Poem- You And Me
You move your hands down my sides The sensation I can’t hide Moving your soft fingertips Back and forth across my hips. You kiss me softly, and pull me close I touch the flesh I lust the most Your warm skin pressed against mine Makes me crave you all the time. Your hot seductive body Make me feel oh-so naughty Deeper and deeper we go… Until what is hidden shows. I look deep into your eyes And anticipate your sighs Not to sure of anything Except the new game you bring. Every move doubles my pleasure So much more than I can measure All fears are gone, only trust As excitement surges through us

Poetry
The knot is there The hideous knot I can’t bare Bringing its unwelcomed pain Spreading through, corrupting my brain Origin of my depression Stays without invitation What will I do to ease the pain? Drink so much I forget my name Or slice my wrists till blood is flowing Death is knocking and I’m not ignoring Will this be my final day Or will salvation come my way? Silently I watch the day Go by in gentle dismay Filled with sorrow without reason Perhaps it is my own hearts treason Nowhere to turn to relieve my burden So I silently sit watching the days curtain Release of the pain is what I desire Rage kindles an internal fire Inside it stays as I wait Silently sitting trying not to break I come to you veiled in black My tainted soul inside out Can you see its decayed aura? Guilt, betrayal will not cleanse With soap or steel wool. Help me deal! Shove my soul back in its place. Put a wreath of daisies on my brow. Adorn me in a robe of whit

Poem- Je T'aime
I can hear your laugh when you’re not near I can feel your touch when you’re not here I can see your smile when you’re away I can taste your kiss day after day. Love me, Kiss me, Touch me, Miss me… Hold me close, hold me tight Keep me with you all through the night Don’t let me go, don’t let me leave When you’re gone, I can’t seem to breathe. I need you with me to keep me alive Deeper into passion we both do dive You and me, always and forever One and one, we’ll make it together. Love me, Kiss me, Touch me, Miss me… Hold me close, hold me tight Keep me with you all through the night Don’t let me go, don’t let me leave When you’re gone, I can’t seem to breathe. We live out our dreams all in our mind Waiting for that one-of-a-kind I’ve given you the key to my heart Now it’s your turn, I did my part. Love me, Kiss me, Touch me, Miss me… Hold me close, hold me tight Keep me with you all through the night Don’t let me go, don’t let me leave When you

Poem- Right In Your Eyes
How many times can I try and fail, And how many times Can I try to walk Only to crawl. How can I be what You want me to be When I can’t even see. How can I be everything You want me to be, how can I, How can I, how can I be everything? How long before Seconds good enough, And how much more Can I screw this up. How many times do I need to apologize. How many times will I need to dry my eyes. How can I be everything You want me to be, how can I, How can I, how can I be everything? I try, and try, just to fail, And be nothing to you. When all along I just wanted To be special to you. Why is it I can’t be right. Perfect in your sight, when Will I ever get it right. How can I be everything You want me to be, how can I, How can I, how can I be everything?

Contest - Please Check It Out
Get at me if you are interested! If I can get at least 5 people to enter, the winner will get a 3 day Blast. Thanks and much love! MUAH! Click on her pic below and rate and help me vote for her...she's tied for first - let's get this hotite ahead!!!!

What A Day..........
Same old sh*t just a differnt day , It always seems to end the same Trudge on blindly , feel the strain , While fitful sleep just dulls the pains Fighting off demons deep within, Reliving the memories again and again Each moment's another eternity, Confusion driven by curiosity Only to find with wild eye's , One more sick daydream to despise Just a marionette in some twisted play , This can't be real , what a f**king day.

Poem- Drink
Take a sip for happiness At least that’s what you think it is It brings you somewhere new So that you won’t be blue Unconsciously dying Your inside is crying Please stop lying And be true to your heart I know what is happening to you I know what you should do Your losing control It’s eating your soul It’s bringing you to an end Is this what you want my friend? Gain control of your life Don’t let it be the last knife In your heart you know I’m right about your control It’s non-existent in you Your drink owns you But you don’t have one problem Because your drink can solve them Before you can think You open another And take a drink Your losing control It’s eating your soul It’s bringing you to an end Is this what you want my friend? It brings you to some place Far out in outer space But you’re all alone Your empty bottle is your home No one left to turn to Everyone else has left you But all you need is your drink At least that’s what you think

Poem- Cry America Cry
I hear America crying What was here is lost… Children play with dirty needles While parents argue amongst themselves. Careless is what they’ve become… Throwing themselves into the crowd Uniformly, they play follow the leader, And torment those who won’t. America cries louder and louder Crying from diseases that have spread… Throughout this place it has spread. Dead bodies pollute the streets Lost souls follow the anger, That has brought this country together. Everything has been lost… The lives have all been lost. America is still crying The pain will never pass… All thighs showing, The pail, white legs of her showing As he hands her what she is due. A heavy bundle tossed into the dumpster. The crying will cease… All guilt will eventually cease. Please cry America

Poem- Reality
The sky shatters And the Earth shakes The ocean surges Our soul’s at stake Human kills human It’s all the same Government pleads Who is to blame? The drugs flourish We play the game No one will win… Empty hall of fame. Almost dead bodies Killer contact AIDS on the rage Ignore the fact. Bruised and bloody Impulsive act She lies crying As he beats her back The sky shatters And the Earth shakes The ocean surges Our soul’s at stake The baby won’t live No one will care One more life lost How is that fair? He won’t take ‘no’ Her skin is bare He enters her… She’s no longer rare. A rape, a murder It’s all the same We fight out death And play the game. There’s no way to will Our county is maimed Diseases kill… Who is to blame? Drugs everywhere No one has shame.

Poem- Help Wanted
Help Wanted… I can’t control myself anymore I’m falling deep into the abyss And all the time I’m crying Help me… please I’m spinning out of control I’m twirling around in myself I can’t stop… please help I’m so lost within I can’t find a way out I’m stuck…please help I’m falling further behind I can’t catch up I’m losing…please help Help Wanted… I can’t control myself anymore I’m falling deep into the abyss And all the time I’m crying Help me… please I’m trapped in a dark place I can’t see anyone I’m alone…please help I’m beating at my own skin I’m tearing the flesh I’m angry…please help I don’t know what I can do I can’t find the answer I’m clueless…please help Help Wanted… I can’t control myself anymore I’m falling deep into the abyss And all the time I’m crying Help me…please I’m tired of it all Always spinning, falling, losing Constantly trying, beating, crying I can’t take anymore…please help

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Thank You...
More Rock ´n´ Roll Soon:)) Hi All:))) Lots of news......still moving here....but im finally in the new flat soon....here in mönchengladbach! so its easy to see my german freinds......music wise.....dolf has got me a two week Rock n Roll Show in Croatia next year....so thats great! Going to be getting a German Rock n Roll Band too....if there are any german groups whod like to team up drop me a line:)) Got show at a local country club too.....and im planning on doing some busking tour of holland and germany.....so that could be fun..supermarkets etc...... of course i gotta get settled and then its on with the show and recordings etc...... Shawn xxx Thank you all .. for the great responds to my BD it's a pleasure to see how many comments I got on my Fubar account.. SO THANX ALL.... Shawny :) In this week end it is in Norway the womans day today.. wow when is the mans day ??

My Venture Into The Shadows
It used to be that I poured all by blood, sweat and tears into my baby blog. I have now decided to move on from that and attempt to close the wound a bit more. I have found through this journey...my life thus far....losing the baby and the consequent attempt to heal that it has made me realize who and what I am just a bit more. I think that many of you will agree that a serious occurance in our lives can bring about something that has lain dormant in our heart or soul. I have experienced just that. I have come to realize that I have always been just a little bit different....a little darker but I could never really put a finger on it growing up. I just always knew I was different and tried to exist the best I could. Through losing the baby and trying to heal afterward, I realized that there is more to life than trying to "fit in" or be "normal". Now, like a lightswitch being flipped, I have realized what I have been ignoring....what I have been avoiding. I now embrace the dark

Poem- Soul Mates
You are my soul mate All love and no hate. Who needs friends When you have love with no end. You bring me to a new place Out deep in outer space. I can see no lies When I look into your eyes. It’s great that I have you I’ll do as you want me to. As long as you say you love me I’ll do what it takes to make you happy. Tell me our love will never end You are my lover, my only friend. The others don’t believe That I’m not being deceived. They say you are using me I don’t see how that could be. I know you didn’t mean it When you said I’m not worth shit. If sex will make everything right I’ll make love to you every night. As long as you say you love me I’ll do what it takes to make you happy. I’m sorry I made you angry Do you still love me? I promise I won’t do it again You’re my soul mate, my only friend. I know that it’s my fault I’ll try harder not to make you shout. I’ll just pretend that you didn’t hit me And didn’t come in this morning at three. Don’

July 2, 2007
Plants need air, water and sunlight to grow. What are three essential items that your mind, body and spirit need to do the same? Think about it, then figure out ways to incorporate them into your life on a regular basis.

Poetry
Two stubborn hearts that don't want to let go Each refusing to accept what they both know As time flew by, the distance grew They fell apart before they knew To memories of good times she still clings She's letting go and accepting the tears it brings She loves him more than words can tell Letting him go, is her personal hell She's made up her mind and he doesn't know He's holding on to a woman who's letting go She's has to go but wishes she could stay She's hiding emotions, keeping them at bay Her hearts telling her to hold on for dear life She knows she has to let go for good this time Deep down inside, there's an endless ache I need to know, can you hear my heart break? You are the cause - You made it so I just thought that you should know My love was honest pure and kind You couldn't get that through your mind So you just threw my love away Or are you saving it for a rainy day? Beat after beat, my heart slowly breaks Tear after tear my sould softly cries for

I Need Fans And Friends
PLEASE GO AND CHECK OUT MY PICTURS AND LEAVE COMMENTS! I JUST LOVE TO READ THEM!!XOXOX i AM VERY BORED AND WOULD LIKE TO READ SOME COMMENTS PEOPLE HAVE ABOUT ME SO GO AHEAD AND RATE, FAN, AND ADD. pLEASE DONT FORGET TO LEAVE COMMENTS BECAUSE I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH!! MUAHZ XOXO CHERRY_TART

Friends
Hey, I just wanted to say thank you to everyone I contacted for adding me. I think I've requested to be added more than people have requested to add me lol but I assume that's ok for a girl to innitiate the contact. Feel free to send all your friends my way, especially if they are local to me. Have a great day.

Poem- Never Weak
Tears swell up in my eyes I close them tight and try not to cry Anger is eating me alive… It’s beating at my soul… Ripping at my heart… And lashing out at my happiness I don’t want to be here I want out of this hole But I cannot see the summit Of this endless tunnel I hunt for an end… And search for a shortcut… But every branch I reach, snaps And I’m sent back to the bottom I’m once again forced to be alone Because this place is truly unknown I do not know myself anymore I can’t say I’m the same person Too many tricks have been played For me to remain level I’m too paranoid to notice the sinking Until I’m so far under… I can’t see the light anymore… Only darkness and emptiness… Life creeps away slowly I beg it to come back Why does it want to leave? Am I really that horrible? Once again I try not to cry I can’t show pain… They must not know… I can’t be weak… Not around them, not around anyone I can’t be weak, I’m never weak Never…

Poem- Tell Me
Your passion makes me think your love is true, But I’m afraid I’m being lied to. How do I know if you really love me? Your desire is making me love you, Even if I don’t want to. I want to touch you and hold you tight… Tell me that everything will be alright… But that won’t make you love me too. I’m confused, what should I do? My heart tells me I love you, my brain says no So I don’t really know what I should show… Should I follow my heart? Like I did to make this start? Or should I listen to my mind, And give you some more time? Explain to me what I should do… What would you do if I were you? Tell me how you feel about me What is it in me that you see? I just want to know if your love is true And if I should give my heart to you.

Poem- My Crying Storm
The calm before the storm A new breeze is born Sand floats around me As I watch the angry sea Fearlessly the birds soar high Listening to the rains lonesome cry. Drops falling one by one Harder and harder they come Each piercing my skin Bringing the pain farther in Everything consumed by the rage About to let loose from my cage. All I have known is tossed about I can’t do anything buy shout One angry word thrown around The most deadly sound Finally the wrath begins to ease No one but myself to please. The anger has split our souls And the sand has filled some holes The wind has blew us different ways But still some of the pain stays Just walk away from me And let my crying storm be.

I Wanna Dj Rap
weeeeeeeee hit me up if u neeed a hiphop dj i do metal and tech too but not much haha

Not A Vic Account Anymore
gorilla monster@ CherryTAP

Stupid People
i think i love this site to be a big girl like me in the real world you dont get told that you are beautiful 50 times a day. and then i get on here and have photo comments saying how beautiful i am it is a real confidence booster. i love the fact that people on here are not as rude as people you see on the street they are not as critical. i mean i know that i am not ugly by any means but i aint no supermodel either i am just simply average and i am fine with that but thank you for all the wonderful comments i get from people on here it really helps and if everyone was as nice as the people that visit my page then people would really start feeling better about thenselves! SO AGAIN I SAY THANK YOU TO ALL THE GUYS GIRLS BOUNCERS AND EVERYONE WHO VISITS MY PAGE I LOVE YOU ALL KISSES!!!!!!! i cant believe how stupid some people are they will mark some of the stupidist shit nsfw but guess what i did not ask not one person to look at my pics!!! or is this just me but i dont go out as

Music Downloads?
Damnit...my music virgin downloading ass just realized that music i add to my playlist on imeem are switching to 30 second samples after I spent hours making sure the ones i added where the full length.... Does anyone know where i can get full length music for free? I have a friend who is a VP for Cingular and she was telling me about some big new product they came out with this week that is supposed to be a phone, music player and can fly you to the moon and all this other shit...i have no clue about those kind of things.

Missing Them!!!!!!!!!!
I miss my kids so much it really breaks my heart....Now my bf is gone til the end of Sept... and I miss him more and more everyday.....Life is so boring here in the Soo and I'm doing everything I can to stay clean and out of trouble....Well thats all I feel like saying today.... Susan AKA Cleo{the devils spawn princess} Since I left my husband and children its seems their lives have gotten some much better...My daughters grades came up,my son is doing unbelievable in college and my soon do be x-husband is doing everything he always talked about doing....I guess me leaving was the best thing for the 3 of them I just wish my life would getting better instead its falling apart...There is so much more drama in my life now I really wish I could go HOME!!! Where I am in my life now doesnt seem fair and I have to accept they r better off without me in their lives...WEll I am so proud of the three of them I wish them the best...I love them all!!!! I guess the old saying "misery loves compan

Me
THIS IS ABOUT ME......I AM IN THE MIDDLE MOVING RIGHT NOW SO IF I AM NOT HERE DONT STOP LOVING ME......I PROMISE ANYTIME I CAN ILL LOVE YA BACK ......SO MORE THEN OTHERS YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.......SO SMILE AND BE FUCKING HAPPY

Nsfw
I understand that cherry tap is all about meeting friends and what not. However it's also nice to level up and have your pics rated. I seem to keep adding people that are only interested in my NSFW pics. Hey that's cool and all, but I get no points for those rates and comments and that's the only ones you guys rate. I'm not saying all of you, but the majority of you yes! So I am locking them up and if ya want in them get to know me and rate my other pics. If ya think i'm a bitch for this...delete me! I don't need you as a friend. Go rent a porno! Thanks, Jackie I hate to sound like a broken record, but please do not ask to be in my family. My family has earned the right to be where they are by being a great friend to me. To them family isn't all about my nsfw photos. To many of you guys think that this site is all about that and you are so wrong. I really get aggravated when I log on and some member that never even has said hello to me pops in my shout box immedia

My Poetry
What's in a Voice? I may not see your face And some may say its a disgrace But when i hear you speak Its as if you are here with me. Standing behind me Holding me Whispering telling me a secret That only we two know. What i hear in your voice Is a rythmic beat the beat of your heart speaking to me Calling me And to you my voice speaks back Calling you to speak to me. So when I say to call me Or that i need to hear you. Its not your voice i'm hearing But its your heart i listen to. Your heart i speak to. Your heart that i'm loving. Phyne C. Princess Copyright ©2007 Phyne C Princess Believe me when i tell you that i'm not the same as them. Believe me when i tell you that i want more for you. Believe me when i tell you that i'll forever be your friend. Believe me when I tell you that i'll do nothing to hurt you. Believe me when I tell you that I want to be with you. Believe me when I te

H.t.a Leveling Crew
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Joke Of The Day
Good Morning All Just a little joke to start your day, your going to love this one Tickle Me Elmo There is a factory in Northern Minnesota, which makes the Tickle Me Elmo toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms. Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM. The next day at 8:45 AM there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door. The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the 2 men march down to the factory floor. When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and they're really beginning to pile up. At the end of the line stands Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's.

Bombing Missions,first Week Of July + Bomber Requests
Lord Wolf Commander + Chief,Kingdom of Wolves,Owner Wolf's Den Lounge.Formerly Founder L.R.L.~Society of Wolves,Royal Bombing Wolves. Hows it going? Comment bombing is when you comment the Same Picture,over an Over.Wether someone in the Family,or Contestants in Contests to Help them Win.For a Show of Pride an Honor. ,Kingdom of Wolves,.Founded by myself.When a Contestant needs us to Bomb. me..Depending how well you Bomb for her or His Contest Determines the Gift's you receive from me.If the Contestant wins the Contest.All Bombers will Get a Great Gift from me.Upon bombing for the Contestant.I will post her Link to that Contest~,Stash,Bulletin,Blog,An also Distribute to all Bombers of Kingdom of Wolves Family.Everyone Wins.If you yourself wants to Enter a Contest.You will have our Family here to Bomb for you.I was also the Founder of L.R.L.>~Society of Wolves.I have been a Bit Stern in the Past.Trying to Chill a Bit.I Drop many 11's as well per day.An if I see someone who

Im A Dork
so yeah as u can see im a fan of the 80's especially Transformers i went to where it all began here in good old rhode island where hasbro made Transformers for us all. Hey who knew that it was gonna explode and it did toys, then a tv show, the cartoon movie and you all know what happens many seasons of transformers. So i went to the transformers convention here in rhode island and well dang there is a god lol all the toys i use to have and i miss thanks brad for riping the legs of jetfire and oh yeah where did optimus prime go. He he he yeah oh i dont know what happend to your construticons maybe you should check the garbage no im j/k. Hey i love video games, i collect comics, and watch way to many movies but thats me im a dork.

The Ponderings Of The Bored.
I have been cruising homepages, and reading profiles alot recently and I noticed alot of people talking about "downrating." Now I can only assume that this means rating them a 1. Personally I could care less what I am rated, but I can see how some people might. I rate profiles and pics as I see it. I am sorry if I didnt rate you as high as you think you should have been, but I guess I just dont think like you do. Have a great day and take care.

Poetry
June 28, 2006 Asking myself why Why Why are you here for me when everyone else has fled from the scene Fled from what could have been my rescue You stand there unflinching as the cold air stings You think you can keep it from happening Your illusions and facades will not save me from the inevitable The inevitable event that is my immergence into a new consciousness A consciousness that no one understands but I Seems as though I never stop running Running away from the past While not even heading towards the future The inevitability of my pain is overcome me It will never stop Never cease or desist Always returning for another piece Another piece of me I am helpless to stop the cycle As it returns And returns July 20, 2006 Love Why is this an elusive creature One that I am not even sure resides inside of me anymore Why must everyone be so entranced by it When will I get over that love I had once Never to come around again I will not apologiz

Contest
IM IN AN AUCTION THE STARTING BID IS 50000 FU-BUCKS AND HERE IS THE PRIZE IF YOU ARE THE WINNER 15 MINUTE PHONE CALL RATE OF ALL PICS N STASHES BECOME MY #1 FRIEND BE MY FAMILY MEMBER MAKE A BLOG/BULLY PIMPOUT A SALUTE OF CHOICE A 7 DAY BLAST ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK ON MY PIC AND GO BID Cheap TrickI Want You To Want MeMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com OK WHO WANTS TO BE FU OWNED BY SOMEONE. TO ENTER IT COST 5,000 FUBUCKS. AND MIN BID MUST BE AT LEAST 50,000 ON ALL CONTESTANTS. BOTH PARTIES WILL HAVE TO ADD YOU TO THEIR NAME FOR 30 DAYS. fan, rate, and add the bidder add the bidder as a top friend for 30 days 1 personal SWF or NSFW salute photo rates 10 or higher SEND IN YOUR EMAIL TO ME IF YOU WANT TO ENTER.. YOUR PHOTO LINK YOUR SCREEN NAME WHAT YOU ARE OFFERING FOR BIDDERS TO BID ON YOU SUCH AS: fan, rate, and add the bi

Opening My Eyes!
Is it too soon to love you Why do I believe it's perfect Could it be I'm scared to take a chance I Think that we are moving too fast Yesterday you said some things to me That made it plain for me to see And now I do believe That there's a chance for you and me Elated I would be, If it became reality I'll put away all my fears, cause fate has brought us here Is it too soon to love you When I just met you the other day Why do believe it's perfect Enspired by all the things you say Could it be I'm scared to take a chance It's just a few days but I'm open wide Or maybe I should take my time I think where moving fast but I want you bad My mind is telling me one thing But my body says another I wanna be your lover It's hard to figure out In the back of my mind there's so much doubt Why do I look for clues When there's no reason to question you It's only natural I Just gotta wait and see Will we ever be Karma leaves no story untold, What i di

Not "all" Negative "myths" About Us "men" Are True!
A Good Man A good man is not going to meet every item on your checklist. He is human with frailties and faults mixed in with all of his wonderful, strong attributes. He needs your love and respect. He needs to feel that you don't live to catch him doing something wrong so you can declare, "Aha! I knew you were a dog!" A good man isn't insecure about his woman having great achievements. In fact, he is her number one supporter and becomes disappointed with her when she begins to lose herself, especially for the sake of not hurting his feelings, or only wanting to make him happy. His happiness comes with seeing her excel in her dreams and accomplishing her goals. For as she excels and is exalted, a good woman will bring her good man right along with her. A good man doesn't necessarily give you a huge birthday or Valentine's gift. He shows his love in the ways that are comfortable to him. Don't judge him by TV standards. No one is really living a fairy tale. You'll miss out

My Sweet Cherry
Lying quietly in my lonely room, there is no sounds, but the sound of the quiet hum of the ceiling fan breaks the silent with a soothing rythmn. It begins to rain outside, the drops create a soothing rythmn on the metal roof. As I lay there, listening to the off beat rythmns of both the fan above and the rain outside, I close my eyes and think of my love laying next to me. I can feel her warm breath on my bare chest as she sleeps, the softness of her body against my skin as she lays sleeping, her breathing slow and rythmic, almost in tempo with the rain outside. As the lightning brightens up the room in a soft, blue white glow, I catch a glimpse of the curves of her body, sexy and sweet as a freshly picked cherry. Our love making hours before has filled my heart with anticipation of another round, I smell her sweet perfume that fills my head with satisfaction, knowing that nothing will disturb this perfect moment. Her hair lays softly on the pillow, her face full of content as sh

Friends
To all me new fubar friends. I just want to wish u all the best & I luv u guys. You all are great people. I'm glad I joined.

Come And Gone....
on the top...its been a year since my divorce.... I feel good about it...I have no desire to have him back or to go back....My feeling is that our time together was never supposed to be....like I waisted time and energy....that the real reason we met is to make two beautiful children...I love them both with all my heart.... next....its been almost three months that Ive been with my boyfriend...but it seems longer...Its like we know each other so well...I can truely say that i think he knows me better than i know myself...so understanding....loving....caring....so do i deserve this man???thats been my question....will i make him happy??? time.....yes time will tell...i cant think of ever being without him...yes i love him with everything i have...i never thought to feel this way but i do....maybe this was the way it was supposed to be so that i would value him more...but i still feel like i wasted time...wish i had met him sooner...

Poem From Amy.fits Me To The T
~PUTTING IT AWAY~ _________________ My anger has been dimininshed as a fire being banked for the night. It still crackles lightly under it's ashen blanket, casting sparks occasionally towards the watching stars. The embers wait to be fed by the bruised emotions that remain at my feet. For now I am content to let the fire die, and store my feelings as kindling to fuel a later blaze. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~WASTED ENERGY~ _______________ You can't cure the blind to see which cannot be seen. To make them feel what is beyond their reverant touch. Living in their world black and white with blinders shielding their eyes, cursing the color's healing light with every burdensome step. "Savage" I may be, but faithful is my heart and imagined I would have not that our steeple housed such devil's thoughts! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Janis Joplin
Janis Joplin is (maybe the only) hero in Brians story. She stood against the person that had killed him. It was a fight between ladies. What did she do? She sang Me And Bobby McGee. As she said during the rehersals to the song: "After this somebody else must take over". How do you win over a 1000 judases? Hendrix died 18th sept 1970. Janis Joplin made her last album during sept 1970. The last recordings Janis completed were "Mercedes Benz" and a birthday greeting for John Lennon on October 1, 1970; Lennon, whose birthday was October 9, later told Dick Cavett that her taped greeting arrived at his home after her death. The movie Easy Rider. The song Easy Rider was originally on the album Big Brother And The Holding Company (by the same group) from 1967. It is a mock song about Janis Joplin by Janis' own group. She is one of the few that has experienced that. Jimi Hendrix made his version Ezy Rider in late 1969 (the movie premiered in july 1969): There g

Im Shuttin Down
im shuttin down this profile cuz i never get a chance to go on it if u wanna hit me up...hit me up on myspace www.myspace.com/freakypeaches06

I'm Sort Of Feeling Out Of It........
First, I just want to say I'm sorry for not doing much on rating or commenting as of late. Lately, when I get on site, the feeling of 'why bother?', 'what's the point?' and 'who really cares?' comes over me. I know part of it is because I haven't been feeling well and I'm feeling down. It could also be from tapping the energy of the Full Moon for the first time and it's just a form of 'let down'. But most of this has been ongoing for a while before that. I'll try to catch up as soon as I can shake this (I hope soon). By now, you all will have noticed that I have taken my sort of nsfw pic of me out of my albums. I got tired of guys asking if they can see it (many without even rating me first) or asking to be on my family list when they find out that only 'family' can see it. Sorry, but I'm at my limit for adding more family and I'm not going to add anyone to the list just so they can see a stupid pic! That's not what the family list is for. At least, for me it isn't. The people on

Neg. Peeps.... Lol
i was just blocked from a mumm..... because the question was..... with video mind you...... does this mean he likes me?....... i simply asked... "and you are how old" ... feeling this was a teenager or else someone that really needs some help...... this is what was in my shoutbox..... too funny.... mexican_ju...: ok its just a question no need to fckin critisize me ->mexican_ju...: oh okay i figured........you were a teen mexican_ju...: im 18 knowing me and some knowing me ... if i was criticizing her i think she would know about it.... peeps like this are too funny........ that and downraters...... the type of peeps i dont even worry about..... they are waiting on a reaction and if you give one they win....... the are neg. peeps....... Not Exactly Grounded......... lol

Lyrics
Until It Sleeps by Metallica album: Load (1996), S&M (1999) Where do I take this pain of mine I run but it stays right by my side So tear me open, pour me out There's things inside that scream and shout And the pain still hates me So hold me until it sleeps Just like a curse, just like the stray You feed it once and now it stays Now it stays So tear me open, but beware There's things inside without a care And the dirt still stains me So wash me until I'm clean It grips you so hold me It stains you so hold me It hates you so hold me It holds you so hold me Until it sleeps... So tell me why you've chosen me Don't want your grip Don't want your greed Don't want it I'll tear me open, make you gone No more can you hurt anyone And the fear still shapes me So hold me until it sleeps It grips you so hold me It stains you so hold me It hates you so hold me It holds you, holds you, holds you Until it sleeps... I don't want it.....NO So t

Im Out
im makin id's now all i ask in return is a fan rate and add im tryin to get my ranking up so if someone wanted to pimp me out that would be awesome. i know there is some people on here with a crap load of friends and fans (i need some lol) but yeah if u want an cherrytap id there r some examples in my pics let me know what kind you want and the pic link and what name u want on it, and ill do it, if u want somethin different send me some ideas and ill c what i can do on the pics no gifs please (morphs) the dont seem to work lol and not too close to your face gotta crop it down and resize it ill ge to u in the order u send me the request unless it is a different one then ill do them at the end thanx no more id makin tonight im gonna hit the sack if anyone else wants one send me the link to the pic u want and what name u want on it and let me know if u want a shocker id or basic one and ill do them later on today, and if u know anyone else that might want one tell them to hi

Have No Clue
Men See You As Understated You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman. You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men. Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you. You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know wellHow Do Men See You? You have a sexual IQ of 128 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com stupidme2235@ CherryTAP

With Friends Like This ?
WELL, WHAT CAN I SAY ? I HAVE BEEN SIZED UP TO ANOTHER DUDE THAT I DON'T EVEN KNOW. I HAVE BEEN ALSO EXPLAINED TO THAT A CERTAIN CHICK WANTS TO PAY OFF MY HOUSE AND ALL OF MY BILLS AND FOR ME TO KICK OUT THE PERSON I HAVE BEEN LIVING WITH FOR THE PAST 14 YEARS. I HAVE HAD IT EXPLAINED TO ME THAT SHE DOESN'T QUITE KNOW HOW TO TELL ME THAT SHE IS IN LOVE WITH ME. FIRST OF ALL, LET ME START OUT BY SAYING "YOU WERE JUST A FRIEND". NOW YOU ARE NOTHING MORE THAN JUST A MEMORY. I SPELLED IT RIGHT TOO. AND A VERY BADD MEMORY AT THAT. YOU ARE A LIAR, YOU ARE SELFISH, YOU HAVE NO REPECT FOR OTHER OR YOURSELF OR YOUR OWN CHILD FOR CHRIST SAKE. THE ONLY REASON PEOPLE EVEN GIVE YOU A SECOND GLANCE IS BECAUSE THEY FEEL SO SORRY FOR THE SHIT YOU PUT YOUR SON THROUGH. JUMPING FROM MAN TO MAN FROM BED TO BED AND FROM TRUCK TO CAR AND DON'T EVEN HAVE A FUCKING CLUE ! SKATING BY IN LIFE BY THE SKIN OF YOUR TEETH AND LIVING OFF OF EVERYONE ELSE THINKING THAT THE SHIT YOU DO GOES COMPLETELY UN NOTICED BY T

It's A Blog, It Doesn't Need A Name.
I am so bored I could do something totally outrageous...........!!! This girl was not meant to sit at home and have no fun.......things may get crazy.......if I'm lucky.....but then again..it's time to make my own luck...... So I live in small town Ohio. Yes I have kids, teens. I work alot of hours and I love my job. I'm pretty much just hangin' out on here, love to talk to new, yet interesting people. I'm not out to get a huge fan club so don't expect me to add anyone as a friend if we haven't talked. Feel free to say hello.........I'm pretty outgoing, often times outspoken.......I love to laush and just chill.......so there you have it. Anything else is open for discussion. So I've taken a week off of work, vacattion time. Not doing anything special...just chillin', working on relaxation in a major way. Only I find I'm still getting pulled this way and that and I'm not taking any me time. So fuck it.....it really is all about me. I'm doing the same ol' same ol' family BB

Evan's Rants
I'm sick and tired of girls (and guys too for that matter) having screen names that include the words: sexy curvy kitten/cat/kitty vampress/vampire (You're not a vampire. Stop acting like it.) juggalo/juggalette baby shorty juicy 420 momma/daddy pimp/pimptress honey sweetie cutie hottie babe chick queen hot mami angel empress mistress/master goddess/god dj (unless you actually are a REAL DJ, and I'm not talking about playing CDs for your friends!!) sweet sassy ETC. Or any combination of the above... even if those words describe you. Think of something different, people! Be original. So if your screen name is SweetNSassySexGoddess... don't talk to me. It sems like forever since I've been back on fubar. With work, school, graduation, packing, moving (I'll be moving back home at the beginning of June!), and worrying about grad school, I haven't had much time to get online except to check my messages and talk to my close friends. I'll miss Bowling Green,

Dark_shadowz Speaks
I just wanted to take the time to thank all the ones who have checked out my profile, and gave me gifts, and comments on my page, and rated my photos you have all been very nice for me being the new one here tonight I will reply to each of you as soon as I figure out how this all works:)thanks again..D.S.

Prayer
Piki äba ish binili ma! Our Father which art in heaven, Chi hohchifo hät holitopashke Hallowed be thy name Ish apehlichika yät älashke. Thy kingdom come. Nana ish ai ahni ka yakni pakna ya Thy will be done in earth, yohmi kät, äba yakni a yohmi mak o chiyuhmashke. as it is in heaven. Himak nitak ilhpak pim ai älhpesa kako ish pi ipetashke. Give us this day our daily bread. Mikmät nana il aheka puta ish pi kashoffi kät, And forgive us our debts, pishno ät nana pim aheka puta il i kashofi chatuk a ish chiyuhmichaske. as we forgive our debtors. Mikmät anukpälika yoka ik ia chik pim And lead us not into temptation, aiahno hosh, amba nan-okpulo a ish pi a hlakofihinchashke: but deliver us from evil; Apehlichika, mikmät For thine is the kingdom, nan-isht-aiahli, micha isht aholitopa and the power, and the glory aiena kät chimmi a bilia yoke. for ever Amen. Oh, Great Spirit, whose voice I hear in the winds Whose breath gives life to the world, hear me I come to you as one of your

Wtf
IM IN MY FIRST GIVE AWAY FOR A 3 DAY BLAST....LOOKIG 4 SUM LUV:p JUST CLICK ON THE PIC....COME SHOW YOUR LUV ok im gettin real sick of all the bs thats going on here on fubar!....i feel if ppl arent over 21 they shoud not be allowd on this site.....i know theres many members that agree....i realy think something needs to be done...who agrees with me? tonight chicago vs cowyboys.....tonight at 7:15 eastern time.... w00t w00t cowboys gonna get beat by the bears in chitown....lol

Grrrr!!!!!
Has anyone else ever makde the mistake of believing that cops could only radar your speed while they're sitting still? I did. So today I was cruising along. I wasn't really aware that I was going 72. I knew I was speeding. Along comes Officer Bacon of the Nicholasville Police Department, coming towards me at a high rate of speed. He procedes to flipped a bitch (U-ee) and turned on his lights. What really got me is that he was nice about the whole thing... He just didn't cut me a break.

Random Thoughts
Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. Always keep your own words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. Drive carefully. Its not only cars that can be recalled by their maker. If you can't be kind at least have the decency to be vague. If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again it was probably worth it. It may be your sole purpose in life to simply be kind to others. Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you won't have a leg to stand on. Since its the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late. When everythings coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person. We could learn a lot from crayons... Some are sharp, some are pretty and some are dull. Some ahve wierd names, and all are different colors but they all have to live in the same box. A truly happy personis one who can enjoy t

Myspace
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Attn!! Do Not Add This Person!!
DO NOT ADD, FAN OR RATE THIS PERSON, SHE IS NOT ALLOWED ON THE TRAIN southernnymphgirl THAT IS ALL THANKS, HollieHottie™{President of I.A.R. Bombsquad & Founder of I.A.R Fan Train}

Reflections
It helps to remember that there are worse things than being alone. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLt_OXWHUG4 My horoscope says "Today is perfect for reviewing your plans and big ideas. They may be perfect or flawed in some small way, but you need to know for sure before moving forward and your mind is in the right place to figure it out." Good advise. "Just when you thought you knew for sure what was going on, along comes some new information that throws off your best theory. That's okay -- wallow in the ambiguity for a bit and see what comes of it." I do not like ambiguity.

More Poetry
There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul, It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole. I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day, What is to come, to my dismay. As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions, more and more comes, more and more depression. I assure myself everything is ok! But who am I fooling? Then I burst into a spirit of rage. I have questions, and there are answers. But I'm afraid and much too weak, When I try to explain, I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek. But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right, But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight. I feel intimidated sometimes by others, But as I said "This is how I feel" The pain in me is very real. I lose control, my thought go wild, and here I am only a child. If only you knew what I thought, If only you knew what I fought. I need my thoughts held captive. Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal and you'll help

Advanced Oral Tehniques
Gently pull the lips apart and look at her inner lips, lick them if you want. Now spread the tops of her pussy up until you find her clit. Women have clits in different sizes just like us guys have different sized dicks. It doesn't mean a thing as far as her capacity for an orgasm all it means is there is more of her hidden underneath her foreskin. Whenever you touch a woman's pussy, make sure your finger is wet, you can lick it or moisten it with juices from inside her. Be sure by all means to wet it before you touch her clit because it doesn't have any juices of its own and its very sensitive. Your finger will stick to it if it's dry and from what I hear it hurts. But you don't have to touch the clit so soon any way. You have to work up to that. Before she becomes too aroused, her clit is too delicate, approach her pussy slowly. Women more than men loved to be teased, the inner part of her thigh is her most tender spot. Lick it, kiss it, and make designs with the tip of your tong

Downraters Of Morphs Blog
This Low like Bitch of a Shrew,Downrated my Alpha Morph while I was Busy Bombing our Morph Contest, Contestant Angel. #1,niknik@ CherryTAP

Friends
Tonight i was helping a friend help a friend, and i asked three gals to help out! With no questions asked all three came and helped out! I want to say thank you to all three of you! and I want you to know you three truely define what true friends are and i would do anything for each of you!Weenie *CT stalker*of Nonimac@ CherryTAPRayne~It's ok, I don't remember your name either~@ CherryTAPDaysha.mb@ CherryTAP

Bong Hits 4 Scotus
It appears that from today’s Frederick v. Morse ruling, the Supreme Court, led by the conservative branch, not only took leave of its senses, but overdosed on whatever medications they were on when they wrote this crock of a ruling. Once again, the Supreme Court defies common sense. The facts are simple: Student Frederick joined fellow students across the street for his high school in Juneau, Alaska, to watch the Olympic torch relay pass by. as it went by he unfurled a 14-foot banner that read” Bong Hits 4 Jesus”. Principal Morse saw the banner, crossed the street and tore down the sign and suspended Frederick for “promoting illegal drug use”. The school upheld the suspension for those reasons. Frederick sued, lost at the circuit level, won by reversal at the 9th Circuit, and lost at the Supreme Court. The problem with the ruling by Roberts for the Court is that it is based in fantasy. First, they back the ludicrous claim by the school district that the message had to

Torn
"The American Love Dream" All the things that surround my life and all the things that keep me busy still can't keep my mind off you. There's so many painful feelings that fill my heart whenever I think about you. You promised so much. But where's your end of the bargain? Why did you waste all the time and effort into making me believe I could trust you? Making me believe you were the one for me. And making me fall for you blindly. God, I was so blind! How could I have been so fucking stupid? And that's all I can chalk this up to... is a stupid lack of good judgement. So here I am again. Torn, broken and destroyed. For a brief moment I found my light. I found you. And the hope you gave me. For that brief momen is unmeasurable. I had forgotten all the pain. Put away all the sorrow. And trusted your word when you said you would never hurt me. But the truth now foreshadows my hope. You are just like the rest. And you leave me now... broken, destroyed,

Baby Update
i know its been a long time from my last one but im here now.. bbay boy is doing soooooooo WELL. for those of u who do CARE and talk to me all the time and stuff. he is now TRYING to talk. he can move his walker forwards and backwards. he is now ARMY crawling all over the place.. hes can pul hims self t ohis knees now. we are working on getting him some equipment(sorry for the miss spelling) to help him stand and put weight on his legs to help him be able to to walk. we are still not sure how well he will be able to walk. thank u all for ur prayers for him.. for the lucky few that have my myspace u can see updated pics every month.. well i better get my but off here and to bed for now. i will try to keep u few that care and all posted a little more often.. take care and thak u all for ur prayers for baby boy. luvs hugs and kisses ida sorry it has taken me so long to get the ones of u who have cared about the baby and my fafmily up dated. thomas is doing fine. he has learned to roll

Katies Blog
For a few days now i have not been able to sleep...I have had alot on my mind...What do you do when your mind wont let you sleep cause your thinking about everything in your life?..Just really need someone to talk to i guess...I dont have parents to talk to nor siblings....Really dont know why im writing this other than i needed to vent....Well anyway Hope you guys have a wonderful 4th of July!!! God bless Katiebug Just wanted to tell everyone on my list Happy 4th of July! Hope you guys have a safe fun 4th! Would love to hear what some of you guys are doing?!?! Katie

In Need Of Some Luv!!
hey everyone i really could use some rates and comments...im starting to feel unluved hehe...i have some new photes so please rate and comment....I will do my best about returning the luv...Thanks everyone!!!!

Wholesale Lots On Ebay
Have two wholesale Lots on Ebay...If you like lingerie, if you know others that like Lingerie or if you know anyone doing home parties..please pass this information to them Also have Leather lingerie and outerwear there as well Web site link for ebay: http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQsassZwylde_enterprisesQQhtZ-1

:)
Please all i ask is when adding me is that you tell me your name and a little bit about who you are before adding me to your contact of friends.okay thanks alot kisses here is my messenger: Mistress_Reeni@yahoo.com I will see you there kisses:) love sweet precious angel aka my stage name is Mistress reeni Hello to all my Cherry friends: If you want to be my friend on my yahoo 360....please send me your email to my cherry mail i will send you an invite:):):):):):):):):):):) thanks for reading my blog kisses n hugs sweet precious angel aka mistress reeni

Camiller04
First of all, Happy July! I can hardly believe it, time has really flown by. It's been 3 years since high school. 3 YEARS!!! wow. It might not seem like a long time to some people, but I can remember thinking "May 04, can it come any sooner?” Now here I am in college thinking the same "can May 08 come any sooner?" I'm not sure why I want it to end. I don't wanna get my Master's, but other than that I'm still pretty clueless about what I’m going to do after school. I’ve invested so much time, money and effort, and in some ways it’ll be sad to see it all end. But it will end regardless of whether I’m really ready for it to or not. I've thrown some ideas around, but nothing has really jumped out and said, "that's the ticket!” I've thought about sticking with my major, Supply Chain Management, in short Purchasing, or maybe I'll venture into real estate. Anybody have any thoughts? This is also from my Xanga blog, but I thought it deserved it's own place. This is quotes from th

The Original Bad Redhead
Your Name Is Too Too Sexy! :) Your name scored 178 in the "How Sexy Is Your Name Test" How Sexy Is Your Name?

Survey
Hey everyone help me out please, comment bomb this pic I will return the love Click on the pic below I would just like to thank all the shadow levelers that helped me reach level 14. I really appreciate all your help. And if you ever need help just send me a message and I will help anyone!!!! 1. What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? A. face 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? A. tongue 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? A. personality 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? A.1st grade 5. Who was your fist true love? A. Patrick 6. (women) What is your bra size? A. 44DD 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? 8. When did you lose your virginity? A. 15 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? A. no 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? A. 8.5 inches 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? A. yes 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? A. bi-curious (although no women could ever

New Name
I was just writing to let you know that I have created another account do to some unfortunate mishaps. If you would like to add me my new one is called Mystical Creatures. Thanks for your patience with me and I hope to hear from you all soon.

To My Friends
Aries Your element: Fire Your ruling planets: Mars Symbol: The Ram Your stone: Ruby Life Pursuit: The thrill of the moment Vibration: Enthusiastic Aries Secret Desire: To lead the way for others. Description: Aries are fire signs and those born under this element are regarded in astrology as adventurous, active and outgoing. It won't matter where you go or how remote or unusual it is - from the Outback to the Antarctic - you can be sure that an Aries has been there before you (or at the very least you will meet one along the way!) Aries is a uniquely naive sign. Although they are independent, outgoing and assertive they are also surprisingly trusting, often innocently walking into the lion's den at times. No matter what upheaval, challenge or triumph they confront - an Aries has a wonderful ability to bounce back. Their faith in life and the future remains untouched by hardship. Their gift is that they are always children at heart and the world is always a magi

Who The Hell Am I?
sorry i have been such a stranger, i guess right now i feel a stranger to myself. i feel like i am becoming someone i have never known or met.i feel lost right now, and i am not sure what way is up or down or what the hell i am doing or where i am. my world seems to be going to fast at times, and too slow at others, almost like a twilight zone

Hataz
why is it that no matter what you do, how nice you be towards people you always got to have someone hatin? You know i figure that these people have nothin goin for them, so they wanna try to steal my shine. I guess i will never understand the mind of a hata, because i could never be one.

Blah
It's CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's HH! Show her mad love Friday@2 PM Fubar time!!! She's trying to get closer to Lost Soul and needs all the help she can get! ™©ღCantSleepClownsWillEatMeღ☆☆♪ Owned by the beautiful LipStick@ fubar Pimped out with love by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar (repost of original by '♫BlackWidow♫' on '2009-02-25 15:00:38') Just a quick FYI, I have had an adult album on this site forever, all it basically had pictures of were piercings and then some gifs that fubar had marked nsfw (they werent of me). I am so sick of people asking to see the folder that I just said screw it and deleted it. The folder has been locked to only me forever, and occasionally I would let people see it. But blah, I am so much more the nsfw. I was gonna do a HH tomorrow, but, the cable dude will be here doing some rewiring, so I wrote that one off. Should I do one on Thursday at 2 or 3 Fu-time or on Friday same time? After be

Life
It seems more often and more often I sit wondering why do I even keep trying. My life just pretty much sucks. I just can't seem to get things together. Lately it seems I think about death alot. Don't know why, just have been. Sometimes it just gets so hard to stay positive and not let things or people bother you. I've gotten really good at hiding my pain from others but it's really getting to be too much to bear. The only thing that has been keeping me going is my faith in God. That has been my only reason for living. I have nothing else. I have no home, barely holding onto a car, have no money and have no one in my life. I've always been able to pick myself up but lately it's like what's the point. Just soooo tired........ Been awhile since I wrote one of these. Anyhow, here's the situation. My roommate is a little upset with me cuz I said that no sane person that I know keeps a f***in deep freezer in the dining room. She goes on to tell me that her grandma keeps one in her bedroom an

You Know Youre A Cajun....
You Know You're a Cajun When . . . Your last name isn't pronounced the way it's spelled. No matter where else you go in the world, you are always disappointed in the food. You get up in the morning and start cooking a pot of rice before you give any thought to what you'll fix for dinner. Your baby's first words are "long beads." You ask, "How dey running?" and "Are dey fat?" but you're inquiring about seafood quality. When a hurricane is imminent, you have a lot more faith in Nash Roberts than Super Doppler 6000. Nothing shocks you, period, ever. Not politics, hurricanes, red lights, parking tickets, the Saints, Mardi Gras. Your "one martini lunch" becomes a "five Bloody Mary afternoon" and you keep your job. You're walking with a plastic cup of beer. When it starts to rain, you cover your beer instead of your head. Your idea of health food is a baked potato instead of fries with your fried seafood platter. You call tomato sauce "red gravy." You k

What I Want
It's all about unconditional love... What we all want... Today... this goes out to my gf... Kylie, Casino Barbie, Tantrums Desire, whatever your name is on Tap - I love you flaws and all and hope your love does too... xoxoxo I'm a train wreck in the morning I'm a bitch in the afternoon Every now and then without warning I can be really mean towards you I'm a puzzle yes indeed Ever-complex in every way And all the pieces aren't even in the box And yet, you see the picture clear as day I don't know why you love me And that's why I love you You catch me when I fall Accept me flaws and all And that's why I love you And that's why I love you And that's why I love I neglect you when I'm working When I need attention I tend to nag I'm a host of imperfection And you see past all that I'm a peasant by some standards But in your eyes I'm a queen You see potential in all my flaws And that's exactly what I need I don't know why you love me And that's wh

Tomorrow
To all my friends, please sign my guess book, I just put it up. Thank you so much for all the comments, especally to my girl BELLE When tomorrow stares without me And I'm not there to see If the sun should rise And find your eyes All filled with tears for me I wish so much you eouldn't cry The way you did today While thinking of the many things We did not get to say I know how much you lover me As much as I love you And each time that you think of me I know you will miss me too But when tomorrow start without me Please try to understand That an angel came and called my name And took me by my hand And said my place was ready In heaven far above And that I would have to leave behind All those I dearly love But as I turn to walk away A tear fell from my eye For all my life I'd always thought I didn't want to die I had so much to live for So much yet to do It seemed almost impossible That I was leaving you Thought of all the yesturday The good ones and the ba

Stuff
Air Force One arrives at Heathrow and President Bush strides to a warm and dignified reception from the Queen. They are driven in a 1934 Bentley to the edge of central London where they change to a magnificent 17th century carriage hitched to six white horses. They continue on towards Buckingham Palace waving to the thousands of cheering Britons; all is going well. Suddenly the right rear horse lets fly with the most horrendous earth shattering farts ever heard in the British Empire . The smell is atrocious and both passengers in the carriage must use handkerchiefs over their noses. The fart shakes the coach but the two dignitaries of State do their best to ignore the incident. The Queen turns to President Bush, "Mr. President please accept my regrets... I am sure you understand there are some things that even a Queen cannot control." George Bush, always trying to be "Presidential," replied: "Your Majesty, do not give the matter another thought. Until you me

Ill Be For Only Few Minutes Very Depressed
why is it that my stash never makes number one one here our my trout gang up like 24 it would be good enough its just not fare i bust my ass every day since last year in nov 2006 july 2-2007 but im just not important enough i gues like all the others on here i guess its the woman who sow it all and some of the guys also it just seems like us smaller people on here that bust our asses every day some times 24-36 hours a day arent good enough for all of you higher ups even some of the bouncers who go rate womans photos when the should be doing there jobs instead of rating our womans profils and looking at there nsfw pitures our there dirty oher photos do your job instead ill only be on few minutes very depressed hope every one ever were has a safe july 4-2007gorilla monster@ CherryTAP

Something From The Heart
Did you everlove a boy? And know he didn't love you Did you ever feel like cring And wonder what good it would do Did you ever look into his eyes? And say a little prayer Did you ever look inside his heart? And wish that you were there The price you pay for love is high So when I say don't fall in love It'll be over before your through I think I should know I fell in love with you...

School Work
LiveStrong Challenge 2007 Up over $1,200 I am riding in the LiveStrong Challenge bike race in August. It is an event that raises money for the LiveStrong foundation, which supports cancer research and also gives support to survivors such as myself. Last year I raised $1,500 but I only had a month in which to fund raise. This year the goal is at least $3,000 which is very doable. Please leave anything that you can, I promise that this is not a scam or anything... It is just something that I believe very strongly in. I am a cancer survivor, I was diagnosed at 20 and I had a 5% chance of survival. Even a few dollars will save someone's life, someone just like me. My donation website: http://philly07.livestrong.org/macstrong215 My professor called this the best paper he's ever read from a student in 19 years of teaching at Penn State. He asked to borrow quotes from it for his online textbook. So technically, I'm a published author. On November 11, 1918 the European continent e

Stang
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Aniversary
well tommorow is 9 years at 7pm...i feel like a failure even more then i did before i failed my family and taking care of them

Tech.
http://event.asus.com/notebook/bamboo/usa/?gclid=CJeBsdDSt5gCFRJxxwodaD2Gaw 7/07/2009 09:37:00 PM It's been an exciting nine months since we launched the Google Chrome browser. Already, over 30 million people use it regularly. We designed GoogleChrome for people who live on the web — searching for information, checking email, catching up on the news, shopping or just staying in touch with friends. However, the operating systems that browsers run on were designed in an era where there was no web. So today, we're announcing a new project that's a natural extension of Google Chrome — the Google Chrome Operating System. It's our attempt to re-think what operating systems should be.Google Chrome OS is an open source, lightweight operating system that will initially be targeted at netbooks. Later this year we will open-source its code, and netbooks running Google Chrome OS will be available for consumers in the second half of 2010. Because we're already talking to partners a

Just A Thought
Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of trouble, attempts what is above its strength, pleads no excuse of impossibility... It is therefore able to undertake all things, and it completes many things, and warrants them to take effect, where he who does not love would faint and lie down. Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not. Though weary, it is not tired; though pressed, it is not straitened; though alarmed, it is not confounded...

Internet Meetingss...
Ever since I was in probably the 6th grade we got calls for someone named Monica Coleman. I am now graduated. I've moved 3 times since then(not because of the calls) and we have a completely different phone number but we still get telemarketers calling for Monica friggin' Coleman! FTW. On a MUCH better note, I gots a job interview! A day after I applied, ho yeah. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=163098&albumid=0&i=1762477342 That picture was deleted from photobucket for violating the terms of service, roffle.

Loved One
"another day older and deeper in debt. Saint Peter dont call me cause i cant go I oweee my soul to the company store" Here i sit a day shy of 28 and wounder where to go. So much to do and so little time to do it cause like the song goes.. another day older...So much to do that i dont know where to stop.. "another day older and deeper in debt. Saint Peter dont call me cause i cant go I owe my sout to the company store" Time will ease all pain... Or so they say.. Some 8 months later.. I loved you enough to let you go... I loved you enough to let you walk to her. I love you to this very day and that seems to be my weakness of times gone by. You hold my heart so close and carefull like i dont think you even know you that you hold it still... You are the holder of my heart and i want it back in one peice... you hold it unknowly i do belive but hold it you do. How much longer will it for the pain to go away? i still and will always love you TEB Her hair was up in a pony

Cleaning Up
I have come to the conclusion that some people are just more concerned with getting friends and seeing nsfw pics. Please dont get me wrong i do have some great friends that talk to and want to be my friend. I am just tired of letting people see my pics and never hearing from them again. They dont seem to realize that I am opening my door for them not to have it slammed in my face. So in the next few hours I will be cleaning out the closet sorta to speak. If you are truely my friend and wish to stay that away show me!!!!!!!!!!!

Wildsexyfreakychild! Angel's Morph Contest
Here is the Link for Angels Morph Contest Lets Show her Some Kingdom of Wolves Love.Please http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=511251&albumid=427973&i=1534380713

Native American
House made of dawn. House made of evening light. House made of the dark cloud. House made of male rain. House made of dark mist. House made of female rain. House made of pollen. House made of grasshoppers. Dark cloud is at the door. The trail out of it is dark cloud. The zigzag lightning stands high upon it. An offering I make. Restore my feet for me. Restore my legs for me. Restore my body for me. Restore my mind for me. Restore my voice for me. This very day take out your spell for me. Happily I recover. Happily my interior becomes cool. Happily I go forth. My interior feeling cool, may I walk. No longer sore, may I walk. Impervious to pain, may I walk. With lively feelings may I walk. As it used to be long ago, may I walk. Happily may I walk. Happily, with abundant dark clouds, may I walk. Happily, with abundant showers, may I walk. Happily, with abundant plants, may I walk. Happily, on a trail of pollen, may I walk. H

Did You Know
Did You Know - March of 08 Some Birthday's and Events that most people probably don't know bout. "The basis of action is lack of imagination. It is the last resource of those who know not how to dream." ~ Oscar Wilde *March 6th - Michelangelo born in 1475 in Caprese, Italy. He was a Renaissance sculptor, painter, architect, and poet who exerted an unparalleled influence on the development of Western art. *March 9th - Daylight Saving Time Begins *March 10th - Eastren Orthodox Lent Begins *March 13th - Artist Hans Bellmer is born in Katowice, Silesia in 1902. He is noted for his drawings implying the passing of time. *March 15th - Fantastic painter and sculptor De Es Schwertberger (Book: Heavy Light) born in Gresten, Austria in 1942. *March 16th - Palm Sunday *March 17th - St. Patrick's Day *March 19th - Actor Bruce Willis (12 Monkeys & The Fifth Element) born in 1955 in Germany. *March 20th - Spring Equinox Begins *March 21st - Good Friday & B

Happy Happy Joy Joy
This has been an absolutely awesome week! For those of you who didn't know, which is most of you...I applied for an AP position at one of our yards. It means total control as I would be the SOLE AP person for 14yards and that can end up being a lot of work. Why do it you ask? Well, the opportunity was too good to pass up. I like being in control and being in the loop, hell I'll be the loop! Also I'll get to learn new things and work on special projects. The major reason is that there is a possibility to become a staff accountant in about two years which is what I REALLY want to do. So I interviewed with the CFO on Wed, then the controller on Thursday, got a phone call from the controller offering me the job about two hours after the interview, and accepted the position the next day after I was really sure that this is what I want. So I will be transitioning over for the next three weeks and will be with the other subsidiary by the end of the month! I'm going to miss my yards and th

Bbw?bhm Bombers Must Read!!!
ALL MEMBERS EVEN NEW MEMBERS MUST ATTEND BBW/BHM BOMBERS MEETING 9pm eastern time...YOU ARE A PART OF THIS FAMILY YOU HAVE TO ALL ACT LIKE IT AND CHERRY MCDREAMY IS IN A CONTEST AND NEEDS COMMENT BOMBERS SHES IN FOURTH PLACE WE NEED TO TAKE HER ALL THE WAY TO NUMBER ONE...here is the link if you dont have it please come show this lady some real family love!!!

Hate'n Azz Muthaz
This Dumb ass got mad cause i wouldnt give him my number . So this is what he left in my shout box ............... I think its funny as fuck .... Read from bottom up ...... http://cherrytap.com/user/232217 My Shoutbox ->E.The Frea...: whateva BITCH. yo grl mo of a man dan u are ya bitch mutha fuka fake ass E.The Frea...: furthermore as for ur man if he was so great u wouldnt be on cherrytap being a whore seekign the approval of other men to tell ur ragedy ass u look good ->E.The Frea...: i aint worried bout yo bitch ass . u funny as hell . laff'n like a mutha fucka ova here E.The Frea...: maybe if u werent updating me on when u post pics and giving me so much play on hee I may believe ur weak ass E.The Frea...: and u dont fase ma t all E.The Frea...: I know I look good and so does every other female who jocks this so u really talking ur shit to the wrong man because I am betetr than good lookign bitch ->E.The Frea...: was neva crazy ova y

Up For Adoption
Here's the rules of cherrytap Adoption. If you are a guy, you must pick a girl. If you are a girl, you must pick a guy. Put in the Subject: I'm Up For Adoption. And then see who wants you. The first person to send you a message saying, "I own you", owns you and can make you do anything they want. Its that simple. P.S.-Repost because it's funny and surprising to see who gets you first I have about 243 friends that i never hear from should i clean them all out or just the one that will say hello once in a great while

In My World!
Ok. I guess alot of people cant read profiles. Yes i am in the bdsm lifestyle and i take it very seriously. I am n ot here to be looking for a new man or sex or cyber or anything like that. I am happy with my master and wouldnt trade him for anything. I am only here to meet new friends in and out of the lifestyle. If there are any Doms out there please dont contact me. I dont need that drama in my life right now. If you cant deal with the fact then please dont bother contacting me. But if you have questions about the lifestyle i will be more then happy to answer them the best i can. for those who want to come to me with stupid ass questions. here is some info...research before you ask stupid and petty questions.

Thoughts
Why does being lied to have to hurt so bad, especially when it comes from someone you really care about like family? I have heard no word from her. Wish she would have called me. Now I am tired. If she decides to go out late now, it's not happening. I have to work tomorrow. I want to see her. Maybe we can just talk and hang out. Bored... About to go to bed.. Tired.. My mom and sister are coming in on the 4th. Almost can't wait. I know my mom can't either for more than just to come see me. She wants to get away from my brother for a while. He's been so attached to her for really three and half years if you want to count the pregnancy. I am getting excited to see my older sister. You know now that I think about it. I have never loved anyone so much as I have loved any one person in my family. I hope and wish I could find that women I can show the same love and joy with. The joy I speak of comes in the anticipation building up to seeing someone I love and have not see in

My Heart Is Back In Tack
Well I want to say to those of you who felt my frustration and loniliness through this long weekend without my little Taylor girl home ~ SHE IS HOME NOW with mommie. I am all smiles and just oozing happiness and warmth. I wanted to say Thanks sooooo much for your encouraging words and concern. You have helped me out more than you will ever know. I am heading to bed with a huge bowl of popcorn to watch a movie with my bestest little friend in the world, my daughter Taylor. Good Nite Cherrytap and good night to my friends. I will be calling on you again in a couple of weeks unless by the grace of God we can manage to get the court order in place to prohibit the visitation to her fathers. Please pray for us this happens. One day at a time So I will share with you all the end to a a ton of heart ache, trials and tests and miracles that my daughter Taylor and I have been through for the last several months. It all started with my ex attempting to prove me unfit ... this

My Thoughts For What Its Worth
After an evening of Disgust and anger over people who hate on the military, I Find myself rather disappointed in my own self. Why? For many months the drama here at CT has been thick with people who have nothing better to do then, lie, twist things to benefit how they appear to others, down grade and tear part people who they do not know. Unfortunetly due to the fact I speak my mind, I got caught up in drama, because I was an easy target for those types of people. Ok no problem I can hold my own. After time and a death Wish to my son by a mummer, I had my fill and left for a bit. when I came back I promised myself not to allow these types of people to get under my skin, however I am human like the rest of world and some things hit to deeply. This is NOT just the internet, there are people with feelings and things going on in their lives, that some subject matter hits a raw nerve. For me it is the Military as my son is in it and on his 3rd tour to Iraq. No to mention I recently

Drama
I have gotten dirty weeds a nasty comment and people pissed off at me..... So now I sink back into depression myself, on the verge of deleting my account, I wasnt even gone 24 hours.. and so much has happened..... Im outta here for a while i cant deal with this, I dont know how to deal with it so Im going to deal with it my way and just stay off.......

Why?
Ok i been on cherrytap since it was Lost cherry and i never complain or wine but i have to say this. Why would youeven go through the trouble of rating somebody a 1? i mean really if you really feel that badly about somebody why wouldnt you hit the x in the top right hand corner and close it out? Just a thought....HMMMMMMM. Now i have gotten it from men and women which is cool but keep in mind if your a man and you rating me, either you a nice Cherry and just rate people or you a gay cherry and your girl probably rated me a 11 lol ha ha, and to the women that do im not that mean to say negative things or list you as i have seen so i will just say thanks for the rate and keep the 1's coming lol

The Boot
The Boot I almost got stirred up In the piss-stew you'd serve up for dinner I almost got whipped up In your redneck trailer-park twister I can't wait to flush you down the shitter I hate you more than Adolf Hitler I am far too fast for Your whole toxic spider-vomit shit-web I am immune to your Weak mind games, my name is All Business You're sloppy seconds, a big fucking mess I'm too quick, I got too much finesse This is piss on your grave Here's your requiem, performed by skin flutes And rusty trombones played With the volume down, almost on mute Here's your Six Guns-to-your-brain Salute That's called the door, this is called the Boot Here's your Six Guns-to-your-brain Salute Here's the door... ...And now here comes the Big Fucking Boot

Guess I Was Wrong
I guess i was all wrong when it came to havieng so much trust in people and doing all it took to hold on tight and have it blown in my damm face. But i have news its not going to because im going to have a hold on it all and im going me to make it a point that u see that i cant make it through what u have tossed in my face and it will be the last damm time that i look at u and say im always here for u. Because i cant be there for someone that isnt there for me. My father told me once that if u lie to me then u steal from me because i have trust so if u lie ur stealing my trust....I walked the line for the last fucking time... now its my turn to walk the line and you can see what a bitch i can really be. I dont need the ones that make me walk a line in my life becuase I'm A Survivor and i can do whati want and when i want and there isnt a god damm thing that u or anyone can do about it...Like the bed that you have made now lie in it I pour my self out every day more and mor

Erotic News...
Well, it seems as though my story, Xaemyl's Tale is going to be published in the net 'zine Renderotica in either February or April edition. They are still moving up in the world, but currently have 300,000 subscribed readers. Yeah, so... how about that? Guess I ought to get writing more, hmmm? Well, it seems as though my story, Xaemyl's Tale is going to be published in the net 'zine Renderotica in either February or April edition. They are still moving up in the world, but currently have 300,000 subscribed readers. Yeah, so... how about that? Guess I ought to get writing more, hmmm? Well, since the toolheads decided to hide all the NSFW blogs, here is a link to one - from what I've been told, once you read one, you can see them all: http://www.fubar.com/blog/14953

I Could Just Cry!!!!!!!
OMFG.......I KNOW THAT MOST WON'T CARE OR BE AFFECTED BY THIS........BUT I AM EXTREMELY UPSET. AS MY PROFILE SAYS, I'M A HUGE FAN OF THE BUFFALO SABRES. AT NOON TODAY, DANNY BRIERE AND CHRIS DRURY (OUR CO-CAPTAINS), BECAME FREE AGENTS (AS WELL AS A FEW OTHER PLAYERS) BECAUSE OUR ORGANIZATION HAD NOT REACHED AN AGREEMENT WITH EITHER OF THEM BEFORE THE FREE AGENCY DEADLINE. IT DIDN'T TAKE LONG. DANNY BRIERE LEFT AND TOOK AN 8 YEAR DEAL WITH THE FLYERS WORTH $52 MILLION WITH $10 MILLION BEING IN HIS FIRST YEAR. CHRIS DRURY ALSO LEFT AND TOOK A 5 YEAR DEAL WITH THE NY RANGERS WORTH $35.25 MILLION. HOW RIDICULOUS CAN THE SABRES ORGANIZATION BE TO LET BOTH OF THE GUYS GO......AND.....SET A PRECEDENT FOR OTHER PLAYERS BY BASICALLY SAYING........"WE DON'T CARE HOW GOOD YOU ARE.....WE'RE NOT GONNA PAY YOU WHAT YOU'RE WORTH"!!!!!!!!! WTF THE ONLY GOOD THING ABOUT DANNY GOING TO PHILLY IS THAT HE'LL BE WITH HIS GOOD FRIEND AND EX ROAD GAME ROOMIE..... MARTY BIRON AGAIN. I BELIEVE OUT TEAM WILL S

Grandsons 1st Birthday
Wow where has this year gone? My grandson Owen, turns 1 year old July 2, 2007. Seems like only yesterday I was bringing his mother home from the hospital. Now she is a mother with 2 beautiful children of her own. My grandson has made some mile markers this past week, he has starting walking without holding on to anything. His words he is saying is baby but he says it like baaay bayy. Ni ni for sleepy time. mawmawmaw for me yours truly. mum mum for mommy, da da for daddy and pa paaaaa for grandpa Mike. Although they may not be perfectly pronounces we all know exactly what he means. We are so excited about him walking , all the girls walked at 9 months but Owen was born premature, so really he is on time considering his start in life. Today we had his birthday party, there were so many people at my house I didn't even know half of them.( his mom and dad did the guest list) It was a great time had by all I think. Lots of food was consumed ,with all the normal grill out fi

It's Intermission Time!! Time 4 A Tasty Snack And A Tasty Beverage!!
the cunt gave me a 1 rating after i gave the bitch a ten..jealousy bitch..yeah my 13 yr old niece and me make u look like a dead corpse rotting in hell whore!! may u burn and rot in hell cunt and get stds galore ok cherry tap assholes lets be fuckfaces together..wtf is with the shitty attitudes on here?? u motherfuckers need to be on an island with nothing then u can be fuckfaces!! man i m for terrorism, homicide, domestic violence, genocide, and sterilizing ppl.. Have a tasty snack!!

Dr. Don's Tasty Tidbits
Hi, guys - Dr. Don here with some timely information on how to impress women online here at CherryTAP and other community websites! Make sure you read ALL of my advice before posting a reply. It's a good idea to create your profile with as much fiction and fantasy as possible. Do NOT let her get to know the REAL you, epecially if you are married, attached and so on. Operating this way will ensure you have built yourself up into the ultimate catch and you can toy with her emotions with abandon. At the very least, if you can't create your profile in this fashion then outright lie and make excuses. Be sure to track your excuses and stories somewhere handy where your wife or girlfriend can't find them for future reference when stalking your online prey. Women have a way of noticing when you change your story, so track your correspondence separately for each girl - don't miss the shoutbox, this is very important. Women LOVE it when you make comments on their profile and pictures

Please Help Bomb My Pic Im In Contest I Need Help Getting Bombed Http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=753759&albumid=414744&i=3176560928
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Important Stuff
Well, I found a home. I will be moving in somewhere between the 15th and 20th, so things will soon be back to normal :D Stay tuned.... :P For those of you who don't know...My Grandpa passed away this morning This is for him. How do relate what you meant to me, when words can’t even come close? You are the one who was like a father to me when I had none You raised me, and taught me how to be a man You taught me to hunt, fish, and raise my own vegetables and how to live off the land, and survive if I had to. You taught me about honor and integrity and that a mans word is all he really has You taught me to take pride in what I do, in an honest days work and that all the riches in the world mean nothing if you aren’t a good person. You taught me that it isn’t about what you have, but what you are on the inside. You taught me about respect and the importance of being true to your word. You taught me that a lady should be treated like a lady until she proves herself otherwi

Blah Blah Blog
I'm not on the pill.

Surveys
APPLiCATiON ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Do you like anal pleasures? 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email your answers..... 1. What is the

Letter For My Funeral (by Me Tasha Long)
I wake suddenly from a dream A dream so real, so beautiful That I wished I could have dreamt it forever. I now lie alone in bed bitten by the harsh reality of life With my only wish being to return to that dream Or for that dream to become reality For in that dream we were together And you loved me as much as I loved you But reality soon hits home As I face a world in which I am alone And the love I fel for you is not returned I lie awake for hours and think of you Why can I not get over you I don't know But in my hert I know it won't come true So what is left for me to do Trapped in a life I no longer want I have dug a hole so deep That alone I no longer have the strength to climb out So what will I do, I honestly don't know My life without you feels so empty Everyday is the same, nothing left to look forward to or gain. I'm just trapped in a world without you. If you are reading this letter that means something has happened to me. I want everyone to be happy an

The Cherry Trap
ok sooo.......... I dont want to do work, I just want to surf the net, so guess what? Im going to surf the net all day. Bwhahahahahha Work is for suckers. Let everybody else do it today. hehe I have a new addiction, and its called cherry TAP. This place is awesome, I dig it. It moves alot quicker than I had expected and the people are incredibly nice. I dont think I am ever going to leave. hehe well, we will just see what happens here, this place seems to move a lot quicker than my last home, for a guy with borderline A.D.D this should be fun. LMAO Well, im just going to stand back and see what happens. Have a good one tappers, and dont be afraid to reach out and touch me. Bwhahahhaa

Titty Video
The Titty Song

Gf Application
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artist?3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my forhead: 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: We got in a fight: I got dumped:

Love Doesn't Live Here
i fucking hate cheaters, someone looks yu in the face tells you they love then as soon as your back is turned cheats on you, then when you find out they stil swear they love you bullshit once a slut always a slut thats my opinion i'm not sure when it happened,but after years of being hurt an in pain love no longer exist in my heart anymore. i feel no remorse, no pain, i no longer care, just waiting, an letting all the rage build up.an when i exsplode i'm going to release it all

My Shit!
A Mothers Love A mothers love should always matter the most A mothers love should never haunt u like a ghost A mothers love should always be the best A mothers love should never be layed to rest A mothers love should always warm the heart of a child A mothers love should never grow wild A mothers love should always last A mosthers love should never hate your past A mothers love should always forgive and forget A mothers love should never have any regrets but if you have a mother like mine a mothers love almost feels like it should be a crime. IN MY EYES NOW 1.LIAR 2.BITCH 3.SLUTISH 4.SKANKY 5.WHORISH 6.2FACED 7.BACKSTABBER 8.THIEF 9.HEARTBREAKER 10.PLAYER 11.SCANDALOUS 12.USER 13.TRAMPY 14.CUNT 15.HOMEWRECKER 16.PIECE OF SHIT 17.DIRTY 18.TRIFLIN 19.LAZY 20.HOG 21.BIGGEST HYPOCRITE THEN 1.BESTFRIEND 2.CARING 3.TRUSTWORTHY 4.HONEST 5.FUN 6.KOOL 7.SWEET 8.ADVENTEROUS

Lonesome Heart (by Me Tasha Long)
He's gone now I don't know what to do. He's left me out in the cold. Now my heart is so blue. Dear _______ where r u? She took your heart And I wanted it so bad. I may be happy for u but now i am sad to. Hoped and prayed that we could meet one day. You would look into my eyes and see that it was meant to be. But now u have taken your heart and left lonesome me.

I Need Your Help!!!
Please comment bomb my friend who is in a contest. If your not into bombing then plz just drop her a 10 on the her pic. Thanks so much! Press this link to help out!! xoxox Look how damn sexy!!! Please rate/comment bomb her!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

When A Guy Misses You
When a girl misses you, she's afraid to see how your new girl looks, she's dreading the fact that you're not hers anymore. When you break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later. When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's hoping that you're hers and only hers (it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, a million things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing you will be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " sh

Tell Me What You Think
Do you think the black & white or the color pics came out the best ? Please tell me what you think.

Rating
I rated someone a 1 cause I didn't know that wasn't how things worked here...but I don't see what the problem is with saying:

Sexiest Mom Contest...
I AM IN A NEW CONTEST FOR SEXIEST MOM ON CT...CAN U STOP BY AN HELP ME OUT PLZ?! :) ANY HELP WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED AS 1ST PLACE GETS A BLAST!! LUV AN HUGS....HERE IS THE LINK JUST CLICK ON THE PIC TO GET THERE...

Bleeding On The Keyboard
Too many lies, too much bullshit. I met a woman here but she believed lies and left me for another man. She claimed she loved me. There is someone on this site that is spreading nast rumors about me and my princess. He thought he could control her and force her to love him. He claims that i have stalked him. I confronted him twice to let him account for his actions. He refused both times. Sweetsacrifice asked me not to say anything to him, for her I will not. He has blogged of me being abusive and controlling, utter lies. She had a life before me she still has a life when I am not around. She is my princess, I adore her and love her. If anyone reading this knows of whom I speak, please ignore him. My profile and everything on it should prove that he is just a jealous liar. If need be I will list the things he has done but I am a gentleman and wish for him to at least have the chance to stop before it reaches that point.

Just Stuff In General/non Journal
Don't ya just hate it when you can't shake feelings for someone that ya know doesn't return them the same way? Frigging driving me nuts. Been trying for over a year now to shake caring too much for someone and still no blasted sucess. Even worse.....have said feelings for 2 people at same time. It sucks being polyamourus at times. Ironically, when I'm not in a relationship, I can love or overly care for up to 4 men at the same time (so far thats the max, thank Goddess!). Yet as soon as I hook up with someone, I'm pure monogomous. The others I cared for simply drop into friendship only. Its rather bizarre I know but thats how strict I am with myself on staying loyal to who I am with in serious relationships. I struggle to understand why the Goddess wants my life so weirded out. And of course don't it figure that writting isn't giving me my usual relief from thinking. BLAH (lmao at least I know what to title this one now) Have a good 4th USA'ers :)

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Omg Do You Think Yet Another Tranny
HEY, I DO NOT LIKE SEXY BLONDE GIRL BECAUSE SHE USES PEOPLE TO GAIN POINTS ETC AND DOESN'T CARE ABOUT FRIENDSHIP JUST HERSELF AND TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP ON HERE. IF YOU SUPPORT THIS LYING SLUT I'M ASKING YOU TO REMOVE YOURSELF FROM MY FRIENDS LIST. SHE HAS HURT TO MANY PEOPLE ON HERE AND THAT IS NOT MY STYLE!!! I DO NOT WANT FRIENDS LIKE THIS OR FRIENDS THAT SUPPORT PEOPLE THAT PURPOSELY USE AND HURT OTHERS!!!! Added clickable link by Alice.. People should see what you can find about her on the net.. Just look at that link.. Warning not for the weak of heart! SXYBlondeGirl *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*CT.GODFATHER**in GA.*@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'AKA Prtyeyes/ I Support Our Military!! CT Sis of Sparksguy42' on '2007-06-30 14:17:54') (repost of original by 'Heavnessence( PLEASE RATE AND FAN.. WILL RETURN RATE AND FAN..)' on '2007-06-30 16:20:17') (repost of original by '*~Alice in Wonderland™~*' on '2007-06-30 16:40:29') (repost of original by 'out boating... b

Adult Toys And More!!
I am doing a sale today until 7pm Shipping is $3.00 Paypal is accepted Payment must be made within 2 hours by paypal of agreeing to purchase. After today...I will be shutting down my myspace and changing this profile to fit me..not the product. PEEK AT A COUPLE ITEM prices...but I have alot in stock.... Home Alone is normally 22.00 - GET IT TODAY for $5 Gooser is normally 42.50 - GET IT TODAY FOR $8 Personal Massager is normally 15.00 GET IT TODAY FOR $4.00 That is just a SMALL LIST of what I have.. I am running this sale through my yahoo messanger...if you want to take advantage...turn on yahoo.... add friend pureromancepartiesbyjanie ..send me a shout to let me know that your here for the sale....etc.. Thanks to all Janie Im gonna be off here for a few days..working my ass off this weekend, and really doubt I will find the energy to log on... So talk to you all on Monday.. Janie

Song For Someone
Men suck at eating pussy. Not because they don’t like it but because it’s really fucking hard. You have to learn it. Giving good head is the key to just about everything in life (including getting good head later on), so it’s time we broke it down. Like this. The secret to giving good head is to read the signs. You could be the best sexual mechanic in the world, but if you can’t read the emotional road signs, you’re going to end up wandering around in a desolate labial wasteland until, eventually, you drop from exhaustion, hot tears of confusion streaming down your face. Think of eating the puss as your way of saying, “although I am about to rock your insides with 3 000 lbs. of explosives, here’s a little intimate treat session to show you how I really feel.” Instead of screaming “OH MY GOD!!” like her baby has been trapped under a car (which is what fucking should do), cunnilingus elicits a more splendiferous “ooohmygodohmygod-ohmygod.” Kind of like being massaged with exotic fr

Orgasm Garunteed
ORGASM GARUNTEE" THIS A CERTIFIED WAY TO GET YOUR MAN TO GIVE YOU THAT BIG ORGASM 1.START KISSING LIKE YOU USUALY DO 2.MEN LIKE TO BE KEPT GUESSEN,SO TEASE HIM A LIL MORE THAN USUAL 3.WEAR SOMETHING TIGHT BUT EASY TO TAKE OFF LIKE SOME NIGHT TIME CLOTHES THAT U WEAR AROUND THE GIRLS 4.LET HIM TAKE HIS TIME TO TAKE IT ALL OFF THAT WAY WHILE HE IS DOING THAT YOU GET MORE WETTNESS 5.TALK DIRTY TO HIM TO LET HIM KNOW THAT YOU REALY WANT HIM TO PUT IT DOWN LIKE HE NEVER HAS 6.THEN SLOWLY GET HIM TO TURN ON HIS BACK AND CLIMB ONTOP OF HIM 7.KEEP TALKING DIRTY AND KISSING HIM UNTIL HE GRABZ THE HELL OUT OF YOUR ASS AND SQUEEZES,THAT MEANS HE IS READY 8.BUT DONT LET HIM INSIDE YOU JUST YET,SLOWLEY GRIND ON HIS DICK UNTIL YOU ARE WET AS YOU WANNA BE 9.THEN START KISSING HIS CHEST AND STOMACHE(IF YOU ARE THE TYPE TO GIVE HIM ORAL PLEASURE THEN DO SO)BUT YOU ARE NOT THE TYPE TO THEN JUST KISS THE TIP OF HIS DICK 10.THEN U GET OFF OF HIM AND AND TELL HIM WHAT U WAN

Bordom
1. Who are you? *~* 2. Are we friends? *~* 3. When and how did we meet? *~* 4. Do you have a crush on me? *~*5. Would you kiss me? *~*6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. *~*7. Describe me in one word. *~* 8. What was your first impression? *~* 9. Do you still think that way about me now? *~* 10. What reminds you of me? *~*11. If you could give me anything what would it be? *~*12. How well do you know me? *~*13. When's the last time you saw me? *~*14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? *~*15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you? *~*

Contest
I'm in a contest to win a 30 day VIP. . .need 20,000 comments. . .Any help would be much appreciated! THANK YOU! :) I've entered my first contest (Sexiest Mom on CT). Please come and show me some luv.

Poetry
We took 'em high, we took 'em straight up the hill They wanted it all, we gave 'em such a fill In their parades we stole every thrill And in their games we made every kill We took them hard, we took them up against the wall In their loss we never let them fall In their flames we sailed up to the moon In their rains we slayed dry like a fire would So the bottom of my fears Is that the girl might just disappear But that'll be the death of me The day she's just a memory Well she turned out the lights When she opened the whites of my eyes Another one in the dark Broken hearted mama Just another one in the dark When we rolled, rolled on like a big drum We went to the top just above everyone They wanted to win, tie us up with a string, and steal everything We took 'em skin on skin, we laid 'em down in the ring So I swear, we're a pair Like loneliness and a prayer And you know I may still believe You may still need me Well, she turned out the lights When she opened t

Blonde Guy
"An Irishman, a Mexican and a Blonde Guy were doing construction work on scaffolding on the 20th floor of a building. They were eating lunch and the Irishman said, "Corned beef and cabbage! If I get corned beef and cabbage one more time for lunch, I'm going to jump off this building." The Mexican opened his lunch box and exclaimed,"Burritos again! If I get burritos one more time I'm going to jump off, too." The blonde opened his lunch and said, "Bologna again! If I get a bologna sandwich one more time, I'm jumping too." The next day, the Irishman opened his lunch box, saw corned beef and cabbage, and jumped to his death. The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a b urrito, and jumped, too. The blonde guy opened his lunch, saw the bologna and jumped to his death as well. At the funeral, the Irishman's wife was weeping. She said, "If I'd known how really tired he was of corned beef and cabbage, I never would have given it to him again!" "The Mexican's wife also wep

Lucifer
I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories Remember the good times that we had? I let them slip away from us when things got bad How clearly I first saw you smilin’ in the sun Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories I’m so tired but I can’t sleep Standin’ on the edge of something much too deep It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word We are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard But I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories I’m so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose Clinging to a past that doesn’t let me choose Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light And I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for

Joke: "makin' A Baby"
A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed. All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging greet

Much Sweeter Than Candy
"MUCH SWEETER THAN CANDY" HOW SWEET CAN SWEET GET WHEN THERE IS ALWAYS SWEETS FOR THE SWEET??? TEMPTATION IS THE TENDER AND VELUMPUOUSE TASTE I GET AS I LICK MY LIPS AFTER KISSING YOUR CANDIED CHEEK THE SHARP PAIN I LOVE TO GET WHEN U PUT YOUR INDEX FINGER UPON MY BOTTOM LIP AFTER BEING ON THE TIP OF YOUR TOUNGE YOUR SKIN AND VICSONIZING ANGELIC VOICE AS SOFT AS MARSHMELLOWS,IN WHICH I OFTEN FANTISIZE ABOUT MAKING SMORES WITH MY DARK CHOCOLATE AS THE CANDLE LIGHT SHINES ITS PASSION UPON YOUR CAREMELIZED SKIN LIKE THE SUN SETTING AT DAWN WHEN THE WATER REFLECTS THE LIGHT FROM THE SETTING SUN AS I ENJOY KISSING YOUR GLAZED STRAWBERRY COLORED LIPS AS SWEET AS A HONEY BUN AS FRESH AS THE DAY THEY PACKAGED IT, EXCEPT YOUR EVERLASTING FLAVOR DOES'NT HAVE AN EXPIRATION DATE "NEVER THE LESS" AS I RUN MY FINGERS THROUGH YOUR LONG SOFT CURLY HAIR AS BLUEBERRY CANDY THAT IS SOFT AS COTTON WITH THE SWEET ESSENCE OF AN ANGEL WHILE I STARE INTO YOUR EYES

Ct Sexy Moms
these are the sexiest moms on CT go and show your love..the contest will open at 6pm est thats in 1hr. so get ready and show them your love...good luck ladies.. OK AND THERE THEY ARE..THERE ARE STILL OPENEINGS IF YOU WISH TO JOIN IN THE SEXIEST MOM ON CT CONTEST...YOU CAN CONTACT LOVLYMOM BY SENDING YOUR PIC LINK TO HER CT MAIL..THANKS AGAIN LADIES FOR JOINING REMEMBER TO HAVE LOTSA FUN AND GOOD LUCK LOVLYMOM CT WIFEY TO ALMOND JOY

Classic Havok Sundays
Greetings. I'm DJing at the Jet Lounge tonight if your bored and want to meet me come visit. It's free, and there is no cover. More info: http://havokonline.com The Jet Lounge 1515 Pease St. Houston, Texas 77002

Mountains!!!
Wow, what a weekend. I stayed in a hotel that had a outdoor heated swimming pool, a hammock, a grill, a padio, and the room looked so much like a house. It was awesome. I took my girl up to ghostown. Even though it had been years since i had been there it was great. It was really a family orientated place. In my opinion, alot better than Carowinds where everything costs a arm and a leg. Over all, I had a great mini vacation. Think this trip makes me realize its almost time for a long road trip! Any suggestions?

Wit And Wisdom
" I have a wonderful makeup crew. They're the same people restoring the Statue of Liberty." -Bob Hope "In the Statue of Liberty, we see the symbol that all are welcome and have a fair chance to succeed." -Dan Doctoroff "The crime problem in New York is getting serious. The other day the Statue of Liberty had both hands up" -Jay Leno "The statue of Liberty is no longer saying,"Give me your poor,your tired,your huddled masses." She's got a baseball bat and is yelling,'You want a piece of me?'" -Robin Williams "I've always had a strong feeling for the Statue of Liberty because it became the statue of my personal liberty." -David Antin The song "America" is sung across America as one of the National Anthems. It was written by Reverand Samuel Francis Smith in 1832. It was first used at a children's fourth of July picnic in Boston. Lowell Mason discovered the tune in a collection of German melodies and recommend

Hmmm
Yeah, you got it...everthing that CAN be marked as NSFW I mark as NSFW. Why? I just dont want to have to deal with censoring myself if I dont have to. If you are scanning for naked pics. Mine are here and there...you will just have to browse the rest of them to see. If you are at work it is best just to stay off my page.- You might miss the NSFW tag and get your ass fired. If your kids are in the room it is best to stay off my page-- You might miss the NSFW tag and your kids may get the education of a lifetime. Otherwise...enter at you own risk and have fun.

Marry Me
theprez77@ CherryTAP DOES ANYBODY THINK THIS SEXY , BEAUTIFUL WOMAN WOULD MARRY A DORK LIKE ME

I Will Always Be There For True Friends
2007-7-1 13:32:15

Nsfw
17) Wouldn't it be best to just lock the users all up? How do you plan to pay for that? Already, well over five percent of the people in this country (U.S) are in custody (including probation, parole, bail, etc.) Murderers and rapists are being let out of our penatentiaries right now to make room for a few more `deadheads' -- there are about 2,500 Grateful Dead fans in our federal prisons. Imprisoning one person for one year costs about $20,000. The United States leads the world in imprisonment -- at any one time, 425 people out of every 100,000 are behind bars. In the Federal Prison System, one fifth of the prisoners are drug offenders who have done nothing violent. State laws are usually less strict, but state mandatory minumum sentences for drugs are getting more popular. Our prisons and our courtrooms are so crowded that the American Bar Association's annual report on the state of the Justice System is basically one long plea for an end to drug laws that imprison users. Even the C

A Little Boy
A little boy asked his teacher if he could go to the bathroom, so she said yes. When he went to wipe his bum there was no toilet paper so he used his hands. When he got back to class his teacher asked, "What do you have in your hand?" The boy said, "A little leprechaun and if I open my hand he´ll get scared away." He was then sent to the principal´s office and the principal asked him, "What do you have in your hand?" So the little boy said, "A little leprechaun and if I open my hands he´ll get scared away." He was sent home and his Mom asked him "What do you have in your hand?" So the little boy said, "A little leprechaun and if I open my hands he´ll get scared away." He was sent to his room and his dad came in and said, "What do you have in your hand." So again the little boy said, "A little leprechaun and if I open my hands he will get scared away." Then his Dad got really mad and yelled, "Open your hands." The little boy opened his hand and said,

Divorce
What kind of man sends an email to his wife saying he wants a divorce 2 hours after he says he loves her?? I see people that my husband knows are checking out my profile. You should ALL remember that there are 2 sides to every story. I wouldn't jump to conclusions and make decisions about me just yet....You want to know my side? Ask me, then say what you will. Doesn't matter to me either way. I have always admitted my wrong doing,But i refuse to be accused of cheating on Stanley, not loving him, or having a "new boyfriend" now. Even tho IF i did, what would that matter to anyone? He/you think "someone" is interferring with our relationship. I know who he/you are talking about. Thing is she has NOTHING to do with this. I found what i did on my own. Thing is i ALWAYS find something. Do not get mad at someone who has done nothing but try to help us out and NOT tell either one of us that we need to move on. How many times has that been said to him/you by his/your friends? Yes she may have

B-b-b-blog.
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool... Opening Credits: Ani DiFranco – 32 Flavors ( I think everyone who has ever tried to rise above, only to have the haters try to drag them down should have this song in their library.) Waking Up: Corinne Bailey Rae – I’d Like To “I'd, I'd like to put my fingers on you, I'd, I'd like to paint a picture for you, Sometimes you don't understand where I'm coming from, I'm just trying to make you see that I desire the simple things” (What a deep and slightly frustrating thought to wake up to.) First Day at School: Smashing Pumpkins – Rat in a Cage (how apropos. go to public h.s. in fort smith, arkansas and tell me this doesn’t fit perfectly.) Falling in Love: Marilyn Manson – This is the New Shit (weird. that song does kinda ma

Love And Friendship
You know it really amazes me how clueless people are to bikers. how careless people are on the road as if bikers are invisable. it really pisses me off that people can not take the time to watch where they are going and to watch out for biker out on the road...my 1996 harley got damaged today thanks to a freaking asshole who wasnt paying attention and cut right in from of my bike laid it down and slid about 50 yards. then the damn driver didnt even stop took off at a high speed just so he wouldnt get caught. they have an APB out on the son of a bitch and i hope they catch is ass. just thought i would share this with fellow bikers and fellow friends and fans of mine ....people are so stupid these days and to busy being in a hurry and not watching waht they are doing Saffire AKA Lynn Love and Friendship instead of trying so hard to do the bigger things try doing the smaller things to most the lil things is what counts the most is more meaningful and can bring a smile to an

Beauty Contest
please help me in my beauty contest it would mean so much to me i would so appreciate it here is the link the contest runs till i get 5000 comments because of lack of interest in other people so please please help me win here is the link.................

Independence Day - Usa
Schoolchildren in America learn the basic history of the events surrounding the Fourth of July, but the details of this monumental occasion in American history somehow fall through the cracks. Although July 4th is celebrated as America's official split from Britain's rule and the beginning of the American Revolution, the actual series of events show that the process took far longer than a single day. The original resolution was introduced by Richard Henry Lee of Virginia on June 7, 1776, and called for the Continental Congress to declare the United States free from British rule. Three days later a committee headed by Thomas Jefferson was appointed to prepare an appropriate writing for the occasion. The document that we know as the Declaration of Independence was adopted by Congress on July 4th although the resolution that led to the writing of the Declaration was actually approved two days earlier. All of this had occurred with some of the delegates to the Congress not even pr

Life
I'm a sub but I love this video!!! hila davidson satisfaction's guaranteedAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Reality
i love my wife because she is one of the most beautiful women in the world to me... i can't think of any one i would rather talk to or spend the rest of my life with... i love her because she is honest and loyal to my every need... i love her because she has given me three of the most wonderful children in the world... i love her because she and i have the greatest sex life i could imagine..porn stars would be jealous... after a decade i still look at pictures of her and i am blown away..just like the first day she walked into my living room in the beginning... i want her to know that i would do everything and anything in this world just to make her smile much less happy... i want to be her king her knight in shining armor her lover her idol her everything... though this may bore some who come across it, remember this is not necessarily for you but to let her know and anyone else who would try to win over my affection where my intent is...

Mostly My Favorite Lyrics
Die, die, die my darling Dont utter a single word Die, die, die my darling Just shut your pretty eyes Ill be seeing you again Yeah, Ill be seeing you, in hell So dont cry to me oh baby Your futures in an oblong box Dont cry to me oh baby You should have seen it a-coming on Dont cry to me oh baby I dont know it was in your card Dont cry to me oh baby Dead-end soul for a dead-end girl Dont cry to me oh baby And now your life drains on the floor Dont cry to me oh baby Die, die, die my darling Dont utter a single word Die, die, die my darling Just shut your pretty mouth Ill be seeing you again, yeah-yeah Ill be seeing you, in hell Dont cry to me oh baby Your futures in an oblong box Dont cry to me oh baby You should have seen it a-coming on Dont cry to me oh baby I dont know it was in your card Dont cry to me oh baby Dead-end soul for a dead-end girl Dont cry to me oh baby And now your life drains on the floor Dont cry to me oh baby Die, die, die m

How To Hide Your Ninja Lifestyle From Your Co-workers.
Recent negative portrayals in the American media have led to an unprecedented backlash in this country against your average, everyday, 9-to-5 ninja. As a result, many of us hardworking ninjas have been forced to go underground, hiding our heritage, our training and our very ways of life. If you find yourself in this position, here are a few helpful tips that will aid you in hiding the fact that you are a master of the black arts from your co-workers. Step One: Solve Problems With Your Mind Instead Of Your Nunchakus While nunchakus are a time-honoured tradition of dispute settlement among the ninja, their use is usually discouraged in the typical American office. The next time someone steals your stapler or eats your lunch from the office refrigerator, try saying a few friendly, but firm, words to them instead of smashing their skull with your nunchakus. Step Two: Try Using Office Items For Their Intended Purposes As you are well aware, one of the greatest skills of the ninja

If Your Bored At Work
If Your Bored With Work.. Do 3 Of These Things!! 1) At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2) Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 3) Insist that your e mail address is: Xena-Warrior-Princess@companyname.com 4) Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 5) Encourage your colleagues to join you in a little synchronised chair dancing. 6) Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "IN." 7) Develop an unnatural fear of staplers. 8) Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 9) In the memo field of all your checks, write 'for sexual favors.' 10) Reply to everything someone says with, "That's what you think." 11) Finish all your sentences with "In accordance with the prophecy." 12) Adjust the tint on your monitor so that the brightness l

Movies
went to see the transformer movie it was funny in the begining but the action got heavy in the middle to the end. i bought these 2 movies and where pretty good the night at the museum and ghost rider now debatting to go see transformers or live free or die harder which both look good

Comments I Like
1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world that love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10.When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So.......... If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do love you. And always remember....when life hands you Lemons, ask for tequila and salt and call

She Is New Here, Let,s Welcome Her Proper
OK ALL YOU CHERRIES, THIS IS A NEWCOMER AND SHE IS GETTING A COLD SHOULDER FORM SOMEONE, LET'S WELCOME HER PROPER WITH RATES AND FANNING, AND I KNOW SHE WILL ADD MORE AS SOON AS SHE CAN

Anything Goes!!!!
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use..... The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down..... Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border.... When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq .... Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military..... Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it..... After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country...... He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot...... This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves...... If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, withou

First Blog
Hi Just thought I would introduce myself,my name is lucie of course lol I am orginally from Idaho but moved to uk with parents when i was small, so can't remember much about living in Idaho. I am married to steve and we have two children Ryan 10 and Lucie 5, I like clubbing,music,tv,reading,dolphins and pogo.

~stephen King~
King has never been comfortable with CUJO's pessimism-and particularly with the death of Tad Trenton in its closing pages. King has said that if he were to ever rewrite one of his published novels, it would be Cujo. But the pessimistic stance of the novel was -in King's words, "almost demanded": "You can't continue to write this kind of thing over and over again and finish up by saying, "Oh, yes, and the kid was all right. God took care of him again, folks. Go to bed. Go to sleep. Don't worry." Because they die, Kids get run over, they get knocked out of their cowboy boots. People pick them up and take them away forever. Crib death. Leukemia. It isn't a large percentage -most of them do fine. But it has to be put into the equation: the possibility that there is no God and nothing works for the best. I don't necessarily subscribe to that view, but I don't know what I do subscribe to. Why do I have to have a world view? I mean, when I wrote CUJO , I wasn't even old enough

Yes,you All Have Set Out To Hurt My Feelings Wth Your Hate Bullintens And Hate Blogs, With Lies And Just Plain Haterd, ,
THIS, IS A SAD DAY IN MY LIFE, WHEN A COUPLE OF SO CALLED FRIENDS START HATE AGAINST ME AND OTHERS BELEAVE IT, THAT I DONT.T EVEN KNOW,,THIS IS ALL I AM GOING TO SAY ABOUT THIS, BECAUSE I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG ,SO NO REASON TO DEFEND MY SELF.THE ONES THAT BELEAVE IT, ITS OK IF YOU WANT TO TAKE ME OFF YOUR FRIENDS , LIST. AT LEAST I WILL KNOW WHO MY TURE FRIENDS ARE ,, TY Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

One Year
It has been one year since my dad died. Not a day goes by that I don't think about it. This past week was hard on me as the day got closer. I know he is up there looking over us, and I know someday I will see him again. He will always be on my mind. In honor of him, my brother and I are going to go to a Detroit Tigers game every year on July 1st. That was his favorite team and I know he would appreciate the gesture.

Live Free Or Die Hard
This was a great movie if you can get past one small problem. Who really thinks the government buildings in Washington D.C. will actually be completely staffed with hundreds of people on the 4th of July weekend? If you get past that silly idea, you will enjoy the usual Die Hard roller coaster ride of great stunts and witty Bruce Willis quips. Justin Long makes a fun sidekick in this one. The kid might actually turn out to be a decent actor some day. The concept is a good one...probably because it came from a book and the movie makers added the John McClane character to the book. See it and enjoy

Fantastic 4: Rise Of The Silver Surfer
This was a decent movie. The action was good, the special effects were nice and the acting was passable. The storyline was wide open for alot of character building and plot delevopment but the makers of this film apparently cared more about product placement and getting the advertising dollar than putting meat on the bones of this movie. See it but see it cheap

Life
So I thought about what I wanted outta life and the answer to the question would be that I really am not sure. I know that I am in love and the fact that I am next to impossible to getting pregnant makes me cry. I am sad and worried that I will never again have a chance to have another child. I know that I want another child more than anything, but the simple fact that I can't get pregnant without help makes me so depressed. How could someone want to be with me and know that I can never have kids again. It is a 1 in 10.000 chance that I can even get pregnant. So what is a woman like me to do when in the last year alone she lost her one and only son to natural causes. All the pastor said is some bullshit about the time of life and how his time was up. BULL FUCKING SHIT!!! He was 10 months old for fucking crissakes. Who is to judge the determinacy of a full life. Surely not me but he was my angel and best friend. I am not sure how I keep going because in truth, I feel like a quiter, and

Spiderman 3
This movie was good. Plenty of action and things to keep your eyes open. The problem comes in with the fact that they tried to put too much in without building the ideas and characters into strong pieces of the puzzle. They introduced at least 5 new characters that deserved stronger fleshing out bevause they are all important parts of the Spiderman story. Instead of crammong everything into a single 2+ hour movie, they easily could have made 2 90 minute + movies with what they have for a basis. See it but see it cheap

Letter To Ian.
My Dearest Ian, My sadness has taken a form. One of many lonely, sleepless nights wishing you was still here. April 7 we would be celebrating your second birthday. All the dreams and plans I had for you have slowly been eating my heart. I never got to say goodbye, but I got to say goodnight and I love you. Why did you leave me munchkin? I can not understand it. The pain is sometimes too much to bear. I want you back and I know with deep sadness that this will never be. I will reamin on earth till my last breath and pray that you will remeber me when I come home to be with you. I hope you know that there is not a day that go's by that I don't think of you. I think of you in wakeing and in dreams. You consume my being and my every thought. It is hard to let you go angel, but I know I must if you are ever to have peace. I hope that on your birthday that you are well in God's arms and in Nana and PawPaw's. I hope you remeber me, your mommy. I hope that you remeber your daddy as well. T

Girlfriend Application
GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION Current mood: horny TELL ME........ BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: OTHER: 0. Are u a virgin? 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who is your favorite rapper? 3. Do you drink/smoke? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Would you give me a lap dance? 7. Would you like for me to give you a lap dance? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick, slut etc)? 17. Would you give me a kiss just because? 18. Would u sleep in the same bed wit me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents? 20. Would u

I Miss You Guys
I dont have my computer right now so i wont be on as often as i was so ill be on every now and then but i miss u all hopefully i get my computer fixed soon i miss you guys keep in touch

Video
For those who asked to see the video ad I made for my erotic story site the link is here. Warning it is adult content. http://www.turbofacts.com/mynaughtystory/naughtybeth.mpg

Just Unsafe
What women would do if they had a penis for a day 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm. 4. Touch yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may seem. 3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny as it looks. 2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which occurs between a man's eyes and the ruler situated next to his member which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement. 1. Repeat number 9... The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: couple times a dayIs sex a top priority for you?: nopeDo you

My X
So, some of you know I'm pregnant and the father left me for a girl who would support his habits or whatever. Just found she kicked him out becuz he wouldnt get a job. My friend tried to tell he wont get one. So, all I have to say to him is that I hope it was worth it. To leave a woman who truly loved you and was willing to work and get a place and everything til you got out of your dont want a job phase to now having nothing.

Me
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use..... The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down..... Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border.... When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq .... Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military..... Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it..... After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country...... He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot...... This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves...... If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, withou

Just Here....
...Waiting for you. ...Wanting you to be near. ...loving every word you say. ...enjoying knowing you are there. ...hating not knowing what to say. ...Wondering if I will say something wrong. ...Wanting to know what you are thinking. ...Wondering what you are doing now. ...Wishing you were mine. ...Trying to find the PERFECT word. ...Dying inside! ...Thinking all the wrong things about all the wrong people. ...Being me!!!!! Which means I am just here being lonely because i am alone. Just here wanting so bad to find that person that I push so hard that it pushes them away before I even get the chance. I hate the hurt but thats all I have right now. Till she shows up then WE will be JUST HERE............... More ramblings from Mikey

Cum Party With Me
my shoutbox will be closed until i can get may stupid fricken fracken pc fixed,,ughhhh ,, have a great day

Contest
He's in a comment contest... please go leave as many as possible. Please go comment for me i need over 2500 comments to get 1st place please please please help me win the best smile contest Please vote and comment on my pic in the best smile contest...

Thought Dumpster
So i took the glasses off just to see what i could see so i took the mirror down not happy with that image of me Who cares what has been done so far but ill be damned if ill go on knowing im just another toilet seat that keeps getting pissed on So many times i have thrown up my hands and let them have there way just hopeing that eventually i might just get my day Im tired of screaming quietly while others scream aloud when will i get my turn to speak where is my waiting crowd I cut myself to pieces so that every one could share not knowing they'd take all of me and leave nothing to spare I think it's time i just let go and except that im off track letting everyone walk all over me thinking they have my back So i guess i should just shut my mouth let my hurting slowly die i guess words are meaningless cause they always become lies i was thinking about this for days now bu

Now Taking Apps For A New Man
1. AGE? 2.SEX? 3. DO U HAVE KIDS? 4.DO U SMOKE? 5. DO YOU WORK? 6. DO YOU DRIVE? 7. HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED? 8. HOW SEXUALY ACTIVE ARE U? 9 DO YOU PUT OUT THE FIRST NIGHT? 10. WHAT ARE YOUR GOALS IN LIFE? 11. WOULD YOU EVER HAVE A THREESOME? 12. DO YOU LIVE ALONE? 13.HOW WOULD YOU TREAT YOUR BF/GF? 14.WHATS ONE WORD THAT TELLS ME ABOUT YOU? 15. HOW MANY TIMES A WEEK WOULD YOU HAVE SEX? 16. WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FOR IN A MATE? 17.WHY SHOULD I CONSIDER YOU FOR THE POSTION OF MY BF/GF? 18. HOW WERE YOU RAISED OLD SCHOOL OR NEW SCHOOL? 19. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I SAID YES TO YOU?

Guest Book
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Yesterday Shadows
With her yesterday shadows cleared away, She lays her masks to rest. She looks at the dawn with eyes opened wide, And finally sees infinite. But the tomorrows form a cloud That shrouds the horizon, like a wistful fog. The burden of hope is heavy, Too scared to mar the magnificence. The today's turn into yesterdays, And the shadows begin to creep in. She is a pillar of stone, so cold, so torn. While time shrieks it has been forsaken. Promises whisper in her ears, Something stirs in her soul. She casts away the ghosts of regret, And inches one foot forward. With her yesterday shadows cleared away, She lays her masks to rest. She looks at the dawn with eyes opened wide, And finally sees infinite. The sound of her own voice startled her. In the room that was empty, Alone for the first time. For so long she had been intertwined, Encompassed in another, She found that she was a stranger To her own self. The echoes of her words Resonated from within, Li

Nascar
I am totally into nascar and i see a lot of people who's core intrests include nascar, so if you're into it, shout me, send a message, anything.

The Window
The light in her life dwindled away so quickly she began to wonder if it had only been a dream. When the shadows crept in, it was a bitter ominous darkness that shrouded her soul. But she embraced it as a prisoner embraces his cell, because it is easier to sit in the dark than it is to walk to the light. Pain. Eats my insides. Sculpts my masks. Escape. Is that what you call it? States of mind that are unconscious of reality, Of the electric warmth of the world. The prick of truth. Escape in dreams, The unconscious mind fantacizing. And the unconscious must always wake up To the pain. The stinging pain. The driving pain that summons me from the unconscious, And beckons me into the darkness. Must resist. Must not give in. Must let the pain pump through my veins, And run its course, Like the blood that gives me life. The life that gives me pain.

I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

Funny Stuff
ok yall...guess what? I am pregnant! 5 1/2 weeks wooooohoooo....feeling a little shitty with morning sickness but otherwise i am good :) Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com nicki will go to jail for ... Resisting arrest while having sex 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com

Fed Up
Happy birthday to me! Yeah so is it asking to much to get a happy birthday from my fiancee on my birthday? I know he is deployed but he read the emails I sent him today..but couldn't even send me a simple.hey hun.. happy bday I'm busy so I'll write you later.. nadda.. and my son is being really clingy today and crying all the time.. I am just really really tired.. I am tempted not even to go out tonight because I just kinda do want to be around people. But I already made plans with my cousin and I always cancel on him when I am stressed out about my fiancee.. grrness. Just want to go home now. I really regret coming down here. My parents can't enjoy their trip to Mt. Pleasant now because I have to drain their bank account with my car problems, Jim is to pig headed to call his parents to help out even though they have plenty of money. I can't make my rent payment now.. all so I could bring him to see his son.. So why doesn't he help out financially? argh.. I seriously am de

Girlfriend Appliaction
1. AGE? 2.SEX? 3. DO U HAVE KIDS? 4.DO U SMOKE? 5. DO YOU WORK? 6. DO YOU DRIVE? 7. HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED? 8. HOW SEXUALY ACTIVE ARE U? 9 DO YOU PUT OUT THE FIRST NIGHT? 10. WHAT ARE YOUR GOALS IN LIFE? 11. WOULD YOU EVER HAVE A THREESOME? 12. DO YOU LIVE ALONE? 13.HOW WOULD YOU TREAT YOUR BF/GF? 14.WHATS ONE WORD THAT TELLS ME ABOUT YOU? 15. HOW MANY TIMES A WEEK WOULD YOU HAVE SEX? 16. WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FOR IN A MATE? 17.WHY SHOULD I CONSIDER YOU FOR THE POSTION OF MY BF/GF? 18. HOW WERE YOU RAISED OLD SCHOOL OR NEW SCHOOL? 19. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I SAID YES TO YOU? REPLY TO IT THEN REPOST IT REPOST AND SEE WHAT YOU GET BACK FOR ANSWERS REPOST AS GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION IF YOUR A GUY BOY FRIEND APPLICATION FOR YOU LADY'S

George Carlins Solution To Gas Prices!!
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use..... The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down..... Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border.... When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq .... Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military..... Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it..... After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country...... He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot...... This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves...... If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyw

For My Friend
please say prayers for my dear friend loveable sissy. she will be undergoing some pretty scary stuff this friday. so lets keep her in our prayers.

Going Through Emotions
I write poetry, it is my passion.. I came up with this poem in about a ten minute period... Going Through Emotions... The envious nature of the jealous heart, Will engulf your soul and tear you apart. It ruins everything it gets its greedy hands on, It destroys your trust by building a wall of stone, Encircling your heart and letting no one in. The jealous nature of the foolish soul, Is a person, whose emotions are bitter and cold, Such a lonely person, no one can touch, They use every problem in their life as a useless crutch. Their problems are always another's fault, This excuses them to seal up tight like a vault. The foolish nature fo the kind-hearted, Leave them withered, used and discarded. No one can be trusted with their delicate emotions, They are lost in a sea of good intentions and notions. They don't see through your guise until it's too late, Leaving them wallowing in a precarious state. No one knows our hearts better than us, We either wear them

R.i.p.'s
IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME THAT I'D SEE U FALL ASLEEP, I WOULD TUCK YOU IN MORE TIGHTLY AND PRAY THE LORD UR SOUL TO KEEP. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME THAT I'D SEE YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR, I WOULD GIVE YOU A HUG AND A KISS AND CALL YOU BACK FOR JUST ONE MORE. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I'D HEAR UR VOICE LIFTED UP IN PRAISE, I WOULD TAPE EACH WORD AND ACTION AND PLAY THEM BACK THROUGHOUT MY DAYS. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME, I WOULD SPARE AN EXTRA MINUTE OR TWO TO STOP AND SAY, "I LOVE YOU," INSTEAD OF ASSUMING U KNOW I DO. SO JUST IN CASE TOMORROW NEVER COMES AND TODAY IS ALL I GET, I'D LIKE TO SAY HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE WE WILL NEVER FORGET. TOMORROW IS NOT PROMISED TO ANYONE, YOUNG OR OLD ALIKE, AND TODAY MAY BE THE LAST CHANCE YOU GET TO HOLD UR LOVED ONE TIGHT. SO IF UR WAITING FOR TOMORROW, WHY NOT DO IT TODAY? FOR IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES, YOU'LL SURELY REGRET THE DAY THAT U DIDN'T TAKE THAT EXTRA TIME FOR A SMILE, A HUG, OR A KI

Happy Canuck Day!!
It's Canada Day. Yay! It means an extra day off work and time to drink beer. Good times had by all! I'm not planning on doing too much though. Maybe go see some fireworks with the wife... drink a few (only a few though because I drank too much last night). It should be alright. Happy Canada Day to everyone! (Happy 4th in 3 days to my American friends).

Its Just Me
I want to reach out and feel your touch the pain that will come makes me afraid. i hear that it will not happen, this time is different. my heart has been crushed too often, how much more can it take. If i entrust it to you, i leave it open to pain. Sadness comes, no reasoning with it, embrace it or fight it. If i embrace it, it will swallow me whole. to fight it, i need your love to be strong enough to . I cant have you yet, but its what my heart longs for so. Falling will hurt at some point, its a lesson we all learn . fearing the pain will surely come, and scared to leave my heart in your hands my mind tries to save me. But the heart is a stong force when it comes to love, and how can a mind reason with a heart lost in love? I know i love you, and i know i need you. I gave you my heart, and you gave me yours.. now in the midst of the love...I can sense the pain sneaking up on me....i need you to help me chase the hurt away. Ok, to start off my fkn day...i had to get

My Works
I close my eyes And everyone disappears There's only me, There's only you. You're all I hear, You're all I feel. You're all around me And in that moment I'm free. I doodled your name on my desk today. You take me by the hand And lead me into the dark Somewhere under the pale moonlight I feel the breeze against my face I feel the waves at my feet I feel the touch of your embrace You're all I sense You're all I taste. I cut your name into my wrist today. The world around me is spinning Round and round like a carousel ride You're consuming me Invading my mind. You're all I feel You're all I see You're all I want You're all I need I carved your name in my heart today And I'm one number shy of sixteen if you'd turn around you'd see.. I cried for you today And I didn't wanna tell you So I cut your name deep inside my veins. I craved your voice deep in my mind and memorizes your touch on my skin. When I breathe in, you suffocate me. I'd stay with you fo

Me!
"Life is simple, you make decisions and you never look back". This one may seem really hard to pull off for the sentimentals but this is where self-growth starts. You try to take over your life and steer it to wherever you like, may it be the way to self-destruction or self-aggrandizement. My life is one crazy ride, driven haphazardly and enjoyed enormously - which not to mean it is a 365-day circus, year in year out, at times I also get covered with clouds. This is when my sense of the absurd kicks in. The more I feel stressed out and troubled or just plain languorous, the more I indulge myself. So when you see me pigging out in a restaurant alone, its either I'm overwhelmed with problems or I'm celebrating something monumental. These moments are so sacred I want to devoutly savor every nanosecond of it without the distractions of others. I am vampirical. I feast on my own pain. When I am down, I don’t blurt it out. I believe that we are all the walking wounded, my pain is no

Incomplete Reality
After this nothing can be the same, sin and perdition flow through my vein, where even the dawn needs drugs to kill the pain as we coagulate in this rancid populous of loss suffocating in my own misery, i claw my way to the surface of this abyss, numb and beligerent from this endeavor, I am the beginning and end of this. It is this burden that defines me, the lament of this sullen wretch, and in my darkest hour, the solution is manifest. good show tonight, everything went well..new material needs work yet though....we need to find time to finish writing the new shit as well.. wrecked. Meandering the darkness, comatose to the truth, this is the apex of loss, entombed in a memory of you, Corrosive lament, capturing my attention, the outcast of fools, the height of discention, is this what I searched for, the truth in the absence, the apparition of joy, the cold touch of your presence, This miasma of perplexion, the labrynth of control, with

The Perfect Boyfriend
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. Even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someone's life. • give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. • leave her cute text notes. • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk around with her. • forgive her for her mistakes. • look at her like she`s the only girl you see. • tickle her even when she says stop. • hold her hand when you`re around your friends. • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • get her mad, then kiss her. • tease her and let her tease you back. • stay up all night with her when she`s sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. • kiss her forehead. • give her the world. • write her letters. • let her wear your c

Writer's Block
In order to fully understand the kind of person I am, or anyone for that matter, is to look at my upbringing. I was born into an unstable household with parents that I truly believe resented each other with a passion. My mother, a hard working woman who busted her butt to try and support her family. Who had a daughter who is her everything. My father an alcoholic drug addict who valued the partying lifestyle over his family and actually being a man and taking care of his wife and child by actually going to work. But this is not the complete root of my story. My mother had her family there to help out and support her and I in any way they possibly could. My grandparents and my Uncle Tom lived not even a 1/4 mile away from us. We could see their house from ours. They were there for everything for us. Through my parent's divorce and so on. My grandfather passed away too soon for me to have alot of memories but I do have some that I cherish. My uncle went to the Air Force and that left

Love Action Super Hero. Batteries Not Included!
Trey's Interview by Tyra BanksTYRA: Good afternoon Trey, Can I start my asking what brings you here to Cherry Tap?TREY:Sure Tyra...A friend of mine, (Jules ) invited me here, we met on another space place ;-) So I took her up on it and thought it would be cool to make some new friends.... TYRA: I see ..... so what is your status... you know as far as having a wife and kids? TREY: I was married for ten years. As far as a family goes, my ex and I never had children, and is one of the reasons for my divorce. I always wanted children perhaps it's not too late, either way I think kids are great. In place of kids I did settle for an English Springer Spaniel and a Labrador Retriever (mixed with sneaky neighbors dog) I'm a real sucker for a fuzzy face. TYRA:

Bits N Pieces
Ever Feel like you don't belong? Feel like the life you have chosen is wrong? Settling on what seems is the best for you, But messing it up though thats nothing new. The card you have been dealt is the joker of the pack, You are stuck with it now and you can't hand it back. Living your life surviving day by day, You sit back and think you got lost along the way. You open your heart to those in which you care, Once again it is broken leaving you lonely and bare, So you try and protect it and built up a wall, But know you can't promise to keep it from all. Why do we let our hearts rule our brain? It feels like your life is being washed down the drain. Why can't we be strong and choose our own life? I feel like I can't even be a good wife. But this is what I have here and now, And I know I shall survive somehow, Just live in hope it will improve someday, For I really don't like feeling this way. I have to say Goodbye, Feel I have to shut the door, For even t

Life
how life can change in a year...1 year ago my wife and i were getting ready to celebrate our 8 yr of marriage now we are seperated...it's just strange how things get screwed up so fast

So Called Friends.....
I am sitting here taking a look at my friends and past friends that I have had. Well just one past friend. I want to thank all my girls for being a true friend, one that would never turn around and hate on me because of some stupid rumor. I want to thank the true Irish Goddess Annie, I love you! She is the true Irish Goddess because she has the heart and the beautiful red hair. I couldn't thank her and her man more. They have been awesome, I do feel like now I can take myself and my kids there to play with her kids and myself to hang out with great friends. To you, and you know who you are. I still love you, and your girls are always in my heart. They are innocent and don't know the error of adult ways. I want to thank Jennifer. (the person I am going to grow old with haha). She was right about this past friend from the night of my birthday last year. I should have never left you alone with her and I hope you can forgive me for that. Well nevermind you already did. Jennifer you give me

Tattoo Contest Im In
HERE IS THE LINK TO THE TATTOO CONTEST I HOPE LOL, THANK FOR ALL THE LOVE... SHAWN TO ALL MY FRIENDS, I AM IM THE CT BACK TATTOO CONTEST ON THE 7TH OF JULY PLEASE RATE MY PHOTO, U CAN RATE AND COMMENT READ FOR RULES BELOW. THANK YOU AND HOPE TO HEAR FROM YA SOON, MUCH LUV. ME AZ_CORONA_KINGZ Okay people ..... here is a little about on how the contest is and how it works. I have had several questions so I am going to try and hit them all in this little blog....ok it may end up being a big blog. Also, any help from people that read this...and notice I have forgotten an important thing or two...pls leave your commnets a the bottom so that your knowledge can be used ...its so great that there are so many wonderful people on CT! 1)This is not to say that you are all dumb at all, but there are people out there that are new to the contest thing so I need to help them out here...so just be nice and bare with me. After all, its for fun & its always great to help others. I want

Why Othergirl
Why the other girl for my name. Because being the other girl makes more sense. IT does not matter that it might not be by choice or it may be choice. Why be the other girl .Why not ? I get to enjoy going out and being pampered and then I go home. I don't have to fight over shower ,the toothpaste, the bills the everyday mundane life. I guess I have become jaded but in life Jaded is always a part of it. But can anyone really find happiness ? Or is it just selling one self short ? All thoughts to ponder From the other girl

This Is America
Like me, you may've received this article several times. I hope that you, as I did, will read it through carefully this time. ...I am not ignorant. I am not racist. I have taught and respected students from many lands. But, our country has changed a lot since the 1980's, and we are losing our national identity. And, we are in danger of losing Christmas!!! ...I recommend serious letters to our elected officials. Just tell 'em you don't want to skip Christmas! --Sincerely, Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone- "YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !! THIS WAS IN A TAMPA NEWSPAPER: If we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other countries that came to live in America because it is the Country of Choice?????? "Think about it All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas...........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone.

Speaking My Mind
I know that most people live for the weekends. I am normally one of those people. But this weekend has officially been one of the most boring two days off I have EVER had. I know this may sound weird, but I am almost excited for the work week to begin!

Animal Totem
whats your animal totem?? (with pictures) EAGLEur animal totem is the eagle.ur vary on freedom adn happiness.ur pet is the marvouleous phoniex and u base on america.u love the skieas and ur favourite colour is purple ur music the call of natureTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code ~~Spanky~~ :)

Painting
First I have to say, I don't get what the big deal is about Ikea store. Harborcure & I went there Saturday morning, yes it was neat but didn't really understand the big hype people make about it. I did find a really neat curtain rod for the bedroom that will look great once we paint it to match. Other than that, I wasn't overly impressed. By the time I got done fiddling around & got down to painting it was 7pm. Thanks to my wonderful friend, Harborcure, I was able to get 1/2 of the room painted before crashing. Was up & back to work Sunday around 8am. Didn't stop until the room was done which was around 8pm. Got the desk moved back & computer hooked up too. I still have the door trim to paint & some wall touch ups. Not to mention painting the curtain rod before I pull out the new bedding & make it 100%. With my head in painting all weekend the kids reeked havoc on the rest of the house so this morning I cleaned. I'm to their bathroom & Noelle's room, which I hope will

Leaving Today For Awhile
I AM GOING TO TRUCK DRIVING SCHOOL TODAY AND I WILL BE GONE FOR AWHILE AND I WILL MISS YA'LL I WON'T HAVE ACCESS TO THE INTERNET WHILE I AM GONE UNTIL I RETURN HOLD THE FORT DOWN.

For Boonie
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends"

In Pieces
OK I'M POSTING THIS IN A BLOG AND NOT A MUM CAUSE I LOST MY MUMMS :( ANYWHO MY CD PLAYER IN MY CAR WONT WORK......THE CLOCK ON IT WONT EVEN WORK THE SCREEN IS JUST DARK! IS THERE LIKE A FUZE OR SOMETHING THAT I BLEW AND IF SO HOW DO I CHECK IT? THIS IS WHY I NEED A MAN AROUND THE HOUSE... THANKS I just wanted everyone to know that I OFFICALLY GIVE THE FRICK UP!! I'm done with men cause all they do is lie!! I'm done with the internet cause you think you've met someone great and then they lie to you and break your heart! And then when you actually do meet someone great that wont lie and break your heart they are out of reach!!! There's two websites i'm on! Here and bookofmatches I'm deleting my bookofmatches account I'm keeping this one open cause i've made really good friends on here! But that's all i'm around for anymore is friends! Yes I know that's why my profile says anyways! But I'm single again if you couldn't already tell. And I plan on staying that way for a l

Blog Inspired By The Mummers....
I haven't really got much to add to this - I sort of think the video clip speaks for it's self... Though I would say BRAVO to the lady...

Ripper
i say this if oyu don't like me then remove me from all your list i am not here to play around i am here to try have fun and enjoy time and maybe meet new friends i know ppl may not like me i don't care if they do or not i say this to everyone you got a prob tell me or just remove me and block me i don't know what i can say have a very great day!!

So..yea
You start a relationship...thinking that maybe this one is going to be different....right?? Then you realize that life is pretty much the same..when something goes good in your life then most likely something bad will happen..Call me negative...but thats the way it seems... So I meet this man....Boy hes a good one...Oscar winner potential....He played me like a slide guitar....I was putty in his hands...and he knew it....He said all the right things...did the right things.. and gave me what I thought was love..Did I mention I met him right after my divorce...10yrs...Starting over again...at 28... So it goes...he isn't what you would call a hottie...he was good looking...but my tastes are a lil odd to say the least...Drifted a lil there excuse me..back to the story....He gave me what I was looking for....attention.. Yes I can say I had very low self esteem at this juncture.....So....after a few months of dating...which I thought was wonderful...He cheats on me with a woman.. I

And Justice For All
And Justice For All... It's hard to believe that nearly two and a half centuries of enduring liberty and prosperity can be nearly bled dry and on its knees at the hands of a man who doesnt even have the intellect to pronounce the word "nuclear" correctly. The images above are my own artistic expression of frustration at the administrations demeanor and actions. These two men, of nearly unscrutiable power, have violated the oaths of their office and deserve the fates I have portrayed in the photo's above. It is Constitutional Mandate that any representative, senator, executive or justice be removed from their office upon violating the soelmn oaths to uphold, defend and preserve the Constitution of these United States of America, and they must be removed by the enacting of the articles of impeachment. As in all epics revolving around a time of diplomatic unrest, this country is falling ever more into the arena of the bureaucrats, whom in turn will fall to the true rulers of this n

For Nakei
TSO SDA NVTLI AQUADULI NIHI AHANI UTLAYASDI AYA

My Randomness...
My advice to you Smile... Even if people wonder. Love... Whenever you can. Love the person next to you. Dance... Like no one is watching. Even if you have two left feet. Sing! If you can talk you can sing (even out of tune!). Just open your mouth,and belt it out! Read... It opens your mind. Travel... And be open to other cultures. Laugh! When it is funny. A good laugh prolongs life. Act childish... Anytime you can. Don't fear... It only limits your potential. I am a genius but i am naiive I am a fathers favorite daughter, but i am a screwup. I am a lover, but more often than not i am a fighter. I am a flirt, but only in my head. I am heartbroken, but i am mending I am strong of mind and body, but i am weak-willed. I am lost, but I am finding my way. I am white like your teeth- not quite white enough and a little crooked. Broccoli bets stuck in my cracks. I am a lovers touch, cold and clammy, with one scratchy nail and dirt unde

Myriad
Just wanted 2 let every1 know that I have been in the process of moving. THAT's why I have not been online lately. Thank U 2 all of my friends & admirers who've sent e-mail & gifts 4 me - despite my absence... Sending a BIG thank U & love & kisses - out 2 my life-long friends: Ben, Kenny & Dewayne (& my brother) 4 helping me move all of my shit. Lol. & as 4 the rest of U - where the fuck were YOU?

Bialpha ..wondering
What can I say? Men constantly dissappoint. Kurr is in jail. Extreme dissappointment. There comes a point when you must choose to be with the one you love or be happy. For most lucky people this is one choice. But when your lover loves his fantasy life more then his reality it becomes difficult. I can not take the lies. to myself but mostly others...I can NOT take the theft...the lack of control. I have made the only decision left to me. I hope in the long run it benifits everyone. I will always and forever love him. He has my heart and my soul. One day I hope he learns what that means and how to live for someone other then himself. Thats love..thats freedom. oxox Fair the Well. A new Month, a new summer. Seems like sometimes its same old shit. I Just dont give a **** anymore. I am Bialpha and Im living well thank you. I have 2 wonderful boys, 11 and 2, both handfulls both adorable. I have a great guy, even if he does have to many obsessed fans. He has 2 great girls. We are happy in da

Me.
I'm still here waiting Waiting for you to wake up Wake up from the fog and realize I love you for who you are What you have made me And what you do to me I'm still here waiting Waiting for you to show me Show me your world Let me walk by your side Help you through tough times And share your thoughts I'm still here waiting Waiting and wondering Wondering if you love me What you think when you look at me Where your plans will take me When I'll know your intentions I'm still here waiting Waiting for your love Love that will prove me wrong Make me love you more Hearing I'm yours forever Knowing you promise me your trust and honesty I'm still here waiting So will you take this chance? This past week I found the most wonderful man I could have ever met. We've been through so much already in only our first week of seeing each other. But no matter what, I'm ready to fight for him. He makes me smile, laugh, and just love life. I love you Josh. You mean ev

Do It!!!
I was just thinking about something I saw on the news not too long ago. I tried searching for the article but could not find it. I did find something similar: http://www.risingsunofnihon.com/2007/04/sex_posted_on_web_site_worth_2.html The story I watched was about a married couple who made a porn website that people could go to and watch them have sex through their webcam. They charged like $20 each time and they made a million dollars in one year!!!! This is incredible to me. One year of having sex with your partner in front of a webcam could earn you ONE MILLION DOLLARS, and in only ONE YEAR! Your doing it anyway, right? hehe And it's not like you are cheating or sharing your partner with anyone. The best part about this is that these people were not even that great looking! I say go for it but the man is not down. Too bad.

Angel's Diary
Ok...I noticed tonite that I have forgotten how to flirt. This is a very disappointing realization. I used to be an ace flirter! It may have actually been an obsession at one point. Now, anytime I am around someone I am crushing on...I forget who I am...lol! Even online I am a total clutz when it comes to the oposite sex. I am going to have to do some further thinking on this to decide what caused the skill loss. As soon as I figure it out I will post another blog. :P The flirting problem is solved. I figure it was lack of practice. However now I live daily with the desire to be a half of one whole. To find a mate. My soulmate. I believe I know him...I just can't have him. And from this realization comes my sadness. I long for that part of my heart that I had sarted to live without. I lost it a long time ago and have begun to get used to life without it. Now suddenly the one who holds this part of my heart is back....with complications. I want to try again...but can't bring myself to t

Strip
Mark will go to jail for ... Performing a strip tease on the street 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com

SINCE U'VE ALREADY OPENED THIS, U'LL HAVE BAD LUCK & A BAD SEX LIFE (4EVER) UNLESS YOU REPOST THIS N LESS THAN 10 MIN. WIT THE SUBJECT OF UR HOROSCOPE [GEMINI]- I LOVE TO KISS [LEO]- I'LL MAKE LUV ANYTIME [LIBRA]- I GOT A BIG ASS BOOTY [VIRGO]- I MAKE LUV LIKE NO OTHER [SCORPIO]- I GOT MAD SKILLS IN DA BED ROOM [SAGITTARIUS]- I'LL MAKE U SCREAM MY NAME [CAPRICORN]- I CAN MAKE LUV ALL NIGHT LONG [TAURUS]- I STAY GANGSTA/GO HARD [AQUARIUS]- I HAVE SEXY LIPS TO BE KISSED [PISCES]- I LOVE TO SCREW [ARIES]- YOU HAD ME ONCE YOUR GONNA WANT ME BACK [CANCER] I STAY FLY [ARIES]- I LOVE TO KISS You scored as Mermaid, Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around t

What Is Life In The Shadows..
THE LIFE IN THE SHADOWS ARE ALWAYS ALONE AND NEVER CHANGE ALWAYS GETS HURT IF YOU COME OUT AND EVERYTHING. THAT IS MY LIFE AND THAT IS WHY I AM ALWAYS IN THE SHADOWS.. LIFE IN THE SHADOWS IS KIND OF HARD RIGHT NOW TRING TO GET THE LIFE GOING AND TRING TO GET THINGS DONE.. ITS HARD TO DO IT ALONE..

Welcome To The Mind Of Darkstar
Still Rockin here at fubar!still a bunch of awesome mutha fuckas here! As all of my friends on fubar know,I'm a Montanan at heart,and with all of the crap that has happened in my life recently,I want to go home To Montana!I know your thinking that I'd be running from my problems here in Portland,but actually,no i wouldn't!My moving back home to Montana could only help.There is nothing here in Portland left for me other than a job and an evil bitch ex wife,both of which can be replaced! I'm a bouncer in a local strip club here and I was offered a sweet deal at another strip club in Missoula,Montana,and I'd be a fool not to accept it!and as for the evil bitch ex wife,well,i will find my future ex wife someday and there's something about those Montana Cowgirls that just trips my trigger! If Fubar ever became a real bar,Montana would be the ideal place for it!so,I'm looking forward to hearing the positive comments about moving to Montana,and if you curre

What The Hell.
why do people think i automatically want sex whenever i talk to them on the internet? you get my screenname and bam! you're in. god i hate people. people are so goddamn cocky and some have no reason to be at all. but what kills me is people thinking that i'll "cam with them" or "swap pictures." that's why i think it's funny when people ask. and i think it's kinda desperate, too. you do whatcha gotta do, but damn - leave me out of it!

Iam Your Canvas
This is a dream I have....a dream of love. I thought I would share it with you all. Never let go of your dreams...no matter how distant they seem.....for they will come true. I AM YOUR CANVAS The moonlight streams in through the frosted bedroom window….illuminating the sheets of Thai Silk & throwing frosty shadows onto the canopy of our four-poster bed……outside the snow falls silently to Earth…inside, our sanctuary is aglow with flickering flames from the open fireplace & the naked flames reaching for the moon, from the candles lit on our altar. The only sounds…..the crackling fire I built to warm my lover & the faint, haunting cry of a Loon on the lake outside…..the gorgeous howl of an alpha wolf in the forest that surrounds our house. Serenity. I place another log on the fire & we watch the cinders fly, escaping into the cold & perfect night above. I turn & see my Goddess, the most beautiful woman I have ever known. She sits on our bed, ravishing….the delicate text

Rendal's Ravings
Well while I doubt I will ever be using the NSFW box, with "Ravings" in the title you never know. A bit about me. I'm a Online DJ who does 6 shows a week. Tuesday at noon Pacific I do Rendal's Ravings, Wednesday and Sunday at 11am Pacific I do Flash in the Pan, and then Thursday-Saturday 10am-Noon I dj in Second Life on my own stream for the RP area City of Lost Angels. I do have a sort of job in that I deliver papers, which keeps me busy for a while everyday. I also help my dad with his website stevenulmen.com, t hough its rather basic right now thanks to domain mixups. Not much else right now. I'm looking forward to learning about this place.

My Kiss-tory
This is the story of My KISS-ness. Of the band, their influence on me, & how they changed my life. I have been a RABID Ace Frehley & KISS fan since I was 5 years of age. I have very vivid memories of standing in front of my bedroom mirror, KISS tunes pumping, with a tennis racquet in my hand pretending to be......no, being, Ace Frehley. I was in awe of KISS the first time I heard them. Ace was always my favorite member. He was always the coolest one of them all. Even before I knew what cool was & long, long before I ever saw any moving footage of him (I only ever had pictures) he just oozed coolness & style. I wanted to be him from day one. He was my hero at 5 years of age & now, 28 years later he is still my hero......more so than ever. I am a musician. I have been playing guitar, singing & writing music for 17 years. Ace Frehley is the sole reason I am a musician today. Learning to play guitar & acquiring the ability to write my own music has changed my life in a profound, almo

Some People!!!
why some people start something and then back out of it....I mean do they get scared or maybe if shit gets too deep?...someone help me understand these people!! please

Karma
Some say Karma is a bitch, some say it will bite you in the ass. I spent the first half of my life with hate and disrespect. Nobody could tell me what to do. I never hurt a woman, dont get me wrong I was raised better! I loved lost, screwed and gotten screwed. I had a crush on a girl in high school (yes, I remember high school) I didnt have the guts to tell her and me being the ass I was back then, would have goofed it up anyway! Then as fate or karma would have it, I ran into her again, shes single as fate would have it, so am I. So let me tell ya boys and girls, you want good things in your life, live it right, take a look around, it my be as close as right next door.

Regarding Ct Deception To Advance Yourself
Even if you do not normally look at bulletins, turn them on and read a few. I am reposting the content of this one here so you can see what is happening...seems this lady hosting happy hour every 30 minutes is scamming people into bombing her page and rating her etc and promising blasts and not buying them, then blocking people.... check it out for yourself before you decide... HEY, I DO NOT LIKE SEXY BLONDE GIRL BECAUSE SHE USES PEOPLE TO GAIN POINTS ETC AND DOESN'T CARE ABOUT FRIENDSHIP JUST HERSELF AND TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP ON HERE. IF YOU SUPPORT THIS LYING SLUT I'M ASKING YOU TO REMOVE YOURSELF FROM MY FRIENDS LIST. SHE HAS HURT TO MANY PEOPLE ON HERE AND THAT IS NOT MY STYLE!!! I DO NOT WANT FRIENDS LIKE THIS OR FRIENDS THAT SUPPORT PEOPLE THAT PURPOSELY USE AND HURT OTHERS!!!! Added clickable link by Alice.. People should see what you can find about her on the net.. Just look at that link.. Warning not for the weak of heart! SXYBlondeGirl (repost of original b

These Are Stories I Write Back And Forth With A Friend
I missed him; I was lost without his guidance. I had left the safety of his home, my prison, my security. Now I was lost, wandering around through the real world once again. I needed him; I needed him to lead me; I needed him to tell me what to do; I needed him to make me feel alive. He had shown me myself, who I could be, what I could be, the ways of life and love. He had shown me pain and pleasure, suffering and release, how to be the person I was trapped inside. I wanted to go back to him; I didn’t think I could live my life now without him. I stepped into the bathroom and started the water in the shower. I wanted it to scald me; I needed some type of pain. The steady flow of water beating into the glass door was soothing. I pulled my robe and let it drop to my feet. I slowly examined myself in the mirror as I was waiting. My skin was milky white except for that one spot; that one blemish I had so eagerly allowed to occur. My hand absently strayed to my hip where the

Slave Boy
blahhh dont know what you want here bitch

Autism
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com My beloved 16 y/o nephew, Stephen, has Asperger's. In that 16 years, I've learned a lot about patience, and love. I was never fortunate enough to have any children of my own, but was able to play a small part in helping to raise my nephew, into the bright and strong young man he is. He'll be entering the 11th grade next school year, and right on time. We never let his illness slow him down, or set him back. He's always been treated special, but he's also been treated as normal as his illness would allow. This Blog is for him.... Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Love Pixie First Blog!
Ok ppls I`m way confused and tierd..lol..still figuring this site out..sry have no clue howe this one works iet patients lol huggles Love

How Texan Are Ya
You Are 88% Texas Well, butter my butt and call me a biscuit. This ain't your first rodeo!How Texas Are You?

Being Alone
I feel down when im alone for a few reasons and here they are. I feel alone because i love to be around people, always talking never stoping.. its painful to be alone and i have lived alone for a long time and my heart is finaly open but aches in pain. I feel down when im alone because i have noone that i can help.. Helping others brings joy to my life...I love to help all my friends and see it they are ok... last reason is that im a Scropio.. We like to be around our friends no matter what.. even tho we have a vindictive temper sometimes we are always srry when it comes to our friends. The pain kills me inside to feel like this.. I know people have lives but drop in tell your friends you care and put a smile on there faces.

Stress
just taken a moment out, need to vent a little, well enough about that, what do women want? tell you i must be either drop dead ugly, or to damn nice, i cant change whom i am, but honestly im sick of being single! id love to come home one day and be able to hold someone in my arms all night long, or have a conversation like normal people do. this go to work and bust my ass til i have no engery just sucks! so im just wondering what the hell can a nice guy do to make a woman notice im interested! yeah fubar is fun, and myspace is all about drama, and chatting is ok, i want out of it all and try to find someone down to earth and enjoy life with! im sure nobody will read this and if their is one or 2 of you thanks for stopping by and have a wonderful evening or day! i just needed to vent..... still feel confused about it but its off my chest! Paul I was just wondering is it all about rates and points, does anyone on here talk? god its so boring sitting here passing out 10s and nobody ta

~xtina~
(lol! Funny.) Here's the rules!! Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you The first people to leave you a MESSAGE. saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple p.s Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first! if u dont repost this you will have the worst day tommorow and message me wit your answer

Midnight Washes Over
midnight washes over steady and the moon once low on the horizon hangs in the sky like the heal of deaths boot kicking at the door calling us to lsten calling us to open to his cold steel embrace which in reality is warmer than the summer. Dance a happy dream over our heads when last we fall asleep the hills up yonder fail to great us the dying daisies weep and sweet revenge has left our hearts. we must sing a slow song now in this land of whispers in this land of mysteries and tales spun thick as spiders webs a rat is in the corner chewing on the wires a fly is in the window waiting to expire i am in the mirror painting up my eyes outside the girls are dancing someones knocking at the door theyre calling me to join them my velvets on the floor but i must join them i must fly

Im For Sale
(lol! Funny.) Here's the rules!! Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you The first people to leave you a MESSAGE. saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple p.s Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first! if u dont repost this you will have the worst day tommorow and message me wit your answer

Endless Love
Let's Fly To The Heaven's, Soar Through The Clouds, Together Forever Until Our Time Runs Out, Hearts And Souls That Run About. We'll Run Together Until The End Of Time, Through The Heartaches And The Pain. The Fear Of Being In Love,And Drowning In The Rain, In The End We Will Rise Above It All, So My Prince,Just Remember This, When You Feel As If You Are Alone, My Heart Will Always Be Your Home, Through I Kno You Can't Love Me, The Way I Wish You Could, It Doesn't Matter A Bit,As Long As You're With Me, So Hold Me Close,Let Me Breathe You In, I'm In Too Deep,Consumed By Your Words, I'm Fallin Deeper And Deeper Into Your World, I'm Losing Myself,Or Couldn't You Tell, I Can't Seem To Escape This Spell, My Mind Is A Mist,My Vision Blurred, The Only Clear Thing Is You In My World, Make Me Feel Like I'm Beautiful In Your Eyes, Make Me Laugh When I Want To Cry, You Gave Me Confidence When I Had None Before, You Took My Hand And Lifted Me Off The Floor, You Made Me Lo

Essence Of Love
The One You Love Makes You Feel Important Nothing Else Matters In This World But You, Feeling So Special To Have His Love,His Trust. When You Are In His Arms,Feeling So Safe And Content. Your Love Can Make You Laugh At The Weirdiest Remarks,Making You Smile From Ear To Ear, And Hours Later Still Thinking Bout What He Said And Ya Still Smile.You Enjoy Being Around Him,And Feeling His Love. He's The One Person That Understands You The Most, Without Him,You Would Be So Empty,So Alone. He Would Be Your Rock,Your Love,Your World. Just Don't Be Afraid Of Losing Him,Cause You Won't. He Wouldn't Realize How Much You Love Him. But Words Just Can Express So Much,But To Show Him,Would Mean Far More.Sometimes You Wonder,How Much He Loves And Wants You.Never To Doubt His Love,Just Wanting The Truth Of It. He Is Your Strength That Helps You Through The Day.Without Him,You Would Be Just Another Lonely Soul.When Your Love Collides,It's Timeless Of The Essence,Your Heart Melts Away

What People On Here Do That's Funny
One person I know here claims to know baby jesus, yet never met him. He claims to have discussions with this guy, but I have never heard a word from baby jesus, ever, have any of you? Another friend claims to have a long distance relationship with someone on here, but she never met him. Others claim that these sort of relationships work, but they sure haven't for me. Good luck if you have one of these relationships. One friend seriously loves her mumms, and she get really sensitive when people don't vote on them. She thinks highly of mumms. Other's don't give a care and write mean things in them, so the world goes on. Some people really like cutesy baby animal pics on here. Some people like burning buildings and people on fire. Do you think those types of people are actually friends on here? hmm, maybe.. One person I know who is not young pastes young model pics on their page, even as the main pic. Obviously the person doesn't look like this, but no one ever says anything, and

Heartbroken.
I wish I was strong as I used to be, Before hurt and pain weakened me, Than this wouldn't hurt so much, All I need is your gentle touch, You know who you are and what I mean, You know that you are, A part of my dream.

Saturday 30 June 2007
4th OF JULY IS COMMING UP. AND IT IS A TIME TO REMEMBER THOSE THAT CAN'T BE HOME AT THAT TIME. WHILE WE SHOULDN'T WAIT FOR JUST THE HOLIDAYS TO SHOW SUPPORT. IT IS STILL A GOOD TIME TO DO IT IF YOU CAN'T TO IT ANY OTHER TIME. SO IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SHOW OUR TROOPS THAT YOU CARE, YOU CAN HELP BY SENDING THEM A CARE PACKAGE. YOU CAN CLICK ON EITHER OF THESE TOO LINKS TO SEE HOW YOU CAN HELP. PLEASE REPOST THIS IF YOU CARE.

SINCE U'VE ALREADY OPENED THIS, U'LL HAVE BAD LUCK & A BAD SEX LIFE (4EVER) UNLESS YOU REPOST THIS N LESS THAN 10 MIN. WIT THE SUBJECT OF UR HOROSCOPE [GEMINI]- I LOVE TO KISS [LEO]- I'LL MAKE LUV ANYTIME [LIBRA]- I GOT A BIG ASS BOOTY [VIRGO]- I MAKE LUV LIKE NO OTHER [SCORPIO]- I GOT MAD SKILLS IN DA BED ROOM [SAGITTARIUS]- I'LL MAKE U SCREAM MY NAME [CAPRICORN]- I CAN MAKE LUV ALL NIGHT LONG [TAURUS]- I STAY GANGSTA/GO HARD [AQUARIUS]- I HAVE SEXY LIPS TO BE KISSED [PISCES]- I LOVE TO SCREW [ARIES]- YOU HAD ME ONCE YOUR GONNA WANT ME BACK [CANCER] I STAY FLY [ARIES]- I LOVE TO KISS

Death For Hair
Boy meets gurl, boy likes gurl u all know the rest of the story and that always ends up the same way, they fall in love and have a relationship bad or good they still love each other soo much and they cant let go or at least she cant. Her love burns and his is no longer there and she knows it and cant stand to think that it could actually be really over this time. What am i supposed to do if i lose the love ive always wanted?

Why?
You said you loved me, But you broke my heart, You said you would love me forever, So why are we apart? If you really meant forever, Than say you will try, 'Cause you once said forever, And that made me cry.

Mine Are "brown"
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if yo

My Blogs
Every day in the skies and in the wood, I see demoneyes. They look at me, and i see the pain. The pain inside me, waking up my hate enraging me. In the mirror i look at my face, and see demon eyes staring back at me. In my eyes, of demon eyes, i see death, blood and love no more. These demon eyes i see, help soothe me. Soothe my pain and fear no more of all the things i feared before. Everday now across the skies, i see demon eyes. They taunt me to come and feal no more. So i excepted my fate in demon eyes. Now i look in the mirror and see, my demon eyes staring back at me. Where once my heart, eyes and soul were, are filled no more. They are Black and hollow from losing my pitty and sorrow. Now on this day, my demon eyes tell me of my hate for love and love for hate. That i will go, afraid no more to my destiny and hell. There i will find the owner of my demon eyes and see darkness and black fill the skies and feal pain no more. Pain is a figm

Your Eyez....
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if yo

Moving
To most of you know I don't know how long I am able to stay in springfield someone on cherrytap no names mention. I am pregnant and I don't know who the father is it can be between this guy and another guy. I know it is this guys kid cause well I have been craving as much food as I can and I know that this it has to be. Cause of the conception date. I am probly going to be moving to denver and my not have acess to internet I will not be on cherrytap. I will be around whenever you see me sincerely amanda

Boobie Vision!
Hiya Everyone! When I cuddle with a bosomy woman, I'm so relaxed and excited at the same time that a superpower is awakened in me! I have her cradled in my arms in front of me, her back to my chest. The lights are out, except for an array of candles throughout the room. As I look over her shoulder and down at her cleavage, this is what I see. So, turn down your lights, bring out the candles, drink some wine, eat some cheese, and watch Boobie Vision! with me! LOL Lots of hugs and kisses! Nicholas

Rant For The Stupid!!!
Hi there everyone that reads this… Look I have nothing but love for those on CT that are real, but… If you call yourself naughty, horny, sexy or whatever don’t have pictures of your kids on the same page you have your boobs and cookie hanging out on. Damn! Also, if you have the balls to put that kind of stuff up on CT, don’t get pissed when guys want more. I mean, guys are guys. One more thing, if you have a site, your main picture isn’t you and its some sexy bikini chic grow a set and be yourself. HOW LAME!!! Oh yeah, if you have a folder that is "private" with the caption "for me only" or "don't ask" that is why you have a computer, store them there or people will ask. It is natural for everyone to want what they can't have. DUH! Bottom line, stop being a stupid, start being real and for god sake go outside and suck up some reality!!!

Updates
well im back wont go on a trip with them anymore thow was not to go fishin like they said i think im cought up on evey on if i missed something just point me in the right diretion will take care of all my friend needs http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=548838&albumid=606893&i=725248081# i am getting to be to busy to jump on here now and go throgh my tab to to rate will still rate if you are on when i am and add something or if you point me to what you want rated but please dont flood my email with all of them i can just as esaly move throw them if you point me to one thanks to all my freinds out there and injoy or if you see me on you can just shout at me and tell me you want me to see this

Why ??? Bitch??
LOOK I TOO KNOW FUBAR IS NOT 100% BUT WHY BITCH ABOUT IT TO THE ONES THAT RUN AND OWN THIS SITE? THAT SPEND 1,000'S OF DOLLARS TO MAKE THIS SITE GREAT!?! IF IT WAS THAT BAD WHY WOULD YOU BE ON HERE? FUBAR IS SO MUCH BETTER THEN MYSPACE!!! YET EVERYONE WANTS JUMP ONE "BABY J" OR "SCRAPPER" WHEN THEY DO A POST ABOUT THE BITCHING!!! IF WE STOP CRYING ABOUT THE THINGS THAT ARENT 100% HERE. MAYBE THEY COULD BE FIXED THE OTHER! IF WE STOP OUR BITCHING!!! THINGS ARE FLYING HERE FOR THE GOOD! MYSPACE CANT EVEN COME CLOSE!!! WE CAN DO A 1,000 TIMES MORE HERE THEN MYSPACE!!! YES "BABY J" OR "SCRAPPER" MAY SAY WHAT THEY DO!!! FOR FOR THEY SHOULD!!!! BECAUSE THEY DO ALL OF THIS JUST SO WE CAN ENJOY A SITE LIKE THIS!!! YES THEY KICK EVERY CHEATER THEY CAN FIND!!! WHILE AT THE SAME TIME SPEND 1000,S OF DOLLARS ON MAKING THIS SITE FUN FOR ALL. I FOR ONE HAVE ENJOYED THIS SITE AND EVERYTHING IT OFFERS!!! AND IF THEY WANT TO BITCH

Mad Ranting Of A Tortured Soul
My hearts been torn asunder All these feelings pulling me under A deep dark sheet of depression Wishing I had some way to block these expressions of fear and loneliness, finding no help and no way to express the way my heart truly feels when it's my soul thats being turned to steel from all the pain that seems to some from the sky like a coarsing rain the world is driving me insane it's like some flat unyeilding blade that my mind gets tossed upon splitting it asunder my heart screams with the roar of thunder but no one hears, no one cares....all alone There are times when i feel the world hates me Like some tyrannical force is trying to abate me I feel like all around are trying to rate me with their eyes Their peering leering visages I despise I realise in my pain that I despise the forms that I see through my tear ridden eyes all the lies twisting my soul pulling me into a neverending hole of fear and regret if only I could forget all the lost love in my life the

Chris Benoit
i loaded some stash on chris benoit and ppl are rating it thumbs down, this is a problem to me. we dont know his private life, all we seen was his life in the ring. i`m still not sure about the whole story. i believe it was a triple killing. every news chanelle seems to have there own info on this. so thx for the down rates you ppl and you know who you are i loaded some stash on chris benoit and ppl are rating it thumbs down, this is a problem to me. we dont know his private life, all we seen was his life in the ring. i`m still not sure about the whole story. i believe it was a triple killing. every news chanelle seems to have there own info on this. so thx for the down rates you ppl and you know who you are

In Honor...
While traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turn ed back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicago the pilot stopped short of the gate

***chuckiiboo???***'is Missing!?!?!
Sorry but was wondering what happened to '***chuckiiboo***' ***chuckiiboo*** This crazy ride is for you ***chuckiiboo*** Your missed!!! I HAVE OVER $700,000 FUBAR BUCKS WAITING FOR A NEW HOME!!! SORRY ALL OF THE $700,000 FUBAR BUCKS HAVE FINALLY FOUND NEW HOMES!! TO /fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1439492&i=1178323716" target=" border=">

Flag
Between the fields where the flag is planted, there are 9+ miles of flower fields that go all the way to the ocean. The flowers are grown by seed companies. It's a beautiful place, close to Vandenberg AFB. Check out the dimensions of the flag. The Floral Flag is 740 feet long and 390 feet wide and maintains the proper Flag dimensions, as described in Executive Order #10834. This Flag is 6.65 acres and is the first Floral Flag to be planted with 5 pointed Stars, comprised of White Larkspur. Each Star is 24 feet in diameter; each Stripe is 30 feet wide. This Flag is estimated to contain more than 400,000 Larkspur plants, with 4-5 flower stems each, for a total of more than 2 million flowers.

Canada Day
just would like to take the time to wish my fellow canadians a happy long weekend. and happy canada day. enjoy the extra day :)

I Miss You
Three years ago this night, it all came crashing down, so many things you left undone, so many friends you left behind, your life was so short, but you sure as hell touched mine, wish I could turn back the clock, and take it all away, wish I could erase it all, but the pain is here to stay, we smiled and laughed, we talked and shared, we had so many hopes and dreams, so much we planned to do, guess it was not meant to be, you left this world behind, if it's in the stars to be, I'll see you on the other side, rest in peace my darling one, this always was your favorite song, the words could never be more true, I miss you !!!

Rantings Of A Mad Man
Ok, it's very rare when I look through the bulletins left on my homepage, but it seems like every time I click on them, it ALWAYS says "don't friend this person, blah blah blah, they're a liar, blah blah blah, they're a cheat, blah blah blah, he's an asshole, blah blah blah, she's a slut, blah blah blah." Honestly, I think it's just as childish to rant and rave about people as much as they accuse them of being childish. People get pissed when other users downrate their pics. I say fuck 'em. I'm not here to impress anybody or win any popularity contests. Hell, people treat it like it's life or death on here sometimes. I'd say it's a game, but it's not even that, it's basically a MySpace for adults, so I say we all just start acting like them. Who cares if you get downrated, who cares if so and so has this agenda and that. I got on CherryTap because I was sick of the stupid MySpace drama, but it's getting to be just as bad, if not worse, here. I've made a few friends on he

Poetry
His Triumph Dark clouds falling from a dampened sky Tainted air around, constricting such purity Obscuring haze, concealing a distorted reality Crashing waves fall while silently illuminated Afflicted blood flowing through hollow veins Lifeless emotions seducing an empty eternity Such turmoil and strife led by a blinded touch Wearing crocodile tears as if honest sincerity Constant chastising words, corrupted deception A life taken in vain, blackened truth revealed Forsaken bloodlines reappear, alleging innocence Years retired nothing said, only ignored existence Today laid to rest unable to protest their profanity Tears of loyalty fall from emerald windows of pain Siblings of different wombs, bonded infinitely Whispers turn to silence, words sharply cutting deep Shame quickly searched each defiled heart’s lining Birds sing their tune, grass slowly begins to sway Moment of truth now known, humiliation taking its toll His pain and suffering revealed, nothing l

Me
omg i am with the best guy in the world he does me right in so many ways and when he's around me its like nothin in this fucked up workld exsists... his name is JARED MICHAEL SMOOT..i love him to death..he is my erything..i dont thik i could ever love anybody else as much as i love him..i cant help it.. he is all i could ever ask for...im so happy with him...i would kill myself if he ever left me... i want to spend the rest of my life with him i cant help it well byez ilv2xlr8@ CherryTAP

My Wraith , My Happyness,my Angry , All About Me :)
I WANTED TO WRITE ONE MORE BLOG ABOUT JAMEY WHO AT 14 YEARS OLD TOOK HIS LIFE BECAUSE OF BULLYING I WAS BULLIED WORDS HURT I REMEMBER I JUST WANTED TO DIE BUT MY FAMILY KEPT ME STRONG SO PLEASE IF YOU SOMEONE WHO IS BEING BULLIED BE THERE FOR THEM LET ME KNOW THAT THEY ARE NEVER ALONE AND PEOPLE THAT BULLY PEOPLE YOUR NOT COOL YOUR A ASSHOLE AND SO LETS STAND UP TO BULLYING I FOUND TWO VIDEOS ONE IS OF LADY GAGA MADE A TRIBUTE TO JAMEY AND OTHER IS OF JAMEY I HOPE HIS WORDS WOULD SHOCK PEOPLE OUT OF THE STUPID SAYING WELL WORDS CAN'T HURT YOU WELL THEY DO  . R.I.P JAMEY :)         R.I.P JAMEY MY DREAM IS TO STOP BULLYING BUT MAYBE ONE DAY PEOPLE WOULD LEARN TO ACCEPT PEOPLE FOR WHO THEY ARE PEACE AND LOVE PEOPLE PEACE AND LOVE NICOLE the sky is falling with rain but i can't stop kissing you people are looking and yelling for us to get a room but still i can't stop kissing you the wind is starting to blow wind in our faces but i still i can't stop kissing you

Redneck Puter Terms
Dim your headlights for approaching vehicles, even if the gun is loaded and the deer is in sight. When approaching a four-way stop, the vehicle with the largest tires always has the right of way. Never tow another car using pantyhose and duct tape. When sending your wife down the road with a gas can, it is impolite to ask her to bring back beer. Never relieve yourself from a moving vehicle, especially when driving. Do not remove the seats from the car so that all your kids can fit in. Do not lay rubber while traveling in a funeral procession. Do not remove the marlbro from your mouth before telling the state trooper to kiss off. Put Brush Guards on all our vehicles When taking Shortcut off road, be careful as not to hit anyone who might be walking. You must have big tires on all vehicles (even cars). A Jack Daniels bottle is not a gear shift. When you get stopped and the officer says he is going to write you a ticket don't tell him, "No thanks, I won't be stay

Bye Bye
Well this is it. a couple things to do and i am gone. 5 minutes should do it.

To Everyone In The D.s.c.
Thanks To Everyone in the Dirty South Crew for the warm Welcomes !!!!!

Live Music Now!
Come in and have some fun and hear some great music! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7238 HURRY! DJ Cali

#1
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Wasted Words To The Adultress
A low sweet kiss Like petals of flowers opened in the new fallen rain your flesh was as sweet as the anticipation of this moment. the whispers of dew on the leaves of a willow tree were never sweeter to me as your gentle feminine petals. I breathe them in now, and am intoxicated. To tenderly touch you just so, easing your Beautiful feminine flower open, fingertips Quivering, gently probing the sweet hot recesses That live and pulse behind that gentle sweet covering. I wanted to place my mouth there then, and pry the lovely shroud open with my tongue. You resisted, I persisted; and moaning gently, You succumbed to the touch of fingers lips teethe and tongue. Oh how you enjoyed the waves of passion coursing through your amazing tight little body. More forcefully now, I attack the tender folds, private little hot moist places within you, until you came thunderously, endlessly. Further and further I probed with firm tongue, whipping lips and sucked your mons

Traveler
You scored as Dracula, You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula100% Lestat100% Marius100% Akasha100% Louis67% Spike67% Armand67% Blade33% Deacon Frost33% Angel33% Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com This is how your site gets hacked....

Video On Imeem
I NEED VOTERS ON IMEEM TO RATE THE VIDEO FOR POISON CONTEST...I WANT TO WIN THIS...http://poisonfans.imeem.com/video/H_mWD21Y/raven_playing_air_guitar_poison_contest/

Birthday
Today June 30th 2007 is my mothers 75th birthday. The day was not as elaborate as I had hoped, but nice just the same. I grabbed my 2 oldest grandson's Treston and Bryce, and we picked up fried chicken and something to drink and whipped topping for the strawberry short cake she had planned. The kids were of course very bored. But they brightened up when the ground hog under the neighbors shed came out to eat. I may live in a city, but the local fauna doesn't care. We had fun reliving the opossum incident of 2 yrs ago. I gave my folks a peach tree about 12 years ago. It has reached it's peak of production. Meaning several bushels of ground fall. Now that year we had already picked 20 bushels off the tree with at least 10 bushels in the garbage. There was a storm due so we decided to pick the remaining peaches to keep them from being ruined by the storm. As we started to pick up the fallen ones my mother let out a loud scream. In the garbage can was a very large very drunk o

The All New Statics Klub X Treme
COME JOIN NOWTHE NEW AND IMPROVEDSTATIC'S KLUB X-TREMEAWSOME DJIN THE LOUNGEDj BigSat and Sun 2 Am - 6 AmKLUB CITY JAMZ RELAYEvery Day 6 AM - 2 PMDj KissMon - Fri 2 pm - 6 PmMixMasterMcStormFri, Sat & Sun 10 Pm - 2 AmDj DerranngedMon - Fri 6 pm - 10 pmDj TazzMannMon - Thurs 10 pm - 2 AmDj WickidMon - Fri 2 Am - 6 AmDj LouciousSat & Sun 6 Pm - 10 PmDj SilverSat & Sun 2 pm - 6 PmHOT SHOWSIN THE LOUNGEKLUB HOUSE DANCE PARTY

Loungin'...
So....I'm sitting here wondering WTF to do all night!!! I drove from Maryland, to my hometown, New York!!!! To go to the Yankee game and my boys LOST! They only got 1 damn hit!!! Them Bombers need to get their shit together! Anyway, now I'm back in MD, chillin' with my Malibu n Coke over here, bored as shit, exhausted as hell, and NOT in the mood to go out! My arms and face are BURNT to a crisp...and, well, I guess Im going to just BLOW my night online! Or just go BLOW! Something....or someone! lol =) Maybe I'll go frolic on alt or aff and get into some trouble! teeeheee he

Hi! I Am Stupid
I hurt... I am a real person. Not someone to be toyed with... so if you just want me to adore you to have another woman pining over you then forget it. You are not real and you never were. I can't help it, it is just too confusing. I am just a big idiot and need to stop thinking so much... Why do I still love someone like him? Why can't i get over it? Why was it so easy for him to leave? How can I ever get this feeling to leave me?

Call Me Crazy.
well his guy i ct had been harassing my friend and i but we never faught all of a sudden she tries to talk o him and what not. but then she strats to flirt. well i didnt care until she started ellin everyone on ct that i was n internet whore and everyon one of er friends should wath their backs. now thats a dick move iright there. well i told the guy to grow up and be a man and i told hin to coplain to his mom and brother that a 19 year old made him cry/.then hethreaten to come to the us o kill me. i dont get men and i dont get that bitch either if u have any advice plz let me know.

My Thoughts
I have three blogs on here and all of them are about Erich, this one is no different. Today, I saw the buses coming down the Interstate. I got to see the second and third shift of buses coming into to Trumann. It was a very moving and emotional experience. It is something I know I will not soon forget. I still can't believe that Erich and JT were not on the buses. That's where they should have been. Erich should be here. JT shouldn't have been home for four months, he shouldn't have had his wreck and he shouldn't be half brain dead. And JT and I should be hanging out and being nice to each other. JT should still be a big brother. Taylor should have both her uncles. She shouldn't have to grow up without one of the greatest men on earth to spoil her rotten. Terah should still have her baby brother. Amanda should be planning a wedding. There's a lot of things that should be happening, and us missing Erich isn't something that should be happening. I am thankful everyday t

Guest Book
I would really appreciate all those that still have not added yourselves to do so, Thank you and if you have a GB that I haven't signed also, just drop me a note and I will do that! Hugz ~Gothyk Tygress~

Awww No Love
ppl PLEASE DO NOT RIP MY PHOTOS UNLESS YOU ASK NOT VERY NICE NOT KNOWIN WHO HAS A COPY OF ME ON THERE COMPUTER TY all these ppl i have on my friends and only like 3 leave me comments WTF LOL

Seduction Style
You scored as Assault Rifle, You are soldier. Or you want to be a soldier. Or you just love military-type firearms. You need assault rifle. M16 or AK-47 will do good.Shotgun100% Assault Rifle100% Sniper Rifle100% Revolver94% Pistol63% SMG50% Machinegun31% What Firearm Fits You Best?created with QuizFarm.com You are charming. You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com

Enough Complaining About What You Don't Have...appreciate What You Do Have..
Preferenced with the mindset I'm happy believe it or not...LOL But.... As man just 31yrs old who has bounced around with several careers and probably stuck in one now for the rest of my life atleast hoping I'm settled in I can't help,but get the feeling that answering the Why's or How Come's that come my way drain me alot of the time.. Confused... Ok.. Alot of my male friends (not many as not a social guy much after college) I hear make excuses for why they don't make time for their kids,family, and spouse or partner.. I hear them complain about direction or careers. I hear lies about performance with regards to sex or how much..LOL.. But most of all something very interesting to me although most women will suggest men are just as selfish... I never hear another man say how they themselves feel about themselves. It is always who or why something has happened to them... This to me is a focal point in how I live my life in the theory I tried everyday of my life to make people happ

Going Back
felt the need for a snack :P Have you noticed that most people you cross paths with online are really nothing more than a waste of time..... I mean you spend countless hours getting to know people develope a realtionship with them only to be fogotten when the next best thing comes along.....As I look back and think about how much time I've spent online and I have to ask myself........what for where are those friends now? Moved on to what they find entertaining to them now....yea huh its cuz its because im another year older and im venting because im getting older and still continue to learn life lessons.........just saying its funny when its all said and done what you really mean to people after all I dunno I just wonder why I continue to hang around....I mean what for yanno..... ""Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so LOVE the people who treat you right, FORGET the ones that don't and believe everything happens for a reason. NOBODY said it would be

Extra, Extra Read All About Me!!
Can I just get the oportunity, just the oportunity, to meet a MAN who has value and respect for himself but not to the point that he thinks he's a God. Someone who believes he is the most wonderful man alive, even if he's not. If you think your that man, dont be shy. I dont want to meet any famous people...They are normal people just like you and me, they are just really really popular, I don't know whats the big deal. I Have A Type A+ Personality I am one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused,I am good at getting what you want I rule at success, but success doesn't rule you. When it's playtime, I really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something I love! I live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds. Now I just need some one to fit my MOLD... YOU CAN TELL ME ALL DAY THIS IS YOU, BUT IS IT REALLY? THIS IS SOMETHING THAT WILL TAKE TIME AND PATIENCE,AND SPENDING TIME TOGETHER TO REALLY

Cherry Salutes
Hey Whats Up Guys its my First Blog, and i see all those kewl salute pictures and kewl licenses and just curious as to how i could make one or where i could go to make one.. Thanks For Ya'll HELP

My Blogs
REFLECTIONS As she gazes into the lake her eyes look at the reflections of a troubled young woman. Eyes so full of pain and anger that stems from somewhere beyond her. So lost deep within the hurt she can't seem to see her way out. Loneliness drives her mad, companionship is lost. Always feeling like she is so alone and unloved. Never being able to find someone that can see through her masks. Searching for something she may never find. Always feeling unworthy of something as great as happiness. She sinks deeper and deeper into a depression that is killing her. Praying at night that she will not see the light of another day but deep down knowing her prayers will go unanswered again. Crying out for help but there is no one there that understands how she is feeling. In fear that she will become another depression satistic. How horrible could death be? Couldn't be worse than life. Unsure of what she is feeling. Being saddened by the thoughts of regrets and self loathing. Not sure where to

Anyone Miss Me
FOR those wonderin where i was at i was in jail for probation violation..but i am back and i wont be on to much..i left a bullitin but i guess no one checks them but hey im going out to enjoy the weather i may be back tonite nor i may not me....tty; FOR those wonderin where i was at i was in jail for probation violation..but i am back and i wont be on to much..i left a bullitin but i guess no one checks them but hey im going out to enjoy the weather i may be back tonite nor i may not me....tty;

Game Question
What did everyone think of those games? Wotrh the time? I'm looking at getting more games for my PS2....

Anna Tedborne
Mkay, gonna try this. Don't even think I can do it justice, but: I met this lady in Stockholm Sweden, she was/is gorgeous even by Sweden standards....nyway after I met her I began getting mail that she was going to Australia to be with the love of her life....as we all know....that dog don't hunt...but despite all odds, Anna stuck it out, (that's Texican for hung in there) and recently accomplished her goal,,,,Aussie citizenship... Do any of us have any idea how much BALLS that takes?....I doubt it....nyway....to Anna....YOU ARE MY HERO.!! holler at her...anna_tedborn@yahoo.com.au.....g

Things That Make You Go.."what Is He Smoking?"
I did not realize how the rating thing worked. Appologies to all that I offended

Helping Friends Out
DOES ANYBODY KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO INDUSTRIALIZED2HATE????????? I HAD A FRIEND THAT WAS IN HIS CONTEST FIRST ONE TO 50,000 WINS A 1 MONTH VIC. THE CONTEST WAS STILL GOING ON AND NOW IT"S GONE, ANTBODY WITH ANY INFORMATION PLEASE LET ME KNOW THERE IS ALOT PEOPLE MAD THAT WAS VOTEING. I WOULD LIKE TO BE ABLE TO TELL THEM SOMETHING. THANKS. JON my friend is in need of some help. she is in a contest and it is close .i want to keep her in the lead.she has helped me out many times . i am asking all true friends for help on this . your help will be greatly appreciated. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=315524&albumid=398487&i=3463323914 heres the link to the contest. thanks for the help. jon

Cherry Outcast
So I've been a member of this site since september and ya know I'm starting to feel unwanted. I have posted God knows how many salutes that have been rejected and have yet to receive a blast from anyone. Seems like the harder I try to be a likable cherry, I get everyones ass to kiss. Seems impossible to do anything right in this place. So frustrated!!

~edith Piaf~
(pçäf´) , 1915—63, French cabaret singer, born as Edith Giovanna Gassion. She began to sing at 15 in cafés and in the streets of Paris and was soon engaged to sing in a cabaret. Fame quickly followed her appearances in nightclubs all over Europe and America. Piaf appeared in several movies, starring in Le Bel Indifférent (1940), originally a play written for her by Jean Cocteau. Her highly emotional and powerful voice was enormously expressive. Her performance of the song Milord was especially cherished by international audiences. See her memoirs, Au bal de la chance (1958, tr. 1965); biography by her half sister Simone Berteaut (1972).

New To Ct
Please be patient with me. I just signed up today and I am doing my best to learn the site. Thanks

Science & The Mind
This weekend's full moon hangs lower in the sky than any other full moon of 2007, according to NASA, and it's a good time to be fooled. When low on the horizon, the Moon can appear to be larger than when it's higher in the sky. It's all an illusion, scientists say, and it does not involve any enlarging effects of the atmosphere. Rather, it's all in your mind. Here's how it works: Our brains think things on the horizon are farther away than stuff overhead, because we're used to seeing overhead clouds that are close compared to those on the horizon. In the mind's eye, the sky is a flattened dome. With this dome as a reference, we expect something on the horizon (such as the moon) to be father, and because it is actually no farther than when overhead, our brains goof and imagine that it is larger. Skeptical? You can test this from home. When the moon first rises, hold something small like the eraser of a pencil at arms length and compare its size to the moon on the hor

The Leathur Lair
Damn, but this was a mammoth show! Ran about 7&1/2 hours long! And most of it was bands you just dont hear all the time anywhere! It RAWKED!!!! =========================================================================== 08-24-07 Aldo Nova "Fantasy" TLL intro 14a Bonham "The Disregard Of Timekeeping" Bonham "Wait For You" TLL of WRR promo Adema "Freaking Out" >voiceover: Juno Reactor / Don Davis "Navras" Helix "Rock You" Sepultura "The Waste" WRR Darth Maul 1 Avenged Sevenfold "Bat Country" Dissection "Night's Blood" >voiceover Peter Frampton "Show Me The Way" LIVE Alice Cooper with Slash "Desperado" LIVE Ace Frehley & Peter Criss "Nothin' To Lose" LIVE Billy Idol "Rebel Yell" LIVE acoustic Vince Neil & Nikki Sixx with friends "Rock N' Roll" LIVE Dee Snider, Zakk Wylde, Bob Kulick, Rudy Sarzo, Frankie Banali, Paul Taylor "Go To Hell" LIVE Trapt "Headstrong" Fireball Ministry "Flatline" All That Remains "This Darkened Heart" >voiceover Metallica "The God

Sex
Ok guys my man is in jail and he was a bastard so i'm living my life and rogering and hammerstining any cute guy who walks by. So give me a email and something my happen. I'm also very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very bored -.-

Where Do You Hide N Who Can U Turn To?
You ever feel trapt? Ok Well i do man. I keep on trying to get better. Im moveing forward yes. Getting my liscence back, trying to get to a houseing authority where i am on a bus route to maybe get a job. You ever feel scared to fall asleep at night? Want your kid next to you cuz your nervous someone is going to try to break into your son's window? If you think about it all it is so flat out rediculous to know ever summer you know the drama is going to start in your neighborhood. Where people are going to start caseing out your place or other apartments of the like. No i may not be rich. I have the best thing in the world here my child, and for all the money in the world I would never trade him. He is my most valued possession and my greatest love in my life. What scares me is what do i do when I am faced with the fact of these nightmarish scenes in my sleep of someone breaking into my home? Only thing i can think of talk about it with my therapist. Now it is right next d

Special Thanks
I KNOW I have the best online friends and the number of get well comments, messages and gifts just proves that. You guys are amazing. I was so sick with a stomach virus yesterday and couldn't take it any more that I finally checked myself into the hospital yesterday bout 9pm. They did vitals and I was so in distress that my normally perfect blood pressure was sky high and had a slight fever. I got med's and IV and stayed with them till early in the morning. I am doing much better now but still a bit under the weather. Just wanted to thank everyone for keeping me in their thoughts while I was away. Your get well wishes are helping me pull thru. With love, Sonya xoxoxo

Wazzup
wazzup guys the name is Chris and i just wanted to say thanks for adding me i really appreciate it ive anyway if any of ya all wanna know a little more bout me feel free to send a holler my way anytime and i will do my damnedest to get back with you later