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Sometimes I just sit and wonder why I am the way I am. I mean why do I seem to care so damn much for people who are "supposedly my friends", when they obviously don't give two shits for me. Why do I even bother to give a damn, to check on them, to make sure they know they are loved and cared about....WHY??? I wonder this all the time yet I still do it. I can't bring myself to not care. Doesn't seem fair to me but it's not how I was made. I can pretend not to care, but in all honesty I always do and it sucks. My hubby says my heart is to big for my own good and I guess he's right. Just wish for once I could get some consideration for being a good friend... but that shit won't ever happen!!
