Fubar Blog Posts 3

I Love What I Do.
THIS IS ABSOLUTELY THE STORY OF MY LIFE! I LOVED MY JOB! i will get back into it at one point cause being a vet tech is what i do! 1) You have mastered the art of picking up poop with a plastic bag, and know to first check the bag for holes 2) You are more afraid of a 5 lb cat than a 130 lb Rottweiler 3) You've ever set up/checked a fecal sample while eating 4) You know that unlike human medicine you use a bag of fluids until its gone. You also know that the empty bag creates a nice sterile place to collect urine or a bandage wrap... 5) While out shopping you've lectured complete strangers on the evils of products like "Ol Roy" and Hartz 6) At least one of your pets was once owned by a client, dumped at the clinic, or "put to sleep" and is either blind, three-legged, or lame. 7) You know the ins and outs of clipper care. 8) You've ever treated a wound on yourself with surgical scrub and vet wrap 9) You know just how bad a bite hurts 10) You know wh

The Big Wall
As i sit here with tears running down my face, I wonder if i will ever be happy anytime or anyplace. I am so very torn up inside, So much that all I can do is hide. My true emotions I never let show, Because I am afraid of what you may think if you truelly did know. Ive built this big wall around me, As to not set any emotions free. I always push those who truely care away, For fear that they may too walk out some day. Noone can truelly understand who I am deep down inside, For I have let the fear make me hide. I want so bad to let it all go, To let it all show. But I dont know how to knock down this big wall, For fear that I may have another big fall.

Obama???nope!!!
This is a matter of opinion and opinions are like (well you know) everybody has one. My personal opinion? I agree. ******************************* A lot of Americans have become so insulated from reality that they imagine that America can suffer defeat without any inconvenience to themselves. Pause a moment, reflect back. These events are actual events from history.. They really happened!!! Do you remember? 1. 1968 Bobby Kennedy was shot and killed by a Muslim male extremist. 2. In 1972 at the Munich Olympics, athletes were kidnapped and massacred by Muslim male extremists. 3. In 1979, the US embassy in Iran was taken over by Muslim male extremists. 4. During the 1980's a number of Americans were kidnapped in Lebanon by Muslim male extremists. 5. In 1983, the US Marine barracks in Beirut was blown up by Muslim male extremists. 6. In 1985 the cr uise ship Achille Lauro was hijacked and a 70 year old American passenger was mur

What Do We Have Here?
Read bottom up, an interesting Mail and short, sweet convo i had with a fantastic fubarian, in my mumm =========================================== Oh go slit your wrist you ugly fat bastard === 'Allah' wrote the following at '2008-11-02 14:48:50'.. > > youd be better to commit suicide, woman, so your mutated offspring dont pollute the world with your genes. > > You amongst so many others obviously dont grasp teh concept of EXTREMISM versus orthodox practice. You should. Your attitude reeks of extremist ideals itself. > === '2172006' wrote the following at '2008-11-02 14:47:02'.. > > > > Amazing you would stoop to such a low level as to name yourself after the bastard that so many died in 9-11 in the name of. WHy don't you leave America? We truly would be a much better country without you > > > > === 'Allah' wrote the following at '2008-11-02 14:43:15'.. > > > > > > Im actually in INDIANA, i put Afghanistan to do away with annoying surveys. But i do have a high fondn

Being A Mad Scientist When Getting Even
well you all heard of the term don't get mad get even right??????????? well i got a story for you. about 6 years ago i was with some friends and we all had fun during the night well the next morning all of us had breakfast well someone dumped exlax in my milk with my cereal and i was still tired then when i ate the whole thing i went to the bathroom alot, the next day i found out and got pissed so in return for what they did to me i thought i could do the worst possible thing back, well i decided with the help of an older bro to help me make this liquid that smelled so back it will make you puke. then the next 9 months passed by and finally i used my stinky liquid in their lockers and bookbags and they smelled that stench and almost puked. now if you guys want the recipe to get revenge like i did send me a message or go to my shout box.

Every Ladies Favorite Letter...o
Your Inner Blood Type is Type O You are outgoing, gregarious, and well loved. And it's a good thing you're super charming... Because you also tend to be a bit flaky! Your confidence gets your far, and you always speak your mind. You are most compatible with: O and AB Famous Type O's: John Lennon and Elvis What's Your Inner Blood Type?

My Papa...
My life will not be the same without you. I will never forget you. You were more of a father to me than a grandfather. I cherish every memory I have of you. You were the best man I have ever known. We will take care of Gramma, don't worry. I love you so much. alt="Photobucket" /> Orval XXXX, 71, of Middleton, an Idaho native, went home to be with his Heavenly Father, July 27, 2008. He died peacefully at his home with his wife and daughters at his bedside following years of fighting an unhealthy heart and lungs. Orval was born Jan. 28, 1937, in Twin Falls. He served three years in the US Army during the Korean War and worked in tire shops and excavation prior to retirement. He is survived by his loving wife of 51 years, Kay XXXX, his daughters, Kimberly XXXX of Susanville, CA, Sandra XXXX of Nampa, Jacki XXXX of Red Bluff, CA and Lori XXXX of Nampa; also 11 grandchildren and 11 great-grandchildren, all of whom he loved very much. Special thanks to Cortney and Shara for all the

The Sanctity Of Marriage
Along with voting in a new president, voters in multiple states voted on whether or not to amend their state constitutions so that marriage would be defined as a "union between a MAN and a WOMAN" in order to preserve the 'sanctity of marriage.' In the states where this has passed, gays & lesbians shouldn't get upset, but actually use these legal decisions to their benefit. Gay & Lesbian marriage does not affect 99% of straight couples (the 1% are in the wedding industry). Since this is something that doesn't affect them, they don't care as much. However, and this is the whole 'using it to their advantage' part, the possibility of couples not being able to get a divorce DOES affect them. The first step in protecting marriage was to limit it to a union of a man and a woman only. Gays & lesbians now need to come together and take the issues of divorce to the courts. How can we protect the sanctity of marriage if we allow anyone to just go to the courthouse, sign a few paper

Please Dont Copy ......this
I SIT HERE HEAVY IN THOUGHT AS MY DAY COMES TO END . WANTING TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT MY DAY, BUT YOUR FAR AWAY . THE FIRST TEAR FALL AT THE FIRST THOUGH OF YOU , I THINK TO MYSELF HOW IS HE . DID HE SLEEP WELL , CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR FROM you .AS THE KIDS PLAY IN THE BACK YARD I AM DEEP IN THOUGH WAIT FOR THE DAY YOU COME HOME .IT SEEMS SO FAR AWAY. I CAN'T HELP BUT CRY WHAT SEEM TO BE A RIVE RUNNING DOWN MY FACE THE NIGHT ARE SO LONELY WITH OUT YOU here THE DAYS ARE NOt BETTER ,ME AND LONELY AS BE COME BEST FRIENDS ,BUT THAT IS PRICE I PAY FOR BEING A ARMY WIFE, TIME YOU ARE HOME SEEMS SO GREAT . IT IS MY DUTY TO WAIT , ALL THE LONG HOURS AND NO DAY OFF I WILL SIT WAIT , THE SOUND OF PHONE RING SCARE ME TO DEATH , WITH EVER MINUTE AND EVER HOUR THAT GO'S BY IT IS ONE MORE DAY CLOSE UNTIL YOU'LL BE MINE ,, THE PAY IS NOT GREAT ,I DON'T NEED THE MONEY I CAN MAKE DONE WITH WHAT I HAVE , ALL I NEED IS YOUR ARMS AROUND ME AND A KISS ON THE CHEEK , THAT IS PAY

Comfort In Me
When your world's a hidden secret That I yearn to touch I wanna know your soul Reveal it to me When your eyes are flood of teardrops And your wings are broken I will give you hope Believe in me In the dust Of your wave A heartbeat is a part Of the greater dream Like a rope Round your throat It won't let you breathe If you let go When your stars are out to get you And you can't find love Inside to fill the hole There's comfort in me

My Beautiful Wife And Daughter
To My Wife I just want to say that I love you very much and not a day goes by where I don't thank god for you. you are the reason I smile and the reason you brought our beautiful daughter into this world healthy and smart. I have never met a woman like you. you keep life and OUR marriage amazing everyday. through the darkest days and the sunniest I can always depend on you. I can count on your love being there when I wake up. Through whatever decision we make together or what differences we have it brings me closer and closer to you. Wherever the future takes us you can always know that I love you and will always be there when you need me. To My Daughter I just want to say daddy is very proud of you. you make life just as fun as your mommy does. When you came into this world I cried so hard. I know sometimes it was rough and I didn't always do the right things during the holidays but, I want you to know I love you so so much. you are beautiful like your mommy and you always have m

Are You
I have to send this out to a few of the boys that are being too funny for words... I like what I like and I do what I do... laugh at my comments, crave my wants and desires along with me but don't say I am yours without asking me first....

Crazy Night
OMG what a crazy night. Brought on by emoiton. Don't you just hate those :P. lol yeah i'd like to blame the booze, but that doesn't affect me as much as some. Anyways as soon as I logged off and went to bed I started feeling good in a way. Amazing how you tell yourself hey it's all good. Still in heartache, but I believe that practice makes perfect. And this is the third time I have gotten my heart broken so it's getting a little easier. I'm still not sure where I stand with someone, but if things don't turn out the way I want then I can still keep my head high. I don't want to walk away from anything and want to give my full heart to her. Anyways for my crazy night. First the heart ache, then the stomach ache that made me puke, then the booze. Then I tried to get some attention by pulling something out. The only thing the booze did is lower my intellect a little and not realize I would not get the reaction I wanted. But again i don't put the full blame on the booze, only very little,

Lousy Ass Weekend
not a very good weekend on this end,one mistake cost me hundreds of dollars and im furious,and cant believe i scratched my "baby" after only 500 miles,its no wonder i need a beer today...i just want to screammmmmmmmmmm

Animal's Prayer
Standing upon four paws, Upon the grey solid rocks, Looking down over the undergrowth, Masses of Green in front, The blue blue sky spins overhead, the birds circle free, The Lions & Tigers stride forth, Heads held High! The antelopes & elephants graze in peace upon the vines, Building day by day, Herds of Happiness & Joy, In this leafy Jungle there is no such thing as war, For once let the animal's rush forth & the humans take a backseat. We've had enough of gas guzzling, Infernos burning down our land, Our bone's shattered & pulverised for the sake of your health, We stand as one, Fur & Feathers alike, Watching down upon the sacred land, You use your tools upon are trees, Your drills on our prideland, Listen to the the Wolve's cry unto the Moon, How can you not hear there pain, The Big cats Growling there discontent at the destruction before them, We are destined to have the same right's you live bye, I guess it's not to be, Its nigh upon time this stopped, For th

Controversial Subjects...
if we can accept obama as president how come two gay man can't dance together? My 19 year old brother is gay and him and his male friend and a bunch of chicks (including me) went out to uncle bob's in elkton to do some karaoke...during a slow song me and the girls danced together and he and his male friend danced together....after the song some very drunk and outspoken men started yelling fucking faggets and other derogatory words at them...so i ask you this...if the whole united states can accept a black man to run our country how come to men can't simply share a dance together? so....gay men on fubar....i ask you this...if you live in the area and you wanna do something about this...join me this upcoming weekend at uncle bob's in elkton to put an end to this bullshit. be there at 9:30pm..5 dollar cover charge. Thank you for reading. Jessica

Own Me!
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1672178&albumid=1314499&i=2354501533#4217961572 The above is the link to bid on me! BE MY MASTER!!!! In addition to 2 SFW salutes, I will also include 2 NSFW salutes, and if I have a VIP for 3 months, you will get 11's from me instead of 10's. And I will Fu Marry !!!! Bling packs, VIP's , HH , Blasts all accepted!

Fubar Spending
I just read a friends blog and couldn't comment on it so I decided that I would post my comment here..I have barely been on here in the past few months because of this reason and many others... Yes I have had a few VIP's bought for me but not because of begging or asking for it but just because. I have I think 7 or so blings and I didn't ask for any of them, nor would I... I have never had a Happy Hour nor would I want anyone to buy me one. Its a frivoulous way to spend money! If someone had money like that to burn I have 2 kids that probably aren't gonna have much of a Christmas this year that you are more than welcome to play Santa too! I don't need the kind of friends that I have to BUY!! I have real friends that didn't cost me a damn penny!!!

Friends
NAILS IN THE FENCE There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next < /B>few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. > > He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young b oy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. > > The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, 'You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger,

Super Mario And Anal
Do you love to play Super Mario Brothers on the Classic Nintendo System? Do you like to get tagged from behind while you do it? This is the post for you then. You must know your way around the game before we meet, must be open to anal sex, also able to fake an orgasm is a plus. http://www.craigslist.org/about/best/orl/740493470.html

To Who It May Concern
This is to the lucky man who might get to keep my heart!!! READ through the list and see if you qualify!! Good Luck!!! [Looks] any color hair any color eyes Somewhat decent clean teeth between height of 4'11 - 6'4 between 120-180 lbs for weight [Personality] loves receiving/giving laughing loves receiving/giving jokes loves receiving/giving compliments in the morning after waking up br> [Education] Must have a full time job and or' going to college full time [Living Arrangements] Either with friends or by yourself... you can live with your children but I don't want one Who is living with they parents [Children] none or proud parent wanting more ;) [Pets] any that you want,,, but I'm not picking up a freaking spider I'm TERRIFIED of them [Habits] If you smoke cigarettes then great but if you don't then you will have to respect me because I do If you do drugs then the only drug you can do is smoke Marijuana and that's it... I'm n

Depp's Sparrow
I can't believe I went a whole month without completing a drawing. I begun this portrait of Captain Jack Sparrow about a week after completing the Rambo portrait. I was taking my time as I was using charcoal and factor in all of the other things that have been going on in October and November I'm lucky I got it finished now. The actual amount of time on this one was 22 1/2 hours. I have the works in progress photos of this posted in my album on flickr. This is done using 6B, 4B, and 2B charcoal pencils for the hair, hat, and belt. I used 6B, 2B, and H pencils for the skin, bandanna, and other lighter areas. I also used a white charcoal pencil to help bring out some highlights. The background was done using Derwent's Burnt Orange tinted charcoal.

My Star - No Longer There
My Star, the one that shined so brightly for me a short time ago … it’s rejoined the trillions of other stars in the universe. The light is still there, I can see it, but the warmth is gone. It no longer shines just for me. Daylight is a precious commodity to me now. Perhaps it is because I see less of it due to the changing season. Perhaps it is because, if the sun is shining, I can’t search the heavens for my former star. Such a futile search. When night begins its inevitable march across the sky, I am compelled to go inside. Night brings its blanket of stars, and if I stay outside, I’ll search until I find the one that filled my window, filled my soul, but has now left a void. Yet, in times of weakness, I’m drawn to my window, just in case the galaxy decides to befriend me again. I sit, staring out at the void, and sometimes I imagine I see a twinkle from that special place recently vacated. Is the twinkle a sign of resurging love … or is it just a star again?

Please Read And Vote And Comments On My Mumms
i dont just write mumms on there just to look at it!vote and leave comments and while your at it leave comments on my pics and profile too where is the love people!i tell ya where is it!

To Dena (an Acrostic Poem)
To Dena (acrostic) Done up with ever so much care Every strand in place Never awry is her hair Angelic is her face Lovely visions in hazel-blue Eyes of a Soul that is true Irresistible and bright Glowing with an inner light Heavenly through and through Watch the twinkle in her face And the way she moves her hips Delicious is her every grace Enticing are her sensuous lips

The Soul And The Wyrm
The Soul and the Wyrm I represent the darkest of dreams I represent the fractured seams I represent the Soul and the Wyrm For my beliefs I shall burn I am the spirit free and true I am a paradox through and through I am the first and the last of my kind Yet I know not what in the future I’ll find I am I I am free The Soul and the Wyrm The paradox of me

The Affirmation
The Affirmation Sometimes when I’m down I think of the things All the little things To which I find I’m bound And I feel that I must Break free from these chains All the little pains And give in to my lust I’ve got a strong will to live Not sit here and rot I must give it another shot I’ve got so much to give To give in to the mundane And welcome the night To give in without a fight And to crack under the strain So I’ll hold my head high Set my focus deep On the rewards that I’ll reap If only I’ll try I stare out over the horizon And I know that it’s right As I see the breaking light That my future is not yet written I am just a man Nothing more, nothing less So I must do my best To be all that I can

Do You Believe?
Do you Believe? Do you believe in the magic of a feathered kiss? Dreams brushing ever so light in a state of bliss? Do you believe two hearts can soar together as one? If so, my Love, our passionate journey has begun

Subside
Subside Subside, O pain! Subside, O grief! Subside and give me a moment’s release Give me life! Give me light! Give me hope that this pain will cease Ha! Feel it burn! Feel my heart! Feel my soul as it begins to rise I see hope! I see light! I see my dreams burn before closed eyes Let it build! Let it ride! Let it crest like the rising tide Never to turn! Never to rest! Never from this pain again I’ll hide I’m fucking free!

Starts With Goodbye
I was sitting on my doorstep, I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand, But I knew I had to do it, And he wouldn't understand, So hard to see myself without him, I felt a piece of my heart break, But when you're standing at a crossroad, There's a choice you gotta make. [Chorus:] I guess it's gonna have to hurt, I guess I'm gonna have to cry, And let go of some things I've loved, To get to the other side, I guess it's gonna break me down, Like falling when you try to fly, It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, Starts with goodbye. I know there's a blue horizon, Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me, Getting there means leaving things behind, Sometimes life's so bitter sweet. [Chorus:] I guess it's gonna have to hurt, I guess I'm gonna have to cry, And let go of some things I've loved, To get to the other side, I guess it's gonna break me down, Like falling when you try to fly, It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the res

Tv Soap.......
B & K are good old friends, for more than 20 years: they worked together, shared and enjoyed the same things. K met C at highschool, lived and they had 3 kids; B met S at highschool, lived with her and... they have 3 kids. K has a good friend from highschool, B, who married C, a girl he met during his medecine studies. B has a good friend from highschool, M, who married M, a girl he met at a party. M and S became really close friends... B & S became friends with B & C and even became their next house neighbours. When they arrived there, B & S met again R, an old friend from highschool and his wife A, who isalso a friend of B & C, from university. By her work, A is also a friend of A and her husband V, other next house neighbours or B & S and B & C. A knows also V by her work, and her wife, I, who was the former girlfriend of G, a good old friend of K, C, B, C, B and S. When turning 40, many events happened... K was feeling unhappy and after many years, fina

Have You Seen Her?
=== 'Not tellin ™ McLovely has a POI and he owns my bits...all hail babysatan' wrote the following at '2008-11-27 20:33:44'.. > > At approximately 6 pm on the evening of November 26th, Krista Lyn Breeze Godfrey, age 13, walked with her friend to the corner of her street, said goodbye, and vanished. > > She is my daughter. And she hasn't been heard from since. > > > > > > > > She was last seen wearing blue jeans, white tennis shoes, plastic and beaded bracelets, and a tan spaghetti strap shirt. She has shoulder length curly blond hair and blue eyes. She is 5'4" and weighs about 115 pounds. She could possibly be traveling in a blue Volkswagon Jetta with a man described as being in his mid to late 20s. It's being assumed at this point that she has been taken across state lines. > > This isn't a cry for pity or a way to bring my personal drama/trauma onto the site. This is a plea. If anyone sees her...if anyone knows or thinks they know ANYTHING...call the Pinal Coun

I've Come Along Way....
I try an try but i've gotten to the end i have to change i dont want to lose what i have gotten...I want to be able to enjoy this for aslong as i possibly can. things will get better i hope... since it's all up to me to make the most of this. Forgive me for being a stupid fool...that's afraid of what he wants most....

Snowoman
~Snowoman~Whenever he could show this blessing of an artForever he would flow this compressing to her heartLong breeze proving hours needing to makeStrong ease grooving showers heeding each flakeUsing one hand in defining her roleChoosing a strand for alining her soulDecide where to shove and keep holdImplied there was an eternal love untoldGiving the final pet and brush soon a woman to his delightLiving wet but lush took his hand in moonlightBury what was lost in tide of hateCarry out the frost which lied as of fateEnter vast romantic ocean he would insure her life to beWinter last antic devotion his wife she could see ~Ashton Chase Edwards_________________________________________________Written by me, already copyrighted so don't bother trying to steal. Please comment if you enjoyed

Love(poem)
I just cant understand the mind of a man, he has so much power but uses it in the wrong place. When he enters into a room, what is he thinking? Does he really know himself? Or is he melting down inside. His touch is so powerful, I cant understand why he touches himself and not share it with anyone else. Has he been hurt? has he been ill? or does he just want himself, to prove his happiness to himself? What is it in a mans mind that keeps him so far from love...I just cant..

What Happened To You America?
A letter to America from a loyal but fed-up American, And so it has come to this. America's once-great nation has fallen into utter madness, an affliction of mass hysteria and denial that sends shivers up the spines of millions outside our borders. Ours is a sick nation. But most of us carry on as though nothing at all is the matter. Special interests and secret agendas unfold precariously close to your line of sight. Covert causes and operations abound in the dark corners of our government institutions. A dubiously constituted government pursues war at will anywhere on earth, discussing things like collateral damage and plausible deniability that become points for solemn banter over cocktails paid for with your tax dollars. Our agents employ terrorist tactics around the globe while thier front men insist that such tactics are acceptable, necessary even, in the fight against …terrorism? As much as it hurts to say, we have become a nation of fools, America. Dupes. Hypocrites.

Statik
come in and feel the heat ! in System of a Dawn hi im dawn am offering the person who brings in the 200th member an auto 11s and the 200th member gets 500k from me and from lyric are u sure it can get hot ! then come in and join me ! *BiTe~Me*~OwNeR Of StAtIK~* u know how to make statik just add a lil friction! but i cant do it by my self! so click that pic below and get in here!

Stolen From (believe It Or Not) Allah
The Boy Next Door Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLD) Kind, yearning, playful, you are The Boy Next Door. You're looking for real Love, a lot like girls do. It might not be manly, but it's sweet. We think the next three years will be very exciting and fruitful ones for you. Your spontaneous, creative side makes you a charming date, and we think you have a horny side just waiting to shine. Or glisten, rather. You enter new relationships unusually hopeful, and the first moments are especially glorious. If you've had some things not work out before, so what. On paper, most girls would name the Boy Next Door as their ideal mate. In the real world, however, you're often passed over for more dangerous or masculine men. You're the typical "nice guy:" without just a touch of cockiness, you're doomed with girls. A shoulder to cry on? Okay, sure. But never a penis to hold. More than any other type, Boys Next Door evolve as they get older. As we said, many find true love, but som

The First Disability Lounge For Family And Friends
Hey Guys It Would Be Greatly Appreciated If you can come to The Lounge Below & Join Help Us Out and Win Some Fubucks every week and Even Get Fubucks for every New Member We Get. I will Be taking over The Lounge until Tuesday When The Owner will be back online and hopefully Feeling Better. So For us and Him Please Join and Listen To the Tunes. Sincerly, Chris Aka ~*~DJ Fèî$†ý§wèè†Mºm~*~

She Hit Her
WELL I GOT IN A FIGHT WITH MY MOM. LOL! WELL I WANTED MY IPOD AND SHE WOULDNT GIVE IT BACK. SO I ASKED HER WHERE IT WAS AND SHE SAID WHERES THE $20 ERIC GAVE YOU LAST NIGHT? AND I SAID “GONE!” AND SHE ASKED “ON WHAT?” AND I SAID WHAT DO YOU THINK WEED. THEN WE TALKED FOR LIKE AND HR. I THOUGHT IF I WAS HONEST SHE MIGHT GIVE IT BACK BUT NOPE. THEN I WANTED TO BURN A CD AND SHE WOULDNT LET ME. THEN I FOUND MY LIL WYTE CD AND I WAS PLAYIN THE SONG OXYCOTTON. SHE CAME POUNDING ON MY DOOR AND I TURNED IT DOWN AND OPEN THE DOOR AND SAY “WHAT?” SHE STARTED TALKING BOUT WHAT THE SONG WAS SAYING AND I SAID “SO!” SHE TOLD ME TO GO GET HIGH AND I SAID I CAN’T DONT HAVE ANY WEED (BUT REALLY I DO). OOO YEA SHE ALSO TOLD ME I SUCK DICK FOR DRUGS! BITCH! ANYWAY I THEN SLAMED MY DOOR SHUT AND TURNED IT BACK UP. THEN SHE WENT AND TURNED THE SWITCH OFF IN THE GARAGE FOR THE POWER TO MY ROOM. I GOT PISSED AND WENT AND TURNED POWER OFF FOR THE WHOLE HOUSE!! LOL. DON’T FUCK WITH ME AND MY MUSIC WHEN IM IN

My Boss
My boss is really pissing me off lately. I already had to tell him to lay off my body when he is talking to me; I hate getting my personal space invaded. He thinks its cute to hide my cigarettes (he thinks it will make me quit smoking), or change my computer background every time I forget to log out of my screen. Yesterday I forgot to close my yahoo email, and came back to find him looking at my inbox. I was like WTF???!!! I'm not reading YOUR fucking emails! I dont know if he read any, but it totally pissed me off. So I changed his computer background to a homeless tranny. Grrr...

Ode To The Bouncer
I'm rating pictures, I move to fast, and there you are to bust my *ss. just doing your job i understand, can't get no love for the MAN. You know me this I know, hell you just stopped me 5 minutes ago. so i'll move slower and be on my way. you do your job. and have a nice Day!!

The New Stash
i added this stash video because i love peter petrelli from heroes. his real name is milo ventimiglia, so hott. i would die happy to be able to touch him. he lives in L.A. and loves to surf, snowboard, and wakeboard. i really love this guy. too bad ill never have him. i can still dream, right?

Oh Baby
this is some slime something from on here.. Chris Brennan: were u from Brandi Lynne: the midwest Chris Brennan: weres that Chris Brennan: usa Brandi Lynne: yes the united states Chris Brennan: how old r u Brandi Lynne: 20 Chris Brennan: cool Chris Brennan: r u still a vergin Brandi Lynne: its virgin Brandi Lynne: and no Chris Brennan: whats your favorit postion Brandi Lynne: god you are a terrible speller Brandi Lynne: and i dont think thats any of your business Chris Brennan: come on baby Chris Brennan: u suck dick Brandi Lynne: good bye are people honestly that stupid!!!! come on.. this shit is starting to piss me off.

Movie Quotes I Think Not
every time i get down about things in my life theres one persons memeory I tend to turn to when I need a pick me up. Way before Boston and before i met Bostons dad i dated a guy it was only for a short while but he said things to me that i could never forget. The things every girl wants to hear from a guy. When i think about them my heart melts and I wonder why I gave him up so easly........ my favs movie quotes I think not somebodies actually said these to me....♥ i've always treated your kisses like splashes of paint against a canvas background. each stroke might seem like just another but in the end it creates a beautiful picture but it was a beautiful mistake.....it could melt ice and break down walls when you wanted you're the beautiful one out of this duo...i could never hold a candle to you because have you ever seen a more breathtaking moment than you smiling?it's quite disarming and you look gorgeous.....a porcelain angel i'm not about t

Gone For 3 Weeks
Dear friends (whoever actually does read my shit) This sunday i will be travelling to London. Im gone for 3 weeks for my international studies. I should be back somewhere around the 6th of jan. I wont be online much there seeing as i really will be focussed on my studies. So if we dont speak have a merry christmas and a lovely new year.

Who Gives A Flying F****
I bought this necklace the other day and I love it! I had to share it cause you know sometimes you just dont give a flying fuck!!!! you can find it here.... http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=18161794 and here's a picture of it isn't it AWESOME

Pi$$ed
Is it wrong to be pissed when you drink with your boyfriend because tomorrow is the only day of the week that you don't have to be out of the door by 7am and they suggest that you take the laptop upstairs to watch some porn and then they immediately fall asleep?

What Circus Act Should You Perform?
You Should Juggle You've got the talent to go far in life, but you don't really like to take risks. You rather practice your well honed skills than put your life in danger. You are agile and coordinated. You can work magic with your hands. You truly mesmerize people. You don't have to resort to cheap tricks and gimmicks. What Circus Act Should You Perform?

Decisions
I FIND IT VERY HARD TO BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ON A WEBSITE CAN BE SO FUCKING CRUEL AND FEEL VERY PROUD OF THEMSELVES.I CAME ON THIS SITE LOOKIN FOR FRIENDS WHICH IS SOMETHING I DON'T HAVE MANY OF BUT INSTEAD ALL I GOT IS BULLSHIT AND DRAMA, PEOPLE MAKING THREATS OVER A DECISION WHICH IS MINE TO MAKE.THE CHOICE OF WHETHER I LEAVE OR NOT IS MINE TO MAKE NOT FOR PEOPLE TO MAKE IT FOR ME,NOT FOR PEOPLE TO GET SHITTY AND ASSY CAUSE SOMEONE WANTS TO LEAVE.BUT I HAVE FOUND SOMEWHERE WHICH IM HAPPY,SOMEWHERE WHERE THE PEOPLE RESPECT YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE.SO I TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO THANK ALL HOPE IS GONE FOR GIVING A HOME AND WELCOMING ME INTO THEIR FAMILY,FOR GIVING ME THE CHANCE TO BE SOMEWHERE WHERE I CAN BE MYSELF WITHOUT BEING JUDGE.I AM A PERSON WITH FEELINGS LIKE ANYONE ELSE, I DO MY BEST TO PLEASE OTHERS AND GET NOTHING BACK IN RETURN,SO IF THREATS AND BULLSHIT IS RETURN FOR WHAT I DO THEN FRANKLY YOU CAN GO FUCK URSELF,I WILL NOT BE THROWN OUT OF FUBAR CAUSE OF THE CHOICES I MAKE OR

Then There You Were
I thought I had everything, Then there you were. When I saw you I needed to know all about you. I found out bit by bit, not liking all I heard. Then there you were, When my heart was broken. You told me everything would be okay. I was ready to move on with my life but There there you were. To show me you loved me and cared and I gave you my heart. Then there you were, To say those three very magical words And to make my heart melt. I knew you were the one,. Then there you were, To surprise me with that gorgeous diamond as I said YES! Then there you were To ask me when that day will be. Then eleven months later, There WE were - hand in hand. Then there we were, Two years later with twins in our arms. From the beginning I thought I had it all, Then there you were. Written 02-06-02 by ME

Green And A Mnt Is All U Need
mountain biking is the name of my game. There is no better rush than 60+ down a mountian, no-ing that your probably going to be hurt, but I'm a junkie to the adrinaline rush! If you don't scare the shit out of yourself did you really ride? Life is too short for Watching TV and lying around on your ass! There is no better feeling than pulling off something that you know was stupid and you could have been hurt or killed. Live life on the edge as much as possible and make every day count. Just got some jamican elephant ear! Good times, Christin

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Texas Metal Alliance
Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Texas Metal Alliance Texas Metal Alliance are out of Arlington, Texas. The band has a record label with Housecore Records. TEXAS METAL ALLIANCE features RIGOR MORTIS vocalist Bruce Corbitt, GAMMACIDE guitarists Rick Perry and Scott Shelby, GAMMACIDE/DEVILFIST bassist Alan Bovee and DEMONSEED drummer Joe Gonzalez. TEXAS METAL ALLIANCE was originally formed two years ago for a one-time performance to play a benefit show for HAMMER WITCH's Wayne Abney. Abney had suffered a near-fatal motorcycle accident in August 2006. TMA's performance for the benefit included special guest members from some of Dallas/Ft. Worth's original thrash bands... GAMMACIDE, RIGOR MORTIS, ROTTING CORPSE and HAMMER WITCH. After the benefit, some of the core members that made up TMA decided to make it a real band. Since then the band has done many live shows around Texas and written a lot of original material. TMA’s current live shows consist of a set list of many new TMA songs an

Dont Judge Me Unless You Know Me
i sit everyday holding back,acting like a happy man.when i just wanna scream,i had this great life once lots of money women friends then over night it was all gone.lost my house cause the landlord was a idiot,lost my friends to drugs and violence,most of all lost the one person that loved me to cancer.ever see somebody with cancer?ever hear there cries?i have and its hell.i had the most incredable woman playboy beautiful and just as great on the inside and she wanted me imagine that funny huh.she had lukemia she made me leave and promise to stay away because she didnt want me to watch her die.so everyday for a year ide hear her cry cause it hurt how she just wanted to die.ide do my best to make her strong let her know im waiting for her and i need her doing all i could to keep her fighting hoping to god for a miracle.but it never came she died 3 years ago alone in a hospital.and everyday i regret makin that promise to her.i lay scared to sleep cause ill hear her cry just to wake up alo

Another Poem
Parents Prayer My heart is breaking for you, I have no words to say, The sorrow i feel for you, on this most somber day, My mother has made me, this kind and gentle man, Who sends this verse to ease, your pain if i can, My thoughts and prayers, are with you now my friend, Along with all the Angels above, to comfort you I send, Though your mom and dad, are now in Heaven above, I know they are looking down, sending you their love, A parents love is eternal, knows no bounds or end, I hope this poem helps you heart find a way to mend, To bring you some solace, give your heart some peace, Knowing they live with God, have found sweet release, From this world she left, in your heart she lives on, In your memories they live forever, never truly gone, They are on the other side, just patiently anticipating, The day you come to paradise, in Heaven awaiting, Until then they have sent an angel, to be by your side, To give you peace and ease the pain you feel inside,

Note To Self
"I think the medieval tradition of the sin eaters has just evolved into reality TV" ... a quote from me that I need to work up to a full thoughtfest. It just sounds like it has some basis in actuality. *ponders*

It's A Spell
Somethings are so intense Some say sorry I'll give myself to the experience of light Now I'm forced to think in a new way Forced to see new colors Cause something's pulling us together Why are we aware Why this thrown sensation So is it you that I've been waiting for all my life Fills me with and it touches me Searches through endlessly Cause something's pulling us together Unashamed passion and unashamed desire Surpasses me, I'm spellbound And I'm wondering what will happen It's a spell...

My Brother Jackson
Hi my name is Eric, some of you on Fubar knew him and some have asked me how he died. It's very hard for me to discuss his death so I'm posting a blog so I don't have to relive the pain of losing him all over again. My brother has been fighting Leukemia for a little over two years which he was dealing with it very well until the doctors found a brain tumor which turned out to be "Glioblastoma". He went in for an operation in Oct. afterward he started having major headaches and nose bleeds. They couldn't remove the tumor it had grown straight downward, he started bleeding under the tumor(Glioblastoma). He got worse he went back into the hospital a 2nd time. no doctor could operate too dangerous. My family was told he may have 3 weeks to live. one week later on Dec 9th he passed away. He would have been 26 years old on December 24th. Please by no means ask me how he died. He was my best friend, my hero, I miss him deeply . Thank You hope you understand that i'm in no way being rude.There

Lyrics
I should never think What's in your heart What's in our home So I won't You'll learn to hate me But still call me baby Oh love So call me by my name And save your soul Save your soul Before your to far gone Before nothing can be done I'll try to decide when She'll lie in the end I ain't got no fight in me In this whole damn world So hold off She should hold off It's the one thing that I've known Once I put my coat on I coming out in this all wrong She standing outside holding me Saying oh please I'm in love I'm in love Girl save your soul Go on save your soul Before it's to far gone And before nothing can be done Cause without me You got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all Without me you got it all So hold on -Robert Pattinson

Shock
I am woodburning, and that thing is over 400 degs. I keep getting this very fain sharp needle like sorta pain in my finger, and I can't really figure out if i'm gettin burnt by ashes or if I'm getting shocked. Although I'm not sure, since the handle is covered by a rubber thingy. Is it possible to get shocked even with a rubber handle cover?

I'm Unsure
Will I be happy? Will I regret it? Am I able? Am I strong enough? I'm unsure Do I need him? Will I forget? Will I move on? Why do I hurt the ones I love? I'm unsure Will he forgive? Will he forget? Is he able? Will the tears stop? Will the fears go away? Will the broken hearts heal? I'm unsure Our life into a millon piece in the blink of an eye. For the right reasons? Or the wrong? I'm scared, I'm unhappy, Playing pretend, Hurrting everyone, No more will I be in the dark for now I see the light, Move on, Find peace, Be happy, I'm unsure I'm scared.

Ameriwhat?
Honestly, how many of these people really "defend" this country? I was told to blog this last time. That people get deleted for pulling this shit. If s9oemone knows a bouncer personally, please do refer them to this blog, so they can see for themselves an example of a racist member, of which theyve been known to delete in the past. ====================== Feel free to refer this for me, anyone. As much as possible. Andmake sure said person knows the error hes made =================== ->desert_sto...: maybe next time youll learn to use the intellect you were supposed to have been born with, to resist the compulsion to spew forth words you shouldnt have spewed? desert_sto...: cause your a whiny ass pussy! fuck you ->desert_sto...: save what for what, whats the point? Its called knowing the system. And knowing its possible to have someone such as yourself removed from this venue. desert_sto...: no its you bein a coward and a whiny bitch that has to hide behind this an

To The Man Of My Dreams, The Man I Will Marry.
On the day I first set eyes upon you I knew you where it. The wind that blows by on a calm day and makes those little hairs stand up on the back of my neck and arms, when you glance at me with that look you give, the one were you look at me as if you have never seen anything more beautiful in your life. You make those little butterflies that are in my stomach dance like never before. You make me feel like a gift that just can't wait to be unwrapped by those strong hands of yours. Staring into those big blue eyes of yours makes me smile bigger than I could have ever imagined. I am so elated at your willingness to love me for me, who I am. You are the reason I feel, the reason I taste, you are all I could have ever asked for in my life. I have asked myself, why am I here? what is my purpose? I know now that I was put here for you. I will from this day forward be solely devoted to you.

Walmart And How Evil They Are!
As I read the stories from walmart employees present and former (on http://www.walmartwatch.com/ )I see more and more just what Corporate Greed has done to Sam Waltions walmart. Walmart is a corrupt company now starting with the Corp office. I have personally called walmart corp office only to be pushed a side because they turn a blind eye to the issues I have presented to them about my store (#1037). It is My belief that the corporate people train and condone the actions of all those under them in the quest for the all mighty buck! This greed for money that they have is harming every person who has ever "worked" or is "working" for them (unless you are in there good old boy group and are in managment and do not have to "WORK" for your money but get it from the "work" of others like they do). Its time for all Americans to see walmart for just what it is, Sam Waltions Ideals are gone and walmart does not care about its employees any more. There only care is for how much money

Another Visit To The Hospital Today.
Well I called my doc on Wed to let him know that the Xanax wasn't doing what it was suppose to. So he had me come back in. And he said that I had H. Pylori. Whatever. So he put me on ALOT of mg of antibiotics. So I went to work this mornin and started throwin up blood. So my boss called 911 and had then come get me and take me to the hospital. They said the reason that I was throwing up blood was b/c of a side effect of one of the antibiotics. And he took a blood test also. One of the way's that you can detect H Pylori is by blood test. When my blood test came back today, he said that there was no sign of H Pylori. So now I am back to square one. So what I am goin to do is get another doc and see if they can come up with somethin. So that's the update. I hate hospitals, I hate docs, I hate all this shit. I just wanna go to bed and never get out of it. But anyways. That's it. Hope everyone had a great Christmas, I know I did. Love ya'll Kare

This Is One Of My Mission's That I Want To Do
I Just want to post 1 more thought about my main goal. What is that is I would like to reach out to every Fireman or Firewoman from Pa to the other 49 states Eather they where at ground 0 at the day of 911 or they are just fireman I want to show some reconiztion and honor that thet deserve Im not doing it to see how many friends that I can get.Or me being popular Its comming from my heart and Im doing this just to show that I care about the homeland that they help protect just to keep it beautiful and most of all save lives and helping people.I don't have the experience that others do as a fireman Ive only been in it for 1yr and 2months and I tell you what it has taugt me allot.Im not doing this also to look for relationships with women Im doing this because I want to show America and its people that I love it and I do anything to help protect it no matter on which cause. I truley thank you for taking the time to read this blog sorry its rather long than I usally write but I want to ma

Follow These And You Will Be Fine
Here is my thing about adding people 1. I mostly add everyone If I feel your a nice person and Ill try to get to know you and talk to you from time to time. 2. If your one of those people with a web cam and you want me to see you naked hey the most that I love in life is naked women espically if they are hot but im not interested about those heres why they are filled with viruses that will destroy my computer and im sol. please don't try because you will be denied I fish these out carefully. to bad for u 3. If u are a thief a snake drug dealer money user and a person more than willing to take a vantage of me SOL for you. You will be denied. 4. Im a relly nice person Im here to make and meet new friends and I cant do that if you are one mentioned above please I will only say this once NO WEB CAM CHICKS OR ANY ONE THAT HAS A WEB CAM. they came out with Playboy and thats what its for.Get It Got It Good.!!!!! Have A Very Nice Day :-)

To Chew One's Cud And To Comtemplate Share A Root
Pastor Gerald revealed this to me this morning at our last Breakfast With the Boys for 2008 as the crux of the message he preached Christmas Eve at the church he and Pastor Janet rotate preaching at, giving communion, etc. Fascinating; in fact, I found myself mentally rushing him and then comes my still, small voice saying “shut up and listen” or I’ll miss looking at the traditional Nativity – Jesus the Son of God born to Joseph and Mary – in not a different way so much as renewing my need to be still and known that God is God. All ruminant animals with multiple stomachs don’t start chewing and re-chewing their food (their cud) until they’re calm. It was hardly calm once Joseph and Mary showed up with a screaming baby, but once Jesus was calm, so was everybody else. So the shepherds didn’t arrive in a scene of chaos; Luke’s gospel doesn’t tell of chaos in the manger but rather the shepherds finding Joseph, Mary, and Jesus, telling them the angel’s message, then telling anyone w

Week 17
Hey all... it's the last week, football season is almost over :( Whatever will I do, I don't like basketball and not a big hockey fan cause they are all big whiney crybabies.. Guess its wait til spring training. Sorry I didn't have the schedule posted earlier, thanks for getting your picks in anyway. Gotta tell ya, some sore ass losers out there. OUt of 32 ppl that joined, 4 are left..LOL The winner of this last week was me and JP with 13-16. Winner of all games all season is JUST ME with 171-254.. GOOD JOB!!!! 2nd Place is me with 168-254 3rd Place is JP with 167-254 4th Place is Kelly with 163-254 5th Place is Will with 153-254 I wasn't sure what I was going to do as a prize, but I wanted to be fair since you all stuck it out and played a hell of a good game.. I will reward everyone. :) Thanks for playing with me, and hope to see you next year!! Anyway..hope you all had a great holiday and have an even better new year. Have fun, be safe. Catch you all

Getting To Know Me
1) Ppl think i am walking encyclopedia about Dallas sports teams just because I am a huge fan and keep up with them 2) Ppl thing i am a walking encyclopedia about Dallas radio just because I am friends with a FEW DJs 3) I get pickles just to drink the pickle juice 4) I still go see Santa and ask for that Evil Kneivel sky rocket wind up toy and van that I never got when I was a kid 5) I love to pamper ppl and make them happy 6) I love Hooters for the food not the scenery 7) I love lots of movies from The Crow to the Notebook

People Are Fake
that people are as fake as they can be just look around you and you will see what i am talking about. When someone changes their appearance from when they are with you to when they are out in public by themselves that says a whole lot about them ad it mostly tells you that they obviously are willing to do a whole lot more when you are not around. The way i see it people are just who they are and they are the same when they are with you as they are when they are not. To know someone is not ever an easy thing to do cause seriously how well can you ever really know anyone? I dont care o really know anyone i just feed off the info that they give me by their actions and the things that they do whether they think i know about them or not cause if you tell them everything that you know that they do then you are not holding anything that you cna use to fight the ignorance that they will soon spew to you about how you arent good enough or you are not treating them good enough and then you can

Questions In The Night...
I couldn't sleep, though my eyes were heavy and the warm comfort of my bed was inviting to my weary body. Questions were running their course through my mind, and so I got up and turned to the only medium that the lonely night has for one such as myself, my computer, and an open slate to post my thoughts. What troubles me tonight is change. I'm sure I have mentioned it before, and no doubt will mention it again, but I am astounded by how change rules our lives. In any given moment most of humanity can be said to be adjusting to some change in their life. It is the constant, how ironic that the only unchanging nature in this world is that change will happen. It is how we deal with change, though, that bothers me. I myself have recently gone through a change, one that I thought I could weather without too much difficulty. But then I began to realize how we measure change in our lives. We do not remember the middle of something that has happened to us, we remember the beginning, where

"nice Guys Still Finish Last"...thanks To Sweet Cherry Pi
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state line) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy

True Friends Or Users
You got people that is true to you and is there for you no matter what, then you have the users that takes advantage of you to get what they can out of you. Always keep your ears and eyes open at all times and watch their actions.

The Apple
"This is the best apple I've ever had". He plunged his incisors into a thin red waxy skin, piercing it with a crisp popping sound and letting a stream of sweet juice run down his chin and drip onto his shirt. She looked up and smiled, revealing a perfect row of even ivory teeth. This sent shivers down his spine, and he felt hairs stand on the back of his neck. There was something about that smile that made him uneasy. With semi squinting icy grey eyes unchanged by the smile and transfixed on him in a way a predator might eye its prey, it was primal and cold, almost animalistic. All of a sudden, there was nothing. With a vertigo-like sensation of a failing vestibular system, a blanket of darkness fell over his eyes, immersing him into a complete and perfect nothingness, his brain buzzing with electrical connections going haywire. Unable to be supported by weakened joints, his limp body slowly folded onto the ground.

Bad November - Track 5 - Eternal Summer
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Eternal Summer - Hanging with my mates/ Having fun in the sun/ Watching the girls walk by/ I want to go back to that time/ Where nothing matters/ I want to go back to that time/ We can have eternal summer Track - 5 - Eternal Summer After Gavin told me he wanted me to meet his friend I was worried. I am not sure if they will know who I am. Yet I know people will judg

A New Start?
Welcome to America the country that was founded due to a wealthy few who decided they did not want to pay taxes. Behind the lure of freedom they banded together and defeated an England. Then they imposed more taxes and created their own form of royalty. Now America has made a change, a change that for all intensive purposes should not matter in the least. Whenever there is change first there comes fear. Fear of the worst or the best. Fear???? You have all heard the things out there about our new president. The signs of the apocalypse, lol. Just like at the millenium. Please I wish Mr. Obama the best of luck, all I care about is that we improve as a country. That we grow. Untill each and every one of us step up this will never happen, no matter who is in charge. After all we are all America.

Nekkid With Feathered Boas
Nekkid with Feathered Boas I couldn't help but get so wet with the feel of the feathers on my luscious curves. I wrap the boas all over my sexy feet, thick legs, round ass, and huge tits. I even tease my wet pussy with them. I am giving away cam shows in January. My birthday is this month so you all get to reep the rewards. So any one that purchases a membership or rebills this month, and emails me will get a 5 minute cam show. You can even get a show if you purchase 3 videos. You can also get a membership with a money order. Visit http://www.southern-charms.com/mo.html on how too. Don't forget to join my yahoo group. I add pictures to there and I will offer those in the group special things. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/exoticflamesc/ XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

New Years Resolutions....
Your year of yes 2009: All panic, all the time? Or is there room for something else? By Mark Morford, SF Gate Columnist Friday, January 9, 2009 Is this the year? Is this the one where it all comes together and it all begins to make some sort of strangely cohesive sense, where you really begin to sink into warm pools of calm awareness laced with laughter and love and really healthy teeth, where you finally accomplish or at least begin all those lingering and latent projects you've been craving for so long, like learning to bake orgasmic homemade bread or creating that hyperliterate travel/sex blog or meditating at dawn, all while reminding yourself every single day to tell everyone around you how beautiful and important and luminous they are, and how grateful you are every moment just to be here, sharing space with them, touching the planet, feeling it all, entirely clothing optional? Or was that last year? And this one can be summed up in two little words: "More Ambien"?

Heavy Soul
Heavy Soul we once dismissed the back road to ride these streets unafraid of who would scrape the paint from our bones and unashamed by the eyes that leer this is only this simple mans desolation... now look onto this heart for it has not beat, since I woke and found my whole world is a lie... now i'm holding shallow skin shell I paint the pain from within and mark a trail up my arm to carve a sleeve of your disdain fixing my problems with this same old blade hating every fucking day are you watching my brisk blue eyes ...are you... -as they sharply turn gray- my flaws are the only things I now hold pure ....One Tear... ....One Thought.... can't really live, -can't' really endure-

The Five Solas Of The Reformation
Sola Fide Sola Gratia Solus Christus Sola Scriptura Soli Deo Gloria They are about salvation. Salvation through Jesus Christ, the only begotten Son of God. By Faith Alone By Grace Alone By Christ Alone By Scripture Alone To God Alone be the Glory Ephesians 2:8f "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast." Disclaimer: I claim nothing as original thought. I will try to provide references when I use them.

Faith
Have you ever seen a sand clock? Have you flipped it over and observed those tiny grains of sand all over sudden come rushing through the funnel, one just like the other, hurrying to get to the narrow part, pushing and shoving while being concentrated in a tight spot, just to fall through and join its counterparts all the way at the bottom? For hundreds of thousands of years, since the beginning of humanity, we have been going through a gigantic sand clock of life, starting all the way in a top chamber the moment we are born and making our way down every second without stopping. Unlike the sand clock, however, we do not get to start all over again once we reach the bottom and the clock is turned upside down to repeat the process. This is where this analogy ends and the reality of our existence begins. Since the beginning of human experience we have been trying to find the explanation for our presence and the reasons for overcoming the struggles that life throws in our face. Do we

Just A Cop
The funeral line was long, There's an awful lot of cars, Folks came out of the restaurants, They came out of the bars. The workers at the construction sites All let their hammers drop. Someone asked. "What is this all for?" And they said, "Aw, just a cop." Some chuckled at the passing cars. Some shed a silent tear Some people said, "It's stupid," "all these dumb policemen here." "How come they are not out fighting crime?" "Or in a doughnut shop?" Sure is a lot of trouble, For someone who's just a cop." They blocked the intersections, They blocked the interstate. People yelled and cursed, "Damn, it's gonna make me late!" "This is really ridiculous!" "They're makin' us all stop!" "It seems they are sure wastin' time, On someone who's just a cop." Into the cemetery now, The slow procession comes, The woeful Taps are slowly played. There's loud salutes from guns. The graveyard workers shake their heads "This service is a flop." "There's lots of good words wasted, On som

Dedicated To My Friend ,ian
Dedicated to my friend ,Ian by me You gave your life to protect our Freedom... You are my Hero... You marched fearlessly into the gunfire... You are my Hero... You didnt run and hide or retreat... You are my Hero... You fought for what is right... You are my Hero... They always say that Heroes have to have taught you something... You did... You taught me to be brave... To fight for what is right... You taught me to be strong and to be strong for others... You gave for life... You marched fearlessly... You didnt run or hide... You fought... You are my Hero. mrrcp 2007

~angel~
I walk alone in the darkness Hidding from the light Sheltering myself in the day Only coming out at night I hide in the shadows Where no one can see The pain in my eyes That will forever be The choice I have made I will suffer because of my pain Live a life of emptyness Never to love again I will not let anyone in So they can not suffer being with me I am not worth the effort I will never be set free The chains that hold me Are the ones I choose Never to win Always I lose

"diamond In The Rough."
Diamond in the Rough With a hammer in my grip, and a pan held in my hand I’ve scraped the soil, digging deep, for the treasures of the land Now I’ve found the dearest one, to most it’s not so much And they can’t see just what I see in this diamond in the rough A cloudy stone, a murky rock, often thrown away Tossed aside by others, and in the ground it stayed But me, I thank my lucky stars, for this gift that I now hold I alone can see the fire in what others thought was cold There’s a flash, and there’s a sparkle, if one holds it to the light If you turn it just the perfect way, if you cradle it just right You cannot catch it? No matter then, all the more for me A true gem’s value is only held by what one wants to see I’ll take it down into the town and I’ll put it on a shelf I’ll keep it safe, for it only shines, for one and that’s myself And will I cut it? Will I give permission, or will I leave it in one part? No, I like it just that way it is, that’s the way

Personality Defect
Your result for The Personality Defect Test... Emo KidYou are 29% Rational, 0% Extroverted, 43% Brutal, and 14% Arrogant.You are the Emo Kid, best described as a quiet pussy! You tend to be an intuitive rather than a logical thinker, meaning you rely more on your feelings than your thoughts. Not only that, but you are introverted, gentle, and rather humble. You embody all the traits of the perfect emo kid. You are a push-over, an emotional thinker, gentle to the extent of absurdity, and so humble that it even makes Jesus puke. (And Jesus almost never pukes, being immortal and not requiring an act of puke to dispell toxins from his corporeal manifestation.) If you write poetry, you no doubt write angsty, syrupy lines about depression, sadness, and other such redundant states of emo-being that go something like this: life is a spike / upon which i have impaled mysefl / fuck you dad So, your personality is defective because you are too gentle, rather underconfident in

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Dirty Jokes ... You Know The Kind We All Like !~
A man and his wife go to their honeymoon hotel for their 25th anniversary. As the couple reflected on that magical evening 25 years ago, the wife asked the husband, "When you first saw my naked body in front of you, what was going through your mind?" The husband replied, "All I wanted to do was to fuck your brains out, and suck your tits dry." Then, as the wife undressed, she asked, "What are you thinking now?" He replied, "It looks as if I did a pretty good job." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- As an airplane is about to crash, a female passenger jumps up frantically and announces, "If I'm going to die, I want to die feeling like a woman." She removes all her clothing and asks, "Is there someone on this plane who is man enough to make me feel like a woman?" A man stands up, removes his shirt and says, "Here, iron this!". -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- One

Music That People Just Dont Like For Some Reason...
dude. and dudettes. the distillers got this track called 'cincinnati' i dont know where it comes from (like uh...album wise and such) but its rock and roll. lol seriously, rock and roll. I've been to your town Ain't nobody around I've been to your city Ain't no city like Cincinnati The first time I've been there In the rollin heat I saw black love spent and angel wings I saw white dust choke and kill and end the violence And I know I'm running the American Dream Red, White, and Blue blood Run at the seams Bitter sweet liberty Don't mean shit to me Hey I've been to your town Ain't nobody around Hey baby I've been to your city Ain't no city like Cincinnati Hey I run along to Mexico Some water is cold up the coast You know I bleed the sun The ressurection I run along to Ohio Drive past the grave of an old romance Never felt more alive than Suicide Cincinnati Cincinnati And I've been to your town Ain't nobody around Hey baby I've been To your city Ain

What's Your Friendship Style?
Your Friendship Style is Empathetic You deeply care about each person you're friends with. For you, friendship is all about the personal connection. You tend to know everything about your friends' lives... and they know everything about yours. Your friends are your confidants. You are always there for your friends. You celebrate their successes and support them in their times of need. You are as loyal as they come. And you expect the same loyalty and understanding from your friends in return. You and another Empathetic Friend: Have a amazing friendship, when it works. You care for each other deeply, but you often end up with hurt feelings and drama. You and a Gregarious Friend: May have a bit of a one sided friendship. You adore your Social Friend, but you sometimes feel a bit neglected. You and an Independent Friend: Struggle a bit. You are very interested in your Independent Friend's life, but your friend often needs more space. You and a Philosophical Frien

What Color Should Your Blog Or Journal Be?
Your Blog Should Be Purple You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say. What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Saturday Nite
DJ Ozzman and DJ Sexy Gothic Princess are getting fu-married saturday nite at 11 pm est time, (The 24th of January), in the Mind Twisters lounge. (see link below) http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=63895 glitter-graphics.com Ðj† §êx¥† GØTHîÇ †PRÎÑC€§§*One of Vamp Morticia's Victims*@ fubar glitter-graphics.com ÐJ†ØZZMÅÑ† ~ R/L G/F TO DJ SEXY PRINCESS GOTHY~@ fubar glitter-graphics.com PIMPOUT BY: VAMP MORTICIA~RL GF ofDJ Carnage~Sultry's Mistress~Owner of V M V@ fubar (repost of original by 'Vamp Morticia's Victims GROUP PAGE!' on '2009-01-21 10:26:26') (repost of original by 'VAMP MORTICIA~RL & FU GF of DJ Carnage~Sultry's Mistress~Owner of V M V' on '2009-01-21 10:29:30') (repost of original by '

Salutes Plzzz
So i was wonder if someone will do salute for me i am looking for the most creative one . it can be nsfw , sfw hell i don't care as long as it has my name and your face in it .. please i will get you something special if you do top family and a vip... so post them to your page and link them in the comments.. this will be fun.. i will leave it open for a month .. and pass the word around

God's Busy
GOD'S BUSY If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!!! A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in he looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him, knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked, stunned, and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventual

Naughty Hottie
Naughty Hottie This sexy BBW MILF is dressed in tight shorts and stilettos. I am just being myself, sexy. There are lots of closeups of my round ass, thick thighs, and wet pussy. You even get full body shoots, feet and tittie shoots. If there is anything you would like to see just email and let me know. I will try my best to get it up for you. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Hot Love
I can just imagine- we go to a restaurant for a delicioud meal, I know she is not wearing knickers under her skirt she has on, her pussy is slightly moist from knowing that I know she has no underwear on. We finish our meal, get the bill and make our way back to the car. We drive a round for awhile. S he has her hand on my leg, stroking gently up and down, teasing with a brushing touch on my balls which are covered by my jeans and only my jeans. My cock is getting stiff with anticaption.she moves her hand to my flies and button, they come undone very easily and she now has access to my total erect member, she touches softly and teasingly again, knowing that I can’t wait to be sucked and fucked by her dripping pussy.But before I get deep and wet I want to bury my face in her crotch, lapping up those juices with my tongue, and nibbling at her lips and clit, but this was all to happen soon, first we find a good spot for our littlr after dinner excursion. A little later we find a per

Is It Too Much To Ask For?
Is it too much to ask for for a guy that will be straight up and honest with you. Who makes you feel good about yourself and you make him feel good bout himself, and you can just sit around relaxing or going and doing something and just have a smile on your face because being around each other makes you happy. Don't know why but i keep dating the complete opposite.

How Quirky Are You?
Your Quirk Factor: 61% You're so quirky, it's hard for you to tell the difference between quirky and normal. No doubt about it, there's little about you that's "normal" or "average." How Quirky Are You?

Live And U Learn
Just when u think ur life is bad , You find someone whos life is much worse and it open ur eyes to whats around u and u relize the grass isn't alway greener on the other side,They just just put down a lil more fertilizer lol. Its a live and learn process, and its up to u to pass or fail. I choose to pass, and move to the head of the class, and I've learned to appreciate what I have in front of me, and just use more fertizer to keep the bad weeds away.

Writing A Book....fun!
I am starting out this year writing a book. It should be interesting and fun. It is fiction and that's all I'm going to tell you for now...hehehe I don't want to give too much away cuz it will ruin it for me and you. Things are going well in my personal life as well. Better then last year if you read my other blogs. We are all doing great. My hubby has a good job, we bought a new van....things are really looking up. I've really enjoyed my friends on here and appreciate your support. I just wanted to tell you all that. You have all been great to me! Thanx

A Racism Full Of Day!!!
So I'm on here at 3am one day, and suddenly out of the blue, My shoutbox blows up... here's the conversation I had with a gentleperson named 'I-HATE-NIGGERS' *(He's a coward who constantly changes his name but here's a page link. http://www.fubar.com/user/1836691) ->Mr. Sinnis...: Sigh... Look, I -demand- a higher calibur of insult... Faggot is so... 8th grade... you -gotta- do better... I got a reputation to uphold here... Mr. Sinnis...: FAGGOT!!! ->Mr. Sinnis...: ROTFL Wow, you are a very special person... ->Mr. Sinnis...: Oh, did you block me? ->Mr. Sinnis...: Ahh, the truth comes out now... Did I have sex with your fine upstanding wife/mother/sister? Sorry about that... can we be friends now? I note that it was at this point he decided to change his name to Mr.Sinnister is a faggot. I-HATE-NIG...: GO FUCK YOURSELF NIGGER!!! ->I-HATE-NIG...: You people are -so- senstive... OOOIH I DIDN"T MEAN YOU PEOPLE!!! ->I-HATE-NIG...: Where'd you go? Oh, still looking u

Heartbreak
I woke up realizing that iam alone once again...seeing my bed empty next to me cold...the room dark, seeingher clothes gone i realzed for the first time in 5 years i am alone once again. Why she hado leave me alone was beyond my belief...what did she see in that other guy i didnt know, i had everything, car, money, and i gave her the best thing i could give her, my heart and yet she takes it and abuses it like a football. Irolled out of bed and hit the shower...i stood t here and let the steaming hot water roll over me, letting theheat washaway the trears that fell from my eyes, oh yes i loved Emma with all my heart and soul yet..she left me, fo who the other guy..my fist foundt he wall of the shower but not breaking skin or damaging the tiles. turnedt he shower off and dried off..got dressed and had breakfast, hmmmbreakfast, a hot dog and dr pepper from last night, i grabbed my jacket and split for my car. I decided id drive around and see spots i hadnt seen yet..just drive, tho

Phone, Phreezing, And Phuking
If you are sensitive to hearing about sex or me complaining than don't read this..im venting... Enjoying this winter time blow. Speaking of blowing I'm not getting laid. Which has its disadvantages and advantages. I'm not getting anybody pregnant nor am I enjoying any STD's. But at the end of it all I'm not getting laid. Which I believe is beneficial for releasing endorphins, stress, and temporarily easing my social situation. I was in a bad relationship for a while. Which was great for me cause it helped me understand what I shouldn't get into as much as the good stuff overshadowed the bad. The sex was good but the relationship was far from 50/50. I was just in love and it phucks with your mind.. (like the way im writing ph for f's? lol) But it ended and I am stressed out over not having someone to sleep with or talk to on a regular basis. Another problem is my ghetto phone. Its beautiful don't get me wrong. However every time I have one of those SIM card phones

For People That Believe In "god"
for people "in touch" with "God". Interpret the quotations as loosely or as tightly as you like. I know there are different people of different faiths and beliefs on my friends list. I have been raised "Catholic". It seems after all my years, I haven't quite reached a level with him. Despite my days of going to church since I was a wee one, (which actually stopped when my family's car and house was robbed on Sunday) to going to Catholic school, which was fucking hell for me beyond belief (emphasis on the hell), to be honest. I have a question to that I've always been curious for an answer, and none has satisfied me so far. According to the last priest I talked to, Autumn was given a gift from god. She is missing half her brain, is blind, and just had a seizure so bad both halves of her body are paralyzed. I've got her asleep right now. I hit her with a shot of Valium so large it could knock out a horse. At this point, its the only thing we can do to save her life when her body is convu

Zerospace
Zerospace is the place you find balance. About the search for balance in life, and how you really can't ever find it unless you acknowledge the presence of and understand the extremes. Once there is an awareness of sustaining balance, it's time to move forward. The struggle is over.

My About Me.
Im a small town mid-western girl. A single mom of 4 adorable awesome girls who ARE the world. Im a work in progress,far from perfect, but overall good person. I enjoy meeting people and making new friends. Im not new to fubar but the previous profile felt like a freakish distortion of who I really am. I was deceiving myself and had to find the truth within. I have to be true to me, Im the one who lives in my skin. Im still me but with a regained sense of who this girl is today and what I really want in life. I have goals I intend to acheive in life and Im not afraid to walk away from those who stand in my way or drag me down. Fubar is my escape not my life. I have met some wonderful friends here who are more then faces on a screen but real life long friends and Im very thankful that they are apart of who I am.

Senior Lovemaking
Upon hearing that her elderly grandfather had just passed away, Katie went straight to her grandparent's house to visit her 95 year old grandmother and comfort her. When she asked how her grandfather had died, her grandmother replied, 'He had a heart attack while we were making love on Sunday morning.' Horrified, Katie told her grandmother that 2 people nearly 100 years old having sex would surely be asking for trouble. 'Oh no, my dear,' replied granny. 'Many years ago, realizing our advanced age, we figured out the best time to do it was when the church bells would start to ring. It was just the right rhythm. Nice and slow and even. Nothing too strenuous, simply in on the Ding and out on the Dong.' She paused to wipe away a tear, and continued, 'He'd still be alive if that damn ice cream truck hadn't come along...'

Can A Man And A Woman Really Be Just Friends?
Can a man and a woman really be just friends? I know it might not sound like a bad thing, but some times it is. I know yall might seem to remember me complaining about this before, but I just had a very strange "eventful" evening at a friends house, which yes just happens to be a girl. Well her mom is a complete.........................Yeah no matter what is going on she finds something to yell about. Well I was on the phone with my friend while she was waiting on her mom to come out of Walgreens. Well her mom climbs in the truck and I over hear her trying to yell some thing so I could hear it. What was it you might ask, "tell him he needs to be with you, after all he is perfect for you and to top it off he is a great guy." Yes that is right I don't know many parents that don't like me, matter of fact can't think of any that don't. Then I was helping them do a little painting and her mom comes right out and ask me how I felt about her daughter, well I couldn't lie. So I sai

Crazy Scary Day
Today was just unbelievable.... Earlier today, my husband and I went to visit his grandma, Shirley, to see how she was doing and to take her to the grocery store for some groceries. So we go to the store, do our shopping and all. We get down to the cereal aisle and she said she was starting to feel like she was going to pass out. She started leaning towards one of the food shelves and slowly started falling down. Caught her before she fell down and rested her on the floor asking if she was ok. We had her sitting up and tried talking to her but she wasn't responding. Her face was flushed and her lips were turning blue. She opened her eyes and looked at me. I held onto her hand and kept saying "Grandma, are you okay? Can you hear me?" I kept squeezing her hand and told her to squeeze mine. Her eyes looked so glossy.... I was so scared. I asked her again "Can you hear me, squeeze my hand if you can" She gave a little squeeze and I asked if she was okay. She shook her head no. The

Plea
Let anyone listening, let all the angels hear, let God himself percieve the depth of my anguish, and give her health. Let every saint and every cherub, every archangel unite in this endevour. and If not then oh dark lucifer take whats left of my soul in return for her very exsistance, let your demons do their worst to me for all eternity for no hell can compare to a world without her in it. There is no redemption save from her lips there is no peace in my world, there would only be cold and dark. and so I beseach what ever immortals would listen, would bargain, would find worth in all that I have, all that I am, all that I will ever be. Give her peace, give her health carry her through this, for she will not allow me to be there to carry her and I scream against the night that is my life to do so.

Well, I Can Dream Can’t I?
When I look at you…I start to dream….. You make me remember walking hand in hand Along the beach and bare feet in the sand I dream of making a home again With a woman who holds my heart Tightly in her hands I dream of love again I dream of evenings spent Cuddling under a blanket Watching the fire burning in the fireplace. Seeing the light flicker off her face I dream of night time rituals Of brushing her hair before she sleeps Amazed at how much love I feel As I dream of this I dream of a thousand kisses and hugs Of making love in every room Of laying on a blanket Looking at the moon When I look at you…I start to dream… I see a face, blurred in my dream Do I dream of you?? Well I can dream can’t I?

Smile And Nod....
As most of you know, the office I work in has a very diverse clientele, mostly of somali descent, and don't speak very good english, so it's hard for me to understand them when they are screaming at me. So as my client proceeded to cuss me out in what I think is somali swears, I just kinda smiled and nodded, not knowing what she was saying, but pretty much assuming it was "you don't know shit you dumb american bitch" Just thought I would share. See the crap I have to put up with? You wonder why I'm cranky.. lol

Fix My Heart
Some days i just want to quit drop my love life, fed up that's it tired of being used and mentally abused It always ends the same starts with that mind game i tell myself things "things aren't fine" Just can't get rejection out of my mind Don't know how to fix my heart sometimes i just need to break up and have a re-start i always have things i want to say but end up just walk'n away What i really want is you to stay Why can't i just express how i feel my heart is here for you to take and steal I want to be swept off my feet someone who won't make me feel that same defeat.

So Much To Me
Another day is passing And still there is no word On how your life is going And who is in your world I pray you will consider These words I write to you I liked you in my life Yet maybe now it's through I don't want to see our relationship come to an end And I don't want to find our lives standing still We are moving towards the end And we really ought to wait Because God planted something special Deep within our hearts I know your life is hectic You are busy all day through My life is busy also But I still think of you I want to send my love And remind you of these things Just so you will know You mean so much to me

30 Things Guys Want Girls To Know
30 Things Guys Want Girls To Know!!!! 1. We’re not as perverted as you think we all are. 2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a LOSER. 3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimes too. 4. Don’t argue with us when we call you beautiful. 5. Don’t treat us like crap, what goes around comes around. 6. We know you’re pretty, that’s one of the reason’s we’re going out with you. 7. Don’t go into detail about your period. It scares us. 8. If you have cramps and we ask you what’s wrong, just tell us it’s that time of the month and nothing more. 9. If you really liked us for us, you would let us think that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool. 10. We never shave our legs. So get over it. 11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us. It’s just wrong............ 12. Don’t make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don’t. 13. When we tell y

$950 Screaming Orgasm...i Think Not!!!
So I have noticed that the price of drinks has gone up over the last few days here in the ol Fu Bar...and it makes you think twice about spending gas money to get here to have a few with friends. Especially when your friends don't buy one for you. Now as another member pointed out in a great blog this morning, I realize this is all virtual etc but clearly they want us to buy Fu bucks. In real life, and we all need real life every now and then, I would just go too another bar with better prices. In the real world though we are facing this economic butt raping at every turn so I don't know why we should be surprised we are getting it here too. Buy a blast and a ticker and a drink and you can basically mortgage your house. Of course I am thankful that the price of gas has declined recently. Until it got to $4 a gallon, everyone here in Montana drove their trucks, (which are as big as my flippin house by the way...I am amazed they don't have a pool attached somewhere...), anyway, e

If A Man Would Just Listen
"FINE" This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. "FIVE MINUTES" If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. "NOTHING" This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "Nothing" usually end with "Fine." "GO AHEAD" This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing" "THAT'S OKAY" This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. "THANK

Unknown Love And Destiny (13)
It wasn't long until they were in the courtyard, Michaels arms stretch between two large old stone pillars with his upper body bare and ready to face the whip. "NO! You can't" She tried to stop them but the other monks blocked her way. "Oh, get out of my way." Respectfully they still did not move, not looking at her. She growled in frustration. Soon the punishment started. One to ten was pretty easy to handle, but as it went on it became more and more difficult to not show pain. At seventy, he was practically hanging in the restraints. At one hundred he was just about to pass out. Tears ran down her face. She couldn't see but she could hear. I wasn't fair, she should be receiving the same. She tried again to get past the monks but still they didn't move. It was over but they wouldn't let her by. Her heart broke into pieces, she sobbed and ran the other way. She ran blind, coming to stairs she ran up them and inside the building. Only stopping when the path ended and she l

What Really Happens Now...
You know sometimes a girl gets stuck in life. That's not the case. I'm not stuck and not looking for a reason to make myself feel bad. I have a wonderful life, wonderful job, and the best family anyone could ask for.. I had a wonderful boyfriend too. He was so sweet to me. I REALLY couldn't ask for a better man. He was the first guy to ever get me anything for Valentine's Day, he let me stay with him after only knowing him for a week and a half. He stayed with me too. Even got close with my family. My family fell in love with him. He was great. However, nothing is ever perfect. It hurts, yes. But I WAS expecting it. Tonight, while I was working, he text me and and the text read as follows: Ok, Its over. My wife went threw my phone. Sorry. Now, he told me he was still married, going threw a divorce, but thats all. Guess again. He is still married... but not planning on getting a divorce. He did shoot down my dreams of someday getting married and having a family, but I was willi

Moonlight (5)
~(Las Vegas, NV) Maximus Leon was in the midst of a nightmare, tossing and turning and unable to wake from his slumbering state. It wasn't unusual for the lion to have nightmares for he'd been living with them for as long as he could remember. Then suddenly the dream changed. He was no longer running from his inner demons. Instead, sitting astride him was the goddess of his dreams. No matter how many times he dreamed of her he couldn't get a clear look at her face. The one constant thing about her that drew his attention were her large jewel like blue-green eyes. "Gataki?" he breathed softly when he saw her. The nightmares long forgotten the moment he laid eyes upon his savior. For months now, she had been haunting his dreams like the enigma she was. Max knew that she was a Were-cat from her graceful movements, even though, he had never seen her in her animal form, which didn't bother him. In some, he would 'wake' to find her rubbing up against him purring and wanting to be

Wednesday Feb. 18
Totally made up news: Recent studies suggest that because of the downturn in the economy the internet can no longer be supported as much as it has been. In an effort to save money, the internet will be closed at night, when traffic is at it's lowest point. Most internet traffic past midnight is related to pornographic material, or guys cybering with someone who think is a girl, but actually is another guy. After this announcement Playboy stock skyrocketed. Today in history: In 1900 a man from San Fransisco claimed that X-Rays cured his cancer. A strange person making a dumb claim in San Fransisco, how unoriginal. If only the treatment had spread, we could have sterilized most of the strange people in the US. In 1930 Elm Farm Ollie became the first cow to fly on an airplane. I wonder if they made her buy two seats. In 1952 Greece and Turkey became members of NATO. And suddenly everyone got the idea to deep fry turkey. See, politics can be useful. In 1987 the executives

You Never Were Right For Me
You sit there and act like you know what love is It isn't just layin' down with a woman and makin' kids Your momma obviously didn't teach ya right Otherwise we wouldn't be havin' this fight Don't know what I saw in you You fucked up from the beginning I knew from the start- this wouldn't be a happy ending Heard it from our friends- even your brothers That you couldn't be faithful- I needed to find another Someone that would treat me better Someone who could promise me forever Not tear me down day after day Like ya did in all your cruel and thuggish ways I knew I deserved better than you It just took me a minute to realize I could do without you Woke up one day- finally got a clue You could have had it all- it was a package deal But, you still screwed it up- none of this was EVER real Your schemin' tricks will never again turn my head I'll never again trust the words ya said Treat this like a life lesson and move on- You really need to get me outta your head You to

Life Hurts
“Always expect the worst, then you will never be disappointed” In some situations that quote is very much true, but what if you set urself up and prepare yourself for the worst and then something even more heartbreaking happens? Then what? I don’t know why I keep racking my brain and losing sleep over with whole thing. Cuz really I shouldn’t let this get to me but unfortunately it really took a stab at my heart. I mean I was for warned by my brother Daymon that was better off not knowing my “birth father” and him and my sister pretty much refused when I asked for his number so I could call him myself. And in a way that makes sense cuz they were probably trying to protect me but then again they know how much it’s been aching me to have contact with him and they don’t understand how it feel to have no contact for over 20 yrs and then all of the sudden be that close and have the door shut in your face. So the other day my brother Daymon texts me and tells me he talked to my brother Robbi

Cooperation, Round Three, Return Of The Spammer.
Not only can I not believe this guy keep contacting people at our company, but he actually contacted me *again.* Enjoy, I'm redeeming myself for that last sad excuse for a tard blog. (11:28:18 AM) Cooperation: hi (11:28:23 AM) Clarissa: Hi, how can I help you? (11:28:36 AM) Cooperation: nice to meet you (11:28:44 AM) Cooperation: i am here looking for cooperation (11:29:03 AM) Clarissa: You have already contacted multiple people at this company, myself included, and we have all said no. (11:29:11 AM) Clarissa: Are you incapable of keeping track of whom you've spammed? (11:29:54 AM) Cooperation: i am sorry ? (11:30:00 AM) Clarissa: I agree. (11:30:05 AM) Clarissa: Have a nice day. (11:30:20 AM) Cooperation: ok (11:30:27 AM) Cooperation: have a nice day

Tagged
Instructions......(I was tagged by Bravo) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am Italian/Irish. 2. I am way too giving a person. 3. I can roll my stomach. 4. I used to Wrestle at my high school. 5. I have two beautiful boys. 6. I am a sucker for Lillies. 7. My favorite color is green. 8. I got attacked by a cat when I was 12. 9. I shot my first deer when I was 13, its ok it didnt die. 10. I could eat cereal 24/7!!!!

Why???
MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com February 15, 2008 at around 2 am my brother John as most of you know was in a tragent car accident and died on impact. Because of a drunk driver and my brother's decision to get in a vehicle with him it ended his life. I'm not sure how to deal with any of this. I wake up every morning tired wore out wondering whose next to go in my life. I try not to think that way but thats all that goes thru my head. I'm not sure how to handle this. A little over a year ago I lost a friend Tina and thought wow no one has ever died so close to me before. But then it happend...My own brother...gone. I thought losing Tina was bad it still is and the worst part Michael pointed out to me was exactly a year and one month later to the day I lost my brother. Is this some sick cozmic joke? Is God having fun with this?? It makes me sick just thinking about it. I dont understand anything anymore. Life doesn't make any sense people dont make sense nothing jus

The Mystery Of My Ranking
So this is my first blog post. I haven't quite decided what I want this to be about, but to start it off, I thought I would mention the fact that somehow, I'm ranked #852 today! Which is exciting, of course, but also slightly mystifying. Maybe this might not seem wierd to anyone else, but looking at the people I'm ranked around, it's hard to figure out. I'm the only one who doesn't have a VIP for one, haha. The person ranked under me has ten times as many fans, and lots more bling and stuff. So... why am I ranked up there? I can't figure it out, and it's bothering me, haha. If anyone has any ideas on the Great Ranking Mystery, let me know!

"a Friend"
Friends are the flowers in the garden of life, they help u through times of trouble and strife. Theres nothing like friends to make a heart sings, true friends will share with you most everything. they will not abandon you intimes of need,they arent overcome by envey of greed. Friends will give and allow you to take. I dont know how i would survive with,and mourn my sad ends. Tell me, please tell me, what would i Do, if i didnt have a Garden full of Friends Just Like U.

On Even Wings
dark skies come near but blue skies prevail my thoughts are so unveiled truth rings our casting evil out with no trail. Oneven wings whiteof snow an olive branch wil show Peace is near, no more wars will be in heaven,earth will reign and God will us the ay on even wings of an angel

Tag, You're It ...
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I speak two languages but struggle with grammar. 2. I don't fear death but fear not living. 3. I love everyone, but hate what some people do. 4. I sometimes laugh hardest when I really feel like crying. 5. I have been a mother to many children but have none of my own. 6. Sometimes I laugh so hard I almost pee, and that makes me laugh harder. 7. I love to people watch but hate feeling like I am being watched. 8. I was in Military Intelligence, but sometimes think that is an Oxymoron. 9. I sometimes feel the most alone when the room is full of people. 10. I found Youth and Life by falling in love

Life Is Like A Dream
Here is an excerpt of a conversation from back in 2007. life is very analogous to a dream - in that in your dreams, you just take for granted the circumstances of the dream life is kind of the same way, at first we just take for granted this is all here and makes sense but then - you start to think about it, and realize...this is all craziness yet, for anything to exist period - it must involve such unanswered questions interesting ever have a lucid dream or an out of body experience? both to this day my most exilerating experience in life occurred in a dream what happened? I was aware i was dreaming and decided to sit back and watch it like it was a movie * Theory has joined #philosophy except unlike a movie I was involved it was very strange but wonderful, feeling that everything would work out like the move wanted it to movie that is whenever I've lucid dreamed - it's strange because part of me must buy into the illusion of the dream that was many

Anna Molly
Lyrics: A cloud hangs over, It's a city by the sea, I watch the ships pass and wonder if she might be, (might be) Out there and sober as a well for loneliness, Please do persist girl its time we met and made, a mess I picture your face in the back of my eyes, A fire in the attic, a proof of the prize, Anna Molly, Anna Molly, Anna Molly, DOO DOO DOO DOO DOO do DOO DOO DOO DOO DOO do A cloud hangs over, And mutes my happiness, A thousand ships couldn't send me back from distress, Wish you were here, I'm a wounded satellite, I need you now put me back together make me right I picture your face in the back of my eyes, A fire in the attic, a proof of the prize, [ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/e3d ] Anna Molly, Anna Molly, Anna Molly, I'll crawl to your name, I'll bend to the earth, Not one of the others could ever compare, Anna Molly, Anna Molly Wait there is a light, There is a fire illuminated attic, Fate or something better I could care less,

I Need Help With Donations!
This year, hundreds of thousands of people will hear the words "You have cancer", and there's a good chance that some of them will be people we know and love. We have all been touched by cancer in some way ... and we all have the power to make a difference. That's why I have chosen to fight back right here in my own community by participating in the American Cancer Society Relay For Life®. I want to invite you to join me in the fight against cancer by making a donation in support of my efforts. Further down in this message is a link to my personal Relay For Life® web page where you can make an online contribution. Every amount, no matter how small, makes a difference and provides hope. You can also sign up to join my team and learn more about Relay and how it's changing lives. Relay For Life® brings more than 3.5 million people from across the country together each year to celebrate the lives of those who have battled cancer, remember loved ones lost, and fight back against a dis

When Is Enough .....
Why is it you want the love of someone who doesnt love you back, the bad boy over the good guy, the heartache when you could have the happiness. Desire the wrong man when the right one is right in front of you? The question is: How much are you willing to take before you say , "Enough is enough!" and start saying, "I want the love of a good man!" And "I want the Happy Ending!" but is there such a thing anymore id settle for a tarnished knight in armor

I Am Bare Before You
I am bare before you My soul lays on the page My heart beats on top of the words My life sits before you awaiting judgment I am bare before you awaiting your approval Knowing full well I will never get it My words are lost on you No matter how many times I think of you No matter how many times I express myself to you No matter how many times I offer to let you into my world I am bare before you My lust My desire My muse My reason for breathing My reason for getting out of bed My world lies bare before you With no reason to care

Oh Ffs
So...clown bitch came back..and it seems after sending a SS to support of her admitting it was her..I lost my comments..SO I won't be on much I suppose. So I guess see ya'll in a month..and fuck that clown bitch.

Late Night Thoughts
So heres a thought....a "Jo no se qua" on something that just hit me as so obvious..Here I thought that there was something wrong with me and that I always screwed things up in a relationship..but what if its not me..what if the guy really isnt into me like I thought and made things out to be. WHAT IF?!?!? AHHH what if all along I was blaming myself and trying to change myself to be someone I am not for someone that doesnt deserve me at all??? ISNT that really bad...changing ME to please someone that maybe shouldnt be in my life at all...and I dont mean with whoever I am talking to now but generally my whole life..I have been trying to please everyone ....everyone but ME?!?! hello!! is there something wrong there?? Why do i seek others approval instead of trying to make myself happy? is it because I am afraid that if I am the real me...they will disapprove and maybe not stand to be a part of my life?? would that make them real or fake?? When I want to do something I really want to do..

New News
Tatto..o law sough..t Count..y to weigh.. licen..sing for facil..ities Jim Lynch.. / The Detro..it News They'..re calle..d "..scrat..chers..," and to the profe..ssion..al tatto..o artis..t, they are targe..ts for scorn... They'..re known.. for apply..ing tatto..os in priva..te homes.. or even at flea marke..ts -- all witho..ut much exper..ience.. or train..ing in healt..h matte..rs or safet..y. "I have peopl..e come in all the time who say 'I got this tatto..o at a party.. or at a flea marke..t -- can you fix it?" said Lance.. Kella..r, a profe..ssion..al tatto..o artis..t with his own shop in Chest..erfie..ld Towns..hip. Such dange..rous work is one of the reaso..ns behin..d a new set of regul..ation..s gover..ning body art estab..lishm..ents that will be consi..dered.. by Macom..b Count..y offic..ials befor..e year-..end. On Dec. 4, the Healt..h Depar..tment.. will host a publi..c heari..ng on the 24 pages.. of docum..ents that make up the count..y's new body

Would You? (longish, Sorry!)
Would you read the rest?Is it something, decent enough to want to finish? Any, ANY comments welcome and wanted. please! Tell me even if its no! Just tell me why lol Moving languidly through the water Tara glances to the left and smiles mischievously as Nick darts behind a large boulder. I know where you are she shoots telepathically through the clear blue water, surprised when the message stops closer then she thought it would. Frowning slightly she smoothes her silver hair away from her face, fingers trailing over the silky strands as she roams her eyes over the boulder and through the water hoping for a glimpse of Nick. No you don’t. Nick’s masculine voice fills her mind, followed by his laughter and an imprint of him; fingers stuck in his ears, tongue sticking through his lips. Tara laughs, bubbles drifting up as it spills from her mouth. You are impossible she scolds laughingly. A pang strikes her heart, one she readily ignores, focusing instead on finding

Thats It Im Done
well its that time again i am sick of this shit and i think its time for me to leave i wont come back and nobody will stop me to stay this time cuz aint nobody real on here its a popularity contest and i am not down for kid games so say goodbye to me peace and i wont come back

Stupid People = Entertaining As Fuck
Every morning while i drive to work i listen to a radio station where they have this segment where a woman asks random idiots dumb questions and these idiots respond with even dumber answers. Todays question was: "Where do think vegans come from?" The answer to that question is, of course,... Veganistan! (Needless to say i almost crashed into the oncoming traffic.)

March 9th
Totally Made Up News: Recent studies have shown that eating certain foods can be bad for your health. The study started by analyzing the different effects foods can have on the body. Immediately discovered was the fact that eating rocks, while high in minerals, is bad for the teeth and could cause digestive complications. Similar tests found that glass has the same side affects, and may cause bleeding of the gums. The study also deemed that Mexican food, while quite tasty, may cause your friends to hate you. No direct correlations can be found as to why this is, but ongoing studies are planned to determine if this could be a reaction to cultural trends. The study found that all foods create waste byproducts that the body cannot use, and therefore must dispose of. That leads me to the question, what is being put in our food to cause this side affect? General concern must be had for our well being and public saftey! Don’t let yourself be trapped, stop eating now to avoid serious co

Untitled
He sees those eyes and can't help being immersed, oh it's beautiful. In time he's tried to say his mind, but always seems to get hung up on the reason, oh it's pitiful. He sees that it's the feeling of regret. To know that something's waiting there but yet. He has to keep intentions tucked away, Enchanted by the little games they play. Even if she were to let it fall apart, I'm sure there'd be a reason not to show his heart. Any excuse to keep it from coming out, because he he's plagued with doubt. For now they'll just carry on that way, Enchanted by the little games they play.

Life Altering Event
I am not going to have any fancy lettering or pictures cause this just doesnt need it. My life has been changed forever and by purely God's will I thank him. Although the near future will be very painful and a slow process I will persevere and become a better person. At 11:50PM on Friday March 6, 2009 as I was on my way home on my beloved scooter an intoxicated person decided to leave his place of consumption and head off down the road unaware he was about to alter the life of an innocent rider in the next few moments of his life. I was bringing up the end of a line of vehicles making our way on State Highway 242 from the Woodlands towards FM 1314. We were moving along at the speedlimit as there seemed to be no real hurry to get to our destination. The air was warm and pleasant just perfect for a night ride. Enjoying the ride so far checking mirrors and scanning the road a flash of light in my right mirror catches my attention. I look to see and that is when I notice a vehicle mo

Trombone Man
Why do these stupid fucking men assume that someone wants to do shit with them? ->Trombone Man: Why the fuck would I want to do hot pics with you? I'm celebrating my fucking one year anniversary with my man tonight. I have NO fucking need to share fucking pics with you. Why would you assume that I would want to? Trombone Man: u got a camera phone? we could do hot pics ->Trombone Man: Do hotter pics? Trombone Man: u wanna do hotter pics? ->Trombone Man: Thanks. Trombone Man: hot pics ->Trombone Man: What do you mean? Trombone Man: want some fun? ->Trombone Man: I'm fine, thanks Trombone Man: how r u sexy ->Trombone Man: Hi Trombone Man: hi He blocked me after that, but here's the link in case you feel like trading sexy pics :P Trombone Man

Poem
Please give me some honest feed back; just know I wrote this when I was 17. If I could look into your eyes Id tell you I was sorry and that I loved you Id study every curve and beauty on your face Memorize it If I could hug you one last time and forget My life would be less complicated But it wont go away If I could turn around and not feel your smile I‘d turn pale blue from the cold For the warmth would be gone We are not children anymore I cant hold your hand and tell you everything is all right Because I cant seem to let go And that is holding me back Glass after glass I fill up trying to drown what happened But I endorse it I can still taste the sweetness of your lips And I don't want to I can still see the look in y

My Sis Needs Friends
TimidNuttyGrl Click Her Pic To Go To Her Page!!!!! This is my sister, She is New here I am Trying to hook her up with all my great Fu`s so If you would all be so kind as to just check her out rate n fan add too she will return all love as well as myself So go check out my sis n Shout me n Ill do everything I can to help u out!!!!! LOVE YOU ALL, Stefy

Still Waiting
Still Waiting Is it already too late to be with you? I only been few days with out you But it seems like a life time.. I wish that I could rewind time Maybe if I could change the past You and I would last I know that we went to fast I’m sorry that it didn’t work But whatever happens from now on I want you to know that I am here I might drop a tear But I will be waiting for you.. Just thought that you should know.

What Your Birthday Month Says About You.
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... JANUARY=SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to

Don't Know
Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God answered, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be Special. I made Her Shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave Her an Inner Strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave Her a Hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complai

Girls Getting Kicked In Local Places!
Girls Kissing Local Bar! http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=119148885&blogID=438099903 Girls Kissing Dodgers Game! http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendID=119148885 Kissing Friend! http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=119148885&blogID=403540314

Home Remidies
Who Knew? Eliminate ear mites. All it takes is a few drops of Wesson Corn Oil in your cat's or dog's ear... Massage it in, then clean with a cotton ball. Repeat daily for 3 days. The oil soothes the cat's skin, smothers the mites, and accelerates healing. Kills fleas instantly... Dawn Dishwashing Liquid does the trick. Add a few drops to your dog's bath and shampoo the animal thoroughly. Rinse well to avoid skin irritations. Good-bye fleas. Rainy day cure for dog odor: Next time your dog comes in from the rain, simply wipe down the animal with Bounce or any dryer sheet, instantly making your dog smell springtime fresh. Did you know that drinking two glasses of Gatorade can relieve headache pain almost immediately-without the unpleasant side effects caused by traditional pain relievers? Did you know that Colgate Toothpaste makes an excellent salve for burns? Before you head to the drugstore for a high-priced inhaler filled with mysterious chemicals, try chew

I Miss The Smell Of Summer.
When I'm lying in your bed Play the motions through my head You know that I'm thinking, I'm thinking... that I have reasons to believe that I'm not the only one you spend this time with, But I'll stay. You say your weak, You wont let me down You lie through your teeth You smile in your sleep When we met you said we were the same You know that we're different And all the times you promised me that everything would work out in the end You were gravely mistaken I dream of steel. Maroon and warm, your end.. You gasp for air. I'll see this through, I'll see through you, your pale brown eyes. When you're lying in your bed Your eulogy's been read You know that it's fitting, you lie I deserve better than this.

✪☯'*-:-life-:-*'☯✪
*-:-LIFE-:-*' The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. I mean, life is tough. It takes a lot of your time. What do you get at the end of it? A death. What is that, a bonus? I think the cycle is all backwards. You should die first. Get it out of the way. Then live in an old age home. You get kicked out when you're too young. You get a gold watch and you go to work. You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You do what you want to do.Enjoy the time…

Time For A Rant!
Okay.. Little upset here.... i go and rate the HELL out of people to the point THEY level and all i get in return is a damn profile rate? They can't fan too? And at least do ONE little album?! i mean shit! i rate ALL of theirs until i run out of rates for the day and i get NOTHING in return! THEN, i get yelled at cause i can't rate someone else's pics cause i have already used up all my rates for the day AND all anybody wants to do is yell at me?! i have worked HARD, by myself without complaining a single time to anybody and this is the thanks i get?!?! FUCK THAT!!! i make tags for people and half the time, i forget to chage for it. But are they honest enough to pay me? NO! And i let it slide. i work my ass off, rating away and get bitched at for not being able to rate others! FUCK THAT!!!! From now on, do NOT come to me begging for rates if you can't understand that i'm out will get your pics the next day when i get my rates back. And i WILL come after people for my fubuck

Super Sonic Hearing!!!
(THE ABOVE VIDEO IS A SPOOF ON THE REAL COMMERCIAL; which comes on right about the time the ExtenZe commercial does... hmmm, a link between small dicks and the need to eavesdrop) Ever see the commercial where the bikini clad woman is wandering down the beach with a SUPER SONIC HEARING ENHANCER stuck in her ear, and she hears two other women talking, one saying to the other WOW SHE HAS A GREAT BODY, I WISH I LOOKED LIKE HER!!!!! Or the neighbor named Phil sitting on his porch and he hears the neighbors from four houses down saying with great admiration - I LOVE WHAT PHIL HAS DONE TO HIS FLOWER GARDEN!!!! As if that would really happen, were you to decide to invest in a device that is clearly made to invade the privacy of others. More likely you would be overhearing - OH MY GOD, DID YOU SEE THAT WOMAN THAT JUST PASSED!!! I SWEAR I SAW JUNGLE VINES, SHE DEFINATELY NEEDS A BRAZILIAN - WAX!!! And then what are you going to do - turn around, throw your SUPER SONIC HEARING ENHANCER

Discarded Love
Bleak midwinter And snow lies all around My heart is cold and empty And I long to walk on the hot sand With the sun burning my body And my love close at hand Will you ever return? Or will I always live in bleak midwinter Send me word of where you are Have you found a new love? Have you moved on to someone new? I am still in a frozen state Stuck rigid where you left me Unable to move on One kiss would thaw my bones One moment of bliss would unfreeze my toes I would follow you to the ends of the earth But my feet are frozen to the ground And all around there is no sound In this frozen wilderness I will live forever Suspended in time A monument to discarded love

Single Women W/o Kids
Someone please tell me why it is so hard to find single women without a kid? That is all I want to know. I don't mean to offend women that are in this situation but it is seeming to be the norm nowadays. When will this stop or when will the man step up and be a man?

Im Very Blah,
kinda upset, dont wanna talk about it, im going to go hide in my bed, but ill be on yahoo on my phone, for the like, 3 of you that actually have my yahoo In my darkest state of mind I am riddled with despair When I try and close my eyes Your voice is all I hear I will think of you tonight I will hold back all my tears I've waited all these years Please don't go away You're making a mistake You and I were meant to be You opened up my eyes And made me realize Now its changing everything It's crazy how I feel this way I can't explain don't go away I see your shadow all the time I see your face inside my mirror Like a sunset in the sky You distract me from my fears I keep holding it inside And I wish that you were near It's better when You're here Please don't go away You're making a mistake You and I were meant to be You opened up my eyes And made me realize Now its changing everything It's crazy how I feel this way I can't explain don'

Haters :)
I love haters.....you know why (drum roll please)....cause they cant keep my name outta there mouths. i love it when people i dont even know talk shit. just shows im doing everything right. yea i know im that fucking amazing that u gotta always be up my ass and all up in my business. honestly how freaking pathetic are you to go out of your way to look at my page and actually try to get crunk when you know in all honesty you a damn nutcase? hahahaha!!!!!! people have nothing better to do with there own life. your life must be really fucked up seriously. cause why the fuck you worried bout mine. so like i always say KEEP TALKING SHIT BITCH YOUR MAKING ME FAMOUS!!!!!!!

My New Fu-owner
I WOULD LIKE TO INTRODUCE EVERYONE TO MY FU-OWNER DIANA...THIS IS THE SECOND TIME SHE'S WON ME IN AN AUCTION, SHE IS AN AMAZING WOMAN & A VERY DEAR FRIEND TO ME...PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT AND GO RATE FAN & ADD HER, YOU'LL BE GLAD YOU DID...SHE HAS TONS OF FANTASTIC PICS FOR YOU TO RATE, SO STOP BY AND SAY HI...THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS AND PLS RE-POST THIS FOR EVERYONE TO SEE... ♠Diana♠ 2nd Alarm Hotties (NO FAN=NO ADD)@ fubar

Poem
Love at First Sight by Wislawa Szymborska They both thought that a sudden feeling had united them This certainty is beautiful, Even more beautiful than uncertainty. They thought they didn't know each other, nothing had ever happened between them, These streets, these stairs, this corridors, Where they could have met so long ago? I would like to ask them, if they can remember - perhaps in a revolving door face to face one day? A "sorry" in the crowd? "Wrong number" on the 'phone? - but I know the answer. No, they don't remember. How surprised they would be For such a long time already Fate has been playing with them. Not quite yet ready to change into destiny, which brings them nearer and yet further, cutting their path and stifling a laugh, escaping ever further; There were signs, indications, undecipherable, what does in matter. Three years ago, perhaps or even last Tuesday, this leaf flying from one shoulder to another? Something lost and

New Step-mother
took my son to the er wednesday and not to my surprise my sons step-mother stayed and to my surprise in the middle of er she accuses me of physically beating my son, the next thing I remember is telling her to go fuck off and she jumped in my face the er called 911 and she took off before the cops arrived what a cunt....I am not a mean person actually I am the nicest push-over anyone can meet I love people and for the most part people love me, but I went out yesterday and bought a punching bag and gloves started to work out this am my body is soooo sore I need a good long hot bubble bath but I will continue to practice boxing because if she ever confronts me like that again i will beat her ass up....I am still so mad but my body hurts also.thanks for listening to me vent....smooches all my friends...give me boxing tips if anyones got any or any tips at all on how to kick her ass because i am a lover not a fighter and she is bigger and meaner than me but i want the upper hand on her...

God Of Thunder
I'm Pimping out my one of my new friends GOD OF THUNDER you might already know him and be real good friends with him, if not then you are missing out. He is a really cool person to know and I'm glad to have him as my new friend. And he is fabulously sweet & sexy!! He is trying to level up and he needs our help. He likes 1,145,416 Points to go to be level to Godfather! Add, Fan, Rate, Bling Him. Why Are You Still Reading This Go spank him with lots of fu loving! He will like it a lot! :) GOD OF THUNDER Bully Brought To You With Love: ♥BRATTE♥

My Teacher And My Friend
In 1998 /1999 Krissy was learning all about psp and how to make some of the most awesome work she could. In 2001 Krissy opened a psp site on msn but she did not have whole lot of students. Then in 2002 she set up on yahoo and started her group. With her love of the Bees and the mystery that they have she called her students the New Bees. Because everyone coming into her group was a newbie so she wanted them all to be a newbee. Learning and growing into their wings so they could fly and make some very beautiful work. I started the group about one week after she opened that first yahoo group. I had psp7 and it took Krissy a month to convince me to try psp9 and if I did not like it she would rewrite everything for me in 7. Well I loved 9 and I was thrilled with all that I was learning. Krissy stayed on my butt and would pull some unbelievable work from me. Krissy just loved to go drive around and look at them damn trees and see how she would recreate them in psp. Krissy was educated in

Crossroads ~for A Friend~
A crossroad in life,A time for change;Of mind, body, and emotions.Change for you, change for me,Change for all the things it will be.At one corner, there stands you;You, nurtured from the world,find that there was always something holding it back;A barrier to life,a barrier to truth,a barrier to overcome.As an eagle struggling to break it's bonds,the you break free and run, never to return.You run from your past -You run to to be free,Run to all the things you wants to be.To the West, there you stand;A person, who finds the world distorted,an altered imaged from what it wastaught to believe in.Is stranded;Lost in the twisted morals of the world."Everything is different","This isn't what they said it was","Everything they taught me was wrong! "You long for acceptance,for a place of refuge,for people who'll understand you.You are changing;Changing from "no one",Changing into "someone",Changing into all you will become to be.As you search, it is rejected.An outcast among other people,an o

And You Wonder Why??!!!
The last few days have been a total nightmare. I hear time and time again from people why they cannot believe that I am single and they wonder why I am the way that I am when it comes to FUBAR relationships and so forth. I have met several people offline over the years and have interacted with thousands via social sites, yahoo and even telephone. For the most part it has been a good ride and I have forged some friendships that will undoubtedly span a life time. There is a flipside to all of this.. I have said it time and again that I am disappointed in the quality of people that populate the Earth these days. I find continually that people are just not what they used to be and they expect so much more from others. I wanted to share with you what I have endured over the last couple of days.... I hired a new promoter for my lounge here on fubar - I had worked at other places where he was a promoter and tho having little interaction with him I asked him to join staff. Less than a day

Stop It Damit!!!!
OK EVERYONE, PLEASE STOP ADVERTIZING LOUNGES IN MY COMMENTS! I THINK IVE MADE IT CLEAR IN MY PROFILE I DO NOT GO INTO THEM! I DONT GIVE A CRAP HOW "METAL" OR AWSOME YOU THINK YOUR LOUNGE IS, I WILL NOT GO IN IT! SO STOP ADVERTIZING THEM ON MY PROFILE! MY COMMENTS ARE NOT AD SPACE!

Searching
I've lost my way and i don't know where to goi keep searching and searching it seems so dark theses daysno way outi feel like i am gasping for airthe world seems so smalli just want to escapethe walls are closing in i should just give uprunaway and start freshbut still i cant escape this world has it's claws in meone problem after anothermaybe if i close my eyes it will go awayi try and i try but I'm so weakmaybe one day i will be strong enough to overcomebut for now I'm still searchingand searching

Down Raters And Haters
first the only number that means anything is 10,for guys and gals y do u keep marking nsfw,ur messin it up for the rest of us. if ur on a page and u dont want to look at these pix,then turn ur computer off and go find ur crayons and coloring book and have fun. remember try to stay inside the lines.

I Did It!
I did something significant today. For 2 years I collected and dried every single flower given to me by the man I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. Today, I tossed every single one into a trash fire.What's really cool is that it didn't even phase me! He had certainly talked a good game, marriage, a home together on a river, even kids! 3 of them. And I loved him far more than I had ever loved anyone in my life. There was the little matter of his never allowing me to meet anyone who knew him, and only allowing me into his house twice in those 2 years; and his disappearing on me every few months, without so much as an “F you”, then coming back a few months later with some lame excuse. My fault for letting him get away with that crap, I know. Mea culpa. A year and a half ago; the second time I was permitted the rare privilege of being allowed into his oh so sacred house, I pulled a ladies watch from between his sheets. I hadn’t worn a watch in y

Illegals
There is no other issue that I am split on more than illegal immigration. While I realize that it is unlawful and wrong, I cannot blame those people that try to escape their shitty holes with the prospects of a better future being just across the border. I am not sure how exactly Mexico works, but people here do not understand what a tedious and sometimes impossible process it is to obtain the documents. It took 3 interviews at the embassy, tons of money, and time in order to get a "yes" to move to the US. We almost lost that chance when they almost found out that my parents were separated. Fortunately, they were great at acting, and played a "together" game pretty well. It took them 3 weeks to get back to us with a "yes", or "no", and it was a pretty stressful ordeal. When we moved to the US in 97, we applied for a citizenship right away, which involved standing for 8 hrs at the embassy bldg downtown several times. I didnt' get my citizenship until 2003. Looking at all those

People Who Throw Away Good Things
I'm not a nice guy, the type you take home and your mom gets all happy about. I'm a anger management, drug taking, alcoholic who only cares about cars, music, and my daughter. If I should happen to be your friend, then you are important to me, and I value that like I value the air I breathe. However, I don't give people leeway to dramatize my life with their bullshit. Now that might make me sound conceded or that my shit doesnt stink. It's more that I just dont give a fuck about what you do. I've had enough failures, misfortunes, and disappointments to write a fucking self-help book about it. You do you, and let me do my thing. My family, if you are considered such, mean the world to me. I've gone hungry, cold, and been broke to help my boys or even my girls have shit they needed. I've been left alone while they found more important people that don't care about them to hang out with. I've had people choose sex over real friends. I'm not innocent in some of this, because I've made my

Another One
Satanic rites of passing to hell preying on the innocent. Angels wing burning, enflamed. The sin of fea exploited. The dead shall walk in crimson moonlight, the sun as black as night. And who's to say when the end shall come? Revelation raping the earth. Ten thousand angels speeding down, but not from your god. Fallen martyrs fell to earth, the Aryan race takes its flight. So many souls rotting alive, flesh consumed by flies. Freedom as hell spills over, back to earth for revenge. And as the child stares into his eyes the devil starts to cry. Not of pain, but mad hysteria, the child thrown into flames. Decapiteated crosses scream of death. Then cut by sick scilence. With every death, hell fills high. One hundered fold population of heavan.

Tfcd In Va And Eastern Nc
Looking for amature models or anyone that would like to do a TFCD from Richmond to Norfolk and into Eastern NC. I am trying to build my portfolio and willing to do TFCD and editing on the photos. I will travel and do whatever type of photos that you are looking for. There will be a form that will be filled out giving both model and photographer permission to use the photos for portfolio use. I have been doing lanscape, nature and other types for a couple years now and I'm in the process of getting into model photography. If you are interested you can e-mail me at PhotoXElite@gmail.com and view my site at PhotoXElite.googlepages.com.

Fuck You
You have torn my heart in pieces You have taken my life and thrown it to the ground You have spoiled everything that is fucking great in life You have betrayed all aspects of honesty You have fucked the world in which I knew You have gone and undone all I wanted You fucking asshole Fuck you

White Tie Affair Lyrics
I took a ride on a February morning, Just getting over it and dealing with the mourning, I started thinking out loud: I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired, My baby's flying off the edge of the road, She's saying, "I'm so sorry about that note", That left me all alone, But I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired Somebody turn the lights on, Somebody tell me what's wrong, I'd be lying if I told you, Losing you was something I could handle, Somebody turn the lights on, Somebody tell me how long, All this darkness will surround you, Cuz I'm burning for you, Burning like a candle Seven days since I've seen your face, Seven nights I have laid to waste, I'm burning out now, I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired, I know we're hanging at the end of the road, We've flown too high, make a swarm too low, I heard a screaming out loud, I heard a screaming out loud Somebody turn the lights on, Somebody tell me what's wrong, I'd be lying if I told you, Losing you was something I co

Help Fight Cancer!
Take a look at www.giftsngoodies.com and see if you find anything you can't resist. Email me a request for your free $10.00 gift card for FIRST TIME CUSTOMERS ONLY. I offer an array of affordable items for everyone!I will donate $2.00 to St. Jude's Children's Hospital through 12/31/09 for each order I receive, in memory of my beloved daughter who we lost to cancer last year.

Everyone
Eveyone has regrets things they wish they could go back and change but life doesn't let us do that most of the time. Until the last few weeks I haven't dwelled on the past much although at times I should have. As you get older regrets begin to seem to become overwhelmimg at times. Dreams that even haunt you in your waking hours of the past that shouldn't still be there. But without the past we wouldn't be who we are are now. I have only one regret now and that is that the ones in my life right now haven't gotten what they need and deservre from me. Wendy think about you every day. Ginia sorry I can be an ass sometimes. Friends should be the most important thing in your life next to family and sometimes [depending on the family member] firends are more important. xoxo Wendy

Gangs
Last night I watched Ganglands, and they showed a coupla violent prison biker gangs, and a regular prison gang. And it struck me: the prison systems are for pussies in the US, and help breed that shit. Give them a solitary cell, no free time, and a bucket for a shitter, there would be NO prison gangs.Thats what happens when you have a liberal prison system, and too much time on your hands. Daym...

I'd Pay To See This
I want to see someone rob a bank in broad daylight by threatening to kill a tickle me Elmo. I had a dream about it and I damn near pissed myself laughing when I woke up. Robber: "Give me the money or I will blow his fucking head off!" Elmo: "Oh god, I just stuffed all over myself..." Police outside: "That sick bastard, we've got to get a sniper in here!" I mean it was REALLY elaborate for a dream involving stuffed animals. But the best is at the end when the robber get's away... fuckin tickle me elmo kills him and takes off with the money.

Just Me
I'm a just me no matter how you see it. I'm not normal,trendy,pretty, I'm just me. No matter what happens to me, No matter what anyone else sees, I'm just me. I may not be the funniest I may not be the cutest I may not be the most popular I'm just me For all the people that don't like me, Just look the other way. For all the ones that love me, Don't ever leave me. For anyone else, Try me on for size. Cause I'm just me. I will tell you that, I am not one to mess with, I am not one to hurt. Cause I beleive in karma, And that will get you burnt. So love me if you want. Hurt me if you dare. I will be standing here, waiting for someone to care. Cause I'm just me

Vacation Planning-need Some Advice!
Ok, most of you know I'm taking my son to Hilton Head in a few weeks. This will be his first time to the ocean, so it's a very special trip for us. And Mommy needs a much needed break from reality. Now I need your help. I am making a list of things to pack for our trip and I'm wondering if you guys may have some insight on things I may need to pack that are not as obvious as say, beach towels or sunscreen. I want to be fully prepared and be able to continue to impress my son with my fantastic motherly skills. I am specifically focusing on things we may need for our days on the beach. Any advice is greatly appreciated! *Some odd things I have so far are- snacks that won't melt. Frozen bottled waters. Zip lock bags for seashells. A butterfly net for catching minnows in the tide. A good book for mommy and a waterproof camera. Thanks guys, you're the best! Let's see how your creative minds can brainstorm...

Its Valentines Day~
Its Valentines Day and I am at work.. As the day proceeds I get several emails from you very suggestive and full of love… A large bunch of red roses arrive with a card that says… “This is just the beginning I have plans for you tonight.. Your Master”. I cant wait for the day to end, the excitement building in me all day. I am wet and horny with anticipation. Finally its time to lock up and go home. You’re there waiting for me and lead me into the bathroom where a hot bubble bath is waiting. You tell me to strip for you as you watch.. I slowly take off my clothes peeling them from my body.. I get to my panties and you tell me to pass them to you. You notice they are wet and you sniff them and smile and say “pet you have had a good day I see, you better not have touched your self.” I assure you I haven’t. You then stand and let the robe you're wearing slip from your body to the floor and push it aside.. Your cock hard and throbbing in you

Bye All.....
To all my friends, I think ive finally decided that its time to move on and delete my fubar profile. Thanks for all the laughs and the great times. Love you guys all. My profile should be gone in a few hours after posting this. If any of yall wanna stay in touch hit me up on yahoo and leave me a message, honey_bebe_17@yahoo.com. love u guys!!!! Nani

Godmother Kelly Ann
MY BEST HOOKAH FRIEND KELLY ANN IS HAVING HER FIRST AUTO 11 RUNNING THROUGH TOMORROW...PLS SHOW THIS GIRL LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE TO HELP GODMOTHER HER....SHE HAS BOMB READY FOLDERS AND IS THE BEST FRIEND TO HAVE...SO WHILE YOU'RE AT HER PAGE, PLS RATE FAN AND ADD HER, YOU'LL BE GLAD YOU DID...THANK YOU FOR READING THIS AND PLS REPOST SO ALL CAN TAKE ADVANTAGE OF HER 11'S AND POSSIBLY LEVEL UP ON HER...CLICK HER PIC AND THERE YA ARE...MUAHZZZ FU-KERS kelly_ann_@ fubar

Antsy
I hate sittin in one place...the feeling of restlessness is just eating me up (go ahead, go to town with this one). I can't wait to move back for a year or so, yet I'm really fuckin nervous. When I went back after cozy 10 yrs in the US, I was freaked out for the first 2 days. It felt like Moscow was a totally foreign city, in which I was an outcast. I hated it, since it wasn't mine anymore. But it will change in a year, and I'll be able to claim it again.

Oh! I Geddit!
Ive been wracking my brain as to why so many folks have rated me a ten on here...But I get it now, its cause nobody rates anyone on here other than 10 or 11! thats why EVERYONE has a rating of 10 point something. duh. Yeah, Im ugly poor and stupid. oh well. peace all.

Mix Thoughts
My thoughts and words are mixed right now I dont know what to think or what to say I dont know if I want to unmix them, cuz Im afraid I might hurt you Hurt you with what I find when I unmix my fucked up mind and turn them into words Words that will hurt anyone I say them too FRLW 3-16-09

Bad News
"There may have been some speculation about what this meeting was called for, and I hate to be the person to have to verify that your fears were correct. The Provost's office has come back with budget figures for next fiscal year (July 1 2009) and ICAPP funds have been withdrawn." Translation: Due to economic hardships, tax revenue has declined, the governor’s office is facing a much tighter budget and your jobs have been sacrificed to make the bottom line black instead of red. “The Dean is working really hard with the Provost to come up with some solutions, and this may not really be the end all, something may come up. But really, the best idea is if you start looking for new jobs.” Translation: There isn’t crap we can do about it. “I’d really like for you guys to get me your resumes so I can see if there is some place you might be able to go here. We are going to try really hard to find a place for you guys, but I can’t promise anything.&

Summer
There were smiles and short spurts of laughter .Momentary ...laps of judgement that led to life altering decessions .Dream-like pre-wraped enchanted words that lingered in the summers heat . Unforgettable kisses that no amount of river could wash away . An instant when I was sure .... But no sooner did it arive . Than did it escape . Lost benethe the bridge in a never-ending story nothingness . The kind that erases pages of memories . Lost .. Or perhaps they were written in disapearing ink ? Either way they can no longer be thought of . Ears that can not hear the water rushing .. Deafing silence that harkens attention . Faces of a ghost . That never stay . They dance in the shadows always keeping their distance . There were promises made . But they are ment to broken . I keep telling myself that . And it numbs the pain . The complacent sensation that everything has a familiar sting . Funny how the summer season , Is the season that stays with us the longest . The season Th

My Taste
This list is random but enjoy reading my weird taste.★ Bandanas★ Polite★ Blonde hair (obviously IDC that much)★ SKINNYYY or muscular★ Outgoing (because I'm not)★ Loves to partyyy ★ Spiky hair ★ Good at sports★ & finally non smoker DUH!♥ Emily * Doll !

Flirting Vs. Fun Sex
Is there really a difference? I mean, You can firt with words to people you dont know, and sometimes get deep intoo with someone if they were there. What about sex? Is it wrong to not settle for one person, and have casual playful sex with someone? I feel that 2 people can meet, have a playful flirtatious time, and even maybe have playful sex. Am I wrong?

Is It Love?
Is It Love? He's about to kiss you - you can see it coming. You close your eyes and, like, 300 years later his lips are touching yours. In the evening sky above, fireworks explode into a thousand colors. Someone speaks (and you know it's not either of you because your mouths are, well busy.) "He's the one," the voice says."This is love." And then you wake up. In the real world (and not the MTV Real World, which is about as real as Velveeta), it's not always easy to know when you're in love. First of all, it's the most overused word in the English language. "Love" can describe the way you feel about veggie burgers, platform sneakers, Quentin Tarantino movies...oh, yeah, and people. And if you ask a million different answers. The only thing clear about this enigmatic emotion is that no matter how hard it is to nail down, you definitely want to be caught up in it. The reason love is so hard to define is that there are so many components to it. It's a single emotion composed of a

Life Is "ducky"...lol
LIFE THOUGHTS BY DUCKY Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you're in bed with a relative. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with 'Guess' on it. So I said 'Implants?' She hit me. How come we choose from just two people to run for president and over fifty for Miss America ? Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can't even get into my own pants. I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose fitting clothing, I wouldn't have signed up in the first place! When I was young we used to go 'skinny dipping,' now I just 'chunky dunk.' Don't argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over? AMEN, AMEN !! Why is it that our children can't read a Bible in school, but they can in prison? Wouldn't you know it....Brain cells come and brain cells go, but FAT cells live forever. Why do I hav

New Dj Bully
,center> COME CHECK OUT DJ DARK AT RED DRAGON'S REALM..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE COME!!

My 21st Bday :)
Soo my bday is comin up. I need some thoughts on what to do since it's my big 21!! I have a few in mind. Some of you are probably gonna think im crazy LOL but im goin all out b/c all my other birthdays have SUCKED so i want this one to leave me breathless :) So here's some of what im thinkin, n you have anything you wanna add on just leave a comment. I could use all the ideas i can get!! 1. first off, gotta make reservations at the hotel my friends and i are gonna stay at!! so, should i get a 2 bed balcony room that overlooks the french quarter in new orleans? or should i get a suite?! either way its gonna be at this hotel called The Inn on Bourbon Street :) Such a wonderful hotel! They have a beautiful bar and pool, hehe. 2. was gonna go to lunch with my mom and grandma (yes, family comes first!). 3. was gonna go to dinner with my family and friends at this restaurant called cuco's here (mexican mmm). Mainly b/c it has a bar n it's a nice place :) 4. my friends and I are gon

You Douchebags Have Done It Again
Ok... I am generally pissed off at everyone on my friends list at the moment. Let me explain and yes, I marked this NSFW because seriously, I am gonna say fuck a lot. The subject I am gonna mention in this blog is my NSFW folder. I find it quite frustrating that I am giving out family adds, and no one bothers to look. Yes, these pics arent quite safe for the general public, but I do not randomly let people view these pics. To be honest, I am extremely offended. I have had new pics up there for a few days, and not one view. Not one fucking view. Only way I am letting people into the family from now on is to cough up 100,000 fubucks. I am not doing this to try to whore, but I want people in my family who will actually bother to take the time to view the pics and leave a comment or 2l. If you do not wanna comment, rate. Lemme know u did see the pictures. I am not asking for much but like I said. I am hurt and insulted right now by this , and this seems to be the only solution. There are

School Is Out....
Well, we made it through another school year. Ian lettered in tennis, kicked ass in basketball, and got his academic letter with a 3.8 GPA. Neil made the honor roll with a 3.9 GPA......and is doing just fucking great. He's really coming out of his shell. Nevin, my baby, finished 5th grade and is officially a junior high student, as of 12:05 this afternoon. He will rule the world. The end of the school year is always a special time for me, as it gives me to reflect back upon their accomplishments....and, yet, take a break myself. I love these boys....more than I could ever explain to any of you. I've always told them....individually...."Son, you have made my job as Dad so easy, and I love you for that." We have a couple of months, then we start over again.... Happy Summer everyone. :)

Husband's Diagnosed With Thyroid Cancer
Dr. called today...mike has papillary thyroid cancer...totally treatable...surgery will b june 2nd....take thyroid and have a lymphnode disection of neck....3 days hospital....post op visit given 2 doses of radioactive meds to kill off any existing disease.....thank you all for ur concern and prayers......lisa....:)

Frog Wants A Loan
A frog goes into a bank and approaches the teller. He can see from her nameplate that her name is Patricia Whack.'Miss Whack, I'd like to get a $30,000 loan to take a holiday.'Patty looks at the frog in disbelief and asks his name. The frog says his name is Kermit Jagger, his dad is Mick Jagger, and that it's okay, he knows the bank manager.Patty explains that he will need to secure the loan with some collateral.The frog says, 'Sure. I have this,' and produces a tiny porcelain elephant, about an inch tall, bright pink and perfectly formed.Very confused, Patty explains that she'll have to consult with the bank manager and disappears into a back office.She finds the manager and says, 'There's a frog called Kermit Jagger out there who claims to know you and wants to borrow $30,000, and he wants to use this as collateral.'She holds up the tiny pink elephant. 'I mean, what in the world is this?'The bank manager looks back at her and says...'It's a knickknack, Patty Whack. Give the frog a lo

Application
OK here's the scenerio, you looked at my pics or talked to me and want to get to know me better. You think its love at first message. I'm tired of all the BS so here we go. If you decide you have to get to know me fill out my application. Its real simple. You can either message me back here or email it to me at yahoo. ESREBET_BATHORY@YAHOO.COM Oh and please follow directions or it will be returned to you. Oh and make sure you read my profile before sending me anything. Have a good day. If you decide you want to try to be something more to me than some random ID I talk to online, please fill out the following application. Somethings are negotiable, but there are others that are deal breakers, so just be honest. If you have any questions email or when finished send application to esrebet_bathory@yahoo.com Please NO one word answers. Name: Age: Location: Height: Relationship status: Have you ever been in a serious relationship? If yes why did it end?

Go And See It. Should Rock
Hope you all go and see it when its out. Only did a few days here and there so not in the credits. Peace J TRON AKA TRON 2 Disk Productions Ltd. Prod: Sean Bailey, Steven Lisberger, Jeffrey Silver, Justis Greene Director: Joseph Kosinski DOP: Claudia Miranda PD: Darren Gilgro PM: Heather Meehan PC: Jennifer Metcalf Publicist: Lee Anne Muldoon LM: Kendrie Upton ALM: Hans Dayal SPFX: Alex Burdett, John Jordan Cast: Jeff Bridges, Olivia Wilde, Garrett Hedlund, Bruce Boxleitner Casting: Mayrs/Brandstatter Extras: Lisa Ratke Sched: Apr 6 - Jul 1/09

Off The Road!!!!!
so today i delivered in san francisco....my last delivery. decided that the road was not my friend..will start to look for a local gig . don't know if it will be driving or not. only time will tell. maybe a walmart greater or a chef or who know, maybe i should just sell drugs,,,,that appears to be where the big bucks are...and the woman...oh my...but done with the road. so i will let you know what the future will bring...i had on my status this past weekend...life is short....so many people wrote me to agree..they were right,,,,it is short. to short to waste running all over the country doing a job you hate. so on to the next adventure. my new tat will giude me...l...lol...so wish me luck. in this economy i will need it..big cali hugs..marty

Somethin I Wrote
The smell of rain filled the evening sky Gentle breezes swayed the the tree limbs up above You can hear the sounds of his majestys force of nature in the distance Moving faster now the cloud formations swirling in the sky Not sure which direction to travel till finally the swirling pattern becomes distinct They chase each other in a vortex Round and round the clouds go Shrouded by rain to disguise the game More clouds join in till the lords finger of distruction touches the earth below A swath of debris fills the air Like a childs toy but this time you cant turn it upside down and erase the damage done.

Him ....
I had reached a point in my life where I felt that " true love " was a thing of the past for me. There were nice people, its true, but no more magic, no more being swept off my feet.And right about when I was ready to close the door on that chapter of my life, YOU walked in.... and everything changed.Suddenly I found myself smiling almost all the time. And the more I learned about you, the more astounded I felt at just how perfect you were. There was no escaping the fact that what was happening was beyond my control !!!!! I let this chapter of my life take all control of me and it has taken me places I never knew exsisted. In all my years I have never loved anyone the way that I do you. I never knew a love like this exsisted. A few of the many things that I love about you are that you are kind, gentle, funny, sexy, and sarcastic as hell. Those are the things that make you who you are. Even though things have changed in these past few days my love for you has not. As of this very momen

Tattoos And Piercings
ok this is my first blog on here and i dont care if anyone reads this but if you do fine whatever! anywhoooo today my boss disides to coment on my piercings and how if i didnt have them maybe we would get more buissness well what he really said was 'how can i say this with out sounding rude,if i came up and the person i was takeing my order had a piercing on thier face i wouldnt be hungry anymore' you know what i was almost to the point of jumping over the counter and ripping his face off i mean he has the right to tell me not to wear them to work but to say THAT i almost quiet but i need to money lol you know well till the next wtfbd! ~peace~

Its A Poem I Wrote Last Yearish...
Juliet, Juliet were lie thee Juliet? In the ground ne'er awoken again It is i that caused this great pain For I that led her death, her love ending Romeo, Romeo were art thou Romeo? I await thee in this life after To damn thy for leading my death Leaving me abandoned me love you not Oh Juliet how much I love thee Forever I wish I to take ye place. Oh Romeo how much I hate thee Eternal I wish your death then me. Curse myself I do for thy death Curse thee I do for my death Ne'er will I love again Ne'er will thee love another I shall Cry alone and wish your kiss Ye shall die alone and wish my love Juliet, Juliet were lie thee Juliet? Romeo, Romeo were art thou Romeo? Oh Juliet how much I love thee. Oh Romeo how much I hate thee

Bleeding Rose (yet Another Poem)
I wrote her a letter and added a rose A rose to show that I loved her for my letter did not say so I told her I loved her in the past yet she would not listen But now she will for this rose is a special rose, A rose made of a material she will never feel again Maybe she'll understand now that the rose is bleeding. I've carried this rose long enough for me to let go for her Now I say to her I love you and may you accept this rose. This rose of my life I give to you even at the cost of my life Carry it well and let me rest in your arms as you feel it bleed The bleeding of my heart from the rose.

Knights Heart (last Poem)
MIND YOU THERE ARE GRAMMATICAL ERRORS LEAVE ME BE BOUT EM ^.^ Enjoy your read Smile my sweet empty soul, and awake from your slumber. The time is now and we shall prevail as the book is sang and the sword unsheathed. Dress our plate and put or shield to our left. Mount the stallion and storm the battle. We shall strike down those who seek destroy you, the empty soul. bound in glory and might, victorious you shall become! Stand thy ground and raise hells fire for ye foes But yet my dear soul remember that bravery is not set by a warriors will but the enduring love of the woman who sought the adventure to love a knight. To love this knights soul, to love thy. undertake thy oath of chivalry and honor the gift of the gods in melancholy. Destroy not the ones soul has it had been done to thee. Slay those who disregard thy word and damn thy to the blazes of demons inferno. Smite them down my soul. Once that is complete and your day is end, battle won. Return to the woman that sought th

* Blueroses * Virgin * Happy Hour * Saturday * May 30th * 4 Pm Cst * (2 Pm Fu Time) * !
Saturday, May 30, 2009 at 2 PM FU Time ..... 4 PM CST .... The One And Only Blueroses Will Be Hosing Her Very FIRST Happy Hour! ~Blueroses~This Little Hottie Will Also Be Running Auto 11s All Day Long! Blueroses Is Celebrating Her **th Birthday June 5th! Show This Awesome Hot Fubar Lots of Loving! * Blueroses * * Virgin Happy Hour Hostess * * Saturday * May 30th * 4 PM CST * (2 PM FU TIME) This Pimpout Brought To You By: ღTulsa's Angelღ

Darkness
In a place like no other I am there I am not lost nor am I alone Silence is my friend Dare you to come with me? Where the darkness plays and shadows shifts in thy's mind? I walk forward showing I am not afraid No light to see by yet none is really needed The wind whispers it's song so low and almost sad Drifting through the air Darkness wraps around me welcomes me in Come with me Play with me Only if you dare

Why Do I Even Try ???
Have you sat back and thought outloud to yourself why the hell do I even breathe ? Do you ever sit back and go why does everything bad in life have to happen to me ? Do you ever wanna take a long walk and never look back over your shoulder again ? Have you ever thought aboiut the in's and out's of your life and go why me ? Do you ever have that voice in your head that keeps laughing at you sayin I told you so ? Do you ever wanna be the one that comes up missing just to see if your life would be different ? Have you ever wondered why somebody loves you and then get's jealous of your friends ? Have you ever had the feeling of being nothing more than dirt under someones shoes ? Do you ever get the feeling of why ? One day your life is fine then it get's turned upside down and nothing you say or do makes sense to anyone around you for they only see what they wanna see when your taking in the blunt of all there anger.... Sometimes it's not worth feeling anything anymore an

Just Like A Tattoo
Oh, oh, oh No matter what you say about loveI keep coming back for moreKeep my hand in the fireSooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for No matter what you say about lifeI learn every time I bleedThat truth is a strangerSoul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free To admit that I'm wrongAnd then change my mindSorry but I have to move onAnd leave you behind [Chorus]I can't waste time so give it a momentI realize, nothing's brokenNo need to worry 'bout everything I've doneLive every second like it was my last oneDon't look back at a new directionI loved you once, needed protectionYou're still a part of everything I doYou're on my heart just like a tattoo (Just like a tattoo, I'll always have youI'll always have you, I'll always have you) I'm sick of playing all of these gamesIt's not about taking sidesWhen I looked in the mirror, didn't deliverIt hurt enough to think that I could Stop, admit that I'm wrongAnd then change my mindSorry but I gotta be strongAnd leave you be

My Sadistic Desires
As I walked into the club this evening, a new face caught my eye. On the stage was a picture of desire, a woman out of a memory. She wore a red silk g-string, black leather knee high boots, and nothing else. Cassandra was her name, and tonight was her first night. She strode across the stage, drawing her patrons in with subtle movements of her hips, and long, gorgeous legs. Her smile was both mischievious and flirtatious. Her small waist was covered in pentagrams and cryptic designs. Her breasts rode high on her chest, perky and attention getting, with a chain connecting her nipples thru her piercings. It was her eyes however that caught my attention, her dark brown eyes, as if she sensed my presence... I motioned the bartender and entered my private suite. As she entered, I could sense her curiousity. As she came to the center of the room, I flicked my wrist, lighting several dozen candles instantly. She appeared shaken, but seeing me sitting before her, seemed to calm her. I asked

Feeling And Love
i always beleive feeling and love is control by god we can't control how we feel for someone but we chose to with hold it in or behonest with the one we have feeling for when have feeling for someone it doesn't mean your in love with but most of the time we or we really care for that person today generation doesn't beleive you can have feeling or fall in love by just hearing an person voice but i learned the reason why some people don't these days is cause there away to admitted or refuse to beb loved or doesn't wat others to have feeling but for the must it's because their afraid to let themself to loved or reject true feelings cause they been hurt in an past relationship or cause of an bad child hood pass from my exprince in this i refuse to be love since i refuse to be loved i couldn't love cause i refuse to trust and fell comfortable with someone but in the last three days i found an person i really feel comfortable with. when you find an person you feel comfortable with your fe

Line In The Sand
The line is being drawn through my heartAnd we're conceiving fires through our thoughtsAnd you're just like meAnd You're just like meThis is everything I wanted to tell youI'm still in love with everything about youAnd I feel the wreckage from everything you doAnd I'm tired of still waiting...If I told you the truth nowWould you still leave and take my heart?And I still feel ugly. You're ugly just like meWhen I show you the truth now would you still leave?Will you ever change? But I still feel emptyWill I always lose this game?This is everything I've wanted to show youI'm no longer scared of anything about youI lived through the damage of the heart you took from me And I"m tired of still wantingIf I told you the truth nowWould you still leave and take my heart?And I still feel ugly. You're ugly just like meWhen I show you the truth now would you still leave?Will you ever change? But I still feel emptyWill I always lose this game?

Judgement
When I was growing up, and didn't want to eat, my dad used to say: "no, you ARE hungry, and thats why you will eat it". I guess ever since then it is my peeve when people tell ME what I am and what I am not. For some reason, people LOVE analyzing me, as if I am a prime choice for some weird psychological evaluation. I have different standards from most people, and thats why they believe they have to pick my brains apart like a puzzle, and try to fit me into THEIR mold. I have my weaknesses, and I am more vulnerable than most people ever imagine, and I'm not a hardass as most people think I am. But I was born in a different country, at a worst possible time, among much different people, under much different curcumstances. And I have a much different set of rules and values that stems from my background. People who didnt go through the same shit I have have no say in what I am like, and what I SHOULD be like.Not even God should judge me, cuase the motherfucker hasn't been in my sh

Small Talk
We all have certain things that we hate and find completely and utterly annoying. For me, one of those things is small talk with people I could not give a rat's ass about, like co-workers or neighbors (small talk is a very typical American habit. In Eastern Europe you can avoid this unpleasantry by giving that person an evil eye or condemning them to hell. In Somalia, you can feed that person to a pack of hungry lions or people)There is always that awkward moment upon encountering that said person and making a forced eye contact, when I feel obliged to break the daunting silence in fear of being considered rude or unwelcoming. There is always that wonderment of who is going to start talking first (usually its the other person), always followed by a severely pointless question or comment like: "Its nice outside, isn't it?" which always makes me want to answer: "I'll be darned! I had no idea, since I was locked up in a cage for the past few days and did not just walk in here behind you f

Idk
dreaming of you and me together finally dreams become reality i am bearing your child and carrying on your name forever it will be you and me no one standing in our way wearing the ring that sybolizes the love we share and the bond we have over our child finally the family i always wanted has become true no longer a fantasy no longer in the future here it is staring at us take my had and we'll approach it together :)

Short Stories With Tragic Endings
Here you stand seething with guilt.Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,the one thing that I cannot give. (Did you ever see that one personand the way they do these thingsand it hurts you so much it's like choking...choking)I can give you freedom from your guilt,with a flick of my wrist onto yours.I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile. I can give you death with the look upon my face. This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,with no last kiss & no regrets;you don't deserve good bye.This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,with no last kiss & no good bye. Here you stand seething with guilt.Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss.No story book ending for this fairy tale of you.Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand.Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end. Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn

Part 1
heres a list of crap that makes no sense to me: Soy Meat - If vegetarians want to eat meat, then just do IT ALREADY!!! Veganisim - If you think the raising of cattle for slaughter is bad for the environment, do your part, and EAT THE FRIGGIN LIVESTOCK!!! Grilled Chicken At KFC - Its called KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN FOR A REASON!!! Edible Underwear - I know what comes out of that hole, and i sure don't want it in MY mouth. Non Alcoholic Beer - Barley ferments, fermentation makes alcohol, so keep it natural LEAVE IT ALONE!!! Fish at Mc Donalds - YOUR FISH SUCKS!!! STICK TO CRAPPY BURGERS!!!! Triple shots of any liquor - At this point, just drink from the bottle, its easier. Making a minivan into a truck - Just, WHY? The time and effort that goes into making it legal, just buy a junk truck. Its quicker and more efficient, and sell the friggin MINIVAN!!!!! Dual Exhausts on anything with less than 8 cylinders or more than 2 - YOURE A RETARD!!! YOUR CAR SOUNDS LIKE A PEICE OF GARBA

Everything You Do
I love the way you smile when I look in your eyes.I love the way you laugh when I try to be funny.And how the tears roll down your face when I say no one could ever take yourplace.The way you touch my lips right after every kiss,And softly whisper that I'm your everything.The way you pray our love wont dieEvery night just before you close your eyes. Cause baby when you sleep, I watch you breathing. And baby when you dream, I dream with you.Cause everywhere you are is where I wanna be, It's true.Everything you do makes me know how much I love you.

10 Things About Me
1 I live with my mother and her sister 2 I put a nail in my peehole once, and it got stuck 3 I like to eat my boogers 4 When I was 5, I let a dog lick my testicles 5 I was born in Romania 6 I like to wear pantyhose to work 7 I like to read poetry 8 My dad used to hit me with a wet towel 9 I like to knit 10 I used to cut my penis with a razor

Daughter's Father Day Gift.
A framed paper with some clip art, a picture of lil girl troll, and the following text> My Dad is the best! You are the best dad because you take care of me. You are the best dad because you are nice. You are the best dad because you are a great cook. You are the best dad because you are creative. You are the best dad because you are strong. You are the best dad because you are funny. You are the best dad because you help me when I'm sad. You are the best dad because you are smart. You are the best dad because Have a good father's day.

Let Play The Naughty Game
This is called the "NAUGHTY GAME".Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you...Mark all that applyWould you kiss me?[ ] Hell Yea[ ] Yes[ ] No[ ] Maybe[ ] Already didWould you do me?[ ] In an instant![ ] Yes[ ] No[ ] Maybe[ ] You look too sweet to do..[ ] Already didAm I attractive?[ ] Heck no[ ] Hot as Hell[ ] Fine[ ] Cute[ ] Okay, I think ur pretty[ ] Sexy[ ] Ugly!Do you think im a virgin?[ ] Yes[ ] No[ ] Don't knowName one thing you would like to do to me...-3 things you would like to know about me? Ask me anything you want too??1.)2.)3.)If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?[ ] Yes[ ] No[ ] MaybeWould you rather..[ ] Hook up with me[ ] Cuddle with me[ ] Date me[ ] Marry me[ ] Friends[ ] Have me as a fuck buddyWhat kind of underwear are you wearing right now?[ ] Boxers[ ] Tighty whities[ ] Thong[ ] G-string[ ] Granny panties[ ] Boy shorts[ ] NoneWhat's your favorite sexual position?-What kind of pic would you send me of yourself?[ ] Fully clothed[ ] No bra[ ]

For Jueseppi, Nsfw Story
The drive north was uneventful as the rain pelted down onto the pavement of the interstate. We had only met a few months back, but we have been inseparable from that first week. I had even got him into bowling, something that he never understood, You mean come on who would want to play with a large ball and knocking down helpless pins? It made as much sense as those people who run around an oval and calling it Track, a sport. The drive north was about 2 hours, and it was quite, except for the classic rock that was blaring on the radio. Not sure how I taking it, kinda hard to see Jueseppi, when he had me bound helpless in the hatchback of your mustang. Arms tied behind my back and the rope running down to secure my ankles. The rope tied tightly against my flesh the heavy hemp cutting into my flesh. My clothes have been ripped open exposing my gorgeous body as Jueseppi's hands mauled over my flesh as you put me into the trunk in KC. Kissing my lips softly Jueseppi felt me quiver under h

I'm Leaving This Site For Good, Tired Of All The Petty Games
I'VE HAD IT WITH THIS SITES POLICIES AND RULES FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T SPEND AS MUCH MONEY AS OTHERS. THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE AN ADULT SITE AND THE PEOPLE WHO ACT IMMATURE GET WHAT THEY WANT BUT WHEN YOU STAND UP TO THEM, THEY GO RUNNING TO MANAGEMENT WHINING ABOUT HOW THEIR FEELINGS GOT HURT. WHEN I LOGGED ON THIS MORNING I SEE MY MUMM GOT DELETED, ALL BECAUSE MR JUESEPPI CAN'T STAND THE TRUTH ABOUT HIMSELF AND MANAGEMENT CAN'T AFFORD TO UPSET SOMEONE WHO HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HIS MONEY BUT SPEND IT ON HERE. I NEVER MENTIONED ANYONES NAME BUT APPEARENTLY EVERYONE RECOGNIZED WHO I WAS TALKING ABOUT. WELL IF THEY WANT TO CATER TO HIM FINE, THEY ARE NOT GETTING ANOTHER DIME OF MY MONEY. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE EITHER NY E-MAIL ADD, YIM, OR PHONE NUMBER YOU'LL KNOW HOW TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME, FOR THE OTHERS THAT WANT TO STAY IN TOUCH I WILL KEEP ON UNTIL FRIDAY AFTERNOON YOU CAN PM ME A REQUEST AND I WILL GIVE YOU MY INFO. 3 YEARS I HAVE MET SOME WONDERFUL PEOPLE, BUT ALSO SOME IMMATUE JE

I'm Turning All Fat And Greedy.
This is no joke btw... I couldn't sleep last night because I knew there was custard slices in me fridge. I went to bed about 11:30PM, and i kept waking up and going downstairs getting drinks. I eventually woke up properly at 3:44 am. And I'm sure it's 'cause there's custard slices in the fridge, because even now, as Im typing this I'm thinking about them. Am I a pregnant man or something? :|

Hope&why
THE DARK IS,GENEROUS AND IT IS PATIENT,AND IT ALWAYS WINS- BUT IN THE HEART OF IT'S STRENGTH, LIES IT'S WEAKNESS; ONE LONE CANDLE IS ENOUGH TO HOLD IT BACK... LOVE IS MORE THAN A CANDLE, LOVE CAN IGNITE THE STARS!!!!!! DO I HAVE BLIND FAITH? I MAY HAVE FOUND HOPE ON HERE AND IM TO SCARED TO REACH OUT

Show Me Your Hands..
Sometimes things get twisted and you find yourself in an open desert with a mute ice cube and a slow fighting spirit. I know that despair and love are as old as the world but a desert is always a desert. Now I know why silence took over our lips, and the reason is that the clock does not have the time, does not have the fear. The fact is that we are not able to isolate the rest of this world where humans exchange their dream for pure air. Please give me just one excuse that can save us, or one that can cause the seven seas to swallow us up, but do not take the courage from me.Now open your hands, show me the palms, let me see them, and now tell me if there is a bit of hope in them. Show me your hands, the ones that were used to caress me and the one that is being used to hurt each other now.Maybe it is because for you, I am just a zero to the left and it is impossible for me to multiply my love times your desire to want me. Baby every time I try, I only get a zero.

My First Word
My First Word Every motion you made I felt In every stride you took Another piece of me burned Another piece dangling on your hook Every time that we made love You were only having sex While my heart poured out to you You were dreaming of who would be next For a short time you could tolerate me For a little while my touch would suffice Your flesh always craving the unknown Always seeking a new victim to entice

Quotes That I Believe In (ill Try To Add New Ones Daily)
Quotes that I believe in Current mood: breezy "In religion and politics, people's beliefs and convictions are in almost every case gotten at second hand, and without examination." -- Mark Twain -- Mark Twain "jumped every bridge, I've run every line, I risk being safe, I always knew why, I always knew why. So here I am still holding on. With every step you climb, another mountain, every breath it's harder to believe. You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes, to get to that one thing"...

My Problem Is You
To love and get away before the walls have arisenYouve got to be freeBut to go on attempting to break into the prisonYoud have to be meI wait for the sun to rise over the mountainI wait for your touchI wait for your angels to carry me homeBut I wait too muchWaiting for youI have no problem telling right from wrongFiction from whats trueNo problem telling the dream from the dawnMy problem is youWaiting here for youI wanted to live in the realm of the sensesYouve got to know howAnd for some kinds of pleasure there are no defensesI know that nowOur love is a crackling ladder of lightningOur love is a fireOur love is a wave moving deep in an oceanOf need and desireWaiting for youI have no problem with this crooked worldI play the cards I drewNo problem with the changes life has hurledMy problem is youWaiting here for youI need your wonder and I need your lightI need your tender touch to heal the nightI need you laughing and I need you freeAnd I need to lock you away deep inside of meWaitin

Thoughts Of Another
Our religious ceremonies are but the shadows of that great universal worship celebrated in the heavens by the legions of heavenly beings on all planes, and our prayers drill a channel across this mist separating our earthbound plane from the celestial ones through which a communication may be established with the powers that be. Pir Vilayat Inayat Khan

Watching My Heartbeat Slow (palindrome)
Watching My Heartbeat Slow Crawling further away from me My eyes blacken in the pain watching you My skin withers as it freezes Sirens scream slicing the night’s silence Machines monitor my slow demise As my chariot races to save me I watch the line begin to flatten Watching My Heartbeat Slow I watch the line begin to flatten As my chariot races to save me Machines monitor my slow demise Sirens scream slicing the night’s silence

Pets
In the Serpentarium we have many people who identify with animals...We have a puppy and several kitties...I have been lucky enough to be able to tap into each of them in one way or another... When the puppy was with me, she wasn't a puppy to me - our relationship focused on servitude and bottoming - so I can't share her perspective of how this term is defined for her....BUT I am currently involved with THREE friggin kitties! Luckily for them, I identify as a cat owner and part cat myself so we play well together.... One of these kitties is full time 247 live-in - my loving pet tiger, Will. His cat identity is not full time, as we have plenty of vanilla responsiblities that require him to work during the day, but when he gets home it's almost always in pet mode. From day one I defined PET in this relationship as a priority, as it was the intital jump into kink for him and something he obviously held in high esteem. [servitude and bottoming limits were also put in place at this point a

Fuck Fuck Fuck
I'm in a mood again! I'm so sick of life! I just want to be happy, and everytime I get close to it, something pushes it away!And now I have to go spend 8 hours at a job that I utterly dispise!FUCK MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

The Best Love & Hate Songs
Hey everyone, I was thinkin today (scary thought, I know) about all the songs that evoke feelings of Love and Hate. I have a few that make me think of certain people and was wondering what songs do that to all my friends. I am such a music junkie, that growing up I knew all the words to every song I heard on the radio. I kinda still do, and prolly could win 'Name That Tune' if I tried hard enough....lol So I challenge everyone that reads this to add their 2 cents and tell me your favorite Love Song and favorite Hate Song. I will be posting them here, and I may even tally them to see for myself what songs I really should have in my library. WANNA PLAY?? Leave yer top 2 (title & artist) in my comments or PM me and we'll see who comes out on top. I'm not really doing this for points, or have anything to give in return, just curious and don't wanna post a MuMM...too much drama there...lol *hugs & muahz* Kare I'll start the list, so here goes nothin... LOVE SONGS

What If....
What If…. What if you opened your eyes? Would you see my open heart? Would you stretch forth your hand? Could I be your missing part? What if your hand was in mine? Would take a firm grasp? Would my hand feel like it belonged in yours? Could our future silence the past? What if I pulled you into my arms? Would you dance with me My Fire?

I’m Turning Off My Lights
I’m turning off my lights, to think about you. That way, I will let my imagination fly. That’s the place where I can do all things. It's where there are no impossible. Who cares if I’m only dreaming, if happiness finds me there? How will I hold you? When will I kiss you? When will I give you my most passionate desires? I will bite your lips; I will be filled of you. And that’s why I’m going to turn off the light, to think about you.

Typical
"How DARE you not be a stock broker, but a lousy cashier? You told me you worked at a big firm when you approached me at a bar. I am looking for a man of my dreams, to love and cherish forever,and you having a great job would've definitely made me love you for the rest of our lives. We would've had a huge wedding, in which I would've picked out the most expensive dress and flowers to spend your money on; I would've invited all my single girlfirends in case you had equally hard working friends they could share their happiness with. YOu could've been goin to work every day, while I would have spent all your hard earned money to make my nails/hair/skin look pretty. How DARE you be such a lying lowlife??" -Bar Skank woes

What Aphrodisiac Are You?
You Are Vanilla You are incredibly sexy and sensual - yet still sweet and innocent. You have an exotic, mysterious vibe. You leave people wanting to know more. You know how to make lovers relax, calm down, and be vulnerable. You draw people in and make them addicted to you. You're a lot more potent than people think. What Aphrodisiac Are You?

90 Day Plan...
30 Days: End of July 2009 -July 20th, 2009: Have completed my five training calls and become completely confident in my ability to recognize when someone (a prospect) is a good match to be added to the system and join my team. -July 31st, 2009: Have connected enough people to the system that I have sent you (Becky Ringler) 1,495.00 dollars to purchase my personal copy of beyond freedom. 60 Days: End of August 2009 -August 31st, 2009 Have my rent of 525.00 dollars per month paid ahead of time for the months of September, October, November, and December totaling 2,100.00 dollars. -Have the money to purchase my tickets to any team events, Super Saturdays, or Conferences from this point forward. After this day nothing will prevent me from attending any Liberty League International gathering. -Have in a savings account 8,400.00 dollars on the way to my ultimate goal of 25,000.00 dollars by the end of December 2009 for a month long trip to India with my favorite person at the time.

Up And At Um
Hot ashes smoldering in the fire. Cold sand sifting between my toes.The smell of stale beer and left over hotdogs still float in the air. And the sun creeping from behind me over the treeline shining across the glassy lake as I watch the ducks sneakily creep around looking for handouts......... I love mornings on the beach.

Lack Of Sleep
AS I SIT HERE WRITING THIS BLOG..I AM LACKING SOME SLEEP...CAN NOT SLEEP TILL MY SONS FALL ASLEEP...WHY DO LIL ONES STAY AWAKE LATE IN THE WEEEE HRS OF THE NIGHT... I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.. DAMN IT ALL I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW I NEED SOME..I KNOW I WELL NOT GET MUCH....UGH I LOVE THEM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH... YES THIS IS WHAT YOU CALL LACK OF SLEEP... ONE MY HEAD IS HURTING AGAIN..OK WTF IS UP WITH THAT AGAIN...... HEAD HAS BEEN HURT FROM FRIDAY FROM GETTING MY SONS IN THE LIL TOWN THEY LIVE IN....

Darkness And Depth
This, just breifly is to describe an encounter I had today on my way to the library here. I wear comic book based tshirts, a lot. Whenever I dont have a job interview or whatever lined up, Its just me, I figure, pretty much everybody wears clothing that doubles as advertisements so i might as well wear an advert for something good, decent and worthwhile, and while Superman, Captain Marvel, WonderWoman, or in this case the Flash probably doesnt exsist on this earth at this time, the ideals and values they fight so hard for are worthy of promotion even in a society as dedicated to evil as our own. So Im walking up the street with my Flash t shirt on with the big white dot crossed with a Lightning Bolt and all and Im not doing it to please anyone but myself, and frankly Im used to the lears and jibes of the snooty bunch Seattle people generally are (funnily enough there are more comic book shops in walking distance of my place here then there ever were when I lived down in LA-in high scho

Doggie Style...
You can have me on all fours…As you are giving it to me I’ll be screaming for more “Ay Papi” is what I’ll be saying… Biting me, Pulling my hair, Spanking my a@@ Cause you know just what I like… Hold my hips tight and give it to me harder Spread my cheeks wide open but deeper and slower now… Because it feels so right and I won’t put up a fight Don’t worry if you can’t hold it much longer… Let go of yourself and rub it all over Just remember we have all night.

So That Others May Live
Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's a freaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades? What about all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All those Soldiers who, knowing that they would be

Feelings
Its hard to run from a feeling that haunts you every now and then, painful to tell your heart that you don't need it to keep on pretending that you are better off alone when in fact you feel so empty. But why take chances if you see no hope? why try if theres nothing to win for? Sometimes it pays to wait, never hurry. Let infatuation die a natural death and give birth to true LOVE when its time...

I Am Spotlight
i cant list everyone who helped. you know who you are, not just the people who gave fubucks, large or small amounts, the people that wished me well too. i can't believe it only took me 2 days from saying i want the spotlight to bam, getting it. you people are awesome, and made a silly old fool happy.

What A Twat 3
>veronica: with a flick of your hair in total chav style veronica: u have my number i dare you to ring and talk your trash in voice but i know u wont because your only a bad ass on pc in reallife your a nobody vermin veronica: jerks like you and scum i walk past in reallife you go unnoticed ->veronica: and its loser my angel, looser is like your cunt is ->veronica: it's too soon in our relationship darling for that veronica: you have looser written all over you veronica: u dont even have any decent comebacks to say send your number chickenshit lets hear u go with the flow and see how quick your wit is away from the pc ->veronica: i can spell amount veronica: irony ha trying flip the script back at me are you you dont have any intelligence you are braindead veronica: i feel sorry for you your a nobody have nothing going in your life thats why you talk the ignorance you do because you dont ammount to nothing your a lazy jerk whose jelous of others and envy them thats why you hat

What A Twat 5
->veronica: oohhh baby i love it when you are so cruel, spank me and use the barb wire butt plug on me Witchie: *Not telli...: good for you sweetie...i'll be over soon veronica: f off you sad as hell defunct jerk keel over and die your a waste of life n need be got rid off ->Witchie: thanks doll Witchie: congrats babe ~♫☆♥DORKS-...: you have to use this http:... ->veronica: oh yes baby, you're really exciting me now, i love cyber sex. don't stop i am nearly there veronica: vermin scum veronica: your toxic and need be incinerated and blown to smitherins ->roxy baby ...: thanks babes roxy baby ...: woohooo - u made the spotlight!!!!!! ->veronica: mmmm maggots, you know they a really good source of protein veronica: u need be layd out to pasture and the vutures and flys swoop in gnaw at your flesh tear u too shreds and pull u from limb to limb till u rot away and are nothing but a carkuss and decomposed and the maggots set in ~♫☆♥DORKS-..

Yay Me!
If you have read about my silly prank, make up my mind Should I go and look at those idiots in a parking lot? or Do I just arrange a meeting some other time tomorrow, on my nite off? and make sure to put ito the info that I want them to get a room and wait for me there. And watch my hotel get sold out ;p

A Slight Detour Through Asia
A 250-Year-Old Boogey Man, pt. 7 Or A Slight Detour through Asia "Life is Cheap ...but Toilet Paper is Expensive" -an Old man in Thailand, 1994 O.K, so maybe Aum Shinrikyo wasn't the "Bringer of Death" (aka, The Punishment from G-d), that they wanted to be. They tried, on a dozen occasions at least, to bring Armageddon to Asia. Yet, they failed. They were truly the "Cult That Couldn't Shoot Straight". If you haven't heard of Aum Shinrikyo, then read my last blog, "A 250-Year-Old Boogey Man, pt. 6." Its o.k., I'll wait. Didja read it? Ain't it funny? Yeah, I thought so, too. That's right, yeah, Aum Shinrikyo sucked, but whatcha gonna do? Never throw rocks at a man whose holding a machine gun, I say. A bunch of lame ass nerds, who wanted to create some "body counts", but they failed. They wanted to bring Armageddon, and all they did was become a joke. So just who caused the massive deaths, the massive body counts, to the Land of the Rising Sun?

A Friend In Need
As I stated in my My Sanity Saved blog,I have friends who would do anything for me but now,has come the time to do anything for one of those friends. I have a friend who is a heroin addict,she's been that way since 2006. It started after a guy she dated got her on the stuff. Now that he left her for some whore,she's left alone with her habit. I'm not sure how to approach this because of three factors,I have been in love with her for a long time (before her addiction)I am newly divorced and I don't want to seem like I'm using her need for help to gain a new relationship beyond friends. Katrina is one of the greatest people I know. She's one hell of an artist and a damned good friend. I have been staying at her place,trying to convince her that what she's doing is going to kill her BUT most importantly,being there as her friend. It kills me just to look at her,the drugs have made her so different. Not just in looks but in her self-esteem. I've dealt with this with my ex and my dad

My Love
I really thought that you did love meThat day you clocked me in da face.You said my fried up chili chitlinsTurned out to be a pure disgraceI thought you were, like, all romanticWhen you unloaded in my hair.You've left me feeling sad and frantic,Your crusted jizz is still in there.I really loved the way you touched meWith your size 13 army boot,The way we shared together needlesWas just so ultimately cuteI thought you were the one and only,You even had my email addyI want you livin in my trailerAnd be my 16th baby daddyBut now my life is done and overYou've turned it into livin hellThe day you told me that youve knocked upThat ugly skank from Taco Bell

Bored?
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Song Is Me At Times
Its just one of those daysWhen you dont wanna wake upEverything is fuckedEverybody sucksYou dont really know whyBut you wanna justifyRippin someones head offNo human contactAnd if you interactYour life is on contractYour best bet is to just stay away motherfuckerIts just one of those days{chorus}Its all about the he says she says bullshitI think you better quitLettin shit slipOr youll be leavin with a fat lipIts all about the he says she says bullshitI think you better quitTalking that shitIts just one of those daysFeelin like a freight trainFirst one to complainLeaves with the blood stainDamn right Im a maniac*You better watch your backCause Im fuckin up your programAnd then your stuck upYou just locked upNext in line to get fucked upYour best bet is to just stay away mother fuckerIts just one of those days{chorus}Its all about the he says she says bullshitI think you better quitLetting shit slipOr youll be leavin with a fat lipIts all about the he says she says bullshitI think you be

You Know You Are Worn Out If You Look Like This Man :o:o
ok ,fair warning about this video (if you are brave enough to watch it that is :P:P) lol .this is what happens to a man after years and years of marriage to the same woman ,hearing her nag and bitch ,etc..... .so what i am basically trying to say is that i am probably going to look like this within the next few years of my marriage :O:O SEE COMMENTS BELOW FOR THE VIDEO lol for some reason it doesn't show up when i post the code right here :P:P

Politics As Usual?
I really need to start following Canadian politics soon. It’s currently just some background noise for me. I listen to CBC (equivalent to NPR) on my drive into work frequently, but that’s about the extent of my following of what’s going on in the Great White North. I pay closer attention to what’s going on in my home country. What I’ve seen the last year has been truly pathetic. We come off eight years of leadership our government admittedly spied on its own citizens, imprisoned people without due process, politicized the Department of Justice (justice is supposedly blind people), invaded a sovereign nation without provocation and sold that invasion to its people and congress with lies, and encouraged policies that help drive the global economy into one of the worst recessions since the 1930s. So after years of failed policy and fear tactics, now the right wingnuts are just making shit up. Death panels!!! AHHHHHH! Obama wants to kill Palin&rsq

Michaeal Jacksons Death, A Soldiers View
Got this in my Email from a friend and boy was this trooper dead on. read it and think. Do we have something wrong with our priorities or is it just me and this Brave G.I. THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villan to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing

Bad News Today
OK well let's see I was raised by my grandparents so I am very closeI to them. We have already gone through one horrible dragon with my grandmother (breast cancer) luckily she is a fighter and beat it. Now my grandpa has been diagnosed with cancer in his throat and we just got the news that he will be needing radiation and chemo. Which I know is good cause he too is a strong fighter, but we go next week so they can do a test to see if the cancer has spread. If things were bad enough for him, last week when he went for his catscan on his neck they ended up finding much much more. They found that he was bleeding from his brain. They said it is old so there was no need for action. I am writing this to ask all my friends in FULAND for their prayers!! We have been through so much all this happened in but 1 fckn year!! I am just sooo exhausted from worrying that I can't sleep very well anymore. Well my friends please pray for my grandfather if you have a chance... xoxoxo Laura ~aka~ MSMYSTI

Candy Confucius
“Give of yourself to someone who needs you.” I get my wisdom from a foil wrapper. I digest these words as I swallow down the smooth chocolatey caramel goodness that falls well short of filling the empty spaces in my heart. But the mystery writer is right. I left my heart for you on your doorstep. Like a nosy, but well-meaning neighbor who brings cookies to a diabetic Or bakes a cake for a man who loves pie. I didn’t even think to ask whether you were hungry or not. And that was entirely my fault. It’s too late to take it back though, so just put it in the fridge and have a nibble later if you feel hungry. I’m heading home to clean up the mess I left in the kitchen. “Do all things with love” And now this silvery Confucius is going too far. Make up your mind candy prophet! But then I realized maybe the lessons we need to learn aren’t always so easily defined. I have this thing about understanding grey in the world, but seeing things in b

Twinkle
Her eyes they twinkle, yet scream out in pain. Her life troubled, but fair. Haunting and frightful images she does bare. Thoughts of terror and torment they do reign. Your heart I do see, for to a trail of tears it does lead. Broken and forgotten an eternity it will remain. Her soul twisted and drained, lost and outta control. Control and faded, her lyf pitiful and jaded. Her aura completely dark, lost and dreary. Lyf fadin fast, leaving her weak and weary. This life I see standin in front of me, wasted and lost completely stricken from thee. Good night sweet princess, may winged demons bring you to there eternal restin below, to there skies.

I Hate Stupid Cunts
So there is a female switch in amongst us whom many people have recently begun to admire enough to book her as a presentor at local and s few national level events. Now I have known this whore for about five years and once even had her family considered for the Serpentarium...BEFORE SHE PROVED HERSELF TO BE A COMPLETE AND UTTER PSYCHOPATH!! How are the rest of you so easily bewitched by this cunt?? Since her husband was killed, people have actually asked me to go to her and check on her wellbeing. A member of my own house gave her assistance during that hard time and I saw no need to open myself to any remaining bitterness this bitch may have. I discontinued attending one of my favorite monthly parties and refused invitations to a different club's events knowing it would mean our paths would cross, AFTER trying to avoid her getting in face at the affore mentioned party with little to no avail. Well at last night's birthday party that BITCH was there. My family had a scene going with

My Week In Mumms
This week I posted my first MUMM for everyone. The question was whether you can fall in love online. A couple people asked me if it was because I thought I was in love with someone online. No, that’s not the case. Mostly the question came because a profile I came across had the status of something like, “I can’t wait to meet my love in person. He is my everything.” Or something like that. So I started thinking to myself, can you really fall in love with someone you met on fubar and never met in real life. Personally, I don’t think you can and if you do truly feel you’ve fallen in love with someone you’ve never met, then you’ve missed out on a lot in life. I’ve never fallen in love or really even decided that I really liked someone I met online (liked as in, wow I want to date this person really badly!). There are certainly people on fubar I like, but I’m married and meeting isn’t an option. In my past, I

August 25th - From Master :)
involve knife play: you coming in from work one day or from being outside me coming up to you holding a knife to your throat and grabbing you by the hair and pulling you to the bedroom. With the knife cutting through the shirt with the knife and grabbing your breasts and squeezing them hard while smacking them too, hard smacks. Enough to make you scream. Running the blade down your chest around your nipples playing with it around your nipples with the tip of it barely pushing it in and telling you "your gonna do what i say or else." Then running the knife down your skirt and slowly cutting it off making you squirm all over the place I put the knife back to yourthroat and tell you to be fucking still. i tie your arms up really tight so you cant get away and put a gag in your mouth so you can scream while i take the knife and move it back down to your skirt and cut it the rest of the way off exposing your panties then reaching inside of your panties and start finger fucking the hell o

She's Amazing
she doesn't feel she's beautifultoo many men have hurt herevery greeting whispers dangerand romance stinks of murdershe stays calm, quiet, and collectedher thoughts remain her ownsurrounded by a crowd of peoplebut this girl is all aloneall this cruel world has shownis that she can't trust a wordeverything has the tone of a liefrom businesses to curbsno place is really safefrom the conflicts that she facesa torn soul, screaming outat an evil she can't erase, it's.... . .it's absolute tortureespecially when she knows what she wishesthe stars speak to her of hopebut deep inside, her heart twitchesa nervous reaction to the lightshe's far too used to the darkthe past ending was so brutalshe can't even imagine a fresh start ...damn... and it's a struggle to witnessevery single step of the wayfrom an arms length or a phone calli can't take her troubles awayshe's stuck within a cellfar different from the prison where i was ati still saw sunshine through the fencesbut her, all s

The Haunting
This morning, a REALLY fucked up thing happened. I was finishing the last 2 hrs of my shift, and delivering receipts at around 5am. All of a sudden, I walk by rm 106, and hear an older man yelling at a female. He is calling her names, while she was crying. Man: "How come you didnt call?! You know you are supposed to call!" Woman: "No, I'm sorry, I didnt know, I swear" M: "You always yap on your phone; I dont know why I am with you; with such an asshole. You are stupid" then there is a sound like he is slapping her. Screaming continues. M: "Let me see your hands! You know you were supposed to call!" Then, I hear a sound like he is taking something out of the kitchen drawers; something metal. I completely freaked out, thinking he is trying to get a knife, and cut her hands or something. Then it stopped. The whole time I was standing with my ear to the wall, listening. I ran to the front desk, and checked the system to see who is in that room. ANd...nothing. The room showe

The Butcher
Prelogue: I want to start by saying im a starting writer and I have a lot to learn this is a class assignment it was supposed to be 500 words i went longer but hey i can change it if it needs to be done. Thanks in advance to anyone who reads it and comment muah! big supporters rule! The Butcher For every field of work or study there is always one person that stands out. Chef Timothy Roth was an everyday household name because of his high standards and perfection. Tougher than any judge on Iron Chef and faster with a better quality surpassing anything anyone had ever seen before. Although he had a passion for food he was not a gluttonous man. No, I daresay he would never consume a dish, which at first bite was not absolutely exquisite. This tall slender man had such high standards and expectations. Chefs and waiters would cringe at his mere sight and would be awestruck in his presence. Being known world wide and knowing that women lusted for him because of his good looks (his du

So What Gains A Patriot
So What Gains A Patriot? Hello my friends would you like some more? What's real and raw As disgusting as reality? Like bleach blonde hair fair skin, and perfect lips? Beautiful bodies made of plastic to match swinging hips. Mean mean America defend her all you can so she can leave you in the dust her cares are not with you. they are with fame they are with FAME! Fame is a mistress so beautiful to most but to you she turns her back

Smog Presents Caspa // 09.19.09 @ House Of Blues
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Who Am I
Well that's a very good question... Who Am I.. I'm a mother, wife, lover, friend, sister, enemy of sorts.. a good listener when needed.A shoulder to have when you need a good cry. I can make you think twice of your own actions..I will share my thoughts and concerns. I can sometimes make you want to either Kill Me or Love Me. I love hard but i never have regrets. I am a huge flirt and i'll keep y'all on your toes. Once you come into my life unless you do something to one of my family members, you're stuck with me for ever. Just how i am.. Friendship to me is like having another family member added to the pot. I've been told i give alot but never once ask for anything in return.This is true to a point. I ask for honesty and respect. Break these and that is when you'd wish you'd never met me. I may be sweet, but my words can hurt you more then you could ever know. I'm a very honest person and i call em how i see em. I love and i hurt just like anyone else.. under this Strong shell..

The Dance Of Life
we dance upon a stage of life love and dreams , we dance to the good times and the bad times with each step hoping for a better day but the song of lifekeeps playing over and over till one day the song will end then life is no more

Racism Sucks More Than I Do!!
Okay so currently I am in charge of my girls page and it ticked me off that a jerk came up on her SB and said "so you like niggers huh?" then he went on to say " i bet you're so stretched and ragged out now"! This is the kind of ignorance that is ruining society and life for everyone. What ever happened to the time when we cared about each other and lifted each other instead of dragging each other down??? Okay so it's a mean term that at once point in time was meant to mean 'a black person'. But, people get a life there is more than one meaning and if you are going to use a word educate your ignorant azz about what it truly means. The alltime original use of the term nigger was to mean a dirty person. So, let's wake up and look in the mirror first cause name calling is dirty so who's the nigger now? I'm betting that it's not the person that you were about to call that "name". Grow up and grow with God. Just remember that you have been dirty in one way or another at some poin

Hey Timmy! Where Ya Been?
Yup...i've been gone. Not much has changed although they did rearrange a few things on my home page and i did notice i lost somewhere in the vicinity of 30 "friends". My never know if they were deleted or grew weary of my not being on so they did away with me. No tears for me please...i-i-i-i'll manage. :( Not sure how much i'll be on, but i am pretty certain i will no longer live in the mumms when i am now. It just seems a limitless string of whining, bitching and overall assholeness that i can do without...at least for now. Who knows, i might want some assholeness in my life again some day. I know there were rumors as to where i disappeared to, so let me clear up the false ones. I was NOT captured by a female sasquatch and forced to pleasure her! Yes that would have been fun with all the searching for her cooch through the hair, but it's just not true. I was NOT named as the second gunman in the JFK assassination. I was NOT abducted by aliens and then subsequently included into

Come Join My Gay Cult...
Im not a racist or a bigot or a think a certain sex is beneath me. But I dont wanna join your gay cult. I dont think gays should be married. I dont think most heterosexuals should be either let alone given the right to reproduce. I dont think the girl scxouts or boy scouts or the salvation army needs your unique fashion sense. I dont think churches should be forced to hire or accept anyone that they dont like... (most people fit that catagory) I dont think my child needs to educated to learn to accept your lifestyle. last time i heard Chini wasnt beating our kids in gay history. I dont think ya need special protection. Quit doing shit in public that pisses people off. I am not impressed that your gay. I dont think your cool for going against the norm. If you wanna be gay thats fine. im cool with ya being gay. But you dont need my approval, my acceptance nor my attention. I am an equal oppurtunity dickhead.

Friends
WE COME TO FU LAND TO HAVE ADD RATE AND FAN AND TO JUST FOOL AROUND BUT LITTLE DID WE KNOW THAT WE WOULD FIND MUCH MORE IN HERE WE FIND FRIENDS LOVERS.PERVERTS TOO AND CRAZY FUCKERS AS WELL BUT FOR THE MOST PART ALL IS WELL AND SOMETIMES GOES TO HELL WITH DRAMA AND OTHER THINGS AS WELL THAT SOMETIMES YOU JUST SAY GO TO HELL BUT I HAVE MET SOME VERY NICE PEOPLE ON THIS SITE THEY CALL FU LAND AND I WOULD BE A LIAR IF I DIDN'T SAY THAT THERE ARE SEVERAL I WOULD LOVE TO LAY THERE ARE ALOT THAT HAVE TOUCHED MY HEART AND I CANT TELL YOU WHY BUT SEVERAL OF THEM BRING A TEAR TO MY EYE SO TO ALL OF YOU I HAVE TALKED TO AND EVEN THE ONES I HAVE NOT THIS I WRITE TO YALL TO LET YOU NO YOU WILL NOT BE FOR GOT YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE SO PLEASE UNDER STAND THAT I WILL NOT FORGET THE ONES WHO WHERE THERE AND MAYBE EVEN SHOWED ME THERE UNDERWEAR SO WITH THIS LAST VERSE I DONT WANT YOU TO CURSE, JUST BE HAPPY THAT I BUZZED YOU FIRST.....jro

Gypsy Lady
Under the silent moon she baths, her long black curls illuminate,The eyes in the night reflecting thender light,The gyspy lady gives the come hither smile, and all that is beautiful in sight,Bows with great serentity to the gypsy lady of the night.I thought I saw her whisper gently, and oh, how this held me so contently,To hear the tender words expose, all the beauty of a rose,Nothing in this earth can compare, to the beauty of the gypsy lady so fair.This is the lady I speak of, her kindness like no other,The one who calms the oceans with a touch of her words,Her beauty nothing can smother, for it is the gypsy lady whose name remains,Triumphant and Victorious.

Full Heart, Empty Arms
Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit;Never a flicker of flame, but withArching bolts which strike with a forceThat disturbs my equilibrium.My mind races as waves of passion flush overMy pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visionsOf impossible romantic possibilities.Pathetic is this woman who anticipates theTrue rhythm of love, with a man she may never hold.My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering,As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speakto his: "I have wanted you more than anybody in this world."

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A Perfect Tryst
You’re gone with the sin, my darlin’… The feel of the cold handcuffs biting into her flesh excited the young jackal. As the sunlight gleamed off her black coat, she bent to his will both figuratively and literally. From the rafters, Derek had looped a noose especially for her, which now rested snugly against her elegant neck. Even her feet were bound by rope at the ankles, a few feet apart. Bent prostrate, she was the bastion of submission to her beautiful master. Chills ran along her spine in anticipation of the event. For so long now, she had imagined various exchanges between herself and the vulpine creature behind her with an eager amusement, never dreaming that perhaps one day his beautiful silver eyes would be focused upon her. Alert and curious as her ears were, she did not hear him slip behind her. With a deep chuckle, he loomed into view. Between his paws rested a particularly foreboding-looking muzzle. With a sly grin, he slipped it over her snout and b

Tonight I Just Want To Get Stoned
He walks into the room , Posion on his breath , If he knows that hes a sin, He hasnt shown it yet , His eyes are dark cold , and the winters been too long , his jeans are ripped and torn , And is heart made of stone, He tells the woman at the bar , He wants his usual drink , she stares across the room at him , She can tell hes not the same , ladies one by one , They gather round his chair , He motions for them to get gone , He doesnt want them there , He said leave me alone , cant a man get some peace , Do I have to take you to hell , So i can get some ease , Ive been up and down , Ive been over and out , Ive crossed that mountian , and I know what lifes about , Ive loved and Ive lost , Ive learned to let go , and tonight i just wanna get stoned . Drink after drink , He erases his thoughts , dreams of her hereand memories of her gone ,By the end of the night,He wont know where hes at , He stares at the last lady come latley , and he tips her his hat , She motions to sit down , he tells

Questions
( An older one ) How can I miss you , If Ive never touched you , Why does my soul cry, When I have never looked in your eyes? When you say that your hurt , How do I feel you pain , When its been a long day , Why do we think the same thing? Why when your happy , why does my heart sigh ? A release of fear , That your alright , Why when I think of you , Do Dreams fill me head , Or when we fight , I feel lost with dread , Why am I scared of you ? And comfortable to, Why is my day better , When you say "I love you"Why when you say you have to go , Do I smile , Till I relize,I no longer hear your voice?How can I feel a part of me is gone, Or a connection thats mystical , Kindred spirt--strong, What is it about you ?That takes my breath away , Something so simple , In a undefinable way ?All the questions , I don't understand, Why do I feel without you , I don't know who I am ? When did your spirt , intertwine with mine, A magical embrace , defining distance and time. Why do I want say things

Giving Up The Ghost...
Hey guys, I'm just putting this out there, in case one day soon, I dissapear. My laptop is on it's last leg, the HD is moaning and grinding. It's a POS and not worth the time or parts to try to keep it going. So, I'm going to let her die. It will take me several weeks to save up enough to buy another one, so don't worry about me, if you don't see me around for awhile. I'll miss you all terribly. Maybe I'll get more shit done if I don't let the FU suck all my time.... Love ya!!!!

Fuck It
Some days I just wanna up and call it quits, I feel like I'm surrounded by a wall of bricks, Everytime I go to get up I just fall in piss, My life's like one great big ball of shit, If I could just put it all in all I spit, Instead I always try to swallow it, Instead of staring at this wall and shit, While I sit writers block sick of all this shit, Can't call it shit. All I know is I'm about to hit the wall, If I have to see another one of mom's alcoholic fits. This is it, last straw, thats all, thats it. I ain't dealing with another fucking politic. I'm like a skillet, bubblin' until it filters up I'm about to kill it, I can feel it building up, Blow this building up, I've been sealed enough, My cup runneth over and filled it up, The pen explodes and busts, ink spills my guts You think all I do is stand here and feel my nuts, But I'm a show you what, you gonna feel my rush, You don't feel it then it must be too real to touch, Feel to touch, I'm about to tear shit up, Goosebumps, yeah

The Mattress
So there I was, driving myself to work. Hands at ten and two, head on a swivel, observing all the rules of the road. Safety first. And as I'm watching the rest of traffic just to make sure they are being as safe as I am, I see something so ridiculous that I couldn't even make it up. There was a family, in a mini-van, who had apparently purchased a new mattress and box spring. Most people might tie the set to the roof of the vehicle, using some kind of rope or perhaps bungee cords, but not these folks. They couldn't be bothered by trying to tie who knows how many knots or listening to common sense. What they decided to do was open the sliding passenger door, stand up, and hold the mattress to the top of the van. I was half tempted to set my own well-being aside, and ram my vehicle into theirs just so that these morons couldn't reproduce.

Truth... Do I Get It??
Okay, I don't think I get the truth out of some people on here... I honestly feel that people must think I am stupid. My friends on here make me feel like the guy who they just look at me and say "Oh hey, he is single, he is bored. He will ALWAYS talk to me so he will be an easy target". This is getting kinda old.. If I have to fuicide from here, I will this time and dead serious for good. It isn't cool to always be online not talk to me for a good month or 2 and think that everything is okay to say hi to me because no one else on your friends list is giving you the attention that you oh so crave. Or maybe I am the one lying to myself thinking I can actually find real friends on fubar? U tell me... PS yes: Youre ignorant asses won... Congratulations!!!!!!

Dismembered
As my time being single grows by the day I continue to feel conflicted in my emotions towards the opposite sex. I haven't been in a relationship for almost 2 years now.I admit my life has been... unstable to say the least. I can't say I don't have regrets. I have made many foolish choices and they have ultimately led me to my current situation. After all I've been through one thing still weighs on my mind.I've had numerous relationships which, obviously, have all failed one way or another. Even after all I have experienced I still want more. Why? I really wish I could just swear off all humanity and go live on an island with the lifestyle of my choosing but of course that will not happen. I almost feel obligated to find someone like it's been imprinted in to my DNA. Of course it has been written inside my mind, that's human nature, but what I'm saying is I feel the pull. I feel it more everyday.At the same time I've put a wall. It's a bigger, stronger, psychologically impenetrable defe

Yoga And Drinking (who Knew)lol
confirms that drinking gives you the same benefits yoga does !!! Savasana Position of total relaxation. Balasana Position that brings the sensation of peace and calm. Setu Bandha Sarvangasana This position calms the brain and heals tired legs. Marjayasana Position stimulates the midirift area and the spinal comumn.

The First 60 Days In Iraq
So here we go, my fourth deployment. It all started out fairly decent, but then along came peoples true colors. There's soo much corruption, and buddy buddy here its not funny. But i've been bustin my tail workin 10-14 hour days, which is fine and dandy, but its the same people who dont do shit, who get away with shit. I never really had that prob before on my other 3 deployments. I just hope it gets better. And just hope friends are there when I need to talk or just wanna talk, to get my mind off things. But i'm sure i'll get some haters who comment on this, but i dont care, freedom of speech right? The whole reason why we're over here to begin with? To make sure America stays free? So Bring your self critisism, im' down. But Hope everyone has a good day and keep in touch!

My Story
encase of someone of are asking why i re posted this it was because i change a few things and really took the time to really re do everything that has happen to me in my past to let it go also giving you a little insight to me as a person.let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways.iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any moremy father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one.as for my mother like i said she rejected me when i was born she was 16 when she

The Torn Prince (written By B.b. Wolf)
Walk along the path you know, not to stray lead by the things we do. Wonder not of the worlds of pain and sadness you know not. Stay in the light, dance with the fireflys and bask in the happiness you do know. My sweet torn prince, fall not on your sword and drift to far. Once you played in the feilds with angels and faries. Now your path is littered with the bones of the dead, of the past. Remember the warmth on your face, the light guiding your darkness. My sweet torn prince, kiss not the tainted lips of the things you remember so foldly. Walk the wicked path and find yourself again, Become whole again.

Magic Words.
The sweet sensation just before the plunge. Her ass in my hands, one on each cheek, as I open her wide, my cock aching for her. I push the head down on the small of her back and ease it down the crack of her ass unitl I find her flower, feel her honey. With just a push she lets me in, but take it easy, just the tip then pull away. She lets out a moan and arches her back, an invitation. I go in again, not too deep with slow short strokes, she grunts in frustration, wanting more. Easy now, too much heaven can overpower. In once more, but all the way, then stop. Her body grips me, holds me tight, we are one, so close we can feel the others heart beat. "Please" she mutters under her breath. Im ready now, so it begins, even stokes. Strong and deep, we move together and find our rythem. My hands grip her body, her skin is electric. Were breathing hard and the bed shakes. We have in now, we found our stride. My head is swimming, but Im holding on. Listening to her, the wonderf

Nice Ugg Boots Styles For The Discerning Buyer
Who would thought, that the good old Australian Ugg Boots would have become a force to be reckoned with in the fashion world with teenagers and adults alike worldwide, flocking to this Fluffy Footwear. Australian's got over the ugg craze around 1985, but it seems that the rest of the world is just catching up, and causing a revival of ugg fashion in Australia as well. Have you even wondered why Uggs are so popular, and an incredibly comfortable boot - to-boot ! Authentic Australian Uggs Boots are made from Sheepskin of the highest quality typical of Australian sheep wool. Many overseas providers have copied the Australian's and tried to get in on the ugg craze, but only Australian original ugg boots have the sort of quality and comfort that most are looking for. If you want authentic Ugg Boots of hte highest quality, then you need to shop from an Austrlian ugg boots supplier. If you choose to buy uggs from an inferior overseas supplier then buyer beware! The wool of the boot doesn'

Quiz I Took
Kristin completed the quiz "Which House M.D, character are you?" with the result You are Cuddy. You're a multitasking, people managing, law-abiding, built for stress, no bullshit hot mama! If you're daily tasks of running and operating a high maintenance facility isn't challenging enough, you've also got to deal with juvenile antics of your friends and co-workers. Although you've got a tough front, you're soft at heart and seeking for the perfect someone. Don't worry, you'll find your Yin to your Yang soon..

Pull Me Up And Bash Me Down....
Okay it's time for the world to wake up! Fat girls are in! We're here, we're wanted, we're sexy, we're loved, we're fat....DEAL WITH IT. I just got done talking to a supposed porn star who sat there and told me I am not what the world wants to see. LOL Oh yeah? Well, the fact is that I can barely go out in public without being hit on or having men follow me. Men love us fat girls. We are the reality. Any one of us can be plain as heck or be sexy and wanton as any toothpick bytch out there. We love sex and being sexy as much as lil Miss Toothpick. This message that you keep trying to sell that thin is in, well it's not being bought cause it's not truthful! Fat is where it's at! There is a large audience for fat women in television, movies, modeling and many more areas. So why not in the porn industry? I know I have had many offers. So, deal with it already!!!

The Reception
I had to attend a family wedding a few months ago. By the end of the service I was more than ready for a few beers a meal and a quick goodbye. Standing in line for the open bar, I noticed an attractive woman in a red dress. I spent several minutes enjoying the way it seemed to cling to her firm hips and ass. That's when one of my cousins caught me staring. I managed to play it cool and got my beer and shot. On my way to my table, I saw the woman in the red dress again and realised it was an old friend of my mothers. Sara is a tall woman, about 5'10", in her late 40's and I'd guess she weighed about 150 pounds. Her once long blonde hair was cut shortish in a modern style. Her blue eyes shined with a hint of mischief. I think that was what always excited me about her as a kid. Well that and her large breasts. I guess them to be about 38DD. Being the very shy guy that I am I avoided her at first, had a few more drinks as well as dinner. About this time I began craving a cigarette, I

Forgotten Life
There was a girl whoInternally was screaming.Her parents, seemed to missThe constant signs of needing.Her life becomes cold.There was a boy whoNever knew what a friend wasEven the unpopular didn't take,For friendship, of the outcast.His life becomes dark.Forgotten life never should,Have come, to be the finalWords of their stories.She became a whore who got killed.He became a murder who sits in prison.Forgotten life if they wroteThe story to their lives.As the parents wanted them.And as peers accepted them.They might have not been forgotten.

Mirror Mirror
Mirror Mirror Why? How could you? If only you would have listened when you were younger.. Now look at yourself! Ha! Love, for you now, is only a hunger. Your talking to yourself? Have you really gone mad my dear? Is that me you see in that mirror or is it another fantasy? Me.. Ohh.. Me.. I so appologise to you! I love you, but have given up on a lot of the things I had planned to do. I see you crying, as I watch you, it keeps breaking my heart within. Alone. Heart broken. Blood tainted, all for the short pleasures of sin. He could never love you, your face is not pale enough for him. His life is too complicated for what you need, give it up my friend. Your loosing yourself within this fantasy world you yearn for so bad. Hey You! Wake up! Remember .....Me is all you ever had! Stop fu*king crying.There is more beauty in life than just in your tears. Death keeps tormenting you....... I know your tired of the fears... Just relax ...maybe he will read this and see how you

Love
I've never loved anyone the way that I love you. I've never known someone so well and still there is so much left to discover.... Never been able to say "I Love You" and have it mean something beautifully different everytime. I've never known someone I could spend hours with and still long for more time to share.... never felt so close to some one is so many ways. Ane even thought I know I'll never be able to tell you with words how much you mean to me... I hope you somehow understand that the love I feel for you

The Same Shirt I Wore On Picture Day!
Our daughter Sarah pointed this out after I brought her and her brother Jeffrey some clothes to put on for the day. At breakfast the evening after we’d picked up our prints and sheets from Wal-Mart that we’d had taken two weeks ago tomorrow, Sarah pointed out as she dug into her bowl of Fruity Sparkles that she was wearing the shirt she’d worn on “Picture Day”! I didn’t plan it, but I’m constantly amazed at the connections my kids make. I was singing “Choo-Choo Express” from the Mickey Mouse Clubhouse family special Sunday night on Disney Channel as I was getting Jeffrey ready and Sarah said Pete got invited on there. (Pete’s the big cat and sometimes antagonist of the show, actually created BEFORE Mickey Mouse.) She remembered he sat next to Goofy on the train and that he made room for him by stretching the caboose he rode in. It took me a minute to get that … when we were going through the photos last night afte

Slipknot~snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI cant destroy what isnt thereDeliver me into my fateIf Im alone I cannot hateI dont deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldnt face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldnt hate enough to loveIs that supposed to be enough?I only wish you werent my friendThen I could hurt you in the endI never claimed to be a saintOoh, my own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my soulYou never needed a

Remember.
Remember, remember the Fifth of November,The Gunpowder Treason and Plot,I know of no reasonWhy the Gunpowder TreasonShould ever be forgot.Guy Fawkes, Guy Fawkes, t'was his intentTo blow up the King and Parli'ment.Three-score barrels of powder belowTo prove old England's overthrow;By God's providence he was catch'd (or by God's mercy*)With a dark lantern and burning match.Holloa boys, holloa boys, let the bells ring. (Holla*)Holloa boys, holloa boys, God save the King!And what should we do with him? Burn him!

Baby
To my soul mate, Somehow, out of all the twist and turns our lives could have taken, and out of all the chances we might have missed, it almost seems like we were given a meant-to-be-moment to meet, to get to know each other, and to set the stage for a special togetherness. When I am with you, I know that I am in the presence of someone who makes my life more complete than I ever dreamed it could be. I turn to you for trust, and you give it openly. I look to you for inspiration, for answers and for encouragement, and not only do you never let me down, you lift my spirit up and take my thoughts to places where my troubles seem so much further away and my joys feel like they're going to stay in my life forever. I hope you'll stay forever, too. I feel like you're my soul mate and I want you to know that my world is reassured by you, and my tomorrows need to have you near, so many of my smiles depend on you, and my heart is so thankful that you're here. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH P

Only If Your Wantin' To
There is so much I want to say, I'll attempt to put it in the correct way. People I've looked at or walked by, start snickering or whispering and it makes me wanna cry. The way I am now, ain't my fault anyhow. Maybe some of ya all don't see, I don't claim theres any perfection in me. No matter how I tend to ramble, it doesn't put an end to the gamble. I don't feel pity so you better not, it wasn't my time my heart didn't stop. Its been relived over and over for years, what could I have done to save the prayers and tears. I don't at all feel worth the effort, so don't waste any time on it. I love the sunset and cherish the dawn, I'm dieing so I'll be moving on. Can't say life was boring or sweet, but it was worth it rocking to every beat. I didn't really know how contentment feels, being comfortable with things every wound heals. You have a life and I'm happy, wonder why?? some or most were meant to live in happiness and fly. Just raise your glass and party on, alot of avail

In Tears Heart Hurt
THE CRYING THE HURTING HOW MUCH MORE MUST I GO THOUGH....TRYING NOT TO BREAK DOWN MY HEART CAN TAKE SO MUCH..HOW CAN SOME ONE KEEP YOUR SONS AWAY FROM YOU AND NOT LET YOU SEE OR TALK TO THEM...I HAVE NOT SEEN OR HEARD FROM THEM IN MONTHS OMFG I CAN TAKE MUCH MORE OR THIS....I JUST WANT TO RUN TO FORGET ABOUT EVERY THING HE HAS DONE..YOU SON OF BITCH..YOU KEEP THEM FROM ME ..I AM THERE MOTHER ..OZZY AND ZAKK ARE MY HEART AND SOUL ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN TO MAKE IT ALL BETTER...MY LIFE IS NOTHING WITH OUT MY SONS IN MY LIFE......

So Yeah, I'm Strange...
I think I might have come across the most wonderful man... Put that together with an emotional wreck, a low sef-esteem, and a red headed temper and you get... ONE STRANGE LOSER OF A WOMAN WHO GETS RID OF HIM F*CK!!!

Blessed (christina Aguilera)
Signed: I wanted to sign a song called Blessed by Christina Aguilera LYRICS: When I think, how life used to be; Always walking in the shadows. Then I look, at what you've given me; I feel like dancing on my tip-toes. I must say everyday I pray When realize you're by my side; I know I'm truly... Blessed for everything you've given me; Blessed for all the tenderness you show; Do my best with every breath that's in me; Blessed to make sure you never go. There are times, that I test your faith, 'til you think you might surrender. Baby I'm, I'm not ashamed to say, that my hopes will grow in splendor You walked by in the nick of time looking like an answered prayer You know I'm truly... Blessed for everything you've given me; Blessed for all the tenderness you show; Do my best with every breath that's in me; Blessed to make sure you never go. Blessed with love and understanding; Blessed when I hear you call my name; Do my best with faith that's never-ending; Blessed to make sure you fee

A Mothers Love
just to be happy again would be nice to have my heart whole again...This well never be again I have lost every..Sitting here in tears thinking about my sons and how much I miss them and love them...I well never get to see them again..I am missing so much My babies are my every thing...I am so lost with out them...Omfg it hurt so much and it is killing me not seeing them...I just wish there jerk of a father would wake the hell up but he well never well..

My Health
So, today was the last day of my treatment, and I am completely clean now. It hurts when ppl say that crabs ar for hookers and druggies only cause I got em, and I am none of those. It can happen to anyone and people should get a life before judging. Its not like its aids or somethin, so whatever. I am completely done with all the medications they gave me, and I have a clean billl of health as of today. For advice: just cause you use a condom doesnt mean you cant get crabs, I used one but I guess the guy had em. I wish I knew right away, but. Its not worth the hassle and money.

" I Am This Guy " ...
I’m the guy who will hold you close, not because your cold or shaking, but because he wants to be close to you.I’m the guy who loves to twirl you around into his arms anywhere and kisses you for no apparent reason other than loves you.I’m the guy who says, “Okay, what would you like to do tonight?” not because he wants to go to a game, but because he is interested in you and what you like.I’m the guy who would go anywhere with you, even to the opera or things thathe doesn’t like because he is spending time with you, and that is all he needs.I’m the guy that is cautious to give his heart, but when he does it is all for you and he would rather die then not be in your arms at night.I’m the guy who will bring you things for no special reason than he loves you.I’m the guy who will never give up hope, and no matter what will stay with you for eternity.I’m the guy who once is in love, will always love you and never will forget

What Field Of Science Are You?
You Are Astronomy This world is not enough for you... literally. You can't help but wonder about what else is out there. You're the type of person who believes that anything is possible, and you'd like to prove it. You are also quite philosophical. You spend a lot of time wondering about our place in the world, how the universe was started, and what the future holds. You may not ever get all the answers you seek, and that's fine with you. Questioning is part of the journey. What Field of Science Are You? Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

The Look On 2009
I HAVE SOME NEW FRIENDS AND LOST ONE AWESOME FRIEND BUT THAT IS OK..WE ALL HAVE GOOD AND BAD DAYS..WELL FOR ME THEY ARE ALL BADS ONES NOT ALBE TO SEE MY SONS WHICH REALLY BITES..NOT SEEING THEM IS KILLING ME SO MUCH HOW CAN I EVEN GO ON ANY MORE THEY ARE MY LIFE .HEART SOUL..DAMN IT I LOVE THEM SO MUCH AND MISS THEM SO MUCH.. BRING HERE LA SALLW FUCKING BITES ASS SO MUCH I HATE BRING HERE IN IL SO MUCH MISS MY MOTHER SO VERY MUCH BEING AWAY THIS LONG FROM MY MOTHER HURT SO MUCH...I REALLY DO NOT GIVE A DAMN WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY TO ME ANY MORE BOB YOU CAN FUCK OFF ..I AM HURTING SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO GODDAMN CLUE ANY MORE...I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH I KNOW THEY ARE THERE FOR ME IN MY TIME OF NEED.....AS I LOOK BACK ON 2009 I HAVE COME SO FAR FROM BEING NOTHING IN THE FUCK UP WORLD NOW I AM ABOUT TO GET MY G.E.D SO FUCKING WHAT IF IT TOOK ME THIS GODDAMN LONG TO GET....I AM SO DAMN PROUD OF WHAT I AM DOING IN MY LIFE ..BUT YET I STILL GET PUT DOWN LAUGH AT ..YOU KNOW WHAT I REALLY DO NOT

'marriage Penalty' Buried In Healthcare Bills
'Marriage penalty' buried in healthcare bills Jim Brown - OneNewsNow - 12/14/2009 6:00:00 AM A Republican candidate for Congress in Minnesota says "a huge marriage penalty for the American middle class" is hidden in both the House and Senate healthcare bills.Former Minnesota state legislator Allen Quist points out that two single people each making $30,000 per year would pay $1,320 combined for private health insurance if the Pelosi House bill was in effect now. However, if the two individuals were to marry, they would pay a combined cost of $12,000 a year for the same level of insurance under the Pelosi bill. Quist notes this "marriage penalty" extends all the way from a two-person combined income of $58,280 to $86,640. The GOP candidate notes that that $28,000 spread encompasses a large number of Americans. "Let me be very blunt," says the House hopeful. "Tyrants know that marriage and family are the basic core of society and the basic foundation of government -- and if people are go

Poem: In (-k-)
In In the wake of your love’s funeral. Your love there, dead, she lies. Yet you take from the cathedral the godlessness in her eyes? In the moon, full, you see her face. And tragedy in her stare. All too soon love is replaced with a contempt that is found everywhere. Within your empty waking appetite you are swallowed every night. Like a web's razor-edged heart, it dissects you into soulless parts. In the scheme of life's nightmarish dreams, no evidence left in the undertaker's cart. In your dreams are you being dreamt? Casting shadows? Or are they casting you? Author: Kirk Edwin Fields (-K-)/authored (copyright): May 31, 1996

Resolutions And Such..
Im not one of these people who make yearly resolutions. I never really understood why 1 day alone would make you want to change something about yourself. why not just do it anyway? but to each his own. anyway, Im going to try my hand at a few resolutions this year. to begin with, no more of this stressing about everything. over the last 10 years, there has been something tugging at my heart constantly. It seems like I couldnt just be happy. Ive let little things get to me and bother me and stress me out until the point of depression and complete sadness. That is not the way to live. There are people who enter your life, and it seems like they are only meant to hurt you and to make you miserable. but maybe they were put there to test your limits, to teach you patience, and maybe to make you thankful for what love you do receive from those you care about. another thing I must do is to forget those who dont remember me. Ive held on to so many memories that only hurt to think about. s

Dear Fu-land........
Dear Fu-Land, I was pondering the realities of this site and the way people act when they are on here. I've noticed that "some" individuals take this site way to serious and forget that it is just a play-land for adults. Here you can be and say just about anything you want. There are so many options here for the delusional ones who want what they can't have in real life. Where else can you get fu-married one week and fu-divorced the next? On this site you can be a girl, even if you're not really. There is a reason Baby Jesus has his name......He can make the lame walk and the ugly pretty here. All you have to do is create what you want and run with that fantasy. With that being said, some of you lame asses need to stop taking this place so serious and learn to have fun.........Just sayin