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Creamy Chicken Enchiladas
ngredients * 8 ounces skinless, boneless chicken breast halves * 2/3 cup reduced-sodium chicken broth * 1/4 teaspoon black pepper * 4 cups torn fresh spinach or 1/2 of a 10-ounce package frozen chopped spinach, thawed and well drained * 2 tablespoons thinly sliced green onion * 1-1/4 cups light dairy sour cream * 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin * 1/2 cup fat-free milk * 1 4-ounce can diced green chile peppers, drained * Nonstick cooking spray * 6 7-inch flour tortillas * 1/2 cup shredded reduced-fat cheddar or Monterey Jack cheese (2 ounces) * Chopped tomato or purchased salsa (optional) * Thinly sliced green onions or snipped fresh cilantro (optional) Directions 1. In a large skillet combine chicken, chicken broth, and black pepper. Bring to boiling; reduce heat. Cover and simmer for 12 to 14 minutes or until chicken is no longer pi

Okay
So now im back - but i'm not staying long. I'm only staying till 10 or so...I've got to work in the morning. Gotta take a sleeping pill to sleep through this chit they're doing outside. Bah! I didnt sleep while I was gone. I ended up watching the stuff I had saved on TiVo. Much love - have a Safe & Happy 4th!!!

Independence Daze Quiz
Independence Daze Quiz How good are you at separating myth from fact? See if you know the difference between fact and fiction when it comes to these myths about our nation's independence. Questions and answers adapted from Discovery.com. 1) The Fourth of July has been a legal holiday since the American Revolution. a) True b) False 2) Traditionally, the American flag is folded 13 times because each fold bears a special meaning. a) True b) False 3) Benjamin Franklin proposed the turkey as the national bird of the United States. a) True b) False 4) All 56 members of the Continental Congress signed the Declaration of Independence on July 4, 1776. a) True b) False 5) Presidents John Adams and Thomas Jefferson both died on the Fourth of July. a) True b) False 6) The Liberty Bell cracked when it was rung to celebrate American independence on July 4, 1776. a) True b) False 7) The preferred method for dispos

4th
Well it was a hit with everyone who made it over here the party lasted from noon to 1040pm and the children and adulits loved it. I got a lot of complements on my cooking of the chicken brest and the falovings I used. A good time was hadf by all and the weater cleared for swiming and fishing and the firworks. hope every one else had a great fourth also.

Sex For 60 Minutes?
Based on a survey I just took about sex, it raised an interesting question about how long you last in bed. Of course I've heard lots of complaints from girls about how brief men operate in the bedroom, but I've also heard that you can last too long in bed, too. Like if your spouse or partner starts making comments about redecorating the room or changing the wallpaper, you might be taking too long. My question is if an hour too much or is it just about right? Here were the questions. The important question is #8, in yellow. 1. Do you like to kiss and cuddle in bed? 2. Do you like a lot of foreplay? 3. Do you like to receive oral? 4. Do you like to perform oral? 5. Do you like to try more than one position? 6. Do you like to try more than 3 positions? 7. Does sex normally last for more than 10 minutes with you? 8. Does sex normally last for more than 1 hour with you? 9. Do you like to wear something sexy to bed? 10. Do you like to

This Is Embarrassing(she Can Tell You Who She Is)
My heart has healed nomore is the pain. I have a different outlook on life,I have everything to gain. Its kind of funny what a little hope will do for a man. Thanks to you,on my two legs I now stand. With you by my side theres nothing I won't face. With your love,my heart has finally found it's place. I owe you everything my heart my soul my life. I'm so glad last night you agreed to be my CT wife.

July!
Make Me Miss July! I'm on the bottom of the first page.;o( I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for July!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

My Check Up
i went to the doctor today and found out i have stage 2 breast cancer,so they are going to take the lump out and hopes to it not returningback for good,breats cancer stage consits of two stages and one is were they cannot detect the spread but can detect the lump in the breast and that is were im at they detected a lump but the will hafe to run lots of test to find out were it is and if theycan get rid of it with just meds or surgery.so what i have right now is a tumor in my breast which can be remoed. m happy to find out it hadnt spraded yet and all prayers that people are sendng me i thank you so much for with out you all id be lost.god bless and ill try my bestto keep everyone informed. please dont feel sorry for me thats not what i wan just pray and let god do the work.ty,luv honielynn

I Do Not
i do not ask for you all to rate my pictures i rate because i want to i pick and choose who i rate i dont ask for anyone to like me they just do i dont ask for you too have a crush on me thats on you i dont ask for gifts i dont as for blast or vics geesh why is it that you try to do something nice and i still get people pissed or upset with me

Black Wing
in turn it speaks in darkness lies my doorway creaks somebody cries the fire burns the blackest flames its soon your turn a liar's game i never thought about it again til now i thought it slipped away an evil pumps through your veins on blackened wing your skin crawls looking deep heretic withdrawals demon seed burning desire thoughts of you internal fire burning through i forgot about it again til now i let it slip away your nothing but evil desire carrying me on black wing

Situations....
Situations and experiences come in all types of sizes and shapes, big and small, short and long, pleasant and unpleasant, expected and unexpected, and more. The key in any situation is to look at the situation objectively and then take appropriate action. In any given situation, appropriate action means action that is constructive that either provides at least one viable solution, improves the situation, or both. Constructive action can transform any situation for the better.

Love And Time
Love and Time There are times when words aren’t enough feelings can’t always be put into words; because they are inadequate and often escape us sometimes, there are only feelings. There are times when all you need is a look; a silent, wordless connection between souls an understanding that needs no translation a natural, knowing gaze that says everything. There are times when all you need is a touch; nothing spoken - just the gesture of reaching out touching, silently transferring your energy conveying something that comes from within There are times when all you need is acceptance to know that you are valued as you are that any changes you make only enhance you more as you discover yourself. There are times when all you need is love no conditions or demands, only simplicity. to know that for no reason at all another chooses you over all others. There are times when all you ever wanted, was to be completed by another person. There are times when you n

Are You Just Drift Glass?
Do you look at your horoscope that's printed each day? it's amazingly accurate in a paradox way. It has little to do with the planets at all, but it's a form of symbology ...for things to recall. You could slip through this life with your head up your past, never realizing potential, like a piece of drift glass...Or you could study life's meanings and where you could be, astrology is in symbols ...to master destiny. It can show you direction...a fate overhaul, the way to change reality is to not drift or think small. If your looking for answers, start from within, the circle of life needs a point to begin.

Chicken And Spring Vegetable Toss
You'll feel a spring in your step when you serve this colorful pasta toss for brunch, lunch or dinner. Prep Time:10 min Start to Finish:25 min Makes:6 servings 3 cups uncooked fusilli (corkscrew) pasta (9 ounces) 3/4 pound boneless skinless chicken breast, cut into 1-inch pieces 1 medium red bell pepper, cut into 1-inch pieces 1 medium yellow bell pepper, cut into 1-inch pieces 1/2 pound asparagus, cut into 1-inch pieces 1 tablespoon water 1/2 teaspoon pepper 1 container (10 ounces) refrigerated reduced-fat Alfredo pasta sauce 1. Cook and drain pasta as directed on package. 2. While pasta is cooking, spray 12-inch skillet with cooking spray; heat over medium-high heat. Cook chicken in skillet 3 to 4 minutes, stirring frequently, until brown. 3. Stir bell peppers, asparagus, water and pepper into chicken; reduce heat. Cover and simmer 3 to 4 minutes, stirring occasionally, until chicken is no longer pink in center and vegetables are crisp-tender. 4. Stir pasta and Alfr

Barbecued Chicken Nachos
Tortilla chips strut extra fixin’s for barbecue time! Prep Time:10 min Start to Finish:20 min Makes:8 servings 16 cups corn tortilla chips 3 cups cut-up cooked chicken 1 1/3 cups barbecue sauce 2 cans (15 ounces each) chili beans in sauce, undrained 2 cans (2 1/4 ounces each) sliced ripe olives, drained 2 large tomatoes, chopped (2 cups) 6 cups shredded Colby-Monterey Jack cheese (24 ounces) 1. Heat coals or gas grill for direct heat. Spray two 30x18-inch pieces of heavy-duty aluminum foil with cooking spray. 2. Spread tortilla chips on centers of foil pieces. Mix chicken and barbecue sauce. Spoon chili beans, chicken mixture, olives, tomatoes and cheese on chips. 3. Wrap foil securely around tortilla chips. Cover and grill foil packets, seam sides up, 4 to 6 inches from medium heat 8 to 10 minutes or until cheese is melted. Nutrition Information: 1 Serving: Calories 410 (Calories from Fat 235 ); Total Fat 23 g (Saturated Fat 10 g); Cholesterol 65 mg; Sodium 1110 mg

Golden-crusted Chicken-asparagus Lasagna
Lasagna lovers, here’s a new one for you. It’s creamy and delicious! Prep Time:30 min Start to Finish:1 hr 25 min Makes:8 servings 9 uncooked lasagna noodles (9 ounces) 2 pounds asparagus, cut into 2-inch pieces 1 tablespoon olive or vegetable oil 1/2 teaspoon lemon pepper seasoning salt 3 tablespoons butter or margarine 1/4 cup Gold Medal® all-purpose flour 1 can (14 ounces) chicken broth 1/2 cup milk 2 teaspoons fresh marjoram leaves or 1/2 teaspoon dried marjoram leaves 2 cups diced cooked chicken 1/2 cup roasted red bell peppers, from 7-ounce jar, drained and chopped 3/4 cup shredded Parmesan cheese 2 cups shredded mozzarella cheese (8 ounces) 1/2 cup whipping (heavy) cream 1. Heat oven to 350ºF. Grease rectangular baking dish, 13x9x2 inches. Cook and drain noodles as directed on package. 2. Heat 5 cups water to boiling in 3-quart saucepan. Add asparagus; heat to boiling. Boil 3 to 4 minutes or until crisp-tender; drain. Place asparagus in bowl. Toss with oil

My Dream Girl
I stood at the party sipping my drink wondering how I kept getting roped into this things. My idea of a good time has little to do with standing around talking shop with people in the business. As Furman prattled on about so-and-so's boss doing such-and-such, my mind drifted out the window where the moon shown brightly in the night sky. Suddenly, I caught a reflection in the window. It was a woman. A beautiful woman. I turned quickly back to the room, but there was no one there but the same tired old people that had been chatting all night. Maybe one of the new guys brought his girl friend, I thought to myself. God, if I brought my wife to another one of these fiascos, she'd probably divorce me. Had I become so jaded that I was now hallucinating? Or was this wine finally starting to dull my brain? I began chatting with Saunders about his latest project, pretending to be interested in his description of the endless tribulations of working with Kaufmann. Out of the corner of my ey

Poem - To Wherever Destiny Is
Before we ever crossed paths, your destination was chosen From where I sat to what I looked at, time was easily frozen Time tricked me, or just gave me a slight opportunity It was a beautiful evening to dream of unity All details of one another going into place Everything step by step at a perfect pace However, I was new to your theory of reality Yet, I looked at everything with normality From then on you only gave me symbols That corresponds to your actions making us idols To the riots of our hearts, I hope time will mend the tear To the realization of my feelings for you, for I know you care The seasons will be the only ones to tell where we end up, my love.

New Fantasy Portrait By "magik"
"Hello friends, I like to present "Spirits in the sky" my first native american themed fantasy portrait. I hope you enjoy . " Bikers, Art Lovers, Check out his work..He is VERY Dear friend of mine..His work is beyond extraordonary...You won't be disappointed..He's a supercool man, with a beautiful family and "Magik" fingers..Magik ROCKS!!!....Give him a shout, tell him "Cherry" said "Hi".... P.S. NO I don't get a kick back, i just love his work and him!..Thanks

Spank Lucy Loo Aka Linda
I NEED SOME HELP HERE ASAP. LINDA JUST TOLD ME SHE IS GONNA KEEP SPANKING ME. SO IM GONNA NEED HELP FROM EVERYONE TO HELP ME SPANK LINDA, WE NEED TO SPANK HER UNTIL SHE STOPS SPANKING ME. WHEN YOU CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW LEAVE A COMMENT SAYING "I SPANKED LUCY LOO" IF ANYONE HELPS ME OUT HERE I WILL MAKE SURE I BUY THEM A GIFT THANKS WILLIE

Dreams Into Reality
Dreams sometimes come into reality if u want it bad enough, i have dreams of love and love is either to far away for most people to grip but others can feel, hold it and keep it real like i do. Everynight i close my eyes and picture me and my better half holding each other, cuddling up near a camp fire just having a blast and the most thing that every man lives for is watching his wife with a smile on his face wail his buetiful wife walks down the aile in her wedding dress. As i dream on i see us fooling around with house projects and stuff like that but all dreams will come into reality if you want it so badly you can taste it. I always picture me mowing the lawn on a hot summer day and my baby bear comes out with a glass of water tells me to take a break and we sit on the porch together talking about everything under the sun till break times over and i go back working on the lawn. Or she goes into the garden picking vegables out and watering the flower garden that a dream i always ke

Shell Pasta With Sausage And Greens
1 lb. shell or ear-shaped "Conchiglie" pasta 3/4 lb. Italian sausage - half hot, half sweet or plain 12 oz. bunch of broccoli rabe or kale, chopped 6 garlic cloves, diced 1/4-1/2 teaspoon hot red pepper flakes 1 1/2 cups chicken stock 1/4 cup grated fresh Parmesan cheese 1 Bring 3 quarts of water to a boil, add a 1/2 teaspoon of salt and a Tbsp of olive oil. Add the pasta and cook as directed on the package, until al dente. 2 While pasta is being prepared, cook rabe or kale in chicken stock for about 8 minutes. 3 While rabe is cooking, sauté Italian sausage until brown - about 8 minutes. Sauté garlic. 4 When pasta is done, drain and return to pan. Toss together with the greens, sausage, garlic, and Parmesan cheese. Serves four to six. Note: You might want to try experimenting with adding some sautéed bell pepper and or onion.

Update
As for me. just working my ass off and feeling the repressions of being away from home and traveling through Europe, next time I will have my back up plan and things taken care of at home before I run off to Europe again. Sure I have been traveling several times but this time it was a different feeling and the events that happened when I came home was like a snowball effect. I really know who are real friends are and those who are not my friends or do not believe me or just want to use me then I dont need them. This is who I am and hey I am easy going. For those who are just out to play head games or assume crap about me, I have news for you. As for those friends who have been a help, thank you for everything and I will repay your hospitality and kindness in time. I know words are not enough and I hope to do more for you in time. For those who just added me with out reading my profile or what I had to say about my friends request, I am sorry I talk wayyy toooo much about myself,

Blood Mary, Shadow Puppets And More
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Ouch!!...she Said
For years and years they told me, Be careful of your breasts. Don't ever squeeze or bruise them. And give them monthly tests. So I heeded all their warnings, And protected them by law. Guarded them very carefully, And I always wore my bra. After 30 years of astute care, My gyno, Dr. Pruitt, Said I should get a Mammogram. "O.K," I said, "let's do it." "Stand up here real close" she said, (She got my boob in line), "And tell me when it hurts," she said, "Ah yes! Right there, that's fine." She stepped upon a pedal, I could not believe my eyes! A plastic plate came slamming down, My hooter's in a vise! My skin was stretched and mangled, From underneath my chin. My poor boob was being squashed, To Swedish Pancake thin. Excruciating pain I felt, Within it's vise-like grip. A prisoner in this vicious thing, My poor defenseless tit! "Take a deep breath" she said to me, Who does she think she's kidding?!? My chest is mash

Cod Veracruz
Prep/Cook Time: 25 minutes Serves: 4 Ingredients: 1 lb. fresh OR thawed frozen cod OR haddock fillets 1 can (10 3/4 oz.) Campbell's® Condensed Tomato Soup 1 can (10 1/2 oz.) Campbell's® Condensed Chicken Broth 1/3 cup Pace® Chunky Salsa OR Pace® Picante Sauce 1 tbsp. lime juice 2 tsp. chopped fresh cilantro leaves 1 tsp. dried oregano leaves, crushed 1/4 tsp. garlic powder OR 1 clove garlic, minced 4 cups hot cooked rice Directions: PLACE fish in 2-qt. shallow baking dish. MIX soup, broth, salsa, lime juice, cilantro, oregano and garlic powder. Pour over fish. BAKE at 400°F. for 20 min. or until fish is done. Serve over rice.

So Very Tempting!!!
Have you noticed that even as adults when someone tells us not to do something, there is that little twisted piece in our minds that wants to do it even more!!!! LMAO We wonder where our kids get that attitude!! Well gee, guess they learned it well from us. I am being a good girl though, not doing anything I am not suppose to! But geez, it might just kill me the temptation is so great!!! ROFLMAO

Note To Self
So yeah I'm single NOTE TO SELF: I LIKE IT THAT WAY Its seems like everyone I'm with makes me bored....It makes me laugh everytime. NOTE TO SELF: BE BORED ALL I WANT A couple people I dated either cheated on me or flirted with other girls when we were together. NOTE TO SELF: ALL MEN ARE DOGS IN SOMEWAY OR ANOTHER The relationships I was in was a joke, all they did was play these head games with me telling me they love me, or some even talked about marriage one day. NOTE TO SELF: RELATIONSHIPS ARE JOKES WAITING TO HAPPEN So I have no idea what I should do anymore, I dont know what to believe anymore. NOTE TO SELF: FORGET PEOPLE I'LL PROBALLY LIVE BETTER WITHOUT SOMEONE I'm starting to have a cold heart. I got to the point where I'm not even sad or depressed anymore. NOTE TO SELF: NO ONE CAN BRING ME DOWN I'm mad at the lies and trust people have made me believe. NOTE TO SELF: I DONT NEED DRAMA IN MY LIFE You know what I'm soooo

News You Might Of Missed...
The truth about Iraq is just not getting out. Al-Qaeda is committing unspeakable atrocities over there. They're baking young children and serving them to their parents. The Drive-By Media - and sadly, the White House - won't tell you about this, or show you photos of Al-Qaeda atrocities. We're in a battle with a barbaric enemy which has sworn to kill us unless we kill them first, but the West turns a blind eye, and blames our culture for their evil. This happened in Iraq and was reported on Rush Limbaugh’s show. This is what got me interested in Rush in the first place. He opened my eyes to how the LIBERAL PRESS picks and chooses stories to fit their agenda of keeping Democrats in power and growing the size of the US Government on OUR tax dollars. ANYONE who can take a child, bake him like a pig, stuff an apple in his mouth and then serve him on a tray to his own parents is the DEVIL in human form… DO NOT TRY TO TELL ME THESE PEOPLE LOVE THE SAME GOD I DO…. My God, the Ch

Millionaire Brisket With Coffee And Beer Mop Sauce
Difficulty: Easy Prep Time: 1 hour Inactive Prep Time: 4 hours Cook Time: 6 hours Yield: 8 to 10 servings 1/4 cup kosher or sea salt 1/4 cup firmly packed light brown sugar 1/4 cup sweet paprika 2 tablespoons pure chili powder 2 tablespoons freshly ground black pepper 1 tablespoon onion powder 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano 1 (5 to 6-pound) center-cut piece of brisket 6 slices bacon Coffee and Beer Mop Sauce, recipe follows Jim's Really Easy and Really Good Barbecue Sauce, recipe follows 4 to 6 cups hickory or apple wood chips, soaked for 1 hour in water to cover, drained Make the rub by placing the salt, brown sugar, paprika, chili powder, pepper, onion powder, and oregano in a small bowl and stir to mix. If your brisket has a thick layer of fat, trim it to a thickness of 1/4-inch. Place the brisket in a roasting pan and generously sprinkle both sides with the rub, using about 3 tablespoons per side and patting it into the meat with your fingertips. The leftover

Because Of You
Because of you I never stay too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learn to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt Because of you I try my hardest not to look on everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashame of my live Because it's empty Because of you I am afraid

11
There has to be a way across these mountains. Somewhere there's a pass we haven't found. The setting sun casts rows of jagged shadows Swallowing the hope we had allowed. Cold descends, the iron will of darkness, When nothing can be done except survive. Love like burning embers keeps us breathing As bitterness engulfs the icy stars. Ah, my love! There will be, will be morning! The sun will rise up like the cavalry. We will find our way across these mountains To build our lives within the dream of peace.

Mornin' All
...and boy am I glad it is hump day! Now, if I didn't have to go to work, it would even be better!!!! The boss was in PRIME shape yesterday...giving us all fits. Let's hope he's in a better mood today when I get there. We're headed for Indiana this weekend, leaving Saturday night, and returning Monday, so it's going to be one of those looooooooong weekends on the road, which wears me out! And, as usual...don't forget my contest. I FINALLY made it into 6th place...about 1500 from taking over 5th. So, everyone drop in and help out if you will! I had a few faithful friends drop by yesterday, and help me out loads, or I would have never made it. I sure appreciate your help! Hope you all have a GREAT DAY today! I'll be around for awhile longer, than back after I get home from work later this afternoon. Take care guys....Hugggggggggggz

Don't Judge Me
Don't judge me by the mistakes I made. Don't judge me by the way I look or the cloths I wear. Don't pretend to be my friend if you are only going to cut me down and make me feel worthless. Don't tell me that you care when you don't. Don't judge me when you don't know me. Don't say things to me if they are not true. Don't pretend you love me if you don't. Don't judge me Don't be mean to me or tear me down. Don't pretend to know me if you are only going to make me cry. Please don't pretend to be my friend if you are only going to judge me. All I ask is for your friendship. Please don't judge me

Taken
I have found the one Who takes my breath away. Happiness envelopes me Like the wings of an angel. He can have my heart If he chooses to take it Taken is he be another I wish to be his love Only time will tell Closer we are, yet so far My passion burns for his touch The man who is taken

Taco Salad
1/2 lb. ground beef 1 (8-oz.) can tomatoes 2 cups torn lettuce 1/2 cup shredded sharp Cheddar cheese 1/4 cup sliced green onions 6 pitted ripe olives, sliced 1 (3-1/8-oz.) can jalapeño bean dip 1 tsp. chili powder 1/4 tsp. salt 1/2 cup crushed corn chips In skillet brown meat; drain off fat. Drain tomatoes, reserving liquid. Cut up tomatoes. In salad bowl, combine lettuce, cheese, onion, olives, tomatoes and corn chips. To meat in skillet, stir in reserved tomato liquid, bean dip, chili powder and salt. Bring to boiling. Add to lettuce mixture. Toss well. Serve at once. Serves two.

My Friend List...
i don't know exactly what happened but lots of people have vanished from my friend list so i redid what i could...i you have been removed and would like to be added/fanned again just let me know. once again i am very sorry about this...peace

Meaning Of The Flag Draped Coffin ... For Every Person To Read!!!
Meaning of Flag Draped Coffin All Americans should be given this lesson. Those who think that America is an arrogant nation should really reconsider that thought. Our founding fathers used GOD's word and teachings to establish our Great Nation and I think it's high time Americans get re-educated about this Nation's history. Pass it along and be proud of the country we live in and even more proud of those who serve to protect our "GOD GIVEN" rights and freedoms. I hope you take the time to read this..... To understand what the flag draped coffin really means..... Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many widows and widowers. Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776? Have you ever noticed the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the United States of America Flag 13 times? You probably thought it was to symbolize the original 13 colonies, but we lea

Please Read
I dont understand why people feel like I shouldnt be on here. Yes I am married but I also need friends. I need people I can talk to when I have had a bad day. make me smile when I am down, laugh when I want to cry. be here for me like I would be for all my friends. It hurts that Iam being rated just because I am married. why is it that I am not suppose to have friends? Am I so different from everyone else that I have to be judged. I am no different from anyone else I have feelings to. Is it wrong to want to have friends? This really hurts. maybe I should just not be on here and sit around the house crying because I dont have friends. Talking about ways to end the pain. Being on here has changed my life I have found friends that I never thought I would ever have. I found friends that actually care about me, that really care about what happens to me. I am looking for friends is that so wrong that I have to be tore down and mad to feel worthless. This is totally wrong. I am a good person

Pan-fried Cornmeal & Cumin-rubbed Cornish Game Hens For Two
1 tbsp. chopped fresh cilantro leaves 1 tbsp. chopped scallions 2 tsp. chopped and peeled fresh ginger 1 large egg 1 heaping tbsp. ground cumin 1/3 cup stone-ground yellow cornmeal 5 tbsp. all purpose flour 1/2 tsp. salt 1/4 tsp. black pepper 2 (14-oz.) Cornish game hens, butterflied and backbone removed 1 tbsp. olive oil Preheat oven to 375ºF. Place cilantro, scallions, and ginger in a shallow bowl; mix together. Lightly beat the egg in another shallow bowl. Combine cumin, cornmeal, flour, salt and pepper in a third shallow bowl. Dip hens in cilantro mixture, then in the egg, then in the cornmeal mixture. Place a large skillet over medium-high heat and when it is hot, add the oil. Add the hens 1 at a time, and sauté until golden brown, about 3 to 4 minutes on each side. Put hens in a large baking pan. Roast until they are deep brown and completely cooked, about 15 to 20 minutes. Serves 2.

Et Tu Brutea?
There are good days and bad days in life and none more so than in the life of a soldier. We live by an axiom that states that the only easy day was yesterday. Damn sure if that aint the truth. Sadly enough, you get to a point that you cant remember yesterday, so no easy day exists for you. Sometimes it is definitely clear that you dont want to remember yesterday because yesterday only reminds you that today sucks. It is hard to hear about those two boys missing in Iraq. It could have easily been me as could I have been any of the over two thousand deaths. Sure as hell that I didnt wish and still do to some degree that I could change places with them. I could handle it better than some 20 something. Having lived this long, miraculously somehow, I know that I have achieved all that I can in this life time; it seems desperately unfair that those young men should lose their lives so soon. I am unfortunately certain that a video will surface about those two men. It sucks somet

Oil Burners And Life
You know a friend, a very good friend, just made a remark to me that reminded me of my childhood. Now, you have to realize that I never think about my childhood, because my family life was pretty hard. I know others had it harder, but it was difficult for a young child to understand what was going on. My father was a police officer, a very good one, too. However, he and my mother absolutely hated one another. He took to the bottle A LOT. So, my sister and I became the literal punching bags for him to release tensions. My sister more than me, because I stood my ground and told him flat out that either me or my children would make him pay for his inadequacies. The actual words were obviously more forceful and I think that I hit on this topic in a previous blog. But, that is not the central issue around which my mind is currently wrapped. After my sister left, my mother basically shut down. So, I ended up doing EVERYTHING around the house. Now, for a 7 year old boy, this w

Sent To A Friend In Need, Who Later Abandonded Me In Mine...
If [IF] If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you, If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you But make allowance for their doubting too, If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or being hated, don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise: If you can dream--and not make dreams your master, If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster And treat those two impostors just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken, And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools: If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breath a word about your loss; If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serv

Silence Is Calling
Voices calling from the abyss, refrain after refrain, and harder yet to resist. Spirals into the void and deeper still. Silence without ending, defeaning in its cowardice. Harder yet to resist. Silence.

Dreams To Come
I am compelled to list those things that I think -for now- that I would like to do when I get older: my dreams. I want a family. I would either like to teach or go into law. I want to better society. I would like to visit Alaska, Maine, Canada, Norway, Sweden, Finland, and Russia. I want to see my children grow into passionate, caring adults. I want to see my grandchildren born. I would love to learn greater compassion. I want to cast out the anger and bitterness I feel at times for my own past faults and failures: I want to forgive myself.

People Like Me
people like me Everyone needs a wake up call from time to time. Everyone needs that push in the right direction. Everyone needs to realize that who is real and who likes to play real, who needs help, and who needs to just shut the fuck up. You don't have to act tough to be a tough guy. It's the people like me that you shouldn't fuck with You don't have to dress a certain way or act a certain way for people like me to think that your beautiful!! the ones who strike without warning, the people who sit there and take it then one day explode and everyone is sitting and wondering "what in the hell happend?" there are some people out there who act tough for credit of any kind, so people will respect them, but deep down inside they aren't tough at all. they are scared. fear does strange things to people.it makes them think they are crazy. it makes them think that they are tough. it makes them think that the whole world revolves around them, and when they realize that it d

What Would They Do With....
WHAT WOULD GUYS DO WITH A VAGINA??? 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do the splits. 7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet. 6. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing time. 4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video. 2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too. 1. Finally find that damned G-spot. What women would do if they had a penis for a day --------------------------------------------------- - --------------------------- What women would do if they had a penis for a day!! 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating

Blue
Have you ever just felt so damn blue? Just after all the rush and chaos of life slows to a halt and you are left standing there wondering what just happened, and it hits you that you missed something. Makes me blue, makes me wonder if anyone knows me. Leaves you wondering if the life you lead is the right way. So many telling you that your life is the bomb, but yet where are they when you need them? Or is it me not letting them in? And why not? You ever wish to let someone in to the point that you are thinking about it all the time? I hate when i start worrying what someone will think of me. Standing up for who you are takes guts, believing in yourself takes guts too. Sometimes though, your 'guts' get torn right out. I know though, that all you can do is be yourself, others will come and go, some will stay. I hope the ones i wish to know all about stay forever.

First Kiss
So, it's your first kiss and several questions might come to mind: Is it the right time? Is anyone watching? Does your partner even want to? Is your breath fresh? And the big question... Should you use some tongue? Then you lean in and just go for it!!! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

Quote For July 13
There are times when fear is good. It must keep its watchful place at the heart's controls. There is advantage in the wisdom won from pain. -- Aeschylus Bonus Quote: You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience by which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, 'I lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along. -- Eleanor Roosevelt This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

True Friend
True Friendship Are you tired of those sissy-ass "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship: 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard /bitch who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you ar

Clam Chowder For One
1/2 cup cubed peeled potato 1/4 cup chopped onion 1/8 tsp. salt Pinch pepper 1/2 cup water 1 (6-1/2-oz.) can chopped clams, drained 2/3 cup milk Just enough chicken broth to cover potato and vegetables 1 tbsp. butter or margarine 1 bacon strip, cooked and crumbled Chopped parsley, optional In a small saucepan, cook potato, onion, salt and pepper in minimal amount of chicken broth until vegetables are tender (do not drain). Add clams, milk, butter and bacon; heat through (do not boil). Sprinkle with parsley. Yield: 1 serving

Broccoli And Salmon Casserole
3 cups frozen chopped broccoli, 1 tablespoon olive oil, 1/4 cup chopped onion, 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour , 1 1/2 cups milk, 3/4 cup grated white cheese, 1/2 cup chopped mushrooms, 1 tablespoon chopped parsley, 1/2 teaspoon dried dill, 7oz. can of shredded pink salmon, 1/4 cup grated parmesan cheese. Preheat your oven to 350 degrees. Steam broccoli until just tender. Heat the olive oil in a large skillet and saute the onion until soft and translucent. Remove the onion using a slotted spoon. Stir the flour into the remaining oil in the skillet, when the mixture bubbles add the milk and stir constantly to keep lumps from forming. Add the cheese, mushrooms, parsley and dill, stir until the cheese has melted. Add the salmon, steamed broccoli and onions. Stir to mix then transfer to a lightly oiled 2 quart casserole dish. Sprinkle the parmesan cheese over the top and bake uncovered for 35 minutes or until the parmesan is lightly browned.

Beef Stir Fry For One
1 tbsp. soy sauce 2 tsp. cider or red wine vinegar 1 garlic clove, minced 1/2 tsp. sugar 1/4 lb. sirloin steak, cut into 1/4-in. strips 1/4 cup broccoli florets 1/4 cup cauliflowerets 1/2 tsp. vegetable oil 1/4 cup diced green or sweet red pepper 1/4 cup diced cabbage 1/4 cup sliced water chestnuts 2 green onion, sliced 3 tbsp. beef broth 1 tsp. cornstarch Hot Cooked Rice In a large resealable plastic bag or shallow glass container, combine the first 4 ingredients; add beef and turn to coat. Seal or cover and refrigerate for at least 10 minutes. In a skillet or wok, stir-fry broccoli and cauliflower in oil until vegetables begin to soften. Add beef and marinade; cook on medium-high for 3 minutes. Add green pepper, cabbage and water chestnuts; stir-fry for 2-3 minutes or until the vegetables are crisp-tender. Add onions. Combine broth and cornstarch until smooth; add to skillet. Bring to a boil; cook and stir for 2 minutes or until thickened. Serve ove

Sight
SIGHT Current mood: crappy The sun is out it's clear and bright, but it's so cold we tend to lose sight. Sight of what's lost sight of what's gone, sight of what's right sight of what's wrong. We close our eyes and hope it's all a dream, thats when we wake up and the truth can be seen. That what was lost can be found, what we thought was was gone was always around. What is right we finally see, that what was wrong was you and me.

Is There Money To Be Made From.....
Selling domain names anymore? A quick glance on greatdomains shows recent sales of certain domain names going for more than $20000. I was thinking surely these are greatly overpriced. So I decided to go in search of catchy domain names and get some free appraisals. Found one that got the following report. Marketability: excellent Clarity: excellent Memorability: excellent Link Popularity: n/a Extension: excellent Length: very good Word count: excellent Hyphens: not present Numerals: not present Substitutions: not present Abbreviations: not present ESTIMATED VALUE OVER $ 250,000 I know it all depends on the demand and possible future use etc but how can such prices be justified? (yeah I get the most pointless blog award)

I Think I'm Leaving Ct
I haven't been able to be on here as much, if at all. Alot of you seem to be taking this personally, when I've explained in more than one bulletin, that my life outside of CT is very busy. Before CT, I'm a wife, mother, bestfriend, teacher...etc. I'm not totally sure I'm going to delete my entire profile yet, or just leave it like it is. However, I've deleted all of my pics with the exception of a few. I may just pop in here now and then like I have been. If I completely leave, I'll let everyone know. If you guys would like to send me your Yahoo's and email addy's that would be cool. Still feel free to email/CT Mail, and so on. :) I ♥ you all....ok, MOST of you. :P ♥ April Marie ♥

Dear Holly/oak King
Dear [Holly/Oak] King, We regret to inform you that your request for an extended lease on your present living quarters has been once again denied, and you are therefore required to vacate the premises by [April 30/November 1] at the latest. We here at Celestial Machineworks, Inc., extend our sympathies regarding your kingdom's recent takeover by the [Oak/Holly] King; however, if we may be frank, doesn't getting kicked in the ass by your brother, every single year since the beginning of time, get old after a while? Please be prompt in moving your personal property so that the Touch-up Crew can ready the place for the new occupant. We regret having to be so pushy in this matter, but you know how the Big Lady gets if things fall behind schedule. We appreciate your business, and we hope that when you visit this part of town again, you'll remember our service and choose Planet Earth as your home away from home. Oh, and if you happen to pass by Hades on your way out, tell him [Demeter

People I Have Blocked...(no Names Here)
It was brought to my attention in the mumm I posted earlier today that I block people too (which is certainly true), so I went to see who I had blocked...in going through my list of blocked people, I unblocked everyone who had the standard "I was here" pic. I guess they aren't around anymore. I have no idea who they were or why I blocked them. I now have 13 people blocked. Two I know in real life and want NOTHING to do with. All they do is cause drama. Two are racist idiots and I will NOT tolerate that anywhere near me. One is the mother of some whiny little girl who was insulting my boyfriend and I when we posted our matching salute (while we were still together). Mommy came to my page and made several asinine comments before I finally got sick of her and blocked her to shut her up. TWo I'm not quite sure why I blocked them, but I must have had a reason, lol. One I blocked just this morning to get his stupid remarks out of my shoutbox, after he blocked one of my good fr

Cheesy Potato Casserole
2 eggs 2 medium potatoes, peeled and grated 1/2 cup chopped onion 1/4 cup dry bread crumbs 1/2 tbsp. salt 1/4 tbsp. pepper 3/4 cup shredded cheddar cheese 4 bacon strips, cooked and crumbled In a medium bowl, beat eggs. Stir in potatoes, onion, bread crumbs, salt and pepper. Pour into a greased 1-qt. baking dish. Bake uncovered at 350ºF. for 30 minutes or until potatoes are tender. Top with cheese and bacon. Return to oven for 5-7 minutes or until the cheese is melted. Yield: 2 servings.

Closing A Chapter In My Life For Good....sadly
I haven't posted or been online much recently as my grandparents have been having surgery (Grandma) and been ill...(grandfather). About a month ago my grandma had thyroid surgery to remove cancer and all was removed and she is healed and back to normal. Three weeks ago, my grandpa fell at home and ended up in the hospital with pneumonia (again) and a broken rib. He spent the rest of that week in the hospital and then the following Monday he was put in a nursing home. A week and a half after being admitted to the nursing home (July 4, 2007, to be exact), he passed away. Knowing my grandpa it would be appropriate that he would pass away on Independence day, as he was a veteran of WWII and very proud of that fact. Also, he was born on Christmas day in 1917, so he was born on a Holiday and died on a holiday. I think he wanted it that way. I was very close to my grandfather and am crying as I type this. This man thought the sun rose and set on me since I was born, and he

First Stage.
Adjusting.... prueba.. prueba... kann sprachen nicht... subito... kotoshi kimasen yo!!! Ok ok ok ok... Someone over there? You speak human? Hello?... Well I need some time to adapt my languaje to yours. Pleased to meet you. From this time on, I will try to write something, but don't get angry with me just because of my strage way of speaking, or my tendence to watch you from the Outside...

Three-bean Barbecue
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 1 hr 20 min Makes: 8 servings 6 slices OSCAR MAYER Bacon 1 medium onion, chopped 1 can (16 oz.) baked beans 1 can (15-1/2 oz.) golden butter beans, drained 1 can (15 oz.) kidney beans, drained, rinsed 3/4 cup BULL'S-EYE Original Barbecue Sauce 1/2 tsp. dry mustard PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Cook bacon in skillet on medium heat until crisp; drain, reserving 2 Tbsp. of the drippings in skillet. Crumble bacon; set aside. Add onion to reserved drippings; cook and stir on medium-high heat until lightly browned. Drain. MIX all ingredients in 1-1/2-qt. casserole dish; cover. BAKE 1 hour or until heated through.

Downraters And Default Pictures
About a month ago, as an experiment, I switched my default picture to one I took a couple years ago of a cat sunning itself on the patio of the Ernest Hemingway house in Key West. This picture wasn't of me or anything I really cared about. In fact, it was in a directory I had fogotten about which means I had at least 100 pictures from that trip I liked better. Still. a little cropping to improve the perspective and it isn't a bad shot. I bet you are wondering why I am bothering you folks with this. Well, I do find the results interesting I thought I would share them. Before I posted the picture I was averaging a '1' rating per day on any picture I posted as my default. With the Key West Kitty I went almost a month without a single downrating of any kind. Now in the last week I have had 4 down ratings and the lowest of them was a '4'. It seems to me that downraters, whether simply ignorant newbies or season CT members with a chip on the shoulder for the most part simply ski

Whatever
Leave me in my painful comfort, I'll stay and play with my muse; I'll enjoy my peaceful anguish, When you'd think I'd win I lose. Watch me as I tear my heart out, And my teardrops fall like rain; If only I could let you feel it, But I'm sure you'd go insane. Give me back my darkest hour, When the feeling was so pure; Give me back my childhood wonder, Before I knew life was a whore. Leave me in my painful comfort, As life slithers down the drain; Only when there's nothing left - Is there anything to gain.

Soldiers Poem
Pain Is My Passion If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in North America. I love you so much and you

Mariah Carey....wtf?
"Whenever I watch TV and see those poor starving kids all over the world, I can't help but cry. I mean I'd love to be skinny like that, but not with all those flies and death and stuff." --Mariah Carey

Memories In Rewind
memories in rewind forget. forsaken. forever. your love i hide, i lie. in the mornings when you awake and light sticks to you like syrup that taste of summer. blink and smile look up at the ghost that float around your life. like memories in rewind. its funny. its stupid. its ironic. its love. its me and you.

Dear Meat/deer Meat???
A man kills a deer and takes it home to cook for dinner.Both he and his wife decide that they won't tell the kids what kind of meat it is, but will give them a clue and let them guess. The kids were eager to know what the meat was on their plates, so begged their dad for the clue. He said, "It's what mummy calls me sometimes!!" The little girl screams, " Don't eat it, it's a f**king asshole!!"

Born From 1929 - 1979
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and /or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren

The Time Has Come....
I don’t know if anyone actually takes the time to read blogs or not, but I just feel like venting so here it goes – be warned – I am feisty!!! ***Also note, I am not an eloquent writer I am just typing out my thoughts and feelings until my little heart is content. I consider myself a very passionate and loving woman with a heart that is too big for my own good. I enjoy helping others and have been known to sacrifice not only my own happiness, but also my sanity to do so. But I will not tolerate game players, liars, hypocrites and users. I have been around the block one too many times to be fooled. I have learned through many tears and hard times that our past that moulds us into the people we are today. We can not change our past but we do have the power to control our future and if we continue to let the evil things of the past dominate our lives we only have ourselves to blame. I have talked to many women who have been hurting for so long and do not know how to

Romantic Night
Candles lit, Bath tub full, Rose petals float, On the warm water. Oils and lotions we use, To massage and caress each other. Loving each other and showing it too. As we bathe together our bodies entangle and become once more lovers. A kiss to seal our promised love, As we look and pray and thank the good lord up above.

Just Have One Thing To Say...
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUK! do i feel better...NO!

Glazed Salmon Fillets
With a simple spicy sauce, these salmon fillets will be on the table in under 10 minutes. You can find garlic paste in the condiment aisle of some grocery stores. If you can't find it, mince a few garlic cloves and add them to the sauce. INGREDIENTS: * 4 (1/2" thick) salmon fillets * 1/3 cup seafood cocktail sauce * 2 tablespoons honey * 1 teaspoon garlic paste PREPARATION: Preheat broiler. Place salmon filets, skin side down, on broiler pan. In small bowl combine remaining ingredients and brush over salmon. Broil for 4 minutes, then brush with more sauce and broil for 2 minutes longer, until salmon flakes when tested with a fork.

The Ultimate Fantasy
Waking up to the feeling of a hand roaming her exposed side and hip, Sarah started becoming aware that she wasn’t alone like she usually was when she awoke. This made her come out of her sleep a little faster. Opening her eyes, she realized her surroundings were different also. A few moments more and she began to remember the events from the previous night. The hotel room, the man touching her, she looks at him and smiles. “Good morning Palmer.” She coos. And he just smiled at her without saying a word. He didn’t have to. Even though Sarah was never sure exactly what was running through his mind, she didn’t care. The attention he gave her was enough to fulfill her. Closing her eyes again she reminisces about the earlier events. While his hand continues to roam her skin and his eyes continue to soak her curves into his senses, she goes back to the knock on her door of her apartment, the messenger leaving her the message to be at the Hotel Chateau at 7pm, to her nervous stomach lettin

Beef, Vegetable And Shells Skillet
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 35 min Makes: 6 servings, 1-1/3 cups each 1 pkg. (12 oz.) VELVEETA Shells & Cheese Dinner Made With 2% Milk Cheese 1 lb. extra lean ground beef 1/2 cup KRAFT Light Zesty Italian Reduced Fat Dressing 1 bag (16 oz.) frozen vegetable blend (red peppers, carrots, broccoli and cauliflower), thawed 1 tsp. dried basil leaves 1/2 cup KRAFT 2% Milk Shredded Reduced Fat Sharp Cheddar Cheese PREPARE Dinner as directed on package. MEANWHILE, brown meat with dressing in large skillet on medium heat. Add vegetables and basil; cook 5 min. or until heated through, stirring occasionally. STIR in Dinner; sprinkle with Cheddar cheese. Cover; cook 5 min. or until Cheddar cheese is melted. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Substitute Any frozen vegetable blend will work in this easy skillet meal, so use your family's favorite. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition Bonus: Feel good serving up this quick and simple skillet. The mixed vegetables pr

"the Trail Where They Cried"
Introduction "There were ten million Native Americans on the American continent when the first non- Indians arrived. Over the next 300 years, 90% of all Native American original population was either wiped out by disease, famine, or warfare imported by the whites." The relocation of the Native Americans to the Oklahoma Territory that became known as "The Trail of Tears", "The Trail Where They Cried " ("Nunna daul Tsuny") by the Cherokee, represents one of the darkest and saddest episodes of American history. It is a tragic tale of force winning out over decency and power winning out over justice. To understand the infamous Trail of Tears it is not enough to know about the long and cruel journey of the Native Americans to their new home west of the Mississippi river, but it is also necessary to understand the historical background. Historical Background Early history of the Five Civilized Tribes The insatiable desire of white settlers for lands inevitably led t

Please Hoin Me Here Anytime
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Which Animal Represents My Sexual Appetite??
A Peacock A peacock represents your sexual appetite. You like to look good to attract potential lovers and you are very preoccupied with sex – not that that is a bad thing. You are into fantasizing, and enjoy sex a lot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Stole From My Sister.. What I Learned About Penises In My Lifetime..
Things I have learned about Penis in my lifetime.....feel free to agree or disagree or to add to it.............. 1) little penis men like it doggie style 2) if its curved hes gonna want you on top 3)) skinny pale white guys are packing meat 4) size doesnt matter... - ur g spot is 2 inches inside, (good for little guys) - big guys are good for fucking! and u cant go as fast as u want and u wont fall off, lil guys...... u fall off alot! 5) black guys arent all big either! 6) white guys have big surprises in their britches!

A True Pothead
check it so im chillin in da room wit a 40 as usual and my cuzzin sittin in his room rollin a blunt as usual. but today was just wierd for me, he sparked the blunt in my room then he went to the bathroom with it now that was coo i thought he was gonna be shitin and smokin but the i heard the shower come on . so i thought to my self he cant takin a shower and smokin who the hell would do some shit like that. then about 20 minutes later the nigga starts yellin for a towel and i came to the conclusion my cuzzin is a dumbass and a str8 pothead, i still wanna know how u take a shower and get high at the same damn time.

Boondock Saints!
Now you will recieve us We do not ask for your poor or your hungry we do not want your tired and sick it is ur corrupt we claim it is ur evil that will be saught by us with every breath we shall hunt them down each day we will spill their blood till it raeins down from the skies DO NOT KILL DO NOT RAPE DO NOT STEAL these are principles that every man of every faith can embrace these are not polite suggestions these are cores of behavior, and those of you that chose to ignore them will pay the dearest cost there are varying degrees of evil we urge you to lesser forms of filth not to push the bounds and cross over. but if you do, one day you will look behind you and you will see we three and on that day you will reap it! and we will sned you to whatever "God" you wish. AS SHEPARDS WE WILL BE FOR THEE, MY LORD. FOR THEE POWER HAS DECENDED FORTH FROM THY HAND THAT OUR FEET MUST SWIFTLY CARRY OUT THY COMMAND AND WE SHALL FLOW A RIVER FORTH UNTO THEE AND TEAMIN

News With My Band / Name Changes
So I was in a band three years ago, called Remission... We broke up due to differences between a few members. Sad, but these things happen. Well, a few months ago, we reformed the band, and with all the original members no less!! Differences aside, we'd matured a lot, and were ready to give it another go. So, Remission is thus brought back. However, the name no longer felt appropriate, and given a three year hiatus, a new name was desired. Which brings us to today. We have a new name... A new look, and even a new, more complex sound. The old tracks are still around, but some changes have been made here and there, all in the name of more badass music. I can't talk about the name now, as things have not been finalized, and we're getting ready for a bigger way to announce it. Primarily, we don't want some other douchebag to steal it from us. Just keep your ears to the ground, and you'll hear the rumblings soon. Lou|Former Remission Camp

Why
I'm a patient person but I hate playing the waiting game. God only knows how long I have to sit here and put my life on hold for something else... If you had the chance would you swoop me up and never let me go? I know who I am and I'm pretty sure you can accept me for that. My attraction to you grows stronger with every glance at your pictures, yet I cannot seem to move forward. I believe I'm ready to, but I'm afraid maybe you're not...Not with me anyway. I'd give you my heart and I wouldn't want it back...That's the way I see it...I would do everything in my power not to hurt you. I would love you as long as you'd let me...Are you willing to open your heart to me? If the answer is "yes" then baby I'm right here. Catch me before I fall...

Read This Important
am going out at 12pm its 11.44am now going to check on my shops just loaded new pics and put all pics into catergry must check on my staff derek rate my blogs please i need votes theres blogs about me jokes fun sites and blogs on blogs with site addresses be back in two hours love derek new people check me out love new friends amk 38 in northeast england blackpool couple mins walking to beach check out today be back in two hours have fun and this site rocks derek christain top dance lounge uk 2007 address in blogs god bless you all derek thanks see you all soonxxxx

Just My Thoughts
I'm Sorry..... That I was not good enough for you I'm Sorry..... That I ever let you into my heart-because you ended up breaking it (again) I'm Sorry..... That I am not perfect (last time I checked no one was) I'm Sorry..... For all the problems I may have caused you I'm Sorry..... For not being a good enough friend I'm Sorry..... For being me I'm Sorry You made the decision to not talk to me anymore-I did nothing wrong I'm Sorry For lying awake for nights on end trying to figure out what I did wrong And Most of all I'm Sorry..... For being there for you and having you turn your back on me....... I had to get this off my chest-its been bugging me for a while-I'm being honest upfront and truthful here!

Something To Make Everyone Laugh
My Thought for the day and all the Bull shit is FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!!

A Daydream...
Drifting off into thought leaving all the world behind Not always knowing where I'm looking nothing but you on my mind You and me how perfect it would be Waking up next to a lover with these eyes it's plain to see If you could only see how much my heart yearns Such a crushing feeling my passion for you burns A lick over my lips a bite on my lower Visions of you and me Growing stronger and stronger No care to the world let my work pile and stack It all can wait Oh Memories, take me back You fill my head seems like at the start of the day From the time my eyes see light till my body rests where my pillows lay Different scenes racing through my mind You and me in on our first date to the day I make you mine Am I going too fast does this make you question me Just because I love you And all you've done for me A blink of an eye back to reality A feeling of warmth a thought of things to be Smiling from ear to ear not even a word to say

Downness
I have noticed that when bad things happen, people generally try to avoid talking to me as they do not know what to do or say. Just be normal, I will not take it as insensitivity, just act like you normally would, I would appreciate it greatly... silence is very irritating, especially for someone like me. Yes something very very very sad has happened to me, but life is not over, and I am proud to say that, as a year ago I would be a quivering wreck right now, literally, and although I am down and I do keep crying, I am more rational now than I have ever been in my entire life. Christiana

What Kind Of Driver Am I?!!
What kind of a driver are you? I took this quiz- What kind of a driver are you?My Result Was: You are a safe driver. You obey the traffic rules and drive carefully. Hats off to you. Take this quiz- What kind of a driver are you? More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics. YEAHHHHH SURE I AM!!

How Peaceful Are You
You Are 80% Peaceful You are a very peaceful person. All is good in your world, no matter what's going on. Occasionally you let your problems get to you, but you generally remain upbeat. Your inner strength is inspirational - much more so than you may realize.How Peaceful Are You?

Im Ssoooo Fkn Happy....
my snake ate last night,,, might not sound like a big deal but he's a baby snow corn and ive had him almost 3 months and he wouldnt eat, thought i was gonna have to force feed him n thats not cool ssooo... the pet shop had no pinkies but they DID have a baby dwarf hamster,,,, i guess he just dont like mice,lol

My Piercings Pictures....
These are some pics of while I was getting My piercings done, today, My tongue is swell... but hey! that's part of the fun.... GETTING MY NOSTRIL DONE GETTING THE TONGUE.. NOW THAT WAS A LITTLE UNCONFORTABLE!! ALL DONE!! MY BUDDY DAVEY THE SHOP OWNER.. HE ROCKS!

Judgemental
Why? Why do people insist on judging you when they do not know anything about you? Is it because they are so unfulfilled in their lives they need to make judgments upon someone to feel better about themselves? I was just at Target or as I call it Tarjay and some woman with her husband and 2 kids was giving me such dirty looks, so normally I don’t let things like that bother me but she kept staring at my tattoo with this face of disgust. Now I am PMSing mind you so hormones are running rampant as it is, then I see this bitch and her face and I walk over to her nicely and say “ Sorry, do I know you?” She says all fake “ No, I don’t think so” so I said, oh well you were looking over at me like you knew me or does my tattoo bother you? Either way your opinion is not important you can judge me all you want its not going to change who I am as a person and having a tattoo does not mean I am a bad person, so then as she is starting to say Oh no that’s not it blah blah blah… I started sayin

Adult Survey
1. What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? 5. Who was your fist true love? 6. (women) What is your bra size? 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? 8. When did you lose your virginity? 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? 13. Do you remember your 1st orgasm? 14. Do you prefer aggressive or passive partners? 15. Are you aggressive or passive? 16. Ever been tied up? 17. Ever have a 3sum? 18. Ever participate in an orgy? 19. Do you like oral sex? a. give? b. receive? 20. How old were you when you 1st performed or received oral? 21. Any celebrities you would have sex with if you could? 22. Favorite position? 23.

Don't Want To Miss A Thing
Damn being awake apart sucks... I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if its me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes And thank God were together I just want to stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you baby

Wish I Could Take Credit For Writing This....
I COULDN'T HAVE SAID IT BETTER MYSELF! It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me. It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair. It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me." It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care. It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen. It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand. It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted. It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain. It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul. It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes. It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk. It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection. It's easier for me to push you away, than it is

The Perfect Man!!!!!!!!!!!
I was asked to write this blog to describe my perfect man! So, here I go. My perfect man is 6 feet tall and weighs 200 pounds. He has short brown hair and eyes that are the color of the sky when it is at it's lightest! He has this beautiful smile and when he is truly happy or when he finds something funny, and he flashes that beautiful smile, it makes his eyes shine and they look even more blue! He has facial hair that is always trimmed and well groomed! He has full, pouty lips that are so kissable! And that is just the begining!!! He has the most perfect body! He likes to wear those sleeveless shirts and his arms are so nice. He isn't body builder big,(thank god) But he is just right. when he wears those shirts, I want to start at his shoulders and run my hands down his arms over and over. He has this chest that is like wow! It's not a I work out 3 days a week chest, but when you lay your head on it, you know it's a manly chest.Now let's move down to those legs! They are very muscular

Thanks To My Family And Friends
Just wanted to say thank you to all my family and friends for your great support and encouragement. Made it home safe this morning after almost four weeks on the road. Road nationals was a complete blast and finished in 25th place in the Time Trial. My first year of racing Time Trials. Look to do better over the coming year. Then it was off to Vermont for mountain bike nationals. Another new event for me is Dual Slalom this year. Ane what a surprise and joy to finish in third place and get to stand on the podium at National Championships. My first time at any National event as a rider. Been there five times as a coach of my college team, but never as a racer. For those of you who know my story and where I was 10 years ago you can only imagine the thrill. From not being able to walk to standing on a National Championship podium in 10 years is beyond words. The wonderful comments were so appreciated. THANKS!!!! Hopefully I can keep up the momentum as my college season sta

Last Goodbye - Kenny Wayne Shepherd
Long before your rusted chains Busted walls and barbed wire cage Tried to hold me down Time was just a fist of change Tossed in the water just incase You ever came around I could lose myself I could curse like hell But I’ve lost the will to even try If you ever doubt listen to the sound No lies No, no, no This is my last goodbye Pardon me if I appear To see beyond the now and here To try and save myself I’m not the kind of them to blame I'm not the kind to pin the blame... But I can take more of the same But I can't take more of the same... Livin’ on your shelf I could lose myself I could curse like hell But I’ve lost the will to even try If you ever doubt listen to the sound No lies No, no, no This is my last goodbye Door closes Another one opens I feel the cold wind blowing Over me Long gone But not forgotten I might be lost I might be finally free I’m finally free Long before your rusted chains Busted walls and barbed wire cage Tried

Goodmorning To Fu, Goodmorning To Fu!
Just droppin' in to say Goodmorning to all the wonderful "Fu's" here in Fuville! I figured if the "who'S", live in whoville...then us Fu's, must be in Fuville...lol Have to head for work in a couple hours...a short one today, just 12-2...which is fine with me. Maybe, after that, when I get home, I'll be able to spend a bit of time around here...which I haven't been able to do the past few days. It's been a little hectic! I'm still trying to get all the mistakes fixed that are in my stash...my tracks...so later this afternoon, be looking for more new entries into my stash. There will be somemore GREAT music added! Have a good one, Fu's! TAKE CARE

Just Venting Lol
wth is wrong with people. you tell people that we werent dating and you just took a dip a couple times, and lie to me about your ex who had your baby and you have the nerve to call ME and want to hang out, and want me to be your girlfriend. its not going to happen! and why do people get so obsessive? no wonder im invisible on yahoo all the time when people talk to me and buzz me if i dont answer them quick enough, sorry you're not my top priority! ok im done now LOL love you guys!

Midnight Escapade
Midnight Escapade By: Tequila Tabitha lay sleeping peacefully in her bed, with the sound of the soothing thunder- storm outside her window. Her curvy- medium built body lay there nude, suddenly receiving a warm rush come over her, her nipples began to harden as her long dark brown hair brushes over them. She can feel the moistness take over between her legs as the scent of Jason's cologne slightly lingers in the air, she lets out a soft moan with a slight smile on her face created by love and lust intertwined playing on her lips.... To her he is a God. He has hung her moon, sun, and stars. Her memory replays a past moment of their bodies intertwined as they had many times before, the way he smells... so manly... so clean... another hot wave rushes through her body "....Mmm....." Then her big brown eyes gaze up and lock onto his naked muscular body standing over her, as he looks down hungrily, his hazel eyes shift to her pert nipples. She can see the lust fill

Angels, Shit...
Angels, shit. What about goblins? What about goblins, huh? Doesn't anybody believe in goblins? You never hear about them except on Halloween and it's always negative shit too, you know. And Zombies. Where the fuck are all the Zombies? That's the trouble with Zombies, they're unreliable. I say if you're gonna buy the Angels shit, you might as well go with the Zombie package as well. -George Carlin

Screw Mickey...
Fuck Mickey Mouse! Fuck him in the ass with a big rubber dick! And then break it off and beat him with the rest of it! I hope he dies! I do - I hope he goddamn dies! I hope he gets a hold of some tainted cheese, and dies lonely and forgotten in the soiled baseport of a poor neighborhood, with his hand in Goofy's pants. -George Carlin

A Visual Dream..
Dripping blood Streamed down the river As i looked around Making sure ... Being alert... The night wind Shifting the tree's Light gazing down over mountain tops Picked myself up tears slowly making their way down to my chest.. Rocks Chipping my soar feet I try to keep focused on the separated areas My escape route is just ahead Its cold,So cold.. Just a few move steps ,i repeatedly say to myself... the smell of sweat & blood fill the air The wind blowing my hair ,Blurring my vision even more i feel the burn from the cuts ripping ... Weaker ,& weaker i begin to feel with: Each breath Each step Each thought I finally drop with no hope in mind. I hear a voice Fuck,fuck,fuck... I know this voice.. I try and pull myself to a bush , I'll hide..I'll hide.. He wont find me... God,pleaseee.. I try to stay silent Controlling my breathing My hand over mouth.. why did he stop.. Why did he stop at that this bush... He grabs me and shoves me down... Violentl

June 25, 2007
Lead by example rather than instruction and see whether your pupils don't make progress by leaps and bounds. Your imagination and creativity are the best tools you have when it comes to sharing your knowledge.

We Will Never Die
We hold the hatchet As we stand tall Together we're strong We'll never fall We follow the Six Jokers Cards To find our Shangri-La Where we will have peace And rule the law We must live through the Carnival of Carnage And try to make few sins on this earth So we can live in Clown Love And have a golden rebirth We only have our time here To change the bad to good We need to make the best of our time Just like we should For some poor souls Who go to Hell below Their fate lives with the Ringmaster What will happen, only he will know From the Dark Circus Comes his form So full of evil Like a rage filled storm One thing about us, our souls will never die But they will find the Riddle Box Our souls will turn the crank As fate slowly knocks Golden light may shine For those accepted above by the Lord But for those of evil A Grey fog shall bring them to Hell's hoard Also inside ourselves Lies the thought of greed

Why Motorcycles Are Better Than Women
Why Motorcycles are better than women Body: Why Motorcycles are better than women • Your motorcycle doesn't get upset when you forget it's birthday. • You don't have to talk to your motorcycle after you ride it. • You can choke your motorcycle. • Your motorcycle doesn't get mad when you ignore it for a month or so. • Motorcycles don't get jealous if you come home with grease under your fingernails. • Motorcycles don't snore. • Your motorcycle won't wake you up at 3:00 AM and ask you if you love it. • Your motorcycle won't leave you for another rider. • You don't have to pay child support / alimony to an ex-motorcycle. • If you say bad things to your Motorcycles, you don't have to apologize before you can ride it again. • If your Motorcycle doesn't look good, you can paint it or get better parts. • If your Motorcycle goes flat, you can fix it. • If your Motorcycle is misaligned, you don't have to discuss politics to correct it. • If your Motorcycle is too lo

.meh.
it keeps...raining. everyday. which isnt really a bad thing...but it completely saps all my energy and motivation... plus...ya cant paint in the rain... it wont ever effin dry which isnt cool in the least... i have a song stuck in my head. its sorta helping...to keep me grounded if that makes any bit of sense im not exactly sure and my level of caring isnt exactly high so yeah...maybe i'll...go do something with my room...it needs a lil sprucing up...or something. *nod*

Time
Time what was it? when you were born when you cried your first breath? Time seemed so slow playing, laughing summers lasting Time flew by before you knew it you were the parent not the child Time so fast slows when in your presence as a dream lasts only minutes but seems a lifetime Time precious dont waste it embrace it, make it last forever in your heart

I Was Ask .............
I was ask the other night "What Do You Want" After thinking about it I think I want what most want I want the stars,the moon , the world I want happeness I want welth I want the perefect mate I want to look down into your baby blue eyes as you kneel befor me I want to be the one who makes you breath fast when I touch you I want to make you squirm from my touch I want to take you to a place you have never been befor I want to see you cry from from happness I want to kiss your tear from your face I want to be the one you reach for when you need I want to be the one that you think of when you touch yourself I want you to know that I love you and that you love me I want you to know that if you hirt you can come to me I want to know the answer befor you ask the question I want one to love me as I love them I want to taste you I want to use you as I see fit and have you love it and want more I want to hold you in my arms as you fall to sleep and as you open y

This Is Love
My pillow. Enveloping me in your soft folds of comfort. Eyes closed, your gentle caress soothes my concerns and carries my thoughts to a bed of pure contentment. Completely satisfied, I lay in your sweet embrace, longing to remain indefinitely. This is love.

Jon Legend - Save Room
Say that you'll stay a little Don't say bye bye tonight Say you'll be mine Just a little of bit of love Is worth a moment of your time Knocking on your door just a little So cold outside tonight Let’s get the fire burning Oh, I know, I keep it burning right If you stay, won't you stay stay Save room for my love Save room for a moment to be with me Save room for my love save a little Save a little for me Won’t you save a little Save a little for me oh This just might hurt a little Love hurts sometimes when you do it right Don't be afraid of a little bit of pain Pleasure is on the other side Let down your guard just a little I'll keep you safe in these arms of mine Hold on to me pretty baby You will see I can be all you need If you stay, won't you stay stay Save room for my love Save room for a moment to be with me Save room for my love save a little Save a little for me Won’t you save a little Save a little for me oh Oh come on Make time to

Yep This Is The Begining!!!! *this Is My Real Life Dont Start Shit*
Well where the fuck to start... my life... ha.. what a fucking crazy damn story begins and ends i suppose with the use of illicit drugs... alcohol and the abuse of ones body. born as a bastard child to a Mormon father and a 16 yr old skeeze bag drug addict. what a fucking way to start right?? born pre-disposed to all sorts of drug dependencies and medical shit. hey lets fucking have a child born with addiction to SPEED.. what a fucking thought they had. also of course born with rheumatoid arthritis, the classic ADHD, scolisosis.. and hell got a predisposition to diabetes.. which im sure the drinking does not help at all. my life started as a fuckup. .. moved on got adopted at the Ripe age of 3 months.. wow i was an old fucker now wasn’t i... well cheers to me to fall into the hands of a very caring, overbearing, crazy mother, whom i do somehow love dearly for instilling values but hate incessantly for making me so damn vengeful towards the human fucking race and all the control tha

Papa Roach - Take Me
Take me and let me in Don't break me and shut me out So take me and let me in Don't break me and shut me out I lit my pain on fire and I watched it all burn down and now I'm dancing in the ashes and there's no one else around Because I wanna be a part of something This is just a story of a broken soul As days go by, my heart grows cold I can't seem to let this all pass me by So take me and let me in Don't break me and shut me out So take me and let me in Don't break me and shut me out I'm burning in the heavens and I'm drowning in the hell My soul is in a coma and none of my friends can tell That I'm reaching out and getting nothing This is just a story of a broken soul As days go by, my heart grows cold I can't seem to let this all pass me by So take me and let me in Don't break me and shut me out So take me and let me in Don't break me and shut me out Don't shut me out Does anyone around me feel the same Just put your fist up and vent you

Girlfriend Application
This is my girlfriend application! Fill this out if you want to be my girlfriend! Don’t leave any blanks! Basics / Appearance__________________________________ Name: Age: Hair color: Eye color: Number of missing teeth / where they are located: Number of guys trying to get in your pants: Number of partners: Important stuff______________________________________ Will I be able to lift you? Do you have all your appendages? Do you walk upright? Are you a MySpace whore? Are you currently breathing? Does it take you 4 hours to get ready? Do you have to take off your shoes to count over ten? How many guy “friends” do you have? Ever been attracted to your brother? More Questions_____________________________________ Will you leave me for someone else? Ever cheated? Ever use strange objects for sex? How often do you masturbate? Essay____________________________________________ Tell me why you want to be my girlfriend:

My Own Opinion
Shame. I'm going through these blogs and have noticed how petty EVERYONE is being about things. Not getting rated greater than a 1 by noobs..I mean come on maybe they don't know that you HAVE to rate anyone you see a 10. Actually this is not in the Fubar rules. And if it is I didn't read it. I mean if a person sees you as a 2 that is their opinion. We cannot force others to see things our way. I don't take offense of these damn ratings. I see myself as a 12 everyday of the week. We've got more nudity on here than some of the dating sights I've been on and yes I'm going to say it, we also have some who make us women look really bad. Hell we know what the men want to see, but hey if you can't get ahead without showing your ass then getting ahead shouldn't be important. I don't see as many men on here showing their goodies..to get points or rank around here. So why do we get online to a virtual social network bar and fight and act like children? We go all day in this worl

Wth???
As you can read by my profile... I am a forensic investigator for a Sheriffs Dept. and there are some calls I go to that really make me ponder the phrase... WHAT THE HELL???? One call I went on was a death investigation that involved auto-erotica. For those that dont know... its where you choke cut off the air to your partner or if your alone you do it yourself. WTH??? why would anyone want to do this? It confuses me. I am of the thoughts that .... why not find someone and jsut get buck wild and have awesome animal sex that way... whats the facination there?????

I Dare You
SHINEDOWN LYRICS "I Dare You" Hello, let me introduce you to The characters in the show One says yes, one says no Decide - which voice in your head you can keep alive Even in madness, I know you still believe Paint me on canvas so I become What you could never be I dare you to tell me to walk through fire Wear my soul and call me a liar I dare you to tell me to walk through fire I dare you to tell me I dare you to Hello, are you still chasing The memories in shadows Some stay young, some grow old Come alive, there are thoughts unclear You can never hide Even in madness, I know you still believe Paint me on canvas so I become What you could never be I dare you to tell me to walk through fire Wear my soul and call me a liar I dare you to tell me to walk through fire I dare you to tell me I dare you to Hello Hello... I dare you to tell me to walk through fire Wear my soul and call me a liar I dare you to tell me to walk through fire I dare you

Proverbs
''Passionate kiss, like spider's web, soon lead to undoing of fly.'' ''Virginity like bubble. One prick, all gone!'' ''Man who run behind car get exhausted'' ''Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day'' ''Foolish man give wife grand piano. Wise man give wife upright organ.'' ''Man who walk thru airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok'' ''Man with one chopstick go hungry.'' ''Man who scratches ass should not bite fingernails.'' ''Man who eat many prunes get good run for money.'' ''Baseball is wrong. Man with four balls cannot walk!'' ''Panties not best thing on earth, but next to it.'' ''War doesn't determine who's right. War determines who's left.'' ''Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cathouse.'' ''Man who sleep in cathouse by day, sleep in doghouse by night.'' ''Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at night!'' ''Man who tell one too many light bulb jokes soon burn out!'' ''It takes many nails to build crib, but one screw to fill it.

Bush's Tragedy
One day, President Bush visited an elementary school. All the kids were so excited to get to meet the President. He began to talk to them and asked them to define the word ''tragedy.'' "Well," one girl replied, "If my mommy ran over my dog, Rover, that would be a tragedy!" The President smiled at the little girl and said, "No, sweetie. That would be an accident! Can anyone give it a try?" A little boy sitting across the room raised his hand and said, "I know! I know! If our bus driver ran off of a cliff and killed everyone!" The President shook his head and said, "No son. That would be a great loss! Doesn't anyone know of a good example of a tragedy?" A small girl raised her hand and said, "Well, Mr. President, if you and Laura were in Air Force One and it was hit by a missile and blown to smithereens, most people would think that that was a tragedy!" "Very good," he said. "And what was your reason for that answer?" "Well," she said, "It would not be an accide

To Two Of The Greatest People On Fubar
John dreamdemon and Blueeyes his fubar wife and real gf ty guys for making me feel so specail in ya;lls life its an honor and a pleasure to have u both may God continue to bless both of u with all from your Bro and good friend Pete

Sorry
I’m sorry for being so emotional I’m sorry for being so possessive I’m sorry that I cry for you I’m sorry because I can't live without you I’m sorry for the tears i shed I’m sorry for the damage I make I’m sorry I’ve made myself sick Sorry I cry myself to sleep I’m sorry for sleepless nights I’m sorry for each and every slice I’m sorry for my pain & agony I’m sorry for the missing harmony I’m sorry for my selfish love I’m sorry for not caring enough I’m sorry for my restlessness I’m sorry for my losing grace I’m sorry that I made you mad I’m sorry darling for bleeding again Sorry for not giving you your happiness Sorry because it’s my disgrace I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much I’m sorry I yearn for your touch I’m sorry for being so mad about you I’m sorry for my every blue I’m sorry of being so immature I’m sorry for being such a fool I’m sorry for being myself I’m sorry that I’ve failed you I’m sorry i turned to the blade again I’m s

Glimmer Of Hope??
Glimmer Of Hope??? A glimmer of hope, in eyes used to pain. Don't trust your heart; love is a game. Yearning to find love; love that will last. A glimmer of hope; sparks from the past. The past is your present and the future is unclear. Being alone is your greatest fear. Will happiness come? Or does loneliness stay? A glimmer of hope; you will find a way.

Prince Of Rock-a Billy Shawn Harvey Looking For A German Rock Band
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Berit :-) Date: Jul 28, 2007 3:01 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Shawn's RoadhouseDate: Jul 28, 2007 2:54 AMi hope you can help him he is my dear friendBerit:))click the link and get in touch with Shawn...Shawn HarveyMore Rock ..n.. Roll Soon:)) Hi All:))) Lots of news......still moving here....but im finally in the new flat soon.... here in mönchengladbach! so its easy to see my German Friend's......music wise..... Dolf has got me a two week Rock n Roll Show in Croatia next year....so that's great! Going to be getting a German Rock n Roll Band too....if there are any German groups who'd like to team up drop me a line:))Got show at a local country club too..... I'm planning on doing some busking tour of Holland and Germany.....so that could be fun..supermarkets etc...... of course i gotta get settled and then its on with the show and recordings etc......Shawn xxx

Update Please Everyone Rread !!!!
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I Love The Way You Love Me
I'm not a big country music fan... but the words of this song struck a chord in my heart... :) "I like the feel of your name on my lips And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss The way that your fingers run through my hair And how your scent lingers even when your not there And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh And how you enjoy your two hour bath And how you convinced me to dance in the rain With everyone watching like we were insane But I love the way you love me Strong and wild Slow and easy Heart and soul So completely I love the way you love me I like to imitate old jerry lee And watch you roll your eyes when I'm slightly off key And I like the innocent way that you cry At sappy old movies you've seen hundreds of times But I love the way you love me Strong and wild Slow and easy Heart and soul So completely I love the way you love me And I could list a million things I love to like about you But they all come down to o

My Grandma Is Cooler Than Yours
84 and still kickin, hearts still tickin, fuck with me and get a lickin....she hums in her head as her shaky, arthritis-filled hands tap one more nug in the bowl. She lights up, inhales...the smoke pours down her throat, filling her lungs and making her chest swell. The urge to cough sets in quick, she ignores it with the easy technique of a well-experienced master. Her nostrils catch a whiff of the receeding smoke, tickling her nose. She ignores it. Eventually, the feeling passes...she exhales. The pungent smoke passes her aged teeth, cracked and brittle, before rising to the haze-blocked ceiling of her one-bedroom apartment. With a sigh she puts down her pipe, looking nostalgically at her empty sack, remembering the good times they shared. Quietly she grabs her sneak-a-toke, hobbles over to her walker, and exits her apartment. Shutting the door quickly to contain the smoke, she creaks her way down the hallway to the stairwell. mumbling under her breath she hobbles down the stairs, bo

Wet N Wild
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Baby Kaleb Update.
Kaleb is still doing better. He had an audiology appointment yesterday and that didn't go so well... During the whole test the lady kept sighing and saying "oh, this doesn't look good..." so I was getting a little frustrated. Then she told us that his hearing is now "Grossly Abnormal". She tried a bunch of different tests and still thinks that he cannot hear. I don't believe her though because I KNOW HE CAN. I will call his name and he will turn his head. The audiologist said that the damage to the hearing is in the brain, not in the ears. I will not accept this because she is not there when I walk into his bedroom and he hears me and turns towards me. Even his Home health nurse says she thinks he can hear. So yesterday wasn't the greatest day... But I am not going to let this get to me. One good thing is that today when I was taking a picture of Kaleb his eyes were half open, and when the flash went off, he opened his eyes. I though it might be a coincidense so I did it again, and he

He Said, "wake The F Up!"
So, this cat is hosting Happy Hour and he's telling me to wake the F up. The F needs sleep, too, you know? So, I have a new gentleman friend. He's seventy-seven and working on seventy-eight. He's quite an interesting character. I guess we have a "date", as he's promised to come down to visit me at work this Wednesday and Thursday...:D. He reminds me greatly of my Grandfather. I rather enjoy his conversation. There's much that I would say, but I find that I don't feel like expressing myself at the moment. I will continue to listen to music and chat with random, interesting individuals. I know. I'm easily amused.

For The Scorpio's Out There - Our Horoscope For Today.
The excitement of some recent changes is wearing off. Now it's time to deal with the nitty-gritty details of what comes next. The aftermath of transformation isn't necessarily easy, but it can be rewarding.

Poem....untitled At The Moment
Lost in my self torment,that of which i cannot control. Fighting so hard to keep her at bay,afraid of her. Should i lose control,she will once again take over. And I will be lost to her forever,forever to her,she is the demon of utter jealousy. Evil,vengeful,hateful, worse than i can imagine now. Shae has had time,to grow ever stronger,dormat inside. Absorbing me,living me,trying to be me. Yet i still continue to fight to keep her hidden,locked away,for fear of what she can and will do. PLease,be honest as to how you feel about this poem,it is important to me that you do ...thank you for your time.

My 'ship' Has Sunk....
it's time to swap Fan Fiction Playgrounds. CSI Miami just isn't cutting it imagination wise anymore... Hmmm Now Dr Who...I could go there!! Slash with Captain Jack??? Oooh lord scrub my mind out with jeyes fluid.... *Snort* Think I'll potter upto the sand hills with Evo and have a sit and plot, whilst he chases rabbits. Hang on what am I saying Plot? What fuckin plot !!! I never have a plot! LOL The mucky mind that is...doesn't need a damn plot Haha!! What I do need though is a new Pen-name. I never 'move playgrounds' without changing the name... Maybe it's time to resurrect Phoxx!! It's been a while since my Airwolf days....

Alittle Funny To Start Your Day!
1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17.. Wrinkled Was Not One of the Things I Wanted t

Blonde Redhead Martini
Ingredients: * 3/4 oz Vanilla Stoli * 1/4 oz Chambord * 1 1/2 oz dry champagne * 1 1/2 oz 7-up * Splash of lemon juice * Pink-tinted sugar * Chilled martini glass * Pink grapefruit slices Martini shaker Method Place pink sugar on flat plate. Run the edge of grapefruit slice around the rim of the chilled martini glass and then dip the moistened rim into the mixture and rotate the glass until evenly coated. Set aside while making the martini. In a martini shaker with ice, add vanilla Stoli and Chambord; shake well. Pour into chilled martini glass. Top off with champagne and 7-up. Squeeze in a splash of lemon. Garnish with a slice of pink grapefruit. Notes: Multiply ingredients by number of martinis being made. Number of servings: 1

Thats What Friends Are For
As with the others, my posts are all experiences that I have had. One evening a girlfriend and I decided to go out to dinner together. We went into the restaurant and ordered a couple drinks. Not long after we got there a couple came in and sat down at a table across from our booth. The husband was facing us..and the wife with her back to us. The gentleman kept starring at us....so I took my straw and wrapped my lips around it sucking on it..just to see his reaction. He seemed a little uncomfortable...moving in his seat. We then both starting licking our straws and sucking on them ..tormenting the gentelmen. his wife went to the restroom and he had clear view of us. I put my hand under the booth and started rubbing her leg..gliding my fingers wantingly up her thigh...caught up in the moment for a few ..i then looked at the gentelmen..he was intently watching me play with her leg..I then moved my hand up slowly. She opend her legs wide..she was wearing a skirt and no panties..just as i

Riddle For Thee 1
There's not a kingdom on the earth, But I have travelled over and over, And though I know not whence my birth, Yet when I come, you know my roar. I through the town do take my flight, And through the fields and meadows green, And whether it be day or night, I neither am nor can be seen.

Spiced Up Chicken Enchilada Casserole
Ingredients: * 8 skinless, boneless chicken breasts * 2 tablespoons favorite Mexican spices * About 10 flour tortillas (either white or wheat) * 1 1/2 cups refried beans * 2 cups whole kernel corn * 2 cups Mexican-blend * cheese inside + 1 cup more for topping * 2 1/2 cups Enchilada sauce Method Cook chicken breasts sprinkled with Mexican spices either in skillet or in the oven until thoroughly cooked; shred the chicken and set aside. Take a 9X13 pan and grease it with cooking spray. Cover bottom and half way up sides with tortillas (2 or 3), tearing to fit. Spread HALF of the refried beans over tortillas. Sprinkle with HALF of the chicken, corn, cheese, and 1 cup of the enchilada sauce. Layer more tortillas on top to cover and repeat layering process. When done with the second layer, put the remaining tortillas on top and spread the remaining 1/2 cup of enchilada sauce on top. Cover with foil and place in a 375 degree oven for about 35 m

These Guys
OK SO IM WRITING AGAIN CAUSE I AM REALLY GETTIN FRUASTRATED. HERES THE DEAL.. MEN OF FUBAR PLZ QUIT ACTING LIKE IM THE ONLY WOMAN U HAVE SEEN ON HERE THATS CUTE. DONT GET OBSESSIVE CAUSE ITS SO NOT ATTRACTIVE. NO I WILL NOT POST NUDE PICS OF MYSELF BECAUSE THATS NOT ME. GREEK AND ITALIAN FAM ...POPS AND BRO WOULD WHOOP MY ASS.AND I DONT WANT TO CYBER SEX U SO DONT BOTHER. AS I SAID I AM A GURL WHO DOESNT NEED TO DO THOSE THINGS TO GET A MAN. LIKE IT OR NOT.. AND NOT KNOCKING THE ONES WHO DO..DO UR THANG.IM THE KIND OF GURL IF IM DOWN 4 U,LOOK OUT CAUSE THE REAL ME BEHIND CLOSE DOORS WILL HAVE U UP IN A CLOUD BEGGIN 4 MORE

Update!
Retired General Censured in Tillman Case Associated Press | July 31, 2007 WASHINGTON - The Army on Tuesday censured a retired three-star general for the chain of errors that followed the friendly-fire death in 2004 of Army Ranger Pat Tillman. It referred to a special panel whether retired Army Lt. Gen. Philip Kensinger should also have his rank reduced. Army Secretary Pete Geren told a Pentagon news conference that Kensinger was "guilty of deception" and had deceived investigators. "It's a perfect storm of mistakes, misjudgments and a failure of leadership," said Geren in announcing his decision after an investigation into the death of the former pro football player. Video: Retired General Reprimanded in Tillman Death Kensinger headed Army special operations. The general bore the brunt of the punishment. Nine other officers were criticized but not punished. The panel will decide whether Kensinger should be stripped of his third star. Geren said

#1
I was 18 when I sucked my first cock… It seems pretty dumb now, but I use to practice oral sex on things before doing it for real; bananas, bottles, Blow-pops, even my fingers. I knew that if I ever did it that I didn't want to be bad at it. I know it might sound funny but I didn't want my boyfriend to go around saying that I was a horrible cock-sucker. Anyway, we were at the beach. It was as simple as that, and Dave was bugging me for months to have sex with him. I guess I felt sort of “obligated” to do something, but I knew there was no way I was going to have full sex at the beach! There people around and besides there was the whole “no rubber” thing. Bottom line, I just wasn't ready for full sex. We walked hand in hand along the length of the beach. I was wearing a bikini (of course) and Dave was wearing 'a pair of board-shorts. I could see that he had a hard-on. We walked to the end of the beach, and as it wasn't the hottest day there weren't many people there.

Poem Brought To You By The Letter S
Scarlet streams slipped through the seams- I selectively sliced in my skin. Not so suddenly, succeeding in succumbing- To these injurious, speculative "sins" Now shuddering at the sight of the scars- Supporting my socks, such symmetry. So I sheathed my serated shiv- So I can seize a sense of serenity. Shackled by the silent screams- Saturating my sleepless soul. Speculating my selfish seclusion- Be blamed squarely on the sole. So long I've sought for my spiritual seductress- To soothe my sadistic side. My search will stall when she shows me sight- So far beyond the skyline.

Today Was Not A Good Day..
Two drips to the dark side, too many bad things in my head, too many demons playing tricks on me. Words digging deeper then you even knows, mine cutting with great stealth. Did you even notice the bruises you left, or the cuts you made? Alone in the world... When you scream does anyone hear you? Does anyone care? Did anyone..or thing hear you? Did you even make a sound?

Apples And Wine.......
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but they are easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right person to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Now Men.... Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with. Oh and by the way....I am an apple from the very top of the tree!!!! LOL:p

1 Week
In one week's time I'll be flying back to WVA, sadly I can't wait to go, being home has been nothing short of serious drama that I wish to avoid, fought with the father, Heather, and my crappy friends, it's sad but hey I now know home isn't here in California anymore...

Got To Love The Arrogance
Got to love the arrogance of a lot of people. Most people claim to be a viable function of the society they live in yet have nothing more to contribute then calling people sheep. Saying a person is sheep is nothing, unless you can back up your case to prove you are not a sheep as well. There are many ways to prove this, and the big one; show that you are something worth noticing, and not some run of the mill instigator. I just had a run in with a guy on here that thinks he's better then other people because he talks to a few people who are well known only because they in a way "whore" themselves out to the general masses of Fubar. That does not make you better then any other person. The levels, your user rank, your point rank, the number of people you bring in does not make you better on this site. What makes you better you may be asking? The people you meet, the conversations you have. The time you spend to get to know and understand your fellow human. That's what makes you great. It

Have A Look See
Hi and good morning, I have posted a bulletin on this very same topic. Here is a link, to prove "somewhat" that our own government has planned 9/11 from the beginning. This is a rather vivid video, please, do not let your younger children watch it. I have researched wars, an conspiracy theories, and my questions always take me to this particular sight. Whether or not you want to believe this, that is up to you.... BUT, keep an open mind, an watch these few videos.. if not for me, then for the millions who have died for you from Korean war to now. (You may have to paste the link) Here is your link: http://www.loosechange911.com/ Thank you Please tell as many as possible

Hit Me!
Make Me Miss August! Vote for Miss Lush- Keep up the votes everyday! Currently #1!!! Let's keep me on top! YOUR Votes DO count and HELP! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for August!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

Thinking
i was thinking about creating a lounge snice that bridge crash yesterday thought if people needed 2 talk or 2 get over on what happen they can come ion here and talk 2 other people about it what ya all think just i or not vote oh i need some 2 total up the vote any one ?? thanks ya

Masturbation Song
You don't need to use a condom You don't need a dental dam You don't need to say "I Love You" or "Here's Fifty Dollars, Ma'am." Don't need to spring for dinner, Or wear all that sexy stuff All you need's a set of fingers and a wanker or a muff 'Cause everybody's doin' it, all across the land Masturbators Of America, Give Yourselves A hand! It's natural, and organic It's easy and it's fun If you don't know how to do it ask your parents how it's done You don't need a special license You don't need a special skill Just unzip and slip your grip between your hips and get a thrill 'Cause everybody's doin' it, and boy does it feel grand, Masturbators of America, Give Yourselves a Hand! (Musical bridge, with lots of suggestive dance moves on the ROCKER'S part. For instance, he does that one bit where you jump backwards on one leg while playing air guitar, except that instead of playing air guitar he's stroking air wanker.) You can do it in the bathroom

I Am Celebrating Woot Woot
I am celebrating tonight, so If I seem a bit TYPSY,I am , I am celebrating meeting the man of my dreams, the man of my life, my whole world revolves around him. It was by chance we chatted, It was fait that brought us closer, He is amazing, I cant stop saying wonderful things about him, I love him with all of my heart, I told him this best last because If it doesnt I am finished with dating, or anything or the sort. I love him I love him OMM I LOVE THIS MAN, I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM, HIS SMILE, HIS EYES , HIS BUM HIS HAIR, HIS SEXY FACE, HIS ARMS, I WOULD DRINK THIS MANS BATH WATER, I WOULD, OK YES I KNOW YOU GET THE POINT, BUT JUST SO YA KNOW AGAIN I AM TAKEN COMPLETELY BY HIM, NO OTHER MAN HAS EVER TURNED ME ON WITH JUST WORDS, I HAVE HAD A LOT TO TRY, TRUST ME, FLATTERY GETS A LOT OF MEN PLACES, AND IT SURE GOT MY MAN A PLACE IN MY HEART TO STAY, EVEN IF BY SOME CHANCE WE DIDNT MAKE IT I WOULD STILL GO ON LOVING HIM, HE HAS HELPED ME OUT IN THE MOST TROUBLING TIMES, HELPED ME TO

Been Busy....
Hey ya'll I have been so busy, but I thought I would stop by and say hi to everyone!!We are working hard getting out there and noticed and spreading the fubar name.. :D Even though the name changes it is still an awesome site!! I just added some new photos and stuff to my stash! Check em out! Let me know if you want to see something else! I will try to do that!!

Seriously Wtf?
THIS IS THE INTERNET, YES I DO REALIZE THIS, DO YOU? I HOPE SO WHEN ITS MY ASS YOU KISS THIS IS HERE FOR PURE ENTERTAINMENT OR SO YOU ALL SAY WELL THIS IS THE END FOR ME THIS IS MY LAST DAY I HAVE PLAYED ALL YOUR SILLY LITTLE GAMES HERE AND NOW WELL DID UP TILL NOW,FOR YOUR GAMES, YOUR WORDS, ALL MEAN NOTHING TO ME ANYMORE, ANYHOW I BELIEVED IN THIS STUPID SITE AS FUN AND GAMES, YET I GOT PLAYED AND REALLY GOOD, BUT DONT WORRY I WONT MENTION ANY NAMES..... THIS WORLD FOR YOU, LIFE YOUR FANTASY LAND AND ALL YOUR DREAMS IT SEEMS I WILL CONTINUE MY LIFE WITH MY REALITY, REAL WORLD....MY TRUE HOPES AND DREAMS... GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL, FORGIVE MY ASSHOLE CHARM I AM JUST NOT GONNA CONTINUE DOING THIS AND CAUSING MY HEART MORE HARM... PLAY YOUR GAMES ALL YOU WANT WITH SOMEONE ELSE NEW HOPEFULLY SHE WONT BE AS STUPID AS I AND GET A FUCKIN CLUE.... SO LONG AND GOODBYE

Is This How The Book Ends?
You Don't See Me by Josie and The Pussycats =^_^= This is the place where I sit This is the part where I love you too much Is this as hard as it gets Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough I'm here if you want me I'm yours, you can hold me I'm empty and aching and tumbling and breaking Cause you don't see me And you don't need me And you don't love me The way I wish you would The way I know you could I dream a world where you understand That I dream a million sleepless nights I dream of fire when you’re touching my hand But it twists into smoke When I turn on the lights I’m speechless and faded It's too complicated Is this how the book ends? Nothing but good friends Cause you don't see me And you don't need me And you don't love me The way I wish you would Ahhh The way I wish you would Ahhh This is the place in my heart This is the place where I’m falling apart Isn’t this just where we met? And is this the last chance that I’ll

Home
I see the sunrise as it breaks across the waves ill be home soon if its still there its been a long time like a cradle to the grave I doubt anyone still cares sometimes in life you got to go back to move on and sometimes youve just got to carry on and even if you dont hear any sound the wind and sky will keep you from crashing down once again im back home i feel that old familiar place i see that spot where we used to roam now and then i see a familiar face i close my eyes and try and feel you know ill never be the same its hard to know sometimes whats real a heart with wounds can always feel shame i sit and listen to what i heard said it doesnt matter anymore like a book my heart is easily read the lines on my face cut me to the core sometimes all you have left is home good or bad its always there

Attention Levelers
I just want to first say thank you .In the last 3 days we have added almost 40 new levelers. We are well over 150 levelers from members and friends that help. We're trying to keep up with everyone that needs leveled. To make this easier on everyone if you are close to leveling please comment on our profile the amount needed.Tommorow there are 3 back to back Happy hours.If you need leveled please ccome tonight or as soon as pissible with the amount you need under 15,000. We will be working through them as soon as we can.So levlers if you are looking to help someone and dont see a bulletin or blog check here to see who needs help. Thanks for a great day of team work. BooBoo

Goodbye
Goodbye is the word that I utter in this world that is moving faster losing you is all that matter for your the one that makes me better. Destiny has never met mine, our music never rhyme. Though we are in the same line, it seems that we are not divine. My dreams had come to nothing though it seems to be my everything. My life is now drowning in the water that is freezing

Sorry!
I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hi

Play Ball!
Went to a Tigers game yesterday. Mom organized an outing with a bunch of people. Took a bus and all. It was fun. Loss or not. Really nice field. Super expensive beers. Bastards! Guess they gotta pay for the new field and players somehow. Pics when I feel like messing with it. Bus broke down on the way home. Pretty amusing when there's a bunch of drunks on the bus who are running out of beer and dying for a cig. Aaron actually drove an hour to pick me up so I didn't have to sit there longer than I had to. I thought that was rather nice. Ya know, it's nice seeing someone in town, now that I'm not so hellbent on getting out of this state. It's a nice normalcy in the relationship.

Genie
A Husband takes his wife to play her first game of golf.....Of course, the wife promptly whacked her first shot right through the window of the biggest house adjacent to the course. The husband cringed, "I warned you to be careful! Now we'll have to go up there, find the owner, apologize and see how much your lousy drive is going to cost us." So the couple walked up to the house and knocked on the door. A warm voice said, "Come on in." When they opened the door they saw the damage that was done: glass was all over the place, and a broken antique bottle was lying on its side near the broken window. A man reclining on the couch asked, "Are you the people that broke my window?" "Uh...yeah, sir. We're sure sorry about that," the husband replied. "Oh, no apology is necessary. Actually I want to thank you... You see, I'm a genie , and I've been trapped in that bottle for a thousand years. Now that you've released me, I'm allowed to grant three wishes. I'll give you each

She
The Dragon flies into the dusk on silver, painted wings, And though she rides the sky alone, she has learned many things. She knows the sea runs to the sand, and where the moon takes rest. She greets the noble unicorns, and flies where phoenix nest. Her eyes seek treasures of the mind, not any mundane thought. She knows of all the Dwarven smiths and what their skills have wrought. Her silvered scales have seen the rule of mighty kings gone by, And when the cause of good was lost, she would often cry. She felt the pain of mother's loss as her children died to fight, all the foes of dragon kind that killed to show their might. In my heart, this dragon flies, and keeps my heart and mind. She taught me how to love, and learn, and made my path defined. She led me down the darkest trail, so I could face my fear, And though I feel her weakening, I know that she is near. And before she spreads her wings to fly forever to be free, I will fly just one more time, for I know that SH

Cardiologist
After the last few days I have made up my mind. When I move back home I am going to give my cardiologist the ok to do the surgery. He is wanting me to have AICD’s(Automatic Implantable Cardioverter- Defibrillators) . I am hoping it will help from keeping me from going to the hospital or having another heart attack . He has been pushing me on it since around Feb. I actually haven't even seen him in a few months due to the fact I told him to F off when he told me about it. I got scared. Now I know I need too. My family lives 30mints away from me when I move back home so I will have some help from them.

In A Pool Of Blood
y heart is empty, my soul is lost. my spirit is gone, and my love now cost. my heart is numb, i no longer feel pain. your lies and distrust have driven me insane. i no longer have what you called love, you left me here to drown in a pool of blood. feeling pain is never nice, but i cant help but scream with every slice. across my face and across my wrist, the tears pour out as i make a fist. i dont want this anymore,if this is love, because you left me to drown in a pool of blood. i stop with the slicing,now its a stab, straight through the heart as i think of bad memories i've had. i knew you wouldnt care if i died, so in a pool of blood is where i lie.

Written By My Cousin, Whom I Love Dearly
Time passes so quickly. When I look back, it doesn't seem like 20 years have passed.I haven't seen her for twenty years!She looks the same. We always had a special bond.We share the same birthday.Sort of ironic really...Always thought we were sort of special... Like we were meant to have a different, unique, tight friendship.And we did for many years.We lived together as young adults.Were wild and crazy together. And then our lives took us both in different directions.Sad really when I think about it.So much time has passed.I often wondered about her.Missed her on my birthday... Our birthday.Every birthday.... for the passed 20 years. Then, at my fathers funeral...She walked up to me.In my tear filled, heart broken moment...There she stood right there in front of me.Beautiful.Real.Alive.Sharing my grief.Sharing my sadness. She was...Just how I remembered her.Instantly I knew who she was...Of course I knew who she was...Grabbed her, hugged her...Didn't want to let her go. In that

Some People Are Rude I Think!
I THOUGHT THIS WAS A SITE WHERE U CAN DO WHAT YOU WANT. WELL I WAS PROVEN WRONG ON THE FACT THAT THERES SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE , THAT DONT LIKE WHAT OTHERS DO!!! SORRY IF YOU DONT LIKE ME UPLOADING PICS AND STUFF, YOU CAN DELETE ME TY ;) HAVE A NICE DAY AS I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE COMPLAINING ABOUT ME DOING STUFF!!! love69ish: ty (him) ->love69ish: oooooook then (me) love69ish: cuz thats all I see in my box,,,,,,you.(him) ->love69ish: why?(me) love69ish: stop uploading pictures please! (him)

The Choking Kind
I only meant to love you Didn't you know it babe Didn't you know it Why couldn't you be content With the love I gave oh yeah I gave you my heart But you wanted my mind, oh yeah Your love scared me to death, boy Oh it's the chokin kind That's all it is You can kill a girl With a bottle of poison or a knife I know you can And hurt him more to take his pride And run his life Oh it's a shame boy Whatever it is boy I surely hope you find, oh yeah I tell you that hat don't fit my head Oh, it's the chokin kind You ever been in love so hard so fast that it chokes the very life out of you? It takes over and kills the essence that is you? Is that what love is? I don't know the answer any more. I don't know what a healthy love is. I'm not even sure that I know what love is. Every time that I thought that I was in love, it never worked. It never lasted. It was never the fairytale that I had created in my mind. It was never the prince, the picket fence and the 2.5

Sausage Rolls Recipe
Sausage rolls are quite popular in New Zealand's bakeries. They are eaten any time of the day as a snack or meal but are most popular at breakfast or lunch. Unlike our sausage, New Zealand sausage is processed to almost a paste consistency. I've created this recipe to come as close as possible to the original while using American ingredients. They are quite yummy and may also be cut down to use as appetizers, with a small reduction in baking time. INGREDIENTS: * 2 slices soft white bread * 1/2 cup heavy cream * 1 medium carrot, peeled and fine-diced * 1/2 medium onion, fine-diced * 1/2 teaspoon ground sage * 1/4 teaspoon dried thyme * 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder * 1/2 teaspoon curry powder * 1 Tablespoon kosher salt * 1/2 teaspoon ground white pepper * 1 pound ground beef chuck (80-20%) * 1 pound ground pork * 2 sheets puff pastry (17.3-ounce box), thawed * 1 egg white whisked with 1 Tablespoon water for eggwash gl

Spiced Peach Pie With Lattice Crust
Ginger and cinnamon give the classic peach pie a makeover. Watch how to make your pie perfect with our hands-on pie-making video. Crust 2 1/2 cups all purpose flour 1 tablespoon sugar 2 teaspoons ground ginger 2 teaspoons ground cinnamon 1/2 teaspoon salt 10 tablespoons (1 1/4 sticks) chilled unsalted butter, cut into 1/2-inch cubes 1/2 cup chilled solid vegetable shortening, cut into pieces 4 tablespoons (or more) ice water Filling 2/3 cup (packed) golden brown sugar 1/4 cup cornstarch 1 teaspoon fresh lemon juice 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon 3 pounds medium peaches For crust: Whisk first 5 ingredients in medium bowl to blend. Add butter and shortening and rub in with fingertips until mixture resembles very coarse meal. Mix in 4 tablespoons ice water. Mix in more water by tablespoonfuls if dough is dry, tossing until moist clumps form. Gather dough into ball. Divide dough into 2 pieces, 1 slightly larger than the other. Flatten into

I Did It All By Myself!! :)
My dryer stopped working in april,the coil that heats broke in half, anyway I went without for a few months. I was hanging clothes outside to dry , no problem. That gets old quick especially when you have 3 kids. So my ex husband brought me a used dryer , smaller but it worked. I still planned on getting mine fixed , it holds more clothes. So that has been about 2 months ago. About a week ago the belt on that dryer broke, just my luck. So today I was determined to get the part to fix mine. Well no answer from the guy who may have the part. So I was downstairs washing clothes , gettin ready to hang them outside again. I looked down at the back of the dryer with the broke belt , and yes I had already taken the back off to see what was wrong with it, the damn thing had a heating coil that was the same size that I needed. It was right in front of me the whole time. So I took it off and put it on mine , ALL BY MYSELF. Now my dryer works just like new...lol.. I love it ...YEAH FOR ME...LMAO

She's Gonna Swallow
She's Gonna Swallow On her knees I'm on my back My better half Unleashed for lust Moving in heat As I feel the wet caress Of the magic of her tongue Things just starting to get hot Then she whispers softly And I almost burst right then and there Can't believe what she just said She's gonna swallow Harder and faster She strokes her man To ecstasy beyond imagination Like a porno star Born to do it Eats me like a ice cream cone Giving us both a erotic treat Feeeels so dammm good Don't her to ever stop Who knew? That a wife could do Those kind of tricks Would you believe she's gonna swallow? Thick and hearty I'll give it to her All night If she'll just keep on Licking me right Sweet sweet candy I'm her lollypop And she wants that love juice bad Drinking till she's drunk Addicted to my... OOOOOhhh Yesssssss!!! Baby just like that Sweat Pouring down my skin I can feel it cumming now Just like a supernova I'm r

Hmmm...some Truth??
"We are not accorded the luxury of choosing the women we fall in love with. Do you think Sirella is anything like the woman I thought that I'd marry? She is a prideful, arrogant, mercurial woman who shares my bed far too infrequently for my taste. And yet... I love her deeply. We Klingons often tout our prowess in battle, our desire for glory and honor above all else... but how hollow is the sound of victory without someone to share it with? Honor gives little comfort to a man alone in his home... and in his heart." - Martok, to Worf discussing marriage

This Is My Thoughts For Today
Well last night i got really drunk off of some Jim Beam and pepsi.....It was pretty good but i like the shit we had the other day lol it was a cherry bomb which consists of cherry vodka and redbull makes you a wide awake drunk lol...i guess thats all for right now lol i dont know what else to say

Heading Home
Hey, friends! I'm getting ready to hop on the plane and head home to the Sunshine State! I'll be going to visit mom's who had emergent double bypass earlier this week. I'll be back on Sunday evening. I'll be checking in throughout the weekend and hope that I get lots of love while I'm gone.....My day ended up crappy and kinda feeling like the scum of the earth for being outspoken with feelings...soooo your love would be much appreciated....just remember to keep it decent...lol. Have a great weekend!

True Love
There is a major difference between loving someone and being in love with someone. Being in love is holding hands in the movies and feeling like your in middle school again, it's being snowed in your house together for a week and not getting bored, it's rubbing ketchup on your face just because it looks funny, it's dancing in the rain and not noticing that you're wet, it's having a pillow fight in your flannel pajamas knowing that she thinks you're the sexiest guy in the world, it waking up to a real "good morning"...the kind that is actually meant as a good wish and from the heart, it's making pancakes together and spilling more batter on the floor and each other than in the skillet, it's taking a bubble bath and looking forward to the candle light massage your going to get afterwards, it's dancing in the living room just like we were in a club and having just as much fun, it's getting a piggy backs ride walking along the river, it's lying on our backs in the grass making shapes out o

How To Stop Paying For Dates With Women
How To STOP Paying For Dates With Women >QUICK: If you have a minute, take a look through the programs I've created to help you learn how to meet and attract women. You can see them all here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZVRHZZ&lid=1&ll=1 I've gotten several emails asking questions like, "Should I pay for dates?" and "How do I avoid paying for dates?" The answer that I'm going to propose is almost misleading in its simplicity, but hey... those are my favorite kind... DON'T GO OUT ON "TRADITIONAL DINNER DATES" ANYMORE. See, if you don't go out on "take her out to dinner" dates anymore, then you won't have to deal with paying for them. Profound, I know. Please, hold the applause. Let me explain this a little more... A lot of good research suggests that women think men, who are potential mates, fall into one of two categories. I call these categories "Lover" and "Provider". If you've read my book "D

Busy Day
I got about 4 hours of sleep last night woo hoo. Woke up this morning jumped on fubar for a bit then decided to have some fun with the kids. We went off roading which was really fun. My 3yr loved it! Took a family vacation to Iraq . It wasn't bad. I could hear some gun fire so I took a picture of me and the kids then left. After we did some hiking to find a cave. The hiking trail was terrible. My 3yr slipped alot but I held his hand the whole time so he never rolled down the hills. We made it to the cave which was really cool. My kids kept wanting to see the bats. The kids really loved it ! To end the day went down to the river and soaked our feet in it. I learned a few things... 1st Iraq sucks. 2nd Do not go hiking with a 3yr. 3rd start carrying water bottles 4th Always be proud when you carry Tp in your truck!! 5th the step bar makes a great place to sit your butt on when peeing.

What A Hoot!
this is going to be very short! I belong to a few communities..some alternate..and this is the first time i have felt like i belonged..kind of kewl by the way, but it is going to take a little time. I do see an issue with the shout box...it does seem to be a little quirky?? Don't get me wrong..it is a great idea and is quite innovative..i am waiting for the live feed to happen...now there is a thought..imagine....lol...kewl!!

I Long For
I long for your touch I long for your kiss I long for when are eyes meet I long for the day we meet I long for the day i can rest my head on your shoulder I long for the day we can cuddling and watch the rain I long for the day when are 2 hearts become 1 I long for the day when its not just a dream anymore

Prime Example This Is The Whole Conversation!
Read bottom to top! ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: I'm glad you know what I come here to do if you read my profile you would and I was ×º°”˜`”°º×...: exactly i rated all your s but you only come here too rate your real friends have a nicew evening we all have a life ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: ok ×º°”˜`”°º×...: i work 70 hours a week im self employed ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: I don't usually chat on here I have been stopping by to rate and stuff sorry ×º°”˜`”°º×...: good for you ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: I'm playing poker tournaments ×º°”˜`”°º×...: hun you never message me ->Im > You: says I'm dry here ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: what? ×º°”˜`”°º×...: wish you would talk too me but i guess you have many many real friends

Military Stuff
Who cares if a soldier dies Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn;"Lets get out of Iraq" .Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But w

Broken Angel
Broken Angel Verse One I've lost everything, With out reason, Nothing makes sense, I'm so confused, Where have I gone, Lost inside my self, The mirror breaks me down, Laughing in my face Verse Two The beast inside, Masks the man I need to be, An empty shell is all I am, No feelings nothing's real, The candle burns, As a memory fades, All hope is gone, Here as I stand Verse Three In the beginning I believed, In the middle I was deceived, Now I'm not afraid, Now I'm invincible, Nothing can touch me, No one can love me, I lurk in the shadows, I feel no pain Verse Four And now as I begin, I can feel myself break, Don't look behind now, The candle will burn bright, Trust in myself that I'm alive, Someone showed me the way, Someone showed me love, Someone believed in the beast Verse Five And now I'm not afraid, To show who I am deep, The mirror no longer shows, A masked man lost within himself,

I Dunno....
I'm just confused right now... I hate it when I have the times that I have no idea what's going on.. and I feel like i'm in my own world. and no one can understand how I feel or where I'm coming from. I feel like a worthless piece of shit....

50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex (written By A Woman So Dont Get Mad At Me)
50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex (written by a woman so dont get mad at me) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over hi

How Is Sex Like Riding A Bicycle?
How Is Sex Like Riding A Bicycle? 1. You have to keep pumping if you want to get anywhere. 2. It's best to wear protective head-gear when going into unfamiliar territory. 3. You can do it with no hands, but it's best not to try it until you have a lot of experience. 4. It's easier to learn with the help of someone who has a lot of experience. 5. You can do it by yourself, but it's usually not as much fun. 6. It's usually hard to control your speed the first few times you try. 7. It's best to have a soft place to land. 8. You don't need any special clothing, but you can get some if you are really into it. 9. If you're with someone who is having trouble keeping up, it's usually best to slow down and wait for them. 10. Most people think it looks easy until they try it for the first time. 11. Once you learn, you never forget how. 12. If you fall off get right back on. 13. If you get a flat, try pumping it back up. 14. Remember to signal before you

Shit Happens.
SHIT HAPPENS in various world religions TAOISM: Shit happens. CONFUCIANISM: Confucius say, "Shit happens". ZEN: (What is the sound of shit happening?) JESUITISM: If shit happens and when nobody is watching, is it really shit? ISLAM: Shit happens if it is the will of Allah. COMMUNISM. Equal shit happens to all people. CATHOLICISM: Shit happens because you are bad. PSYCHOANALYSIS: Shit happens because of your toilet training. SCIENTOLOGY: Shit happens if you're on our shit list. ZOROASTRIANISM: Bad shit happens, and good shit happens. UNITARIANISM: Maybe shit happens. Let's have coffee and donuts. RIGHT-WING PROTESTANTISM: Let this shit happen to someone else. JUDAISM: Why does shit always happen to US? REFORM JUDAISM: Got any Kaopectate? MYSTICISM: What weird shit! AGNOSTICISM: What is this shit? ATHEISM: I don't believe this shit! NIHILISM: Who needs this shit? AZTEC: Cut out this shit! QUAKER: Let's not fight over this shi

The Results Are In
Well, I passed my physical for the military. The only thing that was wrong with me was my eyesight. They even tested me for STDs, which said i'm 100% clean, and my mental status. I don't know about everyone here, but that's one hell of a tax refund. They're gonna give me new glasses once I start basic training (w00t!). I'll be picking my job thursday morning and making a list of places/countries I'd like to be stationed in. I'm aiming for Alaska, Italy, Germany, or Japan. I'd love to be stationed in Canada, but I'm not sure if there's any posts up there. Regardless, I'm still gonna keep in touch with many of my friends up here. I'll be using IMVU.com to chat with when I get my own laptop. If you want, send a PM and I'll let you know my screen name. -Andrew- **Every Moment Is A Gift**

Finally Some Decent News!!
Well to start off...I fell today. My right ankle just gave out on me and I ate pavement. I am really sore and in alot of pain this evening BUT on a good note I FINALLY got into see another neuro surg doc for a 2nd opinion. There is still hope that I can get some pain relief. I actually go this Saturday. I was shocked to get in so quickly when I have been back and forth with them and my workers comp about getting an appt. If he says he can give me some pain relief back surgery is in my very near future. My brother just had back surgery yesterday and he is doing really well. Still in pain of course but should be doing better very soon. I am excited. I do have a small glimmer of hope that has returned after 3yrs of constant pain!! So if you believe in God pray for me. If you dont then send positive energy my way. Whatever you believe will help me!! I was told that I will most likely end up getting a Mylogram (sp?)...They shoot some kind of dye into the spine. I will write another blog on

Yandra
FROM THE MEMOIRS OF ARCHIE ALEJANDRO (RIP march 1992) ("I MISS YOU, AND THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING") MANILA, 1991 YANDRA... YOU ARE THE BEAUTY BEYOND WORDS THE REASON THAT I HAVE NEVER SEEN YOU ARE THE WIND THAT DANCE IN MY AIR YOU ARE THE AIR THAT I'M BREATHING YANDRA... YOU CAUSE ME TO THINK THAT LIFE WAS REAL YOU ARE THE HAPPINESS THAT I HAVEN'T REALLY SEEN FOR THE TIMES CAN ONLY BE FORGOTTEN UNTIL I CAN HOLD YOU UNMISTAKEN YANDRA... YOU DRAW A RULE ONLY I COULD COMPREHEND FOR NOTHING THAT YOU WANTED WILL EVER BE UNSPOKEN YOU WHISPER SOFTLY TO MY VERY SOUL YOU'RE MY DREAM THAT WILL NEVER BE TAKEN YANDRA... TOUCHING YOU WILL BE THE GREATEST THING LOVING YOU WILL BE THE REASON IM SURVIVING LET ME LOVE YOU FOR THE TIME BEING JUST UNTIL FOREVER REVEAL ITS MEANING YANDRA... YOUR KISSES I CANNOT HAVE YOUR EYES I DREAM TO LOOK AT ME YOUR PRESENCE I ALWAYS WANT WHEN WILL YOU EVER NOTICE ME? YANDRA I'M HUNGRY FOR YOUR ATTENTION I'M THIRSTY FOR YOUR AFF

Another One For Soldiers
We sent our soldiers overseas I sent my soldier far from me. Slept alone. Slept afraid. Both going through same thing Both going through something different. Away for a year Away for two. No matter how long, how short the possiblity is always the same. Babies crying, Families apart. Give them hell guys and come on home! Even though I'm not there with you Remember you are not alone!

Remembering You
Not really a big NSFW thing but just making sure.. The first time we saw each other. The first time you held my hand. The first time our lips met in a passion filed kiss. The first time you held my body close to yours. The first time we made oh sweet love. The first time we basked in the afterglow. The first time I heard the words: Darling, I love you. All these moments are full of magic. Filled my world with hopes and dreams. The times I am with you make me feel so beautiful. I love you honey for what you have made me.

Our Love Shall Last
Our Love Shall Last If dreams and wishes could come true Then mine would be to be with you To share your ups and share your downs To share your smiles and share your frowns To do the things we'll always treasure With lots of love and tender pleasure I hope one day my dream comes true My passion and love I'll give to you My love for you will never die It's your love that keeps my soul alive I'll be here for you, today and tomorrow Full of love and never sorrow So if you dare to take a chance Our hearts intwined in a lovers dance Dont base our love on days of past For you and I were meant to last

Why I Am A Superhero.. Faith, Belief... Unwavering Confidence
Autism! Pdd nos! Aspergers syndrome! ADHD! High functioning! Low functioning! Delayed! Hearing these words about your child can be crushing. They can devastate you to your very core. The good news is THEY DON’T HAVE TO! Let me tell you why…. It doesn’t matter. That’s right. It simply doesn’t matter. If you want to really help your child then read on. I’m serious. Don’t be like the thousands who wish they had “lived” this concept sooner. Pretend for a moment you have a newborn. He is simply perfect. By the time he is two years old, his fingers are so long, they look strange. You go to a renowned physician and ask “What’s wrong with my child? Why are his fingers so long?”. The physician smiles and says “Your child has a condition called spindle fingers. He has a natural gift for playing musical instruments. Many dream of having this talent”. You’re absolutely thrilled and can’t wait to share the news. You rush home but on the way you stop to buy a toy xylop

Recipe For A Military Spouse (poem)
Recipe for a Military Spouse 1 1/2 cups Patience 1 cup Courage 3/4 cup Tolerance dash of Adventure 1 pound of Ability To the above ingredients: Add 2 tablespoons elbow grease and let stand alone for one year. Marinate frequently with salty tears. Pour off excess fat and sprinkle ever so lightly with money then Knead dough until payday. Season with international spices. Bake 20 years or until done. Makes unlimited servings SERVE WITH PRIDE

I Am Live!!!
Cum see me on dream net!! www.dreamnet.com/jezabelle I am sooo excited to be up and running. of course it is a new site so we have some things to work out and I need to add lots, (you can be sure I will!!!) Let me know what you think. Kisses!!!

A Slippery Nipple
Qty. Ingredients 1 oz. Sambuca 1/2 oz. Vodka 1/2 oz. Irish Cream Liqueur Shop at www.playboystore.com World's Best Glass type: Cocktail Directions: Put into a chilled cocktail glass in the order given.

Favorite Quotes And Sayings..
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Breathe
the waves are so choppy there's more in store rocking the boat further away from the shore the storm has just started the rains splash your brow you fight the exhaustion no time for rest now direction is scattered you're losing your way the boat keeps rocking hope has turned to dismay you struggle for strength you give a good fight no desire within you to just say goodnight and let the waves take you to the depths of despair steer your way thru it keep taking in air the storm will soon end and sun shall replace the droplets of rain that covered your face smile in the knowlege your life is a gift and rest yourself now let your boat gently drift to the shores you will come with nary a worry live life as you want it no reason to hurry friends they will come a few angels you'll host be kind to them all to one you may mean the most a smile will help you in so many ways take nothing for granted treasure all of your days A.Boudreaux 2006

For You
For You.. tis true you are sweet, and i long for us to meet beneath the stars above, so we may share our love desire for you i feel i must explain to you in words of lust though they be tender in notion setting soon our bodies in motion My love for you is so new yet in strength absolute and true to spend each day with you in mind you are unique, just one of a kind but love you i do with my heart spanning the miles that keep us apart you are the one i want forever to be with you i'll go wherever you are so much more than you know lets cherish our love and let it grow A. Boudreaux 2007

Goin To Doc..dnt Know If Ill Be Back On Today Or Not
in case i dnt this comment is for you all...thanks for all the luv you show me each and every day...for the laughs and well wishes...you ppl are awesome... COOL MySpace Comments luv and hugs as always angel

Poem 3
Soldiers Request © By Rae L. Stowe-Paurich I don't request forgiveness for the generation lines I broke for my country. I don't request peace and love for all Americans. I don't request the memories of my fallen comrades. I don't request pity for the time I lost with my children. Nor do I request that dreams come true. Terrorism is not our down fall, but the lack of our own preparation as a nation. I do request that we stop trying to find blame in anyone but ourselves. The past has shown preparation is the key not blame. I simply request that one and all show the ones they love how to survive, without depending on someone else to sacrifice their lives before yours.

Never Argue With A Woman
Never Argue with a Woman... One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning , Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, Isn't that obvious?) "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left. MO

A Mothers Love!
A mothers love is something that no one can explain It is made with deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may For nothing can destroy it or take that love away It is patient and forgiving when all others are forsaking And it never fails or falters Even though her heart is breaking It believes beyond believing When the world around condemns And it glows with all the beauty of the rarest brightest gems It is far beyond defining it defies all explanation And it still remains a secret Like the mysteries of creation A many splendored miracle Man cannot understand And another wondrous evidence of God's Tender guiding hand.

Prayer For Taylor
Hey all, some of you may remember the bulletin i posted for Taylor a few days ago. I just wanted to let ya all know what is going on now. They have put her into a medical induced coma because the pain was just too much for her. She is still on the ventilator but they want to start turning it down slowly to try to get the hole in her lung to close on its own. Her dad put up a page for her with updates everyday on myspace. the link is http://www.myspace.com/taylor_hittlet if anyone is interested in any of the updates. If not that's ok but could you say at least one prayer for her. Any thing helps. Thanks Remember she is only 4 years old and we all know that something like this would be bad for anyone but think how it is on a 4 year old little girl!!!! (repost of original by 'Fireman' on '2007-08-17 09:05:09') (repost of original by 'Woman by Birth Bitch by Choice~kiss me where it smells funny and gimme an STD ~' on '2007-08-17 09:08:02') (repost of original by 'Fireman' on '2007

Here's One For Ya Lmao
OTHER FRIENDS: Never ask for food LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. OTHER FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. OTHER FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we screwed up...but that shit was fun!" OTHER FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Cry with you. OTHER FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. OTHER FRIENDS: know a few things about you. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. OTHER FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. OTHER FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" OTHER FRIENDS: Are for a while. LOUISIANA

Tonight @ Bloodview 9-midnight 10.00$ For Unlimited Repeats!
TONIGHT @ BLOODVIEW 9-midnight 10.00$ for unlimited Repeats! Summer not scary enough for you?Come on out and get scared for charity as the Legion of Terror and the Broadview Heights Lions Club present A Midsummers Nightmare at Bloodview Haunted House. Admission is only $8.00, and for $2.00 more you can go through the House as many times as you like with all proceeds going to South Hills Lend a Hand! Thats right Haunted House Fans come on out to Bloodview $10.00 UNLIMITED REPEATS this weekend only! Get scared, and have fun for a great cause 9-Midnight and all for only $10.00!For More Info:Bloodview Haunted HouseThe Legion of TerrorBloodview Haunted House1010 Towpath TrailBroadview Heights Oh440-526-9148Friday August 17th 9pm-MidnightSaturday August 18th 9pm-MidnightAdmission: $8.00 for one trip. (for the faint of heart)$10.00 for UNLIMITED REPEATS

So Yeah...
So as of lately things have kinda been up and down around me. I am getting ready to go back to work full time, yet I am not ready for the summer to be over with. There are so many things I wanted to do that I just wasnt able to. A few different people have come and gone from my life. Of course, I thought they were great. Why else would I even bring them up otherwise. One was someone I had been talking to for about the last 6 months. The plan was that he was coming out to WI for EAA (a big airplane fly in with planes and pilots from around the world). Well the couple weeks leading up to that all of a sudden he completely stopped talking to me. Phone calls went unreturned, yada yada yada. Well right before he was supposed to be here I finally got together with who I thought was this absolutely amazing man. He made me laugh, could make me smile when I was sad, and brought a smile to my face just by talking to me, hugging me or kissing me. Well that was great for a few weeks until we start

August 19, 2007
You're feeling a bit separate from your work situation, which puts you in an excellent position to make a difficult decision. You may not make the most popular choice -- but it will certainly be the right one!

Just To Let People Know
I JUST WANTED TO LET THE ONES THAT DONT KNOW I AM DISABLED DUE TO BACK SURGERY 3 YRS AGO JUNE 04 .....WELL I FOUND OUT MONDAY 8//13/07 THAT I WILL BE HAVING SURGERY AGAIN..NOT SURE WHEN YET..I AM HAVING TO STAY FLAT ON MY BACK UNTIL TUESDAY FOR SURE..I GO FOR A MILOGRAM... I GO ON 8/29/07 TO FIND OUT WHEN I HAVE SURGERY AGAIN... PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS AND SHOW ME LOVE...I WILL BE GETTING ON WHEN I CAN.... THANKS AGAIN FOR EVERYONE THAT CARES AND HELPS ME! KATIE

Some Random Tidbits
Do you have any pets? Have had dogs, fish, an iguana and now a cat What color shirt are you wearing? Grey Name three things that are physically close to you: A Pen, my advil and an ashtray What is the last book you read? The last battlemage by irene Radford Are you or were you a good student? Depends on what your teaching me :D What's your favorite sport? Like most sports, but probably football Do you enjoy sleeping late? when i finally sleep LOL What's the weather like right now? it's hot, damn hot, hot like the sun.... Who tells the best jokes? Comedians? What was the last thing you dreamed about? Cant remember Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? yes and yes Do you believe in karma? sure do im waiting for my good deeds to come back Do you believe in luck? yeah cause im proof of bad luck Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up? yes i do, also like poached but prefer over easy Do you collect

Faster-than-light Take: "superbad" Is One Badass Mutha
Another busy week in Senor Ortiz's life culminated with my car practically turning into a hovercraft during last Thursday's deluge. (Looks like I'm gonna have to deal with my current car issue a bit sooner than anticipated.) Amazing that I got anything accomplished for work before the flooding got really bad. Now Hurricane Dean has us in his sights. Well, more like Brownsville and parts of Mexico south of there. I'm giddy with anticipation. Some of ya know how geeked up I get when a super hurricane approaches the mainland. I've got my tracking map out -- something my uncle and I first learned together listening to NOAA radio, trying to make sense of barometric readings and trajectory when I was all of 6 or 7. I'm quickly becoming nostalgic of more notable hurricanes that have struck Texas in my lifetime: Gilbert, Alicia, Allen. It shall be interesting as the week progresses. In spite of my busy schedule (including a postponed birthday dinner for my aunt), my pimps-in-crime Marti

What Is It With You Men?
I mean come on, o.k., so my boyfriend decided he didn't want to be with me anymore, so that's cool. I was upset but got over it. I contacted my Master to cry on his shoulder and we ended up getting back together. So anyway, now my ex is all mad at me, i'm like what the hell! He decided he didn't want me anymore, would rather be with someone else, so why get mad?! I guess it's one of those things about men that i'll never understand.

I Am Going Through A Meltdown!
Yesterday, my parents informed me that they were going to be moving to california and selling the house, in five months from now. he's the kicker: I don't have a job yet, i won't have enough time to build up the funds when i do get a job, i'm trying to get a friend to be a roomate, so it's easier on the payments. We're looking at mobile homes, (No we aren't gay, *roll of the eyes*) but i am so over stressed i haven't slept in three days. It's gonna kill me. What kind of parents would just drop that kind of bomb on their son?! Oh well, hopefully i'll get this whole thing figured out . . .

Hot Barbecued Chicken - Pasta Salad
2 1/2-3 lb. chicken quarters 2 pkg. Italian dressing mix Oil as directed on packages Lemon or vinegar as directed on packages 1/2 lb. pasta 1/2 c. chopped onion 1/2 c. chopped celery 1/3 c. chopped green pepper 1/2 c. grated carrot 1/4 c. fresh, chopped parsley 1 tsp. oregano Wash chicken, put in flat pan. Prepare salad dressing as directed on package. Pour over chicken. Let marinate overnight in refrigerator, turning pieces occasionally. Grill chicken on barbecue or broil in oven, brushing occasionally with marinade. When chicken is cooked, boil water in medium pan. Cook pasta until tender but not mushy. Drain. Heat marinade from chicken to boiling. Add onions, celery, green pepper and carrot. Saute for 2 minutes. Add parsley and oregano. Pour over cooked pasta. Stir lightly until blended. Pile onto large platter. Place grilled chicken pieces on top of pasta. Serve immediately. Makes 6-8 servings. Note: This salad is good cold too! Remove leftover chicken from bones

My Long Awaited Arrival Home
Hello all, guess what? I'm back, my holiday was cut short but I acomplished almost everything I had set out to do so I am pleased. I got my passport, woot woot. I am happy about that, so my next step is to put this all in motion. Had a very tiresome trip home, it was raining heavely and we was swished all over the road ways, it got so bad we had to stop and wait because the rain was so heavy it was causing the truck to stall, basically flooding it out, thats how deep the rain was in certain places. Not to mention the fact I had to endure a lot of being cramped up and having to listen to 2 ppl bitch all the way to and from, I was ready to designate myself to the hood of the truck as a freaking ornament, I dont like it, I hate drama and it seems thats ALL I HEAR. Any who, I am home and thankfully I wont have to leave out to go back there until September, providing I am still here, things go my way, I will be out of the states all together. but thats a different story a differen

Maybe It’s Time To Focus On Other Directions......
So things have been.....interesting lately. Last Friday there was the drama with my brother. We since over the weekend have reconciled. I think we understand each other a bit better than we did before. Sad it had to come to violence for it to happen. Better late than never I suppose. Then there is the recent matter of the band, which I am not happy about. As many of you know I have had issues off & on related to health & it had affected my attendance at work occasionally as well as with the band. In fact one episode it turns out ironically enough was a result of my tendency to gravitate to extremes & in "overcompensating" I was overdoing it on supplements when I thought I was having heart potential trouble. I got a "second opinion" in regards to my intake & it seems I was inadvertently taking, in part, a combination that caused reduced blood flow to my brain, causing the incident I had a work that the doctor suspected was a heart attack. Nope a borderline induced stroke. Great. There i

My Dream Lover
Before I go into "him" let me tell you a little about me. Growing up on a 100 acre ranch where I broke horses, dug irrigation, baled hay, stretched fence and chopped oak for the fire....I HAD to have brute strength. I played baseball (3rd base and catcher) from the time that I was 8 until I was a freshman in High School and they told me I could no longer play with the boys. They made me play softball instead. Boys looked at me with no intrigue, and quite honestly, my crush's had disappointed me soooo much by the time I was starting to come into my own, that I just gave up. These boys looked at me like an equal brother. They found no beauty in my smile and they knew that if needed, I would fight fiercely along side of them and the thought of protecting me never even crossed their minds. So here I am today and my dream lover is still elusive. My dream lover is a ghost that I chase. He is strong and romantic yet protective and dominant over my heart. When I close my eye

Lovely Resume
Lovely reseme Current mood: tired Category: Dreams and the Supernatural ???????? - Good with most children. Not so good with most parents though. - Going to college - Have an income - Very considerate of others - Open minded - Awesome family - Very affectionate - Mostly easy going - Creative - Fairly smart - I've been told I was good in bed, but they might have been just being nice - Shy - Good hearted - Pretty genuine - Been in the Army - Kinda funny, I bet I can make you laugh ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ If you have any other questions, message me and we can set up an interview. References can be given upon request.

Paper And Pen In My Hand
With paper and pen in my hand. I say this to you my friend. Saying thank you just wouldnt be enough. I can never repay you, for everythin you,ve done for me. You took the time to listen, you took the time to care. Like an angel from the heavens you wiped away the tears. You opened a new door so I could start a new life. You never questioned or asked me why. So with paper and pen in my hand, I say this to you my friend, You have brought the smile back on my face gave me a reason to believe. So you my friend I say I love you, in my heart you will remain. There is a special place in my heart that holds the memories. With paper and pen in my hand I say Thank you just wouldnt be enough. I love you my friend my special friend.

A Quick "hi" Before Work
This is gonna have to be a REALLY quick "HI"! I have to leave for work in no more than 15 mins., and I'm not quite ready yet. Boy...am I pushin' it. But...I try my best to get in and say "HI" to everyone, since I am not the best at getting in to individual profiles. That didn't use to be that big a problem...untill my friends list got longer and longer...I'd be ALL day postin' comments, and nothing else...hehehehe So...a big COLLECTIVE HI, seems to be the best way! Hope you all have a great day, and I'll be back around Fu later this afternoon when I get home! HAVE A GOOD ONE FU'S...TAKE CARE

Mars / Venus
Just goes to show how differently men and women look at things... HER DIARY Saturday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk. He agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong he said nothing. I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behaviour; I don't know why he didn't say I love you too. When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV. He seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed and to my surpri

The Way I Are.....timbaland Feat. Keri Hilson And Doe
I ain't got no money I ain't got no car to take you on a date I can't even buy you flowers But together we'll be the perfect soul mates Talk to me girl Oh, baby, it's alright now, you ain't gotta flaunt for me If we go dutch, you can still touch my love, it's free We can work without the perks just you and me Thug it out 'til we get it right Baby if you strip, you can get a tip 'Cause I like you just the way you are (I'm about to strip and I want it quick Can you handle me the way I are?) I don't need the G's or the car keys Boy I like you just the way you are Let me see you strip, you can get a tip 'Cause I like, I like, I like I ain't got no Visa I ain't got no Red American Express We can't go nowhere exotic It don't matter 'cause I'm the one that love you best Talk to me girl Oh, baby, it's alright now, you ain't gotta flaunt for me If we go dutch, you can still touch my love, it's free We can work without the perks just you and me Thug it out 'til w

Family Values Tour... Kattfest....
Alrighty, so, I went to Kattfast last night... totally kicked ass and such!! Got my pic taken w/ Evanesance, Trivium, and Atreyu.... TOTALLY kicked ass... got munkey's and fieldy's autographs.... also, totally cool... uploaded some pics from the concert... chatted with lacey from flyleaf... she's hella sweet.... i can't imagine how she must feel... she dislikes the whole pic taking this like "a cartoon character from disney land" as she put it... although, man, i can understand.... i would HATE it... everyone freaks out and stuff... but she put on a great performance... everyone did really... Korn came on last, and they rocked... DUH!!! So, it was AWESOME!!! i had fun!!! got sunburned though lol i may have pics on the katts website, so watch out for them!!! Anyhow it was great fun... much love to you all...

Domination And Submission Quotes
"Submission without domination is when you keep doing what he wants even after he keeps insisting he doesn't want it. Domination without submission is when he keeps telling you to do something and you keep telling him to fuck off." - Linda "The slave escapes her bonds to find a stronger set of chains." - Anonymous "I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling all that I am capable of doing but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding." - Anais Nin "The single most common question in BDSM is "How do I find a submissive?"" - Jo

Characteristics Of A Successful Dominant
Acceptance: Acceptance of self, what is within yourself, what your wants needs and desires are.. Acceptance of your limitations and those of your submissive. The ability to accept another human being for the person they are, including their shortcomings and especially to accept your own. Accepting what being a dominant is to the individual and not being ashamed or intimidated by the needs within, but happy in ones mind set. Communication: This is the ability to talk and discuss things. It is an integral part of any relationship, but an absolute neccisty within a D/s one. A dominant should have the skills to communicate thier needs, wants, desires, fears, thoughts, limits or whatever else comes along. The ability to talk also calls into play the honesty and truthfulness of the dominant. Once communication is open it should remain that way, and will do so provided the dominant does not stop communicating honestly. To not communicate is to endanger yourself physically (by not

22 Guaranteed Ways To Destroy A Relationship
Author: Dr. Robert W. Birch Ph.D. © Relationships are often hard to maintain, even when two people profess undying love for each other. A major problem in a relationship is that one or both partners continue to make the same errors but then cannot understand why the relationship is in trouble. It is almost as though they are determined to do things their way, even at the risk of damaging a good thing. In my clinical practice, I have discovered at least 22 errors in thinking and communicating that people make, which if repeated, have the potential of destroying a relationship. Which of the following errors are you making? 1. Rigidly maintain that you are always right, even when you do not have all the facts! 2. Never apologize, even when you are proven wrong beyond a shadow of a doubt! 3. Be relentless in rubbing it in when you are proven right! 4. Dogmatically maintain that you know your partner's motives better than he or she does! 5. Assume that your partner sho

So Because I Am Not Going To Act Like A Stripper...
Today was bad. No, I will take that back...today was HORRENDOUS! I started a part-time job at a local nightclub/venue Saturday night. Saturday is the busiest night there because that is the night all the preppies come out to dance to terrible music and try to find a hole drunk enough to let them stick it in. We were short servers that night and only had 2 to work where 4 normally work. Without training and a pricelist that was wrong, I was one of the 2. I actually did a great job. I was too busy making sure everyone had drinks in their hands to even notice the horrid music. I was chatting with customers and building a rapport with them as I should. I went in today as requested for additional training and was informed that I am not "spunky" enough to work in such and environment. Apprently walking around with a smile on your face and chatting with people as you show no signs that you are still learning the job is not enough. I am sorry but I am not going to walk through the dancefloor a

Heart Stopper
Heart stopper, I cried tears, but I drip red. I don’t feel a beat, I don’t feel a pulse. I must be dead, so it was said. Heart stopper, I want a black wedding. I told you I loved you to death, I wasn’t lying. Don’t know where I’ll be heading. Not a surprise if you weren’t crying. Heart stopper, I would do anything just to be with you. What a waist! You beauty killed me, who knew? Its my time to be erased. Heart stopper, It looks like time is up. My love was real. One kiss, one kiss can make it up. Forever me and you was the deal. Heart stopper, I cried tears, but I drip red. I don’t feel a beat, I don’t feel a pulse. I’m dead, so it was said.

Tooth Pain
I need a wisdom tooth pulled bad. The dentist can get me in to have it looked at. But they have to get it authorized to pull it. They said 3-4 weeks!!! So I'm supposed to be in pain and not able to eat for 3-4 weeks????

Come To Ecstasy With Me
Come To Ecstasy With Me Take my hand and come with me To a beautiful place called ecstasy Undressing you with first my eyes And then within my hands My fingers running through your hair A passionate hunger of wanting you My lips meet yours and our tongues entwine. Caressing your body gently as I lay beside you whispering softly, I love you, I want you, I need you. Loving you so delicately, completely and passionately watching your body quiver with such sweet pleasure As my mouth explores every inch of your body Touching your heart, mind, body and soul You tell me not to stop you want more I continue to let my wet lips explore your flesh savoring every taste making me want more of you My mouth can feel your racing pulse The uncontrollable urge to feel your love slow and deep inside me With just one touch you respond Like you could read my mind Slow and easy we take our time Your skin against mine Our bodies entangled melting together as one

Spicy Grilled Spareribs
Spareribs with a ketchup and honey sauce * 2 racks of spareribs, about 6 to 8 pounds total * salt and pepper to taste * juice of 1 lemon * 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce * 1 cup ketchup * 1/2 cup honey * 1/2 cup butter or margarine * 1 large clove garlic, minced * 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin * 1/4 teaspoon salt, or to taste * 1/8 teaspoon pepper Cut spareribs into serving-size portions and rib with salt and pepper. Place ribs on rack in a baking pan and bake at 350° for 1 1/2 to 2 hours. Combine remaining ingredients in a large saucepan; bring to a boil. Place ribs on grill over hot coals and baste with sauce. Baste and cook, turning occasionally, for about 15 minutes, or until ribs are well glazed. Recipe for grilled spareribs serves 6.

Wtf
Now I have some rude ass new sales guy (who started mon) who just told me that I was rude... me of all people... DUDE... don't F*** with me today! He asks me something and I say I don't know that is Jason's... he comes back with oh you don't like people talking to you do you? Excuse me? what do you mean? He then says... oh well you were just acting really rude about having to answer the question... DUDE... F*** YOU

August 24, 2007
You're in a good place to try something a little different, thanks to the positive results of your most recent efforts. Use that license wisely, and you might end up in a much more interesting position!

Why Women Take So Long In The Ladies Room
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stance." To take your mind off y

Had Enough
This Depression Im going through is driving me insane. At this point in time I feel physically ill. the stress and anxiety I feel is causing me to have pain in my chest, neck and I keep feeling dizzy and weird. My eyes hurt all the time, im getting headaches pains in my joints, stomach feels knotted, frighten, I have had other symptoms like paranoid,delutions etc. some have been caused by meds which im coming off. I cant sleep, perhaps 2 or 3 hours a night. Im afraid to say things to people in case I upset them,I Also Feel unloved and cared about. All the people I have phoned I get the voice message. I have txted a few people no reply. guess that what everyone really thinks about me. Everybody wants to get on with there lives and cant do with me and my illness. guess im a burden on everyone. I feel very alone and unloved. Maybe I would be better just dissapearing, or going to my mum. At least I would be at peace and with someone who really loved me. The only one that as shown me any

Stabbing Westward - What Do I Have To Do?
You make it hard to breathe It's as if I'm suffocating And when you're next to me I can feel your heartbeat through my skin It makes me sad to think This could all be for nothing I wish there was a way A way for you to see inside me I've never felt this way About anyone or anything tell me What do I have to do to make you happy? What do I have to do to make you understand? What do I have to do to make you want me? But, if I can't make you want me What do I have to do? I know exactly what you're thinking But I swear this time I will not let you down I'm not as selfish as I used to be That was a part of me that never made me proud Right now I think I would try anything Anything at all to keep you satisfied God I hope you see what losing you would do to me All I want is one more chance tell me What do I have to do to make you happy? What do I have to do to make you understand? What do I have to do to make you want me? But, if I can't make you want me Jus

Pics
Apparently, someone has taken some of my pics and started using them on another site. I know there is that chance when you post things online. Therefore I am removing all my pics and possibly just shutting the whole thing down. I appreciate the friends I've made here and wish you all the best. I will leave this up for a couple of days. Thanks.

Life
PEOPLE TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED AND I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND THAT AT ALL. THEY LIVE FOR ONE THING ONLY AND DATS IT THEY DONT CARE ABOUT THINGS ROUND THEM, OR HOW THEY MAKE OTHER PEOPLE FEEL. AS LONG AS THEY ARE HAPPY THATS ALL THAT MATTERS TO THEM.

A Few Questions
i doubt any of the pervs will read this but i have to ask, why is it that these guys dont talk to me even though they are on my friends list, unless i put something perverted like lick me as my status? is it possible for these guys to have a decent conversation without sex? i doubt it maybe they need to get some in real life, but thats just my opinion hell i offered to show my boobs for a blast and i didnt get any takers lmao, should i be insulted? oh well carry on

Logistics Officer
Found out friday that I'm going to be a logistic officer in the Marine Corps. I've been an officer for almost a year now, and I've spent all that time in schools training to be in charge of MARINES. Looking forward to going to my last school before I stand before my first platoon. I'll be in NC for 2 two months of Logistic Training. Looking forward to the future, will keep you all posted. Mike

.....in The End Does It Really Matter
All I ever wanted, was to be what you needed But all I ever did was say things wrong And all I ever wanted was to be by your side But all I ever did was break your heart So now that I’ve hurt you, and probably lost you Im lost with myself what the hell should I do And I wanna be with you, and tell you I love you But I know you wont have it, what the hell should I do Now all that I want, just give me one chance You cant believe me but I swear its true Cus all I want, just give me one chance To prove that I love you let me show you I do And God knows you’re an angel sent from above But I didn’t listen I couldn’t see the gift hed given me But your still my angel still sent from up above If God can hear me please just let me show you…

A Pagan In Hell
A Pagan dies, and to his great surprise finds himself standing before some pearly gates. The guy in charge looks him over before asking, "Can I help you?" "Where am I?" asks the Pagan. "Beg your pardon?" the other guy asks. "You're in Heaven, of course." "B-but I don't believe..." "Hmmm" (squinting his eyes) "are you one of them Pagan folk?" the gatekeeper asks, his mouth curling in mild distaste. "Yes, I am... I believe I'm in the wrong place, which way is the Summerland?" our Pagan friend asks. "It's been 'temporarily' shut down for repairs," the gatekeeper said with an ironic chuckle, "ever since we took over...err...I mean... since the people found their way to the true path." "Whatever," says the Pagan, "What do I do now?" "I'm sorry sir, but you must go to Hell. No Pagans allowed here." "WHAT? Hell? But I don't believe in Hell!" "Sorry, those are the rules, just follow the downward path to the left." So our Pagan friend walks down to Hell, only to

Ritual Meditation For Stress Relief
Picture yourself near a stream. Birds are softly chirping in the crisp cool mountain air. Nothing can bother you here. No one knows this secret place. You are in total seclusion from that place called "the world." The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity. The water is clear. You can easily make out the face of the person whose head you're holding under the water. Look! It's the person who caused you all this stress in the first place. What a pleasant surprise! You let them up... just for a quick breath... then ploop!... back under they go... You allow yourself as many deep breaths as you want. There now... feeling better?

The Amazing Apples
Girls are like apples on trees, The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys dont want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that arent as good but easy, so the apples at the top think something is wrong with them when in reality they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

Going To The Beach
I am online right now at my sister Heathers looking for an apartment online...then I am heading to the beach for the day...then back to work tomorrow...3pm to 11pm shift...I hope everyone is having a great weekend.

It Is
My eyes see right through you Love you for everything you are Everything you want to be You make me smile when I want nothing more than to cry Being in your arms makes me feel safe I try and fight it but I can’t It consumes me I try and deny it I don’t want this I am scared to death Feels like you’re crawling under my skin Into my heart It’s easier to be broken & hide Always waiting for that second chance Memories seep through my veins Emotion takes over Dreams become reality Reality becomes a dream I smile in the eyes of the sun I open my heavy eyes I see you smiling upon me Reaching for my hand I want to take a chance LIVE IS LIKE A NOVEL WITH THE END RIPPED OUT

Life's Twists And Turns
Im doing good these days, my friends are loyal, we watch out for each other. Im working my ass at my job, im single and actually liking it for a change.. Too many burned out relationships for my liking.

Goodnight My Dear Fubarians.
Well...I must confess that I was a tad wasted last night and apparently not only took pics of myself but posted them on tap and made a blast. Due to the fact that because of said drunken photos....I have gotten over 200 friend invites in way less than a day.....I think I will forgive myself for my drunken blunder. The ayes have it....the crowd loves it!! I am a little too pooped for me own good so....it's off to hit the sheets. Goodnight world of fubar!! To all my fubarians....sweet dreams. I can only hope I dont wake up tomorrow to more unremembered photos on my page... ha ha ha.

Essence
Somewhere between black night and blue consciousness of dawn (that shadowed gray gloaming) there is movement so tenuous and transparently green a slight murky slick you will not see it shift (or hear its stray moaning) you will only feel the desolate essence of your harrowed soul.

What Do These Three Things Have In Common? A Big Moon, Pigeon Crap And A Bridge?
Its MONDAY that is what they have in common! Good Morning and how was your weekend? Mine was good, relaxing if that can be said for anyone knowing Marty. It has been said many a time that I run 110% most of the time and when I am not then I am running 150%. Wow, that’s’ a lot of percentages. Did anyone see that moon this morning, holey smokes it was like 12 feet away. That would have been an ideal moon for Halloween. Have you seen the latest cause or should I say likely cause of the bridge collapse in Minnesota? Well hold on to your pigeon...There just might be a bounty on its head. Yes you called it, some officials are leaning towards the possibility that “Pigeon Dung” may have caused serious infrastructure damage on the bridge. Oh yea…sighting the “dung” is so acidic that it could rust and weaken bolts. Are you getting this? Is the country so blind that we need a quick response to tragedy? Are we that much in need of the correct answer when this sort of thing happens that we start t

A Dream I Had The Other Night
"Oh my god your cock is fucking massive! It's like bigger than my forearm, MUCH bigger. It must be a foot long!!!" I exclaimed. "Try more," you replied proudly. "13 inches?" "More." "14 inches?" "That's right and I'm ready to explode a huge load all over your pretty face!" You announced. "Shit, even your balls are massive! They're like base balls. Mmmh, there must be so much cum sloshing around in there," I suggested. I grabbed your huge horse-cock with both hands, feeling its awesome power, realizing my fingers are not even close to encompassing its soda-can thick girth. A great big glob of pre-cum appears on the enormous velvet head. I lick it up hungrily and more pours out. My face is now coated with your potent pre-spunk and yet still more pours out, clear streams of sticky fluid leaking out continuously. "Shit, you've already come more than my previous boyfriend and its just pre-cum! This cock is fucking amazing!" My girlfriend Amanda has joined us and l

Scene: Zach's Gonna Do Porn
zach finds an add in a paper for this porn shoot they need guys for. we are starvin and homeless livin in his camaro, so he decides to do it for the quick cash. starts with me. .dude, are you really gonna do this? i mean its fuckin...porn. we're at denny's. zach's got his composition books strewn across the table and is writing about his lost love barbara again. we're drinkin coffee bought with a few extra bucks worth of gas money from drivin the kids to and from school.we'd been there for a few hours, were on our fourth or fifth refill, and would most likely be around for a few more. .it's $500 and all i gotta do is stroke it a lil for the camera. .what about your ink? .what about it? .well, i mean what if someone sees this one day and recognizes you by your tattoos or whatever? .who's gonna see it? .i dunno, man. .it's gay porn. we don't know any gay guys. .i guess. weirds me out is all. i dunno. dosn't it seem wrong to you? .i'm fuckin hungry man, that's what seems

The Good, The Bad And The Ugly
THE GOOD, THE BAD AND THE UGLY Good : Your wife is pregnant. Bad : It's triplets. Ugly : You had a vasectomy five years ago. Good : Your wife's not talking to you Bad : She wants a divorce. Ugly : She's a lawyer. Good : Your son is finally maturing. Bad : He's involved with the women next door. Ugly : So are you. Good : Your son studies a lot in his room. Bad : You find several porn movies hidden there. Ugly : You're in them. Good : Your hubby and you agree, no more kids. Bad : You can't find your birth control pills. Ugly : Your daughter borrowed them. Good : Your husband understands fashion. Bad : He's a cr

Harsh Words
Harsh Words I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way saying good-bye. But at home a difference is told, how we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. As I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, But, the children you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, and you never saw

Lost Love
I feel like my heart is gonna stop beating, these painful days just keep repeating, waking up in the morning slowly rising from the bed, first thought of the day....wishing i was dead, I'm sick of the bright sun rising on a cool morning, I'm sick of having no enjoyment everythings boring, i just hate my life and can no longer take it, when I'm out and gotta smile i tend to fake it, i cant believe where my life has taken me, every love in my life has forsaken me, all this has happened to me because of you, and you left me here not knowing what to do...

Penne Aruglula With Ham
Prep & Cooking Time: 35 min. Yield: 6 servings Serving Size: 3.000 ounces 2 Tbsp romano cheese 1 tsp table salt 2 Tbsp olive oil 4 oz cooked ham (minced) 4 oz arugula (raw) 2 cups cooked penne pasta 2 Tbsp balsamic vinegar Directions: Cook penne pasta according to directions, drain and set aside 1. Dice ham and cook in a pan on medium heat with about 1 tsp olive oil for 10 minues or until edges are dark brown and crispy 2. In a large bowl, add cooked pasta, ham, arugula, olive oil, balsamic vinegar, salt and romano cheese 3. Toss until well mixed. Ready to serve Nutrition Facts Per 3.000 ounces Total Calories: 156 Carbohydrates: 14.32 g Total Fat: 8.12 g Protein: 6.04 g Sat Fat: 2.36 g Fiber: 0.61 g Cholesterol: 15 mg Sodium: 622 mg Diabetic exchange: Starch: 1.000 Meat: 0.500 Fat: 0.500 Vegetable: 0.500

Finally A Day Off
you ever work so much with out a day off! then you know what its like, im so exsausted that i think my body is ready to cave in on itself but i finally have a day off and im so taking advantage of every little bit of the day woohoo

Chicken & Sweet Onions
Prep & Cooking Time: 40 min. Yield: 4 servings Serving Size: 3.000 ounces 1 Tbsp black pepper 1 tsp table salt 1 tsp fresh thyme 16 oz raw chicken breast, no skin 1 cup lettuce, green leaf (raw) 1 medium, raw onion, cut into slices 1 cup sliced, raw, yellow tomato 1 tsp honey 1 tsp brown sugar 1 Tbsp trans-fat free blend margarine 4 tsp red wine vinegar (1 tsp for each plate) Directions: 1. Pre-heat oven to 350 degrees F (177 degrees Celcius), season chicken breasts with salt, pepper and thyme 2. Place in baking pan coated with cooking spray and cook for 20-30 minutes until done 3. In a small pan, over low heat, melt margarine, add onions, while stirring constantly, slowly add brown sugar and honey so onions carmelize 4. Set aside when done, arrange plate with lettuce and yellow tomato slices with red wine vinegar, add cooked chicken with carmelized onions on top Nutrition Facts Per 3.000 ounces Total Calories: 131 Carbohydrates: 7.86

Thaughts About Life Or Something
Another thought for the day People worry about me getting hurt. I figure pain is inevitable in life. So yes, I worry about getting hurt too sometimes. It's going to happen eventually though. A "full" life consists of lots of pain. I could just stay in my room, besides going to school or working. That's what I do right now actually mostly. I'm not sure I really call that living though. I'm sorry people worry. I'm sorry I get hurt. I'm sorry other people are upset when I get hurt. As selfish as it may sound, I'm not going to go throgh life avoiding any possibillities of pain, simply because other people get worried, or are upset when it happens upon me. I want people to know I atleast somewhat appreciate other people's concerns and take them into consideration. As silly as it sounds to "say", I want it to be clear that I don't get hurt maliciously, or put myself in a situation of risk, to have other people upset because I am hurt.

Seriously Now.....grrr
So I have decided that I am officially annoyed. I love how guys are all ok to come to your site and check out your NSFW pics, but when it comes to any others there are barely any (if any) comments or rates. Then, several times a day I decided to take a chance and respond to some of the people in my shoutbox and its always "Do you wanna have some naughty fun" When I said no or tell them that I do have a boyfriend...I am not good enough to talk to. I want to meet some cool people on this site, but I have mainly encountered a bunch of sick perverts who care nothing except to see nudes to wack off to. I am seriously considering making my NSFW pics family only. Don't mind my rant. I have dated guys like that and have no patience at all for them. Grrr..

And One More Freakin Thing....
If I sit here to take the freakin time to actually Rate/Fan/Add/Rate your pics... at least take the fucking time out of your "busy" schedules to at least accept my fan request, maybe drop by my page, rate my profile, maybe rate a pic or two, some stash... I take my fucking time to do it to your page, show some consideration. *jumping off the soapbox*

A Rant
Ok so many have asked so dammit I'm gonna get it all the fuck off my chest right fucking here and right fucking now. I hate Washington I've hated shit ever since I've fucking left arizona. FUCKING MORMONS CAN'T FUCKING DRIVE they can't I fucking swear it..bunch of peligimist fucktards that they are should be more worried about how to navigate I-15's fucking rush hour than how to navigate into wife number 82's sloppy fucking cunt. My car is a fucking retard ass huge piece of fucking shit, goddamn worthless hunk of steel on four fucking wheels that it fucking is. Things have gone fucking wrong ever since I left AZ and I have sinced learned that the people in AZ's DMV are a bunch of misinformed cock juggling thundercunts who should know about the information they're supposed to fucking distribute. So I say fuck em, the whole lot of worthless asses maybe the fucking mormons should deal with them. This state fucking sucks some how I'm OVERQUALIFIED for McDonald's.. how in the fuckin

Nobody Cares Really
Ok, here's me in a nut shell..... I'm a 23 year old male from Marinette Wisconsin. I draw/sketch I write music/short stories/poetry I play guitar (10 years running) I play with Photoshop CS2 and VB6 Computers and I get along GREAT Now.... I'm the kind of guy who doesn't look at things as I NEED this, or WANT that. NO! I'm not like that. Instead, I'm the kind of guy who takes things as they come. I'm not going to chase a rainbow only to realize I'll never reach the end of it and get my pot of gold. I'm not going to set myself up for herat ache and heart break anymore thatn I already have in the past. That would just be stupid. I'm kind of old fashioned in a way if you could say that. I like to open the door for a lady, wiehter it be for a car or building, and I also like to pull the chair out for them to sit in. Now I know, some women don't like that, but hell, that's just me. I'm the kind og guy who would rather sit in, cuddle up ont he couch, and watch a move

Raw Vs Smackdown 2008. Roster & All
WWE Smackdown vs RAW 2008 Roster Hey everybody, for those of you who don't know me you can call me Shante. Anyways, I got voted off of Survivor because I was very inactive and that was because my internet wasn't working, so I wasn't on at all last week. So what I'm sayin is... the bitch is back. Anyways, this is my Smackdown vs RAW 2008 Roster at the moment. I think this would be a interesting roster to see and use, and is prety up-to-date. Considering there probably will only be a few more roster changes before the game's roster is decided, I think this is a good time to post my roster. So here it is (finishers to come sooner or later): Total: 73 RAW (Total: 23) - Carlito - Charlie Haas - Chris Masters - Edge - Eugene - Jeff Hardy - John Cena - Johnny Nitro - JTG - Kenny Dykstra - Melina - Mickie James - Randy Orton - Ric Flair - Shad - Shawn Michaels - Shelton Benjamin - Super Crazy - Torrie Wilson - Triple H - Umaga - Victoria

Ironic
So here I sit, having decided that it is time to move on, out of the vacuum of my so called life. I have talked to the children, talked to God and even talked to myself. I am moving. The kids will not have to suffer through the fighting, I will not have to walk on eggshells wondering when the next episode of what I like to refer to as a "hidiosity" will happen. Here is the irony...He pushed and pushed and pushed until I could not take another moment of his alcoholic asshole behavior. When I told him I am leaving, he cried. He said he really didn't want me to leave...but was told what he wants no longer matters in this situation, that he seems to have chosen what he wants. So guess who has been sober since I started looking for apartments? No fair. Why not do that before it was more than I could take? Or, why stop drinking now? Either way, it doesn't matter, either way it hurts.

Quiz
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! Send your answers to me only... And I will reply with my answers for you!!! ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13. )Q. What would you do if you

7 Month's Later.......
Well as you all know I'm in the Navy now it has been 7 month's since I joined since then I have become an SH ( a ships serviceman) basically I do laundry fill up vending machines and work in the ships store. When I started in the Navy I was to become an ABF avation fueler needless to say I wasn't able to do that job after all so SH is what I became instead so now I'm stationed right where I'm from San Diego and on the USS Tarawa LHA-1 so... anyway feel free to ask me any questions you might have and I'll be glad to answer take care.

Junk Mail Help:
When you get 'ads' enclosed with your phone or utility bill, return these 'ads' with your payment. Let the sending companies throw their own junk mail away. When you get those 'pre-approved' letters in the mail for everything from credit cards to 2nd mortgages and similar type junk, do not throw away the return envelope. Most of these come with postage-paid return envelopes, right? It costs them more than the regular 41 cents postage 'IF' and when they receive them back. It costs them nothing if you throw them away! The postage was 39 cents before the last increase and it is according to the weight. In that case, why not get rid of some of your other junk mail and put it in these cool little, postage-paid return envelopes. One of Andy Rooney's (60 minutes) ideas. Send an ad for your local chimney cleaner to American Express. Send a pizza coupon to Citibank. If you didn't get anything else that day, then just send them their blank application back! If you want to remai