You know that feeling that you get when someone you love comes near.
The kind that when they touch you, all your feelings shift a gear.
And when they speak all you can do is listen, grin and smile.
The pain of knowing you and him will never walk the aisle.
And when you see his shining face, you wish that it was yours.
To hold, to touch, to kiss all night. To cradle in your arms.
For him to be the one that will forever be with you.
Brings cheer and joy into your life but there's nothing you can do.
You can wish and and hope that one day soon he'll find out you're the one.
So he can hold you, touch you, kiss you all your days to come.
To cherish him with all your heart is all that you can do.
Even if it means as friends, but you know it's not true.
You'll always have a place for him, inside within your heart.
He'll never know the pain you feel the days you are apart.
As much as you would like for him to try and understand.
You wouldn't want for him to feel the pain that you withstand.
So, as for now, the most that you can do is sit and smile.
And do not tell him all the feelings that you've had a while.
And pray for him that someone just as caring, sweet as you.
Will come along and care for him as you would want them to.