i think i learned to be stronger since this hole thing happened to me now my sister is off her feet she had surgery to fix her back and it hurt to hear her on the phone this am but was reasured by her husband she is gonna be o.k. my brother is moving back this way and well hmmm not sure how this is gonna be he has no job and has no where to live and hoping he does find a job soon cause i don't know if i can support him and my mom and my own family and going nuts trying to get my self out of the ditch Johan and i hope to get our lives back to order and his new job is going great unlike the others have told us we finally started getting paid for his job and slowly getting back to where we were my mother is finally getting back on her feet slowly but doing better so i hope to keep being strong and hope to have a break soon to recharge my poor body before i am the next to be in the hospital just not a good month for me i guess but hope you all have had a better day and month.
