I keep forgetting you people have never heard the music I listen to so you're not going to catch that reference.
I'm officially out of work now.
Fuck it.
I signed my resignation letter "Future king of the universe"
I care that much. And why am I up?
Because I have had the wonderful trend of waking up in a panic just as I doze off realizing my life is a catastrophe and then spinning my wheels for several hours until eventually arguing myself into sleep.
I've had the same stomach ache for the last four days
blood keeps showing up in the strangest places
like
everywhere.
Seriously
everywhere
It's not a good week to be me.
This place is killing me.
"This place" isn't even a literal place
but its killing me
now more rapidly than ever before.
...
that was about 12 minutes of sitting still and listening to a barely audible pc over the thunder of falling pendulums.
I'm terrified of tomorrow
and I haven't had a drink in days
maybe I should just ... focus on the possitive
I'm attempting a yellow curry tomorrow
and uuh maybe I won't see the officer that threatened to kill me
is that what brought this on?
Probably not.
But it was nice bumping into him today.
