cleo1227the devils spawn princess's blog: "Missing them!!!!!!!!!!"

Since I left my husband and children its seems their lives have gotten some much better...My daughters grades came up,my son is doing unbelievable in college and my soon do be x-husband is doing everything he always talked about doing....I guess me leaving was the best thing for the 3 of them I just wish my life would getting better instead its falling apart...There is so much more drama in my life now I really wish I could go HOME!!! Where I am in my life now doesnt seem fair and I have to accept they r better off without me in their lives...WEll I am so proud of the three of them I wish them the best...I love them all!!!!

My daughter just called and said her and her dad r comin to visit me in August....I hope hes not pulling one of his stunts and disappoints her!!!! I'm not getting my hopes up til my x calls me himself to tell me!!!!!! If he disappoints her I'll make him regret being born......Well hope the best for me...I'd greatly appreciate the support!!!!!!!!!! Susan AKA Cleo{ the devils spawns princess }

I guess the old saying "misery loves company" is true......It seems no matter how hard I try misery always finds me.....Its like I'm not supposed to be happy in life...Well misery can kiss my ass cause from know on I'm gonna totally engough life to the fullest!!!!!!!! Susan AKA Cleo{the devils spawns princess}

I miss my kids so much it really breaks my heart....Now my bf is gone til the end of Sept... and I miss him more and more everyday.....Life is so boring here in the Soo and I'm doing everything I can to stay clean and out of trouble....Well thats all I feel like saying today.... Susan AKA Cleo{the devils spawn princess}