Buggzy A best friend is like a four leaf's blog: "Frustrated"

They say there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. I want to know who in the hell said that, because I havent seen that light in years.

As far back as I can remember,  hubby and I have been living paycheck to paycheck and it never seems to get any better.

Sometimes we see a glimmer of good things happening.  But like always that dam shoe drops and we are back to sqaure one again.

Such is the case, at hand.  My oldest son has a job and it was going great.  He would give his room and board to us and help us out were we most needed it.

But now due to the lack of jobs wanted and done by his plant were he works .  Hes off more then hes working. 

And that worrys me because, we count on his help to pull us through the bills and food.  We also want him to attempt to get his drivers liecence and eventually a car.

Then he can start to look for employment,  perhaps in a better area and more steady.

I am a worry wort that part of me wont change.  I hate struggling for shit any one would yanno.

So I keep hopping and praying that things will improve soon.  Then I watch the news and all my hopes and asperations go out the flippin door.

I think all of us at this time,  need that light.  Dont you?