Im moving. almost all the plans are set. I cant fucking wait.
Theres just 1 problem.
I feel like no one cares that Im leaving. All of my "friends" are so.. "mm yeah thats nice". I went out with my lifelong best friend tonight, and hes crushed, but he understands. He is happy I'm finally "escaping". I realized I had an impact on him, but did I with anyone else? If no one else gives a shit, then obviously I didnt do very well in this life.Or maybe, they just arent really my friends, and I have only 1 true friend.
I dont know. Im confused.
Fuck.
