Sitting here with you not very far from me. Knowing how I feel about you, but unsure of how you feel about me. Knowing there are deep secrets I hide from you. Knowing how my heart is hurting knowing that this won't last long and I want to make the most of it, but it's hard when I'm so hurt inside. When all I wanna do is cry. Tonight I just wanna cry knowing that once your gone, I'll lose you forever. Knowing that once your gone I'll never see you again. I'll miss you and think of you all the time, possibly with a reminder of our time together for the rest of my life. Who knows what will happen. I want you in my life, no matter what I will always be here for you. I'll always love you. You are now in my heart. So tonight as I sit here watching you pay attention to others I wanna cry. As I sit and watch you ignore the one who loves you I wanna cry. Knowing you love another, tonight I wanna cry. I just wanna cry.