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there is no good way of explaining the backbiting lack of talent and passion that some have been using against me lately.
even those who would confess to being supporters and worthy of being part of the good fight are middle weight to say the least.
with an enormous box of ammunition in my mind to take down anyone who would assume a duel with me, i feel sorry for them.
i feel sorry for the so called friends who are trying to make a story out of my story to enhance their "fan base"
my nephew at only 2 asked for a painting..so i made one for him today.
he's a true ally.
hes family.
hes blood! hes truth!
already stronger in his mind than some who have been projecting their mental girth on me and others.
the sons of a bitches who want to fire at me should take heed and realize to use the entire clip and aim well.
i am still fat but agile and when it comes to mental attacks...im the blob.
from the enemys to the allies..i see a great combining of the 2 lately.
i am not for sale but sweet lord it seems as if im being bid on in this fcuking town as a scapegoat for "creators" with lack of creativity.
a host to the leeches that would crawl around me when i got in too deep and sniffed out my blood as a good place to eat.
but like lice on a pteradactyl they cant touch me.
oh but they swarm and chomp and squirm around feverishly.
my reality is their lack of clarity!
being the old bum at my mum's must truly rub them the wrong way like sandpaper toilet paper...especially because im not using it as a crutch, they are. because for god sakes with all their trials and tribulations of responsibility and success they STILL cant bring me down...thats gotta sting.
alot could have been avoided if i would have not given 2nd chances to those who broke my trust before.
like good old Peter Tosh sang "..if it drop, no one can mend it, cuz if you mend it, you can easily bend it!"
if its broke...its broke! trying to put the pieces back together will never make it the same again.
