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Woohoo ...gonna Be Moving *happy Dance*
wow its been a great few days...I found out yesterday that I got a house *happy happy dance* the place is not in Wichita but I think about an hour from there and I will be living close to my sissypoo...OMG poor Marion will never be the same now LOL...sissypoo stinkerpoo you ready for me to move there? Sis I think its just wonderful how we met our men here and they are both planning on moving to Marion with us...I think we need to plan bbq's etc...PLUS now we are in the same town its gonna be easier to start looking for dresses and all ;) Sis without ur help I would not have this house...thank you thank you thank you...ready to go to chinese for lunch while the kids are in school? LOL I am praying that I can get a truck the early part of the week and forget this town and all that associated with it...I am so happy that I wont have to worry about running into buttmunch again...A few days ago he parked his car in front for the house and was yelling at the top of his lungs that I

Maintain Your Balance ........
Maintain balance in life... Be strong but not rude. Be confident but not arrogant. Be humble but not weak. Be humorous but not foolish. And best of all... Be horny but not obvious... lol

When Things Go Wrong
When things go wrong as they sometimes will When the road your on seems all Uphill When funds are low and debts are high And you want to smile but you have to sigh When care is pressing you down a bit Rest pray) if you must but don't you quit Life is queer with it's twist and turns As everyone of us sometimes learns And many a failure turns about When he might have won if he stuck it out Don't give up though the pace seems slow You may succeed with another blow Success is failure turned inside out A silver tint of the cloud of doubt And you never can tell how close you are It may be near when it seems a far So stick to the fight when you hardest hit It's when things go wrong that you MUST NOT QUIT! Author Unknown

People
Well i was just sitting here...thinking... I thought of how people socialize... And right now...i am going through picking up the peices after ending (I ended it for good reasons) a very long on and off again relationship.... Well I have been going at it the wrong way... I am getting back into my freinds, on the days I am not its family... But, But, but.... I noticed how, even tho i leave for long periods of time from freinds... Its like once i get back in there...its like i never left... Im right back where i was when i left... Its the same people...the same parties...the same drama...all over again... Kind of makes you wonder if you should just sit at home..and just be lonely:( Honestly...half the people out there doing all the partying and living it up....they go home to nothing..no one...thier lives...alone... I dont know maybe im being sadistic..or just plain downer today... but im starting to feel it all over again... Same shit i felt back then...or everytime i en

Hi
ive been on here for a bit now learning my way around meeting a lot of new interesting people and im liking it alot i dont plan on leaving anytime soon so if youd like to come and stop by say hi add me as a friend or fan ill be glad to accept your request send the love and all come talk to me im a good person just looking for friends to talk to and share things with dont be a stranger ty to all those who r my friends and fans and looking forward to meeting many more you all are so wonderful and caring

The Incident
Recently I had a near death experience that has changed me forever. The other day I went horseback riding. Everything was going fine until the horse started bouncing out of control. I tried with all my might to hang on, but was thrown off. Just when things could not possibly get worse, my foot got caught up in the stirrup. When this happened, I fell head first to the ground. Just as I was giving up hope and losing consciousness, the Wal-Mart manager came out and unplugged it. Thank God for heros. This was sent to me by a friend.. thought I would share... Yeeeeeeee Hawwwwwwwwww =)

The Torture Never Stops
Whilst I have never been a huge fan of Frank Zappa, there is one of his tracks that I love the best. There is a story behind how I fell across it so I do hope you are sitting comfortably, (yes I know I do go on at times). Anyway the pub where i drink is called the Port o Leith, and there is a guy who I met there called Wee Stevie on account of him being about four foot fuck all, anyway Stevie had this cracking flat and a record collection you would die for, at the weekends the whole of the pub used to end up at his flat getting wasted, it was him who used to play this for me. What made me laugh the most is that in the lyrics of the songs it mentions a sinister midget with a bucket and a mop (all that was missing from Stevie was the bucket and the mop)and that will always remind me of Stevie as he was never a fan of daylight and you only used to see him when it was dark. anyway here is the best track by Zappa ever in my opinion, i just love it death The Torture Never Stops by

Those Were The Days......
Hi ya .Alls well Katelyn got her orange belt today for taekwondo.She did outstanding.She makes me so proud.Than we all went to the beach .had a blast than to nannies pool .Now every one is tuckered out.So tommys asleep and the other 2 are gettin cranky .We had a nice full day and they are still bored .I said it before and I'll say it again KIDS CANT LIVE WITH THEM AND YA CANT LIVE WITH OUT THEM(Unless you never had them)LOL.Oh those were the days work all day then get a power nap then go out till 2-3 before you have to get up in the morn to do it all over again .Yes sir those were the days .Well those days were a blur ,but ya get my drift .I can remember hanging with my LLF till 4 in the morn jst talkin and drinking .If only we can hop in a time machine and go back.Thats why they call them memories though .But somtimes ya wish they were more than memories .Well i talked yoour ear off enough .Ill chat later .Till than back to you fuckers...............

Just Have To Get This Off My Chest
Why is when you go in for a job interview, and they ask you why you left the company and you tell them the reason why. They all of the fucking sudden want to hold the past aginst you. I think that is kind of fucked up in my eyes. So any employer that wants to hold my past employment aginst me could just go and FUCK OFF. I guess I am done rambling on about this subject. Well I feel a little better.

Well, Well, Well
Well after being laid off Monday afternoon I already have a job interview tomorrow. It is with a large food distributor and is actually in competion with the place that laid me off. Either way I'm happy I might be blessed enough to find a job so soon after losing one. Plus I would love to stick it to them by working for the enemy....

Moving
HI ALL THIS IS MY FIRST POST. BUT JUST WANTED TO LET ALL MY LOST CHERRY FRIENDS KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN VERY BUSY. I AM PACKING TO MOVE. I AM MOVING TO WESTERN TN. THE 1ST OF NOV. AND MAY NOT BE ON THE NET FOR AWHILE. SO UNTIL I GET THERE AND GET SETTLE EVERYONE BE SAFE AND HAPPY.

If It Were A Man..........
September 14, 2006 If it were a man.......... If it were me a man who owed child support you damn well know I'd be in trouble.But here it is a woman who has 2 different fathers and a 3rd father on the way for 4 different kids and because she is fucked up in the head with bipolar and what ever else she has my children suffer .I mean they cant do as much as we used to do.Not that I am insensetive to her having another child but plz come on fertile myrtyle get spayed ,you have 3 kids that you dont take care of ,and havent since you met me .In my opinion I wish Jenniffer and katelyns biological dad would jst go away I dont need there money and the kids dont need there bullshit .The kids want me to be there dad and thats what i am going to do.Yea I follow all the rules and do what I am supposed to and I get the shit end of the stick .I should go back to the way I was ?should i destroy the girls and walk out of there lives?No I cant, like before I will get a call at 3:00am from the polic

Transgender And Finding Love In All The Wrong Places
I'm not a professional writer so please bare with me! This particular blog entry is based on the transgender community and relationships. It's my understanding that ther are several types of people in the transgendered world. for the purpose of this blog entry I will base it on myself. I consider myself to be a Pre-Oped Transexual, meaning I have intent to have surgery someday to become the female I feel I am inside. My desire to become female over-powers me to the point sometimes that it is the single most important goal I currently have. The problem with relationships are as follows. For a Hetrosexual Couple, finding love can be difficult sometimes, but only a handful of search criteria is needed in order to find someone who may or may not be compatable for them. For a Bisexual person, I would think that finding a partner who's open minded enough to except there desire to swing both ways makes for a bit more difficutly. However to me, being transgendered, is the most

Just For You World......
September 21, 2006 Just for you world........ Just for you world ....YOU suck .I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired .If I didnt have my kids I would have not stayed on this planet this fucking long.Shit happens and than you die .Love sucks it is an imaginary thing that is not out there.If it was, there would be no need for heartache ,or lawyers .If I had one wish......... ahhh fuck that I am tired of wishing on shit that never comes true wishes are in fairytales and this life is in no way ,shape or form a fucking fairytale.Fairytales are for children .I am far from a child .I have had it with this state and am so out of here .I cant wait to move and the sooner the better .I am tired of bending over backwards for the system.I was asked today to let the girls call there mom .Which I have no problem with but it suxs that I do everything and give and fucking give and get shit on in return.She ran up the bill from jail not me ,she doesnt pay for any of the girls school clothes n

Fuckin Bored Man
http://www.lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=63931&albumid=87353&i=3933762267 You Belong in 1966 If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! What Year Do You Belong In? Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks. You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent. An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer. Since

Business Ethics
Welcome to my school of how to keep your job and get a raise. I'll be updated the blog as time goes buy. Shout at me if you have any tips. Rule #1 You don't get your honey where you make your money! Rule #2 If some one is causing trouble, ask your manager how to "have a healthy business relationship" with this individual. That way, when crap hits the fan, they get canned and not U!!!

My Car
People piss me off why tha fuck would someone want ta steal a fuckin family car with a carseat an stroller in it? yeah sadly u heard right some1 stole my car last nite it had my babys carseat in it a stroller an a play pen thats soo sad because now i'm carless an i'm goin ta have ta depend on other people ta take me places an shit which is crap because if theres 1 thing i've learned in my 22 years its that u can't depend on ne1 but ur self. And u know what really sucks? is that its not even like my car was that great it was a ford escort WAGON for goodness sake ya know i mean fuck!!!!! What am i gonna do now? well with any luck it will b found in 1 peice wish me luck all Much Love!!

October 18, 2006
Hello! Today I want to write about something that happened during the prison ministry and what a blessing it was to have been included in "G-d's special time". The week started on Wednesday of last week and lasted through Saturday evening. What a time it was! I began getting sick the week before we were to go in to the prison. I had decided that it was evil spirits attacking to keep me from G-d's work to be done. I also decided to go to the Doc and explain what my plans were for the week. Not very much to my surprise, I was privileged to get a christian doctor who knew about the ministry and put me on a double dose of high powered decongestants and antibiotics in order to function during this very special time. This is a testamony that I have to share with you all. I was to give a talk to these ladies inside on Thursday morning. Much to my amazement, after my talk with these ladies, I had a miraculous recovery! Satan could not keep me down! I prayed for G-d to NOT allow satan to attack

Spiraling
I feel my self spiraling into a pit of despair. knowing one cares. not even my mate. in the deepest darkest parts of my mind it always lingers that im never good enough. always to fat or to ugly. never good enough to compete with the women that try and still my love . never good enough to compete with things i cannot see. in the dark of night i pray to die. for my agony to end, yet my maker will not let me die. why most he torment me this way. why cant he end it all. let my suffering end.

Why?
Why do guys try to play women? Why do they lie and when they get caught in it try to cover it up with another lie? Why not be honest? Why not just grow up and tell the truth? News Flash Guys: Women love honest men, you dont have to lie to them...you complain about being single and shit but you know what grow the fuck up then maybe you will find someone. I have had so much game run on me its not even funny, I know the tricks.....you guys must think that women are stupid to fall for your bullshit (ok some women are, but not this woman) For those women that fall for his line girl you need to smarten up and catch on to the game....whats even more dumb is trying to run game on the internet....especially if you have a page on one of these sites......men are stupid but im even more dumb for even wasting my time with these men. I can usually spot it but there have been a few that got by....but i eventually find out.....games are for children.....so dont come at me like ur a man when you kn

New Drug Used By Young Kids!
This is from a person in Phoenix, who is a consultant to Ambulance Companies, Hospitals and Insurance Companies. Subject: Latest Drug in Middle School - 'Dusting' First, I'm going to tell you a little about me and my family. My name is Jeff. I am a Police Officer for a city which is known nationwide for it's crime rate. We have a lot of gangs and drugs. At one point we were # 2 in the nation in homicides per capita. I also have a police K-9 named Thor. He was certified in drugs and general duty. He retired at 3 years old, because he was shot in the line of duty. He lives with us now and I still train with him, because he likes it. I always liked the fact that there was no way to bring drugs into my house. Thor wouldn't allow it. He would tell on you. The reason I say this is so you understand that I know about drugs. I have taught in schools about drugs. My wife asks all our kids at least once a week if they used any drugs. Makes them promise they won't. I li

Liars And Cheaters
why is everyone in a relationship now cheats or lies?????? they spend more time trying to get away with stuff or lying than they could just break up with the person !!!!!!!!! if you want someone else or you cant be honest you dont need a relationship in your life right now.

Come To Me
Come to me in darkness- For with you comes the light To guide the way and show me Everythings all right. Come to me at sunrise The day begins with you We turn into one, together All things we can do. Come to me at noontime The suns brighter than can be You shade me with your body Its touch is all I see. Come to me at twilight Days memories in your eyes Reveal to me you love me We don?t have to fantasize. Come to me at nightfall When day is finally done And kisses from our souls Keep us not two, but One.

He Wishes For The Cloths Of Heaven
Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths Enwrought with golden and silver light, The blue and the dim and the dark cloths Of nigh and light and the half-light, I would spread the cloths under your feet; But I, being poor, have only my dreams; I have spread my dreams under your feet; Tread softy because you tread on my dreams. ~W.B. Yeats

So Just Kiss Me
This poem is probably my favorite. There's another poem by e.e. cummings that I really like that I'll have to dig out. I hope you enjoy this! So just kiss me and let my hair messy itself in your fingers tell me nothing needs to be done-- no clocks need winding There is no bell without a voice needing to borrow my own instead, let me steady myself in the arms of a man who won't ask me to be what he needs, but lets me exist as I am a blonde flame a hurricane wrapped up in a tiny body that will come to his arms like the safest harbor for mending ~Jewel Kilcher

Signs Of The Time
well as you all know that i am new here, well thank you all for your comments and respect. but these are the signs of the times. eversince i wanted to learn how to tattoo, my life has changed dramatically. i love the world of tattooing and this is in my blood an i wont ever give this art up. i am very much a tattoo guru. i try to learn everything i possibly can about it but theres so much for me to learn as well. tattooing is my way of life these days. i am trying to get this new shop on the way here in brooklyn nyc, but let you that when you want to open a shop theres so much red tape it ain't funny.

Observations Of Life
1. Food has replaced sex in my life, now I can't even get into my own pants. 2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in school was my blood alcohol content. 3. Marriage changes passion...suddenly you're in bed with a relative. 4. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with "Guess" on it...so I said "Implants?" 5. I don't do drugs anymore 'cause I find I get the same effect just standing up fast. 6. Sign in a Chinese Pet Store: "Buy one dog, get one flea..." 7. I have my own little world. But it's OK...they know me here. 8. Money can't buy happiness, but it sure makes misery easier to live with. 9. I got a sweater for Christmas...I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. 10. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the terminal? 11. I don't approve of political jokes...I've seen too many of them get elected. 12. The most precious thing we have is life. Yet it has absolutely no trade-in value. 13. There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and shithead's. 14. If life deals

Memories
I just spent the whole day with my exhusband and his new wife plus his family for a funeral. I am really surprised how things turned out and everybody remembered me and I hadnt seen them in 8 years. I don't ever want to do that ever again tho. My mind went back to the happier time of my life when I was married and I sure do miss being married. I remember the time my dad died and my exhusband was there for me and I really miss my dad but there is no more pain for my dad or exfather-in-law no more may they rest in peace.

My Other Half Applicationn!!
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. on the hand.... 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 20.would u cheat on me? 21.would u hug me? 22.would u kiss me? 23.would u cuddle with me? 24.would u f*u*c*k me? would you make LOVE to me....? 25.would u lie to me? 26.would u take my

Love
I know I am in love you say its so fast the way I feel will always last the way you talk to me the way you speak makes me shiver makes me weak I want the feeling of you holding me tight I hope you see i will always be there take my hand and hold it tight forever i will be in your sight love me gently love me strong love me even if i snore like a log I want you to know I will always be true for from this day on i will always love you. I love you baby!!!

Funny Isn't It????? Lmao
Okay I have done 3 Celebrity look alikes, all with different photo's. It is funny and amazing which celebrities I look most like. I always loved the sound of music, and in my first look alike I look most like Julie Andrews. Actually if you look at all of them I still look more like Julie Andrews than any of the others.......LMAO My First..... My Second..... My Third.....

Horsing Around
This man was sitting quietly reading his paper one morning, peacefully enjoying himself, when his wife sneaks up behind him and whacks him on the back of his head with a huge frying pan. The man says, "What was that for?" His wife replies, "What was that piece of paper in your pants pocket with the name Marylou written on it?" He says, "Oh honey, remember two weeks ago when I went to the horse races? Marylou was the name of one of the horses I bet on." The wife looked all satisfied, apologizes, and goes off do work around the house. Three days later he is once again sitting in his chair reading and she repeats the frying pan swatting. He angrily yells, "What the hell was that for this time?" His wife replies, "Your horse called."

In Case You Read This.
My name is Seth. I'm 23 years old and currently enlisted in the United States Marine Corps. I'm in the infantry and absolutely love where I am. I'm ten minutes from the beach. The weather is beautiful. Myrtle Beach is two hours away. Wilmington is a college party town and I frequent it. Charlotte's not far and I'd roadtrip for a good party. I'm about to get out of the Marines and become a businessman. I'm going to first start a nightclub. I've been all over the country, I used to bartend at a nightclub, and I really feel like I have the managerial and business skills to run a club and make it madly popular. I'd love to meet people from all over no matter their interests. Beautiful women, please talk to me. You'll find I'm not a predator, I'm just a nice guy who'd love to befriend you. I'm convinced I'll never get married because of my past relationships and what I'll be getting into when I'm older. I'm trying to stay away from gold-digging women, so by all means, if you think you got w

Defensiveness. Independence?
Just saw the blast posted by "Tom" (for example, pretending to be Tom Anderson, co-founder of MySpace and saying more or less "This place is so much better than MySpace!" Not using that too specifically, just wondering about something that's been simmering in my mind about the direction this place takes, will take, ... - self-image is important there yes? And is this LostCherry, or is this only the AntiMySpace, committed to doing whatever MySpace doesn't and not doing whatever MySpace does (well, maybe doing a few things better, and adding a few Friendsterish things like fan-relations into the stew... but always looking over the shoulder? I know about that sort of thing, I have trouble dropping grudges, but what possible grudge can this website hold- makes me ponder.) A mid-20th-century sociologist, David Riesman, talked about inner- and other-directedness, I believe. I think there's something important, there.

What Does Your Month Of Birth Have To Do With Your Personality
JANUARY BABY Pretty/Handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. FEBRUARY BABY Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to

Ladies This One Is For You
ok ive had g/f that really enjoyed me in bed but when that got comfotable enough around me they startedasking me to call them names like bitch take it you whore and so on i never really thought about it but alot of my partners have ask me to do this. is it really turn you on that much or and i just happen to get the ones like that?

Big Trouble!
There were two young brothers, 8 and 10 years old, who were exceedingly mischievous. Whatever went wrong in the neighborhood, it turned out they had a hand in it. Their parents were at their wits end trying to control them. Hearing about a pastor nearby who worked with delinquent boys, the mother suggested to her husband that she would ask the pastor to talk with the boys and he agreed. The mother went to the pastor and made her request. He agreed, but said he wanted to see the younger boy first and alone. So the mother sent the younger boy to the pastor. The pastor sat the boy down across his HUGE, impressive desk. For about five minutes they just sat and stared at each other. Finally, the pastor pointed his forefinger at the boy and asked, "Young man, where is God?" The boy looked under the desk, in the corners of the room, all around, then said nothing. Again, louder, the pastor pointed at the boy and asked, "Where is God?" Again, the boy looked all around but said no

A Birthday Present
A Birthday Present Darling, It's your birthday, and we're broke again but broke or rich You're really terrific and you're loved more than any man I'm sorry there are no presents no party, champagne and fancy cake But I have something for you and only you That all the money in the world can't make I have alot of love,you see, Love that's yours alone from me and unlike a celebration that's here today and tomorrow gone my love is here forever, dear a present that goes on and on

Enchantment
Enchantment love is an enchantment that no other emotion can match it is a feeling deep and poignent our hearts reach out to catch love is a mystery that wraps itself around our mind we see life through dreamy eyes and we leave loneliness behind love is the passion of our touch in the embrace of lips and bodies love is when two hearts beat as one and fullfillment of desire brings peac

Touching Words From The Mouth Of Babes.
Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy -age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 "Love is when

New Beginnings
New Beginnings Each day is another beginning Each sunrise brings new hope to the heart And whats gone before is a burden no more As we look toward a rosey new start Mistakes we have made are behind us In todays golden dawn we will find A path leading out of darkness To peace and contentment of mind Each hour ahead holds a promise and in each of our hands is the key To open up broader horizens And show us how good life can be So let's welcome each bright new begining and substitute hope for despair As we lift up our eyes to the rosey-hued skies Let's rejoice in the sun rising there!!

Wedding Day
These are the vows I was to read at our wedding. Me and Jay had always planned on getting married. He was and always will be my heart and soul. He went to be in heaven before I could say this aloud to him. we both however took vows in our hearts from the begining. That has not changed and never will. He is my life and one day we will be together again in heaven. Wedding Day today, on this our wedding day the day on which we come together for all eternity the day on which our lives and future are changed for the better I say this to you my love that I will always love you today and everyday with every breath I take my love for you will be shown that I will protect you with every ounce of blood in my body if so needed that I will be considerate of you at all times that I will always respect, honor and be loyal to you, my husband, that I will, as your wife be a good woman and a loving mother to you, my husband and only you I make these vows swearing on the

Short Story
It was the year 1980. I remember it like yesyerday, I was sitting in my living room, I was about 10 years old at the time, mom was doped up on ecstasy like usual. That was her favorite drug of all. Dad as usual had gone out to drink. I was basically home by myself, on account mom wasn't really all there. I was watching my favorite show the wonder years. All of a sudden i see my dad bust through the door stumbling all over the place with a gun in his hand. Dad looked pissed. I hid myself behind the couch. Dad shouted at my mom, "you stupid woman, you cheated on me." My mom just looked at him like he was crazy and started laughing hysterically. Then without hesitation you hear two bangs and then a thud. I peek around the couch and see mom dead on the floor, blood all over the place. My dad looked at me and exclaimed, "son, don't turn out to be like us." and then shot himself in the head, falling on the ground dead. That was seven years ago that happened, since then i haven't r

What Makes Us Tick
What Makes A Person Tick What does make a person's mind think? What is it that unravels in a crazy persons mind? WHy does he go over the edge? No one can really answer this question. Of course, the crazy man himself knows. But he is never really in the frame of mind to tell such things. I'm sure that all of us at one time or another has felt that they were close to losing all sanity for a minute even No one has been without the feeling at least once. It strikes all of us, young or old, rich or poor, dumb or smart. Sure, some have clues as to what goes on in an insane persons mind. There is just that one final straw that seperates you and I from the commonly insane. What is this straw? Can it be stopped? Why do supposidly rational, sane humans turn irrational and violent? In the mind of every killer is the secret fear that it will take him down finally for good.

The Light Of My Life
Unfortunatly I now know the answer to the question in this poem. What would I do if something bad should happen to you? I hate that I had to find the answer but it is quite simple. You wake up each day and pray that day will end soon. You sleep at night and pray that it will be the eternal sleep. You just muddle through life hopeing that it will all end soon. I will be in his arms again. He promised me before he passed away that when my time comes he will be standing next to GOD with his arms open waiting for his baby. I will be with you one day my love. one day and oh what a glorious day it will be. The Light Of My Life I could never find enough words to say how I felt about you each day You're my reason for living whenever I'm blue and without you I wouldn't know what to do you're the sun in my sunshine... the light of my life... and I can't wait till you make me yours alone You're the reason I'm living The reason I dream The reason you see in my eyes such a

Hurt
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face You told me how proud you were but I walked away If only I knew what I know today I would hold you in my arms I would take away the pain Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wanna do To hear your voice again Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I hurt myself by hating you Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I want to do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes and see you looking back I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've had myself If I had just one more day, I would

What Do You Do
What do you do What do you do when the whole world seems to not understand. when all your friends try to but they just cant help but not understand. What do you do when you dont want to live when it seems not matter what you do you dont want to live What do you do when your heart is breaking and nothing you do keeps your heart from breaking what do you do when alcholol doesnt kill the pain when sleep doesnt come because nothing kills the pain What do you do when you cant stop hurting you pray and pray and yet still you cant stop hurting what do you do when nothing you try helps to even dull the pain when drugs dont even help to dull the pain what do you do when you just want more than anything to stop living to die to sleep forever What do you do when only death will stop the pain death is the only way I will be happy again what do you do when sweet death want come. when sleep want come when you have to face each and

Fuckin A
Sometimes i wonder Why i ever try to do anything Why i ever try to compliment them Or impress somone when i go out Its like all my efforts are just ignored Why i ever say hello Why i ever say "I love you" to him. What if my body is making my mind believe What's not true What if i feel like screaming everytime i've said it To anyone Family, or otherwise Maybe this is just a lie Just a facade That wont seem to gve up on me. Though i've given up on it.

My Family Is ...
the most annoying bunch of fuckers but damn if i don't love em. Mom called today to inform me that my paternal gma was gonna call. I'm like wtf. Just let her call and leave it be. I think she was feeling me out to see the reaction I would have. Keep in mind I haven't spoken to her in 5 years. We (gma and I) have never been what you call close. She was a real bitch that was in denial for wayyy too many years. She finally saw what we had to deal with for years and all of a sudden she's like, he's bad. Well duhh ya old bitch. My mom says I need to make my amends with her since she's getting old, but I just don't know if I can let all the resentment go that I have for her or her piece of shit son. Ok enough bitching about that. For those of you who don't know, I might be going to Japan to see a friend of mine. He was suppose to come here but we are almost certain that his leave was cancelled due to a man shortage. We will see what happens. I sure do miss the hell out of him, but damn if t

The 'let's Fuck!' Game
THE 'LET'S FUCK!' GAME" Face it, we all know that there is at least one person on our IM list that we want to fuck. So let's play the "Let's Fuck Game." The rules are simple. If you want to fuck the person who sends this to you, you reply to them with "lets fuck." The twist is you have to send this message to everyone on your buddy list and see who sends you back the messgae "lets fuck'". Good luck. You know if you get it you are cute. If you get it twice you are a hottie. Three times you are sexy.. yes i know this isnt the best place to throw this, but you all get the picture, you all arnt on my messenger list, but whatever, im easy going so this is the way it is

I Am A Traditionalist
I am the Traditionalist "Guardians pride themselves on being dependable, helpful and hard-working" The Traditionalist type prefers belonging and disprefers not belonging. The Traditionalist prefers: Belonging. Support. Tradition. Security. Commerce. Peace. Accord. Comfortableness. Order. Peacefulness. Quiescence. Silence. Truce. Friendliness. Moderation. Submissiveness. Homeliness. Reciprocity. Duty. Traditionalists want to belong, to do their duty, to be useful to the social units they belong to, to be givers, to take care of others, especially the young and the old, and those in positions of authority, to be responsible, to do what they are "supposed to do," to be bound and obligated, to support the work ethic and the rules and hierarchies of society, to establish and conserve the institutions of society, to become an official of some kind, to gain a title and e

Love Bites
"Love Bites" If you've got love in your sights Watch out, love bites When you make love, do you look in the mirror? Who do you think of, does he look like me? Do you tell lies and say that it's forever? Do you think twice, or just touch 'n' see? Ooh babe ooh yeah When you're alone, do you let go? Are you wild 'n' willin' or is it just for show? Ooh c'mon I don't wanna touch you too much baby 'Cos making love to you might drive me crazy I know you think that love is the way you make it So I don't wanna be there when you decide to break it No! Love bites, love bleeds It's bringin' me to my knees Love lives, love dies It's no surprise Love begs, love pleads It's what I need When I'm with you are you somewhere else? Am I gettin' thru or do you please yourself? When you wake up will you walk out? It can't be love if you throw it about Ooh babe I don't wanna touch you too much baby 'Cos making love to you might drive me crazy

Well Ya Know
Well I am new on here.. I usually am on MySpace and I never even knew about this place, my homeboy told me about it.. Now that I have been on here I cant get off.. Well So anyone feels like being chatty hit me up.. I am into Females so holla at me if you like to get down.. Love The DuD

Life....
going to cali Current mood: bitchy most days i want to be in the hotel california.... to be in such a lovely place and to surounded by our owne devices ... , at least u wouldent be filled with false hope like we are around here. u would know what to look foward to every day when u woke up , knowing u can never leave .this damn place is filled full of fake people , people who can only start drama the moment theay wake up , or theay tell u one thing and turn around and do another , im sick of it . be truthfull in what u do and say i sat here and asked my self today what is this life worth . i have a fue relly good friends , and i have a wonderfull daughter who i love more than life its self . but i always wonder day in and day out , what is this life for ? i try to drink it away , it dose no good , i try to take a fue pills hoping it will take the pain away ... it dose no good . i keep waking up in this fucked up nightmare and freddy kruger is the towns mayor... controling

Sadness
Am I to be happy? I dwell so deep within myself that I have never seen the light of day. The past never happened, the future will never come, and the present isn't real. Depression is a part of everyday life. The birds chirp for someone else, The day warms the lives of everyone, but me. Happiness lies near, but my mind won't let my heart reach for it, and happiness never knew. I live in a prison, solitary confinement. Fear is my guard. Nothing stops happiness from reaching me, only me from it. I am sure that if I can ever grasp it that the barrier will be forever shattered. How do you break through invisible bars? What is it like to touch something you've never had? I am confined to myself, Just me and my sadness.

Really?
She remembers it all, All the people who had said They cared, but did they really? She remembers it all, The sound of laughter and How happy she'd been, but was she really? She remembers it all, His arms around her and He said "I love you," but did he really? She remembers it all, The pain she'd felt when he left, How her heart ached, but was it really? She remembers it all, The feeling of being so alone, The feeling no one cared, but did they really? But now they'll remember her, Staring at the knife in her hand How easy to slit her wrists, but will she really?

Reminded...
As we lay there quiet I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you Your smile, and the way it teased at me seductively Your laugh, and the way it tempted me Your eyes, and the way they seem to hypnotize me As we sat there silent I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you Your smile, and the way it brings such life into me Your laugh, and the way it makes everything okay Your eyes, and the way they seem to read my thoughts As we stand here now I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you Your smile, and the way it confuses me Your laugh, and the way it seems to mock me Your eyes, and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing

Life!!
Appreciation In Its Purest Form Life Maybe we are meant to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. Maybe it is true that we don't know what we have got until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it does not, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and

Run Away....
Im jus sitting here, Throwing my life away, Living my life, Day by day, Wishing and wanting, So much more, This life, I no longer adore, I don't like these faces, The glares that i get, To run and hide, Would be my best bet, I will run, Run away, I've ran so long, Now I'm a stray, I will come back, Maybe, someday, But for now, I will remain far away,

From You I Have Been Absent
From You Have I Been Absent by William Shakespeare (1564 - 1616) From you have I been absent in the spring, When proud-pied April, dress'd in all his trim, Hath put a spirit of youth in everything, That heavy Saturn laugh'd and leap'd with him. Yet nor the lays of birds, nor the sweet smell Of different flowers in odour and in hue, Could make me any summer's story tell, Or from their proud lap pluck them where they grew; Nor did I wonder at the Lily's white, Nor praise the deep vermillion in the Rose; They were but sweet, but figures of delight, Drawn after you, you pattern of all those. Yet seem'd it Winter still, and, you away, As with your shadow I with these did play.

Nothing.....
there's absolutely nothing that i can do nor say to change what has happened. put the blame on me.... for we all know that's where it needs to lay. put all of the hate and all of the sorrow onto me... for i cannot change it. it's easy to hate a stranger they say... everything can be their fault and the blame can be put solely onto them.... without regret... without remorse... without another thought... so if you need to hate me.... if you need to scorn.... then do it... for it is what i'm used to... it's what i've lived with... what is one more soul to add to the pain of mine? i'm sorry.... i'm sorry i cannot undo the things i've done. the only thought that comes to mind is to give my happiness for the one that was lost. if it will make you happy.... if it would make the pain less... know this... know that i regret... know that i cry... know that i am sorry. there's nothing else i can do to fix what i did to you.

The Dream
The Dream by Edna St. Vincent Millay (1892 - 1950) Love, if I weep it will not matter, And if you laugh I shall not care; Foolish am I to think about it, But it is good to feel you there. Love, in my sleep I dreamed of waking, White and awful the moonlight reached Over the floor, and somewhere, somewhere There was a shutter loose - it screeched! Swung in the wind - and no wind blowing - I was afraid and turned to you, Put out my hand to you for comfort - And you were gone! Cold as the dew, Under my hand the moonlight lay! Love, if you laugh I shall not care, But if I weep it will not matter - Ah, it is good to feel you there.

Sooo
i just finished watching one of the most depressing movies ever. It was FEVER PITCH. some of you may ask why a movie about the redsox with jimmy fallon is depressing. well the whole story line of being in love and having a girl who sits by your side and loves your team as much as you do. its something i havent had, and more more reach day its looking like its something i never will have. I cant seem to find that special buckeye fan for me. oh well, damn depressing movies.

Farewell, Ungrateful Traitor !
Farewell, Ungrateful Traitor! by John Dryden (1631 - 1700) Farewell, ungrateful traitor! Farewell, my perjur'd swain! Let never injur'd woman Believe a man again. The pleasure of possessing Surpasses all expressing, But 'tis too short a blessing, And love too long a pain. 'Tis easy to deceive us In pity of your pain, But when we love, you leave us To rail at you in vain. Before we have descried it, There is no joy beside it, But she that once has tried it Will never love again. The passion you pretended Was only to obtain, But once the charm is ended, The charmer you disdain. Your love by ours we measure Till we have lost our treasure, But dying is a pleasure When living is a pain.

My First Blog Here
I'm new here. I tend to be a loner. I am a manager of a business, and am Pagan. I have 2 boys from a previous relationship. I have an ex-girlfriend who is the ultimate bitch from hell. I have a wonderful girlfriend now. Life is going really well at this point.

Do You Really Read??
i was wondering if all you beautiful ladies actually read all the comments we leave on your picts... i know you get bombarded with comments (and ratings)from the second you post a pict.... be honest now...

Dad's Tapes
Her dad didn't even know that she knew about his cache of X-rated videos he had hidden on the top shelf of bed room closet. Danni had found them purely by accident when she was looking for an extra blanket last winter. What she found under the blanket, was a box filled with about twenty videos that had just about every type of sexual orientation you could imagine! When her folks were gone, she would take one out and watch it, totally fascinated by the action on the screen. Being eighteen, she had heard of some of the things she saw, like the gay and lesbian stuff, but when it came to the transsexual tapes, well that was just TOO much!!! What she found that really turned her on was watching two women make love to each other, or a man with a very big penis getting it sucked, and while she had never done either one, when ever she watched them her little pussy would start to itch in the worst way! It was while watching these films that she really learned how to reach an orgasm, and came to

What Old School Disney Villain Are You?
What Old School Disney Villain Are You? Maleficent (Sleeping Beauty)I have two words for you: Bad Ass. You can turn into a dragon! Alright, probably not you, but Maleficent could. You have a brilliant ability to hold a grudge, and you build up small slights into massive wrongs overnight to justify to scary tirades you're prone to. You might want to look into the ancient concept of Forgive and Forget. Just a thought. On the other hand, that whole dragon business is way cool, so I think you're alright.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Deal??
You forgive me for liking you too much, And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough. You forgive me for missing you so, And I'll forgive you for being so cold. You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, And I'll forgive you for not hearing it. You forgive me for playing your games, And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions. You forgive me for finding you so attractive, And I'll forgive you for not noticing. You forgive me for raising you up so high, And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low. You forgive me for wanting to be with you, And I'll forgive you for avoiding me. You forgive me for being so pathetic, And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it. You forgive me for not being able to let go, And I'll forgive you for never having latched on. You forgive me for having hopes and dreams, And I'll forgive you for crushing them. Forgiveness brings inner peace. Do we have a deal?

I Carry Your Heart With Me
I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart) I am never without it (anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want no world (for beautiful your are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon as always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart) ~e.e. cummings (In true e.e. cummings form this would be completely lowercase, but the e-mail that I saved it in had the beginning of each sentence capitalized. Also, you'll notice that he doesn't end his sentences with punctuation. I'm pretty sure that was also part of his style.)

Missing You
I LOVE DIS SONG ITS SOO SAD IT COMPARES WITH ME WELL NOT REELY CUZ ONCE I HAD A DREAM DAT I LOST DA LOVE OF MA LIFE I KNOW ITS A DREAM BUT MA DREAMS USUALLY COME TRUE AND WHEN I WOKE UP IN REAL LIFE I STARTED CRYIN BECAUSE I WAS SCARED IT WAS GONNA HAPPEN ..SO FAR IT HASNT HAPPENED AND I HOPE IT DOESNT-AT LEAST NOT BEFORE I TELL HIM HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM [LONG STORY-IT GOES BACK 3 YEARS 1/2] =(( MISSING YOU - FIRST LADY MMMMMMM OH, IM MISSING YOU BABY IM MISSING YOU OH…………………… BABY IM MISSING YOU SPOKEN: THINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS, I DIDN’T EVEN GET ONE LAST KISS, FROM YOU, OH BABY, GOD TOOK YOUR LOVE FROM ME, HE NEEDED AN ANGEL SO IT SEEMS, I NEED TO FEEL YOUR HANDS ALL OVER ME, I NEED TO FEEL YOU KISSING ME, I NEED TO FEEL YOU HOLDING ME, I NEED TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH, CUZ I MISS YOUR LOVE SO MUCH, AND I, CANT KEEP ON LIVING THIS WAY, I NEED YOU HERE WITH ME, WHY DID HE TAKE YOU AWAY, FROM ME, ITS HARD FOR

Roller Derby
So yeah I am a roller derby girl with the Reno league, Battle Born Derby Demons, I am affectionately known as Rayne of Destruction. We have practice 2 times a week, and we have the Chico California girls coming up here the weekend of thanksgiving for a bout, gonna be so much fun!!!! Rayne

Hoobastank -crawling In The Dark
HOOBASTANK LYRICS "Crawling In The Dark" I will dedicate And sacrifice my everything for just a second's worth Of how my story's ending And I wish I could know if the directions that I take And all the choices that I make won't end up all for nothing Show me what it's for Make me understand it I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer Is there something more than what i've been handed? I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer Help me carry on Assure me it's ok to use my heart and not my eyes To navigate the darkness Will the ending be ever coming suddenly? Will I ever get to see the ending to my story? Show me what it's for Make me understand it I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer Is there something more than what i've been handed? I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer So when and how will I know? How much further do I have to go? How much longer until I finally know? Because I'm looking and I just

Guys Are.. Whats The Word....
Boys at Hampton High School who think they are "MEN" are stupid, immature, gay, selfish, and just..... weird!! Have you ever wondered why a guy only wants something until he has it.. then it isnt good enough anymore. I hate boys that do that, all they think about are themselves. You give a whole year and a half of your life to them and then they drop you like it wasnt a big deal. Time goes by his life gets screwed up and then one day he is gonna call you up and hope everything is okay. What the fuck is that how they gonna expect they can just get with you after they done all that stupid stuff!! And yes you forgive them but your not gonan put yourself threw that again. You know that it will just happen again. And even though you hate him for what he did you know there will always be a part of you that when he looks at you in the hall makes you think of how happpy you were. It makes me wonder if girls will ever forget the people they love/care about. Will they ever lea

Blah Blah Blah
ok so this is my first blog on LC. so i dont really know what to talk about but i was talkin to my friend jim aka sublime and he said blog the shit out of it. not really sure what that means but i decided to give it a try. so im just sittin here bein really bored and that is about it. well gotta go for now. oh yeah almost forgot. sublime u rock and ur photo is super hot.

Killing Loneiness
i watch friends age change and be heart broken over what others say an think now as any good friend would do i am honest and i give them the best answer i have on the matter ....no matter what it is i'm there ....and i ofter everything i can to help ...wiether its comfort grace praise whatever they need i've seen my friends get married have babies go threw devorices or have a fight with their other friends ....i've always stood at their sides while i've been there for them when it truely came to it i've always been in the shadows never askin for anything . thats just how i am . i am waiting for whatever may come my way .....love lust or death i greet it all with a huge hug and i know i am ready for it all i love the shadow scene anyway so darkness is welcome and i greet it without fear i will always be the friend on the sideline but now its time for me to be found ....

Firefighters Daily Life
Firefighters are.... Body: Firefighters are those crazy people who run into a burning building when all others are running out. Firefighters are those people who wake up in the middle of the night to help an old lady, who fell out of bed. Firefighters are those people who work on half eaten meals because someone needed their help. Firefighters are those people who have a second family that seems just like a first family. Firefighters are those people who never usually get thanked for doing such a good job. Firefighters are those people who have to deal with people dying and people getting hurt. Firefighters are those people who have hearts bigger than the whole universe. Firefighters are those people who are always there in a moments notice when someone needs help. Firefighters are those people who may seem scary to little kids. Firefighters are those heroes that little kids always say that they want to be when they grow up. Firefighters are those people

Eh, Somewhat True...
You scored as June. JUNE: Easy to talk to. Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up.Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. June100%May0%April0%FEBRUARY0%january0%March0%JULY0%November0%OCTOBER0%SEPTEMBER

Footprints
Footprints One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene,he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; One belonged to him, and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, He looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life There was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest And saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the ] Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, You'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, There is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me". The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child; I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial an

Birth Month
You scored as SEPTEMBER. SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize.Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal and always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. SEPTEMBER100%March0%April0%FEBRUARY0%january0%May0%JULY0%November0%OCTOBER0%AUGUST

A Few Reasons English Is So Hard To Learn
1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce. 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present. 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row. 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The buck does funny things when the does are present. 15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line. 16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow. 17) The wind was too strong to wind the sail. 18) After a number of injections my jaw

uncertain Moments In Life,
We all did it when we were younger had the school crushes, snuck out of the house, dating someone our family didn’t approve of. Ever do something you wasn’t proud of . . . My one un-proud moment as a teen would have been saying I would go out with this guy cause I was stranded at a school dance. I didn’t have a way home and he said I could come to his house if I would go out with him. He even said he had this massive crush on me ever since he first saw me. I didn’t want to be stuck with any place to stay the night so I said yes. I even made out with him but never went the whole way. I never went the whole way with any of the guys I dated. Only one and that was when I was 13. I never had sex after that till I was 17 and that was a huge disaster. Isn’t it weird how we base life on pleasing others and we’ll do anything to keep them happy even if it means being pushed into sex? Anyway, I called my mom to come and get me the next day. Of course I made

For Friends.........unknown
"trees wisper, shadows in the wind... my anger shallow, waiting-wanting to unleash. i watch, i wait...no u to breath in- to inhail, But anger has set in -even better- i HOPE to get loose..on you, the way i please, -to let it out- are you here? am i pleased? help. a silent scream....do you need this? PATHETIC DISEASE....i want to adore you and with my touch i do, JUST RIGHT NOW i hate you so much-it turns me- the like fire of a gun..the beggings begun. a scratch, a tear, cutt cutt i want you to see. but besides me, not much there so listen- please- slice, slice don't mention it... i have my own agony, my own way. im no fortune, waiting to be seen. it's not like you can't hurt me. so, i don't show... i don't know.... help. if u want it to spread. Stay Away From Me...." 2mcl......... By...***unknown** (a down ass jugglette who wants to stay unknow...)

Peppermint Kisses
Ingredients: 2 egg whites 1/8 tsp salt 1/8 tsp cream of tartar 1/2 cup sugar 2 peppermint canes (one green, one red), crushed NOTE: This recipe includes a small amount of refined sugar. Recipes with refined sugar may not be suitable for all people with diabetes. Check with your physician and/or registered dietitian or nutritionist on how to incorporate these recipes into your daily meal plan. Instructions: In a mixing bowl, beat egg whites until foamy. Add salt and cream of tartar; beat until soft peaks form. Beat in sugar, 1 tablespoon at a time, until stiff and glossy. Spoon meringue into a pastry bag or resealable plastic bag. If using a plastic bag, cut a 1-inch hole in a corner. Squeeze 1-1/2-inch kisses of meringue onto ungreased, foil-lined baking sheets. Sprinkle half with crushed red candy canes and half with green candy canes. Bake at 225°F for 1-1/2 to 2 hours or until dry but not brown. Cool; remove from foil. Store in an airtight container. Pepperm

Murder-weapon
My score on The Murder-Weapon of Choice Test: Sawn-off Shotgun(You scored 52% Gore Tolerance, 46% Guile, 47% Sadism, and 52% Phys. Strength!)Yes, a cheap shotgun, a few rounds of shot, and a hacksaw, utilized appropriately, should provide a prosaic recipe for the deed to come. It's not a particularly creative method, but it does possess a certain twisted, brutish elegance... Link: The Murder-Weapon of Choice Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

0x
Asked an old Chinese monk about my future… he said I am an 0x… and . . . "If you're single… you could have a great desire to get married as soon as possible. You'll be inclined to show indifference in your familial relationships… but be careful… as your attitude may set your nearest and dearest against you! You may let yourself be directed by your feelings and commit errors of judgement. Be reasonable in your expenses, otherwise a financial storm will not be far away." And guess what? His fortune cookies are stale!

Making A Change In Life
Making A Change in Life There comes a time in your life when you have to make a change Try new beginnings and let everything around you rearrange Unloading old burdens onto your friend Hoping to fill them up again Its never going to be different unless you re-apply yourself Cuz starting over doesnt necessarily mean you have to have wealth Just good intentions and the will to carry on Is enough to get started and to move on Always remember you have someone you can always count on Someone who will listen to every word and every song Our life may keep on going with the help of others But the one we really should ask for help from is our mothers They know where we come from and how we feel They know when we act fake or if we are real They also can help us decide on which path we should take Or whether or not if we should carry on with the decision we make There are so many changes in life that I would like to make To start from maybe 10 years ago give or take

Thurs
Yeah I'm bored--this week I'm walking on the girl side of things--I think ill be liking guys more soon though. I want to get more cherry points--i dunno why since what the fuck do cherry points really do? I can't gas up my car with them, they don't lay me, and what does one really look like. Its late I think I am overtired. BYE

The Day I Met You
the day i met you i knew you were the one. my soul mate. the other half of me. i had vowed long ago to never love again. knowing that i always get hurt. but after much talk on your side i gave in and belived in you. i offered you my heart body mind and soul. turning myself into what you wanted. giving and giving not ever getting. giving till there is nothing left to give. i turned into the woman you wanted and yet it not enough never happy are you. always wanting more andmore. when will it be enough for you. how much more do i have to change to be what you want. y ou say you lov eme the way i am but you always change meto something else. the day i met you i knew you were the man for me. only if youd get over past hurts and let us be happy. if you only would get over all that women have done to you in the past and judge me for who i am and not what they havedone to you. but you havent.

Negative Ads
I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THE NEGATIVE POLITICAL ADS ON TELEVISION. THEY ARE LIES AND HALF TRUTHS. MORE THAN 25% OF THEM HAVE BEEN ORDERED OFF THE AIR. BUT IT TAKES TIME SO REMEMBER TO DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH. MY ADVICE IS TO VOTE AGAINST ANY INCUMBENT! THEY DON'T WORK BUT LESS THAN 100 DAYS A YEAR AND WHAT THEY DO SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! AND I WILL NOT VOTE FOR ANYONE WHO RAN A NEG ADD THAT IS A LIE. HOPE YOU VOTE!! HOPE YOU HELP BRING BACK OUR BRAVE TROOPS FROM IRAQ~~ SO THEY CAN QUIT DYING THERE IN A CIVIL WAR. LET THEM GO FIND THE ANIMALS IN AFGHANISTAN WHERE THERE ARE WAR LORDS, DRUG DEALERS AND THE TALIBAN AND REMEMBER OSAMA BIN LADIN. QUIT SELLING OUR COUNTRY TO CHINA AND INDIA. PROTECT OUR PORTS AND OUR BORDERS~~ PLEASE PROTECT OUR CHILDREN AND THEIR EDUCATION DAN

Sleepy
omg im so tired im almost falling alseep infront of the computer... nwo im gonna brush my teeth and go to bed. atleast i got to lvl 54 with my night elf rogue in world of warcraft.... yes sorry im addicted to that shit :P but i love it.... tomorrow im gopnns sleeeeep until i wake up no alarmclocks nothing :P welll off to bed.

Loving Friends
MizzNewBooty 2006-10-26 18:55:12 Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_________000___ ___000__________MY_________000____ _____000______FRIEND______000______ _______000______________000________ _______

#1
A 30 year old man married a 25 year old woman. She died at age 50 and her husband was so devastated that he cried for years. Ten years after he stopped crying, he died. If he had lived to be 80, how many years was he a widower? first correct answer gets a shot of jack daniels see dont say im not kind and thoughtfull lol cleverclogs thdemonchild lol

Firm Cake Recipe
Ingredients : 2 Glazed Eyes, 2 Well Shaped Pins 2 Loving Hands, 2 Firm Milk Containers 2 Nuts, 1 Fur Lined Mixing Bowl and 1 Firm Banana Method: 1. Look into glazed eyes. 2. Spread well shaped pins slowly. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently until fur lined mixing bowl is well greased. Check frequently with finger. 4. Meanwhile ensure loving hands are attached to firm banana. 5. Add firm banana to fur lined mixing bowl. Gently work in and out until well creamed. For best results continue to kneed milk containers. 6. As heat rises, plunge firm banana deep into fur lined mixing bowl, cover with nuts, sigh with relief and leave to soak. (Don't leave overnight). 7. The cake is cooked when the banana is soft. If banana doesn't soften, repeat method or change mixing bowl. 8. If using unfamiliar kitchen then it is wise to clean utensils thoroughly. NOTES: 1. Do not lick mixing bowl after banana softens. 2. If cake does rise then leave town sharpish.

Murder Weapon Test
My score on The Murder-Weapon of Choice Test: Resurrection Machine(You scored 84% Gore Tolerance, 58% Guile, 72% Sadism, and 75% Phys. Strength!)It's hard to imagine any mode of execution that would necessitate your herculean strength, yet at the same time excersize your aptitude for subterfuge *and* express your generosity with the gift of lingering pain! And we mustn't fail to consider your substantial bloodlust. One simple solution is to obtain for yourself a 'resurrection machine'... one that will allow you to slay your victim in one manner, then to bring the victim back to life so as to leverage the variegated excesses of your nature through another means of death... and so on, until your needs and abilities have been explored to full satisfaction. Link: The Murder-Weapon of Choice Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Our Journey..
Calming winds in the nightly shadows,grace me with your heavenly touch. Taking me where dreams and fantasies bare every essential caress of your magical touch. Moonlit path that we follow, is only destined to take us to a forbidden place to make our's. Grasping into your hidden desire to be taken and used. You reach out to please. Knowing that everything you do will be a great reward to us both. The place we both seek in hidden, only for us both to find. Taking your hand in this journey, we begin. We take time that is given to seek in each other's worlds. Understanding what could have always been seen but never touched. Out in the open for all to see, but never noticed. Looking deeply in the other as we would ourselves, making two turn to one. Guidance from the heart gets us almost there. Needing to take it further, we gaze deeper into the clouds to find out that it is just clear. Waters that most see murky are crytal clear for our view. Gently gliding out fingertips tog

So Disappointed!
So I don't know how many of you have heard this song, but Akon and Snoop Dogg have this song out called "I Wanna Love You" which I really like, so I just went to download it and apparently the REAL version of it is "I Wanna FUCK YOU!" I was soooo disappointed! I just thought that was the nicest song and they go and ruin it by...well...being truthful I guess lol. I don't usually buy into any of these songs that guys sing about love anyway, cause it doesn't seem to me that any of them REALLY feel that way! Not saying that there aren't nice guys out there, but most of them really do just "wanna fuck you." Anyway, I did find the version of the song that I like lol but I was really disappointed by that!

Geography Of Women And Men......
Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa, half discovered, half wild, naturally beautiful with fertile soil. Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe, well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like India - very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like France -gently aging but still a warm and desirable place to visit. GEOGRAPHY OF WOMEN... Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain - with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel - has been through war and doesn't make the same mistakes twice, takes care of business. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada - self-preserving but open to meeting new people. After 70, she becomes Tibet. Wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wis! dom of the ages...only those with an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge visit there. GEOGRAPHY OF MEN........ B

Survey #1
1. Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work? Yuck! No! 2. Have you ever puked at a bar or club? No. Just a frat house. :) 3. What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you have dated? *cough* Depends on how you define "dated." Probably his 19 to my 36. If you mean serious relationships, then five years (my 23 to his 28). 4. Have you ever dated someone you met online? Geez, only my ENTIRE love life and most of my sex life *laugh* 5. Have you ever smoked pot at a concert? Nope. 6. Have you ever dated/fooled around with a coworker? Yes. And don't ask me how many times we christened the office, either. 7. If so, how did that turn out? We're still friends. 8. Ever been involved in a hit & run? No. Ugh! 9. Were you popular in high school? *laugh* God no. 10. Have you ever been on a blind date? Nope! 11. Are looks important? No. I mean, none of us can avoid being a little bit shallow. But generally, if

It Sucks
When waking up at 6:00 am to get ready for work and your Ironing your hair so u can looksome what good when all of a sudden u close tou flat iron down on your ear lobe. Only to find out a few Min later u have a big ass blister on the back of you ear and u cant wear ear rings but u do anyways ya i am in alot of pain still and i have my braces tighten too

What Colour Tears Fall From Your Eyes?
You scored as sadess. tears of sadness fall from your eyes as they do mine. no matter what happens.. it will blow oever and you'll be fine...trust me.. even though someone hurt you, and you cant forget. you will. time is the healer of all.sadess90%anger60%faker60%confusion50%what colour tears fall from your eyes?created with QuizFarm.com

Trip This Weekend
Hello fellow LC friends and family. I am leaving the good ole state of RI and going up to Salem, Mass which is right on the outskirts of Boston, Mass. Me and 3 of my girlfriends have rented a hotel and are going on the tours and planning on having a helluva weekend. I won't be back till November 1st, so I just wanted you'all to know that. so no worries. but I can't say Salem will be the same after me and my friends get there.......so anyone that is going let me know before Friday. I would love to meet up and maybe we can SPOOK someone!! Peace out!! Lady Di ps, to those who don't know Salem is the witch haven of the US. OK this is day 2 of ny trip, we have walked on all kinds of haunted tours. Got another one Monday at 1 pm and one Tuesday at 3 pm..I am sure I lost weight or got extra muscles on this trip, BUT we are having a BLAST. Will have pics after the 1st, even doing the costume portraits with my friends,,,,,,,whooooooooooooooo hooooooooooo see yall after Wednesday. PEA

What Does Your Birth Month Say About You
You scored as April. APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes love in a way that only their lover can understand. April100%May0%March0%FEBRUARY0%january0%June0%JULY0%November0%OCTOBER0%SEPTEMBER0%

Finally Finished- Teaching Methods
For those who might have been reading some of my HP erotica lately, you'll notice in my later ones I make mention about me having trouble finishing Teaching Methods, which is part 3 of my four part series. Well, wait no longer! I just now finished writing it up, so here it is. And, as always, you can check out the other erotica I've written at Opportunity Knocks, my adult fic archive.Teaching MethodsDisclaimer: This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended. Author's Note: This story is the sequel to Fumbling Fingers and Wandering Hands (in that order), so you'll have to read those two first to understand this one. He'd been seeing her around Daigon Alley more and more lately. His first thought was that she was planning for a party or some such thing

Blah
no one ever saids "I want to work 7 days a week in a mall when I grow up" it just happends, I'm so sick of these high school aged kids giving me a hard time after they think they can help themselfs to things behind my counter at work, then confront me about with thier manenger while I'm on my other job. that bitch doesn't know how close she came from getting a one week ban from the mall. if I had of had one of the 2-way phones I would have called sercutry and she would have been givin a tresspass notice right there on the spot. I will be talking with my bosses tomarow and both of them can go to the proper people in charge to see that the bitch can keep her hands to herself from now on or stay the fuck out of the mall. I'm sick of the bullsiht!!!

My Brothers Funeral
This is the first day I have had to face the fact that my brother died but a few short days ago, today I spoke at his funeral, and said my final good bye tomarrow I have to go to his Military Buriel :( this is hard for me he was the best thing in my life and stood by me even when others would not I have some mental Pictures just seered into my mind that I can not seem to let go of I am so torn apart right now and just need people, and want people around me I have no one here to comfort me and that for me is very hard to deal with.

Should I Sleep With Men
You scored as Yes you must!. Yes, you should sleep with men, you would feel much better afterwards.Yes you must!75%No.50%Give it one try8%You'd better not!0%Should i try sleeping with men?created with QuizFarm.com

Which Animal Is More Like You?
You scored as Horse.. You Are The Running Horse! Wanting to be free you tempt to escape your "jail" of a home. You hate racing for others but love to run, it's also an easy escape! You love your mane blowing in the breeze and sometimes don't worry about how you look. Keep running free if you can, don't let the world stop you.Horse.81%Tiger.75%Kitty Cat!75%Wolf69%Monkey!56%Polar Bear.50%Panda.50%Snake.44%Koala44%Bat!44%Alligator!

Yay! Im Purple...hmm..all Of A Sudden Im Addicted To These Stupid Tests! Lol
You scored as Purple. Purple is powerful, just like you. You are a very devoted person that likes to get things finished and you do this by balancing out fun and seriousness. This way you get the best of both and no matter what always end up winning. You are very competitive, driven and have an aura of mystery about you which sometimes people find astounding.Purple61%Blue56%Pink56%White50%Black45%Green39%Red33%Yellow33%Orange28%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

My Color
You scored as Purple. Purple is powerful, just like you. You are a very devoted person that likes to get things finished and you do this by balancing out fun and seriousness. This way you get the best of both and no matter what always end up winning. You are very competitive, driven and have an aura of mystery about you which sometimes people find astounding.Orange94%Purple94%Red89%Blue78%Green61%Black61%White44%Pink39%Yellow17%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

When Life Slaps You In The Face!!!!
I just had a fight with an ex boyfriend of mine, and my fiance Frankie, who i love dearly is worried that i'm going to leave him for my ex! Even though i have reassured him that i'm not leaving him for my ex, i don't think he believes me! I love frankie with all of my heart, and my ex, well we are best friends at least that's what he keeps on telling me, but yet he won't ever tell me anyhting that's bothering him, and as far as i knew, didn't best friends tell each other everything? that's what i'm so damn confused about!!!

A Couple Curious Of Trying New Things
Leeanne is about 5'10 to 5'11, that is tan complection, long hair that stops at her back that is brown,pretty brown eyes, big lips,long tongue,thick hips, big ass,long legs,big breast about 36D,flat stomach, and muscular arms. Lenny is about 6'2,caramel complection,broad shoulders,bald head,strong arms but not to strong that when he flexes you see his veins,big lips,long tongue,muscular legs,tight firm ass,brown eyes, flat stomach with 6 pack,tight firm ass,7 inch and a half inch dick that is one to two inches in thickness on the shaft with big balls. It was a thursday evening a couple was interested of changing roles for a day. The couple was walking around a sex store as they were looking at pornos, sex toys, strap-on tongue rings, flavored lubes etc...As they came across some strap-on dildos Lenny got hard and Leeanne didn't know why.They start looking through dildos on what size he wanted to try they went with a 8 inch dildo that was ripped with veins that shoots out that fake c

Ok...hand Me Sum Soap..lol
You scored as Not so clean. You're not what I'd call pure, but you're not too dirty. Thats okay... i guess?Not so clean70%Complete Filth50%Pedofile10%Pure and Innocent0%How dirty is your mind?created with QuizFarm.com

The Animal I Am
You scored as Wolf. You Scored As The Awesome Wolf! So cute and cuddley looking you can be feirce! Protecting your young and sometimes your mate you can be very mean. Other wise you're sweet but always on the lookout for something to happen. Eating rare meats and hunting in a pack is your game! Thats something you can't live without. Howling is how you communicate!Tiger.100%Wolf100%Monkey!88%Polar Bear.81%Alligator!75%Horse.75%Panda.56%Kitty Cat!50%Snake.44%Koala44%Bat!

Random So Take It
You scored as U ROCK!!!!!!!. U ROCK!!!!WHAT MORE CAN BE SAID.(PLEASE RATE AND TAKE MY OTHER QUIZZES THANKYOU)COOL!!!!!20%U ROCK!!!!!!!20%CHAV LOSER!!!!!!10%Your like me!!!!!10%RANDOM!!!!(SO TAKE IT)created with QuizFarm.com

February Rules!!! :)
You scored as FEBRUARY. FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness and challenges. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. FEBRUARY100%May0%April0%March0%June0%january0%JULY0%November0%OCTOBER0%SEPTEMBER

What Pistol Are You
You scored as .357 Magnum. You love a well rounded pistol. You like the feel and accuracy of a revolver. You like to have a good knock-down but still look modest and be considered the underdog.9 Mil80%.357 Magnum80%.44 Magnum80%Mac 1080%Glock60%.38 Special60%.4550%What pistol are you?created with QuizFarm.com

What Color Falls From Your Eyes?
You scored as sadess. tears of sadness fall from your eyes as they do mine. no matter what happens.. it will blow oever and you'll be fine...trust me.. even though someone hurt you, and you cant forget. you will. time is the healer of all.sadess70%anger60%confusion40%faker30%what colour tears fall from your eyes?created with QuizFarm.com

Active Duty
Just a few more days left. On Monday I start a new section of my military career. I have reenlisted for 4 more years a couple weeks ago. I am now back on active duty. I leave Monday for St Louis and spend the night there. Then on Tuesday I ship out to Ft Leonardwood, MO, where I will spend the next few months for training as a Motor Vehicle Operator. I may be out of touch for a little while, not sure yet what internet facilities they have there. I will be in touch as much as I can. Wish me luck. So far it's the waiting that has been killing me. Been packing and cleaning and trying to see family before I leave, so it's been a busy week. Can't wait to start this.

The Meeting
My name is Jim; I'm an alcoholic. I've clocked little time in this program damn little, but I'm working on another day. I've found that I have a relatively low tolerance for incompetence. I get real tired of working with imbeciles who either don't have enough common sense to perform a menial task or who dont give a damn about anything but their time cards. But I'm becoming a little more forgiving of the ones with no common sense. Hell, they have a heavy enough cross to bear without my adding to the load. Today I demonstrated a little of my own incompetence by losing a company check for three hundred dollars. I asked my Higher Power to help me find it, but He didnt know where it was either. I guess I'll have to make a call and ask that guy to write me another one. I was driving down the street in heavy traffic today and a couple of morons pulled out in front of my truck. I had to lock up the brakes. Then the passenger in that car turned around and laughed at me. If I w

Leave Me Open
why could you not lie with me instead of to me stay with me not betray me be anything but more questions why fucker, why? leave me open in this hole love me instead of use like the rest why could you not be true when it's so simple for me?

Stephen King
Stephen King Bibliography Novels: Carrie (1974) • ’Salem’s Lot (1975) • Rage (as Richard Bachman) (1977) • The Shining (1977) • Night Shift (stories) (1978) • The Stand (1978) • The Dead Zone (1979) • The Long Walk (as Richard Bachman) (1979) • Firestarter (1980) • Cujo (1981) • Road Work (as Richard Bachman) (1981) • The Dark Tower I: The Gunslinger (1982) • Different Seasons (novellas) (1982) • The Running Man (as Richard Bachman) (1982) • Christine (1983) • Pet Sematary (1983) • Cycle of the Werewolf (1983) • The Talisman (written with Peter Straub) (1984) • Thinner (as Richard Bachman) (1984) • Skeleton Crew (stories) (1985) • The Bachman Books (novel collection) (1985) • It (1986) • The Eyes of the Dragon (1987) • Misery (1987) • The Dark Tower II: The Drawing of the Three (1987) • The Tommyknockers (1988) • Dark Visions (cowritten with George R. R. Martin and Dan Simmons) (1988) • The Dark Half (1989) • Dolan's Cadillac (1989) • My Pretty Pony (1989) • The Stand: The Comple

Worth The While
did you take something before you left that satisfyed your sinners lust when the demons whispered to burn and you chose a sacrifice to cut off the diffacult growth of my love in your mind did it feel right do you sleep at last twelve moons later in the dark that you fear or did you just become the night you are the nightmare, why stop there? did you walk through the valley of the shadow of love and fear no evil for it was you...? are you whole in your empty to live without the magick the miracle... did you take anything to make this worth while beside a still beating broken heart?

Polly Or Jack
A middle manager was in a quandary. He had to downsize one of his staff members. He had narrowed it down to one of two candidates, Polly or Jack. It would be a difficult decision to make, as they were both equally qualified and both did excellent work. He finally decided that in the morning, whichever one used the water cooler first would be the one to be let go. Polly came in early that morning, hugely hung over after partying all night and getting no sleep. She went to the cooler to get some water to take an aspirin. The manager approached her and said, "Polly, I've never done this before, but I have to lay you or Jack off." Polly replied, "Could you jack off? I have a terrible headache."

What Would You Do With Me In 24 Hours
i would lick and suck you pussy till you would tell me to stop and the i would get you to lay on your back and take it nice and slow and then i would get you on you side and and do the same thing and then i would get you on your knees and hit it as hard as i could then we wuld do it all over again

Yard Sale
A man was walking one day, when he came to this big house in a nice neighborhood. Suddenly he realized there was a nude couple making love out on the lawn. Then he noticed another couple over behind a tree. Then he saw an other couple behind some bushes by the house. He walked up to the door of the house and knocked. A well-dressed woman answered the door and the man asked what kind of a place this was. "This is a brothel," replied the madam. "Well, what's all this out on the lawn?" queried the man. "Oh, we're having a yard sale today."

Snowy Vanilla Pecan Crescents
Ingredients: 1 cup powdered sugar, divided 2 sticks fat-reduced margarine, suitable for baking (must have 60-70% fat), such as Imperial® or Fleischmann's® 1/4 tsp salt (optional) 2 tsp vanilla extract 1-1/2 cups all-purpose flour 1-1/4 cups rolled oats 1/2 cup pecans, finely chopped Instructions: Preheat oven to 325°F. In a large bowl, cream half of the sugar into the margarine, then add the salt and vanilla extract, blending well. Next add the flour, oats, and nuts, and blend thoroughly. Place dough by the Tablespoonful on ungreased cookie sheet. Shape into crescents. Bake for 15 minutes or until bottoms are light honey-golden. Remove to wire rack and sift remaining powdered sugar generously over warm crescents. Nutritional Information: Nutritional Information (per cookie): 75 Cal; 4 g Fat; 9 g Carb; 00 mg Chol; 50 mg Sodium; 3 mg Calcium. Dietary Exchanges: 1 Bread; 1 Fat.

Be Careful
Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved.

Yada Yada Yada
ok so here it is 2 in the morning and I am sitting at the computer bored as hell. Anyone that knows me knows that when I am bored and sleepy I tend to ramble...and well I usally ramble about nothing of importance. I should be sleeping but I just haven't made it that far yet. I will eventually. This is going to be a long weekend. The kiddos have a 3 day weekend so one more day to fight with each other! One good thing I get to spend it with close friends and that special someone. He knows who he is. I have to admit I am happier now that he is around. Ask anyone I am a different person now then I was a few months ago. Amazing what one person can do for you. He has come to mean a lot to me I don't know that he knows that or not but it's true. We have been friends for awhile and always got along good so that helps. Granted there are some things that gotta get worked out for him and hell for me too we all have baggage right? That is just part of life. Anyone that has lived dar

A Brand New Day For My Baby
Rest your head and close your eyes Everything will be okay For when you wake with the sweet sunrise It will be a brand new day Turn down the lights and pull me close Feel only the beating of our hearts as we lay For when you wake with the soft morning breeze It will be a brand new day Relax your body and caress my soft hair Let all of life's worries melt away For when you wake with the warm summer scent It will be a brand new day Fall fast asleep and dream with me Whisper "I love you, I'm here to stay" For when we wake in each other's arms It will be a brand new day

Rocky Road Halloween Squares
INGREDIENTS: * 1 (12 oz.) pkg. semisweet chocolate chips * 1 (14 oz.) can sweetened condensed milk * 2 tbsp. butter * 2 cups dry roasted peanuts * 1 (10 1/2 oz.) pkg. white miniature marshmallows * assorted soft Halloween candy pieces such as candy corn, or use candy coated chocolate candies PREPARATION: Line a 13x9-inch baking pan with waxed paper. In top of double boiler melt chocolate with milk and butter; remove from heat. In a large bowl, combine peanuts and marshmallows. Fold in melted chocolate and press into the prepared paper-lined pan Top with candy pieces. Chill until firm and cut into squares. Store at room temperature.

Why Do Everyone Are In Hidden Their Pics????
If you add or asking them? we cant see them?? or what they look like??? but unfair that they already saw our real faces? but we cant see their face??? but if they dont do that?? then i dare to blocked or denied their ass out!!!! Do you have samething???? maybe they just being selfish?? thank you so much!!!!!

Made Of Scars
This one came from looking This one opened twice These two seem as smooth as silk, flush againt my eyes This one needed stiches and This one came from rings This one isn't even there, but I feel it more because you don't care Yeah, Cut right into me Yeah, Cause I am Made Of Scars Yes I am made of scars This one had it comming This one found a vein This one was an accident, but never gave me pain This one was my fathers and This one you can't see This one had me scared to death, But I guess I should be glad I'm not dead!! Yeah, Cut right into me Yeah, I am made of scars Yes, I am made of scars God, Don't you believe it And I will find a way Everything you are I will betray Oooh, I swear that I will find a way Everything you are's inside me This one was the first one This one had a vice This one here I like to rub on dark and stormy nights This one was the last one, I don't remember how But I remember blood and rain AN

How Many Pollocks Does It Take To Start Rumors???!!!
well .....my boyfriend's friend called me up and was like "hey beautiful, will u go out with me" and i'm like "ahh no" but anywayz then my boyfriend's sister calls my bf and says that i have a date with the guy this weekend ..how is that possible when i'm gonna be spending the weekend with my bf? i think she did it cause he's her ex and she's jealous that he has a crush on me either that or him or my friend tammy put her up to it ......and then my ex asshole starts talkin shit and tellin my sis to tell me to leave him alone and to stop telling my friend ang that i still love him ....ang says she never said that and that means asshole must be still up to tryin to cause me problems...and to think everyone thought he was innocent except my friends and fam ...ha whatta joke ...hell datin him was the biggest joke ever ...i just wish he would disappear ....but anywayz i'm over the drama shit ...tomorrow night me and bill get to be alone all night long and he says i gotta stay up and watch mo

Funny Dirty Joke As Shared To Me By A Friend!
It was the mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighborhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family there, who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a big gift envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine cigars. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At the fourth house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful woman in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door, and led him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had had enough they went downstairs, where she fixed him a giant breakfast, eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and fresh squeezed orange juice. When he was truly satisfied she poured him a cup of steaming coffee. As she was pouring, he

Last Nnights Fun >:)
well last night i went to the gig at karova *some of them were crap* but my night changedround when i was introduced to garth *from the band immaculata* ohhh hee is soooo hot. he was buying me drinks all night and we were just talking, then we went back to his house and had a party with some other people and it went on till like 4 am in the morning then me and garth went to bed *to have a lil party of our own >:)* then we just satyed awake the whole night till 8 am then got to sleep and woke up at 1ye. it was a fun night had by all, he also ghave me to of his albums :D

Food And Love
A fire, candlelight, and passion foods are believed to be the perfect prelude to a romantic evening - they tease, tantalize and set your imagination afire, and they wash you over with a warm feeling of well-being. We have all heard about certain foods that have been labeled as aphrodisiacs for their stimulant properties and mineral content, but there are others that fall into that category simply for their suggestive appearance, resembling the human body. Or simply put - they look erotic. So what are these sensual foods that shorten the distance between the heart and the stomach? Oysters filled with vodka, to be provocatively slurped, asparagus soup, ginger chicken, washed down with bubbly champagne and rounded off with strawberries and whipped cream or a gooey chocolate dessert. If science is to be believed almost every other vegetable and fruit could be an ingredient for romance if used well…even the simple, ordinary ones like bananas, avocados, ginger, celery and chili peppers.

Couldnt Sleep
why is it people think that are freedom is free when it anit.its paid for in blood sweat and tears of are service men and women .i still remeber watching my friend pull a pin on a grenade and killing im self and one other person . i watched another shot him self in the head so dont tell me freedom is free or any thing else because it anit.some one some where is paying for it right now in blood so you all can be safe and free here .

Confusion
Contemplation and frustration I seek in the distant images for pacification From my internal conflicts A chemically imbalanced mind set That this chain I bound myself with I could loosen its grip or tighten once again I want to die, I want to leave This body I am in, please Renew myself with a fresh being Constant suffering Misplaced by one’s misconception and demeanor Let my life go God why have you not taken me home yet Free me from this world I’m in Run, run; I tell myself Soon it will be over And not one Would I have to be a bother for anymore My feet will rest From the mile journey my feet must run There’s no stopping, no pause in between My health can cease Why motivate myself to continue? When you have nothing for you And your life is ripped away What do you have to live for? But a simple nothingness Surrounded by an atomic molecule Of emptiness and seclusion In a world shaped like a box There becomes no escape No where to run Nor can you hide

Difference Between Yankees And Rebels
I have come to the conclusion that us yankees are a lot smarter than some wanna be southern rebels! yes i used to live in the south and i was there long enough to be considered a rebel and i loved it down there, but that still dont mean i'm not a yankee. i was born and bred true Pennslyvania Yankee and whoever dont like it can kiss my red, white, and blue yankee american ass!!!

My Life Sucks...
Well my life isn't going all that great at the moment. I thought it was going great, and then BAM! Everything falls to pieces; my heart once again gets crushed and stomped on. I'm so tired of getting hurt; I'm so tired of fucking being put on the back burner. What is so wrong with me that I can't even get a guy to like me that I have interest in? Am I really that bad? Well I was planning on going down to see Eric in South Carolina. I was going on the 1st of November, and wasn't coming back till the 8th. Well plans changed. Eric went to a LPA convention (LPA stands for little people of America). Well while he was at this convention this passed weekend, he ended up meeting another little person (girl) there. Well, I guess they hit it off. They held hands, kissed and had a great time. Why is it that a guy goes for the first thing they can get their hands on? Well, Eric came home, and I finally talked to him. He never called me like he said he was going to while at the convention. Told me

Shows You My Ex Bf Is A Dumbass
vampyreinblack777 (10/25/2006 1:45:51 AM): i know it was you dumb bitch you are now on block on my messangers i hate you and i bet nothing i said hit you... do me a favor... do not contact me ever FUCKING ever again... i want you to drop off the face of this earth

7 Ways To Drive A Man Wild
) Dress in a way that makes you feel sexy and also flatters your figure. Let's face it some of us look ridiculous in stilettos. Red is almost always a good color. Try a red slinky dress and comfortable undergarments. Those torture devices they sell to suck in our guts look great under the dress but are not sexy at all when you are trying to yank them off for a wild night of pleasure. 2) Pay attention to what he has to say for a change. Yes you can talk about yourself but a man finds it really refreshing when a woman allows him to have his own time in the spotlight. 3) Don't talk about your ex. If he asks, keep it short and sweet. You are starting fresh with this guy. No need to bring in the ghost of past relationships. You are perfect to him in the beginning. There is no reason to make him wonder if the last guy who dumped you was right. 4)Wear a light attractive scent. This means layering scents. Bathe in scented bath oils first. Then apply a light powder in the same scent. F

Is It Sad?
Is it sad that most the poetry or song I've ever written have been about people that don't exist? Is it sad to be starting a relationship with someone but feeling like it just has no chance to work? I don't know about alot of things in life, it scares me not to know but for some reason I never seem able to find the answers, perhaps I'm too withdrawn from things, my life has been one long mass of fear and shyness without cause or reason. I know I'm intelligent, I know I have atleast some looks, and I know that in the past I've always treated everyone as best I know how, with every ounce of respect or love I could....so where does the happiness come in all that, where's the pay off, where's the moment when I feel like everything I've ever done has had a reasdon and this is the reason, this person is the reason, I don't know that I'll ever have that moment of realisation, but even if I knew it would never come, I guess I can say that I'll ever remain the nice guy, trying to help people

First Attempt At A Song
A song attempt...semi up beat, but not...if that makes sence... Current mood: :-| Sometimes my creative side goes insane and this is the results, a song, with an obvious theme, no music to it because I am far from a musician, I just write :-P Enjoy A love freely given, nothing expected in return Restless in bed, eyes staring but seeing nothing but you My wild passion, naughty desire The warmth of heart, the thrill of lust The smile to warm winters cold ice The scent to drive me mad These are the things, that you give me, I would give you anything Just to keep you close like this Always by my side And never walk alone again All the rooms of my heart, filled by all the love that is you Laying awake, smiling at the way you drive me mad The thrill of wanting, and always getting it The way you feel, I love you still I’ll never let go, always want you The best I’ve ever had These things are you, and what you m

Interesting Past Few Nights
Sometimes I wish I had this blog sent to only guys because sometimes it takes the view of one guy to another to helps us all realise a universal truth, we are gone in the head man. On several levels of several friends in just the past 48 hours there has been more breakups than a man and a friend should like to see. For me it's almost heart breaking but it is also good. The ladies in these situations...much better off for the things I have heard from them, and on that note a few small peices of advice that both guys and ladies should know. Granted, my relationships haven't all been the greatest, I'm no expert, just consider this a view of one guy, put it with the view of many and it may be part of good relationship building...who knows. First and perhaps foremost as it has effected me in the past heavily. Simply the balance of a relationship and the happiness within. It should always be about shared love and shared happiness...the give and take in a manner that makes both as ha

Till Your In My Arms
Until you are in my arm's My nights will be cold My days a long,My heart will beat a little slower,Until the day we meet,I know that my arms will be empty,My mind is full of love from the constant thought of you,Minutes will seem like hours to me,Hours will seem like months, While months will seem like eternity,Until we meet The stars in the sky seen so far,But yet you tell me your that one star that is above me when i sleep,My world will seem incomplete,Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact, And our bodies and souls make contact you compleate me ,There are many miles between us,But our hearts see not the distance.Drawing our love even closer,On this my heart it is insistent.When we talk my heart sings, You'll never know the happiness it brings.Just to hear your sweet voice,Keeps my heart full of love .I love you truly,yes I do.I forever want to be with you.till death do us part i will go to my grave loving you

Your The One I Gave My Heart To
You're the one i gave my heart to. you're the one i love so much. i cant explain how much i love you.i love the way you say my name and how i know your love will never change.you're the one i want stay up with until late in the morning.you're the one that makes me smile when i see you.i look for you everyday on lostcherry or on yahoo messenger just so i can pass your way.no one knows but{you and me}know the truth.the truth is i love you babe,I promise you my love to you, I gave you my heart to you, I gave you my life,I promise we'll never be apart, I promise never to hurt you, I promise to never make you cry,I promise to always trust you, I promise not to lie to you, I promise you forever, I promise you tonight I promise you all my respect, I promise to do things right with you, I promise to always be there for you, I promise to always love you know matter what, I promise to be your best love for ever,I promise you all the love that i can every give,Igive you my life,I give you my

Ill Love You Forever
Day by day Night by night Kiss by kiss Touch by touch Step by step I fell in love with you.I'll love you today I’ll love you tomorrow I’ll love you forever.When you are sad, I will dry your tears away,When you are scared,I will comfort your fears, When you need love,my heart you will have with you. You will feel my love when we are apart,Knowing that nothing will ever change my heart, when you are worried,I will give you hope. When you are confused,I will help you cope,When you are feeling alone remember i'm alway's there in your heart.

Dream Land
Dream land awaits you and me,Close your eyes now and sleep,Imagine you and I,Close as we can be, Skin upon skin,Lips touching,For you taste of cherrys,sweetly irresistible,The fragrance of you, Takes my breath away,I am burning deep down inside,A torch of fire,Burning fuel of passion, For you are my desire,My heart beats with every breath you take,You are my destiny,Your eyes evade me,deep, dark,and mysterious,I am your slave,Your love has captured me,Grab my body,Pull me closer to you,Show me your love,In ways I could only dream.Dont'Wake me If i am dreaming,Is this a fairytale. Take my hand and lead the way, tell me all you want to say.Whisper softly in my ear,all those things I want to hear.Kiss my lips and touch my skin.bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near.take away my pain and fear.In the darkness of the night, show me that you are the one for me.Give me wings so I can fly like a bird in the night.So i can soar.Enter my life my heart, break down the

Why Are You Not Married?
Why are You Not Married? Here are some comebacks: You haven't asked yet. I was hoping to do something meaningful with my life. Because I just love hearing this question. Just lucky, I guess. It gives my mother something to live for. My fiancée is awaiting his/her parole. I'm still hoping for a shot at Miss/Mr. America. Do you know how hard it is to get two tickets to Miss Saigon? I'm waiting until I get to be your age. It didn't seem worth a blood test. I already have enough laundry to do, thank you. Because I think it would take all the spontaneity out of dating. My co-op board doesn't allow spouses. I'd have to forfeit my billion dollar trust fund. They just opened a great singles bar on my block. I wouldn't want my parents to drop dead from sheer happiness. I guess it just goes to prove that you can't trust those voodoo doll rituals. What? And lose all the money I've invested in running personal ads? I don't want to have to

The Wife Translation Guide
The Wife Translations Guide The wife says: You want The wife means: You want The wife says: We need The wife means: I want The wife says: It's your decision The wife means: The correct decision should be obvious The wife says: Do what you want The wife means: You'll pay for this later The wife says: We need to talk The wife means: I need to complain The wife says: Sure... go ahead The wife means: I don't want you to The wife says: I'n not upset The wife means: Of course I'm upset you moron The wife says: You're ... so manly The wife means: You need a shave and sweat a lot The wife says: Be romantic, turn out the lights The wife means: I have flabby thighs. The wife says: This kitchen is so inconvenient The wife means: I want a new house. The wife says: I want new curtains. The wife means: Also carpeting, furniture, and wallpaper! The wife says: I need wedding shoes. The wife means: The other forty pairs are the wrong shade of white. Th

Are You: In Love, Lust Or Married?
Are You: In Love, Lust or Married? LOVE......................when your eyes meet across a crowded room. LUST.......................when your tongues meet across a crowded room. MARRIAGE............when your belt won't meet around your waist, and you don't care. LOVE......................when intercourse is called making love. LUST.......................all other times. MARRIAGE............what's intercourse? LOVE......................when you argue over how many children to have. LUST.......................when you argue over who gets the wet spot. MARRIAGE............when you argue over money. LOVE......................when you share everything you own. LUST.......................when you think twice about giving your partner bus money. MARRIAGE............when the bank owns everything. LOVE......................when it doesn't matter if you don't climax. LUST.......................when the relationship is over if you don't climax. MARRIAGE............what

Buying Barbie
Buying Barbie Gordon was driving home one evening when he suddenly realized that it's his daughter's birthday and he hasn't bought her a present. He drives to the mall, runs to the toy store and says to the shop assistant, "How much is that Barbie in the window?" In a condescending manner, she says, "Which Barbie?" She continues, "We have Barbie Goes to the Gym for $19.95, Barbie Goes to the Ball for $19.95, Barbie Goes Shopping for $19.95, Barbie Goes to the Beach for $19.95, Barbie Goes Nightclubbing for $19.95, and Divorced Barbie for $275.00." Gordon asks, "Why is the Divorced Barbie $275.00 when all the others are only $19.95?" "That's obvious." the sales lady says. "Divorced Barbie comes with Ken's house, Ken's car, Ken's boat, Ken's furniture . . . "

Yay Its Friday !!
so i was gana stay in tonight but .... my mate rachael just asked me to come out for a few with her and our friend emma .... so i could nt really say no could i... !! would be rude hahahaha !! then tomorow night i m out with him in doors !! we have his friends party to go to then may head into town ... depending if he can keep up with the pace.. lol... he's a bit slack is my hubby !! sunday i will be recovering and then i have to go to my mums house for her birthday ...... a hung over celebratiion ... oh no !! sure ill be fine !! then its monday again .. wow the weeks just fly !! mondays shopping day which will be good good ... hope everyone has a good weekend and if i havent sent ya this msg allready loves ya ..xxxx

Just A Poem
I have found a love unconditional and pure, One who loves me fully and without question, Accepts my flaws and imperfetions as part of who i am, Someone who is a friend, lover, and so much more, Someone who can lift me so high i must look down to see heaven, She has set me free and made me soar, One whom can make my heart leap with just one word, One who takes my breath away with the softest smile, To look upon her is to look upon an angel, Gladly id lay my life on the line, For the one whom captivates my heart and soul, Body mind and soul i belong to her, Devoted to her happieness and safety is my every breath, If only she could truly understand how i feel for her, That id never intentionally cause her pain, or allow others to do so either, Ive found my soulmate my heart and soul, Her inner light so bright its almost blinding to see, Can she feel my breath on her skin, My softest caress though there are miles between, how i hold her safe at night through the darknes

I Need A New Doc.
well the last few days have been HELL.i have a few on going health problems that im prolly gonna have the rest of my life.4 months after i had my son my gulbladder and somthing eles went all nuts on me.i went thru tons and tons of tests and all kinds of stuff to find ou what was wrong with me. at the time the doc i had kicked ass. he understood just how much pain i was in and he knew how unhappy i was from all of it.well he told me that it would be best to take out my gulbladder and i was like ok. well then a different health problem got a lot lot worse and had to be taken care off asap. my old doc would give me vicodins every month. now im not a pill head so i can make 30 of them last for about 2 months depending on how many attakes i have.well the great doc i had left so i have to see a new one. she was a hippy and told me that the pain pills wasnt the best thing and that I need to find my own ways to handle pain.WTF. so ive been haveing my attakes and crying and not going to the doc

Where My Game's At
Pisces and Sex Sex is an emotional affair for the Fish, as is the case with much of their lives. Pisces is a sensual and creative lover, adoring playful sex and romping through erotic fantasies. Shyness goes out the door, if it's the bedroom door we're talking about! The Fish has a great appetite for sex and loves to keep things fluid and changeable. If their lover can indulge them in flights of fancy, they'll be primed all night long. For Pisceans, love and sex as a complete union is best, the better to feel safe, free and totally uninhibited. The Fish also loves to please their lover, so this union will definitely sizzle for two. As for the sexiest kind of play, it's in the water for the wet and wild Fish. Source: www.astrology.com Oh yeah, that's a keeper ;)

Dance Of The Lonesome Doves
Dance of the Lonesome Doves Frightened and weary, Hard and true… Cold with thoughts that never leave, Yet strengthened by love that shall never end… A wolf that howls a warning of darkness yet to come… His heart beating, Pounding to the beat of drums on the raging wind… Sacrificing itself to the mountains rising before it… ‘…Fall back, lie in your defeat, Cross down to the breezy path alone…’ ‘I cannot give up, how could I go on? You are my love, You are my home…’ Far off in the distance, Yet close to my heart I share in your feelings… Walk side by side with your soul… You think you’re lost… I’m building you a way… Weaving it with mine…. Please do as you will, Just know that I am here… And that I love you. A whisper of comfort catches you in its embrace… Spinning you through the winds of time Beating in a rhythm akin to the heart of the kindred… Breathless love and desire draws you through Eternity’s portal… And lifts you towards love ev

Eternal
Eternal In the case of life and love, there is light… and darkness. Neither being “good” or “bad”, and yet, Both being difficult and exciting! Some hearts are broken and some lives are lost, But with each of the sorrows and losses and endings, There also comes a feeling of happiness and new spirit! And when you feel like turning in for good… There’s always the tiniest ray of hope to shine through… And when you fear that love is lost, once and for all… Chin up, true love will find you again! Though darkness is constant and always near, Lightness and love are likewise, eternally!! ~Rhiannon revised 1/17/04

Hating Life Right Now...
The end of an era... Current mood: numb Category: Life I would just like to say something... First off Oct 25th was my Grandmothers birthday who has past on to another life. Second Oct 25th was the death of my son who would have been about 20 years of age had he not past on from an early miscarraige with the ex-wife. Now Oct 25th I was laid off from my current job. Basically lack of work and because im so highly paid and all they didnt have enough work to keep me on. So Oct 25 will forever be a date for me to remember. But not in a good way. So I will take my leave for now and post a blog up with more details later. This has not sunk in yet and I do not have a backup plan as of yet. I have some friends who might be able to help me out with a contact for a newjob but right now the well had dryed up. Stay tuned... Sydney

Life Is Precious
Most people who know me, know that I had a rough life growing up. I was disciplined so much that I thought I was abused. Heck, I even let the proper officials take care of business a few times with my father. But the more I look at it, the discipline made me who I am today. I have learned so much by growing up with my parents that now that I have children of my own, I can see their side of the story. I found that it was hard to bring up children when they do not listen to you. But more so, it is even harder when you are a single parent. However, I don't let that stop me...not anymore. It is just that today and everyday, people take for granted what is given them...a chance at life, a chance at just having chances at all. People are blinded by their everyday lives that they do not see what is important...the family is important. Even though, my father brought me and my sisters up very so disciplined at some point, there is still room for improvement. And yes, he has shown a great de

Cold
Cold Cold, cold like the dead winter snow. Cold like a spirit constantly haunting my own. Cold… painful, yet, comfortable. I need to be cold to be closer to reality. To be alive, and yet, to be dead. It’s a paradox, the cold is. It’s Life! ~ Rhiannon 9/26/96

So Called Friend's List
To all my friends and fans those of you who have rated my pic's thanks very much and have a wounderful day. For those who have not, I have rated and commented on all your pic's and would like it if you would return the favor, i don't have a lot of them which is more then what i can say for most of you but hay i still rate and comment on them, it wont hurt you a bit to show some luv. but however if you don't at least rate them im goin to start deleating people off my friends list no point in haveing ya there if your not friend enough to return the favor, / am i right. so keep this in mind and have a good day.

Ah, The Pursuit Of Love
Ah, the pursuit of love. Love is our greatest source of happiness and it does not have to depend on random chance. So let us begin the search. The search for that perfect mate is really a quest for wholeness - a completion of oneself. Finding your soul mate is what true seekers of love wish for. It is believed that soul mates were created together in the beginning and share a unique destiny. Perhaps created as one, they were separated into two spheres of being-one in a masculine polarity and the other in a feminine polarity-but each with the same pattern of divine identity. Their tie is eternal, and after they have found each other they will be together forever. But not all the beautiful and soul fulfilling loves stories are those of finding your one true love. Some believe we can have many soul mates. Soul mates sometimes share a complementary calling in life. They are partners and helpmates who are often working to develop the same virtues and fulfill the oneness that is so

The Broken Chain
I am not sure who wrote this but it is beautiful so I wanted to put it here for everyone to read. The broken chain We little knew that day God was going to call your name . In life we loved you dearly. In death we do the same It broke our hearts to lose you. You did not go alone. For part of us went with you. The day GOD called you home. You left us beautiful memories. Your love is still our guide. And though we can not see you. you are always at our side. Our family chain is broken. And nothing means the same. But as god calls us one by one. The chain will link again.

I Saw This Thing On Tv The Other Day...
If any of you watch Tyra then you might have seen this. I watch the show that had these twins on it. It was about how someone apperance effects how poeple are treated. They took these beautiful thin model type twin girls and transformed one of them in to a not so attractive person. Well the self esteam part showed as soon as the transformation was complete. She didn't smile much. Walked around with her sholders hunched. Mind you she was not told to do this. So as a person that is beautiful everyday she already felt like crap. So the made resumes for both the girls and the one that was transformed had a extensive resume and the other on had one that had exp like baby sitting and I think fast food jobs. But nothing was held for over 3 months. RThey got sent in for interviews at various places. As you probably aready seen this coming yep the prettier ond with "no" experiance got all the jobs and the one that was qualified got told that they would keep her resume on file.

What Surrounds You
Friday, October 27, 2006 What surrounds you The things that surround you can exert a powerful influence on you. And you can use that influence to your advantage. Surround yourself with positive influences. Let them serve as subtle and constant reminders to be your very best. Arrange your physical environment so that it encourages and promotes focus and creativity. Choose to spend your time surrounded by things that lift you up. Get yourself around people who will reinforce the values and goals you consider to be most meaningful. Spend time with people who challenge you to be your best. Seek out situations that enable you to connect with and fulfill your most deeply held purposes. Learn which surroundings inspire you most, and find a way to spend time in them. Though it is certainly possible to flourish in spite of your surroundings, life proceeds much more smoothly when your environment exerts a positive influence. Surround yourself with the best you can imagine, a

Read My First Blog
Well this is my very first blog and why not post up a quiz you can take, it tells you a little about me. I only took this quiz because a good friend of mine had taken it first(nessa786). Hopefully you'll see me differently than others here on LC, I am a real down to earth kind of person who enjoys the life I am living.I will post more things going on in my life in my next blog, I have to go outside and work on my 1984 Ford F-150 4x4. I just removed the automatic Transmission yesterday and I am putting in a manual 4 speed transmission new steering column and other components so I can get it ready for winter. If you visit my page please leave me some comments on my photos, or just stop by and leave me a profile comment, I will return the favor. Thanks for reading my first blog, this was fun. Dennis You scored as April. APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's pro

A Day In The Life Of Gh0stwraith
Before you read this, I will tell you this is a fictional story I wrote about a online game I play called planetside. ;) If your a gammer you might just like it. Pls feel free to let me know your thoughts and comments.. A Day in the Life of Gh0sTWrAiTh The Siege of Faro Blackness… Slowly, I try to open my eyes and think to myself, “Can I see? What will I see?” My body tingles all over. It feels like my skin is crawling, everything moving by its own accord. I’m not sure what this is, but it feels so… familiar. Why does it feel like something is regenerating me, making me stronger and rejuvenating me? Is this a new body? I still have all my old memories of home, but the intensity of the pain is relentless. The memory of being shot by a sniper five hundred yards away still resonates through my skull. I can still feel the bullet ripping through my Rexo-suit, burning into my flesh, deep into my heart, causing it to stop beating. The pain and the burning are unbearable. My

Miss You All
Hey i just wanted to let you all know i have not for gotton any of you all. Sorry i have not been on here in awhile. I have been working alot of hours and getting ready to get promoted as well and also been working with a new country artist named Eddy Austin. we are getting ready to make another music video in about a month or so. So bare with me everyone and wish me lots of luck. if you like you can check out his page at www.eddyaustinproductions.com i know if you all check out his page you will love his music. Love you all and miss you bunches. have a great weekend and be safe and also have a HAPPY HALLOWEEN.......

Needs Some Love Please Help..
hey you guys well i hate to do this but im in a contest for piercings an im totaly getting my ass kicks any help would be great!!!! please hehe well here is the link ty muchly ~meany lol wow that contest is still going so if u havnt gone over an checked it out make sure you do leave a comment an a rating please an ty [ LostCherry.com photo: 3816421927 ]

My Birthday
What my birthday reveals about me December 17th Archers celebrating birthdays on this date are an intriguing blend of the optimism, directness, and foresight of Sagittarius and the ambition, shrewdness, and practicality common to the number seventeen. Success comes to your through your own ideas and your ability to convince others of their viability. Your intuition gives you a sense of how things are likely to turn out, thus allowing you to chart the future course of events. Personality integrity is your strong point and helps you build a reputation for honesty and hard work. As a practical realist, you garner a good deal of responsibility. However, your shoulders are broad and more capable le of bearing the burden. December 17th individuals have the courage and vitality to achieve a goal they set for themselves. You're both a doer and a thinker. A traveler heart, your restless nature impels you to be either physically or mentally on the go at all times. With your boundless enth

Just Cuz
Have you ever thought about the pain of learning that sometimes there isnt going to be anymore. Of not seeing someone anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more just one minute. Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, or say I love you. While we have it...it's best we love it and care for it and fix it when it's broken. This would be true for a marriage or an old car. For children with bad report cards or dogs with bad hips. Of aging parents and grandparents. They are worth it, because you are worth it. Some things we keep--like a best friend or a classmate we grew up with who moved away. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. That's because life in itself is important and special, like people we know who are special. . .and so, we keep them close! I recieved this from someone who thought I was a "keeper"! And I sent

From Ben Stein
The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. Herewith a few confessions from my beating heart: I have no freaking clue who Nick and Jessica are. I see them on the cover of People and Us constantly when I am buying my dog biscuits and kitty litter. I often ask the checkers at the grocery stores. They never know who Nick and Jessica are either. Who are they? Will it change my life if I know who they are and why they have broken up? Why are they so important? I don't know who Lindsay Lohan is either, and I do not care at all about Tom Cruise's wife. Am I going to be called before a Senate committee and asked if I am a subversive? Maybe, but I just have no clue who Nick and Jessica are. If this is what it means to be no longer young. It's not so bad. Next confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas

This Is Too Funny!
Subject: They walk among us. Some guy bought a new fridge for his house. To get rid of his old fridge, he put it in his front yard and hung a sign on it saying: "Free to good home. You want it, you take it." For three days the fridge sat there without even one person looking twice at it. He eventually decided that people were too un-trusting of this deal. It looked to good to be true, so he changed the sign to read: "Fridge for sale $50." The next day someone stole it. Caution... They Walk Among Us! ==================== While looking at a house, my brother asked the real estate agent which direction was north because, he explained, he didn't want the sun waking him up every morning. She asked, "Does the sun rise in the north?" When my brother explained that the sun rises in the east, and has for sometime, she shook her head and said, "Oh, I don't keep up with that stuff." They Walk Among Us!! ====================

Depression, And My Fave Holiday....
I want my son to be home so bad right now. It is getting close to my fave holiday, and knowing he will be stuck at the hospital, just makes me sad. Lately I just want to be by myself. Just me and my son, no one else. According to my dr, it is post-partum depression. I dont want to talk to anyone, I dont want to do anything, all I want is my son. He is my best friend. You should see the way he looks at his mommy. He knows when I am there, and if I am not holding him, he is looking around for me. We have such a special bond. That no one can break. So please understand if I do not talk to anyone for awhile. I just need some time to myself. This is a very crazy time for me, and I just need some time to myself. So please just give me a few days, to be by myself, and to spend some quality alone time with my son, because that is what I need right now. Thank you for understanding.

Easy Tricky Treat
INGREDIENTS: * 1 large navel orange * sherbet or ice cream * candy corn PREPARATION: Make an orange jack-o-lantern. Cut large orange one third from the top and scoop out the pulp. Chop and reserve. Draw jack-o-lantern face on the orange. Partly fill orange with fruit and top with a scoop of sherbet or ice cream. Replace top third of orange as a jaunty cap. Garnish with a piece of candy corn for the pumpkin stem.

To All My Fellow Pagan/wiccan Friends!
I just thought I would post somethings on the up coming New Year for us pagan/wiccans. Happy Samhain and may the New Year bring you joy and may all your wishes you make come true! Blessed Be! Samhain Factsheet -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date:Usually celebrated October 31, can be celebrated on the exact cross-quarter between Mabon and Yule -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Lore: The God "dies" on Samhain. He leaves this realm of existence and returns to the Summerland to be recycled and cleansed in the cauldron of the Goddess. The veil between the world of the living and the world of the dead is thinner than usual at this time of year, being that the God is within the Goddess, who is still part of the world of the living. This is a reminder that the two realms are not as separate as they seem to be. -------------------------------------------------------

Suicide Girls Burlesque Tour Tonight
Thats right Suicide Girls Second Burlesque Tour, tonight in Charlotte, NC at Amos' South End. Tickets are $14...not bad...Im treking 4 hours to go see it, if you can make it, come on out tonight!!!

You In Colorado?
you in colorado? interested in a photoshoot? Inverse Photography Visit the site, check out our work. Interested? Give me a call, I can set you up for a session! We are currently offering FREE studio and outdoor portraits, to add to our portfolio. This is my buddy and I's new photography company were trying to setup ;)

Mate Match - Wbam F Radio / Chicago
If you don't laugh at the end of reading this then there's something wrong with you... Just imagine sitting in traffic on your way to work and hearing this. Many Chicago folks DID hear this on the WBAM FM morning show in Chicago. The DJs play a game where they award winners great prizes. The game is called "Mate Match". The DJs call someone at work and ask if they are married or seriously involved with someone. If the contestant answers "yes", he or she is then asked 3 random yet highly personal questions. The person is also asked to divulge the name of their partner (with phone number) for verification. If their partner answers those same three questions correctly, they both win the prize. One particular game, however, several months ago made the Windy City drop to its knees with laughter and is possibly the funniest thing I've heard yet. Anyway, here's how it all went down: DJ: Hey! This is Edgar on WBAM. Have you ever heard of Mate Match? Contestant: (laughing) Yes, I have.

More Random Poetry Of Mine
"MARY J SPEAKS UP" When people look at me They don't see what I want them to see All they see is poor old broken me, so fucking sad Yeah well, my life ain't that bad Sure I'm sick and twisted I'm sorry, but you can't fix it This life that I lead It's me I have to beat Not self inflicted, no way Yet not done by another, I say Believe me? I think not Hear me? My brain is in a fucking knot I try to think about this shit But the solutions I can never hit What the fuck is wrong with me? Why is it the bad that you assholes only see? Stop this shit, I don't need it anymore Shut the fuck up! I'm not a fucking whore! Stop the rumours, please, I'm begging you Stop the cruelty, what more can I do? You've taken away my pride, you happy now? You've humiliated me to death, like the huge crowd.... Of people standing over me? Of them seeing my fucking heart bleed? Now you've done it, you've killed me, happy? I hope you're satisfied, that you don't end up like me

Overview Of Tourette Syndrome
Just in case anyone is wondering, yes, I do have Tourette Syndrome. In case none of you know what the hell that is, just keep reading. You'll find out. ^_^! Overview of Tourette's Syndrome: Tourette's syndrome (TS) is an inherited neurobehavioral disorder characterized by sudden, involuntary, repetitive muscle movements (motor tics) and vocalizations (vocal tics). The disorder is also known as Gilles de la Tourette syndrome for the neurologist who first described the syndrome in 1885. The nature and complexity of the tics are usually variable over time with natural waxing and waning in frequency and severity. Many individuals with TS also develop associated behavioral problems, such as obsessions and compulsions, inattention, hyperactivity, and impulsivity. Symptom onset typically occurs during childhood or early adolescence. Symptoms/Findings The primary characteristics associated with TS are multiple motor tics and one or more vocal tics. Motor and vocal tics may dev

So What Is Love?
So what is love? If thou wouldst know The human heart alone can tell: Two minds with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one. And whence comes Love? Like morning bright Love comes without thy call. And how dies Love? A spirit bright, Love never dies at all. ~Maria Lovell

Phoenix
ready for it all the truth of being true can i find it in your bed with the quiet settling of your voice that still drives me to distraction starving for acceptance exhausted by the tears can you keep me safe from me in those twilight passing moments ready to risk the gauntlet again because i'm not meant to live alone the love needs somewhere to go before it rots into regret so help me stand in this pile of ashes to be alive and in your eyes

Laying Your Flag To Rest 1
growing i thought it was cool shit to hold a gun and post waiting for stupid mafuccas to roll up on the set and talk shit.....it became hell almost died multiple times you know..... now look i move out here i join a set hoping it could go a different way but i couldnt change a thing..... I left it behind i wear blue till the day i die.....but i know longer rep da C.....I love ya'll out there but i have to do what i have to do for my life and thats how it is and should be..... death drugs sex money betrayel..... thats not what i want anymore.....im straight Cuz... no longer me so right now i throw my last! C's up B's down! 6 poppin 5 droppin people stompin!..... love ya'll, much love to my Cuz, Fam, young C's all over do you aight nuttin else! peaCe!....

Crispy Halloween Treats
NGREDIENTS: * 1/2 cup butter * butter for pan and hands * 10 cups crispy rice cereal * 9 cups miniature marshmallows * 2 cups mixture of candy corn, and indian candy corn * 3/4 cup miniature chocolate chips * orange food coloring * candy pumpkins, optional PREPARATION: Butter a large jelly roll pan. In a medium saucepan melt butter and marshmallows; stirring constantly until smooth. In a large bowl, mix rice cereal, candy corn and miniature chocolate chips together. Sponsored Links Healthy Halloween RecipesGet Healthy Recipes and Fun Ideas For All Your Halloween Festivities.VegCooking.com Halloween RecipesFreeFree- Halloween Recipes For Kids Download. Cook. Eat Monsterswww.Homeloan.Dosborn.com HERSHEY Halloween TreatsServe Up Their Choice for Halloween Everyone's Favorite Chocolate!www.HersheyGifts.com Add orange food coloring to the marshmallow mixture, blending thoroughly. Add marshmallow mixture to cereal mixture; stir quickl

More Poetry, Blah Blah Blah Pie
"FANTASY" I am fantasy Yes, I am I am here with you always For all of your lonely days I am fantasy You can't live without me I am used to fullfill your every thought But fantasies are just fantasies They never do come true I am only fantasy I will never come alive No matter how hard you try You know that as well as I Call upon me to serve you When the darken blue surround you A fantasy is only a simple wish It can only do so much Think of me, and I'll make you happy But I will never come alive 'NEVER NEFESH" A soul without a heart A heart without a soul A body without an owner An owner without a body A man without a woman A woman without a man A lover without a companion A companion without a lover A vampire without a victom And a fledgling without his sire. "LOVE THROUGH WORDS" I met you and I died; I'm in Heaven; Nothing like told. I feel complete when with you; The missing piece; Finally found. Are we meant to be?; Say its so; Hope is

The First
she sits and stares and wanders back to eventful moments and a glorious past, her eyes light up they gleem and shine and she remememers how he called her mine. the memories they come and go it was all a lifetime ago. He promised the world the moon and the sky he could do no wrong in her eyes. Then the sun began to fade,shades of grey filled her space. It's all in my mind he wouldn't do this to me, the girls are lying the men are smirking and everywhere no one is talking. they're afriad to say something wrong that they had seen him with them in some other town! so goodbye my lover I hope they fucked well! you'll see me in heaven I'll see you in Hell!

The Marine
You just have to love the Marines!!! A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I Want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looke

Bonbons
Easy peanut butter bonbons are made with rice cereal and chocolate chips, along with butterscotch chips and peanut butter. INGREDIENTS: * 2 cups peanut butter * 1/2 cup butter (4 ounces) * 1 pound confectioners' sugar, sifted, about 4 1/4 cups sifted * 3 cups crispy rice cereal * 1 cup semisweet chocolate chips * 1 cup butterscotch chips PREPARATION: Easy, no-bake chocolate peanut butter bonbons. In a medium saucepan, melt peanut butter with butter. In a large mixing bowl, combine confectioners' sugar with cereal; pour hot peanut butter mixture over cereal mixture.Blend with hands, and form into 1/2-inch balls. Chill well. Melt butterscotch and chocolate chips in separate pans or double boilers. Dip half the candies in the melted chocolate, and the other half in the melted butterscotch, Swirl the tops with the back of a teaspoon; place on waxed paper-lined cookie sheet or baking pan. Chill well before serving. Makes about 8 dozen peanut butter candies.

Two...
As you sit in silence, Wondering why I'll be your shoulder to cry on Until your tears run dry. When you've been hurt, And can't believe what they've done If you need someone to talk to I'll be the one. If a close friend hurts you, And you don't understand Remember I'm here, I'll lend a helping hand. Burdens are lighter when carried by two, And I just want you to know I'm here for you.

My Own Shit
I blaze from the three point range like Reggie Miller/ You got nuts nigga then blaze at the gorilla/ I blaze like Carrie when I burn the spot/ Call me Nick Punisher when I blaze the glock/ Call me BK when I blaze for real/ Flame broil niggas when I blaze them in their grill/ Niggas like, "Stuup, why you blaze so much"/ If my gun talk, I aint gotta say so much/ Play too much and I'm a blaze you up/ Set yo girl on fire when I blaze that slut/ Pussy couldn't save that slut, I raped the slut/ Then I blazed her with a razor cut/ Who the fuck wanna blaze with Stuup, let's roll/ Burn yo flesh off and blaze yo skull/ I love blaze'n, especially blunts/ And when I fuck a bitch I blaze up that cunt/ And when I stunt, I blaze the chain/ Still blaze'n niggas with the glare from the sun rays/ Sundays, I blaze in a zoot suit/ Wave'n at females, amaze'n and too cute/ I'm used to, everyday blaze'n/ Burnt like Freddy, model'd by Wes Craven/ Save'n private Stuup, let's go/ I blaze

After Pat's Birthday
This is Kevin Tillman's Blog about what he thinks about what is going on with the war in Iraq and Afganistan. This made me really think and question our motives. After Pat's Birthday By Kevin Tillman By Kevin Tillman Editor’s note: Kevin Tillman joined the Army with his brother Pat in 2002, and they served together in Iraq and Afghanistan. Pat was killed in Afghanistan on April 22, 2004. Kevin, who was discharged in 2005, has written a powerful, must-read document. It is Pat’s birthday on November 6, and elections are the day after. It gets me thinking about a conversation I had with Pat before we joined the military. He spoke about the risks with signing the papers. How once we committed, we were at the mercy of the American leadership and the American people. How we could be thrown in a direction not of our volition. How fighting as a soldier would leave us without a voice… until we got out. Much has happened since we handed over our voice: Somehow we

Wtf
I was walking through the office and noticed Nikki Sixx chatting in the technical support department. Excited, I walked closer and was disappointed to find that it was just a Halloween costume. Let it to Halloween to disappoint me. LoL :-)

The Perfect Murder!!!
I've seen alot of stuff my life, and most of the stuff i've seen is kinda stupid. I've seen alot of idiots get caught doing the simplest tasks, such as murder. Now murder can be a tough task, if it's not planned out right. During a murder case, investigators look for the following....connections meaning who could be connected to this murder and the person murdered, motive as in what reason this person was killed, contacts as in who all this person knows and who may have something against them. Evidence may include jewerly, ripped clothin found, DNA, as in blood, sweat, nail, hair and finger prints. So when creating a good murder think about those things. Most people dont really have a motive for murderin someone. They do it for the fun of it, for the adrendaline rush. They love to take risks and live on the edge, such as my self and they've done everything under the moon and still are not satisfied, so they commit murder so they, plan (what they think is carefully) but still they slip

Friends
Are you tired of those "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no little smiley faces on this card-just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry so-and-so who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got lucky. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy butt. 9. This is my oath.....

I Can Exceed Your Pleasure Standards!(i Have Blue Eyes)
People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome & very good kissers. They always fall in love with there closest friends and never understand why, they are very funny and outgoing and don't care what people think or say,They are very satisfying and love to please. They can EXCEED your pleasure standards!!

Poem
One stark revelation concealed the warmth Of my vanquished rhythm The widening side-pop that stops my mere meter And replaces it with something more rewarding Than this essence could ever ponder Than my wide eyes could ever keep secret More enfolding each fleeting moment Than my dazzled mind could tell I resist nothing in my intimation That I am a breath of soul And in fact am here for this moment

Need Some Love Y'all
I'm whoring myself out on this one a lil too much I know but I wanna win and momma always told me that if I wanted something bad enough to just go for it!! So here I am. Thanks to everyone who has already rated the pic and left me a comment but I need more so to those of you who read these and go and look...just leave me a comment cuz you love me.

Weakness, Desires
My Weakness, My Desire You're my weakness, my desire Flames of passion came Your gentle touch I love so much You make my body tire Hold me in your arms real tight Kiss me, love me everynight Look into my eyes and see How I know we are meant to be Kiss me with a passion Set our hearts on fire Let our souls join as one Our journey together has just begun.

I Would Kill Sum1 No Fucking Doubt
Her name was Auroura She was only five This is what happened When she was alive Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, " God, why? Why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high The poor child was hit and slapped As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made

Living With Fire
dreams are just lies that waste time til we die as we struggle within living with fire burning inside pleasure pain or sin im not here for your amusement or your personal toy you dont know who i am I dont like assumptions that you know what i think or what kind of man i am

Last Breath
raise my arms like blackened wings tie me to the cross set me there for all to see crucify me with your words numbing silence watch my blood spill running down watch me writhe in pain feel me take my last breath and hear me cry out in vain

Once
once i thought our love could over come anything that was thrown at us. once i thought you loved me as I do you. once i had dreams of you and our future. once i would have died for you now i dont know once i thought you for me now i see it was all a lie. once i thought i was the most important person in your life. now i find i am wrong once i thought we could do anything but there is no I in we and i cannot do it all myself.

Ok....look But Don't Laugh
Ok...I wrote these earlier this year and just wanted to share but like I said..either they sound like Dr. Seuss or confusing/corny lol so look but don't laugh (too hard anyway lol) IF ONLY Sometimes when we're alone and hurting, Our feelings take control. We say things that were never meant, and do things that seem so cold. If only "I'm sorry" could make things right, and everyone could forgive. We'd never have another day of pain.. and just go on to live. MY FRIEND We met what seems so long ago, I told you things I only wanted you to know. We drank, we laughed, we had so much fun we cried, we loved, I thought we had many years to come. You took my heart, body and soul I let you in, you had complete control. You wanted more, something you couldn't find in me, now it's over, things are not the way they should or could be. You broke my heart, I know that I also hurt you We both said I'm sorry, that we never meant to. We sta

I Am A Sexual Genius...lol
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Am Not Scared
GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN. LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS. KISS HER

Nhrf: Here I Come!!!
Off to the NH Renne Faire for the weekend to run amuck with the Corr Thieves! That's right! I'm going to spend another weekend playing the part of Rose McGreedy cept heading to NH since sadly KRF has ended :( So if you wanna come, have fun, hang out with me and my friends for a bit and live in the area... Come to NHRF!!!

All Night Jams For The Masses
RIANDROP ENTERTAINMENT,LLC PRESENTS*JEANS AND STILETTOS:THE SEXY AFFAIR,*HELD AT THE FABULOUS BRANDYWINE BISTRO & BRANDYWINE SUITE HOTEL/LOUNGE (707 NORTH KING STREET WILMINGTON,DE 19802)FRIDAY NOVEMBER 3RD THIS IS THE MOST TANTALIZING EVENT YOU WILL EXPERIENCE! LADIES,THIS EXCLUSIVE FUNCTION IS ESPECIALLY FOR YOU,SO COME OUT & PLEASE YOUR SENSES! FEATURING DJ NICKELS&STREET TREATS (SMASH BROTHERS/BUM SQUAD DJS)SPINNING THE HOTTEST MIXES OF DAY IN THE MAIN BALL ROOM AND DJ MOBLEY SPINNING SMOOTH GROOVES IN THE V.I.P LOUNGE. *$250.00 CASH PRIZE FOR THE SEXIEST JEAN N' STILETTO OUTFIT! (LADIES,DON'T SLEEP,DRESS TO GET YOUR MONEY). ALSO FEATURING: SPECIAL FASHION REVEIW WITH FRESH ORIGINAL STYLES FROM HOT REGIONAL DESIGNER/BOUTIQUES,LINGERIE SHOWCASE,MASSAGE BOOTH,BOUTIQUE VENDORS WITH SENSUAL GOODS(OILS,LOTIONS,TOYS,HAND BAGS,MORE). SPECIAL INVITED GUESTS,CASH RAFFLE,MORE!DON'T MISS IT! SO JOIN US ON THE "BLUE CARPET" AND COME PARTY LIKE A ROCK STAR! GOLD PACKAG

Burning Soul
Burning Soul You came into my soul and made it your home Now that we’re apart how my thoughts do roam Never at peace without you and lost inside my mind Never free of loneliness until these eyes you find Bound in a way that holds me wanting, needing so much Desires burn like wild fire, I hunger for your touch I long for sweet surrender and that loving gentile peace For a time when we gaze deep inside and passion release To sweep you off your feet and pull you to my side Free to love you wildly feelings I can’t hide Long slow kisses wet with the nectar from our lips There’s a demon driving forth desire see my halo slip To hold and make sweet longing love to you without end To be your dreams and confidant , your lover and best friend Burning hotter than I could ever try to contain Embers of this passion burn and yet you and I remain Unconsumed by the heat of two who join as one Always wanting needing more , never left undone Fed with how we feel and how we love so tr

I'm Stupid
I'm stupid I'm an idiot I'm a loser For I made the most beautiful girl in the world sad I'm stupid I'm an idiot I'm a loser She won't talk to me That is a fate worse then death I'm stupid I'm an idiot I'm a loser and I'm sorry

Blue 2day :(
Well, I went to the orthopaedist today. Had an xrays done. They didn't show anything. I will go back to Charlottesville for a MRI on the 8th. I am very scared of this as I am very claustrophobic. Plus I will have to take out the remaining body piercings I have. :( I have no clue how I am going to get my triangle out. I may have to go to the piercer for that. I then go back for the results on the 14th. I am in so much pain that is making me sick to my stomach at times. Sometimes I feel as though the doctors think it is all in my head. But my family can tell you I am in severe pain, as I have a high pain tolerance and they haven't seen me this miserable since I was a child with another mysterious illness that was never diagnosed. I have quit my job, because of all of this. I was the only bread winner in the house as most of you know, because of Billy's illness. I feel like I am letting my family down at times. I know that if I don't take care of it now I won't be abl

Bad Day
Alright People..... if I am not in a uniform and not at work..... Leave me alone!!! I am not able to "fix" a ticket that you got for stupid in a no stupid zone or any other violation. I am not your therapist and I don't want to be! If he beats you...LEAVE! how hard is that.Oh and I am not a lawyer, if you need one get a phone book! AAARRRGGGHHHHH!!!!! Get your shit together people and take responsability for your actions! Okay, I'm better now.... Thanks

What Is Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Bondage83%Whips75%Blood67%Chains/Handcuffs67%Blind Folds0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Bear Hunting
A hunter goes out into the forest, during bear hunting season, with his double barrel shotgun. He spots a nice plump bear, and aims, shoots, and misses. The bear comes up to him, and tells him, "What the hell's your problem! I won't kill you, if you suck my dick." So the hunter, being VERY obedient, and scared for his life, sucks the bears dick. The bear, once done "his deed" lets him go. The next day, the hunter is back, just this time, with a high-powered rifle, just right for this bear. He spots the same bear, aims, shoots, and misses. Once again, the bear comes up to him, and tells him, "I'll let you go, if you give me a good blow job." Again, the hunter obediently sucks the bears dick. And again, the bear lets the hunter off the hook. Well, wouldn't you know it, the hunter shows up the next day, just this time with a bazooka. He aims, shoots, and misses. The bear comes up to him and asks, "You again? You're not coming here for the hunting, are you?"

Feeling You Deep Inside Me
My body is ready, heated from your slight teasings My entrance is waiting to be invaded Feels like a watch-warning flood between my legs Coaxing out all the sweet warmth from my inner core With your long, slender fingers Pressing my body back against the wall My breasts pressed flat against your heavily muscled chest Your appeasement comes from the moans escaping my mouth Which will soon envelope your large, pulsating flesh Holding it in my hands, so hot it's searing Pulling with slow, yet sure movements Lowering myself until I can take you with my lips Feeling your body jerk, shaking with pleasure Watching you grit your teeth Teasing the sensitive tip with the tip of my tongue Watching as your face contort in pleasure so potent it's almost pain My body sensitive to your every touch Shivers rolling down my back as your fingertips Hard and callused though they are Leisurely move up and down my spine Causing me to lose my mind; causing me to arch against you

Bitchen Mad. At The Moment.
why is it when some one say's there your friend. and all of a sudden you fine out there are just using you. for there own pleasure and fun. well i really think it stinks. so from now on i'm going to be careful whom i become friends with on any site i join. i hope people are very careful who they choose as friends cause you will get burned. from now on i say what i feel and mean what i say. take care. really bitchen mad.

Why Do Some People Have To Be So Damn Difficult?
I went up to the ex g/f's apartment today to attempt to retrieve a ring that I left there and also to fix her computer like I promised I would before things went south. She had told me that she would not be there but would leave the door unlocked so that I could go in get the ring and do the computer work. However, after making the two hour trip from where I live to where she lives, I get there only to find that the door was locked, nor had she left the ring outside the door where I could get to it. She was the one that decided that we should go our seperate ways, yet when I tried to get this ring (which is really important to me) and fix her computer as soon as possible so that I could move on with my life and she would have me out of hers, she accused me of being a dick and an asshole. I was just trying to follow through with the promise I made her, so that I could put some closure to this situation. I quit trying to understand the whole female gender a long time ago, however

How Are You In Bed
You scored as A Romantic. You're a romantic through and through. You may not ever have very many partners, but it's ok. You know that it's about the person who you're having it with, and that the sex is more of a fun biproduct - a very fun biprodict. You know how to make your partner happy, and that's what it's all about.A Romantic83%Sex God60%Virgin50%A Slave To BDSM28%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

How Are You About Sex? (with Pics)
You scored as Passionate/wet. You are a passionate lover. You go with what feels good. Your passion might cause you get wet often even outside of sex but you channel your passion to where you can please your partner. You either have a lot of lust or you just love your partner truely. You can't keep you hands of them and they wouldn't have it any other way. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Passionate/wet75%Soft/slow60%Shy/Sweet60%Exciting/Exotic45%Hot/hard35%Awkward/New25%How are you about sex? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Bed
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM93%Sex God70%A Romantic25%Virgin20%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Leo And Scorpio Thing 2
Leo & Scorpio When Leo and Scorpio join together in a love match, the result is usually a dynamic and intense union. They are well tuned in to one another's needs; Scorpio demands respect and to be wanted while Leo needs to be adored and complimented constantly. They are both extremely loyal, and often possessive of one another. Both members of this love match are able to give the other what they need and while enjoying one another's strengths. Leo relishes comfort and luxury, often doing things on a grand scale. Leo tends to be flamboyant, and Scorpio will appreciate that and will be happy to be the audience Leo requires as long as there is equality in the relationship. Leo shines brighter and more insistently, evolving into the living, breathing manifestation of magnificence and luxury. Scorpio shies away from the limelight but likes to control the mechanics. Because both Signs are so determined, these partners really need to work to understand and accept one another. Leo is rul

Words From My Heart
THE BEAUTY OF THE MOUNTAINS THE BREATH TAKING MOMENT WE SHARE THE FRIENDSHIPS WE MAKE OUR LIVES WE HAVE SO MANY OPPORTUNITIES TO EXPRESS OUR FEELINGS BUT NEVER DO WELL I HAVE DECIDED TO DO JUST THAT EVERYDAY I HAVE A CHANCE THANK FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIPS I HAVE FOUND ON THE NET I HAVE MET MANY BUT ONLY KEPT A FEW ONES I FOUND LONELY AS I WAS THAT NEEDED A SHOULDER SOMEONE TO LISTEN OR MAKE THEM SMILE OR LAUGH I FOUND IN THEM SOMEONE TO CONFIDE IN SOMEONE TO SHARE MY THOUGHT MY OPINIONS MY HAPPY TIME AND MY MORE OFTEN SAD TIMES ,JER,SANDY,ROBIN,JAN,ROGER,DEB,DAN,ANDY, ELLA,LINDA,ROSIE,JAMES,ALAN NEAL,ELAINE,JULIE,KRISTI,NANCY,PHILL, SO MANY NAMES I COULD HAVE ADDED THANKS SO MUCH FOR LETTING ME BE ME AND MAKING ME SMILE GOD GAVE ME THE CHANCE TO BE A PART OF YOUR LIVES GOD BLESS YOU KEEP YOU ALL SAFE HUGS LYNN

A Storm Is Brewing....
You Are Storm Exotic and powerful, Storm descended from a line of African priestesses. Emotions can effect your powers, but you are generally serene. Powers: controlling weather, creating winds that lift you into flight, generating lightning Which of the X-Men Are You?

The Screw
It is the spring of 1957 and Bobby, a pretty hip guy with his own car, goes to pick up his prom date. When he goes to the front door, the girl's father answers and invites him in. "Carrie is not ready yet, so why don't you sit down?" he says "That is cool," says Bobby. Carrie's father asks him what the plans are for tonight. Bobby replies politely that they will just go to the soda shop or to the movies. Carrie's father replies,"Why don't you guys just go out and screw? I hear all the kids are doing it." Naturally, this comes as a great surprise to Bobby, so he asks Carrie's dad to repeat it. "Oh yeah our Carrie really loves to screw. She would do it all night if we let her," Carrie's dad says. Well this makes Bobby's eyes light up, and his plan for the evening is begining to look pretty good. A few minutes later, Carrie comes downstairs in her little poodle skirt and announces she is ready to go. Almost breathless with anticipation, Bobby escorts his date out t

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Blind Folds. Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.Blind Folds50%Biting42%Bondage17%Whips8%Chains/Handcuffs8%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?(pics!)
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain67%Mysterious58%Diamond Eyes25%Passion17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Rebelion Vampire (revenge!).
You scored as Rebelion Vampire (REVENGE!). You are a Rebelious Vampire, You are cursed,and pissed you gathered a bunch of others who think like you and are out there doing the Blade thing, Kickin ass and taking fangs. Down with the lords!Rebelion Vampire (REVENGE!)100%Vampire Lord (leader)83%Vampire Minion (follower)67%What Type of vampire are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Truck Trouble
A man is told by his doctor that masturbating before sex often helped men last longer during the act. The man decided, "What the hell, I'll try it," He spent the rest of the day thinking about where to do it. He couldn't do it in his office. He thought about the restroom, but that was too open. He considered an alley, but figured that was too unsafe. Finally, he realized his solution. On his way home, he pulled his truck over on the side of the highway.He got out and crawled underneath as if he was examining the truck. Satisfied with the privacy, he undid his pants and started to masturbate. He closed his eyes and thought of his lover. As he grew closer to orgasm, he felt a quick tug at the bottom of his pants. Not wanting to lose his mental fantasy or the orgasm, he kept his eyes shut and replied, "What?" He heard, "This is the police. What's going on down there?" The man replied, "I'm checking out the rear axle, it's busted." Came the reply, "Well, you might as well check y

You're The Reason
I knew it right from the start The moment I looked at you You found a place in my heart How, lucky I had found you Is this real? I can’t believe You gave me reason to live You taught me how to be strong With you is where I belong… Please do not leave me behind You’re the heart and soul of my life Once I was gone and alone At last! With you, I am home… You are the love of my life And I thank God I’m alive All of this, you know it’s true Everything I do, I do it for you…

A Poem
Haunting Spirit Haunting me with words that touch A spirit so dear I feel it so much In my mind and under my skin Thoughts that possess me from within Ruling my heart with feelings so deep I feel this spirit when I sleep In dreams I see a sweet smile Haunting me holding me all the while Toss and turn kicking covers away Laying naked and on display For a spirit that never leaves me be Possessed of one, never wanting to be free By R. Thomas Dinsmore

57,000 Alaskans Can't Be Wrong.
Here is an E-mail I Got from Defenders of WildLife: This week, nearly 57,000 signatures calling for a state ballot measure to ban same-day airborne shooting of wolves and bears were submitted to the Alaska Division of Elections. It was the culmination of more than a year of hard work … and it couldn’t have happened without wildlife supporters like you. Help support these and other efforts to end Alaska’s brutal aerial gunning program with your donation to our Campaign to Stop the Alaska Wolf Massacre. Help Stop the Massacre With another bloody aerial gunning season just weeks away, Alaska wolves need your help. Help us raise $40,000 by November 2nd to stop the massacre and protect imperiled wildlife. I want to help save Alaska wolves and other imperiled wildlife with my donation of… $25

Its 924
and just come back from a wake been there since 230 HAD ABOUT 15 DRAFTS REMBERING MY FREIND HOW come u acn rember stuff when some one passes away and cxant tell them how mucjh they mean to u maybee its the booze talking but from now on im gonna tell every one how much they mean to me sorry aboout spelling i see three screens

Phone Failed To Ring
A New Jersey farm wife called the local phone company to report her telephone failed to ring when her friends called - and that on the few occasions when it did ring, her dog always moaned right before the phone rang. The telephone repairman proceeded to the scene, curious to see this psychic dog or senile lady. He climbed a telephone pole, hooked in his test set, and dialed the subscriber's house. The phone didn't ring right away, but then the dog moaned and the telephone began to ring Climbing down from the pole, the telephone repairman found: 1. The dog was tied to the telephone system's ground wire with a steel chain and collar. 2. The wire connection to the ground rod was loose. 3. The dog was receiving 90 volts of signaling current when the number was called. 4. After a couple of jolts, the dog would start moaning and then urinate. 5. The wet ground would complete the circuit, thus causing the phone to ring. Which demonstrates that some problems CAN be fixed

Relationships
Here is some random thoughts or advice on relationships, dating and marriage. Take from it what you will. To Start Know This: Not every relationship is good. Learn from the bad ones and move on. This will help you have a better outlook on dating and relationships in general. The Purpose: Dating is ment to weed out the bad suitors. That is why you DATE people instead of selecting randomly and immediately marrying them (which is what would happen if you never weeded out the bad ones). Bad relationships and breakups are supposed to happen. That person wasnt good enough for you. Arent you glad you found out what they were like by dating them before you made a larger mistake like pregnancy or marriage only to find out later you shouldnt have. Every person is different, some people date for years and into middle age before finding the one and settling down. Others marry early or choose never to settle down. People who marry under the age of 21 generally are looking

Rules To Life.........
Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! To anyone with kids of any age, here's some advice. Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. Rule 6: If you mess u

Behind Locked Doors
Behind Locked Doors As darkness falls upon the moors Evil is released from behind locked doors The darkness hides them from our eyes Covered in maggots, worms and flies Skulking upon the dark misty roads Looking to find your docile abodes To ooze into your innocent lives To creep into your silent cries As the evil arrives in your homes It sends a shiver through your bones A dark foreboding creeps up your spine> Your adrenaline flows and you know its time To pull the sword in its magical glow And seek out evil to deliver the blow To sever its head and loosen its bowels To see its gore and hear it’s howls As you vanquish it into the night You prevail and still fight the fine fight Until the darkness falls again upon the moors Until once more evil is released from behind locked doors By: John Wesley 1999

The Woodpecker May Have To Go!!
Everything I need to know about life, I learned from Noah's Ark One: Don't miss the boat. Two: Remember that we are all in the same boat. Three : Plan ahead. It wasn't raining when Noah built the Ark. Four : Stay fit When you're 600 years old, someone may ask you to do something really big. Five: Don't listen to critics; just get on with the job that needs to be done. Six : Build your future on high ground. Seven:For safety's sake, travel in pairs. Eight: Speed isn't always an advantage. The snails were on board with the cheetahs Nine : When you're stressed, float a while. Ten : Remember, the Ark was built by amateurs; the Titanic by professionals. Eleven: No matter the storm, when you are with God, there's always a rainbow waiting...Pass this along and make someone else smile, too

My Very First Time
The sky was dark The moon was high All alone Just she and I Her hair was soft Her eyes were blue I knew just what She wanted to do Her skin so soft Her legs so fine I ran my fingers Down her spine I didn't know how But I tried my best I started by placing My hands on her breast I remember my fear My fast beating heart But slowly she spread Her legs apart And when I did it I felt no shame All at once The white stuff came At last its finished Its all over now My first time ever At milking a cow!!!

Words Hard To Say
Difficult words to say when you are drunk...... 1. Innovative 2. Preliminary 3. Proliferation Impossible words to say when you are drunk..... 1. Thanks, but I don't want sex 2. No, I don't want another drink 3. No Kebab for me, thanks 4. Sorry, but you are not quite good looking enough for me 5. Good evening officer

Never Had Sex
A certain guy had never had sex in his life, so his friend told him that he'd take him to a girl that would teach him a few things. He agrees. Later that week, he's in a room with the girl. She takes off her clothes, and asks him, "Do you know what I want?" He says, quite honestly, "No.". She lies down on the bed, and asks him the same question again. Again, he answers "No." Now, she's not sure exactly what to do, so she spreads her legs all the way; we're talking spread-eagle. She asks, "Now do you know what I want?" He answers, "Yeah. You want the whole bed to yourself."

A Crime Scene
There's been a murder, a woman was killed, found in a bathtub, partially filled. A pair of policemen went into the house and thoroughly questioned the poor woman's spouse. He'd just come home from working all night and found her like that, a terrible sight. The younger policeman looked on with dismay. He'd never forget that terrible day. He saw the young woman from behind the door and empty milk cartons all over the floor, scattered strawberries, slices of fruit, and spoonfuls of sugar and honey to boot. "Who could have done this terrible thing?" His voice had a horrified, pitiful ring. "Just look at the clues," replied Sargeant Miller. "It looks like the work of a cereal killer."

My Five Word Puzzle
MY FIVE WORD PUZZLE I hang on your words I cherish your mind I think you to be the greatest to find I long to be near you in every way I look forward to being there one fateful day Love that lifts me in my darkest hour Love that fills me with your greatest power Love that lets me never forget Love that I look for even yet You are the light that guides my what is to be You are the one to who I am given freely You are my world and in you see all that is beautiful You are my spirit, my heart, and my soul True are you in every way it is clear True are you that's why I hold you dear True in the poetry that is your sweet love True we fit together like hand fits to glove Forever a word beyond meaning to most Forever with you I would be engrossed Forever I would know that there is wonder Forever I would trust that none can put asunder By Ron

Prey...do Tell
REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF: NOW Is your hair up?: no, it's a shaggy mess Is your phone right beside you?: it's burried underneath some junk on my bed, so, yeah Do you have a bf/ gf?: NO...and i doubt i will ever meet someone who won't treat me like shit Do you wish you were somewhere else?: i daydream a lot, so i wish i was here, now. Do you have plans for tonight?: yeah, to do my research paper, but seeming as though i am already drunk... Are you wearing makeup?: nope. Are you wearing chapstick?: i got wine stains on my lips! Are you cold?: no, i am totally comfortable. Are you tired?: no. blissful buzz, in full effect. Are you excited?: nervous. always. Are you watching t.v.?: no Are you wearing pajamas?: yup Who's the last person you IMed?: jami who's the last person that called you?: hilda who's the last person that texted you? one-eyed bill PAST Anything you regret? no. fate and freewill produces knowledge. Ever lied?:

Blind Folds
You scored as Blind Folds. Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.Blind Folds92%Biting67%Whips33%Bondage17%Chains/Handcuffs17%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Obedience
Obedience by md_rose_anne © Joanne came in from a long hard day at work. Checking the answering machine on the phone as she walked in the door, she noticed the light blinking and saw that there was one message. Kicking off her shoes, she pressed the play button. Upon hearing the recorded voice, she stiffened. This wasn't what she expected to hear. Turning quickly, she rewound the message and listened again, carefully. "Welcome home, My little pet. I have booked a table for U/us at Chez Nous tonight, where W/we will be having dinner T/together. You will follow My instructions to the letter in preparing yourself to attend. I know My good little girl will do exactly as she is told. Now, go into your bedroom and call Me from your mobile." Rewinding the message and resetting the answering machine, Joanne moved to do as her Master had bidden her. She dialled His number. "May joanne greet You, Master Anthony?" "Good girl. I am pleased to see you follow instructions so wel

No Subject
One day a little cat was walking through the park when he came across a pond. He peered into the pond and noticed that at the bottom of the pond there was a little cocktail sausage. > > > > > >The cat was feeling quite peckish so as the water wasn't that deep he reached in with his little paw and hooked the sausage out and ate it. > >The next day the cat was walking through the park again and he peered into the pond again - there was another sausage but this time it was a normal sized one so the cat reached in but this time he had to put his whole arm into the pond. The cat hooked the sausage out and ate it. > >The next day the cat looked into the pond and found an enormous Cumberland sausage at the bottom of the pond. It looked so delicious, but it was so huge that he had to actually put the whole of his body into the pond to get the sausage. He ate it and found it very tasty! > > > >THE MORAL OF THE STORY.......(ur gonna love this)........ > > > > > > > > > >

Obedience In All
Obedience In All by PassionStJohn © He had no idea how long he had sat there holding her hand. Time was gone. She lay so still. She looked so tiny. How often had he admired her body before and never noticed how small she really was? He closed his eyes and remembered her bound and squirming with anticipation, the sheen of arousal on her skin, her heady scent. All that was now masked by the hospital smells, the bandages, and the machines. He had been angry at her early. He had been surprised to arrive home and not find her waiting. At first he counted the minutes, imagining her distress as she saw the time, knowing the punishment would increase for every five minutes she was late. At an hour late, he began to plan a suitable punishment. He was surprised by a knock on the door. Grateful he was still dressed in his work clothes and not his leather clothing he answered the door. He was surprised to see a pair of police officers. The tall black officer looked uncomfortable to be t

To My Texas Friends
A father watched his daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and innocent his little girl was. Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her and noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. "Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?" she asked. "They're mating," her father replied. "What do you call the spider on top, Daddy?" she asked. "That's a Daddy Longlegs," her father answered. "So, the other one is Mommy Longlegs?" the little girl asked. "No," her father replied. "Both of them are Daddy Longlegs." The little girl thought for a moment, then she stomped them flat and said "Well, it might be okay in California, Vermont, and New York, but we're not having any of that shit in Texas."

Obsequium
Obsequium by shaegirl © solemnly, i slowly open the thick, wooden door and peer through the dimly lit room. it is just as i had expected. i enter slowly, almost with a resignation. as i walk barefoot into the room, i know what is to come. i am not greeted, and though i am examined by hunting, darting eyes, no one moves toward me. the room is large, perhaps the great room of a gothic mansion. i lower my eyes and listen to the monotonous drone of a man chanting. the familiar sounds don't ease my anxiety. perhaps if i don't make eye contact, it won't happen right away. the obviously wealthy men milling around inspect the women silently. the women, of course, are not allowed to approach a man or initiate any kind of interaction. we are simply shadows, fading away from our former lives. i tug gently on my short vinyl skirt, and walk carefully through the room. the lack of color among the guests' clothing sets a serious, dismal mood. through the flicker of yellow candles, i see a man pe

Observer
Observer by Adamseve © I sat in the chair with my palms pressed against the top of my thighs. I was wearing a skirt that hugged my full ass. If I were standing up the skirt would have come to my mid thigh. A black stretchy tank top covered my lace demi bra. I was not skinny girl; I came with curves, Full double D breasts and a round ass. He was a mystery. "You may move your hands now, but only touch your thighs." I slowly began to rub my thighs. Soft caresses and then with more pressure to indicated my desire for more. "Move your hand up, and rub your belly." Slowly my hand traveled up my hipbone to my belly, above my pussy and below my breasts. "Use both hands." My hands pulled away from the center to my sides then back again, each time increasing my arousal. I could feel my clit swell and my panties become moist, and even though I couldn't touch my nipples, I knew they were hard. "Such beautiful breasts. Touch them, but do not touch the nipples." My fing

Spooky Rainy Night
Spooky Rainy Night Stillness fills the night, a quiet almost spooky surrounds the sky. A rumble, and then the rain pours down. I am shaken from a sound sleep the need to be held becomes more intense but you aren’t here. I hear water, is it just the rain? A light barely visible calls me from under the door. I slip into the room. As I draw the curtain back to expose a body that I want and need to be holding me. The reply needs to be made by you, do you invite me into the shower? The room is filled with steam. You take my hands as I step under the rushing water, as you slip me out of my satin gown as it falls to the floor of the garden tub and shower. You kiss the back of my neck and I melt at your touch. I wrap my arms around your neck you as you put your arms around my waist as you pull me in close to you. I feel your body pushing against mine as we start to kiss. You lean me against the wall of the shower as our body press against each other you start running your hands up and do

My Turn
The Holes Bottom Some times I wonder at the depth I had sunk some times I think it would be better to be drunk some times I feel all the hurt so damn deep some times I just want to fall down and weep some times I want to scream out in my pain some times I watch my dreams go down the drain some times I see the things I held to me so dear some times I wish just to give up the sweet fear some times I wonder do we really have a soul some times I feel so damn lost in this hole some times I pray for my life just to be at a end some times I get hope from the kindness of a friend some times I see that things could be much worse some times I see that it is all not a curse some times I find that I have something in life to give some times I find a new reason just to live some times I talk with the spirit who dwells inside me deep some times I find I have sown a greater harvest to reap some times I laugh and find a joy that makes me whole some times I see t

Sharing Info
A way to get to know more about people.. *wink* NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Nothing At All 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Sort of tried to 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?Once a day 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Nope, never 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?No, I'm straight as can be 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have yo

Office Fantasy Ch. 2
Office Fantasy Ch. 2 by victors_angel © Lily did as her boss instructed yesterday. She entered his office, quickly undressing in anticipation then placing her hands on the edge of his desk. As she waited for him to return to his office the clock on the mantle ticked loudly. Her mind filled with images of the day before as she tried to guess what he would do next. She had gone home the day before and stroked two times before finally falling asleep. She had been so horny all afternoon as her mind relived the noon hour in his office. The clock ticking was becoming annoying as she waited. Her body was so tense as she waited for Mr. Nightingale. Wondering where he was, as she stood there naked. She shifted her body one-way then another as she waited in his office her anxiety apparent. The clock chimed loud as it struck one. She slowly redressed speculating where he was. She was so tense and frustrated as she returned to her desk. At three he strode by her desk, not acknowledgi

How To Impress A Woman
How To Impress A Woman: * Wine her, * Dine her, * Call her, * Hug her, * Support her, * Hold her, * Surprise her, * Compliment her, * Smile at her, * Listen to her, * Laugh with her, * Cry with her, * Romance her, * Encourage her, * Believe in her, * Pray with her, * Pray for her, * Cuddle with her, * Shop with her, * Give her jewelry, * Buy her flowers, * Hold her hand, * Write love letters to her, * Go to the end of the Earth and back again for her.

Of The Destroyer
Beloved Deceitful wretch The deceitful wretch telling me lies Thinking them to be a comforting disguise Counting upon my gullibility Believing that through them I can not see Telling me lies of love and our content Acting as if it was heaven sent To be there always by my side Yet in the shadows the wretch does hide Pretending that I don’t know what is real Acting as though it cares how I feel Yet doing to me all that is wrong Tears fall with the words of the sad song Knowing that I know deep in my heart Soon we must split forever apart Turmoil in the eye of a storm made of lies To let it pretend longer is most unwise For a foundation so weak can never stand All passing away like the shifting sand Leaving nothing worth even bringing to mind It is the way of bad things left behind Better to clear the way for love so real One who will not deceive and cares how I feel One who does not hide in the shadows of lies One who shares their heart without need to di

Office Fantasy Ch. 4
Office Fantasy Ch. 4 by victors_angel © Waking with the early morning light on her face, Lily laid for a moment contemplating the day ahead. Her thoughts roam once again to last night's pleasures as the clock ticks annoyingly on the nightstand. She set a pillow on the damn noisy clock. She's not ready to get up yet. She still can't believe that she enjoyed the woman's tongue so much. Oh! She felt so fucking hot as the woman licked her in front of all those men cheering. The sinful sensations hmmm, her tongue flicking lightly was incredible. The crude cheers and total abandonment to the wild feelings as they all watch, wow! She hopes he takes her there again and again. That she liked, a lot! All right already as the damn alarm rings again! Rising and putting the coffee on to brew, she cranked the stereo as she thumbed thru the closet trying to decide what she was going to wear today. Smiling as she held the low cut red dress that she bought last week. It sure doesn't leave much

Joke
One bright, beautiful Sunday morning, everyone in the tiny town of Johnstown got up early and went to the local church. Before the services started, the townspeople were sitting in their pews and talking about their lives, their families, etc. Suddenly, the Devil himself appeared at the front of the congregation. Everyone started screaming and running for the front entrance, trampling each other in a frantic effort to get away from evil incarnate. Soon everyone was evacuated from the Church, except for one elderly gentleman who sat calmly in his pew, not moving, seemingly oblivious to the fact that God's ultimate enemy was in his presence. Now this confused Satan a bit, so he walked up to the man and said, "Don't you know who I am?"The man replied, "Yep, sure do." Satan asked, "Aren't you afraid of me?" "Nope, sure ain't," said the man. Satan was a little perturbed at this and queried, "Why aren't you afraid of me?" The man calmly replied, "

Fire
You scored as Fire. FIRE! You are spunky yet loyal, and have the heart of a warrior. Though unpredictable and hard to contain, but your best buds always manage to keep you in check. you can have a bad temper but you are not mean. You are however strong and protective, so enemies WATCH OUT!Fire100%Earth83%Wind67%Darkness33%Light33%What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Tarzan
Tarzan gets in a terrible fight with a ferocious lion and loses an eye, an arm, and his penis. The animals of the jungle nurse Tarzan back to health. They give him the eye of a hawk, the arm of a gorilla, and for a penis, they give him a baby elephant's trunk. After about a week, Cheetah, comes up to Tarzan and says, "How Tarzan like new parts?" Tarzan says, "Eye good... Tarzan see far, clear.....arm good.....long strong.....but Tarzan not crazy about new dick.....all day long, pick weeds, stuff up Tarzan's ass."

Music....
The Reasons Why I Love Music So Much: 1) When ur happi u listen to it and it makes u happier. 2) When ur sad u can either listen to sumthin that can cheer u up or listen to sumthin so much more depressing and u think, "hey maybe my situation isn't so bad." 3) If ur angry u can listen to sum that u can scream along wit and get it out of ur system. 4) U can find love songs for u and ur special sumone. 5) Or if u guys breakup u can find a song to help u get ovr them. 6) If u want to just chill and relax u can just turn the radio on and sit there and think about wutevr comes to mind. 7) Its fun to sing along with. 8) So basically music never lets u down. Its better than havin a bf/gf. **I LOVE MUSIC**

Little Bear
Which Constellation Are You? Ursa Minor/Little BearAs the legend goes, when Callisto was changed into a large bear (Ursa Major) and began roaming the forests. Her son Arcas chanced upon her one day and was surprised when the bear started to charge her. Arcas drew his bow to slay the bear, but Zeus interfered so as to save Arcas' mother. Thus Arcas was changed at that moment into a little bear and thrown into the sky with his mother where they would both be immortal. You are very headstrong and brash; sometimes you act before you think. Just be careful not to hurt the ones you love. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

What Constellation Am I?
Which Constellation Are You? LyraThe legend says that the lyre (a musical instrument like a harp) was given to Orpheus by Apollo. Orpheus played it so well that he charmed the demons of the underworld. Thus they agreed to release his wife Eurydice. You are very good at persuading others to come to your cause. You can be a very sweet person, too. But just as your powers can be used for good, they can also be used for evil, so watch out.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Disclaimer And Such Information
Greetings This is a roleplaying profile and a fan page for the character of Claire from Heroes, I am not the actress,none of the pictures are of me nor am i in any way involve with the production of the show. On myspace I had a roleplaying profile for the character, since myspace has gotten bad I decided to start roleplaying here, in time perhaps I shall find other roleplayers, if need be I shall create rules, but enjoy!:)

New
well lets see as many of you can see i am new here only been here maybe close to a week. i am a regular on myspace and i was told about this site and oh god i love it. i just want to say thanks to all my friends so far for the comments and love and ratings and thanks for making me feel so welcome. and i am looking forward to many more friends and ratings and the lovely sexy hot pictures you all have out there. like i always say the hotter and nastier the better. you are talking to a nympho here who loves sex and anything to do with it so bring it on. untill next time thanks and bring me more love

Rambling
sitting here i look around me. at the sky and the stars. i wonder what is life all about. the heavens and the earth. what do they mean what do they stand for. is there a reason for all of this. i sit and count the stars and wish that i could make a wish and it come true with the first star i see tonite but as we grow older we learn there is no such thing as a wishing star and that wishes dont come true unless you work at them yorself. you learn as you grown older nothing is ever easy to get and if it is its not realy worth having or wanting. love is sorta this way you have to work at a realation ship every day that you in one. its 50 /50 . you get what you put into it most of the time. if you put nothing into it dont expect to get anything from it.

No Title Yet
As I sit here alone, the darkness surrounds me Past, present, future, I cant see my vision is cloudy Where did I go wrong? What would i do if i could make a change? Who can I trust? Is it me or you that should be at blame? I know i made some choices, and at the time i thought they were right I knew i had lost you. Then why did i countine to fight? I tried to look past the argueing, and see the smile on your face I tried to whipe away the tears, even took a step back to slow down the pace We tried to talk it all out, and solve everything with just a hug In the meanwhile hiding our true feelings, with false hopes of love At one time i loved you, for this much i am certian But how does love turn to anger,and happiness to hurting? How does ones feelings flip, in the course of only a few days? How can we leave eachother so suddenly, with so much more to say? Do u miss me? Did you ever love me? So many questions run through my head Do i really want to know the answers? Am i

Ciao For Awhile
In five hours I am making the big move from Louisiana back home towards the Kentucky area. I will be gone for a couple of weeks but eventually this Chic will be back. DOnt forget about me !!! Grinning... Take care each and everyone of you. Talk with you soon. Sincerely, ~PJ

I Am Passionate!
>QuizFarm.com You scored as Exciting/Exotic. Your exciting and exotic. You like to keep things interesting. You never try the same thing twice. Mixing it up is what you love to do, it keeps them coming back for more. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Passionate/wet100%Exciting/Exotic100%Hot/hard95%Shy/Sweet35%Soft/slow25%Awkward/New5%How are you about sex? (with pics)created with

Hoes
excuse me bitch, you know you wont be able to date him? have him? or please him like i can right? so why keep trying? why keep leading yourself on when you know the answer he's about to give you is no? why can't you see that he only loves one girl and that's me. Start paying attention he doesn't love you or like you so get over it. Were going to make 2 years. Just remember he won't give you the time of day. Were good together, we agree on everyhing, and we never fight. So just lay off my man. kthnx

**hey Ash!!! We Scored Alike!**
You scored as Wind. you are wind! talented and beautiful, you are always graceful and poised. you love birds, and love the feeling of the wind blowing through your hair. Freedom is very important to you. you dont have many friends, but you are inseperable from the ones you have. you would much rather fight verbally instead of phisically, though you are skilled at both. intelligent and sarcastic, you are very likeable to some people. Wind83%Fire33%Darkness33%Light33%Earth17%What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

So, Another Drunken Friday..
Ok, so as I write this, I am very drunk. Don't ask me why I'm doing so well but I am. Its taking a while to get all the words right, but I'm going to post this before I sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a very busy day. Matt and I have a lot planned. There are things we need to do and things we really want to do. As for tonight.. we wanted to relax and drink a little vodka. Sadly, vodka always kicks my butt. But its worth it in the end. We always act a fool and forget the stress of the week. In Matt's case, it couldn't have came any sooner. Poor thing has been going through so much lately and there isn't anything I can do about it but try and help him through each day. The weekend never seems to come fast enough. So, He is passed out, by the way, and I'm almost the same so I need to go. ~j

**my Birth Month**
You scored as May. MAY Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding Good imagination. Good physical. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Totally Best person >you'll ever meet!..your the most craziest that you'll ever meet!! May100%April0%March0%FEBRUARY0%january0%June0%JULY0%November0%OCTOBER0%SEPTEMBER

Things To Do While Shopping
1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go to the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera; & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are. 11. Dart around the store suspiciously lo

Fateful Evening
Fateful Evening by silent_submissive © It was an evening like no other. The events which changed my life forever. While now I may start at the end of my journey, I feel that it is important to do this tale justice, in remembrance of my Master. He was my life. He captured my heart and soul and understood me so well, unlike any other individual past or present. He loved me, I enchanted Him, He was all that was good and just in this world. He led me with an iron will, and embraced me as if I were His long lost lover. I first met Him, on an online chatroom, usual conversation and exchange of pleasantries. Even from the first moment when we spoke I knew that He was the one who I would spend my life with. Almost a year we chatted, role-played, shared pictures, spoke on the phone, learnt about each other in ways that may not have seemed as realistic as we weren't together as flesh and blood. The moment came almost a year later when in my private mailbox, my secret one, that del

4/20/99,, Do You Remember?
We remember 9/11 with minimal effort, but do you remember 4/20/99? DARRELL SCOTT TESTIMONY Our national leaders didn't expect this …… Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful. They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by

Feeling
Feeling by VGracen © I await you with nervous anticipation. I know that you are on your way up and I want everything to be perfectly prepared. I have spent the last several hours getting myself ready for you and setting up the room the way you like it. My anticipation of your arrival has already made me wet but I am still nervous, as I want to be the perfect pet for you. Your sharp knock on the door causes my heart to leap inside my chest and my heart rate speeds up. My legs are slightly shaky as I rush to open the door for you. I open the door and meet your intense gaze for only a second and then drop my eyes as is proper for me. I open the door further, backing up behind it, so no one passing in the hall will see that I am naked. You enter, going swiftly to hang up your coat and you then turn to me, to find me kneeling on the floor, knees spread wide, my hands behind me, head up, but eyes on the floor. You circle me slowly, perhaps checking that I have prepared myself properl

Sex Intelligence Quotionent
You have a sexual IQ of 160 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Need Someone
Why won't the pain go away? I feel it everyday. I feel as if my world has crushed. I feel as if I've lost everyone's trust. To get up in the morning each and every day, Is as painful as seeing my life in a rainy way. To live this life is the question, To make me know the true confession. Shall I go or shall I stay? Should I take this life away? Would people care to see me gone... To see me lie dead at the break of dawn? Would anyone care, would anyone cry? Or would they just turn away and sigh? Does anyone know my pain, can they say they've been there too? Does anyone feel as lonely adna s broken as I do? Could someone rub my back for me, And tell me everything will be ok? Could someone sit beside me, And tell me I'll make it through the day? I need someone to tell me I'm strong. I need someone to tell me that my heart will go on. I want someone beside me to tell me they love me so. I'll be happy to give my all to them, as long as they won't go. Too

Kill The Fairy
Open your angel eyes wide don't get lost in the lavender sky shake all the stars from your hair taste your sweet, salty, bitter skin cut the poison from your tongue dont sleep beneath the candy acid sun please don't follow the fairy dust Don't sleep too heavy in your cherry blossom bed peel the razor peddles from your skin don't get lost in the fairy dust don't look at the fairy don't look at the fairy that fairy's not pretty she's ugly, evil, and deadly are you still dying are you still dying Peddle red, peddle blue, kill the fairy end the doom peddle red, peddle blue, the girl power will save you peddle red, peddle blue, if you're crazy then so am i are you still dying in the fairy dust are you still dying are you still dying kill the fairy

Your Mate?
Kindness Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Statue
A woman was in bed with her lover when she heard her husband opening the front door. "Hurry!" she said, "stand in the corner." She quickly rubbed baby oil all over him and then she dusted him with talcum powder. "Don't move until I tell you to," she whispered. "Just pretend you're a statue." "What's this, honey?" the husband inquired as he entered the room. "Oh, it's just a statue," she replied onchalantly. "The Smiths bought one for their bedroom. I liked it so much, I got one for us too." No more was said about the statue, not even later that night when they went to sleep. Around two in the morning the husband got out of bed, went to the kitchen and returned a while later with a sandwich and a glass of milk. "Here," he said to the 'statue', "eat something. I stood like an idiot at the Smiths' for three days and nobody offered me as much as a glass of water."

Better Banana Bread
Ingredients: 1 cup mashed very ripe banana (about 3 small) 7-1/4 teaspoons Equal® for Recipes* or 24 packets Equal® sweetener or 1 cup Equal® Spoonful* 1/2 cup plain fat-free yogurt 4 tablespoons margarine, melted 1 egg 1 egg white 1 teaspoon vanilla 2 cups all-purpose flour 1 teaspoon baking powder 1/2 teaspoon baking soda 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 to 1/2 cup walnut pieces (optional) *Equal® is a registered trademark of the Merisant Company Instructions: Beat banana, Equal®, yogurt, margarine, egg, egg white, and vanilla at medium speed in large bowl until blended; beat at high speed 1 minute. Add combined flour, baking powder, baking soda, and salt, mixing just until ingredients are moistened. Stir in walnuts, if desired. Pour batter into one 8-1/2 x 4-inch greased and floured loaf pan, or three 5-5/8 x 3-1/4-inch loaf pans. Bake at 350 degrees F until bread is golden and toothpick inserted in center comes out clean, 55 to 65 minutes for large loaf, 35 to 40 min

Hidden Truths...
Hey... How is everyone? Tonight was a wierd experience. My friends and I went to Chili's tonight and there was atleast 10 of us there. So we had a huge booth and a small booth to fit everyone. Everyone is chatting and having a good ole time. I had a couple of drinks and had a very slight buzz going. As I am sitting there watching everyone I realize at that moment that I was the only one sitting at the long booth and everyone was sitting crunched laughing and having fun in the small booth. I was alone... and I realized at that moment that I did not really belong. The people I hang with are 18,19 and early 20's. I know alittle younger then me, but they are cool to hang with. Maybe I felt like that because I was alittle buzzed or maybe I have always felt like that just did not realize it until I had to be buzzed. Maybe I am just thinking to much about it and it is really nothing. Oh, and Karl, this stays here. More to come later....

Home Sweet Home
tonigth i've seen so beautiful pics of both edmonton and toronto .. and i now know i will one day live there.. its a dream.. and i see and hear everyday .. follow your dreads... dont let you dreams go. im gonna follow my dreams one day =) nomatter what everyone here in swe thinks.. cant let me dreams go just cuz ppl here might not like it. why shoudl i give up my dreams for them ? are they worth it? who know.. my dreams will be true

Why I Am Putting An End To Al-key
When i get drunk i get stupid and when i get stupid i make mistakes and ultimately i hurt him. I love him so much i couldn't sit there and lie... even though every breath in my body wants to just give up and let me slip away to nothing. It's not as bad as you think but it's not nothing... and "I love you" can never begin to cover how you make me feel sometimes... fear is no where near a strong enough word either... there are so many things i want to tell you but where do i begin and how do i know if it's all me or if you feel the same? I've never been one to just throw myself in the deepand and expect i know how to swim... but for you i would do anything so into the deepend i go... I'll just pray all night for you to call... I love you...

Imagine If This Were You!!!
If you care about someone! Body: I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy This doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?" The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my

Insults
Im a sucker for a good put down...here are some of my favorites 1-Your cock is so small you have to part your pubic hair to take a piss. 2-Your dick is so little you piss on your own balls. 3-your penis is so tiny your sperm comes out single file. 4-treat yourself tonight, switch hands. 5-You're as useless as a cock in Rosie O'Donnells mouth. 6-Your breath is so bad it smells like diarreah thats been microwaved. 7-Your teeth are so nasty, it looks like you brushed your teeth with a turd. 8-Do you like fitness? How about fitness dick in your mouth, bitch.

Lets Talk About "so-called" Censorship
OK lets talk about censorship Well i'm back at it again folks what can i say, so much to say and so little time to say it. And again as always if you dont like what i'm saying then why are you reading this? and the rest of you are just as sick and demented as i am... heh heh heh. now i wanna talk about censorship, i dont even know if thats what i would call it. lets take sponge bob for example, kids love him, personally i dont see the attraction but hey the kids luv him none tha less, so here we have this cartoon character and the creators ( who are making millions) captivate the kids and entertain them for hours on end. all of a sudden we got all these cats runnin round talkin bout " oooooh noooooo ya cant have him on TV he's gay"............wdf HE IS A CARTOON CHARACTER a friggin SPONGE now i aint tha brightest candle in the box but last i knew sponges especially cartoon sponges didnt have a sex.........but i could be wrong i'm no marine biologist either. so now we have the wond

I Am Falling In Love
Every time I see your face and I hear your voice, It stirs up feelings inside that I've never felt before. Was it the words you said that made me feel this way? Maybe it was the touch of your hand and the smile on your face. I think I'm falling in love with you. Is this love that I'm feeling inside? Is this love that is burning my heart, And keeping me up at night. Oh, Lord, I don't even know what to do. I think I'm falling in love with you. I always lose control when your by my side. You have become the light of my life. I always enjoy the time I spend with you. Because nothing makes me feel the way you do. I think I'm falling in love with you. You are my best friend and my only true love. I'm sure that you were sent from heaven above. Today is the first day of the rest of our lives. And our future is beginning to look so bright. I think I'm falling in love with you.

Me
You scored as Light. light! You may seem empty and emotionless, because you like to meditate. You may not be emotionless, but nobody except you would know, because you dont show any emotion for you have mastered yourself above such things. Fire83%Light83%Wind67%Darkness67%Earth33%What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

My Special Day~graduation~
I am having a tough time sleeping because I am about to receive my Associates Degree of Arts & Sciences from college today. Despite the obstacles of non-support from family members, and someone who I thought would stand by me, I am getting this degree with the love & support of my kids and friends from NYC. I have some cool friends online and wish they were here...If I name them, we would be here for a while..but let me say that I love them so much and am glad that I know them. Do u sometimes feel that sometimes u feel all hope is lost, then something good comes along and makes it all better? Well, that is how I feel in getting this degree and in love..I dont want it ever to go away..I want this feeling to last forever & forever!

Love Application
You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love; the running across fields into your lover's arms can only come later when you're sure they won't laugh if you trip. For you see, each day I love you more Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow. My Love is a symbol of eternity. It wipes out all sense of time, destroying all memory of a beginning and all fear of an end. You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry. Sometimes we make love with our eyes. Sometimes we make love with our hands. Sometimes we make love with our bodies. Always we make love with our hearts. Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. My Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. All days are nights to

Those Born 1930-1979! • So True!!!!
Those Born 1930-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koo