I'm suppose to be fragile
as breakable as they come
see my arms they're glass
oh crash.
crash into them.
my lips are turning blue
teeth chattering
fingers loosening
unfasten this seatbelt
slide out to the backseat
the floor is greasy
the paint is chipping
the roof is leaking
I am spilling all my guts
like money
this is how a boy like you and a girl like me make babies
uncensored fucking windows fogging police knocking the door is locked
you don't see me jumping at the look on his face
you don't see me scribbling I'm sorry all over the place
and my legs are still spread even when the words "just a warning"
flood out of his horny mouth
whatever gets you off, I should have said then smiled then whipped my hair around
unzipped your crooked zipper and screamed STEP ON IT.
it's now so warm in here
the battery is low
my rings slipping off from the heat
your eyes sweating
safer in the front seat
it's where the protection was kept
glove compartment
my maze is much more intense
when it's clear of everything
there I was pinching your skin
biting your lip
curving my shape into yours
there I was spitting out love
or bits of what could be
if sex was enough
but.
BUT.
I'm suppose to be fragile
as breakable as they come
my arms as thin as glass
oh CRASH.
crash into them.