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1819890's blog: "Inside My Mind"

created on 05/07/2008  |  http://fubar.com/inside-my-mind/b213672  |  1 followers
Knows me & my mind better then any friend I could have or had. This person is NOT myself. He knows me better then I know myself, he knows what I'm thinking and what I'm going to do before I do it. He knows me like he knows the back of his hand. This person is my little brother. In reality when I look at people who WERE friends or who ARE friends even they could NOT know me as well as my brother does. He really gets me and he understands what I go through, he's either been there or is going there, that or he just gets it. He's the only person who knows that my temper and my depression get the best of me, when I say or do some thing that I later do not mean. He gets it because he's the EXACT same way as I am. We both pop off at the mouth and say stupid shit we later do not mean, normally it's out of anger or being upset. We DO things that we also later regret, for the same reasons. We've both been down the same road with friends, family, & relationships. Friends being douchebags because they decide to talk shit, over either lil tiny bullshit or lies. A lot of our friends have lied and talked shit behind our backs, EVEN our closest friends because they would rather keep their ass outta trouble instead of help us out even slightly. Family, auh where to begin our family just fights thats about it. Relationships/whatever, people have used us. Him for money & I for other things. People have fucked us over so damn bad that any type of reputation we have for ourselves is shattered. His is gone, mine is gone. I'm glad to have my brother in my life I'm glad he knows me like he does because atleast someone can relate to what I'm going through & same goes for him. I finally know how he feels to be scared like he is, I never thought it could be like that, but I now know how he feels. I now know WHY he wants to leave & I don't blame him because I might just go with him. Get outta B.F.E., Ohio and go somewhere where people are much calmer & stay outta your damn business. I love my brother more then anything in this whole world & I care about him more then anyone in this world too. I would do anything to take his pain, suffering, & anger away, I'm sure he would do the same for me. Unfortunately, we cannot help each other out like that because then either way we would still be in pain, suffering, & angry. My brother is everything to me and IF I could take that all away for him I would & I would have no problem being in twice as much pain, suffering 2 times more, and being just as equally pissed off. I know that my brother and I have a good brother/sister relationship and I know we got each other's backs til the end. We ALWAYS have and ALWAYS will even when the world turns against us and we're fighting right next to each other against everyone we ever knew. Even though the odds of us coming out alive from a situation like that would be very small, even still Death Before Dishonor.
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