Sorry here I sit a 45 year old married mother of 2. I’m over weight, short , I’ll say mildly attractive and that’s being nice to myself. I have this huge heart that is constantly stepped on and abused and I don’t understand it. Yes I know I’m difficult, a handful and can be a bit too much but I can’t help but be me. I don’t understand how someone who cares so much mostly feels broken and not enough. If I don’t talk to or “leave love” I could just about guarantee no one would be talking to me. I check on others but I rarely get checked on. Maybe people are right I care to much , maybe I should just be an uncaring bitch. Just not give a damn about anyone or anything. Maybe make people feel like they make me feel. Always feeling like you’re just a convenience hurts. It hurts really fkn bad. I matter damn it and worth more than what I get from most. And from this point forward if people can’t value me as I value them then maybe I should just walk away. I can’t keep giving myself and getting nothing in return. It just makes me feel worthless. And I know I’m not worthless so I shouldn’t be made to feel that way. I am enough and it’s time people realize it!!!
