DoctorJERMx's blog: "this is my brain on...line."

i think im going to write for myself haha...but i was asked or propositioned to add my "opinion" and "style" via blog sites.

yeah it was a few days ago but this will be a few days ago later on...although now i think of it more...ive been yappin and rambling on for years on blogs...that came with the site haha.

not a strictly "blog site"...thats why i think about it as a possibility...it only has one thing in mind WRITBLOGS! hahaha mother of gods and satan's kids!

with all the seriousness that has become the new anti-social journal over the years is fcuking insanely hilarious to me, being ASKED to write for someone else's "personal blogsite" hahaha quotations quotations....

being told by each blog promoters....that i took down part of the city by blogging about what was happening currently at the time...using my own opinion  with factual information attached for that opinion to be there!

and now! im asked to write for 2 people i broke in half when they fcuked me over and others...with words??

opinions are like assholes dot dot dot.

so why ask for mine as an ongoing thing at that?

the foolishness of believing writing blogs and other comments,status reports and whatnot, will get a person published and that will suffice?!

even after actually TALKING to these persons...it got worse, in my opinion haha.

bullshit reh-tard thinking of just getting attention in the easiest medium possible  currently at these times...is going to be "enough" with writing down personal feelings in a i guess "creative style"?

i think the point im just going over again is..it wasnt creative it was what i was thinking and feeling, even when i act like a dipshit...its all just me.

it makes me want to do a children's book!!

the way i write or want to write or say what i say is from THAT!

not that because i loved reading Dr.Suess i see everything like the Grinch now hahah

the fact that creative and artistic mediums used to teach and form opinion and personality via imaginative writing...made my brain make these weird infections and be able to laugh at everythng BUT reality.

if someone is a liar...they get a name like Meemer Rat and is called that still today.

hahah

so why the fcuk do these attention whores who lack individual imagination want to "hire" me to say something??!

cuz they dont have shit to say or for that matter to even think up!

yeah yeah its the internet...im on a  blog writing a blog about blogs.

but that is exactly why i believe its a personal thing...with the option for others to observe if they want to.

i never really put much thought into people "reading" my opinions but so what?!

if i can type and write on here that i am impatiently wanting to meet a lady i met online...then thats really all that needs to be known...to me? to her? to whoever it means something to someone but in no fcuking way am i writing it to get a rise out of people or have folks come see life through my eyes.

now if i do a book then i would want people to read and see it.

but a blog is not a book!

its not a piece of art...its not the end all to certain subjects.

and for having at least one of these people being upset that i told him most of what i wrote in person haha...it shows my morals and how much i dont give a shit about what most people on THE NET find lovely and click.

yes i write and say how i feel...but that doesnt mean im special although it is being worked on with SSI hahahha.

it means im an asshole with an opinion about my reality that i write down err type down whatever.

sitting here listening to Ray Charles in a dark room at 3pm and mostly being online to talk to someone i would like to see in person...i dont need to get creative about it.

hahah..its there...in my head my ear my eyes on a fcuking blog.

who in their right mind would want to have all that on an IMPORTANT BLOG SITE??

hahah...

anyway LADY call me!