I think its time to pull the plug. I think its time for me to leave, slowly fade away, like a bad memory. I am learning I cant understand anymore, so perhaps its best I just go. Lost inside a painful shell of disbelief and grief, I ponder , why am I here? I stare out a window and realize, I am lost in my own world of hurt and confusion. I misunderstand the simplest things, so perhaps I should go find my darkness again, hide from reality in the pain, for it is my only true love. Thank all those who made my stay here wonderful, although it was short. I hope I helped those who asked. But its time for me to go I think, time to pull the shades and turn off the lights. I really don't think I am needed here anyway, I don't fit in. Oh it was fun trying, helping this or that one with comments and such. But I feel alone, trapped in a world I walked into on my own. So if I hurt you I am sorry, if I lost you I am sorry, if I wronged you I am sorry. But most of all I AM SORRY.