Good morning/good afternoon/good evening, everyone!
Last week was very uncomfortable energywise - this week is looking about the same, so far. This does not bode well for our run for the end of the year, lol! Damn! This is not good.
I'm not adjusting to my energetic changes well at all. I'd really like a break from this, but I don't think that is going to happen. Alot of energyworkers I know, and a bunch of non-energyworkers as well, are finding themselves up to their eyeballs in issues - new issues, old issues; all the Goddess's children got issues, lmao!! The push has begun, we're on the fast track to enlightenment again! I don't know about all of you, but I'm tired. But I refuse to give up!
My "anchor" and I are yanking each other about by our connection, lol! That's a laugh, but not really. I believe we are sharing our rather painful emotions right now, back and forth. We are so very connected - I wasn't expecting this to be so painful, but it is. I don't want my "anchor" to be in pain, but if that's what is being experienced, it is not my job to remove it. Don't think I could if I tried! I think that is part of the deal. I have always felt the need to take on the pain of others, anything so they don't hurt! I have a high pain tolerance, so just let me endure it. But I will admit I have learned that sometimes pain is part of the process, an integral part of the growth process. I HATE having to sit/stand by and watch/feel others hurt, especially those I care for deeply! But sometimes that is what I'm expected to do. What a crappy lesson!
My "anchor" and I will come out of this, I know. Right now, I hurt; my "anchor" hurts; and I can't do a blessed thing about it! Goddess, help us all.
A thank you to all my friends/family that have been so supportive during this miserable adjustment period! Most of my RL family has no clue, although my sister Carol and her daughter's understand crazy "Auntie M" pretty well, lol!
Belly dancing class tonight! I don't feel much like dancing, but I will. With any luck, I'll feel better afterwards.
Have a wonderful evening, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, so many blessings, for all my family/friends/fans all over the world! Love you!
Later! Muahz!
