Well guys, I'm back :D
I disappeared for a little while, but I couldnt leave my wonderful fuFriends for too long :p
The most recent news is that I'm 2months pregnant with my third, and just broke up with the father. Too much drama, I couldn't take it, I didn't deserve it. I kept giving him more chances to straighten out and well...Nothing came out of it.
I can't be with someone who I can't trust and who has gone back on his word too many times. I'm done expecting change and not seeing anything.
Now while I'm not perfect and have done some pretty stupid shit too.....I'm pregnant now, and I have to take care of myself for the baby's sake. And being utterly depressed and irritated all the time, fighting and bitching and wanting to slit my wrists just didn't seem right with me.
So, I left. And that's it. What's done is done. Can't change the past. Time to move on.
And on that note...here I go...getting ready to walk down a road as a single mom-to-be, try to be stable enough to take care of myself and support the baby and I, stay in my other two children's lives, and just try to survive.
So today starts a brand new chapter in my life.
We'll see how it goes.
I'll keep yall posted.
One*Love,
DJ Trinity Jade
