Ok so this is about random things that run through my brain and they are really random at times. Like right now I can't stand the fact that I'm working three jobs 2 coaching jobs and a teaching job to pay the bills so that i can live my life on my own. So yeah my life is sucky as shit no time for a man or a life and when i do find a man I can't seem to find time because I'm so freaken busy. When I do find time I can't seem to find a guy so yeah one i need a man and two i gotta find one that is willing to work with my schedule. I have been seperated for almost 3 years and haven't had sex in about that long so yeah im really lagging right now in alot of things
It's so bad right now
