i been thinking... i dont think it is worth it 2 keep trying ... i been tryin 2 b happy but it never works i lost alot of my friends and i did sum things im not proud of... and i understand im not meant 2 b happy... i just wish there was a way that i could b a little happy... but i can c its not poissible.. i dont wanna try ita not worth it.... if u wanna b my friend then go ahead but im not gonna try my dammest 4 u 2 like me.... im here 4 myself but i dont no wut i want anymore... i no i cant ever b happy and i also no im not meant 2 b in this world