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OK YALL, HERE'S THE DEAL. IM ALMOST 4 WEEKS OUTTA SURGERY. IM HEALING BUT ITS GOING TO TAKE A FEW MORE WEEKS BEFORE THE SWELLING IS ALL GONE AND I CAN MOVE AROUND NORMALLY AGAIN. THE MENTAL PART IS WHAT IS HANGING ME UP. I HAD STARTED BELIEVING I HAD LOST MY MIND. I AM MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY DRAINED. ALL I WANT TO DO IS SLEEP. I HAVE HAD SO MANY THINGS GOING WRONG THE PAST COUPLE OF WEEKS. HAIR STARTED FALLING OUT AGAIN, GAINING WEIGHT, HOT ONE MINUTE COLD THE NEXT, BAD MOOD SWINGS, BREAKING OUT IN HIVES, FEVERS, SWEATS, MIGRAINES, INSOMNIA AND THE LIST GOES ON AND ON. I TRULY THOUGHT I WAS LOSING MY MIND! GOOD NEWS FROM THE DOCTOR TODAY THOUGH, I AM CLINICALLY PSYCHOTIC AND COULD KILL SOMEONE AND GET AWAY WITH IT! (HMMMM LOOKS AROUND FOR MY NEXT VICTIM-OOPS I MEAN FIRST VICTIM) THE SURGEON TOLD ME TO CONTINUE TAKING ALL THE DRUGS I WAS ON TILL I WENT BACK TO ENDOCRINOLOGIST. ENDO. DR SAID HE WAS WAY WRONG. THE MEDS I WAS ON WERE TO SURPRESS THE THYROID FROM OVER FUNCTIONING. WELL HALF THE THYROID IS GONE NOW AND I NEEDED THE OTHER HALF TO START WORKING. MY LEVELS CAME BACK OFF THE CHART. HORMONES AND EVERYTHING WERE SKY HIGH OR BOTTOMED OUT LOW. SO ME BEING CRAZY IS COMPLETLY NORMAL FOR THE CHEMICAL LEVELS IN MY BODY. HE HAS TAKEN ME OFF ALL THE MEDS NOW TO TRY TO SEE IF THE THYROID WOULD START WORKING AND MAYBE I WOULDNT BE SO CRAZY! :D YAY!! THEY DID FIND CANCER IN THE PART OF THE THYROID THEY REMOVED. :( THE DOCTOR HAD THE PATHOLOGY REPORTS BACK TODAY AND ITS GOOD NEWS. ALL THE CANCER WAS REMOVED WITH THE PART OF THE THYROID THAT WAS REMOVED. THEY ARE GOING TO RESCAN THE THYROID IN A FEW MONTHS TO CHECK AGAIN TO MAKE SURE THERE IS NOTHING ELSE TO WORRY ABOUT, BUT RIGHT NOW IT ALL LOOKS GOOD. YAY!!
SUMMARY: IM CRAZY FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DIDNT ALREADY KNOW! IM HEALING AND WILL BE BETTER IN TIME. I CAN KILL SOMEONE AND GET AWAY WITH IT. (WATCH OUT) CANCER WAS ALL REMOVED. IM SLEEPY AND ON THAT NOTE, I SHALL RETIRE TO MY BED!! LOL THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT. YOU GUYS ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU FOR IT!!!
