Fubar Blog Posts 4

The Many Sides Of Love
There are many sides of love,of course there is the fairytale side of love where you love them they love you the sex is unbelievable,you cuddle and you call each other on the phone and talk for hours ...god it's so wonderful.And then reality of the real love hits home,the sex may still be good but when your done you just turn your seprate ways and go to sleep or just leave,and when you talk on the phone it gets annoying you might ask if they're coming by and they reply i don't know so the feeling that once felt so great turns into a pain that consums you.So I envy all of those people who hide themselves in endless liaison teasing peolpe drawing them in and then pushing them away.That is the safe way to do things.But all in all I think it is better to have never loved at all than to be consumed by it,because once you have it and it's gone you'll spend the rest of your life trying to get it back.

This Is All You Will Ever Have
new today .... too many looking for the sky to fall and too many rethinking the past ! Chasing the past and lost is the present Years of hurts that left all to resent Things that we will never change That left some of us lost and strange Thinking we can change the past over due Fearing the wreckage of the future too And never where we really are Lost in days gone away so far Wishing and hoping with eyes closed What if I had this question posed What if I do it all different this time What if I make the past free and sublime Will the destruction to come never be I will close my eyes and then I will see Foolish minds that refuse to know Time marches on and must move and go That all the thoughts of what might have been Waste the present and make our lives a sin Wandering the past we miss what we should not Living becomes torture and we begin to rot For all that has ever been is gone and done And all that worry and effort changes none This is all we will eve

Do You Think You Can Ever Get Over A Boy That You Once Loved!!
Last night was the most wonderful night of my life. I have never felt so happy. Who would think the person that made me so happy.. let me down so bad two years ago! Its weird how you think you are over someone until someone says their name.. and then your heart starts to ache. So what does that mean that you never stopped caring for them.. or what. I wish somebody would tell me. All girls keep waiting for their happily ever after and it seems that it takes a long time to come! I dont know what to say.. I just know I miss him... and now after what happened I dont think I will ever be able not to miss him!! :(

♥ What Should It Be (new Name)
out of these names which name do u think I should go with??? PLEASE let me kno! THANKS TO EVERYONE WHOM VOTES! fallen princess mirandalicious so delicious busted cherry I shit pink diamonds pinkee pimp bootylicious sweetmissTN Sexy Thkness Mz Slap A Hoe muahz MIRANDA♥

Shamless Self Plug!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM IN A CONTEST FOR BEST MIDDLE FINGER!! ~~VOTES AND COMMENTS COUNT~~ GO VOTE FOR MY CHEESY ASS GRIN, MY SAD ASS HAIRCUT, MY LAME ASS ENGLISH FOOTBALL TEAM TOP, BUT MOST OF ALL MY MY MIDDLE FINGER!! JUST GO VOTE FOR ME AN COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS U LIKE....(I EXPECT AT LEAST 20 FROM EACH OF YOU, AN A REPOST SO THAT URE FRINEDS IN TURN COMMENT 20 TIMES ON MY PIC....HAHAHA LMAO I WISH ANYWAYS I ALWAYS VOTE FOR YOU LOT. P.S THERE ARE OTHER IN THE CONTEST TO, GO VOTE FOR THEM ASWEL IF YA LIKE LOL -DarkLord - save a life today, kill the fucker the pissed you off tomora - 8814 143 family :D

Hurting
okay if you like someone and they say that they like you back wouldnt you expect them to be honest with you about the fact that they are in fact already in a relastionship. they flirt with you all the time and tell you they are different from all the other guys you have ever known what a way to find out that this guy is dating a chik by finding her message on his lc ha what a day later

Rant!
I Am SOO Pissed Off!!..I Just Wrote A LONG ASS Blog..And Then my page screwed up before i could send it..WHAT A MOFO!!...So im just gunna do it in point form. -Im soo Tired -Im not doing anymore contests for a long time. -Ive been a vegetarian for like 2 weeks now and i love it..everyone thinks its only a faze. -My Sisters friend has been missing since Nov 3rd..They found one of his shoes in a ditch and his hand prints in the mud..I hope he comes home safely but i have a sick feeling he wont. -I think im finally getting over being sick. -I am way to obsessed with this site. -I think my lip ring is almost healed..It dont hurt anymore. -I broke my computer chair trying to push my boyfriend off it. -Thats All.

I'm Siiicccckkkk...
I have a really bad cold along with a bunch of nasty symptoms...and I feel like whining. I have a second job interview tomorrow which is going to suck because I look and sound like death warmed over. Leave me some love and well wishes puh-lease?

The Blowing Leaves
The Blowing Leaves She gazes at the autumn leaves that blow across the grass, Thinking to herself and hoping that this fear will pass. Autumn was the time of year that they both most enjoyed, But this year was so different now that he had been deployed. He would serve his country in the way that it seemed fit. He received his orders and he had to follow it, Off into a foreign country far away from home, While she sits here thinking of him she is all alone. Holidays are coming quickly but it doesn't matter, Thinking she will not be with him only makes her sadder. For many years the holidays were filled with happiness, Never did she think that there would be one such as this. Our country called him to fulfill his patriotic deed, And he stood ready anytime our country was in need. She had cried and felt afraid when the orders came, But she knew as well as he that nothing stays the same. Freedom always has a price and sometimes we must fight, To guarantee the p

One Of My Dreams
ok this may sound like a silly dream . but I would love to appear ringside with mr kennedy as his guest. i've always been a fan of his. b/c of his style. he isn't afraid to take on anyone. including the deadman himself. or the big red machine. for those that don't know much about WWE. i'm referring to the undertaker and kane.

Got To Go To Work
well it about that time.i need to get out of here and go to work im headed for tulsa ok. for in the morning then reload for somwhere in the country.hope everyone has a great week see you in a couple of weeks when i get back.keep showing me the love it get so boring out here by my self.somtime,s i just hate it.but i love the travle seeing new places every day.metting new peps. se you all soon much luv to all of you . = bye for now.

Untitled Poem
Do you ever feel trapped within yourself, suffocated by memories? Do you ever wish, that for one second, you could live life as if heartbreak had never crossed your path? Do you ever hope that someday, you might be able to open up completely to someone, like you did once upon a time? Do you ever wish that you could erase all the pains, all the images, so you could move on without hesitation? How I yearn for those days; the days in which I didn’t have to tiptoe around people, waiting for the other shoe to drop. Waiting for the pain to start over again. I wish, I wish I wish.

My So Called Lc Brother
RIGHT NOW HE IS BEING AN ASS RIGHT NOW AND HE REALLY HURT MY MOM HIM AND FASTSONNY AND THEM DO NOTHING BUT BRING DRAMA TO THIS SITE AND I AM TIRED OF IT MOST OF THE BLAME GOES TO FATSONNY MY LC BROTHER WAS NEVER LIKE THIS TILL HE GOT CAUGHT IN SONNY CROWD HE HAS CHANGED AND I REALLY DON'T LIKE WHO HE HAS BECAME.....DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE HIM TO DEATH BUT THIS SHIT NEEDS TO FUCKING STOP AND I MEAN NOW IF THIS BULLSHIT DON'T STOP I WILL BE DELETING PEOPLE FROM MY LIST THAT GO FOR WHAT THEY SAY....OH AND SLANDERING SOMEONES NAME IS WORSE THAN BEING AN ASS. I CAN'T STAND WHEN PEOPLE SLANDER OTHER PEOPLES NAMES AND SHIT LIKE THAT.....IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY DELTE ME NOW AND DON'T BOTHER TRYING TO CONTACT ME AGAIN THANKS BB

Oh Ho
hey i wight be going back to the hospital. my heads killing me and i dont feel to hot eather. rate my pic and stuff im going to a new level soon. so see yall soon. if not ill probobly be at the hospital and tyanna or jeff will talk to yall or get new pics. love ya :) Ruby

Introducing
I wanted to introduce to all of you 1 of my best friends in everyday life.. Some of you refer to him as "lucky bastard" which he gets a kick out of! lol I wanted to introduce him and send you all to say hello since it took me so long to get him on board with CherryTap, so say hello to Michael all! here is the link to his profile, rate him comment him and make friends. he's a great and very interesting man! Michael aka GentleTiger@ CherryTAP

Creed Of Shadows
Believe in thy own self as we are children of this earth. Remain strong as we are one with all nature and spirit. Retain thy rites of worship and keep always our secrets private. Sanctify thy body for it is the one true temple where dwells divinity. Keep sacred always your altar within and hidden in the wilds. Love whom you will consensually in total honesty without guilt. As sisters and brothers, always regard each other as equals. Love and protect all loved ones even at the sacrifice of your own life. Be you rogue, be you of coven, remain forever loyal with your kind. For together we are many as apart we are of one mind and soul. For as the ashes of our ancestors had risen during our burning time of persecution. So shall our presence of knowing forever burn wild within the nurturing embrace of our continuance. ® Witches Of Lore 9/6/1996

Goddess, Why Must I Suffer
I prayed to the Goddess for my troubles to cease, But instead of departing, they seemed to increase. Each day found new problems I'd not faced before, And so my depression just grew more and more. I begged and I pleaded,"Goddess, please let me die." If You can't ease my pain, at least tell me why." The Goddess said, "My dear child, I love you so much, And I could have erased all those tears with one touch. But I wanted to teach you to cling to My hand, and trust Me for things you cannot understand. I wanted to show you that when things go wrong, My strength in your weakness will make you grow strong. You've suffered because you were chosen to be, A light for the lost, and a witness for Me. As you travel the pathway I've laid out for you, You will meet many hearts that are suffering too. And because you have been there and know what they feel, You can show them My love, and can help them to heal." It was then that I wept, And I gave thanks to Goddess for not granting my ple

Nothing....really..hahaha
Okay. Now that I've finally got to the freaken blog writing area...gosh, an act of congress to get here. Hahaha. Weeell, my first dumb blog. Nothing interesting, so you can stop reading it at any time...really...stop reading it... Weeell, let's just say I stayed at my Gran's this weekend and My cousin came down with her husband...wow, I just got hit on by him and it was weird. I'm going to tell my brother about it. I've never felt so uncomfortable about being a woman in all my life...It was extremely odd and I felt scared...go knowing karate.

A Poem
Imprints by Donna Miesbach When I resolve into the essence That I most truely am, I feel a deep connection With every living thing. For that which most imbues me With my identity Is somehow in the other, too, So that when I look around I see myself - reflected. Hidden in this union Is the wonderful discovery That if indeed the angels Have wings - Then so do I. And if the essence of a flower Drifts out on a gentle breeze - Then so do I. And if the midnight sky Is radiant with light - Then so am I. And if the silent mystery Somehow becomes revealed In tiny dewdrops fair - Then so will I. For every lovely thing Manifests the essence Of which I am a part, So beware, my soul, beware, And move with gentle heart Throughout this mystic veil. For if Love has left its imprint here - Then so have I!

Ffffffffuuuuuuccccccckkkkkkkkk
I cant I cant I cant I tried I tried I tried but I just cant give up on you I cant just stop loving you I cant let go of you Somewhere I read that if it is this hard to get someone out of your heart then maybe they belong there You belong there You belong here We belong together I love you you fucker FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKING FUCK

Must Stay Awake.. So Watching Family Guy
Ugh its almost 9pm. Why am I so sleepy. Ugh. I would love to lay down- but hell... I have night clincals tomorrow. How had does that suck? Clincals from 3pm til 2am. So trying to stay up late tonight, and then sleep in pretty late tomorrow. Dont want to be ready to pass out at midnight. Actually doing patient rounds and keeping up with stuff is kinda tiring. Kills my feet too. So tomorrow I probably wont be online tomorrow for long. So anyone been up to anything fun? I havent done much today- right now I am watching family guy. That is like the greatest show. I love stewie. So far peter has managed to blow off all his fingers with m-80s. lol. Well off to finish watching this show.. after that... no idea...

Upseting :(
No one shows me any love.... once again so many people to get DELETED off my list.. pretty soon I'll be left with no friends except for the people I really know in real life.... It's a shame... I guess after this I will see who my real friends are on here huh... well good bye people. Have fun.

Counting Down Again.
I'm starting to look forward to moving again. 9 weeks and one day till we get to go. A lot of things have been happening these past few weeks. For a little while I was thinking of staying where I am. I've never been out of Ohio, let alone live over 1,000 miles away from everyone and everything I've ever known. It's scary to think about sometimes. What if things don't go the way I plan and I end up alone with noone to turn to or even talk to? Thoughts like this almost convinced me to just stay put and accept my life the way it is. But, I can't do that. I will never forgive myself if I don't take a chance. If I move, I may regret it and wonder if I made a mistake. But, if I don't go, I KNOW I'll always wonder if I made a mistake. So, it's settled. In 9 weeks, I'm moving away forever. That's that.

Hey Everyone I'm Back!
hey guys so sorry for being away from cherry tap for so long i had some computer problems and some health problems too. but i am doing a whole lot better. thx for showing me so much love and aloha i really appreciate it and i love it herte

Italian Herb-roasted Lamb
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 3 hr 5 min Makes: 8 servings 1 cup KRAFT Zesty Italian Dressing 1/2 cup dry red wine 3 cloves garlic, minced 1 Tbsp. dried rosemary leaves 2 tsp. dried thyme leaves 1 tsp. salt 1 tsp. pepper 1 butterflied leg of lamb (about 3 lb.) MIX dressing, wine, garlic, herbs and seasonings. Pour over meat in large resealable plastic bag; seal bag. Turn bag over several times to evenly coat meat. Refrigerate several hours or overnight, turning occasionally. PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Place meat on rack in roasting pan. BAKE 50 min. to 1 hour or until instant read thermometer reaches 160°F. Let stand 10 min. before slicing. Garnish with fresh rosemary, if desired. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS How to Select Lamb Look for lamb that is pinkish red and has a velvety texture. Dark red meat usually indicates the meat is older. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 250 Total fat 14g Saturated fat 3g

At The Local Brothel
TWO OLD MEN DECIDE THEY ARE CLOSE TO THEIR LAST DAYS AND DECIDE TO HAVE A LAST NIGHT ON THE TOWN. AFTER A FEW DRINKS, THEY END UP AT THE LOCAL BROTHEL. THE MADAM TAKES ONE LOOK AT THE TWO OLD GEEZERS AND WHISPERS TO HER MANAGER, "GO UP TO THE FIRST TWO BEDROOMS AND PUT AN INFLATED DOLL IN EACH BED. THESE TWO ARE SO OLD AND DRUNK, I'M NOT WASTING TWO OF MY GIRLS ON THEM. THEY WON'T EVEN KNOW THE DIFFERENCE." THE MANAGER DOES AS HE IS TOLD AND THE TWO OLD MEN GO UPSTAIRS AND TAKE CARE OF THEIR BUSINESS. AS THEY ARE WALKING HOME THE FIRST MAN SAYS, "YOU KNOW, I THINK MY GIRL WAS DEAD!" "DEAD?" SAYS HIS FRIEND, "WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?" "WELL, SHE NEVER MOVED OR MADE A SOUND ALL THE TIME I WAS LOVING HER." HIS FRIEND SAYS, "I THINK MINE WAS A WITCH." "A WITCH, WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU SAY THAT?" "WELL, I WAS MAKING LOVE TO HER, KISSING HER ON THE NECK AND I GAVE HER A LITTLE BITE, THEN SHE FARTED AND FLEW OUT THE WINDOW.

Phone Call
Yes! Today is a good day! ONLY BC I got my phone call ive been waiting well it feels like for forever!!! Shane my fiancee Was able to call me since communications were back on!! YAY..BUT THEN I GOT THE BAD NEWS...MY wedding was being stopped!And soo all my plans are gone!!! I should have known better but i figured since the est ret. date was 27 fed hed prolly ret the 1st week of march BUT NO damn it!! oh well I love and miss him I WANT FUCKING COMMENTS PPL YALL BITCH ASS ARE SLACKING! I LOVE YOU

Weddings
Well peeps yesterday my beautiful cousin Alicia got married to Brody at Lighthouse baptist church in Abbeville and then we all went to the reception that was held at the Stoney Point lake clubhouse and most of us got hella drunk and had a damn good time. Of course my cousin and I's side of the family is rednecks lol and Brodys side...well they are kinda the snooty stuck up type....guess who's side of the family left long before anyone else....Brody's!! So the rednecks win once again lol!! I just had to say that....I had a blast and drank PJ juice..lots of it I might add...and I had some champagne and I had 3 Budweisers I think.....needless to say I was wasted...I had loads of fun and I hope the bride and groom did as well!! I talked my aunt "Wamda's" (Wanda) ear off but Im glad she didnt mind and let me hehe. Poor Aubri...which is Alicia and Brody's baby was very tired and had a cold, but I enjoyed playing with her. She is so adorable! The only thing bad that happened was this girl na

Ripped Pics
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Steps To Making A Salute
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I Wish I Had Tits, So I Could Get Ratings.
My bad, I am sorry.I didn't know that the way to meet people was to be overly nice and have a picture of my tits in my photos.If I would have known that, I would have mad pictures of my bird chest all over this thing, but I don't.I thought this place was to meet people and become internet friendly with them.I must have missed the memo, where it said;you need a picture of your tits to meet people.What if I had a picture of my balls,I bet that wouldn't be accepted, nor would that give me the chance to meet people.I also forgot, that being totally nice and benign to the fact of some sense of reality that exists beyond this internet world.I will be overly nice and stupid, if you want me to be; and if you would like a picture of my balls, we can work that also.Stay complacent, thats what you are good at.

Pain
hopeing one day to be save from my darkness and be saved from the notheness that i become MY heart is frozen in a world full of pain and notheness. a fake smile to hide the pain and tears that i cry . i am so numb so i cant feel the hurtful words that he says . he always taken a part of me. every time i start to believe my life will get better, he pulls me back into the notheness were he wants me to be , he would rather see me in pain . then see me be the person i long to be cant he see he's killing me,

7 Ways To Help The Earth
Respecting The Planet 1. Reducing consumption is the ultimate investment in a more beautiful future. The simplest actions, such as turning off unnecessary lamps, or not purchasing products with excessive packaging, can make a profound impact. 2. Recycling is a gift to the earth, but the process isn't always clear. If your area doesn't support a community recycling program, lobby for one. Local markets may offer bottle and can recycling, particularly in states that offer incentives in the form of deposit returns. Every effort, even when small, is valuable. 3. Sustain nature. Planting a tree, a shrub, or vegetable garden, or simply nurturing a potted plant results in the blessing of pure oxygen. The National Wildlife Federation encourages people to conserve in their own backyards by creating a natural backyard habitat that is home to wild animals as well as plants. You can even have your own garden certified as a backyard habitat. 4. The average amount of waste created by

Talisman Of The Plains
Spirituality Of The White Buffalo To the Native American plains people, the mighty herds of buffalo that roamed the land were much more than a source of sustenance. While it is true that the gift of the buffalo provided meat, hides, warm robes, and materials for tools, it was also an honored brother in existence and a symbol of abundance and gratitude expressed toward all of creation. In the past, uncountable herds darkened the landscape but it was only very rarely that a pure, snow-white calf was born. Such a remarkable birth signified prayers heard and promises of unity, balance, and the human potential, and the white buffalo itself was considered a sacred talisman. The birth of the white buffalo is still considered the completion of a prophesy given to the Lakota people during the mysterious visit of White Buffalo Calf Pipe Woman. It is said that long ago, when the Lakota people lived not on the plains, but in the forest, White Buffalo Woman came to bring integrity to the pe

It's A Great Time For Me!!
She travels SUCH a distance to get her, & we find SO many things to do while she's here, that, well, Cherry Tap falls by the wayside for me. Have an **EXCELLENT** Thanksgiving, one 'n all!! Perhaps the 2nd weekend of December I'm likely once again to be spending more time here.

Just Some Words....
There was a situation that happened this weekend that forced me to make a hard choice to end a friendship. And here's a little poem/rap I wrote about it Here I stand before you, just to let you know That at this time, I have to let you go I've tried to be understanding with all you've been through And tried to keep my trust and confidence in you But now I must admit, it's become a losing war And I've lost whatever it was I was fighting for When every so-called friend left you in wait It's funny how I was the only one who stepped up to the plate To help you in any time of pain or despair But it was me who ended up worse for wear For every man who treated you like a petty ho I placed you back upon that pedestal And even against better judgement, I stayed true But you allowed strangers to deceive and play you Now I look back at this 3 years as nothing but stress All the times I had to go and clean up your mess Whatever reason that kept you as my friend, I lost it And j

One Day/searching
12-10-05 One Day/Searching By: Travis Smith I get up every morning Grabbing my cup of "joe" Sit on the edge of the bed Just wondering, only wondering Stumbling through the fog Fog deep within my head I get up and go taking it day by day Going through the usual while searching for escape No where to be found Yet i keep on searching *sigh* Yeah.. Searching..

Love And Forgiveness
Life can be easy to live, if one does not carry a grutch and has ease to forgiveness, but claim you to set them free, whom you forgive, no but or if, only freedom It will return to you later in life. It´s like rings from a rock thrown into the water, everything is being influenced, even the one you have forgiven creates a good energy he or she moves around, The surroundings and Universe is being filled with LOVE Thats what separates us from the beast significantly We have the abillity to change factual circumstances, with only a little LOVE. Love is life - so are U !

For Those Of You Who Have Made A Difference To Me
Have you ever wondered where your path in life was supposed to lead you or about the hand that fait will deal you when it is your time to come. I have met people in my life that have truly changed me and made me think about my life in a new way or made me long for something more then what I had. Sometimes I think to myself did I settle for less then what I should have. I often wonder if I have paid for my sins in more ways then one. And if I will ever find that one true place where I belonge. I have made choices in life that I now know where not the smartest of choices but I have managed to live with the consequinces of them. I have also realized taht sometimes life is not always fair. And that the decisons we will make today will affect our lives tommorow and forever to come. And the decisons we made in the past are what have scalpted our lives today. I let a good friend go and wonder if that will haunt me forever. I have lost many who in my mind heart and sould I knew wher

A Happy Evening ...
I Saw it, Carwling up the leg of my bed It slinked towards my head. I couldn't move Fear gripping my throat As it began to burrow Through my skin; Through my skull; Deep into my brain. Violence engulfed me And I began to rage The blind killing fury Drove me insane. I began to strike out; Fierce blows at anything, Everything that encountered. There are holes in the walls now, My bed a mass of wood, cloth and metal; My furniture, indistinguishable; Everything I own, ripped apart. I look around me and my fury explodes again, I rage outside with a knife and gun; My vision blurred, my mind reeling. The first man I see Gets and angry slug in the face, Instantly anonymous. The second man's flesh Envelopes my blade; Twelve inches of titanium Between his ribs, Through his stunned heart, The blade twists through his spine. The blade controlling my hand, The gun guiding its own sights, Victim after victim, My rampage of hate continues Until

Life Just Isn't Fair
I just don't know what to do . there are so many issues in my brain . I have a cousin who just recently killed himself and a close friend who is locked up in jail for 15 years for some really wicked crimes . Now,I find out that this guy i liked is possible-ly in jail for dwi and other things . Well , I really miss my close friend .The other one I always call the boy , hehehe well , Long story there but I thought all this time he lied to me about being on probation and things and i find out he didn't tak to me cuz he was in jail . now i feel like a dumbass. .. But see when he and i met i was having lots of marial problems and he helped me thru some of the hardest things in my life well that i thought was hard at the time . I was leaving a friends house when she was introducing me to all the guys and i was looking at her and I walked down the stairs and i ran into him . Oh mY God I swear it waslike nothing I had ever experienced before in my life . Our friends said they were calli

Pictures Of Me
Hello everyone out there my name is Terry i am 33 and yes i am bi i have lots of pics now so please leave comments so i know what u like cuz i could change them and all maybe if i like your requests so give that some thought k i also have lots of pics in my stash too kool ones of all sorts of things i find on the net so take a look im me to chat if u want love to chat just so u know and love to flirt too lol laters Terry

Chicken N Horse
On the farm lived a chicken and a horse, both of whom loved to play together. One day the two were playing, when the horse fell into a bog and began to sink. Scared for his life, the horse whinnied for the chicken to go get the farmer for help! Off the chicken ran, back to the farm. Arriving at the farm, he searched and searched for the farmer, but to no avail, for he had gone to town with the only tractor. Running around, the chicken spied the farmer's new Harley. Finding the keys in the ignition, the chicken sped off w ith a length of rope hoping he still had time to save his friend's life. Back at the bog, the horse was surprised, but happy, to see the chicken arrive on the shiny Harley, and he managed to get a hold of the loop of rope the chicken tossed to him. After tying the other end to the rear bumper of the farmer's bike, the chicken then drove slowly forward and, with the aid of the powerful bike, rescued the horse! Happy and proud, the chicken

Death
"Death is nothing at all. I have only slipped away into the next room. I am I, and you are you. Whatever we were to each other, that we still are. Call me by my old familiar name, speak to me in the easy way you always used to. Put no difference in your tone; wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be ever the household word that it always was, let it be spoken without effort, no trace of a shadow on it. Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was. There is unbroken continuity. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you, somewhere very near. Just around the corner. All is well." - Henry Scott Holland (1847 - 1918) Canon of St Paul's, London

The Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman, isn't in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman, must be seen from in her eyes Because that's the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman, isn't in a facial mole, but true beauty in a woman, is reflected by her soul. It's the caring that she cares to give, the passion that she shows, And the beauty of a woman, with passing years, only grows. I wish you bright mornings and warm, sunny days, Soft shade to cool you from sweltering rays, Raindrops, a few, from some cloud floating by, Rainbows thereafter to color your sky. Rambling rivers and great shining seas, Mountains and forests with towering trees, Hillsides and valleys, all flower-festooned, Nature that nurtures whomever's attuned. A faithful companion who'll stay by your side, Children to care for, to love and to guide, Enough work to do with enough time for play Then restful sleep at

Contest Poll
i want to run a new contest but i want u ladies to vote on some or give me some help with what u like to see or be in.here are just a few. 1. best hair 2.best swimsuite 3.best evening gown 4. best teddy 5.best thong 6.best smile 7.best tat 8.best ass please send me a massage to me me out with a new contest or let me know if you like to see something else. thank you

Never Argue With A Woman
One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, Isn't that obvious?") "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing, I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. "I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left. MORAL: Never argue with a woman who reads. It's likely she

Think About It....
READ EACH SENTENCE SLOWLY AND THINK ABOUT IT. Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. Nobody is perfect Until you fall in love with them Send this on to everyone special in your life, even the people who really make you mad sometimes and to the people whose lives you want to be in!!! Remember, every minute spent angry is 60 seconds of happiness wasted... MySpace Comments Graphics

Business Dinner
"You're kidding me, James," I scowled. "C'mon, man. This is a load of crap." "It's not, " he protested. "I know how it sounds but it really works, Dave. Honest." Dave doesn't usually casually make up stories, so I was more than curious, but I remained skeptical. "OK," I offered. "Tell me the story again, with more detail." "All right. I went to Bangkok that, as you know, I have to do twice a year to meet with exporters and try to figure out our product line. It used to be different and exciting, but now it's just routine and a very long, tiring trip. After the meetings, I would sometimes have business dinners, and then just usually go back to my hotel, read a little and sack out. The time difference is a killer. "But at this one meeting, there was a new young guy, Hon, and we hit it off well. Before long, we were laughing and joking around like old friends. He was much more progressive than his colleagues. It turns out that Hon was the son of one of the owners and had g

Ho, Get Your Ass In, And Let's Ri-i-iii-i-ide.
Fill this out in YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as "My Autobiography" Prologue 1. Where did you take your default pic? on my bed 2. What exactly are you wearing right now? black baby phat robe, black wife beater, leopard panties 3. What is your current problem? I'm getting sick, and I'm kind of hungry... 4. What makes you most happy? laughing or making someone laugh 5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to? Four Seasons-"Who loves you" 6. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? the only person I was closest with. 7.Do you ever watch MTV? yeah. 8.What's something that really annoys you? Beating around the bush. ;D Even though, i admit, I do it sometimes. But come the fuck on. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 1: 1.Middle name: Chantel, what was she thinking? 2.Nickname(s): Tiff, Fanny, Tittany, Red, Tippy, Trippy 3.Current place: bedroom 4.Eye color: dark brown

Candlestick
candlestick It is nearly 5 am in the morning. I feel as though I should be doing something...hmmm what is it? OH sleeping... but for reasons untold I cant. There are recent events happening in my so called life that keep me up at night. Some call this being a night owl. If that is what it is.. so be it. However, thoughts that I have been pondering are as follows.... Why is life a game? Who is really playing? Sometimes I feel as though whatever I do, the things I receive in return aren't any of which I would like. Life is merely playing tricks or cheating me out of being "happy". I mean dont get me wrong... I have wonderful friends (old and new) a great family (who is usually supportive of my goals), and I am getting everything back on track. But then one thing comes like a storm and blows it from underneath of me. Why do so many people play games to get what they want? I feel that a lot of people use others to get what they want and when they want it. Not really

Useless Trivia
My dear friend Rain posted this on My Space and I thought I'd share it with you lovely people: 1 Money isn't made out of paper, it's made out of cotton.. 2. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp (marijuana) paper 3. The dot over the letter i is called a "tittle". 4. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 5. Susan Lucci is the daughter of Phyllis Diller. 6. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 7. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 8. The 'spot' on 7UP comes from its inventor, who had red eyes. He was albino. 9. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents, daily. 10. Warren Beatty and Shirley MacLaine are brother and sister. 11. Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system; a few ounces will kill a small sized dog. 12

Alittle More About Me..
Christine Dolce, also known as alter ego Forbidden, got her first taste of being in the spotlight shortly after joining the Myspace online community soon after its inception, turning it upside down with her stunning profile and images. With Myspace recognized as the world's fastest growing and fifth highest traffic website on the internet,But now she is truing cherrytap also. Christine quickly established herself as an icon with looks that kill, great style and personality to match. Dubbed as the "Queen of Myspace" in a feature story in March's issue of Vanity Fair Magazine, with over 30 million profile views and 900,000 "friends", Christine is one of the top 3 popular out of the 80 million profiles on the site. 2006 will be the year of Christine Dolce as her appeal grows by the day. Currently, Christine focuses efforts on acting training, photo shoots, public appearances and promoting the launch of her of her website www.forbiddenxo.com. Much of Christine's time is also spent on he

My Freshman And Sophmore Years Of High School
Okay here is my freshman and sophmore years of high school from what I can remember. My freshman year was well okay I guess. My sister was a senior when I was a freshmen so she helped me out alot, I was friends with her friends and hung out with her and them, except towards the end of the year she started to hang out with my freshmen friends and they liked her better then me, so needless to say I lost those so called friends. The summer inbetween my freshman and sophmore year. my sister met her now husband. When I first met him I was was like there is something weird about him but could not put my finger on him. But then again she was totally in love with him and being the good sister I am i just told her what i felt and then accepted whatever decision she made. My sophmore year started and all my so called friends would ask me day in and day out about her. i was like HELLO i am here talk to me ask me questions. So I figured out that I was not my own person, but my sist

Sex Joke
Okay so a guy is near the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! She screams

Made It Safe And Sound
Hey All, Okay well things got alittle messed up but it's all good. I made it home from Japan on the 4th of November safe and sound! It was a good trip over all. The last night there we went to dinner, then to Tommy's Bar. After the bar closed, EVERYONE there went to Karaoke with us!!! We didn't get back to the hotel until 6:30 AM. That is kinda one reason I did not post my final blog from Japan. When we got to the hotel, we had to finish packing, check out, and catch the bus to the airport!!! Talk about timing.. Made it home safely, and had a wonderful time with my family, I missed them so much. Now I am in Texas, San Antonio to be exact. We are doing a Line Off Ceremony for the first official vehicle (the new Tundra), to roll of the assembly line at the new Texas Plant!!! I've been here since Thursday the 9th, but the stupid hotel internet has been down. They finally fixed it last night, well more like 1:30 this morning! Anyway, all is good and I will be returning home on the 18th.

Cat Bathing As A Martial Art
Some people say cats never have to be bathed. They say cats lick themselves clean. They say cats have a special enzyme of some sort in their saliva that works like new, improved Wisk - dislodging the dirt where it hides and whisking it away. I've spent most of my life believing this folklore. Like most blind believers, I've been able to discount all the facts to the contrary, the kitty odors that lurk in the corners of the garage and dirt smudges that cling to the throw rug by the fireplace. The time comes, however, when a man must face reality: when he must look squarely in the face of massive public sentiment to the contrary and announce: "This cat smells like a port-a-potty on a hot day in Juarez." When that day arrives at your house, as it has in mine, I have some advice you might consider as you place your feline friend under your arm and head for the bathtub: -- Know that although the cat has the advantage of quickness and lack of concern for human life, you have the

What Can Be
Monday, November 13, 2006 What can be It is vast beyond imagination, too beautiful and magnificent for words, and sometimes quite frightening. It is the universe that you cannot touch, but which you can always begin to grasp. Live your moments with full awareness, acceptance and respect for what is. Yet also stay intimately in touch with what can be. In the realm of what can be, there are solutions to every problem and pathways through every challenge. The sweet fulfillment you've always sought, lives somewhere in what can be. In what can be, there exists a kind of hope that nothing can diminish. In what can be, your options stretch out far beyond anything you might yet have imagined. And the first step into what can be is the next step that you take. Joyfully respect and truly appreciate all that is, for that is what you take with you as you cross the threshold into what can be. Let the limitations fall away from your thinking and allow your imagination to soar wi

"forever Autumn" - The Moody Blues
"Forever Autumn" The summer sun is fading as the year grows old And darker days are drawing near The winter winds will be much colder Now you're not here I watch the birds fly south across the Autumn sky And one by one they disappear. I wish that I was flying with them Now you're not here Like the sun through the trees you came to love me Like a leaf on the breeze you blew away Through Autumn's golden gown we used to kick our way You always loved this time of year Those fallen leaves lie undisturbed now Cause you're not here Like the sun through the trees you came to love me Like a leaf on the breeze you blew away A gentle rain falls softly on my weary eyes As if to hide a lonely tear My life will be forever Autumn Cause you're not here (3x) (Instrumental break)

You Took My Place
One Day, A Man Went To Visit A Church. He got there early, parked his car, and got out. Another car pulled up near and the driver got out and said, "I Always Park There!!! You Took My Place!!!" The visitor went inside for Sunday School, found an empty seat and sat down. A young lady from the church approached him and stated, "That's My Seat!!! You Took My Place!!!" The visitor was somewhat distressed by this rude welcome, but said nothing. After Sunday School, the Visitor Went Into The Sanctuary And Sat Down. Another member walked up to him and said, "That's Where I Always Sit!!! You Took My Place!!!" The visitor was even more troubled by this treatment, but still He said nothing. Later As The Congregation Was Praying For Christ To Dwell Among Them, The Visitor Stood Up, And His Appearance Began To Change. Horrible Scars Became Visible On His Hands And On His Sandaled Feet. Someo

When The Time Comes
There are points in our lives when the time comes to let go. Either it be a job, a lifestyle or a certain person. You may love everything about this certain item or person but can know in your heart you need to let go. That is what being adult is all about. Not living in the adolescent but living in the here and now. The choices you make when your young, affect who you are as an adult. Some choices can scar you for life, some can screw you up enough to wake you from your daze and teach you a very much lesson learned. Then there are thos eof us who have time and time again get God smacked and still choose not to listen even when it's to late. Choices, it's always about choices. What should you wear when you wake up, what should you eat, how should you look and how should you act. We make our own choices as to wether or not to stay true to someone or to love someone for who they truly are. It's kinda funny, the way I look at it. I would much rather be happier if I was

She's Beautiful
I thought I would try to write a poem, but words are not flowing. So I have decided to write my thoughts on her beauty. This is the beauty of anyone who loves a woman. If you can not look her in the eye and from your heart tell her she is beautiful, you are not good enough for her. If you can not speak to her honestly and tell her daily you love her and she is beautiful, I question is there love? The one I love is beautiful regardless of what anyone else believes or sees, she is most beautiful to me. I love to look at her as she sleeps. She looks so peaceful, kind, gentle and almost childlike,but most of all she is so beautiful. I can not resist I have to lean over and give her a kiss and tell she is so pretty my beautiful love. I hear all the time when I tell her she is fine, beautiful, pretty and other words of endearment as she answers oh yeah sure! The excuses she gives like look at me tired, feeling icky, I am sweaty, and on and on. However, I see her with my hea

Don't Let Your Day Go On Without Reading This First, No Matter
Don't let your day go on without reading this first, no matter How busy you may be!!! The Pink Dress There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat And watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see If the little girl would still be there. Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was Yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place For young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the rea

New Pics!
I got new pictures up.. I een really busy with work and the daily routine that I have been neglecting all the awesome people on this site.. sorry guys! but i had a free minute so i posted some recent pics i took and said hello to a few people.. check em out and tell me what you think... Peace love and firearms.. Suicidal

And I Thought That It Was A Best Ass Contest.....
If I had known that it wasn't just a best ass contest but that it was a naked ass and pussy then I wouldn't have entered the contest. How fair is it to everyone else if some of the pics in the best ass contest had bare naked pussies showing in it. That is what I would call cheating!!!!!!!!!! I would say for you to go and see for yourself but I am not going to even promote this contest that I am in...I would rather lose the contest than to lower myself to have so little self respect to go and show the world the trash that some of thesepeople are showing, I can't call them ladies since they don't act like ladies........... So, since none of you are my mother, doctor, or husband then none of you will ever see any naked pics of me or anything close to it.....I will ALWAY'S have clothes on !!!

Sitting In Class On Cherry Tap
Well this class if full of idiots. I have finished everything that needs to be done and now I am surfin' the net. Most of these kids, I say kids because these college aged young adults are acting like they are 12 or 13 years old today, are whinning that they have not had enough time and so on. The professor is just about ready to drop 10 students right here today. I don't think I've ever seen her so pissed off as she is today. On a better note Next week is Turkey holiday break!!!!! YEAH!!!!! I am so ready for winter break but I am happy with the week of for gobble gobble day. Have an awesome day all!!!!!!! Stac

An Update From A "rel" Redneck
Hi ya’ll! It’s me, Britney Spears! As ya’ll should know, I dumped my douchey husband this week and traded him in for a new career and a skinnier, sluttier body. Did you see me on Letterman? I looked as hawt as three pack of Beefy Chews from 7/11. Now that Kevin’s out of my life I’m gonna be maken some better decisions about where my careers is going and try to pick a better man to be the step-father of my daddy’s babies. But then again, do I really need my babies? Do you, the people of the world, think that my rugrats are just getting in the way of what you want – which is me dry humping a snake live on stage in a skimpy school girl uniform (remember those days!)? Ever since these two cheeto munchers popped out of my baby hole, my careers a been plummeting faster than my milk duds. I thought that having a couple babies would make me more mature and well-liked just like Anna Nicole Smith, Angelina Jolly and Madonna. But this baby caring stuff is real work! Sure I have nannies a

I Want You
I want you to hold me On those long cold nights I want you to lie with me When I'm all alone I want you to need me Like the air you need to live I want you to see me For who I really am I want you to be mine Forever and always I want you to care for me As a mother would for her babe I want you to think about me When you're down I want you to see me in your dreams As you sleep so sweetly I want you to call me yours When we walk down the street I want you to love me Like I love you I want you to want me

Osu Vs. Michigan Humor
to my friends from Michigan....please accept my sincere apologies.....this is just humor...not to be taken too seriously. :-) Two boys are playing hockey on a pond in a Toledo Park when one is >suddenly attacked by a rabid rottweiler. Thinking quickly, the other >boy takes his stick and shoves it under the dogs collar, twists it >breaking the dog's neck and saving his friend. > >A reporter who was strolling by sees the incident. "Toledo Rockets >Fan Saves Friend From Vicious Animal," he starts writing in his notebook. > >"But I'm not a Rockets fan," the little hero replied. > >"Sorry, since we are in Ohio, I just assumed you were," said the > >reporter and he starts writing again. "Buckeyes Fan Rescues Friend > From Horrific Attack" > >"I'm not a Buckeyes fan either," the boy said > >"Oh, I assumed everyone in Toledo was either for the Rockets or the >Buckeyes. What team do you root for?" the reporter asked. > >"I'm a Wolverines fan," the child said. >

Weight Loss Tips
Independent Articles About: 1. Lose Weight Fast 2. Diet fads & Dieting 3. Long Term Weight Loss Lose Weight Fast - Six Sensible Tips for Long Term Weight Loss By Sacha Tarkovsky In this article we are going to show you some sensible PROVEN Ways to lose weight fast. The good news about the diet tips enclosed are they do not involve starving yourself, or using fad diets that can actually be bad for your long term health. 1. Drink water Water is quite possibly the single most important catalyst in losing weight and keeping it off longer term. Water acts as an appetite suppressant by keeping your stomach full and fending off dehydration which can lead to false cravings/hunger. Water also helps your body metabolize stored fat by helping the kidneys flush out waste. When you don't drink enough water the liver which works to provide stored fat for energy helps the kidneys eliminate waste and becomes less effective at metabolizing fat. Drinking water ice cold burns

You Really Dont Know...
One thing that I really hate is that you really think you know some one and you dont. Theres the people that complain that they hate being played when they are playin people for a fool themselves. Theres the people you will know your whole lives, and then something happens and you see you really never knew them at all... Id rather not know certain people but I know them and I wish to reverse it but when feelings are involved its hard, o well I was the fool...

Your.......
Thanks to my dear friend kaz for this "Your beliefs become your thoughts, Your thoughts become your words, Your words become your actions, Your actions become your habits, Your habits become your values, Your values become your destiny" -Mahatma Gandhi

Tell Me What To Do
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO MY HEART IS BEING TORN IN TWO SHOULD I GO WITH THEM OR JUST STAY HERE WITH YOU!!! PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO MY HEART IS CONFUSED I DO WANT TO BE WITH YOU BUT RIGHT NOW IM JUST BEING BLUE IF I GO WITH THEM I GET TO SEE HIM MY NEPHEW IS COMING SOON ILL B THERE WITH BALLOONS I WOULD HATE TO LEAVE YOU YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO NEW BUT ITS TIME FOR ME TO LEAVE AND I GUESS THIS IS HOW ITS GONNA BE I DIDN'T WISH FOR THIS TO HAPPEN OUR RELATIONSHIP IS GOING TO HAVE TO END HOPEFULLY WE CAN STILL BE FRIENDS AND WE CAN MEET AGAIN AT THE END I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO MY HEART IS BEING TORN IN TWO SHOULD I GO WITH THEM OR JUST STAY HERE WITH YOU!!! PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO BECASUE I CAN NO LONGER BE TRUE!!!

Dessi Dies Aged 27 - Sad Day For Uk Jump Race Fans
From the BBC news Legendary racehorse Desert Orchid has died at the age of 27. Desert Orchid won over £650,000 in prize money in his career The gallant grey achieved iconic status within National Hunt racing, where he was much loved by supporters for his iron will and extreme versatility. He won 34 races in total, including the Cheltenham Gold Cup and seven at his beloved Kempton, where he won the King George VI Chase a record four times. Former trainer David Elsworth said the horse, nicknamed "Dessie", died peacefully in his stable on Monday. Elsworth added: "There was no stress, he departed from this world with dignity and no fuss. "He did his dying in the same individual way that he did his living. It was time to go." Desert Orchid was famed for his flamboyant front-running performances and breathtaking jumping. His most famous victory came in 1989 when he overcame his Cheltenham hoodoo for an emotional triumph. Despite disliking left-handed tracks and

Ultimate Sex Organ
Ultimate Sex Organ The Touch Sensual, Methodical, purposeful Teasing, strategic, spoine tingling Rumbles and Quakes within Hairs raise Give away, betray my true essence Fire and Ice Desire and Passion Foreplay has new meaning Jellies, Sauces, Wax; the possibilities are endless Adventure and discovery of total Bliss Skin is the Ultimate Sexual organ

The Truth Hurts I Guess!!!!
I posted my comment and BOOM I can no longer post a comment on said persons blog anymore. The truth must hurt!!!! Funny how said person can post whatever she wants to about whomever she wants but doesn't give anyone the opportunity to refute the things that she says. PATHETIC....psycho....ignorant....selfish....wow the list goes on about what this person truly is. She will never stop. I have come to realize that. Nothing anyone can say will get her to realize just HOW FUCKING STOOPID she is. Hopefully she will grown up and mature some as she gets older but it is probably doubtful. It is people like her that make me cringe. She is one of the reasons women get a bad rap when it comes to break ups. Custody issues. Child support. Moving on after a relationship. She is a stalker. She won't leave well enough alone. She forces others to say things when they would just LOVE to let things go but she shouldn't be allowed to just run her mouth. The only people that believe her whining and shit ar

Just A Thought
In the thought of the moment what would you do or how would you feel in that instant do you become a person to reval your feelings or would you shy away?Would u be there or would you be in another universe would lie down and get ran over or would you be a goo d road lock and start another road to your life. Would you live for the moment or the future? Where will you be in the future? no one knows and thats whats scrares me and i dont know where ill end up i know where i wanna go and what i wanna do but thats not up to me its all in a plan. But no one has blue prints to this plan just live it out day by day and be a better person for the better good. But is all gonna be good? no one knows......................................................

To All My Friends A Rose Of Friendship
Just a little something for all of you . Thanks so much for making this palce so much fun for me and angel If a Raindrop was a kiss I'd send u showers, If a Hug was a minute I'd send u hours, If water was a smile I'd send u the sea, and if u ever get lonely I'd send u me Send this to 10 people that really matter to you, cuz u never know when the people u really care about r gonna leave * ........ ) ` - . .> ' `( ....... ........ / . . . .`.. . . .. ........ ........ |. . . . . |. . .| ......... ......... .. . . . ./ . ./ ........... ........... `=(.. /.=` ........... ............. `-;`.-' ............. ............... `)| ... , ......... ................. || _.-'| .......... ............. , _|| .._, / ......... ....... , ..... ..|| .' .............. ..... |.. |.. , . ||/ ............... .... , ....` | /|., |Y.., ........... ..... '-...'-._....||/ .............. ......... >_.-`Y| ............... .............., _||

Just Letem Know How You Feel.
Show my friends some love and why this site is so great . Add them Rate them , Just show the love.Please show love. Angel@ LostCherry Carolina Tim ( Mr. Terrific )@ LostCherry Fire123@ LostCherry Linda@ LostCherry GBsugar@ LostCherry sweetest bitch@ LostCherry Raelick75@ LostCherry Houston@ LostCherry DADDY!!!!!!@ LostCherry Casi@ LostCherry VikingRose@ CherryTAP luellen

Beautiful Days Chapter 11
BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER ELEVEN A distant memory... Football. There's a man tossing one to me. But I'm not the Jake I am now...I'm a child. I'm in a whole new setting. Green grass. Sun's shining. I smell hot dogs. I see other children playing. Families joined together for picnics. An entire park of people. Then all of a sudden...it all stops. Everything. No more hot dog smell. No more football. No more families. Just me. And a purple sky... BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER 11 SWAN SONG SILLIOQUY part one A fist to the face wakes me up from my dream... "Wake up, dick!, said Patch. "Thanks for that!", I said. "That dream was scaring the shit outta me!" "You know what? You're a real SMART ASS!", said Patch. "And it's really PISSIN' me off! "Well I figured the whole, ONE EYE, thing would be enough to piss anybody off...,I said right before I got a fist to the face! "I dunno what the hell he wants with you, but he wants your sorry ass!", said Patch

Beautiful Days Chapter 12(final)
BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER TWELVE(FINAL) BEAUTIFUL DAYS 12(THE END) "You are now tuned into the sounds of RADIO ROB here on your F.M. dial. The forecast for tonight...? SNOW! And lots of it. You know what RADIO ROB knows you'll stay indoors for the remainder of the evening. In the next hour we got some of your favorite underground hits, we got The Yo Yo from Little Brother, Musick from Dudley Perkins, everybody's favorite duo Amphibeus Tungs with 4 Siblings. You are tuned in to the station that smacks that eardrum with nothin' but the best, that's 102.7 on your F.M. dial. We gonna kick it all off with Crazie Vizion with...BEAUTIFUL DAYS! BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER 12 SWAN SONG SILLILQUY Part two END OF DAYS. John helped Sophie load up the car with the explosives found in the shed behind their former safehouse. Able struggling to hold on to what little life he has left as he lie bleeding in the backseat. Refusing medical attention as usual. But highly understandable at this po

4 All Of U
".. ".. YO IF U WERE KILLED TOMMOROW, I WOULDNT GO 2 UR FUNERAL BECAUSE I WOULD BE IN JAIL 4 KILLIN DA BITCH THAT DID IT. SEND THIS ROSE 2 UR TRUE FRENDS if you get a dozen your loved!! ......@.@.@.@..@.. ....@........@..........@ ...@............@....@@ ...@..............@@..@ ....@..............@...@ ......@...........@..@ .........@......@..@ ..............@..@ .I.................@ ....LOVE.........@ .........ABOUT....@ ................YOU...@........@@@ ......@@@@..@....@..........@ ...@.............@@@......@@ .......@@@.......@..@@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ ........................@ .......................@ Send this rose to everyone you care about including me if you care. See how many times you get t

A Woman
HERE IS SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT... There comes a time in every woman's life when she has to take a close look at herself. Not at her circumstance, not at what he did, not how unfair life is, not who made you do it, just at herself in all her glory and imperfection. For many women this is a scary thing because often times they don't want to know the truth about themselves. Real women know what I mean. As women, we have a tendency to water one another down. Maybe it makes us feel good or look better than the next woman. Or maybe we just don't know how to tell that woman how we admire her. Have you ever admired a woman who has been through changes in her life? Or have you made up in your mind that she is just messed up. Before you make this mistake, take a close look. A woman who has endured the most unusual life is someone of wisdom. Someone who has been chosen by God to go through. Think of all the great women in the bible, Mary Magdalene and Esthe

Picture Rippers!
I just gotta say I cant beleive that some people have the fuckin Nerve to rip someones pictures off to put on there site!! Thats hard up i'll tell ya! You know who u are Nino O!! You sick bastard.....I have now taken my pictures I care that get ripped off of here! Thanks for making a girl feel welcome you loser! Lay off my shit! To all my friends sorry about sounding so harsh but going to a freaks site and seein my tub picture just makes me sick thinking about what he's doing with my picture ya know.

Eating Pleasure
Hey, I have a lot of respect for all you guys who like to eat pussy because there are too few of you out there. And I'm not the only woman who says this. Furthermore, some of you guys who are giving it the old college try are not doing too well, so maybe this little lesson will help you out. When a woman finds a man who gives good head, she's found a treasure she's not going to let go of too quickly. This is one rare customer and she knows it. She won't even tell her girlfriends about it or that guy will become the most popular man in town. So, remember, most guys can fuck, and those who can usually do it satisfactorily, but the guy who gives good head, he's got it made. Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you enough to let you down between her legs. Now stop and l

Alive
for the first time i feel alive happiness abounding love surronding me dancing in the air im light as a feather im high im free seeing you reminds me of better days when everything was good cares washed away please dont go what would i do i could never be nothing without you your love is sweet your heart is pure thank you for making me feel alive

Marilyn Manson - Rock Is Dead
All simple monkeys with alien babies Amphetamines for boys Crucifixes for ladies Sampled and soulless Worldwide and real webbed You sell all the living For more safer dead Anything to belong Rock is deader than dead Shock is all in your head Your sex and your dope is all that we're fed So fuck all your protests and put them to bed God is in the T.V. 1,000 mothers are praying for it We're so full of hope And so full of shit Build a new god to medicate and to ape Sell us ersatz dressed up and real fake Anything to belong Rock is deader than dead Shock is all in your head Your sex and your dope is all that we're fed So fuck all your protests and put them to bed God is in the T.V.

What Does It Feel Like To Live One Day In My Life
Well it depends on when you catch me so we'll talk about any type of emotion that a person might go through Happy Living one day happy in my life is good enough for 100 years of anyone's normal life. When I'm happy it's like life is the best. Like sitting on a cloud and watching the world go by. Happiness is being with the one I love, and just holding tight, never letting go. Stairing into his eyes and knowing everything will be ok. Happiness is being loved, happiness is holding tight. Sad/Depressed When I'm sad, life can't seem to get any worse. Life seems to screw me in the ass over and over again. I understand there is a concept of love out there, and I understand my friends and family are telling me that they love me, but it seems to fly past my head. That it can't really be true, that no one can really love me. When I'm sad I don't care about life anymore. I don't care whether or not I get the good grade, whether I get to go shopping. I don't believe people when they s

Cherrspacegirls.com
I'm sure that many of you have seen me spamming the link around to CherrySpaceGirls.Com. Well I do so partly because I am a model for the site, and partly because I an an owner of the site. I am just trying to find CherryTAP hotties and the men who love to watch them. So if you are not already a model at Cherryspacegirls.com.. you are one of the ONLY! Check us out at Http://cherryspacegirls.com. And if you are not on our mailing list YOU NEED TO BE! I'm giving you guys fair warning, this is history in the making and heres why: 1.) What adult site asks for your suggestions, and uses them? Cherryspacegirls.com 2.) What adult site finds out your FAVORITE "adult" fetishes and models? Cherryspacegirls.com 3.) What adult site WANTS to use all that information to CREATE a site MADE for you? Cherryspacegirls.com 4.) What adult site lets you get in on the mail list action prior to the site opening? Cherryspacegirls.com 5.) What adult site lets you become part of the street team help to

Real Men
REAL MEN 1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN loves his kids. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as f*ck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say y

Play Dress Up!
Something fun to do durin' football season. Dress up in a French Maid outfit. Go with Thigh Highs, Garter Belt and the highest heels you can walk in(you don't wanna fall tryin'to be sexy). No panties needed! Serve your man all through the game. It's even more fun when his friends are there. Make sure you bend over alot! Give a little lap dance when ever possible(not during plays). I can garantee you alot of sex during and after the game. Even more if his friends join in. I've always found this so much fun. I love football season.

New Story
Chance Meeting (original fiction) She sat alone in the conference room staring at her watch. She had been late for the meeting herself, but this was ridiculous. She was nervous enough to be having a meeting with him, knowing they would be alone. Even if it was just business. She wondered what was keeping him. She felt her cheeks get hot from the thought of him. They had flirted quite often, and she was completely attracted to him. Whenever he was around she had this urge to put her hands on him. Wondered what it would feel like to rub his smooth head as he was going down on her. Wondering what he would feel like inside her, taste like in her mouth. Sorry Im late, he burst into the room. Blushing again she stared at him. He took the seat across from her, smiling. He couldnt help but notice how flushed she was. You look like you kept yourself busy, waiting for me he teased. Actually I was just getting started she smirked. She stood and came around the table, standing close

Girl/girl
More than Friends (original fiction) I lay there remembering every detail. The way her hair fell around her face. Her big beautiful green eyes, Her lips so full, you couldnt wait to taste them. Sexy pouty lips. She was crying over her boyfriend, and something hed done to upset her. I was comforting her, only I was distracted by thoughts of how badly I wanted to kiss her. I was sitting on the edge of the bed half listening, she was in floor in front of me, her head was rested on my knee. I stroked her hair playfully as she talked. All I could think about was how much I wanted her. Before I could think of what I was doing, I was in front of her: kissing her, touching her. She immediately responded, both of us were so hot at that time; nothing could have pulled us apart. We kissed each other hard; I was surprised neither of us stopped. We both were stripped down to our bra and panties in no time. I crawled on top of her, and I could feel her body heat under mine. I wanted to tast

Updates Yay!! Hooray For Animals
SO as you can tell, I updated with more pics...I have several more of me, but instead I chose this oppurtunity to share a littl more or my personal life...which is much revolved around my animals. So there is a new pic of me up, but there are several more mf my absolutely adorable sweethearts. The black German Shepard is Juno, shes my baby, she is currently 12, not doing so hot lately, but I love her all the same. And we still spoil her rotten, as all dogs should be! The red Bull Mastiff is Nikki (short for Nicolette) and she is a doll, perhaps one of the sweetest animals in the world. She is constantly hyper and always always looking for love, even though she gets excessive amounts of it. lol The black and white cat is Bandicoot...my baby, you can read how I came across him on my profile page, but I love him Not pictured are my Fish...Cori, who is psycho, Tyra, my tortoise shell siamese, who is a royal bitch but loves attention, so she enjoys the spoiling even if sh

Anita Fan Fic
Anita fic Anita looked at Asher, gliding around the room in nothing but a towel. His beautiful golden hair, spilling down his shoulders. Beads of water glistened on his chest. She stared at the lines that defined his stomach, disappearing under the fabric. My God he was beautiful. She heard the water running in the bathroom and could see the steam from the hot shower Jason was taking. She stared at the door, half open she could see Cherry undressing to join Jason. The arduer sprung to life. Cherrys body was perfectly shaped, soft supple breasts and she kept her self trim and neat. Anita remembered the feel of Cherrys breasts in her mouth, her nipples hard as she licked and sucked on them. She watched her tight little ass sway as she greeted Jason in the shower. Hmm Jason, she thought, catching a glimpse of his wet body. She remembered the feel of him inside her, the rush of power when hed turned just as he climaxed. She could still feel the burning over the scars hed left on her a

Sunday Night Football
27-3 BABY YEA!!!! FOR ALL THOSE EAGLES HATERS AND SKINS FANS JUST WANTED TO SAY: AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA YALL GOT LUCKY LAST WEEK AGAINST THE COWBOYS...NOT US HONEY!!! I KNEW WE WOULDN'T LET YALL BEAT US!!!! YEA!!!

Thoughts
If life was easy itd b a slut.. damn i wish it was lol... i fucking hate liken guys cuz the ones i do its just so complicated... n my life right now sux... im finally gettin ova HIM(frist love) n well i wanna move on but how tha hell can i move on when the one i like lives no where near me this sux ass... i hate livin wher ei live.. ahh.. n-e who yea idk im bord lol

Survery
The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!What is your favorite..gum:anything minty restaurant:jazz(Chinese restaurant in dublin) drink:coke season:summer type of weather:sun emotion:happy thing to do on a half day:i have kids so whats a half day late-night activity:sex sport:gaa city:dublinnewyork store:marks and spencers When was the last time you..cried:three days ago played a sport:today laughed:few mins ago hugged someone:few min ago kissed someone:few min ago felt depressed:three days ago felt elated:few min ago felt overworked:everyday faked sick:8 years ago lied:yesterday but for a good cause What was the last..word you said:ryan thing you ate:dinner song you listened to:america thing you drank:coke place you went to:ryans room movie you sa

Joke Of The Day 11/13/06
Students in an advanced Biology class were taking their mid-term exam. The last question was: "Name seven advantages of "Mothers Milk." Worth 70 points or none at all. One student, who had partied late the night before, was frustrated to think of seven advantages. He wrote: 1. It is perfect formula for the child. 2. It provides immunity against several diseases. 3. It is always at the right temperature. 4. It is inexpensive. 5. It bonds the child to mother, and vice versa. 6. It is always available as needed. And then, the student was stuck. Finally, in desperation, just before the bell rang, indicating the end of the test, he wrote: 7. It comes in such cute containers. He got an "A".

Put Your Lights On
PUT YOUR LIGHTS ON Santana, EverlastSingingfool.com Hey now, all you sinners Put your lights on, put your lights on Hey now, all you lovers Put your lights on, put your lights on Hey now, all you killers Put your lights on, put your lights on Hey now, all you children Leave your lights on, you better leave your lights on Cause there's a monster living under my bed Whispering in my ear There's an angel, with a hand on my head She say I've got nothing to fear There's a darkness living deep in my soul I still got a purpose to serve So let your light shine, deep into my home God, don't let me lose my nerve Lose my nerve Hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now Wo oh hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now Hey now, all you sinners Put your lights on, put your lights on Hey now, all you children Leave your lights on, you better leave your lights on Because there's a monster living under my bed Whispering in my ear There's an angel, with a h

Daddy's Day!!!
Her hair was up in a pony tail her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees, a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, e

My Online Network =p
Check out http://toxic-pink.net. It is my online network! It has a myspace graphics site, my web and design portfolio and my photography portfolio. =P My personal site is not up, but it will be shortly. =P Oh and if you are one of my friends, feel free to add me on myspace Tainted Whisper. Anyways, sorry for all the blogs and posts today. I'm bored.

Friends? True Or Fake?
I figured it was about time that I did another blog. This one I will be ranting about things that have been happening to someone that I care deeply for. I have been asked not to do anything about the cause of the pain that I have been seeing. I have a hard time sitting back and not doing anything when I know that it is hurting others. So I will rant here for a little while. Why is it that people feel more impowered when they are hurting others. When they are playing games with these people so much that their lives have to be turned up side down in order to deal with them. The pain of being a trusting person and opening up as a friend is dramatic enough that their games are just hurtful. The emotions of being a true friend run deep. True friends are more concerned with what is happening with their friends than what is hurting themselves. There are shallow people in this world who think that they are good friends to many people, yet are only concerned with what they wan

The Boondock Saints Pryer
Hey every1! How u all doin? im good:D Heres a lil somethin to read:D:D:D:D:D The Boondock Saints Prayer: AND SHEPARDS WE SHALL BE, FOR THEE MY LORD. FOR THEE, POWER HATH DESCENDED FORTH FROM THY HAND. THAT OUR FEET MAY SWIFTLY CARRY OUT THY COMMAND. SO WE SHALL FLOW A RIVER FORTH TO THEE AND TEEMING WITH SOULS SHALL IT EVER BE. IN NOMINE PATRIS. ET FILII. ET SPIRITUS SANCTI.

Hola!
Wat up. im just here at work wasting some time before i clock out. i havent written *typed* in awhile....so yea....lets see. hmm....not much has happened in my life. same boring shit...:0) besides that i miss paul. lol i loved my dream...hehe...ok let me tell u. jen was w/ justin. that hoe. n we fought. then tasia fought alex.. it was great. i said fuck her if shes with justin i have the YUKON!! yea baby that was a nice dream....hehe .... i know im cred....hahaha Well I just wanted to post a few lines to say whats up.......Thanx 4 reading.... *MizzPeda*

Freaky
>Ok guys, this truly is freaky, the phone literally rang as soon as I read >the last word of this email!!!!! > >I am taking the bait - what do I have to lose right? Hope it works! > >Supposedly The Phone Will Ring Right After You Do This. > >Just read the little stories and think of a wish as you scroll all the way >to the bottom. There is a message there - then make your wish. > >No attachment on this one. >Stories >I'm 13 years old, and I wished that my dad would come home from the army, >because he'd been having problems with his heart and right >leg. It was 2:53 p .m. When I made my wish. At 3:07 pm. (14 minutes later), >the doorbell rang, and there my Dad was, luggage and all!! > >I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I've been having trouble in my job and on the >verge of quitting. I made a simple wish that my boss would get a new job. >That was at 1:35 and at 2:55 there was an announcement that he was promoted >and was leaving for another city. Believe me...this >really

You Won't Read This I Know
ok there is a lot wrong with the world and not just today let me begin 1. why dig fuel out the ground, to burn, to heat water, to make electricity when there is a shed load of rubbish/trash around we could burn (no one invaded a country over trash did they) and lets face it being trapped in a loop when you use machines burning oil to get oil is not good sense we are trapped in a perpetual cycle lets break the chain ! 2. if you're still reading society is fucked look at this place for a start where is the sense were all here night after night chasing the cherries like frickin hamsters in a wheel the same way we get up go to work chasing the money the mercedes the rolex the whatever we don't need that shit were programmed from birth to believe we do i could go on if anyone's interested i might share some more all those who want a revolution comment thankyou for your time Px

Men Are Pigs
So...I met this guy and we started dating...and of course it has only been like 3 weeks but I really really like him. Well, he left to go back home but we decided we were going to keep it up and come next year after my divorce is final I was gonna move down there. Well, his ex wouldn't leave me alone on myspace you know kept sending me messages, etc...I just let it go. Well, then one day I get one that said that he was trying to get back with her and she wanted to know if we were together. I finally wrote her back and said that yes we were together and so on and so forth. Then a couple days later I got an email saying that he had sent her a pic of his dick and lo and behold I found it in the recycle bin on my computer. He had used my digital camera and my computer to send it but even though he deleted it off the camera and off the computer he neglected to delete it out of the recycle bin. Hmmm...so I really started wondering if this bitch was not crazy after all. So, I told her

Emotions
I'M EMOTIONAL TODAY! END OF STORY. LAST NIGHT I WAS TALKING TO MY CLOSE FRIEND AND JUST STARTED BALLING MY EYES OUT. WENT TO BED AND CRIED FOR LIKE 20 MINS. TILL I FELL ASLEEP. THERE IS JUST SO MUCH ON MY MIND THAT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT. THEN TODAY I WENT TO THE MAILBOX AND MAILED OUT A LETTER TO MY CLOSE FRIEND THATS IN IRAQ AND WHEN MY MOM BROUGHT MY MAIL TO ME LATER ON TODAY, I GOT THE LETTER HE HAD SENT ME. I WAS READING IT AND ALL EXCITED, THEN ABOUT HALF WAY IN I START CRYING. I HATE SO MUCH THAT SOMEONE I LOVE IS IN THIS WAR AND FIGHTING. I ALSO JUST HAD A FRIEND RETURN HOME YESTERDAY. I AM SO THANKFUL HE GOT TO COME HOME TO HIS FAMILY SAFE. I HAVE YET ANOTHER FRIEND THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO COME HOME THIS WEEK BUT HAS BEEN SET BACK FOR TWO MORE WEEKS BEFORE HE GETS HOME. AND ON THE 2ND I HAD A FRIEND TO DIE RIGHT BEFORE HE GOT TO COME HOME TO HIS FAMILY THAT WAS IN IRAQ. ALONG WITH ALL THIS, I HAVE SO MUCH OTHER STUFF ON MY MIND. MY KIDS AND THEIR PROBS WITH THE SCHOOL, MY

A Poem.
© Nov. 2006 Crykit My eye's open. I breathe in. The air hurts my lungs, Yet I must breathe. Otherwise, What would be the point? A life of desolation. Poverty struck, insucurities. A sick desperation. One day at a time, Life seems to take it's toll. Yet I breathe in.

Method Of Madness Continues!!!
Hello again, Just after my posting the teen victory, I began developing internet lagging. Guess the world was waking up, while I was trying to vent and sleep. Who knows? So, still unable to fall to sleep thought Id give those remedies a try. The warm bath, the warm glass of milk(not good when you're lactose intolerant), but nothing seemed to work. My mind began of thinking who do I have to thank for these beautiful rambunctious teens of mine; besides God of course. AHHHH yes, it occurs to me the biological father, the ex husband(that married the bimbo he cheated on me with is and now married too). So just after 5 am and knowing it is his day off, thought Id call and say thank you. However, it was just the one ring which meant or was a code in he knows all too well. I just had to say thank you though............for how boring would my life be without such teens, and this calmness set in of how delighted it is being a mother. (By far a perfect or great mom) Just know I w

[♥] Poem. :]
Peace in my heart. Is it so hard to believe that youre gone? I can not believe that you left my heart I still remember how angels are taking you away from me From that moment I felt loneliness I wish I was in the heaven with you My pain is real and strong And I cannot erase it I feel a guilty My soul is lost in the shadows I have been your fallen angel Lost in your embrace I still remember how is dead knocking on your door And she says: its time ! I forgot to tell you that I love you Forgive me, my love I hope you can hear me Cause I want ask you something Where I belong my love? Where I can find my peace in my heart Cause all this years I tried to find But there isnt I feel so empty Every time I try to find my lost soul And every time I try to find you in my dreams But youre gone, forever Please, please come back to me my love Cause I want to hold you tight And never let you go If you come into my dream Then dont wake me up, love Kiss me my love, For th

Again. Other Poem.
Sadness in her heart ( Dying with loneliness) In her eyes you can see pain, And nothing else She tries so hard to defeat the pain Who is so deep and painful She walks through the darkness Trying to find cure for her heart But there isnt Her God left her all alone Without the faith and hopeless You cant feel her love anymore Her love is sleeping so deep in darkness Only true love can wake her love again You can see her sadness in her heart Her tears of sorrow trying so hard to hide them from the everyone She tries so hard to kill her loneliness But she is to weak for fight Every night when she is looking into the mysterious stars Hopping they will show her way All this years she has waited for freedom to come to her But theres no sign Every night you can see how is her pain grow She is just lay down, dieing slowly with her loneliness Her angel is dead in deep silence She is closing her eyes Let the shadows take her innocent soul In their eyes you can see nothin

Sotd - Bright As Yellow
I watched Empire Records recently, and now have this song stuck in my head...lol.... by Innocence Mission And you live life with your arms reached out. Eye to eye when speaking. Enter rooms with great joyous shouts, happy to be meeting. And bright, bright, bright, bright as yellow, warm as yellow. And I do not want to be a rose. I do not wish to be pale pink, but flower scarlet, flower gold. And have no thorns to distance me, but be bright, bright, bright, bright as yellow, warm as yellow. Even if I'm shouting, even if I'm shouting here inside. Even if I'm shouting, do you see that I'm wanting, that I want to be so, so bright, bright, bright, bright as yellow, warm as yellow.

Halloween Flight Of Fantasy
Halloween Flight of Fantasy by Scheherazade © He glanced down at the illuminated dial of his watch, adjusting the brown leather band with his right hand. Eight o’clock. It had been a long day, and his flight was late. Boarding was tension-filled, passengers crowding onto the plane, anxious to leave the runway. An experienced traveler accustomed to delays, he considered the high levels of anxiety to be an unnecessary nuisance and quickly located his window seat on the wing. He slipped his black briefcase down into the forward space provided for such things. The stewardesses ushered other passengers into seats, trying to expedite the boarding process and get the plane in the air. He buckled the safety belt, and sat back to wait. She always sat on the wing – it seemed to minimize any possibility of motion sickness, a malady that plagued her since childhood. Reaching up to place her carry-on into the luggage compartment, she visually appraised her seatmate. An impeccably dressed

Honestly, Read This
This is how amazingly tired i am... i was just sitting here, kicking ass for miss jenny for a contest, when for no reson i thought of the words "hooty McBlowfish" and started laughing histerically. Writing the words down, here, made me laugh hysterically. recounting writing the words down is making me laugh hysterically. dear god.. what are we going to do with me...Yes, i know my blogs are so deep.

Pyschotic Beauty
Pyschotic Beauty.. lol more like just pyschotic! What is she claiming her name to be? Anyone who is on a few other sites may have seen these pictures before. They are always being used on myspace, and all of the other popular rating sites. The real girl, named Staci Cole, only uses Myspace. She used to be quite active on a few other sites but she spends a lot of time doing real life things now and is tired of constantly having people stealing her pictures. Who wouldn't be? There are hundreds, if not thousands of people claiming to be Staci! And this girl is no exception. Why pretend to be someone else? I just don't understand it. People like Miss Pyscho here, ruin it for the real people. They are constantly having to watch themselves all the time, and label their pictures because of people stealing them. If you click here, you will see just a few of the profiles who are stealing staci's pictures. Sick huh? Anyways, I am not going to figure out what is going on in th

Here's A Rant
PARTY!!!! Body: SAY THIS SLOWLY: God. I. love. you. and. I. need. you. Repost this within 5 minutes and title it:PaRtY. A miracle will happen tonight. P.S. Do not ignore *God works in mysterious ways Ok I got this bulletin posted in my myspace stuff and this is one of the reasons I hardly go there anymore. You know everyone has a right to believe what they want to believe and to practice those beliefs whatever way they feel comfortable. But what if they have people on their list who don't believe in god, perhaps its buddha, vishnu, allah or even their microwave. Should they be lured into reading this by seeing that their friend posted something entitled party? Now I know it gets the message across that people believe in god. Well I'm pretty sure that for the past 2000 years people all over the world have known that others believe in god. Plus I may be wrong but christianity is supposed to be based on love and honesty and all those other good, virtuous things in this world.

Empty
LIFE IS STRANGE TIMES SEEM TO FLY BY NO CARES, EMPTY FEARS RACING RACING RACING FAST IN MY YOUR MIND IN MY BODY IN MY CAR IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS AGAIN IT SEEMS TO CRAWL SLOWLY METHODICALLY EFFORTLESSLY QUIETY NO DISTRACTIONS YET CONFUSION REIGNS WITH WILD EXPLOSIONS TIME IS ILLUSIVELY DODGING REALITY WITH SPECS OF FAIRY DUST AND JOY TUMBLING THROUGHOUT THE PROCESS YET THE BLACK HOLE OF SADNESS ALWAYS IS PRESENT NEVER GONE~ NEVER REALLY HIDDEN ALWAYS PEERING ITS UGLINESS JUST TO REMIND ME OF IT. JUST SUCKS DAN CELTICCHARMS

Broken And Confused
12-16-05 Broken and Confused By: Travis Smith Sitting in the wind with the rain falling down. Listening to the sound it makes as it hits my roof. Falling fast asleep because it hurts so much without you. So I'm wondering.. Sitting here wondering as questions fill my mind.. Does it hurt you as much as it does me? Are you feeling the same or off playing the game? Or do you not remember me at all? Thunder crashes down as lighting hits the ground. As I wake up with a very large frown; trying to live us down.. Tossing and turning as I try to settle in.. Wears me out and makes me look thin. So I'm here hurting.. Really really hurting.. Do you even feel the same way, hunny? Can you really breathe without crying? Lord, I wish you were here instead of being gone.. I can't believe you're still gone.. While I lie here living in fear.. In fear of a life without you.

Sampler Song Just Me No Insane D
Your music dead like your fuckin' label rappin' nothing but fabels I power slam you through a table. Now I'm willin' and able to bring you to your death my souls unrest but the truth I undress and I ain't got to wear the vest cuz your nothing but talk and if you talk to much I'll have you lying in the chalk! and guess what? I give a fuck bout your family I thought they where blessin' me but I guess your hatered was the receipe you brought out the best in me You say I ain't that good well look my tech 9 sayin' I am SO What! DROP tha glock you ain't got time to cock. stab me in da back and I'll murda you wit an axe to the face you got blood all over tha place as you frolic in your own waste your rythmes soundin' like mace as your mumbling to the tape. ONE MORE THING I GOTS TO SAY! This is SYANIDE, MUTHAFUCKA'S puttin' you in your place. rap was written bout the old rap label I used to rap under. But left me cuz I side with a friend Insane D. Hate

For Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!
i would like to thank all my cherry tap friends on here you all made me feel better about my self ..and with the holidays coming close again i hope evreyone has a nice thanks giving and christmas and newyears 2007 yah yah.........thanks to all my friends....you have been good to me.......keep in touch......

Dream
rise at the break of day get ready and go its time im leavin you turn your back on me live in dream where the grass is always green see the sunshine down til im six feet underground not a care in the world cept how you feel words are just words and action speaks louder the things you do or say cut like a knife in a dream i cried told the truth of how i feel in the dream you held me took away my pain but dreams are just dreams and they mean nothing sometimes life is worth stopping then maybe you would stop and think that your actions have consequence that its not always about you that sometimes things are hard never ending change death to happiness bury it deep never again to see

Newer Rap, But Not Best.
Good things happen to bad people That's why I'm rizing to the steple I'm taking over cuz I'm evil Like Kenivel I rely on my steel wit my gat between your lips screamin' HOW DOES IT F-E-E-L! To not be the best the vest can't protect you when I'm aiming straight down your neck and I really don't give a fuck if ya thinks it's just a bluff I rip ya eyeballs out and shove'em in your butt WHAT. I'm goin' out to be the muthafuckin' greatest I'm stompin' on this planet have it spinnin' like Uranus. Painless at least for me as I puffin' on my weed gods good green that I need and I fiend there I go on the same note again fuck it I take a hit and hold it in On a quest to get blown again and I ain't gonna stop till I'm doin' it again, BITCH! now I see this chick so I'm honing in only took 10 minutes for the X to kick in now I'm lookin' for a way to get my dick in cuz I need puzzy like I need crack fuck the pick-up lines lets just hit the sack. Bitch.

**me & Ash Score Alike Again!**
You scored as Nyx. Your Nyx! Night time is your favorite. Your the controler of dreams and nightmares. You are also a sign of mystery and darkness. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Nyx81%Inanna56%Diana44%Freyja44%~Which goddess of the moon would you be? (sweet pics)~created with QuizFarm.com

Beat Me In The Name Of The Father, The Son, And The Holy Spirit...owie...i Mean Amen
as found on: http://www.waningmoon.com/darkpagan/lib/lib0025.shtml Masochism as a Spiritual Path by Dorothy C. Hayden, CSW It has only been in the last hundred years that masochism has been seen as a perversion. When the nineteenth-century psychiatrist Krafft-Ebing placed the term masochism under the rubric "General Pathology" in his famous book "Psychopathia Sexualis", masochism began to get bad press. A few decades later, Freud wrote about masochism as a function of infantile sexuality, incomplete development, stunted growth, and childish irresponsibility. Since then, masochism has been irrevocably allocated to the ghetto of "perversion" and the clinical community has viewed it as a pathological aberration that must be cured. In the thousands of years before that, however, a masochistic-spiritual connection prevailed throughout most of civilization. Whereas psychology considered masochism as a disease, pre-nineteenth century religion regarded it as a cure. The ancients wer

Creamy Layered Fruit Sensation
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 25 min Total Time: 2 hr 25 min Makes: 16 servings, 1/2 cup each 1 pkg. (9 oz.) angel food cake 3 Tbsp. orange juice 1/4 tsp. almond extract 2-1/2 cups fat free milk 2 pkg. (4-serving size each) JELL-O Vanilla Flavor Fat Free Sugar Free Instant Reduced Calorie Pudding & Pie Filling 1-1/2 cups thawed COOL WHIP LITE Whipped Topping, divided 2 pkg. (12 oz. each) frozen mixed berries, thawed, well drained (about 4 cups frozen or 2-1/2 cups thawed berries) CUT cake into cubes; place in large bowl. Combine orange juice and almond extract. Drizzle over cake cubes; toss lightly. POUR milk into another large bowl. Add dry pudding mixes. Beat with wire whisk 2 min. or until well blended. Gently stir in 1 cup of the whipped topping. LAYER half the cake cubes in bottom of 2-qt. glass serving bowl or 2-qt. round baking dish. Reserve a few berries for garnish. Top with layers of half each of the remaining berries and pudding mixture. Repeat layers. Cover w

Funnel Cakes
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 45 min Makes: 10 servings, 1 funnel cake each 1-1/2 cups flour 1/4 cup granulated sugar 1-1/2 tsp. CALUMET Baking Powder 1/2 tsp. baking soda 1/4 tsp. salt 2 eggs 1 cup milk 1 tsp. vanilla Oil, for frying 1/4 cup powdered sugar SIFT flour, granulated sugar, baking powder, baking soda and salt into large mixing bowl; set aside. Beat eggs, milk and vanilla in bowl with wire whisk until well blended. Add to flour mixture; mix well. HEAT oil to 375°F in large saucepan or deep fryer. Slowly pour 1/4 cup of the batter into hot oil in a free-form lattice pattern. Cook 30 sec. on each side or until golden brown on both sides. Drain funnel cake on paper towels. Repeat with remaining batter, allowing oil to return to 375°F between batches. SPRINKLE with powdered sugar. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Make it Easy Use a plastic squeeze bottle to pour the batter into the hot oil. Cut the tip wide enough to form a steady stream of batte

I Am So Sick Of....
You know I am really fucking sick and tired of opening a bullrtin and its some if you hate jesus dont post me crap. This isnt church. Share that shit there. Don't force it on the rest of us ffs. If you don't like what I am saying then take me off your fucking friends list. I am seriously sick of that hidden garble. It has gotten to where I seriously do not wanna open bulletins anymore. Do everyone a favor and STOP FUCKING POSTING THIS CRAP. Do you seriously think Jesus gives a rats ass whether or not you post that shit on cherrytap?????? Of course he doesnt!!!!!!!!!! Get a fucking life. I swear some people make me sick. From now on I'm going to start posting "Satan loves you 90% of cockstains wont repost this". I am soooooo fucking glad your religious but this is CHERRYTAP!!!! JESUS DOESNT CARE IF YOU REPOST! I PROMISE! YOUR NOT GONNA BURN IN HELL FOR NOT REPOSTING! ~Countess Filth~

Truth Or Fiction
How do I know what to feel. How do I know what to believe. When it is so easy for you to not be here, when is is so easy for you to leave. I love you, you say so easy, yet days go by without a word. How can my heart not be broken, why will my heart never learn. I thought you were the one to complete me, even when I have much to learn. I thought your words were true to believe, but now I know I am not your concern. I will go on without you. Forget that you were ever here. I will not trust so easy next time, I will now live in fear.

Introduce Yourself! Ice Breaker Or Shall I Say Poppin With Your Cherries...
I am fairly new at this. Hell its only last nite and i am already got popped too many cherries... LOL... that was wicked. Ahh just wanna drop cherrio... Ahh have no fear, drop hello and see if you are worthy my cherry. In the meantime hope Y/you all have great week! S

K...i'm Off
Time for me to get ready and go night night. I have an early work day tomorrow. I hope everyone has an excellent week! Thanksgiving is right around the corner. We can all gain 5 pounds together. :o) Leave me some love, or a message or whatever and I promise I will get back to you. Until then...pleasant dreams. And don't let the bed bugs bite....too hard. Cheers and Beers! Sam

You'll See My Teeth In The Stars Above
Haven't had time, or desire for that matter, to post a blog lately, but here's something so look out... Regional Manager down again tomorrow. Joyous Day I really don't think I have it left in me to witty and humorous anymore. Twelve hour days, six days a week will really drain a man. Do I put effort into cooking dinner or bathing tonight? Hmmm. I'm going to go with hygeine (again). Looks like it will be cheese dip and Tostitos for all eternity. Wash it down with a 60-40 split of warm beer and cold green tea. Chase with a pack of Marlboro's and Presto! I call it the "Die Young and Leave a Good Looking Corpse Diet" All I want for Christmas is my life back... -Robert

Body To Body, Heart To Heart~~cher
Body to body, body to body Heart to heart Body to body, body to body Heart to heart Looking in your eyes tonight I can see everything I need Holding your heart close to mine Feeling you, breathing you We melt together, two become as one Night is burning hotter than the sun When I'm with you When I'm with you I could drown in your eyes Die in your arms Live for these moments here in the dark I don't know where I end Not sure where you start When we're body to body, heart to heart Body to body, heart to heart Body to body, body to body Heart to heart Breathing every breath with you Next to you is where I need to be Part of every part of you Feeling you feeling me We melt together in a tender kiss No night has ever been a night like this When I'm with you When I'm with you I could drown in your eyes Die in your arms Live for these moments here in the dark I don't know where I end Not sure where you start When we're body to body, heart to heart Bo

I'll Be~~reba Mcentire
When darkness falls upon your heart and soul. I'll be the light that shines for you. When you forget how beautiful you are I'll be there to remind you. When you can't find your way, I'll find my way to you. When troubles come around, I will come to you. I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on. Be your shelter. When you need someone to see you through. I'll be there to carry you. I'll be there. I'll be the rock that will be strong for you. The one that will hold on to you. When you feel that rain falling down. When there's nobody else around. I'll be. And when you're there with no one there to hold. I'll be the arms that reach for you. And when you feel your faith is running low. I'll be there to believe in you. When all you find are lies. I'll be the truth you need. When you need someone to run to . You can run to me I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on. Be your shelter. When you need someone to see you through. I'll b

Tough Day In Hell
>Tough Day In Hell >One day a guy dies and finds himself in hell. As he is wallowing in >despair, >he has his first meeting with the devil... >Satan: Why so glum? >Guy: What do you think? I'm in hell! >Satan: Hell's not so bad. We actually have a lot of fun down here. You a >drinking man? >Guy: Sure, I love to drink. >Satan: Well you're gonna love Mondays then. On Mondays that's all we do is >drink. Whiskey, tequila, Guinness, wine coolers, Tab and Fresca. We drink >till we throw up and then we drink some more! And you don't have to worry >about getting a hangover, because you're dead anyway. >Guy: Gee, that sounds great! >Satan: You a smoker? >Guy: You better believe it! >Satan: All right! You're gonna love Tuesdays. We get the finest cigars from >all over the world and smoke our lungs out. If you get cancer - no biggie, >you're already dead, remember? >Guy: Wow... that's awesome! >Satan: I bet you like to gamble. >Guy: Why yes, as a matter of fact I do. >Satan:

My Dream...
So I had this horrible dream last night. I actually have nothing better to do, so I'm going to tell ya bout it and see if anyone might have some insight to what it might mean. Who knows, guess we will see. So anyway, my dream somehow got to this point to where me, my dad, my lil sister, and a shit load of other people were walking down this river, this wide, huge river when something goes wrong. Next thing I know, we are all having to walk in the same direction to get away from something. I have no clue what we were running from, but it scared me. Anyway, my dad starts yelling, and its dark so I couldn't see him. But he had fallen in the river and was being carried along the rivers hard current pretty fast downstream when I hear him yelling to me and everyone to get in the water and float along, because it was faster and easier than walking. So we all get in. I have ahold of my lil sister so she don't go under when I see one of my friends struggling to keep her head above the water and

2 Weeks
hey all, not many of you read this anyway, but, im about to leave for my R&R out of hell, and ill be gone for 2-3 weeks, maybe i can hope for longet bug there is only so much that it can get streached to. ill hopefuly be changeing most of my personal pictures when i get back with new ones, the ones on here are not all the most recent ones. but if i dont talk to any of you in the next 3 weeks now you know why, ill see you soon, and thanks for all the luv you been showing

How R U In Bed????
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God73%Virgin53%A Slave To BDSM53%A Romantic53%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Philosophy...
Stephen Foster Beautiful Dreamer Beautiful dreamer, wake unto me, Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee; Sounds of the rude world heard in the day, Lull'd by the moonlight have all pass'd away! Beautiful dreamer, queen of my song, List while I woo thee with soft melody; Gone are the cares of life's busy throng. Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me! Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me! Beautiful dreamer, out on the sea, Mermaids are chaunting the wild lorelie; Over the streamlet vapors are borne, Waiting to fade at the bright coming morn. Beautiful dreamer, beam on my heart, E'en as the morn on the streamlet and sea; Then will all clouds of sorrow depart, Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me!

Let Me Show You Death (part 3)
I didn’t mean to make you sad I didn’t mean to hurt you I had to do this the reasons I wish you knew My life fell apart and I couldn’t put it back to together It got too much for me to bare Yes I gave up but no I never gave up on caring I had to go I had to get out of this lifetime of pain Now I will never have to put up with the hurt again Don’t look upon me with pity don’t think of me with sorrow I’m happier now I don’t have to put up with the sadness anymore a release a escape a freedom I sore I took the easy way out i know I didn’t have the strength to fight No more tears to run down my cheek no more tears to cloud my sight I tried to ask for help but nobody listened My past was too much I said sorry and asked to be forgiven I didn’t do this for anyone else, I did it for myself I’m no longer alone, remember me with a smile I’m happier now

Support Needed When Support Is Given!
To all friends, this is my first blog and I never have asked for anything for myself. I am asking all those who are on my friends list who hadn't rated my profile to do so. If you think I deserve a 10 for being a hard-working, honest, family man- then please give it up. Any love shown me will be greatly appreciated and I'll do all in my power to return the favor. Thanks to all those who care about me. Know that I love you all and if I'm needed in any way, please feel free to ask. DeWayne.

And Just When I Thought It Couldnt Get Worse
it does... I dont get it. There is apparently something very wrong with me that I just dont see but he does. I graduate in 6 months. I will have an amazing career. Im a pretty nice person. I dont bring drama. I have no kids. Im honest to a fault...and ive been told im kinda cute.. but still he hurts me. I dont get it. I loved him so much. this isnt the first time hes hurt me. but I still came back because I loved him... and I guess I thought that he loved me too.. or at least gave a damn about me. I needed him this weekend...one of the few times EVER.. and he was nowhere to be found. I got a phone call after he avoided me for several days.. I just assumed he was busy with work.. never in a MILLION years did i see this coming. I cant even begin to comprehend it.. it doesnt make sense... I didnt even hear it from him.. I give up.. I just wanted him to love me. I didnt think I was asking that much. I would have done anything for him.. but apparently it wasnt good enough.

First Post At Week 10
2 wins, 6 losses, starting QB with a ruptured spleen at week 3. What else could go wrong?? I blame myself for the Buccaneers season. The one year i decide to cough up the 280 bucks for nfl sunday ticket, and they can't win shit. My 2 year old daughter calls better plays on my Madden game than the bucs coaches. There is no need to read, or rate these blogs of mine. This is where I'm gonna come cry every time the bucs loose. So I should have 6 more of these in the comming weeks.

Lately, I've Missed You...................but I Think I Still Loathe You
Lately youve been in my thoughts. Youve rented that space in my head Its like the lease was never up. My muscle memory came right back My arm went to hold you last night My nose tells my brain ur there I can still smell you I can still taste you I still feel your presence I miss the way ur face scrunches when the sun hits it I miss they way you say my name I miss the way you call me by my first and middle name when I've been doin something evil I miss they way you know how to make me feel when I look like I'm goin to lose it. I miss they way you know how to make me feel when I'm vulnerable I love that you know when to leave me be I miss the way you know me better than I know myself. You say I make you feel safe Youre the one that made me feel safe You leave me, standing in the doorway Change the glow in my eye to darkness I'm strong, I get by Now, I'm safe without you And who do you think you are to stir up those ghost You lived inside my skin I shed my skin W

Trolls
Trip trap trip trap... One of the features I enjoy and also don't enjoy about this sight is that I can see who's trolling my page. Sometimes, I don't want to know these things. I know they say you shouldn't judge a book by its cover, and I do realize that Ted Bundy was quite charming and kind of a looker, but you boys take some of the worst web cam photos. They are creepy and not fun to look at when I'm investigating who's trolling my page. Am I just a complete egomaniac for having pictures of myself that look somewhat decent? I guess it's a guy thing. I don't know, but those web cams make y'all look a bit creepy. So not flattering. Well anyway, I'll try not to read into it too much as I already have plenty of other phobias. I'm not putting trolls at the top of the list. Just one word for you creepos out there. Photoshop! Does wonders for complexion. Let's get creative kids, you're already wasting enough time on the computer as it is.

U Have To Read This One And Help!!!!
OKAY YALL THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST SO LET'S DO OUR BEST HERE I NEED 9 MEN AND 4 WOMEN TO ENTER THIS CONTEST AND AS SOON AS I GET ALL ENTRIES I WILL OPEN THE CONTEST YOU HAVE TO CLICK THE PIC TO JOIN AND SEND ME A MESSAGE WITH YOUR LINK TO THE PIC I AM GOING TO RIP THIS CONTEST IS GOING TO BE BASED ON NOTHING BUT COMMENTS SO LET'S GET OUT THERE AND GET PEOPLE IN THIS CONTEST COME ON EVERYONE I KNOW EVERYONE LIKES NIPPLES RIGHT SO LET'S DO IT Christina Aguilera Dirrty

Opinions Should B Respectd Not Quoted
never n life just look at the big picture try to see the whole canvas then b4 u comment think about what u saw and what ur about 2 say know that the mind plays tricks that looks are deceiving be slow to speak cause what you say comes from the heart(IF U SAID IT U MEANT IT) NO ONE!!! is perfect people make mistakes and bad decisions love is not 4 everybody but everybody needs some form of love money is not evil what people do 4 it is karma is real and hurts more when it comes back to u luck is overrated while blessings raley get acknowledge there are a few things in life that is complicated 1st one is choice this is somethink that we as humans have but find hard to do and have so many to make 2nd is change this is a good for mankind as soon as we start to except it now please don't take what i wrote out of content in no way cause u see i'm pass the big picture and still tryn 2 focus on the canvas thnks4readn RESPECT MY OPINION

Autobiography
Chapter 1: Personal Initials: FH Middle name: Ann Birthday: 2/27 Birth Place: OH Current location: AZ Height: 5'5" Hair length: Long Eye color: Blue Piercings: 4 in each ear Birthmarks: Big white one Chapter 2: Family Do you live with your parents: NO Do you get along with your parents? YES Are your parents married/separated/divorced? Divorced and remarried Do you have any siblings? 1 brother, 1 half sister and 1 step brother What pets do you have? 2cats What are there names? Garfield and Guenivere Chapter 3: Favorites City: SAN DIEGO Season: Spring or Fall clothing brand: Whatever looks good Color: PURPLE Number: 7 and 13 Chapter 4: Do You ... Sing in the shower? Naw Write memos on your hand? sometimes Call people back? most of the time Believe in love? I think I do Sleep on a certain side of the bed? Yes Wear glasses or contacts? yes Chapter 5: Have You Ever... Gone skinny dipping? yes Broken a bone? no Had stitches? yes Punched so

Remember Me...the Star Of Night.
Remember me, my dear sweet love. Look for me up high above. The clouds of night on which I sleep. Cozy, soft, and still so sweet. You're still so strong within my soul. Never shall I let you go. Be strong my love, and please dont cry. Remember this, I'm by your side. Through all your sorrow and all your pain. My faith in you remains the same. Although I had to leave this earth. Please know that I am in no hurt. Beter now, I am today. Please know that here is where I'll stay. Together again, once more we'll be. Not on earth, but one with greater peace. I am the star of night in which you see. The biggest, brightest and frist you'll see. So look up high, and wave hello. I'll be the one with the brightest glow. Copyright ©2006 MKH

Painting
I have fallen in to a creative mood. Yay! I just finished a painting today that I had started a while back. I am pretty happy with how it turned out. Its actually not abstract so it is a bit unusual for me, lol. I will put a pic up once I get around to taking one.

Friend Or Lover
Alone again in this empty house, my mind wondering endlessly. My heart torn between the two, one a friend, the other a lover. Both could please me! This friend, handsome, funny, and full of life, but yet why am I so torn? The lover, passionate and deep with eyes so intense, but to which one should my heart open the door? This fear of pain follows me around from years of all the hurt I've seen, but how can my heart open a new door? Can it truely trust anothers love for me? My lover fullfills things I have longed for, emotions and laughter I didn't know I missed. My friend, sweet, kind, easy to talk to and share things with. These boys have me thinking about them constantly. I'm crazy for these guys, why cant I just pick? It all seems so surreal now, both always on my mind, both with pieces of my heart. If I only had some sort of sign! Copyright ©2006 MKH

Last One Before Bed... I Swear
70's Survey 1.What is in the back seat of your car right now? If I HAD my car I would tell you....9 weeks and counting.. no car 2.What was the last thing you threw up? don't recall 3. What's your favorite curse word? FUCK 3.Menthol or regular cigarettes? regular 4.What is your favorite episode of Friends? Rachel and Ross together 5.Does anyone have any blackmail on you? Naw, I have nothing to hide 6. If you could marry any celebrity today who would it be? Kenny Chesney! 7.Have you been to a strip club? YES 8.Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? YES 9.Are you wearing socks right now? Yes, white fluffy slipper socks 10.What was the last thing you had to drink? diet dr pepper 11.What are you wearing right now? pj pants with pumpkins and an orange tshirt 12.Last food you ate? cashews 13.Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? yep 14.When is the last time you ran? hahaha... No thanks 15.What'

The Threads That Bind
The Threads That Bind I. We encounter our kindreds in the oddest of venues. Connections are conceived, webs weaved. The words are spun. II. And if someday, in Venice, on a patio at some trattorio, in a palazzo overlooking the Grand Canal, (and yes, I bullshited my way through that impromptu tour of Venice, when would I have the time not to tell you), we pass and nod and no, nothing happens, Fates, don't be disappointed. III. That is not how this fairy tale is spun. The glass slippers are Mahnolo's, that is if there is any such thing as a fairy godmother. I'm dreaming of fuck-me heels, come-hither sneers, the way leather worn is leather real, leather appeal, sex leather feel. IV. Sure, there were no traitors. I've always been the faker. Even these rhymes are a lie, they started mid-way, it looks like lies are on sale today: two-for-one, getting while the going's hot. V. Reality's the joke, something that gets caught in my throat. Let's

Magick Gardens To Welcome Kind Spirits
~ A Faerie Flower Garden ~ Although most people are familiar with faeries from Celtic tales, faeries are familiar creatures from all over earth, from the Slavic countries to Southeast Asia, to the deserts of Arabia. The following are some of their favorites. Grow as many as you can, reasonably near to each other, to create a faerie bower that will welcome the wee folk and make them feel at home. Berry Bushes, Chamomile, Corsican Mint, Forget-Me-Nots, Foxglove, Hibiscus, Hollyhocks, Honeysuckle, Lavender, Lilac, Milkweed, Morning Glories, Pansies, Peonies, Primroses, Rosemary, Thyme, Vincas, Violets. Faeries like deep tangles of berries, herbs and flowers. Any place where ash, hawthorn and oak trees grow close together is reputedly guaranteed to house a faerie domain A source of water is always attractive and helpful to them. A pond or small waterfall is best but a birdbath works too. Statues, witch balls, lanterns and birdhouses provide interior decoration.

Hiya
allow myself to introduce... myself So, I know you've all been wondering where I've been, why there have been no trivia questions or pithy replies to your blogs/bulletins. I've been establishing myself back out in the world o fwork. Foci is officially no more and it is up to me to create the best damn web shop in denver. And I'm going to, just as soon as the Holidays are over. Not a great time to be sort of without a job. However, I do have a good gig that will pay for Santa to show up and get me through the end of the year. However, there is a lot to do and considering this company doesn't appear to be in the Death Throes, my time is probably better spent doing things like programming and debugging than blogging. hard to believe. Also, I am doing nanowrimo and like every remaining ounce of energy that I have to write goes toward that which has brought me to a grand total of like 5500 words, about a quarter of where I should be. And even that has been scandalous. I me

1 True Love
As I awaken, each and every day, Thoughts of love turn to you. An unbreakable bond between us two, A special love ever so true... The warm glow in your eyes, The sweet smile on your face; Makes me want to hold you, Forever in love's tender embrace. The gentleness of your touch, The sweet passion of your kiss. Just a couple of many pleasures, I longingly so miss... The sound of your voice, Is like a song in my heart, Always bringing me happiness, As it has done from our start. We've shared many joys, And also felt some sorrows, Yet our future is filled, Of wonderful tomorrows. So, until that bright day, Far away such as it seems, You shall always be my one true love... The woman of my dreams.

Test- Girlfreind Application
+++WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:+++ ++ I said I liked you: ++ I kissed you: ++ I lived next door to you: ++ I stole something: ++ I was hospitalized: ++ I ran away from home: +++WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:+++ ++ Personality: ++ Eyes: ++ Face: ++ Hair: ++ Clothes: + Who are you? + Are we friends? + When and how did we meet? + What do you think of me? + What's the fondest memory you have of me? + How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? + Do you love me? + Have I ever hurt you? + Would you hug me? + Would you kiss me? + Are we close? + On a scale of 1-10(10 being the highest), how attractive am I? + Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it? + How long have you known me? + Describe me in one word? + What was your first impression? + Do you still think that way about me now? + What do you think my weakness is? + Do you think I'll get married (if yes to who) + What reminds you of me? + What's some

Sorry
sorry i havent been on very much lately. my internet at home is being really stupid so i can only get on once in a while and sometimes at work. im not ignoring any one just havent had much time online. but hope to get the internet at home working right again soon so i can be on more.

I Try To Be Strong
I TRY TO BE STRONG, ,AND LET MY LIFE GO ON. SOME DAYS IT'S HARD TO FIND THE STRENGTH I NEED TO BE SO STRONG. I THINK ABOUT WHAT COULD'VE BEEN AND WHAT SHOULD BE TODAY, I THINK ABOUT YOU CONSTANTLY, FOR ON MY MIND YOU STAY. THERE ARE NO WORDS TO TELL YOU , jeff JUST WHAT YOU MEANT TO ME, I HOLD YOU CLOSE INSIDE MY HEART AND CHERISHED EVERY MEMORY. THIS PAIN AND EMPTINESS I CARRY INSIDE WON'T SEEM TO GO AWAY, GOD KNOWS HOW BAD I MISS YOU... HE HEARS MY PRAYERS EVERYDAY. I KNOW I'M NOT ALONE IN THIS, FOR I'D NEVER MAKE IT THROUGH, I MET ALOT OF FRIENDS,YOU SEE, WHO LOST THEIR ANGEL TOO. THEY NEVER SHY AWAY FROM ME OR PRETEND MY PAIN'S NOT REAL, FOR THEY KNOW THE EMPTINESS I FEEL INSIDE THAT TIME WON'T EVER HEAL. SOME CAN SAY THEY UNDERSTAND OR SAY WHAT'D THEY DO IF THEY WERE ME, HOW CAN SOMEONE WHO'S NEVER LOST SOMEONE AS WONDERFUL AS YOU EVEN BEGIN TO SEE? WHEN ALL YOUR LOVE GOES AWAY AND LEAVES YOU ALL ALONE, IT'S AS IF YOU'R

Vacation Update
well the trip up here took a little longer than expected. What was suppose to be an easy trip got a little slow and hectic when we reached the San Fransico area, Rain lots and lots of rain. As we got up to the California Oregon border the temparture dropped from around 41 to the low 20s. Ice from the beginning of the Sisquo Foothills on. My father not being use to the snow meant i had to put on the chains. Tighten them and then drive. After we got out of it and finally made it to my grandparents and hung out with them at their new house i came to one conclusion about life. I can look at my mother and father and my grand parents and my cousin who just recently got married and see that there isnt a happiness like that of a couple in love. The kind of love that can make you stay together for so long through thick and thin. Seeing that in others really makes you want it for yourself. Then you begin to wonder why you arent married? Why arent you that happy? Will you ever be? Where

Ok Folks Its Dumb Question Night...
lol i know this is a bizarre question but can't help myself.... if someone was standing on top of a mountain and they say their goin to jump ..well if they start demanding money and shit so that they won't jump is that considered holding urself hostage?

11.14.06
Sink of Swim with passion burning mind and body can it be restrained in these moments of glory and bliss can the dreaming heart slow down it's lightening pace to solve the mystery of our time or just fall into the water that carries to tomorrow On Shaky Stable Ground moonlight and love in dreary moments left it's mark on broken hearts so smile until it hurts lover because something new and too good to be true lies before us between the shaky ground of heaven and hell that we know so well but i have faith and hope abiding that this love is different and of a stronger commitment m.e.j. Curse of Love cursed you with happiness to ruin your plans and take your peace of heart stole your time and love and treasure it with what's left so find a new way with your early girl beside you because love doesn't fade against challenge or diminish with time in a silly sorry girl's heart m.e.j.

The Four Leaf Clover For Grieving Families
A four leaf clover... A treasure...priceless and rare, Like my child in Heaven above... Now in God's tender loving care. Each leaf...a meaning....a part of my grief One leaf for strength...one for memories so dear... One leaf for peace...and one for my faith in God above... Each represents a part of my life.. My child in heaven...forever missed and forever loved. The first leaf on the clover.... Stands for strength....to make it through the day.... From morning to night....darkness to light... With Gods help each step of the way. The second leaf on the clover.... Stands for peace...that only God can bring... A Peace that restores my mourning heart... Smooths the edges of the pain... and help me learn to begin to live again. The third leaf on the clover... Stands for Memories...that I will always hold dear... Their spirit will shine on in the memories left behind... Although time may pass...they will never disappear. The fourth leaf on the clover... Stan

Monday
So I've decided to start a new tradition for my blogs on CT. I'm going to post a daily pet peeve. So for Monday I'm at work being the great employee that I am when a higher up comes to me and says this person at corporate contacted me and needs you to fix something. What the hell happened to contacting me directly instead of going to someone else. Is that so damn difficult to do? Apparently it is because it's happened before. When this happens to you, does it bug you as much as it does to me?

The Unknown
Not Knowing I’ve met you once before, But you had a different face, I’ve met you once before, But you never knew my name, I’ve met you once before, But you never thought twice, I’ve met you once before, But you walked right past me, I’ve met you once before, But you always denied my presence, I’ve met you once before, But you never saw my soul, I’ve met you once before, But you heard my heart and ran, I’ve met you only once before, But you knew you could hurt me, I’ve met you only once before, But you took a second glance, I’ve met you only once before, But you made a difference to me, I’ve met you only once before, But you made me think you cared, I’ve met you only once before, But you made me wish I didn’t. PLEASE DON'T RIP MY PRIVATE MATERIAL. THESE ARE MY PRIVATE AND REAL EMOTIONS. PLEASE RESPECT THAT, THANK YOU.

I'm Guessing As To How Old This Is.
Lonely Everyday I open the door and I see all these faces, all the empty stares looking back at me. I feel cold, empty, dead inside. I walk through the crowds of people looking for a friendly face. Through searching, looking beyond the faces, I find I don’t like what I see. I’m looking for another caring soul, not a million, just one. One caring soul out of all those empty glances. Walking down the halls, I hear how people talk, and wonder if they are hiding what I’m hiding inside. I talk to people who don’t know the real me, I talk to half the people I see. Not a single one of them knows the person I can not hide much longer, nor do they know the truth that lies in my eyes. You saw me from a distance, you looked in my eyes, then you ran away, afraid to find the real me, afraid of the unknown. Then all at once you looked again, right in my eyes, but still you can’t see the person I hide inside, and once again you walked past. I thought you were the person whom I could be honest with,

My Son's Father.
Inside A spider web of doubt, surrounds my soul. It’s sticky strands, lock my existence into place. Into a shadow of eternal blackness. In an empty bottomless pit of hate. Anxiety and fear waste my time away. I enjoy the ride, a roller coaster of fear. On which I dread the end, but fear the beginning. To live a life of lifeless living, to live through a deadly end. I say goodbye to you on the outside, but will always hold on, on the inside. PLEASE DON'T RIP MY PRIVATE MATERIAL. THESE ARE MY PRIVATE AND REAL EMOTIONS. PLEASE RESPECT THAT, THANK YOU.

A Woman Of Experience
I'm Posting This For Someone Here,Wish They Reading It With There Smile Drawn On That Ugly Face (lol)You Know Yourself. Do You Remember This? I have been attracted to the desire for an older lover A woman of experience and passion to make love So many men look to young gal, with something to prove While only a fool would turn a sweety down, consider this An older woman would crave the attentive ways of a man A man full of eagerness to be the one who enjoys her body I feel she would welcome someone as me, and if she loved to suck She would feel incredible to suck on someone as firm as me Her muscles would be tight, and waiting to be stretched And with each strong contraction I know that she would moan Tenderness, softness, lips and tongue so eager to please her, I am hers Devoted to helping release her much needed, soothing orgasm But I guess there is a shortage of gals of age and substance waiting for me But I believe in the power of mutual anticipation

Piercing Number Five
So thursday I was planning to go in and get a Prince Albert piercing, or to at least go talk to the piercer. For anyone that doesn't know, a PA goes in through your urethra and comes out just behind the head of a penis. Well I got impatient, and went to see the piercer today, and he did it on the spot as a walk in. Anyone who has piercings knows they hurt to an extent...you're getting a piece of metal shoved through you...but this was surprisingly easy. He pierced it at a 12g and immediately stretched it to a 10g to help reduce the bleeding over the next few days, hopefully I can get a few pictures to show it off =)

I Miss You By Incubus
To see you when I wake up Is a gift I didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as I do Is a three-fold, Utopian dream. You do something to me that I can't explain. So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"? I see your picture. I smell your skin on The empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days, But already I'm wasting away. I know I'll see you again Whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care, And I miss you.

An Epiphany *i Need A Rant*
Well here is my first rant blog. Please take into consideration this is in no way against any of my friends on cherrytap. It's just an in general vision I've had tonight dwelling on some things. The "internet" is an amazing place. I've met so many people who have touched my life in one way or another, and many of you know who you are. It has also brought me to a sort of crossroads on several different things. Trust comes very few and far between these days online. There are so many people on here living the facade of what they would like to be of a some sort, an "alter-ego" if you will. I know myself, I have even fallen into that category a few times, but not recently. I don't see the need for people to hold back the truth or choose what they are willing to tell others. There has been some times where I have refrained from telling people my life situations, or perhaps I've told only parts of it, and like everyone else has that choice so do I. No one needs to know m

Nowhere, None, Wrong... Goodbye
I don't know why I sit and fight knowing that no matter what I try, it will never be enough... I've apologized over and over again and where has that gotten me? Nowhere... absolutely nowhere... I guess it's time to just give up... Time to say the word that isn't normally in my vocabulary... but what other choice do I have? None... absolutely none... There are others that will come and go, But some will never "hurt" the way this one does... I thought there was something special this time... But I was wrong... so very wrong... Now is the time to just spit out that painful word, no matter how much I dislike it and the pain it brings... Goodbye my friend, my love... Goodbye.

The Five Variable Love Test
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You us

The Bed Letter
The Bed Letter Raindrops of the cobbled path always seem to speak. I can feel it in my bones now and I feel i'm growing weak. So i will try just to yell it out and say it line by line. Of all the joys i find inside just from knowing that you're mine. I wake up in the morning and i wait there for the sun. I'm thankful for ever finding you and how my life begun. I pray now that you hear me, that my voice is getting through. I's important now you know i'm saying how much I love you. I love the colder winters when we lay by roaring fires. I get shivers just from knowing I give all that you desire. I ache each and every way love, oh pleast just one last kiss. For those moments i'm without you your just so sorely missed. I need you now my lover as a bullet needs a gun. I need the joy you bring, I need the shining of your sun. Won't you help me when i'm falling and kiss me when I bleed.? All the ways and all the things that can show you how I need. I keep sitting up here al

Joni Don't Cry
Joni Don't Cry... by Conway Twitty.. go listen to it on my page... :) Woman: Jimmy please say you'll wait for me, I'll grow up someday you'll day you see. Saving all my kisses just for you, signed with love forever true Man: Joni was the girl who lived next door, I've known her I guess 10 years or more. Joni wrote me a note one day. And this is what she had to say Woman: Jimmy please say you'll wait for me, I'll grow up someday you'll see. Saving all my kisses just for you. Signed with love forever true Man: Slowly I read her note once more, then i went over to the house next door her tear drops fell like rain that that day , When I told Joni what I had to say Man: Joni, Joni please don't cry, You'll forget me by and by, Your just fifteen, I'm 22. And Joni I just cant wait for you Man: Soon I left our little hometown, got me a job and tried to settle down. But these words kept haunting my memory the words that Joni said to me Woman: Jimmy please

Vive Le Badonkadonk!!!
I'm an ass-man. I don't mean that in a perverted, 'let's-get-anal' way; I just appreciate a round, full booty. Breasts are nice, and I have mucho appreciation for them, but when it comes to getting my motor running, nothing beats some junk in the trunk! Luckily, many of the women on the CT like to put up moon pics. I would NEVER complain about that. Sometimes, they're not worth the look, but if you have a full, firm, round ass, I'm guaranteed to check it out! I'm like Pavlov's dog...it's almost reactive. Some women on here are obsessed with points, and they'll display rumps for that sole purpose; I say keep showing it off! You keep mooning me, and I'll keep droppin' '10's' and leavin' comments. VIVE LE BADONKADONK!!!

The Horror
" I've seen horrors...horrors that you've seen. But you have no right to judge me. You have a right to kill me. You have a right to do that...But you have no right to judge me. It's impossible for words to describe what is necessary to those who do not know what horror means. Horror. Horror has a face...And you must make a friend of horror. Horror and moral terror are your friends. If they are not then they are enemies to be feared. They are truly enemies.

Catalog/discography
Smoke E. Digglera Catalog /Discography Playa / Cheers 2 U 1 "Don't Stop The Music" T. Mosley/Virginia Beach Music/WB Music (ASCAP) J. Peacock/Cavilicious Music/Blackfountain (ASCAP) S. Garrett/Herbalicious Music/Blackfountain (ASCAP) B. Bush /Blazalicious Music/Blackfountain (ASCAP) 2 "Everybody Wanna Love Somebody" J. Peacock/Cavilicious Music/Blackfountain (ASCAP) S. Garrett/Herbalicious Music/Blackfountain (ASCAP) B. Bush/Blazalicious Music/Blackfountain (ASCAP) 3 "I-65" J. Peacock/Cavilicious Music/Blackfountain (ASCAP) S. Garrett/Herbalicious Music/Blackfountain (ASCAP) B. Bush/Blazalicious Music/Blackfountain (ASCAP) 4 "Top Of The World" T. Mosley/Virginia Beach Music/WB Music Corp (ASCAP) J. Peacock/Cavilicious Music/Blackfountain (ASCAP) S. Garrett/Herbalicious Music/Blackfountain (ASCAP) B. Bush/Blazalicious Music/Blackfountain (ASCAP) 5 "Together" J. Peacock/Cavilicious Music/Blackfountain (ASCAP) S. Garrett/Herbaliciou

He Who Hesitates
My fingers feel worn woodgrain I grip the edge of the seat Crowds mill about People laughing People talking Red lipstick colored conversations Rough wool coated shoulders And fashionable shoes Click by The station is drafty and cold Smelling of diesel smoke I scoot my suitcase Under the bench Someone might steal it Yeah, right It’s old and threadbare And filled with underwear And socks Outside, the big engine rumbles Waiting for the clock Like a black bull pawing Before the charge They tell me it’s warm inside And brightly lit But it reminds me of a big snake You know the one The deceiver People are lining up to go The big doors open wide Bags rise from the plank floor The hugging and crying Is over now The line moves quickly The station regurgitates Spraying the long train With travelers The muscles in my legs tighten up I lean forward as if to rise With full intent But the rumbling rises instead Again I’ve missed the “All aboard!” The

Sleep
I don't know what it is but I almost always avoid sleep whenever possible. Ok I actually have a few ideas as to why but whatever. Almost every day I stay up till I'm so exhausted that I pretty much pass out once I hit the bed. Anyways no real reason for this blog post than to ramble and get my blog started here ;).

Get To Know The Laydeeness
LAYER ONE: Name: Anna Maria Blomqvist Kumpulainen Nicknames: AK, laydee, Ninny, Nin, Kris & Krissy Birth date: December 3, 1984 Birthplace: Skövde, Sweden Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: normaly blonde, but i cange it to often. Height: 5'3 Righty or Lefty: righty LAYER TWO: Your heritage: caucasian The shoes you wore today: DC's Your weakness: chocolate Your fears: spiders and other bugs Goal you’d like to achieve: move to canada and start over. LAYER THREE: Your most overused phrase on an IM: Indeed Your thoughts first waking up: fuck fuck what time is it? Your bedtime: depends, normaly around 1-2am Your most missed memory: haveing my dog around :( LAYER FOUR: Pepsi or Coke: neither, Jolt McDonald’s or Burger King: Mcdonald's Single or group dates: single Adidas or Nike: Nike Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate LAYER FIVE: Smoke: no Cuss: most time Sing: when im alone Take a shower everyday: yupp Have a crush: yes

Damn It ! ! !
I havent forgotten about any of you lol for whatever reason every time i try and get on the page it freezes up on me, it only happens here tho so im not sure whats going on, i can still get every where else with no problems, gonna try and troubleshoot it tho so ill be back soon!!!!(this took me well 4 tries so far lol lets see if it works this time :/)

How Metal Are You?
How metal are you? METAL!!!You squeak when you walk my friend. The world is your oyster. Don't forget the oil can. Take this test Hahahaha... it's not true. I'm not metal. I'm very picky about what I like, and I adore Hair or Pop Metal too. That would not make me very "cool" to a lot of metalheads.

Hope So!
You scored as Natural Causes. Your death will be by natural causes, though not by any diseaese, because that is another option on this test. You will probably just silently pass away in the night from old age, and people you love won't realize until the next morning, when you are all purple and cold and icky. So be happy, you won't be murdered.Natural Causes67%Suicide60%Gunshot53%Suffocated47%Bomb47%Accident40%Cut Throat40%Eaten40%Disappear33%Stabbed27%Drowning

Makeout Month!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Makeout Month Whoever ruins this will be single for the next 4 years!! NATIONAL MAKEOUT MONTH is Novmeber 1 - November 30 If you repost this in the next 7 minutes of reading, you will be KISSSSSSSEDDDDDDDD by someone you REALLY like !!!!! repost this with the title Makeout Month

Makeout Month
Makeout Month Whoever ruins this will be single for the next 4 years!! NATIONAL MAKEOUT MONTH is Novmeber 1 - November 30 If you repost this in the next 7 minutes of reading, you will be KISSSSSSSEDDDDDDDD by someone you REALLY like !!!!! repost this with the title Makeout Month

Happy
The past couple of weeks have been going great for me. I found someone I can actually talk to and doesn't judge me for the things I have done in the past. He calls me to wake me up in time for work in the mornings. He tells me goodnight everynight. He seeme so different from all the other jerkoffs that I have associated myself with in the past. Maybe its time for a change. I could sure use a little good in my life right about now..

To Be Or Not To Be
With in the next week, I will be clearing out my friends names. I will keep a list of friends that I talk to or message, or chat with. I should drop from 143 friends down way lower as I am clearing the ones that I dont talk to or do anything else with. When I do this I can keep up with the friends and answer their bulletins and their Blogs. So if you would love to stay on my list just say Hi once -in-awhile it would not hurt. There are some friends that I would never delete from my list you know who you are :).At the end of the week I will go and check my friends list and make sure that I have rater their pic and comment on them. (Stephen)

You Say You Love Her
you say you love her and that you dont want to lose her but do you try to make things right? or do you just let them go? if you really want her to stay with you why dont you stop and see what you are doing? maybe if you tried a little harder done all the things she asked you to or even just stopped to say "i love you" you try doing the big things give her all the material things she wants but did you ever think of stopping and doing the little things? Like maybe giving her a call just to say hi or buying her a flower its not always the big things in life that matter the sooner you realize that the better chance you have of keeping her you say you love her....

Please Help...it Will Only Take A Minute
I'm in the Best Smile contest. All I need for you to do is go and rate my pic, and two of my friend's pics a 10. And if you'd like you can ask one of your friends to do the same. Thanks so much! Thanks so much! Let me know how I can repay you.

Handy Person Tips Required
IM DUE TO GO BACK TO COLLEGE SOON AND I WANT AS MANY TIPS AS POSSIBLE TO HELP ME PASS THE COURSE IS PLUMBING AND KITCHEN FITTING. SO PLEASE HELP. PLUS ALSO I HAVE A PROBLEM I HAVE DAMP COMING IN ONE OF MY ROOMS NO LEAKS NO BURST PIPES CONCERT FLOOR ANY BODY HAVE AN IDEA AND I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO DIG UP THE FLOOR

Wasabi 50 Questions
1. How tall are you barefoot? 5'8 2. Have you ever smoked cocaine? NOPE 3. Do you have a gun in your house? yep 4. Ever been to Rehab? no 5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? not scared as hell just nervous 6. What do you think of your friends? they are my friends...they annoy me...but they are my friends...i love them 8. What do you prefer to drink at night? nethings 9. Do you do push-ups? pt hooah 10. Have you ever been in a car wreck? nope 11. Are you vegetarian? hmm let me see nope 12. Do you like painkillers? no 13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? im just nice u dont like me the way i am then its ur loss 14. Do you own a knife? um the kitchen does...lol... 15. Do you have A.D.D.? nope 16.date of birth? 07-14-1987 17. Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: 1. i should be cleanin 2. why am i doin these pointless qiuzes and postin em here 3. why did i decide to move some from my stashe

Run Away
nothing seems to go the way planned when you think its great something goes wrong you dont want to hear it but everyone says "i told you so" you cant get away here all you wanna do is be alone you think of running away but what good would that do you know you cant run from your problems and that the depression will follow so you act fine hiding the truth from those that really love you thinking in time it will just disappear but in the end all your doing is making it worse and you dont even see it you need to get it out but running away isnt' the answer all that will do is bury things farther til one day you cant take it any more and snap come to me in your time of need but please dont run away

The Artist
The artist leaves an impression luring The voyer to something that's not precise, Fires were soon to be insatiably roaring, Oceans rippled with the dab of a brush. Sun in the sky watches a burning field, Casts depth to the oceans with every ray, Crackling warmth within the art is sealed, But faces change as it is neglected. Atmosphere in the green field is turning, Dark rumbling clouds add sound to the picture, The flames move on, they cannot keep burning, Now destroyed from fire; a lone empty house.

Hmmm
all i wanna do is hide dont want to have to deal with it anymore you dont want to help but you think everything should be perfect when it doesnt go your way you run to mommy and daddy they will fix it...they always fix everything you now have a daughter but you seem to think shes a chore or maybe even a burden when asked to watch her you get mad like you have no responcibilites with her yet she is your lil girl too and she needs a father you get pissed when he's around yet at least he acts like he wants something to do with her unlike you and damn he's younger then you he shouldnt be the one taking care of her showing her the fatherly love but someone has to cuz you wont and then you wonder why i get pissed at you well step into my shoes for ten minutes and maybe you will see just what an ass you are being

Behind Every Soldier..
Behind Every Soldier.. There is a girl. She is always with him in heart & soul. She goes through everything that he goes through. She feels his pain... his sorrow... his joy... his longing... and his devotion. For every minute they are apart, her heart aches... But she smiles. She is a model to other girls.. They watch her and wonder.. How does she do it? She is the picture of everlasting love & fidelity to her soldier... his cause... and their country. She is his rock... his support... his best friend... and his lover. Her job is the most hard & painful thing she knows. It is also by far the most rewarding. Their relationship will weather storms... cross miles... and reach indecribable heights. Not because of who they are... But because of the love that they share. A love that is patient... honest... true... and kind. A love that transcends the distance. A love that is deeper than any ocean. A love that is more abundant than all the stars in the sky. A love that is

It's All Good
You know, Dad, when I found out that Ethan had a problem with his hearing, I cried. Then we had surgery done, and it didn’t work. I sent him to speech therapy – it’s still difficult to understand him sometimes. I cried and cried. But he’s a sweet kid and he has lots of friends and he’s really athletically talented. I’m very lucky to have such a wonderful little boy. And when your father died, it hit me like a rock to the head. He was always good to me. I cried. But you sold your house and moved in with your mother and got a lot of money from the sale. And you were able to help me pay for Ethan’s surgery. I really appreciate that. Then your mother died. I cried, but it was time. She hadn’t been well for a long time. I think her life would have been miserable. It was time. And now, you’re moving out here to be with my family and me. And that’s so wonderful. It’s all good, Dad. Everything is working out for all of us. It’s all good.

Do U ?
WHAT ABOUT MAKEING LOVE? DO U ? I CARESS MY MY LOVE...... DO U ? I LAY MY LOVE DOWN GENTLY..... DO U ? SHE OR HE 'S LOVEING MY GRINDS AND THE RHYTHMS I MAKE ........... DO U ? I STOP TO LICK THE JUICES , SO THAT NONE GOES TO WASTE ....... DO U? TOUCHIN, TEASEING ,HE OR SHE MASTURBATES .... DO U? I LICK, I SUCK .. DO U? WE SHAKE,WE CUM, WE SHIVER..... DO U ?

Newest Darwin Awards. Yay!
( Yes, it's that magical time of the year again when the Darwin Awards > are bestowed, honoring the least evolved among us. Here then, are the > glorious winners: > > > > 1. When his 38-caliber revolver failed to fire at his intended > victim during a hold-up in Long Beach, California, would-be robber James > Elliot > did something that can only inspire wonder. He peered down the barrel and > tried the trigger again. This time it worked.... . And now, the honorable > mentions: > > > > 2. The chef at a hotel in Switzerland lost a finger in a > meat-cutting machine and, after a little shopping around, submitted a > claim > to his > insurance company. The company expecting negligence sent out one of its > men > to have a look for himself. He tried the machine and he also lost a > finger. The chef's claim was approved. > > > > 3. A man who shoveled snow for an hour to clear a space for his car > during a blizzard in Chicago returned with h

Thats A Poem Of A Friend Of Me
HE WROTE THAT ABOUT ME CAUSE HE SAID THATS WHAT HE CAN SEE ..... "CRY" You hide behind your smile, But your eyes tell more than you will ever know. You laugh to help fight away the tears That lay in the wings, ready to fall. You hide your pain so well, I am almost in awe of you. You hold your head up and smile, Even with the weight of world on your back. Please cry, Just once so I can wipe the tears from your face. Cry, so I can see that you too are human. Cry, so that there will be no more hurt in your eyes. Cry, cry away all the pain others have caused you. The mask you wear is starting to truly fade away, And the real you is emerging. You are sensitive and caring Is sensitive not cool? Is that why you cant bear To let others know how you feel? Please cry, if not to let the pain go, Cry, so you can be yourself.

This R Some Poem I Have Wrote
HURT I AM SITTING HERE AND WONDER WHY MY HEART IS HURTING ALL THE TIME U WANT ME TO LOVE U BUT I CANT RIGHT NOW CAUSE I AM SCARED TO GET HURT AGAIN I WANT TO LOVE SOMEONE SO BAD IT IS SCARING ME TO KNOW I WONT GET THAT LOVE BACK I CLOSE UP MY HEART AND PROTECT IT THE BEST I CAN BUT I KNOW ONE DAY SOMEONE WILL OPEN IT AGAIN JUST MAKE SURE IF U DO TO KEEP IT IN UR HANDS AND DONT THROW IT AWAY CAUSE I DONT WANT TO GET HURT ANYMORE ............................ CANT LOVE U I WISHED THAT I COULD LOVE U JUST THE WAY U LOVE ME TOO BUT I DIDNT WANT TO HURT U CAUSE MY LOVE WOULDNT BE TRUE MY HEART IS FULL OF HURT I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I WANT TO LOVE U BADLY BUT I HAVE TO LET U GO PLEASE DONT HATE ME FOR GOING AWAY STILL LOVES ME THE SAME WAY U DO NOW ONE DAY I KNOW FOR SURE MY HEART WILL BE ONE WITH URS ............................ KEEP IT REAL DONT TELL ME U LOVE ME IF U CANT KEEP IT REAL DONT TELL ME U WANT ME IF U DONT KNOW THE DE

Master Onyx Dra Wrote This Erotic Story And I Loved It
The party had been going on for three hours to far, and I'd been bored out of my mind for two and a half. Boring neighbors circulated everywhere telling boring stories about their boring vacations and boring fish they had caught, and god knows what else. My wife was happily ensconced on a couch with three girlfriends from the building, and would happily stay there all night, leaving me to my own devices. Never mind that I didn't know any of these people, let alone want to know them. I sipped at my bottle of Magners – at least the booze was good, that was something – and looked around the room for the hundredth of time, searching for someone mildly interesting to converse with. It seemed like I smelled her scent before I saw her; a mix of sweet attar of roses with something autumnal, maybe pumpkin spice, a sultry mix that reminded me of romping in fields with Rosie Barnes when I was sixteen. Then she stepped into view, and I couldn't think of anything but her. She stood maybe five

Bbw Contest Open
OK Y'ALL THE BBW CONTEST IS OPEN. THE WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY THE NUMBER OF COMMENTS. PLEASE VOTE FOR YOUR FAVORITE BWW. poolKitten and BabyHuey@ CherryTAP WINNER WILL RECIEVE A DIAMOND RING, A DOZEN ROSES AND IM WILL TRY TO GET A TAG DONE. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE...

Scapegoats
Scapegoats Current mood: satisfied At one time or perhaps more, we will all be a scapegoat for someone. You can only hope that you get to be a scapegoat for someone worthy of the honor. I know that honor is a strange word to use for such a condition , but it can be an honor depending on what you are being a scapegoat for. For example, I am a scapegoat for someone's divorce that is currently ongoing. Being that she is my very best friend, it is worth it. I was the first one to leave my husband and my whole life changed. The laughter returned, the sense of belonging came back also and my attitude completely changed about life and love. You see, I was a very bad drinker and drug user while married. We lived a party lifestyle and indulged in things that would make our mothers cry. Our lives were revolving around alchohol, weed, coke and partying. We chose not to focus on each other as we both knew deep down inside that one of us wasn't as into the other as the other was. That

Its Official
well its official me and kira are broken up allthough she was a bitch about it and chose to ignore me and let me figure it out myself by talkin to her friends instead of tellin me herself.so not omly is she a bitch but a fucking coward as well.how could something so good go so wrong b/c of her I still don't know. guess you learn alot about somebody from how they break up with you.

Average Poem
AVERAGE EXCELLENCE I look at my average image in my average mirror, A normal woman reflects back, some laughter, some tears. Nothing extraordinary , nothing overdone Still have the stretch marks from the birth of my three sons. Average friends with average interests and incomes, Average man and father neither audacious nor extreme, Average parents in an average neighborhood, at least our front lawn is cut and clean. I am not a supermodel and I am not a porn star. I never get drunk and never go too far. I don't rock the boat in the crowd with my presence, Although sometimes I wish I did. I don't have any easy answers either , Only more difficult questions up for bid. Neither prom queen nor cheerleader, just content to be, Average, peaceful, wonderful me.

Rocking A Sexy Ladies Desires
Standing beside the bed I tremble As you approach quietly. You place your hands on my neck Softly, As I feel the warmth of your chest pressed against my back. I feel your breath in my hair As your hands rove across my shoulders Down my arms Grasping them firmly And turning me to face you. I look up into your eyes The desire burning deep inside the blue fathoms of them. I tremble beneath your hands As I register the passion on your face Just before you press your lips fiercely To mine. As your lips plunder my wet, waiting mouth Your tongue dances with mine Your hands cup my breasts. My aching nipples reach against the binding fabric For the caress of those hands. I moan against your lips As you reach for the opening of my blouse. Grasping the cloth, you pull at it impatiently As I hear buttons snap Thread break As you push the garment from my shoulders. We both hear the whisper of the cotton as it drops to the floor. As our tongues continue to mimic

I'm Brain Storming Here
Okay family: I admire everyone that can face paint themselves. I would love to hold a little contest for that because i feel that the face paint needs to get recognized! So I just need a little help. i am not good at photo shopping so I will need some help from someone to help me create some tags for the winners and I will need some peeps with face paint to enter the contest. If you think this is a good idea let me know or if u think its a tard, let me know either way. i am a very open and honest person so ur critism is welcome here and not taking to heart. MMFWCL ~~baby girl~~ baby girl~~Juggalette Homie~~~@ CherryTAP

Just Like Frank
JUST LIKE FRANK A man walks into the street and manages to get a taxi just going by. He gets into the taxi, and the cabbie says, "Perfect timing. You're just like Frank " Passenger: "Who?" Cabbie: "Frank Feldman. He's a guy who did everything right all the time." Like my coming along when you needed a cab, things happened like that to Frank Feldman every single time" Passenger: "There are always a few clouds over everybody." Cabbie: "Not Frank Feldman. He was a terrific athlete. He could have the Grand-Slam at tennis. He could golf with the pros. He sang like an opera baritone and danced like a Broadway star and you should have heard him play the piano. He was an amazing guy." Passenger: "Sounds like he was something really special." Cabbie: "There's more. He had a memory like a computer. He could remember everybody's birthday. He knew all about wine, which foods to order and which fork to eat them with. He could fix anything. Not like me. I change a fus

News Flash!!!
YOUR FAVORITE NIGHT ANGEL HAS SEEM TO HAVE MADE IT IN THE BEST OFTHE BEST ROUND 3 IN THE SEXIEST NIPPLE CONTEST. PLEASE NOTE COMMENTS DO NOT COUNT THIS TIME....SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO S H O W M E S O M E 10'S PLEASE CLICK ON THE PICTURE TO VOTE...WE NEED TONS OF TENS...REMEMBER IF U LEAVE A COMMENT LEAVE A 10! XOXOXO FOREVER N ALWAYS Miss. Savannah

Hello...answer My Survey People...
Hello...answer my survey people... YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST and, I WANNA KNOW... 20 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! JUST HIT REPLY--or comment it... TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME. THEN REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. male/female answer accordingly 1.Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Dirty or Clean: 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 2. Whats your philosophy on life? 3. Would you have my back in a fight? 4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? 5. What is your favorite memory of us? 6. Would you give me a kidney? 7. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:

We Are Like Animals...
Your hot breath on the back of my neck makes me shiver.Your hands reach around me and are filled with my breasts. They are full and heavy in your hands, you squeeze them and pull me back against you.My back is pressed against your chest. Your hands work andfeel my nipples, even through my clothing, your fingers rolling and pushing them. You feel them stiffen as you hear my soft moans. Your lips kiss my ears and move across my neck, pushing my collar down so you can lick my shoulders as you cross over them.Your hands squeeze and fondle me and you feel my breaths now coming faster and deeper.You have me now.Your kisses become harder and wetter, and you whisper into my ears. Short and brief messages. "I want you"..."Your nipples are excited"...My cock is hard for you"...."You are mine now." Words that alone mean nothing, but in this moment, they stir me andthrill me with their implications and promise.I push back against you. You know I feel your cock hard against my ass.I shift my wei

Climaxing More Fiercely
I just came. My fingertips still smell of my fragrant pussy juices and my legs are trembling and weak. It's always the same for me right after I climax. I feel washed out, limp as a rag, but relaxed, as if I've just received a long, hot oil massage. In fact, when I have treated myself to a real massage, I never feel quite as refreshed as I do following a mind-shattering, body-shaking orgasm. Usually, I have my best climaxes while astride my lover's cock. I know just how to do it. I climb on top of Sammy's firm body with my slender thighs spread apart, and I pump, sliding my wet pussy up and down his straining hard-on. He reaches out and touches my breasts, pinches my nipples, makes me arch my back as I work him. I like being on top, riding him. I like being able to watch the expressions change on his handsome face. His dark brown eyes stare into mine, and his lips pull back in a sort of grimace, as if the pleasure is so strong it's almost painful. But just now, I used my favorite v

Tuesday
Didn't take long for Tuesday's pet peeve to come about. So you work for a company who spends a lot of money to make sure they have the best high tech machines possible. Instead you sit there for 30 minutes just trying to get something to print or open a program because the stupid server is locked down and slow. ARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!! I hate it.

I Want You So Bad
We were napping. Both of us were so tired. I lay down next to him at two in the afternoon, and before five minutes had passed, we were both unconscious. I was awakened an hour later by a slight, rhythmic movement of the bed, and the touch of a hand on my breast. "What are you doing?" I mumbled. My body felt like it was coated in lead. His hand caressed my breast more firmly. My nipple was so sensitive, it grew erect. Prying open my eyes just a bit, I could see his other hand stroking a very stiff penis. "Please, baby," he moaned, "I want you so bad." "Oh, sugar," I groaned, "I'm so tired. Can't you wait till later tonight? Please?" His hand clasped my bosom. Distantly, as if it were happening to someone else far away, I became aroused. But I was so sleepy, I just wanted to roll over and fade back into dream land. "No, I don't want to wait, he protested. "I'm so horny, and my cock is so hard. Please, babe, let's do it now." I just love it when they beg. I

The Art Of Being A Good Online Host
The Art of being a good online Host by Howard Rheingold A HOST IS... * A host is like a host at a party. You don't automatically throw a great party by hiring a room and buying some beer. Someone needs to invite an interesting mix of people, greet people at the door, make introductions, start conversations, avert fisticuffs, encourage people to let their hair down and entertain each other. * A host is also an authority. The host is the person who enforces whatever rules there may be, and will therefore be seen by many as a species of law enforcement officer. * A host is also an exemplar. Good hosts model the behavior they want others to emulate: read carefully and post entertainingly, informatively, and economically, acknowledge other people by name, assume good will, assert trust until convinced otherwise , add knowledge, offer help , be slow to anger, apologize when wrong, politely ask for clarification, exercise patience when your temper flares. * A host is also a

Clouds In My Mind
close your eyes tell me what do you see you think that im blind fill my head with things you want me to be cant tell day from night clouds in my mind is it dark or light pray for me my prayers are chosen from the back of your mind im waiting anxiously cant fill the void that you left behind you control me

Soul Of Night
slither about forked tongue not lies but not truths avoid the question with a question let it slip thru let it die a mental game a cold eye hope this is what you want pain and agony slight of hand buried thoughts quicksand leave me to suffer leave me to die no longer in your eye out of sight out of mind strings of the dead fray and unwind mind of numbness soul of night let the noose get real tight once again left for dead out of thoughts in your head

Love Story
Love Story I will seek and find you . I shall take you to bed and have my way with you. I will make you ache , shak e & sweat until you moan & groan. I will make you beg for mercy, beg for me to stop. I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I'm finished with you. And, when I am finished, you will be weak for days. All my love, The Flu Now, get your mind out of the gutter and go get your flu shot!

I Wanna Know You...
Hey to all my new friends! This is my first Blog and I wanted to share it with all of you since it has to do with you. its been a week since I have signed up with CherryTap and am having a blast. But I would like to get to know more of you being as your my friends. I truly value all my friend in this world. I believe friends fill your sole. The good ones that is. so I ask you this. Could please copy & paste the questionnaire below and get it back to me. 1.Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite place to hang out: 5. Favorite pet/animal: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Favorite Movie: 8. Tattoos and/or Piercing: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 9. What's your philosophy on life? 10. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: 11. What is the craziest thing you've ever done? 12. Ever been arrested/ gone to jail? 13. Do you think find me attractive? 14. If you could change anything about me, would you?

Showin Some Love To All,and I Mean All Da Ladies In Da House
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I'm Baaaackkk
Hey how yall been? I been busy here in Iraq, figured i would come by and see if i still have the account open, and i do woohoooo... So i wanted to say hello to yall and say im back, i work at the computer place so ill be on my time 3-12 almost everynight. so im gonna try to keep this open while im on incase someone wanted to talk or anything. well i hope everyone is doing good, and miss yall. Hope to catch up to most of yall soon or sometime. Sandbox Junkie, Doug

Contests...
Really, these things should be by the number of votes (using rates, 1 rate per account....). Or total rating (or some pre-determined hybried). Not this "comments" bullshit... I'm sorry that I have a life and can't vote for myself for hours straight...

A Poem I Wrote
My Everything... In your beautiful eyes, I get lost. I can not let go of you, no matter the cost. Till the day I die, or pass away, know that in your hands my heart will stay. It is yours to mold, however you choose, but please baby, never set it loose. One day, I promise I will make you my wife; to have and to hold the rest of my life. When we are together I hope the time slows, and our love for each other surely grows. I miss your laugh, your smile, and your grins, and those aren’t even any of the seven sins! When we embrace, it is hard to let you go, because of my heart- a fit it will throw. Through all of the times- both good and bad, I have never lost the feelings I’ve had. I love you woman with all of my heart: I knew it that day (in Wapak), right from the start. I’ve wiggled into places no one has ever before, and I promise never to hurt you by closing the door, You are my friend, my partner, and my life, and I want you forever, as m

Review-food
last night i went to a restraunt call old chicago. thier food rocks, the pizza was great and the service was thebest i have seen in a long time. i had a lot of fun and enjoyed the atmostphere. great place for drinks with friends. they have tv's with every game on and ntn triva as well. awsome.

All About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Kim Birthday: 12/8/79 Birthplace: Fridley, MN Current Location: Circle Pines, MN Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: Black Height: 5' 4" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: German/*Irish The Shoes You Wore Today: Tennis Your Weakness: ... A certain someone Your Fears: Spiders and snakes Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get through everything. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: Not again Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes Your Bedtime: Depends on what i'm doin Your Most Missed Memory: Being happy all the time Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino Do you Smoke: as much as possible Do you Swear: Yes Do you Sing: I try Do you Shower Daily: Yes Have you Been in Love: Yes

Tuesday
ok so i have all my work done already for the day at work like always.... i have to stay and answer phones though..... but im like bored out of my mind...ive already cleaned this whole office....yesterday i stayed home sick.....thougth i would come to work with a plie of work for me today...wasent really anything. I took my momma lunch todat at work down the street! well i am off to go find somthing to do or someone in this office to bug!

Lol, I Didn't Know
i didn't know the higher your level the more pictures you can put. LOL Well...let's see... I love making pictures you can tile as wallpaper, so, "IT"S PICTURE TIME!!!!!!!!!!" LOL Sorry If God is "all-knowing", does he have to think? Why does everyone refer to God as a male? The sex is only for breeding... God wouldn't have a sex. if God were deciding to send his son for the first time in this day and age, would he have changed anything and what would it have been? Would he even bother? Jesus didn't want to die! "Take this cup from my lips, if it be thine will." But he knew he had to to get the point across that his dad wanted everyone to hear and have. Jesus came for the sinners... NOT the saints. DON"T EVER think you are to gone to receive Christ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAN! I really have to stop blogging when i'm drunk! LOL

Ageing
A Doctor was addressing a large audience in Tampa. "The material we put into our stomachs is enough to have killed most of us sitting here, years ago. Red meat is awful. Soft drinks corrode your stomach lining. Chinese food is loaded with MSG. High fat diets can be disastrous, and none of us realizes the long-term harm caused by the germs in our drinking water. But there is one thing that is the most dangerous of all and we all have eaten, or will eat it. Can anyone here tell me what food it is that causes the most grief and suffering for years after eating it?" After several seconds of quiet, a 75-year-old man in the front row raised his hand, and softly said: "Wedding Cake".

Moving To New Orleans
Jack was sitting in an airplane when another guy took the seat beside him. Jack noticed that the guy was moaning and shaking. "What's wrong?" asked Jack. "I've been transferred to New Orleans, Louisiana," the guy answered. "There's crazy people in New Orleans. They have shootings, rapes,robberies, gangs, race riots, drugs . . . . The highest crime rate." "Hold on," Jack interrupted. "I've lived there all my life. It's not as bad as the media says. Find a nice home, go to work, mind your own business, enroll your kids in a good school and it's as safe as anywhere in the world." The other passenger relaxed and stopped shaking for a moment and said, "Oh, Thank you. I've been worried to death, but if you live there and say it's OK, I'll take your word for it. What do you do for a living?" "Me?" said Jack. "I'm the tail gunner on a Bud Light truck."

Nobody But Me
Don't waste your time looking over your shoulder Those loves from the past ain't getting no closer When I look in my future you're all I can see (So Honey) Don't go loving on nobody but me. Chorus: Nobody but me gonna love you like you ought to be loved on Nobody but me gonna cry if you up and leave You can do what you want to, But I'm asking pretty please (Honey) Don't go loving on nobody but me. I took my time to tell you how I feel Just because I took so long don't mean that it isn't real I ain't got no diamond, but I'm down on my knees (honey) Don't go loving on nobody but me. Chorus: Nobody but me gonna love you like you ought to be loved on Nobody but me gonna cry if you up and leave You can do what you want to, But I'm asking pretty please (Honey) Don't go loving on nobody but me. Chorus: Nobody but me gonna love you like you ought to be loved on Nobody but me gonna cry if you up and leave You can do what you want to, But I'm asking pretty please

Stu Smith Was In The Lounge
Just to let you know that me and Stu and Craig were chatting in the lounge finally managed to get him on here. He will be popping in some other time now that he knows how it works, had a great chat with him. The Immortal Ego Project Lounge

Lies
every since we met damn lies one day your lies will catch up to you stab u penetrate the skin i hope death strikes you kills u slowly all your life is lies you bring it upon me one day youll understand your lies have hurt and i hope you still hurt 6 feet under

My Sexy Cherry
SexySluTTJoi@ CherryTAP ok...so this is one sexy cherry here (see the link) and I'm hopin that soon Woody and I will be able to say that she's our Sexy Cherry...things are going great so far...but it's just been a cpl of weeks since we met. Crossin my fingers!!! Well, looks like things didn't...for now anyway. Who knows what the future holds...for now I'll just cry and keep to myself.

Stress
Hey I'm back and yea I'm stressed just not having a good day at all was until after school, Scotty is taking crap out on me that wasn't even my fault and he expects me to be all lovey to him now well not while I'm upset at him I mean I go out of my way to help him and he takes his crap out on me its not my fault by I try to help him still because I love him a lot. Then mom is treating Heaven like she's a little angel as always and it alwasy makes me fell bad but she never cares she went out and bought Heaven another hamster when she already has 2 and when my hamster died she didn't want to get me another one but yet she can get Heaven another one. I'm just so sick of the faveorite game I cant wait wait to get out of here and mom said the same thing so I know she'll be happy when I leave well I'm going to go for now but I'll write back later p.s. sry I haven't wrote back sooner.

Hmmm
Meaning of love?!? Well let's see when you love someone you do show them you want to be with them!!You don't just let them walk out of your life.You do everything you can to be with that person!I just had the guy that I love tell me to grow up cause he can't prove that he wants me with him.He says he wanted me there.But when it was time for me to go be with him I got scared of getting hurt again by this man.So yea he was right I did get cold feet.But I also did want to talk about the problems instead of fighting once again.But he just proved to me that I made the right choice!I'll always love him.And I hate to tell him but I am more mature than he thinks.He's still a kid at heart and that was one of the things I loved about him is he used to be able to make me laugh.I ended my relationship of 4 years not once but twice to be with this guy.And the guy I left twice never had a problem with proving to me he loves me.To this day he still tries to get me back and is always proving he loves

Yodeling
Have you ever wondered where and how yodeling began? Many years ago a man was traveling through the mountains of Switzerland. Nightfall was rapidly approaching and he had nowhere to sleep. He went up to a farmhouse and asked the farmer if he could spend the night. The farmer told him that he could sleep in the barn. As the story goes, the farmer's daughter asked her father, "Who is that man going into the barn?" "That fellow traveling through," said the farmer. "needs a place to stay for the night, so, I told him he could sleep in the barn." The daughter said, "Perhaps he is hungry." So she prepared him a plate of food for him and then took it out to the barn. About an hour later, the daughter returned. Her clothing disheveled and straw in her hair, Straight up to bed she went. The farmer's wife was very observant. She then suggested that perhaps the man was thirsty. So she fetched a bottle of wine, took it out to the barn, and she too did not re

Once Upon A Time
Random thoughts........Once upon a time................................. Once upon a time there was a beautiful princess................................. Isn't that how all the fairytales start? It is said that happily ever after will come for everyone. I use to believe that. I use to think that it would for me. Unfortunately that is not always the case. Sometimes you wait and it never shows. I find that in my solitude is where I think the best. I am able to sort my thoughts and separate my dreams from reality. You see I am a dreamer or at one point I was. Maybe not so much now. I always had things that I desired more than God himself. My step-mother use to tell me that I was a fool to dream and desire certain things. Now I am seeing that she was right. I just wish that I could have seen this a couple of years back so I could have guarded myself from being hurt. Several things have hit me all at once tonight and to be quite honest I am not sure how to deal with them. So of course I es

All The Sexy Women Need To Read This!!!
OK LETS GET THEM PICS ROLLING IN YALL...SEND ME THE LINK OF THE PIC U WANT USED FOR THE CONTEST AND THE RULES ARE THIS..COMMENTS ONLY COUNT AND YOU CAN VOTE AS MANY TIMES AS U LIKE!!! YES SOMEONE CAN VOTE FOR YOU 50,000 TIMES IF THEY WANT TO!!! COME ONE COME ALL BRING YOUR BEWBIES!!! CHERRYLICIOUS RADIO@ CherryTAP

Bored
ugh i'm bored and its driving me crazy and my ears are killing me and i feel like crap -sighs- my concert is today and its pose to ran.. i'll probly have to stand out in the ran just great knowing my ears are infected grrrr... my meds make me feel like shit and very sleepy..

New Names For Old Songs
It was fun being a baby boomer...'till now. Some of the artists of the '60s are revising their hits with new lyrics to accommodate aging baby boomers. They include: 1. Herman's Hermits -- Mrs. Brown, You've Got a Lovely Walker 2. The Bee Gees -- How Can You Mend a Broken Hip (Still in Falsetto) 3. Bobby Darin -- Splish, Splash, I Was Havin' a Flash 4. Ringo Starr -- I Get By With a Little Help From Depends 5. Roberta Flack -- The First Time Ever I Forgot Your Face 6. Johnny Nash -- I Can't See Clearly Now 7. Paul Simon -- Fifty Ways to Lose Your Liver 8. Commodores -- Once, Twice, Three Times to the Bathroom 9. Marvin Gaye -- Heard it Through the Grape Nuts 10. Procol Harem -- A Whiter Shade of Hair 11. Leo Sayer -- You Make Me Feel Like Napping 12. The Temptations -- Papa's Got a Kidney Stone 13. Abba -- Denture Queen 14. Tony Orlando -- Knock 3 Times On The Ceiling If You Hear Me

For Animal Lovers Only
PET RULES To be posted VERY LOW on the refrigerator door - nose height. Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king-sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end t

No Pain
As I sit here at my desk, I can feel my heart begin to break, As the rain begins to fall, As my body begins to shake. The mist forms in my eyes, As the blood slowly hits the floor, The wetness on the grass, The slick redness of my life splattered on the drawers. My heart begins to slow, The hail has just begun to form, The gun drops from my hands, I know this will be my last storm. Slowly my mind starts to travel, Back to the happy days of my life, I can feel the wind has begun to pick up, The pain becoming a sharp knife. Like the ticking of my clock, My pulse begins to slow, The rain seems to be coming down faster, In the distance I can hear the sound of a crow. The bullet is still warm, As my desk light begins to fade, The leaves are falling from the trees, But I can see the animals are not afraid. My eyes slowly being to close, I can see a rabbit hiding from the rain, No blood I have left, Forever I will feel no pain.

The Battle Within
I have a dream that haunts my days It’s the cold that crawls my spine It holds me close and makes me shake So that I fear the fall of night What can I do, please, what can I do? When I’m plagued by my subconscious With no control over the speed I move Inside my head I feel so nauseas It’s a battle within but I can’t deal without The taste of rage that’s in my mouth Join me and we’ll spit as one Or don’t, and let me have all the fun The delirium sets in and makes me free From everything that I’m supposed to be And dream about old things again Unwillingly a victim of my mind’s torment Again and again my face shows pain For there is a gun pointed at my face I’m on my knees begging for my soul And hoping that I leave this place whole The man speaks words loud and harsh Such things would break her heart If my mom saw what he said Both of us would have wound up dead But I’m alone and cowering before the man Until he says to me: “Show your hands” Shaking

Would U ______ With Me?
If u would do 1 or more of these things to the person that posted this reply them back and tell them which ones! Then repost and see how many people want to ____ you!! 1. Date? 2. Kiss? 3. lick? 4. be friends? 5. hate? 6. love? 7. crush on? 8. stare at? 9. marry? 10. please? 11. tease? 12.go out with? 13. make-out? 14.cheat on? 15.sleep with? 16.play with? 17.laugh at? 18.understand? 19.smile at? REPOST THIS IN 2 MINUTES AND SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE MESSAGE YOU BACK SAYING ONE OR MORE OF THESE TOPICS REPOST THIS SAYING Would u ______ with me?

Bbw Contest.....
I don't normally enter the contests on here because they seem too much focused on a body part... lol... However, this one intrigues me...and I would love for you to comment there as often as you like. The one with the most comments wins.... I would love to demonstrate that BBW can be very sexy, alluring, and beautiful... :D See bulletin for the how-to instructions... http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=2515655502 Voting and comments (all the comments I can get) can be done only until NOON on the 15th of November! Thanks, in advance!! Kat

I Have No Clue What Im Doing Lol
You scored as Black. You're heart is black. You are dead inside, possibly because of your past, you feel you have no emotions left and like you're just waiting to die. You find it hard to trust people and let them get close to you for fear of being hurt again. Never give up on yourself, there's always hope- no matter how bad things get.Black96%White96%Red86%Orange71%Purple68%Pink64%Green43%Yellow36%Blue36%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Anal

I Have A Question?
why does everyone get all pissed off when people are stupid? yes they are rude but it just shows how ignorant they are, so dont let it bother you cause thats what they want. just be you and talk and hang with cool people thats all you should want to do. but thats just me thinking and it might not get far but drama should just get squashed ok

What's A Geoduck?
What's A Geoduck? by sintax © Geoduck is pronounced gooey-duck The water in the tank swirled slowly in little vortices. The geoducks were heaped together in large piles in the back corners. Mindy's fingers tightened on the strap of her purse as she looked them over. The salesclerk stood by, waiting for her choice. A geoduck is a large clam-like thing. Incapable of retracting into it's shell due it's size, it's digging foot sticks straight out, for all the world resembling a large penis. They live in beaches deep in the sand. Digging one out it is a process that can take hours, struggling to keep it from escaping. Which is why Mindy was here at the asian foods store, buying one. She was more than willing to donate money to this little experiment, but traveling out to one of the islands and digging for several hours, that was more than she could manage. She stood over the tank and looked in. These were living geoducks, sashimi grade. They could be eaten raw. But Mindy had

Is The New Pope The Harbinger Of Armegeddon?
as found on: http://channels.isp.netscape.com/whatsnew/package.jsp?name=fte/popebenedict/popebenedict&floc=wn-nx Spooky 12th Century Prophecy on the Pope The first thing we want to say upfront is that what you are about to read has been widely dismissed as a hoax by religious scholars. That said, the world may soon end. Judgment day approaches. The clue? Pope Benedict XVI's rise to the papacy. According to a 12th century Catholic prophecy by the Irish archbishop St. Malachy, who was recognized for his ability to see into the future, Pope Benedict XVI fits his description of the second-to-the-last pope before the Last Judgment, report Reuters and WorldNetDaily. The Bible says the Last Judgment is when God will separate the wicked from the righteous. Legend has it that St. Malachy was traveling to Rome in the year 1139 when he had a vision concerning the next 112 popes. Benedict XVI is No. 111 on that list. St. Malachy described pope No. 111 as the "Glory of the Olive."

Too Be Or Not Too Be
With in the next week, I will be clearing out my friends names. I will keep a list of friends that I talk to or message, or chat with. I should drop from 143 friends down way lower as I am clearing the ones that I dont talk to or do anything else with. When I do this I can keep up with the friends and answer their bulletins and their Blogs. So if you would love to stay on my list just say Hi once-in-awhile it would not hurt. There are some friends that I would never delete from my list you know who you are. (At the end of the week I will go and check my friends list and make sure that I have rated their pic and comment on them). (Stephen)

Emma's Friend And Her Toy Collection
Emma's Friend and Her Toy Collection by BiEmma27 © My relationship with Leah continued quite regularly over the next few years, aided by the fact that I was able to go to work for her and her husband in their communications firm. My introduction to Bill unfortunately did not become a regular part of my visits to Leah's home, although I did manage to corner young Bill in a supply closet one afternoon at the office, but that's a story I'll tell you all another time. Leah was a considerate lover. Being as young as I was at the time, I was truly naïve to the wonders that I was to be exposed to. Through our conversations, and our first encounter with Bill, Leah learned of my anal fetish, and was more than willing to indulge her young new lover's requirements. The week after our skinny-dipping session, Leah presented me with my first set of anal-beads. This was the first time I'd ever even heard of such adjuncts, but was eager to give them a try under my wise lover's tutelage. I was s

Sadness
Despondency overwhelms me Despair consumes my soul Darkness moves in and surrounds me Fear will not let me go Wretchedness is a cruel master Ripping my heart to shreds Purging the joy and the laughter Crushing my happiness. Misery, what a companion Tormenting me all night I cry out in desperation Release me from this life

Erotic Story
Late evening I sent the kids to friends for the weekend so I had the house to myself. I was getting ready to climb into a hot bubble bath when the phone rang. You had called to see what my plans were for the rest of the evening. I told you I was going to take a bubble bath and relax. You heard the water splash a little as I climbed in. mmmmm wish you were here to join me. There was a pause then I heard the door open and close. I sat the phone down and laid back in the tub as you opened the bathroom door. I just smiled as you walked in and kneeled next to the tub. Nice surprise to see you here. The room was lit only by a few candles. You leaned forward and kissed me gently on the cheek. I wrapped my arms around you and pulled you close to me. Now that your all wet might as well get undressed. You stand up take off your shoes and slowly undo your shirt as I just lay there and watch. Small smile on my face I stand up and step out of the tub. Walking over to you my hands run down your ches

Which One Would You Pick? Lol
Let's meet contestant number one. He's a serial killer who works for the Dark Carnival. He says Women love his sexy smile. Let's see if his charm will work on Sharon. Contestant number one, I like a man who will make a good first impression. If we were to go out, what would you do to make the night special? #1: Let's see, well I'd have to think about it I might show up in a tux HA! but I doubt it I'd prob'ly just show up naked like I always do and look yo mama in the eye and tell her FUCK YOU! Hurry up bitch I'm hungry, I smell spaghetti I pinch her loopy ass and tell her get the food ready your dad would prob'ly start trippin and get me pissed I'd have to walk up and BUST him in his FUCKING lip It's dinnertime, we're hearing grace from your mother I take the 40 out and pour some for your little brother I'm steady staring at your sister, I'll tell you this you know for only 13 she got some big tits! After that your dad would try to jump again only this time I'd put the 4

The Truth About Sony
The following has got to be THE MOST TRUE yet FUNNIEST shit I have read about SONY. I got it from the MADDOX. A lot of what he says on the site is hilarious. But I chese this one because of the SONY PS3 comes out next week and his feelings are much like mine. I'm tired of Sony's bullshit. You may know Sony most readily as the company that recently recalled something on the order of every laptop battery ever made because of a small glitch (they explode). Then there was the "rootkit" debacle, where Sony secretly installed hidden bullshit on your computer. One of Sony BMG's presidents handled the situation with the delicacy of a gang rape with this quote: "Most people, I think, don't even know what a rootkit is, so why should they care about it?" Good point, shit-head! And before that, Sony was known for its shitty optical drives in their PS2s, resulting in a class action lawsuit. The word "shitty" in the previous sentence is a bit misleading, since I also use the word to descri

Weak Poems I Tried At One Time....
I Wish You Didn’t I wish you didn’t love me, I wish I didn’t love you, It would make it so much easier To do what I have to do To accept the rain with the pain And my life with the shame To forget and forgive With time being the only enemy Why do you make it so tough? Why is life so rough? Burdens and crossfire Die in time Love don’t I wish you didn’t But you do I wish I didn’t But I do For that I Thank You Reveal Eyes are watching Hours grow dim Ears are listening My chances grow slim Cold breaks the dusk Moonlight follows the musk Inch by inch I run; I must Evil arcs my path Silence falls as a mask My heart thumps, thumps And thumps. Intuition sets in, Curiosity runs thin My eyes turn to blight Courage gives up the fight Sacrifice Deaths delight. Faded Ghost is my prisoner Ghost is my friend Alone in the dark Is where it all begins? The soft caress of nothingness The cold feel that entraps your soul T

The Zippo
Im positive no one will know why i have this picture(except Steven). So i am going to explain it to you. I am mocing very soon and i have some boxes that are already packed from when i last moved. So i decided to go through them and throw out any crap and put new stuff in them. Well in one of the boxes was this beat up old zippo. As soon as i saw it my eyes light up. Like when a kid looks under the tree for the first time on xmas morning and sees all the presents... that was me, but 10 times that. I picked up the zippo and then i smelled it. Yeah i guess in hindsight that was a lil wierd, but when im done typing this you might understand. I opend the zippo and tried to light it but to no avail... obviously it wasnt going to light it's been in that box for almost three years. After that i closed it and just held it in my hand. Just as quickly as it(the zippo) had given me that huge smile it was gone, and i was fighting the tears in my eyes. So thats what just happend, the reason? You s

14 Brest Cancer
Let's be honest, we all love breasts. Straight men and lesbians everywhere love to look at, fell and maybe even have a little nibble on some lady funbags. And everyone else loves to laugh at the ridiculousness of man-boobs. With this in mind we should all be doing what we can to help keep as many breasts on this planet healthy. So with this in mind, I have a favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... The Breast Cancer site is still having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Please repost this to help keep pert breasts, saggy breast, tiny little breasts, huge breasts, and

Forget The World.........snow Patrol
We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all If I lay here If I

Love That Could Never Be...
I just finished watching the movie, "Object of my Attraction" and after seeing it, I felt a sense of remorse for the Jennifer Aniston character. While watching the movie, I remembered a time when I fell for one of my best guyfriends. He and I were very close, but he turned out to be Gay as well. It pained me to see him everyday knowing he was the perfect man in everyway except in orientation. He used to tell me he loved me and hugged me all of the time. Hah, it's funny how a movie brought up all these memories and mixed emotions for me. I guess this movie teaches you to move on with life no matter how painful it might be... -A

This Is Cruel But Still Hilarious!
Here is another excerpt from Maddox Where this guy is grading kids drawings. I found myself laughing into tears because of what he says. I just picked a few of them. To see all of them go CLICK HERE. If you work in an office with lots of people, chances are that you work with a person who hangs pictures up that their kids have drawn. The pictures are always of some stupid flower or a tree with wheels. These pictures suck; I could draw pictures much better. In fact, I can spell, do math and run faster than your kids. So being that my skills are obviously superior to those of children, I've taken the liberty to judge art work done by other kids on the internet. I'll be assigning a grade A through F for each piece: First of all, I don't even know what this is. If it's supposed to be a dog, then it's the shittiest dog I've ever seen. F Ding Ding! Here comes the shit-mobile. I've never seen a fire truck that needed to be shaved. I would rather be burned to death than be save

Simpsons
You Are Barney You could have been an intellectual leader... Instead, your whole life is an homage to beer You will be remembered for: your beautiful singing voice and your burps Your life philosophy: "There's nothing like beer to give you that inflated sense of self-esteem." The Simpsons Personality Test

Ice Cream
You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream You are kind, popular, and generous. You tend to be successful at anything you try. A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd. You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Juggalo Dictionary
Axe: A sharp blade on the end of a long wooden handle, used to chop wood....MOSTLY Big Money Hustlas: Insane Clown Posse's first movie Bigot: Racist, hater Born Twiztid A fake documentery about Twiztid. Only 30 minutes long but funny as hell! Chedda: Money, skrilla Cherrie Pie: See Cotton Candy Chicken: A redneck, bigot, racist Cotton Candy: Neden, pussy, vagina, cunt Dark Carnival: A dark carnival that Shaggy and Violent J often preach about. Delray: A neighborhood of Detroit, Michigan. Southwest Detroit Echoside: A fate worse than hell Facepaint: The make-up used by ICP and Twiztid (and more) Faygo: A cheap ghetto pop that Insane Clown Posse throws on Juggalos at concerts. More info: here Feminem: Eminem diss Floob: This is what Violent J and Jumpsteady called themselves when they were kids. It means scrub. Fright Fest: Twiztid's own version of Hallowicked Gathering Of The Juggalos: An event that happens only once a year where Juggalos and J

O.o
Can't say I'm expecting anyone to do this. But if you do it will make me happy. My first name: Take a stab at my middle name: Do I drink: What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me: What's one of my favorite things to do: Am I funny: What's my favorite type of music: Can I sing?: What is the best feature about me: Am I shy or outgoing: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: Do I have any special talents: What is my favorite food: Am I dating anyone: If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be: Who do I like right now: What is my worst habit: If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what is the one thing I would bring? Are we friends: Do you want us to be more than friends? Do I believe in God? Am I family oriented? Who is my best friend?

Cities
You Are Austin A little bit country, a little bit rock and roll. You're totally weird and very proud of it. Artistic and freaky, you still seem to fit in... in your own strange way. Famous Austin residents: Lance Armstrong, Sandra Bullock, Andy Roddick What American City Are You?

Some Things You Just Long For
I miss the beautiful sunset I experienced in California, it was incredible. Seeing a photo that I took just brings me back to those beautiful days, the beautiful landscape - the good memories, even in confusion. I miss my future home. XOX, Bam

My Bestfriend
my bestfriend is my life we have been through so much through ups and downs and crying and laughter at times we get wild then at times we hurt but i know she will always be there no matter what so my love to you sis kristie(aka babydoll) you are the best and to everyone who wants a good friend shes the best and thanks for the advice on allen im glad i went for it,,, so here is my last thought for you my sister /my bestfriend/my shoulder to lean on friends to the end no matter what your the best

Make Me Bleed
its funny to you so sad but its true just a kid in this life getting lost out of sight some day ill just have to let go live for the moment take back my control a gift from god a lightning rod when i start i never stop the man i became is doin nothing but missin shake off the religion id really like to get some but i think im just done stuck in the middle all grown up kicked in the face and now im fucked up left for dead nothing left in me im standing right here but you never really see me you cant keep me here you left it back there fight me make me bleed you cant break me ill take whats yours like its meant to be

I'm Sorry But..
I'm sorry but all these oh go give you prayers wishes etc stuff is kinda bull shit. How are you expected to be setimental to someone you never fuckin knew seriously. I think it's disresptful to sned random ass people messages that a buddy died etc. I'm pretty sure all there damn friends know ya...that's something you should keep privately and not shout out to the public..

Bananas
Bananas - Containing three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose combined with fiber, a banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy. Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes. But energy isn't the only way a banana can help us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet. Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst people suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating a banana. This is because bananas contain tryptophan, a type of protein that the body converts into serotonin, known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make you feel happier. PMS: Forget the pills - eat a banana. The vitamin B6 it contains regulates blood glucose levels, which can affect your mood. Ane

Super Close
Super Close Nov 14, 2006 D-Rock and I just got back from another NYC trip. Things are just about finished as far as the band goes...This is where the album gets turned over for mixing and mastering. Derek and I did some more work to a track called "Telvolli Angels" that I feel really strongly about, but is on the fence as to whether or not it will make the record. I think it came a long way. Couple more tweaks, and fingers crossed...it may just make the cut. In other exciting news...adding to the amazing amount of talented musicians on the record, you can add Matt Beck ( www.mattbeck.com ) to the list. Matt is an amazing multi instrumentalist who has been on the road as the "go to guy" for Matchbox Twenty, Rob Thomas, Ari Hest, Lisa Loeb, and just recently asked to hit the road with Rod Stewart! Matt plays every instrument you could imagine, and does them all ridiculously well! He came in and added some flavor to the record that I feel sent things to the moon! Thanks again Matt f

Writing Part 4
Pulling him towards her, she finally feels his hard throbbing piece go in her. He slowly pulls out leaving just the head in. She screams wanting more insde of her. He takes his cock out and starts to rubbing her pussy from top to bottom. As she squirms she whispers in his ear "I want it now". After hearing this he slowly puts his dick back in her. Feeling her arms around him he slowly goes in deeper getting a loud moan out of her. He begins to pull out slow feeling the tightness of her makes him moan. Her pussy walls grab his cock as if it wasnt going to let go. This is a great feeling for him. He starts slowly moving in and out of her putting it all the way in her until she can feel his hot sack against her ass. She moans loud and grabs his ass to push him deeper. Knowing in his head that he is not going to last long he starts to grind into her tight pussy trying not to make to much friction to where he explodes before he can feel her cum again. She starts to moan louder

Can You?
Can you see the tears under the mask of a clown? Can you see that this smile merely hides a frown? Can you see the scars left on my soul? can you see the pain no one knows? Can you hear the words that left their mark? Can you hear the breaking of my heart? Can you hear the silent screams of my mind? Can you hear the cries of those left behind? Can you feel the weight thats on my shoulders? Can you feel the pressure taking over? Can you feel the ghosts breathing down my neck? Can you feel the lonely hand of death? To know my pain is the key to my soul Locked to those who refuse to know Ask these questions to truely see If you really knew anything about me Or did you just know the masquerade Stand up and applaud the performance i gave

Sorry Sobs
OK IM GOIN TO STATE THIS ONE MORE TIME FOR PEOPLE THAT DONT LIKE MY DAMM PICS THEN STAY THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE AND DONT LOOK AT THEM BECAUSE I HAD SOME FUCKIN NEWBIE CALL MY DAMM PIC WHORISH AND I DONT FUCKIN NEED SOME CUM GUZZLING LIL ROAD WHORE TELLIN ME ABOUT MY FUCKIN PICS TY YOU

Bottom Of The Bottle
The bottom of an empty bottle helps to ease the pain But all the demons plaguing me will still remain I can see my soul drift away like the smoke from my cigarette Loneliness has been my best friend since the day we met Through and through I'd play his games, forgetting all the rules Forgetting all the evil tricks that this life will do Thinking that dreams come true and my world would change Left with just a shattered heart and my wasted days So here we together again loneliness and me Seems it's gonna be this way for eternity Countless thoughts left for naught and plans that go to ruin Just a shell trapped in Hell, I don't think it's moving Left to rot, stale from time, never will that change With pen in hand, staring down at this my last page Scribble down more worthless words soon to be forgotten With this book as with my life I have reached the bottom So I close it, put it down and set this book on fire So won't know the pain i feel and smile like a liar Put on m

When A Woman Bleeds
When a woman bleeds it makes her a unique creature, apart from man. (Perhaps we are not the unique ones, but since they rule the world and set the standards for the time being, let us just say that we are unique rather than they are deficient.) * insert ‘Mona Lisa’ smile HERE * But back to the point. To bleed every month is to share the mystery of the Universe. To suffer a wound and not die, to heal and yet revisit the affliction every month without permanent damage. To hold Life and Death in the same hand, while using the other hand to hold everything else in between. Men may claim, "I brought you into this World and I can take you out!" but they can no more do either of those things than gasoline can fuel a vehicle while it is still in the can! But a woman can, and does, do both. We ARE the vehicle, and we are capable of alternative fuel sources. And they need us, more than we need them. And when they bleed they die. And in their dying breath they come to us and see Her and

Eagle
God/dess knows I am peaceful when I am left alone; I've always been an eagle, been a while since I have flown. My claws are sharp as ever, so is my eagle eye. Something's gonna go to ground, when the eagle flies. Lately I've heard rumors that the eagle may be lame Just because I've been idle don't mean that I'm tame. You've jeopardized my freedom, my natural place to roost; I can fly when I have to, they've turn the eagle loose. So lay all your doubts aside, when you go to bed tonight. My feathers are all ruffled and I'm ready for a fight. Just because I took a while to fly don't mean I don't care. When you feel the shadow crossing, the eagle's in the air. So lay all your doubts aside, when you go to bed tonight. My feathers are all ruffled and I'm ready for a fight. Just because I took a while to fly don't mean I don't care When you feel the shadow crossing, the eagle's in the air. When you feel the shadow crossing, the

Things I Am Feeling!!!
I am right now going through anxiety issues along with having depression...ALot of people dont seem to understand this unless you yourself have been through it in one shape or form whether you or a loved one has been through it...Right now these issues are taking a huge toll on my life...I have known im having anxiety alot and having panic attacks i recently had a panic attack while walking my children halloween night trick or treating...I was doing pretty good for awhile but then it hit out of the blue and I felt like I couldnt breathe and felt sick...My heart started racing fast and i started to feel warm all over... I felt so overwhelmed I was so scared...I had to sit somewhere and try and calm down...I called my boyfriend but he was still at work out of town so he wouldnt be able to pick me up...So I hung on him not to be mean but i couldnt talk anymore...Then i sat for a bit and after about 10 minutes I was a bit calmer and thank God i wasnt too far from my house...Then I had to t

The Rose
The Rose (Die Rose) (Pushkin) (Translation into English based on that by Harold Drinker) Where is our rose, my friend? The rose, the child of dawn, has faded away and gone. O do not say: "Thus youth is passing," O do not say! "No joy is lasting." Say then to the flower: Pardon, for you will suffice me- And then let's turn there, where the lilies bloom. (Set to music by Nicolai Medtner (1880-1951) (And if anyone speaks Russian and has the original of the poem and it makes more sense or at least is less cynical in the original's ending than the sad opening and the wonderful and hopeful middle... I'd appreciate knowing. This is an attempt at a fairly direct translation from Medtner's German, in places.- E)

Pay Attention
Is it still me that makes you sweat Am I who you think about in bed When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as youre slidding off her dress Think about what you did and I hope to god she was worth it When the lights are dim and you heart is racing as your fingers touch her skin I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck than ANY girl you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me Boy I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of exchanging body heat in the passenger seat? No, no, no, you know it will ALWAYS just be ME

Two Wolves
An elder Cherokee Native American was teaching his grandchildren about life. He said to them, "A fight is going on inside me... it is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One wolf represents fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other stands for joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. This same fight is going on inside you, and inside every other person, too." They thought about it for a minute and then one child asked his grandfather, "Which wolf will win?" The old Cherokee simply replied... "The one you feed."

My Boobs
ok, so this isn't about my boobs, i just wanted to get your attention... did it work? lol.. Hi, well i thought i might as well write a first blog... i'm new on here and don't really know what's going on, so if u wanna get ur friends to add me do it! Much love xxxooo

!!! Jenny's Survey For Gabe !!!
~ Have you ever been stung by a bee? Yes and it sucks, thank god they die after they sting u once lol :P :D... ~ How BIG is your bed? Big enough for me and whoever I have over ;), or maybe 2 someones depending on how lucky I am lol... ~ Who is the last person you hugged? Jessie

Survey
1) What curse word do you use the most? Cunt...its cuntastic! 2.) Do you own an XBOX? No 3.) Who on your Myspace "Top 8" do you talk to the most? andy 4.) What time is your alarm clock set for? 4:15am 5.) What color is your room? white 6.) Flip flops or sneakers? Flip flops 7.) Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture? take 8.) What was the last movie you watched? Accepted 9.) Do any of your friends have children? Yes 10.) Has anyone ever called you lazy? yeah 11.) Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster? sometimes, insomnia sucks 12.) What CD is currently in your CD player? Tool 10,000 Days 13.) Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? chocolate 14.) Has anyone told you a secret this week? No 15.) Have you ever given someone a tattoo? No 16.) Who was the last person you called/texted ? courtney 17.) Do you think people talk about you behind your back? im sure of it 18.) Did you watch