r THE ADORKABLE ONE's blog: "TATER IS SICK"

********NOTE!!!! IM SEVERELY MEDICATED AND A LIL DISORIENTED SO TRY TO FOLLOW ALONG CAREFULLY AND READ BETWEEN THE LINES WHEN NECCESARY!!!********  

  HELLO MY FRIENDS! LET ME START BY SAYING THIS. FOR THE LAST YEAR AND A HALF ON FUBAR I HAVE MET SOME AMAZING PEOPLE AND LOOK FORWARD TO THE TIMES ON HERE TO TALK TO YA’LL AND CATCH UP AND BULLSHIT. I KNOW MOST OF YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN SICK AND I HAVE BEEN VAGUE ABOUT IT. NOT REALLY KNOWING WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME OR HOW TO EXPLAIN, I HAVE JUST BEEN TRYING TO SURVIVE AND TAKE CARE OF MY LIL GIRL.
  TODAY WAS ANOTHER DAY SPENT WITH DOCTORS AND AT HOSPITALS. DID I EVER TELL YOU I HAVE "TRYPANOPHOBIA" A SEVER PHOBIA OF NEEDLES? SO THIS DOUBLES THE SUCK FACTOR OF ALL THAT IS GOING ON!! THE PEOPLE WHO WENT TO MEDICAL SCHOOL FOR 9 YRS BEST SOLUTION IS WE NEED TO GIVE HER A SHOT TO CALM HER DOWN SO WE CAN DO THE TEST!!! WELL FUCKHEAD "HERES YOUR SIGN"!!! THATS WHY I’M UPSET TO BEGIN WITH SO TO CALM ME DOWN TELL ME I’M GOING TO GIVE YOU A SHOT TO CALM YOU DOWN!! OMG WHERE DO THEY FIND THESE PEOPLE??
  SO BASICALLY IT ALL BOILS DOWN TO THIS. I HAVE HYPERTHYROIDISM. THEY HAVE FOUND A LARGE MASS IN MY THROAT THAT NEEDS TO BE REMOVED ASAP. BUT FIRST I HAVE TO HAVE ANOTHER BIOPSY TO CHECK FOR CANCER AGAIN. ONCE AGAIN HAVING A VERY LARGE NEEDLE COMING AT MY FACE AGAIN TO DO THIS IS TRAMATIC IN ITSELF, BUT THE LAST MONTH HAS TAKEN ITS TOLL ON MY BODY. THE MEDICAL "PROFESSIONALS" HAHAHAHA DON'T SEEM TO BE ABLE TO GET THE DRUGS RIGHT. THE THYROID CONDITIONS CAUSE MY HEART TO RACE DANGEROUSLY, BLOOD PRESSURE TO SKY ROCKET, MASSIVE INDESCRIBABLE MIGRANE HEADACHES, WEAKNESS, DIZZY SPELLS, BLACKOUTS, A SEVERE DROP IN WHITE BLOOD CELLS AND A LIST OF OTHER THINGS BUT YOU GET THE POINT. RIGHT NOW THEY NEED TO BUILD MY WHITE BLOOD CELLS BACK UP SO I CAN FIGHT INFECTION AND WEEN ME OFF THE HEART MEDICINE SO I DON’T BLEED TO DEATH ON THE OPERATING TABLE. YAY!! TODAY THEY DECIDED TO DO CAT SCANS AND LOOK FOR SWELLIING IN THE BRAIN CAUSED BY THE DRUGS THEY HAVE ME ON, OR ANYTHING ELSE THAT COULD BE CAUSEING THE SERVE MIGRANES. THEN ALL THE BLOOD DRAWN TODAY WAS SOOO MUCH FUN. THEY FOUND MY SUGAR WAS LOW AND THE THYROID IS NOT FUNCTIONING AT ALL AND MY WHITE BLOOD CELL ARE EVEN LOWER THAN BEFORE... I’M NOT SURE THEY REALLY KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING!! I FEEL LIKE A LAB RAT IN SOME B RATED MOVIE!!
  SO THE LOWDOWN IS, I GO BACK THURSDAY FOR RESULTS AND IM SURE MORE TESTS... RIGHT NOW IM TRYING TO SUCK IT UP AND FUNCTION THE BEST I CAN BUT IT’S NOT EASY. I WILL SAY HEY THERE WHEN I CAN AND I HAVE THE ENERGY. SOME DAYS ARE BETTER THAN OTHERS... JUST REMEMBER IT’S NOTHING PERSONAL, I LOVE YOU ALL, AND WILL TRY TO SAY HEY AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. I WILL LET YOU KNOW HOW THE NEXT TEST GOES AND IF I DON’T SHOW UP FOR AWHILE MY FU HUBBY IS IN TOUCH WITH ME EVERYDAY... HE WILL LET YA’LL KNOW IF I KEEL OVER!! LOL JUST KIDDING TOO MEAN TO DIE AND I HAVE A 4 YR OLD TO RAISE!!! LOL I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! HUGSZ AND KISSES