As we let life take flight into promising tomorrow, may we celebrate all of our accomplishments, soar with purpose and passion and take pause to remember the gifts of today.
today had to go help my mom by cleaning her house i have been helping as much as i can i have one sister and one brother that never come to see her hardly anymore and well she has not been feeling quit well lately she has been really sick and unable to get around on her own so i have taken the job of getting her shopping and cleaning done and trying to care for my own household and trying to not have a relapse of my own illness today nearly just broke the glass in my mind i had to clean her house and she sarted to cry cause i was cleaning her house and she could not help but sit and fight to breathe her feet swelling really bad from the pills the doctor put her on she also is so sore she has been falling allot more so i just had her sit as i was cleaning out the kitchen and living room i was gonna tell her i will do the rest tomorrow so i could come and care for my family and cause she started to cry that she was not wanting to be a burden i stayed longer to finish and spend more time with her we sat had more coffeee and i finished cleaning out the clutter in a closet and scrubbed the bathroom by the time i had the hole house scrubbed and cleaned we did not relize how much time had passed but her and i got to talk allot more about things we used to do. i was made the durable power of atorney over her stuff and her but i have this feeling she does pass away i am gonna not be able to hold it together to do the stuff she wants done. i guess i am scared i am gonna loose my best friend in the hole world
