Fubar Blog Posts 4

Survivor
I am a survivor; I am destiny’s true child. As a result of Ham’s curse I was exiled. For more than three millennia, Others have sought to mask my contributions on this earth. They live in fear; Because, my mother was the first mother to give birth I come from a long line of long orderly lines. I am at the center of all Diop and Leakey’s finds. I’ve been misunderstood since I gave others understanding. I’ve been oppressed because; my nature is not to be demanding. I took flight before Orville and Wilbur Wright. I postulated of things seen without sight. I was transported on the slave ship ‘Sweet Jesus’. Then I was forced to ride on the back of the bus. Bound and gagged, whipped and chained; Despite these and other tortures, still I have remained. Lynched, simply because I was black! Injected with cancer, syphilis and AIDS; Subjected to late night SWAT team raids. Thrown on the front lines, as fodder, to fight for other people’s sovereignty. Then returned to

Guam In Ww2
Guam is the largest of the Marianas, 30 miles (48 km) long and 9 miles (14 km) wide. It had been a United States possession from the Spanish-American War of 1898 until it was captured by the Japanese on 11 December 1941.The battle of Guam was a battle of the Pacific campaign of World War II, fought on the island of Guam in the Mariana Islands from 21 July 1944 to 10 August 1944. It was not as heavily fortified as the other Mariana Islands such as Saipan that had been Japanese possessions since the end of World War I, but by 1944 it had a large garrison. Guam was chosen as a target because its large size made it suitable as a base for supporting the next stage of operations towards the Philippines, Taiwan and the Ryukyu Islands; the deep-water harbor at Apra was suitable for the largest ships; and the two airfields would be suitable for B-29 Superfortress bombers. Guam, ringed by reefs, cliffs, and heavy surf, presents a formidable challenge for an attacker. On 21 July the Americans lan

New Poem
LOOK IN TO MY EYES TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE A TEAR NEEDING TO BE WIPED, A 1000 DEMONDS RIPING AT MY SOUL,LOVEING AND HATEING AT THE SAME TIME WONDERING AROUND ASKING MYSELF WHAT SO WRONG WITH ME, I HAVE A LOVE BUT INSTEAD I PUSH IT AWAY WHAT IAM I SO AFRAID OF LIFE.PAIN.COMMITMENT,LOVE,FAILER.HAVEN IT IN REACH BUT NOT ABLE TO TOUCH IT,I ASK MY SELF WHAT, BUT YET IN SIDE THERES A LOVE THATS SO GREAT BEONDY MY COMPERHINTION THATS WANTEDING TO GET OUT BUT IT STAYS SO DEEP IN SIDE WITH CHAINS,WALLS ALL THINGS FROM LETING IT OUT I ASK MYSELF WHY CANT I LET IT GO LIKE A BIRD FLYING FREE

Poem
Locked Door Here I stand behind this locked door the one I have locked one thousand times before I say each time I will not come here again then a song, a memory,a scent seems to suck me in I look at the pictures here on the wall graphic details of our love, the rise and the fall When the pain gets to great and I am lying curled up on the floor I get slowly to my feet and once more lock the door

Favorite Christmas Present Contest
Best christmas present contest. Enter a picture of your favorite christmas present. Dates to be announced once enough entries are recieved. First 10 entries will be taken. Winner is picture with most comments. Prizes given for 1st, 2nd and 3rd places. Send link to photo you wish to use to my PM Present can be item or animal. Hurry and enter, this one will be fun. You can comment you own picture if you wish. Comment bombing welcome

Song
My Immortal Evanescence (Fallen) I'm so tired of being here supressed by all my childish fears and if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave cuz your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase when you'd cry I'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears and I've held your hand for all of these years but you still have all of me you used to captivate me by your resonating light now I'm bound by the life you left behind your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams your voice it chased away all of the sanity in me these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just to real there's just to much that time cannot erase when you'd cry I'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears and I've held your hand for all of these years but you still have all of me I've trie

Amazing Home Remedies
Amazing Home Remedies 1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto! The blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 4. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 5. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 6. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget all about the toothache. 7. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need two tools - WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If it shouldn't move and does, use the duct tape. 8. Remember: Everyone seems

I Just Like This Song
It's The Little Things You can burn my house You can cut my hair You can make me wrestle naked With a grizzly bear You can poison my cat Baby I don't care But if you talk in the movies I'll kill you right there It's the little things It's just the little things Aw it's the little things It's just the little things Yeah it's the little things That drive me wild I'm like a mad dog I'm on a short leash I'm on a tight rope Hanging by a thread I'm on some thin ice You push me too far Welcome to my nightmare No more Mr. Nice Guy You can steal my car And drive it into the lake You can stick me in the oven And put it on bake You could throw a big brick Through my window pane But if I ever hear you ask me How I got my name It's the little things It's just the little things Aw it's the little things It's just the little things Yeah it's the little things That drive me wild I'm like a mad dog I'm on a short leash I'm on a tight rope Hangin

Confusion Says
The rains have come, and poured heavy on my soul. An endless torrent of confusion and I am lost. Lost in the folds and pages of a dark mystery. Lying in the arms of deceit, wrapped so tightly in his lies. His body a coil of serpents slipping over my skin and between my legs, while his lips whisper softly the breath of innocence. Unable to break the cycle, the angel on one side the devil on the other, grasp so tightly and threaten to tear me in two. The fall of my empire. The great castle walls. The stones shatter to dust. I am but alone. Naked. Standing naked before you. Blistered and bruised by the wounds that time cannot heal. My skin so thin it tears at your touch. Cold under your gaze. What you will do once you break through the darkness, once you chip through the ice? A mistress wrapped in her mortal coil. Bricks and stones at her feet, looking toward the raining skys. Awash in the rains of confusion.

A Cry In The Darkness
Standing on the edge of the abyss, on the end of tomorrow. The vast barren landscape of nothingness. For and eternity I have been your savior, the rock upon which you break. Everything to everyone. Yet as I stand here blood seeping from fresh wounds, I am nothing. You have turned your back on me. Retreating into the shadows. So transparent that I disappear into the nothingness. My lungs scream but only dust escapes. Fading into distant memories. Anger and deceit wash over me. A tide of resentment. Leave me to my pain. Soak me in lonlieness. A stranger to your prying eyes. I burn with hatred. My lips form the words.....FUCK YOU. My tongue forks. Free from my shell. Born succubus. Here to drain you all. Fuck you. Fuck you all. I don't need you anymore

All Work & No Play
hey y'all, sorry i've not been on as much as i used to be. i just started a new job at a propane company & there's all kinds of studying i have to do to learn everything i need to know, & i'm studying my arse off for school too, so my time is pretty limited. like it says in my profile, i'm not ignoring anyone, just real busy. stay cool- keith

~~clean Humor...what A Concept~~
> > Subject: Clean Humor > > > > > > > >>> > You may remember the old Jewish Catskill comics of Vaudeville days, > >>> > viz., Shecky Green, Red Buttons, Totie Fields, Milton Berle, Henny > >>> > Youngman, and others. Don't you miss their humor? Not one single > swear > >>> > word in their comedy Here are some examples: > >>> > > >>> > A car hit an elderly Jewish man. The paramedic says, "Are you > >>> > comfortable?" The man says, "I make a good living." > >>> > > >>> > I just got back from a pleasure trip. I took my mother-in-law > to > >>> > the airport. > >>> > > >>> > Someone stole all my credit cards, but I won't be reporting it. The > >>> > thief spends less than my wife did. > >>> > > >>> > We always hold hands. If I let go, she shops. > >>> > > >>> > My wife and I went back to the hotel where we spent our wedding > night, > >>> > only this time I stayed in the bathroom and cried. > >>> > > >>> > She was at the beaut

A Contest For Sexiest Soldier, In Uniform
Ok, i would like to hold a contest for all of you soldier out there. In order to enter into the contest i need a picture of you in your uniform. This will be kinda like the sexiest soldier. Please contact me ASAP to get your entry into the contest. This is open to male and female soldiers. So if you are in your uniform and wont to compete Then send me a message. Just in case this is being reposted, and you need to search for me. My search name is "BITCH2WITCH&BACK"

Yes More Alice
Can't Sleep, Clowns Will Eat Me Don't sing me lullabies I won't close my eyes, I can't close my eyes It's true, I'm doomed 'til dawn shines through Got too many things to do Got friends to see, I can't miss a thing It's true, I'm through I'm screwed, unglued I won't close my eyes, I can't close my eyes, I never close my eyes You see, they're always there with funny hair, Oh, I'm so scared It happens to me every night Can't sleep, the clowns will eat me They always want to take a bite Can't sleep, the clowns will eat me And if you think this isn't real I'll show you wounds that never heal To them I'm just a happy meal Can't sleep, the clowns will eat me Make the coffee black as night Help me through the night I know their appetite for me I'm meat but I'm sweet as can be And if I do too much booze I begin to snooze I hear the big old floppy shoes It's true, I'm stew, unchewed I won't close my eyes, I can

Please No More Judging Me Please.
HEY HOWS IT GOING?? ME IM FINE...JUST A LITLE UPSET AT WHAT EVERYONE BEEN SAYING LATELY...ITS NOTHING BAD REALLY BUT IT JUST BOTHERS ME THAT PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW YOU JUDGE BECOUSE OF WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE..ALOT OF YOU { THE ONES WHO SAID IT KNOW WHO IM TALKING TO } MESSGED ME THE LAST COUPLE DAYS TRYING TO GET TO KNOW ME AND AFTER A DAY OR TWO YOU WOULD COME OUT WITH THIS STATEMENT "" GEEZZ I THOUGHT YOU WAS A PIMP YOU LOOK LIKE ONE OF THEM PLAYER TYPES "" .....UMM?? WHY WOULD YOU JUDGE ME BEFORE KNOWING ME??....IM NOT YOUR AVERAGE GUY..I LOVE I HUG I KISS I CUDDLE I CARE I HAVE EMOTIONS AND DONT THINK IM TO GOOD TO SHOW THEM...EMOTIONS ARE IN US HUMANS FOR A REASON ..TO SHOW OTHERS HOW MUCH IT REALLY MEANS TO WHAT HE/SHE HAS DONE,SAID,OR DID....PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY...BUT YEAH ANYWAY...JUDGING PEOPLE IS NOT A GOOD THING...I DONT JUDGE NONE OF YOU OR PEOPLE THAT I KNOW...SOME OF YOU ON HERE I NEVER EVEN SAW ANY OF YOUR PHOTOS CEPT THE DEFULT ONE...BECOUSE I DONT CARE FOR WHAT YOU LOOK

Away
Ok before you read this you should know its really hard for me to show emotions and stuff to people... Nothings wrong just having a bad day and need to blow off some steam. Don't get all freaked out... *Away* 1/27/2007 Just one of those days I feel like I can’t go on anymore. Happiness turns to pain in a quick heartbeat And you wonder why you’re even trying anymore. Take away this pain Kiss away these tears. Fix my broken heart Fight away my fears. There’s gotta be something different, Something to make it all better. Take away my pain And hide me from the world.

Australia Day Long Weekend!
Aussie Day Friday and it was a nice warm day so we went for a bike ride...we ended up riding down to the beachside suburbs.Packed out with people drapped with the aussie flag.Watched the firworks disply then ventured back home.Enjoy night riding,especially when its been a warm day.Had riends stay the night last night so lots laughs,dribble and entertainment as we had a beer or two.Back to work tomorrow..geeze weekend goes quik.

What Men And Women Should Know
38. NOT CARING WHETHER SHE COMES. You have to finish the job. Keep on trying until you get it right, and she might even do the same for you. If you don't care if she comes or not, you won't last long with her, literally. 39. SQUASHING HER. Men generally weigh more than women, so if you lie on her a bit too heavily, she will turn blue. 40. THANKING HER. Never thank a woman for having sex with you. Your bedroom is not a soup kitchen. I just thought this shyt was soooo fukkin cool and funny i just had to post it ! ****RULES FOR GIRLS**** 1. MILKING IT: When stroking a guy's dick don't grab it like a bus rail and start jerking it like you were milking a cow. Don't use the love sword as if it's a piece of gym equipment to strengthen the forearms. The male organ is a thing of wonder and beauty, and should be awed, worshipped and held tenderly at all times. The sensitive part is at the top (where your face should be), not two-thirds of the way down. 2. ROBOTS: When sucking

Divine Love
It happened again on Christmas eve; she lit the frankensence, removed the rags of crimson, and crown of roses from the angel. She adorned her with garments of light and dark blues and whites, placed Love at her forehead. She hummed to herself, lost in her own little world..."pick up your china doll, it's only fragile and just a little nervous from the fall..." She washed her tear stained sheets and bedding and sprinkled the pillows and fresh blankets with myrrh tears for healing. The voice told her lay down. So she lay clutching her rosary. She started taking deep medative breathes. The scent of the air all around her had become pure and fresh. Her body numbed out, and became paralyzed, she couldn't move. All she could do was breath this air. A faint smile came to her lips and feeling of peace and security filled her. She lay like this for quite a while...until she broke out in giggles and started move a bit. Raphael* was whispering sweet nothings in her ear again.

Pieces Of ......
FOR THOSE WHO WANT A BRIEFING ABOUT ME; Attempting to express The feelings of my heart I put my pen to paper And try to make a start Endeavouring to capture Words that just aren’t there Is the language of the heart Spoken anywhere? Yet still something is telling me Of words I must impart So stumblingly I start to try To translate from my heart At best it will be a shadow Of what a heart can say But rather than give up I write it anyway And when at last I’m finished I ponder on my art Have I managed to convey A small piece of my heart?

The Fall-blindness
I was walking down the street blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah chorus: BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH blah blah? blah! blah! blaaaaaaaaaahhhh.... BLAH! As I decided to put on the tube and getting ready to switch it off, I saw this song in a car commercial, and the guitars jerked me off (literally, not really, but really) so I found the album right away. Mark E. Smith (singer) and I share a birthday so no surprise this is good shit.

Needn Sum Luv
To All you fine, sexy Cherries.... I am deployed and would love to see all of your fine ass bodies. I have tried to rate all the pics I cum across. It would be great if some of you could send or post a video of you by yourself or getting railed by your man. Would love to see your pussies all wet. Is thee any of you Kinky enough to do that. Hit me up with some love.

Parvo
I like written poems so if you like what I write then tell me some are from other people that I have found that I just fell in love with. and this is one of them. Black with a white strip down her face. She was a baby when she got sick. But with the love of humans she got better and soon romp and played. She wasn't mine at first and I soon grew to love her. I asked my father if I could have her and he said yes. So I took great care of her. Soon Mother's day came, a terrible day for her. She died that afternoon with her head on my lap. She died for a human sakes of mistakes. Someday I will get to see her, and we will be together forever. I know it don't quite ryem but its still good.

My Parents Best Friend
So I just got home from work and found out that my mothers best friend husband/my fathers best friend died last night in his sleep. This has been a very sad week for me. Two deaths within a week apart! Why is this happening? I dont know what all happened but his 17 year old son found him this morning. He is leaving behind a wife, two daughters and a son. I dont know what else to say about this but its a sad sad day/week....

Yaaaaayyyy Me!! Lol
Believe it or not my peoples...I have gone BACK to school. Yup..you got it..I am a 'COLLEGE STUDENT'. No, really..I am. I made the life changing decision at the beggining of the year. I had been thinking about it for a long time, and finally admitted that something had to be changed in my life, because I could not continue to live under the cloud I have been living under. I am enrolled in an accelerated CIS course. which means, from 8am to 3pm I am in school plugging my brain with knowledge. My major is Computer Information Systems (programming). I will receive my B.S in Game programming. So, that means..I will be making Video games!! WHOOOO HOOOO!!! lol. And for all of you that know me, KNOW that is a beyond perfect job for me.

Dave's Hideaway Has Relocated!!
HOLY SHIT! WHERE IS DAVES HIDEAWAY?? IT's GONE!! I KNOW I WENT THERE & NO TALKBOX! THAT IS WHY YOU SHOULD READ ON! :) DAVES HIDEAWAY HAS A NEW ADDRESS! And here it is you tools! . You do need to rejoin membership or you will be forgoten....lol SO GET YOUR ASSES IN THERE!!!!!

Freak In Bed Test, I Got A 62
PHREAK IN BED TEST Body: Hey want to play a game? It called FREAK IN THE BED TEST, GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YO

Let It Go
I read this on somebody's blog.... and it made me feel better about a lot of things going on in my life right now.... hopefully...it will give some of you peace as well.... "LET IT GO" There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk to another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hangup the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You'v

A Cinderella Song This One Makes Me Think Alot
I know it¹s hard In a world gone mad To find the truth To Understand And I know it¹s hard To turn the page To walk the line To have the faith But sometimes when it¹s light And you can¹t see Sometimes when this world Just seems to be so cold Sometimes when you¹re lost at sea Drowning in your pain Sometimes the sun shines through the rain I know it¹s hard In a world so cold To feel the love I know it¹s hard And I know it¹s true That in the end We all find our way And that¹s life my friend But sometimes when it¹s light And you can¹t see Sometimes when this world Just seems to be so cold Sometimes when you¹re lost at sea Drowning in your pain Sometimes the sun shines Through the pain World keeps turning Nothing changes Hope this time We can rearrange the stars I can¹t be that hard no Sometimes when it¹s light And you can¹t see Sometimes when this world Just seems to be so cold Sometimes when you¹re lost at sea Drowning in your pain Someti

What You Think You Know
I HAVE LEARNED A LONG TIME AGO THAT YOU NEVER ASSUME ANYTHING AND NEVER LISTEN TO RUMMORS OR GOSSIP. IF YOU HEAR SOMETHING OR THINK YOU KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT SOMEONE,ASK THEM. DON'T JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS, THIS IS HOW SO MANY RELATIONSHIPS AND FRIENDSHIPS ARE RUINED AND FALL APART. BE SURE YOU KNOW THAT WHAT YOU " THINK" OR HAVE HEARD IS TRUE, THEN YOU CAN SAY WHAT YOUR FEELING, BUT IF YOU JUMP THE GUN AND IT IS FALSE THEN YOU COULD RUIN A GREAT RELATIONSHIP OR FRIENDSHIP OVER SOMETHING THAT NEVER WAS. SO BECAREFUL MY FRIENDS ALWAYS ASK AND TALK ABOUT IT FIRST. RUMORS AND GOSSIP AND HEAR SAY CAN REALLY HURT YOU. BUT ABOVE ALL ELSE " TRUST" IN YOUR FRIENDS AND LOVERS BECAUSE IF YOU LOSE THE TRUST THERE IS NO TURNING BACK AND YOU MAY LOSE THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO YOU.

Nobody's Fool
I count the falling tears They fall before my eyes Seems like a thousand years Since we broke the ties I call you on the phone But never get a rise So sit there all alone It's time you realize I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Never again no no You take your road I'll take mine, The paths have both been beaten Searchin' for a change of pace Life needs to be sweetened I scream my heart out just to make a dime And with that dime I bought your love But now I've changed my mind I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Never again no no I count the falling tears They fall before my eyes Seems like a thousand years I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool

Healing
When bad things happen we must reach down to our basics and pull up. It's not always easy because sometimes we've sunk so far down that we can't even see light. But if we go deep enough within ourselves that's when the healing starts.

Wish You Were Here....
So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from pain. Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell?...Pink Floyd-Wish You Were Here.... . . Well haven't written anything in a long time...not that the world doesn't continue to piss me off, but just that haven't had the energy to do it...though today to be honest I really don't have the energy, (read Desire)...first thing I want to say is...KNOW WHAT YOU WANT TO ORDER BEFORE YOU GET TO THE DRIVE THRU!!!!...this also means...STOP TALKING ON YOUR DAMN CELL PHONE AND ORDER!!!!...unless you saw something on a comercial that is new at your local fast food place, the menu hasn't changed much since the last time you were there, and if by any chance you haven't seen the newest in new, usually there will be an ad on the outside menu...there is no such thing as the "secret special" that you have to ask for...you don't have to tell me that "Vinnie"

Back Home, For Now.
Hey everyone. The procedures went well, except instead of coming out extremely happy due to the anesthesia, I came out extremely groggy and with excrutiating pain. That was a bummer. I wanted to be happy and have no pain. Oh well. I was happy to finally be able to eat. :) I had been on a "clear liquid diet" for almost two days. Where all I could eat was broth, jello, hard candy and drink nothing but black coffee, gatorade, water, juice. Have nothing colored red. No dairy or carbs. Basically, I was eating like I would if I was sick. It sucked. My first stop after the procedures....Drive Thru!! The reason I was getting these procedures (endoscopy and colonoscopy) was for a diagnosis. I've been dealing with stomach issues for several years now, where it nearly debilitates me. I can take several stomach pills a day, or it can be bad enough where I take pain medication. Either way, I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. The worst part about these procedures is the diet

Friend Requests
In the days since writing my last post on Friend Requests I've received a gratifying and -completely- confusing number of them. Some of them blank. From people I haven't spoken with before. Erm, first of all, see the blog post in this blog just preceding (possibly too confusing...) it's good to have spoken with me awhile, since there's stuff I put in friends-only blogs and photos that I want some control over the viewing of. So I want to know a bit about the viewers of them. Y'know. Right. At least compromise by sending a friend request that isn't blank, if we haven't spoken before. Read my profile, tell me about yourself. The more the merrier. Or send an e-mail. I'm not asking for a college application essay. The really sensitive stuff stays written and locked in physical drawers, the somewhat less so, to CT family. I just want to know who I'm telling about things. The stuff that the whole world can know about? Goes in public blogs that are readable by the whole wor

What Flower Are You?
You Are a Yellow Flower A yellow flower tends to represent joy, friendship, and playfulness. At times, you are childlike, as a buttercup is. And at other times, you are fickle, like a dahlia. And more than you wish, you tend to feel bittersweet, like a marigold. What Color Flower Are You?

Children Learn What They Live
If a child lives with criticism, He or She learns to condemn. If a child lives with hostility, He of She learns to fight. If a child lives with ridicule, He or She learns to be shy. If a child lives with shame, He or She learns to feel guilty. If a child lives with tolerance, He or She learns to be patient. If a child lives with encouragement, He or She learns confidence. If a child lives with praise, He or She learns to appreciate. If a child lives with fairness, He or She learns justice. If a child lives with security, He or She learns to have faith. If a child lives withapproval, He or She learns to like him or her self. If a child lives withacceptance and friendship, He or She learns to find love in the world.

" She Moved Me In Ryme"
It may be too late for me 'cause I was born in a different time. But she's the only one that I've ever wanted. I've never met anyone that moved me to rhyme. Before her I just breathed in and out. I still breath in and out but now with a purpose to rhyme.

A True Soulmate
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you

Betrayal
"Do you know what you have done?" she asks, as the winds whisper... betrayal.. "Do you know what you have done?" she asks, as her heart stops beating "Do you know what you have done?" she asks, as the gates of hell open for her. "Let me share my love, let us become one. Let me show you my love, pure estasy and a bonding to be as one. Let your soul ripple and renew. Come, spend eternity in the flames of intense passion. Let our love consume our souls... melding us as one." He asks her"tell me more" "Between us my love...speak of it to no one" He replies.."Behind closed doors" "Come, I will show you my hunger, and share with you. Let me feed as I will feed you" "Do you know what you have done?" she asked, as the winds whisper betrayal...

Looooooooooong!!!
Name 4 things in your purse/wallet: 1. Debit Card 2. Drivers Lisence 3. College ID Card 4. Change Name 3 favorite fruits: 1. i 2. HATE 3. fruit Three names you go by: 1. Anna (Banana) 2. Crazy Eye Johnny 3. Sonic Three things you are wearing right now 1. White shirt 2. Black tie 3. Stripy top The WHOS: Who was the last person to IM you? Jade What are you thinking about right now? I miss my brother, hope hes alright *sends telepathic hug* Who did you last talk to on the phone? Erm...i do believe that was The Boy, woke me up!! Whose birthday is next? MINE BIATCH!!! The WHERES: Where is your phone? in my pocket Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? my cousin Where is the last place you took a ride to? Red Lion The WHATS: What was the last thing you ate? Pepperoni pizza What color pants are you wearing? blue jeans What kind of cell phone do you have? nokia 7250i What is the closest item near you that is blue?

B*tches
THERE ARE SOME B*TCH AZZ PEOPLE ON THIS LAME AZZ SITE FOR REAL..FUNNY AS HELL.SO I HAVE DECIDED TO GET RID OF MY PROFILE..TO SOME PEOPLE THAT WERE REAL ON HERE U KNOW HOW TO GET A HOLD OF ME..DARK ENIGMA U KNOW U MY GURL U GOT MY EMAIL SO GET AT ME. SORRY ACTUALLY IM NOT SORRY FOR LEAVING..FAKE AZZ PEOPLE..U ALL CAN HAVE EACH OTHER FOR REAL..DONT EVER IN YO LIFE TALK TO ME AGAIN..ONE

Eee!
Holy unbelievable shit monkeys my brother came home! I had a dream last night where I came home from work and my brother was home. and today when i came home from work my brother was home!!!!!!!!!! apparently he came home yesterday while i wasn;t here and when i got in he was in his room and when i left this morning he was sleeping so i never knew. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee he's back i'm so happy yay.

Let It Go
"LET IT GO" There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk to another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hangup the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm

Something New
This is weird,I joined this site cuz a friend asked me to and I ended up meeting alot of wonderful people,some have become friends.One became more. I dont know what will become of it but I do know this I like how I feel when I talk to this person,both on the phone and oneline,We are making planns to meet,I have my fingers crossed that something special will come of it and of us meeting. I do that I have left him sweet little mushy messages.After all it's weird for me but that is my baby bear and I love him very much.I think it's cute on how he calls me baby-doll. I do know that I think about him alot. I know awwwwwwwwwwww,but Im beginning to like this awwwwwwwwwwwwwww very much,lol. As,I sit here and write this blog right now,I have a smile on my face even though,I am tired and wanting to sleep. So,I hope that says soemthing about the specialness of my sweetie and my soon-to be ct husband.

Dunno What To Say
Ive never really blogged befor, I dont really know what to say, I'm still trying to figure this website out its a lil confusing, but after awhile I'm sure I'll get the hang of it, so anyways, whats up pple that read this

Family
Well here i go sittin' here again all by myself trying to figure out what just happend. I keep askin myself why do things have to happen like this. It's just outta my hands I guess. I don't know what to do . Mom and Dad are getting a divorce, why? It's killin me. I know it's not my fault. Theres nothing i can do to stop it. It's just that after 24 yrs together that Mom just serves him papers. My dad is so tore up and I don't know what to say to him. Mom has totally shut everyone out and won't even give me a call. I guess things happen for a reason. She could at least give me a call. I'll just sit here and ponder the thought of not haveing a family anymore eventhough they are stepbrothers they are still my brothers and i love them very much. I don't know??? This sucks i'm gonna be all by myself now noone to turn to when in need of a shoulder. I guess as the dust settles i'll know a little bit more of what's going to happen, until then I don't know what to say.

Breaking Through Wind
To my boo Ready for the change that the winds shall bring to us. A cloud of hope shall form so that rain of new change will come I'll trust you Getting to this new world that we are trying to found, Let love guide us

The Horny Boomer
Hmmm ... This is not the poem I intended to write, but it's what I ended up with. Here's a poem about sex life of a boomer lady as i could imagine. Enjoy! [ bommers are those born after world war 2 and before 1990 ] *blush* Sex and Pizza Once a classmate told me sex is like pizza: no matter how bad it is, it’s still pizza. Strange, coming from one of the unsexiest people I knew. Didn’t believe him until my early 20s when all I wanted was hard, kinked-out, unexplainable sex. 9 ½ Weeks sex. Blue Velvet sex. The small town of my body sent me outward to a friend as local as my fingertips. His body, beautifully taut, and I was happy hour poured into a miniskirt. Before we knew it, the quick blows of our bodies struck together like rocks catching spark. Ass up, head down, no stroking, no kissing, just clumsy, fractional fucking that was over before it began. I remember walking into the unfamiliar daylight, sleep deprived and scorched like a hous

Music
hello everyone.if anyone is interested in some new music then i have a new group that you should check out.they are called GREWSUM.they are great.i have them on my myspace page.there page is myspace.com/grewsum.please pass the word.there cd comes out feb.20,2007.its has been push back from jan.30 to feb.20.

Updated Schedule
(all times Eastern Standard Time) MONDAY 12PM (Noon) Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 4PM Dodge This DJ Trinity 6PM Eggs & Kegs DJ Raven 8PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 10PM S&M DJ Krys 12AM Eggs & Kegs DJ Raven 2AM Satan’s Slumber Party DJ Lucifer TUESDAY 12PM (Noon) Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 2:00PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 8:00PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 12AM The Sin Within DJ Aphro WEDNESDAY 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 8PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Rock Yer Box DocNasty 12AM Disciples of Rock DJ Cru 2AM Satan's Slumber Party DJ Lucifer THURSDAY 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 6PM Mayhem & Rage ShotDaddy 8PM Mayhem & Rage ShotDaddy 10PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 12AM The Black Mass DJ Lucifer Friday 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 4PM Dodge This DJ Trinity 10PM S & M DJ Krys 12AM The Leathur Lair BratPrince 2AM The Leathur Lair BratPrince Saturday 6PM Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 8PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Nice Fuckin'

Sexy Train
If you have sex 365 times a year and you melted down all the condoms 2 make a tire, what would you call it? A fucken Goodyear! Sex is like playing spades. If you don't have a good partner, you better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told Little red riding hood lift your top so I can suck your tits. no, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fucken book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. the cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard. Send to 10 freaks in 30 mins. or you will have bad sex. You're it! This is the sexy train, if you receive this it means your fucken sexy if you get it back you're even sexier. Send 2 ten people or miss the train....... this shit is funny...

Primer 55-this Life
You've got no selfesteem, and you think you're so mistreated. you can't stand your face, and you cannot, cannot believe that you cannot control your fate (chorus) this isn't what you wanted someone to break you down every motherfucking day it's not the life you wanted someone to break you, someone to make you bruises on your face, i guess you fell down the steps again and that's such a shame, cause you let it, you let it happen over and over again (repeat chorus) it's just another day, the last day he touches you again. but that's the price he'll pay. you pull the trigger, it all goes away in one determind flash (repeat chorus) (b-verse) PAY!! close you eyes, you better, hold em' tight, you'll never, don't keep telling yourself it''ll be alright, don't keep telling yourself it'll be alright. (solo) (repeat b verse) Primer 55 - This LifeMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com Primer 55 Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure HOLY FUCK! I love

I Am The Man
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to

Saturday Night
....and I'm home fixing up my CherryTap profile. I suppose there's worse things I can do, right? Anyways, I'm hoping for a few comments on this. What will make you visit my page more? I just wanna know. Should I bring back the games? More videos? Is less more? I gotta know. Have a great night!!!! btw: My fearless Super Bowl prediction on Monday.

This Is For My Bitch Ex
Girl, I see you lookin' at me and Fuckin' me with your eyes, I'm like "Damn!" I think I might have to take care of this bitch But what's that moldy, crusty shit up on her lip? Aww, fuck it. Wrinkled ass bitch with dirty thoughts in her mind I can roll with the hoe, but I won't be very kind Gotta tell the truth, I really like her a lot. Eventhough she's got a few bald spots, she kinda hot This is my new chick And she's the best to me Only have a day and I'm already tappin' that pussy I got raw in that yeast infection neden Shit's frothy and foamin' like a tall glass of Guiness So sick from a number of VD's And she's a trick from workin' on her knees You see, and she's a trained pro And always good for a fuck The bitch lookin' like a skinny ass Jabba the Hut, she's so old! What the fuck, bitch? How you gonna do me like this? I thought that we was in love, girl, so why you gotta trip? All the sudden we can't fuck, now what the hell? Rigor mortis is makin' your whol

Kid With Pet Contest 2/1 Thur 2/8
~ Kid with a Pet Contest ~ I'm going to open a kid with a pet contest part 2 cause part one was so much fun....lol so it will run from 2/1 thur 2/8 comments + rates = total send me ur pic link to my inbox and i will add you in! you can also comment bomb your pic too! thanks maria ~~UBER MARIA Will Be Back On Monday..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Green Tea
Ive been drinking it for years and here is the reason why. 25 Reasons Why You Should Start Drinking Green Tea Now. Green tea has increasingly become a very popular drink worldwide because of its immensely powerful health benefits. It is extraordinarily amazing what green tea can do for your health. And if you're not drinking 3 to 4 cups of green tea today, you're definitely NOT doing your health a big favor. Here Are The 25 Reasons Why You Should Start Drinking Green Tea Right Now: 1. Green Tea and Cancer Green tea helps reduce the risk of cancer. The antioxidant in green tea is 100 times more effective than vitamin C and 25 times better than vitamin E. This helps your body at protecting cells from damage believed to be linked to cancer. 2. Green Tea and Heart Disease Green tea helps prevent heart disease and stroke by lowering the level of cholesterol. Even after the heart attack, it prevents cell deaths and speeds up the recovery of heart cells.

Ouch Ouch Ouch
So I did the DOND thing today. I was on my feet for about seven and a half hours waiting in line. It's times like this that I start to question the extent of my brain injury during the accident. I don't know any official numbers but I would guess about ten to twelve thousand people showed up today. My feet and legs and back are so sore from standing around so long. At the end of it all it was kind of anti-climactic. You went in front of a guy in groups of ten and everyone got thirty seconds to explain who they were. After that they thanked you for your patience and sent you out the back door. I guess I can always say that I did it even if I don't get picked. I'm tired and sore so I'm going to bed. Keep it real. Jon

I Am Even Hotter And More Sexual Than Before!!!!
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Violent88%Wet75%Sweet75%Exciting75%Soft38%Awkward0%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Say It Right Lyrics
Say It Right lyrics In the day In the night Say it right Say it all You either got it Or you don't You either stand or you fall When your will is broken When it slips from your hand When there's no time for joking There's a hole in the plan Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me No you don't mean nothing at all to me Do you got what it takes to set me free Oh you could mean everything to me I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark I can't say that I don't know that I am alive And all of what I feel I could show You tonite you tonite From my hands I could give you Something that I made From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid From my body I could show you a place God knows You should know the space is holy Do you really want to go?

Last Night @ Blacklight
at the blacklight in seattle... Fabulous Fetish Friday hosted and produced by General Bec.... last act - me and 3 other sexy ladies had a food fight on stage... in heels, took each others clothes off, 9 cans of whipped cream and chocolate sauce, me and a girl writhing on the floor, licking the sweetness off eachother... where were you? 1st act - super sexy goth girl in a corset gets a massive flogging. yes, a real flogging. 2nd act - pvc, gas mask, big knives, miltary bitches fighting with the spy girls, military girls beating on the spy man... me in pvc and gas mask, topless, drenched in water, hot knife play and hair pulling. the other spy lost her pvc dress and got quite a nasty spanking, then they made her work the pole... the pole that was occupied by the pole dancers in between shows. 3rd act - sexy girl covered in hot wax and burning candles... where were you? NEXT FRIDAY @ Blacklight Vixen's Playpen Produced by General Bec and Georgia Myles Next Fabulous

Its Fucked Up That Guys Really Do This Shit!
Guy: "Can we have sex right now? Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her. Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this." Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in you

Evergreen Terrace-maniac (sembello Cover)
Just a still town girl on a saturday night, lookin' for the fight of her life In the real-time world no one sees her at all, they all say she's crazy Locking rhythms to the beat of her heart, changing woman into life She has danced into the danger zone, when a dancer becomes a dance It can cut you like a knife, if the gift becomes the fire On a wire between will and what will be She's a maniac, maniac on the floor And she's dancing like she's never danced before She's a maniac, maniac on the floor And she's dancing like she's never danced before On the ice-build iron sanity is a place most never see It's a hard warm place of mystery, touch it, but you can't hold it You work all your life for that moment in time, it could come or pass you by It's a push of the world, but there's always a chance If the hunger stays the night There's a cold connective heat, struggling, stretching for defeat Never stopping with her head against the wind She's a

Matchbox 20-real World
I wonder what its like to be the rainmaker I wonder what its like to know that I made the rain Id store it in boxes with little yellow tags on everyone And you can come and see them when im...done, when Im done I wonder what its like to be a super hero I wonder where Id go if I could fly around downtown From some other planet, I get this funky high on yellow sun Boy I bet my friends will all be...stunned, theyre stunned (chorus) Straight up, what did you hope to learn about here If I were someone else, would this all fall apart Strange, where were you, when we started this gig, I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me I wonder what its like to be the head honcho I wonder what Id do if they all did just what I said Id shout out an order, I think were out of this man get me some Boy dont make me wanna change my...tone, my tone (chorus) Please dont change, please dont break The only thing that seems to work at all is you Please dont change, at all from

Drunkness:)
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Why Does This Hurt So Bad????
What do I do??? I can't go back... I can't change the things that's happened.... and if I could... Would I??? I mean my path has forked... and I don't know which way to go! But I believe there may be too many obstacles one way... I think I may have hurt it too much to reconcile... and for what? For what I have... What is that? It's a path that beats me to the ground and hurts me all the way... I don't know what to do...

My New Cat, Rippa
My husband called me recently from work. Turns out, someone had thrown out a cat and it was hanging around the office. Could I come get her? My husband is not the biggest cat fan. I figured this cat must be something special. I get there, and a starved, matted, dirty and wet cat meows at me insistently from underneath the office steps. I check, yea, female. Totally complacent, the cat allows me to scoop her up and truck her home in my husband's hotrod truck. (We are talking LOUD truck, cat never flinches.) First thing she does upon reaching my house is decide the dog Rocky is her personal security blanket and she is queen bee in the cat pecking order. She does this, and everything else, loudly. Then she eats. Forever. Any time anyone does something she disapproves of, she yowls that angry cat yowl, when she wants company she vocalizes dramaticly. Like, if you don't pet me (feed me, brush me)right now I'll just die. And all of her tlk is severely off key. Since the cat would not leave

Tism-everyone Has Had More Sex Than Me
Everyone else has had more sex than me ohhh ohhh Everyone else has had more sex than me ohhh ohhh Everyone else has had more sex than me Does anyone else get that feeling? Teenagers, naked, couples in threes; Grandparents swing from the ceiling; Everyone else has had more sex than me ohhh ohhh Everyone else has had more sex than me ohhh ohhh Corporate capers and office amour; Shenanigans outdoor and in Resist, and then later you find out there's more Regret in not doing the sin. All loves have to die - of that there's no help; My favourite way to end em' Is the orb-weaver spider's, whose pedipalp Enters the female pudendum, Then dies on the spot, his corpse there still stuck, Left for his rivals to curse it. He would rather die than not get to fuck: Personally, I reckon it's worth it Everyone else has had more sex than me ohhh ohhh Does everybody else get that feeling? ohhh ohhh Everyone else has had more sex than me ohhh ohhh Does everybody e

& The Mailman Was Late Today
& i got tired of waiting for him. i swear...if today went any fucking slower it would be going in reverse. ech. time needs a sugar rush. lol. it days like this that drain me of all my wonderful energy. but hey...thats life right? damn...i just realized i broke yet another nail...im starting to think that this long nail thing is a tad overrated. yosh came over last night for a sleepover. i hadnt seen her since i left karate...and that was almost 2 years ago. she got into kingsville...tried that out but her party girl ways got the best of her and she dropped out. now shes at some college in mexico & doing pretty good. she kinda freaked when she asked me where sean was i told her hed left for san diego back in december for the marine corps. i luv that girl to bits...after all shes another one of my many bad influences. it was awesome seeing her again. i woke up kinda late today. it seems that the only time i can actually find some sleep is during the day. i had a good lunch...g

A Little Taste Of Mr.clean
well.i figured another lil way to let some peeps know me is to type alil bit huh?well for starters im here to make friends and meet people,mrs.clean?na dont have one.looking?maybe.ill just have to wait and see.i am a lil private on what i put on sites, on my profile i didnt put where im from mainly cuz im a private person.but for all those peepswho wanna know lets just say right now its in maine lol.i live with my 2 roomies they are a couple and we game together. final fantasy online and WoW.yes im a gamer but not a hard core fanatic.i like to relax and enjoy myself,games sometimes help.im a R.N. by profession and love my work but gotta have an outlet right?anyhow thats enough for now. TTYL. R.

Boohoo!!!!!!
Well...so much for being positive. We are taking my mother off of the breathing tube Tuesday and it is a matter of whether she can breathe on her own or not. Doctors dont think she will be able to handle it. If she cant, it will be a matter of days before she passes. I have had the awful job to call family in...so everyone should be arriving in Denver Monday and Tuesday... WOW...what a hell of a last 2 weeks...

More Europe Concerts
Well, we ended up not leaving after the Madrid show. We stayed for the next two shows in Spain and then the next three shows in Italy. We just got home Saturday some time. I have serious jet lag. ALL of the shows were GREAT! I hated to leave but I knew we had to come home eventually. If any of you get an opportunity, you need to check out their web site and check out their albums. They are a great band and they just get better with time. And if you get an opportunity to see them in concert when they make it to the states, take advantage of that! They are meant to be on that stage! Thank you all who have stuck with me in spite of me not being on line too often. I am going to try and come on here more often to say hello. I just don't always get to do the things here that I used to so that is why I have been keeping in touch through the blogs. Take care everyone!

Edit To Last Blog
I mentioned seeing the rest of the Spain shows and going to the Italy shows in my last blog I believe for the Europe concerts. I forgot to mention that, in between the Spain and Italy shows, we saw them in Zurich, Switzerland. Yes, I get around! AWESOME!!

Top Ten Reasons To Go To Work Naked...
TOP TEN REASONS TO GO TO WORK NAKED... 1. Your boss is always yelling, "I wanna see your ass in here by 8:00!" 2. Can take advantage of computer monitor radiation to work on your tan. 3. "I'd love to chip in, but I left my wallet in my pants." 4. To stop those creepy guys in Marketing from looking down your blouse. 5. You want to see if it's like the dream. 6. So that with a little help from Muzak you can add "Exotic Dancer" to your exaggerated resume. 7. People stop stealing your pens after they've seen where you keep them. 8. Diverts attention from the fact that you also came to work drunk. 9. Gives "bad hair day" a whole new meaning. 10. No one steals your chair.

Hugs From Heaven
Hugs From Heaven When you feel a gentle breeze Caress you when you sigh It's a hug sent from Heaven From a loved one way up high. If a soft and tender raindrop Lands upon your nose They've added a small kiss As fragile as a rose. If a song you hear fills you With a feeling of sweet love It's a hug sent from Heaven From someone special up above. If you awaken in the morning To a bluebird's chirping song It's music sent from Heaven To cheer you all day long. If tiny little snowflakes Land upon your face It's a hug sent from Heaven Trimmed with Angel lace. So keep the joy in your heart If you're lonely my dear friend Hugs that are sent from Heaven A broken heart will mend. Posted By; - Get Your Own

Well Well Well
i haven't entered many contests.. its just not my thing.. i don't think of myself as the best looking person out there.. but i also don't think i am a ulgy person... i am a hard working mother of 3.. i work inside and outside our home.. i love this site and i thank the one person in my life that found it and got me hooked... heres is what i am asking of those that read my blog and are my friends and fans.. just click on the pic below.. yes it is a contest.. its a contest for brunettes only... i would love comment bombers and raters.. it would make me feel better knowing that i do have friends and fans out there that do care and would like to see me on top.. it would also help get my mind off of the date of closing that is coming soon on our hope to be soon house and home.. so please take a few mins and at least rate and send a few comments to the contest for me.... .. much love to all..

The Rules Of A Blow Job For Girls And Guys!!!
The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If

Where I Live...
So I came across this video a few weeks ago. It's by Dallas Green (City & Colour) who's part of Alexisonfire. The name of the video is Save Your Scissors. Video was shot here in my hometown (Dallas Green's as well!) Not much but you see a bit of the city!

First Blog
Hey, everyone else is doing it, so I oughta do this a little too. I'll obviously be covering news from my garden but also-- my Greyhounds, my family, and living in Kahleefourniya (California for those of you not initiated into the Schwartzenegger way of speaking) The good news about the recent cold snap is that my citrus appears to have survived!!! That's quite an achievement, as somewhere between 70-85 percent of the statewide trees are toast. I am also relieved because three of my trees are ex-grove trees which have a long and storied history. They are amazingly productive even in their old age. The bad news is that my banaba, guava, and peppers are pretty much goners. Oh well. Gaura's Garden Tip: Don't dig up broccoli when you've harvested the main head. Leave them go, give them a little extra compost or organic fertilizer, and harvest the side shoots that will come. Believe me when I say that you will harvest at least double and sometimes triple your harvest. Give it a try.

Angels From The Heavens
ON ANGELS WINGS Lets fly into the heavens, And search the world together, For that special place, Of peace and goodwill. Let us travel the world over, Spread the goodwill, Build better relationships, For all of mankind. Spreading of the angels wings, Causes a gentle breeze, Passing it on to humanity, The winds of hope. On angels wings, Our dreams are fulfilled, The hopes become realities, For disappointments fade. A vision of sincerity, The knowledge for kindness, Symbols of hope, Everything becomes so directed. On Angels Wings, Our futures look bright, Love is abound, A world at peace. by keith d L MARCH 30 2006 copyrighted

Wtf Did I Do To Life
Ok wtf did i do to life to have life start dumping on me?I mean in the past six months all hell has broken lose with my body first the nerve damage caused by the dieabetis,then my blood sugar goes nuts and now i find out i have a medeium sized abnormalty on my liver Im not sure how much more of this i can take before i snap the only thing keeping me going right now is support of my wife and close friends if not for them i dont know what i would do!

Girl On Girl Cop And Drunk Driver
Melody and her friend Sarah were having a few drink at the local bar when Meldoy told Sarah that she has always wanted pulled over by a female cop who was hot and would do her dirty without giving her a ticket.Sarah said that was a crazy idea and it would never happen,after a few more drinks Sarah told Melody she would see her tomorrow and headed out,Melody sayed and had a few more before heading out herself.As she got to her car she didnt she the police car setting down the road waiting to bust any drunk drivers leaving the bar.Melody drove slowly not paying attention to the cop car as she drove past it.Stacy the police offiver on duty has been waiting all night to finally pull someone over and as she turned on the lights Melody pulled to the side of the road worried she was speeding or something,she watched as the officer walked to her window noticing it was a very attractive looking female she hurried and fixed her hair hopeing that this would be chance to make a fantasy reality. St

Purple Hair
Well like a dumb ass I decided to color my own hair today. The box said "Carmel Kiss" but did my hair turn out that color? Nooooooooo!!! Well I guess part of it did. Where I had highlights is now purple, light purple to be exact. My hair dresser is going to kill me.

Den Of Illusionzzzz - Check It Out! ;o)
HEY YA'LL THIS IS MY NEW LOUNGE...... PLEASE COME CHECK IT OUT AND JOIN WHEN YA GET THE CHANCE...? WOULD LOVE TO SEE YA IN THERE! ( btw, I'm a dj in it too if ya didn't already know lol ) LIVE DJ'S - WE PLAY YOUR FAVORITE SONG/GROUPS REQUESTS - FRIENDLY FUN MEMBERS - NO DRAMA! LET'S BUILD UP A HAPPY FUN FRIENDLY FAMILY! ;O) CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO ENTER.......THANX LUV YA'S! XOXOX'S .....JADE :D

Farewell My Love
A few words to pass the time, thrown at the page as my mind wanders away. I dream while im awake. My sleep is one black hole. Time passes me so slowly. It pulls me by the hair. The roots are at my soul. Release me from time and space. And I'll hold you all day long. Life is cruel, my heart slows down. Time slows more, I have to sleep. Forever in dreams, gazing at you. I close my eyes, yours awake. So far from you, my heart beats once. One long beat forever heard. My mind has dread for the time thats left. I cannot live so far away. Ill stop this heart and feel no more. In the next life, we hold for real..

Like A Wild Ravenous Wolf
Like a wild wolf ravenous for raw flesh. Bone rending satisfaction as mouths filled with razors leave jagged trails of excrutiating erotic agony. The hunger insatiable, voracious, unappeased. Tricklings lapped lovingly from my lips. The taste lingering reminiscing of feasts yet to come. Prey unhunted, delicacy not yet palleteable. Your luscious ambrosial nape nuzzled notoriously by my life leeching lips.

The Brickwall In My Mind
Emotional brick wall What it feels like to be erationally wound up over nothing. I talk! I shout! I scream! I yell! Respond to me! Respond for us! Respond just once! Just go to hell! You keep things quiet! You hold your tongue! You bite your lip! Just go to hell! Just one word! Just a nod! Just look at me! Just go to hell! I'll walk away! I'll throw my fist! I'll slam the door! Just go to hell! I may return! You will be there? We start again! ... ... Just go to hell! © Teoma 07

I'm This Guy
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to

How Hot ....
OK HERE I GO AGAIN ..LOL YEPP IN ANOTHER CONTEST SO I NEED BOMBERS PLEASE.IT'S GREATLY APPRECIATED AND I THANK Y'ALL IN ADVANCE FOR HELPING. CONTEST STARTED @ 11 AM CENTRAL TIME JAN.24 AND IT WILL END IN ONE WEEK. SO JAN. 31ST IT ENDS @ 11 PM CENTRAL ! JUST CLICK MY PIC BELOW..XOXOX

Help Me With Music
Hello everyone! On our computer, we've got 3.2 days worth of music. Since I am a music freak, I want more. My goal is 4 days worth. So, if you could, please tell me your favorite song, and the artist. (also accepting one-hit-wonders) Also, any complete soundtracks (that rock), any genre... [country, rock, opera, pop, reggae, jazz, funk, anything...] Thanks!

I Found You
Yeah... Love found me then I found You I woke up from my bed about 7 AM It was Saturday but I couldn't sleep in I was up all night So many things on my mind Learned a lesson 'bout love Learned a lot about life Didn't think I was ready But you came my way My first instinct was to run away Never believed about love at first sight When I took a second Look I was frozen in time No one told me love could sneak Right up on you Take over you like an arrow Going through I wasn't ready Cupid hit me Way to soon Love found me then I found you All I know is that you took me By surprise Couldn't get away 'cause you Caught my eye I got you so I know I didn't lose Love found me then I found you See I was think 'bout what I like Cause when it clicks right before my eyes We could be together For the rest of our lives Turn a magic time to an endless night Love won't ever let us be alone again Cause love came down heaven sent To let you slip on by Just

Valentines Letter
Dear Cupid,This year, I've had my ups and downs in the love department. and I hooked up at a huge party then walked in and joined in.I pulled down ’s underwear in front of everyone - to mass applause. showed me their superfluous third nipple then started gesturing at it.So as you can see it's been a hectic year. Can you please make hook up with me this Valentine's day?Sincerely,CUTE SEXY AUSSIETake this Quiz at QuizUniverse.com( or, take the 'clean' version at QuizGalaxy.com )

Tattoo Parlor
As I was getting ready to close for the day a beautiful tall Blonde walked in and asked if I had time to give her a tat.Thinking about it for awhile really wanting to go home but not wanting to give up the chance for some new bussiness I said sure.I asked what kind she wanted and where she wanted it done at,after thinking it over she said she wanted a butterfly done right above her panty line if it was ok.I said it was fine but she would have to either drop her pants or take them off so I dont mess up the tat from leaning on her belt,she smiled and said ok and took them off,I put them on a chair for her and told her to take a seat and i will get my things ready.She sat quitely for a while then said her name was Amber and she was glad to meet me I told her my name was Justin and I was glad she came in I was looking for new people.As I started to get myself ready she said she should probably go and come back someother time and i ask why? She said she didnt think she would have enough to

Can You Smell What The Rock Is Cooking?
so......... im.. i guess.. drunk? i dunno its been so long, i froget... haha i said frog! haha im a dork.. gotta love me tho right? everyone nod your head with me! so today was fucking awesome, well technically it was yesterday.. first it started off with me waking up at 8am! omg mark your calendars! haha , i went to bed at 11pm tho, so that was a shocker right there.. neways.. waking up at 8 to my son still up, playing gta on the puter! he's a freak like that! so when i woke up, he came to bed.. but i went n took a nap with him shortly cause my head was hurting.. i cuddled up right next to him too.. awwww it was so cute! i love him so much! awww shit, tears are starting to fall.. haha ive been an emotional wreck lately.. i think its all the stress of skool and someone who's heavy on my heart.. i lied to my Mommy today about why i might not be home for my birthday this yr.. shush Sher, I know im bad .. but I had to, you know how she worries about me... so today rocked! I finally m

Serving Each Other……
Serving each other…… Twisted thought of fantasies, the kink becoming reality when you serve at thy feet leather cuffs and black collars We adorn you with as W/we grow , The ropes and chains are a bond to each other ,our social classes, our titles to one another Rising to our limits. expanding our grasp with a word in the back of our minds Feeling the gratification with every lashing when we touch orbit and fly thru time For as we serve each other, our duties interchange for without you as the submissive or slave A Dom or Domme is not anything but a thought or a dream…

Crazy
I am crazy Deep Inside of me there is something That makes me far from sine I slit my Wrist When i am in pain Deep inside My heart Slows It beat With just the sound Of your voice You peirce my soul and bleeds with just one glance of your face they say i should get over you but the truth is i love you as much as i hate it you came into my life like an angel then you left like the devil forever to kill me in my dreems oh but even now your still my angle this makes me crazy i guess to be inlove with a girl that hates me no matter what i am lost with out your hand to gide me throw life with the ups and downs your sweet sweet forever hounts my dreem So yeah I am bc sometimes you make me wanna die and sometime you make me fly hell its crazy that your not even my type of girl your a prep country girl and i am a band geek part goth and a lil bit county But I love you so much even still Plz Plz i am begging now its been 2 mouths and i am not over yo

Seduction:
Seduction: Whisper velvet with twisted lace A slender body a gorgeous face Lengthy legs walking with grace The look of seduction on her face Moon light dancing heating the place Stoking the fire with each touch the Flames grow higher with the lust The sins of the flesh upon the caress Joy over flowing the pulsating of the breasts Kisses of passion bodies intertwined Her heart is your body and mind Knowing what she wants at this given time Seducing you will be her nightly crime By Scott baker

Enchantment A Symbol
enchantment a symbol Roses in bloom with leather stems Blood red passion upon every limb With thorns of joy consoles from within The chains of serving , the bond to them The floral enchantment a symbol of their life the thorns of consequences as they learn from strife The sweet aroma ,the pain it forsakes As They both step upon heavens gate scottbaker

Wife Rape
My wife is a real bitch. I hate her. So, i decided to teach her a lesson. I talked to some of my buddies and told them my wife had a rape fantasy. I told them how she wanted to be fucked in every hole hard. I told them she would protest, but they should take her anyway and treat her bad. So one day i told her it would be a special day. She needed to meet me at the park outside of town. I knew the place would be completely empty. She arrived on time. She got out of her vehicle and began walking around, wondering where i was. When she passed a grov e of trees. They jumped her. I knew five guys would be there, but I told them to bring friends. There were 15 guys. They threw her to the ground and began ripping off her clothes. She screamed, "NO, please, stop. PLEASE, NO!" I saw her bra get ripped off and her huge jugs bounce into the open. Two guys held her arms down and two guys began to suck on her nipples. While all of this was hapopening some other guys ripped off her pants and pan

Stained Glass
Looking thru the stained glass window We need to remember the diffracted colors we see are different with others eyes As we go thru this lifestyle we need not to preach to others of our ways and beliefs For what is good for one is not for the other, We are all here for basically the same thing to make friends and grow as people Not to put our style on others if it is some thing that is of interest to the other person Talk to them on the side about it Bringing up a subject is always good but don’t get mad if its not your way, keep a open mind . And lessen to the others it will help one grow as a person with more then one outlook. I could care less what name one uses its just a mask that one hides behind. chat and profiles only show us what one wants you to see not who they really are. Its all in the delivery and the perspective that one has to keep a open mind And see the different colors that are diffracted thru the glass

My Sweets,please
My sweets, I Love You... My sweets, I Want You... My sweets, I Need You... My sweets, I Will have You... My sweets, I want to Taste You inside and out... My sweets, You had me the day we meet... My sweets, Please Please don't let me go.... My sweets, Please believe me when I tell you, I Love You and I Miss You.... My sweets, There isn't a day that goes, where i don't think of you... My sweets, I Wish These Walls Could Talk...... My sweets, They would say" I want you more".... My sweets, I LOVE YOU SO... I don't want to lose you.....

Still Awake
Nickelback ROCKSTAR! OMG I LOVE THIS SONG! Whoa, that's alot of caps! lol! The G is coming back on air!! *dances* If you havn't tuned in yet, then your really missing out. www.g-spot-radio.com Ive had the luck of meeting a real rockstar, not in person but chat online with, and he's just an amazing singer.. You all should check out Rocco Deluca and The Burden! Sher if you read this, tell R that I want a cut from promoting.. hahaha oh and take pix of the snow for me! I know how much you hate it, but its pretty no matta what you say bitch! HAHAHA Its 5am and im wired/drunk.. its funny I could lay down and pass the fawk out, but Im "trying" to work on some photos for skool.. why am I here typing you ask? its break time.. haha ok, back to work!

Love Is:
Love 1.Love does not hurt. Physical and/or emotional abuse are not a part of love. 2.Love is not manipulative, it should not be used to get others to do what you want. You should never give in to demands based on the, "You would do it if you loved me!" tactic. 3.Love is an intense feeling of caring for another person. It can take many different forms (romantic, friendly, familial) but it is always about caring. 4.Although it is true that a big part of love is putting another person's happiness ahead of your own this never includes compromising your values or being untrue to yourself. 5.If somebody asks you to do something that you don't want to do in order to "prove" your love they do not love you the way you might think they do. When you love another person you don't ask them to sacrifice a part of themselves in the name of that love. 6.It is very easy to confuse lust for love. The true measure of romantic love is commitment and trust not physical attraction.

What Would You Do For Love
This poem was written by a friend of mine What would you do for love If someone gave you love and placed it in your hand' Would you turn and walk away? Or Stand there and face it like a man. Would you eagerly embrace it, and love it with all you heart? Or would you let it fall upon the floor, Then watch it fall apart Would you kiss it tenderly, and feel the love within? Or would you let it wither away, Before it had a chance to begin. Sometimes we have to lose love, before we truly know, How precious love can be to us, So Hold it fast, don't ever let love go. Written by: Judy Parker Aug. 1st 2006

A Fleeting Kiss
A Fleeting Kiss Gentle kisses ,tender touch ! Was it a dream untouched? Fleeting grasp passing in time A faded memory or a illusion in time? Tangled bodies with a one sided glow. One will lose as the other goes. A midnight flight with fantail crash She left me there with out batting an eyelash. A heavy heart ripped apart. but our thoughts could not be further apart. Each questing for a life’s dream Going in different directions so it seems She wanted a tender moment a piece of time A lustful night to break the daily grind. He wanted love a firm hold but found himself standing In the frigid cold…. By Scott lee baker…

A Day Dream
Have you have daydream of all your wildest fantasies. Daydream from dusk until dawn about the things that you wanted in your fantasy. Taking by surprise because of your fantasy and what your partner had done. Tones and tones of things run through your mind at once. Not realizing that what you dream is actually what you really desire and want. Being sexed on the beach in front of the ocean and sunsetting sun. Getting a quickie once time in a random park oh so devilish but intriguing. Running around like 2 horny teenagers in public grabbing, gripping, and touching. Whether it was in america or out of state. When it comes 2 your fantasy there's no regulations or rules, it's now or whenever. And when u daydream it's only the beginning.

"two Bikers"
Subject: "Two Bikers" Two bikers walk into a roadhouse to wash the road dust from their throats. They stand at the bar, drinking a beer and talking about the new model Harleys. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the bikers looks at her and says, "kin ya swaller?" The woman shakes her head, no. "Kin ya breathe?" The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head. The biker walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress, yanks down her panties, and slowly runs his tongue from the back of her thigh up to the small of her back. The woman is so shocked, that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the biker walks slowly back to the bar and takes a drink from his beer. His buddy says, "Ya know, I'd heard of that there "Hind Lick Maneuver," but 'til today, I ain't never seen nobody

Men Only Like....
A friend and I were talking and I found out some very interesting news..."Men are only interested in "the other woman"..."a woman on the side"...they dont want "a one and only woman"...its too boring for them...why settle with one cow...when you can have the whole herd?...esp a strong woman...or and I also found something else out...they never want a BBW...not to settle down with at least...they're for sexual escapades only...What?...Are we too much woman for you?...Can't handle the pressure?...Too Hot in the Kitchen?...I can't believe we've advance so much in human intelligence...yet one thing remains the same...MEN ARE IDIOTS!

The Amazing Chuck Norris(part 1)
When Chuck Norris has sex with a man, it is not because he is gay, but because he has run out of women. Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants. If you ask Chuck Norris what time it is, he always says, "Two seconds till." After you ask, "Two seconds till what?" he roundhouse kicks you in the face. Chuck Norris uses ribbed condoms inside out, so he gets the pleasure. Since 1940, the year Chuck Norris was born, roundhouse kick related deaths have increased 13,000 percent. There are no disabled people. Only people who have met Chuck Norris. There is no chin behind Chuck Norris' beard. There is only another fist. It was once believed that Chuck Norris actually lost a fight to a pirate, but that is a lie, created by Chuck Norris himself to lure more pirates to him. Chuck Norris once lined up to kick the winning field goal of a high school football game. When the football went flat, he persuaded the referees to let

Upon The Cross:
Upon the cross: Eyes wide shut, looking into the darkness with anticipations for the first touch, Or lash of the toy in which She chooses, my senses on high Blocking out the sounds around me, giving up my body and soul to the one I love With an electric thrash upon my skin, all nerve endings flash with excitement, as my mind repents for past discretions as I offer myself to Her, wishing every lash is harder to strip away the sins of my doing. making me find a lusting hunger for Her strength and an excitement for the next lash upon me Giving myself to Her in all ways, knowing it will never be enough to cleanse me and to make Her feel whole again,, Knowing as She takes me down from the cross I yearn to stay upon it and wishing She would keep me there for Her frustration and pleasures . For my penance is to serve Her with thy skin, blood and sweat . Scott baker

Battle Of Heat
They leave as quickly as they arrive… Unexpected and at the most inconvenient time… Sometimes I think I must be the hottest person alive! Amazing how one’s temperature can turn on a dime. They come by day but more abundantly by night… That’s when the stripping and fanning begin… Throwing the covers back…what a sight! My husband fighting to keep the blankets up, but I am the one who wins? Feeling as though at any moment I could ignite like a match… No other place on earth could be this hot… Maybe an incubator waiting for eggs to hatch! I feel like I am Queen of the Sahara…only I’m not! Then the sweats, those terrible night sweats, sweat, sweat, sweat… Hot then cold…it’s a regular roller coater ride… Men have no clue…this is a sure to win bet! Not only by night, by day in the middle of a crowd, with no place to hide! How does one win this bat

Sexterday
Yesterday, when I saw you for the first time in 3 weeks, it was like seeing you for the first time again.. The feelings I had then, I had Yesterday.. It was exciting and hot ....God, you smelled so sweet...Your eyes saw right through me and you knew what I really wanted...I still feel your touch, how soft your hands were as they were trembling in mine...The touch of your lips upon mine sent fireworks through my body and then you kissed my neck..God, you knew right were to go ......... Oh how I wished we were alone yesterday, I could of showed you how much I've really missed you... Yesterday I wish was here today, for you are not here as well as yesterday being gone...Yesterday I will not forget, for the memories I have I will hold on to for the next visit we have....Yesterday won't be gone and neither will you....I miss yesterday and YOU ......

Ubject: To All My Friends Can You Please Read This And Repost It, Thank You So Much!!! (repost)
ubject: To all my friends can you please read this and repost it, thank you so much!!! (repost) date: 2007-01-27 13:54:17 To all my friends can you please read this and repost it, thank you so much!!! (repost) date: 2007-01-23 19:12:06 I am trying to get a yacht in Incredible Hulks pimpin gift giveaway, but I need 40,000 comments for it!:( I need all the help you can give me and there is no time limit to get it so you can do some everyday to help me and I will always return the favor!! Just click the pic below and it will send you right to the pic that I have entered! (repost of original by 'Incredible Hulk- - Please Fan Me Too!!!' on '2007-01-23 19:01:51') (repost of original by '~~~~PEYTONLICIOUS~~~' on '2007-01-23 19:10:28') Report as NSFW (Not Safe For Work) [?]

Tourniquet
Tourniquet Lyrics Artist(Band):Evanescence Tourniquet Lyrics I tried to kill my pain But only brought more (so much more) I lay dying And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming Am I too lost To be saved? Am I too lost? My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation Do you remember me? Lost for so long Will you be on the other side? Or will you forget me? I'm dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming Am I too lost To be saved? Am I too lost? My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation (Return to me salvation) (Ohhhhhh) (I want to die) My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation My wounds cry for the grave My soul cries for deliverance Will I be denied? Christ? (Christ) Tourniquet My suicide (Return to me salvation) (Return to me

Shshhhhhhhhhhh..take Me
In the twilight of morning, when dreams still linger I turn to that other world where the rules of this reality colide. Let me stay there, for I am tired of bending to the rules of this world. I remember you in another life. You were just as wrong for me then as you are now, but I still wanted you. There are yet things I want to do to you. For I have never completely let go. If I could forget the troubles of this world, help me forget I am someone else so I could show you things I'm capable of With someone who shares my addiction for beauty, for the flesh, for the high that can still get higher between two shameful beings such as ourselves. Shhhhhhh, let the other feelings go. I just want to please you. Maybe you can pretend you are someone else So I don't have to lie. There are other means of contacting me... Shhhhhh, listen to my fantasy: I only want you to find a way of bringing me closer to you. Councel me in my carreer, pretend you are safe for a while. And if you

Free Massage
Knotted Muscles Slowly relaxed As I Kneaded The warm skin Of your back Your sigh Told me I had Reached the spot My caress Massaged the knot Until my touch Felt you Let go With eyes Of their own My hands Sought Their way Over the sensation Of your supple body And I smiled With my rhythm Of touching You Where you lay Now Sleeping ..

44 Things A Girl Would Die For
Body: if your a nice guy.. read this ..if your a jerk learn this ladies:this will make you tear up :) fellas:read it,all of it! :) 1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful... not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! oh, and on that last one... u need to show her you mean it too

Private Whore
Was it not what you wanted? To be there when you wanted Moist to receive On demand By your leave At your convenience? Was that not what you asked? Be at my call When I need you Then discretely fade Away with the dawn When I am done. And the garden grew not. Seed scattered And left Abandoned - job done Disowned deposit No gift to grow In the first law of physics. Force opposed Equal. Opposite As the yo-yo Come hither Then go And the anger raged. First outward at you Then a pause To reflect Inward owning You keep going back for more.

Your Song Moves Me Still
It spins in the dream Immensely powerful Rotating radiant in magnificent motion Captivating in its completion An all encompassing sentient circle. The pivot of Nothing that knows All In the place that physics cannot Confine to the lines of equations Cannot pinpoint Cannot place For it is everywhere In everytime In every moment To the edge of the dream Where time does not drive the march to the drum Where pinpricks of light Dissolve edges of individuality Expansion to previous states remembered Carried on the timbre and tone of a song It lifts, envelops and leads I have known this path I have been here before The song engraved in my heart Before the script was forgotten Edges dissolve as the soul stirs Resonating to the essence Not carried in the words But the

Emergency Flashers
Subject: A blonde's car A blonde's car gets a flat tire on the Interstate one day. So she eases it over onto the shoulder of the road. She carefully steps out of the car and opens the trunk. Takes out two cardboard men, unfolds them and stands them at the rear of the vehicle facing oncoming traffic. The lifelike cardboard men are in trench coats exposing their nude bodies to approaching drivers... Not surprisingly, the traffic became snarled and backed up. It wasn't very long before a police car arrives. The Officer, clearly enraged, approaches the blonde of the disabled vehicle yelling, "What is going on here?" "My car broke down, Officer" says the woman, calmly. "Well, what on earth are these obscene cardboard pictures doing here by the road?!" asks the Officer... "Oh, those are my emergency flashers!" she replied.

What Is A Tru Friend?
friends Current mood: aggravated Category: disturbed Life what are friends ? let me tell you what i think friends should be friends should be there when you need them the most but in my last 8 months i have learned friends are anly gonna be ther when they need something every since i have lost my car i have learned what type of friends i really have and let me tell you i have no friends everyone i considered a friend have stoped talking to me cause i cant give them a ride somewhere or get them something but a couple of friends that still talk to me cause they know who i really am hell if i hear someone i know is in need i will be the first one to try to help them but not the people i talk to if i need something i have to get it myself or if i need a ride i have to walk cause all my so called friends are to bussy to give me a ride when if they needed one they would call me and just like that i would help them out drop what im doing and help them . but anyway if you

Funny Stuff
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So he tied her up and went golfing. ************************************************** A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out." ************************************************** Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is a husband. ************************************************** A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test. The optician showed him a card with the letters:

What Type Of Sex Do You Have?
SOCIAL SECURITY SEX Two men were talking. "So, how's your sex life?" "Oh, nothing special. I'm having Social Security sex." "Social Security sex?" "Yeah, you know; I get a little each month, but not enough to live on!" LOUD SEX A wife went in to see a therapist and said, "I've got a big problem, doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, he lets out this ear splitting yell." "My dear," the shrink said, "that's completely natural. I don't see what the problem is." "The problem is," she complained, "it wakes me up!" QUIET SEX Tired of a listless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking session, "How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?" She glanced at him casually and replied, "You're never home!" CONFOUNDED SEX A man was in a terrible accident, and his "manhood" was mangled and torn from his body. His doctor assured him that modern medicine could give him back hi

Conformity-it Is Long But Please Read!!
I rescued a prayer book from a secondhand bookstore a couple of months ago that was filled with prayers from the early days of the Christian church. At the back was a writing "Rules for a Godly Life." This I found interesting. There was one phrase that really jumped out at me, and although it was only 4 words it spoke volumes about an issue I wrestle with almost daily: "Evil companions demand conformity." We do live in a world that demands conformity. Let's face it--if you want to succeed by worldly standards, you have to conform to its ideals. To get ahead, you have to look out for yourself, get in with the right people, and go with the flow of the crowd. If you don't atleast tip your hat to the social politics that govern us, you are astracized, and suddenly the crowd is working against you. The interests of a few determine the destiny of the whole--and I have always had a problem with this. I was never one to run with the crowd. If there is a label that describes

7 More U.s. Troops Killed In Iraq During Bush's Surge
* Please Rate This Blog use the red box to your left 7 U.S. Troops Killed in Iraq 27 Jan 2007 The U.S. military reported the deaths of seven more soldiers Saturday. Two died in Diyala province northeast of the capital on Friday, three in an unspecified location [?!?] north of Baghad on Saturday and two in east Baghdad on Thursday. http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2007/01/27/ap/world/mainD8MTS9B80.shtml

Collide Interview And Autographed Merch Giveaway 1/30/07
Here's Ya Button For Winamp...Tune In, Rock Out!! Here's Ya Button To The NEW Microsite...Tune In, Rock Out!! The Genocydal Empyre v2.0 Playlist for 1/30/07 8:00pm - 10:00pm EST 1. The Genocydal Empyre v2.0 (Faith And The Muse - Cantus) (6:05) 2. WRR Genocyde Friends (0:38) 3. 6Bit - Crucifixion Experiment (4:18) 4. Collide - Beneath The Skin (4:50) 5. Eco-hed featuring Jim Marcus - Land of the Free (5:30) 6. Collinwood 13 - Music Box (4:24) 7. WRR Genocyde Friends (0:38) 8. 6Bit - Crucifixion Experiment (4:18) 9. Collide - Like you want to Believe - Antistatic Mix (3:53) 10. Interface - Stranger In A Strange Land (Club Rapture) (4:38) 11. Encoder feat. Razed In Black - November (6:43) 12. Impossible Recording Machine - Damage (4:26) 13. Immune System - Bornless One (4:37) 14. Sister Machine Gun - Transparency (4:41) 15. WRR Genocyde Friends (0:38) 16. 6Bit - Crucifixion Experiment (4:18) 17. DerDRAKOS - Lust For Chaos (6:15) 18. XP8 - Dreamt

Brandy Sets Off Fatal Car Crash..oh Hell No...lol...
R&B singer Brandy was involved in a fatal car accident last month, and it appears the songbird may have been at fault. The smash-up took place at roughly 10:30 a.m. on Dec. 30 and was set off when Brandy's 2007 Land Rover collided with another vehicle, resulting in a deadly four-car pile-up. (Listen to the 911 recordings.) According to California Highway Patrol Officer Leland Tang, the former Moesha star, whose full name is Brandy Norwood, was driving in the slow lane of the 405 Freeway in Los Angeles at a speed of 65 mph. The cars in front of her, however, had slowed considerably. Whether the 28-year-old failed to notice the reduction in speed or whether her Land Rover suffered a malfunction is still being investigated by authorities. Whatever the case may have been, the star crashed into the vehicle in front of her, a 2005 Toyota Corolla, being driven by 38-year-old Los Angeles woman Awatef Aboudihaj. That crash set off the resulting smashes: Aboudihaj subsequently hit a

3 Cool Ways To Revive Tired, Puffy Eyes
Eyes look swollen from too much partying, too much computer time, too much sleep - or too little - a bad cold, or simply loose under - eye skin caused by heredity, aging, or both. Whatever the cause of puffed-up peepers, here's how to deflate them fast. Just head for the kitchen and... Slice a cucumber Dermatologists aren't sure what's behind the anti-inflammatory effects of cucumbers but here's a possible explanation: The veggies contain a combo of mild natural acids that reduce water retention. Some beauty pros say cucumbers work best when they're cold, which makes sense: Since cukes are 90 percent water, chilled slices are like delicate mini-ice packs. Reach for the peas. Any bag of frozen food will do, but frozen baby peas have a way of fitting into the nooks and crannies around your eyes. Put a soft cloth around the plastic package to protect your skin from the friged surface, then chill out for 5 to 15 minutes while the cold shrinks the swelling. Make a milk bath Milk

Thanks
I just want to say thank you to everyone for dtopping in to rate my profile and pics. I am glad you are all enjoying the pics i have posted. Sorry no face pics on the xxx ones but because of my job i am a little scared to show my face and be recognized :( I iwll try to get to all of your posts and profiles as quickly as i can you guys are so fast at hitting mine up it is hard to figure out who to go to first :) hope you all have a great day ! hugs and kisses satin

Iran Begins Big Nuclear Build-up
* Please Rate This Blog use the red box to your left Iran begins big nuclear build-up 28 Jan 2007 Iran plans next month to begin installing equipment that will enrich uranium on an industrial scale, dramatically raising the bidding in its confrontation with the West. http://www.timesonline.co.uk/article/0,,2089-2569780,00.html

Where I Have Been
Hello all my cherry friends. I know I have not been in in quiet awhile. But I have been dealing with sick kids again. My oldest son has been real sick and is now scheduled for surgery on Feb. 21. He had an infection in his sinus cavity in Dec. and now he is having to have his tonsils and adnoids taken out. They are twice the size they should be right now and there is a chance if they get much bigger his surgery will be sooner than what it is scheduled to be. From all of this he is staying dizzy, keeping headaches and has alot of trouble seeing. He is taking up alot of my time so that is why I have not been here much. Everyone just keep remembering him. Much love to all my cherry friends

Protest Yesterday
yesterday there was a protest/march against the iraq war, the occupation in palestine or israel (i cant keep that one straight), and something about hurricane katrina. it started around 10-ish with speakers from everything related to the march. even reverend jessi jackson was there to speak! the marching part was basically around the capital, right back to the starting point. my mom woke me up early yesterday, claiming we had to get there at 10 (bullshit, there was no way we were gonna make that). i showered qith the 15 minutes of hot water i have even tho mom had told me to take a 5 minute shower.as i was dressing i was tryin to think of a shirt that would be against bush and i couldnt think of one until we'd already left. i went downstairs to breakfast and wondered why my mom was fussin over a pink jacket. louise came over and she had brought pink scarves for us if we didnt have pink. FINALLY mom told me that the women's portion of the march was called "code pink" so we h

What Color Is Your Heart?
Your Heart Is Pink In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance What Color Heart Do You Have?

A Happy One This Time (being Sarcastic)
So yeah, I decided I should maybe try posting a happier blog. Hmm ok, well to start off its been like a day since i passed out almost. woohoo, oh and i get to take double the amount of pills perscribed by my heart doctor including steroids so I can get more fat! wooohoo thats my life long dream. Oh and my friend who decided not to take me to see JC last minute, she hasnt even talked to me since then! ohhh wee fun! And the best part,im getting yelled at because of me being a burden woohoo! life rocks.

The Glory Of Solitude
THE GLORY OF SOLITUDE We've all been lonely. You may understand how one weary traveler felt as he sat alone on the edge of the bed in his motel room. He reached for the Gideon Bible in the drawer and opened it. Inside was a page that said, "If you are lonely and restless, read Psalm 23 and Psalm 27, Old Testament." Just below this reference, somebody wrote by hand: "If you are still lonesome, call Mandy at 235-2827." Not all aloneness is lonely, however. Theologian Paul Tillich put it this way: "Language... has created the word 'loneliness' to express the pain of being alone. And it has created the word 'solitude' to express the glory of being alone." Can you be alone without being lonely? Can you spend time by yourself without craving noise and stimulation? There is glory in solitude. And it brings with it gifts that come from nowhere else. Ardath Rodale has said, "We can find quiet places of solitude among the trees. In a grove of pine trees where the ground is

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American Accent ?
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Midland "You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illinois, and Missouri) but then for all we know you could be from Florida or Charleston or one of those big southern cities like Atlanta or Dallas. You have a good voice for TV and radio.The West Boston North Central The South The Inland North Philadelphia The Northeas

Just Rambling Or Past Life ?
Being someone who is different than the ordianry girl . I was 5 laying under my bed , with my dollies. Mother would ask me about why I was under there playing , telling her I was playing house , she would leave my room. Laying under my bed in the dark , daydreaming of the man I was to be with. He was also different than the typical everday husband. He was dark and fearless , He would claim her , for her to be much more than a wife. He would train her to his needs , and she would happily oblige his wishes. Punishing her when she did anger him . For me it was Ken and Barbie , this was to always be. He would touch with his gentle hands and our souls one, and I would my passion to his, He would violate her mind , her body. He would have this greedy hunger to taste and feel her beuty. She kneeling before him , in the presence of others as well Her body aching , and with just a glance from him she allready knew what his thoughts contained , weather it was approval , disapproval , hunger

Us Military: Afghan Leaders Steal Half Of All Aid
* Please Rate This Blog Use The Red Box To Your Left US military: Afghan leaders steal half of all aid 28 Jan 2007 Corrupt police and tribal leaders are stealing vast quantities of reconstruction aid, The Sunday Telegraph has learnt. In some cases, all the aid earmarked for an area has ended up in the wrong hands. Defence officials in the United States and Britain estimate that up to half of all aid in Afghanistan is failing to reach the right people. [See: U.S. to Seek $10.6B for Afghanistan 25 Jan 2007 President [sic] Bush will ask Congress for $10.6 billion to help Afghanistan strengthen its security forces and rebuild [Halliburton, Blackwater USA] from years of [US] war... The money would be on top of $14.2 billion in aid the United States has already given to Afghanistan since the U.S.-led invasion in 2001 that toppled [installed] the Taliban.] http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/main.jhtml?xml=/news/2007/01/28/wafg28.xml

Protesters In Washington Demand Pullout Of U.s. Troops From Iraq
* Please Rate This Blog - Just use the Red Box to your left Protesters in Washington demand pullout of U.S. troops from Iraq[Iraq strategy] www.chinaview.cn 2007-01-28 08:00:18 Related: Bush takes blame in Iraq, adds troops Special report: Tension escalates in Iraq Protesters march in an anti-war rally in Washington Jan. 27, 2007.Tens of thousands of protesters gathered in Washington on Saturday, demanding the Bush administration withdraw U.S. troops from Iraq.(Xinhua/AFP Photo) Photo Gallery>>> WASHINGTON, Jan. 27 (Xinhua) -- Tens of thousands of protesters gathered in Washington on Saturday, demanding the Bush administration withdraw U.S. troops from Iraq. Speakers at the anti-war rally included such celebrities as actress Jane Fonda and Democratic Representative John Conyers, chairman of the House Judiciary Committee. "Silence is no longer an option," said Fonda, a vocal critic of the Vietnam War more than three decades ago. She

An Oldie
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their email. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must rea

War
I openly admit that I have a considerable reputation and image as a woman that is not to be offended or irritated under any circumstances though I would like to assure you I only react within a hostile manner when justifiably provoked. If you do not provoke me I will not harm you. The concept is simple to grasp. So why I ask myself does every car driver on the road feel compelled to attempt to wipe me out? Harleys are NOT small bikes by any standard and the typical excuse "I didn't see you" is NOT acceptable!!! If those of you that drive as though you are void of any intelligence or care for harley and bike riders want a war I'll give you a damn war!!! I am NOT a happy camper today!!! Please allow me to explain. I was traveling home on my bike (a 1340 C.C. Dyna Wide Glide Harley Davidson.) I was traveling at 80 mph though cars were still passing me as though I was completely stationary. A BMW drew up alongside me. Despite my irritance I ignored it and continued down the motorway. Then

The Story Of Bonnie And Clyde
The Story of Bonnie and Clyde You’ve read the story of Jesse James Of how he lived and died If you’re still in need for something to read Here’s the story of Bonnie and Clyde. Now Bonnie and Clyde are the Barrow gang, I’m sure you all have read how they rob and steal And those who squeal are usually found dying or dead. There’s lots of untruths to those write-ups They’re not so ruthless as that Their nature is raw, they hate all law Stool pigeons, spotters, and rats. They call them cold-blooded killers They say they are heartless and mean But I say this with pride, I once knew Clyde When he was honest and upright and clean. But the laws fooled around and taking him down and locking him up in a cell ‘Till he said to me, "I’ll never be free So I’ll meet a few of them in hell." The road was so dimly lighted There were no highway signs to guide But they made up their minds if all roads were blind They wouldn’t give up ‘till they died. The road gets di

People Are Weird!
ever wonder how a persn can be found guilty of crap that never happened. what is it in there minds that forgets to ask questions, to investigate, before accusing. man makes me wonder what is really going on.

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For those that keep track of such things, I am off to spent the afternoon with my friend Stacey! I'll be back before 6 p.m. Wisconsin time. Stacey has been in seclusion, doing the painful processing thing. So we have much to talk about! For the energyworkers: Up with the shields, please! Another energy altercation occurred this morning. I would like to believe there are only a few that are having these problems, but I like to be careful! Keep the shields up!! Have a wonderful day, one and all! Much love and hugs for everyone! Blessings, all over the place, lol!

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Shaking Fistfuls Of Trash
Its deprivation It’s the shitty shoes on my feet It’s being swollen with no where to sink It’s being thirsty after a big drink It’s the clink of my chattering, grinding teeth Its muscular tremors It’s the hands that shake It’s all I can do, is jump around to hide the quakes It’s the screaming debase It’s always giving chase It’s trying to run away from the reality of my face It’s getting bitched in the wrong situations Its moral degradation It’s the product of a complicated equation It’s a blade, that doesn’t get dull, just jagged Its comfortable madness It’s living in a world of mental heath professionals Its unrequested diagnosis It’s unsanctioned self hypnosis It’s making depravity into divinity It’s living with science and not abstraction It’s passion with no romance It’s the last chance Because I leave screaming “IT’S ALL MY FUCKING FAULT”

Archery Practice
(9 October 2000, Canada) A young man was brought into a Toronto hospital with an arrow in his brain. The police explained that the victim was with a friend at an archery range, and lost an expensive arrow by overshooting the target. The bowman searched the thicket behind the target, but couldn't find his arrow. So he called out to his friend, "Hey shoot another one," thinking it would help him locate the original. The friend complied, and the arrow flew true, striking the victim between the eyeballs and piercing his brain case. He is in intensive care and hemiplegic, with survival uncertain.

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I Want This Kinda Man...
a man you can respect me, be honest with my, truthful about eveything, open up to me and be real, someone who's willing to try new stuff, a man who can be a big stong tough guy yet who can be emotional and show me some luvs! I want a man who loves the out doors, i want a man who wants to take me out dancing to the country bar and dance. I want a man who likes my friends because they are my friends! lol I want a man who can be real with life and everything it give you! I want a man who has a since of adventure. and i want a man who can take care of me but knows that if i had to i can take care of myself! I guess I'm searching in all the wrong places cause i can't seem to find this kinda man!! my turns on are: ink, personality, humor, honesty and I wont lie I like a nice wranlger butt!! and more... if you care to know just ask...!

Love Poems
You know you are in love when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world. - David Levesque - Winter Moonlight The snow, so peaceful and serene, caressed by the soft moonlight, gave magical feelings to the night. The soft blue glow, the lovers' words that then did flow, their lips closer and closer until, locked in the throes of a passionate embrace, he decided to express his feelings, to keep her safe. He whispered softly, his words like music to her ears, "I Love You," and her response the same, heard like the gentle breeze, "And I, love you, forever." That was the night they promised to be together through everything, each to care for the other when old and gray A lovers' pact the most likely to last. - Krista J. Mikula - Love is strong yet delicate. It can be broken. To truly love is to understand this. To be in love is to respect this. - Stephen Packer - What Is It That I Love? If asked why I love her

What I Want Right Now
Is the biggest, blackest cock I can find so I can be fucked over and over and over until the sheets are just dripping from sweat and cum. I want to try to deepthroat it, to take it in the ass until I just can't take it anymore. Then I'll rest and go at it again. DAMN IT! Why are there no black men located near me?!?!!

Prediction - Wwe Royal Rumble 2007
Yeah, I know, wrestling is fixed and predetermined, but its fun. Following the storylines . . . - Shawn Michaels will win the Royal Rumble. - John Cena will retain his title. - And the rest of the card will suck and kill time.

Chicago Entertainment
Chicago Rolls Out Cold-Weather Prostitutes CHICAGO—From the barren tree branches to the colorful Christmas decorations, the signs of another Windy City winter are everywhere you look. And with the chilly air and fresh snow comes the sight of local residents replacing their regular three-season hookers with prostitutes better capable of handling the tough Chicago streets. Across the city, residents are swapping out regular hookers with more dedicated, cold-weather prostitutes in their cars. Unlike many other parts of the country, where milder temperatures and lighter snowfalls allow for the convenience of all-year prostitutes, citizens of Chicago must turn to thicker, sturdier working girls who can provide the high performance needed to get through the worst their notorious winter has to offer. "When temperatures drop below zero, you need prostitutes you can depend on when they're needed most," said area resident Phillip Eadie, who mounted four cold-weather hookers earlier t

Iraq Opinion
So as we all know this war in Iraq is still going on and most likely will be for a few more years. It has affected everyone in their own way. Personally I think that this war is a waste of time and Money and im sure everyone would love to have their family back, i know that my family was glad when i came back. So I am a little curious to know what all of you think about this war so please let me know.

Missing You
i wonder why we ever let each other go because im missing you i wonder if you ever dream of me as i dream of you the light in my heart shines bright with the love i have for you missing you i think of you from dusk til dawn time and time again i find myself daydearming of you and you sweet kissable lips do you ever miss me as i miss you if you do just look at the moon and know im missing you too

50 Easy Ways To Improve Yourself
In honor of the anniversary of my most recent divorce, I will share something that I like to read occasionally to remind myself of life's priorities, and things that help to put the daily goings-on in perspective. Maybe you have seen these before, but worth revisiting often. My observations: - #43 & #44 are very accurate, and are worth thinking about daily. Love is very important to me, but it doesn't have to be associated with marriage, or even with a woman. People worthy of being loved are rare and should be prized. Envy and jealousy are a disease that must be rooted out of our lives! - #24 is so true! Often lost in this media crazy world, where sex appeal means everything, is the art of seduction. I do enjoy tittilation and sexy pix, and even risque videos, but give me attraction, chemistry, and desire - along with knowing and liking my partner - every time. That's right ladies, I want you for your mind! - #14 is so not true. Sometimes secret is too much to resist. And o

The Description Of The Military Wife
The average age of the military wife is 20 years old.She isn't old enough to buy a beer, but is old enough to manage a whole household on her own and maybe, has a kid or two. She probably never her saw herself loving a man who was in the military, but she loves him regardless. Her penmanship has improved over the last few months or years, due to the excessive letter writing she has been doing. She cries alot, because she misses the man she swore to love. Her life isn't complete without him.She looks very tired, because of her many nights without sleep, due to a late night phone call that never came or a call that came and kept her up all night, just because she heard his voice, she is too overjoyed to sleep. As a wife, she is classified as a dependent, but she is totally independent. She tends to her household, her kids, her school work, and her job, all without her husband. She manages to wear a smile, even though inside shes crying. She understands that the man she loves has to go fa

~~taxing Our Asses Off~~
At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, "Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts Receivable Tax Bottl

Does This Interest You???
It doesnt interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing. It doesnt interest me how old you are. I want to know if you'll risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesnt interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by lifes betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstacy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of betray

Angel Eyes
www.hostdrjack.com i saw you and i knew you were the one i looked into those eyes and saw the angel inside you and yourangel eyes had my heart from first sight i was foolish to believe those eyes to think i could have you in my life i am in love with those eyes those angel eyes are as deep and dark as an empty abiss i knew are love could never be to know the angel will be leaving so soon i will never forget the way that angels eyes touch my soul

Dominated
DOMINATED You and I arrive at our local hang out to grab some drinks and dinner, two of your girlfriends show up out of the blue. Wow there hot! Dressed in leather head to toe. After the pleasantries are out of the way you get up to go to the bar do order some drinks. Your two friends get up also and go with you. All three of you are wearing tight black leather skirts. My cock is up instantly. All of you come back to the table with seductive smiles on your faces. You put your mouth close to my ear and whisper “After these drinks are done I want to go home I’m really horny” I smile back at you. We all get up at the same time and head for the door, you and I are heading towards your car and your two friends as well. We get in and start out home, you and your friends giggling all the way. I’m thinking something else is up besides my cock. I serve us some more drinks and I notice out of the corner of my eye your gesturing me to come to the bedroom. Of course I go and not even five

New Years Party
New Years Party I’m at your house for a New Years party, it’s after twelve and the guests have left accept for you and your friend and me. You and your friend our on the couch and I’m sitting on the chair. You and your friend decide to tease me a little, you and her start kissing softly at first and then harder with your tongues probing each others mouths. Your hands exploring her body, hers massaging your firm tits. You both get up and undress each other, my cock is rock hard. You lay on your back with your legs open as your friend is going down on you, her tongue sucking and teasing your clit, her hands massaging your hard nipples. She works your clit then slips her pierced tongue into your wet hole. You moan softly as she moves in and out of your pussy. You gesture me to come over so I get undressed and kneel behind your friend. My tongue starts with giving her ass hole a good licking my right hands reaches to massage her clit slowly rubbing and circling with my finger. You pu

Children And Smoking
This Blog was inspired by my every Sunday drop off of my daughter (Jade) to her Grandmothers on her Mom's side of the family. For those of you out there that do not know about the severe effects that Cigarette Smoke can have on growing children... READ THIS… And absorb this... I will point out a few key quotes from the following articles which will make you think twice about smoking around your children or bringing them into a home or car of which a person or person's smoke. To start, the NY Times printed an article about Bangor, Maine and how City Council banned smoking in cars when children are present. This article also points out that many other states have jumped on board. NY Times Article (Bangor, Maine Bans Smoking in cars when children are present) I will also point out a couple articles that i found doing some Google searches. Quote 1: "Here's an analogy that I use in my practice to both inform, and admittedly scare, parents from smoking. Suppose you wer

Call Girl
25 April 2001, New York) "Why don't you come back and meet me here?" He thought she was calling to arrange a hot date, but he was wrong. The 29-year-old rapist had not only assaulted his victim, but also stolen $70 and her cell phone after poking her in the neck with a pair of tweezers he took from her purse.. As soon as he left her apartment she summoned help, and police encouraged her to assist in the capture of the rapist. Under their watchful eye, she called him on her own cell phone and courageously coaxed him back to her building. The woman was an excellent actress. Her attacker arrived for his "date" an hour later with a 40-ounce bottle of Heineken in his hand and her panties and cell phone tucked in his pocket. Police took the man, trailing a long criminal record, into custody. His victim really did a number on him!

My Tribute To Feb 14 Th Details Inside!!
FOR THE UP COMING HOLIDAY I AM GUNNA HOLD A CONTEST ON CHERRY TAP... THE BEST VALENTINES DAY GRAPHIC SENT TO ME GETS TO BE MY CRUSH... FOR THOSE OF U GUNNA ASK DOES THIS CRUSH WITH SPECIAL PRIVELADGES WELL HIT ME UP AND FIND OUT.. SMOOCHES LADY KAOS

We're All Supposed To Live By This?
These are interesting passages from the bible in which the majority of citizens claim to follow. I realize it was written in different times, however the teachings are still in use in many modern churches with the primary focus on the woman being below the man. Crap or Christianity?? 1Timothy 2:11-12 Let a woman* learn in silence with full submission. 12: permit no woman* to teach or to have authority over a man;* she is to keep silent. Deuteronamy 25:11-12 11: If men get into a fight with one another, and the wife of one intervenes to rescue her husband from the grip of his opponent by reaching out and seizing his genitals, 12: you shall cut off her hand; show no pity. Exodus 21:20-21 20: When a slave-owner strikes a male or female slave with a rod and the slave dies immediately, the owner shall be punished. 21: But if the slave survives for a day or two, there is no punishment; for the slave is the owner’s property.

Why It Happens?
why must we die? i know that it a part of life , and i am fine wiht that. it hurts when they leave and i just do not understand it will i ever under stand it problely not , u may ask u self why i am writing about death , well i tell u my papa died 3 day age and i will not beal to go pay my repect to him , why i live in kentcuy and he lived in Mich.

Do You Know A Soldier
They sleep on cots made for just one Sometimes even with their boots on They awake long before the sun And work very hard to stay strong Strong for themselves Strong for their families Strong for the country they serve Strong for the flag that waves above They work and train In the heat, cold, and rain They sweat, they swear Sometimes wondering why they are there In the distance they hear gun fire And watch the hawks fly over They pray for their brothers Their loved ones and themselves And yet they go on Doing their job Determined to make proud The ones that have passed on They fight for justice They serve for freedom They cry for the fallen And celebrate the day These are our soldiers Proud and strong Serving flag and country Away and at home For the job they do We need to give our support So they know they are loved From the depths of our hearts ~~ I write this for every soldier - past, present, future -

Whats Going On Im Bored And I Love....
to kick it wit the homies ike all my niggs in washington da tac ya dig but yea...aand i love talking to my girl jessica i love her man to death she is so hott and sweet and nice ......but yea...also my girl brittney she bomb ya dig....

You Be The Judge
for the real friends on my list only ( you know who you are) it was brought to my attention my several people leaving me comments and e-mails that my work with graphics is "meager" at best, so I am asking for opinions, please got to my graphic folders and look over the designs, all of them, no need to rate or comment them but comment here to me of what you think of what I do.

This Weekend.
So this weekend was the shades of blue tattoo convention. All was going good. Thursday started prepping, the owner doing tons of tattoos left and right, the piercer doing everything he could adding piercings, dealing with this fucking cunts drama that was going to do a 50 piece corset. Friday, corset girl starts bawling in the piercing chair making up excuses left and right why she can't do it. Tells him she's pregnant, and he just tells her to get the fuck out of there, haven't heard anything from her since. More tattoos, more piercings, one of the girls who were taken part in the piercing projects had their frend swing by, and they decided to come with us to the convention. Ended up leaving at 10pm instead of the schudled 1pm. We're late, what ever. Grab a case of beer and relize none of us have swimming suits. So me and the new girl run off to get some swimming suits. Our piercer needed some supplies so we picked tose up too. One of the other girls rib surface piercings started b

Partnership/marriage
Well marriage is a partnership of course. It should be 50/50 not 80/20 or 60/40. What brings this idea to my blogs is thinking about my parents and their marriage. My mother has had health problems over the last couple of years. She is diabetic and is now getting things under control were she is doing fine. Before she was working full time and the stress from her job made things hard on her. She now has went back to work cause one paycheck wasn't cutting it with her medical expenses and with my father getting ready to retire soon..she won't have insurance after he retires. Well my father has definately been the healthier of the 2. But recently he came home from work. Something he never has done before. He thought he was just getting sick. He complained about being short of breath but didn't want to got to the emergency room. My mother finally conviced him to go and be checked out. She was worried he was having a heart attack. But come to find out it was acid refulx. I guess the symptom

Lounges.
Sooo..I really want to start going to lounges a little more often here in cherrytap. I however, do not feel very comfortable in them though. A lot of them do not seem to be BBW friendly. There used to be a BBW lounge that I belonged to - but unfortunately, it was closed down I believe. Because after a while, people just stopped coming into it. Soo...my blog today is asking for help in finding a decent lounge that IS bbw friendly.

Friends
I am goin to clean house this weekend! So if ur on my list and don't talk Ur OUTTA HERE!!!! If ur my fan or my family u'LL stay! FAMILY will always stay! =) If ur on my list and would like to STAY LET ME KNOW!!!! =) ♥ Miranda

The First Time
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. This being a big event, the girl tells her boyfriend that after dinner, she'd like to go out and have sex for the first time. Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he'd never had sex before, so he makes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. The pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy; a 3 pack, a 10 pack, or a family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be very busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girls parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh I'm so excited for you to meet my parents. Come on in.' The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say grace and bows his head. A minute passes, and the

" And Now The Rest Of The Secret"
Hello All: As always my newsletter always create many reactions and some are quite interesting and must be shared with my faithful readers worldwide. I do make people think and react and that is the beauty of being alive and curious, but sad enough some people are not able to auto analyze themselves and are much too quick to judge me and my work. In this newsletter I will attempt to explain a little more about "The Secret". First read those emails. Posted by Leo Dr. Turi........I feel the same way as Crystal. I started to read your post and was excited because I thought you were going to reveal this wonderful code. I was greatly disappointed to find that I would have to pay for it. One of the reasons I love this forum is that everyone is so eager to share their experiences, what works for them, etc. And they ask for nothing in return. I truly believe that when you give, you get more in return. ================ Posted by Crystal Dr. Turi; If you have indee

God Of Black
feel the blackened eyes of hate cast their spell upon me return to the forgotten gate let past to give out agony shell out anger and pain another pill bloody reign see the weak fall prey to the ones who take it all away i see past your lies deep inside i can take you down never to return again fall on your knees and prey ask for forgiveness step aside closer each day being damned to nothingness you could have listened heard what i said now youre blistered and left for dead i see past your lies deep inside taken you down again sent back deep inside

My Dad And My Son......
how do i tell my 8 year old that his grandpa has terminal cancer with only a few months to a year or so left? they are the best of buddies and do everything together. I know im lost and numb and what not. Im dadys little girl and i know how hard it is on me right now but my son isnt talking about any of this so i dont know how he is feeling or what he is thinking.....

First Post
Not quite sure if I am going to use this thing to any degree. I do enjoy writing (or typing as the case may be) in a blog and just ranting about one thing or another. We'll see just how popular this thing gets and how motivated I really am to do all of this stuff. I really do like how CherryTAP is set up. A very creative way to do an online community. I'm having a blast just learning more about the site and how to get farther and farther into it. Very addicting to say the least. I really don't have anything else to say I suppose. Just send me a comment or something if you want to learn more about me or see me updating this thing more often. I do love to write so I might just update it regardless of what people think. See you all around!

Missing You
I am sitting here tonight thinking of the one i should be with but the one i am without In my dreams i am with you and kissing you only to awake and find i am still missing you My mind is going crazy And my heart is slowly breaking I miss you so much and long to feel your touch Your skin upon mine Would simply be devine I know that your not gone Yet your so far away soon your coming home Its sure to be a good day

You Were Just Another Friend
I never really knew you You were just another friend But when i knew you noticed me I let my heart unbend I couldnt keep past the memories they only made me cry I had to forget my first love and give love another try Now i am falling in love with you and will never let you go I love you more than anything i just thought i shoud let you know

My Promise To You.
My Promise by BlueWolf I promise to love you always I promise to hold you close I'll always do whats best for you What I think is best for us I couldn't stop loving you Your every bit a part of me You occupy my every thought I see your face in my dreams You are the phantom that beckons to me Your very aura in my veins I close my eyes and you come to me I beg you not to go away No matter where your travels take you No matter who you meet Know that my love goes with you And that I pray your love is with me

Blowjobs
The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT ``````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````` 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if yo

On Being Me....
On my page its says Im Southren, Im Wiccan and Im a Bitch....I consider myself very proud and honoured to be all three. On bein Southren....No I aint from the deep south Im just a hick from Kentucky but I wave my confederate flag with pride...And no I am NOT a racist! Lets not git thangs confused here. I have taken more than a few ass chewins over my showin of the flag. I am against prejudice of any kind and for many years would not even allow a con. flag in my home, yet when Ga. decided to remove the flag because of the controversy and its connections with the klan I got to thinking how sad that was because the flag has such deep ties with the souths heritage and did have long before the negative connotations with any organizations, it IS after all just a flag, and can only mean whatever mean what meaning we ascribe to it....So instead of seeing it as a symbol of prejudice death and hatred I see it as a symbol of my heritage and roots for which I am proud. So, with that said, Ill k

I Am Hurting Here,really Bad I Need Out,(who Wants To Save Me For Real)
I Cannot Stand My living here Much longer it has been going on for much too long now I cannot take it I Just wish I had the power and the Money to Come over to that side of the World where, to be completely Honest it is where I would Rather be right now,I have had it with all that's been going on in my family lately. I Need a Stress Free Environment to live in and to Be around those People I Truly Love,I am sorry to all my Internet mums out there if this is upsetting you but I Really need some Space, Can ONE OF U HELP ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"how Does It Feel...to Treat Me Like You Do"...blue Monday-new Order
Ok this blog actually has to do with the title...seems to me that I'm being taken advantage of...I think I'm a nice guy...yeah yeah I know I DOOMED to finish last...but why does it have to hurt to get there...I don't feel that I'm appreciated...I work hard, and all I get is ingratefulness...if that even is a word...the world seems to be GIMME GIMME GIMME!!!!...and like the IDIOT I am, I give, I've tried to say no, but turn around and give in once again..."Taken in...taken in again...there's one born every minute, and your looking at him"...Mike & The Mechanics-Taken In...If I felt as if my action were appreciated, hell I don't need "Thank You" since I would feel that enjoyed what I did for you, instead of taking me for granted...talk to me, don't shut me out and only open your mouth ask for something, complain, or whatever...

Fall From Grace
As i fell from grace i thought. "What about happiness" A respons came . "I never promised happiness only freewill". So happiness is not part of the deal?! How could this be? As i live i see humans spend all their lives looking for happiness. They touch it but never own it. The only thing humans own is the Struggle. They struggle to hold onto life,love,faith. They struggle to hold on to everything. It is the only common donmiator. The Struggle, It's the fire that forges the soul. Steel into flame, is exactly what free will is about. Souls go in and are reshaped, some made better and some are destroyed. I spend the rest of my days in the struggle of freewill and find it comforting. It takes my mind off that happiness was never part of the deal. I long for the day that i return home and wonder who i will be when i finally arrive.

Staying The Course Or Self Destruction
Who am i was the question? They didnt ask it directly but it was asked non the less. Most i see have no idea who they are. They spend their whole lives not understanding. I spoke with a person this week whom has a good relationship even by their accounts but have no idea why it's on the brink of ending. They are self destructing and they dont know why. They are an emotional wreck. They know this...why do they not change. Is this who they are? I had a friend tell me that i was the topic of conversation in their group. I was spoken poorly of. I asked did they defend me. The answer was "I did not deny that i know you. Facinating their desire to be validated by these people was greater than defending a friend. This is a person who claims enlightenedment. Which means they have no standards. This kind of stuff makes my ears bleed and cry out for the end. Is this who they are? What is not understood is that our actions or inaction are the ONLY thing that define us as a person. Hero's a

Barriers And Redemption
I see barriers and obstacles every day in peoples lives. Some dig at the base some climb. Some just sit and wonder why. Like the turkey in the rain they will drown. How strange this behavior to sit and do nothing. They search for a sign when the barrier is the sign. Barriers only stop those who ask why. There is no why and drowning is not an option. Answers are only a question away. I know a person that a year ago that was not in a good place. Looking back he saw the lie for what it was. He was lost and and was ashamed for being at the place he was at. This changed as the days ticked by. One day then the next it was not a pleasant road filled with hills and endless climbs. How many Hills does it take to find Redemption? Climbing one hill only to find another and then another. The hills are never ending. I now know there wil be hills till the day I return home. I learned that the view is breath taking at the top and nerve racking on the way down. I near the top now and I kn

Damáistithe (damaged)
I see people behaving badly everywhere I look. When a person can stand in an exit and when asked to move it is they who are outraged. When you are able to trample someone over a sale on a sweater, some shoes or some mundane item and feel justified. When the word “friend” give someone the right to abuse the very sanctity of trust and respect. It is not how one dies that is how they are remembered but how they lived. The children of Eden stride the earth as giants. Never understanding that it will be them that life one day dwarfs. All of this behavior stems from the belief that they are entitled. They are broken and some damaged beyond repair. In the end the damaged children of Eden will have much to answer for and being damaged will not be an excuse

The Hangman’s Noose
The hangman’s noose Gray and cold from one so bold With thirteen knots hanging upon the same spot Twisting and blowing in the wind For one mans treasure was the others sin With rotting flesh out on the limb Finding their way after looking at him Cultures apart with different laws Finding understanding as the rope falls To late for the corpse, a man with no name Jealousy ruled the night, and hung him that day With kisses on the cheek and a plot of ground The lovers were lost when they cut him down The rage of one for skin so sweet left the other cold Rotting and beat, just dangling meat Their time was swift and will be no more The reason stands on the other side of that coffin door Planting his memory with nine inch nails His crops in the ground and her body in hell A night of passion lead to this just from the ecstasy Of a lovers kiss with tears so cold and a tightened fist She ran off and slit the other mans wrist Now there is two in the ground hell

2006
Lost love found only to watch it erode. Friendships corroded some beyond repair, though all of this some friendships have grown stronger; yes 2006 has given and taken much. I know this year I cleaned out my closets and threw out a lot of stuff. Now I am left to sort out if what use to be was important or just something that filled up the closet. I see 2007 coming and feel a great relief that the chains I carry are lighter than what some are carrying. The one thing for certain the bed I have made to lay in is comfortable(both in the physical and the metaphorical sense). I have a few good memories from 2006 that are not tainted with something that resembles a lie. I know i am not the most grown up person I know but I am honest to a fault. I look into the abyss where my sole rests and see what looks back. It’s a shame that others can’t or won’t do the same. 2006 has taught me much. I have learned that vision too sharp will cut. I have learned that friendship means accepting anything tha

Illusions
Illusions of the temporal cortex cluttering up My mind. overbearing feeling losing track of time. ropes, cuffs or tied with flowering vines. baring your soft skin upon the cross in My mind with roses and lace in a flowering moment of time with the leather in limbo in mid stoke hanging with this rhyme the thrashing upon your back the welts and pleasure it leaves every time the floating in to subspace you in yours, Me in mine. blocking out the world chained to a moment in time the baring of both souls .trust, loyalty and honor upon the cuffs inscribed… Scott baker

Friendship Accepted Page Message
MY FRIENDSHIP ACCEPTANCE MESSAGEi post a alot of blogs and stashes, i am not one for bullshit, i dun mince words, i am straightforward person and i hope the same of all my friendsi am not overly religious in fact i am not religious at all,i help when i can some times i get busy and cant help so i dun expect as some have the whiningso if you can handle just being straightforward leave me on ur list if not then remove as i am not one for babyhands and babysitting pplhope to keep in contact with u if u keep me

When Darkness Overcomes
When Darkness Overcomes Dark and evil plots, infinity rules this place Conversing within yourself, The Devil rears it's ugly face Misunderstood neglected inner persons, interact Not caring of the consequences, or even thinking once of that Lost in demonlike conversions, without a hand to grab Completion creeps up slowly, transformations were all you had Uncontrollable repetition continuing, its detremental to your health And yet you let it take you, falling deeper into yourself Jenni

He Falls
She falls upon his face, he falls upon her face. He can see them kissing, he can feel its killing him. He knows the face, its too much to take when it replays in his mind, in his state. The replays of what was, and what will never be, inside he screams "Stop, no more these visions, these dreams are killing me". Soon it'll change, next it won't be him or his face. His conscious can't listen to him, he can't save himself, he won't sleep well, it'll be like a trip, a night from hell. Everytime he sees it, he dies, it won't go away, why does it torture him some nights and some days? He can't control it, what does it mean, everything like this counts in large amounts. The nights he goes there its no good, he took his time, he knows shes not his. He told her this, I know as hes a friend of mine, a best friend he looked upon and wanted to spill his mind.

Didnt Know Men Had Rules...lol
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Com

Simply Put...my Life
well to be pretty honest here in savannah georgia its been pretty rough as of so far...i still miss my friends, im a squad leader now and im trying to kill for my seargent here pretty damn soon i hope...as for my family in va and tn..i miss yall and hopefully i can see yall before i go to iraq, and for the people that did me wrong in life i hope that it bites you right back. i guess the thing that gets me sometimes is the fact im so far away from the people i care for most importantly..other than that its the fact im single and the lack of sex can go there too..lol, but other than that life is goin fine and i hope to see friends soon...

Opinion ... When You Are Near
Hey, WATCH OUT FOR MY LOVELY FRIEND "LENA" ...! A word to the wise: if you ever feel like this with "Lena" (or whoever), YOU are "in love"! Love 'n (smiling) Stuff, RHEY ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ WHEN YOU ARE NEAR Feelings begin to swirl about, sensations whirl within, without; spirits rise to a higher plane, Love burns with a hotter flame; nothing in Life remains the same … . . . . . when YOU are near! Alone again I dream inside, forgetting all the tears I cried; again alone I love and dream, ignoring all the years between, Love memories power my dream … . . . . . wanting YOU near! 'Tho the years between us are real, and your Love could be just a dream, my spirits still rise with your name, feelings swirl and whirl and enflame, nothing inside remains the same … . . . . . when YOU are near! We fall in love each time we meet, blending our dreams of love complete; cool reason doesn’t cool Love’s flame that flares unbidden with your name;

Check This Out!...
Hey guys:) 'n' gals;)...Have you had a happy week?...hhhmmmm...I am enjoying this funn site:)...I'd love it if saw my MySpace page:)...Maybe, we can be friends there as well!:)...You care to see?... http://www.myspace.com/gemmamadison Let me know your thoughts, My friends and FANS?! Kisses, Gemma ;)

How Will You Be Defined In The Sexual Dictionary?
I know at least one person is going to have a field day with this one: Ruby Cairo -- [adjective]:Tasting like strawberries 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

My Life's Soundtrack
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... Opening credits Bring Me to Life - Evanescence Waking up Tourniquet - Evanescence First Day of school Don't Speak - No Doubt Falling in love I Think I'm Paranoid - Garbage First Song The Young Crazed Peeling - Distillers Fight Song Sugar - System of a Down Breaking up Kryptonite - 3 Doors Down Prom Kiss My Irish Ass - Flogging Molly Life Blue Monday - Orgy Mental Breakdown The Prison Song - System of a Down Driving Just a Girl - No Doubt Flashback Why Do You Love Me - Garbage Getting Back together Spiderwebs - No Doubt Wedding Blood and Whiskey - Dropkick Murphys Birth of a child I Hate Everyth

I Believe...
I believe - that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe -that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe - that either you control your attitude or it control

Letting Go!
Written four years ago after a divorce and meeting the newest girlfriend...That lasted for three years....Ended Christmas of 05' "That's it, I've had it with you". The door slams and all I can hear are Jesses feet stomping the down the plush carpeted hallway. And so, another night of loneliness creeps ever steadily towards me. Once again we have had the same argument. "Nothing ever changes" I say out loud, as if the walls were listening. You see, I spend an hour each way driving to work and another ten to twelve enduring the constant stress of retail sales. Jesse, on the other hand, has only been at home. I know watching three kids is no easy task, but how can it compare with a full time job and being the breadwinner. And there it is, the argument that has erupted ever so often. When I come home I just want to relax, watch a little TV, or play a movie or video game. All Jesse wants is to have a few minutes of piece and quiet and "you know, pitching in around here pro

Not That Any One Cares...
But depressed as fuck tonight... I hate that, trying to get a nap then wake up with a huge anxiety attack and feeling nothing but absolutely alone... Great fun... .. I hate people, but strive so hard to find comfort and compassion from one person... Go figure.

Fuck This
yo, fuck these days fuck all the crooked ways fuck everyone tryin to stand in my way fuck everyone tryin to be the baddest today fuck everything that's fucked these days fuck the government, politics, wars, and bullshit fuck all the lies we've been spoon fed fuck all the silver spooons we been fed wit fuck the bitches feed that bullshit fuck the bitches that i don't wanna deal with fuck the dude who just cut me off fuck your mom cause people piss me off fuck the whole world fuck the people who fucked you fuck the people that carry the evil fuck the people that side with the devil fuck the shit that never works fuck the people who love to hurt step up and fuck the days fuck that shit blow it up in a debris filled haze fuck everything that makes my mind a maze fuck my mind cause i write what it says fuck this shit that i be typin fuck it to hell cause i don't know what i'm writin fuck you, fuck you, you're cool, fuc

Thats Not Actually Going To Happen..
Subject: Peach Skittle Message: YOU MUST PLAY! OR A MAN WILL APPEAR BY YOUR BED WITH A KNIFE AND WILL KILL YOU!THE ONLY WAY TO SAVE YOUR LIFE IS TO PICK THE SKITTLE THAT REPRESENTS YOUR LOVE LIFE! OH BY THE WAY, DO NOT IGNORE THIS BECAUSE IF YOU DO HE WILL COME AT THE TIME 2:16 AT NIGHT AND KILL YOU! Yellow Skittle: Taken And About To Break Up Red Skittle: Taken And Lovin every minute of it Purple Skittle: Taken And Confused Orange Skittle: Crushing On Someone Blue Skittle: love someone who doesn't love you back Peach Skittle: Single and crushing, but confused as to whether they like you back or not Pink Skittle: Like someone who likes you back but not going out.... Green Skittle: Just broke up with sumone, but still have feelings for them Teal Skittle: Single not loving it or hating it just living with it but still are crushing on a guy/gurl Lime Green Skittle: just feel like layin back and let the right person come to you White Skittle: In an a

Wow!!
Subject: i dont care if i lose friends over this Message: I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month F

Charlotte Lesher
Just heard that Charlotte Lesher, Joey Ramone's mom, passed away today. She was probably the coolest rock star mom ever. When the Ramones started, they practiced in the basement of her art studio in Queens. After they became big, she was always one of their most vocal and visible supporters. There's a great appearance of her and Joey on Phil Donahue's show in the mid 80s, where she talks about how proud she is to be the mother of a Ramone. After Joey died in 2001, she became a tireless fundraiser for lymphoma research, organizing a hugely successful benefit concert every single year since, and always appearing on stage to talk about Joey. RIP, Mama Ramone.

Just A Poem
Alone I am without you Whole we are together Apart we are not complete We are two sides of the same coin Totally in sync yet euqally odd How did it come to pass That what we had is gone Do you have the answer For I do not have a clue Hope to one day know the truth Of why we are no more But in the end the fact remains The our love will not die It will not fade with time Everlasting and true it is Just sitting and waiting for you.

Body Mothafuckin Count...
pics from last night... I really wanted to meet up with ice-t (as he is one of the 3 last people I've been wanting to me and would probably be starstruck with hahaah...) but I ended up not getting there early enough and they had mad security anyway so it wasn't as easy to do hahaha... but enjoy...

Poem
What is a friend There to help in a time of need To listen when you talk Hears what you are not saying Talks when you need to hear Someone you turn to when things are bleak A kindred soul in who you place trust A shoulder to cry and lean on An amazing person you are glad to know Fun to be with and hang around Allies together against all odds Keeping each other standing tall and proud Never asking for thanks or expecting it No need even to talk Together in thought and deed Truly there for one another At anytime or anyplace Look in the mirror Deep in your face And ask yourself this Are you really a friend

The Church Organist
Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties and had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, the young minister noticed a cut-glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled with water, and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with tea and scones, they began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and He could no longer resist. "Miss Beatrice", he said, "I wonder if you would tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl. "Oh, yes," she replied, "Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through the Park a few months ago and I found this little package on the ground. The directions said to place it on the organ, keep it wet and

So I Got Coal For X-mas... And?!
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

2 Days Til Surhery
Aaaah, I cannot believe it's only 2 days until my surgery!!! It's really weird because I am not really nervous at all, just 100% excited! I lost the weight I wanted and now it's time to make my body truly look the way I feel inside. So watch out world cause I am about to be re-born!

Relationship
WELL, WHAT IS A RELATIONSHIP? IT'S ABOUT TWO PEOPLE HAVING TREMENDOUS WEAKNESSES AND VULNERABILITIES, LIKE WE ALL DO, AND ONE PERSON BEING ABLE TO STRENGHTHEN THE OTHER IN THEIR AREAS OF VULNERABILITY. AND VICE VERSA. YOU NEED EACH OTHER. YOU COMPLETE EACH OTHER, PASSION AND ROMANCE ASIDE.

They're Also Taking Down The Street Signs
Just in Case People Get the Maps... Florida- Nine months after Hurricane Katrina, the Army Corps of Engineers refused to give residents of the Everglades detailed maps that show the best evacuation routes if Lake Okeechobee is breached by a hurricane or heavy rains. The reason: the information might fall into the hands of terrorists. "We just don't believe there's a great need for the public to have the maps," said a representative of the corps.

Colorado Snow
John Denver sang a song about the snow here...but personally, I'm a little tired of it. I don't mind a little bit of snow, but we've had snow every week for six weeks now, and well, frankly, I'm ready for summer! After growing up in the deep south and college in LA(that's Lower Alabama for y'all yankees:), I was ready for a little winter, but I'm thinking maybe a move to the desert would be nice right about now! When does summer start? Check out some fun pics of our snow in my photo album!

Homeland Security Thwarts Gas Attack
Nashville- A commercial flight was forced to make an emergency landing after a passenger farted and then lit a match to disguise the smell. When several people reported a burning odor, all 104 passengers and crew members were taken off the flight and screened while their luggage was searched. The match-lighter, who suffers from an un-specified medical condition, was not charged in the incident- but she was not allowed to reboard the plane when it took off.

Wish Me Luck Peeps
okay so there are 30 seconds to mars tickets for the 16th of feb. and there are very few tickets cause its at a ballroom so please wish me the best of luck as I try and get my order in!!! ^_^ thanks my peeps, I will be sure to leave some comments for everyone as well too ^_^

My Promise { Karulvinth For Life}
I promise to love you always I promise to hold you close I'll always do whats best for you What I think is best for us I couldn't stop loving you Your every bit a part of me You occupy my every thought I see your face in my dreams You are the phantom that beckons to me Your very aura in my veins I close my eyes and you come to me I beg you not to go away No matter where your travels take you No matter who you meet Know that my love goes with you And that I pray your love is with me A man in love is like a fly caught in a cobweb, the more he tries to free himself the more tangled he gets.If it is meant to be, our hearts will find each other when we meet. And if our hearts melt together so will our bodies and souls. Then every word and every touch will fuel our passion flame. I will be yours, you will be mine, and we will be one.

Csi: Tenth Grade
Fort Lauderdale- Students in a high school criminology class got a surprise on a field trip to investigate a fake crime scene at a nearby park: a real corpse. Students were searching for plastic skeletons and other evidence teacher Sue Messenger had planted in the area when they stumbled across the body of a homeless man who had died in the park. "The first thing we thought was 'That's a real good dummy she set up'" said one student. "It just kind of dawned on us after the police showed up that it wasn't a joke."

Dj Malin - January 28th - 9:30pm - 1am Est
Join me tonight if you will for another session... and another segment of Tie Me Up where we discuss the musical connections of Courtney Love Contact me while on air on these messaging services: YAHOO IM: DJMalinborn MSN MSG: Malin@Dream-Designs.net AIM MSG: DJMalinborn Sunday January 28th 9:30pm - 1:00am EST Only on Phantom Voice Radio!

Pina Colada
I was tired of my lady We'd been together too long Like a worn-out recording Of a favorite song So while she lay there sleeping I read the paper in bed And in the personal columns There was this letter I read "If you like Pina Coladas And getting caught in the rain If you're not into yoga If you have half a brain If you'd like making love at midnight In the dunes on the Cape Then I'm the love that you've looked for Write to me and escape." I didn't think about my lady I know that sounds kind of mean But me and my old lady Have fallen into the same old dull routine So I wrote to the paper Took out a personal ad And though I'm nobody's poet I thought it wasn't half bad "Yes I like Pina Coladas And getting caught in the rain I'm not much into health food I am into champagne I've got to meet you by tomorrow noon And cut through all this red-tape At a bar called O'Malley's Where we'll plan our escape." So I waited with high hopes And she walked in th

My Other Car Is A Big Honking Gas Guzzler
At a press conference in April on soaring gas prices, House Speaker Dennis Hastert drove off in a hydrogen-fueled car to promote the use of alternative energy. But as soon as he thought he was away from the cameras, Hastert ditched the clean car and climbed into his SUV- for the ride back to the Capitol, a few blocks away.

Ripped Away
My heart has become encased by a shell Pain tears and sorrow it knows all too well Broken torn bleeding and scarred I constantly fear that one day it will turn hard It seems that every friend I share my soul with every person I’ve come to love has been ripped away from my life like a hand pulled from its glove I learn to trust too easily thriving off of close bonds Bonds that dissolve are broken or die leaving me left in tears and wondering Why? Why does everyone I get close to disappear leaving me no one to share with my fears? No one to talk to no where to run no one to rejoice with when the race has been won? I can’t live my life alone but now I’m so afraid to trust So afraid to lose someone again that my heart will turn to dust I’ll tell anyone that wants to befriend me that they are welcomed to stay But I’ll also give fair warning everyone I get close to is ripped away

Our Love
Our love is strong Our love is great Our love is awesomeness Our love is powerful Our love keeps me holding on Our love gives me the strength Our love gives me a reason to wake up in the morning Our love makes me smile Our love brings happy tears to my eyes Our love is what I always wanted Our love is all I need

Tasting Tears
Rage fills my body From the lies I have been told For they took the life I knew before They took the truths that I hold I want to get them back Make them pay for what they've done Have them suffer for their torture Let them know they haven't won But I can't express my anger For it soon would show my fears So instead I lay here crying I lay here tasting tears

Even Heaven Cries
The father gives his sermon The crowd gathers around And the casket is gently lowered Deep into the ground No one here can remember A smile from this soul Nor can they recall Happiness in eyes show Just a battered child Beaten every day The system failed this child Failed in every way No one came to check on This child anytime And the tears begn to flow As the church bells loudly chime The rain pours ever stronger From deep within the clouds As the child is finally wrapped Within Death's murky shroud And at the final Amen The tears flow from their eyes The rain continues falling For this death even heaven cries

Writen On The Poet Play Write
The Play Write In iambic pentameter written verse Came a play write who did rehearse Of kings and nobles and deeds of hate To the masses he spoke and they did relate Of innocents who did pay the price For others who lived of earthly vice Death did stalk the soul who prays He became famous through his plays Poor Capulet and Montague in suicide Of Desdemona the moors pure bride Of the Danes losses and brooding despair Of horror through pride beyond compare Tragedy and pain through deception He understood hates plot in conception Lies and half truths that spun contempt In his mind immortal stories he dreamt Now his name lives on and to all so clear There was only one William Shakespeare By R. Thomas Dinsmore

~~why I Love Moms~~
* WHY I LOVE MOM Mom and Dad were watching TV when Mom said, "I'm tired, and it's getting late. I think I'll go to bed" She went to the kitchen to make sandwiches for the next day's lunches. Rinsed out the popcorn bowls, took meat out of the freezer for supper the following evening, checked the cereal box levels, filled the sugar container, put spoons and bowls on the table and started the coffee pot for brewing the next morning. She then put some wet clothes in the dryer, put a load of clothes into the washer, ironed a shirt and secured a loose button She picked up the game pieces left on the table, put the phone back on the charger and put the telephone book into the drawer. She watered the plants, emptied a wastebasket and hung up a towel to dry. She yawned and stretched and headed for the bedroom. She stopped by the desk and wrote a note to the teacher, counted out some cash for the field trip, and pulled a text book out from hiding under the chair. Sh

Just Want To Type
How goes it everyone?? I don't do this often, but I am bored n just want to type. I'm enjoying being w/ my man, our children, and our animals, in our new place!! Life is good.. For now.. Hopefully it lasts a lot longer!

This Family Needs Your Help!!!!
This man his name is Shawn and and he is in need of a new kidney...Without it he will die...The doctors plan on doing this surgery in 6 months but he has to have a live donor....If this Transplant works we have found a cure to something that there is no cure...Most children with it die very young....Shawn is a miracle already...This is a last resort an attempt to save a young mans life....This man is my son and all he can say to me is Mom I want to be here to see my babies grow and it breaks my heart because This is one of them times when you just dont know...It is up to Jesus...If you know anyone that is willing to give a kidney to help my boy live please contact me....His family really needs him....God bless you all...knightskitty Cool Slideshows

Enough To Bitch About
ok so ive had a really crappy day, I went to the gym and took it out on the pilates ball so im a little better now. but ticked off none the less. why do i vent in blogs, i think so i wont get ridiculed (some what of a word) in real life... so for now im gonna go light some candles listen to my ipod and melt in a bubble bath for 9 hours.... ok maybe not that long... if ya love me leave me a message and i'll get back to you eventually... MWAH!

After A Year
What R we doing??? Over a year and still we dance around eachother... Not saying how we feel... But yet being here for eachother regaurdless... I guess its never been the right time for us... But I have a question... If we had 12 hours with eachother... Face to face... Would it be worth it??? Knowing that once its over we have to go back to the way we were??? You know weve never fully given up on eachother... Weve always been the best of friends... Weve always had the others back, been understanding, forgiving... We're all living on barrowed time... If you dont put your heart and soul into everything you do... Then your never truly living... Ive put that into you and I will never stop... NO MORE DANCING! I love you I always have and I always will... Nothing can ever change that!

Boyfriend Application...do You Have What It Takes??
Lets see who can complete it first...whoever does gets a Big pimpin gift from Moi :) Women feel free to fill it out too, im an equal oppurtunity women!! hehe x0x0x OK.....GO!! Name: Age: City/State/Country: Birthday ? What is your biggest flaw? What is your hangup with your mother? 3 of your favorite authors 3 of your favorite bands 3 of your favorite movies Favourite quote? Are you religious? What / Whom do you worship? How? Why? Who is your favorite philosopher? Why? For you, what is success in life? Are you, by your own definition: will you be successful? Who is/was your favorite pet? and why? How long do you usually know a girl before you kiss her? Jump her? Dump her? Have you ever been married/lived with someone? Are you now? When was your last relationship over? Are you in sure? Are you in one / or more now? Are you gay? Tried it? Thought about it? Have

My Honey!!!
the past 2 months have only been the most amazing, wonderful and full of love I could ever imagine!! I love you so much Mark you mean the world to me...So I figured I'd let the world know since you already know hehe....I love you honeykins!!!

Us Urges Scientists To Block Out Sun - [this Way Bush And His Friends Can Keep On Burning Fossil Fuels And Maintain Their Price Gouging Incomes.]
US urges scientists to block out sun [ This way Bush and his friends can keep on burning fossil fuels and maintain their price gouging incomes. ] 29 Jan 2007 The US wants the world's scientists to develop technology to block sunlight as a last-ditch way to halt global warming. The US has also attempted to steer the UN report, prepared by the Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change (IPCC), away from conclusions that would support a new worldwide climate treaty based on binding targets to reduce emissions. [ This way Bush and his friends can keep on burning fossil fuels and maintain their price gouging incomes. ] The panel's draft report shows projections for average global temperature rise from 1990 to 2100 will expand slightly, with a new range of one to 6.3 degrees. The 2001 report's range was 1.4 to 5.8 degrees. Professor Schneider said he was concerned the increase was more likely to be three degrees or higher, with a 10 per cent chance of a six-degree rise by t

Recipe For Kathryn (devine Txrose)
Italian Stuffed Mushrooms (Serves 4) BEST DONE UNDER GRILL OR WRAPPED IN FOIL ON BBQ Ingredients 500g Large Button Mushrooms 250g Grated cheese 250g Diced Capscicum 250g Pickled Onions 250g Diced Tomatoes 1 Cup Worcestershire Sauce 1/2 Cup Peanut oil 1 Cup Tomato Sauce Method 1 Prepare hotplate to High for 20 minutes 2 Prepare Mushrooms for stuffing by WIPING WITH DAMP CLOTH ONLY,Do not Use Water as this will only produce more liquid than needed. 3.Prepare Dressing of 1 cup Worcestershire Peanut Oil and Tomato Sauce 4.Remove Stems from Mushrooms,Pack Each mushroom with cheese,capsicum,onion,tomato. 5.Sprinkle Each Mushroom with Garlic Powder. 6.Place a knob of Butter on each mushroom before Wrapping and Placing on hotplate or under grill for around 20 to 25 Minutes BON APPETITE BABES let me know if I did good

~give Love~
As I sit here pondering my thought, thinking about a topic for today's blog, I was surfing through some old websites that I used to visit, when I came across this: Give love Love is the greatest gift. It brings warm light to the cold darkness and offers hope where before there was none. Love changes lives. Even though it has no logical reason to be, love persists after all else has faded. Love is lighter than the smallest snowflake and stronger than the mightiest army. With love, the impossible becomes real. What is built and nurtured with love can withstand any challenge. Love understands, enables, protects and inspires. The more love you give away, the more you will have. In love is the power of patience and the freedom of forgiveness. On this day of Christmas giving, choose to offer the greatest, most meaningful and lasting gift you can give. With every word, with every thought, with every gesture, with every interaction, give love. -- Ralph Marston

Hey Who Has A Crush On Me
im cureious to know who on here has a crush on me i noticed on my profile that i have a crush on me so im cureious to know who it is so if this is you please tell me i would like to know well much love to my peeps peace

Wv Friends
THATS RIGHT BABY..CANT BEAT A KICK UR ASS...WEST VIRGINIAN...~SHORTY..... W.V. Friends (lol this is so true) OTHER FRIENDS: Never ask for food WV FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. OTHER FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. WV FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. OTHER FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. WV FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" OTHER FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. WV FRIENDS: Cry with you. OTHER FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. WV FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. OTHER FRIENDS: know a few things about you. WV FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. OTHER FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. WV FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. OTHER FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. WV FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" OT

What's Your Love Type?
Your Love Type: ISFP The Artist In love, you feel deeply and experience intense emotions. For you, sex is serious. It's how you best express your feelings. Overall, you are laid back, warm, and a good listener. However, you tend to seem lazy and disinterested sometimes. Best matches: ESFJ and ENFJ What's Your Love Type?

What Kind Of Soul Are You?
You Are a Dreaming Soul Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Feelin Blue
Well, I don't know what else to do that would make me feel at least some better. It's a real sad time for me right now. I have lost someone so important, so special in my life. It was partly expected and partly a shock too. I mean, are you really ever "ready" for something that you don't want to happen? It's really just like a death. One day they are there and the next day they are gone! No more holding each other close at night, no more waking up together in the morning, no more meals together, showers together, laughs, lovemaking.....NOTHING! Well, guess I shouldn't say nothing. He's not far away, basically at my back door, but that makes it all the more hard on me, knowing he's so close, yet so far. I have loved him almost a year and a half. Now, that might not seem like long to some people, but it's what we have been through in that time. And the things we have talked about, done, wanted to do, places we have gone and wanted to go again. And now it won't happen! I guess we were r

Unbelievable Opportunity
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Tears.
here is something that i worte over the summer time...... Tears, idle tears, I know not what they mean, Tears from the depth of some divine despair Rise in the heart, and gather to the eyes, In looking on the happy Autumn-fields, And thinking of the days that are no more. Fresh as the first beam glittering on a sail, That brings our friends up from the underworld, Sad as the last which reddens over one That sinks with all we love below the verge; So sad, so fresh, the days that are no more. Ah, sad and strange as in dark summer dawns The earliest pipe of half-awakened birds To dying ears, when unto dying eyes The casement slowly grows a glimmering square; So sad, so strange, the days that are no more. Dear as remembered kisses after death, And sweet as those by hopeless fancy feigned On lips that are for others; deep as love, Deep as first love, and wild with all regret; O Death in Life, the days that are no more!

The Wave
The Wave © By BlueWolf The Wave fights against the coral reef As two bears would fight for food, Then it winks at me and leaps up high Like a ghost that moves up a mountain side As it draws nearer I start to think Of a large, yet gentle, horse That gallops and runs toward me Like a toddler that sees its mother. And then I come back from my fantasy And see the fuming wave; It pounces upon the moonlit shore And sweeps over my bare feet.

Discarded…and Out!
Discarded…and out! Pulling my self off of anothers shoe Tattered worn and black and blue On the outside and with nothing with in Watch others grow with helping hands and her smiles over flow! Being on the outside with bruised ego and battered pride For once I really cared and watch her being circled was more then a scare Being left out with grins and stares I mention my problems And I get a empty glare. To have a heart is a crime when all will not give you the time. Discarded and criticized the daily news and me the head line So I will shuffle the shadows and make my way No need to raise my head just to be kept away I will stand on the outs and watch . picking up the emotional scrapes With verbal lashings upon my back .. Wishing for a hand jetting out form the pich black To offer a way up and out . scottbaker

This Is Shit
i try to chat with most of my friends and they are to busy or stuck up so i think i will stick to my real friends on here and delete the rest i have many and i try to say hi but i get nothing i am not wighning i just think why do you become frinds on here and ignore him

I Am A Pagan
I am a Pagan I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, The Plants, the Elements, are my relatives. Other Humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, or sexual preferences. The Earth is my Mother and the Sky is my Father. The Sun and the Moon are my Grandparents, and the Stars my Ancestors. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect not abuse. I am a Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year, with music, feasting, rituals, and celebrations. Samhain, or Halloween, is a time for paying homage to my ancestors and friends who have passed into the Spirit world and a time for gazing into the future. Yule, the Winter Solstice, is a festival of Peace, Light, and the Celebration of the n

I Am Your Next???
SO here is another for ya'll to get in your inbox! :) Body: Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe--- dont even think about it... Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me... [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would

Mending Walls....
Trust... This word defines so many things in life. The ability to trust another, yourself, and the world around you. I have been strugling with trust issues for a few months now, but not on another person but within myself. I make very poor judgements most of the time and calls that tend to affect my life terribly. Why do I do this to myself? I am a kind caring and very loving person, but when it comes to things of the heart, I tend to build a wall until the trust level can be found. I had a friend send me a cute little thing... it said.. I've built a wall around my heart,not to keep someone out but to see if they care enough to find a way in. That says it all, this is just what I do. Now I wonder if I know when someone has really made it inside that wall. I guess today I'm a bit sad and alot alone and cnfused. I know what I want I'm just not sure how to get it. I guess at times we all feel a little confused. When you get hurt really bad its hard to find that beautiful balan

I Learned...
... with the years and after many times falling, that this phrase is soo right (you can use it for physical problems, heart problems, or whatever is giving you a bad time): what doesn't kill you, just make you stronger! Note: stiches are giving me a hard time hurting or itching.... then i'm fighting to keep dryed my navel (it has stiches too) and well, but i'm much better, i can walk more without pain, and stay some not so short periods standing up without pain :) i'll be ok... love you all!

Letter From A Civilian Wife
Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head high and suppress the tears as I hear that it will be at least another six months of separation before my loved one gets to come home. I have never had to deal with a holiday away from the one that I thought I would share every day of my life with. And I have never h

You Might Be A Military Wife If.......
If you know what an LES is and can read it. If you know "going to the commissary" means the same as "going to the grocery store". If you've ever stood way down the dairy section aisle of the commissary waiting to be checked out by a cashier. (This usually happens on paydays.) If you're broke by around the 12th and 27th of every month. If you spend at least one day a week sleeping by yourself. If that one day a week is no big deal to you. If one week or one month away from your spouse is no big deal either. If you spend more time with your neighbors than your spouse or have ever felt "married" to one or more of your friends. If you've ever checked your email multiple times a day in hopes your spouse has written you and know how horrible email being "down" is. If the thought of another deployment makes you cringe. If you've ever stood helpless while your kids cry for Daddy (or Mommy), wishing you could tell them it wouldn't be long but knowing it's not true

Valentine's Day
We all know that Hallmark does in fact create stupid and unnecessary holidays just for the mere fact of gaining a few extra digits in the final tally of earnings over the fiscal year. (Ever heard of "Inspire Your Employees to Excellence Day" or "No Talk Day"?) We all know that some holidays are worthless to really spend so much time and effort on. We all know that no other winter holiday can touch Christmas (All our credit card bills can testify to that). So why, I ask, do we spend so much time and effort hating (or loving) Valentine's Day? What is the big deal? Answer: There isn't. I understand that a lot of people have resentment for this holiday. I too have had my shares of bad Valentine's Days where I was just reminded just how single and willing I was. I distinctly remember one Valentine's Day during my high school years that I actually cried over the fact that all my friends got Valentine's Cards and I didn't. Looking back on it now, I realize that what happened

The Average Military Man
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather re-wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field strip a

Outsider...
Help me if you can It's just that this, this is not the way I'm wired So could you please, Help me understand why You've given in to all these Reckless dark desires You're lying to yourself again Suicidal imbecile Think about it, put it on the faultline What'll it take to get it through to you precious I'm over this. Why do you wanna throw it away like this Such a mess. Why would I want to watch you. Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die Medicated, drama queen, picture perfect, numb belligerence Narcissistic, drama queen, craving fame and all its decadence Lying through your teeth again Suicidal imbecile Think about it, put it on the fautline What'll it take to get it through to you precious Go with this, why do you wanna throw it away like this Such a mess. Why would I wanna watch you... Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time What's your rush now, everyone will have his da

Blue....
I didn't want to know I just didn't want to know Best to keep things in the shallow end Cause I never quite learned how to swim I just didn't want to know Didn't want, didn't want, Didn't want, didn't want Close my eyes just to look at you Taken by the seamless vision I close my eyes, Ignore the smoke, Ignore the smoke, Ignore the smoke Call an optimist, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you Call an optimist, she's turning blue While I just sit and stare at you Because I don't want to know I didn't want to know I just didn't want to know I just didn't want Mistook the nods for an approval Just ignore the smoke and smile Call an optimist, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you Call an optimist, she's turning blue Such a perfect color for your eyes Call an optimist, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you Call an optimist, she's turning blue While I just sit and stare at you I don't want to

(cherry Tap Exclusive)
As the winter voids the warmth, so does our death voids our life. Time so precious that many pass before a dream is realized. I wish to love as love permits. But the gift is not of one but of two. The true heart stares fates eyes and flinches not. I sought to fill a gap, my heart emptied to despair. The treasure is hidden. Not of another body but within my own mind. I find it hard to breathe in a bed alone at night where I felt the hands of ease grasp me close. It is my destiny to breathe so I will continue although I long. But I continue for the time will pass. With me or without me. -ed

What Have I Been Up To This Weekend?
Wow, I did not think it was possibly but I am finding out that that it is so. I have had a clean house for the past two days now. No toys on the floor, no jackets on the floor No shoes all over the place, And not to mention no juice and sticky stuff on the Kitchen floor. I am proud of myself and my boys think we might have a new thing going. LOL But Have found out that I need to give them better lessons in using my microwave before they ruin the one I have. We have had to small fires in it in the last day and that is not good. However when my 5 yr old attempted to make a grill cheese sandwich on the stove he did a very good job with no problems. Of course Mommy standing there watching him to make sure we did not have an incident like we had with the microwave. We also made Homemade Brownies with Homemade food. I know when I was younger I loved to go to my Grandparents House just for the homemade cooking and since my boys don't have grandparents to do the homemade cooking for them

Maybe Someone Wants To Read It
My heart has been broken. My heart has been torn wide open. I can't stop cryin. On the inside im diein. With you I felt so right. Now I cry through the night. I watched as you slipped through my fingers. My love for you still lingers. I hear your voice over the phone. The I realize im all alone. I wish I could still be the one. But I must remember that we our done. I can't stop thinking of you. I wish I could but it's true. Ive lost the one thing that mattered. And now my heart and soul are shattered. I don't know if ill ever be the same. I guess this is loves crule game. I miss how it use to be. When you belonged to me. But I guess life goes on. Then why does letting you go feel so wrong. I wont be the one waitting for your kiss. That's one of the things im going to miss. I wont be the one to hold you tight. I wont be the one to keep you safe at night. I wont be the one to wake up next to you. This is horrible but sadly it's true. I thought we would have married. And our baby you woul

From The Darkness To The Light
well one my life is going great after one lil set back but thats fixed now. 2 my life has taken a step i have been one but yet accomplish and being in this world of light is scary but its time for the shadows to meet the light and i am starting down it. But i will always carry the shadows and as i walk in the light i will always where my sunglasses on. So long in darkness to be on the road i was on a long time ago. Armed with the power of knowlege and standing with the scares of the past showing i believe that I will get down this road and know i know i will never be alone....

Orestes
Metaphor for a missing moment Pull me into your perfect circle One womb One shape One resolve Liberate this will To release us all Gotta cut away, clear away Snip away and sever this Umbilical residue that's Keeping me from killing you And from pulling you down with me in here I can almost hear you scream Give me One more medicated peaceful moment One more medicated peaceful moment And I don't wanna feel this overwhelming Hostility Because I don't wanna feel this overwhelming Hostility Gotta cut away Clear away Snip away and sever this Umbilical residue Gotta cut away Clear away Snip away and sever this Umbilical residue that's Keeping me from killing you Keeping me from killing you

Untitled...
My heart has been opened by kindness, All of my passions have come alive. I am no longer left for blind. I see who I am from the inside, Tingling with energy. Screaming on the inside! Shouting from the rooftop, I have found myself once again! Never to wallow in my own self pity. With open arms I welcome you, I welcome all into my bosom. Hold you with my soul. I love who I am, Who you are. Keep well my friends! Becky Leanne...this one is dedicated to that special person that means the world to me! They know who they are! *wink*

The Brazen Wal-mart Greeter! Lol..
A loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walks into Wal-Mart with her two kids in tow, screaming obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. She's dressed in dirty jeans, a greasy t-shirt with holes in it and wearing flip-flops exposing her cracked and filthy toenails. When she yells at the kids, she exposes her yellowed, crooked teeth with more than a few missing. The Wal-Mart Greeter says, "Good morning and welcome to Wal- Mart. Nice children you've got there. Are they twins?" The ugly woman stops screaming long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't! The oldest one, he's 9 and the younger one, she's 7. Why the Hell would you think they're twins? D'you really think they look alike?" "No," replies the greeter, "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice!"

Real Friends
My Friend We all need someone To talk to in our life, A friend to whom we run In times of stress or strife A friend who's always there Throughout the years, A friend we know will care And take away our fears. A friend who's always near, Waiting for our call, To wipe away our tears, And lift us when we fall. A loving friend indeed, On whom we can depend To fulfill our every need - Thank you, precious friend any one tell what this poem mean to them? it what friend mean to u

Yeah This Is Me
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to

Beliefs
believe - that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe -that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe - that either you control your attitude or it controls

Second Day On Cherry Tap
I never understood why sites like this were addicting until my fiance invited me to this site, now instead of doing my biology homework I'm spending hours of time searching for cool glittery icons to show off. I am afraid that this cannot possibly to healthy for me or my grades. Must pull away from the big beautiful platinum cherry of accomplishment and once again focus on the mundane accomplishment of school work and stuffing envelopes. Oh the joys of college life. ~No matter how lovely, a rose gets but one chance to bloom, and a short season to live. I certainly hope it does not spend that one chance worrying about what others think of it.~ (Veronica Dukowitz 2007).

Survey Says: Sexual Nickname Is...
Kathryn's sexual nickname: "Cherry Pie" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Lol... Now, isn't that just fitting that I, "Cherry Pie", am on Cherry Tap to meet other Cherry folks. ;) Just kidding... LOL....

Survey Says: My Sexual New Year's Prediction Is...
In 2007, you will... Have sex in public 'What is your sexual new years prediction?' at QuizUniverse.com and, what is so new about that??? LOL... Just kidding... or, am I????? LOL...

Friends List
OK I'm gonna waste my typing energy to say again, that if you are on my friends list, and cant take the time to respond when I say or message Hi to you, then what the heck are you on my list for? Just to look at ? Sheesh. AND YES, I am being grumpy at 3:30 in the dang morning.

The Bedtime Prayer
Now I lay me down to sleep I pray for a man who’s not a creep One who’s handsome, smart and strong One whose willy is thick and long One who thinks before he speaks When he promises to call, he doesn’t wait weeks I pray that he is gainfully employed And when I spend his cash he’s not annoyed Pulls out my chair and opens my door Massages my back and begs to do more Oh send me a man who’ll make love to my mind Knows what to say when I ask ‘How big’s my behind?’ One who’ll make love til my body’s a twitchin In the hall, the loo, the garden and the kitchen I pray this man will love me no end And never attempt to shag my best friend And as I kneel and pray by my bed I look at the shithead you sent me instead Amen

Valentines Day Bah Humbug!!
Well it is almost that time of year again, FEBUARY 14TH, when we go out and buy flowers, cards, chocolate and those naughty little gifts for the ones we love. Me on the other hand it is a time for me to be the Ebineaser Scrooge of valintines day. It is hard not to feel a little jellious of people who for them febuary 14 has meaning when for someone like me it's meaningless. At 36 it is easy to find yourself looking back over your life and thinking about the things that have passed you by. Wishing that you could turn back the clock but knowing you can't. like most men not having someone sucks especily in the sex department but that not all of it. It's not having someone to share experences with. It's not having someone to hold to you in bed at night and it is not having someone to talk to or spoil a little when times like this come around. I know guies who are in relationships that gripe about having to do things for their woman durring these times of the year and I quitly scoff at the

When You Hurt, I Am There...
For those who have been done wrong, I sit here and cry your tears and sing your song For those who have been hurt by the ones they love, I stand here forever offering my heart filled with never-ending love. I feel what you feel, I hurt when you hurt, and I cry when you cry So to that person who took the time to tell you 'I Love You' Then turn around and say 'I Don't Care About You' To that one who Hurt you and made you Feel like you wanted to Cry To that person my anger goes out to, and the obvious question as to 'Why? ' It is that same one who you gave your innocence to. It is that one who you trusted your heart to. And in the end they just took it And smashed it….They broke It! But I'm so happy that person didn't break you. My friends you are so strong, You hold your head up high, Even thought you have been done wrong. This has brought you a very long way, this has opened your eyes to see that to them you where simply a prey. With every road you cross I

Resignation Of Humanity
Oh, the fantasies we weave. I really wish some other form of reality could supercede our own. I wish that measurable intelligence wasn't suspect to one dominant species on this planet. And fuck-all if I didn't wish I could really be a denizen of the night; as such a vampire. I wish I could be different and separate from the human race. I'm sad to have to be able to call myself a part of humanity when the prevailing state is massive ignorance inside of boundless intelligence and creativity. It makes for quite the childish society, and I'd rather not participate. If there was any way to cast off my trappings of humanity and become one separate I would without hesitation. I don't mean to imply that I would want to be superior or master of any facet of humankind, I just want to be sentient of it. I cannot stand being in a world where hate and fear are mandate by law or scripture, where serial killers are loved and serial lovers are killed. I keep nothing sacred except my own mind and thoug

January 29, 2007: Urban Amish
n. Someone who has none of the technological devices that have become a part of our daily lives, such as television, microwave, gaming platform or home computer. I'm going to Ohio for a visit with the Urban Amish relatives. Where's my Gameboy?

What Wicca Is And Is Not
What Wicca Is Wicca is a Neo-Pagan religion with many traditions that date to pre-Christian (and prehistoric) Earth religions. It is based on a deep respect for nature and the certain knowledge that we do not have the right to exploit it for our own gain. Wiccans are deeply concerned with conservation and ecology, and as in all Neo-Pagan religions, Wiccans believe that both animate and inanimate objects possess a spirit which forms part of the Whole. Note that we do not use the term "spirit" in the Judeo-Christian sense of a "ghost," but rather that essence which every object possesses that links it to nature and makes it an inalienable part of the universe. What Wicca Is Wicca is a Neo-Pagan religion with many traditions that date to pre-Christian (and prehistoric) Earth religions. It is based on a deep respect for nature and the certain knowledge that we do not have the right to exploit it for our own gain. Wiccans are deeply concerned with conservation and ecology, a

Alone
Tonight my thoughts are blank. Theres so much I dont understand. I think about what once was real. I thought I knew firsthand. How wrong I was deep in this case for I was weak again. Preparing for this aftermath. When does it finally end? I think about how alone i feel and how I want to cry. It feels like I am falling apart inside. Like something has finally died. My heart is hurting for what isnt close. I have to think about my life. I have to prepare for whats not known. I must focus on whats right. Slowly I begin to see whats left of who I am. A hollow shell of emptiness. The shell of a lonely man. Ive journeyed in pain and back. Its kept me immune to giving up. Ine toughed it out and I dont know how but I still give a fuck. I have this hope so deep inside that will not go away and even though I am alone I know it will become ok.

The Power Of Woman
There were 11 people - ten men and one woman - hanging onto a rope that came down from a helicopter. They all decided that one person should get off, because if they didn't, the rope would break and everyone would die. No one could decide who should go, so finally, the woman gave a really touching speech saying how she would give up her life to save the others, because women were used to giving up things for their husbands and children, giving in to men, and not receiving anything in return. When she finished speaking, all the men started clapping.

The Ex
so i'm really frustrated. i am going through a nice little divorce right now and it's not staying as nice as we agreed it would be. i'm having a lot of mixed emotions about how to handle everything. i never believed in divorce growing up. as each day passes, i'm more and more thankful i am not with him anymore though. he and i have a long complicated history. we met at 16, started dating at 18, were engaged by 19, and did long distance during college, seeing each other once a month until we were married at 21. i thought it would be forever. i thought i knew everything there was to know. boy was i wrong. i understand that everyone has their little secrets. we all screw up. it's when the screwing up is habitual and there are lies that follow that i start to get upset... anyway to make a long story short, we both screwed up. we were very incompatible and it just got worse over the years. i ended up cheating on him. i don't know. i was trying to fill a void, it was stupid. i didn't tell hi

Its Monday
Well its Monday again. So up at 6:30am this morning with Alex and then Tristen wakes up so I figure get Tristen ready and we can leave early I check the weather and its -30 out. Thats crazy so its to cold for Tristen to stand at the bus stop so my friend Stacy is going to drive us in. Today I am so lucky because I got my membership papers in for the YMCA so today I am going to work out during the time Tristen is in preschool. I figure I can work out twice during the days his in preschool and once on the weekend. I can take Tristen with me because he can go swimming with me and they have child care there so it works out great. So thats my plans for today. After Tristens out of preschool I am coming home to relax and clean my basement its a mess and when I say mess I mean cant even walk in some parts its crazy. The basement to me is a place that you put all the crap thats in your way upstairs. LOL! I wish I could say clean and its all done but it doesnt work like that. Then I hope to be

Ughhhh....
god I feel like shit. I didn't party or anything this week i woke up at like 4 in the mornin totally covered with sweat this morning! so much sweat that my fucking blankets and sheet were absolutely COVERED with it. i had a bad dream someone was chasing me and he didn't have a face! no matter how much i ran he was right behind me! it was so fucked up i didn't know what to do and I couldn't wake up for some reason so when I finally did wake up i got so sick that i puked in the bathroom. I'm still feeling nauseous and scared my heart is still beating a mile a minute and I don't know how i'm gonna function at work today... god i feel bad :(

This Contest Is Now Open If Your On My List Plz Vote Or Comment Bomb These Graphics Ty Lady Kaos
http://www.GlitterMaker.com/ - Glitter Graphics - MySpace Layouts HERE ARE YOUR CONTESTANTS.. THE MOST COMMENTS WINS.. THIS WILL END ON FRIDAY MORNING 8 AM EASTERN TIME...DO NOT ASK ME TO REMOVE YOU FROM THIS CONTETS IF YOU ARE LOSING TRY AND REMEBER THIS IS JUST DAY ONE OF THIS CONTEST.. I HAVE SEEN PPL BE 1000 BOMBS BEHIND AND GET THAT IN ONE HR.. SO GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE OF YOU... (?+SouLz+?) Terrie 'Owner@SparkleTags.Com & MsTags.com' Minx MERLIKINS((( WITH A GRAPPHIC FOR FAT SONNY))) ~CopperLynn~ ROCKETMAN caelwyn WILLOW ~ Graphics by Rick ~

I Walk The Line
I keep a close watch on this heart of mine I keep my eyes wide open all the time I keep the ends out for the tie that binds Because you're mine, I walk the line I find it very, very easy to be true I find myself alone when each day is through Yes, I'll admit that I'm a fool for you Because you're mine, I walk the line As sure as night is dark and day is light I keep you on my mind both day and night And happiness I've known proves that it's right Because you're mine, I walk the line You've got a way to keep me on your side You give me cause for love that I can't hide For you I know I'd even try to turn the tide Because you're mine, I walk the line I keep a close watch on this heart of mine I keep my eyes wide open all the time I keep the ends out for the tie that binds Because you're mine, I walk the line

Just Me Ranting.
Well I am bored right now so I figured I would types some random ranting for something to do. Have you heard that song by Fergie "London Bridge"? I have heard that song on the radio many, many, times but I never really listened to the words. I listened to every word of that song today and you know what? I still don't know what the hell it means when her London Bridge comes down. Does it mean her panties come off, her blood sugar drops, I have no fucking clue. If anyone knows I would love to be enlightened. I stay pretty much up with the times, I am a hip cat, I know what's going down, but I still don't know what the hell she is talking about. Chain emails, JUST STOP DOING THEM PEOPLE, or at least stop sending them to me. No magic leprechauns will dance on my screen. I won't have good luck if I forward it to 10 friends. I won't get lucky and come up on some money, and because I don't forward your email it does not mean that I am denying Jesus. It is that I just do not

The Hormone Hostage
The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that robe! Here, have some more wine. 13 Things PMS Stands For: 1 Pass My Shotgun 2 Psychotic Mood S

Updates And Stuff...
Hey all my CT family! Just a quick update...yes the puppies are doing great...eyes are open and they are roaming! Now I just need to find them homes...no more dogs for Torri!! (and yes that means the momma dog is getting fixed!) I am still a little wiped from my new meds but I am spending more time feeling human so this is good...I should be back to being on line and dealing with the girls and all that really soon...speaking of girls there is screaming from the kitchen so I should run... hugs to you all anjel

To All Of My Friends
I just wanted to let you all know i am sorry i have fallen behind with rating your stashes , photos , and anything else you have put up i am tryinfto cathc up with you all from this weekend .... I hope you all had a good weekend and Blessing to all my friends

You Can Help
One more quick post...please everyone take 5 minute from your day and support at least a couple of these causes... Save The World - One Click At A Time!On each of these websites, you can click a button to support the cause -- each click creates funding, and costs you nothing! Bookmark these sites, and click once a day! Click here to post this on your page or blog

Contractor Deaths In Bush's Iraqi War Fiasco Nearing 800
Contractor deaths in Iraq nearing 800 28 Jan 2007 Laboring in a war with no discernible front line, more than 770 'civilian contractors' [mercenaries] have died in Iraq since the U.S.-led invasion began in March 2003. http://www.chron.com/disp/story.mpl/nation/4505235.html

Injury Count In Iraq Disputed --some Say Bush's Pentagon Hides Lies About Full Impact Of The War Toll
*Please Rate This Message - just use the red box to your left Injury count in Iraq disputed --Some say Pentagon hides full impact of the war toll 28 Jan 2007 Officially, more than 23,000 U.S. troops have been wounded in combat in Iraq. But if the Pentagon also counted soldiers who were hurt in crashes or circumstances not directly involving skirmishes with the enemy, and those so sick that they required air transport, the figure would come to about 50,000, the Pentagon's own figures show. http://www.cleveland.com/news/plaindealer/index.ssf?/base/news/116997684835860.xml&coll=2

Ut Oh
I WILL BE MOVING FOR THE NEXT 36 HOURS, SO IF YOU ALL COULD PLEASE KEEP THE VOTES UP FOR ME I WOULD BE SOOOOOOO GRATEFUL AND TRY TO GET AS MANY COMMENT BOMBERS FOR ME AS POSSIBLE. LET'S WIN THIS ONE TOGETHER... IF EVER ANY OF U ARE IN A CONTEST U BEST BELIEVE IMMA BE THERE BOMBIN THE SHIT OUTTA U! THANKS

Masterpiece:
Masterpiece: An artist without a masterpiece A canvas with out paint A life with out writing The paper a clean slate A thought with out a home A heart with nothing to share The eyes just seeing if anyone really cares A void with no light, no rainbow to see The rain is sickening, drenching me The grays are brilliant, the black I see But no color around, there’s just me A sketch in my mind that only I can see A need, a thought, clear to just me Not knowing the way, not seeing the trail. It makes my mind wonder if I am in hell Flustered with emotion and with running time Trying to paint you but cant get you out of my mind I cant match the beauty of the masterpiece I seek The canvas has color but you are the peek Expressing myself I just can’t do, showing the emotions As I held you. I can’t create the image that is so perfect and true I just Thank the gods that I had you . By Scott baker

College Bound Part 4
Part 4 Tina pulled the utility knife from her pocket once more. Sarah could not take her eyes from it. As Tina approached, her words rang over and over in Sarah’s mind: “Let’s see what happens when we add a little pain to the equation.” Sarah began to beg rapidly, almost incoherently. “Please don’t hurt me, please don’t hurt me, put down the knife, I’ll do anything you want!” Tina paused beside her. She said nothing. She turned the utility knife so that the light glinted off the blade. Without a word, she bent toward Sarah who continued her frantic pleas. She was crying, sobbing hysterically as she begged for her life. Tina held the blade before Sarah’s eyes so that Sarah could see her blubbering face reflected in the cold steel. Finally, the knife drew back from her face, and Tina bent under the bench and sliced away the tape that bound Sarah’s arms and wrists. The girls lifted her body from the bench. Amy bent down and undid the cuffs that fastened the spreader

Someday...
Someday you’re gonna realize One day you’ll see this though my eyes By then I won’t even be there I’ll be happy somewhere Even if I cant I know you don’t really see my worth You think you’re the best guy on earth Well I’ve got news for you I know I’m not that strong But it won’t take long Won’t take long Someday someone’s gonna love me The way I wanted you to need me Someday someone’s gonna take your place One day I’ll forget about you you'll see i wont even miss you Someday someday Right now I know you can tell I’m down and I’m not doing well But one day these tears they will all run dry I won’t have to cry, sweet goodbye

Unanswered Questions
UNANSWERED QUESTIONS 1. Ever wonder about those people who spend $2.00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 2. Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool? (My sentiments exactly) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 3. If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one enjoys it? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 4. There are three religious truths: a. Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. b. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the leader of the Christian faith. c. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or at Hooters. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 5. If people from Poland are called Poles, then why aren't people from Holland called Holes? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 6. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 7. If a pig loses its voice, is it disgruntled? *~*~

We Need Each Other...
We need each other... In times of private pain, of fear and stress; We need each other... to share our joys, our times of happiness; We need each other... to hold on and be strong, and encourage when things are going wrong; We need each other... to keep the faith and love, and remind each other of all the things we're dreaming of; We need each other... now and always.

Banned From Posting Mumms Now!!!
AIGHT, NOW I CAN'T EVEN POST MUMMS ANYMORE, I HAVEN'T REACHED MY LIMIT FOR THE DAY, IT JUST SAYS ERROR YOUR NOT ALLOWED TO DO THIS!!! WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?!?!?!? IT WAS CLASSICAL MUSIC!!!! HOW IS THAT OFFENSIVE?!?!?

Alcoholic Survey.....
1.What is your favorite beer? 2. What is your favorite mixed drink? . What is your favorite shot? 4. What will you NOT drink? 5. Are you a lightweight when it comes to drinking? 6. Do you like the drinks with the little umbrellas? 7. Do you ever drink Bacardi Silver? 8. Do you like frozen drinks? 9. Do you drink liquor straight? 10. Do you ever drink out of the bottle? 11. Have you ever drank a Yager bomb? 12. Are you drunk right now? 13. Do you consume more than 2 alcoholic beverages a day? 14. Do you drink a lot of wine? 15. When's the last time you drank? 16. What are your 3 favorite drinks? 17. Have you ever thrown up from drinking? 19. Ever done a Keg Stand? 20. Name someone that will repost this 21. Ever been streaking while drinking? 22. Hot tub/pool naked because of alcohol? 23. Failed any college courses due to alcohol alone? 24. Ever hooked up w/more than 1 person in a n

If You Know A Soldier...
They sleep on cots made for just one Sometimes even with their boots on They awake long before the sun And work very hard to stay strong Strong for themselves Strong for their families Strong for the country they serve Strong for the flag that waves above They work and train In the heat, cold, and rain They sweat, they swear Sometimes wondering why they are there In the distance they hear gun fire And watch the hawks fly over They pray for their brothers Their loved ones and themselves And yet they go on Doing their job Determined to make proud The ones that have passed on They fight for justice They serve for freedom They cry for the fallen And celebrate the day These are our soldiers Proud and strong Serving flag and country Away and at home For the job they do We need to give our support So they know they are loved From the depths of our hearts

My Birthday
Your Birthdate: February 22 You tend to be understated and under appreciated. You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way. People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little. Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know. Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid Your power color: Silver Your power symbol: Square Your power month: April What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

To All My Friends
I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life your the PEANUT to my BUTTER , your the STAR to my BURST, your the M to my M, your the POP to my TART, your the MILKY to my WAY, your the FRUIT to my LOOP, your the MILK to my DUDS, your the LUCKY to my CHARMS, your the ICE to my CREAM, but mostly.... your the BEST to my FRIEND

Bf Application
bf application... come one fill it out !! lol BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos?: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so, would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so, would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so, what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF: I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I want

Im A Moon Pie
WHAT'S YOUR SOUTHERN SIGN? Some of us Southerners are pretty skeptical of horoscopes and the people who read them. If we are to ever fully understand all the star signs and the people they represent, we need symbols that all true Southerners understand: See the list below... *OKRA* (Dec 22 - Jan 20) Okras are tough on the outside but tender on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. You can do something good each day if you try. You go well with most anyone. *CHITLIN* (Jan 21 - Feb 19) Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A Chitlin, however, will make something of himself if he is motivated and has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful they may surprise you. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with a Moon Pie but Catfish or Okra are O.K. too. *BOLL WEEVIL* (Feb 20 - March 20) You have an overwhelming curiosity. You're unsatisfied wit

Being From The South, Or Living In The South
> THINGS I HAVE LEARNED LIVING IN THE SOUTHERN PART OF THE UNITED STATES > OF AMERICA: > 1. Possums sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air. > > 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 of them live in the south. > > 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 of them live in the > south, plus a couple no one's seen before. > > 4. If it grows, it sticks; If it crawls, it bites. > > 5. "Onced" and "Twiced" are words. > > 6. It is not a Shopping cart, it is a buggy. > > 7. Fire ants consider your flesh as a picnic. > 8. People actually grow and eat okra. > > 9. "Fixinto" is one word. > > 10. There is no such thing as "lunch". There is only dinner and then > there is supper. > > 11. Ice tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it > when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! > > 12. Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." > > 13. The word "Jeet" is actually a phrase meaning "Did you

What The?
AS I LOOK BACK AND REMEMBER UR EYES, I COULDN’T HELP BUT NOTICE.. WAS THERE A DIFFERENCE NOW IN THE WAY IT GLISTENED WHEN WE FIRST MET? THE WIND HAS PARTAKED ITS SILENCE THE STARS HAVE ALL FADE AWAY IN AWE THE SECRET LEFT UNSPOKEN COULDN’T COME OUT UNLESS YOU’RE HERE… MY SOUL HAS BEEN DRIVEN OUT OF THE ORDINARY STANCE THAT IT SHOULD GET INTO FROM THE MOMENT THAT U LEFT MY HEART CAN’T START ANEW HOW COULD YOU BE SO CRUEL THEN ONE I’VE CALLED AN ANGEL? ALL THIS TIME IVE BEEN SUCH A FOOL NOT TO SEE UR BEDAZZLED AT THIS MOMENT WHERE EVERTHING MIGHT COLLAPSE WHAT’S A LONELY GIRL GOT TO DO? NO ONE TO RUN TO JUST NOW I GUESS ILL FOREVER BE A SOUL LEFT IN THE MIDST OF A DARK NIGHT WITH NOTHING LEFT BUT MY EMPTY HEART for ROSS HARRISON, the one who started it all..=(

The Defective Parrot
> A man is browsing in a pet shop and sees a parrot sitting on a little perch. It doesn't have any feet or legs. The guy says aloud, "Golly, I wonder what happened to this parrot?" > > The parrot says, "I was born this way. I'm a defective parrot." > > "Holy crap," the guy replies. "You actually understood and answered me!" > > "I got every word," says the parrot. "I happen to be a highly intelligent, thoroughly educated bird .." > > "Oh yeah?" the man asks, "Then answer this -- how do you hang onto your perch without any feet?" > > "Well," the parrot says, "this is very embarrassing but since you asked, I wrap my weenie around this wooden bar like a little hook. You can't see it because of my feathers." > > "Wow," says the guy. "You really can understand and speak English can't you?" > > "Actually, I speak both Spanish and English, and I can converse with reasonable competence on almost any topic: politics, religion, sports, physics, philosophy. I'm especially good at or