WANTED TO LET OUT A FEW CONCERNS AN FEELING I HAVE GOING ON. THE TRIP TO ARIZONIA WAS BOTH EMOTIONAL AN YET REWARDING. I WONT VENTURE OUT TO FAR IN THIS BIG CITY. DRIVING TO WORK IS BAD ENOUGH AN BACK TO MY NEW HOME.. LIVING WITH THE PARENTS IS GOOD FOR NOW. NOT HAD TO DO THAT IN A VERY LONG TIME. HAVE ALL I NEED HERE. LIFE WITHOUT INTERNET WAS NOT TO BAD GOT A LOT DONE AROUND THIS PLACE I LIVE IN. I DO ON THE OTHER HAND CRY A LOT WHEN I LOOK AT THE 600 PICS I TOOK OF THE DIFFERENT AREAS OF HUTCHINSON KANSAS. AN FAMILY AN FRIENDS I LEFT BEHIND. I STILL FEEL VERY ALONE AN ISOLATED. AS I DON'T KNOW ANYBODY HERE. JUST THE OLDER SENIOR CITIZENS, MY MOM AN STEP DAD KNOW AN ARE FRIENDS WITH. I AM THE YOUNGEST MEMBER OF THIS SENIOR COMMUNITY PARK THEY LIVE IN. MY MAIN CONCERN IS I KNOW I HAVE BEEN BROUGHT HERE FOR ANOTHER REASON OUTSIDE TO HELP TAKE CARE OF MY MOM. I KEEP THINKIN OF WHAT OR WHO THAT REASON MIGHT BE. TIME AN CHANCE IS THE ONLY CONCLUSION I BELIEVE IN. NO MATTER HOW I FEEL LIFE IS GREAT MOUNTAINS ARE SEEN EVERY NIGHT AN EACH MORNING. I TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME. AN HOPE SOON I WILL BE FINDING OUT THE REASON IM HERE.
TO MY REAL DAUGHTER HEATHER, AN MY OTHER 2 DAUGHTERS I HAVE ADOPTED. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, I LOVE AN MISS YOU!!! AN MY PRECIOUS GRANDDAUGHTER GRANDMA HAS YOU EVERYWHERE::: HEATHER DON'T LET HER FORGET WHO GRANDMA IS PLEASE
