DoctorJERMx's blog: "this is my brain on...line."

last night was to say the least memorable.

friends and family were there to celebrate my birthday with me.

i am grateful.

even if it seemed like the cactus and whatever other party time aids were puttin me sideways.

i guess when it is your birthday...you get to choose what to do...so i chose alot of stuff.

all in the confines of my own room and backyard.

paranoia overwelmed me for a bit but it went away.

i had a good time though.

i got to know someone  even more as well.

and...i think that was the best gift i got.

not to put anyone else down but in all honesty finding out more about this person is what i will remember the most.

im happier now that i know this person and she knows me.

and that to me is an awesome gift.

birthday or not.

a real person in a fake world.

along with being a wonderfully positive and passionate beautiful woman.

and to think i was told there we'rent any real women on here.

i guess that was proved wrong.

haha...woops.

no need to BE right...if it feels right, then thats how it goes.