aspiringwriter's blog: "about me"

whats with you women? you cry, bitch and complain about guys being assholes or jerks. but every nice guy you meet you walk all over. then when your done wiping your feet you toss him aside, you always say where are the nice guys at? is that a rhetorical question, cause we know its really the bad guys that get the women, or are you just curious because you want to hurt someone the way you got stepped on? ive been a nice guy all my life, i always try to respect women, ive always tried to be considerate and understanding. yet i was 23 before i was able to get laid for the fist time and that was when i finally started talking to a girl like she didnt matter. weird huh, the only way i get attention is to be an ass. i found that sexual experience rather dry and unfullfilling.not to mention i didnt like what i had to do to get laid, hell i cant even remember her name. so i went back to being the nice guy. it was 2 years later when i finally got another girlfriend, a 2 year drought. but then i met someone that i really liked, but quickly she changed. she started taking me for granted and making me feel like i didnt mean anything, so she tossed me aside. again the nice guy finishes last. that puts me to now, im 26 i just recently met a girl who i quickly developed feelings for but not until after we both committed to the relationship. yeah it happened fast but it felt right and we were able to talk for days upon days non stop. i thought i had finally met a good woman, thought. she spent alot of time telling me about her bad relationship with a guy that treated her like she was worthless, so i made every attempt to show her differantly. about the time i made her feel like she was worth something things changed, she got distant, unresponsive, and just uncaring. in the end she dropped me for no reason. i have been told im an attractive person, granted beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and im constantly being told im sweet. so why is it i have so much trouble getting women, if all you want is a nice guy, then why am i overlooked. well i give up, i dont have the heart for it anymore.  ive been stepped on all my life by friends family and women and oddly enough the only one of those that matters is women. so thats it you want to know where the nice guy is, try looking on the bottom of your shoes, just where you left him. only this nice guy.... is dead