Everyday i wonder what i should do with my life.
I have so many thoughts on my mind and it only seems to build.
Sometimes i think of going back to my old home and living out the rest of my days over there,
Then i think of running away and never coming back again.
Of course these are only thoughts i have within my darkened soul,
The love of my life has told me he will find me but is this something i have to look forward to.
My life has come down to waiting for someone to find me within my darkened soul,
He seems to want to express his undying love by searching until he finds me and holding on till he can no longer hold me.
Should i let him do such a thing to spend his time searching out someone like me,
Every day i wonder why he loves me so much....
