Fubar Blogs 5

Company Lay Off
This is so COLD but typical of today's big business! A fire alarm rang at 4 PM, at a very large office complex. Almost all the employees were present. (approx. 5,000 people).As per their past fire-drill practices, the entire office was quickly evacuated in under 3 minutes, and all employees gathered outside the complex in designated areas waiting for further instructions.Before long, the fire drill officer made the following broadcast over their loud-speaker system: "My dear colleagues ... It is with my most sincere regret, that I have been asked to announce that for many of you, this will be your last evacuation drill with us.Due to the on-going recession and a bad business climate, the company is laying off almost 50% of its staff.So when this announcement finishes, I ask all of you to move back into the building, and if your swipe-card does not work, then it means that you have been laid off.You will not be allowed inside, and all your personal belongings will be sent to you by cour

The Up-north Journal
I deserved to be someone's priority but I was not. Instead I was second-place to lost hope, a broken marriage and empty dreams with someone who simply didn't share them anymore.Her promises to me broken ~ mine to her ignored ~ I was strung along like a safety net in case everything else first, would collapse, and like some kind of consolation prize, there I'd be. Except I'm a real person with feelings.. And I'm not dumb. I heard the words 'I love you' but received not even the common courtesies one could expect even from a simple friendship. All to chase rainbows.. For "No valid reason." I was abandoned in lieu of a double-life based on lost hopes she knew in her heart could not possibly be.. When we'd already decided that I would help new ones come true. The real-world we would've created took a back seat to all this and online games that tomorrow.. next month.. next year will not mean a thing. Imagine the power and connection of just doing something real.. Not because you have to at

The Goodnight Kiss Part 2
as he presses his lips against hers,he reaches for the lock,keys in his hand.Unlocking it and turning the knob,they both fall into the house,her still with her legs wrapped around his waist.she lets her legs touch the floor ,looks into his eyes ,hers FILLED WITH WILD CARNAL LUST,,,she places her hands on his chest ,shoving him back against the wall hard,grabbing his shirt,she pulls and rips it open,buttons flying everywhere,she yanks it down his arms,leaving his hands bound by the fabric.She looks him up and down,licking her lips,biting her lower lip,and groaning ,,,,oh hell yeah!!!!!She runs her hands ,slowly over his chest,,feeling it raise and lower as his breath quickens,,with a sly grin,she rakes her bright red nails ,slowly down his chest,,,purrrrrring ,tell me how bad you want me,as she pinches his nipple.she steps even closer and asks,,,do you want to take my body,and do as you please with me,as if i belonged to you?He can only stare at her,not saying a word,,wide eyed,he swall

Me
Dead and Gone Lyrics I've been travelin on this road to long Just trying to find my way back home The old me is dead and gone dead and gone Ooooooo I've been travelin on this road to long Just trying to find my way back home The old me is dead and gone dead and gone Ever had one of dem days u wish woulda stayd home Run into a group of niggas getting they hate on U walk by they get wrong u reply then shit get blown Way outta proportion way past discussion Just u against them, pick one then rush em Figure u get your hair? that next They dont wanna stop there now they bussin Now u gushin, ambulance rushin u to the hospital with a bad concussion Plus ya hit 4 times plus it hit ya spine paralyzed waist down now ya wheel chair bound Nevermind that now u lucky to be alive, Just think it all started u fussin with 3 guys Now ya pride in the way but ya pride is the way u could fuck around get shot die anyday Niggas die every day all over bull shit dope money dice game stash box contents Could th

Short Poems/thoughts
I slid my finger a crossed it! and OMG it stood there begging me to rub it, I almost came in my jeans this was sooo exciting! I had just one chance left, so I took it and BAM! It exploded with intense brilliance.. .I polished my first FuPony! Aug 8th 2011 NauttiKitten Burns~~~

Without You
Sometimes it takes hearing a song to realize how you really feel.Eleven years is a long time to walk away from. After so long you forget where one person begins and the other ends. But unfortunately sometimes you begin to take things for granted and soon even each other. It doesn't mean you don't love each other just things change and people change.In the end tho I have found walking away isn't always a bad thing. Sometimes it's kinder than trying to make something work that never will again. Like the old cliche " If you love something let it go and if its meant to be it will come back " but there is one I like much better..." If you truely love someone you want to see them happy...even if it isn't with you "There are days where I think where and when did it all go wrong, but then I remember where I am and remember the man in my life now who I love more than my life and I smile...maybe everything does happen for a reason.This song in a way says it all about how I feel about my past and

Past
She watches the clock tick slowly. The hours and minutes seeming to drag by. Her mind is focused on a special someone, she longs to see again. She waits patiently to see a message, or hear his voice, or for the off chance he may be headed her way. How she treasures those stolen moments, when the whole world seems to disappear. Leaving only the two of them in each others arms. How he makes her laugh and smile. She still gets butterflies in hr stomach every time she hears his voice. When she sees him walking towards her, her heart almost leaps out of hr chest. And when his arms wrap around hr it is one of the safest places she has ever known. She loves his smile and the sparkle in his eye when he looks at her. She wants nothing more than to keep him smiling. Make him feel special, loved, and wanted. She knows this isnt easy for him but she hopes he knows he is.

Our Rights One At A Time.
In each soul lies the truth about that person; the things that we don't tell others are the things that made us who we are. The soul has no way to hide what is in it, oh, if everyone would share what secrets lie there, then, would not the would be a better place. If only truth could come out of each mouth, then, maybe we would be better people. War is the results of man' s own desires, if each person was held accountable for his or her action, would we not be a better people altogether. May this year give raise to the truth in all of us. One of the first acts, that Adopt Hitler, did, when he came into power in Germany, was to outlaw and confiscate all weapons from his civilian population. Thus began his and the SS rain of terror that lead to World War II. Obama has now appointed former Clintonite and gun-hater Eric as attorney general, is America on the same road as Germany? How can Obama say he supports the Second Amendment to the Constitution of the United States of America, a

Life
happens 99% of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.From a guys point of view:We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage o

Sorry
I am sorry, I fell off my mental stabilty platform. The death of a family member has pushed me over the edge. And also my inability to have a normal relationship with a female, now I am not talking about my SG friends because you all have been nice to me, except one or two, I am talking about a real relationship, my IQ prevents me from having the communication skills to talk to a woman in the real world. I am a Physicist/Thermographer in real life, I never had time to acquire normal skill for interefacing with the opposite sex. Not that I have tried, a ruined married and two screwed-up sons, is my legacy to that fact. So, please forgive me for some of my blogs. I can do so much when it comes to science and physics or mathematics. When I list myself as a quantum calculator, I mean it, my brain is not arrayed in the manor as normal people, I can calculator particle delay rates and thermodynamic coefficients of difference elemental materials in it, but I can’t spell normal five lett

Sumtih' To Think About
OK I'M SORRY FOR DOING THIS I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED, I TRIED TO UPDATE THE LEADERS SO FAR AND WHEN I LOGGED IN THIS MORNING THE PICS WERE GONE AND FU DIDN'T LET MY RELOAD THEM SO HERE I AM, THE CONTEST ENDS MONDAY, MAR.22nd!! HERE'S HOW IT'S GOING GO: IF YOU ARE LEAVING A COMMENT FOR THE COMMENT GAME THEN ON YOUR ENTRY WRITE: (comment game entry)THEN WRITE YOUR ENTRY. IF YOU ARE LEAVING A ENTRY FOR THE FILL IN THE BLANK GAME( I _ YOU) THEN WRITE:(fill in the blankentry) AND WRITE YOUR ENTRY. IF YOU ARE LEAVING A QUESTION FOR THE TRY ME, ASK ME ANYTHING GAME: JUST WRITE YOUR QUESTION & I WILL REPLY!! SORRY FOR THE INCONVIENCE AND THANK YOU FOR PARTICIPATING!! THE LEADERS SO FAR ARE AS FOLLOW: TRY ME GAME FILL IN THE BLANK GAME COMMENT GAME REMEMBR THE WINNER OF THE (TRY ME GAME) WILL RECEIVE A 25credit bling pack THE WINNER OF( FILL IN THE BLANK) WILL RECEIVE A 1credit bling of their choice & 1.5mil fubucks THW WINNER OF THE (COMMENT GAME) WILL RECEIVE A 5credit bling of their

Jodo's Playground
For those whom are bored and looking for something new to try, join some of us over in eRepublik. Whiles its a slow start... a core group of us are a up and coming political party in the USA. Our goal: Presidency. Come help us out by making this a reality. Takes five minutes a day. and we'll be opening up a section on the forums to make this a more 'main' game of ours. http://www.erepublik.com/en/referrer/Jodoh Sign up with that plox as it will help the entire party out (as I donate the gold to the party). There is no foe more rank or malefic than the traitor. We rightly abhor the traitor that leads the enemy to our gate. We revile him for the annihilation of worlds and the murder of innocents. We each loathe him for the harm that he does to us. The scars that we bear remind us to keep our hatred bitter.Some may question your right to destroy ten billion people. Those who understand realize that you have no right to let them live...We must be unsleeping in vigilance, swift in judgm

Waoh!!!!
You Can Only Type ONE Word.It's really hard to only use one-word answers!1. Where is your cell phone? purse2. Your significant other? Bed3. Your hair? Blonde4. Your mother? Virginia5. Your father? Deceased6. Your favorite thing? laughter7. Your dream last night? Romance8. Your favorite drink? Coke9. Your dream/goal? Love10. The room you're in? Bedroom11. Music? on12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Love14. Where were you last night? Bedroom15. What you're not? painfree16. Muffins? Blueberry17. One of your wish list items? Money!!18. Where you grew up? Virginia19. The last thing you did? fubar20. What are you wearing? Nothing21. TV? off22. Your pets? Dog23. Your computer? Toshiba24. Your life? Boring25. Your mood? Great26. Missing someone? Yes27. Favorite Store? Walmart30. Your summer? HOT31. Like someone? naturally32. Your favorite color? Green33. When is the last time you laughed? 5-26-0934. Last time you cried? You Can Only Type ONE Word.Not as easy as you might think.Now copy an

Geffin
i feel keeping it real is a part of life if u b real wit yr self how can u b real wit any body and my bad about the rip so many haters i guess im doing someting right my name at *ick so keep it out your mouth u know who u r

"life" By My Son
Life It Gets Harder As You Grow, You'll Lose Friends, Family, And More Than You'll Ever Know. Time Will Fly By And It'll Keep Getting Faster, And In One Day, Turn From Perfect To A Complete Disaster. Things Will Continue To Happen As Unexpected As The Rain, And The Thing That Brings You Joy Will Be The Same Thing That Causes You Pain. Your Children Will Advance From Crawling To Reading Books, And Then Thier 18 Before You Can Take A Second Look. The One You Use To Love Swore They'll Never Break Your Heart, In The End Not Only Breaks It, But Tears It Apart. But If It Wasn't For The Things That Make You Frown, Then The Happiness Would Never Keep Your Feet On The Ground. So Keep Life Precious For There Is No Second Ride, So To Have A Good Life Or A Bad Life? Well That's For You To Decide.

For The Kingdom Of Wolves
TRUTH IS THE GAME OF THE FEW BUTTHE CRY OF ALL... What does this mean..well for myself personally there are many instances in this life that the truth has been claimed but it turns out to bea falsehood.. All that a person can do is to remember that the truth is subjective to those that are claiming it. Just remember to be able to accept the fact that there are many in this life that do not know how to speak truthfully to themselves never mind to ayone else and learn to move on. through the lies there ends up being a warped version of relaity, but the person that is beig lied to must not let a hate come into thier hearts or else it could become all consuming.

Big $ Cha Ching!!!
ONCE AGAIN BABY J HAS DONE SOME WORK ON THIS AWESOME SITE CALLED FUBAR. WHATS WITH ALL THE CHANGES. I ADMIT THERE KEWL BUT R THEY REALLY NECESSARY? I MEAN WERE THINGS JUST FINE THE WAY THEY WERE WHEN IT WAS CHERRYTAP. SOME OF THESE CHANGES I FIND CONFUSING AND SOME EASY TO WORK WITH. SO I ASK U GUYS DO U

Lessons Learned
Hello Luvlies! I never write these things with "this is what's going on in my life" stuff... but so many of you have sent gifts and etc. with question marks and questions as to why I'm Missing In Action... Beginning of May I decided to move again... the hole of a basement apartment I thought that I could call "home" (at least for a little while to pay off some student loans) was intolerable... I was miserable.... you can ask just about anyone... Well, one of my coworkers told me of a lil farm house on a 200 acre horse farm that was for rent... and decently cheap.

Life
http://fpdownload.macromedia.com/get/flashplayer/current/swflash.cab">http://www.adobe.com/go/getflashplayer"> Well just wanted to write a lil somethang bout my dad! So its goin on four yrs since hes been gone...Its a sad thing but i love him with all my heart hesmy best friend! Hes the sound of a harley far away and his spirit is with me everywhere i go! Along with my mom and step mom yall are missed terribly!

Friends To The End Of Time
We seacrh for friends and sometimes get lucky.. Then you crash into angels that love you for the soul you have inside and never judge .. only stand by you , asking nothing in return...... I have been so blessed to find two angels

The Local
here's the lyrics to a song... 448, we just finished recording today. will be up on my site asap..... so yeah just to se ya up a bit, this was from a time in my life where i was still figuring out what i really wanted.

X23fan
Alright check it out I've been busy trying to get this film thing going so I do say I'm sorry for all of you guys whose ben wondering what the hell I've been doing! Okay secondly I just wanted to know does anyone know how ot make a video and put it up on this damn thign! let me know nuff said! What makes us heroes and why do we do what we do! I don't know what drives people to put their lives on the line to save others from death and destruction even when they aren't even worth the effort! I'm going to get a lot of flack for the shit I'm about to say but there is some shit that is eating me up! Maybe it will make me a hero with these words! I blogged on this back on myspace and I'll do it again right now about Prop 8! We need to stop this bull shit and leave the damn gay people the frak alone! We got more problems with missiles and rockets pointing at our heads from other countries wanting us dead. We've got to many damn people dying to save other countries. We need to worry abou

Where I've Been And Where I Will Be
birthday, christmas, when ever ya find yerself buying me a gift list ok ya'll keep asking me what i want for my birthday and shit and idk i'll take anything hello i have nothing!!! lol but if ya really want a list here are a few things i know i will appreciate and use....visa gift cardswalmart gift cards7-eleven gift cardsmcdonalds gift cards (ima coffee freak people but hate starbucks they are teh devil!)for those of ya'll that dont like doing gift cards:xbox 360 (i missed the whole normal video game playing kid part of my life trying to catch up lol)car games to go with xbox ( dont like violent killin spree games)bandana's... seriously i have over 30 but can always use more its my weaknessdvd's and cd's.... i have none at all!!! seriously i have none with my car being broken into few months ago and like all music.... ya'll should know any music is good music!!! and i need me some music!!! lmaodvd's:doll house the seriesangel the seriesbones the seriescharmed seriesghost whisperer s

The Harbingr$$ Info & Application
Copy the following and paste it into a private message to me. Fill out the application and press send. You will be notified as soon as possible of the status of your application. Have fun with this!!!!!!

Vivica
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This Day
Been over a year now since she left.It's easier now then at first but still hurts to feel failure all the time. I failed to keep her happy. We fell into a rut and could not climb out. we stopped doing things that we needed to do to keep love alive and it went away never to be seen again. I have bad times and good times. lately a lot more good than bad. I have found some new friends on here and they keep my mind off the bad by just being happy and cheerful. thank you all for what you have done to help me along this path.

Ceck Out My Websites Of Awesome New Products
Ceck Out My Website Of My Websites Of Great New Products!http://sites.google.com/site/tonyandhnb/ Thank you For Stopping Bye My Website! Please Feel Free To Check Out My Other Websites!

Family Friends Who Need Help
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2403422&albumid=0&i=1319855830 Please Help with a rate Please Thank You some comments too if you have time contest over at 10pm Eastern on the 31 of May Thanks Again Management

10 Reasons I Shouldn't Deletee My Account!!!!!!!!!
It's that time ..I cleaned out my family list on my page so everyone gets a chance to be there.If you think you are worthy and deserving to be put there with the rest prove it to me.. I'm not gonna just gonna put you there because you talk to me every day or you bling me or rate me a lot.The top family are people who have stuck by me my whole time on fubar.The ones who don't bring drama to my page.. ALL MY HATERS DON'T ASK BECUZ U WILL B BLOCKED..

Thoughts Of An Inner Phyco
i wonder how fast it takes for one to go absolutly insane from solitude, a week a month or years. if the state of inertia is to be an un-interuped state of action, thought , emotion , or a

For My Grandma 1924-2009
Last year today is one year exactly since my grandmother passed a day i will never forget to this day i miss her so much and i still think about her. Everynight i go to bed i pray to god to let me see her in my dreams and tell her thank you for everything shes done for me and that

In An Auction!cum Bid On Us!!!
~Bratt~ & Chaotic and some sexy friends are in an auction and want you to be their new OWNER! So show some love and bid on your favorite !!AND PLEASE RATE TERESAS PIC FOR MOST RATE CONTEST. SHE IS AWESOME~~=) TERESA ~Bratt~ Adding 1 pimpout a week for fubucks!Adding 2 pimpouts a week if cash bids like blasts or small bling packs! Adding 1 PIMPOUT EVERYDAY FOR 4 WEEKS FOR 30 DAY BLASTS AND BIG BLING PACKS!=) Chaotic DONA INKMAN So come on and bid on the one you want!!=) We are in an Auction so go show US some love all!!=)

In An Auction!!need Your Bids
~Bratt~ & Chaotic and some sexy friends are in an auction and want you to be their new OWNER! So show some love and bid on your favorite !!AND PLEASE RATE TERESAS PIC FOR MOST RATE CONTEST. SHE IS AWESOME~~=) TERESA ~Bratt~ Adding 1 pimpout a week for fubucks!Adding 2 pimpouts a week if cash bids like blasts or small bling packs! Adding 1 PIMPOUT EVERYDAY FOR 4 WEEKS FOR 30 DAY BLASTS AND BIG BLING PACKS!=) Chaotic DONA INKMAN So come on and bid on the one you want!!=) We are in an Auction so go show US some love all!!=)

What Happened?
Ever since I joined the Fu,I've noticed that there's not too many chat rooms that offer a place to chill and talk about stoner shit,y'know?So I was wondering...I've seen peoples profiles that say they're the owner of club this or that,and I always wonder how they became the owner of that place,y'know?Cuz I'd like to do that,start up a club and be the owner of it,while my kitten is the co-owner with me.If anyone would like to help me in telling me how to go about doing it,or to show me how,I'd greatly appreciate it!!Somebody let me know,alright? I wonder why she didnt respond to my IM?I don't even know what I said or even did,but she's really mad at me and my heart is aching sooo bad right now.I'm hurtin' right now,and I'm slipping back into my depression again.I really thought things were great between us...I just thought she liked my pathetic self...but I guess I was wrong.And thats what hurts me so bad.I can't live to lose one more person I care about.My heart won't be able to take t

?
How do I say what I wish mind conflicting with heart internal turmoil ripping me apart If I could but remove my heart and speak with just my mind then I am unsure would I still be kind but if I were to remove my mind and try to speak from my heart then I would truly be lost for I wouldn't know where to start so many words I wish I could say so many things I wish to do but I would hope to start by saying I am there for you I would give you my love and be there till the end for no matter what I will always be your friend I am unable to speak what I need to say so I try to relay it in every song but these feelings have me torn for I feel that they are wrong Misplaced somehow though they come from the heart I feel it in my soul and it is tearing me apart If I could but speak when we are near then I would say I love you but there is to much fear fear I will screw up fear of what I will do you have all of my love but I'm afraid I would

Life
Danny Girlhttp://b.pcc2.fubar.com/86/98/4938968/tn_2624814181.jpg">@ fubar why is it win you go to women's house at 2 aclock in the morning they allways asumma your wanting sex win all you want is to go out and have fun or stay in an talk

Tired Of Feeling So Lost
with everything going on, I feel beyond lost; confused; even dead on the inside... because numbness doesn't begin to cover how I feel. I'm just battling with my own emotions... I can't even describe anything else so musik & videos will have to do...Lost in the darkness, hoping for a signInstead there is only silence,Can't you hear my screams...?Never stop hoping,Need to know where you areBut one thing is for sure,You're always in my heart.I'll find you somewhereI'll keep on trying until my dying dayI just need to know whatever has happened,The Truth will free my soul.Lost in the darkness, try to find your way homeI want to embrace you and never let you goAlmost hope you're in heaven so no one can hurt your soul...Living in agony 'cause I just do not knowWhere you areI'll find you somewhereI'll keep on trying until my dying dayI just need to know whatever has happened,The Truth will free my soul.Wherever you are, I won't stop searching.Whatever it takes, I need to know.I'll find you

Plain Jane
well today is alittle better on here. ive gotten the hang of a few things, ive even bought a couple people some drinks. well i will scope this out some more and get back to you. take care all and have a good day.

Quotes
Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command. Alan Watts To love deeply in one direction makes us more loving in all others. Anne-Sophie Swetchine Perhaps the feelings that we experience when we are in love represent a normal state. Being in love shows a person who he should be. Anton Chekhov (1860 - 1904) To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead. Bertrand Russell (1872 - 1970), Marriage and Morals (1929) ch. 19 Love is not enough. It must be the foundation, the cornerstone - but not the complete structure. It is much too pliable, too yielding. Bette Davis (1908 - 1989) Clarity of mind means clarity of passion, too; this is why a great and clear mind loves ardently and sees distinctly what it loves. Blaise Pascal (1623 - 1662) The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed. Carl Jung (1875 - 1961) Nothing takes the taste o

Daily Meditation
Keep in mind the goal you are striving for, the good life you are trying to attain. Do not let little things divert you from the path. Do not be overcome by the small trials and vexations of each day. Try to see the purpose and plan to which all is leading. If, when climbing a mountain, you keep your eyes on each stony or difficult place, how weary is your climb. But if you think of each step as leading to the summit of achievement from which a glorious landscape will open out before you, then your climb will be endurable and you will achieve your goal. You were born with a spark of the Divine within you. It had been all but smothered by the life you were living. That celestial fire has to be tended and fed so that it will grow eventually into a real desire to live the right way. By trying to do the will of God, you grow more and more in the new way of life. By thinking of God, by praying to Him, and having communion with Him, you gradually grow more like Him. The way of your transform

Queengangster
I am an outlaw immortalI don't need a portalTake you to the top I won't stopFeeling this hip hopA new kind of popApproaching the next stageThey released me from my cageI was behind bars but now I reach the starsCapitol K.-Y to the N-A that's how I playTo God I always pray these words that I conveySending out a message to my peepsI'am playing this tune for keepsReminiscing about those I've lostIt's a shame and at what costThey passed away back in the dayNone of us are here to stayDon't try and preach the wayI'm on the next level I'am groundedA higher power yeah I've found itIntroduce me to a hottie yeah i'll pound itTake me how you want cause I don't care how I soundedOut loud I'm proud. Busting up the crowd. Just the way i vowed.Chilling like a villan, get yourself some penicillan, if your willingHardcore Before I'll show you whats in storeMaking you want more, Ive always been poorNever was a whore, Battled in the warA soldier barracading my doorAfter an invasion I end up sore Queen

My Deanna
its now june 9th and deanna is almost 3 weeks old and i dont know what to do....... i cant afford a good attorney to defend me so i and resorting to a public defender :( well i go to court tomorrow i'll let every one know how that went!!! As i sit here its june, 2 2009. My daughter has been away from me almost 2 weeks now and god how i miss her.

Transformation
Hidden Desire Longing and trembling Under moon's full glow Seems an eternity Til touch comes this way Only moments away Need fills this soul Marked by a bite Eternal this moment becomes Shadows dwell in restless night In dreams they whisper in grim delight Cackling laughter far and near Yet as mist do they appear Eyes red as blood and shame Evil stares of doubt and blame Fixed upon this gentle soul The cost is peace for their toll Strength, however, lies deep within Once an end, now to begin Change now flows in streams of blood Though thought has slowed like thickened mud One clear notion comes and grows Knowledge forms from what it sowes Blackened mists whose roots aren't seen Combined now the shadows and me With searching gaze cross sea and shore Distant sounds hard to ignore Warm wind beneath these shadowed wings I am become this horrored thing

From Me
Some of you know and some of you dont that I will be leaving soon. Now I will try to get on here and say hi every once and a while. But it wont be very often.I have thougtht about this for some time and have decided to delete alot of people of my lists and make my profile for friends only. No I wont be accepting anymore friend request either. It's just my way of having some kind of control of my profile. Now if I delete you, dont get all butt hurt. It's nothing personal. Ok maybe it is. guess you should of gotten to know me better. It's a two way street. But anyway, when i come back in a year and you remember me and still want to be friends then your more than welcome to send a request. If not, well im sure neither one of our lives is gonna stop because of it. To those of you who have taken the time to tallk to me and i will be keeping. Much love to ya and I'll miss ya!! Got a job to do. As some of you know, I'm leaving for deployment soon. I just wanted to say thanks to those of you w

Help Friends
i want you all to meet someone. for as long as i have known her she has been stuck on level 27! shes a sweetheart and amazing friend. she'd do anything for anyone. heres where you come in.... like i stated before shes still on level 27. only has 8mil to go....yes only. when i met her i think it was something like 20mil. im not asking for you to bling her bomb her buy her this and that just a rate or two when you get the chance. http://www.fubar.com/user/2311295 I NEED HELP THINKIN OF TRIVIA PM OR EMAIL ME IDEAS PLAIDMAFIA23@YAHOO.COM

Show Me!!!!
Words! Words! Words! I'm so sick of words! I get words all day through;First from her, now from you! Is that all you blighters can do? Don't talk of stars Burning above; If you're in love, Show me! Tell me no dreams Filled with desire. If you're on fire, Show me! Here we are together in the middle of the night! Don't talk of spring! Just hold me tight! Anyone who's ever been in love'll tell you that This is no time for a chat! Haven't your lips Longed for my touch? Don't say how much, Show me! Show me! Don't talk of love lasting through time. Make me no undying vow. Show me now! Sing me no song! Read me no rhyme!Don't waste my time, Show me! Don't talk of June, Don't talk of fall! Don't talk at all! Show me! Never do I ever want to hear another word. There isn't one I haven't heard. Here we are together in what ought to be a dream; Say one more word and I'll scream! Haven't your arms Hungered for mine? Please don't "expl'ine," Show me! Show me! Don't wait until wrinkles and lines Pop o

Daily Updates
This will be the new level up requirement,basically the same but left out 100K because we just dont seem to have enough members online when we do 100K and takes forever to level someone .But might keep the 100K level up for only Family members of MoonLight thinking about it,just let me know what you think about it.

Military Respect
I talk to a lot of military men and women here on Fubar and I have came across two soldiers who were told rude horrible things, like "I hope you dies in Afghanistan" (sent by CarolinaQT69) that is just totally F*cked Up in more ways than imaginable. The second was told the U.S. Military baby killers and personally called me a little bitch for being in the service.( sent fromCraZy D1Am0nD) After hearing this I got very upset and felt the need to type up the following letter to send to anybody who is bashing our soldiers. And here following this letter is a scenario of pure ignorance and foolishness. so you can please do with this what you would like ether agree with me or agree with him , and if you agree with me publicize this and make others aware of what kind of ungrateful and unthankful people who take freedom for granted that our society is filled with. If you agree with him then keep your opinion to yourself and walk away. Hello, I am just writing this to tell you that I thin

Kins Makes Me Horny
What is your full name? What is your birthday? What is your favorite color? Are you spoken for? What is your biggest fear? What is your most embarrassing moment? Do you love someone? Can you eat cereal without sugar on it? Do you like coffee? If so how do you take it? Are you interested in the opposite sex or same sex? If you were to win the lottery what would you spend the money on? How old do you think a child should be before they are left home alone? What was your greatest wake up call in life? How many children do you have? Do you like sex? What is your favorite position? How many sexual partners have you been with? What is the kinkiest place you've ever had sex? How many times have you been caught? Are you glad the questions are over?

Nataliya77's Blog
Nei tempi antici in Russia non ci erano le agenzie matrimoniali, ma esistevano le pronube – le donne, quali potevano trovare un marito o una moglie. Le pronube potevano entrare e in case dei cittadini comuni, e nei palazzi. Loro erano specializzate non soltanto negli affari amorosi, ma anche in diplomazia e nella fusione dei capitali. Le pronube guadagnavano molto ed erano benestanti. Le pronube in Russia non avevano necessita’ di comprare i prodotti alimentari. Loro mangiavano dai clienti. Si era molto onorevolmente di invitare la pronuba alla colazione, pranzo o cena. Perche queste donne erano ben informate di tutti gli eventi, voci e chiacchere. Nessuno osava di litigarsi con pronuba, perche lei poteva rovinare la reputazione ad ognuno. In quel periodo le pronube eseguivano il ruolo di stampa gialla.

Juggalette Looking
I gave you my heart. I told you not to break it, your doing it slowly. I gave you my body, told you to love it, you did. I gave you my all, you took it. I asked for yours, you gave me little, I wanted more you gave me a a little more but you wouldn't give me all. I asked for a room in your heart but you but me in the hallway. You asked for a place in my heart I gave you an entire room. I asked for you to make love, you wanted to just fuck. I wanted passion, you didnt no matter what I did it wouldn't change. You said trust me, I did with all my heart and now I've been hurt by the person who said trust them. Now when someone says trust me I know better. And now I bid you good bye because there is nothing left in me to give to you. Im just a juggalette whos looking for her real juggalo. Who will treat me like the Queen Of All Evil that I am lol, Im tried of all the fakes that keep finding me. Anyway Im looking for the lo of my life who will sweep me off my feet and tak

Things That Just Come To Me!!
I am lost amongst the thievesWho took my life away from meWhy can't they leave me beAnd let me die PeacefullyThey haunt me in my dreams Always coming after me This is why I never sleepIn fears they will find me torturing my insanity!Maybe this is why no one will love meFor I am damaged beyond repair.I ruin all I touch and all the people that careMy heart feels so bare.I curl into a ball and cryThe darkness I seekI am feeling so weekI don't know how long i'll surviveFor I am lost the reality is goneI don't really feel alive Alone in this sea of darkness,Riding along with the tide,I hold all my screams inside,No matter how hard I try,I never seem to satisfy,The craving for you I cannot hide,So in this vast sea of darkness,I shall be,Missing a big part of me,Its locked away so no one can see,There is only one who holds the key,Until he truely finds me,Then in this darkness of the sea I will be!!

13th Be One Yr Married To The Best Part Of My Day My Wife!
As so many people search for that piece that complets them that "thing" that makes you want to wake up in the morning and after a long day working you still feel great cause your better half is going to be home to joke and make you smile tifanie my wife is all that and is the best part of my day always, shes my heartbeat i love her for her and ecept all that she is perfections and flaws and only flaw i see is shes got a mean left hook when we wrestle around lol anyway all that i am , all my love is and always will be yours love until my heart beats no more id gladly give my life up if it ment saving you without a pause. no regrets i love being married to you!

Getting Paid For Rates
GETTING PAID FOR RATES!! 10K PER 100 PHOTOES RATED/ 20 K PER BOMB PLS FOLLOW RULES 1) RATE ALL PICS U WANT 2) LEAVE COMMENT AT THE END OF EACH FOLDER RATED 3) PM ME WITH A GRAND TOTAL U WANT TO BE PAID FOR ( I WILL BE CHECKING) 4) U WILL BE PAID WITHIN 24 HOURS AFTER AUTOS ARE DONE 5) NO SHOUT BOX OR GIFT MESSAGES ALLOWED 6) BOMBING

Is This Hell?
Asylum I giggle as I lay, The meds are taking effect. But as your sitting with me, I’m not far gone yet. You wanna hear a story, While your sitting in the corner? About my good friend Dan, And how he met the coroner? Well I’m not sure how to start it, I don’t know where to begin. I hope your not religious, This tale is full of sin. You see I’d sit up straight, But I’m strapped on to the bed. They bound all of my limbs, And even bound my head. I guess that have a right to, After what I’ve done. But I’ll never say I’m sorry, Just because I won. You see Dan wasn’t smart, He went after my life. My lover and my master, He stabbed him with a knife. A dirty trick it was, It wasn’t fair you see. But as I sat there crying, Something snapped in me. Oh look at me rambling, You look kinda scared. Don’t worry I won’t hurt you, But then again who cares? I remember how blood sprays, The first time that you slice. And how it slows

When We Are Together
The first time we talked, it was like I was talking to someone who knew what love meant. We knew from the time we first laid eyes on one another that this was going to be different. We are unique from one another, and I know that’s why we grow more and more closely together. We do fight and we do get on one another, but we still have a way of showing how much we care for one another. And honestly, I believe we ride each others ass to do things because its not just what we got to do, and because we cant take the easy way out anymore, its because we are trying to make this work out so bad because we both know how much the other one of us feels for you or for me. I know I’m not the best guy out there, and I know I’m not all hot shit, but I what is out there for me. I can’t imagine what or where or who I would be with if I wasn’t with you. You’re my guardian angel and you are my hero. There is no one or anything that I could cherish more than I do you.

Lost In Thought
I awake to the sounds of gun shots, children screaming and the moans of people from the next room as they breath out thier last breaths. I walk out into the hall and see blood down the sides of the walls. I walk out into the streets and all I can see and hear are explotions and gunshots smuthered in the screams. I walk down the road to the watching bullets hit the walls where my shadow cast. I stop in the middle of the streets and look around then stare into the heavens. I smile as the people behinde me scatter. A soft eary silance falls across this once great land of God, but he is not here. There is no God to protect us anymore. There is no salvation, no peace, no tranquility and no redemption. This is not the garden of eden, nor is it shagrila. This is a forsaken world bent on distruction and chaos. This is hell. I lower my head and look at the people behinde me and smile. As I turn my head to see thebullet enter my body i awake in my room to the sounds of my nieghbors in the next r

Sundays
As a reminder about Sundays, if you look in the Sunday blog on June 7th, we put that we would not be doing any level ups on that day. It's a day to take a break, relax, rate friends, do whatever and not have to worry about leveling. The ONLY exception to posting a level up would be family. Other than that we will not post any on Sundays. Everyone has the day off :) So crew leaders please also note that as well that ONLY family will be posted. Thanks! Sundays for the Family will be a rest day for all of the Family no leveling... if the Recruiters still want to put people though they can but do not have to... This will be a day to recharge and change up and work on the home page...Tag maker can take the day off Too :D

My Photo Reading..
Hi Ar vu vuLovely picture so don't apologise. Thank you for posting so I could do a reading.As soon as I connected to your picture I wanted to start giggling. You are so full of bubbly, happy energy that it comes towards me in great waves. There is a twinkle in your eye that tells me you are in command really, no matter who else thinks they are. This twinkle comes from a really strong sense of nymph energy. I feel you should be running in & out of trees & woodland tempting poor, lonely men into your power. :) It has been a strength in your life that you have this elemental connection as being human has not been a comfortable transition for you. Everything here is so slow & solid. You are used to quicksilver magic & dancing with moonbeams.You hear the call of the Moon Goddess & she has had a major effect on your life path. Sometimes, like her, people have thought you fickle & easily bored - appearing & disappearing & never quite revealing all about yourself. The Moon Goddess has a dark

Foot Prints
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that, the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: two roads diverged in a wood, and I -- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.

The Deftones: News, Interviews, And Videos
DEFTONES Saturday Night Wrist is their greatest album to date. And it only took them two years, nearly firing their lead singer, and almost breaking up to make it. By Jon WiederhornPhoto by Angela Boatwright Stephen Carpenter dips into a sizable bag of weed, pulls out some papers, and starts to roll a large joint. The guitarist—who’s perched on a bench on the Deftones tour bus before a Family Values show in Holmdel, New Jersey—has just finished an hour-long interview with Revolver about the making of the band’s new album, Saturday Night Wrist, and he’s ready for a smoke break. According to the carefully planned schedule, it’s now singer Chino Moreno’s turn to speak, after which he’s slated for a 6 P.M. photo shoot. Problem is, Moreno is sleeping in the back of the bus and doesn’t seem to want to get up. And when he does finally rise, he announces that he won’t do the interview until after the show. This raises some re

The Hippyes From Hell
so whats up yall welll im just your no what im not shit fuck that the south will rise again ok well as meny of u know its funn to drink but is it funn to die well no it not two days ago a frend of mine got hit by a car and was killd this kid was 8 and he hade not lived a life yet so the next time u think about death think about the one we lost and look forwerd to haveing a good life and plzzz say a par for that lil boy it soo sad to lose a kid thaat was soo sweet to peple

Mouth Decay
this cannot happen. how can this be?this doesn't happen. Not to people like me!How could I lose it? When did it end?Can I start over..can I try this...again?it didnt come with instructions, or a little notenot on the net or even a how-to to quote.Do I work too much? maybe work more.Tell me how to tend this wound... this open sore.maybe I'm broken with no hope for a cure.then why do I stay here what the catch? whats the lure?Oh God push either way off the the cliff or to soft groundAnythings better than gagged and boundtossed in the dark with a blindfold of hopeor denial, just a way to cope.Either way I am tired, my reservses are gonebut God knows this, He provides strength..will give me my song"So get up Damn You! Youll never understandThat as long as I have your hand You will be stronger. You will prevail!"Cause it's not about me, I just tell the taleof a weak man who pushed on to give reasonto the next one who goes through this season.I am well with that. Has anyone tried to get a mo

Mouthectomy
Has anyone tried to get a mouth-ectomy? I think I am a prime canidate for the first proceure. Trust me I don't need it anymore. I actually have been told it's infected. Foulness and bile tend to spit out more and more these days. And it is inflammed with sarcacm. I think nerve damage has also set in because what I mean to say comes out as the exact opposite. Seriously! Talking to me sometimes is like playing chess with a 2 year old; the actions make no sense and is usually more meesed up afterwards. And if a piece does end up in the right spot, trust me it wasnt an intentional action. So anybody who needs this procedure lets start a spupport group. the Brain 2 Mouth Group-B2MG ( got a better name?) My son said it best;

Slaughterkraze!!
to be or not to beyeah thats been the question on my mind... so i decided to explode my heart by running 15 miles a day or more unfortunately for me or fortunately its just getting stronger... i even fail at suicide hey everyone amanda and i have begun the launch of her new creative business please come on over and check us out shes trying to support herself while going to college at roane state and is doing what she loves ... designing fashion acessories this is her link im working on something for fubar but i need help could anyone put it together for her? thanks http://www.myspace.com/slaughterkraze

General Info
As many of you know i started a group called Plaid Mafia. I only had two rules, one help out the other plaid members and two no drama. Its obvious that no one could follow the rules. It wasn't even like most groups where they make you add it to your name. Im not the kind of person who tells people what to do. With all this being said I am going to give it another try. This time i am not making pictures for everyone. If you want one you can ask and i'll make it when i have time. I'm not asking you to add it to your name this time around either. I Just want you to comment this blog saying you want to be a part of Plaid Mafia. Your more then welcome

What Do I Have 2 Do
♥WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY FRIENDS TO RATE MY PICS ? WELL IM GUESSING NUTTIN CUZ THEY REALLY DONT CARE IF I LEVEL UP TOO GODFATHER OR NOT ,,, PLZ HELP ME LEVEL MY FAMILY & FRIEND,S HELP HELP HELP ME PLZZZ IM BEGGING LMFAOOO NOT REALLY I COULD CARE LESS ,, IF I LEVEL SO PLZ COMMENT. IM PAYIN 8 MILL FOR & AUTO11 BLING THE FRIST ONE THAT DOES THIS FOR ME I WILL EVEN GIVE THAT

Some Men!!!!!!!!!!!
I have a little bit of an issue with men..... First of all where do you guys and you know who you are get off thinkin it is ok to play with peoples feelings? I mean really ya'll judge us by how we look. How we look is not what makes us who we are. Guys ya'll need to be for real. I mean you talk and say things we wanna hear, then when we fall for you, you turn around and hurt us. I am so sick of the games guys play. I am not only spaking for myself but other women too. Yeah, just because my name used to be Amanda The Seductress, does not mean that seducing men was my purpose. Although I would have loved to try. lol Guys we are not just put on this earth so oyu can get your happy on and forget who we are. We have hearts, and ya'll never fail to break them each and every day. I mean, heck I am married but I have the freedom to play because that is how my relationship with my hubby is. He can play too if he chooses. I know that most of the guys on here are here to hook up for fun, but you

Patsiri
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Well. .
Through the years I have discovered that life in its complexity really just . . . sucks. With millions of self-help books and hundreds of thousands pills when are people just going to learn to deal? Get over it already!! Nothing is going to “make” you happy. You need to do it on your own. Fuck, I’m not happy do I cry about it? Hell no. I will be happy when I am and I will deal with it until then. Bunches of fuck’n cry-fucking-babies. . .

Friends
The day after the worst day I have ever had I think.I dont have much feeling in me today>Life has delt me a hard blow and now the work of repair begins . As this day moves forward i must be dilagent as i go through changes that may or may not be synonomous to life as i know it at this time .You can only mean the word forever one time in you life with someone

Bombing List
THE BIKER When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're close by and we're co

My First Blog Does This Make You Happy Cuddleslut
A Mafia Godfather and his attorney are meeting with an accountant who has embezzled money from the mob. The Godfather demands to know where it is.The attorney interrupts, "Godfather, remember, this man is a deaf mute. But I know sign language." The attorney, using sign language, asks the accountant where the 3 million dollars is.The accountant signs back, "I don't know what you are talking about."The attorney says "He doesn't know what you are talking about."The Godfather pulls out a pistol, puts it to the accountant's head, and says, "Ask him again where the damn money is!"The accountant signs back, "OK! OK! OK!, the money is hidden in a suitcase behind the shed in my backyard!"The Godfather says, "Well....what did he say?"The attorney says "He claims you don't have the guts to pull the trigger." A bum asks a man for $2.The man asks "Will you buy booze?"The bum says "No."The man asks "Will you gamble it away?"The bum says "No."Then the man says "Will you come home with me, so my wife

Competition Fun Any 1?
when is the best time 2 buy hh? like 2 know the most traffick in fubar so i can optimise my profits! :O thanx? i c all these pix being made, and i so am jjj! lol ;) got that frm hoe and wild hehe but ive got the tools 2 make almost any of these pix and video's but i tend 2 get lost n wat i am doing! then it takes 2 long doing so, and im all warn out b4 ive gotn halfway done, i used 2 have a good emagination 2, but its seemed 2 haved grown up lol (tho I hav not!) lmao but if i had sum kind of giudence, sum one that has good know hows! i cud follow as i learn my own hows toos :D so

A Lil Poem
When we are far apart Can sorrow heal our broken hearts? I love you baby, yes I do! Sleep is sweet while dreaming of you. All of you is like a rose. Night has come so I must doze. With you I leave one thing in mind: You must read the first word in every line!!! ?????

Mac101
ok, so my ex and i split five years ago. we have a wonderful ten y/o daughter. amazingly, we are better friends now than when we were together. but now , here is the quandry...... shangra la is now over and the ex and her man are at an end. now she wants to move in because she has no where else to go. this is going to be for a while. i just went from a no frills bachelor to full house plus two dogs, two cats, and a hampster. WHAT THE FUCK???????????? it will be great to have my daughter here, but what a helluva price tag. someone tell me if i am crazy, stupid, doing the right thing, or a combonation of the three. so i got a nice 2/2 house a couple of months ago. the rent was reasonable, and the area great. when we signed the papers, i asked him straight up if he was in forclosure, or anywhere nere it. his answer was no, he was all good. fast forward two months....

Rantings Of A Madman
Don't really know if this is cool on here, but if anyone is interested my book; Rantings Of A Madman is on sale. Send me your name and email in private mesage and I'll send you the link to my publisher.

Life
I am so sick and tired of the drama of my life. My ex still wont take no for an answer. He is still trying to get me to come back to him. What part of NO doesnt some people understand. I am just so ready to go into hiding. I am tired of him blaming me for everything that has went wrong in his life in the last two weeks, then to have him turn around and then expect me to get back with him. I just dont understan it. He is not giving me time to get passed the fact that he ripped my heart out and shredded it. Why cant some people just understand that once trust is broken, it is almost impossible to restore. I dont want to go through that kind of pain with him again. I know that is what would happen. So, why would I put myself through that? I cant be with someone I dont tust and I dont trust him. Will probably never trust him again. Have you ever had a day when nothing seems to go right? I have had a couple of months like that. If I could, I would have stayed drunk the last 2 months. Maybe

House Of Rooney
It's funny... A lot of people think it's easy to provoke me into anger. Which is just not true. I'm just passionate. I live out my emotions, like I believe any being should. It's possible that I might seem angry, but if I am it's only because as a person, you don't have your fucking eyes open, and that bothers me to the core. I'm well aware that I'm far from perfection, but I have the decency to admit my faults. I suppose my biggest mistake is hoping that people will share my "ideals", but I'd settle for at least understanding and accepting them. I think the acceptance part of life is what many people struggle with. But, to be brutally honest, I don't give a shit about human weaknesses. I pay them no regard, that is, until they directly effect me. I don't much appreciate having others attempt to stomp on my soul just because they are overwhelmed by their personal weaknesses. And what is one of those weaknesses? That's right! STUPIDITY. GOD, I writhe in close to physical pain, although

My Baby
im not good enough for her yet she stays i am worried that she will leave yet my worries are not found she is my love my heart my life yet i feel her slipping through my fingers i know she has love for me but i dont know how long it will last i fear that if i go too far i will never be able to come back i fear that if i let things pass it will pass me by this is so hard to be in my situation it is so hard to live this life with her not by my side she will hopefully always be a good freind but will she always be my girlfreind or willshe be more will she be the one that tames me or will i always be like this unordered and useless will i ever get over my own self hatred she has brought me to tears and dried them up she has been there for me with my sudden homelessness she is an angel in disguise she is the best to ever happen to me i wish i could know if im truly good enough for her or am i just lying to myself if and when she reads this i know something will catch her eye about it i love

Just Clearing My Mind
Well, this is another addiction for me to try and juggle along with the rest of my resposibilities and addictions. lol After everything life has thrown at me, I still seemed to find a silver lining. I found a friend that I could never have asked for. I moved to this podunk town a few years ago in search of greener pastures. Well I found the pastures but they were full of manure. Ha yes it is a simple town of small mided people who don't realize how big the world actually is. I can not wait to get back home and the mess I love to call killadelphia :) Ok well i found an incredible group and they all work together to help those who need it to level and make friends. I have only been a member for 2 days and already i have met some incredible people. If you do get a chance please check out the group and maybe give it a try. I know my friends would love it. Thanks for reading this and hope everyone has a great week. Im off to bed xoxo this is the page so check it out :) thanks everyone htt

Disfunctional
I was browsing thro profiles and saw some that were unique... But this one caught my eye and I just can't stop thinkin about it.... "Life's to short... Don't lie, cheat, or steal... Speak yur mind... Don't take wuts not yurs" Yeah life is short for bullshit... Life yur life to the fullest witout hate n' disrespect...Don't lie.... Ok thats a good one... Be honest wit all parties involved don't say one thing and turn around and do the total opposite... Don't steal... Yeah this is the one that burns my ass to a tee... People who are more than capable to work but are to lazy to get out and find a job... Even if it being a waitress/waiter flippin burgers... But choose to live off of the tax payers money and or child support... Isn't that stealing from the taxpayers/children??? I don't care if yu going to school part time or full time get off yur ass and get a job and if yu got lil ones at home make time work wit ya not against ya... I give mad love to the single parents who go to school,

Auction
you know Twane??? He's persuassive lol he got me to join his auction for I think the 4th time so if you wanna own me or idk have a pet to rate u lol click on the link below hugs to all yep Im back I think

Traitorous Hearts
I am a fool. I freely admit it. I made the mistake of falling in love with someone I shouldn't have. I saw the signs so many times, saw pictures, heard blatant lies, and many excuses. I was made to look like a stalker here because I only wanted the truth. I never asked anyone anything, never went to friends pages that were leaving gifts, buying bling or owned. I did however watch and try to put the pieces together. After my last entry into this blog I had just given up. It wasn't worth my time or efforts and it was eating me inside.

Guillan Barre!
About 3 weeks ago I contracted a virus....It's called Guillan Barre,it attacks the lining of the spinal cord and causes temporary paralysis.It causes an interruption in the pathway of the nerves and weakens the muscles to the point that you cannot support yourself.It sometimes affects the respiratory system and the person has to be on a ventilator to breathe.......It can also affect your bowel and bladder functions.....In my particular case it only affected my arms and hands and everything below my waistline also in association with numbness to the extent that I can basically feel nothing.....I am having to learn to walk all over again but my progress is quicker than expected with a 100% recovery rate....rehabilitation and recovery can be from 6 weeks up to a year....My release from the hospital is scheduled for June 22nd......Peace out! So if I bought myself a monkey and decided to bleach it's fur or dye it pink...Would that constitute animal cruelty??

Hmmmm
IM GOING TO BE HOLDING A SEXY SUMMER SINGLES AUCTION! WANT IN ON IT SB ME FOR DETAILS IT WILL RUN FOR TWO WEEKS ALL ENTRYS AND OFFERS WILL BE NEEDED TO BE IN BY SATURDAY AT THE LATEST! SO IF YOUR SINGLE AND WANNA BE IN IT SB ME FOR DETAILS! 75 K TO ENTER! COULD I GET SOME OF YOUR EXTRA FUBUCKS I WANNA GO FOR THE SPOT LIGHT! WOULD YOU GIVE ME YOUR EXTRA FUBUCKS!! I WOULD LOVE YOU FOREVER IF YOU HELPED ME!

Pervs B Gone!!!
The anger rages The tears flow The pleas cry out The fears grow The prayers begin The waiting returns The peace spreads Karma will one day make you wish you were dead. ~College Girl~ How I handle pervs.... ->whip me, t...: heres ur answer *block* whip me, t...: you ever dominate a man sweetie whip me, t...: hello how are ya -> Idontcareless: heres ur answer *block* next time read profiles!!!! Idontcareless: hey sexy do u have yahoo or msn?

Fubar
look im not doin this for attention or for anyone to feel sorry for me im doin this for me im taking a fubreak i'll get on n do my 11s, if u want em one day send me a sb n you can have em idc if u rate me or not when im gone u do as you please if u want my yim, aim or email just ask n i'll give it to you Josh CONTEST IS SIMPLE: I WANT YOU TO MAKE ME A PIC USING A PHOTO FROM MY "USE FOR CONTEST PIC" ALBUM. IT CAN BE ANY KIND OF PHOTO. (NOTHING OFFENSIVE PLEASE) YOU CAN ENTER AS MANY PICS AS YOU WANT. THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FROM MONDAY 12AM CENTRAL TO FRIDAY @ ABOUT NOON. RULES: ALL PICS MUST BE IN TO ME BY THURSDAY @ NOON TO ENTER. CHOOSE ONLY A PHOTO FROM THE CONTEST ALBUM. ENTER AS MANY AS YOU LIKE. SEND ME A LINK TO PHOTO IN SB/PM THERE WILL BE TW

Half-moon
there is no courage in this sky the air is hot and the ground is dry no stars at night because there is no light no more hiding time to fight death to all under the half moon's light its a warm summer night the shadows swirl around my fire i see the hellish eyes full of hunger and desire

Papaw
WITH A SINGLE SLICE ON YOUR WRIST YOUR LIFE CAN DISSAPEAR IN ONE NIGHT WHY DOES IT FEEL SO RIGHT , WITH A COLD STEEL BARRELPRESSED AGAINST MY HEAD WITH A SIMPLE SQUEEZE ITS ALL OVER AND IM DEAD WHY BOTHER WITH LIFE IM SICK OF BEING SAD HONESTLY I CANT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I HAD A GOOD DAY TRY TO STRAY FROM THE LIGHT OF THE DAY IT HURTS MY EYES I CRY WHENEVER I LAY DOWN TO SLEEP ALWAYS ALL THESE MARKS ON MY ARM WHY DOES IT FEEL GOOD TO CAUSE MY SELF HARM IS THERE LIFE AFTER DEATH IS THERE A PLACE WERE WE ALL MEET BACK UP B4 FINAL JUDGEMENT IDK BUT IF I GET THERE B4 IM BANISHED TO HELL I WILL SEEK OUT ALL MY FAMILY ALL MY FREINDS AND MY SON MOM AND PAPAW BUT I WILL MISS ALL OF YALL BE CUS IM GOIN A LIL EARLY

I Might Be Leaving Fubar
Please exsuse the huge fonts but Im visualy impared and as for the slightly misspelled words I have Dyslexia LOL Ok Im not sure why Im writing this but I wanted to get a few things off my chest . NUMBER 1 Im proud to be an american and more then anything I wish our contry wasnt in the shape that its in now you see my mother and I share a house we are both on Social security altho Im aible to work part time it just never seems to be enough and my moms Health isnt all that good in fact its declining fast . We live in CA and like the rest of the contry we have been hit with the resession in a big way due to missmanagement of our funds . Im so sick of seeing our jobs go over seas where americans can bairly eat and the bussness bigwigs just keep getting richer while familys have to dicied weather to pay for Gas or pay for food Its sad and very desturbing in more ways then one . The ones that will pay dearly for it are those not yet even borne becouse in the feuture they will have to live

Dead Memories
Did you know that I smoke weed? HahahaAnyone who knows me knows that!My family knows and loves me! So this Dumb CUNT has been Threatening me because I smoke weed-says shes gonna send the cops to my house and have me arrested!This Stupid Ugly Ass Bitch says I can get in trouble because my myspace page has Pot Leafs and Buds and Weed on it!!~Yet! This Stupid Cunt Smokes Weed too! She's just a closet smoker! And if her parents(that she lives with) find out I'm sure they won't be too happy with her! Some people need to get a life and quit being so jealous of me-I mean I know I'm cool as fuck and everyone wants to be me ~but damm Bitch- Get a Life of your own and quit Stalking me! So for all my true friends- here's a link to this closet smoking UGLY ASS Cunt's page! http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=59984785

In Love
JEWEL-YOUR A GEM THATS MORE PRECIOUS THAN A RUBY AND SHINES BRIGHTER THAN A DIAMOND. YOUR A ONE OF A KIND. AND IM GALD YOUR MINE O MINE. LOVE YOU 4-EVER AND EVER...IM BLESSED WHEN GOD CREATED BEAUTY HE GAVE ME YOU. WHEN GOD CREATED LOVE HE GAVE US. TOGETHER WE...ARE LOVE. I LOVE YOU BE BLESSED

Should I Or Shouldn't I
This is not gonna be no fancy blog or anything at all.Some of you know i do have a lounge on here but its not going as planned so now im thinking should i keep the lounge open or should i close it well im gonna think about it for a week and

Stuff
So my daughter decided to sit on her silly putty on the couch........talk about being mad, I had silly putty on her shorts and the couch seat, all in the 80 degree frontroom. So I figured put ice on it...hahahahha nope, next I got my GOO GONE cleaner, it worked on her pants like a charm, i soaked then in a bowl for about 5 min and it came off with little elbow grease. The couch, however, was differant.

Destruction And Deviance
Current situations have persuaded me to actually sit here once again and put together my thoughts on a blog.. Run for your life.. No names will be mentioned, that's petty and immature, not to mention slanderous and against the law.First subject at hand... "HATERS"... Seriously?!?! What is going on in your feeble little minds other than yourself? Why hate on others ? You could be the same way that others are if you'd literally remove your head from your sphincter.. If one wants to achieve anything in life, it's not just handed to them, the ones that are handed things on a silver platter, I pity you, there is nothing in life for free. one must work to achieve anything in their lives.. No that doesn't mean manipulating and using people, don't even get that concept in your head, that's morally and inconsiderate.. Some people strive to make that their life goal.. Manipulation isn't the best thing to use against people.. Now back to the subject at hand.... HATERS!! Why do you do this? Your l

Who Want A Cherry Bomb Or A Auto 11 For Cheaper Then What They Usually Cost ???
If you are willing to send me a 25 credit Bling Pack which only costs $20 i can save you $15 and turn that in to your choice of either a Cherry Bomb or a Auto 11. If you are interested in this either shout box or private message me for more details.

A Reason A Season A Lifetime
NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so dont try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you are still retarded. People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.

about a year ago my now exboyfriend had introduced me to one of his familys friend who does does tattoos he dont work in a shop he just does it at parties (my ex got a tat in the middle of a field by a bon fire) and peoples houses.. He has all the professional equipment he never reuses needlles

My Vacation
ok so i dont keep geting asked YES i am a bisexual. I find women and men both just as sexy as the other. No i am not partial to one sex than the other. i love Men and women the same. So please stop asking. I cant wait till June 28th! thatas when my vacation starts and im gonna have some fun..

Jak's Price List
Lately I've seen a lot of status messages asking for VIP, Cherry Bomb (both bling and to be bombed), Auto 11, bling packs, tickers, and blasts. Now JAK isn't a millionaire, but on occasion does have some funding to do certain things. No one will ever get a Happy Hour from JAK until he hosts his own first (then maybe there might be a chance...slim..but still a chance). If you come to me be prepared that what I may ask of you that you might not want to do. Not everything is bad (but there are moments). I will not give in just to make you happy (constant begging will irritate me to the point where I will remove friendship/fan and if it continues BLOCK). Should this bother you, DON'T ASK or get offended. If you want to remove me let me know so i wont bother you. Also, it would be appreciated if you could at least rate some pics too. thanks for reading this, John "JAK" JAK is gonna use this blog to help those who are trying to buy a pimpout/shitface/buzzkill...and those who are se

Saturdays R Ruff
It;s funny when we remeber days gone by in that it sometimes brings joy then other times it brings a tear to our eyes,, I remember back some 50+ yrs ago and the excitement tha the fourth of july brought to me as a young lad...The brightness of the sparklers and loudness of the fire crackers...The Independece Day parades.. the soldiers in uniform all saluting our flag as the marched by.... the families gathering fopr picnics...the neighborhoods have get togethers... Then I remember the Bobm drills in school...the pledge of alligence to oue flag as classes began...the prayers silent and verbal each morning... Then I remembered A funeral for my cousin killed in action in the Korean conflict.. I weeped for him this morning...he was my hero growing up in the 50's... I remember the country called Vietnam and we were advisors of the conflict.... Then I remember the draft of our men into that conflict...I remember my wanting to be a draft dodger because of my memories of my cousin... I reme

Just For A Day
should one give ture love a 2nd chance not to the same but to an other an if so why ? if its to be pasted around why give it to just one ? mixed up an sitten in my padded corner. Anyone can be a father... takes someone special to be a dad , From the Love of my children .

Idk
does anyone feel the same way when you think everything is going good that the one you care about but you can feel so alone, that ones self is just ment to be alone or feel like no matter what happens you are alone and feel alone no matter how much you love someone or they love you...... sometimes its hard to think of the future and how it will happen or what will happen with yourself somedays it seems great the next day it seems like everything that just happened is going back to how it was before, being alone all the time is sometimes great at others times makes one wonder why it seems that now at this point in life we are alone. no one to talk to no one to see no one to hold or kiss.

Why Is Life So Confusing And Irratating?
Why can't life just be simple and easy? I'm trying to find a place to live 'cause my family's house just went into foreclosure. Well I got a little money saved up and now everything just blew up. I need almost $2,000 to move in to an apartment and then I still need to get a car for transportation. And on top of all that the job I have is through a job service agency so I never know when they'll take me off the place I'm working at now, and if they do that it could be weeks before they send me to another job. Everything just seems to get over whelming from time to time and it just totally wears me out. I'm writing this mainly just to vent, but if you want I could use all the advice I can get. Everytime you turn the corner life will always be throwing something new at you, whether its good or bad or even unnoticable. Many times I look back on my life and look at the things that have happened in my life and I see mostly bad things. And many times I just think all this has happened and y

Shuttle Missions
STS-125, or HST-SM4 (Hubble Space Telescope Servicing Mission 4), was the fifth and final space shuttle servicing mission to the Hubble Space Telescope (HST). Launch occurred on May 11, 2009 at 2:01 p.m. EDT. Landing occurred on May 24 at 11:39 a.m. EDT, with the mission lasting a total of just under 13 days (next post). Space Shuttle Atlantis carried two new instruments to the Hubble Space Telescope, the Cosmic Origins Spectrograph and the Wide Field Camera 3. The mission also replaced a Fine Guidance Sensor, six new gyroscopes, and two battery unit modules to allow the telescope to continue to function at least through 2014. The crew also installed new thermal blanket insulating panels to provide improved thermal protection, and a soft-capture mechanism that would aid in the safe de-orbiting of the telescope by an unmanned spacecraft at the end of its operational lifespan. The mission also carried an IMAX camera and the crew documented the progress of the mission for an upcoming IM

Pinkplaygirl
Dear Autism Advocate,Yesterday, Congressman Mike Doyle, member of the House Energy and Commerce Committee and Chair of the Congressional Autism Caucus, spoke for our community and delivered a message to them that we have been hammering Congress with over the last week - health reform that does not stop autism insurance discrimination is unacceptable!Despite and outpouring of phone calls from our community, Speaker Pelosi has remained silent.It is time to heat things up with FAX IN FRIDAY! Before TGIF starts to set in, be sure to make sure that she and her staff do not get one moment to rest today as a result of all the communications they receive from the autism community.Here is How YOU Can Help: 1. FAX A NOTE TO SPEAKER PELOSI. Our form makes it easy just like sending an email. A fax machine is not required! Once you press the send button a fax will be on its way to her office.> Send a fax HERE!2. CALL SPEAKER PELOSI's OFFICE AGAIN TODAY AND CONTINUE TO DELIVER THE FOLLOWING MESSAGE:

Auction Time
Rules: 1. Auction ends July 4th 2. Auction bids must be cash bids only (bling, tickers, bling packs, blasts, HH's, and VIP's are acceptable bids...unless the person being auctioned specifies that they don't need a VIP so please pay attention.) 3. I have the right to refuse or accept any bid at any time so DO NOT make a bid you are not prepared to pay up on at that moment...unless you discuss it with that me before hand. 4. Please be sure to read the comments already posted before you place your bid. If you place a bid that is lower than the previous bid, I will delete it so please pay attention. 5. Drama of any kind will not be tolerated. 6. Winning bidders will be notified by Bebe at the end of the auction OR if your bid is accepted prior to the end of the aution. 7. HAVE FUN!!!!!!! CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO GO TO THE AUCTION FOLDER!! Be sure and love up on Bebe the auction runner. Add, Fan, Rate her. Show this great lady mad fu-lovin'

Peace
Greetings Each All these are from a wonderful Human being Uishiba O Sensei The Art of Peace begins with you. Work on yourself and your appointed task in the Art of Peace. Everyone has a spirit that can be refined, a body that can be trained in some manner, a suitable path to follow. You are here for no other purpose than to realize your inner divinity and manifest your innate enlightenment. Foster peace in your own life and then apply the Art to all that you encounter.

Healthy Foods For Ya
Recipes for the Mind, Body, Soul, Fitness, and Health!! Facts of Life: Stick to the List and watch the definition happen: Eat 6 small meals a day Eat lean protein and complex carbohydrates at every meal Lean protein can come from lean poultry, fish, egg whites, soy beans, legumes, lebtils, and limited nuts (remember we are going for defined abs) 2 handfuls a day is suffice Complex Carbohydrates come from fresh fruits and vegetables and whole grains Drink plenty of water everyday at least 3 liters almost a gallon avoid all processed refined and chemically charged foods avoid sugars except for naturally occuring sugars in fruits avoid trans and saturated fats avoid sodas and juices since they contain loads of sugars,either real or fake (I just cant seem to follow this one well) Limit treats to once per week rather than an entire day.. What to eat before you workout??? Eat complex carbs for energey before a workout and lean proteins afterward for tiss

Breast Cancer
For women affected by breast cancer, overcoming pain can be a major part of dealing with the disease and its treatment. Pain is a common side effect of treatment and also a side effect of cancer.But you don't have to suffer. With proper treatment, most people can get relief from most, if not all, of their pain.Pain medications have become increasingly sophisticated and effective. There are more ways for you to take them, new knowledge of how to use them, and fewer side effects. Today, we also understand more about how complementary therapies, which don't use medication, may help reduce or end pain.Try not to be discouraged. It's normal for anyone plagued by pain to feel frustrated, exhausted, and depressed. This section of breastcancer.org helps you combat those feelings with suggestions for identifying and treating your pain and strategies for building a pain-free recovery.Pain from surgery may not be as scary as other kinds of pain. But it hurts, and it can make you worry.After havin

Lung Cancer, Small Cell Carcinoma
Small cell carcinomas (SCC) commonly arise in the respiratory tract; however, it is not uncommon for these cells to arise in nonpulmonary sites, as extrapulmonary small cell carcinoma (EPSCC). Small cell carcinoma is a distinct clinical and pathologic entity that arises from cells of the amine precursor uptake and decarboxylation (APUD) system. Extrapulmonary small cell carcinoma is estimated to account for approximately 1000 new cancer cases per year in the United States. This number, however, appears to be an underestimation. Most available literature on this condition exists in the form of case reports and retrospective series. The role of local and systemic therapies for extrapulmonary small cell carcinoma treatment is still not clearly defined. Most reports indicate chemotherapy sensitivity and response rates similar to those seen in small cell lung cancer with similar chemotherapeutic regimens. Surgery appears to play a more important role in the management of extrapulmonary s

Scum
Change your rhymes and change your cont. and change your flow and change your voiceFuck the shit that you be saying telling me you have no choiceWhat you say is too offensive peoples feelings might get hurtYou'll get cut, then forgotten, rottin' face down in the dirtWhen I catch you, Imma stretch you on the ground, I start my rideRun you over, blood all over, mixed with what you had insideThat's exactly what I'm saying, too much blood up in your rhymesGlorifying, terrorfying, ways of dying, praising crimesDisrespecting peoples mothers, others know to dump your deadCause I nutted in your mother and she gave my home boys headFuck you fool just pay attention, comprehension is a mustThere's a reason why they ban you, you disgust them when you bustIf you trust me I can help you, ain't no trust go help yourselfCause I'm about to fuckin' gut you with the knife that's on the shelfGrab you, stab you, stick you, gank you when you hit the fuckin' floorShoot your balls off if they falls off they a

Con-crete
Your are now listenin to the most addicting music on the planetThe messages are Satanic, don't panicAhhh fuck it you might as wellSit back and relax as we transport your mind to hellBump that wicked shit, bump it twiceBurn your Holy Bible and renounce ChristLog onto Killmusick and pay the priceClick add to cart and you'll be hooked for lifeThis ain't no pussy ass mainstream musicIf your gonna hide any possible weapons, cause you might lose itSlaughterahs put on your black robesTurn up your stereo and bump The Black RoseTurn off the lights and light your candlesAs you bump that Devil music that the Christians can't handleFlip them subliminal message that puts your mind in a tranceAnd give praise to Lucifer the God of song and danceThis is thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickI spit thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickI've got thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickGo cop thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickThis is thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickI spit thatDevil, devil, devil,

Stuff I Hate
For any guy that wants to talk about this: Then be ready to be blocked. I'm happy about being single & Will not be talking to guys about crap like that. I hate the fact that when you have a boyfriend They tell you every day that they love & trust you Then turn around and won't cause of something That doesn't meant sh*t to you Blame you for something you could do nothing about And call you a cheater cause of it They won't even talk to you like a person They block you and tell you to not contact them again They even tell their friends to block to you.

Aucti0n
Im auctioning off a 25 credit bling pack. The bidding will start at 1 Million. The auction will end tomorrow June 25th at 8pm fu-time. If you have any questions, contact me! AUCTIONING OFF A 25 CREDIT BLING PACK..BIDDING WILL START AT 3MIL. AUCTION ENDS TOMORROW AT 5 FUTIME. HAVE ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE CONTACT ME! THANKS!

Poems
The sea are calm, the storm has passed, the good Queen has sailed for Toudor at last. "To toudor, to toudor," she called to her crew, and her ship sailed away towards a full moon. I here words echo deep in my mind, Knowing that now is the time. With tears in my eye's I sail for her lands, charged with the ruling of her great Coven. With my hands sitting steady on The Tyler Scott's great wheel, I call for my Crew to raise up her sail. Slowly she lurches and heaves to port side, as we set Sail under the full moon nite. In no time it seems a shout from above, "Land ho there Captain,"

Unbelievable!!
Enjoy....Pocket Taser Stun GunWhat a great gift for the Wife, thought the guy who purchased his lovely Wife a pocket Taser for their Anniversary, and submitted the following:Last weekend, I saw something at Larry's Pistol and Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th Anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra and different for my Wife, Julie. What I came across was a 50,000-volt, pocket/purse- sized Taser. The effects of the Taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse effects to your assailant, allowing Her adequate time to retreat to safety……… WAY COOL !!!!Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. NOTHING!! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs……&he

Auto's For Sale
i got (100) autos 11 for sale u want them price me ill get back to u and will talk then ill rate the profile u want hey every one im selling my auto's 11(vip) 50grand fubucks =100 autos11 rated pic's $5.OO BLING PAK= 200 AUTO 11 RATED PIC'S

Is There Anyone Out There For Me Lol Guess Not Sick Of Being Hurt
it seems like there is just no love any where for me i try and push my harest for the ones that i am with but i it just always seems to end up the same hurt or cheated on or i dont know whatever just talking out my ass theres no point any ways just sick of theses woman treating me like shit or acting like there someone else and then they do a 360 in like no time at all or just cheat no won has any respect for anyone any more

What A Kiss Means...
One night a guy & a girl weredriving home from the movies. Theboy sensed there wassomething wrong because of the painfulsilence they shared between themthat night. The girl then asked the boy to pull overbecause she wanted to talk. She told him that herfeelings had changed & that it was time to move on.A silent tear slid down his cheek as heslowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note.At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding downthat very same street. He swervedright into the drivers seat, killing the boy.Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, shepulled it out & read it."Without your love, I would die."1st:If u post this on a bulletin in 5 minutessomeone special will message or call you.2nd:REPOST IF YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM!!! (EVEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS!)repost this with the title "cutiest lil' Love Note ever''CUTE *Kiss on the stomach-----"lets do it"*Kiss on the Forehead ----"i hope we're together forever"*K

I Just Dont Get It
So many years ago i said i would never ever give my heart to another man.. I would never give anyone the chance to hurt me again.. i would never let my heart be left out there again... then i met earl and i let my guard down.... boy what a fucking ass i am.. I spend 5 years with this man giving him my everything... and the last year he has been messing around with another woman.... a whole fucking year and you could not tell me you wanted out.. you now say i could not find the words to tell you... mother fucker how about im sorry allie i do not want to do this anymore and we need to move on.... you take me to meet your kids and some of your customers and when we go you introduce me as your wife.......now that i know what was going on you say you dont have the words to talk to me about this yet? what fucking makes you think you have the fucking right to look for the words... again....how about IM SORRY!!!! how about move on allie.... how about fuck you there is no words to make this pai

In My Head
Destroyer of my soul Binder of my heart I will take it allpain.. misery.. darkness..light.. hope.. love..Everything sent my wayDemolish me I will still standI will hold your shadows when they wear me downI will still standAlways here Never letting goBound are weDrift slowly awayBut you will seeForever the light Showing you the way Back to that placeYou hold it allI will not break When all seems shatteredLook again Still here the sparkFor you ... I see the spark maybe its muted to some but in my head and my heart its shines incandesent lost in the tribulations dysphoria lost but not gone hidden well disguised to all select few allowed behind the facade but i see i see illumination vehemence benevolence fervor inumerable things to behold veiled to most but i see.........

Angry
Ok after a short break from the Fu I have returned and am curios to know what this site is all about now - so much seems to have changed or is it me - am I that different now Im nearer 41 (hint hint) - I am still getting into the swing of rating pictures etc and comments will come soon - but surely if some one is asking for help to level and you rate a few of there pictures to help out - is it now unheard of to rate back - or even say ty - if its unheard of I shall not do it again and neither will I moan when no one rates my pictures. Ok rant over - back to business luv my fu owner and fu fiance - and yeah a lot of fu others too OK, so your opinion isnt really wanted here - feel free to say what you like cos frankly I dont give a damn.....

Wishes!
I just found out that my ex is leaving town and had the balls to tell everyone that he screwed over. What had happen will stay in the past and he will give back everyones stuff including mine. True or false either way their is only one person that he has not faced. And if you guess me your right. Ever feel like you have a knot in your stomache that just doesnt go away with anything you do. Im in that spot, I cant stop thinking about or wishing to be near a guy. And I wish he feels the same I want more but what do I do!

Life!!!
This explains why I forward jokes.A man and his dog were walking along a road.The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead.He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years.He wondered where the road was leading them.After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road.It looked like fine marble..At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight.When he was standing before it, he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold.He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When

Who Gives A Rat Packer?
My Way lyrics Songwriters: Revaux, Jacques; Anka, Paul (Eng Lyr); Thibaut, Gilles; Francois, Claude; And now the end is near And so I face the final curtain My friend I'll say it clear I'll state my case of which I'm certain I've lived a life that's full I traveled each and every highway And more, much more than this I did it my way Regrets I've had a few But then again too few to mention I did what I had to do And saw it through without exemption I planned each charted course Each careful step along the byway And more, much more than this I did it my way Yes there were times I'm sure you knew When I bit off more than I could chew But through it all when there was doubt I ate it up and spit it out, I faced it all And I stood tall and did it my way I've loved, I've laughed and cried I've had my fill, my share of losing And now as tears subside I find it all so amusing To think I did all that And may I say not in a shy way Oh no, oh no, not me

Melissa's Thoughts
It's to frikken hot where I am right now.. On the up side I got to go to the pool today and float in the cold water which helped for the two hours I got to stay in before they kicked me out. I played a little bit of Rockband with a friend he wanted to show me a new version which was kinda neat. I think I will head to wallyworld and buy them out of fans, and phone the school to see when my books are getting shipped. It's exciting that I am going back to finish off college... All my life changes are going to be good for me

Emotions
There has been a lot going on in my life that at times I feel so stressed over. I am so tired of the games and the childish bullshit that so many grown men like to play (women as well). I am not a child and am not into games. I am 42 years old and am hoping to find someone special to share my life with. I am not looking for one night stands... can do that out in a bar. I am not looking for marriage, never was, never will be at least at this point in my life it is what I am thinking. I am looking to date, by date I mean go out, maybe have a few drinks, dinner, movie, a walk in a park, basically spending time getting to know one another. I have said on my profile and am saying it again, just because I feel comfortable with my body and am confident does not make me sleazy. I am a proud woman who enjoys being proud of my body and taking care of it. I share it with others on here because I think the human body is beautiful and I have no hangups about nudity. Please stop thinking this means

Wall Of Fakes
http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=42776 i will be putting you here if i rate your pics but you dont return the rates and remove you from my friends and you will be here for my other friends to see so they wont rate you

Trying Something New
Hey did you know that our president wants us all to buy into this 35mpg cars--that is why fule prices keep going up, if they don't then who is really going to buy this expensive cars. the price of oil is going down but fuel taxes are going up (with greedy gas station owners).

Me
"Three founding members of goth-rock group EVANESCENCE have been dealt a blow after forming a new band with ex-AMERICAN IDOL star CARLY SMITHSON - they've nabbed another band's name. Ben Moody announced plans for his new group The Fallen earlier this month (Jun09) and now the band's label bosses have been hit with a cease and desist notice from the managers of another act already calling themselves The Fallen. Alfadog Music executives fired off the legal missive to Skh Music bosses on Friday (19Jun09), insisting Moody and Smithson's band had to come up with another name. The original The Fallen, who formed in 2005, posted a message to fans of their website, stating, "We are truly sorry for the confusion that stemmed from an unexpected announcement from Skh Music." Ironically, the band has just released its second album, Between The Angels And The Deep Dark Sky." (contactmusic.com) 40. Cry 39. One more chance 38. Man in the mirror 37. Liberian girl 36. Another part of me 35. Ja

Oh Canada !
This is especially nice to see as we are approaching Canada Day on July 1st. British newspaper salutes Canada . . . this is a good read. It is funny how it took someone in England to put it into words... Salute to a brave and modest nation - Kevin Myers, 'The Sunday Telegraph' LONDON : Until the deaths of Canadian soldiers killed in Afghanistan , probably almost no one outside their home country had been aware that Canadian troops are deployed in the region. And as always, Canada will bury its dead, just as the rest of the world, as always will forget its sacrifice, just as it always forgets nearly everything Canada ever does.. It seems that Canada 's historic mission is to come to the selfless aid both of its friends and of complete strangers, and then, once the crisis is over, to be well and truly ignored. Canada is the perpetual wallflower that stands on the edge of the hall, waiting for someone to come and ask her for a dance. A fire breaks out, she risks life and limb to resc

Nestea
Being one with the UNIVERSE gives us ORDER and brings us the REAL MEANING OF WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT. Yes, nothing to be afraid of...we have enough experiences in our life which could make life better and more significant. Yes, we could take charge over these events by being one with our mother-nature which is the UNIVERSE. No more fears!...if we die because of flood or tsunami well let us swim with the mermaids in the waterworld!...if we die because of plane crash then our giant brothers Orion and Hercules would just lift us up in the skyworld...and when meet accident on the road, then the earthworld would just swallow us sweetly. See, no more FEARS!!!...just be one with the UNIVERSE...and things will work in order according to what the we desire. We are all supernatural beings borne out of the Gods and Godesses of the Skyworld, Earthworld and the Waterworld and we are in control of everything...we just have to look back to what we have had in the past and use these as tools in faci

Decisions
so i'm takin the plunge in finally applying to be a suicide girl... yea i know finally...dang...neways i need help with pic choices to submit... this is what is says for pictures: Your pictures should give an accurate impression of what you look like. You do not need to be nude, but they must show your face clearly. Try to let your personality shine through.

4th Of July Weekend
hey all i wanna tell u all about my 4th of july weekend well fisrt i had to put up with 2 12 year old obnoxious little girls and secondly i caught the biggest fish,the littlest fish & the most fish on saturday the 4th then saturday night went into pigeon forge to watch some of the best fireworks i've ever seen in my whole life at Patriot Park, then sunday after the 2 12 year old girls lefy going home sunday me, mom, dad, and my aunt sheila went out on the boat fishing and had some peace and quiet lol...i dunno when i'm going back down but i hope next time it will b awesome cause i wanna catch some more fish and i want my nephew and my dads mom to be down there and having fun! and that's all i gotta say

My Political Views
What is that special something that makes a man want to know everything about you and makes him want to tell you how he feels over and over? What makes a man want to listen to what you have to say—even crave knowing how you feel or what you’re inner world is like? A man falls in love with you because he knows he can be himself around you. He falls in love with you because he feels safe expressing his innermost, private feelings with you. He knows that you can handle your feelings. He can sense that. And because he senses that at the most unconscious level, he starts to long for your company, for your touch, for your affection. He may not even know why he feels this way. All he knows is that there’s something special about you that he doesn’t feel with any other woman in his life. He wants to take you in his arms and keep you forever. This is what happens to a man when he goes from feeling affection or admiration for you to feeling genuine love. This is the &

Far From Ordinary
All my life, I have heard all of the fairytale stories about true love, a love that does not exist in this world. I know fairytale love will never happen, and its okay! I don't want to live like everything is okay and nothing can go wrong. Because something always goes wrong. The ordinary things is all

Just Some Deep Thinking
So I am not all that good looking of a guy, but I do make up for it elsewhere. I met some one and got close. She had all the means to make it work out, but never did. Don't get me wrong, but if you have the money and am in love with some one from long distance away and tell them they love you and want you and love your kids and even send photos and claims and has friends say they have photos of you and them in their vehicle and home, and yet they never make the attempt to meet you or even visit. But yet they still try to say they love you and when I mention it would be nice to meet she says I am being pushy or when I text om the weekends when she is at home, she claims she can't text or call back because she is with her family. Ok enough rambling, just thought I would post this and basically say, if you say you love some one and have the means to make it work do it because the other person does have feelings too and so do their kids. Some times life can be a journey well worth. You giv

For A Better Wedding
Nowadays although wedding has became much simpler, the wedding dresses becoming very various. As people consumption concept improving, custom wedding dresses more and more popular with bride and bridegroom. As bridesmaid, your dresses also important in the wedding day, custom bridesmaid dresses hence has many problems to notice. For example, the flowers for the custom bridesmaid dresses must smaller than custom wedding dresses, or you will cause the trouble for bride. If your wedding has flower girl dresses, the custom flower girl dresses must be collocation with the bride dresses. This will show your wedding harmonious. In the wedding day, many women also wear the wedding gowns, believing that the custom wedding gowns will make the wedding colorful, that is because custom wedding gowns not only fit for your body, but wear your specific character. Since the custom dresses so favorable for people, why we order it immediately?

Celebrate Life
Taking advantage of being wide awake for a change. Just wanted to say how much I've missed all of you my friends...my angels! Recent health issues have played heavy on me and I am hoping it turns around soon. I'm at best, operating at about 60% of what use to be 100%. Its harder to get going & when I do my energy goes pretty fast. All this living through modern chemistry sucks, pills for this, pills because of the pills, etc.

Levelling
Once again I levelled tonight - with the help of some very lovely people on here - and now the usual if you helped me level over the past 24 hours please rate and comment this blog as soon as so I know who to return the love to - after all if it wasnt for you lovely peeps I would still be considering deleting :D lol

100%
tammy must be a lil sensitive about her looks, but i still like her because before someone came along and told her the truth she had hope for goodlooks...she can still get it but it might be hrd if she is worried about what others think... your life is yours my 1 aint gonna kil no one...

Wtf!?!?!?!
Ok, so I've had some recovery time after this weekend. I was so exhausted last night, I had a friend over and fell asleep. Anywho, I've been trying to motivate myself to write this blog even though it won't be very long.

Important Things
Female genital cutting From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Female genital mutilation (FGM), also known as female genital cutting (FGC), female circumcision or female genital mutilation/cutting (FGM/C), is any procedure involving the partial or total removal of the external female genitalia or other injury to the female genital organs "whether for cultural, religious or other non-therapeutic reasons." The term is almost exclusively used to describe traditional or religious procedures on a minor, which requires the parents' consent because of the age of the girl. When the procedure is performed on and with the consent of an adult it is generally called clitoridectomy, or it may be part of labiaplasty or vaginoplasty.[2]HYPERLINK l "cite_note-2"[3]HYPERLINK l "cite_note-3"[4] It also generally does not refer to procedures used in gender reassignment surgery, and the genital modification of intersexuals. FGC is practiced throughout the world, with the practice concentrated most heavily i

What's Up With That???
help anyone know how to change ur IP address on ur computer.using a proxy server to get here but cannot rate or shout or comment or even buy drinks...not even sure it is gonna let me post this What is the deal with all the higher level people helping each other level up? I spend way too much time rating photos and voting mums to really enjoy the fun stuff.If those that are higher levels helped those way down here ,we could all have a good time instead of getting headaches and clicker finger spasms! So when ever u wonder what happened to some of the people that don't come around here much...ask yourself what u did to make their visit here fun.....help when u can...and stop making fun of those who ask....they are only tired not begging!!!!

I Like It Bloggy Style!
Read on... And I have nothing for you. I don't know why. Perhaps it's because I'm tired and kinda sore. Perhaps my blood sugar. Perhaps I'm still a bit outta my tits over the shooting that JUST took place in my parking lot45 minutes ago. But then again, perhaps I'm not as creative as I'd like to pretend I am. Regardless, I should put some things in here. So I decided to just give you some silly news stories, along with my take on them. Wait...don't go yet! I haven't started! *sigh* Fine...okay. so how many are left? Show of hands? Anyone? Anyone? Bueller? WHY I LOVE MEXICO Seriously...where else can you read about fake fighters getting done in by fake hookers? Bonus points for the faux fighters being midgets. God bless you, Mexico. Hungry Hungry Hookers You want more proof that people have little standards? There ya go. Or maybe the chips help the jizz go down easier. Anyone have any thoughts? Owwww! All I can say is that THIS dude is more hardcore than Terry Funk, Mick Foley,

Fnord!
Fnord? Fnord is evaporated herbal tea without the herbs. Fnord is that funny feeling you get when you reach for the Snickers bar and come back holding a slurpee. Fnord is the 43 1/3rd state, next to Wyoming. Fnord is this really, really tall mountain. Fnord is the reason boxes of condoms carry twelve instead of ten. Fnord is the blue stripes in the road that never get painted. Fnord is place where those socks vanish off to in the laundry. Fnord is an arcade game like Pacman without the little dots. Fnord is a little pufflike cloud you see at 5pm. Fnord is the tool the dentist uses on unruly patients. Fnord is the blank paper that cassette labels are printed on. Fnord is where the buses hide at night. Fnord is the empty pages at the end of the book. Fnord is the screw that falls from the car for no reason. Fnord is why Burger King uses paper instead of foam. Fnord is the little green pebble in your shoe. Fnord is the orange print in the yellow pages. Fnord is a pickle

Make A Wager
I've found this cool site and it's absolutely free. Check it out!!http://www.centsports.com/?opcode=260656 http://www.centsports.com/?opcode=260656 It's free...Absolutely.. Just run the link! Come be my cronie!!(Link will open in new browser window)

Hate It
Heres how it works ppl. Contact me or my boi Iceman69. pic out ur pic and a pic from 1 of our morph folders. Iceman shall morph ya. Depending on the 2 pics starts the price. the better the pics, the higher the price. Price will be decided upon completion. Ty all, hope ur satisfied. Peace, Yours Truly TɧȜʍϑϮϮƘǂȠǤ

Fill In The Blank
Your face my __________. I just want to let people know a few things....1) Water expands when it gets cold (ice) and should contract as it gets warmer (Evaporation) [Icecaps melting should not raise water level]2) Conservation of mass: "Matter is neither created or distorted, it is simply transferred from one from to another." [Again, ice caps melting will not cause water level to rise.]3)Archimedes' principle The weight of the displaced fluid is directly proportional to the volume of the displaced fluid (if the surrounding fluid is of uniform density). Thus, among completely submerged objects with equal masses, objects with greater volume have greater buoyancy.Global Warming may in fact be very real, however this load of crap about water levels rising is just that, crap...

Another Day In The Life
I guess there is so much intolerance in our society. It is not just the color of your skin or the way that you worship your God that people discriminate against anymore. Society as a whole is getting just so damn narcissistic and bitchy. Every other commercial on TV is about fixing what is wrong with you. What if there is really just something wrong with society? What if its okay to have one tit bigger than the other, two moles behind your left ear, graying hair, limp dicks, a few stretch marks here and there, and of course the terribly unwanted love handles? I would gladly be friends with real people, with real issues. I don’t want some fake made up shell of what a person wants to be. I would rather talk to a 85% burn victim about the way to solve cancer and global hunger than some super-model chick about Prada or Versace. We as a people have become so materialistic and uncaring. We have people living in hunger and homeless residenced in the richest country in the world, yet we

Need Prayers For Zachary Lane
ZACHARY LANE NEEDS ALL THE PRAYERS HE CAN GET. HE IS ON HIS WAY TO NEW ORLEANS. I COULDN'T GO CAUSE I HAVE TO WORK. HIS SHUNT IS CLOGGED IN HIS STOMACH AND THEY HAVE TO DO SURGERY ON HIM AGAIN. SO WILL YA'LL PLEASE PRAY THAT HE COMES HOME SAFE TO ME. THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH.. I WANTED EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT ZACHARY IS HOME SAFE AND SOUND AND HE IS DOING GREAT. THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS FOR MY SON..HUGS TO ALL..

Knightbreeds Thoughts
remember one thing my friend whenthings look there worst drive away into the future and forget the past try to keep smiling get a little rock and roll on the radio and go toward all the life there is,with all the courage you can find and all the belief you can muster. be true,

Please Allow Me To Introduce Myself...
$safe_uid_dname@ fubar Please allow me to introduce myself, I'm a man of wealth and taste....or something. Not really though. In real life I'm a happily married mother of two obnoxious little children. A two year old boy and an eight year old girl. I've been married for over nine years now, and yes, that means I got married at 15. No, it wasn't a cult thing or an arranged marriage. I love my husband very much, as evidenced by the fact that we're still together. I like to read. A lot. Total bookworm. I mostly read Science Fiction and Fantasy, my favorite authors are Mercedes Lackey, Anne McCaffrey, and Piers Anthony. I watch a lot of t.v., or used to, now I don't get any channels. Favorite t.v. show of all time is Firefly, by my Big Damn Hero Joss Whedon. He also created Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Angel, not that any of you care. Best movie ever made is Serenity, the movie sequel to the show Firefly. Also loved V for Vendetta, The Three Musketeers, Sin City and, well, way too many o

I Dont Even Know What This Is
I never that i'd see the day when friendship ties just fade away and all thats left and here to stay are memories that hurt to say those times were fun but now theyre done i miss those days of friends and fun i miss the days where we'd just run not from the cops but just for fun not cuz someone has got a gun or because we want some drugs i lost my brother to them son i lost my bois to somethin else a pain that i have never felt it comes around just like a plague and rots out your fuckin brain im tired of this girl my main i wish you would just drop her plain cuz you know you not the same and ima fuckin stay the course cuz thats what fuckin friends are for so when you here and need me man Condor will bring you home again.

Fuck Test
Fill out this out app and send it back to me. I wanna see what everyone would write. And I'll fill it out and send it back to ya if you do.1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position ?4. Do you think i'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Three sum?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like fore play?23. What is fore play to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all

Very Serious!
I haven't been on much and those close to me know why. I am going to be making some changes in my life,if you don't hear or see from me, then you may be one of these changes. It is hard for me to do this.I am not this type of person,but I think there are people who are very destructive.They strive on the fact that there are people like myself that wear their heart on their sleeve. I haven't deleted anyone yet and I know people ask me all the time if I deleted them.Nope,I haven't.Fubar glitch?I rarely delete.I deleted someone a couple weeks ago and that is because a great friend found the page number the jerk was on for me. With everything that is going on I need to surround myself with optimistic people who will not drag me in the mud with them and people who understand the pain etc that I am dealing with.I know some have it a hell of a lot worse than I am they are a lot like me in the fact they don't lash out on people. I have my kunty kit moments, we all have moments.I am not ta

We Lost A World War 2 Hero Shifty Powers
I walked through a county courthouse squareOn a park bench, an old man was sittin' there.I said, "Your old court house is kinda run down, He said, "Naw, it'll do for our little town". I said, "Your old flag pole is leaned a little bit, And that's a ragged old flag you got hangin' on it".He said, "Have a seat", and I sat down, "Is this the first time you've been to our little town"I said, "I think it is"He said "I don't like to brag, but we're kinda proud ofThat Ragged Old Flag"You see, we got a little hole in that flag there,When Washington took it across the Delaware.and It got powder burned the night Francis Scott Key sat watching it, writing "Say Can You See"It got a rip in New Orleans, with Packingham & Jacksontugging at its seams.and It almost fell at the Alamo beside the Texas flag,But she waved on though.She got cut with a sword at Chancellorsville,And she got cut again at Shiloh Hill.There was Robert E. Lee and Beauregard and Bragg,And the south wind blew hard onThat Ragged Old

My Notes
Everyone should read this !I don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.Just read this, it will make a difference.If only everyone could see this and understand it.When she stares at your mouth,Kiss her.When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb-ass it's because she thinks shesstronger than you,Grab her and dont let go.When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough,Kiss her and tell her you love her.When she's quiet,Ask her whats wrong.When she ignores you,Give her your attention.When she pulls away,Pull her back.When you see her at her worst,Tell her she's beautiful.When you see her start crying,Just hold her and don't say a word.When you see her walking,Sneak up and hug her waist from behind.When she's scared,Protect her.When she steals your favorite hoodie,Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.When she teases you,Tease her back and make her laugh.When she doesn't answer for a long time,reass

My Life
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the day of_____ , 2009, by , between________ and__________ . THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) Theanswer is no, so don't ask. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you arefrom out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. No calling each other "friends with privileges" we are not friends, just sex buddies. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK - don't be offended. No extra clothing - I don't want your ass leaving

Vip
I HAVE AN AUTO 11 OR A BOMB YOUR CHICE STARTIN BID IS 5 MILLION Auto-11s(35 credits) Give someone immunity from down-raters! When activated, EVERY photo and profile rating is forced to 11 for TWENTY-FOUR (24) hours. All actual 11s during this time are double the points for both the giver AND receiver! Selected Cherry Bomb(35 credits) Bomb a photo album! When activated, you can rate up to 250 photos in a single album an 11 with one click for ONE (1) hour. You can Cherry Bomb one album per member and you will have unlimited 11's when using your Cherry Bomb. Bombs away! Select 1

"shallow"
I am sure MANY have thought it... I know my conversations typically lead to sex... it is after all my favorite subject. As many of you know my conversations basically border around your day. your feelings and your thoughts. I ask

My Life
I am at home in My bed lining on my back with the laptop on top of a litte tabel on top of me and my wife is in the living room doing her school work. Some time to day I have to fine out how I am going to git my truck so I can start working I been looking for friends and job I have a CDL but I been out of work for 11 months now there no laber work a round here. I have ask a lot of trucking compings if I can drive for them but thay say I can't becoss I have not have no work for so long so I wood have to go back to truck driving school to drive with them but there are some schools that will not take me becols I have to motch expernts.

Concise.notlong.com
Single 46, 5.9" x 171 lbs,Funny,careful,clean, optimistic, Brn. Hair, Brn. EyeS.I have been around over 27+ countries. successful, caring person. I love music, swimming, gerontology, Movies, Self Improvement, Karaoke, 3d CG, Cooking, Outdoors. I like slow motion, simple life, I care for the world and everything in it, i invent green technologies.I don't drive or smoke, drink (rarely some wine) I don’t like a cell phone but i have a few, email and face book is my way.I want Funny, optimistic, talkative woman who is fun to be with.I've been a member for eight years, isn't anyone finds this fish remotely attractive? am I missing something here, message me, do it, do it now!!!lolcheersAl I have a blog about technology ,life and energy diys etc come and check it out www.concise.notlong.com ...also if you are single petite hot blond also check me out . ;>p cheers

Change? Not From Obama!
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pickup on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft dr ink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because,WE WERE

Forbidden Inc.
So I was sitting here and I was wondering "WHAT THE HELL IS A LOUNGE?!", yea I know it's about chatting, but theres gotta be something about it that just brings you back. I never really got it, I knew the fun part about it. You know the Dj's that played the live music & going on cam to just do it. But I never fully got it to recently. A lounge is almost like a "GREAT FRIEND", you don't base it on its "LOOK", you base it on it's "FAMILY". The conversation that even though you never met these people, you can still look back and laugh. You base it on how you can be you, and if you've found the right "LOUNGE" you is just "RIGHT". No judging ,(well only when your typing starts to look like this "Suzps guszy whathz goning on?" then you judge how much that person had to drink @ the bar LOL). Forbidden INC. is that "RIGHT LOUNGE" for me, i've been all over fubar(lil fuwhore LOL), but I always come back to Forbidden INC. The people there are just out of this world "LITERALLY" LOL. They ge

My Hobby
a week or so ago i finished a 32 ford hi-boy project. i done it as a rat rod type ride. its got a 429 and pro street type tires in the rear. i wish i could have done it better but i think it came out okay. i was hoping to bring some models to the southwest washington fair but i was a day late. hopefully i can add some more models to my page in the near future. building model cars is something i have been doing since high school. it was part of a class project to build a model car. i think the first one i did was a 1966 ford fairlane. and from then on i was hooked.

Man
my boyfriend is planning on pranking me one day soon. i figured it would come to that and i can't really think of any good pranks to pull and he has one hell of a good one. so.. i was wondering, do anyone have a really good prank i can pull without causing any harm. What is one thing that human kind can not go without?

Fu-life
There is no such thing as a monogamous, long lasting, loving marriages or even regular dating relationships, at least from what I've been witnessing. Just for a small example, almost every boyfriend that I have had has possessed wandering eyes and/or other wandering body parts.. I can't begin to count the times that I've heard versions of, "Well, if I can't get it when I want it.. I'll go elsewhere." No, this isn't a lamenting entry about personal dating misfortunes. What really got this topic milling around in my head was something that I was told yesterday by a family friend, "Alice". Her and her husband have been married for decades. Apparently he's found yet another young 'admirer', THIRTY-FIVE YEARS his junior! When Alice found out about the younger woman, he told her that she's upset over nothing because nothing physical has or will happen, they're just friends. However, anyone can acknowledge the fact that there are more than one type of cheating... and, this isn't the first ti

About Me**
angelmiranz@yahoo.com STUBBORN** yes indeed.. i am the craziest bitch you'll ever see. whats your game? whats your style? what do you want? simple questions right... but do you really have an answer? you may now... but tomorrow, the next day.. your answers will soon be changed...

True Friends
To be in loveWhat does that meanDoes love truly flowFrom sea to sea When you find the oneYou truly care aboutYeah, you will knowWithout a doubt To be in loveWhat does that meanJust you waitAnd you will see Nothing is to highNothing is to farAll you have to do is reachAnd you can grab the stars To be in loveWhat does that meanTo fall in loveWill set you free 06/02/98 Friends will comeFriends will go.True friendship, though,Comes from the Heart. Once a true friendAlways a true friendTrue friendship, of course,Never dies But if it never diesThen where does it lie?Does it lie in the mind or heart?Can anything ever tear it apart? True friends always careThey always listen to your troublesThough they may not have a solutionAtleast they take the time to share Having a true friendIs an honor to cherishIf ever you find oneDo not let him or her get away 11/17/92

Requirements
ok so im sick and tired of the AF telling me that im over weight! its not my fault im only 4 foot 11. any suggestions?? please help. alright, so this may be just a bit extreme, but whatever thats just who i am.i want nothing more in my life then to find the perfect person to spend the rest of my life with, but these days i just dont think that person is out there anymore. and everyone seems to think they are that person. so here are some guidelines for what I want and dont want... pretty much if you have these things dont talk to me.. 1. kids or want kids- i dont want em and i dont want a man that thinks he can change my mind cause he wants em, sorry 2. if youve been married, sorry. im afraid of marriage and dont believe in divorce, so if youve been there, im sorry. 3. smoker, heavy drinker or drug abuser- dont get my wrong i drink from time to time, i just dont want an alcoholic or pot smoker, whatever. 4. if you live with your parent, dont have a vehicle and or drivers license,

2009-10 School Year
Summer is almost over! =( Sad news. But I'm happy to be able to get another year of school under my belt. It's going to be alot more intense for me this year. I'm a full time student this term and will still be trying to maintain my job and keep what small incling of a social network I have left active as well. I've drifted away from quite a few of my friends. I'm sorry for that guys, I still love you all and miss talking to you. Please don't hold it against me. (Or think I'm a snob for it!) ;) With my schedule the way it's about to be, I expect I'll see even less of you guys on here and other sites I see any of you on. Don't forget about me and please keep me posted on your lives and what's going on in them, even if I'm not able to ask directly. I'll do my best to hit people up and occationally have a comment or two to throw at people. =D Life's flying by, and i'm hanging on by a thread. I can't let go now, it's only really just beginning. Love you all, and see ya round! Well, another

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Home...I Just Want A Place...To Call Home...Again...A place I can breatheA place that is "Sancturary"A place to look forward to goingA place I won't be anyone...other than who I amA place that even with or without other people...I won't feel aloneDoesn't need to be much...I'm no princess...(not by a long shot...;)...)I don't care if I (we) struggle(I'm quite familiar with "that struggle")...And I dont care...Cuz I(we) can and always have gotten by...But...I don't wanna do it alone anymore...I need friends...I need love...I need to laugh...To smile...again.I know I need that...But...I know...I can't do it alone...anymore.I need some arms every now and again to help me up if I fall...(and everyone does)...I need them to be real...to be true...I need something to be there...and...stay there...without ever being taken away again...and...I wanna be able....to call it..."Home". (k...I'm done spewing...;)...but I meant every single word of it...the hell...if I didn't...) http://www.youtube

Free Flow.
DARKNESS SHADES OF BLUE PALE GRAYS START TO FADE BLOOD SHED RED HURTFUL TEARS DRIP DOWN FALSE ACTION PLAYED OUT MOVES MISTY MEMORIES GO BLACK FLIP THRU THE PLAY BOOK OF LIFE TIME SLIPS GABS START TO CLOSE HOLD ON TIGHT TO LET GO. Red mist all around seeping into the ground the smell of blood in the air Coldness all around brings stillnessWhispers you hear from your own fear telling you to run.Chills and goose bumps all over your body.What’s going to happen next eating away at you making you feel like you cant move.Your mind saying run your body wont move and all u smell is blood and all u see is red.All you know is what you don’t know how you got here where here is when will you leave this place that brings your worse nightmares to life…

This And That....
Choco-Holic Cake CAKE 1 pkg. (18.25 oz.) chocolate cake mix 1 pkg. (about 3.4 oz.) chocolate instant pudding and pie filling mix 1 cup milk 1/2 cup sour cream 4 large eggs 2 cups (12-oz. pkg.) Ghiradelli Semi-Sweet Chocolate Morsels 1 cup chopped walnuts GLAZE 2 ounces Ghiradelli Dark Chocolate 3 tablespoons butter 1 1/2 cups sifted powdered sugar 2 to 3 tablespoons water 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1/2 tsp Orange Extract FOR CAKE: PREHEAT oven to 350

Tecca Nina
[Intro]I know y'all don't see me on TVOr hear me on the radioBut you industry bratsBetter check Billboard and PollstarBefore y'all get to cryinAbout who get seniority at these showsEspecially when compared to meY'all ain't shit on stage[Hook]I hit the stageGrab the mic and blow 'em all away (I blow 'em all away)(Superstars), But they know I blow 'em all away, Hey[Verse 1]The gig is over, The gig is over (Bitty bye-bye)The gig is over, The gig is over (When A play)The kid is older and gettin colder (Many fly by)But his will hold ya, So listen closer to (A-A)-R-O-NThey dissin and twistin my nameBecause Aaron is scarin these glitz spittin pricks in the gameHit with this gift, Everybody get a whiff of this script and it's painGotta talk about the people with a attitudeHiss me and slipped in my laneI've been wreckin crowds for a long second nowGot 'em guessin how Tech is blessedAnd yes, The best in-town repOn the real, I keep it trillAnd when I spit, I ain't spillin about my millionIt's the

Let Me Share This With You
Empty -by Ray LamontagneShe lifts her skirt up to her kneesWalks through the garden rows with her bare feet, laughingI never learned to count my blessingsI choose instead to dwell in my disastersWalk on down the hillThrough the grass grown tall and brownAnd still it's hard somehow to let go of my painOn past the busted backOf that old and rusted CadillacThat sinks into this field collecting rainWill I always feel this waySo empty, so estrangedOf these cutthroat busted sunsetsThese cold and damp white mornings I have grown wearyIf through my cracked and dusty dimestore lipsI spoke these words out loud would no one hear meLay your blouse across the chairLet fall the flowers from your hairAnd kiss me with that country mouth so plainOutside the rain is tapping on the leavesTo me it sounds like they're applauding usThe quiet love we makeWill I always feel this waySo empty, so estrangedWell I looked my demons in the eyeLaid bare my chest said do your best destroy meSee I've been to hell and

Shoutbox Humor
Read from bottom to top! I would have ignored what this pathetic excuse of a man said to me had he simply apologized or at least made a lame excuse. Not so much as even a "hello". *sigh* Oh well, I'm a "CUNT". At least I admit it. Enjoy! I did! LOL!

Mean People
Hello my fubar friends, ok, I don't know how to invert it so start reading this conversation from the bottom. Donedeal lives near me and has asked me out before but I said no. The main reason has nothing to do with his age but his immaturity. So he comes back after a few months and wants me to go out with him. I didn't catch the beginning of the conversation online but that is the gist.

Do You Want A Bomb Or An Auto 11 Bling?
ITS A RAFFLE...TICKETS SALES STOP TONIGHT AT 6PM EST...best chances to win......HIT THE LINK IN MY BLOG LIST TO THE LEFT for the info....sorry this is kind of a pain.....BUT!!!!

To The Us Surgeon General
I am sending this evening because I found Dr Benjamin's email address earlier today. I verbally confirmed with the clinic Dr Benjamin will receive emails through the below address. Make this letter as public as you feel comfortable. Please ask everyone to keep in mind they are emailing a non profit clinic since Dr. Benjamin runs it, it also happens to also be the only way I have been able to confirmed we can contact the Doctor. Thank you for your hard work, your diligence and your heart for the patients that need you.Within the announcement I read of your being named US Surgeon General, you have been called a "superb communicator" as well as "The Future Voice of Health" Dr. Benjamin, please embrace Hepatitis C as a focus during the daylight of your public service.With your experience I am trusting that I do not have to repeat information and statistics about both HCV and Hepatitis C that you surely know as fact. Actionable focus is in dire need of your attention Doctor. Doctor you k

Snakelover1981
Any ladies here, from west virginia or pennslyvannia! Who would like to chat or get to know me better! Any BBW women out there from either houston or pearland, feel free to hit me up, lets get to chatting and become friends!

Dominate Radio
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Jduck1979's Fubar Blog
There's a campaign to try help save the historic piers in Whitby, North Yorkshire, England. There's a group on Facebook (2600 - 2700 members so far from the local area & around the world): http://www.facebook.com/groups/savewhitbyspiers/ Here's what is at stake: http://www.youtube.com/embed/TJrBLJ0yWdo?hd=1 Just recently made this post over at me main blog on my own website, about some bother i've been getting @ Twitter & Wikipedia since early Sunday morning (and not having much luck getting the person responsible's butt kicked over it): http://blog.john-duck.co.uk/2009/07/27/some-people-should-be-euthanised-at-birth/

Lost
My heart is breaking and all I can do is sit and watch my heart break. I know that I love him more than life itself and that I would give my own if it meant it would save his life. I know that he is the only one for me. I know that I would never leave again and yet I can't seem to show him that. I love him so much that it literately burns down to my soul. Every waking thought is of him, every dream the same. I call out to him in my sleep I have been told every night. He is literately my life and there is no other. Now my problem is that he is confused, not in his heart and soul, but in his mind. He fears that I will run again and leave him as broken as I have feared so long that he would leave me.

Cool Stuff
My name is Art. I am a recently graduated UCLA MBA student. In this economy, even graduating from UCLA Business School will not guarantee you a job. I have been trying all of my connections to find a great job but seem to have no luck. So I began searching for some great tools on the internet that I could use to either get a leg up on the job Job Interview Videos and Interviews on Video search and came up with some cool websites. A cool place I found was Video Job Interview and Video Resumes It’s a great tool to search for upper level management, or account executive jobs. Another great place to find tips, and ideas about how to write a resume, or how to give a great interview is about.com. Trust me, these websites are gold! Just thought I woul the knowledge. Good luck everyone! Candidate Screening

Haidensmom's Updates
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My Thoughts
THE PROBLEM WITH GUYS WITH BIG ONES THEY DONT KNOW HOW TO PLEASE WOMAN..THEY TRY TO KILL HER..LOL..YA KNOW CANT REALLY KNOCK THE BOTTOM OUT OF IT..DONT GET ME WRONG A LITTLE FAST AND HARD IS GREAT BUT U YOU HAVE TO KNOW HOW TO DO IT. IF THEY ARE BIG AND DO IT TO HARD ITS NOT GOING TO GIVE HER PLEASURE. YOU GOT TO WORK HARD TO GET ME OFF DOING IT. BUT I GET OFF INSTANTly WHEN I GET ATE OUT..AS LONG AS THEY KNOW WHAT THEIR DOING I LOVE ORAL AND LOVE TO GIVE IT.. MY FAVORITE POSITION IS DOGGY AND LEGS OVER THE SHOULDERR..I LIKE IT ON TOP BUT ITS NOT MY FAVORITE. WHEN ITS BIG IT HURTS TO BAD AND I CANT GET MOVING LIKE I WANT TO..I CAN ONLY DO IT FROGGY STYLE ON TOP. WAITING Many women show interest wanting to be the lady on my armBut they don't know my heart is taken; I know they mean no harmIn my dreams, a thousand times, I have tasted your sweet lipsWrapped you in my arms & ran my fingers down your hipsWalked down the road in the pouring rain though it's not happened yetHolding hands und

~ahhh~
What is your full name? Jimmy Foster What is your birthday? Nov 8 1972 What is your favorite color? Black Are you spoken for? No What is your biggest fear? Of the world my daughter is growing up in! What is your most embarrassing moment? Cant think of nothing of nothing off the top my head. Get back to ya on that lol! Do you love someone?

Back To Work
you will love this one...okay so pulte gave me an f250 company truck with a 8x 10 single axle trailer to haul material....okay so today i was going to bella via in mesa...ray and signal butte..but anyways back to the story...about 6:30 am i am on the 60 going east bound...and the passenger side rim and tire decided to go for a ride with the trailer...tire shreads and all 5 of the bolts that hold the rim on..shear off...so i am tryen to get over and i see the rim passen me on the freeway...this is right before rural rd...i get all to the left side and the rim hits the median passenger side....then bolts across hitting no cars hitscenter median and crosses all lanes of traffic again...what are the chances of that...short story but oh so funny..had to wait for tow truck to send trailer to shop...hopefully get it back soon enough...just thought i would share my morning with you all.... okay sotuesday my bro in law calls me and ask if i want to go back work for pulte building systems...well

Sweet♥emotion's Blog
Sugar~Britches STOLE my pic I made with MY name on it, uploaded it to her album, and refuses to delete it! Then the bitch blocked me when I asked her nicely to remove it from her profile... All she did was put it in her Default album.If anyone wants to go be nasty to her for me, I'd appreciate it :D Want to own me for a month?

31 Jul Horoscope
Gemini (May 21 - Jun 20) General OverviewAries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)Gemini (May 21 - Jun 20)Cancer (June 21 - Jul 22)Leo (Jul 23 - Aug 22)Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)Pisces (Feb 19 - Mar 20) It's challenging for you to maintain a healthy perspective about a current project. You are tempted to take a good idea and make it so big in your own mind that you lose your effectiveness. Today's eclipse makes it difficult for you to stay focused on what is, rather than dreaming about what could be. For now, when you find yourself drifting off to the land of possibility, bring your awareness back to the present moment and the specific tasks at hand. You are at a turning point in a relationship and you may have to decide whether to take it to the next level or to pull back. Unfortunately, you might not make the best decision today, because your hopes c

Chain Poems
I set out to write a poem that would be inspirational, something anyone could read and be able to relate to. But although everyone has experienced something they consider painful not everyone has been through the same things I have been through. So I decided to write this without the intention of finishing it, I'll tell of my struggles but I'll leave it open ended so that a reader may pick it up and extend it so this poem may eventualy have all of lifes struggles in it. I lived my life alone and enclosed I kept my feelings inside so noone could hurt those, I've been rejected by everyone and everything from friends to girls and family. I experimented with drugs and lost my home, car and job. I've been hurt by my first love and had suicidal thoughts. I learned life is full of ups and downs, its got goods and bads and ins and outs. But these are things god uses to test us, just keep in mind these things happen to the best of us. I

Poem For Ladies
text 414-793-6169 but I have to get a pic of you to be sure your a woman. Lingering in the moment, lost in your eyes, Content, I cherish the sweet surprise.Kissing tongues tangle, making you ache, No longer can you wait, for me to take. Laying you back, you plead without words, As if hidden lips could somehow be heard,Raising hips high to greet your stare, Hoping to speak to some part of you aware. You Beckon please enter with no hesitation, Yet I stand firm, with no reservation,Taunting you, teasing you, grin on my face, Admiring how you've put me in place. Then suddenly, I grant relief, Knowing now you must have peace. Penetrating with my pride,Charging, I thrust deep inside. Planting feet upon my chest,To brace us both, you do my best, Not to scream loud like before,When places reached cut to the core. Wondering if I'm hurting you,I ease mo-men-tar-ily,Slowing, then come "please-don't-stop" pleas,Whimpering your at my mercy. Back in our entrancing dance, I catch

Bigotry-alive And Well In America
“Bigotry is the sacred disease.” “Bigotry murders religion to frighten fools, with her ghost” “The danger is that the cruel arts of their oppressors have enchained their minds, have kept them in the ignorance of children, and as incapable of self-government as children. “All men feel something of an honorable bigotry for the objects which have long continued to please them.” “That food has always been, and will continue to be, the basis for one of our greater snobbism does not explain the fact that the attitude toward the food choice of others is becoming more and more heatedly exclusive until it may well turn into one of those forms of bigotry against which gallant little committees are constantly planning campaigns in the cause of justice and decency.” “There are some upon this earth of yours, returned the Spirit, "who lay claim to know us, and who do their deeds of passion, pride, ill-will, hatred, envy,

Disability...yep!
First i must admit,i should not have even mentioned my disability but, anyone that knows me at all knows my mouth sometimes goes on without me....lol. So for those that have wondered...my disability is Chronic Depression.I have lived with this my whole life is why i said it did not matter.it just "is" for me. Waking up every day,i must convince myself,today is a wonderful day...some days i do well and others i just can't...bear with me please.Alot of things hurt my feelings easily and others just make me work harder at believing.... Life has been dfficult but i am a survivor and always will be.I love people and genuinely care for all i cross paths with.This gift helps keep me from drawing inside myself and never coming out. My heart is much bigger than my disability (Thank You God) Love You All...Melanie My disability places the Winter months at the top of my list of things that trigger my depression. With the added pressure of the holidays and my inability to provide a nice one

Fubar Messing Us Over??
AROUND 4 PM PACIFIC TIME ON THE FU SLOTS I HAD OVER 6MIL TOKENS DEDUCTED FROM MY WEEKLY WINNINGS BOARD... AT FIRST I THOUGHT THAT WAS TOO MUCH FOR JUST 1 DAY ...THEN COMES AROUND 5 PM PACIFIC TIME AND I HAD NOTICED THAT MY DAILY LEADER BOARD TOKENS WERE NOT BEING PROPERLY TALLY'D UP... THERE IS ANOTHER PERSON WHO IS IN 2ND SPOT FOR DAILY LEADER BOARD WHO AS WELL WAS PLAYING THE SLOTS AROUND RUFFLY THE SAME TIME I WAS....HER WINNINGS TOO DID NOT MOVE UP LIKE THEY SHOULD...THE AVERAGE DAILY WINNINGS THAT SHOULD BE DEDUCTED FROM OUR WEEKLY LEADER BOARD IS RUFFLY 3.2 MIL N TOKENS..NOT 6MIL IN 1 SHOT... PLEASE TAKE NOTE OF THIS SITUATION AND PASS THE WORD ALONG Just in folks... A Fu~Friend of mine had just brought something to my attention in requards to Fubar!She had just informed me that you must have 25 people join fubar inorder to level up past 28.I personally think this is unfair especially if you have invited people time and time again only to not have them join this site. There has g

Im Not Who You Think I Am
interesting........... Oh...by the way......whatever Dana tells you im not a racist......i love people of all races religions and sexual orientation..........I know alot of you have known me awhile and know me as a person....For those who dont....i am a charming indiviual with flaws am and in no way perfect...If you get to know me you will learn this on your own..i may say off the wall things but my heart is always in the right place......Love me or not i will not judge you because it is not my place to do so......

Never Pass This Way Again
I love my mind,my inner eyes and the size of my soul. I love my strength;gentle,calm and ever present. I love my past and everything i learnt from it,just as i love my present and everything i am learning from it. I love my perception of life,my goal and determination to feel alive,be alive,no matter what sandstorm is swirling around me. I love that i can speak my mind;even though i have lost some and gained some from this. I love the way i love and wouldn't want to change it for anyone. I love me with no excuse,no complains,just pure pleasure! . ok, here i am again.It is 2:51AM and I am here wondering what has happened to people? You are only here once.Right here with these other human beings that share our planet and very few kind or sincere words are exchanged...why is that? With all the troubles and heartaches in this world,can no one be bothered to share words of kindness and encourgement? I believe with all my heart,that any words spoken should be good ones.My cre

My 1st Blog
you can stck me with your knives in the side of my dawn,i really dont care.my life in the real world SUCKS and at times ,here too.no i'm not playgirl material,nor do i pretend to be..you can laugh at me,ridicule me,so as long as it makes you feel good about yourself..if peace it gives you ,so be it..me.i do for others in a genuine way and yes THE REAL WORLD folks as well. i dont cut you till you bleed nor do i intend to nor shall i ever..when i go to someone's site i come to view,not to only see or to get as many points as i can,i go there for the pleasure...so ya know what..LIKE me LOVE ME HATE ME...i'll be here long after all is said n done.. why in fu or any other site. do people rag on others by calling them hurtful names,is it a game to make those fell far superior toward others..or are they in need of a real life? me ,myself i comment in my own manner and none of it hurts,it heals..so why cant some seem to feel for others too..i view

Monkey
hmmm. i haven't been on here in a while. i suppose ill just say that tech n9ne is fucking amazing and everyone should check out the new shit. oh and i am soooo glad tomorow is my day off! fucking siiiickkkk yo. yuhhhh. not really sure what i want to say yet, just had a long dayyy. and need to get some stuff off my chest i miss you more than you will ever know. im sick of being second guessed by you, i bust my ass and i get your shit for it. i need a new fucking job cant wait to move back to college you are my best friend at this moment in time, im glad i finally have someone around that is there for me, and i can be there for in return.. you get where im coming from. the last few days have been amazing, i just wish you could say the same.. when i see you bumming around it rips my heart out because i cant fix it.. youre going to perform this week, i saw that.. really wish you had done that with me and not him.. you are making a huge mistake and i wish i could tell

Lyrics
Memories consume, like opening the wound I'm picking me a part again. you all assume, I'm safe here in my room Unless you try to start again. I don't want to be the one, the battles always choose Cause inside I realize, that I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean. I don't know how I got this way, I know it's not alright. So I'm breaking the habit, tonight. -Linkin Park- For Mark..... R. I. P Spend all your time waiting for that second chance For the break that will make it ok There's always some reason to feel not good enough And it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction oh beautiful release Memories seep from my veins They may be empty and weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight In the arms of an Angel fly away from here From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from

Contests!
NEED SOME FU? YOU MUST MESSAGE ME FOR THE RULES! READ THEM BEFORE SIGN UP IM LOOKING FOR THE HOTTEST GUY AND GIRL OF FU! NEWBIES MAY JOIN! THE KING AND QUEEN GET 1 MIL FU A PIECE!AND THE RIGHT TO SAY IM THE HOTTEST IN FU! PRINCE AND PRINCESS GET 100,000 A PIECE TO MAKE IT INTERESTING YOUR FATE IS IN THE FU COMMUNITYS HANDS YOU WILL A PICTURE TO SET UP ON YOUR PROFILE SHOWING YOUR THE HOTTEST! MAX 50 CONTESTANTS! MIN OF 20! GET YOUR ENTRY IN BEFORE FEB 5TH MESSAGE ME FOR THE RULES AND ENTRY FORM GOOD LUCK! CANT WAIT TO SEE THEM HOTTIES

I Wish That I Could ........
my boyfriend and my daughter had a falling out last year and they don't talk to each other, she is willing to talk to him but he won't budge. He wont talk to her, be in the same room as her and won't even come over if she is here. Some times I hate to be in the middle of them cause I love them both so much that I wish they would make up. But he is so stubborn and holds such a grudge that I have to choose who I want to spend my time with. I know that blood is thicker than

Crazy For Him
Well Im not big on telling all my stuff on my profile so I thought Id write a blog about me and sum of who I am. My names Nikki Im 20 gonna be 21 in October. I love my southern roots but basically Im an all out West Virginian Girl wit a southern twist. lol. Im in love with the most wonderful guy on here hes known as Dark Cloud but in rl hes the guy known as my baby . Im fuckin crazy for him and am totally in love. Hes sweet and carring and sumtimes I sit and wonder what good thing Iv done to diserve him. Im a crazy and funny funsized women with alot of love in me . But I can be an ice queen hints one of my nicknames cause apperently im just so evil lol. And all I gots ta say is if you dont like me I rlly dont gives a sheet. lol. ok yall Im blowing this blog so later. Well my last blog was a lil different than this one. Right now my life is great and Im completely happy in mostly every way. Iv got a great boyfriend and he means the world to me hes my everything. I dont know how I got h

Canine Detection
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It's So Cold In Minnesota......
It's so cold in Minnesota.... -It keeps the riff raff out -The biggest accomplishment of the day is getting your car started. -Radio startions and bars hold contests to see who can best imitate the sound of a cab trying to start -The for fun, we throw cups of hot water out out back doors to watch it crystallize in midair -People move to Alaska because it's warmer -They sometimes have to cancel winter survival classes. -They cancel school and even funerals (the governor may even cancel school in the entire state!) -People migrate south for the winter just like many birds (we even have a name for them- snowbirds) -The #1 greeting is "cold enough for ya?" -The #2 saying is "I can't wait until those darn mosquitoes get here, at least it;ll be warm. - It's so cold in Minnesota..... -when you inhale, your nostriles stick together. -people use two sets of keys so they don't have to turn off the car while shopping. -A 'Conga line' refers to a formation of snow plows, not a latin

Share Your Thoughts On Wholesale Clothing
Jack Marshall is a social networker and fashion writing enthusiast who has serious passion for wholesale clothing, wholesale clothing, wholesale apparel, wholesale jeans . HTML clipboardMany retailers are working hard to find the cheapest priced wholesale clothing supplier that gives them the benefit of buying inventory that won’t cost them an arm and a leg. Something that they can buy even on a $100 purchase and still get the same price as those who buys tens of thousands. There are places like this around the Los Angeles area. You just need to know where to find. Consider buying wholesale clothes on closeouts and you can find the best deal you can ever imagine.

Good2priebe
Hey one more thing my B-Day is this saturday and i will be drinking my ass off i will be 31this year. Well to let eveybody know that im about to move up to Great Lakes Il. I will be up there for about 3 years. It will be the closest i have been to my family in about 10 years. I have 2 wonderful kids a timmy jr and monike diane. I also have a loving wife that is my soul mate for life. I have 9years left in the navy. I cant wait to be done so that way i can be with my family full time.. To all live life to the fullest everyday that goes by.

Does It Really Matter What I Call It??
Do you think of me when I'm not around? Do you wonder what I'm doing? Do you long to talk to me like I do you? Do you really want to be with me and a part of my life? Is any of this really real or is it just make-believe? I long to feel your touch, your strong arms and hands wrapped around me.

Fan Fic
Mountains. Heavy are the mountains, but that changes with the passage of time. Yama. Omo I yama. Ji kan wo ka ke te ka wa ru mono. Sky, blue sky. What your eyes can't see. What your eyes can see. Sora. Ao I sora. Me ni mi e na I mono. Me ni mi e ru mono. The Sun. One, only one. Tai you. Hito tu si ka na I mono. Water. It is agreeable. Commander Ikari... Mizu. Ki mo chi no I I koto. I ka ri si rei. Flowers. So many the same. So many without purpose. Hana. Ona ji mono ga ip pa i. I ra na I mono mo ip pa i. Sky. Sky of red. Red the color, the color I hate. Sora. Aka I, aka I sora. Aka I iro. Aka I iro wa kira i. The liquid flows, it drips, ripples and pours. Naga re ru mizu. Blood. Scent of blood. A woman who does not bleed. Chi. Chi no nio i. Chi wo naga sa na I onna. From the red soil the humans come. Aka I tuchi ka ra tuku ra re ta nin gen. Humans made by man and woman. Otoko to onna ka ra tuku ra re ta nin gen. City, a human creation. Machi. H

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Tanks Are Fun
I have 3 whole days left of being a civilian. Then it's off to start the most exciting and gut wrenching job ever! I'm going to say I welcome this new challenge. I also look forward to meeting my fellow brothers/sisters in arms. So yea, ever have one of those days(and I suppose I'm speaking to all enlisted people here), where you run into something that makes you say fuck this civilian shit. I'm glad I'm in the fucking army(or what ever service you're in)? Either way I'm havin one of those momenets. I could be an army snob and say I'm a 19Kilo and leave the rest of you to guessing, but I'm not that big of a dick at the moment. Big fancy way of saying I run Abrams tanks. *Takes a shot* Here's to the Army kids!

Grimmoutlook
Dont no wat iz ok in thze blogz bt i nede a Demonoid invite frm sumwun woo has an account crntlee !!! That wud b grand Thnx in advance !!! WELL WHY NOT !!! WE ALL DIE !!! AND THATS IT !!! NOTHING MORE !!! TAKE WHAT YOU CAN & CRUSH THE REST !!!

Silvers Rock Report
Hey kids!!Saturday night I headed out to Doc's in Portland for a blast from the past. Hellion, Portlands own Judas Priest tribute band was rockin the joint down with their special guests Krotch Rockit. I had never seen Krotch Rockit before and was soon treated to all the greatest songs from all the best hair bands, such as Warrant, Motley Crue, Scorpions and many more. They had the crowd goin nuts as they even looked the part. I had a great time manning the merch table. lol Here are a few pics I got of Krotch Rockit: Thank you so much to Krotch Rockit! I had a blast!!Next up was Hellion. Portland's own Judas Priest tribute. If you know Judas Priest, then you know the next hour was loud and hard driving rock and roll. Hellion never disappoints with their leather bound, screaming renditions of hits like Breakin the Law and Green Manalishi and covering songs from Hel

Lost
Gorilla Zoe "Lost"(feat. Lil Wayne) [Gorilla Zoe] Walking around looking for a way But no one tells me which way to go I'm caught up in a world A labyrinth, a maze Where yes men could easily be known I ask them no questions They give me no answers Following the wise But they're walking in pampers Give me a cigarette Smoking my cancer Drink the pain away But I still have no answers[Hook:] I'm lost on a road Don't know which way to go I'm losing my mind Losing control of the wheel And I'm swerving On and off the road I'm lost on a road But survival is a must Don't know who I can trust I'm living in a rush I don't understand the fuss My brain is bout to bust[Chorus:] I think I'm losing it I might be losing it I just might lose Am I losing my mind? And I'm so confused I don't know what to do And I need a clue before I run out of time Am I losing it? Am I losing it? I think I'm losing I'm losing my mind Am I losing it? Am I losing it? I think I'm losing I'm losing my mind[Lil Wayne] I I

Boredom Equals This
[ NOW ] Current mood: bummed Current music: "Pretty Wings" by Maxwell Current taste: apples Current hair: dark brown w/blonde highlights up in a bun with bangs pinned up Current clothes: t-shirt and pj pants Current annoyance: allergies Current smell: apples Current thing I should be doing: sleeping Current windows open: none Current desktop picture: chevy emblem Current favorite band: dont have one Current book: none at the moment Current cd in stereo: a mix Current crush: Will Current favorite celeb: Channing Tatum [ DO YOU.. ] Smoke?: no Do drugs?: never Have a dream that keeps coming back?: a couple of them Remember your first love?: yes sadly Still love him/her?: no, more like hate him Read the newspaper?: online Have any gay or lesbian friends?: sure do and i love them Believe in miracles?: i believe in God Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: only if you want to remain faithful forever Consider yourself tolerant of others?: of course not Consider love a mistake?:

Why
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from

New Piks
to my pplz im disappear for awhile from facebook nd all the other sties that i b in i have to take care of a lil problem on tuesday i might be gone 4 a couple of months 2 tha ppl that know of this thanks 4 givin me the right advice new piks ya'll check them out will ya? thnx

Stretch Mark Treatment
Stretch Marks Acne Stretch marks or striae are red marks created by overstretching of skin because of sudden weight gain. Puberty, pregnancy or heavy workouts are the main reasons of rapid weight gain. More than 80% of pregnant women suffer from stretch marks. It starts developing in the second trimester and continues till child birth. After child birth these marks start appearing as reddish purple streaks which start darkening gradually. Stretch Marks Acne

80ty's / 20ty's
*80ty / 20ty* Hello my name is "80ty" .Am the one that does many thingsClean, Cook, Serve you,Wash your clothesTalk to, Love you, Care for you,Admire the things you do ,Forgive you wen things go wrong, Nurse you, ETC.Confusing let me explainAm this 80ty that no one wantsYou know the one that you leave at homeYou know the one that you refuse to trophy around because she doesn't look good enough on your armYou know the one that keeps you safe and comfortableThe one who wake up in the middle of the nite to feed youYou know the one who take care of the kids and do the choirs around the houseYah,You know the one who will bend backwards for youYah,You know,And here's this 20ty that do nothingYou know the one that parades her chest, small waist and tight abs

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Feeling In A Broken Heart
If I sleep forever, I won't have to hurt anymore. I won't have to be alone, I won't have to act. I won't have to waste the sunlight or fight the moon..... I can just sleep forever Today is my birthday and for the first time in my life I'm sad. I have a cloud over me, I try to get away but it follows me. Its raining down on me,Keeping the sunhine from my face, I feel soaked, weighted down,heavy if you will. Happiness is around me I can see it but the cloud won't let me near it. I'm tired of feeling anger, sadness and loss. PLEASE COVER ME!!!! Hand me an umbrella, aNYTHING I'll try ANYTHING to rid myself of this cloud...... PLEASE COVER ME....

Another Day Another Dollar
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Dark Days....
Have you ever noticed how the littlest thing you say could do more damage to someone than good, weather you meant it or not??? the littlest thing you say can set someone back on years of depression and anger... the years they worked so hard to block out so it doesnt effect their every day life... it truely bothers me that there are people who dont think twice about what they say first.... granted, ive had my share of times ive spoke before i thought, and i would step up and apologize about what i said or what i did.... but there are people who are just so heartless that what they say, even after they find out how much what they said hurt someone, they still cant and wont step up and apologize.... i dont get that.... yeah ima bitch, and ill admit it right off hand and i dont care.... but..... ive never been able to be heartless like that.....

Problems
The Greek public is in shock for the last 48 hours after the most popular model in the country Theo Theodoridis was caught with 4 kilos of cocaine at the airport in Sofia on Sunday night. Because of his exceptional beauty, the 32 year old Theo is often compared by the young to the ancient Greek God of the sun Apollo and is loved by the older because of his numerous charities. Theo can sweep people off their feet with his appearance on the catwalk, which guarantees him numerous prestige jobs and in the last 1-2 years he proved he has actor’s talent as well. This is why the news that he is caught carrying drugs worked as a cold shower for his fans, who are mainly 10-11 years old or even 70 and up. The 32 year old model was caught at the airport in Sofia with a fake passport when he was trying to get on the airplane for Istanbul. The passport control police found his real passport too and informed their Greek colleagues right away. He was also being searched for from the Greek police

Lovekittens Blogs
goood morning friends. love is hard have at times in my cause been hurt twice so maybe one day ill find the true love but not sure if there anyone out there or not what you think this? i want

Just Some Random Ramblings...
Sorry the names were taken out, her name is Tammy Holycross and her sons name was Adrian. She was from Sacramento, Cali. He died in poverty and torment, a little boy buried in a new suit donated by a department store. Adrian Conway's grave lies in the "Garden of Hope" at Mount Vernon Memorial Park in Fair Oaks, where a small orange Garfield doll sits on the simple marker: "Playing in God's garden." A dozen years later, the 3-year-old child is still remembered by many in Sacramento and beyond. His 1996 death became a rallying cry in the community and a benchmark for Sacramento County's

Singlez In The City
Hey Everyone!! Just a reminder that Our launch party for Singlez in The City is this Thursday, August 27th, starts at 7pm. The party is at the stylish WXYZ Bar in the aLoft Hotel (owned by W Hotel). There will be dancing, drinks, and fun people to mingle with. We are expecting a minimum of 150 people there! Its also a great party to network. We are giving SWAG away; $50 gift certificates to Lime, Indulge, Hapa Sushi, and much more! We also have a few semi-celebs coming...Issa from 95.7, Bailey from 93.3 and Jesse from the bachelor!!Its $25 if you RSVP online, otherwise it's $35 at door. Click the link below: http://www.zclubco.com/Come enjoy the party and support my new job! Emily Hey Everyone! I'm just starting out as an event planner and I'm doing singles events! so every one that lives in colorado should come check out my event! It should be so awesome! rsvp and get more info at www.zclubco.com/launch