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Gone For The Weekend!
I am getting ready to leave and go pick up boys to head up to the cabin. It is getting cold and starting to rain so it looks like games and drinking this weekend! lol So I hope you all have a wonderful weekend. I am going to enjoy mine. It may get cramped with 10 of us though! Nah....the boys don't mind getting wet. They have fun no matter if it is raining or hot! ~ciao~

Too Many Obstacles But You Can Overcome It All
in life we all struggle. simple as that. every day your faced with a new challenge wether you over come that specific challenge is up too you no one else. as i sit back an watch the world arround me suddenly my problems dont seem so bad. people living on the streets no money, no food, no home. And the thing about that is no one really seems to care, if we would all just take the time to realize what were doing to each other maybe just maybe things would get a little better. a little boy who had been in the foster system since age 2 was killed because of malnutrition an neglect. i feel for that boy because i had been in foster care most of my life having to deal with the abuse and the humility of being a foster child. being in states custody was what topped off the hell i live in. 45 foster homes,19group home,12 hospitals,never knowing where you belong and knowing you dont fit in wishing for a normal life but knowing you cant go home because your parents a drug addicts and abusive

Spiritual
Sam You Believe in the Pendulum!!Using a pendulum is a form of 'kinesiology' . As with muscle testing, your own 'body spirit' or 'body angel' who is in charge of moving the subtle energy around your body, responds to your thoughts and words using that energy to move the pendulum and answer your questions. Your body spirit can answer questions directly in relation to the body, or be the intermediary for you to talk to your higher self and soul, your spirit guides, the souls of other people, the earth, animals, plants, minerals or elements. You believe in personal divination more than foretelling the future of others. To you, the use of personal mediation and understanding yourself is of high importance. You are a grounded person who tends to be calm and collected. You avoid drama and consult yourself before anyone else.

Poems From My Wife
He cares only that I'm happy, Even were I not with him. If some seek on the wind love's traces, Some seek out the love within. All my pleasures are his treasures, Nor does he crave joy alone. All have claim on his compassion; No dark soul is on its own. Giving thus, so naturally, Each day he lights the love in me, Like candles on a sunlit stone.

Re: Leading Economist: Dollar Faces Outright Collapse
RE: Leading Economist: Dollar Faces Outright Collapse ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 14 Mar 2008, 22:06 Leading Economist: Dollar Faces Outright Collapse Another prominent economist has warned that the bottom may soon drop out of the dollar completely as the currency hits fresh lows and continues to sink worldwide. http://infowars. net/articles/march2008/140308Economist. htm

When Is Enough ...enough
So today started out like every other day, and then i got into the office and had the shit hit the fan ASAP. Owning your own business is Hard, and to boot it gets harder when you have days like this I get in the office and to find out that some of my Servers were off line...so i get with my "IT" people and rip them a new ass because there steady playing games while these alarms on the servers going off......problem fixed ......back to normal day..phew then i talk with my ex.....We have been battling back and forth to get back together, and seems that somethign always fucks it up all the time, so this time it was someone Hating on us both, and fills my ear with Bull Shit.....and i ask her about some of it, and to come anf find out it was all LIES i was told by this other person....DRAMA yes i know....... so after my ex hears what i have to say she drops a BOMB on me, she says......i wanted to get back together today and tell you i loved you and missed you so much.......and you

Looking For Some Good Hearted People!
Did you know… * 1 in 150 children is diagnosed with autism * 1 in 94 boys is on the autism spectrum * 67 children are diagnosed per day * A new case is diagnosed almost every 20 minutes * More children will be diagnosed with autism this year than with AIDS, diabetes & cancer combined * Autism is the fastest-growing serious developmental disability in the U.S. * Autism costs the nation over $90 billion per year, a figure expected to double in the next decade * Autism receives less than 5% of the research funding of many less prevalent childhood diseases * Boys are four times more likely than girls to have autism * There is no medical detection or cure for autism Here's your chance to own a Cowboy AND a Gem! Plus at the same time you will be helping a good cause! ALL donations are tax deductible too and any size donation is greatly appreciated! Thanks so much in advance! WantedCowboy & aGEM4life Up for AuctionNot into the whole "ownin

My Name....
What Shawnelle Means You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are very intuitive and w

Another Section Of The Book I Am Writing In My Head....lol
Sounds of thunder crashing and rolling across the mountains but were muffled by the sounds of her beating heart, their deafening breaths and moans. This was the moment she dreamed of, finally coming to fruition. Clothing was torn from their bodies and disappeared like a magic act. The phone rang piercing through the heated moment like fingernails on a chalkboard but even this didn't capture their attention. Their minds were elsewhere. Their bodies were in control and there was no stopping what has been building in them for months now. Tonight was the night they would become one. The desire, the urge, the need of it would not be denied another moment. He lifts her effortlessly in his arms, strong, masculine arms. Her long black hair hung toward the floor as icicles from the roof's edge. Words lost within her and only gasps of delight can find their way across her lips. He is looking at her with those deep brown soul seeing eyes... the look of intoxication, determination and lo

Dont Get Mad At Me Cause Your Man Has A Little Dick
I HAD SOME WOMAN BLOCK ME CAUSE SHE HAD A PIC OF HER SUCKING HER MANS DICK. IT WAS SO SMALL THAT I SAID..."IT LOOKS LIKE A PRCTICE DICK". AND SHE GOT MAD! HA HA HA #1)DONT GET MAD AT ME CAUSE YOUR MAN HAS A LITTLE DICK.. #2) LIKE I GIVE A FUCK IF YOU PUT ME ON YOUR BLOCKED LIST... #3) DOES YOUR MAN KNOW THAT YOU WERE LOOKING AT ANOTHER MANS DICK? OF COURSE HE DOES...CAUSE THE LAST TIME I SEEN A DICK THAT SMALL, I HAD TO TAKE THE DIAPER OFF OF IT... I RETURN YOU TO YOUR REGULARLY SCHEDULED PRORAM...

Redneck Daughter
Dear Redneck Daughter, I'm writing this slow because I know you can't read fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that most accidents happen within 20 miles of your home, so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address because the last West Virginia family that lived here took the house numbers when they moved so they wouldn't have to change their address. This place is really nice. It even has a washing machine. I'm not to sure about it. I put a load of clothes in and pulled the chain. We haven't seen them since. The weather isn't bad here. It only rained twice last week; the first time for three days and the second time for four days. About that coat you wanted me to send; your Uncle Billy Bob said it would be too heavy to send in the mail with the buttons on, so we cut them off and put them in the pockets. Bubba locked his keys in the car yesterday. We were really worried and hot because it took him two hours to

Superman Vs Spiderman
Ok.. So my twins birthday is tomorrow... So I had them make out a list of things for me to get for them... and in this huge list that they ask for everything but the kitchen sink... wait wait... I think that was #512 on their list... anyways... In thier list they both wanted superman PJ's... and one of them wanted a superman blanket and pillow too... They so take after their daddy... anyways... Now... me being the huge Superman nut myself... knows... Walmart is usally where I get my Superman Shirts and hats from... So Lisa and I drive out to Wally World to see what we get to choose from in the mass selection they must have of the greatest super hero the world has loved for generations... Now first we look for the PJ's... First hoping to find Supergirl PJ's to hopfully again remind the twins that they are girls... but to our luck.. there was none... Fine... we find them PJ's with the Superman Sheild on them... thinking... "Hey it's the same sheild that on Supergirl's Costume".

Dropping Gas Prices
I thought this was worth passing on ... Subject: Dropping Gas Prices THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! Now that the oil companies and the OPEC nations have conditioned us to think that the cost of a gallon of gas is CHEAP at $1.50 - $1.75, we need to take aggressive action to teach them that BUYERS control the marketplace..not sellers. With the price of gasoline going up more each day, we consumers need to take action. The only way

Carnival Of Sins Is Now Opened My Lounge Come Visit Me
HI Friends I HAVE A LOUNGE NOW...COME VISIT ME PLEASE :) THANK U HUGS RAINY :) ;) OR JUST GO TO MY LOUNGE ON MY PAGE UNDER MY LOUNGES CALLED CARNIVAL OF SINS...SEE YA THERE:) http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=56157

Achilles
One of the greatest of the Greek heroes who took part in the siege of Troy. He was the son of Peleus and the Nereid Thetis. He is a warrior of irresistible prowess but is subject to violent fits of anger, in which fits he is barbarically cruel. Indeed Homer announces, in the very first line of the Iliad, that the subject of his great epic is "the wrath of Peleus' son." The most famous instance of this is his quarrel with Agamemnon over the maiden Briseis. When she is taken from him he sulks in his tent and refuses to fight until the death of his dearest friend, Patroclus, brings hin to the battlefield seeking revenge. There he slays Hector and drags his body behind his chariot three times around the walls of Troy. Later, however, he is moved to generous pity when Priam, Hector's aged father, comes to beg his son's body so that it might receive due funeral rites. One of the best-known stories about Achilles is that his mother, to make him invulnerable in battle, dipped him in the

Sucks
i'm sittin at work, and all over sudden i feel totally lightheaded and my heart is racing like crazy nad my hands are shakin. i havent drank any coffee or ate anythin. damn, it would be so embarassing to die at work...

Music Video
Hey Ladies, We are currently auditioning females with a great camera presence to be in a music video that we will start filming in MAY. It will be the first single that will be released from our upcoming CD. If you are interested and think you would be perfect for this then contact me and we can discuss it.

That Man Wanted To Kill My Poppy...now Watch This Shot!
http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2008/03/14/AR2008031403677.html A Crude Case For War? By Steven Mufson Sunday, March 16, 2008; B01 It's hard to miss the point of the "Blood for Oil" Web site. It features one poster of an American flag with "Blood for oil?" in white block letters where the stars should be and two dripping red handprints across the stripes. Another shows a photo of President Bush with a thin black line on his upper lip. "Got oil?" the headline asks wryly. Five years after the United States invaded Iraq, plenty of people believe that the war was waged chiefly to secure U.S. petroleum supplies and to make Iraq safe -- and lucrative -- for the U.S. oil industry. We may not know the real motivations behind the Iraq war for years, but it remains difficult to distill oil from all the possibilities. That's because our society and economy have been nursed on cheap oil, and the idea that oil security is a right as well as a necessity has b

Something Must Be Wrong With Me
Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

I Dislike The Word "hate" ..i Wrote On 6/20/07
I dislike the word "HATE" I don't use it at all It cause's to much pain to say it at all Never will I say it to anyone big or small It is not a nice word to use It makes people feel weak So many tend to use that word and it cause's so much grief "HATE" is not a good word to say Dislike is so much better in so many way's You can get your point across by using a kinder word You don't have to be so mean saying that very mean word So if you will remember this little bit of advice Say the word dislike it is a nicer way to say the word "HATE" Without hurting someone feeling's and causing so much pain

Theory #1
Life is actually a dream. You are in fact a higher being for lack of a better word. You are sleeping right now, and your mind has created an alternate dimmension that is real. Every being creates their own dream dimmension,and every one of these dream dimmensions are independant of everyone elses yet still woven together to the point where we are interacting, much like individual threads are woven together to make a piece of yarn. When you wake up from this dream, your whole sleep universe is destroyed, erasing the "people" that aren't part of this sleep machine, people your mind made up as "life" filler. Tomorrow: Quantum immortality and how it applies to mirror people.

Irish Toasts
Irish Toasts A large collection of Irish toast for many different occasions. Irish Drinking Toasts A bird with one wing can't fly. (to encourage someone to take a second drink) It is better to spend money like there's no tomorrow than to spend tonight like there's no money! My friends are the best friends Loyal, willing and able. Now let’s get to drinking! All glasses off the table! Here's to a long life and a merry one. A quick death and an easy one. A pretty girl and an honest one. A cold pint-- and another one! Here's to a temperance supper, With water in glasses tall, And coffee and tea to end with-- And me not there at all! When money's tight and hard to get, and your horse is also ran, When all you have is a heap of debt, a pint of plain is your only man. Here's to being single... Drinking doubles... And seeing triple! I drink to your health when I'm with you, I drink to your health when I'm alone, I drink to your health so often, I'm sta

The Pain I Have......
the pain still cuts me even tho i know it is thru. i can still feel the knife blade cutting, like the wound was still brand new. magical lies were told to me and i beleived every one imagine my suprise now that all the magic is gone. nothing left but lies and tears for something that i could not control. all that i have left to show for it is this pulsing, gaping hole. maybe i will bleed to death when no one is around. maybe it will come swift and never make a sound. wishing for death is one thing but recieving is the plan becoz that is all that is left for me since i will never again hold ur hand.

Wtf News Story
WICHITA, Kan. (AP) - Deputies say a woman in western Kansas became stuck on her boyfriend's toilet after sitting on it for two years. Ness County Sheriff Bryan Whipple said it appeared the 35-year-old Ness City woman's skin had grown around the seat. She initially refused emergency medical services but was finally convinced by responders and her boyfriend that she needed to be checked out at a hospital. "We pried the toilet seat off with a pry bar and the seat went with her to the hospital," Whipple said. "The hospital removed it." Whipple said investigators planned to present their report Wednesday to the county attorney, who will determine whether any charges should be filed against the woman's 36-year-old boyfriend. "She was not glued. She was not tied. She was just physically stuck by her body," Whipple said. "It is hard to imagine. ... I still have a hard time imagining it myself." He told investigators he brought his girlfriend food and water, and asked her every day

I Can't Believe I Am Doing This!
Hey Axl - a few questions that have been asked to me about the auction1) what does the winning bidder on a person receive? Is it just the privilege of putting "owner of" in their name, or can the winner do whatever they want?2)who does the winning bidder pay?3)Does the auctioned person receive all (or a percentage) of the winning bid?4)Is there a definitive end date and time? I remember seeing the 23rd.. but not what time... Thanks! Lets answer ... (1) the bidder wins what the the person offers , and that is strictly a choice of the auctioned. for you who are interested on a person you can view the blog i will post tonight for more information (2) the bidder will pay the auctioneer ...ME (3) the auctioned person will receive a percentage of the winning bid...thats a subject between the auctioneer and the auctioned ones (4) the end date will be the 23rd and time... til i sleep that morning,lol No i'm just joking. lets make it til your midnight...hm or better til fubar's mid

What Lies Beyond These Tears?
What lies beyond these tears? A woman who hurts deeply from the outlying skin into the depths of her inner soul..... A woman who some know, who some will never know... A woman who looks in the mirror with an empty soul looking back..... A hollow body standing there empty behind those hazel green eyes..... What lies beyond these tears? Will my heart ever mend? Will my tears ever end? What lies beyond this lost soul? Searching, wishing, to collapse into a deep dark hole...... The pain is to much to bear...... the hurt is far too great to continue to carry this weight..... What lies beyond these tears? Shattered and broken through many years, is this finally my breaking point? my end? My heart may never mend.... What lies beyond my tears? A woman about to end all her fears......

My Heart Belongs To You
More often than not Words can't describe My feelings for you Which live deep inside Feelings that grow stronger With every beat of my heart I knew you were the one for me Right from the very start There isn't a moment In the day I can find Where you face and smile Don't appear in my mind I long to be with you And hold you so tight To protect you and love you Everyday and each night We share something so special Each and every day A feeling in our souls Words alone can't say I wrote this Jamie

Homework Due
Last night I picked up Sarah and Jeffrey at their grandparents’ (Martha’s mom and dad’s) house. Jeffrey looked up from where he’d been crawling and was happy to see me, but Sarah said she was doing her homework. She picked up that expression from her three-year-old cousin Josceline who because she sees her older siblings Patrick and Breanna doing homework says that whenever she draws or attempts to write is her homework too. Sarah picks up on things very quickly, I can tell! She was doing that this morning too before her aunt Mary came up to watch the kids while Martha and I at work. Sarah even got me to swing her a few times and play ring-around-the-rosie once (“Rosie”)! Martha and I had just come from our credit union’s annual meeting, usually a themed dinner with the open-to-members meeting right after it. It’s our third one, and we didn’t bring the kids (Jeffrey wasn’t even born at this time last year, so it was just Sarah) because either the event organizer or the hotel

Drew
VERY SPECIAL PIMPOUT!!!! GO SHOW MY NEWEST OWNER DREW SOME MAJOR LOVING!!! HE TRULY IS ONE OF IF NOT THE SWEETEST GUY ON FUBAR!!! TRUST ME YOU NEED TO GET TO KNOW HIM!!! SO GO RATE HIM FAN HIM CRUSH HIM AND ADD HIM THEN RATE HIS PHOTOS(HE ONLY HAS LIKE 200) GO SHOW HIM SOME MAJOR LOVE FOR ME!!! OH AND I just won him so we own each other now! :P Drew ~ Proudly Owned by TinkerbellMN84~ and proud *Fu-Owner of MYNDA & TinkerbellMN84!*@ fubar This Pimp Out Brought To you by: ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ Member of Downtown Bombers{Fu-Owned by My BFF ~BABS~ & Drew}

Re: So-called Victory For Gun Rights As 2nd Amendment Destroyed
RE: So-Called Victory For Gun Rights As 2nd Amendment Destroyed ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 19 Mar 2008, 21:38 Media Declares "Victory" For Gun Rights As Second Amendment Is Systematically Destroyed Comments made by justices in an ongoing landmark case, which seeks to address the very meaning of the second amendment, have been heralded as a "victory" for the individual right to bear arms, but in reality the second amendment is being completely eroded altogether. http://infowars. net/articles/march2008/190308Gunrights. htm

Give A Woman Shoes And She'll Use Them To Run Away
Men buy shoes to have something to protect their feet when they walk around... women buy shoes so other women can't have them. I've been in quite a few relationships over the years, and as broke as I am and as much as I claim to be against buying affection - I have always been pretty generous with gifts for the girls I've dated. I'm generous without showering them with presents as a substitute for winning them over with my awesomeness though. I think it's pretty pathetic when guys buy girls drinks at clubs because they have big boobs or just basically put up a front like they're going to shower a girl with money and jewelry to get in their panties. When I think of all the money I've spent (birthdays, christmas, no reason in particular, etc... ), I probably could've sent a couple of kids to college... at least community college. I know I've bought shoes for some of the girls I've been out with, and I know none of them have stuck around. That's got to serve as proof somehow

A Kiss To Remember
This one, by My Dying Bride, hits fairly close to home on the subject of past failures with certain women. I'm amazed I can still listen to the song at all, but the lyrics, for all their pain, are beautiful. There's no hope in them at all... Open me And drink up my scarlet Kiss me deep Kiss me deep and love me forever more Bloody love Bloody love inside of you Swallow me Thank God, there's nothing I can do Come with me my friend, come and see the end And let me swallow up your pain Leave the village lights, step into the night Open your mouth to my bloody rain And at your second birth, we will slay the earth And stalk mankind 'til Heaven burns Just lay down for me, naked for me to see It's just one kiss, that's all I need Take me down Down to the bloody shore Dig me deep, dig me deep And leave me forever more Lay me down Down with all of them And forget me Like you forgot the rest of them

Fade To Black On Violin (short)
playin part of Metallica's Fade to Black on my violin. A tiny part, just one line so far. http://download-v5.streamload.com/6e6f7d1d-6ef4-41f9-8339-d9aeb6db1ad1/satanika1982/Hosted/080319_02.wav

Sexi Sam Is In A Giveaway
Hey everyone, Sexi Sam has entered a giveaway to receive a 7 day blast. She only needs 10K in comments! Let's see what we can do to help our family member and friend out. Thanks! Rebel'sAngelColonel for The Terminators Click on the pic to take you straight to the giveaway! ~Sexi Sam~

Three Little Words
This is just for fun!! Repost and see what your friends would say to you! If we woke up naked together, using only 3 words. What would you say? Tell me and pass this on to see how many crazy answers you get...

There's A Lighthouse
This world's not my home I'm a stranger to the storm Save me Where the race is quickest The tide runs strong Save me A big sky above me West winds blow Sailing long distance Breaking the foam There's a lighthouse Shining in the dark A lighthouse Standing in the dark All the world's a ship Shipwrecked on the seas Breaking up in pieces We're clinging to the reef There's a lighthouse There's a sky full of trouble Lifetimes and fear Save me Talking the soundings Now the tempest is here Save me And daylight is breaking On out-stretched hands Lost on the ocean Reaching for land

Part Two
Later that night.... Helen gently awoke in the middle of the night, her head resting on Phil's chest as it slowly rose and fell with his breathing. A lamp at one end of the room and a few almost burnt out flickering candles provided a break from the darkness. She got off of the bed and wandered towards the full length mirror. She stood admiring her naked form in it's reflection. She noticed with mock indignation the red marks on her neck where Phil had been biting her earlier and remembered how amazing their first ever lovemaking had been, so tender and passionate at the same time. She felt a growing arousal from within. She circled the redness on her neck with her slender fingers, then allowed them to snake down her chest. As one hand cupped a pert breast and massaged it gently, the other lightly brushed her soft downy pubic area. Suddenly, she was alerted by the sound of a single throat-clearing cough, and turned to see a bleary-eyed Phil grinning back at her. She continued

New Blogs Coming Soon
I have decided that I am going to start posting new blogs of my pet and my lifestyle. About her training ,punishments, and pleasures as well as how we live our D/s life in a normal vanilla world. We are a married couple with kids also so we have to adjust as well in our life. If you have any questions send me a email or post and I will devote a blog to answering questions when we acquire enough. New pics will be coming in the future, but I would also like comments on how you like them and also pass the word on our page. Just let others know that they need to read our profile to be added as friends.

Re: Cheney A "hero" For Not Caring What Americans Think
RE: Cheney A "Hero" For Not Caring What Americans Think ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 21 Mar 2008, 00:03 Media Hacks Call Cheney A "Hero", Say They Love Him For Not Caring What Americans Think Dick Cheney does not care what you or anyone else thinks about the war in Iraq or any other subject for that matter, and because of this he is a "hero". http://infowars. net/articles/march2008/200308Cheney. htm

Awakening Love
In the darkest days Of a life yet to be fulfilled A brief encounter Brings promise allowing in light Awakening to dawn Realizing true meaning Of living a life Beyond just existing Accepting all truth Discovering beauty of emotion Opening locks Whose keys had been lost Exploring shared paths Without prying eyes Encountering pure devotion Honest, liberating, sincere Facing fierce demons Created inside Awaiting each other Dragons stalk, we can’t hide Allowing torrents of tears Enduring untold pain Hearts clawed through Impossible to mend Two become one And one, now gone away Together no more No promise of light today Tauri Athena copyright 2007

One Tiny Drop ..
One small bead of sweat claimed all of her attention. One tiny droplet of water, the total focus of her attention as it ran from her shoulder, then slid ever so slowly, almost painfully over her collarbone and finally into the cleavage between her breasts. That one small droplet and the brief moment it spent journeying over her skin compelled her thoughts. She had never before felt such ecstasy in a simple drop of water. Perhaps it was the cause of the perspiration that enthralled her so; the body of the man in her arms, the man of her dreams, the man she loved beyond comprehension. The feel of his skin against hers, the gentle but firm caress of his strong hands made her whole body shudder with anticipation. Perspiration was never so erotic as when she was in his arms. That one tiny drop that held her attention for an eternal instant, was it from within her; a molecule of water so desperate to be near him that it sprang through the pores of her skin. Or was it a drop of moist

Everywhere
As darkness comes you sleep alone I watch the one I've always known Turning the corners of your mind Am I the focus of your smile? On the summer breeze Somehow sinking softly into you Hear the whispering Always there no matter what you do I can't stop falling Do you feel me? Warming you like rays of sunshine I can't stop falling Do you feel me? Warming you like rays of golden light Summer breeze Whispering, whispering These shadows hide your deepest fears If only you knew I was here You're safe and sound beneath my gaze You have no need to be afraid I am here Everywhere

Tips On Getting The Most For The $ @ The Pump.
Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening....your gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity and the temperature of the gasoline, diesel and jet fuel, ethanol and other petroleum products plays an important role. A 1-degree rise in temperature is a big deal for this business. But the service stations do not have temperature compensation at the pumps. When you're filling up do not squeeze the trigger of the nozzle to a fast mode. If you look you will see that the trigger has three (3) stages: low, middle, and high. In slow mode you should be pumping on low speed, thereby minimizing the vapors that are created while you are pumping. All hoses at the pump have a vapo

News On The Family
Hi there this is my frist time doing a blog so please bear with me. My name is Robert. My family and I just moved in to plattsburgh Ny.The kids love it they have room to run around. So I dont have any friend but thats why I'm on fubar so I can make same.

Lost
DUNNO WHY TODAY SO MUCH BUT HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE U WERE STANDING IN A ROOM SCREAMING WITH A MILLION PEOPLE BUT NOONE COULD SEE OR HEAR YOU? LIKE YOU WERE INVISIBLE OR DIDNT EVEN EXIST OR BELONG ANYWHERE? WELL THATS HOW I FEEL TODAY...LIKE IF I DIED TODAY NOONE WOULD EVEN KNOW OR CARE....I KNOW A FEW WOULD BUT FOR HOW LONG? LOL ANYWAY THATS HOW I FEEL TODAY...

The Death Of The White Race
The Death of the White Race U.S. COMMISSIONER CONFIRMS THAT WHITE PEOPLE FACE EXTINCTION. For years Aryan Nations has been warning our White kin that there was a conspiracy to Murder our White Aryan Race and that we were fast approaching the point of no return. Now we have confirmation from U.S. Government sources. On the back of this leaflet you will find a reproduction of an article from the August 4, 1981, Rocky Mountain News. When reading the article, please bear in mind the following things. Considering the lower-than-replacement White birth rate, the high non-white birthrate, the colored immigration and the fact that thousands of our young people (especially our women) desert their Race every day to marry non-whites, you can see that in ten years the child-bearing population of America will be less than ten percent White. All history, as well as common sense, declares that no Race can survive without separation from others so they can promote, propagate and protect

Tainted Love
So many groups have done this song does it really matter who sings it now? I still love it Sometimes I feel I've got to run away I've got to get away From the pain You drove into the heart of me The love we share Seems to go nowhere I think I've lost my light For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I run from you This tainted love you've given Give you all a girl could give you Take my tears And thats not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Now I know I've got to run away I've got to get away You don't really want anymore from me To make things right You need someone to hold you tight And you'll think love is to pray But I'm sorry I don't pray that way Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I run from you This tainted love you've given Give you all a girl could give you Take my tears And thats not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Don't touch me please I can not stand it when you tease I love you though you hur

These Three Words
Those two words... no, make it three. These three words must not like me. "I love you" is anything but. If my door is open, they slam it shut. I love you-powerful. Powerful-my addiction. My addiction hates me. It destroys me. But I cannot unlove it. So impossible, it seems. I love you... in my dreams. In your dreams, do you love me? Hopefully, we can overcome. Those three words, and what they've become.

Easter Run
Did allright for today's race had a really good pace, I ran 6:15 mile pace, felt I could of ran faster but I did 100 meter sprints yesterday to wake my muscles up before race day, today's prize was flowers but oh well its an award, I got a chance to race against sara spalding, she runs w/ the pacers running club, pacers is the #1 running club in VA,DC,MD area, no troubles with my alarm clock today, windy weather this morning at Belle Haven this morning, I wanted to take a tour of Mt Vernon Estates and take some pictures but I changed my plans after the race, I have 2 yrs stationed here so thats plenty of time to make a visit before I leave. This week we did Marine Corps pt, I gave the Marines a little taste of my speed, what we did was a 3 mile indian run, put the slowest guy in the front and the fastest runner in the back wich was me, at the half way point we did individual run back with the slowest guy in the front, I gave them a good 30 second head start, didn't wanna make i

Your Words
Your words don’t make me weak It doesn’t matter what you say I can choose to take it or leave it To ignore or believe it Your smile doesn’t hold the charm That it used to when we met I can choose to take it or leave it To ignore or believe it Your presence doesn’t make me melt Although I remember how that once felt I can choose to take it or leave it To ignore or believe it But your eyes still hold the secret To that deep place in my soul I could never ever leave it I can’t help but believe it When I look into your eyes you own me My passions are revealed to you only I can’t take it, but I can’t leave it Even now I can’t believe it Your eyes are the key to everything in me You have my heart with no effort at all I can’t take it, but I can’t leave it I know you don’t believe it You can take it or leave it, I wish you would believe it Tauri Athena copyright April 2007

Random Happy Thought For Today.
Well..several. First...you're cool. You know who you are. YAY flaming modification. Second...gah I will be so glad when I can quit actually working in this place and just run it via wireless. Third...med school...happens soon...right..fucking..on. Fourth..I gained another pound! Yay on my way back to 130!!!!! Fifth...there is no fifth..I'd LOVE a fifth of something.

A Candle Loses Nothing If It Is Used To Light Another One.
A long time ago in China , a girl named Li-Li got married & went to live with her husband and mother-in-law. In a very short time, Li-Li found that she couldn't get along with mother-in-law at all. Their personalities were very different, and Li-Li was angered by many of her mother-in-law' s habits. In addition, she criticized Li-Li constantly. Days passed, and weeks passed. Li-Li and her mother-in-law never stopped arguing and fighting. But what made the situation even worse was that, according to ancient Chinese tradition, Li-Li had to bow to her mother-in-law and obey her every wish. All the anger and unhappiness in the house was causing Li-Li's poor husband great distress. Finally, Li-Li could not stand her mother-in-law' s bad temper and dictatorship any longer, and she decided to do something about it! Li-Li went to see her father's good friend, Mr. Huang, who sold herbs. She told him the situation and asked if he would give her some poison so that she could solve the pro

Apologize
I'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down, but wait You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall Take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat But it's nothin new - yeah yeah I loved you with a fire red- Now it's turning blue, and you say... "Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, yeah I said it's too late to apologize, yeah I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

Almost Love...
How can you yearn for something you have never touched? How can you need arms you have never been in ... so much? How can you miss something you've never had? How can something you never had be something you need so bad? How do feelings like this get defined? How can someone you never seen make you feel free as a dove? How can this be ?... It's Almost Love How can you lose sleep from not sleeping beside someone you never slept with? How do two people who never met seem to fit? How do you have the urge to say I love you to a face you've never seen to adore? How can you just say Hi when your heart cries to say more? How come someone you've never met with pretty words lifts you to heaven above? How can it be? It's Almost Love. How do you tell them what your feeling inside? How do you feel this and continue to let it hide? How do you feel this emotion for someone and never let it show? How do you get rid of the fear of running and the urge to let go? But. How do y

I Do Ya Know??
Nickelback Lyrics This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you That I have loved you all along And I miss you From far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you That I have loved you all along [Far Away lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] And I miss you From far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far t

I'm Up For Auction Again Until Aprl 4th
Here's your chance to own an "Angel"! I'm up for auction again and only available until April 4th so don't waste time...get on over here and place your bid! 'AngelGurl' glitter-graphics.com This bulletin brought to you by'AngelGurl'

I Was Born A Decade Or So Too Late...
God no wonder I have a thing for guys with long hair now... I should have been born earlier than 85 so I could have been a groupie in the 80s. Tight pants and long hair... oh god. Been hearing this song recently and didn't know who did it- or the actual name. Thankfully Ange is wonderful and was able to tell me! Bang! Bang! It was a warm night on the south side of town They said they’d seen ya You were sneakin’ around with a stranger, Girl these rumors are drivin’ me mad All my good friends turn their face to the wall When they see me, what the hell’s goin’ on am I so blind That I can’t see when I’m being had I know it’s silly but girl I really thought we had a chance I must’ve been crazy! Chorus: Bang Bang, what’s that sound I gave you my love and you shot me down Bang Bang, you’re so cool Playin’ a game, someday you’re gonna lose Bang! Bang! Girl you told me you were not like the rest Then you showed me now you’re failing the test It was easy just an

Monday March 24th 2008 8:53 Am
just now waking up, am so hungry lol im thinking of french toast and bacon and eggs big ole glass of chocolate milk. dont mean to make anyone hubgry but me. looks like anice day out today i may go walking to lose some weight before june lol. my back is killing me again. gotta wear back brace again i guess. im perky now lol how long it will last who knows! :P

If You Care....
....and even if you don't. I'm taking my kiddos over to Dallas tomorrow....for a couple days. We are going to stay at the Great Wolf Lodge there.... it's www.greatwolflodge.com It's a large indoor waterpark themed hotel. We'll hang out there for a couple days....visit with my sister that lives in Dallas....then head down to Houston for a family wedding the latter part of the week. I hope to be heading back home after the wedding on Saturday but I guess it depends on how long I have to be there....lol....6 hr drive back home from Houston. So...if anything it will be late Saturday or sometime on Sunday when I return. I hope you all have a great week. Leave me lots of love as I will miss each one of you....and will think of you often. Love to all, d

Stages
They say we go through stages of our life, but I think it is more like our life is on a stage. We are all in some dramatic play. One act may be cheery and sweet and the next turns twisted, full of rage. I have seen a lot of acts, actors, stage hands in my day. Some stages were more intense than others & it is their acts that have a tendency to replay. I'd like to think I have learned something from these acts, in at least some small way. Some valuable experience out of all the stages I have performed on, but in reality I wonder. Have I? And should it bother me to not know the answer or should I just continue on without asking why? Blindly performing until the final act in which I die.

Here A Song That Is Realated To My Bitch Of A Mother To Bad She Cant See This Maybe Then She No How Badly She Hurt Me Mentiley And Emotionly
I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you I could be fake I could be stupid You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you I could be cold I could be ruthless You know I could be just like you I could be weak I could be senseless You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll

Are There Angels?
It is said there are Angels In Heaven above And they shine with the light Of an inner love Of these things I had not a clue But that was Before I found you For in you I’ve found A love that is so right It shines all around With the brightest of light It comes from somewhere So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people You see on your way Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love That you have inside you That God sent you here To a place where you’d be Sharing such love With someone like me Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love That no man could resist I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven above I know because God Sent me one to love

A Dream Come True
Feelings that once were hidden Are now expressed to you. Days that once were stormy Are now the brightest blue. Times that once were lonely Are now filled with pleasure. All that once was mine alone Are now things we both treasure. Nights that once were cold Are now comforting and warm. Fears that once were very real Are now gone with the storm. A heart that once was broken Can now finally mend. A person once alone in life Can now call you a friend. Dreams that once were longed for Are now all coming true. The love I once thought was gone I have now and forever in you.

Re: Abc Smears Scientist For Questioning Climate "consensus
RE: ABC Smears Scientist For Questioning Climate "Consensus ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Mar 2008, 23:23 ABC Smears Scientist For Questioning Global Warming "Consensus" Global Warming Denier: Fraud or 'Realist'? is the headline ABC News uses to attack Princeton-trained physicist Fred Singer who dares to challenge the mainstream scientific "consensus" on the causes of climate change. http://infowars. net/articles/march2008/240308Singer. htm

The Dangerous Journey Of Love!!!
The Dangerous Journey Of Love!! Love is a one way journey,in which it is easy to get in, every heart makes this journey,hoping someday they win, some hearts never stop and make this journey way to far, and realize their mistake,only when they end up with a scar. Every heart walks thinking their destiny is in this way, building dreams upon dreams,every night and every day, from their lips hundreds of prayers goes into the skies, hoping to meet their love,every time they close their eyes. Some get stranded in the middle,not knowing what to do, the pain begins to creep in,to break their heart in two, the path that was once was thought to be a bed of roses, seems to turned into a nightmare,as all the door closes. Still some pursue their dreams,hoping they will make it, shedding blood and tears all the way,and never say i quit, overcoming all the barriers,some somehow make it through, to just hear those three magical words,which is I LOVE YOU. Some set their soul

10 Things No One Tells You About Parenthood
By Craig Playstead Everyone has seen the “what to expect during parenthood” books and articles, but they never tell the whole story. While raising kids is the most rewarding thing you will ever do in your life, and the love you feel for them is unlike anything else you’ll ever know, there are a few pitfalls nobody ever tells you about. Read on, if you dare. 1) The way you view the world changes When you bring someone into this world, things like global warming, war and women in beer ads have a whole new meaning. You start actually looking at the impact these things have, and what the world will become after you’re dead and gone. Leaving a better place for your kids and grandkids becomes more than just talk. 2) You’ll feel like a failure There will be times when no matter how hard you try, your kids are never happy. You feel you’re telling them “no” too much, constantly harping on them to clean their room, or dashing their dreams of lowering their brother down the staircas

Going Out With Friends
Going out with Friends We were to be going out with friends. Well needless to say we were a little late. Ok a lot late. I started out in a tan shirt. But got wax on it and had to change. While changing clothes we got side tracked. LOL I ended up in a teal shirt and I curled my hair. It took 2 hours to do. It was well worth it. In this set you will see wax play, close ups, huge boobs, and nice smooth pussy. Enjoy Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

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A Single Tear
A Single Tear A single tear rolls down her cheek letting lose all her hopes and dreams as he tells her what he's done A single tear rolls down her cheek carrying all her beliefs and morality as he tells her his horrible deeds A single tear rolls down her cheek traveling with all her regrets and fears as he tears her heart apart A single rolls down her cheek moving with isolation and abandonment as he speaks with the intention of leaving A single tear rolls down her cheek with everything she ever thought she knew as he walks away.... leaving her with a broken heart and the single tear rolling down her cheek

Re: U.s. Cops Beat The Hell Out Of Peaceful Tibetan Protesters
RE: U.S. Cops Beat The Hell Out Of Peaceful Tibetan Protesters ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 25 Mar 2008, 21:54 Cops Beat The Living Hell Out Of Peaceful Tibetan Protesters IN AMERICA Disgusting video footage of New York cops clubbing and arresting peaceful Tibetan protesters who were merely walking down the street has gone relatively ignored beyond Youtube. http://infowars. net/articles/march2008/250308Protesters. htm

Soo Much Better...
Pussy wet and waiting for you, I want to show how much I adore you; Juices dripping down my leg, Getting wet from giving you head. You make me wonder, even dream, What it will taste like to swallow your cream; To cheat on my man, I might just do; Just so I can put it on you. You'll be sucking your thumb and calling me mama, But unlike other affaris, there won't be any drama; Because you are just someone I would do on the side, Another guy to fuck, another dick to ride. Once I get you hard, then you'll be ready, For me to bend over and plant all fours steady; Your dick will enter my cunt with a slosh sound, That'll turn you on, then you'll sart to pound! Your dick is slipping in and out, from the constant ramming, And my head is hitting against the wall, from the constant slamming; Oo Oo Oo Ah Ah Ah comes from within my throat, And I start screaming "Come on baby, rock my boat!!" I'm riding your dick, like I'm riding the ocean, But I won't get a sickness from ridin

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Stuck In Mud
There is a long road that leads out of my village on the way to the autobahn. This road passes through the industrial section of the village. There is a turn at the end where you must stop. When the factory employees are getting out of work sometimes it gets backed up near the turn. Well one day I was in a hurry as per usual and I got stuck at the turn behind a bunch of cars. There is a stretch of grass next to the turn, and in a moment of haste I pulled onto the grassy area trying to get past the cars. Unfortunately the ground was saturated from rain and it was very muddy, and my van got stuck. I spun my tires for a few minutes but it was no use, I was just going deeper. In Germany they have this great service called the Yellow Angels. Its like AAA but much better in my opinion. They always come within an hour and they really are like Angels, fix your problem and send you on your way. So I called the Yellow Angels from my cell phone and they told me someone was on

Salutes
I'm not posting a salute photo. Why not? 2 reasons: a) My digital camera is broken. b) I'm me and the people I know on here already know me IRL, so why the hell would I need to 'prove myself' to strangers? Seriously. If I was going to impersonate someone I'd impersonate someone that was at least somewhat photogenic. I'm sick of the stupid Fubar support spam, "POST A SALUTE TO LEVEL UP", every fucking day.... ugh. Of course they don't reply to my return messages.

Momentary Madness
my mind is full tonight - thoughts of everything and nothing, importance and gibberish, love and hate, why does my mind always wait until the end of the day, the peaceful time, the quiet time, the time to shut down and then come alive, running full steam ahead, why does my mind strive to keep me out of bed? it ventures back to a past i usually keep covered up and tucked away and again it relives certain things, sometimes remembering things once seemingly forgotten, do these memories get sparked by something i see or hear, is it silly to dwell on past nightmares, should skeletons stay locked in the closet and why do they seem to constantly reappear out of the blue in present day? thoughts of decisions already made, were they right or wrong, what has time shown me regarding them, does it really matter now anyway...what's done is done, what of tomorrow's decisions? images of friends in past, some lost some still lingering, do any of them really know me or do they just think they

Wondering About Things...
Tuesday, November 06, 2007 People in general....... Current mood: pissed off Category: Friends OK, I have a serious question for everyone, but mostly the women. Are there any of you who haven't been abused, fondled, forced, molested or raped at any time in your life? It seems to me that there aren't any women left that haven't had a traumatic sexual experience (not including just bad sex) at some point. My most recent steady fuck partner refused to go down on me, even after I went down on her, because some guy had forced her to when she was younger. Or that's what she said, anyway. You know what? Get over it, It happened years ago. If you can't move beyond your past you need serious therapy and possibly excellent pharmacy provided drugs. If I lived in my past I couldn't do a damn thing. Something happens, you deal with it, you move on....end of story. Because in the long run, that's all life is. It's a series of traumatic episodes with a few moments, fleeting

Damn, I'm Long Winded...
Thursday, January 03, 2008 2008..here we go again. Current mood: hopeful Category: Jobs, Work, Careers OK!! It's a new year, and with a new year comes new goals and lofty aspirations. Let's start with a few things on the down side. The Post Office will be closing down the Station that I work at on March 31. I most likely won't be there anymore anyway, but more on that later. The bad thing is my mom and uncle both work there and plan on retiring....wait... ARE retiring on July 1. But what are they going to do for the 3 months in between? Who knows? Ok, one thing on the down side.....screw you. I have a job prospect in the works right now that I hope will work out good. It's a job as a prison guard in Lansing, KS. One bad thing is...moving. My oldest boy, Austin has no problems moving, Dalton, on the other hand........ He's not too thrilled with the idea. I've said in other blogs, he has Aspergers Syndrome, a high functioning form of Autism, and cannot take chan

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I Wish!
You Act Like You Are 27 Years Old You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them. What Age Do You Act?

Equality?
One murder made a villain, Millions a hero. Princes were privileg'd To kill, and numbers sanctified the crime. Ah! why will kings forget that they are men, And men that they are brethren? -Bishop Beilby Porteus

Red Friday
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home wi

Naughty Quiz
Nasty Quiz Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u fuck me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard/want me to fuck you hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u handcuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like .porno stars? answer: 18.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 19.If i gave u my

To Be A Man In Grief...
"It must be very difficult To be a man in grief.Since "men don't cry" and "men are strong" No tears can bring relief. It must be very difficult to stand up to the test and field calls and visitors so that she can get some rest They always ask if she's alright and what she's going through. But seldom take his hand and ask, "My friend, how are you?" He hears her cry in the night and thinks his heart will break. He dries her tears and comforts her But "stays strong" for her sake. It must be very difficult to start each day anew. And try to be so very brave- He lost his baby too.

Pain
Pain may last a few hours,a day, a few days,weeks months or years, but eventually, it goes away. If i quit or give, that memory lasts forever. Never Let up. Be on the "full throttle" setting all through life. Or just cruise, and remember what it could have been like.

Hunt Hunt, Kill Kill Hmmm......
You Are a Hunter Soul You are driven and ambitious - totally self motivated to succeed Actively working to achieve what you want, you are skillful in many areas. You are a natural predator with strong instincts ... and more than a little demanding. You are creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force. An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people. You tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor. People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all. You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone. Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Just Thoughts.
I was always told that a thought takes no time, but yet I sit here with all sorts of rambling thoughts and I can't seem to grasp one. It's Saturday .. my mind tells me that I should go out and enjoy it ... do something .. then I go through the vicious cycle of what to do? After all that I still don't have a plan and ended up wasting 3 hours thinking about it. I should clean ... I should take my dog out somewhere to let him run ... I should go help out at the church ... I should .... etc etc etc So what makes it so hard to change from a thought to an action? Motivation? Desire? How does one build those? "Figure out what you want" something I was always told. "Make a plan and work that plan" What if you do that .. then the bottom falls out ... how do you pick up the pieces and try again? What if you just want someone to love you and when you THINK you found him/her they don't fit with what you thought "Love" should be? Out of fear of being alone you ignore

Get Rid Of The Jerks!
I will never understand women or men who think you should be excited at their mere presence!!! I have nothing against self confidence; everyone should be secure in themselves! Lord knows, I loves me some me!!! The thing that trips me out the most are people who think the only contribution they have to make in order to be given attention is to just be there. That's absolute bullshit! People like that are users...they don't contribute ANYTHING to family, friendships, or society in general. Yet, their 'friends' (I use the term lightly, since I believe friendship is a two-way deal) tolerate this and give them what they want. I have a family member like that...my brother is a self-centered ass, and I choose not to associate with him. (To understand how I can do that, see my last blog about apologies.) Anyway, back to my subject. Users like to surround themselves with people who aren't sure of themselves. It's people like that who are more likely to accept the crap users give. I

I'm Proud Of Me!!!
I am so proud of me. My ex, that has had this hold over me, ask me if I want to get together and "hangout"! I told her NO!! I am so proud of myself for that, any other time I would have said ok. I must finally be getting over her. Guess she thinks that since the one she throw me aside for used her and got rid of her, she can just waltz right back into my life and pick up right where she left off. Well she needs to know that my heart is not a revoling door! You just can't come and go whenever you want, cause you can't!

In My Dreams
In My Dreams Last night I dreamed that you were not real. As I reached for you, I saw you disappear like smoke under my reaching fingers. I saw a tear in your eye as you faded from view, and, heard your voice, as if from very far away, saying that you were sorry. I sat on the side of the bed and cried bitterly, for I had loved you with every part of my soul, and I know that you loved me in return. I had felt your love surrounding me for so very long, I could not believe that you had never been there at all. But, as I wiped the hot tears from my face, I realised that you "must" be real, For if you love someone with all your heart, and they return that love, then they must exist. I knew for certain then, that in some reality, maybe not the reality I live in, that you did indeed exist, that your love was real, and I smiled through my tears. I struggled from my bed, still half asleep, still trying to hold onto the last of you through my dream, and as I stood in front of

Making Wrong Yet Right Choices Part 3 :d
Yahoo :) I have changed his name to Protect His Privacy. EP (2:28:22 AM): sweeet :) ur up late to be with the menopausal fake lol EP (2:28:34 AM): =)) RICK (2:28:48 AM): stop agapi.please it belittles your true intelligence hun EP(2:28:53 AM): least u can call her for fone sex tho RICK (2:29:00 AM): naw..u belittled urself hun EP (2:29:05 AM): by not being honest EP(2:29:09 AM): and trying to make me look bad RICK (2:29:15 AM): but Karma :) EP (2:29:19 AM): as a matter of fact we both have verizon and yes we can,its free

The Half That Makes Me Whole
I searched for you , Upon every hill. My unmasked passion, Weaker still, I reached for you , with maimed hands , They streached and reached , To distant lands, My soul weeped , In river beds , And wilted forests, With the pain they shed , I altered the Hinge of every question , As wild amazement fastened on , And as the gentel summer beckoned , In wonderment I crept alone, I transformed the earth , And branchs grew, Vivd colors spilling , Onto every painters hue, Sent out my hearing , If only to hear , That you were close by , But none was near, I wept for days , Flooding lands , Constant sorrow , As my eyes scanned, I uprooted trees , As harsh winds blew , My fury screaming , Yet still.... I could not find you . I surpassed the sun , And captured the moon , It was a gift to give to you , If only I could find you soon , The mountian tops I brought to ground , The seas i rumaged throug, L

Are U Fu-rich?
No I am not beggin you for money LOL just asking if u got a lil to spare got a new friend here trying for the spotlight and I am sure he will return the love, also send me an email with what u 'donated' and the highest donation will get 200 11's starting Wednesday morning! So dig in the seats of the fu-sportscar, and that HUGE Fu-Mansion and scrape up some dough! Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar

The Truth About The Swastika
There are a lot of White people in America that believe the swastika is just a foreign German symbol. They fail to realize that perhaps the German people in the 1920’s may have been encouraged and utilized the symbol because White Americans were accustomed to using it as well. I. History Most cultures around the world regard the swastika as a “good luck” symbol since it forms a combination of four “L’s” standing for Luck, Light, Love, and Life. It has been discovered in ancient Rome, recent excavations in Grecian cities and towns, on Buddhist monuments, on coins from ancient China dating back in the B.C. period. Swastikas are either going clockwise or counterclockwise and the arms of it can be curved or straight. There are other terms for the swastika as it is sometimes called the hackenkreuz, gamma cross, gammadion, St. Brigid’s cross, and fylfot cross. Below is a postcard that was copyrighted 1907 by E. Phillips, a card published in the USA, which shows the high regar

Hiding
I sit here alone in the shadows were nobody can see me and were I can feel nothing but coldness and pain all around me. I never thought I would be the one to end up here in this dark world the way I did the night I did. You pushed me one time to many and the final push pushed me here to my new home were my only friend is the sound of the rain that is always falling on top of me to hide the tears that I can't stop. I often wonder how I could of made it better for you and made you happy in the things that I did for you then I see the hole in arm and waist and it all comes back as to why you were never happy. I have learned to now adjust to this darkness and coldness that I live in now for it is the one place that can hide me from anything good tring to reach me and save my soul. I was meant to life this life of pain alone so I have learned to make it my comfort and my friend. I will never forgive you for what you have done to this once happy girl that has now become a

Why Do Boys Fall In Love With Girls?
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms . 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight. 15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later.... 16. The way that they kiss after you have had a

The Changing Winds
Have you ever stopped and noticed the wind? Ever notice that it don't go the way that you want it to go? This usually sucks. Actually it fuckin blows. Everyone catches the breaks while you sit there and struggle tring to figure out what in the hell you are doing wrong!!! It has been like this for me for the past 3 yrs!!! It had gotten to the point where i wish these winds would kill me and take me away and my whole exsistance. But you know what? thats not gonna happen. im not going out without a fight, a struggle, and most of all im not going out untill i have my last laugh. "from hell and back with a shit eating grin on my face" is what best describes me. and now that im back from hell, now that im back from walking the wide path of destructin, it's time to walk the straight and narrow path. I can't say ive seen it all. I can't say that i have done it all, but I can tell you this much!!! I have walked a thousand miles, and i plan on walking a whole lot more before I am

Alone
To be alone can be good for you or so they say As for me it only makes for a very long day To have no one there as I walk in the door Makes life alone seem such a bore When I go out and meet mew friends The lonely feeling ends But before I know it the night is over The friends that I made go home with one another Leaving you to be as it always has been Walking in the door Alone... again

I'm Ok Really But....
Sometimes things aren't what they seem... no matter how much you wanna believe things are one way they aren't always. People who are your friends try to warn you cause they know how much you have been hurt in the past and you don't listen. Funny how when you do some research you end up feelin like a bitch just to find they were always right. But thats ok...just another door closed and the perfect opportunity for this new one to open...so out with the old and in with the new...heres to the hope of a new start!!!!

Blogs And Nothing In General
OK, I'M JUST WONDERING....WHAT DOES A PERSON ACTUALLY WRITE ABOUT ? I MEAN, EVERYTHING I'VE WRITTEN ABOUT HAS BEEN ALL GRUESOME AND TERRIBLE. WELL, I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING AWFUL TO SAY TO ANYONE, I JUST HAVE SOME STUFF I WAS WONDERING ABOUT. LIKE...HOW IN THE HECK DO THOSE GIRLS ALL GET TO THE TOP TEN?? I MEAN, I THINK IS HOW AND WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET THERE???!!? LOL, JUST KIDDING, MAYBE IF I WAS ABOUT 25YEARS YOUNGER AND 75POUNDS LITER I COULD MAKE IT...I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT. THEY ARE ALL SOOOO BEAUTIFUL....WELL, EITHER WAY, IF ANYONE HAS ANY SUGGESTIONS PLEASE GIVE ME A SHOUT, I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR ANY AND ALL SUGGESTIONS.....KISSES EVERYONE...

He Ultimate Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: BothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: OppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: AnytimeIs sex a top priority for you?: YESDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: yes and noHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: don't ... don't wanna be drunk during sexHow do you feel about one night stands?: once is not enoughHow many one night stands have you had?: What's your favorite position?: Where's your favorite place to have sex?: anywhere privateDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: f*ckHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: no, but wouldn't mind How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Do you get off first or do they?: Do you like kissing during sex?: Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)?: H

No Air, No Air, No Air...
MyHotComments I often have a difficult time expressing how I feel about the love of my life. If you're reading this, then you've come across my page a few times, and that means that you know that my heart and soul completely belongs to Jimm {AKA Mr Hott}. There are so many people in the world who are looking for love. Some people are just looking for love wherever they can find it. On the internet, in a bar, in a bottle, and various other ways. I have to be honest, I was NOT one of those people. I lost my husband to cancer January 22, 2007. I honestly never really thought I could or would want to love again. Then one night, right here on Fubar, someone on my friends list status changed. That person was having a bad night. I sent them a message to encourage them. That person was Jimm. He and I began to talk...and when I say talk, I mean for hours on end! We talked on Fubar, messenger and on the phone. Before I knew what was happening, I had fallen head over heels in lo

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Fuck.
Well, no ifs, ands or buts about it. I'm pregnant. I uploaded some pictures, but I really don't have much to say right now. It all makes sense why I've been so sick and everything though. I need to get a hold of Pat. I'll update later.

Rough Sex... Cold Vibes
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. from baby and beautiful... to youwarm lines became the coldest touch sitting silence in the breezeyour heart... my lipsyour eyes to my hipscold heatruns between usso close yet so farunsaidunseentouching my heat brown eyes and cool kissesdid i dream your presencewill god let me taste your heaven

Police Find Second Hand On Beach
Police find second hand on beach Further forensic examinations will be carried out at the beach A second hand has been discovered by officers searching a beach where a woman's head was found in a bag. Two young sisters found the head while playing on Arbroath beach in Angus on Tuesday morning. The discovery sparked a police search which led to the discovery of the first hand about 50 yards away. Tayside Police revealed on Wednesday that a second hand had been found on the Seagate beachfront. A search of the area is due to resume after high tide. The search will be extended along the shoreline next to Victoria Park and will also take in the harbour and the area towards the Signal Tower Museum. Det Ch Insp Graham McMillan, who is leading the investigation, said: "We're going to wait for the high tide to make the maximum benefits of the currents and the tidal movements to hopefully give us some fresh evidence or leads." Forensic examinations are continuing

Heaven
It got crowded in heaven, so, for one day it was decided only to accept people who had really had a bad day on the day they died. St. Peter was standing at the pearly gates and said to the first man, "Tell me about the day you died." The man said, "Oh, it was awful. I was sure my wife was having an affair, so I came home early to catch her with him. I searched all over the apartment but couldn't find him anywhere. So I went out onto the balcony, we live on the 25th floor, and found this man hanging over the edge by his fingertips. I went inside, got a hammer, and started hitting his hands. He fell, but landed in some bushes. So, I got the refrigerator and pushed it over the balcony and it crushed him. The strain of the act gave me a heart attack, and I died." St. Peter couldn't deny that this was a pretty bad day, and since it was a crime of passion, he let the man in. He then asked the next man in line about the day he died. "Well, sir, it was awful," said the second man. "I

Forgiveness...
as i sit and think and watch you, i also think of what i saw today. dont think it doesn't affect me because you know me well enough to know it does. yet you underestimate me so dear lady. just because i am affected doesn't mean i am anything other than melancholy or thoughtful. of course i should be, it is part of who i am. thing is, i don't want you to worry. why should you? i am not mad. i am not hurt accept that this has affected you so. no, i did not like seeing it, and it bothered me more then i care to admit. so what? you are mine. we are together. i believe we belong together. i feel that i have searched for you all my life. nothing in your past will alter these feelings. i live for today like i have done my whole life. let the past be where it is. i won't make it my future. Simone, i forgive you. I love you

Vaccine's And Autism
Do vaccine’s contribute to Autism? This will always continue to be a debate...There are soo many ifs. There has been a first step toward linking vaccinations to autism... a court case was just awarded linking vacinations to a case of autism. There is roughly $1 from every vaccination that is put into a fund to pay for lawsuits... .so that tells me they know there are risks... BUT... with that said... I do however, believe enviormental influnces possibly contribute to Autism, nothing proven. I also believe a child vaccinated with the a concoction of Mercury, Mumps, and Rubella (MMR) Diptherian, Pertussis and Tetanus (DPT) at such an EARLY age is quite alarming! We should not be giving the same "coctail" to a 10 pound baby as to a 180 pound adult...I believe we need to have more respect for the immune system. To me this is too many shots too soon! I’m not anti vaccine,you HAVE THE RIGHT to choose to vaccinate, I respect the need for these shots for the protection of our children.

Warn Your Kids Not To Take Candy Off People They Dont Know
omfg wots the world coming to??? Not a joke - New Drug in Schools Please note - serious message about drugs below. PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU DELETE -IT MAY HELP SOME ONE'S CHILD/CHILDREN New Drug in Schools - Please Pass it on. This is a new drug known as 'strawberry quick'. There is a very scary thing going on in the schools right now that we all need to be aware of. There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks (the candy that sizzles and 'pops' in your mouth). It also smells like strawberry and it is being handed out to kids in school yards. They are calling it strawberry meth or strawberry quick. Kids are ingesting this thinking that it is candy and being rushed off to the hospital in dire condition. It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola, cherry, grape and orange. Please instruct your children not to accept candy from strangers and even not to accept candy that looks like this from a friend (who may h

New Day
I'm not playing anymore games. I discovered something last night. I'm very good at what i do. Here recently some people have given me reason to doubt myself. I believe in my dreams. I know what i want to do with my life. If it is by myself and single so be it. I does not bother me. Ive discovered that i am to old for high school games. I refuse to play. I will accomplish my goals. Now on another subject. My love life is stable with what i need to get done with my life. I don't feel i need to be with anybody. I actually believe at this point in my life i need to be single. i will get a lot more accomplished. I got to do what i got to do to get by. My feelings aside. Larry Jr

What Am I Supposed To Say ='(
OK so my boyfriend Josh grew up as a Army child. His whole family is in the army including his mother. Hes stationed in Korea for now. Well he just found out that one of his older brothers lost his legs yesterday. They wouldnt give him any information about it since it was over the phone they couldnt at all. I talked to his mom and she said that thats not the only damage, they dont know how long he has to live and josh doesnt know any of it. Josh is a nervous wreck ive never heard him cry like this before and i dont know what to say. All i can say is I HATE PRESIDENT BUSH AND HE NEEDS TO BE SHOT IN THE FACE >=|

Love Hurts
well mailman and i broke things off yesterday not cus we dont like eachother but cus we have our own lives to live. it was getting harder every day. i still love him and always will. im not writing this to get a new man or a new fuhubby im doing it cus i dont know how to stop the pain... i need to get it all out.. so please leave a commint if you like or not... i love all my friends i love you paul always and forever

Never Too Late
"Never Too Late" This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The life we had Won't be ours again This world will never be What I expecte

Work Life
The footsteps are silent-The wings,I cannot see Yet, I know Gods angles takes charge of me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ God's promise is as golden as my angels halo And wherever I walk my angel walks with me....

Just A Little Something
Somewhere in the midst of all this pain Lies a mind that is still sane I'm drowning in a pool of worry and fear That someday my voice you will not hear Come to me and revive my soul Come back and fill the gaping hole My cold heart rarely beats inside Without you by my side Come here and tell me what you need For I would do anything for you even bleed Please tell me what to do Because as your mother, I'd do anything for you. I Love You My Sweet Prince

People I Would Not Fuck With
First off, Yes, I’m an asshole – but I do amuse myself! and apparently you too, or else why you would be here? =) It is a bit embarrassing, but the following folks could kick even my ass: Oprah This lady is a force to be reckoned with. If the US Army was sent to take out Oprah, they would lose. No matter who is in the Oval Office, everyone knows that the woman at the President's side is in control. Since Oprah has a mind control device implanted in every woman's head - she is actually pulling the Presidents puppet strings. Well done Woman and Black people...the male crackers have lost. Who knew "The Man" was really a black woman. Now you know, and knowing is half the battle - Go Joe. Jet Li This homeboy is the raddest dude alive. Not only is he named Jet, but he was a champion of chopping at age 11. Fuck all the Chuck Norris facts going around the net. Jet would laugh at Chuck - which would cause Chuck to cry himself to death. White guys can't kung-

New Lounge
attn fubar members: ...... new lounge will be open that i will own and it will be called " THE BAR " it will open on may 30 of this year. hope to see you there and whenits open i will send links to everyone......... ty P.S. If i get everything i need i will open the lounge early as may 2nd

Family
I close my eyes and see your face..... clear as day make no mistake I close my eyes and hear you voice....I cover my ears but I have no choice I close my eyes and feel your touch......never knowing I needed it so much I close my eyes and see your smile......praying that god takes me one more mile I close my eyes and see your pain...to my dismay it's a permanant stain I close my eyes and see you breathe one more time.....this memory will stay forever in my mind I close my eyes and see you sleeping so sound......my love for you...forever profound I close my eyes and wish for just one more time.............. To see you and hold you....... Sweet mother of mine...... Dedicated To the Greatest Woman in the World My Mom Adrian I LOVE YOU

Smack
From Alpha_Justin Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her Mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, 'He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place......smack his a$$ again!'

My Love
I said hello to LOVE, and it knocked me to my knees, worse than physical oppression, I didn't learn my lesson, cause I gained my breath and kept fighting, Caught in its emotional twine, I was deep in its manipulation, you know how it goes that feeling of complacency, when it makes you feel that you could be no where else but in its grasp, A grasp so great, you are so infatuated in its sexiness, its tension, its swagger, its lust, its power, that it has blinded you to the truth. Making you do things, you ain't never done before. LOVE, you made me smile, you made me cry, you made me feel like I have never felt before, and then when I felt that LOVE wasn't enough I met its master, the ultimate level, a disaster IN LOVE came, what a shame. Now there was no turning back. IN LOVE killed my reality, took my sanity, until all I saw was the positive, which illuminated and embellished itself in all that was good, until I lost myself in a pool to deep for me to swim in. IN LOVE you took me

Own Me!!
YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T RESIST OWNING THE HOTT, SEXXXY KRYS, FOR A WHOLE MONTH!! COME SEE WHAT KRYS HAS TO OFFER AND BE THE HIGHEST BIDDER....YA KNOW YA WANNA....SO WHATCHA WAITIN FOR ??? " KRYS IS OFFERING: - Rate all your pics - Rate all your stash - One gift once a week for 4 weeks - Permanent blog pimpout - Bulletin Pimpout (twice in 4 weeks) - Owned by *winners name* in my name for 4 weeks - 30 minutes of your music dedicated to you in the Forbidden lounge when I am on air. *More may be added depending on the bids* COME ON....YA CAN'T RESIST ME

Azrriel's Godfather Bully
Get your player at Mp3Profiles.com Another Godfather is approaching! Swing by and give a good spanking to help him along the way! Azriel™ aka The DreamSeller@ fubar All love will be appreciated and returned. Brought to you by: »-(¯`v´¯)-»»ÐJ Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê »-(¯`v´¯)-»» §låvê †ð Öñ¥z, Èmåñðñ & Ðj þrï¢k@ fubar

The Truth About Brothas 2
Confident here again with his 2 cent again on something that going on with Brothas. One thing i want to know that i have been seeing more and more and more. That you women most like a sorry Black man. You know how many women i talk to and that was just talk on a conversation level. That Black Men have dogged them. cheated them out of money,cars,house and other financial propreties. Let me tell you a story. A woman i talked was rich. I talked to her one day online. She was in love with this Black Man. No Job, No Car. But this woman still took him into her heart. The woman took him in to her home. The woman mentioned to me that she was online because she bought this man a SEMI TRUCK to make money. Yes A SEMI TRUCK. She told me that this man put her in so much financial debt it is unreal. The BROTHA got her kids taken away. Made this woman lose her job because he turned her on to CRACK. What fucking man would do that to a woman and just steal her life away like that. Must of you woman out

Damned Human Emotions
Damned Human Emotions 4/7/2008 These things, going on in my head... A world of complete chaotic insanity which I’m in a constant struggle to curb, to suppress, to control, to command! You’ve destroyed everything! You’ve disrupted my order, loosened my chains, unleashed my Hell! & I love you for it, though I cannot deny my new struggle... I have forgotten how to understand the language of these little, things throughout my years of dominance... Now that you’ve cast my world into disorder what do you plan to do? Can you be one to love me without restriction? If not to be mine, then step aside! Let me get back on track & resume my blissful denial of how much they know I care for you...!

Right To Be Wrong.
Right to be wrong/ Joss Stone. I've got a right to be wrong My mistakes will make me strong I'm stepping out into the great unknown I'm feeling wings though I've never flown Got a mind of my own I'm flesh and blood to the bone I'm not made of stone Got a right to be wrong So just leave me alone I've got a right to be wrong I've been held down too long I've got to break free So I can finally breathe Got THE right to be wrong Got to sing my own song I might be singing out of key But it sure feels good to me Got a right to be wrong So just leave me alone You're entitled to your opinion But it's really my decision I can't turn back I'm on a mission If you care don't you dare blur my vision Let me be all that I can be Don't smother me with negativity Whatever's out there waiting for me I'm going to face it willingly I've got a right to be wrong My mistakes will make me strong I'm stepping out into the great unknown I'm feeling wings though I've never f

Contest
Well here it is my firrst ever contest. Yes I entered one. Please just go and comment me, and bomb my pic as much as possible for thw next 9 days. TYVM!!! I will send u all the link at 9pm. That is when thw contest starts.

Re: Chinese Paramilitary Thugs Policed London Torch Relay
RE: Chinese Paramilitary Thugs Policed London Torch Relay ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 09 Apr 2008, 13:54 Chinese Paramilitary Thugs Policed London Torch Relay Fresh outrage has erupted over the Olympic torch procession after it emerged that the blue-clad thugs witnessed manhandling protesters and barking orders during the torch relay in London were Chinese paramilitary police hired by Beijing and the British government to quell demonstrations. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/040908_paramilitary_thugs. htm

My Yearly Horoscope
Leo Dramatic, dynamic and compassionate Leo starts the year working hard to discover new ways to express practical ideals by connecting to inner wisdom. You will realize how everything you do in your life affects the entire world on some level. Feeling a need to change and re-evaluate your personal values and all that you hold sacred has been a regular exercise for you, both personally and financially. Deep and profound changes and blessings await you as you freely give your energy to help others and take a hard look at your personal values in relationship to your resources. Some of the blocks you may have been feeling in your personal life and not knowing which direction to go will be lifted. By the spring, you will be feeling more grounded and secure, and a little more compassionate and tolerant of others. Comfort, relaxation and being mindful are all very important factors that inspire you to live a healthy life. You enjoy nature, so consider gardening to maintain your sunny

School Girl
school girl I work at at college for girl's. It's hard to keep my mine on things to teach being there's so many hot young girls/ladies. i have this one studied that is so hot and I heard about her from a teacher that works at the boys school. Seems she gets around and I confirmed the name and she's in my class and isn't doing good at all. Must have cock on her mine. Let me tell you about her. she is hot and wears some of the tightest clothes. she's very big up top and I have to say it's hard not to notice. this morning when she walked in with a suit coat almost unbutton showing off her fine tits and then fishnet stockings I almost lose it. well I had a test to past out and then I could go out for air. i think she was Turing to get on my good side today being she hasn't done well on tests. once I paced out the test and let me tell you this, she flashed me with those big tits. and she does have nice nibbles. Anyway once I was done I had to go outside for a smoke. I could feel my cock

Those Who Make This Place Their Life
Just felt like posting a blog,stating that this place.....is just a freaking website...I don't NEED to be on here,I don't NEED to leave my account on my pc as I go and do things,that's because it's just a bs website.....but SOME people....this IS their life....and to me....that is a sad existence. Truly sad indeed. Unlike those people I have a real life,with real friends who I can and do go visit,see and can hang out with. And THAT'S why whenever I FEEL like it I can lock up my page so that NO ONE can view it. Why?!?! Because I don't care about this place....I don't care if I get rated or not ever again. Being ranked is'nt my driving force to be on here. How this place views me and ranks me does'nt determine my value in life,doesn't determine ANYTHING that REALLY matters in the real world and THATS why IDGAF about this place,because at the end of the day it's a freakin website. I just wished other people did'nt have to make this their life,got out there in the real world and expierienc

Can You Feel Me?
This day is too valuable to waste. The people in your life are too beautiful to ignore. Take a moment to remember how fortunate you are to be you. Take a look around, with your eyes lovingly and enthusiastically open to the possibilities. Most of what you fear does not even exist. Much of what you love is closer than you realize. You are just one small step away from being on the path toward your most treasured dream. You are just one brief thought away from understanding the richness that is your life. You have traveled a long way to be where you are. With every step you have gained something of real and lasting value. Now is a day to move forward with more experience, knowledge and wisdom than ever before. Now is your moment to realize and fulfill the miracle that is your life.

A Quiet Storm Brewing
Once again And all too often I find myself In my own torture chamber of an outcast's corner Where I oftentimes cower Gut wrenched Teeth clenched 'Til many a wee morning's hour Rocking myself To the repititious rhythm Of my own reclusive soliloquy Trembling uncontrollably Frightened of I But more afraid am I, of me Knees firmly pressed Against my heaving chest I, a cursedly blessed Entity Ill begotten and fallen into disfigured palms, displaced The face, of she, whom is disgraced As sentiments consume a fragile composite Shrieks of sabotage ring loud, no means to stop it Agony tinged tears wreak havoc, I am too weak So, to be palpable to pain, In liquid formation I shall conform No visible exterior damage, as of yet But internally there is brewing The most deadliest of a Quiet Storm

Beautiful Disaster
Today seems like a good day to burn a bridge or two The one with old wood creaking that would burn away right on cue I try to be not like that but some people really suck Some people need to get the axing chalk it up to bad luck I know a drugstore cowgirl so afraid of getting bored She's always running from something so many things ignored I might do that stuff if it didn't make me feel like sh*t I'm on some old reality tip so many trips in it Beautiful disaster Flyin' down the street again I tried to keep up You wore me out and left me ate up Now I wish you all the luck You're a butterfly in the wind without a care A pretty train crash to me and I can't care I do I don't whatever http://www.rare-lyrics.com I know a drugstore cowgirl so afraid of getting bored She's always running from something so many things ignored I try to be not like this but I thought it'd make a good song There's nothing to see shows over people just move along Beautiful disaster Fl

Day 3 Off My Meds.
Well, it is the 3rd day without my medicine and I am doing better than I thought I would. I am sore and my neck is stiff and in pain but i think the more I move, the better it will get. Having arthritis between each vertebrae sucks and it will be something I deal with the rest of my life. I will get through this. The bleeding hasn't stopped which kind of worries me. I thought that it would have stopped by now. I will give it some more time before I call my doctor back and tell him that it is still happening. He has me on 2 different meds to try and stop it. My daughter has been wanting to move out with her boyfriend for about 6 months now. I was not fond of the idea only because of thinking they really couldn't afford it. They are both going to college and working full time so as long as they stay in college, I guess it is ok? Her Aunt told her of a really cute old apartment that isn't too expensive down town. It is the perfect location! I told her we would help the

Skin I'm In
Look at me... all of me. From my head to my toes. Can you see that?... can you see the power I posses. Can you see the pain that I hold... Look at me... Do I strike fear in your heart. Can you see the fear in my heart... Look at me... Can you see the hatred inside me. Do you see the love in my eyes.... Look at me, and tell me can you see the scars on my body... Do you see the flawlessness of my color... Look at me, and see me... See me, and all of my complexities.... and realize that I am much more than... the skin I'm in.

Alone
Have you ever been alone? Where no one cares about you? You have to survive on your own Living where you must Eating where you can where no one will help you no one to hear you or to talk to where you cry yourself to sleep out of fear of what tomorrow will bring have you ever truly been alone? I have. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2008 Christopher Wayne Rhea

Thousands Of Miles...
.....Even though I am thousands of miles away. Your innocent face in my heart prevails every day. It’s so sad that the cruelty of distance keeps us apart. but that’s not something that can keep you away from my heart. Honestly, you captured me since the day we first met. The happiest day of my entire life I will never forget. You are the only one who can leave me speechleess. The one and only that can provide me all this happiness. I like you always but I love you forever. I just wait for the day we hold hands together. If you ever stop loving me I wouldn’t be right. My life would would be incomplete. Each day would turn into right. I just want you to know that you do so much for me. that’s why i give you my love unconditionally. we are meant to be and if you feel the same. I’d want nothing more than for you to share my last name. baby, i will love until the day i die. please, understand and believe this is not a lie. i promise the love i feel for you will stay the same. as i love you

Kushism For Today#2
1.BE UR SELF NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU ARE A FU*^kTARD. 2.LUV IS BLIND CAUSE IF U SEEN A PERFECT COUPLE THAT UN UNDERSTATMENT. 3.FORGET ABOUT REGERTS ONLY WORRY ABOUT WHAT U DID NOT DO AND LAUGH AT ALL THE FU*^UPS.THEN WAKE UP AND DO ALL OVER AGAIN. 4.NO SUCH THING AS PUTING UR FOOT IN UR MOUTH BUT SAY THE WORNG THING GET FOOT IN AZZ. 5.NO SUCH THING AS SAYING SOMETHING DUM IT'S DUM CAUSE U DID NOT SAY IT.

Strawberry Freeze
Strawberry Freeze Prep: 10 min. 1-1/4 lbs. frozen unsweetened strawberries 1 cup strawberry lowfat yogurt 3 Tbs. confectioner's sugar 1/2 tsp. vanilla extract Place frozen strawberries in a food processor. Process until berries are very fine. Add remaining ingredients and process until smooth. Per serving: calories 136, fat 0.8g, 5% calories from fat, cholesterol 3mg, protein 3.3g, carbohydrates 30.3g, fiber 3.0g, sugar 26.9g, sodium 39mg, diet points 2.7.

Ryan
Baby, I just want to thank you for everything that you have done to my life. You are my reason why I don't give up on hope. You help me through my rough spots in my life. You are always there for me no matter what. Even if it's to talk to me for a few mintues. Hearing your voice telling me that you love me gives me the most reassuring feeling that I'm glad I gave love another chance. If I hadn't ever had met you, I don't know where my life would be right now. But because of you I know everything is okay now. I love that feeling. I love the feeling knowing that I am safe with you. Knowing that I can come to you for anything and knowing that you will be there to wipe my tears away. And I love you for that. No matter what, I will always and forever love you with all my heart.

I'm Sorry
I’m sorry I brought you out of the pit to make you see the world I gave you a place to be warm to give you the strength to live I’m sorry for the pain of what I must do I’m sorry for the faith that I had given you I taught you to listen to the voices all around you I made you talk so that you may cry I’m sorry for the pain of what I must do I’m sorry for the faith that I had given you I sent you out of my life so that you may have one of your own I forgot your memory to make room for the ones I am making I’m sorry for the pain of what I must do I’m sorry for the faith I had given you

Dj Sweet
COME CHECK OUT DJ SWEET AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..SHE'S KICKIN' OUT THE TUNES !!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME APPLY

Re: History Channel Popular Mechanics False 9/11 Doc. Part 3
RE: History Channel Popular Mechanics FALSE 9/11 Doc. Part 3 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Uncle Sam Date: 13 Apr 2008, 22:55 Detailed Review - History Chanel's 9/11 Conspiracies Part 3The 9/11 Conspiracies: Fact or Fiction – Part 3A History Channel Special www. myspace. com/unclesam9112001 Conspiracy Theory #5: Witnesses heard “secondary explosions”. .. ....Sofia Shafquat: “The witness testimonials are fantastic, because these people spoke absolutely reflexively when they were there about what they heard and experienced, and they used the word "explosion" over and over”. .... ....Lester Holt: “Some of those accounts were reported in the chaotic moments just after the attacks”.News Reporter Pat Dawson: "We received word of a secondary device that is another bomb going off." Jason Bermas: “Pat Dawson talked to some members of the FBI and they expressed that they believed that secondary explosives were used to demolish the WTC and t

Dj Barbie
COME CHECK OUT DJ BARBIE AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..SHE'S KICKIN' OUT THE TUNES !!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME APPLY

Do You Forgive Me? :(
As some of you have noticed, im not on the site as much as I used to in the beginning....but its only cuz my internet availablity at my house has been suspended till further notice. I really wish i didnt happen, but theres nothing i can do about it. So please, dont think that im ignoring you, or anything in a negative matter. I dont mean it what so ever and i hope that everyone can forgive me. I love u all and please feel free to still leave me messages and any friend requests u like. Dont be a stranger and i promise ill get back with u as soon as i can. LOVE YOU ALL!!!! xoxoxoxoxo

Too Tired For Monday!
Ugh, monday morning. I had nightmares all night. Getting to a car accident. having a psycho serial killer after my kids. crazy stuff. I woke myself up after the car accident. I got up and went into Anthony's room and he wasn't there which scared me. He went to a concert last night with 2 friends. I told him I wanted him to come home after being that he has school today! I called and called his cell phone and he finally answered. He said that the friend that he went with was too tired to drive him home so he stayed there at his house. The concert apparently ended at 1:00am. I told him it would have been nice to get a phone call, that i was worried. Kids never think parents worry. I was very sore yesterday from way over doing it on Saturday. I thought I was superwoman and cleaned and was dancing around. So I wasn't moving a whole lot yesterday. I was quite sore and in pain. I spent most of the day out in the backyard reading. It was a BEAUTIFUL day! Peter was work

The Bleeding
I remember when all the games began Remember every little lie and every last goodbye Promises you broke, words you choked on and I never walked away, it's still a mystery to me Well I'm so empty I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well you're so unclean I'm better off without you and you're better off without me The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred (deceiving), the beatings; it's over Paint the mirrors black to forget you I still picture your face and the way you used to taste Roses in a glass, dead and wilted To you this all was nothing Everything to you is nothing Well you're so filthy I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well I'm so ugly You're better off without me and I'm better off alone The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, the beatings (disaster); it's over As wicked as you are, you're beautiful to me You're the darkest burning

It's Monday!! Lol
It's Monday obviously...lmao. Things thus far have been good...one of the dogs got bit by fire ants but after I put some Lidocaine on them bites she wasn't feeling a thing. Poor Chi. 5 more days to fun! lol I'm excited. In the past week I have met so many new people off line that it's amazing. One in particular was very funny...and had me laughing till I hurt. That is always nice to be able to laugh about different things. After the accident I am taking one day at a time but looking forward to any special events I have already made previous comittments for. I need to put my paycheck in the bank but I keep forgetting...lol part of getting old I guess. What I hate most is when I go to do something and I get there..think..hmm now what was I supposed to do? My daughter has found a new love. She asked my opinion...and I told her...just be careful and don't get burnt, love hurts when only one loves and the other doesn't. She understood. We are very close. I can't wait to se

Juggalo Night May3, 2009
For all you los and lettes that are in the area (or can make it to the area)....southwest Louisiana that is...the next Juggalo Night is May 3, 2008 at the Renaissance Club in Lafayette, Louisiana, upstairs in the Red Room. Ladies get in free; Men in paint get in free. two for one mixed drinks til midnight (AND YES THEY HAVE FAYGO UPSTAIRS) and $2 beer after midnight. Starts at 9pm. Hope some of you juggalos and juggalettes can make it out to show some wikid clown love. Hit me up for any more info or if you can make it. MMFWCL homies

Why Are U Here
I am here to find and cultivate friendships,not just to get points and play games.If I invite you to be a friend it is on a trial basis,one to see if ur interesting and another to see if you know how to be a friend,that means certain things like to come and visit and talk once in awhile.If ur neither then dont expect to be on my friends list very long ok. that goes for new and old friends some I haven't seen on for weeks, so in the next few days I will be doing some housekeeping as some call it,and try and find new friends,oh 1 thing else that pisses tyger off is to be told brb and u never do until the next day.added 4/16/08: I just learned last nite how friendships work on here,it is not really if you are a real friend ,it is when you was added that counts,so you can be an a++ and be no.5 on a list and I can be no.9 and trying to be a real friend coz I was added later then the a++.So all u people that are like that I hope you will be happy with ur a++es coz I am not sticking around s

You Gotta Check Out Agem4life, My Fu-owner!
I would like to introduce you to my Fu-Owner and very dear friend, aGEM4life. Please use the link below to go to her page. Read about her on her profile page and then please fan/rate/add her. /> I would like to tell you a little bit about her. She is one of the most amazing people I have ever been blessed to meet. She is a loyal, devoted and caring friend. She makes time for you no matter what is going on in her own life and she truly cares about others. She can make you laugh when your world seems too dark and her compassion is endless. I could not ask for a more fun, caring friend. I really do feel blessed that she came into my life. I love you Donna. Always remember that I am here for you as well and I will always have your back. I did meet her here on fubar, but have spent many hours chatting on yahoo and on the phone with her. The depth of her personality knows no bounds. She is beautiful (both outside and in), talented, funny and so much more. If you take th

Freestyle Rap To Juve Bonce Back Beat
yall niggas dont me see i probaly be the cat posted up in v.ip/ yeah i know ya mad cause ya bitch is fillin me / i cant help she be everywhere the thugs be/ these niggas wanted to check this here when it it comes to the flows am bout this here/ yeah this my year so pussy niggas back up cause am going to take this here/ better open up ya ear cause i just made it real clear/ yall haters gone fear when i drop tht bomb getin so much cake like am lucky charm / if nigga;s get close i dont mean no harm if a nigga try me ill straight strong arm/ i tried tell em i was the best when i spit that shit/ laides already know i got that got that good azz dick/ fuck a bitch and turn around and leave her sick/ like she sitin in a cell like my nigga micheal vick/ oh no i laught at niggas talkin they getin money they getin bigger figures/ oh naw never nigga cause you is a lame who the hell let these soft rappers off in the game/ well guess what am here now and tht shit its fina change

The Hearts
Two hearts went where hearts get laid the table, the shower and then the bed. From clubs with diamonds to holding a spade a hotel shuffle where kings and queens play. Jackie lay as a pair without a suit both in passion's fanned swaying moves. Lips that licked while they talked bodies swinging in a thrusting rock. Ace in the air for a higher hand's grasp. Jack jokered about the spread and laughed. Took on a rythme like cards being dealt then Jackie rounded and sensually knelt. Diamond and star sparkles over a wet tongue loves passion like a four club clover sung a pair of hearts lay in the after glow Jack Spade holding a Solitare Rose.

The Medicine Wheel
Medicine Wheels have been found in many different parts of the world. In ancient times these giant wheels were places to pray, meditate, contemplate and strenghten the sacred connection to life and also to the universe. They were a tool for self understanding, and for also understanding relationships with others beings, plants, animals, humans and spirits. A Medicine Wheel was a unique pathway to spiritual growth. And, it still is. We just have to "remember" how to work with the energies within the wheel. Find a Medicine Wheel and you will find a place where earth energy is very strong. Because of this vortex energy, they are places of intense power and healing. A Medicine Wheel has 36 stones. Each of these stones has it's own unique relationship to the Earth, the Universe, the other stones, and most importantly to each of us. The stones teach us respect for ourselves and our relationships as well as for Mother Earth and the Creator. The Medicine Wheel also reminds us of the La

I Dont Know What To Call This So Helpp
Im sick of crying all these tears. i havent felt like this in years. u made me feel like a queen untill you turned mean. u lied. cheated. and god only knows what else. what do u want me to say? that im coming back? i dont think so. not after all that u put me through. ure juss not worth all the pain that i have felt and the tears that i cried. if i could take the time that i thought about you, talked to you, cried over you and spent with you. i WOULD be happier then i was before. maybe meeting you was a mistake. the biggest one that i have made. or maybe you letting me go what yours. who knowss. it dont matter in the end. were are NEVER to be again and being friends is juss going to make it worse. not talking to you at all is hopefully the best choice that i have made.

Ensign: Arrow Points
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 18 April 2008 At four-thirty yesterday morning as our nine-month-old Jeffrey was talking in his crib indicating he was awake, I was not thinking of my son (or my two-year-old daughter Sarah who woke up at six) as a heritage from the Lord. (Psalm 127:3) Before sunrise, I would settle for interrupted sleep through the night. And my wife and I actually get that most of the time, so I'm probably complaining too much. Looking at the one hundred twenty-seventh psalm as a whole, we can see like nearly all the practical advice for living that the Bible gives, it's common sense. Let me jump ahead for a minute to verse two: "It is vain for you to rise up early, to sit up late, to eat the bread of sorrows: for so he giveth his beloved sleep

Rise
Rise Throw away The charade of your life Let the flame of my heart Burn away Your complacence tonight I command you to rise Wash away The decay of your life Feel the light of your eyes Find the way Through the darkness tonight Fearing no one Do you really think I covet like you do Come take me away Remove the fear from my eyes Feel the flame of my heart Burning away All conversation denied Hearing no one Am I precious to you now? Am I precious to you now? Now rise Turn away From the shame of your life Feel the light from my eyes Offering Consolation denied Fearing no one Do you really think I want it like you do Come take me away Remove the fear from my eyes Feel the flame of my heart Burning away All conversation denied Hearing no one Am I precious to you now? Am I precious to you now? Fearing no one Saviors of my soul Am I precious to you now? Am I precious to you now? Now I cannot stop this Pure emotion Falling from my

Trust
Seems like you're always around I was blind to see Too good to be true you can't stay with me I wish she was all I need And it's getting late. and it's cold outside So cold. so cold (TRUST) I've wronged you And steal everything from the truth Could we find ourselves walking through A field with no solitude The pain goes on Insensitive to all your needs Did you ever want to stay with me Never try to put you down And I never want to see you leave I still can't believe you're going to leave I wish she was all I needed It's getting late and it's cold outside So cold. so cold I've wronged you And steal everything from the truth Could we find ourselves walking through A field with no solitude The pain goes on (TRUST)

Did My Time
Realized I can never win Sometimes feel like I have failed Inside where do I begin? My mind is laughing at me Tell me, why am I to blame? Aren't we supposed to be the same? That's why I will never tame This thing thats burning in me I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me Sometimes I can never tell If I got something after me That's why I just beg and plead For this curse to leave me Tell me, why am I to blame? Aren't we supposed to be the same? That's why I will never tame This thing thats burning in me I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me Betrayed I feel so Enslaved I really tried I did my time I did my time I did my time I did my time I did my TIME I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me

A True Redneck
We have enjoyed the redneck jokes for years. It's time to take a > reflective look at the core beliefs of a culture that values home, family, > country and God. If I had to stand before a dozen terrorists who threaten > my life, I'd choose a half dozen or so rednecks to back me up. Tire irons, > squirrel guns and grit -- that's what rednecks are made of. I hope I am > one of those. If you feel the same, pass this on to your redneck friends. > Ya'll know who ya' are. > > > > You might be a redneck if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the > phrase, 'One nation, under God.' > > You might be a redneck if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 > Commandments posted in public places. > > You might be a redneck if: You still say ' Christmas' instead of 'Winter > Festival.' > > You might be a redneck if: You bow your head when someone prays. > > You might be a redneck if: You stand and place your hand over your heart > when they play the National Anthem. >

Part Three - My Theme - Thx Leah
Passion Somebody somewhere In the heat of the night Looking pretty dangerous Running out of patience Tonight in the city You won’t find any pity Hearts are being twisted Another lover cheated, cheated In the bars and the cafes, passion In the streets and the alleys, passion A lot of pretending, passion Everybody searching, passion Once in love you’re never out of danger One hot night spent with a stranger All you wanted was somebody to hold on to yeah Passion, passion Passion, passion New york, moscow, passion Hong kong, tokyo, passion Paris and bangkok, passion A lotta people ain’t got, passion Hear it in the radio, passion Read it in the papers, passion Hear it in the churches, passion See it in the school yards, passion Once in love you’re never out of danger One hot night spent with a stranger All you wanted was somebody to hold on to yeah Once in love you’re never out of danger One hot night spent with a stranger All you wanted was

Away For A While
Hello everyone. All my dear fu-friends, wanted to say thank you for leaving me bunches of love while i'm away. I see that everyone's been keeping up on profile comments, and everyone's still been saying hello. Missin' you guys already. :) You all are awesome. If anyone wants my number or anything, feel free to hit me up with a PM and ask for it. If we're cool, I'll hit ya up with it. :) I just wanted to let you all know that i'll be getting online a couple times a week to check messages, keep up with club f.a.r. and whatnot, but i'm not gonna be on alot due to losing my internet for a coupe months. kinda fallen on hard times, and had to make some sacrifices. but i promise you all, that i will be back. so keep leaving love. :) Much love to all my friends, especially Munchkin, and Sweet_Thing, the passion, Sarabeth, 3lvi, and all the rest of ya. :) I'm sorry if i forgot anyone! Hope everyone is doing well!

Save The Internet!!!
Dear Friends, This is the real deal. Big phone and cable companies are trying to get rid of Net Neutrality, the fundamental principle that prevents them from discriminating against your favorite Web sites and services. Unless we speak out to our members of Congress, they could move to allow large telephone and cable companies TO CONTROL WHAT YOU DO, WHAT YOU SAY, WHERE YOU GO AND WHAT YOU WATCH ONLINE. Visit the URL below to learn more about what's at stake and send a loud message directly to Congress: https://secure. freepress. net/site/Advocacy?id=162 To take action on this issue, click on the link below: https://secure. freepress. net/site/Advocacy?s_oo=gmzTP4o6wyk7slfvIA2mKg..&id=162 If the text above does not appear as a link or it wraps across multiple lines, then copy and paste it into the address area of your browser.

Running Thirsty
We go our separate ways through the portals of love Truth was in creating, not the aftermath Can't say I was nothing before you came into my life I will keep the memories for when my soul gets weary Bittersweet stories, they always have no end In the quietude of daybreak, we watch the sunlight bend Can't say I was nothing before you came into my life Now I'm late for the urban train to get back on the road again Running thirsty in the rain I'm breaking through those clouds again

This Week Is My Last On Here Sorry
I have made alot of good friends and my share of enemies on here as well I just ain't doing the lounge drama or putting up with the bullshit anymore and I don't have to either you all know I loved you all as my friends, and those who started shit can kiss my fucking ass too!!. I love you all for those that got to know me but there are things in my life I need to take care of first and this ain't one of them either!!, people can be so fake on here its not even funny to me anymore its a joke, sometimes I think it is a joke. all there is on here people who play favorites and shit and I ain't wasting no more time on it, I got better things to do than to watch fake relationships and fake marriages boy I'm speaking my mind today haha must be in a mood or something, oh well who the fuck cares anyways?? its just like myspace and yahoo where there's always drama of some sort. Anyways why the hell or fuck should I stay anyways?? like it would matter to some or not anyways whats the point of stay

Spring Heeled Jack
Spring Heeled Jack - was he a creature, an alien, or a man wearing some strange costume and a hidden jumping apparatus? During the 1830's, this 'man' terrorized England. Described as tall, thin, powerful, wearing a black cloak, the man could jump 20 to 30 feet vertical. It was reported that he had large pointy ears and nose, with red glowing eyes, and capable of spitting an odd white and blue flame from his mouth. The Early Sightings The first sighting may have occurred in September of 1837 in London, England. A businessman was returning home from work late at night when a mysterious figure vaulted over the railings of a nearby cemetery. The railings were at least 10 feet high but the creature effortlessly leaped over the wall and landed directly in the path of the strolling man. The creature was described as having pointed ears, large glowing eyes, and a large pointed nose. A short time later, Spring Heeled Jack was said to have attacked a group of people - 3 women and

Gothy
if ya decide to go out at night whatever you do dont walk alone there is a vampire out there and she stands alone she hides in the shadows stalking her prey in the evil hopes one of you stray then in one quick swope she will snacth you up drinking your blood and spilling your guts so if ya should ever see this vampire who stalks the night just rember this her name is gothy and she will win the fight

Remember Me?
Do You remember Me? Like I remember You? Do you spend your life going back in your mind to that time? Because I, I walk the streets alone I hate being on my own and everyone can see that I really fell and I'm going through Hell Thinking about You with somebody else Somebody wants You Somebody needs You Somebody dreams about you every single night Somebody hopes that one day You will see That Somebody's Me How could we go wrong It was so good and now it's gone and I pray at night that our paths will cross and what we had isn't Lost Cuz you're always right here in my thoughts You'll always be in my Life Even if I'm not in your Life Cuz you're in my Memory You, Will you remember Me?

Ballz To The Wallz
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Omg Moments...
when you are talking to others to help them or just to make a statement u tend to have those OMG moments.. well i have had a few OMFG moments tonight/this morning. one is that u have to confront your past fully to get over it .. and to get on with your life.the other is that u have to be who you are and do what YOU wantto do no matter what anyone thinks or believes about you .. its YOUR life not theirs.. so its up to YOU how your life goes and no one else...and lastly . in having these moments and realizing them to be true...for me.. i have discovered that maybe im not so blonde after all....:P

Made By Xxnascarkittyxx Thank You Suzie-q Lol
Made by my dear Suzie Thank You so much love! May Love and Light surround you and all your loved ones! xxxx XxNascarKittyxX Plz Sign My Guestbook!@ fubar FAN HER RATE HER AND ADD HER AND THEN WORSHIP HER!

Autism Bully 1
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Tomorrow
Tonight I weep for the long lost dreams I once dared- At peace I will be, with no one dear will they be shared- Held fast by memories but for a moment’s time, Awaiting the clock's final chime. Tonight I weep for those who suffer as do I- At peace I will be; tears of pain I will no longer cry- Held fast by memories but for a moment’s time- Wanted cleansing of a soul begrimed. Tonight I sleep a slumber to which no other compares- At peace I will be, tranquility sought and finally dared- Held fast by memories but for a moment’s time- Guilty of all, of nothing, passion my true crime. Tonight I sleep, without prayers that beg the Lord my soul to take- At peace I will be, absent of thoughts as to where I may wake- Held fast by memories but for a moment’s time- Concessions reached, obscurity sublime. Today I wake

April 23, 2008
You Never Know Author Unknown You never know when someone May catch a dream from you. You never know when a little word, Or something you may do May open up a window Of the mind that seeks the light The way you live may not matter at all... But you never know - it might. And just in case it could be That another's life through you. Might possibly change for the better With a broader brighter view. It seems it might be worth a try At pointing the way to the right. Of course, it may not matter at all, But then again it might. Author Unknown

Loev Me Tender
LOVE me Tender Sung to the music of the same title by Elvis Presley. Love me tender, love me true, Take my cock inside. Now start moving, up and down, For a little ride. Ride it good Babe, ride it long, Keep it inside deep. Slide all the way on my dong, Feel my hard cock leap! Love me tender, love me sweet, Take in all my meat. Let me fill you with my cum, Let me feel your heat. After I have shot my load, Let me slide back out. It makes me feel so damn good, I may have to shout! Love me tender, love me so, I want your sweet ass. I want to ream you out good, I'll do it real fast. Yes my Darling I will love, Your sweet ass so fine. I'll fill it with my big cock, And I'll, make, it mine!!

Hmm
Moment of Truth (like the show!)TAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey Do you really care about the environment?: i does Have you ever parked in a handicapped spot?: yes =) Have you ever driven in a carpool lane while alone in your car?: nope lol Did you ever fake it in bed?: once Do you believe you are better looking than all of your friends?: yeah lol Have you ever exaggerated the number of women/men you slept with?: nope Do you owe a friend money that you have no intention of paying back?: nope If you saw your friend’s spouse with another woman/man would you tell them?: yeah Are you more comfortable around friends that are not as attractive as you? naw Do you think you are smarter than your girlfriend/boyfriend?: dont have one..but i would be lol Have you ever thought that your parents would be better off divorced?: yes Do you think that you are smarter than your parents? yes lol Did you ever throw a party at your parents’ house without their knowledge?: naw Do you think

Rememeber The One I Lost
WELL ITS THRUSDAY 2:16 AM HERE IN PA ALL THIS WEEK I HAVE TRIED NOT TO THINK ABOUT MY DAUGHTER'S DEATH IS SLOWLY CREEPIN INTO MY BONES LIKE SOME KIND OF SICK COLD HEARTED VIRUS. I NEVER THOUGHT IN YEARS THTH I WOULD LIVE TO SEE ME HAVE TO BURY ONE OF MY KIDS,FOR THOSE THTH DONT KNOW.... YOU DONT KNOW SHIT YOU DONT KNOW HOW I SLEEP AT NITE YOU DONT KNOW HOW IT FUCKS U UP MENTALLY AND SPRIT WISE. THERES BEEN DAYS WHEN I HAVE CURSE GOD WANTIN TO KNOW HOW CAN HE JUST UP AND TAKE SOMETHING FROM ME THERE ARE DAYS WHEN I WISH I WOULD JUST DIE. PEOPLE SAY GOD IS GOOD MAN FUCK THAT MY HEAR TURNED COLD WHEN HE TOOK FROM ME PPL SAY LIFE CHANGES YOU BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IT CHANGE ME FOR THE WORST. SO ON FRIDAY APRIL 25 SHOW ME LOVE FOR MY LIL GIRL OTHERWISE KICK MOTHERFUCKEN ROCKS!!!

Friends
As the clouds came in and the wind begun to blow The tears started to flow I just feel so low My happiness, were did it go I am aching I am slowly breaking My phone does not seem to be ringing Everything else just seems to be tangling Unable to pull a real smile I feel like I have walked a mile Maybe as long as the Nile All I can think about is your smile Cutting to try and feel real Is being unhappy the deal Not wanting to eat a meal Death is my zeal Looking at my phone Hoping to hear the message tone Possibly even the ring tone There is no sound coming from my phone As my heart sinks lower My mood gets poorer Trying not to self harm becomes harder My throat just became dryer

Driving Hurts My Ass, Lol
I had one of the longest days in my life yesterday! My girlfriend that was here for her father's memorial was supposed to stay through the weekend but had been having headaches every night from the stress she has been under with dealing with her Dad's death. So her husband was up North and was hoping we would bring their son to him so he could go riding with him before heading back to Washington. So I told her I would drive them up there. She also decided to just drive back home with her husband instead of flying home Sunday. Sad because that meant our trip to the city was canceled but I totally understood her just wanting to go home. So I drove to Colousa and then over to Stonyford to drop off Kellen to his Dad and then to Willows and Tricia and I waited in the Hotel room for them to get back from the riding. It was a log day. We drove around and had dinner and they got back by the time we were done. Then, I had to drive to the Sacramento airport to take John (the guy

Cant Seem To Smile
Things have been going very shitty for me lately. The army called me, and they want to recrute me. i dont know what to do, i think i may just go. so good bye. :) im serving our country! PEACE ON EARTH! -cyber aka Alaina Lopez

None
I understand the why Yet I cannot grasp the how; But if this is the way you must handle us I will try to understand somehow. There is one thing that I ask As you walk away; Please create a corner in your heart for me So at least, there, I can always stay. You will always be my love That will never change; Though we are going separate ways That fact remains the same. I know we must let each other go Circumstances force us to set each other free; But today, I give back to you . . . your words - Touch Yourself and You Touch Me.

More Thoughts Fighting To Be Free
Dark, light; Day, night my thoughts go dancing along; dancing or spiraling one of the two, down this path of which my feet seem to belong. some thoughts are really ancient memories that won't seem to let go of my soul; past events no longer even a part of my now, or are they, for they do seem to still take their toll? these memories though appear to me less and less; my life right now is not such a mess! i have begun a new life, yes it is true; at nearly 39 i finally feel like i know what to do. now i have new things to ponder; now my mind has new places to wander a love that has entered, nay RE-entered my heart; someone who splashes color to my soul, like a piece of fine art someone who's strength gives me power; now even from my darkest dreams, i will not cower. my LOVE, my MASTER, my SOUL MATE; my MARKIAN, my LOVE, for YOU i did wait!

Poem
Hurricane Katrina The storm came traveling aimlessly in, And with her a strong black heartless wind. The meanest storm the coast’s ever seen, That battered the levees of New Orleans. A maiden storm, her name Katrina; It took on the Feds and shook up the FEMA. She came upon land a category five, Anyone in her path got buried alive. The storm, she rumbled, twirled and spun, And twisted the Bayou into a slum. Uprooting trees, cars, boats and homes, Flooding the titanic of Superdomes. An impoverished city broadcasted world wide, Brought hope to the humble and shame to the wise. The Mayor, the Governor, the President’s brigade; wouldn’t go in to administer aide. Three days of toil and dredge went by, without a rescue, they were left to die. The waves of the ocean were wrought and mislead, Came through the debris to claim its dead. Three days the water rose over the city, Wrecking havoc, despair and death to the pity. So looting and pilferage took heed to s

Dance
Do you believe no longer in "Fairy Tale" Romance Was it not you who took the lead in that Dance? We have all endured such pain and heartbreak We venture with our hearts indeed a lofty stake There's Love and there's Lust powerful or destructive on their own Interweave the two together a perfect stitch, perfectly sewn There was a time not long ago when you believed in these things too You'd wish upon the stars at night for everlasting love so true Now you hide behind your mounting wall of pain surrendering to your demons that have yet to be slain Will you ever break free of the prison you've created or will you remain behind the walls in which you've gated Let go of the past Love yourself to truly love another Learn to dance again and perhaps we can dance with each other

Goodbye
i've decided once my vip is over that im gonna be deleting my fubar account i joined this site for fun and something to pass the time well its no longer fun to me and as far as passing the time there are much better things i can be doing with less stress involved there are a few great friends that ive made feel free to keep in touch on yahoo or aim if you dont have it and youd like to just ask.

It Hurts Even More Knowing.
It hurts even more knowing. It hurts even more knowing you don't even miss me, When I'm away, It hurts even more, knowing you don't even think of me, It hurts even more, knowing that you don't even care for me let alone love me, It hurts even more, knowing that I'm not special to you like you're special to me, It hurts even more, knowing that you don't even return my calls, when you return your friend's call in front of me, It hurts even more, knowing you only send me text message when you need some company, It hurts even more, knowing, that you didn't even wish me on my birthday, when it was you who reminded me in the first place. It hurts even more, knowing that you forget me, as soon as you walk out the door, It hurts even more, knowing that you treat me like any other gurl, It hurts even more, knowing that there is no point in loving you, but still i do nothing but love you. It hurts really really bad, knowing that I'm just another gurl, who treats you especially

Cremson Shadows
Crimson Shadows in the shadows of the rose I lie i want you; i desire to lure you in with my fragrance and so i shall and you can't resist my vivid petals i can resist your gaze but you cannot resist mine i can give you your every desire - but once your energy is mine, there will be nothing

Fuel To Be Shipped Into Scotland
Fuel to be shipped into Scotland Workers at the Grangemouth refinery are due to strike over two days Timeline: Grangemouth dispute Additional imports of fuel from Europe will be shipped into Scotland so the country stays on the move through the on-going Grangemouth dispute. The Scottish Government made the announcement hours before 1,200 staff are due to walk out at 0600 BST. The Unite union said it was taking the two-day industrial action in protest at planned changes to the staff pension scheme by plant owners Ineos. During the shutdown, oil production will cease at the plant. Unite officials agreed 150 unpaid staff could remain at the complex overseeing safety during the strike. Talks involving the union and plant managers took place at conciliation service Acas earlier in the week. However, they broke up without agreement. The strike will also result in the closure of the BP Forties pipeline, which provides 30% of the UK's daily oil output f

Sunday, 27 April 2008
Sunday, 27 April 2008 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Celtic 2-2Rangers HT McDonald 4 Weir 17 McDonald 43 Cousin 29 Bookings: Robson 18 Hartley 35 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Obama Explains National Anthem
Obama Explains National Anthem Stance On Sat, 22 Mar 2008 18:48:04 -0400, "LTG Bill Ginn" USAF ret Forwarded: Hot on the heels of his explanation for why he no longer wears a flag pin, presidential candidate Senator Barack Obama was forced to explain why he doesn't follow protocol when the National Anthem is played. According to the United States Code, Title 36, Chapter 10, Sec. 171, During rendition of the national anthem when the flag is displayed, all present except those in uniform are expected to stand at attention facing the flag with the right hand over the heart. "As I've said about the flag pin, I don't want to be perceived as taking sides," Obama said. "There are a lot of people in the world to whom the American flag is a symbol of oppression. And the anthem it self conveys a war-like message. You know, the bombs bursting in air and all. It should be swapped for something less parochial and less bel licose. I like the song 'I'd Like to Teach the World to Sing.' I

Who Do You Tell First? The Cheater? Or The Cheated Spouse?
So you catch someone in the act of cheating. Say, your friend (lady) for example .. her husband is caught cheating.. 1) Do you confront anyone? 2) if you, who gets to know first? Well, if you value the friendship of the one being the one being cheated on, then you need to come clean. Why? Moral issue is why Medical issue is why To do what's right is why. After all, do you wish your friend gets some STDs because of her cheating ass spouse? Also, at the very least, the person being cheated on, will have the power of choice in how to deal with this first. There could (and will be) legal repercussions in this. They do deserve to know and to be able to plan first. The cheater deserves nothing.

Jealousy
Jealousy... I'm sure you've seen How it takes the "sweet" and makes them "mean." Take me for example... you'll never see A woman any nicer than me. But once those ladies come around And looks my man up and down... What happens next is a big surprise: You'll see little daggers in my eyes. And while they think me sweet and wise, I'm quietly planning their demise. We mention families and talk about roots, While I secretly measure for concrete boots. Decorating! Which of you has the flair? Have you tried out my comfy electric chair? Over there on the left... one of them winks. Some "sleeping powder" falls into her drink. Who's that over there standing by his side? She looks like she might want to take a ride. Her car really looks like it can Zoom... When she turns the key, though... one loud "BOOM" I'm glad this is all just in my head. I really wouldn't wish anyone dead. I'll stay as sweet as I can be... Jealousy won't get the best of me.

Women Over 30
WOMAN OVER 30 A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 30 knows herself well enough to be assured in whom she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 30 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 30 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved They know what it's like to be unappreciated. A woman over 30 has the self-assurance to introduce you to her women friends. A younger woman with a ma

I Don't Ask For Much....
RIGHT NOW I AM JUST TRYIG TO VENT. A FEW DAYS AGO I WAS IN SEARCH OF FUBUCKS (WHO ISNT LOL) ANYWAY A FEW PEOPLE CAME TO ME AND OFFERED ME SOME TO RATE EITHER THEIR STASH OR PICS. I THOUGHT WONDERFUL...BOY WAS I WRONG. ONE PERSON AND I WILL NOT NAME NAMES CAUSE IM NOT LIKE THAT ASKED ME TO RATE THEIR STASH WITH 198 IN IT FOR 10K WOOHOO RIGHT NO NOT AT ALL. I DID WHAT WAS ASKED AND SHOUTED AND MAILED THIS PERSON WITH NO RESPONSE! NOW COME ON I USUALLY GO RIGHT TO WHERE I AM ASKED TO GO WITH NO QUESTION OF WHATS IN IT FOR ME! WHEN YOU MAKE A DEAL GO THROUGH WITH IT!!!! THANKS FOR LETTING ME VENT Crystal

Just One Touch From You
Just one touch from you.... and I know that my body, my soul will loose all sense of control... One look at you and my mind gives way to fantasies... I long to explore with you.... One thought of a moment shared... I tend to just freely want to give you more of me with no questions asked... Time alone with you makes me yearn to make every moment with you count until our next level of passion... "I Want To Feel You Work My Body"... Baby work it into a frenzy state of unquenchable desire of pleasures unknown... I want to feel your lips pressed against mine as your lips gently suck in the softness of my tongue gently brushing against yours... As you'll hear a soft moan escape my lips from tasting yours... I just can't seem to get enough of wanting you... "I want to feel you work my body..." As your soft hands start to roam and wonder to places that I'm dying for you to feel... I love to feel those soft wet kisses that I know you can give as your l

One Republic (i Havent Gone Indie Or Emo, Honest)
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust I've got my heart set on anywhere but here I'm staring down myself, counting up the years Steady hands, just take the wheel... And every glance is killing me Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there And you'd give anything to get what's fair But fair ain't what you really need Oh, can u see what I see They're tryin to come back, all my senses push Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could... Steady feet, don't fail me now Gonna run till you can't walk But something pulls my focus out And I'm standing down... Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You sta

Making Desicions
So often the results of decisions we make in life are not what we expect. And in many cases the results are not only short term, but have long term effects that we seldom stop to consider. We can only see what is immediately in front of us. Sometimes we have only good intentions, yet we end up hurting someone we care for. Sometimes te results appear to be good, yet after a time we find the short term gain was not worth the loss in the end. Sometimes we plan things we should be ashamed of, and yet the results turn and we gain a friend, or learn a lesson we would never have. Over the last few months none of the decisions I made seem to have been the right ones, yet I do not regret them. I regret some actions and words, ones done in times of hurt. But I do not regret the reason for the struggle. Only time will tell if what I see in hindsight is true, or if there is more yet to learn.

The Things I Love With A Passion
I rock and roll with passion I talk out my soul with a passion I eat good food with passion I defeat bad mood with a passion I sleep well with passion I weep hell with a passion I dream endlessly with passion I gleam ceaselessly with a passion I aim for money with passion I do the same for honey with a passion I listen carefully with passion I glisten dutifully with a passion I search for fame with passion I research to blame with a passion I walk everyday with passion I talk and play with a passion I embrace life with passion I face nightlife with a passion I laugh out with passion I chaffe about with a passion I cook with others with passion I look at mothers with a passion I touch gently with passion I clutch tightly with a passion I work hard with a passion I rock mad with a passion I gear up goals with passion I stir up roles with a passion I make friends with passion I take weekends with a passion I love kissing with pas

Forgetting To Remember...
I seem to announce different parts of my life with music... Here's another example... What have I done? Where have I come from? When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass did I seal the loss that's become me? Feeling undone What have I become? When I turned my back on you I turned my back on myself and became this machine Thoughtlessness (I feel)Selfishness (I feel)Hopelessness (I feel)Arrogant I feel it on the inside Twisting and contorting Memory has shaped me once again Still feel you on the inside Biting through and stinging Will I ever forget to remember? Shadows in the sun Filter through us Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child Confession rejected We grow up To give up People step on the cracks for wounds owed paid back Through the words of surrender Emptiness (I feel)Loneliness (I feel)Listlessness (I feel)Worthless I feel it on the inside Twisting and contorting Memory has shaped me once again Still feel you

City's Gone Help Us
PLEASE HELP ME FIND HER. APRIL 28TH I WAS MOWING THE YARD AND SHE WAS SLEEPING IN THE FRONT YARD. WHEN I WAS DONE SHE WAS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. PLEASE JUST LOOK AT THE PICTURE AND GET IT OUT TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW. SHE'S CHIPED WITH ALL OUR INFORMATION. PLEASE HELP ME FIND OUR BABYGIRL.

Help Level This Friend Of Mine To Leveled 20 Please
Can you come show this sexy guy some fu-love to his page and pics. He has 67,142 points to go till level 20.He would be really happy to be leveled up by today or tonight.So come show him some love and help him out.Here's his pic link for it.Hopefully he'll be leveled up soon.So show him all the fu- love you have. Chewy Enforcer@Club Paradize,Headenforcer@ crystal clear@ fubar

Whither Away
Kisses left and long but gone, like creeping shadows of a night with no dawn, I see your number and I pick up the phone, but I never call and sit here alone, desperate nights to replace your embrace, only brings mornings of remembering your face, I cry out to the one in my arms witha kiss that I send, if you don't love me then at least lets pretend, If you must leave by the dawn, then let the night last so long, then give me the morning as it turns into day, as deep down inside I wither away. By Robert George Frayer (-AKA - Kain -)

The Path
A friend is someone who walks with you along life's path. Sometimes for a day or two, sometimes for a lifetime. And while the paths you take may seperate for a time, for many reasons both good and bad, they may yet cross again someday. And even while seperated, a true friend is always with you, for when friendship is given, a part of that person goes with you always. The strength of the friendship is shown not in the good times, but in times of turmoil or seperation. A friend will give you strength in times of need even when they have none for themselves. A friend will let you go when needed, to let you be your own person, to find yourself. But they will always be waiting with open arms should the paths cross again.

Homecoming
Yeee. And you say Chi city, Chi city, Chi city [Chorus - Chris Martin] I'm coming home again. Do you think about me now and then? Do you think about me now and then? Cause I'm coming home again Being home again. [Verse 1 - Kanye West] I met this girl when I was three years old And what I loved most she had so much soul She said, excuse me little homie, I know you don't know me- but, My name is Windy and, I like to blow trees and, From that point I never blow her off, Niggas come from outta town I like to show her off, They like to act tough, she like to tow em off, And make em straighten up their hat, cause she know they soft And when I grew up she showed me how to go downtown And at nighttime my face lit up so astounding And I told her in my heart is where she always be She never mess with entertainers cause they always leave She said it felt like they walked and drove on me Knew I was gang affiliated got on TV and told on me I guess it's why last winter sh

::the Truth::
Now I'm not going on here behind a computer screen to call someone obscene names or to trash them but to get some things outta my system.... First off, growing up as a kid, I barely had any people I could call friends. Kids would look at my chubby appearance and would bully me for my weight...boys called me fat and ugly and made cruel jokes [[not fun for an already self-conscious girl]] and girls talked thier shit so I didn't really have anyone to lean on. Then came 7th grade when I met two of the best girls in the whole world...you were one of them.... We bonded over the fact that people both shit talked on us...me being too big, you being too skinny. We both were dealing with our own demons no one knew about and became fast friends. We bonded throughout high school...I was so self-concious in high school and hated myself yet you always welcomed me and offered a shoulder if I needed one...to me you were such a beautiful girl not just outside but inside. I admired you so much

The History Of War
The History of War The serf in the field was unawares Of the storm gathering above He gave no thought to his nation’s cares As the hawk tore at the dove Of the storm gathering above Cells toward each other flew As the hawk tore at the dove And as the storm began to brew Cells toward each other flew In nations fraught with paranoid fears And as the storm began to brew They prepared for the coming years In nations fraught with paranoid fears There came a man of great fame They prepared for the coming years As the people celebrated his name There came a man of great fame To speak before the masses As the people celebrated his name He called together the classes To speak before the masses Pericles orated with wisdom great He called together the classes While the Austrian taught them hate Pericles orated with wisdom great To prepare for the coming storm While the Austrian taught them hate And the worship of the Wyrm To prepare for the com

When Quiet Reigns
When Quiet Reigns When quiet reigns or in thunderous din, when ideas flow like mad; to hear Poe spoken, to hear the words flow or to caress their gentle laments on creased, dog-eared paper. To come back to the root, the Great American Poet, like a moth to a lonely flame. For this the dreamer aspires; immortality, and to know that in the end it all comes back to Poe.

What Cryptic Mystic
What Cryptic Mystic What cryptic mystic here adores Ancient customs and modern mores? Intimate where he belongs In the peaceful grip of siren songs; Pursuing dreams through phantom doors. When done at last his daily chores In corporate halls or retail stores; To seek the flame for which he longs… _______________What cryptic mystic? Angels ignited walk the floors, Fresh from Heaven’s most distant shores. Saturated in secrets strong - Lost alone in a milling throng - Which he must but can not ignore _______________What cryptic mystic?

Working With Angels
Graceful Guidance Working With Angels At some point in our lives, we are likely to find ourselves asking for help, perhaps from no one in particular, and without knowing where help could possibly come from. We may have raised our eyes skyward or whispered our need under our breath only to find that somehow we were heard, and the help we needed arrived. It might have come in the form of a person who appeared at the right time, or perhaps it came in the form of luck, chance, or divine intervention. However assistance appears, these are times when we can be sure that there are angels watching over us. We may find ourselves asking for their help with simple things-like finding a parking spot or to watch over loved ones-but then we forgot to call on them when we found ourselves alone or in pain. We don't need to be aware of them to receive their assistance, but there is comfort in the knowledge that they are there for us when we need them. And when we remain open to their pre

No More Gas Personal Vehicle
by Cate Trotter No More Gas, myers motors, well-tech awards, milan 2008, personal electric vehicle, EV, Electric car, emissions free car, NmG, eco car, green car With a name like ‘No More Gas’, you can bet that this cute little personal electric vehicle is as good to the environment as it is to the user. Its size, weight and fuel make it much better for the planet, while its look and driving experience make it great fun for the driver. Looking like it’s dropped straight out of an episode of The Jetsons, this tiny car can achieve speeds of over 75mph for a cost of $0.02 per mile. All this eco-goodness earned Myers Motors’ NmG vehicle kudos at this year’s Well-Tech Awards exhibit in Milan. No More Gas, myers motors, well-tech awards, milan 2008, personal electric vehicle, EV, Electric car, emissions free car, NmG, eco car, green car Much of the NmG’s benefits stem from its size. Holding just one person, it’s much smaller than the average car. Smaller cars means more commuter

Ghazal #1
Ghazal #1 (a Ghazal is a Persian form...this particular, my first, just happened to also fit the rules of a Sonnet) Clutching at dreams of eternity holding your body close to me A moonlit walk on a summer night tracing footprints in deep memory Bathed in cream amid rose petal boats cast adrift on a wanting sea Tracing Venus in flesh born dreams the Satyr rising to praise beauty A taste of honey teases my lips a feathered kiss for Heaven’s key To claim her gift, a crown of flowers the orchid wreath spins so sweetly Born of fire with impassioned heart of dreams the fool dared speak free

Why Wwe Why?????
Dear Creative team, Why are you doing this to us, you know the fans. We pay for you to drive your Beemers and your wives plastic surgery. We pay for those fancy gadgets and that big fucking house you live in. You are ungrateful. Force feeding us ABYSMOL story lines and so so talent! We face enough just by being fans of your corporation as it is! We get called trailer trash, we get laughed at. Society spits in our faces regularly and yet we STILL spend 25.00 for a shirt and eat us your DVDs and tickets to live events. Are we a joke to you? Do we look stupid? Curious as to why attendance is down and WWE.com is at a standstill? Want to know why we bitch and moan about it? It is because of your INSULTING storylines, feuds that do not make sense, and pushing the wrong people. Get your shit together. Quit acting like we are expendable. The next generation of WWE fans may not exist. Sincerly, A pissed off and insulted fan.

The Other Man
The room was crowded people stood everywhere, they all talked in little huddles laughing and chatting. The lights shone down on the dance floor where girls were shaking their booty and doing their thing. My eyes notice a girl her body sleek but curvy, she swayed her hips from side to side and moved like a storm that shed across the skies. Her eyes kept meeting mine and I had to look closer, walking to her I see her eyes glowing with blue and her lips red with heat. Her hands felt round her body, they traveled down her breasts and around her hips then she would stop. My heart was racing and I needed to see more, I move closer and start to dance, her body moves closer to mine, I feel the electricity flowing though our bodies as we rub against each other. She was a goddess of movement, a women of beauty and overwhelming power, she could hypnotize you with her eyes and sleekness, but it was too late for me I was captured. We continue to dance our bodies still feeling the heat that w

911 Whats Your..*snore*
http://www.macsmind.com/wordpress/2008/04/29/911-operator-falls-asleep-during-call/ He he or didn’t he, you make the call. The Story: “MEMPHIS, TN (WMC-TV) - When you call 911, you expect help immediately. Lisa, a Memphis resident, got anything but. “Our lives were in danger,” she said. “Our lives were at stake, and our lifeline was severed.” Severed, she said, because during a recent call to 911, the operator fell asleep while she was on the line. Action News 5 obtained a copy of the call through an open records request. It begins as Lisa calls 911 and a Memphis operator comes on the line. Lisa tells the operator she was robbed at gunpoint earlier in the evening, and that she now hears someone trying to break into our home. “I just heard tapping on my window,” she tells the operator. “I need somebody over here.” The line goes silent. As Lisa continues to explain her situation, the dispatcher does not respond - not for just 15 or 30 seconds, but for one full min

I Hate Myself For You
I hate myself For every tear But i cant hate you for causing them. I hate myself for hanging on But can't hate you for letting go. Every tear that falls angers me more Reminds me of a love that we may have never had. If it never existed, why am I crying If I meant so little, why promise forever. How can always last for a mere two weeks Shouldn't it last a lot longer? Damn you for the pain that fills me completely Consumes me, controls me And will eventually destroy me But thanks for the memories At least those are real Though built around lies That you told so easily Without a care So why do I? Yet another reason to hate myself.

Cause I Feel Like It
I feel like it I don't owe you shit Not everything i do is right Not all the times i vent is cause of you its not like I know what I'm doing Its all new Every step we take is one more than before No defenses are up or secrets I have close to nothing to hide Everything you don't know of me I don't think its important Feeling sick without you makes me angry I want to keep trying despite the pain Not seeing you everyday I love you and i don't need a paper or legality of the sanctity of marriage if it happens it happens I'm not pressuring you I love what it is and how crazy it is maybe its me maybe its you maybe its everything i just love you Sick of me hearing it but i feel it Can't see myself stopping cause i feel like it

Read Much?
A thought occurred to me this morning while I was deleing the 5th friend request in which the individual wrote nothing... why do I bother with this site? I have carefully taken the time write information on my profile. Information that would provide folks with a little insight into what makes me tic. I expect an individual to take the time read it before rating me and sending me the obligatory 'friend request'. Yet I get so many friend requests that lack a greeting, a thought, even a smiley face. They are blank. Not one word. Yes, the individual may have taken the time to rate me and my pics, but they obviously have not taken the time to read my profile. Now that's not to say that I haven't met some truly wonderful people on here that I otherwise would not have met, but sometimes I feel as if this site is comprised of the most ignorant feeble minded folks on this earth. That is evidenced by the multitude of blank friend requests that I receive, and the blatant whoring that fills the to

Digital
I count the time with you in LCD readout numerical expressions of you You fade momentarily and I drift then awaken in alarm to your passions. Flashing, your anger disarms me, I am powerless forgive me. And in the darkness, in the faint glow of twilight we touch with a rhythm a motion and join in timeless ecstasy.

Free Comic Book Day
Don't forget - first Saturday in My is Free Comic Book Day! Log onto www.freecomicbookday.com to find your nearest participating store! I just picked up a free all-new Hellboy comic, plus some Simpsons and Fantagraphics stuff!!

Need Some Encouraging Words
I can't eat. I'm in pain all the time. I think I made a huge mistake. I never release like this, and I need to. Of all the things I did in my life to lose weight, this was the worst. I haven't been able to keep any food down since Tuesday. But, if I loosen the band, I won't be able to lose weight. So, this is what I'm reduced to: drink my food to lose weight and never eat anything solid again or loosen the band and be able to eat but not lose weight. I don't know, something is wrong when I can't eat yogurt without vomiting. Well, like the title says, I need some encouragement. My husband just brushes me off when I cry about it. I know, I did this to myself, but it still sucks.

You Say.
You say that you want me to show you How much I care. So I made this to show you. That in order to show you. How much I care. Its going to take, More then tomorrow, Or the week after, Darlin' It is going to take a lifetime..

I Hate You
I hate when you smile at me Cuz you make me crazy about you I hate you when I talk to you Cuz you make me speechless I hate you when you are out of my sight Cuz it makes me worry about you I hate you when you are in front of me Cuz you make my heart beat faster I hate you when I see you everyday Cuz you make me love you more each day I hate you when you make me fall in love with you Cuz you make me realize I can "NEVER" live without you

Enough Is Enough
I have told myself I would start the year off without BS in my life,its almost 6 months into the year and I am ass deep in it. I told myself I would deal with peoples bs once I hit 30, again, Im still dealing with it. I am at the age where I ask why. I do the right thing and I still get fucked in the end. Do people like stringing each other along? Is that the new thing? All I ask is for honesty, is that so much to ask? I know we all come on here and put on a persona to get away from the real world. I dont put up a front. I use this to get away but I say who I really am. I am not a blip on the screen, nor Im here for someones amusement. But whats the sense?? I keep it real and I tell it how it is. And I still get screwed

05-05-08
"...look at that word blame. It's just a coincidence that the last two letters spell the word me. But that coincidence is worth thinking about. Other people or unfortunate circumstances may have caused you to feel pain, but only you control whether you allow that pain to go on. If you want those feelings to go away, you have to say: 'It's up to me'." Arthur Freeman

Lost Part One
LOST After a day of backpacking through the blue mountains you decide to head home a little after sunset. On a lone dark road winding thru the woods trying to find a major road, the check engine light comes on forcing you to pull over. A sigh of disbelief escapes your lips wondering what else can go wrong, as you come to a dead stop smoke bellows from underneath the hood. You lay your head against the steering wheel in a sigh of frustration, you pull your cell phone from your purse to attempt to call for help, but you so far out in the woods there is no signal. As a wave of despair washes over you curse a loud, as you sit there for a few moments looking in both directions and no sign of any passing cars the darkness seems to creep up all around you enveloping you. You scan there area looking for some sign of life a house to make call from would be nice you say to yourself, then off in the distance you see a light, you head out to see if hopefully you can reach the source and cal

Disfigured Bald Eagle
ST. MARIES, Idaho - She has been named Beauty, though this eagle is anything but. Part of Beauty's beak was shot off several years ago, leaving her with a stump that is useless for hunting food. A team of volunteers is working to attach an artificial beak to the disfigured bird, in an effort to keep her alive. "For Beauty it's like using only one chopstick to eat. It can't be done" said biologist Jane Fink Cantwell, who operates a raptor recovery center in this Idaho Panhandle town. "She has trouble drinking. She can't preen her feathers. That's all about to change." Cantwell has spent the past two years assembling a team to design and build an artificial beak. They plan to attach it to Beauty next month. With the beak, the 7-year-old bald eagle could live to the age of 50, although not in the wild. "She could not survive in the wild without human intervention," Cantwell said. The 15-pound eagle was found in 2005 scrounging for food and slowly starving to death at a landfill

My Only Love
Just to say I LOVE YOU never seems enough I've said it so many times I am afraid you won't understand what i really meant when I said it How can so much feeling so much adoration possibly fit into three little words. But till I find some other way of saying what I feel the "I LOVE YOU" will have to do So no matter now many times i say it NEVER take it lightly for you are my life & My only love I love you now more Than ever before

Alwayz
I always think about you In my sleep In my dreams I always think about you All day All night Hoping that you are alright I alway think about you Wishing that you were, thinking of me too I think of you in a VERY special way I always think of you I really DO All because.... I love you!!!

No Title
This one I did about a year ago and it will tell you everything.... Black and blue Is the color of my frame Kicks and punches From my boyfriend is to blame Motionless on the floor My body lays Becasue he gave me Another beating today Pain consumes my body Blood conumes the floor I can feel I'm slowly dying Becasue I cant take it anymore I don't want to let go But why should I hold on I have no pride left All my self esteem is gone I tried to give him the world And all I wanted was to be his girl But I guess he wanted more from me So he took my life...

The Man In The Arena
The Man In the Arena by Theodore Roosevelt (From a speech delivered in Paris in 1910) It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena; whose face is marred by the dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again; who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions and spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best, knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who, at worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly; so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory or defeat.

Re: Palfrey "suicide Notes" A Contradiction In Terms
RE: Palfrey "Suicide Notes" A Contradiction In Terms ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 05 May 2008, 21:03 Palfrey "Suicide Notes" A Contradiction In Terms Deborah Jeane Palfrey's alleged suicide notes were released today and given full court press by a corporate media that largely refused to cover her statements that she would never commit suicide and the statements of her friends and family who said she wasn't suicidal, but Palfrey's alleged reason for killing herself, that she would be "penniless" upon leaving prison, contradicts the fact that a multi-million dollar book deal was in the pipeline. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/050508_suicide_notes. htm

"no Other Like You"
As the days pass on, I watch step you take, As you go through life's passages, You learn to accept each mistake. Your eyes glisten like the morning sun, As tear run down you face, I comfort you with a smile, And wish my hand were in your tears place. I search in your foosteps, And wonder as you pass by, How could a sweet girl like, Behold such promises and lies. I cant see your future, Here to show my best, when your down and in need, come lay your head to rest. As you lay your head, pondering the comfort, You start to realize, THERE'S NO OTHER LIKE YOU!!! Copy write date... March 2001 Written by Dawn

Last Big Primaries For Democrats
Last big primaries for Democrats After Tuesday, there are only six state contests left in the nomination process Voters in two US states are taking part in the last major Democratic party primaries which help decide who will be the party's presidential nominee. Barack Obama, who currently leads the race, and Hillary Clinton are battling it out in Indiana and North Carolina. Victories for Mr Obama would all but eliminate Mrs Clinton from the long nomination contest, observers say. But polls suggest the race may be close in Indiana, and Mrs Clinton is cutting Mr Obama's lead in North Carolina. Mr Obama got a publicity boost on Monday in the form of an endorsement from the Hollywood actor, Tom Hanks. He said the Illinois senator "has the integrity and the inspiration to unify us". The atmosphere here is electric. It's the first election in my lifetime in which our state has been a determining factor in the primary season Diane Singleton, Bloomington

Cannabis Laws To Be Strengthened
Cannabis laws to be strengthened Cannabis was downgraded to Class C under Tony Blair The home secretary has said cannabis is to be reclassified as a class B drug. Jacqui Smith told MPs she wanted to reverse Tony Blair's 2004 downgrading of the drug to class C because of the "increased strength" of cannabis. She highlighted "uncertainty at the least" on the future impact on young people's mental health from cannabis. Her decision came despite the Advisory Council on the Misuse of Drugs' review - commissioned by Gordon Brown - saying the drug should stay as class C. Shadow home secretary David Davis said that the decision showed the 2004 downgrading of the drug had been a mistake. He also accused the government of "dithering" by commissioning a report when they could have acted last summer. Liberal Democrat home affairs spokesman Chris Huhne said that, as their advice had been disregarded, ministers should disband the advisory council of experts

Red Hot Mama
Cum check out RED HOT MAMA!! I just got these CFM shoes and a red lingerie. I thought it was so sexy that it made me really horny. I just had to do an update for you. You get heels, closeups of my round ass, huge tits, and wet pussy. There is over 1450 pics and 10 video clips on my site. Don't forget to check out my VIDEOS on SCVideos. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Truest
my knuckles tighten, i release a sobering sob it's of no worth to me to press this agenda: a twisted mind knows only to twist and contort i'm forced to accept that which is beyond my control and be reacquainted with one sole truth even when no one is watching, no one else can see when the truths been hidden from every last eye i am who i am; i'm who i chose to be this doesn't require approval, nor understanding perspective doesn't change it, and i'll never need it verified shame on you to persist and point to where i'm weak having been in full ignorance is one thousand times preferred to what bitter taste now fills my mouth how long, i wonder, must one shed tears and angst before her body is dust and her soul is charred and ash?

What A Kiss Means
**Kiss on the belly-----"lets have sex" **Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine" **Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny" **Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends" **Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you" **Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together" **Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you" **Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you" **Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other" **A wink ---"Let's get it on" **Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine" **Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you" **Holding on tight ---"Don't let go" **Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't let go" **Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me" **Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go" **Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you" --Advice-- *Dont ask for a kiss, take one.

Drink
The bartender was washing his glasses when an elderly Irishman came in. With great difficulty, the Irishman hoisted his bad leg over the barstool, pulled himself up painfully, and asked for a sip of Irish whiskey. The Irishman looked down the bar and asked, "Is that Jesus down there?" The bartender nodded, so the Irishman told him to give Jesus an Irish whiskey, too. The next patron to come in was an ailing Italian with a hunched back, who moved very slow. He shuffled up to the barstool and asked for a glass of Chianti. He also looked down the bar and asked, “Is that Jesus sitting at the end of the bar?” The bartender nodded, so the Italian said to give Him a glass of Chianti, too. The third patron to enter the bar was a redneck, who swaggered into the bar and hollered, "Barkeep, set me up a cold one!” “Hey, is that God's Boy down there?" The barkeep nodded, so the redneck told him to give Jesus a cold one, too. As Jesus got up to leave, he wa

Messed Up Dream
ok so the reason I can't sleep tonight isn't just seeing Alan's(my friend who was killed in Operation Iraqi Freedom) face everytime I close my eyes...but I had a dream about saturday....was like I re-lived cutting myself all over again and this time while I laid passed out on teh floor I bled out and could see it and feel it happening and then everythign faded to black and then got bright and a voice said,"I didn't take you saturday because your not ready yet, you haven't done what you were meant to do....you will know what it is when the time comes...but prepare yourself for pain and suffering" and then the light was gone and the blood starts flowing back into the cut on my hand and I woke up after the blood in teh dream got to the same size puddle as saturdays was....my heart was racing and I was drenched in sweat.

Doctors Vs Gun Owners
Doctors (A) The number of physicians in the U.S. is 700,000. (B) Accidental deaths caused by Physicians per year are 120,000. (C) Accidental deaths per physician is 0.171. Statistics courtesy of U.S. Dept. of Health & Human Services. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Now think about this: Guns (A) The number of gun owners in the U.S. is 80,000,000.. (Yes, that's 80 million) (B) The number of accidental gun deaths per year, all age groups, is 1,500. (C) The number of accidental deaths per gun owner is 000188. Statistics courtesy of the FBI So, statistically, doctors are approximately 9,000 times more dangerous than gun owners. FACT: NOT EVERYONE HAS A GUN, BUT ALMOST EVERYONE HAS AT LEAST ONE DOCTOR.

What Would You Do???
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF? 1. I WAS RIGHT NEXT 2 YOU: 2. I KISSED YOU: 3. I LIVED NEXT DOOR 2 YOU: 4. I STARTED SMOKING: 5. I SAID I WANTED TO FUCK YOU: 6. I WAS HOSPITALIZED: 7. I WAS DRUNK: 8. I LICKED YOU: 9. I ASKED YOU TO LEAVE: 10. I ASKED YOU OUT: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY? 12. PERSONALITY: 13. EYES: 14. HAIR: 15. BODY: WOULD YOU? 16. BE MY FRIEND? 17. KEEP A SECRET IF I TOLD YOU ONE? 18. KISS ME? 19. GO ON A DATE WITH ME? 20. KEEP IN TOUCH? 21. LICK ME? 23. DATE ME? 24. HAVE SEX WITH ME? HAVE YOU EVER? 25. LIED TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER? 26. WANTED TO KISS ME? 27. WANTED TO BITE ME? 28. KEPT SOMTHING IMPORTANT FROM ME? 29. WANTED TO CUDDLE WITH ME? 30. HAD A DIRTY DREAM OF ME? AND MORE! 31. WHO ARE YOU? 32. ARE WE FRIENDS? 33. WHEN AND HOW DID WE MEET? 34. DESCRIBE ME IN ONE WORD: 35. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION? 36. WHAT REMINDS YOU OF ME? 37. IF YOU COULD GIVE ME ANYTHING WHAT WOULD IT BE? 38. HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME? 39. WHEN'

Geocaching
So, I have been trying to find ways to get my mind off the stresses of work (which by the way is insane) and just life in general, so when my friend called and asked me to go geocaching with him, I reluctantly agreed, thinking how much fun can this be, lol. OMG, I think I am hooked, lol, it was so much fun. I don't know if it was the indiana jones feeling of figuring out where the treasure is and then actually finding it or the competitive nature that I have, trying to find it first, but what ever the case...it was a blast! If you have never done it before, I high recommend it.

My Story Part 1
So I have been thinking, dangerous I know, but sometimes it has to be done. In little less then a month will be my 10 year anniversery of the whold cancer incedent. It has been weighing hevily on my mind. So I figured I would kinda try and tell my story of what I went through all those years ago. Funny, it was around 10 years ago that I started having those nasty pains in my stomach and had no idea what they were. And me trying to be the tough little cookie that I am tried to ignore them. Thought the pain was all in my head. Of course its not like its the first time that I have ever doubted myself ya know. I have always taken pain in stride and suck it up. It will make you stronger in the long run. I mean if any of you knew me when I was younger, I was kinda a depressed kid. Maybe it stemmed from the fact that I grew up as an only child on a farm all by myself in the middle of nowhere. Who knows. Probably not even important anymore. In high school and grade school there w

Lifes Little Mysteries Questionare Copy And Paste If U Dare!!!!
1. What are you listening to right now?: tunes from Howl @ the Moon 2. What was the last thing you ate?: Dinner 3. If you were a crayon what color would you be?: multi coloured cant decide 4. How is the weather right now?: f.........ing freezing 5. What color is your underwear right now?: damn forgot to put it on 6. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?: My Sister 7. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: their sense of humor..........................nah i lied 8. Favorite type of food?: Anything savory 9. Do you drink?: ooooh yes please 10. Ever got so drunk you dont remember?: Cant remember......................................hic 11. What color are your eyes?: Hazel 12. Single?: No 13. Favorite month?: December 14. Last movie you watched?: can i be arrested if i tell u LMFAO 15. Favorite day of the week?: Sunday 16. Are you too shy to ask

Back To Hospital This Morning
hey all just wanted to let u all know dad had to go back to hospital this morning and they have to take him back to Central Baptist in lexington KY so i will talk to u all when I get back home

This Saturday! Genocydal Omega Rocks Your Joint!
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 5.10.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Saturday shows feature interviews! Tonight we will be interviewing... everybody! Yes, that's right. We'll have open phone lines which means that ANYONE can call in and discuss well... ANYTHING. XDLord Genocyde will also be debuting new music TBA... and as always w

Ensign: Revealed Unto Babes
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 9 May 2008 "Jesus . . . said, I thank thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes." (Try "children" if babes sounds offensive; you'll still get the meaning.) In Matthew 11:25 and Luke 10:21, we see Jesus admit in prayer that the Word of God is not for everyone, only those who will accept it. Of course, there's nothing wrong with being "wise and prudent" -- that is, as we understand the terms today. But when you limit yourself to what you can perceive with your senses and dismiss everything else, then you miss out on faith. Reason can only go so far, and faith has no limits. In helping others meet God's criteria, Jesus has a kna

Starlight
Starlight Oh Star Light, Oh Star Bright, The Midnight Star, Shining Bright. Truth Be Told, Make It Bold, Leading Me Far, To One To Hold. My Star Light, My Star Bright, My Guiding Star, Filling My Sight. Of My Heart, To Never Part, Or Straying Far, New Life To Start. DQA

High School Reunion [2010] 40th
well i joined one of them classmates things a few years ago and one of the other students that went to the same school idid and graduated the same yr is gettin together with me today to get a reunion together. hopin this works out

The Fucker Did Do It!!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080510/ap_on_re_us/oj_simpson AP Exclusive: Ex-manager says OJ Simpson confessed By LINDA DEUTSCH, AP Special Correspondent Sat May 10, 12:54 PM ET A memorabilia dealer who profited from O.J. Simpson for many years is the latest former crony to write a tell-all book, this one alleging a groggy Simpson, high on marijuana, confessed to killing his ex-wife after he was acquitted. Mike Gilbert also claims he helped his former friend wiggle out of the murder charges by suggesting how to bloat his hands so they wouldn't fit the notorious bloody gloves. Gilbert's book, "How I Helped O.J. Get Away With Murder: The Shocking Inside Story of Violence, Loyalty, Regret and Remorse" (Regnery Publishing, 232 pages, $27.95), is due in stores Monday. It was released to The Associated Press in advance. He said Simpson had smoked pot, took a sleeping pill and was drinking beer when he confided at his Brentwood home weeks after his trial what happened the

Ramblings...
Well I have all of my grades back for the semester: A in Advanced History of Alexander the Great A- in Advanced Civil War and Reconstruction B+ in Advanced American Foreign Policy C+ in Spanish 003 Total semester GPA: 3.26 So lets see... after being diagnosed with cancer and suffering a "brain injury" in a car accident my semester GPAs have been: 3.36, 3.84, 3.39 and 3.26. I'm either really lucky or school is just not trying anymore. In other news, home has been fun so far. Out almost every night getting into all kinds of trouble, the way life should be. I probably start working this week and they're way behind so I will be working a ton of OT but at $15.36 an hour and double time... I will be making an ass load of money. The next step? World domination. Happy mother's day to everyone out there... we owe those broads a lot.

Surgery / Slowing Down/ Re-evaluating
I will find out this morning if I have to have surgery on my right arm , they say I have carpal tunnel and nerve damage in it as well. I know me better than most I will be back in operation by the next day. I think in a manner I am in a since in my opinion an Iron Man . The reason I say this is because I am almost to the point of being Invincible (lol). But I will say this I need to slow down or I will burn out badly . I am one not to be around if that happens . I am in the middle of a special project that I am trying to get re-started .

Re: State Says Hundreds Of 9/11 Rescue Workers Now Dead
RE: State Says Hundreds Of 9/11 Rescue Workers Now Dead ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 09 May 2008, 20:29 State Says Hundreds Of 9/11 Rescue Workers Now Dead, Admits Undercount New York State health officials have released statistics indicating that 360 9/11 rescue workers have since died, but have also admitted that there is an overall undercount. http://infowars. net/articles/may2008/090508Workers. htm

Life
life is funny If a section of your life an analyze it, you can either laugh, cry, get angry or do something about it, I just started about my 15 yr life span. What got me thinking about this? Well it really started a couple days ago on Wednesday when I was told I had to do a detail at my old high school. I hated high school more than anything. Senior year was no cake walk either, either was the first years of college. I thought leaving a local college and branching out into the city would be a good idea. It was somewhat, but the first year at that new college was horrendous. Working a crap job at a computer store that went under due to the techs doing internal theft, to becoming a paralegal and going back to my old college who messed me over, doing my classes (even thru the hell my city went thru in 9-11) My fathers death. 10 years ago I met someone at a Z100 concert, it was weird, someone who lived out here with me we hung out and he got tickets to a concert,so he ha

Here Are The Rules Forthe Auction Place Your Bids After Reading
HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO OWN YOUR VERY OWN FUBAR LADY FOR ONE MONTH? THEN YOU HAVE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE! (((((((((((((((((LET THE BIDDING BEGIN)))))))))))) HERE ARE THE HOSTESS RULES NO DRAMA OR YOU WILL BE IMMEDIATELY REMOVED FROM THE AUCTION EACH BID MUST BE HIGHER THAN THE LAST YOU CAN BID WITH FU-BUCKS = FACE VALUE VIP MEMBERSHIPS PER MONTH = 1,000,000 BLAST 1 DAY = 375,000 BLAST 3 DAYS = 600,000 BLAST 7 DAYS = 1,000,000 BLAST 30 DAYS = 2,500,000 TICKER = 5,000,000 BLING PACKS = 600,000 HAPPY HOURS = 10,000,000 OWNERSHIP FOR ONE MONTH WILL GO TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER ON EACH ENTRANT...READ WHAT EACH ENTRANT OFFERS AND PLACE YOUR BID ON THE LADY YOU WOULD LIKE TO OWN FOR ONE MONTH.....AT THE END OF THE AUCTION ALL ENTRANTS WILL BE OWNED BY THEIR HIGHEST BIDDER. ALL ENTRANTS PLEASE READ ENTRANTS MAY DONATE THEIR WINNINGS TO ANOTHER FU FRIEND IN NEED IF YOU WISH JUST LET ME KNOW WHAT AND WHERE YOU WANT THEM TO GO SO I CAN MAKE SURE THE DONATIONS GET TO T

Depressed
Come this weekend my gf is moving back home to ohio! I love her to death and really dont want her too but it is something that she has to do! I love you hunny it will only be for a little while ! the only thing that i can hope and prey for is that you love me as much as i love you ! So if i'm not on much its just because i'm very depressed ! but i will check in from time to time Take care everybody!!!

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Let It Go!
I read a few things from some people and what everyone has done. I’m not taking any sides cause to me EVERYBODY was wrong. I don’t know if anybody heard of this saying, (Two wrongs doesn’t make a right. Nor dose a right and a wrong makes a right.) Also (it takes two to argue and an ass to argue by themselves.) Which one or you? The one that let them talk or the ass that keeps talking? Learn this and start letting things go. Cause the only person you’re hurting is yourself! Sweet And Sexy.

Livestrong Day Deal
Today is the day. May 13 is LIVESTRONG Day and in honor of the Lance Armstrong Foundation's one-day initiative to raise awareness and funds for the cancer fight, we're offering Â½ price registration for the 2008 LIVESTRONG Challenge. We're gearing-up to register 2,000 new Challenge participants today, 500 more people than we registered last year. We're also attempting to raise $72,000 on this single day, a 50% increase on the funds raised on LIVESTRONG Day 2007. And if Â½ price registration weren't enough, we've got some great incentives for you. The team who registers the most team members on May 13 will receive ten, 2007 LIVESTRONG Challenge jerseys. The individual who raises the most funds in their online account* on May 13 will receive a Trek bike. As a past Challenge participant, you are a crucial part of the Lance Armstrong Foundation's fight against cancer. We'd love to have you participate with us again this year, so register today and enter code: LSDAY08 into the disc

Chocolate Milk N Exercise!
Chocolate Milk & Exercise Air date: April 2, 2006 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Which would you rather drink after an hour on the Stairmaster: Gatorade, or tall glass of chocolate milk? According to a recent study, you may be better off with the latter. Chocolate milk's carbohydrate-to-protein ratio is perfectly suited to recharge muscles worn out from exercise and to give you the boost necessary to keep on sweating. Researchers at Indiana University in Bloomington tested the energy-replacing prowess of chocolate milk on nine trained cyclists. On three separate occasions the riders did an interval workout, then rested for four hours, and finally rode until they became exhausted. Each day during the rest period the riders were given a different energy drink: a carb-replacement drink, a fluid-replacement drink, and, finally, chocolate milk. The tests suggested that chocolate milk may be even better than carb-replaceme

The Gas Problem Solved!!!
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use..... The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down..... Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border.... When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq ... Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military.... Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it..... After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country..... He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot... This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves.. ....

Parents Who Drugged Us...
I got this in an email today- love it, and know it's true. If kids today were disciplined, taught to respect their elders and how to work for what they want, I believe we wouldn't have half the problems. PARENTS WHO DRUGGED US Well worth reading and passing along! So true!! God bless Parents who drugged us! The other day, someone at a store in our town read that a Methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and asked me a rhetorical question: ''Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?'' I replied, I had a drug problem when I was young: I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not spea

I Just Dont Know.
I JUST DONT KNOW ANYMORE..IM BASICALLY IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE THAT I CANT BE WITH,MY FUCKIN JOB SUCKS ASS RIGHT NOW,I NEED A NEW ONE BAD..I HAVE BEEN WORKING MY ASS OFF FOR OVER TWO WEEKS NOW AND HAVE NOTHING TO SHOW BUT MORE FUCKIN BILLS..EVER SINCE NICK LEFT I CANT AFFORD SHIT..I REALLY HONESTLY WANT TO MOVE DOWN TO GEORGIA TO BE WITH SOMEONE,BUT WHO KNOWS...IM SO CONFUSED DAZED AND LOST....MY LIFE REALLY BLOWS RIGHT NOW EVER SINCE FUCKIN NICKS BULLSHIT...I FOUND ROB AND FELL AND FELL SO FUCKIN HARD FOR HIM, AND IM STUCK BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE WITH THAT..IM GONNA CONT TO SIT HERE AND WAIT FOR HIM TILL HE COMES HOME OR IM GONNA GO DOWN THERE THIS SUMMER TO SEE HIM...NO MATTER WHAT...WELL MAYBE NOT IF HE HAS A GF IM NOT, BC THAT WILL JUST BE TO MUCH SHIT I DONT WANNA DEAL WITH...ITS BAD ENOUGH I HAVE SHIT TO DEAL WITH I DONT WANT MORE ON MY PLATE...I JUST DONT KNOW ANYMORE GUYS..I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO,DONT KNOW WHERE TO TURN WHAT TO SAY,WHAT TO DO....AT LEAST ROB WAS HONEST WITH

Day With My Son
Yesterday was a long but great day. :) I got up early and headed out for David's field trip. It always makes me feel good that he wants me along. When I got to the school and waited with the othe parents, they were all saying how their kids gave them "rules".. no talking with their teachers and to stay with the other parents and leave them and their friends alone lol. David was different. He wanted me to sit with him on the bus. He wanted me to walk with him. And he wanted me to sit with him at the ball game. His friends don't mind at all. Most of them talk to me, and even listen lol. But it is just so nice to have a teenager that still wants you around. After the firldtrip we had a few hours before his concert, so I took him home and played games with him. Then to supper. The concert was very good. The kids all work hard. I don't know how some parents can not go to what the kids do. I know growing up it hurt that Mom never went to my ballgames, so I do my

Ensign: Back To The Beginning
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 16 May 2008 "And he said, Thy name shall be called no more Jacob, but Israel: for as a prince hast thou power with God and with men, and hast prevailed." Jacob's wrestling match with the angel recorded in Genesis 32 ended with a change of name and outlook. By and large, Israel is used in the Bible first as a proper name and then as a geographic designation. Throughout recorded history, even when they hasn't been an assembled tribe or kingdom or nation of Israel (commentators disagree on whether the word means "prince of God", to go with the translation I'm using, or "God rules/judges"), it has always been a distinct entity whom God regards and blesses, even and often in the face of the world's opinion. Flash forward nearl

Impressions 2
the heat is heavy with the taste of centuries past the shadows of pyramids cool as i enter i hear an echo of long past ceremonies my nose twitches full of the smell of mummified remains and the dry smell of long ago burned incense my fingers trailing along the wall almost understanding the hieroglyphics there in awe i absorb all this advanced culture left us fragments pieces dreams and dust

Tagged By Danny
10 Random things about me or my life....tagged by my brother in law Danny, here we go.... 1- I love to lay in a cold bed on Egyptian cotton sheets when on my period and read a book. 2- My mother passed away four years ago and has made me a completely different person 3-I am going through a divorce by my choice 4- I have learned recently that skin does not make up a person it is only an exterior 5- My father is one of my best friends 6- My friends will help get me places in this life and I have the best of the best 7- I have no siblings 8- I believe the purpose in life is to try and find true happiness 9- I absolutely hate mental mind fucks 10-My kids are my whole world and without them I'd be nothing

My Medicine
My Medicine Your presence has the power to heal You drain away the negative Your love is like a seditive Letting me know what it's like again to feel You put my heart in my throat You rearrange my anatomy When it hurts to walk You are like a cordotomy When I cant seem to stand You are better than any drug You are my medicine I'll always remember you Even after I grow old with age You were in that small handful of people That caused my heart to hemorrhage

So Sad
LOL Score me, I always seem to find men who are fricken assholes in one way or another. I shouldnt even put it that blunt. I seem to find all the imature people. Because not all of them are complete assholes just imature. Hmm maybe someday I may find someone who will be at my standards for dating material, untill then, I will just have fun and enjoy life. Okay let me elaborate on this before it pisses more people off. This was only intended for one main person by the name of Brandon, who happens to be my ex. Who thinks its okay to have a girlfriend and then want to hook up with me. Which aint happning. Not to mention wanting me to hang out with him and his girlfriend. He calls me when his girlfriend is not in the room and etc. Dont get me wrong all this makes him sound like a complete asshole but he isnt. He is just really imature. I hope i cleared this up with a certain someone who is mad at me. But ohh well if it didnt, because Im me and i just dont give a shit. I still find

Re: Government Taking Bids On Construction Of Internment Camps
RE: Government Taking Bids On Construction Of Internment Camps ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 19 May 2008, 20:53 Federal Government Taking Bids On Construction Of Internment Camps The Immigration and Customs Enforcement Agency (ICE) plans to build three new internment camps on both coasts and on the Southwestern border, each of which will house up to 50 men and women in addition to 150 children involved in immigration cases. http://www. infowars. net/articles/may2008/190508Camps. htm

One Lil' Lie......
my friends that i need are not here they are not talking to me they are mad at me all the same one is not talking and one doesn't care our friendship is gone torn all apart all because of a lie that should never have been a lie is just a lie so i have heard but no no no a lie is a hurtful thing yes it is lying to people is not a good thing but telling the truth is meant to set you set you free but why didn't i see the pain it would cause me her lie was small at the start of it all but it grew and grew till it seemed ten feet tall and then she was stuck with no where to go she would have been caught and it all would have came tumbling down i know what i did was right i told the truth i set her lie free yet now she wont even talk to me they both are friends her and him yet i chose to tell the truth she didn't want to say i told her lie i gave her lie away so no a lie is never just a lie lying hurts people it makes their soul feel like its dying inside

Officially Exclusive
Anthony, you are the answer to my prayers and I thank god I found you, our love is so pure and true that nothing can ever come between what you and I are feeling. You have made me the happiest woman on earth in such a short time I have never imagined that love could feel so good and so right. You babe are my everything and I vow to cherish and love you from this day forward when you asked to make it official and exclusive.. xo yari

New News
ok so..... i just found out that my friends band Hollow Image broke up....... FUCKIN SUCKS!!!..... they were an amazing band, and just as good live..... now josh, singer from HI, has told me that him and i need to get Discarding Skin back together.... DS was the project that him and i were working on not too long ago...... only issue is time..... my schedule basically SUCKS..... workin early in the mornin and havin to go to bed early.... but yeah i have weekends off so if anything we would be gettin together during the weekends and working on shit and durin the week work on things seperately and send each other files through AIM..... hopefully there will be NEW music to be posted shortly.....

I Still Believe
if we can, how come we don't are we not human, when did we become so caught up in our own lies all else seems trivial and.....if "actions speak louder than words" laziness continues to run rampant through our daily rituals i want to hear you, breathe life back into your cumbersome world. you make believe giving for your own self gratification lying on your back stargazing praying for salvation while lust creeps down between your thighs and your lover is still nailed to that proverbial cross truth is reality shaken not stirred often overshadowed by the constant need to be stand up, not because you have to because it is the right thing to do or have we forgotten that as well what is right, i know somewhere in the back of you mind you still remember we are on the brink of global disaster standing just at the edge, waiting waiting, waiting............. hate, greed, power it's never enough for those always wanting more always needing, feeding their hun

Nowhere Changes
nowhere changes this life and it's ocean of lies sifting through memories bitter to taste somehow still so sweet disenchanted by reasons familiar an abrupt ending to a beautiful beginning the quest undaunted we seek to the point of self-abnegation silence fades away the comfort all alone she waits inside herself beneath the clear blue sky many,many world's away

The Cry Of Mankind
You can't expect to see him and survive You'll swallow his tongue of thorns His mouth, dripping with flies In his glorious kingdom of fire But I believe he wept I will make them all lie down Down where hope lies dying With lust, you're kicking mankind to death We live and die without hope You tramp us down in a river of death As I stand here now, my heart is black I don't want to die a lonely man This is a weary hour.

2am
It’s 2am and I can not sleep, the voices haunt my mind. The tears sting my eyes as I plead for a moment of clarity. The room is dark as I sit and write this, fighting the urge of insanity. So alone I see no hope as the thought of suicide plagues me. I run the razor down my arm as I think of you. Why does this illness taunt me, why if only I knew. The pain I inflict settles in as I bleed. A quiet sweet release is what I need.

Clumsy
Clumsy - Fergie First time, that I saw your eyes Boy, you looked right through me, mmm mmmm Played it cool, but I knew you knew That cupid hit me, mmm mmm You got me trippin' (oh), stumblin' (oh) Flippin' (oh), fumblin' (so) Clumsy 'cause I'm fallin' in love (in in love) You got me slippin' (oh), tumblin' (oh) Sinkin' (oh), crumblin' (so) Clumsy 'cause I'm fallin' in love (in love) So in love with you Can't help it Girl can't help it (oh baby) Can't help it Girl can't help it (oh no) Can't help it Girl can't help it (no how) Can't help it Can't breathe, when you touch my sleeve Butterflies so crazy, mmm mmmm Whoa now? Think I'm goin' down Friends don't know what's with me Mmm mmm You got me trippin' (oh), stumblin' (Oh), flippin'(Oh), fumblin' (so) Clumsy 'cause I'm fallin' in love (in love) You got me slippin' (oh), tumblin' (oh) Sinkin' (oh), crumblin' (so) Clumsy 'cause I'm fallin' in love (in love) So in love with you Can't help it

Re: Dutch Embassy Deep-sixes Bilderberg Information
RE: Dutch Embassy Deep-Sixes Bilderberg Information ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 22 May 2008, 12:35 Dutch Embassy Deep-Sixes Bilderberg Information Debunkers love to claim that the Bilderberg Group is a mere talking shop and has no influence over world events, but it appears as if the secretive organization had some sway in ordering the Dutch Embassy to remove information about where they would be meeting this year from their official website. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/052208_dutch_embassy. htm

Re: Ron Paul: Obama Presidency Will Not Bring Change
RE: Ron Paul: Obama Presidency Will Not Bring Change ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 21 May 2008, 17:23 Ron Paul: Obama Presidency Will Not Bring Change Presidential candidate, Congressman and now New York Times Bestseller Ron Paul appeared on the Alex Jones show this week to discuss a plethora of issues including the lack of choice and opportunity for real change offered by the three remaining candidates. http://infowars. net/articles/may2008/210508Paul. htm

Damn Men
Believe it or not. Woman has Man in it; Mrs. has Mr . in it; Female has Male in it; She has He in it; Madam has Adam in it; No wonder men always want to be inside women! Men were born between the legs of a woman, yet men spend all their life and time trying to go back between the legs of a woman.... Why? BECAUSE THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now... I never looked at it this way before: MEN tal illness MENstrual cramps MEN tal breakdown MENopause GUY necologist AND .. When we have REAL trouble, it's a HIS terectomy. Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN?

Tell Me How Fubar This Is.........
Fubar being "fucked up beyond all recognition", right? ok. tell me how fubar this shit is; old guy, (well relatively old, like, in relation to me, OLD) picks up on some chick half his age (literally--no wait, he's older than that) sweet talks her, seems like "the one", not even a year later they're married and she's 7 months pregnant with his baby (she went off birth control on her own, no accident here!!) Now his whole attitude towards her is FUCKED. No more lovey dovey shit, no more anything nice, he's nothing but dick dick dick. and sort of drunken dick, too. Like gettin hammered and just thrashing the house, taking off and blowing ALL their money on dope, gambling, and more beer. Just dick. Somehow, she can put up with all of that stupid shit, until he doesn't even put out anymore. I mean, come on, you guys have seen all the pre-preggo pics, why do that to a chick who's got things going good for her, who looks good, who can get it pretty much from where ever

We Are In Trouble...
The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city Governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, Sitting on your ass, At your computer, reading jokes. Nice. Real nice.

The Past Was Good!!,, But My Future Is Awesome
I discoverd today.. why they hell im so depressed.. TO HELL WITH PEOPLE IN MY PAST.. and god I love the ones that are now here present.. There is nomore fool me twice shame on me! Only shame on you...

You Should've Said No
Song lyrics | Should've Said No lyrics It's strange to think the songs we used to sing The smiles, the flowers, everything Is gone Yesterday I found out about you Even now just looking at you Feels wrong You say That you'd take it all back, Given one chance It was a moment of weakness And you said yes... You should've said no, You should've gone home You should've thought twice before you let it all go You should've know that what, that what you did with her Get back to me... And I should've been there, In the back of your mind I shouldn't be asking myself why You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet... You should've said no, Baby and you might still have me You can see that I've been crying And baby you know all the right things To say But do you honestly expect me to believe We could ever be the same... You say that the past is the past, You need one chance It was a moment of weakness And you said yes... You should've said no, You sho

Hacked!
Well, my old profile was hacked. Went to sign on earlier this afternoon and found out it had been deleted. It sucks. I was a Fu-King(level 24) and my cherry rank was like 50 or something. Not only that, I had just been bought 3 or 4 blasts and a VIP just a few days ago. So all of them are out of money because some ass decided to delete my account. Now I have to start all over again. I'll be leaving on vacation on Monday, May 26th and I'll be gone until June 1st. On the Tuesday I'm gone, my fiancee and I will be getting married. So excited!

Remembering All Who Paid The Price For My Freedom
as we enjoy our holiday weekend lets not forget the families who has love ones that are serving to keep us free. also those who maybe absent a love one who paid the ultimate price in this war and all past wars. I know that to some this war is wrong and we should not be there but i'm not talking about points of view i just want us all to set aside our opinion of this war and appreciate the men and women who do there job even when its not popular. Thank You all. and To all service men and women and their spouses and children. I say Thank you!! Thank You Comments

Memorial Day
GREAT MEMORIAL DAY COMMENTSCLICK HERE! Honor Earned Here we stand to honor our dead; To remember them as these words are read. To give that honor that they have earned; Is a lesson taught, a lesson learned. These men and women who gave their all; And answered God’s hallowed call. And even though we are apart They live on in our minds and heart. So, bow your head and let us pray; God bless them all on this day. GREAT MEMORIAL DAY COMMENTSCLICK HERE! Always remember We bow our heads in silent grace; Proud to stand upon this place. To honor those who we love and lost; Whose lives were taken at such a cost. Through the pain and sorrow, for all the brave and true; To always be remembered by me and by you. To heal the minds and hearts, of those who still live; Always remembering what they had to give. Live your lives with pride in hearing what I say; May God bless and keep you on this and every day. GREAT MEMORIAL DAY COMMENTSCLICK HERE! Memor

Soldier's Christmas Poem
A Christmas Poem TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SO

The Cast List And Plot For Friday The 13th 2009
Cast (in credits order) Jared Padalecki ... Clay Amanda Righetti ... Whitney Ryan Hansen ... Nolan (rumored) Ben Feldman ... Richie (rumored) Travis Van Winkle ... Trent Danielle Panabaker ... Jenna Arlen Escarpeta ... Lawrence Willa Ford ... Chelsea (rumored) Derek Mears ... Jason Voorhees Nick Mennell ... Mike (rumored) Jonathan Sadowski ... Wade Nana Visitor ... Pamela Voorhees (rumored) other cast: Aaron Yoo ... Chumbler (rumored) Richard Burgi ... Sheriff i like how most of the cast are unknowns but i heard a nasty rumor that paris hilton might be in it good pick for pamela voorhees i remember nana vistor from DS9 shes a good actress Derek Mears played a mutant on the hills have eyes, hope he does a good jason and i just saw a pic of the actor to play young jason (forgot his name)and he looks just like him, and he want even wearing any makeup PLOT After the supposed deat

Read Before Fan/add/whatever
I am not on here for a popularity contest. Don't add/fan/rate me and demand that I do the same for you. You come on MY profile, I don't come on yours. Begging me also gets you nowhere. I will comment/fan/rate if I like you. Get to know me, don't just assume I'm some slut on here. I'm also not here to hook up, so leave your dicks, cams, whatever on your own page and leave me alone. Hail Lucifer.

Choose Your Priorities
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 Choose your priorities Your priorities are not determined by what you say they are. Your most genuine priorities are expressed by what you actually do with your life and your time. Look around you, and you'll see very clearly what your priorities have been up to this point. Those priorities have brought you to where you are right now. If something is truly a priority for you, you absolutely are able to find a way to reach it. If it's not a priority, it's probably not going to happen for you. You can set your priorities and you can change them at any time to be whatever you choose. But merely wishing for something does not make it a priority. The priorities that are really priorities are the ones that dictate where you focus your awareness. The priorities that truly matter are the ones in which you invest your interest, your attention and, most importantly, your action. You can follow whatever priorities you choose, and in every moment you are

Cr
You are not Wasting tears It is ok To cry When someone Leaves this Earth And even God Asks why Seeing others Daily Who clearly Should have Gone first Does not help Your anger Nor could It make this Worse Doing what I can To get a smile On my face All the time Realizing The world’s a Lesser place Now the Afterlife party Had better Make some space Dedicated to my late friend, Charlie Ratterman. Thanks for being you. Your wife loses a gem of a man, and the rest of us are left without a rare shining light. You will be truly missed.

Fake Friends........yeah
When you were down they were never there When you're all alone you really get to learn If you get back up they gonna come around All the sycophants they love to make romance To the ugly sound of 'em tellin' you what you Wanna hear an' you pretend Cuz they all agree you're supposed to have a better life But you're feelin' worse An' they build you up till you fool yourself that you're Something else an' it's like a curse cause You can't live up to what they made of you An' they tell you that you're losin' friends Losin' friends, losin' friends Ya got nothin to lose Ya don't lose when you lose fake friends Ya go an tell 'em you were king of the hill When ya need a hand - that was yesterday Ya see 'em laugh while you're on your knees An' it breaks your heart cuz ya gave so much An' ya can't believe that ya hit the gound an' Ya notice ya been losin' friends Losin' friends, losin' friends Ya got nothin to lose Ya don't lose when you lose fake friends

Memoirs From The Grave
I seem to be falling, I thought my new found wings would keep me afloat but there is a definite problem here. The darkness envelopes me like a cape. Although I thought I had it all figured out, there are still pieces of my life that have been erased from my memory. Having just arrived in this desolate wasteland not knowing a soul, armed with only a desire, a desire to wake up, which was rapidly starting to fade away into a cosmic pool of emptiness. I knew it was time to go back to the beginning. But where is that? All I have to start with is a journal with meaningless scribble, haunting indistinct visions and the longing to discover what it all means. This was always a place of myths and terrible bedtime tales, but the further I walked the more I wondered if those tall tales were true. At that moment a shooting pain enveloped my entire body bringing me to my knees. The last thing I recalled was the mirrored image of me being put in a box, some terrible smack in the face. An now,

To The Shadow Levelers...
I would like to say thank you to all the shadow levelers that helped me level the other day. I think I added everyone to my friend's list, and I'm going to come by everyone's page at some point and rate their stashes and/or pics. If I don't get to you in the next few weeks, please send me a shout or a private message, and I will make sure to come by. Thanks again!!

Things That Annoy Me
Honestly a social websites a social website but ppl here w/ their ways annoy me soooo much and I'll tell you and be straight up honest 1) What annoys me is when people (esp w/ THESE GIRLS OMG! think they own ppl and they try to make other ppl jealous of them......HONEY AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED W/ 'YOUR MEN' theyre not yours so shut the fuck up! 2) I mean it's nice to be attracted to someone your own sex....w/e I'm down with that but its annoying when ppl try to convert you to a homosexual...its a person choice whter they wanted to be homo or not 3) It annoys me when useless....esp ugly unspecial ppl give you an opposite votes on purpose 4) SOOOOOOOOO annoying.......THIS BOTHERS ME ALOT....when you make it an everyone mumm and the people seriosuly have no lives whatsoever and so bored that thry try and make the person feel bad....IKE SHUT THE FUCK UP TOO! 5) LASTLY, are people here just desperate? IT ANNOYS ME WHEN people are fu owners.......slaves....husband......wifey.

Chocolate Bunnys Train
Chocolate Bunnys Train!!! All you have to do is Fan, Rate and Add The Rules Are Simple. You must add fan,rate and add the host..... Chocolate Bunny Fu- Wife to Bitchwhisperer & R/L GF@ fubar 1 Must fan, rate and add all riders... 2 Send me a private message telling me you are finished adding everyone and then I Will Add You 3 When Adding Others on my Train pls put Chocolate Bunnys Train Or You Will NOT BE ADDED!!! 4 Level 1 must have a Picture Everyone have fun ridin the train.... Love Shack - The B-52s

I Am
I Am I am your fears and your sorrows Your tears and deepest horrors I am the secrets of your past I will haunt you from now until the last I am your dreams and lack thereof Your hopes and devilish love I will crush your desires and bring them back anew I will allow you good times But only bloody few I am yours to command or destroy I am the key for your coy I am your youth and your death The song of your life and your last breath I am your happiness, your joy I am your lover’s toy I am everything you wish to be I am you, and you are me I am the one to fill the whole You are me, and I am the soul By Dale Foreman (Aka Glitch)

The Little Mermaid
Far out in the ocean, where the water is as blue as the prettiest cornflower, and as clear as crystal, it is very, very deep; so deep, indeed, that no cable could fathom it: many church steeples, piled one upon another, would not reach from the ground beneath to the surface of the water above. There dwell the Sea King and his subjects. We must not imagine that there is nothing at the bottom of the sea but bare yellow sand. No, indeed; the most singular flowers and plants grow there; the leaves and stems of which are so pliant, that the slightest agitation of the water causes them to stir as if they had life. Fishes, both large and small, glide between the branches, as birds fly among the trees here upon land. In the deepest spot of all, stands the castle of the Sea King. Its walls are built of coral, and the long, gothic windows are of the clearest amber. The roof is formed of shells, that open and close as the water flows over them. Their appearance is very beautiful, for in each lies

Of The Palace Of The Snow Queen
The walls of the palace were formed of drifted snow, and the windows and doors of the cutting winds. There were more than a hundred rooms in it, all as if they had been formed with snow blown together. The largest of them extended for several miles; they were all lighted up by the vivid light of the aurora, and they were so large and empty, so icy cold and glittering! There were no amusements here, not even a little bear's ball, when the storm might have been the music, and the bears could have danced on their hind legs, and shown their good manners. There were no pleasant games of snap-dragon, or touch, or even a gossip over the tea-table, for the young-lady foxes. Empty, vast, and cold were the halls of the Snow Queen. The flickering flame of the northern lights could be plainly seen, whether they rose high or low in the heavens, from every part of the castle. In the midst of its empty, endless hall of snow was a frozen lake, broken on its surface into a thousand forms; each piece re

Loose 6
But he's trying to get bad. You witnessed it." Satan's grits braced, "Let him battle it out alone, Lord, not like the other One. See whose gonna win the tug-o-war inside this final one fellah, clean and straight like. I'll take back what I said, about Whose not doin' Their share." "Teacher, isn't he, a language teacher? Has a way with children? Unpretentious chap, a bit idiosyncratic. Doesn't quite fit in with his peers?" "That's him. A deal?" "Of course." "Shake on it?" God eyeballed Satan. *** The havens smiled. The clouds scattered. The summer afternoon sun reigned once more over a beach sprinkled with bronzed bodies. Charlie stopped boring his hands into the sand to buttress against another quake. He squinted up at the sun and realised that it must have all been a hallucination. He looked around. The fiery-haired, violet-eyed angel waived to him from an alcove beneath the precipice, blew a kiss, and made the sign for Victory. Charlie chagrined at the bounce of the ang

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