well im in the air and listening to music while the tears r running down my face and relizeing how unhappy i am at home and with parts of my life.
i have no problems with the kids except the normal shit and everyday BS. my husband has had many issuses overs the years but they have gotten worse as the years go by.
we love each other but not in love with each other any more. yes he has been there in times of need but it aint the same.everyone sees that we r together for the kids and that is it and i know that it is not s good reason. i have made it this far i can make it the rest.
we r not going to make it once we get to portland i know it very well. it will suck to be a single mother but will be ok.maybe i will get the love of my life back.we would never be married but we would be happy.
