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Ranger Down #5
He is one of the many nameless, faceless homeless that exist in any major city. However in the few blocks around Harborview he is known as Cardboard. He is dirty, smelly and drug addicted. He is a regular customer in the ER, usually trying to get out of the cold or dry off on a wet night when the rain destroys his house. He got his name from the well thought out cardboard structure that he fashions every night on the stoop of a storefront that doesn’t open until later in the morning, long after he is gone on his daily search for cans. Once again he was turned away for trying to fake symptoms and score some drugs. This day he isn’t trying to get high, he just wants to take the edge off. How can they not understand that? Tonight he is going to teach someone a lesson. There is always a nurse or orderly who sneaks out the back for a cigarette and he is waiting. Raelene is getting off a double shift and just doesn’t have the time or energy to track down or wait for a security p

Nice. I Have Done A Lot.
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sadness
Standing there with a heavy heart, I stared at the grave in front of me. The surrounding air filled with sorrow. I bow my head down, Staring at the faded greens, Crying silently in my heart, Griefing with pain, as I looked down. Lying infront were the stones of men, Sacrificing their lives for what they believe, Doing what they do best, Giving in everything they have What they do is known to them We might never understand it How do we see it, Doesnt matter, As long as they see what they do is right, Following their heart as they go. Thou life has left And no longer present, But memories stays, With every other things they left behind, Keeping our hearts in one.

Written So Long Ago...but Fit For Now??
"I could" I could spend forever looking into her eyes To be with my true Love my heart cries I feel drawn to her more and more each day Oh Lord, lead her and I together and show us the way Let she and I come together as one heart And once we are together nothing can take us apart To hold each other and feel at such peace To feel the warmth of our love.....warmer than a fleece I have spent ages looking for her and seeing her in my dreams When I would wake my heart would cry streams I could spend forever looking into her eyes To be with my true Love my heart cries Her smile shines like the morning sun Oh Lord, have I yet found the one? Thinking of her brings a smile to my heart To love her with my all I have already to start I have loved her before knowing her that day Yet I've known her and loved her in such a way Have I found her and has she found me? One day to come together and know we are to be? "This bond" This bond that we share shall never part I will

Salutes!!!!
(Ok here is something new) (Lets see what happens)(Sexy Salutes. Id love to get some sexy salutes. For what i mean is, Take a sexy photo with my name posted, Id do the same in return, Lets see if I get any :P )

Comebacks To Pickup Lines
Man:Haven't i see you someplace before? Woman:Yes,that's why i don't go there anymore. Man:Is this seat empty? Woman:Yes,and this one will be if you sit down. Man:Your place or mine? Woman:Both,you go to yours and i'll go to mine. Man:So,what do you do for a living? Woman:I'm a female impersonator. Man:I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman:But would you stay there? Man:If i could see you naked i'd die happy. Woman:If i saw you naked i'd die laughing.

Next Week Shows
There will probably be another Thursday afternoon and possibly one night time show that will be unplanned if i can't sleep that night, so please keep an eye on my status for "on cam". For those of you that missed the show, or want to know how to make it to the next one, instructions are listed under the HOT SEX post in this blog ;)

Deeper And Deeper
My words had finally come back to me. Inspiration found me in various forms, various people, various movements. I put hand to pen to paper and wove tapestries of emotion that I pressed my face to at night to inhale for relief or cry into for release. But as parts of my life began to unravel so did my words. And now I feel them leaving me again. What frustration it is to have so much to say but no way to say it! Words have never passed my lips with ease. Always I needed fingers and ink and dead trees to communicate. I never wondered what eyes would find my words, the evidence of my grief and happiness. The release was all that mattered. Now as my words abandon me and I caress empty notebooks I feel myself becoming full and fat off of the things inside of me that cannot be released but need to be released. It is a sick feeling and in efforts not to explode or choke on all of these... feelings, I find myself looking for outlets in my body, any open part of me to pour

Milestone
Well, this is my first blog. Naturally, it should be thought provoking. Perhaps even a little controversial in topic. Not for controversy sake. Oh no. But, for the sake of prodding the mentally apathetic. If we could bring about a better world in the process, then I ask you, “why not?” We’ve all heard of M.I.L.F. of course. But what would be the male counter-part to that? D.I.L.F.? F.I.L.F.? I don’t know. Not sure which would be better. Which would convey the proper message? DILFy or FILFy. Such a deep and pensive topic to ponder upon. Of course, I do believe I would be considered one of the two. Assuming that that would be the acronym used. Ah, maybe scholars and historians can unravel the mystery before I cross to the beyond.

Marry Me
This is called FUBAR MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do"... will be your FUBAR husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours. Whether your taken or not :- Repost this or your marriage will be plagued with bad luck. Repost it with the title of: MARRY ME

Read Before You Request!
Let me just put this out there for anyone who may think of stopping by my page, or any Fu Friends who don't know me. Rules of My Page 1) I hate drama, don't bring it to my page. 2) If you are acting like a jackass for no reason I will delete and block you 3)I am here for the friends I have made and the friends I have yet to meet. Do not ever accuse me of being a point whore or for begging for handouts. You'll make yourself look like an ass. 4) I don't do contests, thanks for the compliment, but when I say I am not interested I mean it. 5) If I don't rate or fan you, please tell me. I have a lot of new people and some old that I am trying to catch up with, I don't want to appear rude. 6) I'm not here to hook up, cyber, cam, or be the other men. I have put up all you are going to see. 7)If I decline to give you my yahoo address... don't keep bugging me about it. I will give it to you if and when I want you to have it. 8) Read the damn profile! I have said it before and wi

Just Gerry
I am but a simple guy , who enjoys walks in the park. Sometimes I even may stroll through the rose garden, I often do this after it gets dark. Not rich, handsome, tall or skinny; for those things just arent me. My spirit and soul are mine to give, and I give them away as if they were free. My favorite thing in the world , is to see a smile on your faces. Nor am I wealthy, so I have been to very many places. All I want from this life, is for me to be happy. Yes I have two beautiful children, and I love when they call me daddy. I have written enough for now, so I will put another one on my shelf. I just want you all to know about me, and tell you a little about myself!

Thoughts On The Lifestyle.
Sometimes you learn really who has control. Ahh how funny when so many tops think they have the control but, they do not realize that the bottom is the one in control. at any point in time they might use their safe word. But when you ask the bottom if they remember their safe word and they respond that they have no need for it, even when they are in pain and You as the Top are being careful of their body. It Makes You realize that You as the TOP are in complete control and the bottom has given herself completely to You. Nothing phases her. no matter what you do. And what You do to her makes You fel more confident and strong each and every day. Sometimes that's all a Top needs once in a while is to feel like they have the complete control. I feel that I can take control at any given point and have it until the time has passed and W/we return to the nature of the civilized world on the outside to put up the front. Even though W/we both know Who owns who completely.

Wow....
Sept 7.... Niece gave birth to a 8lb 8 oz baby boy...It was amazing...I was there in the delivery room with her and cut the cord on him...First time i have seen a live birth...AMAZING is another word to say about it...he is a amazing lil boy just gorgeous and all perfect...Am i ready to have a baby? hmm makes the whole i want one kick in..but,,,there is alot of time since i have to find the right guy first..

Ranger Down #7
The bad news that one of their own was killed only inspires the Rangers, the news that one of them might still be alive inspires them even more. As much as they hate it Bravo Company has to stay in place securing the hospital. Now Alpha gets a chance to get its hands dirty. Some people are pulling double duty, the recon elements are being yanked from certain positions to assist with the rescue. You want your sneakiest bastards going in for the take down. Colonel Knight is waiting outside for Chong and Bell when they go rushing out. “I have a mission for you,” he says pulling Chong aside. Command Sergeant Major Roc walks up and tosses something his way. Chong catches it easily, he opens his hand to see the three stripes of a Sergeant. He is getting promoted! “We don’t have time to do this right,” Roc says, “you have proven yourself and we need you to lead a team on this. We will need a medic on scene in case our boy is injured. Are you up to it?” “Yes Sergeant Major.”

Disappointed
This will be a boring blog because today I am a bit sad.I was suppose to have gone to see someone very special and dear to me this morning.It has been awhile since I have seen her and my hopes were up until I got a call saying they would come this way tonight.They had forgotten some things that needed to be done.I just accepted it like a total geek and said okay.I didn't feel I had much choice in the matter as it was.It is just that I had planned such a big day with this person & my heart needed to see her.I know I will see her tonight when they bring her,but it will not be the same.I will go & rent a room because they can't stay here at the dorm,there just is not enough room and I can't believe they are coming from Houston when she has been sick. So my day has been sitting around waiting for the time to pass doing silly little things like trying to figure out this morphing stuff which by the way sucks because I cannot make it work & I went & bought a program to mess with pictures,but

What's The Deal With Ripping?
Yep, I'm pissed off, again! I am so sick and tired of self-centered people on this site. I have had over 100 photos ripped this week when I was not online. Not one of these people asked if they could rip the photos, or rated what they ripped, or said thanks, kiss my ass or anything else. They just rip and run. Is this the way ripping on this site is suppose to work? Like a theif coming in at the middle of the night and taking whatever they want while you asleep. The last woman who helped herself to 15 pics, without asking, rating, or saying so much as thanks was a 35 yr old Henchmen with 2423 photos! Why in the hell would she need more photos? Isn't 2423 enough? No wonder she has so many if she is going around and ripping them? How much work and effort does that take? I don't mind sharing my photos or anything else with anyone, but whatever happened to common courtesy? Whatever happened to manners? Whatever happened to respect of other people property? Have w

Have A Nice Day
DOWN RATERS BEWARE … you reap what you sow here … go ahead down rate me all you want … but to belittle salutes and/or pics of support that’s just not right … I don’t ask that you believe as I do … but I was raised that if you can’t say anything good don’t say anything at all … oh and please don’t get all pissy when we come to you to show you some luv in return … THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY

Coolness!!!
I was just outside and there were between 6 and 8 bats flying over my house. I thought that was so cool to see. They were swooping around catching mosquitos. I really need to put up a couple bat houses in the trees out back. I know, I'm weird. I like bats, what can I say?

Found Love
Love has arrived, I shall be happy. Once again the life; Flows within me. All because of you. You make me complete. All because of you, I am alive. I just have one; Thing to say to you. That is that, I love you.

Godmother
On Wednesday, one of my good friends (actually have pics in album of where I was in their wedding over a year ago) texted me and asked for me to call her as soon as I got a chance. Amanda became my friend several years ago when she started dating one of my good friends, Bruce. Her and her daughter Kailee (9 but as mature as some adults!) have come so far to have been put through what they have in their life. Although we don't get to spend much quality time together, the time we do share counts and we know that we can always count on one another when we need a friend. Here lately, she has been going through a lot, with her father gonig through some major health issues and not knowing just how long he has left to live. Therefore, they have decided to sell everything and move closer to Amanda. With the expectation of her needing me due to all of the trouble with her Dad, I called her back immediately (and it helped that it just happen to be at a moment when no one was in the off

Can't Understand???!!
Why would fubr take off a mumm of me asking for support for my aunt on her page??? If anyone reads this please give my aunt some love NOT POINTS just friendship while she goes through hard times with her only son that has brain cancer.MY baby cousin! iM NOT UP HERE FOR POINTS i MAY GET THEM BUT iM NOT HERE FOR IT!!! pLEASE STOP ATACKING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tHIS IS WHAT THE MUMM SAID.... http://fubar.com/user/1081313 Could you take 3 minutes out of your time to add my aunt.Her son my cousin has brain cancer and she needs to be shown some love and support. She doesnt care about rates and all that just a friend in her time of need. His pictures are in her album there on the page. He recently go to meet Ban magera for his last wish!(Thanks to the make a wish foundation)

We'll Never Be Apart
You never really know what eachday will bring, You dream of having a friend to lean on and talk to, One day u realise you have everything; a person appears and your dreams are in frount of you; You've been searching your soul and heart, Every dream you have comes to life, Only to find what u desire was worse then a fart A friend says to you my life is your life; You meet this person when your life was so blue, To love cherish adn care for from death do you part, I never expected it and I couldnt be any happier that it is you; From that day on we both knew we'd never be apart. Just a little something my cousin Ryan wrote

If....
If............. If I could read minds, I would look into yours and find the part that is imprinted with your thoughts of me so I would know what you thought of me. If I could control bodies, I would take the parts of yours and mine that come together for such satisfaction and I would always be filled and fulfilled. If I could figure out the psyche of your soul, I would determine the thing that makes you happiest in this world and I would become that thing. If I could look into your heart, I would check to see if even a little part of it might belong to me. Lucky you, you don't have to read minds or control bodies or figure out souls or see hearts.......or do you not realize that my mind,body,soul and heart are yours?

Poems
summer is almost over almost time to see leaves fall time for some to break up time for some to make up all things seem to change change for good or bad life is like that it is a revolving circle of the never ending so just sit back and go with your own flow don't worry about what's going to happen next things have a way of eventually working out for the best take life with a grain of salt i'm not saying it's easy but it will be in the long run live life to the fullest at least that is one thing you won't regret

One Way Remember Our Heros
On Tuesday afternoon a couple hundred bikers from the area escorted into the town the Dinity Viet Nam Vet memorial moving wall. the truck was pimped out to carry the wall place to place for everyone to see the 1/4 scale of the wall in DC.Not everyone can go to DC to see this memorial. The hush was enough to deafen you. On Thursday night it was all up and flowers put in the ground and blessed. I got the first glimpse of it and suddenly my heart dropped. It was 5 to 9 pm. It was dark and all the lights were on. At nine taps started and the tears started and i started to sob. A vet put his hand on my back and pulled me in for a hug... now i don't know this vet but he knew my pain. I walked to the ramp to the wall and stopped and said a prayer before i stepped up on sacred ground.By the time i got to the corner of the wall i was in tears yet again. because in the corner they have the panel that explains that the names etched into stone was in order of when they were killed in action or wh

Wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG I JUST HOME TODAY AFTER TAKIN CARE OF MY DAD AFTER HE HAS HAD OPEN HEART SURGERY....I READ AN EMAIL FROM SOMEONE...AND THERE IS A FUCKEN FAKE ACCOUNT MYSPACE OF MY PICS...WTF IS THAT ABOUT AND WHAT DO I DO TO MAKE SURE THEY TAKE THEM OFF....I CANT BELIEVE THIS....ANY IF ANYONE KNOWS WHAT TO DO PLEASE LET ME KNOW HOW I DO IT....BTW I AM NOT ASIAN THE STUPID ASS THAT MADE THIS ACCOUNT OBIOUSLY DONT FUCKEN KNOW...I AM MEXICAN. http://www.myspace.com/kimlee01 GO CHECK IT OUT AND GIVE WHO EVER IT IS SHIT!!!!

Scared
Scared There are lots of things in life that are unknown to us. Being afraid is part of human nature, but always being scared to take chances is never going to make anything easier. We don’t know where we are going or where we might end up, but that is what life is all about. Things in life were never meant to be easy, but do they always have to be so hard. I wonder does anything ever come easy for anyone, or is it just me. Can anyone answer this one for me? I have walked the line that everyone has expected of me. That was not working for me after time, so I decided to try a different way. I started to change and do things that people did not expect of me. This doesn’t seem to be working for me either. Where should I go next or what should I do. I just don’t know anymore. Scared of where I am going and what I am becoming. It is on the border of being a dangerous journey, where there may be no turning back from. I am just so unsure of so many things in my life right

Update
i think i may have found a car. not positive yet. but i swear if i get it and it breaks within 2 weeks im gonna scream hold on i did that last time. i am moving a lot of stuff into the new house tomorrow because my parents have been really awesome. i have almost everything i need now. things are really starting to work out

Need Comment Help In Contest Please
Hi guys. So I'm in a contest right. I'm way behind. So I figure like this. You help me and I...Well I make sure and repay the favor in my NFSW file. (Wicked Grin) What do you guys think? Help me out?? Here the link http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=874502&albumid=553686&i=1803087647

This Is The End
This is my last and final blog. Im deleting my account. I will not explain the exact reason why. But obviously I need to go to get the point across. This is no longer a place for me. It has pains me to say all of this. But I have to go. Monday will be my final day. Which means if you wisih to stay in contact with me. Fu mail me with a way of contact and I will add or whatever asap. IF YOUR READING THIS AND YOUR ON MY LIST AND YOU SAY ANYTHING NEGATIVE TOWARDS ME OR SMARTASS. YOU WILL BE DELTED. I DONT NOT WANT ANY! AND I MEAN ANY COMMENT LEFT IN THIS BLOG! CONTACT INFO ONLY IN MY FU MAIL!

Uncle Melon's How To Eat Pussy :)
How to Eat Pussy*or Everything You Need to Know About Cunnilingus But You Were Too Busy Picking the Hairs Out of Your Teeth to Ask Eating pussy can be one of the most wonderful things you can do for a woman (or so I read on the cover of Cosmo). It makes her feel appreciated, respected, desirable, and has the potential to give her an orgasm that will shatter glass, raise the dead, even wake you in the next room. Besides, lots of women expect it these days, and men who perform great oral sex are always in demand. If you gain a reputation as an expert, many classy, attractive women, way out of your league, may overlook your other shortcomings. Just kidding, but it gives us an excuse to talk more about vaginas. The vagina is a mystery to most men. It's hidden away. Taken out only for special occasions and then quickly put back into hiding. Like an english muffin, its full of nooks and crannies and tastes best slathered in melted butter. For something so complex you'd think there wou

What Is Your Sign? Make Sure Ur Repost Or U Will Have Bad Luck
True descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. C • A • P • R • I • C • O • R • N: The passionate Lover Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible, awesome kisser.gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports.Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost. V • I • R • G • O: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. Gives great ad

I Want To Say I Love You
When evening shadows fallAnd another day is through. This is the special time I love to share with you. You take me in your arms As the stars begin to shine. Your kisses are long and deep . Forever I know you'll be mine. How I love the evenings The moonlight, the stars and you. Sharing our hopes and dreams,Together we'll make them come true. Sending you my love with words spoken true. From the depths of my heart I send them to you. Like petals of a rose is the touch of your face I can feel it every time we're wrapped in embrace. The taste of your lips is like sweet dripping honey. Feels like butterflies swirlin' inside of my tummy. The warmth of your touch is like a torch of fire. The tingling inside makes me burn with desire. So I just wanna say my love for you is true. Along with these words I wanna say "I Love You"

September 9th/10th 2007
A Friend.... A)ccepts you as you are B)elieves in "you" C)alls you just to say "HI" D)oesn't give up on you E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) F)orgives your mistakes G)ives unconditionally H)elps you I)nvites you over J)ust "be" with you K)eeps you close at heart L)oves you for who you are M)akes a difference in your life N)ever Judges O)ffer support P)icks you up Q)uiets your fears R)aises your spirits S)ays nice things about you T)ells you the truth when you need it U)nderstands you V)alues you W)alks beside you X)plains thing you don't understand Y)ells when you won't listen and Z)aps you back to reality Thank you my friends and please bear with me while things get sorted out here in light of my loss and period of mourning and grief. Eleanor passed on Saturday morning and is now at rest with her husband and son...

Help With Screen Name!
I am thinking about changing my screen name from zesty6650 to fishoftheC. What do you think of this or do you have a better suggestion? Other have told me sexygranny or hotgranny, but I am not a grandmother, just 57 years old. Please be nice and give me a good suggestion. Thanks, Linda

Sex And The First Letter Of Your Name
Sex and your name (it seems to run true!!!) According to studies, your sexual identity is revealed by the First letter of your First name...what do you think? (Those of you with names that start with "N" will probably wish it started with "K"!) -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someonewho is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You arean up front person. When it comes to sex, it's action that counts notobscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. Yo

Just To Clarify...
I'm sure people have noticed a lot of changes in me in the past few days, in the fact I've been a lot more quiet lately instead of my usual, outspoken self. I just (re)learned the results of my surgery, and I guess it's affecting me more psychologically than I thought! Yes, I got through the surgery (I wouldn't be typing this if I hadn't)! Thing is THEY DID NOT GET EVERYTHING!!! There were certain areas of my brain that the cancer lied that if they attempted to cut it away, even with the laser, could have been fatal. I learned also there was a point I was having reactions while in surgery (which I don't know or don't remember). So I am NOT EVEN CLOSE to 100%! Like I said, I was unaware of this psychologically, and a lot of people have questioned me about it or have even taken it personally. Now I have been told by the doctors that with a surgery like this, full recovery takes 6-12 months, and the less stress and tension in my life, the faster I will heal. So I am taking so

Weekly Update 9 Sept 07
Well this week was not as exciting as last week was. We started a new type of force protection at the op we are at. Well not reall new a new type just putting more responsibility on the iraq army to do more in there country. Well i did lots of foot patrols throughout the city of hor a bash looking for insurgent. got a few tips from the elder of the city about the school being blown up with explosives.. what is a foot patroll going to do when the school goes up in explosives hmmm my question also. but ne ways we kicked in several doors and made friends with several people thriughout the town. the kids are always asking for pens pencils n chocolate. we give what we have on us at the time but thre are always more kids then writing utensils we have. The last week was a rest week besides all the patrolls we did we just relaxed when we could.Also i was told i was going to the promotions board soooooon. So thats all for now.

Damn Damn Damn
Alright so I moved in yesterday, and my apartment is empty, I need stuff. Oh well I'll handle what I have right now, but still I need furniture. Too bad I can't get someone on here to send me some stuff, hmmmm maybe they will... hmmmm... Want list: Coffee table Sofa End tables Desk (mine is going to fall anytime soon) Bookshelf Well at least my list isn't that long, ps money is accepted too, maybe I should post my paypal account to see if people would send it like that (because I know all of you love me *cleans up sarcasm*). Well this was mainly so I know what all I still need to look for. Today being a Sunday, most places are closed, but I'm going to walk down the hill and see if the pawn shop is open.

Death
Sometimes it seems like the only way out When there is no one else to turn to Death is there waiting with open arms Ready to take you back into the sea of souls You wish upon a star A wish that will never be granted Yet you believe a miracle can happen But in the end nothing occurs A cold wind blows tonight Flowing through the open window Entering deep down into your being As a terrible sleep overtakes you And you find yourself no longer able to hold on Instead you find your life fading away With your last breath Sadness A weakness It leads you to do unthinkable things All for what? Just a moment of happiness? I plunge this sword into my heart In hopes that it may set me free No one is there for you You have no one at your side Nor behind you You’re all alone In this world But in the next Death will be there for you Accept your fate Some were meant to succeed Others to fail You were meant to die Once upon a time Your life came to an end

Next.....
I was listening to the album Radio KAOS by Roger Waters a few days ago. There is a song called Four Minutes. The following are the lyrics from that particular song. Billy: Four minutes and counting. Jim: O.K. Billy: They pressed the button, Jim. Jim: They pressed the button Billy, what button? Billy: The big red one. Jim: You mean THE button? Billy: Goodbye, Jim. Jim: Goodbye! Oh yes. This ain't au revoir, it's goodbye! Ha! Ha! Jim: This is KAOS. It's a beautiful, balmy, Southern California summer day. It's 80 degrees ... I said balmy ... I could say bomby ... Ha! Ha! ...O.K. I'm Jim and this is Radio KAOS and with only four minutes left to us, let's use this as wisely as possible. Molly: Everybody got someone they call home. Jim: Out at Dodger Stadium. It's the bottom of the seventh, the Dodgers are leading three to nothing over the Giants, and for those of you who are looking to go surfing tomorrow, too bad. (Telephone rings) Jim: I'm kinda lost in here to tell

Quote For September 9
I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious Ambiguity. -- Gilda Radner Bonus Quote: Everything's got a moral, if only you can find it. -- Lewis Carroll

Crazy Mandy
i have this cousin named Mandy. she's like my THIRD cousin or something. me & my brothers were always embarrassed about her telling people she was our cousin. she just this weird little annoying rat faced girl. (& i think her dad is her grandpa or something. i'm not sure. my friend brandi actually told me that in high school! maybe i should ask my mom.i just know that her family is hardcore hillbilly.scary-- kinda like "the hills have eyes") anyway--anytime i'd see her i think."oh god there's mandy. she gonna talk to me!" my brothers were the same way. they'd HATE it when she saw them cos they knew she'll talk their ear off about stupid shit!!!! i would always be nice & act polite when all i wanted to do was get away from her. especially after her & her husband split up. she'd stop me on the street & be like "if you see matt you tell him he needs to be at home with his wife & kids!" i'd be like"oh ok" but i was really thinking "he doesn't even WANT you leave him ALONE!" cos they hadn'

My One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you gives me the comfort of strength to forget about wealth, fame the moon and stars and all other things this wish could bestow upon me, for YOU bring me happiness and for this I use my one wish...

Bouncers Are People Too
OK I get it you don't like bouncers..for whatever reason OK now what? for all my friends and family here on fubar, bouncers are people too, we have families we have children we have husbands and wifes, boyfriends and girlfriends,we are here rating, mumming, commenting, uploading pictures helping in the lounge and having fun just like you, we work full time jobs and some of them have part time jobs, others are full time moms and students,but all of them would like some respect not cause they are bouncers cause they are REAL people doing REAL things just like you, bouncers are here to help you, guide you and be friends with you, so why all the hate? Please folks, get to know the bouncers here,Each and everyone of them are here to help you they are not only bouncers they are my friends and family...peace. M, 36 Castro Valley, CA Darkman M, 26 UNITED KINGDOM ¥ILL Vixen¥ F, 29 Killeen, TX SiN DeReLla™ F North Pole, AK MolyMascot ☺ F, 27

Dealer Calls Cops After Pot Stash Stolen
SANTA CRUZ, Calif. - A marijuana dealer telephoned police after armed thieves stole his quarter-pound stash of pot. The 19-year-old Felton man told police that two men, one of them armed with a handgun, robbed him at gunpoint as he sat in his car on Tuesday night. ADVERTISEMENT "It was unique to have people who were dealing drugs calling us when they've been ripped off," police spokesman Zach Friend said. After the thieves made off with his stash, the dealer telephoned police. When police arrived, the dealer's story became progressively confused. First he showed officers a medical marijuana card and told them he bought the pot at a medical marijuana dispensary. Then he said he got the pot from a friend. Eventually the dealer admitted he had arranged to sell the marijuana to the men who stole it from him, investigators said. The Felton dealer wasn't arrested. "From our standpoint, it's more important to address the fact there are individuals out there who are willing

Friends
for some reason the bulletin option is not working for me, so I am going to put it here..I am going to do a huge friend clean up......I have the urge to purge lol If I delete ya, no hard feelings, just how it is...

Love Goes Both Ways
Your heart’s as warming as the sun shine Your smile so tender and so divine Your eyes as peaceful as the sea way Oh wont you be with me today? There’s no telling how far my love well go But I know in my heart that I love you so And in my heart I know it’s true Cause I know I want to be with you So take my hand and look at me Try to tell me that we cant be I know you cant cause you can see That you’re the one, the only one for me And if you try and walk away I’ll pull you back to hear you say That I am the one, the one for you Cause you know in your heart you love me to

What Does Your Last Name Mean?
Delete the other person's last name and repost this with the title "what does your last name say about you?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen..... W : You are very broad minded. E : Awesome in bed A : You like to drink. V : You are not judgemental. E : Awesome in bed R : Easy to fall in love with. A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D: You like to drink E : Awesome in bed F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have very good personality and good looks I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore yOU K : You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M : Best kisser ever. N :You are dead sexy O: Awesome kisser. P: You hangout with all populer types of people Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Easy to fall in love with. S : VERY crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never le

Turn Back
good even bombin famiY I JUST STOP TO TELL ALL LEADERS TAHT PLEASE MAKE SURE ALL OF UR PPL THAT ARE BOMBIN WITH U ARE ALL A LEVEL 7 AN HAVE A SALUTE, I HAD TO DENY SUM FROM JOIN AS OF RIGHT NOW UNTIL THEY REACH THE LEVEL PLEASE NO HARD FEELINS RULES ARE RULES. I JUST WANT TO TELL ALL OF YOU I HAVE ALWAYS HAD A CLEAN AN HONEST CONTEST AND THATS WHY SUM HAS JOINED THE BOMB FEST SO PLEASE LETS KEEP THAT WAY WE ARE ALL HERE FOR THE FUN OF IT. I WILL NOT HAVE NOOOOOOOOO DRAMA WATS SO EVER WELL YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT NITE MUCH LOVE RUBIA

Travel Channel
so I'm sitting here in Qatar, watching some TV. The travel channel is following 4 young, hot blonds surfing and hanging out in Hawaii, they go on a boat to do some "whale watching" and all I could think of was the last movie I saw that had 4 hot blonds on it. lmao.. yeah, those blonds had to earn their passage... oh man. what am I turning into?

9-11 By Lois
9-11 by Lois My whole world is falling down Nine one one, nine one one. In smoke and debris our loved ones drown Nine one one, we say. Husbands, brothers, sons, and dads Nine one one, nine one one, Wives and sisters, daughters, moms, All come to help that day. Senseless deaths from hate and war, Nine one one, nine one one, In our homeland or yonder shore, When will it go away? Our children need us to be there, Nine one, one, nine one, one, To give them tender love and care that drives their fears away.

Members
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Where Roses Bloom
WHERE ROSES BLOOM By Vincent J. Cardillo Jr. For His Late Wife Joanne (Vincent is Bunny's Uncle) Where roses bloom, there dwells my love Her sweet fragrance more than any flower could exude Hair that puts to shame the setting sun And eyes that sparkle as a heavenly orb. My love for her could never be conceived as Other than kind and truthful to ones understanding Her sweetness is apparent in all she has to say or do But to her credit she would battle any foe that stood Between her and her love. I seem to feel my heart take wing And fly to some enchanting place While indulged in all my fantasies By chance I know the love her heart conveys. To you my sweet, my being I bestow With all that is wondrous in heaven and beyond Take heed my heart to handle hers with care And always celebrate her name in wondrous thoughts.

New Nation
Rules: No raping No animal abuse No child abuse Law: Do unto others as you would have done to you Wars and any country feuds will be settled through video games or a sex competition All women dubbed beautiful and hot by THE world leader (Einikusu Cortez Asuriasu: The First) on his birthday may not were tops what-so-ever Women will be treated/given with the following no matter the circumstances Unconditional Love Respect Loyalty Protection Care/Concern And Wet T Shirts The world leader (ECA/ACE) is allow four wive's; All of which will be given land of their choice, like vacation areas, exotic places, etc. Any assaulting, threatening, or male performance that results in a women crying is seriously against my law! And will be arrested, then brought to me. Where I will explain to the CRIMINAL why they are less then an insect, a pathetic excuse for a man, and will never again know the touch of a women. After this explanation whilst in duration of asskicking, I

Why Cant I Find A Guy That Will Do These Things...:(
LEAVE YOUR SHIRT FOR HER TO SLEEP IN LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYES WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKE SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS. KISS HER IN TH

I Don't Get It...
Okay this is my first blog. I'm a little upset at that the moment. I don't understand people and why they do what they do. There this guy that I met when I was 15, went out with him for two weeks, found out he had another girlfriend. Okay obviously it was over!! A month later he apologized and wanted to be friends. I said fine. Well then he disappeared for about two years. Then he pops up out of no where and wants to pick up where we left off. I was like no. At the time I had a boyfriend. Then he disappears AGAIN!! Well, then another two years later, he pops back up again. Told me he was a changed person and needed real friends in his life. I said okay, I'm here if you need to talk. Well the fucker disappeared again!! Then another year later, he's back in my life with surprise. He ends up working for the same company I was working for, which I thought was weird. I'm like is this guy stocking me? Anyways, he kept trying to get me to cheat on my boyfriend and I was lik

~tired Of Being Alone Without Your Love~
I am so tired being alone Without hope Without happiness And without your touch Even you are far away from me Too long I slept in shadows Too long I was in loneliness embrace Too long I was shaded tears of love and became blinded Until you touch my broken heart Save me my love, cause I’m so tired to live with solitude Which is killing me inside wake me up ( my love) with your soft whisper to save me from nightmares set me free cause death won’t let me flee touch me with your love cause I’m so tired being alone without your love embrace me cause I want to be in your safety arms for eternity open your heart and let me in let me to be in your fantasy world share with me your happiness open your door of dreams to escape from the dead world stay with me my love to wake me up with your soft words which my heart desires to melt save me from the sorrow cause my heart is screaming for liberty touch me with your love cause I’m so tired of being alone without your lo

Fake People
Well im still kinda new to the FU and I guess I expected it to be different from other chat sites but I guess i was wrong. There are FAKE people here too imagine that! Why I thought it would be any different is beyond me. I guess Ill pick the people I choose to chat with more carefully from now on. Thanks FU F.U.

Friends
I LIVE FOR THOSE WHO LOVE ME, WHOSE HEARTS ARE KIND AND TRUE... FOR THE BRIGHT HOPES LEFT BEHIND ME, AND THE GOOD THAT I CAN DO. A FRIEND IS A SOLACE IN GRIEF AND IN JOY A MERRY COMPANION If nobody cared just a little about you and nobody cared about me, and we stood alone, in the battle of life, What a dreary old world this would be Life is sweet, just because of friends we have made and the things which in common we share. We want to live on, not because of ourselves, but because of the people who care. It is doing and giving for somebody else on which all of life's splendor depends. The joy of this world, when you've summed it all up, is found in the making of friends.

New Ep Released
Announcing the release of new CD, under the label "Class Entertainment International" ... titled as "Under a Spell - the EP" ... now currently available on Cafe Press or LuLu.com or Download the full EP from indiestore.com, SoundClick or iSound.com Announcing also the addition of "three" new band members !! Wayne Sulatyski - lead guitar and second vocals, bringing years of experience and tremendous skills, previously played with "Fub", a major credit to the group. Don Wilson - bass guitar and backup vocals, very talented bass man, also brings years of experience with him. Was a founding member of the famous group "Souls of Inspyration" Tim Williams, a most awesome drummer !! Also, voting for this months Rock365 Artist of the Month poll !! ... Vote for Dennis Paul ... Vote for "Under a Spell" ...... Please VOTE EVERY DAY ... ... Internet Song of the Year, "Rockin the Hut II" is in top 25, please keep voting : Vote daily for Rockin the Hut II and Teenag

Friends Sense Dayone Pimpout!
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In Justice
You don't have to comment on this but if like to it's welcome. JUST FOOD FOR THOUGHT. (It could happen to YOU! or your childern. Jena, Louisiana: Nooses and White Supremacy By Alice Woodward On a late summer day in 2006, in Jena, Louisiana, a Black high school student asked permission to sit beneath the “white tree” in front of the town’s high school. It was unspoken law that this shady area was for whites only during school breaks. But a student asked, and the vice principal said nothing was stopping them. So Black students sat underneath the tree, challenging the established authority of segregation and racism. The next day, hanging from the tree, were three ropes, in school colors, each tied to make a noose. The events set in motion by those nooses led to a schoolyard fight. And that fight led to the conviction, on June 28, 2007, of a Black student at Jena High School for charges that can bring up to 22 years in prison. Mychal Bell, a 16-year-old sophomore football star at

Moment Of Silence
September 11, 2001 September 11, 2001, marked yet another significant turning point in world history. Whatever innocence was left in the world was lost on that fateful day. On lesser numeric scales, equally heinous crimes are committed against humanity virtually every day of the year. What is happening in the world? It is difficult to explain. Somehow the perpetrators of the most evil and disgusting crimes have been stripped of the virtue of mercy. It would seem that their basic humanity is simply missing. The memory of those planes crashing into the Twin Towers, the Pentagon and the one that crashed into the Pennsylvanian field, will be etched into people's minds forever. For many of us it was like watching a Hollywood movie as it unfolded before us on television screens all around the world. We watched in stunned silence as we learned that the events were real and were happening in real time. In the blink of an eye, families can be thrown into turmoil when loved ones a

A Lakota Story
The Woman Who Lived With The Wolves... Winyan Wan Sungmanitu Tanka Ob Ti... . ..> A Minnekoju camp which had settled down for the winter was raided by Crow Indians. The Crow stole many horses and took a Lakota woman back to their camp. The Lakota woman was unhappy staying in the Crow camp. She missed her people. Some of the Crow women saw this and took pity on her. They gave her food and a blanket and told her to hide by a creek near the camp. Hohwoju oyate eya wani ti pi icuhan kangi wicasa kin sung manu ahi na ota mawicanu pi na nakun Lakota winyan ko akiyagla pi. Kangi wicasa ti pi heciya winyan ki le aki pi ca titakuye wica kiksuye na lila cante sice na ceya ke, winyan ki ableza pi na heya pi ske, "Sina ki le ena, woyute ki lena icu, na wakpala ta inahma ye." She hide herself in the bushes along the banks of the creek. A short time later some of the Crow men came looking for her. While the Lakota woman was hiding,two wolves came upon her. The wolves growled at her and cir

Anybody?
How was the weekend for you guys? Mine was pretty uneventful. Oh! Except for yesterday! I was sitting on my porch talking to Ruby. I was telling her how i've been feeling like crap lately and blah, blah, blah. Anyway this really REALLY hot guy goes by on one of those Suzuki motorcycle thingies, and I yelled, "Ooooooooooooooooooh! OH HEY!" Like a little kid that saw a shiny new toy. Needless to say he turned around and stared at me the whole trip up the street. Ruby laughed at me. She's mean. :D

Me
ok please listen.i just make this profile thing i would like to talk to all of you but i can't it to hard so please ive me sometiime to make my proflie good and i will talk to you. im from nigara falls, im 25 im single no kids

Im Lost!
Depression. It's now a part of my life Always waiting for me Devouring all the happiness That I thought I was feeling inside Makes me think all crazy Makes me wanna die. Do you ever cry just because? Think about the past Remember all the things gone wrong Say to yourself "it was meant to be" Lie to yourself If that makes you believe I don't wanna lie I don't wanna believe So depression ...It becomes me.

Soul Mate
What a soul mate? A soul mate is someone who love you the way you are. A soul mate is someone who knows your thoughts. A soul mate thinks about you all day and night. A soul mate love you even if you aren't perfect. A soul mate forgive you when you do silly things. A soul mate stands by you threw good or bad times. A soul mate love things about you that you cant see in yourself. A soul mate is always there to catch you when you fall. A soul mate is someone who you tell your inner thoughts and desires to. A soul mate is who you want to spend everyday of your life with.

Tommorrow Is A Somber Day
I would love for everyone to just remember what tomorrow is. Those that forget their history are doomed to repeat it, and I for one will never forget that day. I was on my way back from going to my medeival events cross country when I got the news. To hear patriotic music on every station, to See the look of fear and anger on every persons face I came across on my way home. Please just take time to reflect on this. That many good men and women have died so that we remain free. Also let 9-11 remind you what happens when we let our guard down.

Parents , Under Aged Kids, Enemy's Of Your's
Very important info..... Google has implemented a new feature which enables you to type a telephone number into the search bar and hit enter and you will be given the person's name and address. If you then hit Map you will get a map to the person's house. Everyone should be aware of this! It's a nationwide reverse telephone book. If a child gives out his/her phone number, someone can now look it up to find out where he/she lives. The safety issues are obvious, and alarming!!! Note that you can have your phone number removed or blocked. I tried my number and it came up along with the mapquest and directions straight to our house. I did fill out the removal form for myself, and encourage all of you to do the same. Quite scary! Please look up your own number!!!!!!! You may know someone who needs to know this -that would have little kids. It takes Sex Offenders right to your front door!! Please share this information with friends and family.

Omg Ewwwww!
hey guys its Monday!!! We moved into the new house over the weekend! Im drained from working 24 hours these past 2 days! The house ws trashed when we got the keys. The owners were suppose to have a cleaning team come in but guess she didn't have the time! The house is DISGUSTING!I moved the fridge and oven and to my amazement there was at least 3 to 4 inches of old nasty food stuck to the floor~ omg ewwwww! How the owners lived like this i have no idea! they had 4 kids but damn.. No wonder the woman was a fat ass. she never got off her ass to clean! I should have the house cleaned by tonight ( pray) I cant live in filth like that... Soo anyways. As ive said in my past blogs i don't have internet nor a phone at the house. I have no idea when it will be moved over there either... Ill be out of my apartment Wednesday afternoon. Ill post pictures when i can! OK i better get to cleaning this apartment! TIGHT HUGS AND WET KISSES!!! JEN

Email From My Love
Today is my birthday, probably the worst day ever as everyone forgot about it. Last year this time i was so sure that id spend today with u, but it didnt turn out that way, im hoping that maybe next year this time we will be together. I miss u bobbles, i miss u terribly, i dont know whats going on anymore, but i love u and dont want to lose u. Mwahs

I Remember Where I Was
I was Working at a Nursing home in Lake Zurich Illinois and i had been attending a meeting. When we came out of meeting the news was on every tv we passed and it looked to me like it was one of those sci fi movies or something and i remember a real disbelief feeling when i heard it was real and for days after.

True Friends!
What are true friends and how do you know if you really have any? Are they the ones that are there for you through good and bad, thick and thin? Or are they the ones that are just there? Are they the ones that tell you things that are going on in life? Or the ones that hide them and not say anything? Are they the ones that will do anything for you? Or are they the ones that will do anything when the time is right for them? Are they the ones that will talk to you all night long when something goes wrong? Or are they the ones thay will run and hide? What is a true friend and how do you know if you have any?

Sillieness
If I had a world of my own everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't, and contrary wise, what it is,it couldn't be,and what it wouldn't be it would you see ????????????????

Just Cause The Ex Is An Ass, Doesn't Mean I Gotta Suffer!
sorry i haven't been posting. I have been haveing a rough time with my ex. Seems he thinks it is ok to call me a liar, so he can justify himself doing it. Problem in that is, I didn't lie and have proof of it. His attitude caused me to pull some pictures I had posted for my fubar family. Well screw him, I think I will repost them. After all we have been ex's for 5 months almost, why should I let his opinion stop me from sharing my talents with those I care most about? I know there are nice guys out there, I guess I just gotta wait till one with an honest heart shows up in my life. I am too much of a good person to let him ruin my life. Well. will try to be on here more often now that wet blanket isn't callin the shots, whether intentional or not! lixx and such for my readers!

R.i.p Family
TODAY MY FATHER CAME UP TO ME AND TOLD ME HE WOULD BE LEAVING WORK EARLY. i FIGURED HE HAD AN APPOINTMENT. WELL HE HAD AN APPOINTMENT BUT IT WASN'T A APPOINTMENT i WAS THINKING. MY FATHER HAD TO LEAVE EARLY TO TAKE OUR FAMILY DOG OF 18 YEARS TO THE VET TO BE PUT DOWN. I KNOW IT WAS FOR THE BEST, HE WASN'T GETTING AROUND THAT WELL ANYMORE, HE WAS FIGHTING TO KEEP GOING. BUT IT STILL HURTS ALL THE SAME. TOBY WE LOVE YOU!!! R.I.P. 9/10/2007

Welcome Jt!!!
HEY MY BOY JT JUST SIGNED UP ON FUBAR... SHOW HIM SO FU LOVE... GET AT HIM, RATE HIM, CRUSH HIM, FAN HIM, ADD HIM, SHOW HIM WHY WE ARE SO TIGHT ON FUBAR... KEEP THE LOVE ROLLING... START WITH MY BOY JT... LADIES THIS IS JT NEXT TO ME... DON'T DROOL TOO MUCH... I KNOW HOW SOME OF YOU ALL SEE PICTURES AND START TO GET WET... HAAA... WELL SOAK HIS ASS... LOL... MAKE SURE YOU SHOW HIM SOME LOVE!!! JT YOU HAVE JUST BEEN ][D ][ ][V][ ][D' ][))

Jane Wyman
LOS ANGELES, California (AP) -- Jane Wyman, an Academy Award winner for her performance as the deaf rape victim in "Johnny Belinda," star of the long-running TV series "Falcon Crest" and Ronald Reagan's first wife, died Monday morning at 93. Wyman died at her Palm Springs home, said Richard Adney of Forest Lawn Memorial Park and Mortuary in Cathedral City. No other details were immediately available. Wyman's film career spanned from the 1930s, including "Gold Diggers of 1937," to 1969's "How to Commit Marriage," co-starring Bob Hope and Jackie Gleason. From 1981 to 1990 she played Angela Channing, a Napa Valley winery owner who maintained her power with a steely will on CBS' "Falcon Crest." Her marriage in 1940 to fellow Warner Bros. contract player Reagan was celebrated in the fan magazines as one of Hollywood's ideal unions. While he was in uniform during World War II, her career ascended, signaled by her 1946 Oscar nomination for "The Yearling." The couple divorced in 19

This Kid Sucks
this kid got in my gfs shoutox and this is how the conversation went: ->Godard: No sorry about it. Now fuck off. Godard: sorry ->Godard: I vomited a little in my mouth. Thanks :) Godard: I wanna taste your sweet pussy needless to say i wasn't gonna stay quiet being the enormous asshole that i am so here we go: ->Godard: glad you think so champ ->Godard: so what are you doing with your senior picture as your default when it says your 29 Godard: your not worth blocking ->Godard: oh snap i'm still in your shoutbox ->Godard: make me loser Godard: who cares, shut up!!!!! ->Godard: oh you scare me fuckwad, did you ever think it was the way you approached her that maybe got you that reaction queer bait Godard: not anymore, she has a stick up her ass, keep talkin and I will put one up yours. ->Godard: bellor motherfucker Godard: which one ->Godard: so you like my girl huh? then he blocked me even though i'm not worth blocking. people amaze me more and more

Cheating
An emotional affair is when a person not only invests more of their emotional energy outside their relationship, but also receives emotional support and companionship from the new relationship. My opinion is in an emotional affair I think that person will feel closer to the other person and evenutally have sexual fantasies and if you don't pursue it, it turns into sexual tension .Its one thing to have harmless sexual fantasies but its another if you fantasize about turning your dreams into reality. If your spouse or lover is sharing intimate thoughts and feelings with someone else then it has already started, but you yourself may not want to accept that , but evenutally you will have to or you will be miserable.I personally think you have to let those feelings out or you are not being fair to your spouse or yourself.Why would anyone want to put them self through something like that?? Well I think they would try to deny it and not say anything because of fear,fear of losing someone the

First Star
The night came softly, even briskly with the ever changing breezes Howling willows sang of its song Power lines sang from the branches Insisting they don't belong there. Star One appears Midnight blue sky shares her. When I wish upon a star danced in my head. Glistening and twinkling as I finished my wish the second appeared to torment. Justify your wish as it won't happen now. Fires crackle, pop breaks my trance reality check reality snap reality bites reality cold.

Where Did These Conservatives Come From?
The Brownshirting of America By PAUL CRAIG ROBERTS James Bovard, the great libertarian champion of our freedom and civil liberties, recently shared with readers his mail from Bush supporters (Lewrockwell.com, October 12). For starters here are some of the salutations: "communist bastard," "asshole," "a piece of trash, scum of the earth." It goes downhill from there. Bush's supporters demand lock-step consensus that Bush is right. They regard truthful reports that Saddam Hussein had no weapons of mass destruction and was not involved in the September 11 attack on the US--truths now firmly established by the Bush administration's own reports--as treasonous America-bashing. As well, Bovard is interpreted as throwing cold water on the feel-good, macho, Muslim butt-kicking that Bush's invasion of Iraq has come to symbolize for his supporters. "People like you and Michael Moore," one irate reader wrote, "is (sic) what brings down our country." I have received similar response

9/11/01
Tomorrow marks the 6th Anniversary of the Attack on the World Trade towers and the Pentagon. It marks the day when our freedom was attack by people who want to control aspect of your life. Convert or Die is the goal. Regardless, of your politics, lifestyle, creed, color, and religion, Take a few minutes, to reflect, pray or whatever thank God or whatever Supreme Being, Lifeforce you believe in, for the freedom that you have to be you. And Give thanks to those who defend that right. Miles

Contest
do u have what it takes to be fubar's next hottest tattoo...if so please send pic of tat to my fumail and i will set it up...as soon as i get 15 contestents the contest will begin...good luck to u all first place----a month vip or a blast(7 DAY) second place---a porsh therd place----a tropical vacation the contestants so far are as followed angie babe dirty monky daves baby nopedaling im to good for you sexy azz bytch angel79 angel of sin sweetlikecandy wolves242006 in my dreams babydoll39 lick my screen Tatted&Peirced Frkyphkkr

Monday!
Well had a good day got a few cars done. Got some gr8 news from my promoter and business partner, big announcement coming soon! Hope everyone had gr8 day and have a gr8 night. I have never been one to blog much but hey why not? Give me some feed-back when ya can!

Juggalo Is A What
You may think of a Juggalo as an Insane Clown Posse fan, or a follower of the Dark Carnival. In reality, a Juggalo is neither a fan, nor a follower. A Juggalo is someone who doesn't give a fuck what people think about them. They have entered the world of the Dark Carnival and Insane Clown Posse because they themselves have been considered clowns, buffoons, idiots, and freaks. Being a Juggalo reflects an entire lifestyle and state of mind... it is something that is impossible to define, even for a Juggalo. To understand what a Juggalo is, you must truly be a Juggalo.

Sick & Tired
Hey everybody whats up? Well this is my first blog and its sad that it had to take me to get sick and tired about something for me to write. This is mainly meant for all the male friends on my page. I know on my about me section of the profile says that I'm married and my nickname says it all. I would really appreciate it if you would respect that. I am getting tired of men asking to see my body, again I'm married and I'm not going to be showing something that is only meant for my man's eyes. Stop asking me for nude pics because its not going to happen. The only thing that will happen is that you are going to meet the bitch side of me and its not pretty. So those of you who can't respect that, fuck off! So please do me a favor and remove me off your friends list, if you have a problem with that. Thanks for your time.

Dear Granpa
Well it's been almost 2 months since my grandfather passed onto the next life. I have been refusing to deal with it, for my own personal reasons I guess something about today has said it's time. He lived a good life, he was 92 years old and well passed ready to go and join grandma. I guess no one else was ready for it. And yes most of them were for selfish reasons.But it was not for any of us to chose his time to depart this life. That being said.. Dear Granpa, I know I haven't been the best person I could have been while I was growing up, but I have grown up alot since I left almost five years ago. I don't do meth, or cocaine or any of that shit anymore. I take better care of my boys now then I honestly think I ever have. I know you stood by my side when the rest of the family had given up, and I thank you for that you have no idea how much that meant to me. I know you never liked the religous path I have chosen but it's my path and I never asked for anyone else to believe the w

Sex
Sex by Dwayne Gordon How can you live without sex in your life....... Sex in the morning Sex in the eveving Sex at night Every minute of the day Sex.......Sex........Sex Sex is great sex is bad Do it hard when you get mad Sex today Sex tommorow Sex everyday when you're in sorrow Sex on the bed Sex on the floor Have it everyday you will want more.

All The Same
SICK PUPPIES LYRICS "ALL THE SAME" I don't mind where you come from As long as you come to me I don't like illusions I can't see Them clearly I don't care no I wouldn't dare To fix the twist in you You've shown me eventually What you'll do I don't mind... I don't care... As long as you're here Go ahead tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are If you take me for everything Do it all over again It's all the same Hours slide and days go by Till you decide to come And in between it always seems too long All of a sudden And I have the skill, yeah I have the will To breathe you in while I can However long you stay Is all that I am I don't mind... I don't care... As long as you're here Go ahead tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are If

My Happy Hour
Tonight at 8:00 p.m. pacific or for those of us on the east coast 11:00 p.m.EST is my happy hour. I want to thank Cappy for the Happy Hour givaway. A special thank you too all of my friends who bombed me to get it done. This one is for all of you. My title line says for all my friends and Levlers Rawk.. I just want to thank all of the Shadow levelers and other leveling teams for helping others level up. So I hope alot of you get to level up tonight. Thank you again for the countless hours you all spent on bombing too help me.Love to you all.

Another Short One!
Good evening to all my friends! My daughter Jenn has been moved to the most secure area of the Psych Unit, due to her continued suicide threats! They are in the process of changing her meds yet again. At this point she is feeling quite hopeless. So far the guys appear to be doing well at school, lol. Only time will tell, I guess! Tim and Taylor continue to work at Burger King, lol! Oldest grandson Damian has been promoted to First Assistant Manager at the same Burger King! Whoa, salaried now - what a deal! It was brought to my attention that I had not blogged about the Passion Party I attended Saturday evening! Yes, I had a marvelous time - such a good time that I booked a party of my own for September 21! I did indeed make a few purchases: one Toy that shall remain nameless; one book - hey, you can never know too many positions, lmao; some high class lube, lol! Also won a couple of games, so I received from lovely samples. Well, my wish list has increased dramatically!! I hav

Candace
The face of an angel and the soul of one, too, I will spend forever with you. My sweet Candace, our love is divine, your eyes, so tender as they gaze into mine. It feels so warm, your gentle touch, oh Candace, my soul mate, I love you so much. Together forever, that's you and me, this endless love is our destiny.

Ok All Kingdom Of Wolves Read
i need to know a good time for all member to have a meeting we will try to set up one close to time that the majority may attend and others will be filled in we r wish to hear ur input and thoughts for the family

9/11
It's now early in the am on the anniversary of the day this country ( the United States) fell under terrorists attacks... I need to go to bed but my fear that history will repeat its self plays out in my mind. Am I being irrational?

Washington
Body: Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Washington came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. just read all of it! lol CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we do

911
Tomorrow is 9-11 lets all remember what happened six years ago and all the people we no longer have with us. We need to let the cowardly assholes of the world know that we can fight amongst ourselves but every one else best leave us alone because we will all band together cowboys and Indians rabbles and yanks ( thank you Charily Denials) or I could just say don’t mess with the US. I would also hope that you all will remember my brothers and sisters who have lost there lives (which makes me mad because did someone like me do there job and teach them right). So keep all the military in your prayers ( Air Force, Army Navy, Marines and Coast Guard) the branch doesn’t matter now because Ill back any of them. Because its not the Air Force agents anyone else, it now US agents them. God Bless the USA. Take the time to turn your lights on when you drive and show you care for those who lost there life’s and support the troupes.

My Brith Day
is comeing up really soon i want to do something really fun and hang out with someone so hit me up if you want my cell number just ask me for it i will give it to you hugs for all oh yeah my brith day is on 10/8/2007

Thoughts To Share About 911
Six years ago nearly nearly to the hour I was sick and called off work. At about 8:30 AM I made a bed on the couch so I could watch TV and rest all day. When I turned the TV on it was on our NBC channel and the Today show was on. I hate watching network news programs because they hype stories and twist facts so bad in order to grab an audience, but I lay there and watched, too lazy to turn the channel. After a few minutes, they showed a shot of the WTC where flames and smoke were pouring out of it. As Katy Kuric was talking about the possibility of an air traffic control problem, I saw the second plane hit. I must have stopped breathing for a minute as I sat up and looked at the mayhem. I think I remember every minute of that day from that point on - making phone calls, messaging people, and eyes glued to the TV for most of the next few days. As flights were canceled I realized I had friends ad family stranded all over the country and wondered how they were coping. I talked to my d

September 11 By The Numbers
9/11 by the Numbers Death, destruction, charity, salvation, war, money, real estate, spouses, babies, and other September 11 statistics. The initial numbers are indelible: 8:46 a.m. and 9:02 a.m. Time the burning towers stood: 56 minutes and 102 minutes. Time they took to fall: 12 seconds. From there, they ripple out. Total number killed in attacks (official figure as of 9/5/02): 2,819 Number of firefighters and paramedics killed: 343 Number of NYPD officers: 23 Number of Port Authority police officers: 37 Number of WTC companies that lost people: 60 Number of employees who died in Tower One: 1,402 Number of employees who died in Tower Two: 614 Number of employees lost at Cantor Fitzgerald: 658 Number of U.S. troops killed in Operation Enduring Freedom: 22 Number of nations whose citizens were killed in attacks: 115 Ratio of men to women who died: 3:1 Age of the greatest number who died: between 35 and 39 Bodies found "intact":

Dream Awake
Dream awake sanguine spatter from my eyes as gurgled cries of why issued from her drowning throat. I don't know. Sleep no rest, staunch no blood flow, from her wheezing chest. Strangled question once again why. I don't know, a single tear I cry as miracles no more glimmer her eyes. Fading, fading as she dies.

I Don't Care If You Read This,,it Is Just Something I Needed
I can't sleep, I barely eat, My knuckles are split open I've a headache on and off for over 2 weeks. All of these people, Putting on this big show This is such a fucking joke Though these sheep are to blind to see. Why am I struggling with this Why can't I decide if I want to stay or just let go There are a handful of you, yes From which I do not want to drift But for the majority of this I wont fucking miss it one bit. And even so,they few whom come to mind Those that made the impression That they would be around for quite some time. A couple of you Im not even sure If I should waste my time. My head is fucking pounding I can't breath through my nose. Oh yeah,and another one of my friends just died That's something no one knows, I tried to talk about it Though no one had the time. So much for being there at a very crucial time. It's nice to chat with my friends, Too bad it's only when it is convenient for them Why can't anyone just

All I Ever Wanted...train
"All I Ever Wanted" You were my ticket outta here And I was your dream come true You gave me everything I ever wanted Except for you I convinced myself that over don't mean over And I convinced myself that I could fix it all Two dreams collided maybe we got too excited for our own good No more - hold on we can make it No more holding each other while the words all break it Move on you know we'll be stronger in the end Now I convinced myself that nothing could ever tear me away And I convinced myself that we'd look back and laugh at this one day Two lives collidin' baby We got too excited for our own good No more - hold on we can make it No more holding our breath while the truth all breaks it Move on ya know we'll be stronger in the end Hey wait hey don't you know that this is where the whole thing went wrong Hey wait hey don't you wanna hear what I have to say Hey wait hey don't you know that this is w

20 More To Go
okay, maybe its silly to keep a fat blog, but it has motivated me. I now have 20 pounds to go to be right where i want to be. This means that i have gone from having a 44 waist down to where i can fit into size 38.......i have gone from 298 down to 241. Its been almost 10 years since my weight has been this low and im loving it. I went to cleanout my closet last night and found jeans and shirts that were size 38.......they fit, wow,......20 more to go...In a way i think ive lived my life fat because ive never had the self confidence and ive never really viewed my self as someone with importance.....having a child all to yourself makes you see things in a whole newlight. When i started passing out because of high blood pressure and when my knees hurt every day because of the weight, i couldnt leave my daughter in this world alone.....she would have noone....thats my inspiration. anyway, time to add a couple of new pics.....the new me, 20 more to go

Remembrance Of 9-11
September 11, 2001 September 11, 2001, marked yet another significant turning point in world history. Whatever innocence was left in the world was lost on that fateful day. On lesser numeric scales, equally heinous crimes are committed against humanity virtually every day of the year. What is happening in the world? It is difficult to explain. Somehow the perpetrators of the most evil and disgusting crimes have been stripped of the virtue of mercy. It would seem that their basic humanity is simply missing. The memory of those planes crashing into the Twin Towers, the Pentagon and the one that crashed into the Pennsylvanian field, will be etched into people's minds forever. For many of us it was like watching a Hollywood movie as it unfolded before us on television screens all around the world. We watched in stunned silence as we learned that the events were real and were happening in real time. In the blink of an eye, families can be thrown into turmoil when loved ones a

Remembering 9/11
I can't believe that it has been 6 years already. I for one am still as pissed off today as I was the day those sons of bitches attacked our nation for no reason. To hell with them all. Okay now that I got the negativity over. Words cannot express the gratitude I have for those men and women that sacrificed their lives in order to save others. At the same time so much appreciation should be bestowed upon every member of the United States Armed Forces for putting their lives on the line every day to protect our freedom. Whether in the middle of the desert overseas or serving two weekends a month stateside, their dedication to our country is magnificent. I want to personally thank my brother, my sister in law and of course Jeremy for serving proudly in the United States Navy. I am so proud of all of them and pray every day that this war ends soon. I currently have a hand full of friends serving our country, most of which are in the US Army. My buddy Chad was deployed just last

A Little Too Late
I always knew you'd try to come around... Try to pick me up off of the ground... I guess you want to wipe off the slate... I hate to say this, but you're a little too late... The world has closed in on me, there's nowhere to run... Tightens it's grip, I'm coming undone... The end seems so near now, I have it in site... What do I do now, flight or fight... Stay and fight for what I don't think I'll win... Run for my life and start over again... What do I do now, the future's so unclear... Screaming for help, everyone turns a deaf ear... No one will help me, what do I do... Thought someone would be there, including you... I guess I was wrong, I'm going to break... Can't save me now, you're a little too late.

School
HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENT.... funny! The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (Absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world

The Last Kiss
I have a problem It started with you It ended with me As the sun pierced my skin The moonlight intoxicates the mind This loneliness feels never ending One Bullet to end it all A selfish thought A kiss of lead To end it all You can’t sigh when you’re dead I had a problem You started it I ended it

My Opinion Of Nsfw Pics(please Read)
Ok, I just need to vent something here...Im getting totally disgusted by people whom i've never talked to asking to see nude pics. If you have read my profile you wouldn't even ask in the first place. You will NEVER see an NSFW pic of me, it's not who I am. If you're that hard up, search the smut on the net, rent a porno or a hooker for all that matters. I don't have anything against people who do post NSFW's, that's them, this is me. Oh and while I'm at it, DO NOT ask me to rate your cock shots, if you seen one, you've seen them all. If I did rate them, you would all be pissed when I gave you 1,2 or 3. Again, if you had read my profile you would know this to. Thank you for listening!

A Day Of Remberance
Although we all have our own memories of where we were on the morning of Sept. 11, 2001 I wanted to share my story with all of you...it's nothing too fancy, or of major highlight, but wanted to share none the less, so here goes. That morning started just like any other, my son who was still a baby at the time (9 months) was in need of some breakfast. While nursing him, and watching the morning news, my phone rang at the same time i looked up and saw Katie Currick announce that a plane had crashed into one of the twin towers. I answered the phone to hear my best friend ask "do you have the news on?" Yes, of course i did, and was in awe of what was happening. All of a sudden I watched thru tear filled eyes as the second plane hit the other tower. I couldn't believe what was happening, i was so terrified for everyone in New York. As i watched the news, the stories of the other planes were coming in. It took everything in me to finish nursing my son and put him down so that i cou

Dialing America
This is a poem that a family of mine wrote on the Afternoon of September 11th, 01. I wanted to share it with everyone. Please do not copy!!! Dialing America I tried to call America this morning But She was too busy searching for her missing children Please try your call at another time. I tried to call America this afternoon But She was too busy mourning for the slaughtered innocents To answer the phone Could I please call back at a more appropriate time. I tried to call America this evening But all I got was a busy signal as She girded Herself for war The party I was trying to reach was not available at this time. So I hung up the phone and walked down to America I searched for the living and collected the dead And together we mourned as one And I raged with her and wept tears of loss And offered Her the comfort of my Embrace And the phone rang regardless.

New Contest
OK, here is the info for the VIP contest I am in. It began last night at 9 and runs for 7 days. I am including links and rules for contest..Please please please stop by and rate/comment/bomb the shit out of me! LOL I really want this VIP! Never had one before.... Much love and thanks!!!! This is a 7 Day Comment Bombing Contest. No special information required. All I need is 10 people willing to send me a pic (no NSFw) of themselves. The first 10 I get will be the ones I use. The person who has the most comments at the end of the 7 day period will get a 1 month VIP! THe contest start date & time will be given after I have all 10 entries. Good Luck! The rules are as follows: RULES: ( 1 ) Bombing: ( a ) Self-bombing is encouraged! ( b ) Bombing Families Welcome & Encouraged! ( c ) No Blasters! ( d ) Blank Comments are OK! ( 2 ) Anyone Leaving Comments: ( a ) Each Commenter must be a Level 7 or Higher with an APPROVED SALUTE or VIP Status (

9/11...never Forget...
Some people fear complacency; others fear forgetting. Others have only limited space in memory, and the day is overwritten by the events that followed, by war and hurricane and every family's private trials. But the record can't be erased, any more than a year can have 364 days, and anything can bring it back full screen, like a glance at a skyline, a siren in the distance, a prayer that comes as reflex as you walk to work and remember the day they never came home.

I Don't Get It
Why is it that if you're a nice person and try to do the right thing nobody likes you? You can be honest and genuine and people don't think you're worth their time. When did people decide they only want to be friends with or date pieces of shit? Why is one of my friends constantly being shit on and stood up just for being a nice guy? Do we have to be sick self-centered assholes to have people like us? I am sick and tired of people over looking what could be the best thing in their life. ARGH!!!

New Poem.....comments Please?
And at least I walked away with a poem. So much I could say to you If I felt like wasting my breath But baby I'm just too fucking cool Besides, I'd bore you to death I wasn't looking for a broken heart Been there, done that, wore out the tee You didn't have a chance to mess up my mind Long before we met I tossed the damn key Studiously ignore all I have to say Sorry, I'm too jaded for indignation. We met on equal terms, pretty boy. But you just dropped in my estimation. A little conversation would have been nice But baby you're just too fucking cool I'll save you the minute of spelling it out Don't worry baby, I'm nobody's fool

Limit On Ratings
So what's up with that? Ya go to rate someone and BAM....ERROR you've reached your daily limit of rates? How does that work and why would you want to stop someone from rating other people? The world's gone mad!!

Love Defined
Love Defined What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time’s ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow? What is love, but a beacon, To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals That dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life’s brief years? So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops, In all places high and low, That love for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow. - Matt Dubois -

In Remembrance. (this Has Nothing To Do With 9/11)
It seems that this past week I have thought about you more than most times. I don't know what to make of it all, still. You'd think I would have forgotten and moved on. I guess there are some pains that never really go away. You were a chance I took. I have never made such a gamble in my life, and never against such great odds. At the time, I don't think there could have been anything that I wanted more. I knew better. I knew it then. How could I not have? Still I pursued you. I thought to make you mine, and for a time, I thought I did. I had fallen so deeply that I couldn't see the light at the top of the well. But my world was lit from within. I was happy. I don't think I ever told you that. Never told you exactly how happy.... I thought you knew. There are so many times I have tried to forgive you. Some things I can, but at the core, the wound you gave me will never go away. I still drink from the same blue mug that you used to bring me coffee in... even

Any Suggestions
Everything I know and all that I read says the same thing...The best way to move on from a broken relationship is to just get out....don't MOPE and CRY and Think about what it was...I don't want too, but I need a spirit lift if that makes sense.... Any suggestions on how to just do that...I am not one for the bars, so going out and getting "picked up" is not my thing... I would appreciate comments...

The Aching...
the warm sensual feeling... at the base of my stomach... spiraling out of control... the lust...the pain...the yearning... of you...of you... what i wouldn't give... to touch you...feel you...kiss you...bite you... make sweet... hot...wild...sensuous...smothering... intense... suffocating...passionate love to you... i must be out of my mind... just one look...and i'm beyond salvation... it's you...i't s you... every senses of my body...every breath i take... is filled with the pain of wanting you... of succumbing to you... will you take me...love me... let your inhibitions break free... be mine...be one with me... melt in me as i melt into you... tell me...will you?...will you?...

Poem I Wrote
Yeah I see you looking at me loving and hating me your mind is racing your heart is pounding jus so worked up from my sexual energy kissing and licking my smooth chocolate skin tasting my sweet spot over and over and over again addictive you say, highly I say you ain't believe me though its not only my juices that got ya going its my confidence the mystery in my eyes got you mesmerized not to mention my monotonous moans from your sexual gratification that got you hypnotized and stimulated trying to keep it going whispering commands making me recite what you wanna hear bringing you closer and closer to the intergalactic orgasm that leaves you light headed and wanting more yeah I see you looking at me loving how I make you feel hating that the feeling has to end replaying images of bodies intertwined getting excited all over again thinking of what more we can do addictive you say, highly I say

Tuesday Ramblings
When was the last time I bothered to blog? Kind of a blah rainy/drizzly day, kind of like my mood. Though I did smile when I saw the salutes from Ruby and Persia lol. Leaving soon to go to the open house at my son's school. Won't be a pkeasant night since I am pissed at the ex lol. Why do they have to be evil? She has screwed with the weekends for the next 3 weeks, 2 of which were mine with David. So that is what got me in the bad mood. Been making lots of calls to find sales brokers to free up our time for programming. Trouble is my partner hates salespeople. I have found one that I think meets our needs, but its pretty expensive. One thing I have found.. if you hire a salesperson because you can afford them, its a waste. You hire because they fit your needs. One that you can afford might just hurt you.. A LOT. Sometimes I wonder what I am doing on here still. I know I only talk to a few people now. But I don't know what I would do without them. :)

Dead On Fortune Cookie
I got a little bit of Chinese for lunch and my fortune cookie said "Adversity is the test for strong men". Tell me that isn't dead on for me. I'm not able to do the things I do because of physical gifts, its the indomitable will that my parents installed in me since birth.

9/11/01 Just Let It Go (no Disrespect)
MANY OF YOU MIGHT NOT LIKE THIS BLOG BUT I HAVE TO SAY IT. THE EVENTS OF 9/11 WHILE TRAGIC HAPPENED......LET IT GO MOURNING THESE PEOPLE WILL NOT BRING THEM BACK...TALKING ABOUT IT WONT ALLOW THE WOUNDS HEAL..WE NEED TO MOVE ON TO MORE PRESSING DRAMA'S IN THE USA...I LIKE EVERYONE WAS SHOCKED BY WHAT HAD TRANSPIRED THAT DAY BUT DIDNT HAVE TIME TO WORRY BOUT THE OUTCOME KNOWING IT WILL DIRECTLY EFFECT MY FAMILY'S LIFE AND THE LIVES OF EVERY FAMILY IN THE MILITARY FOR YEARS TO COME. NOW I AM BIAS BUT I DO NOT SEE ANYONE MOURNING THE 3700+ SOLDIERS THAT HAVE DIED SINCE. I DONT SEE FREEDOM WALKS IN THEIR MEMORIES, NOR DO I SEE FLAGS FLOWN HALF STAFF FOR THEIR LOSS, I ALSO DONT SEE THE FAMILIES RECEIVING MILLIONS OF DOLLARS NOR STORIES SHOWN ON THE NEWS ABOUT THEIR LIVES.... JUST A THOUGHT LIKE IT OR NOT YA GOTTA LOVE "FREEDOM OF SPEECH"

Our Boys In Ireland
seems everyone forgets our troops in ireland , fighting to keep peace!!! in a war that doesn't concern most if any of us... getting spat at!! shit thrown at then!1 petrol bombed! "SHOT AT" even for what??? to keep peace!!! this happens "EVERY" whats said in the news "EVERYDAY" about that??? (NOTHING) sept 11 2007...

Never Forget 9-11-01
This blog was NOT written by me. Richelle A.K.A. "MY DREAMS BECOME NIGHTMARES" is the author. I just wanted to post it so that more people would see it. Thank you Richelle and may we all NEVER FORGET!!! as i look up at our flag, I remember those with the right to brag, the ones who put thier lives in harms way, stepping up to defend us everyday, all gave some, some gave all, never forget, united we stand divded we fall, even when weak they still stand strong, the make right all that is wrong, they travel to lands of the unknown, just so our countrys freedom can be shown, this is to thank you all for your love and dedication, for holding up our right to stand as a nation Dear Troops, I want to thank you all.

Happy Birthday To My Favorite Guy
18 years .. Wow .. I cant believe that little curly headed blonde boy is 18 today .. He's grown into such an amazing person .. a wonderful son .. caring , sincere, honest , hard working, smart, all the things I hoped he would be .. Its just so hard to believe 18 years have gone by so fast .. he's a man no longer a child .. Today I spent the day with him took him for lunch got him a few things he'd been wanting .. and just talked .. laughed .. hugged .. cried with him .. I hope anyone that has children is as bless as i am to have such a wonderful son .. I know ive made a lot of really fucked up choices in my life but having him was without a doubt the most Incredible blessing in my life .. Happy Birthday Mike .. I love you Sweetie .and im always here for you .. You've given me the ability to love . .the chance to grow ... you've instilled the fears that I never had that keep me grounded .. I love you , and even though this day has so much sadness linked to it forever .. Alwa

Patriotic Reflection
Today, as America refelcts on the event of 9-11, I can't help but wonder about days gone by. My Dad enlisted after Pearl Harbor and served in the Pacific for an enlisted that was "for the duration of the war and 6 months after". He always regretted not making it a career. My oldest brother was drafted for Vietnam and served during some of the toughest fighting in '68 and '69 and came home to people spitting on him and calling him a "baby killer". I was drafted in the last draft of Vietnam in '73 but never made it in country. I remembered my Dad's regret and chose to serve for 22 years and never regretted 1 day of it. Yes, most of it was during the cold war, in a Fleet Ballistic Submaring making 3 knots to nowhere out in the Pacific Ocean, 3 month at a time for a total of 12 patrols. Now my son, a Sergeant in the Army, has arrived in Iraq for a second tour. politicians are argueing about whether we need to be there and how fast we can pull out. My God people, have we forgotten the lesso

Folks This Is The Month That We Re-take America
Folks this is the Month that we RE-TAKE AMERICA ********* Get Ready ********* Keep this going around the globe ... read it and forward every time you receive it. We can't give up on this issue. Paul Harvey and Prayer Paul Harvey says: I don't believe in Santa Claus, but I'm not going to sue somebody for singing a Ho-Ho-Ho song in December. I don't agree with Darwin, but I didn't go out and hire a lawyer when my high school teacher taught his Theory of Evolution Life, liberty or your pursuit of happiness will not be endangered because someone says a 30-second prayer before a football game. So what' s the big deal? It's not like somebody is up there reading the entire book of Acts. They're just talking to a God they believe in and asking him to grant safety to the players on the field and the fans going home from the game. But it's a Christian prayer, some will argue. Yes, and this is the United States of America, a country founded on Christian principl

Whos Doin This??
Ok guys I just go a message from the contest host and she informed me that someone bombing for me is saying things to the other contestants im not sure what they said or whos doing it but please stop because i will get disqualified and i dont want that to happen after all this hard work...so agian thanks for the help but leave the other girls alone we are fine!

Editing Friends
just wanna let everyone know that if you didn't read my about me then here's alittle more... let's just make this easier if you excepted or requested me just to get your levels and ratings and not to actually b friends, then please delete me since you got what you wanted... like i said i am here to make friends to actually chat with not to get ratings or levels. friends r more important than levels n ratings.. i hope to be able to talk to you soon.. that's all for now....

Butterfly Effect
The air was actually chilly today which took my thoughts to Christmas once again. Every year I make it a tradition with myself to watch "It's a Wonderful Life"...somehow, that movie can always make my world better. I got to thinking about it earlier today, when my day got rough, and then even rougher. I thought where would i be now if it weren't for the people that loved and supported me, and yes, even hated me. We all play a vital role in the butterfly effect. Whether it is the simplest gesture, to a slight push in a crowd, or making love to your special someone. Six years ago, almost 3,000 people walked out of their homes, not knowing they if they would ever come back. Just a regular morning to all, stopping for coffee, grabbing the paper...those people changed practically everyone's lives in this world all within a few short hours of a bright morning. our lives were changed instantly. not only did we had to take our blindfolds off and stand before terror face to face, but

My Personal Tribute To 9/11/01
IN MEMORY TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE DIED ON TUESDAY SEPTEMBER 11, 2001, THAT THEY ARE NOT AND NEVER WILL BE FORGOTTEN NEW YORK WORLD TRADE CENTER AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 11, from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, crashed into the north tower of the World Trade Center with 92 people on board. UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 175, from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, was the second hijacked plane to strike the World Trade Center, plowing into the south tower. Two pilots, seven flight attendants and 56 passengers were on board.

My Life
just when u assume your life will go one way it turns and goes a totaly diffrent direction.....i recently thought someone cared for me but as it turns out im not so sure where it has gone.... distance is so hard to tell about you fall so eaisly on here and know u shouldnt probly but.....fuuuuuuuck sometimes it happens! ok anyway i am in the middle of trying to figure out what the fuck is goin on im confused and bewilderd and wanna say fuck it to all of it but im really not a quiter so i need advice and not mean advice either ......lol.....im out of here xoxox to all!!!

Take Me Home
Bring back the days of a carefree life with play an’ laughter, no worry or strife. Let me swing so high in the old apple tree like monkeys in a jungle screaming with glee. I want to chase chickens back into their pen, an’ ride the young heifers ‘cross our land again. Run in the sunshine, play in the field, hide in the sweet corn, eat apples—unpeeled. Rope-swing into haylofts, ride horses on roads, wade ponds by the dozens searching out toads. Play baseball in pastures— dry cow pies for bases, tie legs together in gunny-sack races. Have friends cross the meadow an’ just down the way, more joy than imagined packed into a day. Summers so hot, my skin will burn red, be a tired little kid when shooed off to bed. Swim the ditch with water snakes galore— Oh, just to catch a slithery once more. Discover new bugs, an’ catch honey bees, punch holes in a jar lid so they can breath free. Try to smoke straw out backa the barn,

Officers
IT HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION AND I HAVE SEEN THIS MYSELF PLEASE DON'T TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY CAUSE I AM NOT HERE TO BEAT ANY ONE UP CAUSE WE ALL HAVE LIVES OFF OF HERE!!!!! NOW MY BITCH SECTION WE HAVE OFFICERS IN THIS FAMILY FOR A REASON AND ALL HAVE THERE JOBS AND DUITES TO HANDEL MINE IS RECRUITING AND ANY AND ALL AFFAIRS THAT COME TO THIS FAMILY, BIGDAWG69 IS ALMOST JUST LIKE MINE NOW WE GET TO AIMEE AND FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW HER SHE IS THE HEAD OF THE HOME PAGE AND IN CHARGE OF ALL THE BOMBERS REASON BEING IS SHE KNOWS WERE TO BOMB AND WERE NOT TO BOMB SO WHEN SHE ASK YOU TO GO TO A SPECIFIC PLACE TO BOMB PLEASE LISTEN HELL SHE EVEN HAS TO TELL ME AND BIGDAWG WERE TO BOMB NOW WE HAVE SOME DOING A VERY GOOD JOB AND WE HAVE SOME NOT DOING A JOB AT ALL SO THIS IS WHAT THIS BLOG IS ALL ABOUT I KNOW THIS IS A INTERNET SITE AND KNOW ONE CAN TELL YOU WHAT TO DO BUT IF YOU ARE A BOMBER IN THIS FAMILY PLEASE GIVE YOUR BEST THAT IS ALL I ASK CAUSE IF I CAN DO IT AND AMIEE CAN PUT

9/11, Enough Already! (read Fully Before You Freak Out!)
(This post may seem unpopular at first, perhaps even enraging, but bear with me a second and read this through to the end, please.) I'm sick of hearing about 9/11 every year. Yes, it has had a great impact on our way of life, all of it bad, and I don't need a reminder of how the two worst criminals in American history, George Bush and Osama bin Laden, have become unwitting partners in destroying this once-great nation. On 9/10/01 the world was about the same as it is now: people got up and went to work, their kids went to school, and business was as usual. The economy was in the toilet thanks to the Bush economic policies that were the revival of the already-failed Keynesian supply-side economics called Reaganomics. My beloved Denver Broncos played a MNF game that night and I unfortunately saw Ed McCaffery break his leg in what would be the beginning of the end of his all-pro career. It was a typical day. 9/11 came and we all know what happened. America went through one of

That Verse Is Number 9.11 Of The Quran. (at Bottom Of Blog Its Very Intresting)
UNITED WE STAND 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. 5) The two twin towers make an "11" This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11. Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind: 1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. >2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year. Again 2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 3) The Madrid bombing took place on 3/11/2004.

Stupid Things Not To Say To Someone Whose Husband Is Deployed
1. "Aren't you afraid that he'll be killed?" (This one ranks in at number one on my "duh" list. Of course we're afraid. We're terrified. The thought always lingers at the backs of our minds ---but thanks, you just brought it back to the front. Maybe next you can go ask someone with cancer if they're scared of dying.) 2. "I don't know how you manage. I don't think I could do it." (Though this is really annoying, I feel bad about mentioning it because I know that it is intended to be a compliment. Still, it's not like all of us military wives have been dreaming since childhood of the day we'd get to be anxious single moms who carry cell phones with us to the bathroom. We're not made of some mysterious matter that makes us more capable, we just got asked/told to take on a challenging job and we rose to the challenge.) 3. "At least he's not in Iraq." (This is the number one most annoying comment for my friends whose husbands are in Afghanistan. As one friend put it, "What do t

Helios
Darkness slides from the trees and the black flame inside me ignites. I close my eyes as the heat from within engulfs me. Gooseflesh rises then fades, my breath quickens, and my eyes dilate. A slow smile spreads across my face and I stretch with feline grace. A tremor ripples through me, my nipples tighten...He's calling me. Purring sounds fill the room and two black panthers simultaneously open their jaws in twin yawns. Naked, I rise, letrting purple satin sheets spill down my body like water, the two great cats at my side. Passing through the archway, I see that the servants have anticipated the mood of their Master, as many of the torches have been doused. Being a night thing I can only tolerate the faintest of light. Little footsteps and giggles to my left, I catch one of the smaller torch-boys peering at me from behind a column. I blow him a kiss, smiling at the roses I see blooming on his cheeks as he scampers away, laughing joyously. That tremor rolls through my body on

Fragility
Have you ever needed someone To take the fragile pieces of your heart And wrap careful hands Deep within the cushioning cotton of his own? Someone who can pull you close, When you're feeling so alone Who speaks not a word, But knows how to touch you In that one special place That lets you know you are still alive? Someone who can look into your eyes And see past the darkness That has come to cloud your soul. Someone who finds that one spark of caring, Who nutures it back to life... The one special someone Who can wrap around you with his body And give your soul a hug, Your heart ease...

Personal Poems
Ok heres the deal I had a friend ask me to write a personal poem for them sort of a challange i guess however ive decided to make it one the first 4 people because i already have 1 to respond to this and ask for one i will write one for.. however you must tell me if you want you name used (including user name) and what kind IE: love.. hate... passion... lust get the point? so lets get to writing YOU MUST REPLY TO THIS BLOG FOR ME TO WRITE ONE FOR YOU......

Shining Light
When life creeps up on me and I feel in need, all I have to do is think about you. I need you just as much as you need me, your the one that shines through. One day away just makes me go insane, as if I ever do really use my brain. I cant live one single day without you, and just wishing that you love me too. I listen to your music, and look into your eyes, and all I can see are happier skies. Just waiting for that day when I can fall at your feet, yeah and I will do that when we finally meet. Really hard to say what I keep bottle up inside, just have these feelings no longer I can hide. Want her to know that I love you with all my heart, as if that is any real place too start!

Thank You Angel And Submissive Xoxo
DAN HERE BUSTS HIS ASS TRYING TO LEVEL PEOPLE AND FOR SOME REASON HE IS STILL ONLY AT 16; SO FAR AWAY FROM GODFATHER. LETS SHOW HIM SOME LOVE FOR ALL THE WORK HE DOES. YOU KNOW THE DRILL RATE FAN AND ADD HIM...RATE AND COMMENT HIS PICS AND STASH. SHOW HIM THE FU LOVIN HE DESERVES FOR ALL HIS HARD WORK. I'M CALLING THIS LEVEL MY LEVELER MISSION :D AND PLEASE HELP ME ACCOMPLISH IT...O YA AND PLEASE REPOST. THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH. LOVES YAS!!! Dan H.T.A Leveling Crew Co-Leader@ fubar CREATED BY THESE PIMPETTES angel of seduction****H.T.A Leveling crew****@ fubar Submissive ~ FU Wifey 2 Casey ~Jeezy Party Girl@ fubar

Nice Knowing You All!
I am going to be deleting my page, I have found the person I want to spend the rest of my life with,her name is Stephannie and she is so beautiful,she's everything I every wanted.Thank you all for the friendships and I wish you all the best and may GOD bless you all and watch over you.

A Kiss In The Rain
To kiss in the rain is every little girls dream! It's the perfect ending to a fairy tale story! Just to stand in the pouring rain and as he is stands there waiting for the kiss goodnight, With his head down faced to the ground. With you faced to your door, playing with your keys, thinking what it would be like. To just to turn around walk out in the pouring rain,and just to feel those first drops of rain hit your body, Then to just run you fingers, through his now soaked hair, and look in to his eyes, how perfect they are, you can just read them like a book! Then you just kiss him, the best kiss you will ever have, the one kiss that you deserve. In your head you can just hear the rain The end to the perfect date, To the perfect life, the perfect Fairy tale ending!

Where They Went... :p
I know I posted that alot of pictures were moved last night... as you probably have seen, the ripped ones have their own... most of the rest from default ended up in the "random me" folder, if they're not there, i figured they belonged somewhere else (such as friends, and me visiting friends. no pictures have been taken down, even some nsfw's were moved around to condense the albums and make things a bit easier on you rather than scroll through 50 albums to find them. the newest album is still Sin the Dress Up Doll... Granted they are all SFW, but they're still sexy as hell and you should check them out if you haven't already. figured i'd let you all know... did take three random pics last night, they're in random me and newer nsfw's i believe... but my memory sucks and it was late :p Love you all, Sin

So... You're A Guy Eh???
So You're A Guy Eh? SO WHAT?! :P Need Everyone's Help!!! Need Your Help! He is a Friend and to some of you a brother (Marine) ... Need & Appreciate Everyone's Help!! A Close Friend's (On My Family List) Account Was Deleted!!! Please Help Him Get Back Up There.. Please Add, Fan And Rate! He Would Be There To Help Anyone That Needed His Help In This Situation As Well And Has Been. Thank You So Much In Advance!!!! XXXXXXXXXXXXX Here Is The Link. Dominate07@ fubar I am Posting A Bulletin Please Repost It Too :D

Not Having A Good Day
I am not having a very good day so far. I had to have a gastroscopy today at 9 am. Well my mom and I got to the clinic ahead of time. They got me back and checked all in right away. The nurse came to put the IV in and ended up having to poke me twice. When they finally took me back to the room where I was having my test done it was 10. I didn't even see the doctor until almost 10:30. Well he knocked me out for the procedure and I did not feel a thing. He told me after the procedure that my throat, stomache and everything look good. When they took me to recovery, they gave me some coffee, orange juice and toast. When I got home, my mom was going to take me to the bank so I could cash this fifty dollar check I got from AT&T. Well when I got in my purse to get it, it wasn't there. I looked everywhere in my apartment for it and can not find it. I do not know what I'm going to do. I need that money for my cats shots on Oct. 8 and was going to go get myself a webcam with

This Is One Of My Favorites, Hope You Enjoy It :)
If you ever look at yourself & feel that you don't measure up, read this & your outlook will change before you finish reading it! This is good to keep, not just reading from time to time, but to also keep stored in your heart! Enjoy, & remember who you are! ~~~*~~~*~~~*~~~*~~~*~~~*~~~*~~~*~~~*~~~*~~~* LETTER FROM GOD TO WOMEN When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity. From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone, I shaped you.... I modeled you. I created y

Led Zeppelin Concert Confirmed For Nov. 26
Led Zeppelin confirm reunion gig Led Zeppelin sold more than 100 million albums in the US alone The Led Zeppelin legend Rock group Led Zeppelin are to reform for a tribute concert to the Atlantic Records co-founder Ahmet Ertegun. Singer Robert Plant, guitarist Jimmy Page and bassist John Paul Jones will perform together for the first time in 19 years. Tickets for the one-off show at the O2 arena in London on 26 November will cost £125 and be allocated by ballot. Pete Townshend and Bill Wyman will also perform. Ertegun, who signed Led Zeppelin in 1968, died last year. "During the Zeppelin years, Ahmet Ertegun was a major foundation of solidarity and accord," Plant said. "For us, he was Atlantic Records and remained a close friend and conspirator. This performance stands alone as a tribute to the work and life of a longstanding friend." I will auction off my blood, organs, and all worldly possessions - think I'm kidding? Led Zeppelin fan Send us your commen

Interviews
I have interviews Thursday at 1 and Friday at 1. The position for Thursday's interview sounds fun; however, low pay. Great future potential. The job for Friday's interview is for a very large public engineering company. It has great potential as well. I am not sure of the pay. I hope one becomes a full-time job since I have had not work nor income for 5 weeks now. I am sooooo bored with staying at home. Can you die of boredom? If so, how long do I have left to live?

:( New Gf=ex Best Friend
it sucks when you lose best friends to new girlfriends and when they dont believe the things you tell them. And she can do no wrong, and your feels no longer matter. It sucks when all you want is the best for them and they think your trying to ruin everything. I sucks to see that best friend slowly fade away and out of your life.

**attention Dickwad On The Bar***
yeah ok so heres another rant from me.. that douche at the top of the page, Is disrespectful to women and shouldnt be a loved fubarian, being as he has no respect for the females on this site i dont want to trash talk him to much but if you privet message me ill show you what i refer to .. i have a convos from him and a close friend of mine, k thanks ~Jessa ok heres more info.. its been updated.. here is the convos i was refering to she wanted me to post it so here goes. SmoothlyShaved inOZ!: uve had 1 b4 havent CaSsIe DaViS: no SmoothlyShaved inOZ!: i've never had a vip or a blast CaSsIe DaViS: me either SmoothlyShaved inOZ!: if u like 2 guys 7 u could move in with eithre of them & marry either them, but 1 lived overseas & the other 1 lived into state, who would coose & why? CaSsIe DaViS: wtf SmoothlyShaved inOZ!: just answer pls CaSsIe DaViS: why? CaSsIe DaViS: wtf....thats messed up CaSsIe DaViS: i refuse to answer that sorry SmoothlyShaved inOZ!: i'm trying get ppls o

Top Stash, Please Help
Ok, I found a very funny video, and I want to see if I can get it to the top stash item, here it is if you are curious and wish to help. http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=3498608 if you can go, rate, hit share this, I don't normally ask for help like this but if you could do it, and if somebody happens to see it going into the top stashes and could screen save for me I would greatly appreciate it, and for those that have helped already. I ♥ you guys, let me know when you need something and it's yours

Medical Shit Gone Wrong
WELL TO SEAL THE DEAL I HAVE THE CHANCE TO HAVE LUNG AND THROAT CANCER....ITS BAD RIGHT NOW SPITTING UP BLOOD AND WHAT NOT BUT I AM OK..I SLEEP IT AWAY AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE BUT ITS PROBLY NOTHING...PEOPLE SPIT UP BLOOD ALL THE TIME...I AM SO SORRY IF THIS SCARES ANYONE BUT I NEED THE SUPPORT OF M FRIENDS IF IT COMES OUT TO BE THAT IT REALLY IS CANCER AND NOT JUST BEGINNING STAGES OF IT... SO SEND ME SOME LOVE AND MAKE MY DAY FOR WHEN I GET GIFTS COMMENTS AND OTHER LITTLE NOTES..I SMILE AND NOWW I NEED TO SMILE ALOT! LOVE YOU ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS AND FUBAR DRUNKS TAMPA LESBIAN , NIKKI

Interesting News In The Grapevine
Alright so I've been harmlessly flirting with this one person for about a year now, and well today she sat near me in class rather then her normal group of friends, and then as we were leaving she had stood up and I turned around to a face full of titties. Well she sorta blushed then was like "I'm sorry." In which I replied, "Don't be." To which she had a smile on her face that time. HAHA the nice guy is finally winning.

8 Kinds Of Sex
Different Types of Sex Current mood: giggly Category: Romance and Relationships Recent research shows that there are 8 kinds of sex: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. T

Rules
I HAVE BRIEFLY SPOKEN WITH A FEW PEOPLE AND FROM WHAT IVE HEARD, THERE ARE SOME ISSUES THAT NEED TO BE ADDRESSED, IF YOUR IN A BOMBING FAMILY , IT DOESNT MATTER WHOS PLATOON OR NOT, YOU MUST TREAT EACH OTHER WITH KINDNESS AND RESPECT, NO BACKSTABBING AND TAKING CREDIT FOR SOME ONES WIN, LOOK AT IT THIS WAY , WHEN THE CONTESTANT WINS ,WE ALL WIN, NOW , INLIGHT OF ME HEARING THIS, IF I AND I REPEAT IF I EVER HEAR THIS SHIT, AGAIN , I WILL GO TO THE PERSON WHO IS ACTING THIS WAY AND REPRIMAND,THERE IS NO NEED FOR THAT KIND OF BULLSHIT, NOW ANOTHER THING, ANYONE THAT IS SWEETTALKING ADMINISTRAITIVES TO GET WHAT THEY WANT ISNT COOL EITHER, SO I AM GOING TO BE KEEPING A VERY CLOSE EYE ON THINGS, WE ALL NEED TO EARN OUR STATUSES, NOT TO PUT IT BLUNTLY SLEEP WITH THE BOSS TO GET WHAT WE WANT, THAT SHIT DONT WORK WITH ME EITHER, I SEE THAT YOUR A GOOD BOMBER AND YOU DO RIGHT I WILL PUT IN A GOOD WORD, BUT IF THEIR ARE PROBLEMS, WELL , THEN THE REST IS HISTORY. ,IM SORRY I AM STRAIGHT FOR

9-12-07
Your good energy makes people much more likely to take notice of you -- and it's all positive attention! You may get singled out for praise at work or have an easier time meeting new singles. ------------------------------------------------- Hmmmmm well hello ladies:)

Dude Looks Like A Lady...or Vice Versa
Let me state this for the record: I AM A FEMALE. I have been since the day I was born. All of the parts of the female anatomy I currently possess have belonged to me since 1971. So why, why, WHY do people insist on referring to me as "he"? Or "sir"? And not just once but 2 to 3 times this week???? Yes, I am big. I am fairly tall for a woman (5'9")as well as being, shall we say, a hefty gal. And yes, my hair is short...not Demi Moore-in-G I Jane-short, or Susan Powter "Stop the Insanity" short, but just short. I'm at the deli counter on Sunday, and the person behind the counter asked who was next (which was me). Without really looking, the guy next to me points towards me and replies "I think he is". WTF?????? "HE"???? I'm sorry, I didn't have testicles when I walked in the door, do you know something I don't know? I will admit, since I wasn't working I had on an old Harley Davidson t-shirt and a pair of denim shorts, but c'mon....these aren't floppy man-titties swinging

Learn How To Be A Pastafarian...
Learn how to be a Pastafarian. == Steps == #Realize that there exists a higher power #Understand that the higher power is none other then The Flying Spaghetti Monster #Wear pirate regalia as often as possible (pirates are divine beings) #All Prayers end with "Ramen" #Eat as much pasta as possible #Read and reread the gospel of FSM whenever possible. #Talk about the gospel of FSM with other Pastafarians. #Be Kind to others English speaking people. #DO NOT ask for money in the name of FSM or Pastafarianism. == Tips == *#Understand that Pastafarians do not press their religion on others. *#Pastafarians DO NOT ask for money in the name of FSM or Pastafarianism. == Warnings == *If you do try to convert others, stay away from Scientologists. == Things You'll Need == #~Pirate Regalia. #~The Gospel of the Flying Spaghetti Monster #~Friends that Do not laugh at or make fun of you when you talk about FSM or Pastafarianism. == Sources and Citations == *http://www.ve

Rip My Beautiful Niece 9/11/07
for i have lost a very loved one in my life last night at 11pm who passed away to be with the great creator.my niece died last night who was 27yrs old.for i have both of my parents who are terminally ill and am worried very much about there health due to this great lose in our family..for i know you are not here this is for you.don't stand by my grave and weepfor i am not there i do not sleep i am a thousand winds that blow i am the diamonds glint on snow i am the sunlight on ripened grain i am the autumns rain.when you awaken in mornings hush i am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circle flight i am the soft stars that shine at night do not stand by my grave and cry i am not there i did not die.THE AMERICAN INDIAN PRAYER OH GREAT SPIRIT,WHOSE VOICE I HEAR IN THE WINDS,AND WHOSE BREATH GIVES LIFE TO ALL THE WORLD-HEAR ME-I COME BEFORE YOU,ONE OF YOUR CHILDREN.I AM SMALL AND WEAK.I NEED YOUR STRENGTH AND WISDOM.LET ME WALK IN BEAUTY AND MAKE MY EYES EVER BEHOLD THE RED AND PURP

I'm Nothin, And That's Just Freakin Fine....
i just went through something that i can't believe this person could ever make me feel this way. I know feel as if my efforts in life are pointless when it comes to friendship or relationship. because obviously from what i have been going through...that is what this person seems to think...... I used to be strong, independant and didn't care what people thought of me. And now, i feel so small and insignigicant that it doesn't matter anymore. and the only thing in life that i have that will save me from the on coming depression.............is my SON and GOD. So for those of you that ARE MY FRIENDS...please just give me time and understanding....if i ignore you it is not on purpose... I'm hurting, i'm crying, i don't understand, and yet i have to go on with my life as if this doesn't matter. So I will appologize now, for anything that may happen in the near future, due to my current state of mind. Jenn

How Stupid Can One Be For Money
the title is exactly how i feel now. we had started at 8 in the morn and quit, without it being done, at 9 at night. i feel like i'm am more sore than ever. and to top it all off i get an ass chewing b/c i'm not giving my niece a vip braclet. her parents work good jobs!!!! and yet i'm the one out there killing myself. the rides i helped build are the following: gravitron, invertor, tornado, zipper, and the raiders. i'm almost thinking if i should not go into trucking right away so i can refix my back, at least get it closer to normal. the sucky ass part is that i have to go back at 8 in the morn for more fun, woohoo.

=o
Due to my lack of sleep over the course of the week, things have been pretty .. blurry. My screen said: !Natas updated their stash! I read: !Natas updated their snatch! So, I either need sleep or I need to get laid more often.

Next 7 Days
Ok so I am trying to boost my sales for the month, so I am offering a huge special. Purchase any set w/in the next 7 days and receive 10% off,plus, With any purchase over $50.00 receive your choice of free product gift. Havana Nights,Ocean Drive,Conga Line, or Fantasia eyeshadow duo, or pink bikini, pink flamingo,south beach, sangria splash lip color duo, or Gingered Mandarin bath Sprinkles. Also as an added bonus, i will throw in free shipping on orders over $75.00 If you need a recommendation on a product, just hit me up, Would be glad to help. Thanks for your support in my attempt to spend more time home with my kids. Love you all. Kisses & Hugs check out http://www.beautipage.com/heidijoy for products, but do not order there as these r my personal specials, not the companies. Contact me for ordering info. ~H~

Sexiest Abs
Now taking contestants for the sexiest abs. (Male or Female) Send me a fu-mail with your pic link in it (so I know which one to rip) Make sure that your photo album is not blocking rips!!!! RULZ: 1. Self bombing is a MUST! 2. No pics are to be submitted that show anything below the belt... this is a NON-NSFW contest! 3. Do not bother or taunt other contestants. Check their comment #'s if you have to, but do not down-rate or use profanity towards others. If such a situation should arise, I want a screen shot for proof. 4. Ratings count as comments as well, so if your friends cannot comment bomb, at least have them rate. 5. Pics of YOU please!!! Do not go rip a picture of Brad Pitts abs and submit that as your own. Lets be real here, people. 6. Have good clean fun! PRIZES: First place: Choice between... One month VIP One week Blast 10 Ticker messages Second place: Three day blast Third place: One day Blast Fourth place: One Ticker messa

For Those Interested In Something Other Than Cyber Sex....
I think it's time to say goodbye to fubar. This site just isn't really my scene. Yes, I know I posted NSFW pics and stuff like that, but I realize it's not me. I don't want people befriending me just so they can see the goods. I want people to be interested in who I really am and what I stand for and my life in general. I might not be doing this for a week or so...if ever, but I might be deleting my fubar account. If there is anyone out there who is interested in what I have to say or who has an account....I am now a member of blogspot. I like to write and what better way to do it than at a place where people go to write and read blogs. So, if you have an account there or want too see what I have to say and become a friend....check it out and don't forget to leave comment. I LOVE comments!!! Hell...if you don't have an account...create one! Nothing does the trick like writing down what you need to. Anyways...here's my link if you want to check it out and become a s

The Light Of Darkness
Here comes the light of darkness shine down here deep my hostility is held tight and fed everything even you are devoured. used. abused. nothing is more important than the rage I tend and feed. it is my salvation, my power. nothing can stop me when I uncage the beast. BEWARE I am a beast inside A GOD an animal. I can do no wrong, victory is just a matter of time you must know me . . . __________________________________________________ SCRIBBLE 1998 b.1971 - d.1999

Sterling's Silver Alexander
Sterling's Silver Alexander 8-18-2003 - 8-28-2007 A.K.A. Alex, Pup Pup, Zander, Alexander Graham Dog, Zander Drax and Doof Today at 5:12pm CDT my best friend was put to sleep. He has been with me thru sooo very much. I picked him out before he was even old enough to leave his mama and eagrly awaited the day he would be placed on a plane and flown across a majority of the US to my home in San Diego. The day finally arrived and it was off to the airport. When the crate came out, it contained one TERRIFIED dirty puppy. After he was literally pulled out of his crate, towled off the best he could be, we started for home. As the first picture shows, he was all paws and no brain (so i thought). I took 6 months off work to raise him up the way i thought it should be done. Alex proved to be an apt student. He went with me EVERYWHERE. He NEVER had an accident in the house, learned all the basic commands as well as many advanced ones and was always a shoulder to lean on when i ne

Serenity Prayer..lol
OUR NEW SERENITY PRAYER..LOL Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I cannot accept, and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those people I had to kill today because they pissed me off. And also, help me to be careful of the toes I step on today as they are connected to the ass that I may have to kiss tomorrow. Help me to always give 100% at work... 12% on Monday. 23% on Tuesday. 40% on Wednesday. 20% on Thursday. 5% on Friday. And help me to remember... When I'm having a really bad day, and it seems that people are trying to piss me off, that it takes 42 muscles to frown and only 4... to extend my middle finger and tell them to fuck off!

Please Read
I just wanted to say hi to all of my friends here and appologize for not being here much lately. I was laid off on monday so I have been in search for a new job and haven't had much time to be online much. Wish me luck and I will talk to you all soon. XOXO Nigelle

Your First Love
Your first love or what you perceive to be your first love you never forget them. Most don't work out, most happen when your young. Your first experience of dealing with loving someone else so much it seems like the very air you breathe. Other people don't experience it ever or much later in life. Maybe, because of their life circumstances or just running into and meeting their first love. Although you don't stay together, you usually never forget them no matter the circumstances of your break up. They touched your life no other way anyone who came before them or after them will. They taught you how to love when maybe you thought you didn't have it in you. You always dream of what if, but maybe not being together is for the best even though it doesn't seem like it at the time or ever. But everything happens for a reason. Just remember they touched you , you loved them and they loved you for the first time in your life.

Miss You
for someone important Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry ok sunshine i'm awake i was dreamin of you and every breath you take smile again make my heart break miss you baby miss you baby ok lover i'm here i'm longing for you and i want to hold you near kiss your lips and wisper in your ear miss you baby miss you baby you don't have to sleep to dream close your eyes baby see what i mean you don't have to sleep to dream hold me close baby see what i mean end of the day and the moons hung low no chance of me goin away kiss your lips again and i say i love you baby i love you baby you don't have to sleep to dream close your eyes baby see what i mean you don't have to sleep to dream hold me close baby see what i mean

Hmmmmm
Well, it's coming down to almost no time. I fly out tomorrow afternoon. I don't know how I am going to handle it, but I know I will be successful. I guess I'm just thinking it's going to be a very lonely time. I hate feeling lonely. I know I'm not the first person to go, and not going to the be last. Just it's a first for me. I was told last night that it feels like I am withdrawing. I don't know if it is true, but I feel like it is. I know that it is common for two things to happen when someone is leaving, they open up more or they withdraw, almost resembling signs of suicidal thoughts. (Dang, and I haven't even had my suidicde awareness training this year.) It's not that I am scared, it's the unknown. I know change can be good, and it is inevitable, but there is so much that is not known. When I moved to Japan, there was at least family going with me. When moving to Maryland, family. Now, it's just me. No one else. Nobody from my unit is going with me. I know

I Need A Vacation
Just when I think its ok to come out from under my rock something blocks my way. We had what we thought was a tropical depression but damned if it didn't turn into a hurricane. WTF? Where did that come from? Then my Boss is being a jerk telling me that I should not have been 1 minute late. He then starts yelling at me about some paperwork (that I did not have anything to do with) and blaming me for the fact that it was not on his desk. I calmly looked at him and said sir you need to call sherry. She was the one in charge of it. Boy did that shut him up fast. Then he turned around and I noticed he had mud on the back of his leg. I really thought about it and decided you ass I am not going to tell you. Let you find out on your own. (he is very obsessed about his appearence) He thinks he is Gods gift to women btw. I was ready to scream. Then my Breakfast burrito oozed out on to my skirt. Thank goodness I had a spare change of clothes at the office. I need a long vacation complete with a

Gotta Read This One
> Subject: good to know > > As Ben Franklin said, "In wine there is wisdom, in > beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria." > > In a number of carefully controlled trials, > scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 > liter of water each day, at > the end of the year we would have absorbed more than > 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria > found in feces. > In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. > > However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking beer > (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because > alcohol has to go through a purification process of > fermenting, distilling, and filtering. > > Remember: Water = Poop, Beer = Health > > Therefore, it's better to drink beer and talk > stupid, than to drink water and be full of sh_t. > > There is no need to thank me for this valuable > information: > > I'm doing it as a public service!!!

Learn Fine Romantic Italian
Mangiare - To Eat, mangia - i am eating, mi - me, my, mine, mangiami il culo - eat my ass Suchiare - To Suck Suchiami il Cazzo - suck my kok god damn it - dio porco, dio cane, dio schifoso, dio cannaglio mary damn it puttana madonna, madonna figa smerdata, madonna porca ti spacco la testa - i'll break your head posso vedere le tue tette? - can i see your tits? Puttana - slut io voglio scopare una puttana, puoi autiami? - I want to fuck a slut, can you help me? chissa che non mi incazza di oggi - i hope you don't piss me off today.. vaffanculo! - fuck you!

The Positive Side Of Life:
THE POSITIVE SIDE OF LIFE: Living on Earth is expensive, but it does include a free trip around the sun every year. How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on. Birthdays are good for you; the more you have, the longer you live. Happiness comes through doors you didn't even know you left open. Ever notice that the people who are late are often much jollier than the people who have to wait for them? Most of us go to our grave with our music still inside of us. If Wal-Mart is lowering prices every day, how come nothing is free yet? You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person.

Sorry My Friends & Family Members
Sorry Everyone...... I just want everyone to know that I am still alive just been having some personal problems which some of you know yet others do not but in the midst of all this my comp was taken into the shop and I am borrowing a Dear friend of mine laptop and do not know how to do the copy & paste to send graphic profile comments like I normally do, for that I am sorry but I should have my comp back within a week if all turns out well and will be able to start leaving comments again please bare with me and know I still think about you all!!!! I hope your all doing well XOXOXOXOX Luv Your Friend Linda

Anyway You Want It
Cindy stomped into the room and glared at Darryl. He took in her endless waves of platinum blonde hair and crystal blue eyes. Her red lips were set in a straight, angry line. Darryl felt his heart plummet as he watched Cindy practically fling her purse off her shoulder. Finally she felt into the over stuffed recliner and gave Darryl a weak smile, before she sighed and closed her eyes. "Bad day, baby?" He asked cautiously. "Oh god, you don't even want to know." Cindy hiked her gray business dress up to her thighs which allowed her to open her legs a bit, the unconscious gesture immediately teasing Darryl. Cindy leaned back into the cushions and closed her eyes for a few minutes. Just when Darryl though that she had fallen asleep, her heard her husky voice. "Why don't you bring that big cock over here and fuck me with it baby. Just fuck my shitty day away." A slow smile came to Darryl's face as he watched Cindy p

Good Idea
COPING WITH STRESS A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carr

Please Come Show Me Some Love
I need 190,000 points to level to be a fubarlord i have been a rockstar for a couple months now. so please come rate my pics and stash to help me thank you . My link is below. Kim ~FU-Wife of Robert~part of the Shadow Levelers Family~~@ fubar

Application
Girlfriend Application General Name: Age: Location: Are you employed? [ ] Yes [ ] No Employer: Education Highest Grade Completed: Are you currently enrolled in school? [ ] Yes [ ] No If yes, what is your course of study? Transportation Do you have a reliable form of transportation? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you own your own car? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you have a license? [ ] Yes [ ] No Family Do you speak with a majority of your family? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you sacrifice anything for your family? [ ] Yes [ ] No How often does your family ask you to sacrifice for them? [ ] Never [ ] Sometimes [ ] Often [ ] Weekly History Are you currently in a relationship? [ ] Yes [ ] No Have a majority of your relationships been abusive? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you speak with any of your ex-boyfriends? [ ] Yes [ ] No If yes, are you “good friends?” [ ] Yes [ ] No How often do you go to the doctor? [ ] Never [ ] Sometime

My Master
My Master Once in a lifetime you find your true soulmate, the one who rocks you to your ultimate core and knows your every thought and your every want and need. But then, the feeling of something that is a primal need, come up, and then your left with an emptiness. A whole that your not quite sure what it is, or what is supposed to be there. I have felt this whole for quite some time now. Although I love my husband with all my heart, and I would never trade him for the world, I have needed something more. Something that rocks my very core of being. Something that can open me up and swallow me whole. Something that demands something of my soul, and won't just let it go...it won't just let me rest...but will grab on and take me for the grandest and wildest ride of my entire life. I have found this something...it turns out "it" is a someone. This someone has only been in my life for a few weeks, and he found me here on myspace through a friends page. And although I never talk wi

Sad Today
LAST NIGHT I LEARNED OF MY BROTHER FRIEND MARK WHO HAS BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL SINCE MONDAY WELL IT TURNED OUT HE HAD PASSED AWAY AND THEY ARE NOT TO SURE WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM HE WAS IN A COMA FOR A WHILE BUT THEY DID FLY HIM TO WINNIPEG AND THEN FROM THERE TO VANCOUVAR BC IM NOT TO SURE WHAT HAPPENED BUT I HAVE KNOWN HIM FOR A WHILE ONLY THREW MY BROTHER DARREN IT MAKES YOU STOP AND THINK HOW LIFE IS SO SHORT AND PRECIOUS BEFORE YOU GO TO BED TONIGHT TELL THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE JUST HOW MUCH THEY CARE THANK YOU THERESA

Hard Off....
I've run out of options. I have no gas in my car. The payments are behind. It's really sad that my life has been ruined for $10,000.00. It would be funny if some wealthy person read my diary and saw how worthy I am and sent me the money via paypal. That would renew my faith in being human. When so many unworthy people like Paris Hilton can spend that much money on shoes when someone like me NEEDS that money to stop themselves from killing themselves. It's really sad. I mean I know I'm not that bad off. I have a house to live in..for now...my mother wants me out......and things like that...but I'm not that far off the edge. It's funny...I'm to well off to get help from someone like Oprah. I'm not tragic enough to have someone help me....but I am by far the most likely to die from my misery. My mother had taken the only link to the outside. I am alone. The only person that talks to me is my best friend. We are alone in the world. He being the doll that he is offered to by some of m

Hmm
I havent been on fubar as long as a lot of people, but I do need to take the time to I guess clarify some things. To start with this site for me is only to make friends and meet people. I have met some absolutely wonderful people on here. Lots that do help others, make nice things for them, people that enjoy helping others level, ect. to them I say yall are awsome. I am not looking for any online relationships as I do not believe in them. So guys yall dont need to feed me a line of some sort of bullshit to be friends with me. I am not looking for no husband or man to be in my life. I am here just to have fun and make friends. I also dont cyber so dont even bother going there with me. Second I am not a point person. Friendship doesnt have any conditions in my book. I dont run and rate everyones stuff, or comment bomb, as I do have a life outside of Fubar. Its called my children. I try to catch what I can, and just because I dont get everyone shouldnt make me any less of

Rest In Peace
Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com In Honor of a Real Sweet Spiritual person, a Drunk Driver had taken the lives of Cheayla Whitefeather and her Fiancee, Numalte on Sept. 11, 2007 now they are together for Eternity and with the Great Creator, but will always be here in Spirit within our hearts I will miss you Sweet Little Sissy and lots of hugs and Kisses to you and Bear, always

I Think I Have Pissed Off The Gods!
Ugh! Today was not a very good day. I wonder what is out of whack with my universe? I wrote a blog earlier and a guy that I thought was my friend just berated me in my blog. It wasn't a nice comment at all. So I told him he knew nothing about me or my family and that he wasn't very nice leaving me that comment. I deleted his comment, the blog and him! Today is my son's birthday. It should be a great day, right? I got a phone call from my son's teacher saying that he wasn't doing anything in class. That he just sat there during a math test and she had to send him to another class room to see if he would do something and still he hadn't. I was shocked to say the least. It is his birthday. Why is he not having a good day? I talked to him on the phone and asked him if something had happened and he said no. But he was not really talking. I dropped him off at school all happy and then this. His teacher sent me an email telling me she would call me after school about an i

Guys We Must Remember The Laidies
Rick was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really angry. She told him "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less than 6 seconds AND IT BETTER BE THERE!!" The next morning Rick got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, and brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Rick has been missing since Friday. Please pray for him.

Starbucks Coffee
Guess I will not be drinking Starbucks any more. Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war , nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support the m by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street-to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more. Semper

An Erotic Shampoo (story)
An Erotic Shampoo by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) The phone rang. "Hello." "This is Shannah McKillian." Shannah was an executive of a graphic design company uptown. "Shannah, ma cherie, I noticed you have an appointment today at 6 p.m." It was Jude, he had a distinguishable, Creole-French accent with a molasses drawl. He was the only stylist she'd let within inches of her long blonde hair. Plus, she and he had been flirting subtly for quite sometime. She had a crush on him. Unlike any man she'd met before, he seemed to draw out her outrageously erotic and unchartered thoughts. "It has been a madhouse here. I'd hate to keep you waiting, cherie. Would you be kind enough to arrive at 7 instead. I want to be able to give you my full attention." Shannah smiled. She loved hearing his voice. It penetrated her core and made her flush from head to toe. "That will be just fine, I too have been swamped, so 7 o'clock works out well for us both. " Shannah'

The Alter
The Alter To the darkness im calling give me life or death take away the pain so tired of this lingering sway i'm not willing to stay my light is nay bring it back or leave me in black cause im empty inside and going mad insane without you my dearest i don't wanna be you are my heart my soul my shelter form all this night and if you never return to the alter i will gladly go there is nothing without you my babe and when there is nothing left i will take hold of the alter and le tit take me away without you im not willing to stay and without you the darkness grows the longing ceases forever i will rest in eternal flame always dreaming my love never to wake and i will sleep away the pain forever more Michael Craft 2007

((((((((not A Poem))))))))
True love comes but once in a lifetime, the ones who are lucky are the ones who notice it, so many days go bye when you ask a simple question of why, why only once and not twice, very few if any get a second chance at true love, unconditional and unrelenting, the type of love that god hides with in us all, so many never realize the possibilities, because they go for looks and material things, love should never be measured by looks or gifts, but measured by feelings, emotions, trust, respect, honor to start, by the warmth of ones heart, by the tender touch, by ones own dreams of happiness for the other, true love is rarely achieved, but when it is, nothing can ever break its ties, for true love isnt what anyone feels or thinks, its every thing in the world in unison with one another, as two people combined into one heart and soul. so when it feels right, take the chance to see if its the, ultimate rush, that makes your heart pound out of your chest, makes your thou

How To Tell The Sex Of A Fly
A woman walked into the kitchen to find her husband stalking around with a fly swatter. "What are you doing?" She asked. "Hunting Flies", he responded. "Oh! Killing any?" she asked. "Yep, 3 males, 2 Females," he replied. Intrigued, she asked. "How can you tell them apart?" He responded, "3 were on a beer can, 2 were on the phone!"

Dream-gasms
I dream in color. I dream in detail. I have mostly violent, murderous dreams. However, last night was something different. I remember my dream as if I was watching it on tv but I was fully engaged. I won't go into detail but it was so damn hot I orgasmed. I woke up mid-orgasm! Second time in my entire life. Last time was in 1998. Yes I remember lol It was so intense it woke me up then too. Ahh. Went back to sleep with the biggest grin on my face ever. REL

Funny
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks .. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme? 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropica

Just Wanted To Say Thanks!
I just wanted to let everyone know that I really do apperciate all the love you all gave me today on my birthday!!! Yet, I just wanted to say thank you all for the love!!! so thank you!!!

Hey Guess What,,,youre Beautiful
i miss everything that i cant bring myself to do anymore now that my moms gone. Everything i did with her. She was such a fun energetic person and i miss her more than anything. i miss playing in the rain, i miss painting, i miss sitting on the sofa at two in the morning talking to her for hours even though we have to leave the house for work or school at six. i remember every chance i would get i would look at her and say "hey mom guess what" and even though she knew what was coming shed always ask "what" and id say "youre beautiful". and she didnt say what to hear me say she was beautiful...she said what because she knew i loved telling her that. she was. even at her most sick time she was still the most beautiful person i had ever had the chance of meeting...im just lucky enough to be able to say shes my mother. she taught me that it really didnt matter what a person looked like...that if they had a good personality in your eyes they could grow to be the most beautiful person in th

Love Be...........
Love be forgotten; But love is my strength. Love be mistaken; But love is my length. Love be a heartache; My soul makes me weak. Love is a temple at which I feel meek. Love be so awkward; But love is my shield. Love be my outlook; But time is concealed. Love be my fortress; But love is my soul. Love, make me love you. For love.....Love is Bold.

Why?
last night I get a return message from a friend of mine; He's in Nashville, his 3 year old grandaughter has cancer, something called Ewings' sanoma(sp) Just makes You wonder sometimes, I guess life really ISN'T fair.

The 9-11 Trucker
Have you heard about the trucker who has painted his cab and trailer with the names of all those who lost their lives in 9/11 ? The trucker's name is John Holmgren from Shafer, Minn. He has been "pulled over" numerous times just so the troopers can get their picture taken with the truck. (scroll down to see the pictures) KEEP THIS GOING SO ALL CAN SEE.

The Bastards
Ive tried so hard for year after year To just be responceable and kill of this fear but I guess it was not without all that wrong Im just kinda suprised that its taken so long I always figured this life would be rough Its taken the worst, I came out as tough But now with barley a soul still around The bastards have finally wore me down I cant even smile or pretend Im ok The people that know me can tell every day They say "Whats the matter", the answer I've not I drowned it in liquor I killed it with pot I thought that the song would be my salvation They must not be good or I am impatient Ive tried to controll these demons unbound the bastards have finally wore me down I did nothing on purpose but am I all who sees The sweat on my forhead the blood on my knees To occupied with your own little game Ive said it before, Im always to blame Ive grown quite acoustomed to the blackness inside I cant count all the times I wish I had

Oh Isn't Life Grand?
Don’t you hate when you are faced with something that you don’t want to know, don’t want to think about, don’t want to dwell upon yet you have to? Those things in life that you are told in order to make things better in the long run but seem to inhibit them more in the here and now?! There are certain things that you just don’t want to know in life, that you don’t want to face, and that you would rather take a bullet than think about . . . And somehow these are the things that you find yourself faced with most often. I was faced with something today that lord knows I did not want to hear, yes I needed to and I realize that but I would have rather heard so many other things. I had someone that I have grown very fond of tell me something that could have changed the entire view I have of this person, the total way I think of them, whether or not I wanted to even deal with them anymore. I didn’t want to be faced with this, not today, not tomorrow, not ever . . . But I respect this p

Mmhmmmm
I drove 4 hours just to meet her. We spent a long time on the Internet chatting and emailing back and forth. We knew each other's interests and enjoyed talking about them. We even moved to speaking on the phone. That's when I mentioned I would be close to where she was. She, and it was a complete shock to me, asked me to visit her and stay at her place for the weekend. How could I say no? The 4 hour drive seemed to take 24 hours. I had never seen her picture and she had never seen mine. All I knew is she was a BBW and all she knew is I wanted to meet her. I spent the entire drive wondering about her. What does she look like? Will she like how I look? Am I wearing the right clothes? What would we do? Would we get along once I got there? The questions beat my mind into a frenzy of worry. She told me to meet her at a parking lot near where she lived since her house was far out in the country and I'd never find it by myself. I figured this was true, but also I figured this as a way o

Poetry
I wasn't surprised that night when I heard the knock on my door. I knew it was you before I asked who it was and the sound of your deep, smooth voice answered " its me baby." I wasn't the slightest surprised when you walked through my door kissed me on the cheek and walked straight to my room. And I walk behind you almost hypnotised by the smell of you cologne. And its weird because you wear that same cologne all the time, but its like I smell it for the first time every time your here. And I wasn't surprised when you sat on the right side of the bed and lit the scented candles on the night stand and the smell of strawberry's filled the room. I'm still standing in the door way watching your every move thinking how sexy you look in the candle lit room. And then you look at me with those light brown eyes, full of life and passion, I am almost taken aback by the intensity of your stare. But I'm not surprised by the way you look at me, for you look at me like that ever

Good And Bad News!
The good news: I got through another chemotherapy treatment and am resting (somewhat) comfortably at home. Feeling quite lethargic, but I am holding my own (as I have been accustomed to doing throughout my life). Now the bad news: The treatments I have been receiving for the past few weeks have been almost ineffective to this point. We are trying other different cocktails hoping there is one that will be effective. Otherwise, the inevitable will happen. Just keep your fingers crossed we find the right one and soon! Thanx for all the prayers and well wishes! I am hoping I will one day be able to say this when I am 100% healthy, but until then, know I am still here and all of you, especially those I talk to regularly, are a big reason why! God bless! Rascal Flats Videos | Video Codes | Sauk Centre vacation rentals

To All Dsc Members
Just wanted to let you know that i have entered this contest. It starts Sunday night and runs to the next sunday night, so all help will be appreciated and returned. Thanks ~*~ SEXIEST FUBAR SMILE~*~ GUYS AND GIRLS COME SHOW OFF THAT SEXY SMILE IN MY SEXIEST FUBAR SMILE CONTEST. CHECK OUT THE CONTEST PRIZES AND RULES BELOW. HOLLA ATCHA BOI!! 1ST PRIZE: 3 DAY BLAST AND 2ND PRIZE: AND 3RD PRIZE: AND HERE ARE THE CONTEST RULES: *IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE MAIL ME THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER *NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED *COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED *SELF BOMBING ALLOWED *PIC RATINGS ARE IN PLAY @ 10 COMMENTS FOR EACH 10 *TOP (3) PIX WITH MOST COMMENTS W/ COMBINED RATINGS, WINS *CONTEST TO RUN A FULL (7) DAYS, FROM MIDNIGHT TO MIDNIGHT SUNDAY AND WILL BEGIN AS SOON AS I HAVE ENOUGH ENTRIES TRUE SOUTHERN GENTLEMAN HAS ALL PRIVATE ALBUMS OPEN FOR FRIENDS @ CherryTAP

Friday September 14, 2007
With a new day dawning and the time ticking away we are getting closer and closer to the final show down... SNUGGLES v. FERRETS. be sure to cast your vote be fore its too late... it aint that hard to find... its the only damn mumm I have. -NEWS FLASH 12:33 AM: Is it just me or am I surrounded by beautiful women? -NEWS FLASH 8:50 AM (LIVE FROM THE BLITZED OUT ARENA): The action is starting to heat up here at the Blitzed Out arena as the crowds prepare for the fight of a life time, thats right, Snuggles The Bear is going up against a pack of homocidal terrorist ferrets. NEWS FLASH! will be coming to you live from the arena all day today. Be sure not to miss this historical fight. -NEWS FLASH 9:38 AM: Blitzed Out management would like to remind you that there are restrooms located in the north and south entrances of the arena... so dont go peeing on the walls! -NEWS FLASH 12:15 PM: I have been asked to remind the public that the Blitzed Out chat is not a trash receptical.

The Blessing....
We are alone in this chapel... “What shall we do?” My feet are encased in pink heels. A thin strap embrace my ankles. “We should dance” I look at my husbands lips as he says these words to me. When I think of dancing with him. I think of swaying my body against his. I think of my hips lightly moving. I think of how hard he is against me...always. So dancing...does not mean dancing to me in the strictest sense of the word. It means my hips will move, and his fingers will hold me to him. He does know what I am thinking. My eyes cannot stop sliding down his suit...and stopping on his tie. Pink and satin to match my dress. It brings to mind another day...with cool sheets and lavender candles. My fingers clench in the folds of said dress. I always want to touch his skin. My eyes lift...and slide over his lips. I always want to taste his breath. His hands lie in the pockets of his pants. He stands so casually. He would like me to believe in his stance o

Posse Confeds, Friends, Family All You All Look At This.
OKAY YOU GUYS OH HELL YA OMG HELL YA. WE SHOULD BE SO VERY VERY PROUD OF OURSELVES HERE. WE HELD CLASS, RESPECT, AND BOMB AGAINST 5 BOMBING FAMILIES IN THE END WITH ONLY LOSING YOU READY FOR THIS BY LESS THE 100 AT MY LAST LOOK. HOLLY CRAP DID YOU READ THAT? 5 BOMBING FAMILIES AGAINST 2 AND WE ONLY LOST BY LESS THEN 100. NO CHEAP SHOTS WERE TOSSED OUT BY OUR TEAMS (WHICH IS OMG CAN'T EVEN SAY HOW SAD THAT IS WHEN THAT DOES HAPPEN), WE HELD OUR DIGNITY, WE DID NOT GO CRYING TO NO ONE ABOUT CHEATERS OR ITS NOT FAIR, WE JUST KEPT GOING AND GOING AND GOING AND JUST BOMBING OUR LITTLE HEARTS OUT.. MY GOD.. WHEN MY FRIEND CAME TO ME ABOUT THIS CONTEST I DID NOT WANT TO DO IT.. FIRST OF ALL I LIKE WHO WAS IN FIRST ALREADY AT THAT POINT. NICE PEOPLE I THINK BUT NOT ONLY THAT MY POSSE TEAM HAS BOMB 6 FULL MONTHS STRAIGHT ON ONE CONTEST AND ANOTHER SOMETIMES AS MUCH AS 3 TO 4 CONTEST IN ONE WEEK. WE ARE VERY TIRED AND VERY BURNT OUT.. WE HAVE BEEN LONG OVER DO WAITING FOR A TIME THAT WE C

Love?
Love is so unbreakable at times, love can be broken without hurt, love is a feeling that holds desire, desire is what we want most without desire we have nothing, love can be placed into words and have not true meaning, love is only a keepsake, love can make you be happy or sad, love is pain, love is suicide, love kills, love or not love you decide

I Won't Let Him Destroy My Relationship!
Ok, here's the deal, I was with a guy named Eric for four years on and off. I was there for him when he got hooked on meth, when he went to rehab and then when he went into community corrections. Well, we broke up about 6 months ago when he cheated on me. That was the end, I wasn't going to take his crap anymore. Trust me there was even more that he did to me, but I don't have time for all of that. Anyways, he was supposed to go to jail for 2 years and it just got reduced to 2 years probation. I know it's wrong, but I was almost happy that he was going away, because that way I wouldn't have to put up with him bursting into my life. Since he has gotten out today he has called me 2 times. He keeps saying how he misses me, how he would wake up in jail thinking about me, how he lost the best thing he ever had. Well, I am in love with an amazing man right now named Jesse. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. What am I supposed to do with Eric. I told him about Jesse and I and he sa

11 For 12
i will say already that i don't care about my typos or grammer. i'm just that tired and sore now. no that isn't betting odds. it's the starting call for carnies it means show up at 11 so we can open at 12. i remember how i hated working the carny today. just think of it this way. i'm a way underpaid babysitter for teens, can you do that for $250 a week. wish it were at least per kid lol. i hope now that you know that carnies don't get paid much that you would treat them just a bit better. at least the non-teaker ones lol. they have me on a baby ride this time, or that's what i call it. would you believe on this so called baby ride i was still able to take a wrist band off a kid. for those that don't know, the wrist bands are so kids can ride on any amount of rides with only paying one price, way cheaper in the long run. just to make myself clear so you don't call me a meanie for breaking little kids hearts and all that crap. i took the wrist band from a teen. yea a damn teen tha

Description Of Love!
Falling into that beautiful thing called love........(ridiculous, inconvienient, comsuming, cant-live-without-each-other) ATTRACTION: flirtation, euphoria, doubt, the truth. (i don`t know why i want you but i do...) ..here it is. That inexplicable, elemental tug. That suprising sudden feeling you have been waiting for. This is yesyesyes. This is where you find something or someone, and just fall for them, illogically, irresitably. And find yourself thinking of nothing else. Because its attraction, and the dream of love to follow, that keeps the imagination alive. Its attraction that makes life sparkle, sizle and pop...... Never stop falling in love.

Odd But True
I DEFINE N.S.F.... (WNT2SQURT?ASKMEHOW!) M, 32 AUSTRALIA For the sake of a new mumm. Quick is bored created @ 2007-09-14 02:54:45 -- expires in: 23 hr [NSFW] So, im sittin here in my bed, goofing off, while sitting on the phone with my best friend and playing in mumm's.....and a few things came to mind. Some things that just dont make sense to me. Pay attention, and see if you can figure this crap out for me, cause im at a loss! #1) The fear of long words is classified as Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia. I have three words for you. WTF? #2) More people are killed by donkeys annually than are killed in plane crashes! (Rev must not know this statistic, or he lives life on the edge) #3) The outdoor temperature can be estimated to within several degrees by timing the chirps of a cricket. It is done this way: count the number of chirps in a 15-second period, and add 37 to the total. The result will be very close to the actual Fahrenheit temperature

What Does Make Me Happy
My life is not all depression, and unhappiness there are lots of things that do make me happy. I love my kids. They are wonderful, and make me laugh and smile, and most of the time (not 24/7) I prefer to spend time with them! :) I love talking to my friends, and I love being the center of attention. I love learning new things, and I love being in the sunlight. I like holding hands, and kissing, and staring into the eyes of the one I love. I like being on the arm of the one I love, and know that I am loved, and cherished. I like to cook, and I LOVE to eat (as we can tell from my weight) good food. I like to meet new people, and I love to talk. not too shabby huh? I like/love a lot of things. you know what else..... I love being in a BDSM relationship. I feel very fulfilled. for the first time in a VERY long time. I feel like I am getting what I need, instead of always giving. I like that, and it makes me pretty darn happy :)

Monica Lewinsky
Join me as we celebrate a special birthday. Monica Lewinsky has turned 34. Can you believe it? It seems like only yesterday she was crawling around the White House on her hands and knees, and putting everything in her mouth. They grow up so fast, don't they?

She Needs Help!!!!!
I am asking all bombers and friends for help. This person is the nicest person I know she is going through a tough time in personal life with her dad she doesnt have alot of time to bomb herself. I asking for help to get her into first place. She gets 3 comment for every rate so even if you dont commnet atleast rate the pic. I would really appreciate all the help I can get here. We do have till Oct the 5th but if we can get her in the lead now we would be able to maintain the lead. PLEASE COME HELP!!!!!!

Lost Friends.
I know that they weren't a part of this family here, but I needed to share with you all the loss of some very dear friends of mine and ask for you all to give thier kids and family the strength to go on. Larry and Jacque Callaway (Crutchfield), 49, of Queen Creek were tragically taken from us in an auto accident on Sept. 9th. Larry was born Dec. 11 , 1957 in Bisbee, AZ. He was a graduate of Thunderbird H.S. and a successful business owner. Jacque was born June 3, 1958 in Phx, Az. She was a graduate of Carl Hayden H.S. and former Miss Arizona 1978. They were a beautiful couple, married 27 years. Their love for each other, their children and their family is an example to all who know and love them. No words can express the void they leave and how much they will be loved and missed. They are both survived by their son Curtis, daughter Brianna, daughter-in-law Jasmine and grandson Jackson. Larry is survived by his father, Tom, Brother Anthony (Cindy), Sisters Sharon (Mike) and Deli

A Mother's Gift To Her Children
The wind sweeps across the freshly cut grass that blankets the park across the way. Off to the South the storm clouds roll in, slowly and methodically, transforming the sky from blue to shades of grey. It seems almost unearthly being able to see the different waethers mold and mesh themselves together in an ever changing sky. Out here, in the peace and serenity of a small town, you can watch in awe some of the true wonders that nature has to offer. It's not like that of big city living where everything passes by with intensity and fervor. You are deaf and blind to what really takes place around you. No heaps and mounds of concrete and asphalt to skew the glory, no overwhelming masses of blinding lights overshadowing the clear night skies. No, not here.....here is where nature is the main attraction, showing all of Her splendid bliss. As I sit, listening to the wind, the sound are overwhelming. Hearing the trees sway, fallen leaves rustling across the the road and an occassional acor

Dating
I really hate dating. Even when i wasnt looking to date, i meet a girl and just by accident we start dating. WE are having a blast, getting along great, the first date ends in a kiss. we go on a few more including me taking her to an ohio state football game, we had alot of fun that day. we kissed quite a few times, im happy as can be, we made plans to go out this week, and on my birthday(a week from tomorrow). Well this week she bails on going out to dinner because she working overtime and i work 3rd shift. Just a few minutes ago, she texts me and tells me she just wants to be friends. why in the hell do women feel the need to lead guys on? why does she bother kissing back? atleast i didnt blow money on her, she paid her own way(except for the t icket, i purchased it previously). Why act like you are having a great time and are into a guy then all of a sudden give him the silent treatment for 3 or 4 days then say you just want to be friends, fuck that, thats immature bullshit,

I Am So Sick Of Being Hurt
Why is it that people think it is ok to hurt others. Is it to make themselves feel better or are they sick inside and they get off on making others feel about a inch tall. I am a human being with feelings. I feel as though no matter what I say and/or do I am never doing it good enough. I can never do enough or say enough to make people happy. I am so sick of trying when all I get is slapped in the face. When someone I care about slaps me in the face it hurts. It makes me feel as though I am less than human. I am sick of hurting all the time. Everyone tells me suck it up stop letting it get to you well damn it the only way to do that is not feel anything at all. How the hell do you do that? How do you stop feeling anything? I am not a fucking robot. I have feelings though I would much rather I didn't. I am tired of loving, caring and making others happy when I don't get anything in return. I am not anyone's kicking post don't use me as such. I want to scream out and make someone feel as

Broken Man
im broken down once again life is hard most days work my fingers til they bleed has to be some other way i put my faith in someone who was up and down never seemed to stick around could have cashed in now im a number once again so when tomorrow finally comes ill see the mornin sun living life as best I can on the heels of a broken man inside im filling up words and notes will never stop everyday a new song its so hard to carry on when I see the mornin sun this broken man will move on

If You Haven't
If you haven't been by in a few days or haven't figured it out yet... Check the news stash for updates, i do them at least daily if not more often. If all you're looking for is pics, I'm going to start trying to put the dates of the last picture posted in the album title so you have a clue where to start... If you haven't been here in the past few days - Check ALL the albums, lol, i moved everything around, added alot of random things in different albums... it looks messy now, but it'll work out better in the long run. If you're interested in poetry at all, the NSFW is in my ramblings blog... the SFW's are all in my Dunno Stash. (please comment them whether they're sfw or nsfw, i don't care about the points, i'm really curious as to what people think) If you haven't read my profile... go read it now :p lol love you guys Sin

Hosting New Contest!!
Im tired of waiting forever to godmother so Im having a contest! Fubar RACE TO 35,000 COMMENTS! Prizes are as follows.... 1st Prize One Month Blast or 3 month VIP! YOUR CHOICE! 2nd Prize 1 week Blast or 1 MONTH vip or 4 ticker messages!YOUR CHOICE! 3rd Prize 3 day Blast or 100,000 Fubucks worth of gifts from gift shop! All entries with at least 2,000 comments will get a platinum cherry(or other 10,000 FuBuck prize combo) All prizes will be awarded during a happy hours only This contest will start as soon as I have a minimum of 15 entries and end when first three cross finish line.May seem like a lot of comments for the second and third prize but this way you dont get close and get nothing.It will end whenever 35,000 comments are reached first! CONTEST RULES! 1. Pic must be SFW! If there is any question DONT send it! Trust me I get flagged every day for crap that isnt even close so use good judgement! 2.This IS a comment bombing contest

Well Lookit Here
Soooo I thought I would enter a contest on here for kicks :D and I dunno maybe win? LOL I guess the deal is the first person to win 25,000 comments get a vip for a month and a 3 day blast. sooo if your bored and stuff .. ok fuckit just comment damnit comment!!! purdy pwease :D*bats lashes* lovers yahs!

Hate
I hate the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair I hate the way you drive my car I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind I hate you so much that it makes me sick It even makes makes rhyme I hate the way your always right I hate it when you lie I hate it when you make me laugh Even worse when you make me cry I hate the way that your not around Or the fact that you didn't call But mostly i hate the way i don't hate you Not even close not even a lil bit not even at all

I Dare You To Read This
I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOO tired of not hearing the other side of the argument. LOVE this article and agree with it. Challenge to Scientific Consensus on Global Warming: Analysis Finds Hundreds of Scientists Have Published Evidence Countering Man-Made Global Warming Fears Posted on : 2007-09-12 | Author : Hudson Institute News Category : PressRelease WASHINGTON, Sept. 12 /PRNewswire-USNewswire/ -- A new analysis of peer-reviewed literature reveals that more than 500 scientists have published evidence refuting at least one element of current man-made global warming scares. More than 300 of the scientists found evidence that 1) a natural moderate 1,500-year climate cycle has produced more than a dozen global warmings similar to ours since the last Ice Age and/or that 2) our Modern Warming is linked strongly to variations in the sun's irradiance. "This data and the list of scientists make a mockery of recent claims that a scientific consensus blames humans as the primary ca

Damn
ok i guess i have to refresh everyones memory...LIARS, FAKES, AND MARRIED MEN (or boys so to speak) please stay off my page and thats putting that nicely,so if u my real friend and ya keep it real thanx dont all u other fake fucks screw it up for everyone else! thanx have a great day! kells

Double The Pleasure
From upstairs, I hear the front door creak open then bang shut. My husband must be home. Excitedly I jump out of bed and stick my head around the bedroom door. "Kev, come up here a minute would you love?" I shout down over the banister, catching the faint smell of my husbands musky aftershave combined with the smell of a fresh summers day. I hear his footfall upon the first stair and hasten back into the bedroom, closing the door behind me. Leaping back onto the bed I rearrange myself for the maximum visual impact. I sit holding my breath in anticipation, my heart pounding and every nerve in me tingling with excitement. Suddenly the door opens and in strides my husband, I see he's about to say something when his jaw goes slack, his eyes widen and he stops, dead in his tracks. "Happy Birthday Kev!" I shout as he walks in through the door, "This is your special birthday treat. I arranged it all for you.” Kev continues to stare at me on the bed, and his eyes dart to my best

The Belief In Any Will To Feel
Did hope arrive? Shall I be survived. In this world of ours, love lives. It's alive. So soon does it come. So sure, will it stay? For this feeling I've found, I'd never dream to throw it away. Do I believe? Shall I think false... I listen to the silence in these walls. For they speak to me. When everything isn't right. In the blink of an eye, you will see the shine in your light. Am I free at last? Will true love find me? Is it as high as a mountain, or as deep as the sea? Please follow me through. My heart needs more. Then this pain and grief. That's all I'm asking for. No shadow of doubt. For I feel inside. A belief in this. No need to cry. Only tears of joy. And the tears may come; From the emotions I feel. And my soul deserves some.

Pissed!!!!
I once had it all... And like a fuckin plane crash it was gone, and so was the people that said I love U!!! I'm left crawling in my skin, alone and dark. Lack of self control, confusing what is real, fighting the pain everyday... wounds that won't heal. being pulled apart from the inside... being crushed from the outside in... should that equal out? yea not at different times... WTF.. I'm looking through someone elses eyes as if its not me.. I can't get out... it won't let go, I have to smile over the pain so they don't ask whats wrong... leave me alone... I won't let this buildup inside me.... I don't want to be this... so I keep fighting... time goes right out the window... day and night become one, it doesn't even matter... the pain goes on... at times sitting emotionless and numb... some say I love you then walk away, you can see it's out of sight out of mind again actions speek louder than words.... again and again its all the same... fake people... fake smiles... I love u is a

Nice To Have It
WELL,BEEN A WHILE SINCE I POSTED ANYTHING SO THOUGHT I'D UPDATE. THINGS ARE STILL GREAT BETWEEN ME N BANKER MAN,LOL.WE HAVE KNOWN EACH OTHER OVER A YR.(HE REALLY IS MY BANKER,LOL).I HAD AN INSTANT ATTRACTION TO HIM WHEN I SAW HIM AND JUST FOUND OUT RECENTLY THAT HE FELT THE SAME WAY ABOUT ME.HE EVEN REMEMBERED THINGS ABOUT THE FIRST TIME HE SAW ME,MORE THAN A YR. AGO.WE HAVE GOTTEN TO B VERRY GOOD FRIENDS FIRST.WE HAVE BEEN STARTING TO DATE AND HAD ANOTHER THIS MORNING.GODDD... IT WAS SOOO GOOD TO SEE HIM,BE IN HIS ARMS,KISS HIM.HES ALWAYS A PERFECT GENTLEMAN,HOLDING DOORS,MY ARM OR HAND AS WE WALK.HE TELLS ME ALL THE TIME HOW MUCH HE MISSES ME WHEN NOT TOGETHER,E MAILS ME N PHONES EVERY DAY.I DONT CARE THAT HES A BANKER,I DONT GO AFTER A GUY FOR WHAT HE HAS OR CAN GIVE ME.I LIKE HIM(PROBABLY A LIL MORE THAN I SHOULD FOR SO SOON IN DATING STAGE)BECAUSE OF HIS VERY SWEET,KIND EYES AND SMILE,HIS GENTLE TOUCH,THE WAY HE LOOKS AT ME WHEN WE R TALKING,THE WAY HE SMELLS SOO NICE,HIS CUTE LIL

Holy Cow
That was definetly a long contest and we worked hard. There are some of u who stayed up till all hours bombing me and u know who u are :)!!! But all of u helped in ur own ways.. whether it was recruiting, trading, or just plain out putting up with me and my "please come help me" u guys are the best friends I could ever ask for!! Then there are the bombin families that came in at the end and bonbed their asses off till the last second!!! If it werent for all of u and i mean every single one of u i woulda never came close!! I not only came in second but i made alot of new friends and became closer with others. U guys showed me how much u cared for me and it brings tears of happiness and WE won no matter what the score was!! Luv always Jess

Ooooooomfg
i had over onethou friends now down to 484 of em.....still ain't done cleanin out list but close enough for now.........why is it peeps waste u'r time to add ya as a friend but don't bloody well talk to ya read blogs or bulletins and wtf who cares about points....I'm so sick of fake ass mother F***ers that say they u'r friends just for a few measily points..

Stupid Questions
Why is it that when someone tells you that there’s billions of stars in the universe, you believe them. But if they tell you there’s wet paint somewhere you have to touch it? How can there be self-help “groups”? Did you ever notice that if you blow in a dogs face it goes mad, yet when you take him on a car ride he sticks his head straight out the window? If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular? When cheese gets its picture taken, what does it say? Why isn’t the number 11 pronounced onety one? I thought about how mothers feed their babies with tiny little spoons and forks so I wondered mothers from Asian countries use? Toothpicks? If it’s true that we are here to help others, then what exactly are the others here for? Ever wonder what the speed of lightning would be if it didn’t zigzag? Last night I played a blank tape at full blast. The mime next door went nuts. Whatever happened to Preparations A through G?

Rip Dldg
R.I.P DLDG 12/22/78 ~ 9/14/07 MY BEST FRIEND PASSED AWAY TODAY ITS A MAJOR BLOW SHE WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART ALONG WITH THE MEMORIES WE SHARE SHE WAS THE ONE AND ONLY FRIEND I HAD OUTSIDE OF ALL MY FRIENDS ON THE COMPUTER WE DID AND SHARED EVERYTHING AND NOW SHES BEEN CALLED TO BE AN ANGEL PLEASE KEEP HER MOTHER IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS AS WE TRY TO COPE WITH THIS LOSS

Saturday Night
It was a few minutes after 11 pm when we finally went to bed. I was following my husband down the hall to our bedroom when he entered the room and I walked up behind him as he stopped to pull the blankets back. He stood before me with his back to me only wearing his boxers. I reached around his chest with both of my arms and gave him a big hug. I made sure that my breasts pressed up against his bare back so he can feel them give his shoulder blades a hug while I pinched his nipples that he loves so much. I took my fingernails and ran large circles around each of his nipples and I could hear him take a deep breath as I did so. I stepped back a bit and ran my nails over his shoulders and down the length of his spine very slowly teasing him with the touch all the while. I dropped to my knees behind him and then tugged lightly at the elastic band at the top of his boxers dropping them slowly just so that I could see the top of the crack of his sweet ass. I then dropped my hands

I Am In Yet Another Contest! :d
I never thought I'd participate in ONE let alone two LOL But Bri made the contest and he's my friend, so I entered :) It's for "Hottest Eyes" Starts today 4PM Central (which is now) and ends Sunday, September 16 at Noon Central. The most comments wins (with rates only counting as the tie breaker) Here is my link: Good luck to all! :D

The Elevator
The Elevator By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 The elevator door closes and behind me is a very handsome man that I noticed as I entered. He is wearing a very expensive looking suit with an attaché case in his right hand leaning up against the wall. He smiles at me as I enter the elevator and press the button for the floor below the button he pushed. We have many floors to go yet. I stand there in the middle of the floor and we begin our ascent to our destination. I can smell the scent of his cologne as it wafts over my shoulder. Very manly and extremely seductive was the scent from his cologne. It made my mind wander with the allure from his scent. I hear the tap of his attaché case as he sets it on the floor behind me and off to his side. Suddenly, I feel his arm slowly reach around my waist and give me a slight tug backwards and I can feel his body press up against my back. I gasped for a second but never say a word. Against my ass I can feel the stiffness of hi

Help Sassy Please!!! Needs Love
Sassy is the bomb!! She is there to help anyone and everyone. Please help me give her back some love and help her level up. She needs all the ratings, comments, fans, friends you can give her. Click her link to show the love!!! ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~ Founder of The Lancasters Bartender Fusion Club F.A.R. Founder of the B r U Ch@ fubar Thanks for paying it forward!!! WE LOVE YOU SASSY CHICK!!!

Mr And Mrs Winn
well brian .. looks like you fucked up big time .. what did you do .. you have managed to chase away one of the best people you could ever meet .. all this bullshit you blew up her ass and her son .. please .. how could you mind fuck her so bad .. she believed in you .. she wanted nothing more then to be with you and hopefully be happy .. but no .. you had to fill her head with nothing but sweet little promises .. and they were all lies .. you need to get a set of balls and change that .. but i don’t see that happening .. you are not a man but you are a weasel .. how many other women are you doing this too .. god i wish i knew .. and you call yourself a marine a man among men .. for once i can say i am ashamed of a soldier .. heres his page if ya wanna check out a good bullshitter http://fubar.com/user/482235

Remember That First Time....
As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him-he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance. You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. Your eyes are filled with tears but you shake your head and nod for him to go on. He

Okay, What's The Freakin Point?
What the hell is the point of putting how many points you need to your next level? You tell me. I've had enough of seeing it, and i'm about to stop doing it. I go to your page, I rate your shit, you don't rate mine. What the hell is up with that? (reminder the term "you" is collective, I'm currently speaking in generalizations) Well... I'll be freakin honest with you, I've got this sad feeling that because I don't show my dick, or I don't show skin, ya'll don't give a rat's ass about me, or my page, or what the fuck not. To all of you who HAVE helped me in the past, and will probably help me in the future, this isn't directed at you. it's directed to all those lameass fucks who don't bother to "share the luv" as they say it, and beg for it. Now if you've read this far, you know that I'm not done ranting. The next fucking time I get an email from someone telling me "you have to go here and help this person level" I'm sending a reply back telling them to fuck the hell off.

A Poem For My Love.....
To My Love There are many thoughts and fantasies Wandering in my head. While I dream about you, And when I am asleep in my bed, I wish many things. I wish with no fear That right here beside me You would be here. I wish you could tell me In person every day Just how much you love me. And never would we say To go our separate ways. It would just break my heart To have to know That we were apart. A dream can go Where a wish cannot. A dream can bring true What a wish never thought. When I dream about you You’re holding my hand. My feelings for you; These I had never planned. Gazing at the stars On a dark, cold night, We utter sweet words Under the pale moonlight. If you were here beside me, I could look at you. It would all come together; That you are my dream come true. I am smiling as I realize That although we are apart, It is only in body; Never in heart. I hate not having you here, But I know that some day, Fate will bring us togethe

For The Benefit Of The Newly Added
hey all, for those just added... please read the profile! twice if necessary :p more albums are available that are SFW not just NSFW... please take the time to look at them, you might be surprised how good I look WEARING something :p I take no responsibility for anything that comes up while looking at my pictures. nsfw poetry is in the ramblings blog. sfw poetry is in the dunno stash. all of you, please keep in mind, these are pictures of a REAL person... and you can say what you want in comments, but keep my shouts decent (i'm not saying you have to be a good little schoolboy and pretend sex doesn't exist, but there's alot more to me than you see in the pictures.) Other than that, have fun wandering around my stuff :p Love, Sin

My Dear Friend
Just wanted to give everyone who is on my friends list that has Mina on their list as well, an update. I spoke with her mother this morning and her surgery went fine. She is resting now and should be released in a few days. If you have read her recent blog you are aware that she is deleting her account. She is my dearest friend and has been sick for quite some time. The drama on here has finally gotten to her and she feels that at this point in her life she needs to focus on taking care of herself. If you would like updates on her recovery and you are not on my friends list, send me an add request and I will be relay all messages to her. Thank you for your understanding. Peace, Mindy

Offensive And Indecent Breastfeeding Mothers
I'm thankful for not having boobs thrown in my face all the time by offensive and indecent breastfeeding mothers like the ones below:Wait...Well, this is a bad example. Let's try again.Hmm...Just a minute. I'm sure I can find better ones than these...Eh, still not offensive enough. I'll check one more time.That is better. LOOK AT THAT! I see about a half inch of boob. DISGUSTING.UGH. Look at that indecency! She must be from some third world country to be exposed like that!Now that's just...There are no words to descripe how inappropriate that is. Something needs to be done!But why stop at breasfeeding women? There are boobs everywhere. Beware! If you thought the above photos were offensive, you WILL DEFINITELY be offended by the photos below.Not this one, though. This one was in plain view on news stands and in mail boxes in 19 countries world wide!Not this one, either. This one actually won an award!

Revolution Radio In 10 Mins!!
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Dance The Dance
Your smile screams to me across the wire, it fills me with hope and desire. I want to know you as a friend, take it slow who knows where it will end. They enchant me those bewitching eyes, on your passions wings I want to fly. Don't toss me aside give me a chance, you can't have fun if you don't dance the dance.

On The Outside Lookin In
On the outside, looking in... I slowly open my eyes And have a look around I see a lot of people I hear a lot of sound I see a massive box It’s shaped as a square People moving inside it As I stand there and stare People going to work Children going to school Others on a holiday Splashing in a pool Men seducing women Girls flirting with boys Everyone is so busy The world is full of noise There is some joy But a lot more pain Some people are crazy While others are sane I stand outside the box And look at them all Wishing I could join in With my heart and soul But no matter how hard I try, To enter the box and go in I know it’s a lost battle And that I would never win So I hold my head up high And I raise my chin I will always be on the outside... On the outside...looking in! AND SOMETIMES I slowly open my eye

One Day To Slowe, No That's Not A Typo
yes i think i typed that right, it's prononced like a female pig with a "L" in it. it's a carny word of course and i'm so excited that i may have at least one slowe in this old broken body of mine still. that's a huge fate if you knew what i had to go thru with my back a couple years, or was that last year i forgot. but anyways, my back isn't hurting much if any now. which is a great thing. now if only i can say the same about my legs and arms lol. i'm telling you this and now. if you think you're tough, work a week as a carny. it'll either make you or break you. i bet on break you lol. and i don't mean being a splinter head, person on the games. be a ride jock, that's where you'll learn you're limits. and another pluss, chicks dig them just ask lol. that last comment was a jab at one person in paticular lol, ok maybe two lmao. i do know that tomorrow is going to be the worst day of my life so far. being this out of the curve, mind you i once weighed close to 300 lbs, 136 kilograms for

Just So People Know!
No I am not dead. Just working. LONG FUCKING HOURS! So, if one more person fucking prank calls me at 5:30am there will be hell to pay. Grow the fuck up! Stop prank calling me. I swear I will break your fucking face. / end of rant

Late Night Shout!
kinkygirl: wanna see me mlive on cam doing watever u want me to do just for $4?? hirs my msn>> katie_hot4you@hotmail.com lifesez: you can see me for 6.99..i do a great shower cam show ..............it was ez to flip it...she didnt want to pay the diff! :(

Short Prequel
I get home, your in the bedrom waiting for me. Slowly I walk towards you, pulling you tightly into me. I kiss you deeply, slowly pressing my tongue into your mouth, running it over your teeth and pressing your tongue to the roof of your mouth. I gently push you onto the bed, kissing slowly down your neck. Nibbling lightly at your ear as I start to unbutton your shirt, slowly sliding it over your skin and off your body as I kiss down your neck, across your shoulder, across your collarbone and down your chest. I leave a trail of light kisses across your chest stopping to run my tongue around your nipple, sucking it gently into my mouth, flicking my tongue over it as my other hand runs up your body to carress your other breast, rolling the nipple between my thumb and forefinger. As you gasp in pleasure I start to kiss down your stomach, pausing to pull down your skirt, following it down your legs with a trail of kisses. Slowly I kiss my way back up your legs, kissing lightly across your i

Humor?
People who know me know I have a sense of humor beyond normal limits. Apparently I offended someone today with that sense of humor. If you're gonna ask someone to leave a comment on some pics and you state that it doesn't matter what's posted, then fair game, right? Well someone didn't get the humor, and I apologized, but was blocked anyway. So to that person, I say, sorry you never knew me anyway. Peace.

Good Luck
good morin family i want to wish all of you a alot of luck an please remember this all in fun pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee thier about two hours to go love rubia MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts

Love At First Sight
Love at First sight The first time I saw you I never wanted to be apart. Many feelings and emotions went streaming through my heart. As soon as I saw you I knew we were ment to be. It's hard for me to show my feelings, if only you could see. You have the face of an angel and you love to spread your wings. Everytime I see that your not happy, my heart starts to sting. I know Im not the only guy, you have many fans. I hope one day we will be together always holding hands. Ive been waiting my whole life for someone just like you. I asked God to send a angel down My wishes have come true.

Please Come Get Your Morphs
Hey everyone, if you haven't gotten your morph yet, please come by my page and check out my GIT R DONE FAMILY BOMBERS folder and rip yours. If you do not see your on there, please let me know and i will make it for you. I have talked about the morphs with Aimee and we really want everyone using these as your primary pics while you're bombing at bombfest,,we wanna walk in there showin our rebel pride and kick some major ass and take this title again this year!!!!! I love ya all and can't wait to see us win this thing :)

Its Funny...please Read....lol
font size=3> Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be asleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you

On My Way To Nashville And Coyote Ugly!
Fuck yeah! Earlier in the week Jocey and Crystal asked me to go down there with them and i said no i couldnt. Not enough money. Well last night after my date I met the up at Koodie Hoos and they talked me into going. They are going to split the cost of me going and drinking with them. Thats how bad the want me to go. lol. We are going to COYOTE UGLY man. oh yeah. And yes I AM going to dance on the bar. Last night we ended up down at the river skinny dipping at 3 in the fucking morning. but it was a ball. But anyway I gotta get off here. I have an hour and a half to get packed and ready. theres 4 girls and one guy going. lol dont you pity that poor guy. lol all 4 of us ladies are nuts when we get together.

Cry Of The Windego
Shatter towards travesty Your blood fucking belongs to me I suck you dry, burn your shine, I want to hear your demons cry The need to masticate is growing My teeth show no signs of slowing A crescent press, the taste of flesh, the mark I scrawl across your chest Underlings with splitting wings Divide the hide and bait the springs

I Opened A Wound And No One Will Hit Me
I’ve bled away the dirt on me Discharged sanity Rock hard malignancy There is nothing left of me and still I have supremacy Your shit stained lips Can give my coiled ring a kiss The crest imprints My cauterized coat of arms will not be content as a scar Procreate in the honeymoon pyre Ripping and tearing to unplug the drain Bloat and burst in a hail of denial The insane have made gains and are anointed as saints Complain against the ways you’ve been repaid My night has lost to another day Let’s lay blame it’s a fun fucking game You lay down the punishment and I’ll take it to the grave Delay, deployed, unsoiled, rejoice Strained voice, ignore the goddamn choices Join the chorus of the hopeless doped up on suggestive noises Taste the bone crunching grind of gears Cast your fears like a headlight at a dear Bruise, blister, show me your fucking peel Parasites Have their way with me Parasites Have their way with me

We Are A Dying Breed
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured h

Die Mf Die
I don't need your forgiveness I don't need your hate I don't need your acceptance So what should I do I don't need your resistance I don't need your prayers I don't need your religion I don't need a thing from you I don't do what I've been told Your so lame why don't you Just go Die mother fucker die mother fucker die I don't need your prison I don't need your pain I don't need your decision So what should I do I don't need your approval I don't need your hope I don't need your lectures I don't need a thing from you I'll be sorry when I'm old You're so full of shit man Just go Die mother fucker die mother fucker die Boom I don't need your forgiveness I don't need your hate I don't need your acceptance So what should I do I'll be sorry so you've said I'm not sorry Bang You're Dead Die mother fucker die mother fucker die Die

Posting Pics & Copyright Laws
USING ANOTHER PERSON’S PICTURES WITHOUT THEIR PERMISSION IS ILLEGAL, AND CONSTITUTES A VIOLATION OF THE LAW — IT’S COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT !!!!! First of all, let me start by saying that I am getting tired of hearing people say, “If you don’t want your pictures stolen, then don’t post them on the internet.” -- That is the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard! That’s like saying if you don’t want your car stolen, don’t park it in an open parking lot. Or if you don’t want your house burglarized, don’t leave your house unoccupied. Or if you don’t want raped, don’t go out in public, or wear skimpy clothes. Or if you don’t want your work stolen, don’t publish it.

A Blog You Have To See About Ripping Pictures
http://fubar.com/blog.php?blogid=129448&pid=524976# Jack a really good friend of mine made this blog about rippers and copyright laws.. You should see it.. It is amazing.. so you no good rippers READ.. What you are doing is illegal.. and has to stop!!!

Dig - Mudvayne
I was on one of my hardedt road missions the first time I heard this song. I had just returned from leave and was pretty fucked in the head to begin with. Luckily they knew this and sent my buddy Danny as my driver. This was the first all pagan wrecker crew they had sent out. We were stuck in Camp Beuring, Kuwait for 13 days waiting for the unit we were hauling north. The orders came in that we were going to Ramadi, Iraq. One of the most dangerous areas at the time. Me and Danny spent the down time getting our road tunes together, and hanging with the only other military supported pagan circle in Kuwait. It was rough going on the roads up to Ramadi. We had frequent stops and had to stay awake in case of attack. Danny had made a CD including this song which kicks ass. I remember once hearing it, that I asked him "Did that guy just say Sucking on a motherfuking tailpipe?" He didn't know, but three days later he came up to me and said that it was. I had forgotten all about it

Courtesy Where Has It Gone
OKAY, IT SEEMS THAT EVERYONE WHO HAS COMMENTED MY MUMS IS A SMART A BEHIND. No one just votes and makes intelligent comments after voting. If You have nothing better to do than to insult other people and belittle them just because you feel like being rude it would be best to say nothing. It's not joking when you are rude on purpose and You will not get very far in life being extremely crass, and sarcastic. Whatever happened to people having manners, being courteous, of character, integrity and class....whether at home,at work or online? I don't believe I have offended or disrespected anyone I know online or off-line intentionally. However, If I have I apologize. I just ask for one simple act Please be respectful of me and I will be respectful of YOU. "TO GET RESPECT YOU MUST GIVE RESPECT" -??? THANKS FOR LISTENING CHARLIE

Shoutbox Cocksnots! :d
->julius: wow your right good at takin hints... you must suck at findin waldo..so imma say it point blank NOES!!!!! julius: send yahoo pls ->julius: LMAO umm no my next door neighbour has it.. for her mom..are you tryin to say hello to me in japan if so.. me no likey :| julius: do you have msn or yahoo? ->julius: yeah.. thats all kindsa NOT gonna happen julius: hi beautiful i want to see your sexy body for god sakes someone shoot me :|

Maternal Retard
Today one of my assistants brought in his 3 month old son to work. This is the first time that I had seen the baby and the first time that I had held a baby in my arms in probably 4 years. It was definitely a strange feeling. I was a little scared. I had to ask my assistant if I was holding the baby right. It was at that moment I realized… I’m 33 and I’m embarrassed that I had to ask how to hold a baby. Oh my god. There was a point in my life where holding a child was natural to me. My friends had kids and I had spent plenty of time around babies. Now my friend’s kids are driving. Did I miss the fucking boat here? How do you not know how to hold a baby??? What the fuck is wrong with me? Am I some kind of maternal retard? I mean the dogs not dead so I must have some kind of ability to take care of something/someone. Right?

Time After Time
If you're lost you can look - and you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you - I'll be waiting Time after time After my picture fades and darkness has Turned to gray Watching through windows - you're wondering If I'm OK Secrets stolen from deep inside The drum beats out of time - You said go slow - I fall behind The second hand unwinds - If you're lost... ...Time after time Time after time Time after time Time after time I worry about you. I know that things are hard for you. I know that it’s probably hard to see the light in all of the darkness but when you’re lost you can look and you will find me… I promise it gets better. Time after time.

A Dream,i Love My Dreams....
I woke up this morning from a dream I had of You. In my dream You slid open my bedroom window and climbed into my room. You silently walked across the room and put Your hand over my mouth. Startled, I jerked awake but relaxed when I opened my eyes and saw that it was You. Bending down you whispered into my ear in a deep commanding tone, “ you will not move, or speak, you will remain silent and shortly I will bind you and blind fold you”. “Nod your head if you understand”. My heart began to pound with excitement as I nodded my head. First, You locked my bedroom door. Then You walked back to where I was lying on the bed. You slowly pulled down the covers to reveal my black lacey negligee`. You smiled and reaching out a hand, You lightly ran the tips of Your fingers down the center of my cleavage, then across, lightly brushing my hard nipples as You said, “ Very nice but this has to go”. “Strip now, girl and be quick about it”. “I want you naked for My pleasure”. I sat up in bed and u

My Name Is Fibromyalgia
MY NAME IS FIBROMYALGIA by Terri Been Hi. . .My Name is Fibromyalgia, and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. I am now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please. I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over. Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now! I also took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make you tremble internally or make you feel cold or hot when everyone else feels normal. Oh, yeah, I can make you feel anxious or depressed, too. If you have something planned, or are looking forward to a great day, I can take that away, too. You didn't ask for me. I chose you for various reasons: That virus you had that you never recovered from, or that car accident, or maybe it was the years of abuse and trauma. Well, anyway, I'm

Yeah Another Blog Deal With It.... 2
With all of the things going on in my life right now I have made several decisions. First of all my shout box has been set to just family. No no one on my friends list in particular did anything I am just tired of the crap and the people on my family list I know wont cause it. Second I deleted about half of my pix. Third the remaining pix with exception of my default, castles, and made for me are locked to family also. I know that most people don't notice when I am on or not. And frankly that is fine. I found some really great people on here and even a guy that peeks my interest. Nope not naming names he knows who he is. I have a week off from school starting the 22nd of this month and then start Biology and English. I won't be on here much even in my week off. Because frankly I am tired of all the games and bullshit that has been going on here. Life is too short for anyones life to revolve around a freaking site that is just like being back in high school and the sooner some of you re

Often Repeated Conversation
Over the years the conversation varies from person to person but the main thrust always comes down to person a is in a bind emotionally... They're stuck in a stressful life situation but they love someone they want to be with but being with that person is going to cause another person pain, or make them an outcast with their crowd, or deep down inside they're not sure that what they want is right but they want to be with this person because they feel happy with them. Person b usually tries different approaches, do you really love whoever? What about how you feel about person x, and didn't the current object of affection cheat on you/someone else? And the conversation usually degenerates into do whatever you want and person a makes the wrong choice 9 times out of 10 and is miserable... Having been on both sides of that conversations I'm fairly sure the odds aren't too exaggerated... although I do believe I have over simplified things by a stretch. The thing is, at our core we are

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I am completely stoked, I found a long sleeved shirt at my store today for 6.99! Now it wasn't just any shirt - It was an Ohio State shirt!!Now I think I've said this in the past, but they never ever get anything over a "large" in our store. So to find a shirt...we won't say what size, lmao....a shirt that fit my fat ass....is awesome. This shirt that I got usually runs about 25-30 dollars - depending on where you get it from. YaY me!!! :D

Off & On Today
Well will be off and on today. My little girl has been sick. She was running a temp this morning and still is. I took her to the doctors today and she has tonsilitis and the begining of bronchitis. She is on anti-botics. Which is good I guess. But I will be off and on. Hope everyone has a good weekend!

Fags And Tongue Piercings.
The conversation started on the bottom, the top is the end. You know how the shoutbox works. But, I wanted to share. What a dildo licker. Guys with tongue piercings that don't suck dick. What a joke. Pfft. Dragon Lady: Well, good. When I put up my blog, I will send you the link. Bound By Leather: Well your half witt remarks are funny as hell, posting them to my girls as you ramble on. They are laughing there asses off at you . Dragon Lady: By the way, only fags say LOL every other word, too. That's how I know you're gay... Dragon Lady: You're the fag with the tongue piercing. Who are you calling a dumbshit? Bound By Leather: Look at my profile retard, no guys on there lol Have a good one dumbshit... Dragon Lady: It's cool. No big whoop. I know you're gay. The sooner you know, the best for you. Have a good one. Bound By Leather: Well then why the fuck!! Do you keep going back to the gay thing? I told you and you just kept yapping Dragon lady: I am a girl, y

The Willow Limbs
she sits beneath the branches of an old willow tree hidden from the dirt road way out in the country on a blanket worn with use, washed too many times in a dress handed down, from old aunt Jill Mae Klien waiting for her soul, who is not yet her mate the sultry heat of summer, shimmers a distant haze the slight tilt of her head, to listen for his stride softened by the crickets who sing their alibi he enters from behind and kneels quietly down his breath upon her neck was how she heard his sound leaning back in deep relief for he has finally arrived she sighs in sweet surrender and feels the heat begin to rise his hand so large and rough worn from his daily chores caresses the body of this woman he has come to adore without a word he slips this hand round to cup her swollen breast she in silence pulls in air- she can barely wait for the rest she covers his palm with her own, and squeezes his instead and feels the gentle feather kisses he plants against her h

To My Friends
this is to my actual friends, not the ones on my friends list who take up space. i love you guys, you make me smile when i need it, there when i need to talk, or just to act goofy with, oh and you make my boobs smile lmao so this blog is just a tribute to you love you muahhhhhhhh and huggssss to the ones who dont talk to me, get the hell off my list you waste of space ty for reading

Apple Of My Eye
The moment I saw you I knew there was no one else meant for me. Your eyes, your hands, your touch, The fact that even the simplest of gestures could bring a smile to my face. Your one of a kind, a special someone that many people journey to find. Many would say that love is unconditional between a man and a woman. But I have found that it doesn't hold a flame to the love of a child. You've renewed my faith about love, renewed me as a woman, as a Mom. You're the Apple of my Eye, the reason for my smile to the rising sun. There isn't a moment in a day that I don't Thank God for you. I've seen you grow over the past few years and all the memories fill my heart. As we celebrate Mothers, lets celebrate who made me one, you. Dedication to my Daughter

Bahhh! Not Getting Alerts Or Much Else
Has anyone else been having bar tab alert problems or bulletin problems the last couple of days? My bulletins have been messed up. I get old bulletins (eventually) that were posted 2 days before LOL My bar tab isn't updating regularly. I don't always see when blogs are posted or mumms, etc. Anyone else having problems like these?

I Am Sorry....
I am sorry that I did not end up being the one you wanted. I am sorry that my looks may not of been up to your standards. I am sorry that in the end, my hopes and dreams did not end up being the same as yours. I am sorry if me trying to give you all of my love was taking the wrong way. I am sorry..but wait, no I am not sorry. You were the one who found me which obviously meant there was something about me that you did like at one point in time. I am who I am and if you could not accept me for who I am, that is your loss and not mine. I know that there is someone out there who will accept me for who I am and will let me give them my love and will accept it with open arms. Your words to me has only made me stronger, not weaker. I am who I am and I have a lot of love to give to that one special man.

Ghost Rider Needs A Corvette
HEY ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY. I NEED A CORVETTE.THE BEAUTIFUL HOST WONDER WOMAN IS HOST A CONTEST FOR THOSE WANTING A CERTAIN GIFT. I CHOSE THE CORVETTE. I ONLY NEED 12,5OO COMMENTS TO RECIEVE IT. SO COME ON OVER AND GIVE ME A HAND. I THANK ALL OF YOU FROM MY BURNING HEART. JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO MY PROFILE. ALSO SHOW WONDER WOMAN A LITTLE LOVE WHILE UR THERE. SHE'S A GREAT GAL AND A GREAT HOST FOR THIS CONTEST. THE LINK TO HER PROFILE IS BELOW WONDER_WOMAN@FUBAR.COM@ fubar Write On Images

Sweat The Sex Right Out Of Me
I've been in the gym every day for the last 10 days (except Sunday - hey, even God took a day off) and it was only until today that I realized that I haven't had a sexual...urge...or thought or fantasy. That is so not me - or hasn't ever been me. I tend to be someone who can put a sexual spin on anything. My mind can take a dirty detour at any given moment, making the appropriate very inappropriate. Is it possible to burn up your libido? There may be a bright side. I've successfully rerouted sexual energy and frustration into fuel on the treadmil, resulting in a tighter ass. Tada!

Come On Guys!
I am reposting a blog my husband wrote. it is currently posted on his myspace and he has yet to post it here on fubar, so I will. We are all in school this semester. Betsy is in school with me at ECSU for her General Requirements. I am back in classes for Biology, CHemistry, and Calculus. Gwen has her prereqs for her Nursing school. The kids are back in school, and enjoying it. All but one, Tim seems to have some issues with behavioural issues. But after the events of this summer I can understand. I was recently asked to describe this family in a short statement. A short phrase if you will. The one I chose was that "we are a wolf pack" Each one of us an individual, yet together a formidable and cunning force. I keep seeing guys that come in this house, and they run squealing back to their own homes. I noticed at issue is my "alpha male" status finally when the girls pointed it out at a small town in Oregon. I noticed I did not have to move for others while walking down the stre

A Better Life
well now, the wheels have been set in motion. and maybe I will finally be free from the lowlife asshole I was married to for 14 years. I have discovered that since he has been gone my credit score has come up, my bills are paid on time, I have money left between paychecks, I can smile and laugh again,and I can be me the way I want to be me. I guess I want to thank those two individuals who brought on this wonderful change in my life and I hope they will appreciate all the changes that I am about to make to their lives. I am basically a good person but when you get pushed too far thee is no turning back. My life, my better life is about to begin and I can only pray for these lost souls who are to ignorant to know their time has come.

Tattoos...
These are some pictures I've been working on. Tattoos I want to get. They aren't anything especially original or super deep, yet they do have meaning and appeal to me--and since Imma be the one with the ink, that's all that really matters, right?

:( Dude Tonight Sucked
So everything was going well at the store tonight.. things were running on time.. we were gonna get outta there earlier. We got robbed tonight.. Amma and I had a gun to our heads.. It sucked so bad.. but they caught the guy so.

Possibly Tomorrows Awesome Trout
Heading to Bed.Be getting up 4:30 am for Fishing.Be on sometime tomorrow.Tomorrow night couple new Contest links to Post.Good Luck Bombing Family an Friends.An be Bombing by u alls side real soon. Hugs an Peace.

Really Sick And Tired
soooo why is everyone on here about ratings and nsfw pictures is this a place to meet people or just get and ego boost while raising your dicks and clits?? I deleted my nsfw pics why? you may ask...I am so sick of can i see your nakeds just because they are private doesnt mean they are naked...oh rate me fan me and ill do the same why cant you just do it if you come across my pics why do i HAVE to in return what if I dont think your sexy why do i have to give you a ten?? cuz its polite?? i never claimed to be polite...and another thing just because im a playful sex kitten doesnt mean i wanna suck fuck and lick every tom dick and harry that comes aorund im not wanting cyber sex or foul play im here to meet knew people dont like it dont come visit me...now back to my intelligent convo with mr unsensitive...

Confused
i sit here wondering why i feel the way i do and cant understand it some say its in my head some says its love me persinally im confused on how i am feeling i feel kinda lost but yet im still here but yet im out in left field im to the point i dont make anysense i guess im struck

Why Is It?
Why is it that the people that tell you that they are always there for you are the ones that are never available when you need them? I have some pretty good friends, and they always tell me "I'm here if you need to talk" but then when I'm ready to open up and actually vent a little, they are too busy doing other things...they don't have time to listen right now.... I guess I'll never understand this....maybe its just me....Hell, i don't know..... Anyways, the opertunity is gone....I have pulled it all back inside where it will stay until I decide to let it out again..... Ok, I'm done ranting now...have a good night....

Men/women
Most men and women these days say I love you too fast have sex with a new person way too fast from what I see. My opinion on having sex too fast and saying I love you is you dont always know what your getting yourself into and you end up getting hurt taking this route. In my opinion how one is treated by there parents and what they seen growing up are Very important issues to talk about before jumping in the bed or saying I love you too quickly! I have noticed in some cases Guys who had a good mom that cook cleaned and took care of them generaly look for a women who will do the same as a girlfriend or wife...but end up with girls who arent willing to do that. Then you have the women who had a father who Worked,did thing in the garage ,fixed things around the house and took care of there mother...And end up with a man who isnt isnt like there father and it becomes a problem. Facts are the way we are raised becomes embedded in our minds as the way it should be. Alth

None
the perfect neighbor (sung to the mr. rodger's theme song) it's a beautiful day in the neighborhood,a beautiful day for this neighbor,would you be mine?could you be mine? won't you be my neighbor? FUCK NO!!!!!!! don't borrow my toolz, or give me a nod, don't ask about schools, or talk about god, don't wanna cookout, or come play cardz, don't wanna fuck your wife, keep your dog outta my yard, i'm NOT the perfect neighbor, as you can plainly see, it's a beautiful day in the neighborhood for everyone but me, if you mow your lawn, at 6 a.m. i'll beat the skin offa you, that's just who i am, you can try to be nice & neighborly too, i don't hate the world, I JUST HATE YOU!!!!!!!! ( mr rodger's alwayz weirded me out as a kid)

Abusors And Users
Sometimes in life we all have to do the things we hate the most. Some of those things could lead us to get hurt. Broken bones will heal. Cool looking scars tell a story. But sometimes it's the broken things that give us scars no one can see that hurt us the most. People come and go in our lives. Even the ones who stay the shortest while can still leave a lasting memory in our minds. You just don't know who's heart you could be leaving that footprint on. Sometimes, the smallest sh*t can and does mean the biggest in ways you never thought of. I'm going to get personal and bare my heart a little. I've been used my whole entire life. By friends, family, lovers and even strangers. It's a subtle abuse that goes unrecognized. I am a people pleaser. This has nothing to do with me wanting people to like me. It's just my natural way of being. I feel for people, so i take them on my shoulders. Put my last dime out just to make them feel more than okay. I guess this all caught up to me tonight.

Revenge Is A Dish Best Served Cold
This was taken from www.jokes.com. Looks like this really happened. Clemson Wedding -- A long, true story spacer This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University. This was a huge wedding with over 300 guests. After the wedding at the reception, the groom got up on stage and took the microphone to talk to the crowd. He said that he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and groom's families for coming and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a fabulous reception. To thank everyone for coming and bringing gifts and everything, he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift from just him. Taped to the bottom of everyone's chair (even the chairs of the wedding party) was a manila envelope. He said that was his gift to everyone, and told everyone to open their envelopes. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 picture of his be