When I thought the world looked the bleakest...I got this great new chance to make a life for my children and I...without the help of outside people thinking I am just a charity case....shame on them..they should have known I can and would do something worth while one day..when the opportunity I needed or desired came into view.
It is a shame that a few of the people I so dearly cherished and loved ...cannot share this with me, only I realize the departed ones have not the choice of participating in the wonderful career I will have...and my childen will benefit from...and the best is I will be helping others ...families...to make a change and get the life they so dearly deserve...without going through some of the mistakes I have made while getting where I am now...BUT i wish the ones that did have a choice would have had a litttle more faith and perserveance to hang it out..the loss is a shame ...not to me maybe BUT....
