BLACKMOONbellas lullaby U R MY LIFE NOW's blog: "A NEW CHAPTER"

SOMETIMES WALKING ALONE IS VERY PEACEFUL, GIVES ONE TIME TO FOCUS. REFLECTION IS A GIFT NOT GIVEN TO EVERYONE. I WRITE BECAUSE IT ALOWES ME TO LET MY TRUE FEELING OUT AN GIVES EVERYONE THAT REALLY DOES CARE ABOUT ME KNOW HOW IM REALLY DOING. AN THE ONES THAT DONT KNOW ME YET INSIGHT ON HOW I AM IN REAL LIFE. I CARE ABOUT MANY THINGS, AN YET MANY THINGS DO NOT CARE ABOUT ME. I CAPTURE THE ONE TRUE THING ABOUT LIFE AN HOLD IT CLOSE TO MY HEART. NOT MANY PEOPLE SEE THE BLEEDING HEART SIDE OF ME BECAUSE THEY ARE BLIND. I CARE NOT ABOUT MATERIAL THINGS, NOR MONEY. AS YOU CAN TAKE NONE OF THEM WITH YOU WHEN YOU DIE. I CHOOSE TO INSTEAD LEAVE MY LIFE WITH THE ONES THAT HAVE BRUSHED UP AGAINST ME, AS THEY WILL NEVER FORGET WHO I WAS (SOMETIMES). IM NOT ABOUT POINTS, MONEY, GAMES, SEX, OR BETRYAL. THERE ARE A FEW SOULS I LOVE VERY MUCH!! SOMETIMES THEY KNOW AN SOMETIMES THEY CHOOSE NOT TO SEE. I AM ONLY FOR ONE! AN SOMETIMES HE FEELS ME VERY CLOSE. AN SOMETIMES WELL JUST THAT SOMETIMES. I LOVE WHO I AM BUT SOMETIMES I THINK THATS NOT GOOD ENOUGH. HURTING IS WHO IM NOT, LOVING IS WHO I AM. BLESSED BE AS I AM FOR U ALWAYS. WATCHING AN WAITING. LOVE YOU ALWAYS.