Mashiara's blog: "A lil something "

Take me. ?Anytime, anyplace.? Make me your servant,? your slutty little face.? Make me obey you,? make me confess? how I need you to hurt me? to feel at my best.? With your roughness and greed, ?punish my darkness?and fill me with need.? Use me and fill me, ?give me purpose with your cock.? Show me what I’m good for, ?which way that I should walk. ?Then push me to the ground,? and press me to the wall,? show me that you’ll take me? but you’ll never let me fall. Only you can rape and seed me,? only you can be my guide. ?Dominate my soul? and my emptiness inside.

I say I want your arms until they are around me. ?I can't breathe.? I push away, you can't see the way you scare me,? the way I try not to run.? You'll have to hold me until my limbs tire,? you'll have to force yourself into my heart ?until I finally relax and accept there is no other way. ?You'll have to breathe new life into me,? make me cum a million times to your touch? until I come to expect that you are the only one? who can give me this.? You'll have to make me submit,? with brute force and clever coercion.? How long can you hold me here at your mercy

It’s not the right time or the right place to spread my legs? but I do it anyway, attracting your gaze.? I know you want me, my thighs, soaking through. ?I’m a magnet for men.? I’m too pretty for the things I let them do. At first, they are so gentle, but almost intuitively? they switch on me. They see my weakness? and they scavenge me like birds upon unwilling prey? except I tend to prefer it this way.? I like the way they tear me apart and use my tender flesh? to make themselves feel good.? It’s not a gift I’m giving them,? this feeling of being understood. ?I’m taking from them what I need. ?I find the abuse freeing.? I love to nurture all their greed,? giving until I’m bleeding. It’s not the right time to claw and growl,? to cum like an animal,? to forget all my fear and give myself over to him,? to all of their needs, to be filled with their? lust to the motherfucking brim. ?Drink me. Eat me. Fuck me until I can’t breathe.? Let me bask in the sexiness, drink in the fear.? Give me over to their need to? talk about me as if I’m not there.

Please, don’t make me wait another minute, ?another second for that sweet love.? My heart is tied in knots like the ones you use? to tie me down, spreader bar at my ankles,? opened up and on display for you.? I can’t stand it when you’re gone.? I try so hard to hide my fear of losing you,? afraid you’ll never cum back to destroy me again.? While I’m waiting, I scroll through the memories? of all the times you’ve brutally fucked me,? of all the nights I’ve slid into the morning? under the weight of your strong body.? You are the perfect man for me,? the way we connect, the way I claw at your back? and scream obscenities as my orgasms? collapse in on themselves? and my screams come up empty.? I’m here to serve your cock, your soul, your body? is mine, and mine is yours. I’m waiting? here for you to claim me once again.? I don’t know where you’ve been and I hope? that you’ll be here soon to cover me with kisses,? rekindling the hopes and dreams of our future. ?Please tell me it’s not only this,? not just about the way you hold me down,? forcing your cock into my oblivion.? Tell me that you love me and need me? as much as I need you right now.? No one else will do!? Only your arms feel right as they restrict me.? Only your breath on mine is pure rapture.? I want you now, and forever after.? Don’t leave me here,?waiting.