Fubar Blog Posts 4

So I'm A Cheater .............
if you've noticed from my pics, karm got the new gta last night. she freakin waitin in line for about a hour.ofcourse i laughed at her until she reminded me how long i standed (stood) in line when the new star wars movie came out ( yea I'm a dork lol ) any way, here's the cheats i've found online so far. so if you have the game go kill some mother fuckers!!!!!!!!!!!! We have cheats!!! Both work for PS3 and Xbox 360!! Dial all cheats into Niko's cell phone: Health 482-555-0100 Armor 362-555-0100 Weapons #1 (Baseball Bat, Handgun, Shotgun, MP5, M4, Sniper Rifle, RPG, Grenades.) 486-555-0100 Weapons #2 (Knife, Molotovs, Handgun, Shotgun, Uzi, AK47, Sniper Rifle, RPG) 486-555-0150 Remove Wanted Level (Blocks achievement "Walked free" 267-555-0100 Raise Wanted Level 267-555-0150 Change Weather/Brightness 468-555-0100 Spawn Annihilator 359-555-0100 Spawn Jetmax 938-555-0100 Spawn NRG-900 625-555-0100 Spawn Sanchez 625-555-

Stay
I walk to the edge again, searching for the truth Taken by the memories of all that I've been Through If I could hear your voice I know that I would be Okay I know that I've been wrong but I'm begging you To stay, won't you stay Will you be here or will I be alone, will I be Scared, you'll teach me how to be strong and if I Fall down will you help me carry on, I cannot do This alone I wish that I could turn back time just to have One more chance to be the man I need to be, I Pray you'll understand if I could hear your Voice I know that I would be okay I know that I've Been wrong but I'm begging you to stay, won't You stay I need your hand to help me make it through Again Nothing compares to how I feel when I look at You You never know, you never know tomorrow You never know, you never know tomorrow, don't Walk away I am not alone I know you're there

Girls Night Out
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Unbefreakingleivable!!!!!!!!!!
My son came home from school yesterday with a story that pisses me off to no end! I'm not a violent person, but just typing this makes me want to throw the keyboard at the wall! Here's some background. Andrew will be 17 on Thursday. He has NEVER been in trouble at school, and has only been in a fight once because another kid jumped on him. I have always taught him to walk away from confrontations or get an adult to handle them. Andrew is a good kid. He tries hard in school, is a volunteer firefighter, and doesn't hesitate to jump when someone is hurt. He is certified in first aid, and has all of the training in firefighting he's allowed to take until he is 18. There is a student in Andrew's Public Safety class at tech, which I'll refer to as Demon Seed or DS for short. This kid has some serious anger and emotional problems. He has attacked other kids in Andrew's class and in other classes in the past and nothing has been done. DS is a first year, and Andrew is a secon

Belief 1
This was originally posted as a comment on a MuMM, but it is how I feel and believe... I have very strong beliefs in both creation and evolution. Darwin has his points... but it was God that gave him the ability to do that. We are an evolved species from what God had wanted. I believe that he was just working hard to make sure he had the right combination to get what he wanted... which is US as a species. I believe in God and Jesus and the Holy spirit... It takes time to make things right... And what WE see as billions of years of evolution is only another day in the life of God. We were created to be able to think and feel freely by a higher power, whether you call him God or by another name, His love for us is undying and neverending. Whether or not you believe in Him or not is up to you, yourself. But in the end, one day, you will have a judgement and your life before you will be the evidence. So whether you ask for forgiveness from a "physical" person or a deity,

What Do You Believe?
What do you believe? What you think is right and what I do are 2 different things. I do not judge anyone for what they feel or believe in; just as I hope that they do not judge me for mine. Because we are a free thinking species, we are all able to interpret things in each our own way. I force my beliefs on no one and I hope that I get the same respect in return. "Love thy fellow man (& woman)"... So as a matter of faith and belief... we may not always agree, but we do in the long run we want the same things.... Love, Peace & Happiness. Now we just need to make it all work out for all of us as people.

Real Economic Stimulation.
Does anyone seriously think that the stimulus checks being mailed next month are going to help this economy?. It's like putting a band aid on a head wound. It will cover the hole for about a minute, but soon enough it's going to start bleeding threw again till it gets permanently stitched up. A real solution is needed. My thought is to open our oil reserves and drop all gas prices. Then sign into law that all auto makers mass produce bio-diesel fueled automobiles. Not only will the economy improve so will the environment. Sure the cars may be a little more costly, but with the money we save on fuel the cost of the vehicles can be absorbed. What do you think?

'tis Better To Have Loved Part2
Jim's life was shit. It had been that way all his life. His mother had died in a car accident the day he was born. His father, from one of the richest families in the state, had never cared for him. The bastard never helped him with his homework or praised him for good grades. He had never come to see Jim play in a little league game nor even took him fishing. Never cared about him, period. His nanny was the only one who ever cared. His father on the day he turned eighteen fired Miss Evelyn, the nanny, and Jim was thrown out onto the street. Out of the only home he had ever known, into a world he was ill prepared for. He had no love life to speak of. Once he had a girlfriend, whom he loved with all his heart, but he was 17 and his father soon put an end to that. To his father, she was nothing but black trailer trash. He wouldn't let his son smear the family name, so dear old dad bought off her family so they wouldn't let her see Jim again. He hated his father with every fiber of hi

4-29-08 Kinda Darker
WHEN THE REFLECTION IN THE MIRROR ISNT WHAT U LIKE TO SEE AND THE DEMONS INSIDE U TAUNTING DRIVING U TOWARDS INSANITY U CRY OUT IN THE DARK FOR JUSTIFICATION FOR THE ACTS THAT HAVE BEEN PILING FROM THE PAST FLEETING GLIMPSES OF CONTENTMENT SELL UR SOUL TO MAKE THEM LAST GHOSTS HAUNT UR DREAMS LIL REMINDERS OF THE GOALS THAT FELL ALONG THE WAY PERSONAL SACRIFICES N SELF INDULGENCE ALWAYS TIME...ALWAYS ANOTHER DAY BUT THE BRIDGES GET BURNED N PROMISES BROKEN THE SMILES N SINCERITY SEEMS TO FADE CHARITY N KINDNESS FEEL SO USELESS A BRIGHTER WORLD IS A FANTASY MADE BUT HOPE STILL SPRINGS ETERNAL WHEN U FIND THE LOVE THAT BRINGS A SONG TO UR HEART THE SECRETS THAT BUILD WALLS OF RESISTANCE CRUMBLE MAKING U BELIEVE THAT IT COULD BE WORTH A START

4/29/08
well, tomorrow is finally the day i get the keys to the new house! it took 6 wks to get here, but the wait is over!!! So, as you may expect i'm going to be pretty incognito for the most part over the next 2 weeks. Busy with painters, tile guys and various other construction bitches!! Not to mention cleanin and the whole moving thing. Internet will prolly be down both May 8th and 9th~ and i won't be workin either... so everyone leave me lots of lovin to come back too! to my closest of closest friends... i know i have made myself really unavailable for the last couple months... and i'm sorry... just had my hands full with all this... it will be all over soon and i'll make it up to you all.... i promise we will get together and party soon! Thanks for being patient with me, and putting up with my endless day counting and house talk! love you guys! muahZzZ

Team Fedii--we Get Money Ova Here
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Going To Sea
Well, I can't tell you when I'm going or how long I'm going to be gone, though if you search google news on the USS John C. Stennis you will know more than I can tell you! Anyway, we will be off the West Coast when we are not in port picking up and dropping off the airwing. So, I won't be far, and I'll be really close my favorite pub with an open patio where I can drink my Rum'n'cokes. So if you see the Stennis in port there is a good chance I will be at McP's after dinner. And except for normal operations of a Warship at sea, I won't be in any danger. Take care, fair winds and following seas. David

Wants
Your heart is all i want. To be forever by your side is my hearts deepest desire To be submissive is my honor. To be the shoulder you cry on my greatest wish. To have you be the shoulder i cry on would be my funeral pyre. For if you were to see me cry it would be my darkest hour. To be seen as weak in your eyes would detroy my disguise. My greatest fear is that you will disappear from my sight and never return.

Never Ending Dream
AS I SLEEP I DREAM OF YOU I SEE U SO CLEARLY I FEEL YOUR TOUCH SO WARMLY I DRINK IN YOUR SMELL I RELAX IN YOUR PRESENCE WHERE THERE WERE ONCE WALLS FOR YOU THERES ONLY OPEN DOORS I AWAKE AND IT WAS ONLY A DREAM PART 2 MY DREAM CAME TRUE FOR A TIME YOU WER MINE BUT THE TIME WAS SO SHORT I LOST YOU BEFORE I KNEW YOU I WAS SO AFFRAID ID LOOSE U THAT I SHUT YOU OUT AND KEPT YOU AWAY NOW YOU HAVE GONE AWAY MY HEART AND SOUL WENT WITH YOU NOW I HATE TO SLEEP BECAUSE THE DREAM NOW HAS A FACE A SMELL A TOUCH A VOICE MBM

So This Is What I Get...
For enrolling in school yesturday..."Yay! I'm so proud of you! Finally, you're getting to do what you want to do and I'm so happy to be able to assist you in any way possible to further your endeavor because I love you, no matter what it takes!" Yeah, Whatever! No, it wasn't like that at all. That, of course, was my expectation, that, of course, was my hope and thought but no, I've come to realize anymore that I have exceedingly high expectations apparently, because in the end, they're always letting me down. This is what I really got; "So, how was it? How much? What days? Oh crap, y'mean I'm gonna have to change my days off? That means I'll have to work with jeana! Well, we'll see...I hate that bitch!" And I'm standing there bewildered, with not one ounce of support. Then I realize I was, of course, expecting something else, and what would I do that for? How silly of me. What it is I've come to expect is exactly what I got.

To My Dom
True happiness was never meant to be mine. Misery has been my constant campainion. My destiny is to be alone and I accept that. My darkest hours are spent alone. I am no good to anyone when i am alone. My heart yearns for love that isnt meant to be mine. Lonliness was killing me slowly. Then I found you. You brought me to you and have held me tightly. You may only be my Dom but with you I have found the saftey love and happiness i have yearned for all my life. I will be your submissive forever. I will never ask for anything in return.

What Is This I Feel
love or lust ? what is this i feel what is this i feel? is it your smile warming up my cold heart what is this i feel? is it your lips caressing my hot chocolate body that your smile has warmth what is this i feel? is it your hands rubbing up and down my dick making it hard while filling your mouth with the sweet taste of chocolate as you sreach for the cream filling what is this i feel ? is it your wet pussy slowly working it's way down and through my body starting from my lips that are wrapped around your wet pearl as i tongue the inside of your carmel delight tasting the passion of your love running through my body what is this i feel? is it your love bouncing harder and harder on my dick feeling my head pushing your wall back, while your lips slowly floats over my chest and your hands grabbing for anything you can reach as your love over flows and you reach your peek now again i ask what is this i feel ? love or lust why can't it be both ?

Liquid Lounge Rules {staff Must Read}
Lounge Rules!{Staff: Pay Attention to These Rules * It Is Your Job To Enforce Them!!} *1: Everybody is here to have fun!!! So that is Rule # 1 - Have Fun!!! {Drama refers to WHINING... So if you're gonna WHINE and COMPLAIN - I reserve the right to Humiliate you in public.} *2: One key to having fun is to be real - so everybody must have a Photo ID - Although an approved Salute is preferred - a pic of you will do until you get the salute done. {if you do not know how to upload a pic - feel free to ask.} Staff will ask you to upload a pic of you - Like every club, the staff will not let you stay without ID. You Must Have a Photo ID {Pic of YOU} *3: Link Dropping IS acceptable - as long as you are not linking to a personal sales site, or porn of any sorts - including you

~ My Gift ~
~ My Gift ~ I don't have much to give you in the way of material things. But then, I have never been a material person . . . so it wouldn't matter much anyway. I do have something to give you, though . . . and I hope you accept this gift with joy. I have chosen not to wrap it . . . I want it to be presented to you as pristine as can be. And anyway, decorations or wrappings would certainly ruin the effect. And so it is . . . that I stand before you . . . unclothed, but surprisingly, unashamed of my nakedness. You have already captured a piece of my heart, and you have captivated my soul. The only thing left for me to present to you is my very being . . . and I do that willingly, happily, and most of all . . . lovingly. Standing before you . . . watching your every movement . . . seeing the desire in your eyes for the very first time. I don't believe in all of my life, I have ever witnessed a moment as beautiful as this. Neither one of us can speak . . . and

Don't Hold Your Breath
If we look across the ocean Or at white dots in the sky They'll feed up such emotion Yet you don't know why For we can be like children Pushing through the crowd Why question what we're here for Or who is behind that shroud Do you know the way to the gateway On the other side there is nothing Do you know of love that is spoken Anyone can tell you what you should do Anyone else tell them till you know who Never mind the place where they send you When you're feeling blue Go build your dreams of clear blue skies Don't hold your breath when reality cries Beautiful souls be happy Your heaven has now begun Can't believe the feelings that take me All roads lead to heaven and back The time for pain, it breaks me I wanna throw away those attached What can it be that we go through Everything that you don't want to Why does that stop me from ending Stop me again Are you out there Show me if you are Don't hold your breath.

Distant Touch
I’m Feeling so alone missing your distant touch I Sense that you’re miles from my heart Feeling for another I carry the weight of the world Knowing your solitude my senses seem to fade And now I’m trying to find a comfortable space to live in But my knowledge is now my opposition Leading me ever closer to the end of my wits Sending me deeper into perilous doom Counting the hours between the beats of my heart I feel so alone helpless and out of control Hoping to taste the lips of your faith once again experiencing your lust And it alienates me from all I used to know My every query leads me a woeful end Knowing my journey is just beginning leading me to you To the things I’ve known and loved and lost There must be an answer there must be a way Yet your face etched upon my mind is a haunting reminder Of that for which I still seek Never ceasing relentlessly I will search Finding your heart is the only cessation to my journey

Wanna Join The Cuffed Angels Here How You Can
Please take a minute to read this....I'd like to introduce Fubar's newest leveling family!I will keep this short and sweet and just ask you to take a few minutes of your time to check out the homepage and blogs which include all of the information you need!We hope to be a fun and helpful family and I have no doubt that we will do just that!Please click this image to go to our homepage.Please click this image to go directly to our blog of requirements.

Spare The Rod
Hitting children is abuse. You can call it spanking or swatting or whatever you chose. However hitting a child does change a behavior, it makes them afraid. That is neither desirable nor reasoned. Spanking a child says much more about the poor parenting skills of the "adult" than it will ever say about the child. Just take a look at the people that say, "I was spanked and it didn't hurt me one bit." Children act out for reasons, its best to find out what they are than to assume that they can not control their actions.

Bleeding Love Lyrics
I just love the lyrics to this song...read them..they will grab you. Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vein Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen But something happened for the very first time with you My heart melted to the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy chorus But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My hearts crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep bleeding love keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that their goal is to keep me from falling But nothing's greater than the risk That comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I

To All My Family ,friends And Fans That I Love So Well
To all of you that I love so much on here. I will miss you all so much. But due to health problem's I won't be on here as much as i would like for a while. with doctor appointments and having to rest more. I will be in and out. I will miss you all and please don't forget me i won't forget all of you I'm close to and all my new friends too.i want to be godmother but it will take me a while longer now. I will still do everything I have promised my new owners don't worry guys I will definitely give you your money's worth because you two are such sweethearts and love ya both . And to all you I'm close to send me a message and I'll explain move about it . It's just so long to put in this blog.But i just wanted to say I love you all and I will miss you and don't forget me . LOVE YOU ALL ANN

I Hope That You Aren't Mad At Me Deleting The Folder.
God, I feel like crap. Getting no sleep last night and now my shoulders and neck are aching. I am sorry for those of you that enjoyed my folder. I felt the need to delete it. It was just time. This site just seems to be kind of boring now. A lot of the people I used to talk to on here never get on anymore for what ever reason and I have kind of moved on as well. I miss these people but do know that I can talk to them on msn as well. Also I would love for you to sign up on facebook to be able to converse there. Just know that I have real life friends on there and you might need to watch what you write to me on there. About the only thing I do is write on here. I miss Kim & Steve, I miss Melissa, Padma, I miss Henry, I miss and a bunch of others. It just isn't the same. Maybe I should just take a break? I don't plan on deleting my account, just the folder for now. So ciao for now. Getting off to get some more work done. kisses and love to you all.

Do Not Bother Reading If You're Overly Touchy And/or Annoying.
AUTHORS NOTE: IF YOU'RE GOING TO READ IT, READ IT TO THE END. HEAR ME OUT, THAT'S ALL I BLOODY ASK. VIOLENT FEMMES.KISS OFF i need someone, a person to talk to. someone to care, someone to love. could it be you? could it be you? the situation gets rough, and i start to panic. it's not enough, it's just a habit. hey kid, you're sick. oh darling, this is it. you all can just kiss off into the air. behind my back, i see them stare. they'll hurt me bad, but i won't mind. they'll hurt me bad, they do it all the time. do it all the time. i hope you know that this will go down on your permanent record. oh yeah? well don't get so distressed. did i happen to mention that i'm impressed? i take one, one, one 'cause you left me. and two, two, two for my family. and three, three, three for my heartache. and four, four, four for my headaches. and five, five, five for my loneliness. six, six, six for my sorrow. and seven, seven - no tomorrow! and eight, eight, i forgot what eight was for. but n

~ A Place For Us ~
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics ~ A Place for Us~ There is a place for us that no one else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets, only beauty, peace, understanding. A place that we come to, thinking we are one, only to have our souls fused together for a moment. And in that moment, I know you; every pore, every pulse, every thought, every fear. And I love you more. I feel myself laid bare before you, and I feel content . . . joyous that you are with me, loving me in my nakedness.... Peace.

I Don't Know Why I Do This!!!!!!!
i don't know why i do this to myself. if i don't cut it out soon, i think i'm going to have a damn breakdown! i'm getting to the point where i don't even feel like i can function properly. to the point where i can't even hide my streses when i need to. i used to be able to, no matter how horribly everything going, at least fake a smile and a pleasant attitude, especially at work. but i'm getting so bad, that the other day, my supervisor asked me if i was ok, because i haven't been myself lately. and i seemed upset. i just don't know what to do. i'm ridiculous. that's just all there is to it!

Flashs
Hey everyone, Sorry it's so late but today has been hell. I want bore you with the deals and get to what everyone is here for. Dream Stalker, I don't know what these set of dreams are doing but just about the time I'm seeing a pattern the dreams change. Last night wasn't a ongoing dream it was little short burst of flashes strong enough to wake me up. Most of the time it would flash to the dream where i was tied up playing with myself. That image is really disturbing to me. It flashed to dog who got shoot. Pictures of my friend with her/bf that got her in trouble. Everyone at school turning their back on me. Even picture after picture of me screaming and crying. Luv U Tara

Salute Photo Guide By Owl
Here is some information on the salute policy, as of February 28, 2008. This is not new information, but hopefully it will shed some light on what we expect when determining whether or not to approve a salute photo. The goal is to put together a picture that not only says you're you, but can also link itself to your profile. This is why the three basic elements of a salute photo, listed below, are important to have on your handwritten sign. A salute photo must have a picture of you with your complete face showing, as well as a handwritten sign with the following on it: Your current Fubar screenname Your Fubar ID number (it can be found located between parentheses in the title bar of your Fubar home page; mine is 58128) The word "Fubar" In lieu of your Fubar ID, you may use your custom URL if you have one set (for example, mine is http://www.fubar.com/owl, or http://owl.fubar.com). The sign doesn't necessarily have to be on paper. Approved salute photos have had the s

For All The Wanna Be Romeos
I've got a few things to say and thanks to Hellyion I now know how to better say them. 1) Just because you have seen my picture scrolling by it does not mean that I am your baby or your sweetheart or that I am your anything. 2) Just because I was nice and I returned or replied to your fu gift does not mean I want you. 3) Rating and commenting on all my pics is NOT a turn on... it's just downright creepy. 4) Stopping by my page everyday and sending me messages everyday makes me think you are creepy. Creepy in a stalker kind of way. 5) I don't care about your sex life and my sex life is none of your damn business. 6) Giving me your yahoo name does not mean you are going to get lucky. I have no desire to see your goods on cam. 7) By ignoring your shouts and e-mails it means I am not interested. So stop already. 8) No means no. If you can't understand that the block button works really well. Wow, I do really feel better now!

U Ever Meet Someone...
That you just "hit it off" with? Y'know, they're cool from the get go, no akward moments, no forced conversation? I worked with a guy that actually was replacing me when I left my job to have my second child. He was young and quiet and I didn't think much of him other than the fact that I thought he would be a good replacement for me while I was gone...then I went back to work... He was still there and infact had surpassed me in promotions and was now a step above me...smart guy! I remember the first week I got back to work...they had to do this "introduction" phase with me, basically to make sure I remembered what I was doing and he was the one who was to monotor my "training". He was nervous. He knew I knew what I was doing by then and so we managed to enjoy the opportunity to work side by side by "goofing off" at work! It didn't take more than a moment for us to realize we'd be fast friends...he loved the same music as me, he enjoyed the same humor as me and in a

Catch A Fall
Not a sound I hear you speak I am broken, I feel weak Give in to the feeling I will stop believing That your love is out of reach Catch a fall and I won't stand in your way I need you like a flower needs the rain I will never watch you drown Catch you gently, lay you down I am frozen, but it's you I've chosen It seems I will always be around I need you like a flower needs the rain

Writing Sooner Than I'd Intended To
I was reminded some years back that I was committed within reason to others' right to pursue their DS interests, and I remain so committed (opening myself with my history to the usual too-easy jokes. Ha-ha.) I do get uncomfortable seeing blogs in which people bid on people, mind. (And yes, I am more and more inclined to avoid profiles of people "owned by" others because more than once their masters have come back and given me tsuris if they decided I had done something the wrong way, and getting a specific answer as to what seemed about as likely as blood-from-stone; so no thank you, I like to _think_ I am a polite person - generally - and so, in future I increasingly or entirely will be giving those profiles a bye in my occasional visits.)

Butterfly Trails
Carried by gentle winds Peeking behind One last time Butterfly trails Passion abandoned Longing Now Etched On the breeze Swirls Of Butterfly trails Complimenting shades Caress the memory Fleeting expectation Defined by mist Dew drops Capture Opal Reflections Of Butterfly Trails Never Forever Again Butterfly Trails

Ranting
FIRST OFF FUCK YOU! that is directed at someone specific, if it's for you then you already know! i really fuckin hate it when people assume they know me from reading one line! (my status messages on yahoo/fubar) how can you know someone and tell them you know how to fix the problem, when you don't even know what the fuck the problem is??? i hate it when people assume they know my life story just from reading my about me. in reality you know nothing about me. for one it's the god damn internet! i could write anything i want and you have no choice but to believe it because that's all i've said. but........everything in my about me and whatever else, is nothing but truth. but that doesn't give you the right to come to me and tell me that i just need to get out more and i'll be ok. if it was that fucking easy don't you think i would have done it! i really fuckin hate being judged! you sit there and judge me because of something i said in a mumm or a blog or what the fuck ever, when

Auction Now Taking Entries(open To Anyone)
IT'S AUCTION TIME. It's Auction Time..Sarge's Bad Girls is holding an open auction..anyone can join...there will be a 10K entry fee...but the opening bid will be 15K ..So you will get back your fubucks...I will open it as soon as i get 5 people entered.. it will run till May 15th...But you may take a bid when you decide to. So just FuPal me 10K fubucks with a pic link and your offer. Thanks Sgt. Raider Owner Of Sarge's Bad Girls. AUCTION BROUGHT TO YOU BY Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar

Do What Y'all Gotta Do....
Guess it's blog time, since I'm just sittin' here and I'm BORED OUTTA MY FUCKIN' MIND!!! Anyone who knows me, knows that I'm on here maybe 2 days out of the month (I drive a truck, so I'm on the road CONSTANTLY). Well, my truck is in the shop, and I'm just in the house (and suffering from major cabin fever lol). So this week, I have been on Fubar a shit load. And maybe I'm just new to this whole thing, but WOW, what's the big thing now? Bidding for pictures, or fu-ownership? Rate and comment bombing for "fu-bling"? Opening your "sweet treats" folder for a blast or happy hour? Good lord, I guess I'm just seriously out of the loop. I've been hit up in the shoutbox, inbox, and profile comments to rate, comment, repost, "whore-out", and down right purchase shit for a varied group of people on here. And for what? A chance to see you all over my homepage for a week or two? Honestly, as much as that scroll changes, I see all of you about 137 times a day anyways. Just had me real confus

Missing Madeleine: One Year On
avatars myspace at Gickr.com A YEAR ago this weekend, an ordinary middle class family from Leicestershire flew to Portugal for an early break in the sun. Six days into that holiday, their lives were torn apart by an event that would dominate much of the world's news for months. A LITTLE girl is snatched from her bed and doesn't return. That's the Madeleine McCann story. "Every minute, every hour, is time without Madeleine," Meanwhile, one year on, we are no nearer knowing what happened to the little girl with the ready smile and distinctive right eye. Hers is a tragedy that few, if any, of us will ever be able to truly understand. All we can do is sympathise.

Poem 1 For Ash
The flowers I bought for you are beside me, dead Reminding me of the words that never should've been said. Withered away, red leaves now black That lost love won't be back. You said I was you forever and that was a lie Because just like the roses, you let your love die. Was the past two weeks all a dream? Was I a mere pawn in your evil little scheme? Why are you laughing while tears feel my eyes? Why am I left here full of the memories of your lies? I hate myself for hanging on to you. But can never bring myself to put that hate on you. With every tear that falls, I hate myself more Angry that I care when you don't and maybe never did before. I wish I could kill my love the way you killed my dream Shatter it, destroy it, relishing in the scream And as I watched it die, I'd realize Theres nothing to cry over, us was all a bunch of lies.

Strawberrii Kisses
hey all this is my new owner she is an awesome friend of mine!!! She has always been there for me when i need her. Please go show her some mad fu-love cuz she so deserves it & much much more!!! Heres her link plz fan, add & rate she is the best!!! :):):) StrawBerrii Kisses Lollipop Gurlz Club Fu-Owned To Mizotte59@ fubar

Can You Help Timmy?
I've got a good friend, and he may be your friend too, that is soon in need of a VIP refresher! If you can give any comments possible to this giveaway for him, it would be greatly appreciated. Just click on this picture to take you there and comment away on this one. Just in case you're not sure, this is Timmy from an angle you may be more familiar. LOL

All About Me!!!!
WELL I DONT KNOW IF ANY OF YOU REALLY KNOW ME OR ABOUT ME SO HERE IT IS ALL ABOUT ME LAYED OUT FOR YOU ALL TO READ.MY LIFE IS NOT AS IT SEEMS TO YOU ALL...AT AGE 12 I WAS LEFT BY MY PARENTS TO FIN FOR MYSELF,I GOT INTO DRUGS AND DRINKIN...I FINESHED SCHOOL BUT IN THAT TIME I WAS WITH THIS GUY NAMED ROBBIE HE IS ON FUBAR SO I WILL LEAVE IT AT THAT..HE BEAT ME SO BADLY FOR 10 YEARS IN THAT TIME I STAYED ON ALL KINDS OF DRUGS TO HIDE THE PAIN..I WAS RAPED BY WHAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A FRIEND TO US. AT THAT TIME I WAS A VIRGIN STILL.WHEN WE HAD TO GO TO COURT HE KILLED HIMSELF AND SAID HE WAS SORRY FOR WHAT HE HAD DONE TO ME.I GOT AWAY FROM THAT SORRY ASS AND RIGHT INTO IT WQITH ANOTHER ONE.MY MOTHER HAD INTRODUCED ME TO ANOTHER MAN AND I ENDED UP GETTING PREG. AND THAT IS WHEN HE TURNED ON ME.HE BEGAN TO BEAT ME,AFTER THE BIRTH OF MY SON HE GOT WORSE TO ME AND THE BABY...HE PICKED UP A PLASTIC BAT AND HIT MY SON ACROSS THE BACK WITH IT AT AGE 18 MONTHS.THEN TURNED IT ON ME FOR NOT MAKING T

" Fun-loving Stacey's Last Party"
My Brothers Best friend Stacey was killed 2 nights ago. She was only 21 years of age. A beautiful girl who i only met a few times, but each time i would see her, it was like a breath of fresh as she would walk in the room... see below for pictures and a report in the news. From this point on, i will think twice before complaining about the " pathetic little dramas" that happen in my life and all of the stuff that i shouldn't take for granted and appreciate alot more than i do. I will put my every effort into making my Boyfriend Nate from Fubar - My real life boyfriend and so much more than that. Appreciate the good times, love, laugh and be happy... because we dont know when our time is up or the loved ones around us. Seek and strive for what you want out of life, so there is no time wasted. Nate - we will be together soon :) I love you so much..... :) Fun-loving Stacey's last party: STACEY WRIGHT was finishing her shift at the Unity Hall Hotel in Balma

Want A Blast, Vip, Fubucks?
Sweet Kandy Kisstina "aka kris" is hosting a contest and is looking for participants! The contest will run May 11 - May 24, so there's plenty of time to enter. The most comments at the end of the two week period wins the gift they chose ahead of time!!!You know you wanna join!! All entrants must be received by 4:00PM EST on May 9th via private message. Any shoutbox entrants will not be considered.And now for the prizes: 30 Day Blast 1 Month VIP 25K Fubucks 1. Absolutey NO drama will be tolerated. You can be removed from the contest by the hostess at ANY time during the length of the contest, without warning. 2. No Whiney Babies Permitted! (Did I mention no drama?) Adults ONLY! 3. Self Bombing is allowed and encouraged! 4. At the end of the contest you must have at least 20K comments to be eligible to win one of the prizes. 6. Most IMPORTANTLY: HAVE FUN!!! Let's get the party started!! Click below to PM me with a link to your picture for me to rip it as well as which priz

Reaper
Ah such is the piteous righteous crowd dusting off their souls, gathering around To save their damned immortal soul From fire, brimstone, ash, and coal Assured they shall find thier way with tales that the preachers books all say yet in the end my time will tell and collect them all in my tomb of hell Be they saved or be they damned I will place them upon my unholy hand Take them beyond this mortal plain then will I scorch them all by name This unholy task I undertake easy to some for my decisions they make Appointed role and deadly chore A million souls beg no more! Thousands of names I shall collect Their time on earth I will never regret Off I go to collect them all Death begotten love, Thy Reaper does call So please do run, and please do hide hide your eyes from all that die Keep your hands together in Pray and pray you dont see me today! John K

Religion's Influence In Today's Society
This is a research paper I did in my first Composition class in college if you do not have an open mind about religion then I do not recommend you read this essay especially if the topic easily offends you. If you do have an open mind then I am open to all comments. Thank you and enjoy. Religion's Influence in Today's Society by: John Eldridge Ward 19 July 2007 "Let us therefore no longer pass judgment on one another, but resolve instead never to put a stumbling block or hindrance in the way of another. I know and am persuaded in the Lord Jesus that nothing is unclean in itself; but it is unclean for anyone who thinks it unclean." (Romans 14:13-14) In the early twentieth century a philosopher predicted the decline of the west. What he failed to predict was the true reason why, religion. Societies can survive for thousands of years until it’s attacked either from within or by hostile forces. When a society is attack

Persuading A Child He Is Not Dog
This story is entirely fictional about me trying to persuade a child to my views. If you have children or have been exposed to them you will be able to relate to my humor. The Child that Cried Woof by: John Eldridge Ward Persuading someone eh? Well, once upon a time….no, won’t do that to you. The only time, that comes to mind, when trying to recollect when I persuaded someone to my point of view, was when I convinced my friend’s 5 year old brother that he was not a dog. Yes ladies and gentlemen I said dog! Now you’re all probably brimming with curiosity at what the heck this crazy man is talking about, however need not worry all will be explained in due time…..I think. Now, picture in your mind walking down the street to your good friend’s home when suddenly a small boy comes galloping, yes galloping, towards you from inside a doghouse. Astonished at what you see you ask the little boy what he’s doing, and in reply…”Woof Woof!”. This was my predicament, the child who cried wo

~~ Before You ~~
****************Before You********************* Before you, I was just hanging out. My days were all colorless, no beauty. Boredom seemed what life was all about. Excitement meant going to a movie. Then I fell in love with you; my world Opened to a sudden rush of sky; Trees turned into happiness; and all The things I had forgotten made me cry. The loves that fasten one to life grew strong: You, the thought of seeing you, your touch, your smell, your look, your voice, your taste..... My love for those I'd loved my whole life long, Knowing, but not feeling it too much. You brought my life to life, my love to flower; Now love me well, and through me taste your power Peace.

To Whom I Speak & Why I Am Being Harassed::
For Those of You Who Are My Friends, Family and Fans, I wanted to explain what has been going on with my salutes... My photography is self taken with professional equipment...as such, I have been accused of faking my salutes. I then submitted a webcam salute which was approved as well by bouncers with much discussion as I hated the picture myself lol but the person that will not be named in this blog kept harassing me...and then reported the Salute NSFW which it was not just to have it removed again. This person started posting bulletins about me around Fubar including the Stiletto Girls which I just happen to be a new member of. They treated me kindly which is why I joined the group and to share my photos. I love all of you who have been kind of enough to rate my photos...and I appreciate you. I dont know why this person has been mean to me. I have no malice towards anyone on Fubar nor will I. Every single one of you is a living person on the other side of your compute

The Next Life
I...... I dont want to live forever I...... I dont need to find a treasure because I know you exist..... and i dont want to miss....your kiss of death in lonely bliss...... I..... I dont need any reassurance I..... I dont need to be persistant because i know deep inside that everything is gonna be alright well be together in the next life I want to die when its my time to die I dont want to live forever then I'll never have her I'll be with her in the next life Ever felt like you were..... ready to die? I dont want.... any replacement I dont need.... to be complacent I will wait.... as long as it takes And I will chip away until it breaks I will be right here Its seems so clear when our lives collide Thats when I see your inside because i know deep inside that everything is gonna be alright well be together in the next life I want to die when its my time to die I dont want to live forever then I'll never have her I'll be wi

Please Help Me Out...
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=230408&albumid=988690&i=1855915478&idx=0 This is my first comment contest. Happy Country Girl is having it. I need as many comments as i can get.. Please help me...

Thought/energy/prayer Request
My friend El is in the ICU. They amputated his foot and he is in kidney failure and on a ventilator. Please keep him in your thoughts as he faces this battle. UPDATE: I visitied him this AM. He was still on the ventilator and was unresponsive to my voice. This is the way my grandmother's last days ended up being.

Photoshop Pics
I've been making photoshop pics for many of my friends. You can check them out in my "I made for others" folder. If you'd like one reply here or send me fu-email with ideas. like things you like, sports, hobbies. Give me ideas on how to represent you best. I'm not charging anything for these. I just like making them.

The Man Code
I cant take credit for this as i saw it on a bulletin but found it so funny i had to share it This is it. So it has been written, so it shall be....The CODE 1. Thou shall not rent the movie Chocolate. 2. Under no circumstances may 2 men share an umbrella. 3. Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his fellow party goers. 4. When you are queried by a buddy's wife, girlfriend, mother, father, priest, shrink, dentist, accountant, or dog walker, you need not and should not provide any useful information whatsoever as to his whereabouts. You are permitted to deny his very existence. 5. Unless he murdered someone in your immediate family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 6. You may exaggerate any anecdote told in a bar by 50 percent without recrimination; beyond that, anyone within earshot is allowed to call BULLSHIT. (Exception: When trying to pick up a girl, the allowable exaggeration rate rises to 400 perce

Spirit Of Spider
Role: ~The Weaver~ Lesson: Balance Element: Earth Wind: West ~The Quest Within~ Medicine: Illusion ~Keywords~ Communication Creativity Divine Inspiration Illusion Balance Nurturing Instinct Mystery Wisdom Magic "In the beginning, there was the dark purple light at the dawn of being. Spider Woman spun a line to form the east, west, north, and south. Breath entered man at the time of the yellow light. At the time of the red light, man proudly faced his creator. Spider Woman used the clay of the earth, red, yellow, white, and black, to create people. To each she attached a thread of her web which came from the doorway at the top of her head. This thread was the gift of creative wisdom. Three times she sent a great flood to destroy those who had forgotten the gift of her thread. Those who remembered floated to the new world and climbed to safety through the Sipapu Pole the womb

Confusion, Subject Jumping, And Mindless Rambles.
Is it a bad thing to hold a grudge? Does that make me a horrible person if I cannot seem to forgive and forget? I wonder this all too often. Today has definitely ran the gamut of emotions. I laughed some. I cried some. I spent most of the day annoyed. Why can't i have my cake and eat it too? What good is cake if I can't fucking eat it? I wish I could make up my mind about a billion various important things. I want to walk away and leave this all behind, but at the same time. I want things I've always longed for. In the end, it's two completely different things. In case you didn't figure it out.. I am ridiculously indecisive. I've spent far too much time this last week in cognitive dissonance. I'm fed up with my emotions being everywhere. I'm trying to clean up my act, unfortunately I heavily enjoy the things that need to be cut out of my life for this to occur. I am running on burn-out. One of the IT guys that works for the college gave me concerts in Florida (now

If The Red Shirt Things Is New To You, Please Read This (supporting Our Troops)
when i read this bully it made me cry and im man enough to admit it because i have been in there escorting a fallen member of my unit home and everything went right until i got into the airport thats when i was yelled at and called a baby killer i even had a few people say that my falllen comrad got what he had coming to him as a marine myself i took this story hard to the heart but im glad that everything went right for him its hard enough brining home a fallen serves member but to get a hard time from americans realy bites and its kind of hard to go back and fight for there freedom when they call u baby killers when u come homewhen i got home for good i came home in realy bad shape im talking about being shot 3 times and losing both my wife and son all with in a week of being shot and when i got off the plane in a wheelchair in uniform i was expecting a worm welcome home but thats not what i got or the other 5 people i cme home with 2 fallen and 1 other wounded like myself and one co

She Is Special
I wrote this last year...I know I'm not very great at writing, so yeah, here it is.. Her face is of an angel,so heavenly with elegant beauty.Her eyes are like the sun piercing through the sky,gazing down upon you,full of brightness as the stars.Her lips are soft,red like a rose,the softest of the soft. Looking upon her is like seeing heaven on earth right before you.Her words are full of joy and laughter,like the goodness of hope and love,encouraging,refreshing. Her beauty is so pure and natural,there are no words with which to describe it. She is and always will be, a dream come true. Ich Liebe dich fur immer mein Engel.I cherish you,I adore you,I love you

Promises Broken
Promises made never to be broken. Alas they are broken nonetheless. I promised I would never let anything hurt you. Yet I hurt you without trying. I promised to always be there for you. I thought I was but I guess I was not. I promised to always take care of you. Yet I became the one needing care. After all the promises were broken. I promise I will never break them again. There is no one there to listen. I now see the only promise we can keep in the end. Is the promise of love unconditionally no matter what happens.

Moment Of Clarity
Only meat in your eyes Nothing else matters To the degree of the minds meeting. The possibility of depth Was thrown right out the window. Now is too late All feelings cold and dead In your direction there is nothing. A new path has revealed Itself to me Suggesting a happier stride On the scenic route. You can and will not stop me My mind is made up. An empty zombie I no longer remain. The purge of life Reincarnated me to follow What I need And will no longer neglect or ignore. At last there is Indeed a reason to stay On this soil a while longer Caressing the sweet flesh Of another being. Though the chances be many To run across There are so few Of being truly understood and known.

Passions Of Fire - Chapter Three -fire Of Passion
OK, lets see you can handle the raw passions of fire! Fire Both of them could see the headlights coming closer and knew who it was. Doing the best she could to hold her blouse together with one hand and the other on the dash as he opened up the the throttle wide and opened up the cut outs. The sound of thunder rolled in the night. Even with the previous events of the evening, the shear power over took her as she had never been in a car so fast. Her heart raced fast as the engine. She glanced over to see the needle of the speedometer pass 150. All traces faded into the night of the car behind. He looked over her, keeping one eye ahead. He was concerned over the quickness of her breath, not knowing what was really going through her mind and body. After slowing down and coming back into town, they talked and found a connection between them. A spark was there, and the more they were together the hotter and brighter it become. He asked her if she wanted to stop by his house and

Help Them For Godmother
MY PERSONAL GODMOTHER LIST Help me to help them thanks HisSweetObsession need 977.318 to godmother ♥HisSweetObsession♥ ~~ *Rate Spankers* ~~ *Shadow Levelers*@ fubar cheen need 961.879 to godmother Cheen@ fubar gem need 1.435.247 to godmother ?aGEM4life? ~??HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini??@ fubar hrtofgold need 2.155.410 to godmother ~ &hearts Hrtofgold ~ MAD FU BOMBER~ &hearts ~@ fubar cotton candy need 1.284.643 to godmother ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~@ fubar

Happy Mother's Day To All The Mothers Across The Globe
i was thinking of this for all the moms of the world.....even those serving overseas fighting for our freedom. to all of you around the world and here in the united states, never forget where you came from this is for the hardworking moms who do so much for their children this is my tribute to them

Leaving On Wednesday
I want to Thank all my friends who have stood by me during this past week. As you know my Father passed away this past Monday. We finally got everything taken care of and now my dad can finally be put to rest. I will be leaving on this coming Wednesday to go to Washington State to attend his Military Funeral. Not sure how long I will be gone but I will have a friend let everyone know that I made it there ok. And again a big Thank You to you all. Kathy

I Feel Dead
Well….here I sit feeling empty and alone again. Thoughts of suicide running through my head. I’ve battled depression all my life. And finally found a medicine that seems to be working for me. But I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m just not allowed to be happy. Even when I’m medicated something happens to hold me back from that smile. I lost someone very close to me today. He was like family to me. I felt closer to him then I felt to my own family. I’ve been crying since around 9 this morning. I really feel lost and empty now. I really don’t know how I am going to go on without him in my life. He’s the one person I knew I could always go to(besides erin and sean) that wouldn’t judge me for anything I do. And I know I could always count on him for support whenever I needed it. Hell he was the only one that supported me getting back with matt. I just can’t believe that he’s really out of my life. I didn’t even feel this low when my dad died. I haven’t felt this low in a long time actu

I Want
I WANT I want to possess you forever ‘till the end but I know you can never possess the blowing wind I want to hold you and always be your man but that would be like trying to hold the ever shifting sand I want to keep you always by my side but that would be like trying to hold on to the flowing tide I know these thing I want can never be so I will just stand by the open sea enjoy the wind as it blows feel the sand between my toes and I’ll be there for the ride just to see the flowing tide STANLEY HENDRIX

Wireless Mouse Merlin And ♥guinevere&hearts Courting: Love Is In The Air
"A Kiss" "To my Dearest Merlin, It is such a wonderful thing to have someone like you in my life. I am truly blessed to have you lead the way & light my internet journey along its way. I look forward to our meeting & what may become!! Your sweet Guinevere"

Broken
Blood streams down my wrists. Crying from the pain. My eyes shed bloody tears. My blood splattered everywhere. Laying on the bathroom floor. My fear of deaths near. Feeling my heart beat getting weak. My breath slows while I gasp for air. Pools of blood fills the floor. Screaming to live. No on to hear. I become so numb. My body so cold. My body so limp. Life no more.

For All I Ever Needed - Original Poem
For All I Ever Needed - I sit sometimes and look at you But you dont know I see. I think about how lucky I am That you have chosen me And every time I touch your hand, and you clasp mine back so tight I know that 's all I needed to get me through the night As days will pass and months are born, And we venture through this life I know that you are there beside me love To strengthen through the strife And months they dies an they give way To the birth of mounting years And there we stand, In future sight Together through the years And so one day when I am old, and wrinkles crease my face And you smile at me as I prepare to see a better place Just hold my hand, my love for me And smile with eyes so blue And I will pass a happy man For All I ever needed was you. ~ Shawn Uptegraph

Finding And Celebrating The Joy In Life!
Ya know each day is a new chance to find joy and to dance, play and joy life to its very fullest. If you let it pass or think its useless, the chance is gone and you'll never get it back. Let me ask you, when was the last time you played? Or just did something for the sheer fun of it? Joy is not found in the world around you, it's within yourself. You can make your own joy, especially during those dark times when you need to really feel alive again. Fun and play are healthy antidotes to taking life--and ourselves--too seriously. Or i guess you could simply "Dont do that!". Playing, dancing, singing and laughing are proven boosters of immune systems and mental health and honestly make life worth the trouble. So do the twist. Sing in the shower. Get your "Wiggle On". Watch a cartoon. Challenge some kids to a game. Wrestle etc.. Don't let a single day go to waste. Everyday can be a GREAT DAY! ToniO aka Dr. Feel..;) Grande Hugggz.

Offers
Ok 2 days in a row i have replied to offers for rates n all that and both persons making the offers haven't come thru or they are just ignoring me. It's pissing me off. Usually I rate peoples pics just to do it cuz i am just a nice person but when a bulletin or offer is put out there for all fubarians like fubucks or bling for rates and it's not followed thru that bothers me. How many others are getting screwed out of what they earned?

Another New Member
misfits we have another newmember so please go by her page and welcome her to our family add,fan and rate her so jamie welcome to our group hope you enjoy being a part of ourleveling crew.... -Jamiie - Fu-Daughter to Rhonda && Jimm¢¾@ fubar have a good weekend whats left of it anyway thank you all....

I'm A Nana!!!
We went to the hospital at noon today and baby Cassidy was born at 7:51pm this evening! She weighed 5 lbs 13 oz and weighed 18" long! She's a little peanut but healthy and beautiful!! Jeremy is staying at the hospital so I could come home & ake care of the critters. Both mom & baby are doing great! We JUST found out that Caiti has the same blood clotting syndrome I have, so they may keep her longer cus she has to give herself shots for 6 weeks to prevent any blood clots so they have to teach her how to give them to herself. Anyway, I have pics posted, go take a look at my new grandbaby!!

What's "sexy" To U?
Is it big tits and a hot ass or is there something more to this equation? I guess it just depends on where you are in your life or at the moment or what hour and or minute of the day it is...because there's no denying a hawt piece of ass, now thaaat...can be sexy! but I'm talking about for the long term, like what it is that makes you comming back for more... Is it their sense of humor, the way they smile or the way they smell? Is it the conversation that goes on and on without the thought of repetition? Is it the confidence that can come with an intellegent mind? It could be anything and for each person there is either their standard or "price"...cuz everyone has a $price$ I so believe... I myself choose to have more of a standard persay...show me you love me and I'll lead the way... I don't care about looks, it's all in how you carry yourself, your convictions, your attitude and your lack of arrogance...there's nothing more of a turn off than some arrogant f

Storm Riders
ghost riders by latenitefantasy© rain found the storm stolen was its lightning bolt thunder rode it home He is an oasis of dripping fullness hypnotically suspending her in fluid momentum. Her cleaving contours lost in slippery slopes of unaware, as she hums primal rhythms , jarring her lava lamp heat in swells of his steamy sauna. Love is prolonged in spouts of bliss. Dawn drowns a milky haze , wellspring swallowed.

Beethoven
Last night my wife and I went to a concert by the North East Pennsylvania Philharmonic. Since we are used to the extremely high level of performance in New York City concerts, I admit to being a bit wary. I should not have been concerned. The orchestra was crisp and exciting and fun to listen to. It is small, only about half the size of the NY Philharmonic but then the stage would not have accommodated the NY Philharmonic anyway. What was truly exciting though was the music. For the first time ever I heard Beethoven's Fifth live. Everyone knows the opening four notes and many have heard recordings but how many of us have heard it performed live? It is such an exciting piece of music, full of surprises and drama. My wife remarked that there is a reason that Beethoven has lasted and this was part of the reason. As I listened to the music I could not help but reflect that there are large parts of humanity that restricts itself severely to musical styles and by extension to t

Astrological Correspondences
Astrological Correspondences Astrological Sign & Dates Angel Planet Element Stone Flower/Herb Color Day o.t. Week ARIES March 21 - April 19 Samael Mars Fire Ruby, Garnet, Bloodstone, Diamond Thistle, Wild Rose, Grose Red, bright colors Tuesday TAURUS April 20 - May 21 Anael Venus Earth Sapphire, Emerald, Jade, Opal Violet, Wild & Red Roses, Coltsfoot Blues, Greens Friday GEMINI May 22 - June 20 Raphael Mercury Air Diamond, Jade, Topaz, Aquamarine Parsley, Dill, Snapdragons, Iris White, Spr. Green, Silver,Yellow Wednesday CANCER June 21 - July 22 Gabriel Moon Water Emerald, Cat's Eye, Pearl, Moonstone Poppy, Water Lily, White Rose, Moonwort Pale Blue, Silver, Pearl, White Monday LEO July 23 - August 22 Michael Sun Fire Amber, Topaz, Ruby, Diamond Marigold, Sunflower, Hops, Cowslip Gold, Red, Yellow, Orange Sunday VIRGO August 23 - Sept 22 Raphael Mercury Earth Diamond, Jade, Jasper, Aquamarine Rosemary, Cornflower, Valeri

Friends
Hmm.. on this beautiful spring day i find myself thinkin bout friends and what they mean to me. I have lots of them But a few i hold close to my heart. (you know who u are) hee hee. I love people and learning about them hearing their experiences, good and bad. Even if it is to confide what kinda chips u like. No conversation is unimportant. My downfall in friendships ia that i fall to easily. I see all people as having something good to bring to the table. why else would you want to be friends with someone?? So I get hurt sometimes. Without a trace?? What's with these people?? Show undying frienship and up one day deside never to talk to you again. Even the person who pissed me off to the end gets an explaination. Cuz lets face it we are imperfect humans. A true friend would be making mistakes with u or or stands by u without judgement. Hmm.. thoughts on paper. I guess thats what a blog is a diary of sorts you choose to share with people. Last but not least A friend to m

Principles Of Wiccan
In 1974 the Council of American Witches adopted a set of 13 declarations which described in broad terms the Wiccan world view. The document was simply titled "Principles of Wiccan Belief," and was intended as a tool to educate the public and new practitioners. It remains a defining document of the Wiccan faith 25 years later. 1. We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the Moon and the seasonal Quarters and Cross Quarters. 2. We recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility toward our environment. We seek to live in harmony with Nature, in ecological balance offering fulfillment to life and consciousness within an evolutionary concept. 3. We acknowledge a depth of power far greater than that apparent to the average person. Because it is far greater than ordinary it is sometimes called "supernatural", but we see it as lying within that which is naturally potential to all. 4. We c

R.i.p. Tandy "suicide" Spurlock
It is a sad day in the world of dirt track racing today as we say goodbye to another memeber of our family. Tandy "Suicide" Spurlock passed away last night after finishing a fantastic race night at the 201 Speedway. He was 43 years old & loved by race fans everywhere. He will be sadly missed!! We love you,Tandy!!!! When I get any info about arrangements,I will post for you local peeps!!! Love all of our racing Family ~ReD~

Inflexability
Today the break-up came. I was expecting it. It seems my inability to change who I am and how I react in situations has once again come between myself and ..... well, whatever. What can I say? I hate crowds. I don't open up and that is that. Large groups of people look to me as large groups of stupid people, which means something stupid is bound to happen. I'd just rather not witness it. Even in a crowd of friends I find myself silently judging them and deciding which of them I don't want to look at anymore. Having a large number of 'friends' doesn't benefit me in any way. I'm always finding reasons to narrow the numbers until there are only enough to count on one hand. I keep things bottled up for very good reasons. ... 1. if I've learned anything its that NO ONE wants to hear it. 2. Even if they do hear it, They don't give a damn anyway. These are traits that are now deeply engrained in me. These things I cannot change. Its far too late for any of that. Give

Ghost Problems
If your ghost is a problem, here's what to do. I offer many solutions from my research as well as folklore. Start with one or two of these remedies. It should not be necessary to use them all. * The simplest solution is also the most reliable: Speak to the ghost, out loud. Shout, if you feel you must. Explain to your ghost that you live there now and he/she is doing things that bother you. Explain exactly what those things are. Ask the ghost to stop immediately. If you want the ghost to leave altogether, you need to say that. This usually works. However, some ghosts won't take you seriously, and you may need to remind it to leave you alone several times before it stays away. * Holy Water is another tried-and-true remedy for ghosts. Respectfully and quietly enter your nearest Catholic Church, carrying a small jar or bottle from home. Somewhere in the public area, there will be a large container of Holy Water, usually stainless steel with a cross and a spigot on it. Fill yo

Minnie Bridge
I crossed it the first time when I was three days old back in 1961. When I was in grade school I used to cross it a few times a week and have nightmares about it falling under the weight of our car. When I started taking serious landscape photos a few years ago, I looked at it as a work of art and a marvel of turn-of-the-century architecture, but never photographed it much because I just never imagined it not being there. Now in two years it will be gone. There's a folder in my photos labeled, "Minnie Bridge" if you want to see what it looks like. The Minnie Bridge connects the hollow of Minnie with Route 20 in mid central WV. It was built around the turn of the century but I am not sure the exact year because the DOH has been working on it and removed the plaque. For the past few weeks they have been resurfacing it and it's scheduled to be replaced in 2010. That will be the second icon from my childhood demolished, the other being the nearby mill and dam, which I never had a chanc

Virus Warning A Must Read
If you receive an email entitled 'Bedtimes' Delete it IMMEDIATELY. Do not open it. Apparently this one is pretty nasty. It will not only erase everything on your hard drive, but it will also delete anything on disks within 20 feet of your computer. It demagnetizes the stripes on ALL of your credit cards. It reprograms your ATM access code, screws up the tracking on your VCR, and uses subspace field harmonics to scratch any CD's you attempt to play. It will program your phone auto dial to call only 0898 numbers. This virus will mix antifreeze into your fish tank. IT WILL CAUSE YOUR TOILET TO FLUSH WHILE YOU ARE SHOWERING. It will drink ALL your beer. FOR GOD'S SAKE, ARE YOU LISTENING? ? It will leave dirty underwear on the coffee table when you are expecting company. It will replace your shampoo with Nair and your Nair with Rogaine. If the 'Bedtimes' message opened in a Windows 95/98 environment, it will leave the toilet sea

Win Blasts & Bling
CONTEST This is a bombing contest(self bombing welcomed) Start date/time: May 16, 2008 3pm eastern time End date/time: May 30, 2008 3pm eastern time Prizes are as follows: 1st place 7 day blast or a VIP and a bling pack. 2nd and 3rd place 3 day blast or a bling pack. And finally here's a spin... The picture with the most rates will be awarded a bling pack. So what are you waiting for? Private message me with the link to your picture and let's get you entered. tHe CoFfEe LaDy Prizes won can be given to yourself or whoever you want...just let me know where to send it. One simple rule: Be nice to the other entrants or you will be removed from contest. created by Alex

Memories
a long walk on the beach, waves that caress the shore, as we walk hand in hand, tonight the stars shine for us, a gift from above, the moon smiles its radiance, like he approves of our friendship, the heavens can see it, the universe knows it, you can hear it whisper, everytime the windblows, A light fog moves in around us, from sea to sky, to protect us from those who dont like us, thats why we have memories, memories that cant be forgotten. bedrock

Submission
I kneel, supplicant before you my will offered up in quiet acquiescence awaiting your approval or reproach the fine line between pleasure and pain becomes ever sweeter with your control with every touch, kiss, word smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires awakened I quiver captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will My Lord show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve through your dominion I find myself You, the Master of many my only

Passions Volcanic
Dormant laid my passion, Hot runs my blood; Bursting without warning, My lava's fiery flood. I want to feel the friction, I want to feel the burn. You make my body hunger; You make my body yearn. I want to trap your fire inside me, Enslave you with my charms. I want to drink your molten lava, I want to explode in your arms.

Help Lilbabybi (now Bibabygirl)
SOME AZZHAT HAS HACKED HER ACCOUNT AGAIN!!! PLEASE STOP IN AND RATE HER PAGE; SHE IS ALWAYS WILLING TO HELP OTHERS!!! bibabygirl@ fubar THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR HELP! R/F/A, GET HER FU-DRUNK, BLING HER!

Woooot The'll Do What If You Bid?!?!?!
Two of my closest friends are up for auction...and even if i would love too own them both..MUAHAHAHAHAHA....im gonna give everyone a chance to see how awesome they both are. So come on and bid on these beauties. Click the pic and bid!!! You wont regret it. Psssst they both Bite..hehehehe KAT FALLEN ANGEL

Lmfao @ This Guy
misterak &...: but it is senseless to continue this conversation... because you won't change your opinion on me... and i still think that you are a submissive slut that needs the belt on her ass more then an interesting conversation... take care cute slut and have a nice day misterak &...: take a look at my pics and you will see how my life looks like... even when you can't believe it... i am happy with what i do... and i get enough positive resonances to continue this way here on fubar ->misterak &...: Wow, looks like I opened a deep bruise there. Guess I hit closer to home than you're admitting misterak &...: although you seem to be an intelligent girl... you have to learn a lot in life... just because i prefer to treat some females like dirt has nothing to do with my normal social life or my work.. as funny as it sounds... i am sure that i am more lucky and successfull in life, job and financialy then you. i am very happy with my life.. i have a family that loves me... i have a s

My Heart
No more tears from these eyes will fall. Apology not needed, I will stand tall. Your words were cruel and yet I stayed. I tried so hard to live your way. I had no chance at winning this race. For in your heart I held last place. I walk away with tear filled eyes. Nothing in my heart but a list of lies. My heart is lonely and so weak, From loving someone who didn't love me. I tried lying to my heart with a fake smile. Yet my eyes told the truth from deep inside. There's so much sadness within my heart. My healing begins with us apart. Now my heart seeks comfort and peace. Knowing you never really loved me. My hearts love has been cruelly abused. What once was us, has now become you.

Cry No More
Love isn't always fair. Yet we must not despair. Love may falter and cause pain. We can't let that keep our hearts in chains. There will be a better day in life. A second chance, No need to cry. It's a time to dance and laugh. Leaving sad memories in the past. View the sunset and smell the flowers. Play in the falling rain showers. Someday true love may just come along. Til' then we must enjoy life and remain strong.

Birthday Wish
On a stormy night, you walk to you car parked near the end of the parking lot it has been a long day and all you want is to go home and take a warm bath. The closer you get to your car the hair on the back of your neck stands up you feel as if some one is watching you. Then you hear tires squealing in behind you turn to look and a dark van approaches you at a high rate of speed. You start to run for your car when the vans pulls up close to you then the door opens, your pulled in and a dark hood placed over you. You try to scream but there is a hand covering your face, you fell another set of hands removing your clothes , your hands our bound as you lat there on the floor of the van in nothing but your panties. You drive for what seems hours your body quaking in fear, thinking what is going on, how can this be happening to me. Your pulled out of the van and lead down some steps you feel a cool and damp air around you. As you are lead into a room your placed on a bed and the binds

Stolen From Sharon
A is for age: 27 B is for beer of choice: EW C is for career right now: Retail D is for your dog's name? No dog E is for essential item you use everyday Comp F is for favorite TV show at the moment? My Name is Earl G is for favorite game? GTA H is for Home town: Burdett, NY I is for instruments you play: Recorded J is for favorite juice: Orange K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: MIL L is for last place you ate: Livingroom M is for marriage: I have one N is for your full name: Robyn Marie... O is for overnight hospital stays: When I had my kids P is for people you were with today: Scott, my kids and co-workers later Q is for quote: "I have fantabulous boobs." R is for biggest regret? None S is for status: Taken (I assume that's what this question refers to) T is for time you woke up today: 6am..for no frickin reason U is for underwear you have on now: Boyshorts V is for vegetable you love: Corn

Path
Wwhen your path seems narrow and shadows burk behind keep moving forward althought its an uphill climb Never look into the past focus on whats in store always reach for your dreams believe you can be more and if some dark day the rain begins to fall close your eyes and think of sunshine and you can erase it all when your heart gets broken and you think you'll always grieve remember you can move mountains if you only BELIEVE

Military Rules For Non-military Personnel
Military Rules for Non-Military Personnel "Dear Civilians, "We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: (1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. (2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. (3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. (4) (GUY S) If you were never in the military, DO

Stolen From Crystal (getting Rid Of Lewis The Middleman :p)
A is for age: 34... for a couple more weeks anyway B is for beer of choice: None. Dont drink beer C is for career right now: Materials Engineer D is for your dog's name? Not much of a dog person E is for essential item you use everyday: iPod F is for favorite TV show at the moment? Battlestar Galactica G is for favorite game? Guitar Hero H is for Home town: Dexter, MI I is for instruments you play: Clarinet, flute, sax, cornet J is for favorite juice: does lemonade count? K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: That suave guy for spending so much $$ on a website L is for last place you ate: Sbarro M is for marriage: uhhhh... next question :/ N is for your full name: Reeka Kitty :P O is for overnight hospital stays: just for my babies and the sleep studies P is for people you were with today: coworkers, kids, massage therapist :P Q is for quote: "These apples are delicious. Can all this fruit be free?" R is for biggest

As If It Couldnt Get Any Worse.......
well just when i thought it couldn't get worse, even though I had registered nurses coming out everyday, taking my temp, cleaning the incision, and repacking it....with all of that supervision, I still got cellulitis, an infection in my blood. It was in my kidneys, my liver, my pancreas, my bladder and my bowels as well. I had a temp of 102.7 for 4 days, I just got out of the hospital friday. I was on 10,000 mg of antibiotics, percocet by mouth and dilauted by iv for the pain, the doctor said if I would not have come in by the next day I probably would have had to go to surgery again and be put in ICU,Im very sick and very sore, Im going to put some pics of the incision and stuff in my stash cause I cant upload pics for those who can stomach it. and YES I AM suing the surgeon. with all of those trained professionals taking care of me I cant see how this could have happened or how it coulod have gotten so bad without SOMEONE knowing and covering it up. Im sorry if it seems as though I a

Single?!?!?!?
K people I HATE HATE being single. It has been over a year since my last relationship. I told myself that I was going to give myself a year to get back to the old me and now Im ready to get out there again!!! So I need your help in finding a good, hardworking, sweet man!!

Winner Announced!!
And the winner of the contest is.. well lets break this down for a second first.. Landscape photo winner is .. Insane Patient Full color winner is .. Makemepurr Black and white winner is .. Insane Patient LOLcat winner is .. Insane Patient Random winner is .. Makemepurr Overall winner with a score of 3-2 Congradulations to InsanePatient !!!!! Your prizes will be sent shortly. Thank you all for playing!

Mu Damn Computer
My computer is throwing a major hissy fit & I need to take it in to be fixed. I just wanted to let everyone know so you didn't think I died or something. I will be back as soon as possible...this is the 3rd time for this...maybe I'll just get a new one, not sure yet. Either way.....I shall return.

Walmart (to The Tune Of Johnny Cash's "san Quentin")
Walmart, you've been livin' hell to me You've hosted me since two thousand four I've seen 'em come and go and I've seen them get fired And long ago I stopped askin' why Walmart, I hate every inch of you. You've cut me and have scarred me thru an' thru. And I'll walk out a wiser weaker man; Mister Sam Walton why can't you understand. Walmart, what good do you think you do? Do you think I'll be different when you're through? You bent my heart and mind and you may have my soul, And your stone walls turn my blood a little cold. Walmart, may you rot and burn in hell. May your walls fall and may I live to tell. May all the world forget you ever stood. And may all the world regret you did no good. Walmart, you've been livin' hell to me

Home Sick...
It's been exactly thirteen months today since I've been "home", seemingly the longest stretch of time I've gone without seeing my family and today it's kinda got me down...I'm missing the familiar personalities of the people that know me best...my siblings and everything that goes with that... The scenery of Washington State. The beautiful stretches of mountains and trees, lots of trees! The water of the rivers, lakes and creeks that are so abundant in the area..the slow pace and innocent ignorance of life on the Colville Reservation. It's where I grew up mostly..and almost all of my family is still there, living on or near and working in the Reservation agency. Most of all I miss the acres of bedrock and pine trees that filled the "back yard" of my grandparent's house. I spent hours alone as a kid playing in the field of cheetgrass and in and amongst the birch trees that grew along the creek running through their property. I miss fishing at Owhi Lake and hearing the me

My Baby Had Emergency Surgery
on saturday during his party,my son fell ill with what i thought was a stomach virus.the usually sick tummy and tummy running off,i went to bed for the night didnt sleep well cuz i felt something just wasnt right..sunday before i went to work i went in to check on him,he was having severe pain in the lower right hip region,i thought thats not a virus something aint right,told my hubby i wanted to take him to the hospital if it got worse to call me at work and i will leave,well i call on every break i had and still no change,you couldnt touch the area and he couldnt move due to tons of pain there,on the last call to my hubby i said were taking him to the er now,im gonna go tell work im leaving.we got to the hospital he got triaged right away and they took him in right away,after a few hours of waiting on the blood results to come back they tell us his white blood cell count was 19,000 which means there is infection,they did a ct scan on his belly a little while later,after the dr came i

Beautiful Day
Your shining light will be my guide Leads me to a place where I don´t need to hide The heavens open up the door With dreams so innocent and pure You are beautiful Within the rays of light You are beautiful Without the jewels of life Let your spirit capture me My love is blind You are beautiful tonight Amongst the rays of light Your silhouette it shines You´re an Angel you are free Let your spirit baptize me Let it elevate my mind

She Needs Help In Her Contest
This girl Besseme Como LoCa@ fubar Needs your help she is in a happy hour giveaway and she needs 50k comments to get the happy hour in only a few weeks, she is only at 17,387 comments. So if you have a chance please go by and leave some comments. she is a sweet girl and returns all love. Hell she is even willing to show her bewbies on cam to anyone who helps lol. She is willing to do anything for your help so go leave some comments and help her get the happy hour. Here is the link to her giveaway Thanks ♥ Ashley

Joke
I was walking past the mental hospital the other day,and all the patients were shouting ,'13....13....13' The fence was too high to see over,but I saw a little gap in the planks and looked through to see what was going on. Suddenly, some bastard poked me in the eye with a stick. Then they all started shouting '14....14....14!!!!!!! bedrock

"my Heart"
My heart is bound to you, I gander at wat I see, If the wish is true, Then we were meant to be. I ponder upon this comfort, Wonder in my thoughts, Are your feelings covert, Could they be tied into knots. My heart searches to bring, In this moment of time, Such emmotions I shall sing, When you're more than a friend of mine. A glimpse of success, Better days from being blue, Graceful ideas are to adress, When it comes from me to you. My heart feels no regret, From the things I say, I hope you dont forget, WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME TODAY... Copy written date... March 2001 Writeen by Dawn

In My Words Part Two(poem)
i really dont care what people think of me a peom is a freedom of expersson dang it..i dont vaule my looks to be honest anybody looks. alot people are shallow every where and there insdie are all roten...i have a heart and use it..i feel sorry for thse who act tuff like nothing going to hurt them cause when they do get hurt they want to die. if u say seek a better future forget about the past why histroy always reapet it's self..read ur books then ask. im not the brightest or the dumest thing out there im bless with common sense some people dont have that.please dont comment if u not thinking with ut mind body and soul i will block you..i would have half of fubar on my friends list..lol i stand for alot and never fall for bs..alot people wear mask on here im put on mines..you lie if u say u never judge how chose ur outfit this moring?

Just Have To Brag. Grandmas Right
I JUST HAVE TO SHOW U THIS PIC. I AM SO PROUD OF MY GRANDSON. HIS NAME IS CHRIS AND HE IS 20. HE TOOK HIS BEST FRIEND TO HER PROM. I THINK HE CLEANS UP RATHER NICELY...........BUT THEN I AM HIS GRANDMA

Gamers Are Creative
Thanks to a few people, and a few games. Gamers get a overall bad vibe when people hear about them. They first think they are not very intelegent to get tied up into a game, when its no diffrent then someone whos hooked on a tv show like 24, or lost. Yet people fail to relise some very cool and important things. 1. Games can help your hand eye coordination. 2. Games can help your creativity and help you to explore possibilitys and use your mind to search out ways to do things not normally within the paramaters of the games design. 3. Games can link you to a culture of people who share a intrest with you, and if you get in with the right groups of individuals known as clans/guilds in games, you can learn alot about solcalization and leading others. 4. Games can also inspire new creations as seen here. See gamers are one type of adventure a person can make, and most often individuals who think gamers are basically geeks or brain dead do not relise gamers are just average peo

Come Join The Midnight Special !!!
Come join the first train that pays to be on it .. For every member that joins you receive a small gift such as a gift from the fu shop.. fu bucks.. bling .. ticker.. 1 day blast .. Exp..When you join you give a gift to the person who joined before you and then the next person that joins gives you a gift.. This is the giving train.. As some ppl can't always afford these items it's a nice way to return love to others even if just with a small gift. To join you must F/R/A all train members then send a message to the Conductor, Co-Conductor, or Engineer. Welcome to the Midnight Special Conductor Carnie@ fubar Co-Conductor (2nd in command) ~GreenEyedGoddess ~Owner of Blue Dragon Owned by Abby again :) {Shadow Levelers}@ fubar Engineer (3rd in command)

Artisticeyes Photgraphy & Enhancements
Over the years I have enjoyed the beauty and Art that is photography. Although still learining I still enjoy all aspects of photography. I have posted alot of my work here and would appreciate any and feedback or comments. I have done a few touch ups of photos which others have posted here. Just a way of sharing with others my appreciation of Photography & the different things that one can do with a little imagination. I do not charge although I will except fubar gifts n such, but for the most part just do it to improve my own skills. If you happen to view my work and like what you see then please feel free to let me know.(If you have a photo to which you would like me to touch up or perhaps be creative with then let me know by sending me a private message here with a desription of the photo and what you would like done and I will reply.) I do ask that if I do any work on your photos for you that you be so kind to acknowledge so in your posting of the pic on your page. I want to than

Decisions (part 3 Of ? )
Well, the CPS finally made a decision as to what was going to happen to my grandchildren. It has taken them since Friday evening to figure out how to their heads out of their asses. And by the looks of things, they didn't do a very good job at that. My conclusion is that the "CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICE" is one of the biggest OXYMORONS there ever was. Both of the children have been taken into state custody. My granddaughter, the one I had, left me tonite to go to live with her father, who didn't even have visitation rights to her due to past neglect. Yeah, just a little fucked up huh? And the baby, the one with the cocaine in his little tiny body, is living with Nikki's mother for the time being. Nikki is to have NO contact WHATSOEVER with the children. The court date has not yet been set, so when that happens I will post more. The sad thing is that Nikki cared more about getting her POS BF out of jail, which he made bail today thanks to her druggie friends, and never

What Adreneline Can Do...
So what kinda insurance do you think the fucking fucktard, nasty, meth-head looking, cock sucking bitch has on her circa 1984 Toyota Celica to which she nearly fucking took out my passenger side with today? I'm guessing none! I'm thinking she was fucking high when she did it and if I didn't think I was going to get some flesh eating disease from her mother fucking ass I would've followed that bitch down the fucking road and beat the shit outa her! Talk about piss me off!!! Omg! Is someone trying to tell me something? This is the second time this week I've almost gotten taken out and it fucking infuriates me! I know I need a new car but geez, does the one I'm driving now have to be demolished before that happens? I should've let the whitest of all white men hit me with his over compensating, I've got a small penis, look at me I'm pretending to be rich, Lexus the other night while driving home from the grocery store. Now that would've got me a new car! Yeah, th

Please Help Cuffed Desire
This PIMP-OUT bulletin is for : CUFFED DESIRE Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê@ fubar STOP BY HER PAGE FAN RATE AND ADD HER SHE IS AWESOME!!! picture above is linked!! SHOW HER THE LOVE SHE DESERVES. click on the picture and do it!

Hillarious!
Laughing, I've heard, it's good medicine....so, what does that mean? Well, it means, if you don't fucking feel good, laugh a bit, ya might feel better! Sleep is good too I hear, havn't got much of that lately seeing as I don't hit the sheets before 2a.m everynight this past week... I'm tired. Last night, I couldn't sleep so I watched a tivo'd episode of Family Guy from sunday.. Funny! Omg...have u see that episode? I havn't laughed so hard in awhile...the toad part was good medicine...let me tell u!!! and at the end when chris wants to go back to the vetenary's clinic and hits brian with the chair and he's just standing there swaying...LOL! If you don't watch Family Guy...well, you're gay to me! Anywho...did I mention I've been tired? Yeah, I know, and I've been almost killed in two car accidents this week! Fuck me. Hope your week is going better than mine! I'm going to try and do that sleeping thing now...hope my efforts are futile at best! lata!

Hidden Beauty
Hidden Beauty by LateNiteFantasy© She walked through life for many years Wearing a cloak Of pain and abuse Sorrow and neglect As each year passed The cloak grew heavier and thicker As layers Of anguish and hateful words Lies and tears Were added Beneath the burden Her gentle soul slumbered Dreaming of peace and tenderness They walked by one by one Rarely looking past the cloak Never finding the gentle soul Waiting to be touched One day When young ones are grown And age begins to leave its mark After many winters of stress and depression Have added their layer of ice To the dark, careworn cloak The gentle soul smothering beneath the burden Cries out Is heard Found by a kindred spirit Carefully, gently He chips away the ice And her light shines Brightening his darkness As his warm tenderness Melts her icy prison Her soft, sweet light Chases away his demons The days slowly pass Others find her shining light Reach out Each word, eac

How Long Is Average In Length? How Big Is The Perfect One?
If you ask an Idiot a Question, Do not blame the Idiot when they give you a Stupid answer. Content of a question is not determined by the person asking the question, but by the person they expect to answer the question. Validity of a question lies not valid by ones asking the question, but who they have chosen to answer the question. A question is only as resourceful and helpful as the answer that follows it. All questions are good questions, unfortunately few answers are good answers. The mind is like a tank of gas, when relying on an empty one you get no where, when relying on a full one, you can go anywhere.

Alone
untitled.. I feel so alone without a shoulder to cry on I fell like everybody turn their backs on me But yet I want to be free and take these chains off me Can someone reach out and hand for me to grab And stop this hurting of me being so sad I feel so alone with no one to hold and to talk too For life seems so unfair to me and all I want is to be Happy and Free So i don't have to face the world alone..

Why Do I (poem)
why do these tears fall down my face why do i wish for ur warm embrase why do i still feel the firey love why do i have this lost turtle dove why can't i hate you why can't i run what am I holding onto when its all said and done. By: Elizabeth Pennington

Why Why Why...sheesh, Whatever People...
In the last couple of weeks, I have been going through so much in my own life and online life, and I'm gonna pull my hair out I swear.... If I have offended you somehow that you are now ignoring me, guess what...this is my new stance....IT'S THE EFFIN INTERNET, GET OVER IT! If I have said something to you that you didn't like, well then I can't/won't appologize for that because I am the type of person that I don't take crap from people and I say what I think. SOOOooo if you don't like that...the kindly REMOVE yourself from my friends list. I don't have time for this imature high school BS which is just what it is. I am here on Fubar to HAVE FUN...not see who is the most popular, or to find some guy to tell me I'm pretty beautiful whatever...I don't believe that anyway..... The fact of the matter is that if you can have fun, and make some NEW FRIENDS then what are you doing here? I swear this confuses me at times. I can be a point whore when I want to be, and I try to help

Today....
Today, I had a long frazzling day. I realized today that it doesn't matter who's right or wrong but what people feel. Life gives us bumps and bruises we are judged by how we handle the pain. Today, I am not sure how I am balancing out. I'm stinging and burning and running out of bandages but, I move forward. Barely.... lonely and confused with the urge to touch those who have turned from me... I move forward. Today, is a little better than yest. but, the scrapes are still marking me. I need a friend who understands that fights can be tiresome and no one ever really wins. This is me today.... FRAZZLED

Symbiosis
True friendship knows its own intrinsic bound, The pinnacle a covenant unfound. Perchance cerebral spirits meet Fulfilling thoughts and dreams in kind, To render yearning minds replete Thence wending on with arms in bind, Mere touch supplanting idle prate No greater trust than hands entwined. Enamored passions proffer sate As ardent raptured hearts unite In sumptuous repast of fate. With surety of love in sight, Two souls shall only then enjoin In confluence of shared delight. That perfect niche, a bond without excess Yields ever symbiotic synthesis.

Final Inspection
"The Final Inspection" The policeman stood and faced his God, which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No Lord. I guess I ain't. Because those who carry badges, can't always be a saint." "I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough... and sometimes I've been violent because the streets are awful tough." "But I never took a penny, that wasn't mine to keep... though I worked a lot of overtime when the bills got just too steep." "And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I wept unmanly tears." "I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around except to calm their fear." "If you've a place for me here, L

When Grandma Goes To Court
When Grandma Goes To Court Lawyers should never ask a Southern grandma a question if they aren't prepared for the answer. In a trial, a southern small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, a grand-motherly, elderly woman to the stand. He approached her and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know me?" She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr.Williams. I've known you since you were a young boy, and frankly, you've been a big disappointment to me. You lie, you cheat on your wife, and you manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you never will amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you." The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?" She again replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since he wa

More Thoughts
As my mind busies itself with thoughts racing down my arms, to my finger tips and finally the keyboard i realize i am in search of something. with each keystroke I find There is only one problem with this, I feel it is a neverending hunt only because I am not sure what I am looking for. so how will I know when I find it?

No Regrets......
TOMORROW IS NOT PROMISED AND TODAY MAYBE THE LAST CHANCE YOU GET TO HOLD YOUR LOVED ONE TIGHT. SO IF YOU ARE WAITING ON TOMORROW,WHY NOT DO IT TODAY? FOR IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES YOU SURLEY WON'T REGRET THE DAY THAT YOU DID'NT TAKE THE EXTRA TIME FOR A SMILE,A HUG,OR A KISS,BECAUSE YOU WERE TO BUSY TO GRANT SOMEONE WHAT TURNED OUT TO BE THIER LAST WISH. SO HOLD YOUR LOVED ONE CLOSE TODAY,AND WHISPER IN THIER EAR,TELL THEM HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM AND THAT YOU'LL ALWAYS HOLD THEM DEAR. TAKE TIME TO SAY "I AM SORRY", "PLEASE FORGIVE ME" "THANK YOU" OR "IT'S OK" AND IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES YOU'LL HAVE NO REGRETS ABOUT TODAY

At The Car Wash...
There's a part of my mind that just starts singing the lyrics when I read my title and I quietly chuckle to myself for even knowing that song, let alone, admit to having seen the movie too... I'm sure if you are younger and or more narrow minded than me, my previous sentence won't even register on your WTF meter! "In a class by themself" yep...that be me!...yeah, I know, I know, that's just something you say to ugly people but it's true! Oh well, at least I ammuse myself! It is something I do on a regular basis...ammuse that is... Ammusement is part of my day today, which consisted of getting my p.o.s car into the carwash so I could get the ugly calcium, acid rain dropplets washed off before they contaminated my paint! There I was, next in line behind the soccer mom who obviously raided her kids piggy bank to finance her purchase for today! "Holy Crap! Is this lady paying with pennies?" I irritatingly thought to myself... and while mommy dearest jockeyed her co

You Know Who U R
sooooo ive been talkint o this person for awhile n i ave developed feelings for him and now im startin to look into his backround and it seems to me that he is jus a player im sick of it how can you say you want one thing and then do a whole different thing .... im tired of people lying about who they are .... i dont care if you are jus talkin to sum hoe on the internet its stillt he same shit as talkin to them in person.... i offically give up ..... I WILL BE DELETING MY FUBAR ACCT SO ALL YOU CHILDISH ASSHOLES...... BUH BYE!

Systemic Lupus Erythematosus (sle)
It affects the skin and other vital organs, and can cause a raised, scaly, butterfly-shaped rash across the bridge of the nose and cheeks that can leave scars if it goes untreated. Systemic lupus may also damage the connective tissue in the joints, muscles, and skin, as well as the membranes surrounding the lungs, heart, kidneys, and brain. SLE can also cause kidney disease. Brain involvement is rare, but lupus can cause confusion, depression, seizures, and rarely, strokes. Blood vessels may come under attack. This can cause sores to break through the skin, especially in the fingers. Some lupus patients get Raynaud's syndrome, which makes the small blood vessels in the skin contract and prevent blood from getting to the hands and feet -- especially in response to cold. Most attacks last only a few minutes, but can be painful. What Causes Lupus? No single factor is known to cause lupus. Research suggests that a combination of genetic, hormonal, and immune system factors may

Sick, Tired And... Scared :(
I'm scared... I'm writing my master thesis about body horror on the screen. If you don't know what body horror means watch some of David Cronenberg's movies. But there is a big problem. My supervisor. He hates me. He is rejecting all my notes. My notes aren't bad. I'm trying to do my best but it's really hard to do this. Two days ago he told one girl, that her thesis is a piece of shit, a crap and he had to get drunk because he couldn't look at that. As far as I know her notes were good. But who knows... He's a jerk and I don't like him. But I'm so scared... I want my thesis to be good. I don't know what to do :( I'm powerless :(

Club Sizzler Sucks!!!
Well the reason why i say it sucks ..its cause I got banned from it and from what reason???? I dont know why!!! and as for Celtic Pride he luvs to banned people from his club!!! He doesnt want any men in his club ONLY women cause hes a freakin control freak womanizing pig from HELL !!!

If I Could Wish Upon A Star
IF I COULD WISH UPON A STAR I WOULD WISH,AS I LOOKED UPON THE HEAVENS AND ASK TO SEND ME YOU.IF I DREAM UPON A STAR,I WOULD DREAM OF THE SHIMMERS WITHIN YOUR EYES.AND IF I COULD SPEAK OF MY LOVE.I WOULD TELL THE TALE,OF SUCH RICHNESS BEYOND COMPARE.WHEN I GAZED UPON THE NIGHTS,I SEE THE GLEAMER OF A SOFT LIGHT IN THY WINDOW WAY,AND IT IS YOUR SOUL,TOUCHING MIND.I SEE A PLACE WHERE THE HANDS ARE A TIMEPIECE,A WALK IN THE RAIN. A DANCE ADMIDST THE SHINING MIDNIGHT MOON.CANDLELITES, SOFT MUSIC,TABLE FOR TWO,HANDS TOUCHING,HOLDING. I SEE CLOSING MY EYES,WHILE LISTENING TO YOUR HEARTBEAT AS I DRIFT SO SLIGHTLY OFF TO SLEEP.I FEEL THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND GENTLY CARRESSING MY FLESH.WITHIN THESE DESIRES,THE NITE BREEZE WHISPER AGAINST OUR NAKED ESSENCE,AND ENTICE THE SWEETNESS OF TWO BEING ONE.WITHIN MY WISH,THE HEAVENS SMILES,AND NODS ITS HEAD,AND YOU KNOW THE TIME IS RIGHT.LIKE A ROMANTIC MOVIE BEING PLAY OVER AND OVER IN THE MIND.YOU THE GALLANT KNIGHT,AND I THE LADY FROM AFAR.A PICTURE

The Surgery Explanation Blog...
OK. So, I have been off air and away from fubar for all of 8 days. There may be some questions about what I endured. So, here's what happened. Tuesday and Wednesday - Prep days. Meaning, my bowels needed to be flushed out. On Tuesday, I did fine drinking about 3000mL of some nasty liquids. But Wednesday, they wanted me to do 4500mL. I knew my limit. The second option was a nasal tube to put this stuff down my throat. So, I went that route. That worked. The PICC line was not as bad as I had believed it would be. Thursday was the day of surgery. Do I remember most of that day? No. I do remember being nervous in the pre-op holding area. That's all I can recall. Surprisingly, I don't recall doing it, but I did talk to Mikey that afternoon about 3.5 hours post surgery. That should tell you how much better than expected it was. Friday, Saturday, and Sunday went by with a blur. I spent much of Friday in the morphine fog. Saturday, Stacie (mommynutt) and Teresa(Karney) came and saw

The Letter.......
The Letter I don’t know if your pushing me away, Or pulling me closer, I don’t know where I stand, I don’t know what you want from me, Or if you care at all. Your words lash out and hurt, Then lovingly draw me in, I don’t know what you want from me, Do you want this to end? Just come out and tell me, What it is you want. I can’t read minds, I don’t know where I stand, Are you pushing me away, Or are you going to let me in, I wish I could say, How much I care for you, But I don’t know how, So here is what I’ll do. I’ll write you a letter, Saying what I’ve been through, Day after day, Always thinking of you. I don’t see you much, But when I do it makes me cry, So I’ll write to you, Without a lie. I’ll say that I love you, The first line that I write, So you instantly know, At your first sight. I’ll say that I dream, I’ll say that I fly, And without you, I would probably cry, I’ll say that I smile, As I write you the note, I’ll say that I

Woman Over 30
WOMAN OVER 30 A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 30 knows herself well enough to be assured in whom she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 30 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 30 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved They know what it's like to be unappreciated. A woman over 30 has the self-assurance to introduce you to her women friends. A younger woman with a man

Read This
There isnt much going on Cept I'm losing my mind, I'm tired of being Walked on, and of my pregnancy. I've been on this site for over 1 year i've made some friends and i've made enemies Ive been at level 24 for a few months now, Ive never had spotlight sure ive asked for help only received help from Ravenwraith and Bane Anyone who truly knows me KNOWS i LOVE comments and i could care less about the rating of my pics, It takes TRUE character to be able to sit down and write something short about the pic I, YOU, SHE, HE... on this site has posted But alas humans are also very lazy. Some of you people Actually care about me,others just added me cuz they either saw one of my blasts or one of my 21 happy hrs But those people aren't real to me, they don't speak to me, Fubar has always had drama,its how it rolls, because humans Thrive on it. and thats sad,seriously, Ive watched Sex Offenders get kicked off here, Ive watched Baby killers get CAUGHT on here and im pretty sure there are a c

Omg, I'm In Heaven....
Hey everybody...I left Louisiana on Saturday, May 3rd for my new adventure and life in Washington with Jimm...After driving over 2300 miles, with a dog and two cats in the car...I FINALLY ARRIVED! So first of all, all of you haters and disbelievers, YES, you can find true love on the internet...Now, to everybody else...LIFE IS SO AWESOME! Jimm is everything that I hoped for and MORE! We are sooooo happy and in love...His family is awesome and I just love them too! Could life be any sweeter? I don't see how...Be sure to drop by our pics and see the first moments of our life together...Even our dogs are in love with each other...So stop by, leave a comment...show both of us fubar love, since that's where we met...

Earing
A man is at work one day when he notices > that his co-worker is wearing an earring. > The man knows his co-worker to be a > normally conservative fellow, and is > curious about his sudden change in > 'fashion sense' > > The man walks up to him and says, > 'I didn't know you were into earrings.' > > 'Don't make such a big deal, it's only > an earring,' he replies sheepishly. > His friend falls silent for a few minutes, > but then his curiosity prods him to ask, > > 'So, how long have you been wearing one?' > > 'Ever since my wife found it in my truck.' > (I always wondered how this trend got started)

Deletion Of Friend
Ok, I might have overreacted... You tell me. This lady I added recently did nothing but spam my profile with naughty wishes for various days of the week. I have no problem with that as long as I know you and its a picture of a tied up woman. Or funny, can't go wrong with funny. Anyway, she breaks a rule and spams me with a chain letter about love and friendship. Wow, I hate those letters. Not because of love and friendship but because it was threatening. It threatened me with loneliness if I didn't perpetuate its existence by forwarding it within a certain amount of time. Not to mention, the thing was 18 inches of double spaced sweetness. So I deleted the post and the poster from my friends list. I really love deleting dumbasses. Is that wrong? There is a right answer here...

My First Ever !!!!
I AM HOLDING MY FIRST EVER AUCTION !!! I WOULD LIKE TO INVITE EVERYONE TO JOIN. WE ALL KNOW HOW IT WORKS, YOU SEND ME THE SFW PICTURE AND OFFERINGS THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO USE, VIA FUBAR MEGGAGE TO DREAM GODDESS! IT WILL START MAY 19 AT NOON CENTRAL TIME AND WILL END MAY 26TH AT NOON CENTRAL TIME! JUST SO WE ALL KNOW THE RULES! NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED (IF ANY IS STARTED YOU COULD BE REMOVED FROM THE AUCTION AND/OR FRIENDS LIST AND BLOCKED PERMANENTLY!) THERE WILL BE A 10K FU BUCK ENTRY FEE AS TO KNOW THAT ALL APPLICANTS ARE SERIOUS ABOUT JOINING! IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE CONTACT: KO~~dream goddess~ ~fu wife &owned by magicfun cpl~~@ fubar BIDS ARE AS FOLLOWS THE CASH/FU BUCK EQUIVALENT CHART STICKY BULLETIN = 25000O FU BUCKS 1 TICKER = 250000 FU BUCKS 1 DAY BLAST = 375,000 FU BUCKS 1 Bling pk = 599,500 FU BUCKS 3 DAY BLAST = 600,000 FU BUCKS 7 DAY BLAST = 1,000,000 FU BUCKS 30 DAY BLAST = 2,500,000 FU BUCKS HAPPY HOUR = 5,000,000 FU BUCKS $

My Rant!
I don't understand all the chaos that shows up when someone mentions a single parent question. So I will start out this way: Definitions: par·ent Audio Help /ˈpɛərənt, ˈpær-/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[pair-uhnt, par-] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun 1. a father or a mother. 2. an ancestor, precursor, or progenitor. 3. a source, origin, or cause. 4. a protector or guardian. 5. Biology. any organism that produces or generates another. 6. Physics. the first nuclide in a radioactive series. –adjective 7. being the original source: a parent organization. 8. Biology. pertaining to an organism, cell, or complex molecular structure that generates or produces another: parent cell; parent DNA. –verb (used with object) 9. to be or act as parent of: to parent children with both love and discipline. sin·gle Audio Help /ˈsɪŋgəl/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[s

Just Stuff
A mind compacted with too much junk Trying make the throngs of nonsense go away I need a way out A place for comfort I cant seem to find anything Is there a map i dont know about? A path I just dont see? Can anyone find me? or am I just stuck on this train of insanity?

I'm Not Perfect...
Y'ever just been in a funk, spacey, out of it, not really caring much about anything in the day's existence? That's me today. I've been in a mood with my mind wondering and not really here nor there but I'll get over it. I'm a woman, I mean, I can always blame it on hormones, right? Fuck if I know and or even care today. Just give me moment, give me some peace, hell, give me break! I'm sure I'll be fine tomarrow....and no, I don't know why I feel this way today, really, I don't have an answer, so don't ask, just accept and tell me it's okay, trust me, I'll be fine. You'll be fine too, I promise. How do I know? Because it has nothing to do with you. Quit taking things so personally. You didn't do anything wrong. So don't blame me for not being sensitive to your needs, for not saying the right things...It infuriates you to no end, doesn't it? The fact that you have no control over how I feel or why. I know it does...but I'm not perfect! and...neither are you!

Gorbachev Laments New World Order Behind Schedule
Mikhail Gorbachev has accused the United States of mounting an imperialist conspiracy against Russia that could push the world into a new Cold War. With Dmitry Medvedev due to be inaugurated today as Russian president, the Soviet Union's last leader said that the White House's claims of peaceful intentions towards its former superpower rival could no longer be trusted. Delivering one of his most scathing attacks on the US, Mr Gorbachev told The Daily Telegraph that a US military build-up was under way to contain a resurgent Russia. From Nato's expansion plans in the former Soviet Union to Washington's proposals for a bigger defence budget and a missile shield in central Europe, the US was deliberately quashing hopes for permanent peace with Russia, Mr Gorbachev said. "We had 10 years after the Cold War to build a new world order and yet we squandered them," he said. "The United States cannot tolerate anyone acting independently. "Every US president has to have a war."

Why For My Friends And Family
hi to my friends and family on fubar. I just wanted to tell you all that I am doing ok. I just have a lot going on and alot on my mind but I am sure very soon I will be back here giving my love to you all. you all mean a lot to Daddy M and you are all in my heart.

Life
How can I feel like my life is falling apart at the seams? Last year at this time, my life was incredible. I was in Germany with the man I love, granted I was to be coming back to the states mid-may. But at that time, coming back to the states, I knew there were intentions on me going back there at about the three month mark. This time I have been back in the states since the end of Nov. I am literally losing my mind, or so it feels like. I am stuck at my moms, there is no transportation in the near by, so getting out is next to null. Days I dream of having a car so I could actually get out and get a job. I have no security in my life at the moment, besides have a roof over my head and this isn't going to be much longer. I was only suppose to be here 3 months and my mother and her husband fight because of that, sadly I hear it through the floors. Financially I am screwed, I can barely get the things I need monthly. I get roughly 300 a month, and when I get my smokes and stuff, I b

What Is Love?????
What does love mean? What Love means to a 4-8 year old . . Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4 'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shavin

Simple Things
Wasted days, I’m caught up in the fruitless chase Wanting more than anything that’s come before I wish I didn’t have to choose When I know there is so much to lose Cruel desires blind me to the simple things Lost in fires of passionate imaginings Simple things Holding out, feeling that it just might come Cursing doubt that keeps you from the perfect one I wish I didn’t have to choose I know there is so much to lose Cruel desires blind me to the simple things I’m torn between what I know and what I dream

A Funny...
Dear Employees: It has been brought to management's attention that some individuals throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of normal conversation with their co-workers. Due to complaints received from some employees who may be easily offended, this type of language will no longer be tolerated. We do, however, realize the critical importance of being able to accurately express your feelings when communicating with co-workers. Therefore, a list of 18 New and Innovative 'TRY SAYING' phrases have been provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information can continue in an effective manner. Number 1 TRY SAYING: I think you could use more training. INSTEAD OF: You don't know what the f___ you're doing. Number 2 TRY SAYING: She's an aggressive go-getter. INSTEAD OF: She's a f___ing bit__. Number 3 TRY SAYING: Perhaps I can work late. INSTEAD OF: And when the f___ do you expect me to do this? Number 4

Mayamar
Please can any Americans reading this please send me some of your spare guns that you have kocking round the house, as i fucking swear i am going to shoot the next official from Mayamar i see just on principle. I have been dragged into helping the British Council with the AID (attempts), so much for a holiday/been ill, i am a disaster magnet. IN SHORT IF I TURN UP WHERE YOU LIVE OR CLOSE BY, HEAD FOR COVER, WAR, WATER OR WIND (AND LOTS OF IT ARE JUST BEHIND ME)

Deleting Friends
Hi just to let people know I am having a clear out with friends, There's many on here that I have messaged or sent profile comments to, or rated and never here from them. So its time for me to decide who stays on my list and who goes, Sorry for this but no point in having a contact on here if they don;t talk .

I Don't Care
"Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible,burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?..Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia . I'll care when these thugs tell the world they are sorry for hacking off Nick Berg's hea

Unholys Member Of The Week
EVER WANTED TO BE NUMBER ONE FOR A WHILE LET PEOPLE FUSS OVER YOU BE THE CENTER OF ATTENTION WELL NOWS YOUR CHANCE WE HAVE A NEW CONTEST HERE AT UNHOLY CONFESSIONS FOR ALL YOU MEMBERS OUT THERE THIS CONTEST IS FOR MEMBER OF THE WEEK ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS GET PEOPLE TO SUB TO UNHOLY THEN HAVE THEM SEND EITHER ME OR SINNN A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH WHO BROUGHT THEM AND YOU GET A VOTE THE TWO MEMBERS WITH THE MOST VOTES AT THE END OF A FIVE DAY PERIOD WHEN IT STARTS WILL GO HEAD TO HEAD IN A VOTE OFF WITH ALL UNHOLY MEMBERS FOR MEMBER OF THE WEEK WHAT DO YOU GET WHAT WILL YOU WIN WELL YOU WILL BE PIMPED OUT ALL WEEKEND LONG A 1 DAY BLAST AND 25 FUBUCKS AND ON SAT AND SUN YOU GET 30 MIN BLOCKS OF THE MUSIC YOU WANNA HERE YOUR REQUESTS COME BACK TO BACK TO BACK SO GET OUT THERE GET BUSY SOON AS THIS CONTEST IS A GO YOU WILL ALL BE INFORMED AND THEN LET THE FUN BEGIN

Come And Bid On Me
I'm in my 1st auction MRS. I GOT E´M HATIN@ fubar So please come and click the pick below and bid on me, you will see its worth it! If you got time you can also Rate, Add and Fan the host of the auction, she needs a lil help to go to godmother I'm a queen, I'm a Diamond!!! ~*~ but I'm still your cutemommy82 ~*~ owned by BiG PoPpA@ fubar

Mothers Day Poem
No Love like a Mother's Love There is no love, like a mother's love, no stronger bond on earth... like the precious bond that comes from God, to a mother, when she gives birth. A mother's love is forever strong, never changing for all time... and when her children need her most, a mother's love will shine. God bless these special mothers, God bless them every one... for all the tears and heartache, and for the special work they've done. When her days on earth are over, a mother's love lives on... through many generations, with God's blessings on each one. Be thankful for our mothers, for they love with a higher love... from the power God has given, and the strength from up above.

How To Squirt From G-spot Stimulation
If you’re someone who can stimulate a woman’s G spot, then you’re already well ahead of the rest because very few have found this coveted spot. But why not take this a step further by actually stimulating it to the point where your partner ‘squirts’ (experiences an ejaculation)? Understandably, there are several things that need to be covered to make her squirt from g-spot stimulation, and not all of them concern physical stimulation. Things You’ll Need: sturdy bed / surface pillows a towel... or two Step 1: It’s ALWAYS important to engage in foreplay. A woman’s sexual arousal takes place first and foremost in her brain. As such, never underestimate the power of foreplay. Instead of just trying to get her in the mood minutes before making love though, try to really build sexual tension by starting foreplay hours or even days in advance. This ‘pre-conditions’ her mind and body so that she’s more ready to squirt from G spot stimulation. Step 2: Now, it’s time to locate th

Haiku Of My Feelings
petals fall from trees like tear drops and wind brings rain of discontent tears fall like rain to be in the rain i love cant see me crying tears on the east wind the songs lay upto the wind winds moving the clouds the wind makes a sound like folks up there are dying the rain clears away haiku is style of poems consisting 3 lines with syllable count of 5-7-5

My Auction
COME ON LETS GET TO BIDDING ON THIS HOTTIE.. COME ON NOW GUYS CLICK THE LINK NOW ... SHE'S OFFERING: 200 11's A WEEK FOR A MONTH OWNED BY IN MY NAME 7 DAY BLAST BLING PACK DAILY PROFILE COMMENT DAILY DRINK Come on all She is the Best person Ever to Own you Better Hurry to get you some of This! Low - Flo Rida feat. T-pain (Get Mp3 Codes and Player) (repost of original by 'Sugar Cookie Fu-owned by Cupcake Suprise and Fu-owner to Big Daddy {Spankers}' on '2008-05-09 20:40:01')

The Official Hot Momma Club Pimp Out For Mother's Day
THE HOT MOMMA CLUB MEMBERS" HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY "MAKE SURE TO RATE / FAN ADD ALL THE MEMBERS HERE AND MAKE IT THE BEST MOTHER'S DAY OF ALL"!! ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~ MY NEW OWNER LATIN MAN~@ fubar **Show Stopper/AlreadyMade**

Extended 2nd Part Of Story (2nd Paragraph)
Once upon a time, I was walking through the desert (Forrest has been done to death), when he noticed this exotic "PET" diamondback snake. I decided to name it "FRED", and took it home so my family can see. My family seemed a little intimidated by the 7ft snake, and wouldn't get near it. I've tried to feed it possoms that I find around the house, but it wouldn't seem to eat anything. So one day, I decided to take it to the vet and see the "HEAD NURSE". She asked me what's wrong with your snake? I told her that he wouldn't eat anything. So, she decided to give it an x-ray to see what he had ate previously. She noticed that there was a tall rabbit in the stomach, then she set her 'EYES TA DI 4" boxes next to the rabbit. Upon further observation, she noticed that all the boxes were Trix. Although I was worried about my snake's health, I couldn't keep my eyes of the nurse. She had long black hair, pearly white smile, "ANGEL EYES", and the body of a swim suit model. She noticed me lookin

My First Contest!!!!!
wooohooooooooo I'm in my 1st contest sponsored by ~Natural_Witch~.....the first person to 4000 comments wins a Bling Pack!!! It starts Saturday, May 10, 2008 @ 9:00 a.m. Fubar time. Please come by and comment me, I sure would appreciate it!!! Thank you in advance for all your help!!!! Here is the link to the contest.

Moving To Afganistan
Well I will be transfering to Afganistan in a few days. I recently recieved a promotion but to take it I had to transfer. It is a good thing, I get to support more of our sailors, soldiers, marines and airmen this way. This will take me into year two. I figured that I may as well chronoicle my experiences and impressions of the area. I will be out of touch for a few days. I cannot say when I will be leaving due to OPSEC concerns but I will let all of you Fubarians know when I arrive. Take care if I dont have a chance to say it.

Just Me Nothing More
Why does it become so hard to express true feelings? When did it become so diffulcult to say what you really want? Why can't we see someone from across a room approach them and say "hi" without coming across as too bold? Is being honest really that bad? I mean shouldn't we cut through all the bull shit and say what we really want to without hurting anyone? I want to be able to convey how I feel and not be afraid that someone is taking it wrong. I believe honesty is better than lies. Lies catch up to you and they are meant to deceive. I want a relationship that is open and honest I want to feel I can express how I feel without someone telling me that its not politically correct not to play games. I don't want to feel that someone is sitting in judgement over something I do I want to feel free to express my feelings and not be labeled or branded one way or another life is too short to let others hold u back/ always be true to yourself no matter the cost

Pass It On
THE BIKER I Saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you Didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection outside the Store as I Walked in. I saw you; pull your child closer when we passed each other On the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local Mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the Restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money For the Hurricane relief. I saw you , roll up your window and shake Your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when You flicked your cigarette Butt out the car window. I saw you, frown At me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took Time off from work to run toys to the Homeless. I saw you, stare at My long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather jackets and Gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old ones to T

Want A Bling?! Ty Axl :)
> > > > > > This crazy woman is in a HH giveway! > > 'KMAღM!£Aį™♥R/L GF and Wifey to Mr. DUB♫Co-OwnerBlue-SeasLoungeღClubFAR' > > > > She is crazy and need some help > > Click on this pic below and go sent some comments on her pic > > > > WHAT??? > You need motivation?? > OK then, here it goes.... > Post 300 comments on her pic and i will send you a bling > When you are done message me (no shouting plz) and i will send the bling to you > > 300 comments = 1 bling > > > > > Brought to you by... > ♥ Axl ♥ ~ Club FAR~ > ♥ Axl ♥ ~ Club FAR~@ fubar > > Music Video:TOXIC (by Britney Spears)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone > > >

Not Just Yet....
Well I had my talk with the "bf".... Didn't go quite as I had planned but we didn't fight! Instead of leaving sunday I will be leaving next saturday. A 6 day delay but I can live with that since he's gonna drive me most of the way there to meet my aunt. I'm kinda sad because I was looking forward to spending Mothers day with my family but I will survive. He pulled the crying card so I didn't exactly break up with him but I think it was enough to deal with me leaving and I will break the ties later when he isn't so emotional. But it WILL be done. Hey but the bad news.... YOU ALL HAVE TO DEAL WITH ME FOR 6 MORE DAYS! *evil laff*

In The Dark With My Lover
In The Dark by LateNiteFantasy© In The Dark he's there,she can feel his presence.She can feel his labored breathing his foot steps getting closer,feeling the thrill,catching her breath,standing ever so still. In The Dark his hand swipes a strand of hair from her eyes,chills rush through her being.She tries to resist his touch,but It's too late he already has her in lust. In The Dark she anticipates nervously. Fingertips lift her chin to his moist lips she did give in.So soft she lets out a stifled moan of doubt.He whispers in her ear while his hands undress and caress to ease her fear. In The Dark his lips tenderly upon hers, his tongue searching wildly,he can feel her trembling.Cupping her tight taunt breasts,grazing his finger across her hardened nipple.He yearns for her,taking her will as he pulls her closer. In The Dark his hand slips down between her legs,his finger brushing the moistened material of her panties.With a smile he dips a finger inside,she

I Did It... I Pimped The Hot Mamas Out :)
IT TIME FOR THE HOT MOMMA CLUB TO GET BLOWN OFF THE MAP! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY....... BLING ALL MOTHER'S WITH LOVE ALL DAY LONG! ~FROM ONE HOT MOMMA TO ANOTHER~ THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU~ CUTEMOMMMY82 I'm a queen, I'm a D

Please Comment? Updated
Every Global Mumm I have ever Posted in almost 3 yrs has been Removed. How many Agree with me That the Hatred they Display Towards others.is uncalled for? How many agree with me if a mumm is removed they should refund your fubucks? How many agree with me that fubar is becoming very Anal? How many agree with me that the Rulers of fubar should mind there god damn business? For an Adult site we are mostly treated like Children. How many agree with me we should be allowed atleast 2 mb morphs? How many of you all like this Picture I had Custom Made. Do u like this 1 with the Evil Eye? An u all know What?I nolonger Give a Damn either. The Owners of this Site took a great place away when they changed the Name from Lost Cherry then to CherryTap.But the Name Fubar Sucks Ass.Ty Blessed be Nice Vent now it's Jim Beam Time (

A Very Special Ty 2 All These People!
%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Yeah I know this isnt one of those fancy bullys, but I wanted to take some time out to thank the awesome people that helped me level today! Without you guys it wouldnt have been possible...so thanks bunches & bunches!! I owe each one of you now, so anytime you need some help just holla at me!♥♥ SHARPIE™ Fu owned By Sweets for 2 months@ fubar ♥Sweets.Owned by Jesse♥@ fubar Ben DoveЯ™ *Pink0828*~*~Owned By Tendercop~*~@ fubar ~Dr3@my3y3d_B@bygir!~Greeter4DirtyDeedsRadio~Jit73s Fu-Sweetie~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Gary & WildCat..@ fubar _Sweet_Thing_~ ~Owned by Rock-Fu~~Owner of Diamonds Forever~~Redneck Leveling Crew~~@ fubar Karen878806 Rate,Fan & Add~Member of The Freak Show & Shadow Levelers~@ fubar lauria♥Shadow Leveler♥Owned by Gary@ fubar ~~JoAnna~Proud Club Fa

The Taste Of You
Us Together Skin on skin Rippling, rolling Hungry hands, holding Perfume and candle flaming Licking lovingly, lips lingering Clutching nails on soft back, scratching Music of thick breathing, voices unison moaning Sweetness sticky, suckling, surrendering in satisfaction Sweat beading, opening parting, body aching, juices rushing Climbing crescendo, creating clinging, convulsing Joining, tightening, releasing waters, flooding Panting, purring perfecting performance Touching tongues, tickle time Smiling, sighing, smoking Completed, coupled Breathing soft The taste Of you Mine

The Folly Of Man
here in the mist of this ending age some blame GOD for all there tragedies some do not understand that they have opened a door here you will see how the holy trinity becomes you must have a understanding then come knowledge and finally wisdom this this is the holy trinity don't blame GOD above for the tragedies of this world i am the one i am the dark angel my name is not written in the book of life my name is written on a scroll and hidden behind the lake of fire. i go by many names you all only know a few i am born of fire i walk this realm ressurected i am life in my palm faith is the substance of things hoped for the evidence of things not seen this is true to many of light and dark i see the beginning and the end of a thing where is your hope? can you walk as i do? no you can't your not as dark or in the light as you would think you are. read and see the image before you what is my true names?

Daddy Died Today
I should be packing my bags for that long drive home... But here I sit on Fubar....writing a blog... Crying tears..of sadness? Joy? relief?....pain? Can I put away the mistress of darkness for good...........or does she continue to reside in me although he is gone for good..... I feel devastated and yet overjoyed is this wrong.... Some day I shall continue this blog....continue the story of the man who is gone ..... Whose life became a rags to riches story.....a story of selfishness to giver............. A man I truly loved A man I will miss....crys....... My heart breaks ....I may be gone awhile but will check in when I can my friends....

No Mystery
DON'T GET ATTACHED....I don't want a relationship unless you can prove to me that not all women are the same. No your words dont mean crap to me. No I can't trust you. No I don't beleive you. Promises are nothing but spoken words to me. I know I'm not your one and only so don't say so. No I'm not the world. No my looks don't make your day. No my laughter isn't music. No I'm not a rebound so I'm not going to sit here and wait till you're ready. And no I wont wait on your call. No you can't see the world in my eyes. No my smile isn't magic. No I'm not too good to be true....none the less your wishes can come true. I am a prince....but not yours, not yet. I don't need your money. I'm not different...trust me. Really I'm not looking for a dream come true. I don't wish to be your everything but I do want to be your major. I don't need you to be thinking of me every second of the day. Make me believe we can forget about the world by holding my hand. Tell me I'm hansom, but only if you mean i

Two, Please.
Saturday mornings are made for sleeping in and waking up hungry. Hungry for pancakes. Pancakes not made by me. Not because I don't know how to make pancakes (I can totally add the right amount of water), but I think there is a certain enjoyment that comes when someone else made them then serves them to you and continously refills your coffee. And come on, there is something to be said about the option to add fresh fruit on said pancakes. Strawberry? No. Cherry? No. Warm apple compote? Yes, yes I will. But no whipped cream, cause that just won't go with the syrup I plan on dousing these babies with. So, IHOP it is. You know, the mecca of all things rooty tooty fresh and fruity? I can TASTE the warm apply goodness in my mouth before we are even seated. And that's when I saw him. Alone. Looking for someone to talk shop with. Someone to bore the hell out of while he inhaled his food. Where was his effin wife? Ok, can I just say that I am a really good person. But there he was...a go

Internet Lovers
Internet Lovers There you are so faraway and here I sit everyday we’ve never met, I’ve only seen you’re beautiful face on my computer screen I can never kiss your lips so fine I can only touch you with my mind and in my mind you are the best but I can never touch your breast I can never touch the spots that I desire when our encounter has me on fire I can only undress you with my eyes to caress your breast down to your thighs I can’t smell your essence or feel your softness or in the heat of passion taste your sweetness but no matter what I’m doing or where I am I can turn you on and watch you on my cam honey, on the net you are above all others because my sweet baby we have become internet lovers

Please Fubar Family Read And Comment: Her Best Friend's Lover Chapter One
Lela strolled into the neighborhood lounge which served as a bar, restaurant and reception hall with the sun on her back. She stood by the door for a second to let her eyes adjust to the dimly lit space before she headed over to the bar. “How was your day?” asked Greg, the owner of this establishment, who was standing on the other side of the bar. “Crazy as hell!” she huffed heading towards the emptiest side of the counter. “What you drinking tonight? The usual?” he asked her reaching for a glass as she nodded her head yes sliding onto the pleather bar stool. Lela came in here quite often. She came in here on her good days, some bad days and especially the days in between. Greg was an older gray haired wise man who had been running this business for as far back as Lela could remember. He had a father like demeanor about him that customers swarmed too. A type of force that drew people to him from all walks of life. He loved his corner side bodega claimed it has something to do with lo

Plz Plz
LUCKY/fu-bf 2~ MIZZ SHADY~@ fubar plz swing by give him some rateng luv give it to lucky. His sister is losing her fight against leukemia bone marrow transplant is not taking. Her body is rejecting it. According to the doctors she can go anytime... His son is also in the hospital fight an illness but hes going to be okay.. plz reach out you guys if you know him or not.. It don't matter someone on here is hurting badly and they need us. They need to know they are not alone.. and are cared about.. (repost of original by 'I WANT U 2 WANT ME Captain 2nd Alarm Hotties Promotions' on '2008-05-10 19:50:11') (repost of original by 'Illinois Transplant' on '2008-05-10 19:56:21')

Dance Recital
Tonight was a special night for me. One I dreaded actually, as I have been a MOM a long time and was really getting tired of the concerts, plays, dance recitals, etc....but tonight was an eye opener for me. You see, my oldest daughter, is now 19. She started taking dance at about age 7 and by age 9 was performing solos at recitals. She's a natural, an awesome dancer, and I am not being prejudice...the town talks about her. Anyway, last year, she went off to college, wasn't going to dance anymore....her instructor begged her to stay and teach a couple of classes, earn some extra money and still perform as well. It worked out well....you see, tonight I was not only sitting there in awe of my own daughter's talent, I watched the 15-20 other younger girls who my daughter TAUGHT and choreographed for the past 8 months. It was a beautiful program and I am very proud of my daughter......here is a small portion of what I watched tonight.........enjoy!

Photo Contest =i Think
Ok so I am not sure how this works but supposedly if U would go to this address & rate my pic for me I supposedly have a chance to win VIP status for a short period, Woo HOO whatever that means, anyways friends help me out here would ya!

Mothers Day
Tomorrow is not going to be the best mother's day for me. Both of my kids are here in town and both are busy. This is going to suck. My daughter is 18 and my son will be 17 in August. Neither one of them live with me and are both doing their own things tomorrow :( Last year on Mothers Day I was in Germany so I didn't see them then either. Sadly, its one holiday I would like to ignore if I could, but cant since I am staying at my moms. Kind of wish I could stay up all night tonight and sleep all day tomorrow, but I know that is not going to solve anything.

Read This On A Website
A little background info.. I read this comment i am going to post on a site that had people talking about how Elisha Cuthbert's ass was saggy and how she had cellulite. I saw this comment and started cracking up laughing. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Hello there, persons of the male persuasion. Yes, you. It’s time to draw your attention to a dividing line that separates the mature and immature among you. Yes, that’s right – one of those celebrated lines that separates the boys from the men. On this website as on many others, I’ve noticed a preponderance of comments from individuals who can’t seem to deal with a basic fact that pertains to being a female of reproductive age – a term, please understand, that includes not just the kind of female that gave birth to you, the kind that’s your sister or your friend, or someone else’s daughter. I’m talking about the females that turn your head on the street, that you flirt with in clubs – the kind you want

What A Year
I have had such a trying year already and it is starting to weigh heavily upon me. At the beginning of the year, my boyfriend came home from Iraq, you can't imagine how excited I was about that. Waiting for him to get off of that plane was tortue, after what seemed to be an eternity, I was finally going to be with the love of my life! That weekend was wonderful....heaven, he planned our future out that weekend, when he had to go back onto base, it was excruciating for me... but i knew that we would be back together in a couple of weeks for my bday, so it would be ok....that was the last time i saw him, he called me to make sure I got home ok, told me he loved me, would call later and then........disappeared. That has been several months ago and it still haunts me every day. To give your heart and soul to a person and then not even get a goodbye...it messes with a person's head. I have had such a hard time letting people in my life because of this. It is so hard for me to trust

Mother's Day Special!!
I just wanted to say to all those mother who taking care of thier family and kids as I know that today is the special day!! And also I wanted to say for my Fu-Wifey Happy Mother's Day and of course it just not you as for every mother all over the world as I know being a mother is a big job and it's not easy to handle all the task you've done so much when you have kid(s) around you... Well,, I have one thing for all the mother out there.... HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!! :D Your truly friendly Wild Wolfie

Need To Level~read This!!!~~a Few Helpful Items
For everyone that is looking too level. Just sharing some helpful hits and some links too help make it easier on you LINK FOR PERSONS NEW TO FUBAR Please click here this lady has some awesome stuff for newbies to fubar check her blog out!!! Also Check out these two blogs- I made from bullentins for 2 of our most helpful bouncers: Razor's bullyPlease click here Year of the Dragon's bullyPlease click here To those looking to level easier when you find things on other friends page DO NOT RIP pictures that you would like too use ask them if it ok and give them credit for it. There are no points on ripped pictures!!!!! For those that are at 99% the only way too level up is too add a salute. If you need help adding one~~here is a blog on how too add them from Year of the Dragons http://fubar.com/blog/60737/324210 Please click here Having stash makes leveling so much easier. Here are links too help you find stash easier. Thank you to The Confede

Come Bid, If You Want 2 Own Me
WHO'S FACE WILL GO HERE? imikimi - Customize Your World I SIMPLY LOVE BEING OWNED, IT'S FUN I'M IN ANOTHER AUCTION... IF YOU WANTED TO WIN ME IN PEBBLES AND MISSED THE OPPORTUNITY AND WANT TO OWN ME COME ON IN AND BID! YOU ALL MADE PEBBLES AUCTION FUN..LETS MAKE THIS ONE INTERESTING THESE AUCTIONS ARE NOT ABOUT ME..BUT THE PERSON THAT GETS TO HAVE ME FOR A MONTH! YOU GET SPOILED BY ME...TELL ME WHERE TO GO FOR HELPIN YOU OUT! CONTESTS....RATING SOMEONE...ETC! AND HERE IS WHAT I AM OFFERING IN THIS AUCTION! 1. All My 11's During Ownership Period 2. NSFW OR SFW salute Owner Choice 3. Personal Folder in My photo section with Surprises 4. Pimped Out On my Profile Page, Bulletin & Blog 5. Added to top 5 Family & Friends List 6. Stash and Everything Rated During Happy Hour Of Course the Better The Bids The Better I Become! I ENJOY PLAYING THIS FUBAR GAME OF CONTESTS AND AUCTIONS AND WHAT NOT.... BUT MAKING FRIENDS..AND MEETING NEW PEOPLE ON HERE IS N

To My Mother.....
Happy Mother's Day Hammy, Without you, I know I wouldn't have made it sometimes. We may argue and create World War III sometimes. But that's ok. You were brave for taking me on when you were MY AGE, when I was born. You knew, I was going to be a challenge, yet you kept me, even when they kept asking you, if you wanted me. Not many mom's can put up with what you do. Not many mom's let their children have the freedom to do everything they dream of or desire, yet try to make them understand morals and responsibility at the same time. You let me live, you let me blossom. You let me express myself, through every odd stage I went though. And the little pain in your butt I am today. I'll always be your baby, despite being 5'6'' and 130 lbs now. I may have a mouth. I may be witty. I may be snobby sometimes.. But I always love you. Thanks for kicking me in the rear at times. Thank you for letting me stay in school, even though it put you through hell. Thank you, for letting m

Announcement May 11th
I am starting a Spot Light fund and I have a long way to go! So here's what I'm going to do! For every 75k Fu-bux you send me I will do a SFW salute to you, what that salute says is up to you. This also means that 150k will get you 2 salutes Anyone who sends 200k or more will get 2 SFW salutes and a bling (as long as I have bling to give)! All who donate Any amount will be added to a pimp out that is already in progress that will be a permanent part of my blog and posted daily for at least a week after I get the spotlight! Just send your bux here! Include in your message what you want you salute to say! lauria♥Shadow Leveler♥Owned by Gary@ fubar

New Contest
im holding a million dollar giveaway 1st place is 1 million fu bucks minimum of 25000 comments 2nd place is a 1 month vip or 7 day blast minimum of 15000 comments 3rs place is a bling pack minimum of 7500 comments and a bling pack for the person with the most rates contest will start as soon as i have 10 entries

From Terry To Katherine
From Within Your in my heart and your on my mind You mean so much to me I can't beleave your mine You said you love me and I really hope you do I said I love you and I've never lied to you When we're together everything seems to go right But when we're apart I some times cry to sleep at night I know I've never told you just how much you mean to me So I'll tell you now that I love you infinitely If you don't beleave this poem ask me I'll tell you so I really do love you even more then you know

The Call Of The Vampire
A vampire at heart, That's what I am, Wanting to control All that I can. The blackness of night Is my time of day, And every place that I tread Is my domain. Catch me if you can, If you know where I lie. Just beware that You are racing against the sands of time. Blood is the libation That satisfies my thirst. And eternity on earth, That is my curse. So come to me now And let me hold you tight. Give me your life, And I will give you mine. Hear the vampire's cry Ringing through the night. Behold the lust Burning in my eyes. Can you hear the call? (c.) 1984 by KC Zimmerman

You Are Priceless
Your eyes consume Me... Blind Me with dazzling light.. No ray of sun would dare outshine. Your mouth invites Me with the soft feel of dewy velvet I yearn to cling to you. Your touch elicits that pulsing surge.. Electric rush.. I would drink you. Your love is such perfection.. A timeless priceless treasure.. A lifetime of lifetimes.

Mother's Day
Well I think mom had a good mother's day. Dad got her the outfit she wanted, I got her Jeff dunham comedy special. We played "Phase 10" and "Scrabble" this afternoon, me winning 2 of 3 games, dad winning the other, and mom getting whooped all 3 games lol. She didnt mind though cuz she is just as competitive as we are and she just enjoyed playing with us and spending time together. Overall a pretty damn good day. I hope you all are having and have had a good mother's day. :) HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all you moms and grandmas!!!

Mothers Day In Porters Falls
Mother’s day in Porters Falls is rather unique, as I guess most holidays there are. You can't make this stuff up! This is un-embellished. You need to imagine my mom as Edith Bunker, and dad, maybe Tim Wilson. My sister and her husband where there also, as we were watching the Player’s Championship. My sister: They have the toaster that I want at Walmart. How about we stop and get it on the way home? My brother-in-law: We're not getting a four-slice model. You cook one slice and the three empty chambers sit there wasting electricity. Tim: Is he serious? Dad: Turn the TV up please. Mom: Oh! I remember when we got electricity. Your Aunt Jane was a baby and she used to stare up at the light bulb on the ceiling, like she was entertained. Tim: That was from exposure to lead paint. Mom: Oh, but electricity was a real treat for us! And then, as soon as we got electricity, you know what we got next? Tim: Electrocuted? Mom: No, we got a toaster! We were tickled to death! Tim: A

♥ Mom ♥
I caused you a lot pain and I didn't care, but you still loved me. I hurt you in so many ways but you always acted like you didn't see. When you gave me advice, I didn't listen and I learned the hard way. If I knew then what I know now, I would have told you how much I loved you every day. When you were growing sicker, I didn't want to hear you calling out my name. You waited for my calls and visits that never came. I always made excuses why I couldn't be there for you. You always told me go ahead and do what I need to do. I know now there is no greater love like your love you have for me. How much I need you to hold me and kiss me and hear my apology. I realize now I should have been there for you when you needed me. I refused to look and accept what was going to be. I need you now oh so very much. How I long to see your beautiful smile and feel your loving touch. I want to hear you tell me everything will be ok. I want to be a Mom just like you som

Love
I just wanted to write this to show how much I love you You are not my mom, but the closest to anything I knew Nana you were there unconditionally from the start You are so amazing with the greatest heart I remember being little begging to come and see you You made me feel wanted the others didn't have a clue When I had no where else to go you took me in If there was an award for the best ever you would win I just wanted to write a little something to show my love You have been my real life angel sent from up above You are appreciated so much for being who you are I love you nana you are my hero and my number one star I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I hope you know I wrote this because I know as much as I want it doesn't always show

Fu-angels Team 1 Ms Taz Got Her Halo!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL!

How Lupus Affects Me
I am a 24 year old female just recently diagnoised with lupus, but have had symptoms for years. First was joint pain that could not be explained. It was so bad it took me 15 minuets to even get out of bed I was so stiff. Then this past summer my hair started falling out. The dr only said to use rogain, which of course didn't work. In May I had to go to urgent care because of the pain again. Luckly the dr I saw did blood tests, which is not normaly done there, and sent then to my pcp. It took almost a month and 9 tubes of blood to figure it out. The hardest part was having my supervisor force me to take a lower postion with less hours and less pay. But I am lucky in the fact that my family help and support me, and make sure I take care of myself. I have been taking meds to help, but still have days where I hurt. The only problem I have now is a burning in my fingertips, which can get so bad they turn bright red you can feel the heat. All I can do is pray I wake up in less pain than when

Sleepless Night & Rip Monica
Im having trouble going to sleep. I really want to cut, Its been a few weeks since. Found out theres a service/funneral for Monica on thursday. Also found out it was an Overdose, Kat is pretty torn up about it. Im doing what I can to be there for Kat, doing what I can to comfort her since she was far closer to Monica then I was. I dont know. I just dont know. I dont know how I feel. I dont know what to say to Kat, cuz there isnt anything I can say. I dont know in general. Im feeling overwhelmed. I feel like crying. I feel like cutting. I wana "rescue" Kat from all this death and pain, and I cant. I cant rescue anyone when Ive not even rescued myself yet.Just because i feel better for a few weeks does NOT mean that im better. Took months for me to feel like this, will take a while for me to be better. Doesnt mean i dont still wana ignore my problems and try to rescue someone again. Im glad to have kat as a friend, a closer friend now, but at the same time i have to remind myself

No One Ever Calls Me...
My sister called me today! Wow, what a pleasant surprise, I havn't talked to her in over a year and it was a welcome comfort to my ear when I heard her familiar voice on the other end of the line. I always know its her too. She's the only one in my family that calls me by my first name and consequently, the only one I answer too when called it. I've missed her tremendously! It is not completely by my choice that I don't keep in touch with her on a regular basis. Her choices in life and irregular bouts of "sobriety" have kept her at a distance for several years now. I like that she "checks in" every once in awhile just to let me know she's doing okay. I'm usually the one doing the "checking in" though, but seeing as I havn't been home for over a year , it's nice she called... and...the day just got even better because my brother called me too! Truth be told, he's one of my favorites! I don't think it's possible "not" to have a favorite when you're the youngest of

Please...if You Think This Is Wrong Then Show Some Support....
Ok so get ready for this one, because I'm pissed...actually I don't think pissed even comes close to it. My brother. 8 years in the British Army, one tour in Kosovo, 3 tours in Iraq, shot, bled and almost died for this country. Saved lives, done everything asked of him without question and with 100% dedication. As a result of the obvious trauma that comes from seeing people dying, his friends blown up and getting killed and the things within war that are silenced...he's been suffering seldom but debilitating panic attacks. He has no control over when they come about, and when they do he suffer's such pain and anxiety that he has no control over being able to stop them. Now as an educated and reasonably intelligent woman, I can appreciate how this would have an adverse effect on his job, and especially within active duty. His job involves weapon's training, so I can well appreciate that should he have an attack whilst in the middle of active duty or God forbid whilst firing a weapo

Your Voice
Your Voice by LateNiteFantasy© Your voice At the end of the line My heart beats faster Keeping your soul Close to mine Your voice At the end of the line My legs shake With butterflies Keeping time Your voice At the end of the line Warming, soothing Belonging and loving the fact you are mine...

For All My "true Friends" Out There
Just letting all my true friends know just how much you mean to me out there in fubar land and that i mean every word here and just wanted to show my appreciation to you but posting this blog to show ya thati do care and thank you for bein g my "TRUE FRIEND" i also want you to know i am your friend and care so this is the only way i know how is to send this to you........ hope you like what i done

Calling Part 4
As my Son and his Father staring at each other on that hill all I could see was a fate that would in no way make me happy or sad. I saw the love of my life dieing in hands of OUR Son and yet at the same time I always saw OUR Son dieing in the hands of his Father and me not being able to help for I knew I was not strong enough to defeat his Father for I had never truely learned how to unleash out with all my powers and yet I felt the overwelming urge to go and strike this man down that I had once called my Master and Lover. This a very troubled time facing me now and I had to do what as right for both my Son and myself before it became to late for I knew if these two were to face each other to the death I would surely lose both this night and that I could not bare on what was left of my soul at this time in my life. I knew that I had to make my stand against this man I once called my Lover and Master before it was to late and I was to lose the only good thing that was left in my lif

Happy Hour Contest
I am currently in a contest to win my first Happy Hour, Contest is first to get to 50k wins. Please stop over and help, even if just a single rate and comment...all is really appreciated, Thanks in advance CLICK PIC BELOW TO GO TO MY CONTEST PAGE

My Father
Well its been exactly a year come this friday.. it doesnt seem like its been a year since we lost my dad.. buts as they say time waits for no one.. life is slowly returning to some similince of normal.. but i still find myself forgetting hes not around.. looking back in retrospect i spent most of my 20's and 30's working or on the road.. but the last five years or so me and my dad went beyond the father son relationship.. he was my buddy that i could tell anything to... also i made an effort to take the time to go fishing with him and just do "stuff".. it was a bit of change it went from him loking out for me and helping me to me looking oput for him etc.. all i can say in closing the world will never know another man like my dad he was a mix of johnny cash/john wayne/merle haggard ro-lled in one a straight shooter that NEVER held his tounge.. he lived his life by his terms and lived and loved the same wayy well it just seemd like a good day to vent

Shadow Levelers Thank U !
I wanted to thank all these people for helping me level up to fu-king This is the first time I did a background and if someone knows how I can change the color of the names please let me know so I can fix it :) I hope people is not offended about the order I put the names in if so Im sorry . IF you need to level up go to the SHADOW LEVELERS they willing to help but please help them out if they need it they deserve it :). BOO-BOO Rocks! THANK YOU AGAIN I will be going to your page and rating your pictures give me time. *MRmostunderated*FU/stalker2MZ.B. FU/pimpedby LSD'S shell.FU/BRO/2 cutie ,starr,gretchen@ fubar MishNumber1 ♥ FubarWorldCruise & WISEUKF Owner~SUP, ClubFAR, ShadowLevelers & SargesBadGirls@ fubar MishNumber1 ♥ FubarWorldCruise & WISEUKF Owner~SUP, ClubFAR, ShadowLevelers & SargesBadGirls@ fubar Lucie in the Sky@ fubar ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of S

Lounge Act: Chatter
Is it me, or do most 'Lounges', or chat rooms as they used to be called, have very little substance at all in the converations? A lot of 'hello's' and 'goodbye's' followed by half-assed flirting, and smiley faces, as well as goofy prescription based acts typed out to suggestive themes, or general expressions. There really doesn't seem to be much that these places really offer. At least if you are looking to really throw down, in perhaps a debate, or any deep conversation.

Important Warning From Pakistan
This morning, from a cave somewhere in Pakistan , Taliban Minister of Migration, Mohammed Omar, warned the United States and Canada that if military action against Iraq continues, Taliban authorities will cut off America's and Canada 's supply of convenience store managers. And if this action does not yield sufficient results, cab drivers will be next, followed by Dell and Sprint customer service reps. It's getting ugly, folks.

Do You Have These Great Friends? #2
I want to send out a Pimpout for some wonderful friends that I have, If they aren't on your friends list then they should be. Go by and show them some love, they are all wonderful friends and have helped me at many times with different things. This is my way of saying Thank you to each of them. In no particular order either. ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Gary & WildCat..@ fubar Sassy Redhead *~*Shadow Levelers & Tiny Hugs Levelers*~*R/L Wife to Kasman@ fubar navyjapan2009~~Owned by ¢¾tastyflutterby ¢¾'s@ fubar ♥HisSweetObsession♥ ~~ *Shadow Levelers*~~Starlight Express~~Midnight@ fubar =^RoCkKeR^=@ fubar ThE CoFfEe LaDy™*rockrules2001's Fantasy*@ fubar fallingangel67@ fubar ღ§W€€T ÇH€RØK€€ღ ÇÅÑÅÐÌÂÑ §W€€THËÅRTღ@ fubar SingleDad38 {{{{{ SHA

Student Threatened For Teaching Constitution
On the Alex Jones Show today, a bible student at a large Christian college in Mount Vernon, Texas, related a story of intimidation as Department of Homeland Security goons dressed in black accused him of engaging in terrorism for teaching a group of Boy Scouts about the Constitution and the Bill of Rights. The student and interim pastor, going by the name “Jeff,” told Alex Jones he was assigned last September the task of talking to a group of Boy Scouts, specifically concerning “Americanism” in higher education. Jeff told the boys they need to “reorient” themselves to the Constitution because such knowledge will “make or break the country.” After tutoring the boys, Jeff was called into the university president’s office. There he was confronted by a “man in black” wearing sunglasses from the Department of Homeland Security who was accompanied by another federal official in a gray suit. In addition, state police were present during the interrogation and Jeff was told the FBI were

Finally Living The Life I Always Wanted
In 11 more days I will finally be out of school and on my way into a whole new life path.... The past few years have been the GREATEST.. I have met the love of my life and I have 3 GREAT children that make me proud to be a mom everyday!! Things are getting more complete everyday. I have the BEST of friends (Alicia-Sherry) I am so blessed with all I have in life and I cant wait to see what tomorrow holds in store for me........ -------

Xxlusciousxx
is going for 1,000,000 Fu~Bucks! The Contest ends May 17th 11:45pm Eastern Time 8:45pm Fubar Time 1 rate = 10 points 1 comment = 1 point Come comment bomb her! Even if you don't comment! @ Least rate it!

Two-up
TWO-UP My legs wrapped around you My hands on your thighs The wind in our faces And fun in our eyes The sun on our backs It's a beautiful day It feels so good We'll do it all day I hug you to me And know that tonight You'll be wrapped around me Holding me tight By Andrea L. Bois copyright ©2008 by the author. All rights reserved by author.

The Beauty Of Simplicity
Sitting in the open and endless fields Moving like the ocean, wind fills my ears. Close my eyes, take a deep breath. I need a rest, a quiet place. Enjoy the essential The beauty of simplicity... A pie and loaf of bread satisfies the hungry Clear fresh water clinches everybody's thirst. I am a burning sphere, who's light you alter. Enjoy the essential beauty of simplicity... A warm embrace in a cold winters night. Surprising smile in hasty times. ???? Time for sorrow. Enjoy the essential beauty of simplicity...

The Rating System
It didn't take me long to realize that the picture rating system is obviously flawed. Perhaps the raters ought to retain anonymity. I suppose part of the reason that people vote '10's' and '11's' all the time is to avoid retailiation, and to get their own '10's' and '11's'. That's what all this 'return' the love is about I suppose. A million dollars isn't worth much if everyone has it.

Have Fun And Chill In The Lounge
GREAT MUSIC, GREAT FRIENDS AND DRAMA FREE COME GET TWIZTED WITH THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR ~ TWIZTED MINDZ RADIO ~ LOOKING FOR A JOB IN A LOUNGE WELL COME ON OVER TO ~ TWIZTED MINDZ RADIO ~ AND MEET SOME COOL PEOPLE AND GREAT FRIENDS AND GREAT MUSIC LIVE MUSIC 24/7 ALWAYS TAKING REQUESTS ~ CLICK BANNER BELOW TO APPLY ~ NOW HIRING FOR DJ'S PROMOTERS GREETERS BARTENDERS DANCERS

Viewin Pics
Hey i dont mind showin pics 2 people i find worthy of lookin but if all u wanna do is look an jack off then theres lots of hoes out there that can do that 4 ya if u are lucky enough 2 get added on my family list 2 view then have a conversation with me once in awhile or if i hear nothing from u ul prolly be deleted completely off my friends list. yeah i know iam a bitch but owell suck it up buttercup

My Health
The doctor called me yesterday....he said I have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome. If you were like me I had no idea what that meant...so info on it: What is polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS)? Polycystic (pah-lee-SIS-tik) ovary syndrome (PCOS) is a health problem that can affect a woman's menstrual cycle, ability to have children, hormones, heart, blood vessels, and appearance. With PCOS, women typically have: high levels of androgens (AN-druh-junz). These are sometimes called male hormones, although females also make them. missed or irregular periods many small cysts (sists) in their ovaries. Cysts are fluid-filled sacs. What causes polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS)? The cause of PCOS is unknown. Most researchers think that more than one factor could play a role in developing PCOS. Genes are thought to be one factor. Women with PCOS tend to have a mother or sister with PCOS. Researchers also think insulin could be linked to PCOS. Insulin is a hormone that controls the change of

As Stubborn As The Rest Of Them
I have been extraordinarily generous with the so called 'love' around here, by playing up to the rating system, and handing out '10's' to 5's and 10's alike. Still, I rarely seem to get back the same in return, and therefore am no longer becoming a fan of anyone, but only a friend, or better. I'm sick of this fan thing. It sounds arrogant. Sorry for that little rant. More of a bodily function, or compulsion.

I Wish A President Would Say This
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain, Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to thos

Closing
I am a resturant manager and once or twice a week, I end up closing. I really hate closing, sometimes I am there til 2 or 3 am, which can get a little scarey. Everytime i close, i start my paper work running, while that is going I make sure everything is done and start turning off lights, then i go back to the office and do my paperwork. When i come out of the office, the light in the prep area is always mysteriously back on. Up until yesterday, I always thought, hmmm, maybe i didn't turn it off. Last night, i made sure i turned it off, did my paperwork, came back out and it was on....this was also the first time that I got a freaky vibe. it did freak me out a bit, so i hurried up and went home. Tonight, i made sure I turned it off and again went to finish up my paper work, when i came out, i was almost scared to look to see if it was on....but it was off, I gave a sigh of relief and turned around to turn off the kitchen light, was only turned around for maybe 10 seconds, when i

No Matter How Hard I Try
it seems....yet again that no matter how hard i try i go and fuck shit up and i think....no i know that i and fuckin tired of all the bs that comes with life...the hardships such as disappointment...betrail...so called romance...the one night stand that you feel like you need jus to have a lil self confidence in oder to quote, unquote "feel good bout urself" or thats how it seems like sometimes yea i kno that im jus ranting and raving but GD no one else wil take the time to listen to me and what kind of fucked up problems that im goin through at the moment and i =m sure that no one reads this shuit anyway so y bother...idk mabey it has to do with the fact that im gettin it off my chest so to speak but anyway like i was saying that i feel like its jus one fuck up right after another no matter how good things seems to be goin there is always some bad experiance that will come along and fuck it up weither its external or i do it my damn self and the latter is the one im talkin bout

Scroll Menu Code
This is simply a basic scroll box... as is.. just replace the minor writing in the middle and you are good to go!!Here Is the basic code Using this code you simply have to edit the length and height of the box to tell it how big, or small you want it You can write what ever you want!! WOOT here is the code You can write what ever you want!! WOOT This is a simple Scroll Menu with no borderWhat it is, is basically combines the scroll menu code with the table code to to do the following stuff here Here is the code stuff hereLike when using a BG code you can also use pictures from photobucket or any other photo storing sites and add a background to your scroll bar!! come on get creative with it Aww look i have a BG now haha heres is the codeAww look i have a BG now hahaThis is to use a color BG using the specific color code of that particular color... in this particular one i used #330066 but you can find a complete of em here True color chart

Friends Or Haters
IT IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING HOW PEOPLE CALL THEMSELVES YOUR FRIENDS BUT AS SOON A YOU START TO HAVE A PERSONAL LIFE THEY CHANGE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT THESE SO CALL FRIENDS THINK BUT FUBAR IS NOT MY LIFE. IF PEOPLE ARE SUPPOSE TO BE YOUR FRIEND THEN WHAT DOES IT MATTER WHO YOUR DATING OR ENGAGED TO. IF PEOPLE SAY THEY ARE YOUR FRIEND THEN THEY SHOULD RESPECT THE DECISIONS YOU MAKE IN YOUR LIFE EVEN IF THEY DON'T AGREE WITH THEM. BUT PEOPLE HAVE TO ACT LIKE THEY ARE STILL IN MIDDLE SCHOOL WHEN THEY ARE GROWN ADULTS. IF PEOPLE ARE YOUR FRIENDS THEN THEY SHOULD STICK TO THEIR WORD AND ACTUALLY DO WHAT THEY SAY. INSTEAD THEY ACT LIKE PUNK BITCHES AND LEAVE BECAUSE OF A DECISION SOMEONE MADE IN THEIR PERSONAL LIFE. I CAN'T HELP IT IF YOU WANTED THE PUSSY BUT THE PUSSY DIDN'T WANT YOU. YOU CAN TELL PEOPLE THAT THERE ARE OTHER REASON AND TRY TO HAVE THOSE PEOPLE HATE ME. I SAY LET THE HATERS HATE. THAT JUST MEANS THAT I'M DOING SOMETHING RIGHT. AND ALL THOSE TWO FACE FUCKING PEOPLE CAN THIN

????? Guess Not
everytime something happens i think, "it's ok i have friends." but when its time that i would think a friend would call NO ONE is ever there. i stepped out on a limb thinking i would have someone to catch me if i fall but when i fell NO ONE was there. i tried to be around for people hoping only for the favor returned but when i needed people to be around NO ONE was there. so maybe i'm selfish or evil or mean, but i don't care i decided that i won't be there for them i just needed someone so bad, but NO ONE was there.

I'm Not Jesus - Apocalyptica Feat Corey Taylor
I am so in love with this song at the moment. _Check out the video on youtube :) _______________________________________________ Apocalyptica feat Corey Taylor Lyrics - I’m Not Jesus Lyrics Dirty little secret Dirty little lies Say your prayers and call me rare Save your soul tonight Drift among the faithfull Bury your desires Aberrations fill your head You need a place to hide And I am Do you remember me? And the kid I used to be? Do you remember me? Chorus When your world’s come crashing down I want to relive. Your god is looking down on me! I’m not Jesus, Jesus wasn’t fair! You confess it all away, But it’s only shit to me Your god is looking down on me! I’m not Jesus, I will not forgive! No I won’t! (2x) I’ve thought you were a good man, I’ve thought you talked to god. Your hippocratic messiah and child abusive turned satanic. Do you remember me? Do you remember me? And the kid I used to be? Do you remember? Do you remember?

Hybrid Cars Aren't New....here's Some Truth About Them...may Shock Some Of You.
...Who killed the electric car?...a movie on the truth about how big oil kept down any innovation in any kind of technology that would truly try and make Americans and people all over the world less dependent on foreign oil and cut down on their record breaking profits. Both enlightening and infuriating at the same time this is. It's an 11 part video, and they run kind of long. So if you're bored go get some coffee and a snack and take it in....thanks again for reading, viewing and of course, rating...

Alaska Dumb Laws
• A law in Fairbanks does not allow moose to have sex on city streets. • Even though it is legal to hunt a bear, it is illegal to wake a bear and take a picture for photo opportunities. • Fairbanks: It is considered an offense to feed alcoholic beverages to a moose. • In Alaska it is illegal to whisper in someone's ear while they are moose hunting. • It is considered an offense to push a live moose out of a moving airplane. • Kangaroos are not allowed in barber shops at any time. • Moose may not be viewed from an airplane. • State policy states that emergencies are held to a minimum and rarely found to exist. • While it is legal to shoot bears, waking a sleeping bear for the purpose of taking a photograph is prohibited.

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Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm Yeah yeah Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm Listen babe Everytime I see you, I get a bad vibe (mmm, mmm, mmm) Just thinkin' of someone else in between your thighs (mmm, mmm, mmmm, mmm) And you thought you were slick, had tricks up your sleeve (mmm, mmm, mmm) But I'm sick of your stupid ass and I know you're tired of me (mmm, mmm, mmm) That's why I say (Chorus) When we were together We never turned our backs on each other But now that we're separated We can't stand one another I don't wanna be wit you, put that on everything I own (mmm, mmm, mmm) I can't believe I stayed around that damn long (mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm) If I never see you again, I won't be mad at all,(mmm, mmm, mmm) no no Cuz I believe that you're my downfall (mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm) You did me wrong You did me wrong I thought you were true You ran out of my life And now I'm so through with you I wanted you to be there Right here with me, oh (Chorus) When we were together We neve

Connecticut
• A local ordinance in Atwoodville, Connecticut prohibits people from playing Scrabble while waiting for a politician to speak. • A pickle is not officially a pickle unless it bounces • Balloons with advertising on them are illegal in Hartford, Conn. • Bloomfield, Conn: It's against the law to eat in your car. • Cattle branding in the United States did not originate in the West. It began in Connecticut in the mid-nineteenth century, when farmers were required by law to mark all their pigs. • Devon: It is unlawful to walk backwards after sunset. • Druggists in Connecticut must pay $400.00 each year for a license in order to use alcohol in compounding prescriptions. • Guilford: Only white Christmas lights are allowed for display. • Hartford: You aren't allowed to cross a street while walking on your hands • In colonial times, Hartford, Conn., had an ordinance that allowed any resident to rent the town chain for 2 pence. • In Connecticut any dogs with tattoos must be reported to

Florida
• (SARASOTA) It is illegal to sing in a public place while attired in a swimsuit. • Apparently with an exaggerated idea of the laws of thermal dynamics, the city council of West Palm Beach, Fla., once decreed that the roofs of all outhouses be fireproof. • A special law prohibits unmarried women from parachuting on Sunday or she shall risk arrest, fine, and/or jailing. • Big Pine Key: It is illegal to molest a Key deer; If caught one will be fined or will have to go to jail. • Cape Coral: It is against the city ordinance to hang your clothes outside on a clothesline; It it illegal to park a pick-up truck in your driveway or in front of your house on the street (This law is limited to only those who do not own the house) • Daytona Beach: The molestation of trash cans is banned; While intoxicated, being under influence of narcotics is prohibited; It shall be unlawful for any person to swim or bathe in that portion of the Atlantic Ocean within the corporate limits of the city when un

Pennsylvania
• A person is not eligible to become Governor if he/she has participated in a duel. • A special cleaning ordinance bans homemakers from hiding dirt and dust under a rug in a dwelling. • All fire hydrants must be checked one hour before all fires. • Allentown: There is a ban on men becoming aroused in public. • Any motorist driving along a country road at night must stop every mile and send up a rocket signal, wait 10 minutes for the road to be cleared of livestock, and continue. • Any motorist who sights a team of horses coming toward him must pull well off the road, cover his car with a blanket or canvas that blends with the countryside, and let the horses pass. If the horses appear skittish, the motorist must take his car apart, piece by piece, and hide it under the nearest bushes. • By law, "watch stuffers" are unwelcome in McKeesport, Pa. Now, no one is quite sure what a watch stuffer does, but whatever he does, he better do it somewhere else. • Carlisle: In the middle of to

Add On From Blog " Cant Fix Stupid"
Alright... I'm sure we've all been there... that breaking point where someone does something so rude... so arrogant... so rediculous... that you just get absolutely fed up and you want to stand up for yourself at all costs. Last Week I had one of thos days. I just get to the point where I just can't take incosiderate & ignorant people. And I am the type of person that, once I get fed up, you better stand back and get out of the way. Something snaps... a switch flips.. and I get bent. I swear I must have some kind of invisible sign on my forehead that only the truly ignorant and/or stupid can see. I'm not sure what it says exactly, but it's probably something along the lines of: IF YOUR STUPID STOP ME AND TELL ME ABOUT IT! I'M LISTENING! I have a pretty big forehead. So next time you see stupid walk away or at least try to, it dosn't mean you dont have the right to defend yourself, Because sometimes it has to be said, Just let them take the first swing, Then verbaly s

Who Knows?
Well, in the next two days my VIP is up. After this....... I don't know. A big part of me wants to cancel my account and disappear. Yeah, i know what you are thinking "Swee is emo again". Not true. I'm coming to the conclusion that i don't belong on this site. I just don't fit in anywhere; i'm too much of a prude for some people, i'm less than interesting to others....... Earlier today i was in a lounge where everyone was flirting, and i felt nothing. Completely indifferent, it was almost as if i didn't care. That is one of the problems i'm having, this complete lack of interest, the fact that i'm feeling ignored or barely tolerated. Who knows. Maybe i'll feel different tomorrow. But, then again.......

Maybe Tonight
It's getting close to the end ! Tonight we will know who the final 3 are '†ЯдїЙ†~ and BLUE EYES~ Are the top 2! BIG FAT DADDY~has 7175 Comments DJ*BABYSCORPIO~has 6121 Comments So let's see who's got what it takes to be the 3rd contender!

My Photos
I really do have a lot of photos on this site. Many of them are Modeling photos and many are regular photos. I have many of them to see that I am just like anyone else. I often "Photograph well" but I also am a single Mom, working my rear off to make ends meet. I found that recently, shots have been taken at my "Normal" pics. Some woman, age 50, went to a pic that I had with a blemish(because ofcourse I am human) and remaked that she was older than me and looked so much better and I MUST be older than her..... I hope she feels better taking shots at me. Keep in mind, never have seen this person in my LIFE! GEEZ!!!!! Now i feel better ~D~

Help Me Win My First Happy Hour
Help me Get a Happy Hour! I still need Rates and comments so if your on my friends list come show some FULOVE Here is the pic u need to comment CLick Below Click on it and it will take you to where u have to comment. Comment and Rate plz! Click the Pic above THANKS This is a Giveaway and there is no time limit!

Cyber Romance
A lot of people are meeting over the internet now, with the chat rooms. I really hate the chat rooms, cuz I think the only thing worse than getting rejected is getting rejected by someone who’s NEVER MET YOU. Ooh, hi, sex kitten. BOOP - ignore, dammit! And it’s scary, you never know who you’re talking to online. I was chatting with a girl, she says - “I’m kind of a bigger girl.” That’s cool, how big? “I’m not gonna tell you.” Come on, tell me, just ball park estimate. “Ball park? YANKEE STADIUM!” And a lot of people love the cybersex, with the dirty talk. I have to say, I’m still kinda torn on this concept, because I love sex, but I really hate bad spelling and grammar, and a lot of people suck at typing. Granted, it’s tough to type with one hand, but come on. Hard to keep the candle lit when you’re correcting more bad spelling than a 3rd grade remedial English teacher in Arkansas. Really, I hate typos, nothing’s going to kill the mood for me faster than a woman tellin

Pain And Love Together
why does the ones you love the most why do they die its a curse that they grow old and die always your love when they die it hurts so bad the love dies the pain is so bad you cant feel the love no more when the pain lessen i feel you in my heart again the pain is less i feel you in my heart the pain the love together i carry you in my heart my love that has been gone the pain is replaced

The Gas Problem Solved!!!
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use..... The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down..... Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border.... When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq ... Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military.... Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it..... After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country..... He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot... This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves.. ....

250.5 Lbs
Been a rough last few days. Practice have been expecially brutal and then I spent 2 hours at the gym yesturday. So far it has paid off. I will be passing 250 before the weekend. Hopefully if it is another good weekend I'll hit my 10% loss mark of 27 lbs before Monday. Then it's on to the 240 lbs point!

Love=stupidity
WELL WELL WELL, yeah i was stupid... not any more... love can cause people to do a lot of things... good things and bad things... but to hurt someone you love... it just doesn't make sense. if you want to be with someone else, leave who you are with first then go be with the other person, why cheat? it's stupid! well, i'm through being stupid and being second to a coke whore in myrtle beach. bye bye craig, hope she is worth it!

Mine Is Black!!!!!
BLACK -- People who prefer black are intense and immediate. They rarely tease and are more likely to just grab your hand and drag you off when the mood strikes them...if the mood strikes them...if they can shake that introspective moodiness long enough to feel anything. They thrive on anger and stress and friction...if you find yourself bound to one of these people, keep to the edge and hang on! BLUE -- Heaven and gentle waves are the hallmark of blue lovers. They love love and can be gentle and passionate at the same time. Blues tease and tickle and then light candles and pull you down to serious business. A blue can be satisfied with one love so long as they are passionate and joyous. Blues stick with you during hard times and are there to dance when times are good. BROWN -- Teddy bears and melted chocolate for these lovers. They make caring and sensitive partners who revel in romance and relish togetherness. A brown lover wraps themselves in the ideals and imagi

Something To Think About!
You look at me with those eyes of jealousy. And give me your glares of envy. Referring to me as a slut cause i won't give you the time of day. You see, I've been there before, And I know what it's like. But instead of letting it get to me anymore, I did something about it! So if standing around and judging me is what you enjoy, then by all means go ahead. But I'll let you know it won't do shit to me, Because in the end, I will be the one with the last laugh!!!

How's This For Fucking Reality
I AM DONE!!!! I started out in love with someone that at times was wonderful, but now has turned into a fucking bastard. You can only hurt someone so many times before you destroy any feelings they ever fucking had. CONGRATS ASSHAT! You did it. You killed any emotion any feelings of care i had for you. you slowly stomped on it, but today you killed it. Why the fuck should i take your shit? you are not a god you are not perfect and you are far from a decent human being. All the times i watched you turn away from our son, break promises, raise your voice at him when he didn't deserve it i never fucking told you you were a terrible father, WHAT THE FUCK GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO SAY I AM A TERRIBLE MOTHER! i carried him through the house screaming today and your sorry ass just sat there. you never asked if he was ok. you didn't ask what was wrong. i can hardly walk and i am carrying a screaming 3 year old up steps and into the house while you sit there watching fucking tv. H

How To Spot A Liar..hmm
So last night I asked Adam if he brushed his teeth as I instructed him to do, he stands there and purposely looks upwards as if he is struggling to do so..and says yah I did..and I looked at him and said you are lying to me, now get in there and brush your teeth. He said "Mom how did you know, I was looking up like your are supposed to do when you are telling the truth, I wasn't looking down like when people lie." Needless to say I was at loss for words, but managed to pull out "Adam how do you know about that?" and he said "I heard you telling someone how to tell if they are lying or not..." So my 6 yr old now knows how to spot a liar..and how to tell if someone is telling the truth..I kind of think this is bizarre and advanced behavior for a child..what do you guys think?

Soul Mates
Life is wonderful when you're truly in love. You always have wonderful thoughts of the person in your head when you're apart and can become alone with them in a crowd. There is excitement within when you know you are going to see the person you love. Their love gives you comfort when you are apart. When you have a best friend, your heart is full of happiness and joy. You want to be with that person for every occasion and can't wait to tell them all about your day when you can't be with them. A person you want to be with for big events and the person you want to be with in silence. A friend is the one you want with you during the good times and the person you need for the bad times. A best friend is the one person that knows everything about you, your gifts and your faults, and still loves you unconditionally. The one person you trust with all of your thoughts. When two people meet and have a sexual attraction, every look produces that melting feel

Isthis Love?
This is written for my sweet and wonderful boyfriend. I love you baby! 5/15/08 Is This Love By Carlene M. Hay When you smile, I desire to go the extra mile, When you speak, I just go weak, When you breath in my ear, I loose all the fear, When you hold me in your arms, I fall for your sweet charms, I love when you are near me, It's as if my soul is set free, I never want this feeling to end, It's as if you God did send, I prayed for someone like you, I had no clue on what to do, From the moment you said hi, My heart let out a sigh, I often wonder if it's a dream, That I will wake up and let out a scream, When we're together, I wish it was forever, When you have to leave, My heart for you does grieve, You make me feel good, The way I should, You are spoiling me, The way it should be, You know how to hit the right spot, Which makes me like you a lot, My body doesn't know what to do, Its desire is for you, Oh these feelings in me, Could it be lust,

Help
hello all..yea i know i said i wouldnt enter anohter contest...but i am.....for a vip i need 10k...no time limit....so whatever all can do is fine..moslty im goin to do it myself...b/c i took this on short notice.....u know i help all...even its a few rates thats fine...imn no hurry he he below is the link......thanks to all that do help...holla back

Please Help In My Giveaway
CUPCAKE NEEDS 40 K COMMENTS IN ONE MONTH TO GET HER PRIZE... SO TAPPERS LETS GET TO TAPPING AWAY!!!!!!! THANKS FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO HELP!!!! (repost of original by 'Txmomof5~Fiesta Tappers~Club Far~RisingStars~`OWNED BY Sherrylicious' on '2008-05-15 20:10:41') (repost of original by 'Imcrazybitch~fiesta tappers~' on '2008-05-15 20:13:03')

The Dreams Of....
Nightmares are much more fun and exciting....blood pumping raw and unexpected. Apart from the world and yet in the thick of it. A reason or two makes you wanna stay...and sometimes you hope that if Death's icy hand grabbed your heart...you just may. A place of desires no matter how deep. Where you walk a path or wishes lacking responsibilities or obligations...may the darkness embrace me tightly...so I may share my indulgences here in both worlds...For my own balance.

Stolen From Robyn
The Unasked Questions 70 Questions Guaranteed You've Never Answered... I thought about stealing her answers too....but I didn't. Would you kill your neighbor? Nope. His life is a living hell, why would I be that kind? Whats one word that describes your last fight? Unmomentous? What were you doing ten minutes ago? Thinking "In ten minutes...I'm going to answer this question" What's the last movie you saw? The entire thing? Transformers..if it's just a part of it...porn What did your last text message say? I cannot reveal that information, it will endanger the mission Who have you talked to most today? My Love Do you carve pumpkins every year? Negatory Color of your shirt? Black, like *insert emo comment here* I'm always... Horny Who's on speed dial 2? Huh? Whats speed dial? Whats your favorite season? Spring How are you feeling right now? Firm, yet supple What did you do this weekend? worked How many times have you moved? I m

Things I Should've Done Today...
1) Paid bills... I should have and I will but goddamn if I just didn't feel like doing it today...it sucks when every ounce of your money goes...just like that, so what if maybe I wanted to hold onto it for one more day?.. 2)Exercised... taking today off sucked. I didn't want to but b'cuz my workout partner had an all important "work related" date...I was lazy and took the day off...now...I'm feeling guilty. Back at it tomarrow for sure! 3)NOT gone to my hair stylist!... she didn't do shit for my hair and being the perfectionist that I am I spent half the day scrutinizing her lack of artisitic ability...or should I go further to say "talent?" $125 bucks later and my hair looks exactly the same minus 1/4 inch from what it did when I walked in.. 4)Had Sex... I just had to throw that in there, laughable as it may be...I think I should have sex everyday! Then maybe I wouldn't be so fucking uptight! 5)Clean my house... I do it enough, as I should've today, but it's not

My Birthday Happy Hour
Will be on Monday 5/19 at 4:00 PM Fu Time, 7 PM my time. I hope that you all can benefit from this Happy Hour. I will be stickying both the Godfather List & Upper Levels List, so hopefully we can get some people leveled on both lists.

Hacker...
This asshole is back under Alhmond aka "The Kid is Back" BEWARE OF THIS PEICE OF SHIT IS BACK under a new name... HOPE YOU ALL GIVE HIM SHIT... this ass sent me a shout with a link attached. I went to shout back & hit the link by accident. It looked like it threw my out of fubar & a screen came up looking identical to fubar signed in and the bastard got my password. Unfortuately for me it was the same password as my email. So, he changed all the info on me so that I didn't have access to fubar or email. The ass deleted my fubar. So all my old family, friends & fans please befriend me again... love you all... kisses...

K
I'll show you love , I'll lick your clit, you know i can handle it. A few licks to the left , a few licks to the right, you screamed so loud gave me a frieght. No, No, it's ok , i knew you would scream , but just in case i braught the vasoline. by skeebo

Human Rights Campain - Victory In California!
Same-sex couples win the right to marry in California! Today, California's highest court ruled that denying same-sex couples the right to marry is unconstitutional, granting loving, committed gay and lesbian couples the dignity and support their relationships have so long been denied. Two words sum up how I feel at this moment: proud and determined. I'm proud of Shannon Minter of the National Center for Lesbian Rights, who argued this case, and all the advocates who worked tirelessly to make this day possible. More than anything, I am proud of all of HRC's supporters who, rather than backing down in response to bigotry and hate, have continued this fight. And I'm determined to make this win stick. The right-wing opponents are using this moment to build a war chest for an amendment this November to ban same-sex marriage in California. (Florida's Amendment 2 is going to be on this November's ballot as well). I would love to tell you to take a day to sit back and enjoy this

Autumn Moon
The light of the autumn moon shines through our window, and the radio spills a sweet song of love, while we float in a river of moonrays. Fingertips gently trace the hills and valleys of my nakedness, arousing unsated hunger. Slowly and purposely, you play me life a fine tuned piano. You whisper words that warm me in the nights gentle breeze. Touch me there, and I'll answer with a sigh as we lay enmeshed in a weave of erotic bliss. Delve into my deepest part, that walls of denial crumble to ash 'neath every footprint on our journey to passions peak. No eyes closed, no timid look this time, only surrender as you reach the forbidden caverns of my soul, and watch me as I melt into your kiss. Yes, love me in the shadows of autumns pale moon, and we'll float in moonrays forever. No eyes closed, no timid look this time, only surrender.

Where You Gonna Go?
dare you to move/switchfoot Welcome to the planet Welcome to existence Everyone's here Everyone's here Everybody's watching you now Everybody waits for you now What happens next? What happens next? I dare you to move I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened before Welcome to the fallout Welcome to resistance The tension is here The tension is here Between who you are and who you could be Between how it is and how it should be I dare you to move I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened Maybe redemption has stories to tell Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell Where can you run to escape from yourself? Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go? Salvation is here I dare you to move I dare

Summertime
time for the beach the sun becomes so lucky to look upon the beauty on the beach if i was on that beach it is i that would be so lucky but it be the beauty and the beast if i to be on the beach i the beast to perv the beauty to look upon the beauty on the beach

Conversations With Matt
This man is a Provert! THE FU-KING FREAK OF FUBAR owned by my left hand@ fubar Angi: Did you upload that picture yet? Matt: No, I have one hand on the phone. Angi: What the hell does that matter for? Matt: Angi, when I'm talking to you I have one hand on my phone and the other on my penis. Angi: GROSS! Matt: HAHAHAHAHA

Update
They moved my surgery time up and I am now home and in loads of pain. They weren't able to do everything that needed to be done because it was wors than they thought. So they will be scheduling the basically the same procedure to be done again sometime in the near future. I'm just so damn tired of this. After 5 years of dealing with, I have had it. But what do you do? Lay there and let them do what they have to do. Anyway, thanks for all the kind words and prayers and please continue with them. Much love, Mary

I Wanna
I WANNA I wanna break into your heart Like a thief in the night And barricade the door Behind me tight I wanna steal your attention Like an armed robber would And give it all back Like only I could I wanna win your trust Like an Olympic gold medal Wear it over my heart Like a delicate petal I wanna be with you Still always free Your skin against mine Like the sand against the sea By Andrea L. Bois copyright ©2008 by the author. All rights reserved by author.

Blahhhh
I been so down lately. Stressed and feeling crappy. Me weight isn't moving. I hate myself and my body... Just when I felt so crappy I was told by a friend.."Have you been told you are beaitiful yet today"..no I havn't and its feels great to hear it..Being told you are hot and sexy is wounderful too but its just something about hearing you are beautiful..Well he made my day thank you...you know who you are... Hugs Not sure what to do about these 10 lbs. I feel liek I don't have the will power anymore. I lost 140 lbs but this 10 sucks. I wish I wouldn't ahve screwed up and gained these 10 but I go so depressed I turned to food..Made me feel worse and I just kept messing up. I still havn't made my May weigh in :(..Which means I may loose my Weight Watchers lifetime..... Well I know you are all tired of hearing me bitch.. I just need to vent... Have a good weekend...XOXO

Bite Me
all anybody wants to do is fuck me over and i'm sick of it... so how has your two weeks been lately? mine's been chock full of all kinds of studity and suprises... well i'm done with it, gotta new dress, gonna party tonight without my phone or the internet... so bite me all this hatin on me is just makin me famous, lmfao s kisses for the ones who don't live to make my life hell... xoxo

R.i.p. Big Max
I really hate days that start out good. I had a great day at work.. I even got compliments from my boss! Which, coming from him is a rare rare rare moment. I came home from work, and found that one of my dogs was missing. And no one was home.. So I called my mother, and she said that she took him to have him put to sleep. We had talked about it yesterday - so I knew the day was coming, but she did it while I was at work. I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye to my dog. So if I seem to be distracted, or avoiding contact with some of you, I'm sorry. I am just an emotional wreck right now. I am gonna go curl up and cry now! :( I miss You Maxey!

These Frkn Walls ! !
Holy Fkn Hell! I Quit! Well ok I SHOULD quit, it's so NOT worth it anymore. "Success is falling down 9 times & getting up 10" WTF?!?! I should be a God damn cripple by now with all the "falling" I have done. I am only human! It's Official...I'm a glutten for punishment. I vest the time & energy...I let my guard down...I let myself care For what? For the past 9 years the outcome has ALWAYS been the same...FAIL! If I don't run when the closeness really kicks in "something" ALWAYS happens to kick me in the azz anyways. "Everything Happens for a Reason"...uh huh it does. I open up, share & care just so I can get burned AGAIN. Perfectly good reason to keep on coming back for more right? *eyeroll* Is it really not written in the cards for me? I have no problem being alone. Hell I'm VERY happy when I am. Why do I continue to put myself through the drama...the aggravation? I want answers. I want a good reason to put my heart in harms way. My judgement sucks...

Crying Out For God To Forgive Me
Here I sit and write this poem Thinking of all I love and all I hate Thoughts of suicide thinking its my fate I think of all the times I used to laugh And now I wish I'd just die How did so much misery come in to my life And now all I have are thoughts of suicide Crying every night is not the way to live Heck I'm still a kid I should be out hanging with all my friends But these thoughts of suicide haunt my head Will they care when I am gone When nothings left expect my thoughts And this small poem telling everyone I will be no more in about an hour Don't try to save me Just save your tears Nothing can stop me Because i have thoughts of suicide Heres to the end my dear friend I hope you live life through This is the end to this girls life And all her thoughts to boot Nothing there but my thoughts my secret thoughts of suicide

Friendship..
The Journey of Friendship The journey starts as people meet they watch each other to see if they have anythig in common and hear thier words as they speak. They soon realize tha they people they have chosen to speak with have certain special qualities that helps them to complete themselves. The journey though it may be good for them to travel becomes full of twists, turns, and obsticales for the people to take. It is through these types of situations that you realize how true of a friend that you have and are. In this part of the journey your friendships will meet its challenges as some of your friends will stop. Some will turn around, turning thier backs on you. And some will try to lead the way, acting as if they know how to get you through the difficult times. While a true friend will stand beside you take you by the hand to help you take the rough road ahead step by step with you. It is during this process you realize what friendship is, because those who stop or turn

Something Old
Love Lost in Time So young so carefree, A chance meeting and love blooms. A whirlwind of emotions, all aligned, a love that I called mine. There was a time that had a love to last A vow, a promise to each other A love that was true, pure and strong. But now in the arms of another Was not my love ever so true? The hurt, the anger, the pain, O what happened to us, were we so wrong? Is love forever lost from me? I have promised never again! My heart set to stone, No emotions that come thru. A solitary existence And then . . . . She walked by.

For Friends And Family
For some of you that know me my family and I have been living in a motel for the last two months. Well we are finally moving into our own place and I wanted to let everyone know that I probably won't be on line for a while and I don't want anyone to think I have forgot them. I appreciate all your understanding in this situation. Much love to all my friends, family and fans. Tina

Weird.
For once I remembered 2 dreams. I was hugging somebody on the beach. Actually happy. Odd. Hello wishful thinking. No more details for people. I dreamed there was a puppy crate full of all the goodies, (dishes, leash, etc..) with a card on it to meeeee. With a promise of the puppy to come as soon as it was old enough. Boy is it horrible that those 2 would be the ones I remember for once. I never remember dreams. So the two longest shot thoughts? WTF. Yeah, I wouldn't put them down, except that, holy hell, I remembered them. I'm going to draw. I miss my bracelet. It saddens me. I don't care if it doesn't make sense. Ducts are dry. 5 years. FIVE YEARS. It was an extension of me anymore. One thing from me, to me, gone. It exacerbates the empty. emo b.s.. I need propane. And propane accessories. And Old Bay.

Show Luv To My Fu~owner!!
Show Luv to my Fu~Owner! Please Rate/Fan/Add her! ღ Ððµßlê Ð ² §håÐðw Lêvêlêr &ღ Wï£ê¥ †ð §þåzz & Owner of lostsoul~@ fubar This pimp out brought to you by: ♪♫♥♥Teresa♥♥♫♪@ fubar Puddle Of MuddWe Don't Have To Look Back NowMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Vixen, My New Fu-owner!
Has everyone met my beautiful new fu-owner??? I am sure most of you have, but she needs to be shown some more love!!!!!!!! Go visit her page and show her some love, she is very sweet and a good friend!!! ∋Vixen260∈@ fubar

I Miss You..
Bob i'd give anything for you to be there when you son graduates from college! You did a wonderful job raising him., all your sons! I still miss you so much, i'd do about anything to have you there with us all! I love You!

Characteristics Of A Successful Dominant
I have spent a lot of time discussing with others in the lifestyle what makes a good dominant. What marks a true dominant from a player or wannabe. I have read every bit of material I could get my hands on. Through these discussions and research I have been able to compile the following list of traits. I list the ones that were repeatedly told to me, many of them appeared in just about every conversation I have been involved in and most of the pieces of writing I have read. Acceptance: Acceptance of self, what is within yourself, what your wants needs and desires are.. Acceptance of your limitations and those of your submissive. The ability to accept another human being for the person they are, including their shortcomings and especially to accept your own. Accepting what being a dominant is to the individual and not being ashamed or intimidated by the needs within, but happy in ones mind set. Communication: This is the ability to talk and discuss things. It is an integral

Kimberly, Left This On My Page.
Kimberly left this on my page. Thank you :) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Once in a lifetime you find a FRIEND who touches not only your HEART but also your SOUL. Once in a lifetime you DISCOVER someone who stands BESIDE you, not over you. Once in a lifetime if you are LUCKY you find someone as I have found in YOU. Very special people we can be OURSELVES with, TALK with, LAUGH with, Hope with and BELIVE with. THANK you Karen for a TRUE FRIENDSHIP~

Joshua Needs Help, I Am Offering Something!
Joshua is working on a VIP contest He needs 10,000 comments. He will give 100 rates of pictures or stash for ever 100 comments left! I will also do 2 name tags for every 100 comments left for him. He has a week to finish this and still has over 6k to go! Click Here to Bomb!

Biggest Lies
This is the biggest collection, of the world's biggest lies ever told... The check is in the mail. I'll respect you in the morning. I'm from your government, and I am here to help you. It's only a cold sore. You get this one, I'll pay next time. My wife doesn't understand me. Trust me, I'll take care of everything. Of course I love you. I am getting a divorce. Drinking? Why, no, Officer. I never inhaled. It's not the money, it's the principle of the thing. I never watch television except for PBS. ...but we can still be good friends. She means nothing to me. Don't worry, I can go another 20 miles when the gauge is on "empty." I gave at the office. Don't worry, he's never bitten anyone. I'll call you later. We'll release the upgrade by the end of the year. Read my lips: no new taxes. I've never done anything like this before. Now, I'm going to tell you the truth. It's supposed to make that noise.

The Golden Years
Morris and his wife Esther went to the state fair every year, and every year Morris would say, 'Esther,I'd like to ride in that helicopter.' Esther always replied, 'I know Morris, but that helicopter ride is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars' One year Esther and Morris went to the fair, and Morris said, 'Esther, I'm 85 years old. If I don't ride that helicopter, I might never get another chance.' To this, Esther replied, 'Morris that helicopter ride is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars.' The pilot overheard the couple and said, 'Folks I'll make you a deal. I'll take the both of you for a ride. If you can stay quiet for the entire ride and not say a word, I won't charge you! But if you say one word, it's fifty dollars.' Morris and Esther agreed and up they went. The pilot did all kinds of fancy maneuvers, but not a word was heard. He did his daredevil tricks over and over again, but still not a word. When they landed, the pilot turned to

Walmart Door Greeter
At some point in our lives, we have all encountered a woman like the one below and wanted to respond. Way to go Wal-Mart Greeter WAL-MART GREETER......... A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance.... The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly ’Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins? ’The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, ’Heck no they ain’t twins....’’The oldest one’s 9 and the other one’s 7. Why the heck would you think they’re twins? Are you blind, or just stupid? ’I’m neither blind nor stupid, Ma’am,’ replied the greeter. ’I just couldn’t believe someone made love to you twice. ’Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal Mart.’

May...
Today I have come in to rate some photos for the friends on my lists..randomly and have gotten to visit with a couple of them as well. I have my favorites as I am sure others do as well. LOL..damn humans and such! One thing that bothers me is finding with my absence comes a feeling I have been forgotten. Silly indeed as I know I haven't but I have noticed I have lost a special placement with some of those I hold very dear..and while it really isn't earth shattering it did make me a bit blue. These things I notice and try to not dwell on. Life is too short, but just because I don't sign in here often anymore doesn't mean I have forgotten any of you. This rambling just had to be typed...I'd never say anything otherwise. sidenote..may 25th papa turns another year older.. :P I should make another appearance then to buy him gifts..LOL and all gifts have been made possible by the very generous donation of one of my most treasured friends ¢¾ besos! Hugs and kisses to all that

Meet Miss Crys My Owner!
I want everyone to meet my new owner. Her name is Crystal she is a wonderful friend on and off fubar. She has lots of pics and stash to rate so go show her some Fu-love and tell her Sweet_Thing sent ya! Miss Crys~W.W.S. ~FU-OWNED BY Guidomedic ~ Come Undone ~And~ Only Me~DJ True Hood~And~RobiSue~@ fubar She is also in a giveaway and still needs a little over 10,000 comments for a HH so yall go help her out if you do 100 comments send me a message and I will personally make you 2 name tags, just message me when your done. Click Here to Bomb! This Pimpout of My Owner Brought To You By! _Sweet_Thing_~Rate Spanker ~Owned by Miss Crys~~Owner of Diamonds Forever~~Redneck Leveling Crew~~@ fubar

Fu_bombers
I was offline for a couple of days, when to St Louis for a nice getaway from life here. Watched areally good Carninel game Staurday afternoon, this was a getaway from all my hard work in college which is done for three months. Now I can get more time to comment bomb, Hope you all had a great weekend, I will be on an off all day. John

Rip Jody
For those of you that knew him "justin" died in March. I don't know how I feel about this because while he put me through hell I only wished good things for him and I prayed he'd turn his life around before he died. I don't know if he had enough time but I hope he did. Please no negative comments. Link to Obit Jody Lee Cowel Cowel, Jody Lee, 44, died March 22, 2008. Visitation Saturday, 9am-4pm;service Monday, 1pm, Sunnyslope Cemetery, Blue Mound. Survivors: brother, Deon Cowel, Wichita; sisters, Patricia Simonin, Rhonda Elder, Wichita, Evelyn Miller, Park City; parents, Charles & Ruth Ann Cowel, Wichita. All Faiths Mortuary. Published in the Wichita Eagle on 3/29/2008.

Dark Skies
dark skies dark skies all around me, no one to comfort me no one to bring me towards the light To hold your this hand to wipe these tears the cries of the night are but of echoes within this soul so lost so alone you took the meaning of light away from these eyes still i reach and yet your so far dark skies dark skies are here to keep me prisoner the day and night feel the same look the same bring back the light bring back the warmth to my heart until then dark skies dark skies

30k For 100 Comments
i need 7500 comments to be blinged, and i'll give anyone 30k for every 100 comments on this pic, just leave a comment here when your done and i will send you the 30k and please pass the word on to your friends

Delving Into My Dreams?! Who Is She?
The dreams I most often write about are the ones that awake me from their intensely realistic and intimate experience. I just awoke from one. It was a beautiful majestic night.. With a warm breeze that felt magical as the air tingled your senses and stimulated the moment. As I neared the door; my heart raced as the adrenaline soared. This felt more like my first date ever then just our first date. The black leather flat toed euro style shoes I was wearing made a clack sound every step I took on the side walk to her front door. With every sound the tension heightened. Till I got to her door and rang the bell, I could see my own reflection in the glass door that sat in front of the actual front door. The porch light was just enough to make out my dark pants and the light blue, white, and dark blue striped button up. The stripes went from top left to lower right at an angle. Very symbolic to how much I wanted this to be a special night. It was my favorite shirt. Suddenly my con

Victim To Your Will! I Lay Vunlerable To Your Mercy!
Victim to your will! I lay vunlerable to your mercy! Current mood: uncomfortable I'm in a place I've never been before. It’s a new found experience and uncharted territory. It's a shock to me that something that would have appeared so menial and trite in the past arouses me in ways I have never imagined. Yet the state of arousal that burns deep within my loins driving me to the brink of volcanic ecstasy entices me yet bewilders and kind of makes me a little weary. Not since my innocence has this sexual vulnerability existed. I grew up being the giver; I used to need to know I've pleased my partner beyond what they've ever experienced. I learned so many skill sets and the true nature of the sexual beast that so many people fail to even understand let alone master it. Emitting an overpowering sexual presence completely void of anything to do with the physical realm. Yet more along the lines of an erotically endowed intellectual nature that merely thinking about pleases me to

Hormones
Hormones The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his very life into his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, or significant other!! DANGEROUS: What's for dinner? SAFER: Can I help you with dinner? SAFEST: Where would you like to go for dinner? ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: Are you wearing that? SAFER: Gee, you look good in brown. SAFEST: WOW! Look at you! ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: What are you so worked up about? SAFER: What did I do wrong? SAFEST: Here's fifty dollars. ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: Shoul! d you be eating that? SAFER: You know, there are a lot of apples left. SAFEST: Can I get you a glass of wine with that? ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: What did you do all day? SAFER: I hope you didn't overdo it to

This Stuff Only Happens To Me
okie so @ wendy's the other day......the one in town.......well im sure u know the drive thru order box thingy is crappy......well i place my order for their new frescata club sandwich.....well u can get a bottle of water and baked chips, so thats what i ordered........well the guy said "problem with the chips" and with it coming over the crappy order box i thought he said " i have a problem with the shits"........disgustedly i responded with "excuses me, what did u just say to me" and he repeated problem with the chips......i then replied "oh, sorry i thought u said u had a problem with the shits"...............laughter from all parties.... then last night i go to 7-11 in abingdon.....i get a coke slurpee......anyone who knows me, knows im addicted......well anyways i walk up to the counter to pay and the guy is like is that all??? im like yeah and then he says imma need to see some ID.......dumbfoundedly, im like are u kidding me????? pick up line gone haywire???? i thi

My Mistress
ALLOW ME TO INTRODUCE ANOTHER OF THE GREATEST OWNERS EVER!!! Mrs. ßlå$phèmè®ßlåzè aka ''MåmåßèÂ® ~ Kal's Slave and wife ♥ Stunnas Pet ♥ GM @ Seduction ♥' 'MåmåßèÂ® ~ Kal's Slave and wife ♥ Stunnas Pet ♥ GM @ Seduction ♥@ fubar PLEASE GO ADORE HER AS A GODDESS SHOULD BE!! ADD/FAN/RATE HER GETTING TO KNOW HER IS LIKE CHRISTMAS MORNING....ALWAYS FULL OF SURPRISES!!!!!! I ♥ YOU MISTRESS LIV

Investigative Questions (2)
What do you think the answer is?? Comment your Answers! 1. Who uses it?: The man who makes doesn't use it the man buys it doesn't want it, and the man who uses it never knows. What is it? 2. Forest: A man is found dead in the forest wearing a wet suit and scuba gear, he is at least 50 miles from the nearest ocean, how did he get there ? And How did he die? 3. A Man Pushes his Car...: A man pushes his car up to a hotel. He pays the hotel $200, and pushes his car away. What is happening? 4. Two men found in a Cabin...: Two men are found dead in a cabin on the side of a mountain. There was obviously a fire, but that's not how they died. What happened? 5. What is he looking for?: A boy enters the bedroom of a young woman and her siblings. He does not use the door to enter, even though the young woman's room is three floors up. His primary purpose is to find something he'd left behind. When his business is concluded he leaves by the same means that he used to arrive."

A Sunday Rant, Cant Fix Stupid!! #3
Read the entire Blog there is a video and more info all the way to the bottom!! Associated Press - May 17, 2008 2:43 PM ET WAYNE, N.J. (AP) - A New Jersey couple, whose son was struck in the chest with a line drive, is planning to sue the maker of a metal baseball bat used in the game. Two years ago, Steven Domalewski was pitching when the ball slammed into his chest and stopped his heart. He was resuscitated but now has brain damage and is severely disabled. The family contends metal baseball bats are inherently unsafe for youth games because the ball comes off them much faster than from wooden bats. The lawsuit will also be filed against Little League Baseball and a sporting goods chain that sold the bat. An attorney says Domalewski will need millions of dollars worth of medical care for the rest of his life. The bat maker says while it sympathizes with Steven and his family, the bat is not to blame for the injury. Copyright 2008 The Associated Press. All rights

You Make A Difference To Me!!
You Make A Difference To Me! I love my friends! Simply said... You guys take away the loneliness of my nights You make me smile I feel comfort after my many nightmares, just knowing that I just have to look at my computer to find a friend. Some one that I can talk to and get the nasty images out of my head while sharing some laughs and conversation. I feel like I belong somewhere. Yes I have friends here where I live but I don't want to wake them to talk lol Someone is almost always around here. You guys are my dream catchers... my friends... my family. Please watch this video... Pass it along. You not only make a difference to me... but others too. Luv ya all I Am Blessed For Having The Wonderful Friends I Do I Am Blessed For Having My Gorgeous Son. I Am Blessed To Be Apart Of Your Lives. Thank You!! God Bless You, Your Families, & Let Us Never Forget Those In The Military & Their Families... Past & Present Memor

Shockwave
Shockwave It causes my heart to race Seeing you face to face It's like a virus It spreads as the blood flows It's hard to hide this flame As the wind blows You have to forgive my heart It fills my mind with doubt With memories of what I gave I can't seem to stand, for you I fall Myself I can't seem to save Your love shakes me like a shockwave It's like i'm lost in slumber Adrift inside a dream Your light enraptures me Blinded by the beam Your shockwave the only thing that wakes me You are all I see Would you again make me whole If I offered you my soul? Another one for Ashley! Muah!! ;)

Friends, Lies And Communication Breakdowns...
Right now I don’t know whether to be pissed, insulted, taken for granted, foolish or just plain stupid. I don’t know about other people and why they do what they do, but if someone is going to use me as a cover to another for a misconception, deceit or outright lie, I would expect to at least be consulted about it before the act and at very least be made aware about it as soon as possible. I know I am in no position to judge anyone yet my morals and standards do have a certain code of ethics. Friends do not use friends without their consent or minimum knowledge so that the friendship can choose the path that eventually leads to destruction. This past week, I have been “Dear Abbey”, a priest in a confessional and put into an awkward position between domestic partners thanks to the lack of communication. A so called “friend/sister/daughter” divulged to me that she went and had a tryst with a co-worker while her husband is away at military training. Mind you, I do not condemn

Rule #1: Respect
You have to speak to me with respect. I AM A LADY, MEN. I don't appreciate CRUDE behavior... at least not until I am comfortable with you, and believe me... I'LL LET YOU KNOW WHEN I AM. It will get more for you to be sweet and take it slow! Thanks!

Rule #2: Rate And Comment
If you have made it to seeing all my pics, then you have made it past rule number one! Congrats! NOW RATE AND COMMENT THEM! DO NOT JUST USE MY PICS TO GET YOURSELF OFF! My body is sacred, and you are BLESSED to be allowed to witness it. Remember that.

Dancer Rules
Rules for Dancers 1. Have fun in the lounge, but dont get graphic. 2. If in cam keep it clean and smile. 3. Move to let us know you are there ...lol CLICK ON LINK TO COME TO THE NEW LOUNGE ON THE BLOC AND ROCK OUT

You Can Stop Laughing Now
Don't laugh too hard it can happen to anyone. Only a man could recreate this - I went grocery shopping recently while not being altogether sure that course of action was a wise one. You see, the previous evening I had prepared and consumed a massive quantity of my patented "You're definitely going to $h!t yourself" chili. Tasty stuff, albeit hot to the point of being painful, which comes with a written guarantee from me that if you eat the next day both of your ***** cheeks WILL fall off. Here's the thing. I had awakened that morning, and even after two cups of coffee (and all of you know what I mean) nothing happened. No "Watson's Movement 2". Despite habanera peppers swimming their way through my intestinal tract, I appeared to be unable to create the usual morning symphony referred to by my next door neighbors as thunder and lightning. Knowing that a time of reckoning had to come, yet not sure of just when, I bravely set off for the market; a local Wal-Mart gro

Everybody Sing Along Now
chorus im a little cocoanut, lying on the cocoa ground, everybody walks on me that is why i am a nut u see im a nut, im a nut , im a nut nut nut called myself up on the phone, just to see if i was home, asked myself for a date, had to get ready by a half past 8 im a nut, im a nut , im a nut nut nut chorus took myself to a picture show, sat myself in the very first row, wrapped my arms around my waist, got so fresh i slapped my face im a nut, im a nut , im a nut nut nut chorus

Things You Should Know
HEEEELLOOOOOOO! Attention all special people...here's a cliff note version of the about me... I don't want to have sex with you...get your dog or cat to lick your balls, your ass smells like shit and so do your armpits. I'm typically pretty laid back. I have my pet peeves just like everyone else. I joke around a lot and I like meeting people that do the same. Here, it's easier if I explain who I don't want to meet or be "friends" with. I don't want to meet any assholes. I have one already and that's just fine for me. If you are a guy and your profile pic is of you in a speedo, consider it denied. Men in speedos = not attractive. No pedophiles, no people that are into bestiality and most certainly none that are into defecating onto one another need apply. Yes, I know I have "purdy" lips. No, you cannot kiss them. There are a few things that need to be explained that I thought were common sense. The problem being that common sense isn't so common. So, enough with

Just In Case You Want To Know....
I left this morning (Sunday) for Houston as my mother was hospitalized after having a mini-stroke. While she is doing better, she is still in the hospital and will undergo more testing tomorrow to see if they can find out the severity of the damage from the stroke. I brought Ethan with me and my girls are still at home with their dad as this is their last week of school Please keep my mother, my family and Ethan and I in your prayers. I would appreciate it. Love to all, Donna

Pussy Willow
Pussy willow I really love to see the pussy willow in all it’s beautiful glory you can smell it you can taste it and know it juicy story come closer because there’s something you should know this flower has a gift for you that it wants to show first you have to touch it and kiss it’s budding bloom then the flower will open and be ready for you soon going deep into it’s plume the budding flower grows touching, rubbing, squeezing the flower’s moisture flows to drink the flowing juice of the flower may not be mandatory but it is the thing to do if you want to see the pussy willow in all it’s beautiful glory STANLEY HENDRIX

Can You Whip It !!!!
> > > > > He Needs 1,500 Comments For A Vip !!! > !!!!!! Can You Whip A Few On His Page !!! > > > > > !!!!!!! Lets Whip This Contest Out !!!!! > > > > > > > > > Brought to you by > OneSexyAssBiotch@ fubar > >

Begging For Everything
Know i have said this before but it's really getting to much now..seeing always the same people on here saying I NEED A TICKER,TICKER PACKAGE..I NEED A VIP.I NEED A BLAST EVEN ASKING OTHERS TO PAY A HAPPY HOUR FOR THEM.. WHY DO THEY THINK THEY ARE SO SPECIAL AND DESERVE THAT OR EVEN DARE TO ASK THAT MY GOD WHEN YOU REALLY NEED THAT,SAVE YOUR MONEY AND BUY ONE YOURSELF INSTEAD OF ASKING,BEGGING FOR IT. I WOULDN'T DARE TO ASK OTHERS FOR ALL THIS..DON'T THEY HAVE ANY SELFRESPECT ANYMORE OR DO THEY REALLY THINK THEY DESERVE ALL THAT? WORST OF ALL ARE THOSE WHO ARE ALLREADY IN THE TOP 10..20,THEY ARE ALLREADY SO HIGH IN RANKS,THEY CERTAINLY DON'T NEED ALL THIS BUT ONLY WANT ALL THIS TO STAY AND MAYBE EVEN GET A RANK HIGHER

Roses And Paper Hearts
Roses are like paper hearts They are so beautiful So full of life Colorful and the intention is to brighten your day. But they fall apart, almost as soon as you touch them. Soon they smell rancid, or crack and get discolored. What was once beautiful can only be a memory. Instead of Roses or Paper hearts give me an Oak tree, Sturdy , hardy and full of lasting promise. Or Love me like an Ocean, always turning and rushing to meet the tide like a lover. Anything but a rose or a paper heart. Something I can watch grow, look at without it becoming tarnished or old. I want it to last forever, not just one day, one week, one month or a year. Forever.

Life
Marriage is not something you should take lightly. It is a life long commitment you are making to a person to stand beside them no matter the circumstance. There are going to be good times, those you hold close to your heart. There will also be bad times, you soon want to forget. A marriage is not always going to be a fairy tail or what you dreamed it would be. The person you married isn't always going to be the ideal one for you. When you make a commitment you have to throw away your "ideal" husband or wife and accept the person you married, faults and all. He or She is not disposable; you don't throw them away and seek another. You compromise and find what makes you both happy. You don't try to change the person, YOU LOVE THEM JUST THE WAY THEY ARE! If you cannot handle the most annoying thing they do… you never will… and it will never work… it will always bother you... You can try to change their faults, but bet on this you will always find another to change. Besides if he or she do

Ok Well For The Record..
ok well apparently I am being called a hacker, well see Imma give you the info that Bane got from him and ill give you my discharge papers. So you make up your own mind! I have nothing to hide so heres my proof! and for those who cant see it heres a blown up spot of it!

Joke
Three old ladies were sitting side by side on patio chairs at their Orlando retirement home reminiscing. The first lady recalled from years past shopping at the local Piggly Wiggly and demonstrated with her hands, the length and thickness of a cucumber she could buy for a penny. The second old lady nodded, adding that onions used to be much bigger and cheaper also, and demonstrated the size of two big onions she could buy for a penny a piece. The third old lady remarked, "I can't hear a word you're saying, but I remember the guy you're talking about.

The Wonderous World Of The Reflective Picture Commentator
You know, on this site, many of us simply rate each other for points, and not for quality. Even if someone is not a so called 10 we rate them that anyway. We do this in hopes that we too will get that consideration in return. Ah, but what's the prize after all? One thing that I do know that I find to be odd is when I want to comment on a picture, usually it has been a young lady, and I find many other men have beaten me to it. What they haven't beaten me to though was leaving some well thought out, and deserved comment. Most of them are pretty base, and obvious comments. Most of them say the same thing as the previous one.

Dumbasses
so Obama supporters are now talking about "purging" the party... i guess if you dont support him, you cant call yourself a democrat anymore... i can think of a couple other groups who liked purging people... fascists, nazis, bolsheviks... also, recent polls about the election in november were quite interesting... in the polls, when its clinton vs mccain, clinton wins... when its obama vs mccain, mccain wins... but the idiots of the democratic party are gonna end up nominating obama... go figure... nobody can lose an election like the dems i dunno.. i guess im jus fed up with the stupidity of the democratic party, especially the obama supporters... if you dont vote for him, youre not a democrat... if you dont vote for him, youre a racist... hes a "liberal" even though hes the most concervative, republican-loving candidate the dems have run in my lifetime... its all a cult of personality now... doesnt matter that he has NO feasible solutions for the problems our country faces (fix

Baby I Don't Wanna Hurt U......but Baby U Did
i am so sick to death of every thing...i wish it was like in school again...if a guy liked u and u liked him back then it was a done deal...u were boyfriend and girlfriend... right now i would b happy as hell if someone would even like me like that...i thought that i did and even thought that i had an understanding with him cuz he wasn't ready for a relationship even though i was...i figured there ain't no hurry so just lay back and see what would develop and happen...so he's supposed to come over and the first night he doesn't...something unforeseen happens...the next night he PROMISED that he would come over...and what happens...nothing i don't even hear from him...for all i know something happened to him...all in all he just didn't wanna deal with me or wanna be with me after all... so i just wanna know when is it gonna be my turn to get the man of my dreams...the one i feel i deserve...i'm always asked what do i want...i want to be with someone to say hey its ok to feel like that

Rules
Rules of WYKD RADIO Lounge 1. NO caps are to be used unless done by Rain or with permission from Rain .... 2. NO DRAMA 3. Keep lounge R-rated at all times, we have new people coming in and we want them to stay..... 4. Speak to everyone that comes in and make them feel welcomed...... 5. Encourage conversation and be helpful when possible, if you don't know the correct information let them know who they can ask........ 6. Do not abuse your staff position......if you have someone causing a problem : A. Give warning B. Silence them ( report this to management ) C. Eject ( if problem persist ) ( report to management ) BANNING IS DONE BY MANAGEMENT ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 7. Report to management means to Rain or

Fleeting Dreamz
A dream of you stops my sleep Alone at night I lay and weep. I wish I could see your face again And change my life of lust and sin. I wish you were here to calm my mind. But your love is lost for me to find And as I turn this life around You are still nowhere to be found. So I spend my night stalking the streets Looking for others to fulfill my needs Yet they are but pawns in this game I play As I walk at night and sleep the day. I become lonely in this game we play. So I look for you to end my pain End this life of a bloody reign To take my life you must be strong For I am damned to walk alone. I am the one who stalks the night Looking for a victim to haunt and bite. I take their lives with no remorse And end them all in screams of course. So hunt for me is what you do. But once again I am one step ahead of you. As I stalk the night and roam this land. I hope to die by your sweet hand

A Word About "in The Meadow"...
"In The Meadow" started off as a poem that I wrote for an ex-girlfriend/LDR. She moved on, and so did I... eventually. Now the poem's in public domain (no names were used, so no harm done!). When I started up my Blog section, I kinda-sorta accidently used the poem title as the the blog title... instead of just the title of the blog entry... d'oh!!! Live 'n learn. To turn lemons into lemonade, I figured I'd cover my mistake by explaining that the blog title is a metaphor representing anything of a romantic (ie... sexual, sensual) nature. More to the point, "In The Meadow" represents a woman's second-most important sexual region (next to the brain, of course!). What does one find in a meadow??? FLOWERS, most certainly, and we ALL know what flowers symbolize... yes- the production of HONEY- wink, wink! One could also say that TALL GRASS can be found there, too; however, with the popularity of the uber-hygenic and oh-so-sexy practice of the shaving of the nether-regions, that referenc

The End
My home is in motion as darkness unfolds, The air overloaded, the sky stands in Gold. But you in a way, you left me to stay We see us in heaven, I'm counting the days... At the end of time, at the end of us At the end of everything we had Only faith helps you, only grace can do Only you can take the pain. Cause the end of peace is the end of life It's the end of any happiness Only love helps you, only trust can do Only you can take the pain off me... When thunder is calling I feel so alive The very first morning, can you see the light? But you closed the door to what I adored We see us in heaven, I'm counting no more... At the end of time At the end of us At the end of everything we had Only faith helps you Only grace can do Only you can take the pain. The end of peace The end of life The end of happiness Only love helps you Only trust can do Only you can take the pain off me...

Well Its Not Just A Daydream If You Decide To Make It Your Life
i've been pondering myself a lot lately - the usual stuff... who am i, what is my purpose, where am i going in life.. i'm sure everybody does it, but being a virgo girl with a virgo moon rising i know i do it a lot more than the norm. i don't find it suprising at all that i am in this state of self discovery - it's pretty much to be expected of me after the year i've had. a big part of my pondering lingers on my age.. i am sometimes baffled when i mention my grandson Caleb in conversation with people and they stop and stare at me and finally ask how old i am. i'm 44. what a freaking concept. i sure as hell don't feel 44. i'm told i don't *look* 44, and i know for certain i don't act 44. i feel more like maybe early to mid 30's most of the time - and then other times i feel ageless. last night at dinner tim took a picture of me with his cell phone and when i looked at it i couldn't help but realize i had pretty collar bones. not the hints of them that started to s

Abuse Includes
I have experienced all of this and trust me IT IS HELL AND NO ONE DESERVES THIS CRAP. Beating Choking Shoving Hair Pulling Denial of access to Money Threats of Suicide Threats of physical harm Slapping Punching Sexual Assault Name Calling Verbal Put-Downs Humiliation Isolation Stalking

Which You Prefer??
Hey Guys, What type of panties do you prefer your woman to wear (boy shorts, thongs, or granny panties)?? Do you like your woman shaved, trimmed, or like a forrest?? Hey Gals, What type of undies do you prefer on your man (boxers, whitey tighties, or boxer briefs)?? Do you like your man saved, trimmed, or do you like combing your teeth?? Had a conversation with some friends and you know us women we always talk about things like this. Well, I seem to be da only one dat likes my man trimmed so close dat its almost like it shaven. And I luv my man in boxer briefs. Just wanted to see other views is all.

Frustration.
Floating smoke in rays of light. Cool air blowing...flowing silk. Scent of flowers. Dying beauty. Touches like fluttering fairy wings. Brush across satin skin. Sweet salty tang. Lingers on the palate. Slow easy motion. Frantic palpation and roaming fingertips. Heartbeats like drums. Thrumming in tandem. Moaning breaths exhaled. Like fire meeting ice. Mounting anticipation. Quick release.

Zombies?
(Things that don't matter but are interesting) You see lots of movies and books about zombies. They have all sorts of scientific explanations in these movies and books about how the zombies came to be. What makes them animated, why they do what they do, how it spreads, etc. There's one thing they never explain, and I think it's because they can't. Why don't the zombies eat each other? In every movie, a living person can't blend in at all. I've even read a book where they tried to make themselves look dead and walk around slowly, and still got found. Zombies can spot the living from a distance, and walk as a hording team to go get them and consume their flesh/brains/whatever. They never attack each other. In fact, in most cases, they seem to utterly disregard each other, falling over other zombies as they claw their way towards the living. Let's look at the brain-eating side of it. Do they only want to eat functional brains? Zombies have functional brains. They

Because Of All Of The Love
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU I want to thank all the people that came out to help me level you all so ROCK...Make sure you go and show them all love they are worth it and will return it.... The Bad Wolfy@ fubar *Thump☆Star*õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.*CWPradio*Owned by Mirage*@ fubar Archangel@ fubar Kickin' Wing@ fubar Lord Ðèýgèñ£å¿è:=-= ~Ðî®†ý §ºµ†µ Ç®èw Råwk$~=-={MWÇ ßåbý!}=-=(^Gotti Family^)=-@ fubar broken_hearted420 proud bbw~{shadow levelers}~ owned by Seamushardcore@ fubar I Zombie™@ fubar ~☠~. Mistress Bad Kitty .~☠~ Loking For Slave!@ fubar Dirk The Irish Punisher - Fu-Seducer of ۞*Ps¥chè*۞

Funny Kids...
While walking with my 3 year old grandaughter, she picked something up from the ground and was going to put it in her mouth. I asked her to please throw it in the trash and to never pick up anything on the ground and put it in her mouth. She said " why crazy granny?" I said " because it's dirty and it has germs." She looked up at me with complete admiration and asked " WOW how do you know so much ?" Thinking fast i said " cause i had to take a mommy test before i could have your mommy. "If you dont pass the mommy test , they wont let you be one." She was evidently thinking very hard about this for two or three minutes and all of a sudden she stopped, looked up at me and said " I get it now crazy granny , "The ones that dont pass the mommy test have to be the Daddy, right granny ?" I just looked at her an smiled and said " EXACTLY"