOOR. WHAT AM I TO DO. KEEP PLAING THE FOOL. OR SHOULD I MAKE THE LAST MOVE.

The Thought Of Man Sucks
First, I would like to say thanks to all that have signed Imagine being taken from the ones you love and never knowing what they are going through! These two chimps have lived their entire life together of 21 years in a f***ed up testing facility. Now after all that time the assholes separated them, they are in good health and will probably live a good long life, that is if they are together! It’s been over a freaking year since they saw each other, imagine that being you and your loved ones. They are just like us ! Their family bonds are no different then ours, they live together forever in the wild as mates and siblings..... We only need 10,000 signatures to put them back together!!!! If everyone of you take 2 minutes to post this too all your friends, we will have millions of signatures and it will be DONE!!!!!! Come on people, Give two minutes of your time and sign this! Brothers,Hunter and Lyons were removed last year from the Yerkes Primate Facility and

To Espn....a Few Ideas
i have just thought up some great ideas for television. some are crude and rude and all that other stuff but, i bet my ass i would have espn's ratings at an all time high. for starters they need to get rid of bowling. who could possibly sit there for an hour and watch that shit? i lost interest after the first 50 minutes. so, what i propose is this. bright and early in the morning they could televise midget high diving competition. wouldnt that be entertainment? "and huey is gonna attempt a 2.5 with a trist".. get a good visual of that? now tell me im spinning my wheels and goin nowhere with this. NEXT, while still on midgets we could have midget track and feild, im curious to know who could pass on watching events like the hurdles, and the pole vault. the high jump would be another one i would find hard to turn away from... midget indian leg wrasslin, then midget boxing. after about three hours of that a great episode of womans sumo wrestling. gotta dial it down a notc

Tuesday's Gone
Train, roll on, on down the line. Won't you, please, take me far away. Now I feel the wind blow outside my door. Means I'm, I'm leaving my woman at home. Tuesday's gone with the wind. Oh, my baby's gone with the wind. And I just don't know, oh, where I'm going. I just want to be left alone. Well, when this train ends I'll try again oh, but I'm leaving my woman at home. Tuesday's gone with the wind. Tuesday's gone with the wind. Tuesday's gone with the wind. My baby's gone with the wind. Train, roll on, Tuesday's gone. Train, roll on many miles from my home. See I'm, I'm riding my blues away, yeh. Tuesday, you see, she had to be free. Lord, but somehow I've got to carry on. Tuesday's gone with the wind. Tuesday's gone with the wind. Tuesday's gone with the wind. My baby's gone with the wind. Train, roll on 'cause my baby's gone.. I'm riding my blues away, baby turn around my blues ride on, train, ride on, train ridin' my blues, babe come back to me,

Wit Is The Greatest
i was talking today at work with all the stupid bs that you just have to come up with statements that you can explain how useless the things others think are important. also it helps when idiots hear something funny when being insulted. i like to tell people off with tact. like today some dude was bitchin about get jerked around, i told him " i have been a peeon for so long that i am begining to think my middle name is urinal." this leads to other greats. here go a few: your mother should have swallowed or your father should have pulled out to save humanity. see what what happens hwen breeders liscense rules are violated. you are a fuck stain. this is what happens when the condom has a pin hole. you are teh most awesome individual in your world, who else lives there? that is about all i can think of right now. let me know if you have more.

True Feelings
NEVER GIVE ALL THE HEART" Never give all the heart,for love will hardly seem woth thinking of To passionate women,if it seems certain,and they never dream,that it fades from kiss to kiss; For everything thats lovely is but a brief dreamly kind of delight.O never give all the heart outright for they,for all smooth lips can say they have given their hearts up to the play, and who plays it well enough. If deaf,dumb,and blind with love? He who made this knows all the cost for he gave all his heart and lost

Salute Photo..
I don't have a camera again right now, but as soon as I get one I will get a salute. It won't be for awhile, because I'm in the process of doing some other shit when I'm not busy so when I get the time I will get to a store and get a Digital! Oh, and the baby thing, I might not be! I started yesterday, but my mom says I could still be. . . So we'll just have to wait untill my app. to find out. I HOPE I AM!! lol.. Alright... Keep sending the love!!!!! Later ♥

Honesty
"HONESTY".......Why do you despise me so?Why can't you give me an honest answer?All of you are the same,or is it just my luck?To find the men with an aversion to honesty.It's not as hard as it seems!To tell the truth.SO FUCK YOU,GO TO HELL.Don't fucking lie to me.See it wasn't that hard,in fact I kind of enjoyed it,and I'll continue to say it.Till you understand that i mean it,that honesty is important.You can't get anywhere without it,so use it and maybe you will get somewhere with me.Lies are old and I've heard them all,nothing you could possibly try to pull,that I have not seen before.So get over yourself and tell the truth.For your own sake because it look better on you than your lies.Honesty is the best policy and it works for me."HONESTY"

So Many Friends
So here I am again at another FRIENDS site .... Between all the profiles I have filled out for the others why waste my time and do this one ....well I only came up with 2 reason ... Reason 1 I'm bored and it's 4 O'clock in the morning 2 Who couldn't use lots of friends when in need (by the way can you spot me a 10 till pay day) .... I guess there was a 3rd one now that I think about ... the friend that invited me here is cool sexy and fun to talk to ...so why not . I hope to hear from many of you soon ! Thx for having me !

Little Manhattan
When I meet you, You were so, accomplished, sweet and Pefrfect. And soon the days to come were, filled with our sweet laughter. Months went by and everything, seemed to be alright inside. I would feel your touch on my face, like a cool breeze blew through my window at night. But it was all a lie, You never intend to be mine. I sat back and watched you die, As you popped then down with lime. Oh the bottles that lined our table, We called it our Little Manhattan. While we sat there watching cable, Who could foresee this would be the end. Months went by while the, house was in such a disaray. From sun down to sun up, monday, through sunday this is what i would pray. Please take the bottle from his hand, and make him seen my crying soul. Wipe these tears of mine from my eyes, Because he's going to leave me behind. But it was all a lie, You never intend to be mine. I sat back and watched you die, As you popped then down with lime. Oh the bottles that l

Life
no matter how hard we try, no matter how much time and efford goes into it. we do our best to make a change. over time we will make that change. we cant change this site over nite. i know you do your best to keep it safe and kick the kids off cherry. if you try too hard it may cause stress. just keep up what your doing. good nite all mike

Survey [50 ?s]
Survey It's just 50 little ?s... 1.) What cuss word(s) do you use the most? Shit, piss, fuck, cunt, cocksucker, mother-fucker, tits, fart, turn 'n twat... take your pick 2.) Do you own an iPod? nope, just a tiny little MP3 player that's about half-way filled up. 3.) Who on your Myspace "Top Friends" list do you talk to the most? I have NO fuckin' clue. I'm rarely on Myspace anymore. 4.) What time is your alarm clock set for? It ain't... 5.) What color is your house? livin' in an apt. 6.) Flip flops or sneakers? neither. I prefer to wear shoes or boots 7.) Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture? either or, I really don't care... 8.) What was the last movie you watched? "Damage" starring Stone Cold Steve Austin (saw it in the theaters, loved it, so I bought a copy with a gift card I got) 9.) Do any of your friends have children? Why, yes. My best friend (and current roommate) has 3. His youngest, Jurelle, is 6 and he's actually REALLY COOL litt

Ready To Call It
im so tired of bieng alone i guess thats my curse to be unloved because of certain physical aspects to short to fat etc well i just dont want to go on anymore its pointless to continue life im so tired of bieng an outcast overlooked and otherwise dissmissed im not want females want i cant help it im just noti would give my soul to have someone anyone just to hang out with and hold and enjoy life together without somedone life is so damm worthlrss especially when your cursed like i am

I Drive Through Life Shiftin Gears
As life drives foward I feel my life shiftin I sit here and Cry Cuz i feel my heart driftin Away from good things that had my heart lifted Pure inspiration for why the fuCC im gifted And as I sit here i shift From the gift I uplift The drift That i Call my flow And you know It all Comes Crashing down like gravity Reality Waitin for my 6lood to sift its no technicality My personality personally insists I give two shits 6ut i play A game and thats what they say And im waitin for stray shells to take me away And no 6lastin 6aCC imma let my 6lood spray Cant wait to see my Crew on my last living day To those still alive when im gone you will 6e ok Know i still got yo 6aCC at night when you pray Cant pray come visit me in the tom6 that i lay Thats how i feel homie i keep it real Thats how i feel homie dats da deal And i keep it real til i seal the deal where i Can no longer feel.....

Do You Know Me?
Can you feel my caress Deep within the hidden folds Of your private dreams Do you feel my breath Like a feather upon your skin Brushing you with my essence Can you see my eyes Focused upon your soul Reflecting your insatiable hunger Do you see my shadow Wrapping you in the embrace Of our sultry dance Can you taste my kisses Honey-sweet upon your lips Awakening the need within you Does the flavor of my skin Ignite the low flame That smolders within your loins Can you smell my presence As you inhale me into The very heart of your being Does my scent linger On your lips and tongue Like the swollen aroma of fine wine Can you hear my sighs Floating on the winds of time Calling to you from beneath the sunrise Do you hear my vo

The Truth ...
THE PENIS STUDY The American Government funded a study to see why the head of a man's Penis was larger than the shaft. After 1 year and $180,000, they concluded that the reason that the head was larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during sex. After the US published the study, the French decided to do their own study. After $250,000 and 3 years of research, they concluded that the reason the head was larger than the shaft was to give the woman more pleasure during sex. Canadians, unsatisfied with these findings, conducted their own study. After 2 weeks and a cost of around $75.46, and 2 cases of beer, they concluded that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off and hitting himself in the forehead.

Have Patience, Determination, Then Conquer
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Embrace...touching Your Core...
She softly whispered On a beautiful morning I would love, to once again Enjoy a walk, out doors ~~*~~ to witness nature at its best The birds, the bee, butterflies Hills and streams Lay down on virgin green grass And sleep. ~~*~~ I held her soft hand Still lovely, well manicured Slowly we strolled About the soft rolling hills Of nearby natures beauty. ~~*~~ She starined, to see farther With sensuous eyes Now behind tastefully Chosen glass frames encasing the loveliness Of her treasured sapphire eyes. ~~*~~ Strolling within, each other's arms Stopping here and there For a gentle, kiss or two With amazement She makes my heart, skip a beat. ~~*~~ Stopping for a moment to rest I sit On a heavenly, field of clovers She rest her head, upon my lap. ~~*~~ I caress, her snow white hair Still full, once golden and silky Like fields of wheat Wavering in the breeze. ~~*~~ I caress the beauty The good Lord, bestowed

My Zodiac Sign's Sexual Astrology -
Cancer This is the sign that needs to be cuddled. They may believe that they were born in the wrong period or century. They dwell in the past...Victorian...Roman...Medieval...you name it. They usually will only fuck at night. Come to think of it they fuck better at night anyway. Maybe its because they are ruled by the Moon. This is a sign that is looking for true love...I mean real true deep love. That Romancing The Stone, Wuthering Heights kind of love. They probably cry at the end of any Jane Austen flick. They want to be swept off of their feet. They really do deserve it, too. They are constantly dumped on by previous past fucktard ex lovers that think they own them. Sometimes Cancers pick the wrong guy/girl and get beat up or emotionally hurt. Why? They think its what they deserve. Which is bullshit. They are wonderful people. They love water sports (Jacuzzis, pools, showers, saunas, bathouses...) They want to be comfortable while fucking. Oh sure the foreplay may have had y

Sinister Beings
Sinister beings flatten our courage destroy our pride spit in our face kill our idols deny our chances sabotage the plans Sinister beings soil my reputation blackmail my name slice my throat jerk my chain light it up in flames fade away forever time drowns the complacency forever can your sinister ways be stopped? Sinister beings

I Hope You Dance
I hope you never lose your sense of wonder, You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger, May you never take one single breath for granted, GOD forbid love ever leave you empty handed, I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean, Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens, Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance, And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. I hope you dance....I hope you dance. I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance, Never settle for the path of least resistance Livin' might mean takin' chances but they're worth takin', Lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth makin', Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter, When you come close to sellin' out reconsider, Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance, And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. I hope you dance....I hope you dance. I hope you dance....I hope you dance. (Time is a wheel in constant motion alway

Photo Update !!
Hi all Just to let you know i have added some new photo's to my family album (my 3 week old grand daughter) and my risque pics (nsfw) album. Please stop by and show lots of love and hopefully my flu virus will go away completely !! lol. Have a great day. Love and hugs Linda aka celticrose. xx

Mmmmmmmmm
laying in my bed at night craving your body feeling myself wishing you were laying with me hands wondering toying, teasing that sweet inner core diving in and out memories of you kissing me Licking and biting me jagged breathing wetting my fingers and licking them clean needing you to ride me hard take me from behind and push deeper... and deeper i close my eyes as i climax now its time to sleep

I Apologise
If ya get a private mess from me then another and then another and ya havent even replied and the same thing with private comments then that means Im nervous and ya made me that way I have nooo social skills and people make me nervous Soo I apologize in beforehand I aint trying to be annoying or needy Im just.... icky.. Sorry again. Bare with me

Feb- 07
Hey all. I am gone to the states for a few weeks. Will stop in off an on to check things out. Spending time with my boys and my future wife. Hope you all have a great 2 weeks. MMFWCL TO MY HOMIES!!!!! Raphael

Poetry
close your eyes and open in a dream ... a dream in which we are together ... alone ... you are leading me away with your eyes and guiding me into a world of romance ... you tender gestures so soft so gentle ... showing me the way ... the night has come and now it is our time ... i close my eyes and breathe your name ... feel the strength of your embrace .. our lips meet ... a lingering kiss ... a stolen moment in time ... a consuming desire ... caressing the contours of your muscular body ... your hands along the curves of my silhouette .. raw passion ignites our bodies escaping into exotic places of endless pleasure ... seducing teasing pleasing ... fulfilling fantasies of our insatiable love

Murder I Wrote - Halifax
Listen to me cause I'm not faking This time it's real and I can't take it Hold me gently cause I might fall apart There were no bullets so stop searching The cause is you and all your making Stop pretending that you're innocent Cause now I remember that... I saw you with the murder weapon You see me as an enemy Choke on your tongue as you pray that this is all just a dream And fall before me I'm down but I can still comprehend How this broken two step dance went You shot me I couldn't remember who told me what you were after I'm seeing red now, the world is blurry Tonight will be my last for turning How does it feel to know Cause now I remember that... I saw you with the murder weapon You see me as an enemy Choke on your tongue as you pray that this is all just a dream And fall before me I'm on a search for the arsonist Who set me ablaze and thought they'd escape Put me out, put me out I'm begging Make your move, you know I'm waiting My strength

Death And Rebirth
This is more prose than poetry---- Back Off!!!!!! You are the reason I tried to kill myself I want nothing to do with you. I believed every word out of your mouth. You worked to elevate me, just enough to bring me down. All I ever wanted was for you to love me. Whatever!!!! If that was love then what is hate? How dare you play with my heart and soul like that? I hope you are in just as much pain as what you caused me. Does it make you feel superior to be like that or were you born that way? So many women, so little time How many other women have you captured in your web of lies? Was it all a game? I was such an imbecile I was always so afraid to lose control, now that I have lost control, I LOVE IT You will get yours!!!!!!!! Only time will tell. My heart is black and cold now. Thanks to you. The darkness is my refuge. You did this to me, my astral lover. I want what I want...and it is not you anymore My life is better without you in it.

Love And Respect
I can tell you that understanding begins with love and respect. It begins with respect for the Great Spirit.All things- and I mean ALL things-have their own will and their own way and their own purpose; this is what is to be respected." Everything on earth has a purpose and is designed special. No two things are created identical. Sometimes in our minds we have a picture of how things should be, and often what we see is different from what they really are. When this happens we often want to control how things are, making them act or behave according to our picture. We need to leave things alone. God is running all things. How do we do this? In out minds we tell ourselves to love all things and respect all things just as they are. Accept what we cannot change. Great Spirit, teach me the value of respect and help me to accept people, places and things just as they are.How would we react if everything was exactly the same and all people looked exactly alike? It

Assholes....
...keep marking my primary pics NSFW. If I find out it's one of my 'friends' I'm gonna be really pissed. Leave me the fuck alone, there's no nudity. If I pissed you off, tell me about it, block me whatever. This is pretty goddamn petty.

Vignettes
Ever transient and solitaire. I move through mist and shadow. Through dark cloud and rain. Soaked and drunk with love, money, power, and drug. Streams through cobblestones beneath my feet. I walk home. Every time a little less man than I could have been. Porcelain dolls smile through the shop windows as puppet strings play their satire. Tear drops fall through my hair and soak heavy. The searing pain of voice heard every waking moment in the mind. I sit and stare. I become a fixation, a integral piece of scenery, hard to miss and easy to walk past. Welcomed and tolerated. I pass on as easily forgotten as reminded. The writing on the wall is words that I cant read. Passive aggressive haikus intent on invoking guilt. Comprehension of language I never got the chance to learn. Give it time and the thought will come. After all, we have all the time in the world. Its okay, I’m just stopping to rest. While I’m here, do you have anymore of those pills? I have a splitting headache and I c

Take An Active Role
Wednesday, February 7, 2007 Take an active role There is no scarcity, only the perception of it. Abundance is the true nature of life. Life is abundant, but that doesn't mean it is free of effort or responsibility. On the contrary, effort and responsibility play key roles in making life's abundance real and accessible. Your life is incredibly rich, but that doesn't mean you can be lazy and complacent about it. It means that you have something truly valuable to sustain, to express and to continue nurturing. Your blessings are many, and yet if you fail to put them to productive use they will be of little value to you. Your skills, knowledge, abilities and resources will take you anywhere you wish to go, and yet you must be the one to do the going. Take an active role in life and you will make it great. There are always countless opportunities for worthwhile effort and responsibility, commitment and competence. Life has so very much to offer. Offer yourself fully to li

Contemplation
This job really sucks for me at the moment. I can't stand it. It's getting harder and harder to keep my mouth shut. Today, before 9:00 am, the Project Manager mouthed off to our CO, who does not have any patience. Why can't civilian contractor employees understand that when a CO directs you to do something, you either better do it or keep your mouth shut? If he's wrong and you shouldn't do what he is telling you, then you keep your mouth shut and come up with a game plan to prove he's wrong. I have never served in the military, but I'm smart enough to know that when a CO tells you something, you don't give them any lip. What's really crazy is that this PM has served in the Navy. He should know better. ARRGGHHHH! I believe I am going to be offered a career position with a security firm as a contracts administrator. Although, I hate to leave construction, this project is winding down and the next project is nowhere in site. I could always go get other experience and come back

My Favorite Airline....
Stuck in O'Hara...4th cancelation in row, made AA change me to Northwest...I found out they canceled because they have sick people on the crews, not because fo the weather....THOSE BASTARDS!!!! now flying to Detroit out of here, and then to Toledo...using a different carrier... FUCK AMERICAN AIRLINES!!!

Love
My Love For You My love for you is like a red,red rose Never change and never goes My love for you will never fade away Don't worry my love I'm here to stay You are someone I truly love I will never put anything or anyone above I'll stay by you through the good times and bad Even when you make me mad Make me cry or make me sad Through all the pain and tears Losing you is all I fear I feel empty when your not near I can see us together for so many years You are my sun,moon,and my stars I believe I'll die if we were to be apart You mean the world to me I would like to ask you to marry me And we will last forever strong My love for you is an everlasting love By Christopher Davis

Just A Bit Of Prose
I know that blogs are supposed to be witty and entertaining..blah bah.. but I came across this quote actually two quotes that resonated with me... so I figured I would share .... And if you don't like it... TOUGH! 1. "I'd rather beg for forgiveness than ask for permission." 2. "The militant, not the meek shall inherit the earth." Well there ya go.... enjoy...

Been Missing For 9 Nine Yrs
woooooooooo hoooooooooo yesterday was the best day. my long lost causin was found or should i say he found us. I am so so happy he has been found. any way i will post new pics as i can. come to find out he went to iraq when we first invaded adn from there alaska michigan texas and noe back in colorado this is so awesome. i am so glad he is back in our lives i cant wait to talk with him.

Dog Contest Updated
~ Okay Dog Contest ~ I'm looking only for pets for my contest. contest will start 2/8 thur 2/15 1st dog is...... with 105 comments 2nd Dog is...... with 37 comments 3rd Dog Is...... with 12 comments 4th Dog is...... with 5 comments Most comments wins! VIP gifts And Extra VIC gift for the Winners! Thanks Maria want to join click on the pic! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Makes You Think
Things that make you think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the month of January. That's just one American city,about as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq When some claim that President Bush shouldn't have started this war, state the following: a. FDR led us into World War II. b. Germany never attacked us; Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost ... an average of 112,500 per year. c. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea. North Korea never attacked us. From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost .. an average of 18,334 per year. d. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962. Vietnam never attacked us. e. Johnson turned Vietnam into a quagmire. From 1965-1975, 58,000 lives were lost .. an average of 5,800 per year. f. Clinton went to war in Bosnia without UN or French consent. Bosnia never attack

Thank You All
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME REACH 800 COMMENTS TO GET A PLATINUM CHERRY. I AM OFF TOMM AND FRIDAY AND WILL GIVE EACH OF YOU SOMETHING FOR HELPING ME. THAT MEANS ALOT TO ME. I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD GET THERE. A VERY BIG THANKS GOES OUT TO MY BEST FRIEND EVER WHO REALLY MADE IT ALL POSSIBLE IS EVIS. TY HUN LOVES YA. PLZ GO CHECK OUT HER PAGE, ADD HER,FAN HER, BECOME FRIENDS WITH HER. SHE IS ABSOLUTLEY AMAZING. HERE IS THE LINK TO HER PROFILE. evis@ CherryTAP

My Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sexiest Eyes, Lips & Chest Contest (guys Only)
Since my Other Contest Got Shut Down I'm gonna Run A Sexiest Eyes & Lips and also a Sexiest Chest Contest For the Guys to enter Into .. There Is 2 Contest From Each Contest two winners The 1st Place Winner will Get a One day Cherry Blast and 2nd Place will Get a Gift Of Choice... This Contest Is for the Guys Only Sorry Lady's But You get to Vote =) So get them sexy eyes& lips and chest pics ready Guys =) Contest Ends Feb 21st and winners will be contacted entrys will not be taken after Feb 14th Good Luck Guys and Have Fun Women =) Rules On Chest Pics are Must Not show Below The waist Please... Thank you

Mmmm...margaritas!
You Are a Strawberry Margarita You're so sweet it's a little overwhelming, and people are a little afraid of corrupting you... It's a little difficult to imagine you with a margarita. And you're truly a different person after you've kicked back a couple! What Flavor Margarita Are You?

Sexual Zodiac Sign
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Will I Ever Level Up? Jeez.
It seems that I am trying to hard to fast I guess. Just don't have alot of time to be able to do as I please. So maybe in creating this blog (which by the way I have never done before) I will gain some cherry points (or whatever points it is I need to level). There are alot of hot girls on here who like to showoff and I can't even look at those pics yet, dammit. And those private ones, they just make you wonder what you are missing. Well anyway, gotta go. Seems like I have more points to gain, or go or whatever.

My Turn On Is...
You scored as Blind Folds. Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.Blind Folds92%Chains/Handcuffs75%Bondage75%Biting75%Whips58%Blood33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Lovers Love
When lovers love They givetheir heart to all And when dreamers dream Success is in theirmind But when lovers love, They seem to give, And not receive back What wasgiven to others You may ask what I mean And I will answer you simply and plain People who love, tend to care to much And in the process, they get hurt Hurt by others, And the one's they love Hurt for the simple reason That they are not loved back Life without love Is that

Kissing Style
You Are a Sensitive Kisser For you, kissing is a way to connect And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy It may take you a while to kiss someone... But when you do, it's total fireworks What's Your Kissing Style?

Computer Work
If anyone needs help with anything computer related, I am your man, currently I have over 20 years of experience in the field, and can do anything from web work to ground up networks, including database and warehousing. Anyway, always looking for another way to network, let me know if you need any witnesses to my abilities :P

Beginning
Beginning Is this the beginning? Is this the start? For another break of the heart…. I told U I loved U… Was that a mistake? I told U I missed U… Oh Why did I do that…? I sent U an email... Asking U of your day… If you're okay…. But U never replied… Oh god I hope …Please god no… Did I ruin it again this time? Oh please not again… It felt like days…..Since U last Emailed me…Months since we Last saw each other… I guess it was fun whiled it lasted… Oh fantastic….another heartbreak!!! When U talk to me It feels like my heart broke And the pieces are stabbing me I just want to run away Hide and cry and wait for another day U hug me….like every things fine U asks me how I'm doing….. Well of course I'm not alright U just broke my heart boy God give it some time Leave me alone please go away…

Im Sorry
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect Not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough To "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry That I open your car door, And pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough To be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; Not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account To buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home Cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just fuck you Like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, But never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, But when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, But

Irish Music
Hi all, If your into it i have a small Indie record label http://www.myspace.com/sofarecords so go on try some Irish Indie http://www.myspace.com/stanleysuper800 Have a listen and some feed back would be lovely. All the best tap'ers

Sacred Reich-who's To Blame
a mumm about music making kids commit suicide made me think of this song Jonny can you hear me turn that music down You're making too much noise I mean it do it now all that stuff is evil Ozzy, Judas Priest there's backwards messages in that stuff that leads you to the beast Jonny don't you hear me open up that door I've been calling you for hours I won't say it anymore just wait until your dad gets home and sees what you have done kicked out of school you've got no job you're a useless delinquent bum oh my god it's Jonny hanging by his neck all those metal albums have led him to his death Now it's time for parents to open ears and listen maybe it's too late to see what you've been missing music is no cause of death it's you that suffocates if you had opened your eyes and ears you'd see just who's to blame Who's to be responsible for a life that's gone off track who's the one who must be there to see i

They Show How Much They Care
I want to thank everyone in Colorado and elsewhere throughout the country that continue to support the troops. As I am about to embark on my second tour of Iraq I am reminded how fortunate I am to wake up every morning and wear this uniform. Thank you for giving me that chance, I am truly blessed. Shean Leigon, SSgt, USAF, Colorado Springs, Colo. I want to thank everyone out there that supports me and all my buddies. I recently returned back from a year-long tour in Iraq and it was hell, but all the support that I got while I was out there made life that much easier. When a total stranger comes up to me and just says thank you, or start a conversation with me about things that I have done and where I have been over the past few years and how much they really are interested is way more satisfying then any paycheck that I receive. Thank you everyone!! SPC HEIDE, WILMINGTON, DELAWARE (FORT BRAGG, NC) SPC Heide, Marc, Wilmington, Del. Thank you America for all of your support.

Well Then
last night sucked found out one of my wisdom teeth is comin in and it hurts like a bitch LoL meh XD haha i guess that's what i get for not havin any of em yet LoL XD doesn't hurt as much today more annoying than anything, but meh ahwell what can ya do :/ well i'm off gonna make my bed then shower then head out BAI XD

Bill Clinton
It doesn't matter what party you belong to -- this is hilarious. From a show on Canadian TV there was a black comedian who said he misses Bill Clinton. "Yep, that's right - I miss Bill Clinton! He was the closest thing we ever got to having a black man as President. Number 1 - He played the sax. Number 2 - He smoked weed. Number 3 - He had his way with ugly white women. Even now? Look at him ... his wife works, and he don't! And, he gets a check from the government every month. Manufacturers announced today that they will be stocking America's shelves this week with "Clinton Soup," in honor of one of the nations' most distinguished men. It consists primarily of a weenie in hot water. Chrysler Corporation is adding a new car to its line to honor Bill Clinton. The Dodge Drafter will be built in Canada When asked what he thought about foreign affairs, Clinton replied, "I don't know, I never had one." The Clinton revised judicial oath: "I sol

All Summed Up...what I Am Looking For In A Man
What are you looking for in a partner? I'm often asked what I want...well to sum it up, I don't want someone that I can live with...I want the one that I can't live without! Too often we settle for less than we really want just so we won't be alone. Been there, done that! Maturity has taught me that I deserve what I want. I don't know what he looks like and I could care less what he drives, as long as he has drive. What I do know is that he should be, SINGLE, considerate, charming, sexy, professional, respectful, loving, strong but sensitive, affectionate, attentive, seductive, he doesn't smoke,he doesn't mind watching a chick flick once in a while, he's very secure with himself and not afraid of commitment

Memories (published)
MEMORIES Moments frozen in time Everlasting ties to people and places Momentos of the past Ongoing scrapbook Reminders of laughter and tears Interlocked sights and sounds Everything changes Stairway to Heaven Erin Elizabeth McFarland Copyright ©2007 Erin Elizabeth McFarland this poem is dedicated to my dad.

Alter Call (published)
Alter Call I hear the alter call but my feet won't move One foot in front of the other I hear the alter call and my heart aches Cast all my cares on Him I hear the alter call Erin E McFarland Copyright ©2007 Erin E McFarland

Taser Instructions
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this : Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse- sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to

Morphs!
WARNING: RANT Why are so many people obsessed with picture-morphs? I'm sorry, but they're painfully cheesy. "Ooh, lookatme, I'm turning into a vampire! Ph3@r m3!!!" The occasional one might not be -as- bad... IF THE TWO PICTURES WERE EVEN REMOTELY SIMILAR. Amateur self-portraits and professional fantasy/horror/animal artwork don't blend well. People with morphs as their main profile image make me think of that one kid in school who tries WAY too hard to be cool, and it ends up backfiring. If your picture isn't interesting enough on its own, use a different one! Why is this phenomenon mainly limited to CherryTap? I have enough friends on MySpace to keep my account there, and I've never seen a single morph on there (yet). Do the right thing; just say no to morphs.

A Man
A man comes home from work and finds his wife admiring her breasts in the mirror. He asks, "What are you doing?" She replies, "I went to the doctor today, and he told me I have the breasts of a 25 year old." The husband retorts, "Well, what did he say about your 50 year old ass?" She replies, "Frankly dear, your name never came up."

Slavery Is Not ...slavery Is ...
slavery is not about suffering . . slavery is about service. slavery is not about humiliation . . slavery is about humility. slavery is not about pain . . slavery is about being present. slavery is not about being used . . slavery is about being of use. slavery is not about control . . slavery is about letting go. slavery is not about you . . slavery is about giving to others. slavery is not about abuse . . slavery is about acceptance. slavery is not about proving anything . . slavery is about being real. slavery is not about contempt . . slavery is about respect. slavery is not about how things look . . slavery is about how things feel. slavery is not about denial . . slavery is about being open. slavery is not about punishment . . slavery is about discipline. slavery is not about being unable to escape . . slavery is about being committed. slavery is not about submission . . slavery is about obedience. slavery is not about sex .

Friends
Well, I finally met someone that might turn out to be a good friend someone to have alittle fun with and not worry about drama or bullshit. It's nice when you meet genuine people and upfront. Awesome to meet another couple with the same interests and boundaries are set that are very workable. Let's spice life up alittle bit and have some fun as well :) D & M thanks for a super Friday nite, looking forward to the next opportunity. Always glad to have new friends!

Redneck Friends
Redneck Friends Body: FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Redneck FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. Redneck FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Redneck FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but hey, that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. Redneck FRIENDS: laugh at you and tell you to put some vagasil on your vagina. --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. Redneck FRIENDS: Steal each

Bound In Love
Walking in the shadows Not wanting others to see That the things that i want Make me different When my body is stroked i swim in anticipation Not for the softness of your touch But receiving the control Feeling the delicious pain That you give for your own pleasure Yet in you taking me in your own way You satisfy my yearnings Sending me into ecstasy Knowing that i please you That i submit to what you desire Gives me pleasure beyond the norm Bonds cutting into my skin As i strain again my ties My body moving not from fear Not to find freedom But in euphoria Drinking in your control Tasting your gratification Your pleasure taken from me Given freely Submitting to your will For i am your submissive All i do, i do for you And thank you for accepting The gift i give to you The gift of love The gift of my life Now devoted to you In accepting me as your own In taking me to control To guide to love To mould to nurture To make me the best i can Master and s

Please? Fan And Rate, Add Me?
Can you please visit my page and fan/rate me? I really want to show love to people when I come back from my dental appointment and errands today, and I want to make sure I have shown love to everyone on my list, plus anyone else that reads this and wants some! (LOL Vicodan is a lovely thing... *giggles* I'm very happy, but sleepy today. They gave it to me for my root canal....) Just PM me if you are on my lists, or send me an add request if you show me love while I am away! I will get to you I promise!! *many many kisses! XOXOXOXO Seana

Race!
I want to hold a blast race! I will be giving away a 3 day blast AND a 7 day blast. Two seperate races. 7,500 comments for the 3 day blast and 15,000 comments for a 7 day blast. The first person to reach the goal will win that blast. I will not start the race till I get at least 5 entries in the folders. If I get enough for the first race - that one will start when I get at least 5(and vice versa for the other!).I hope I haven't confused anyone, lol. Because reading this, I think I confused myself. Anyways - If you are interested in the blast race - Let Me Know!

Wonder Woman..who Knew?
I had no idea about the link between the Lifestyle and Wonder Woman..gosh i'm feeling unobservant lol Here's a link about the topic and about her creator William Moulton Marston. He was a psychologist who invented the precurser to the lie detector. He was also a polyamorist and loved bondage. It's fairly long reading but really interesting! a quote"In modern terms, Wonder Woman might be best described as a "bi poly switch." http://www.comicbookresources.com/news/newsitem.cgi?id=8197

What Is A Zombie?
Q: What is a Zombie? A: a Zombie is, by any account, the living dead or "undead". Animated corpses that have come to life through means unknown, some say it's a virus, others think it has spiritual connections. still another theory is a result of nuclear waste. whatever the cause, The undead are a nuisance to the living. Zombies can also create others of it's kind, when a living human~ is exposed to a zombies bodily fluid. the person will eventually die and come back as one of them. the time it takes for somebody to "turn" varies from person to person. it could have something to do with the immune system, metabolism, and body mass. however it is at this time virtually impossible to study. if you have encountered zombies, and have found safe refuge, immediately inspect everyone in your group for bites, wounds or open sores. Next Entry: **How do i kill something that is already dead?** ~sometimes animals too